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I Declare God's Favor!
I must Declare it day in and day out.. I have God's favor! The favour of God will make me shine and stand out. I need to start expecting and declaring God's favor in my life. Every morning before I do anyting else, My prayer each days needs to be, "Father, I thank You that I have Your favor. Your favor is opening doors of opportunity. Your favor is bringing succes into my life. Your favor is causing people to want to help me. Any time I get in a situation where I need favor, I must learn to declare it! It's my faith that makes the difference. Even in the mundane aspects of life, I will not be imposing on God's goodness by declaring His favor. He wants me to act on it. God is working EVERYTHING, the good and the bad, for my good.

Supermarket Surround Sound
Supermarket surround sound. (JOKE) The new Supermarket near our house has an automatic water mister to keep the produce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the sound of distant thunder and the smell of fresh rain. When you approach the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and witness the scent of fresh hay. When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle and the air is filled with the pleasing aroma of bacon and eggs frying. The veggie department features the smell of fresh buttered corn. I don't buy toilet paper there any more.

Had To Share This Link Someone Was On A Mission Lol
http://www.livescience.com/technology/destroy_earth_mp-1.html Top 10 Ways to Destroy Earth cant do anything about it so why sweat it Total existence failure Gobbled up by strangelets Sucked into a microscopic black hole etc..........

Bitchy Co-worker Pt. Ii
(*before reading this, it might be helpful if you read my first installment: Bitchy Co-Worker, before so you can get to know the characters a bit. I plan on making this a series with a few more chapters.*) * The days continued to go by at work. Monday: Michelle said nothing to me, although she looked amazing! She was wearing tight blue jeans and a camouflage tank top. Tuesday: Michelle drove the van while we took the kids to school, but we didn't talk more than just chit chat about school. She wore a white tank top and a pink tiered skirt that came down to her knees. Wednesday: We both had off. No contact made at all. Thursday: Off again. Friday: Michelle came in and was a bit more friendly than she had been all week. She had on a pair of denim shorts that came just below her ass, and another white tank top. We talked for a while as we were sitting at my desk in the classroom. Me: "So, are you working any over time this weekend?" Michelle: "Yeah, Saturday n

Roses Are Red
Roses are red puerto-ricanz are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My puerto-rican pride I will not hide My puerto-rican race I will not disgrace My puerto-rican blood flows hot & true My puerto-rican peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our puerto-rican flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows PUERTO-RICANZ ARE THE BEST!!! PUERTO-RICAN Pride in my mind PUERTO-RICAN BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the PUERTO-RICAN crew Life sucks and then u die but if your PUERTO-RICAN You die with good a$$ pride!!!!

Betrayed
What do you do when you're betrayed from within. Your mind leads you in to fire. Your heart tells you you love it. Your soul becomes cold and empty at the reality of it. Lies no longer told, but lived. Dreams played out in a realtime loop. The trust and compassion that gave me my outlook deceased. Reborn is an untrusting, uncaring, remorseless shell of who I once took pride in calling myself. I don't smile for joy, I do so to mask. Love has played it's hand and now hate seems to have delt itself better....E.D.M.L.

My Sister's Hot Friend Pt. I
This is my first story I've posted, so bear with me. This is true, as it happened a few years back. Lori was Bill's little sister. However, she was not that little. She was a few years younger than me, but she did not look it at all. Every day after school I'd go down to Bill's house, with hopes of seeing Lori. She was always dressed sexy, either tight jeans or shorts and she always wore a tight shirt, which showed off her perfect chest. So, one day I go down, but Bill has to go out to work. I notice that Lori seems to be kind of depressed, so before heading home, I ask her what's up. She is upset that her boyfriend moved away, and she is lonely. I ask her if maybe she could use a massage, to take some of the stress away. Reluctantly, Lori agrees. I sit on the couch, and she lies across my lap so I can massage her. Today, she's wearing a pair of denim shorts that are pretty short and tight. She just has a regular t-shirt on top, along with a black bra that can be seen throug

Come Join Our Party!!!
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Track Darling
This story is inspired by a certain woman, who knows who she is, and by my attempting to get back into shape by running on the high school track near my house. I had been running on the track after work at the local high school for about two months straight now. Normally, I've been the only one at the track. I guess since track season at the high school was over, most of the kids there were going out and getting ready for the summer. Being there alone is one of the main reasons I've been able to keep running, it's easier to run without a bunch of younger athletes around. My times have been getting pretty good and the pounds have begun to fall. Now that school is out, it has been even hotter outside, I knew that the chances of someone out running in 90 degree heat at 3pm was remote, so my summer of getting in shape was set. Then, one day after work, I had been running about twenty minutes when I saw a car pull into the parking lot. As I watched this BMW park, I was unsure who was

Flowers
It may not be the same, But some things never change. I feel it and I trust it, I still believe in forever Because that's what my heart knows. Memories are the dew drops on our petals That re-open the buds that have closed. Flowers wilt as seasons change, Though they grow a little more with rain. The sun will shine when in need, And left behind, a precious seed

Betrayal
An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found. Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right? Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you don’t want to hear me. The pain for you is much too real. Should I back away and build a wall and block away how I feel? Or, should I give you a call? We both need some time to heal. An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears. How do I know what is right? How can I ease my fears? If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear?

For October 26,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 26,2007 You need to deal with the most important business first today. Once all the essentials are out of the way, you ought to have plenty of time to take care of any other activities that you've been meaning to deal with.

Retardation That Is People I Know. D:
What the fuck is with people who know I have like a billion roommates and whatever that INSIST they totally need to come to my house and 'hook up'. I mean, what the fuck. 1) Sex is great, but holy shit, stop popping the stupid Viagra. :] anddddd. 2) I have guy friends that live with me. BROTHERLY guy friends, do you really think they want to know you're over here to hook up with a girl they think of as a little sister? Fucking idiots. =/

Culling Out The Herd
So today I spent some time creating a video of me as a ghost. and 2 FUCKIN PEOPLE LOOKED AT IT!!!! 2, DAMMIT! Time to thin out the ranks. Most of you fucks don't even deserve to be on my friend list anyway

Unconditional
Seemingly untouched by the sorrows of life Hiding a heart that is supposedly light With happiness and joy and love And all the gifts God sent from above Strong, gentle, sometimes Selfish, untouchable, unreadable, hard to find Protected well by a love unconditional Insecurely relying on a built in wall Hurting, but hiding behind a luminous smile Keeping the secret with frightening guile Mistrust slowly growing, afraid to believe That friends really care and true ones donâ??t deceive Seemingly untouched by the brightness of life Revealing a heart that is assuredly quite Heavy with mistrust, insecurity and deception But living for love and hoping an occasion To be loved

Perverts
Seeing naked pics getting invitations to view them all sicken me but thr worst is seeing retards coming on my page and starting shit with me. Fucking guys want me to add them so they can flirt with all the women on my page or hook up with them. They get mad when I deny them. I am called all kinds of names because I hate guysand am classified as "Doing every girl on my list" Tht is a bunch of bull shit half the people there are not even in the same area as me for one and for two I am not u I don't need to post naked pics and act stupid and have sex with every one to be myself U damn sexual vampires.Most women here are back stabbing lying sluts and most men here r perverted ass fuckers. I am not apart of it and get sick of fuckign tards coming to my page bitchin me out because i wont let them flirt with my friends.Sorry but I talk to real people who have real thingsto say not people who want to show off their little cock and small pea tits good day fuckers Cain

The Raven Of My Soul
The Raven sits upon my shoulder, singing his wicked song, And has the day grows colder, The Raven will do what is most wrong, The Raven sits upon my heart, It nicks at my veins, With its beak he rips me apart, With his song he brings these pains, The Raven sits upon my mind, Reminding me of the evil I am, Telling me hell is the rest of time, Hell, he screams, your are with the damned, The Raven now sits upon my tomb, Singing of my death, Telling all of my doom, And how I laughed with my final breath,

To Fornicate, Fornication
What were you thinking you were going to get!! Take 2 seconds of your time and have dirty thoughts for the Queen of Dirty Thoughts!! fornicates@ fubar for•ni•cate (fôr'nĭ-kāt') To commit fornication. fornication noun1. voluntary sexual intercourse between persons not married to each other 2. extramarital sex that willfully and maliciously interferes with marriage relations; "adultery is often cited as grounds for divorce" This has been a pimp out by ‘The One and Only’ WHITΞ ЯIDΞЯ®™ WHITΞ ЯIDΞЯ®™@ fubar

Went Looking For Online Dating..
Hey, are you bored like me? Always looking for that next big step of excitment? That's exactly what I said! The more excitment the better! So, i surfed google and found this one dating network "Camazon". They not only have USER VIDEO CHATS, but email, messaging, the whole 9 yards@! so ya, I setup my own profile maybe drop by gimme your opinion: Camazon Singles: Nikki's user profile

Man I Finally Lost Hope.
As you may know i'm some how disable at home.I live my life 24/7 sitting on a wheelchair everyday,and always getting online to check my profiles.During the lost of both of my legs,i been observing my family,and my life.I notice that i started being jealous of my family.Why may you ask?Well my dad after my mother's death found a new girlfriend,My 3 brothers,and sis have jobs,and friends.Which is okay for them.I in a way have none of what they have in life.I used to have friends,but they all left me out after i lost both of my legs.I mean i understand,maybe they don't want to bother with what they see in me,my wheelchair.Eh,i don't blame them anyways.Another thing is i had a girlfriend also,but due to some other crazy female that hates my guts ruin that relationship(thanks Deanna.Anyways it's my fault.I hurt her,and i deserve it,but then again what a bitch for makeing it a big drama,and not trusting me.Oh well i don't have both of the bitches hurting me anymore.This year i went thru alo

My Lips Contest, Plzzzz Help? Plzzzzz
Would you come help me out in my contest? I always try to return the love. If you dont have time for comment bombing, i understand. BUT, would you rate the pic for me before you go? Thank you, Mandy scsweetie DSC & WTC member

The Dance
All I wanted was one fast dance A little sex And perhaps some romance But it went way too far We danced way to fast The fire was so hot It was doomed not to last The heat sprung quickly And our tongues moved in tune We exited the party We found a new room The clothes they were stripped And our breath came out fast It may have started soon But boy, Could he last. The pulsing, the throbbing The time without sound He picked me up But he wouldn’t put me down. I wasn’t complaining I was held under his chest Then it all got harder I don’t remember the rest. I woke up the next morning With the beat in my head A condom wrapper on the floor And a note that I read; Last night was amazing The dance was the best, But I don’t love you baby, If you hadn’t of guessed. Please don’t take this seriously Please don’t chase me down But if I see you again, Ill spin you around.” Now I wish Id have told him That I just want to dance The sex was great, But I changed my m

Come Join The Party
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Time's Chronojectile
Circular paths of electrons and planets Linear progress of arrows and bullets Birth and confusion, regrets and decisions Epitaphs carved, when we’re gone, on our tombstones Habits and tendencies, cycles and patterns Cognitive biases, noble intentions Circular paths of electrons and planets Linear progress of arrows and bullets

Locked Away*poem*
Painful memories flow through my mind,they play over and over as if stuck on rewind.I try so hard to find new ones,replace them,but no matter what I do,I can't seem to erase them...I guess they will stay there until I am strong enough to face them.

Ustahli
keep in mind,Tsalagi, or cherokee- is written diffrently, but I cant do it on my computer so I will type it in english dialect.. thanks!mj Ustahli ethi - yvhno tsike - se - I e - kwa tshko - ya tse - he - I ani - yv - wi - ya aye - li nu - nv I nu - nv nv te - kayaki - ske - I atahkhwa - yuhsti nitsu - tv - ne - i katsano - sta u - nv -ta - sv katu - i ke - stihno kvhsu - ya ki - sti yike - se u - stahli ani - ska - yahno yu - nino - le - na yitsu - tale - yvsta - na e - la -ti i - tsa tika - naki - ske ake - hya hilv - hno I - yani ani - ke - hya kv - waniyoho - se - lv khi - la u - nate - loho - se -I - yuhsti tu - nila - wa tse - ?(i think)ihno i - yuhsti iyu - natvhnti u - nihihsti u - stahli tu - nila -wi - tso - nahno . u - natahnthe - le -. u - natahnthe - le -uhnto u - nisatv?ti u - stahli ski - hno?i - yvhno e - kwa u - notha - ne - ?i ani - skaya ski - na nu - nv - neho - na nv - ya tu - nikha - nito - le - ko - thv - yv - wi tsa - ni n

Words*poem*
Love songs,done wrongs,bruises,lies,and broken promises you never meant to keep.Lonesome nights,shoving fights,you laughed as you watched me weep,no shame,blame game,you say you're in love with your old flame,tired of the mind games.Through with you life,on to a new life..you never listened or even seemed to want to,so over with this shitty life,off to find a true one.

Desert Rose
A Beautiful Desert Rose Two shadows slipping throgh the night, Unaware of the watching eyes. Lovers are they or are they not? That, no one knows... They stop by a spot, And stay there awhile. "As long as this rose is alive and blooming, That is how long our love will be and much more than that..." And with those kind words of love, They disappear through the darkness. Time goes by and the seed grows into the most beautiful of roses. Red as blood, Glowing as fire. With standing the desert heat and the harsh weather. Oh desert rose, I can feel the soft touch of your petals, The warmth it gives. Oh desert rose, I can see the fire of your color, A glimpse of your flames. Oh desert rose, I can hear all the stories that you tell of the desert, Stories of love. But fugacious we are, And so are you. Your once soft petals are beginning to dry, Wilting and taking off once a glamorous robe. Your color is that of amber, Still pretty but unlike before. You quiver and

This Day Of The Year Every Year
This day is ALWAYS hard for meto sleep nowdays. Oct.27th.... This is the day that i gave life to a child after knowing only 2 mths that is was pregnant. He weighed 4lbs and 1/2oz. he was fullterm also.... then in Feb he got RSV and was hospitalized and almost died onus. He was a great and VERY spoiled kid.He loved life and made veryone smile everyday. then onAug.3 01 there was a car wreck. The damn setbelt and the seat of the car took him from all of us...... He would have been 13 today... I miss my boo! But i am so glad that he does not have to go thru all the drama of the life here on this god forsaken ground anymore... The pain NEVER leaves and you dont get over it... You learn to live with it... why does today bother me when i can handle it any other day of the year... I guess i will wait till the sun comes up and go tout to where we laid him to rest (which i did NOT get to go to the funeral because the STUPID ASS dr wouldnt let me leave the

Memories Of What Used To Be
I wonder if he remembers me Or if I'm just a memory I wonder if he thinks of us Or if he finds it useless I wonder how things would be If he had never left me I wonder how he is And if I'm still a love of his I think about him everyday And wonder if he's okay I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade I think about all we said And the lives we lead To not know Where to go To not know where to find A place where he may hide To not be able to see his face Puts my heart so out of place To not know when he's near Is my greatest fear There's so much in my head That I wish I'd said There's so many missed kisses For my unanswered wishes There's only so many ways For me to make it through the days There's so little light In my heart tonight What would I say If given a day What would happen If I could

Vows
My love, My sher you showed me what it is to be to be..truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others a love of our two old souls that finally innertwine after life times of searching leaving no doubt, our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means to be loved deeper, the forever to be loved more passionate, then ever so when i say i do i mean..i have, i will and i'll always love you, with a love thats deeper and more passionate then ever felt beefore

Dear John
This is my oldest son John. He is currently serving some time and is interested in some (female) pen-pal correspondence. Any women interested can contact me (comment on this blog saying so) for more information. I will require you to send a letter to me (showing you are serious), which I will forward to him. He will choose who he wishes to reply back to. A 4X6 photo is encouraged, but be sure there is no nudity, drugs, alcohol, or obscene gestures (middle fingers, ect.). I will explain more upon inquiries. Please understand, I DO love my son dearly, despite the unfortunate choices he has made. We ALL make mistakes! Don't even dare to try being judgmental with him or me. You will be wasting your time because my love for him will never be less. I give him my full unconditional love that maybe only "parents" can understand, regardless of of my opinions towards HIS choices.

Who Am I? Where Am I Going?
You know, everyday I'm constantly reminded just how shitty our society has become. I see people I used to hang with and people who I don't know, and they're all the same. Nobody gives a fuck about anyone else anymore. I know how this sounds coming from me. I've been the only true "Don't give a fuck" 100% Mr. Self-Destruct, I've been the Black Hole Messiah, I've been that self-proclaimed antichrist/antihero. You know, it gets real old though. It's become like this big fuckin contest to prove that I'm more evil than you, I'm colder than you. The go ahead, touch me, I'm stone routine. We want to be emotionless pricks who like to point out how fake everybody else is, as if we weren't fake ourselves. Let me be the first to admit it. I've been a fake piece of shit. The fucked up part is, I even convinced myself for the longest time it was true. That I just didn't care......but I do. I care so fucking much it hurts me. And I've done so many things to so many people. And all I w

Happy Halloween!!
>> Subject: Happy Halloween > >> An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the >> last of >> which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the >> latest >> episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with >> diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed >> sheets, >> and threw them out the hospital window. >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He >> started >> yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the >> unknown >> things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his >> feet. >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his fe

Update On Niece
On Wed. Oct. 24, Rachiel was taken to the hospital because she was getting sick and running a fever. The Dr. decided to keep her because of the risk of stroke. On Fri. Oct. 26, the Dr. thought it best that she begin to induce Rachiel. Early Sat. morning, 2:34am to be exact, little Eva was born. She weighs less than 2lbs 13oz, and is 16 1/4in long, she came into this world trying, but just didn't have the strength and passed 42 min later. Pictures and video were taken, of course, but i'm sure that most of them will not be seen by anyone other than Rachiel, her mother, and other very close friends and family. As of 9am, Oct. 27, Rachiel was still holding little Eva, and probably will until the hospital staff has to take her away. It's always hard to lose someone, and Rachiel will need all the love and support she can get from her family and friends. Me and my family thank everyone for your thoughts during this very trying time. I'm not a religious person, but I know that someo

Growing Friendship
You're in my dreams You're in my heart when we're together or far apart I don't know you not at all but the feelings I feel are starting small Small like a seed together we've planted a brand new friendship we won't take for granted Can't wait to learn what makes you, you all the great things when a friendship is new I hope you feel as excited as me as our friendship grows we'll see what can be

Right Here
Staind - Right There I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive

Update Time
Ok i realized i had forgoten to mention this in my last post (brain fart) The school im going to is an exlerated program which means each phase or class is three weeks.Haveing cleared that up i just finished my first class which was basic automotive engines which you have to take no matter what your going for.I did really well i didnt get the SOC award i wanted i missed it by a hair but thats ok i have plenty of coures left in which to do it.My next class is truck brakes IE. Air Brakes this class makes me a wee bit edgey as i have never messed with are brakes but i know ill be fine i mean come on it has to deal with the auto world and i am a major gear head lol.On the baby front everyone has been wondering whats going on well heather is at 1 centameter so it has begun but the way things look he will more than likely be a hallowen baby which is fine ill keep everyone posted as best i can. laterz for now

My Match
His arms enfold me wrap me like a blanket Safe and Warm His whispers sweet words so sincere Comforting and Loving His touch gentle handles me with care Caressing and Soft His heart is pure open to mine Honest and True His friendship devoted there for my every need Listens and Cares My heart filled feelings of love and uncertainty Excited and Overjoyed

Tasty Morsel
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

:)
i can't give details of what happened last night hihihihi (oh and i have found how to have my msn loged in my cellphone yayayay!!!) i'm tired, and this evening i'm going to the cinema, someone invited me... and to be honest i can't say no ;) well i'll be around, while i finish cooking for tomorrow and then i'll be out this time i don't know if i come back after the movies or no haha

The Island
"The Island Here we are on an island with no one but our selves...She was mad at him for getting her stranded..she runs towards the ocean..trying to see if she can see something that would rescue her, she didnt see anything..as she turned around to go back up from the water she noticed him..taking off his shirt..she stares at him as his muscle bound body was glistening from the sweat..she licks her lips with desire for him..wanting to be near him..she starts unbuttoning her shirt as her eyes never parted him..he notices her staring at him..he walks over to where she is..and whispers in her ear..here let me help you with this..he starts to slide her shirt off, fondling her breasts as he starts to kiss her neck..feeling the desires for him..yearning for his touch she starts to rub his cock..she feels it starting to erect..she unbuttons his pants and slides her hand in ..groping his balls and strokes his cock even harder and faster..he starts tonguing her breasts and nibbles

True Story
Dinner at Applebees..then to her place...helped her with a puter problem..then relaxed on the couch for about 30 minutes.. I asked if I could take some more pics of her.... a lovely slow striptease down to her panties... I thought to hell with pics it is time to have some real fun...kissing on the couch and soft licks to those nipples turning to slow sucking as they harden...She then jumps up and says come on let's get where we can really stretch out...I followed her to the bedroom...she sits on the edge of the bed and pulls my underwear off and slowly kisses my soft cock...gentle laps with her tongue and she covers my cock with licks... she slowly opens her mouth as my cock slides inside...nice gentle sucking as my cock slowly gets harder... she swirls her tongue around the head while it is in her mouth and sucks harder as my cock stiffens...a few more full strokes with her mouth, as I laid down on the bed and she took my hard cock and rubbed it between her pussy lips...as she slide s

More Than Friends
I thought we were just friends, But then i felt more. My friendship with you, I'll always adore. You're always in my mind, You're always in my heart. It will always hurt me If we're always apart. I never get to say How i really really feel. But i never really thought It would be such a big deal. But the time has come, I think you should know. You mean so much to me, Though it may not show. This is so hard for me to say, But i couldn't do it In any other way. You don't understand All the joy you bring To my heart.

25 Funny Analogies
1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its two sides gently compressed by a ThighMaster. 2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free. 3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. 4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. Coli, and he was room-temperature Canadian beef. 5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up. 6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever. 7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree. 8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegrated because of his wife’s infidelity came as a rude shock, like a surcharge at a formerly s

Its Yo Boy Johnnie-b
Waz up Everyone,Today I Made My First Blog.Now some of you might know me as DA BLOCK BOY,Because of my REP and The News,but Im really a ROCK N ROLL RAP STAR.What Im mean by that is I play the ELECTRIC GUITAR AND RAP at the same time,Ring a Bell "KID ROCK".HAHAHA

Black Hole Report
PASADENA, Calif. - Astronomers have unmasked hundreds of black holes hiding deep inside dusty galaxies billions of light-years away. The massive, growing black holes, discovered by NASA's Spitzer and Chandra space telescopes, represent a large fraction of a long-sought missing population. Their discovery implies there were hundreds of millions of additional black holes growing in our young universe, more than doubling the total amount known at that distance. "Active, supermassive black holes were everywhere in the early universe," said Mark Dickinson of the National Optical Astronomy Observatory in Tucson, Ariz. "We had seen the tip of the iceberg before in our search for these objects. Now, we can see the iceberg itself." Dickinson is a co-author of two new papers appearing in the Nov. 10 issue of the Astrophysical Journal. Emanuele Daddi of the Commissariat a l'Energie Atomique in France led the research. The findings are also the first direct evidence that most, if not all,

No Parent Left Behind
NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND....I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an ALABAMA school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him.2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot.3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33.4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating.5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip.6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face.7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part.8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins.9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side.10. Please excuse ray friday from school.. He has very loose vowels.11. Pleaseexcuse Le

10-27-07
Try not to worry about whether or not the situation is going to improve -- things are getting better already. It's a great time to relax and enjoy a few creature comforts before you need to get back to business. ****************************************************************************** My times for worrying are over.........

These Are Things That Keep Me Awake All Night
1. Where does the light go when you turn the light out. 2. How did they first find out that you can get milk from a cow and what was they doing at the time. 3. If when humans eat they can’t go in the water for an hour after, do amphibians have to wait an hour before getting out of the water 4. We always go on about the speed of light but what is the speed of dark 5. The word abbreviation why is it such a long word. 6. Ladies put on a pair of knickers, a pair of glasses, and a pair of earrings why don’t they put on a pair of bras. 7. People say television sets why is it called a set when you only get one. 8. Olive oil comes from olives, veg oil comes from vegetables, and corn oil comes from corn where does baby oil come from. 9. When you buy a Teflon pan it says nothing sticks to Teflon, how does it stick to the pan. 10. Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds

Do You Have What It Takes????
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Legal Sin
step closer so I can punch your soul with fists of sleep, swallow your tounge and hang your words out to dry, a hole in your thoughts only catches misery.... again, failure passes out the map to self destruction labeled "tomorow", eating pain leaves a hunger only numb devours effortlessly, torture keeps me company, sanity only a figment barring no price tag, "danny legend"

Drunken Spew
blah blah blah Being young dumb and you know the rest, brought forth the enevidible ending to the start of this vision to my demise. Being younger I had no clue to what the unfortunate recepiant desired to hear, none the less I bull-shited my way through it, and the out come was always to my liking. Now, with age comes wisdom, followed by empty nods, and emotional complacentcy..... So, I speak with all the respect one could dream of....... "danny legend"

The Firefighters Prayer
When I'm called to duty God wherever flames may rage give me strength to save a life whatever be its age Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late or save an older person from the horror of that fate Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout and quickly and efficiently to put the fire out I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me to guard my neighbor and protect his property And if according to your will I have to lose my life bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife. A Fallen Firefighter's Prayer Brother, when you weep for me, Remember that it was meant to be. Lay me down and when you leave, Remember I’ll be at your sleeve. In every dark and choking hall, I’ll be there as you slowly crawl. On every roof in driving snow, I’ll hold your coat, and you will know. The house from which I now respond, Is overstaffed with heroes gone. Men who ans

More Ramble
Fear or doubt? "Crazy is what the sane muster up amungst themselves to solidify the imaginary descrepincies. Making the walk with jaded dislexia the wrong way on a narrow trail paved with doubt brings definition to empty banter with a hollow resolve" "Danny Legend"

What Is So Wonderful...
Okay, what is so wonderful aboiut being single? I have been single for 3 years because the only people in this town are addicts, pedophiles or just all around screw ups. I hate being single and all of my friends are married "happily" or engaged or have boyfriends. So what do I need to do in order to have that? I want someone to share all of the wonderful things in life with. Unfortunatly I haven't been able to find anyone who is as dark and freaky as me. It seems we are a dying breed...lol. I am lonely, angry and do I dare admit, frustrated (in every sense of the word!!! I guess I will have to get used to the fact that I may be alone for the rest of my life. Some people are not meant to be with a mate. Maybe I am one of those people. You think?

My Rules
I love it when guys across the world write and say, Hey when u gonna let me meet u? Ummm never is the answer. Why should I tell u more about myself? Is there a point, ummm NO! If u don't live 5 or 10 miles away, don't ask when were going to meet. It's not going to happen. If your fake and have a good looking guy as your profile pic, and your not him. Please don't contact me. If your not between the ages of 28 and 32 u don't have a chance in hell of talking to me. I'm not looking for fuck friends, so don't ask. I don't care if u sit at home and jerk off looking at my pics, cause that's all you'll ever get. My ideal guy is my crush. And he know's it. He's the one I c on a regular basis. And if u know that your not him, then don't assume u have the chance in hell with me. If you've been in prision or jail definitly don't contact me...!!!!!!!

From An Email I Got Lol
The Why's of Men? 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole andthey vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEATDOWN? (Don’t know.....it never happened) (C’mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you are just an

2007 American Music Awards (11-18-07)
2007 American Music Awards Sunday Nov. 18th 7pm/C on ABC! For the first time ever America's Public Online Vote determine the winner. Previously, a select 20,000 retailers voted for the winner. Now the online world does, so please show your support. Go to > http://abc.go.com/primetime/ama/index?pn=vote < & spread the word! Record sales still determine Nominations. Will you Vote? Ya'll now I represent Bone Thugs-4-Life So ya better vOTE fa them!

My Horoscope For Today
Saturday, October 27 2007 Cancer June 22-July 22 You could have some fun times with young people this Saturday. You are very imaginative when it comes to other people and relationships of all kinds. You have an almost other-worldly feeling that you bring to your partnerships, social or private. If professional advice is needed, today and tomorrow are the most productive times to seek that advice. Faith untested is not worth bothering with: that's the lesson that takes center stage in your life now. This is apt to be a time of analyzing religious, philosophical or ideological beliefs--becoming more aware of their logical shortcomings. Legal, political or educational experiences require serious thought and planning. This afternoon you could be plotting your next move to success--take notes. Unfortunately, the influence of Pluto makes itself felt in your life today. It will be difficult to keep your temper today and it may well seem as though certain individuals will be doing their

3 Month Vip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just To Busy
I guess i'm just to busy anymore for this site, I can't keep up let alone level in what use to only take me hours. I don't want to lose the contacts I've made with alot of people on here that wouldn't be fair to them, but I no longer care about leveling or "ranking". I will be around, but not near as much. I think i've learned there's life outside this computer, well sleeping and working anyways and that seems to take priority in my world these days. Things are going well for me and I don't want to mess that up. I got my divorce papers in the mail last week and just waiting on a paper to sign and then here in like 2 months i'll be officially divorced. I have mixed emotions on this, as much as it needed to happen it's hard and confusing. I'm not regretting the decision just trying to take it all in. Anyways ya'll have a wonderful weekend I'm heading back to bed here shortly. Much luv to ya all...I'll be around more on my days off which are Mondays and Tuesdays.

Calling All Who Love 2 Bomb N Earn Points Read Inside
Hellcat needs 70,000 comments here and on stephs page for a 1yr vip, happy hour, 30day blast, and ticker pack reward HELP ME BOMB HER PLZ WE NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET SO IF NE ONE CAN SPARE SUM TIME N COMMENT ATLEAT 50 TO A 100 OR MORE COMMENTS THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ILL BE BOMBING TOO N THE PERSON WHO BOMBS THE MOST IN THIS WILL GET A PRIZE FROM ME... LOVE TESS

Sexing Me
sexing me smile for me pearly whites ignite this flame heating me ever so, gently look at me brown eyes piercing moistening lips causing hips to, gyrate. slowly. arousing me. invoking lightening tightening walls. so much thunder under my dress. touching me. skin's changing texture as smooth as your, pleasure. fingertips slide down me. push in me. seducing me. kiss me. forehead captured. webbed in the rapture of wet affection, erection brushing my thigh. you are, making me high sexing me. licking me. tasting, basting my surface with your, sweetness. intoxicating yourself with, mine. sexing me. penetrating at last the waiting is, over heels rest upon shoulders she pulls you deeper. sexing me. you caress her frame. sexing me. she's glad you came. sexing me she, calls your name completely forgetting hers and you're to blame she, thanks you sexing her....

Fire Witin
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo

Got A Question..
i have a habit of reading friends and families blogs .but well i got 1 question for you blog entrants ..if you mark it private and you dont want anyone to read it why take time and energy to write it to begin with? i just dont get it honestly~ i mean i know we all vent in a different way and we all have a right to make it private or not, but i would think if you wanna write something to express it most of the times ppl do blog entries they want advice or feedback so why post it if its gonna be private? yes i realize those who do probably don't feel 100%comfy venting or expressing in the open public... but then again thats what blogs are supposed to be for..right? ok im done just had to vent a lil and imagine that its not marked private. lol this is not singling out any one person specifically mind you just me expressing myself and how i feel when i wanna know whats up with my friends/family and even some fans on here as to whats going on with them... you may now resume your

Oh My Beeding
Hey my first blog so want to get it out that I do not: Consume bodily flesh (unless it's a virgin, female and lushiuos of course). Scare with Garlic, holy water or crosses of any kind. I do however have a weakness, can you find it! That's it for now. Fatum Abyssus

Want The Spotlight?
You want to bid for the spotlight but don't have enough Fubucks? All day long on everyones page! Woo Hoo! I am willing to give away 2 million Fubucks to the first person that buys me a happy hour! 2 Million! I know a lot of you think thats crazy..why would anyone buy a happy hour for 2 million fubucks? Cause all day long and the points to get on spotlight is soo much better than 60 minutes of fame thats why! Plus a lot need to level! Come see me if youre interested..Write me an email! Hugs and Kisses

Libra - Oct. 27th, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 27,2007 Try not to worry about whether or not the situation is going to improve -- things are getting better already. It's a great time to relax and enjoy a few creature comforts before you need to get back to business.

How Can?*just A Thought,i Thinked
How can you have so many friends,yet still feel so alone?How can you have so many ears to hear your words,and still feel like nobody is listening?How can you have 100 arms to hold you,yet no one offer a hug?How can you have all the problems,but never get the sollutions?How can you have 2 working legs,still feel like you can not move?How can you give someone your all,and they still insist on more?How can someone write theyre feelings,and never admitt to them?How can someone end the pain they feel,when they dont know why they feel it?How can someone say they are sorry,then forget what it means?

Big Log
My love is in league with the freeway Its passion will ride, as the cities fly by And the tail-lights dissolve, in the coming of night And the questions in thousands take flight My love is a-miles in the waiting The eyes that just stare, and the glance at the clock And the secret that burns, and the pain that grows dark And it's you once again Leading me on - leading me down the road Driving beyond - driving me down the road My love is exceedingly vivid Red-eyed and fevered with the hum of the miles Distance and longing, my thoughts do provide Should I rest for a while at the side Your love is cradled in knowing Eyes in the mirror, still expecting they'll come Sensing too well when the journey is done There is no turning back - no There is no turning back - on the run My love is in league with the freeway Oh the freeway, and the coming of night-time My love is in league with the freeway

I Have To Let Him Go....
Have you ever.... Left one morning thinking its just another day. You have a good morning regaurdless of the constant fights you've endured the past 3 months and the daily stress of living in the world. You look at the day as an opportunity and a gift from God knowing that you woke up and that is something to be thankful for. And even thought the last thing you want to do is go home and fight. In the back of your mind the only thing you want to do is be home and see that one person who you'll spend half a life time knowing. So, you rush home you run in the door because that Caramel coffee drink from starbucks is kickin in... you kick off your shoes and run to the bathroom. Not aware of anything else. The puppy runs up looking kinda out of sorts and overly excited to see you. And then you look into the shower and realize his bodywash and scrub brush are gone... and you know. You dont want to get up, you dont want to think but you already know in your heart what just ha

Control
Hearts racing Breaths quickening Kiss me Take me Use me I am yours Do with me what you will Your lips travel down my neck Send a chill through my spine Your breath warm on my skin Flesh against flesh Throbbing, aching, yearning Longing for release Unearthly sensations Burning passion I lose control

Help A Soldier Out
I am helping a really good friend of mine in a contest, he is leaving tomorrow for the Army and is in his first ever contest. I really really want him to win tonite. He just barely past the leader and needs the boost to put some space between them. Please take some time to post a few comments to help him out. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! WHOEVER POSTS 200+ COMMENTS I WILL GIVE YOU 5000 FUBUCKS!! JUST LET ME KNOW!!

To Share That Moment In Time
To Share that moment in time By Eric Ethan Let share the night together. Let’s build that Bon Fire you always wanted to glare high in the moon light. Let eat that hot marshmallow that was roasted over the hot fire Let cuddle under that big quilt together and gazed at the fire and share dreams together Lets gazed at the shooting stars together and makes wishes and keep them those wishes closed together to the heart. Let’s dance under the moon to our favorite tunes I twist you around to capture you on the other side of my arm. We cuddle again under the big blanket and get cozy holding each other hands very tight. Give you the softest kiss under the moon light that kiss will last forever in your heart Give you the tightest hug in front of the fire that hug will last ages for ever in your heart The End

Me
OK so what do you want to know? I am a 30 year old amn that works in a factory and I'm trying to promote. I work for Caterpillar Inc. in Decatur, IL and I am a Quality Specialist 4 aka auditor. So basically I check other peoples work and try and solve quality issues. Other than that I have a gf that I love very much and she will be moving in towards the end of the year. She is pushing to get married but I'm wanting to take it one step at a time. I'm sure I will but would like to set the pace a little more. On here I'm just looking to chat and hang out. Oh yeah I used to be a professionally trained chef. If you want to know more ask and I will tell you

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Bye-bye Philly, Sound Byte Contest Continues, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online, Walkover Returns Next W
It's a rainy, crappy weekend here in the Northeast, so what better excuse could we have for hunkering down in front of a computer and updating you folks on this world wide crazy interwebs... As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Show, you can download it online from AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/26/07 (EROCK and Master Po Dancing on CW11, Ben Mezrich) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/25/07 (Maury Povich) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/24/07 (Adios WYSP, R Lee Ermey) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/23/07 (George Carlin and John Waters) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/22/07 (Louis CK) It's true, kids. The Opie and Anthony Show is no longer on WYSP in Philadelphia. Fortunately, YOU CAN STILL HEAR US ON XM, DAMMIT - GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to give away ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS to a lucky listener. Here's what you do: 1. Listen between 7am and 7:30am for the soun

60 Things Most Girls Don't Know (edited By Me)
This is one of the most ridiculous postings I've ever seen. You can't blanket statement and expect it to be true for everyone... I'm going to go through this one by one and point out all the statements that can't be applied to all guys... just so you don't get confused most of the original list doesn't apply to me. >60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >Body: 60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >[a guy wrote this]? Supposedly a guy wrote this... he must of been the dumbest guy I've ever heard of. >[?]Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE) Why does everyone assume all guys have sex with sluts? I mean... I for one have never and will never do that. It's dissgusting if you ask me. >[?]"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. Bullshit, just because I ask a question doesn't mean I'd stammer... for all you k

Finish Last
Why is it guys always say nice guys finish last. when its the same for the women nice ones always finish last. the ones that have a lot to give and could make some on happy the guys or the women dont want them. seems to me they rather have the bad boys or the bad girls. nice women need the same as nice guys. the love affection and want them just for them and to make that some one happy.so why is it so hard to find one of those guys?

Build A N****a Complex
This is for those people that date blk ppl for any reason. Blk ppl are not Duncan Hines yellow cake box mixes. Although those that allow themselves to be made that way, have no courage at all to follow their goals anyway. So don't worry, it's not only the baker. Blk ppl are not works in progress or need to be changed, edited, or upgrade like phones or computers. We have a culture that may be different, but it deserves equal respect no matter how stereotypical that blk person seems to be. Blk ppl dont want the asian to stop loving fish or rice and wht ppl to saying Git-Er-Done!. We want our fried chicken and watermelon in peace as well. If a blk person has a job that is not in the top 100 of jobs that your parents or family prefer, it is not your job to make the blk person to seek it or even educate themselves for it. It's a matter of your own choice, love it or leave it. The suit does not make the man and the blue contacts do not make the woman. I'm done... maybe I will revisit t

Being Bi
OK SO I AM BI, DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON. I RATE THE LADYS BECAUSE I THINK ALL LADYS ARE SEXY.BIG SMALL SHORT OR TALL DON'T MATTER TO ME. SO IF ME BEING BI AFFENDS YOU THEN WELL WHAT CAN I SAY BUT TUFF SHIT FOR YOU.

Don't Mistake Flexible For Weakness.
Firm and flexible Anything that is too rigid can be quickly fractured by sufficient force. By contrast, anything that is flexible can experience blow after blow from every direction and still keep springing back into place. When you're willing and able to bend, you're much less likely to break. By adapting to changing situations, you can successfully make your way through even the most difficult challenges. Being flexible does not mean giving in or giving up or being any less firm or being any less committed to the outcome you seek. Being flexible means being more understanding, more creative, more open to new and better ways of achieving the results you wish to achieve. A tree that bends with the wind does not get carried off by the wind, but in fact stands firmly in its location. Flexibility enables you to remain strong, to remain true to your position, and to successfully handle whatever challenges come along. If you're overly rigid, you may appear strong on the surface,

Truth And Honesty
How can you not see that the things you do can break someone's heart. You say things you don't mean and make them think you're one person when you're really not. How can you play with someone's emotions like a toy? Have you ever hurt that way? Would you want someone to do that to you, or worse your little girl? When you say you love somone you should mean it from deep within not just say it because it sounds good. To say those words and make the promises that come with being in a relationship should not come easily. Have you ever cried for someone you loved? Did you like how it felt? Does that aching burning feeling eat at you in everyway? How would you feel if someone intentionally tried to hurt you? Maybe they have, but don't take it out on the people who do love and care for you. That my dear will only come back to haunt you again. If you truly love someone you should stop giving yourself to others. How would you feel inside to see the one you love with all your heart giving themsel

No More
my feelings will be the death of me when there is no more left of me call it a hopeless destiny I gave my love obsessivly drownding myself in hennesy my suicidal tendancy swallow it down aggressivley and let it get the best of me

You Think.............
You thought you were better You thought you knew best You think you're worth more but to me you're worth less You like to cause pain You think it's a game You block out the light and bring on the rain You think you can hurt and no one will fight You think you can ruin destroy out of spite You think you can lie and no one will know the curtains go down it's the end of your show You thought you could do what you want for so long You think that you're right but this time you're wrong Sometimes before your mouth writes checks your ass cant cash ..think about it ..soometimes who ur messin with isnt one to lie down and take it...they could be me and be warned I will have mine in the end!

Ode To My True Friend
Ode to My True Friend by Elizabeth Pinard The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn't be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn't know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn't see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn't yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly, the only thing that keeps me going Is my treasured memory of your smile. This friendship we share Is so preciou

" I Have No Vip Until Im Back On My Feet "
DUE TO THE PERSON THAT SCREWED ME OVER AND SPONGED OFF OF ME , IM NOT ABLE TO AFFORD THE VIP , SO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ONLY GETTING 10'S SORRY , UNTIL I CAN AFFORD IT TY'S FOR READING AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT . BREW

Bad Puns
Puns - (Groaners!) Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: "A beer please, and one for the road." Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" Patient: "I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'" Doctor: "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." Patient: "Is it common?" Doctor: "Well, "It's Not Unusual." Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing

Sad
So I know that I'm quiting work here soon but I'm still sad to find out when a good co-worker is quiting. I acually surprised myself that I was sad about my boss leaving, I'm all for him finding a better job and all. I've been at this company and gone through 4 managers, 5 supervisors and several leads. Maybe I'm selling myself short for what I can do or maybe I'm holding out for that perfect job. Who the fuck cares.. I read a comic today "hagar the horrible", he says the world is so much easier when you come to turms with three little words - "No one cares". My daughter is teething and I'm sad about that because she is growing up so fast. I want her to stay small and cute forever. But then I know my mom wished the same for me and now she's my bestfriend. So I guess I have to let her grow up partly because there's no stopping it and because I know one day we will have a good relationship too. I'm upset that our wonderful nation (USA) is going the wrong way. Every once in a while a

Can't Help It
I can't help smiling each time I remember falling in love with you ... and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I remember when saying good-bye for a few hours seemed like an eternity. I remember watching the clock and counting every minute till we could be together again. But most of all, I remember the feeling of "butterflies in the stomach", that only falling in love can give. Memories of those yesterdays are a special part of the love we share today. Because of them I know that love is a blossom the becomes more beautiful as it unfolds. I love our yesterdays they painted a beautiful background for all of our tomorrows. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Y Oh Y
y oh y is everything upside down. y oh y is everything seeming to feel right y oh y am im happy at one point the feeling like i shouldnt care what is happening the next could it be that im finaly finding what i want could it be i have foudn what i need or could it be i have finanly realised that it matters to care what i want and what i feel and to start to let someone ppl know it

Help Please...you Wont Regreat It
ok here it is....Adam Marshall is tryin to make his comeback and needs to get 500,000 dollars raised b4 january so he can get on th road again and entertain ppl hes a former US Marine and he made it to the country music scean in '03 when he got back from Iraq he wrote all his songs while he was in Iraq and once he got home he got the chance to record his first album well after that he got to tour for awhile but all his money from his deployment went for his first cd and he would make money on it but have to turn it around and put it back in to his music all his life adam has wanted to preform country music and he got the chance breifly but he really wants to go out and do it again... this is truely the only thing that really makes him happy and anyone who would be willin to help wouldnt regreat it... So if you would like to help please contact me on Yahoo messenger @ coldfusiontech or send me a shout or a message on here

In God We Trust
Some of you may be wondering what Judge Roy Moore has been doing since he was removed from the bench for refusing to remove the Ten Commandments from his courtroom wall. Please read the poem he wrote. It's below his picture. The following is a poem written by Judge Roy Moore from Alabama. Judge Moore was sued by the ACLU for displaying the Ten Commandments in his courtroom foyer. He has been stripped of his judgeship and now they are trying to strip his right to practice law in Alabama. The judge's poem sums it up quite well: America the Beautiful, or so you used to be. Land of the Pilgrims' pride; I'm glad they'll never see. Babies piled in dumpsters, abortion on demand, Oh, sweet land of liberty; your house is on the sand. Our children wander aimlessly, poisoned by cocaine, Choosing to indulge their lusts, when God has said abstain. From sea to shining sea, our Nation turns away From the teaching of God's love and a need to always pray.

Damnation And Blasphemy!
Well isn't life just fucking magical??? I fractured my toe in a mosh pit, then continued with the mosh pit and later went to hospital. Now I'm stuck with bandages on my foot and I gotta wear fucking sandals for 2 weeks! I blame the hippies!

Achy
achy oh my body is acing for your touch lick you fingers and touch me a soft gentle kiss deep inside of me ready to explode to feel you inside of me would be wonderful you have unleashed my pleasure don't stop now go for the gold take it all no please don't stop now leave me motionless in my bliss

Big Contriversial Subject. Opinions Needed.
OK My wife is having to do a tesis paper for school on a contriversial subject. She has chosen Abortion. The help she needs? Opinions. The question? When is a life a life? IE when is a fetus alive? The reason for the question and choice of topic. She just recently had an ultrasound done, and we can see the baby yawning. Even the doc stated that is what we saw. We apreciate all opinions on this subject.

Poem
A lost cause that never finds Troubled dreams and faded lines Forever drowning and cursed to be Losing touch and touch to see Tortured mind and hungered soul Loss of love; burnt out coal Tears of acid running dry Reality fading as I cry Hollow screams echo here Smell of twisted dying fear Smile of chaos; burning blood Lies of misery; sound of mud False hope and blinding pain Courage hiding and bleeding rain Sighs of passion and thirst of life Blurry visions an angry knife Imprisoned happiness locked up tight Lost the key end of sight Whispering voices; a trembling sound Fading faces that cannot be found Deceiving friends; Family of solitude Creating a world of low altitude Lingering worry and Deafening silence Bounded hurt; Scars of violence Brain of madness; feelings of war Captured imagination becoming soar Moving images captivating danger Alluring time; reflecting a stranger Cruel sincerity a broken sign Fantasy legend; wisdom of mine Pai

Politics
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him . He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Findin

Life In General
I would like to start out with why didn't life come with a handbook.Anyways,I'm a person that's very inspiring by what I know.Sometimes I honestly scare my self with all this useless knowledge stored in my head.I continue on with what I got left in me for courage,guts,& balls.I need to focus the best I can without the only one I ever loved so much,my daughter is in the air we breath and in my soul.She is my life's focus point.I have a great new bestfriend so kind, and thoughtful in so many ways.Saying Thankyou to her isn't enough.We'll anyone that lost a loved one can feel the pain of losing a child.I thank who ever listens to this.

Horny Lads Required
hiya guys u horny lot out there im looking for guys who can show me what they are made of and just how far they are willing to go on web cam for me! if you have the guts then add me to msn on girl_boy_boy_girl@hotmail.co.uk i would really love to see a group of horny fit young lads on cam naked for me. if you do that for me i might even go on 4 u . I dont normally show on cam unless ur a real stunner and show me exactly what i wanna see!!! girl_boy_boy_girl@hotmail.co.uk

So Depressed/pissed
I thought I was happy, and last night it came to a crashing end. Im so upset because I let my gard down, and as I should have known, i would be let down,,,,like always. I m just sooo pissed, upset, disappointed,sad, every kind of emotion is going through me right now, I cried myself to sleep last night. I mean, after 2 years of being single and cautious, I let myself get feelings for someone, only to be slapped in the face. Again. I dont know what Im gonna do, I feel like giving up altogether, Im sooo mad, I just wanna call him and cuss him out, which I think I will, Im not an easy bitch to let someone see my feelings, and I did, only to get hurt. Maybe Im drunk, but I WILL let that asshole have a piece of my mind, it only seems right, I mean, he hurt me, so now Im about to try to hurt him. Only seems fair, ya know? As always, thanks for readin my shit! *Hugs*

Alone
Sometimes being alone is ok.. and often I think I am better off that way. Not sure who could ever put up with me anyway lol. I really question whether I deserve to be anything but alone. I just have so much going on right now that is tearing me apart... especially work. The stress from that, and the other things on my min dkeep me awake at night. The weather change has increased the pain in my ankle too. SometimesI think giving up on certain things would help... but I have never been a quitter. Sometimes I am too stubborn to realize I am the only one who even believes in something. Funny thing... I believe in others.. but fail to believe in myself... Still fighting the urge to run....

Fun Or Money...
Well...I *WAS* supposed to go out to the swinger club tonight but I was called in to work. So lets see...money or fun...money or fun...hmmm??? MONEY! I need money more than I need fun. So my weekend free pass was worth nothing because I have to work Sunday afternoon too. I do need some fun...but I need money more. Maybe I can see about Tuesday or Wednesday. I dont kno. Just bummed. Very bummed.... I hope everyone else enjoyed their weekend. Just kno there are people who couldnt have a good one. LOL. Yes I am bitching. Yes I kno its my own fault for answering the phone, but I have to bitch damn it! I need some fun. Been asked to go out on Tuesday...we shall see. Plus there are alot of other things going on right now. Lets just say I hit a depression rock. I feel worthless, useless and a piece of shit. I often wonder why I even bother to exist sometimes. Why I am taking up everyone elses oxygen? I am not my normal self thats for sure. I need to do something f

Thank You Warriors
Thank You Warriors I'm writing this versein support of you troops who are fighting an unpopular war. It's hard to leave friends, home, and family though you believe in what you're fighting for. I love you my countries warriors who lay down your lives every day, to ensure that writers like me back here will contnue to have freedom to say anything that we choose to speak of; the government can't censor our speech. You make it safe for those who hate you to stand on their soapbox and preach. They shame us when, in their anti-war rants, they condemn both the war and all you. They forget they are only allowed to speak out because you warriors do what you do. Don't feel badly when you hear such B S spew forth from the mouths of the few. There are so many more who are grateful and proud to have ever known one of you. I served my time before most of you were a twinkle in your Daddy's eye and I'm still here writing for you because you are willing to die

My First Novel Is Published. Buy A Copy.
Check out my lulu website at: http://www.lulu.com/fifileigh, where I have my book promotion tour, excerpts, interviews, sneak peek to my 2nd project, and links to my profile pages. Check out my lulu order page at: http://www.lulu.com/content/337004, where you can read a 4-page preview from the novel before buy a copy from the lulu site. I am the publisher, editor, designer, writer, and marketer for the novel. I am an independent graphic designer/novelist/photographer, starting my own career. Buy a copy and support the starving artist. My novel is an in-your-face raw honesty story, based on real people and real life situations that I have seen, but I fictionalized by changing names. It is a spiritual story about making dreams come true, filled with crazy psychos, psychics, surrealistic dreams, sociology, adventure and a ghost. The setting: story takes place in a fictional California town, in the fashion industry and garment district. The format: The novel is written

Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your Heart that Something wonderful is about to happen Love your life Believe in your own powers And your own potential And in your own innate goodness Wake every morning With the awe of just being alive Discover each day the magnificent Awesome beauty in the world Explore and embrace life in yourself And in everyone you see each day Reach within to find your own specialness Amaze yourself and rouse those around you To the potential of each new day Don’t be afraid to admit That you are less then perfect This is the essence of your humanity Let those that love you help you Trust enough to be able to take Look with hope to the horizon of today For today is all we truly have Live this day well Let a little sun out as well as in Create your own rainbows Be open to all your possibilities All possibilities and miracles Always believe in Miracles…

For October 27,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 27,2007 You need to keep pushing through this phase and you might need to be extra patient with the people who are closest to you. Try to take a deep breath before dealing with anyone who tends to exasperate you.

Do You Know?
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on the "Start" button? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? (What a silly question!) If flying is so safe, why do they call the

Bunny Is Sick In Bed
hello.. bunny went to bed shes so sleepy and sick today. but she left her computer on so i am taking advantage of it. :D just wanted to tell you all hello and that i hope that your all doing well. and just to let you know she loves you all on here. thought i would share. have a great night you all kevin

This Is Who We Need To Work On Guys
THESE ARE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY, CONTESTS THEN GIVE AWAYS. MAKE SURE YOU RATE THEM ALL. PLEASE KEEP INTOUCH WITH MIZZ SHADY OR MS. RETTA DAILY TO KNOW WHOS NEEDS BOMBS THE MOST. WOW FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER WE HAVE A FULL BOARD OF CONTESTS AND GIVE AWAYS AND NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS A POSSE.. NOW THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.. THIS IS WHAT THE POSSE DOES.. YES WE SHOULD WIN COOL STUFF TOO.. BUT THE POSSE IS ABOUT GIVING TO OTHERS.. AND LOOK AT THIS.. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT WE CAN GIVE NOT TAKE... I LOVE MY TEAM.. SHE HAS A TIME LIMIT SO WE NEED TO HELP HER GET 30,000 GUYS SHES HELPED US.... THIS IS A FULL OUT CONTEST AND IT BELONGS TO THE CONFEDS WE DO THEM LIKE WE DO EACH OTHER.. KICK SOME CRAZY AZZ GUYS.. AND THEN WE HAVE PEDRO OUR BUY EM A KEG MAN.. ROCK ON. BOMBS AND RATES. sHE IS GOING FOR A YEAR VIC FOR 60,000 COMMENTS.. WAHOOOOOOOO 40,000 FOR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR A VIP 25,000 18,000 FOR A 3 MONTH VIP 15,000 for a 7 day

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 134 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences.

I Bought A Bird Feeder Thanks Sweety
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used t

Love, Thanks Sweety
Many are burned by love and then never try it again, as they are reluctant due to the pain it caused... to be loved, one must love themselves first..... to have love, one must allow love into their life to keep love, one must compromise with the one they love to keep the fire burning brightly.....to love..is simply to allow oneself to feel the heart open and allow to be loved.....dont be afraid of love, it can not kill you, only make you stronger .....granted it can hurt....but hurt is fixable, it can heal and it can make one wiser.... Put no demands on love, and love will bring you much. Give love away, and it will be yours in greater and greater abundance. With love, what was weak will grow strong. With love, what was impossible becomes real. Love can find the beauty and value in even the most desperate situation. Love will bring hope where nothing else can. Though love cannot be explained, it can never be denied. Love has its own reality that transcends the most oppress

~*~imagination~*~
I used to write Poetry all the time, but haven't written anything lately...I have to be inspired to write...This is a piece by me, written in 1997...Hope ya like it :) ~*~ IMAGINATION ~*~ I hear the sounds of hooves beating as the waves come crashing in, I hear the sound of thunder roaring as the white caps slap against the rocks; I hear the sound of laughter in the rustling of the leaves, I hear the sound of hearts beating as the eagle flaps its wings, I hear the sound of Angels whispering as the wind blows through the trees, All this I hear and more, as I let my imagination run wild with me. I see a thousand candles glowing as the lightning strikes across the mid-night sky; I see the tears of a million children crying as the rain falls from the heavens I see tiny fairies dancing playfully as the stars twinkle in the night. I see the face of God as the sun shines its warm rays upon the Earth, All this I see and more as I let my

42 Weird Things
>1.) A shrimp's heart is in its head. > >2.) The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest >tongue twister in the English language. > >3.) Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a >million descendants. > >4.) Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your >ear by 700 times. > >5.) If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, >Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, >1969 make it illegal for U. S. citizens to have any contact with >extraterrestrials or their vehicles? > >6.) In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. > >7.) A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. > >8.) 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting >on them and photocopying their butts. > >9.) Most lipstick contains fish scales > >10.) Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. > > 11.) If you

Torn
I have had the luck of meeting someone, that seems to be going ok, but for the last few days, has been stressful, because they are having personal problems. I am trying to be patient.. and yet, my heart is being torn right now, because it didnt end on a good conversation earlier tonight. I'm hurt and sad right now, and there isn't a damend thing I can do about it. The whole situation they are going thru is out of my hands, so I feel like I am right smack dab in the middle of it... Yeah, I am sure that all made a bunch of sense, considering, I took Fiorinal for my headache, but I just needed to get it off of my chest, which it seems to do no good, regardless. Why is it when you tell someone how you feel, you get shot down or they get pissy at you?

2 At Once...
I have 2 men chasing after me right now... NEVER had that happen in my life. Both are great in their own ways. One of them texts me EVERY day throughout the day, and calls me throughout the week.. I have known him since July, and it's going slow, but I will not complain.... It's nice what it is right now. He isn't pushing me on anything, nor am I. I guess sometimes being friends first, is the best thing?? I just wish I knew how he felt, but... he just got divorced back in May, so I know he is probably scared of being hurt... I have seen him twice.... And, yes, you could say.. I am gaga over him?? Then, the other one... is just as great, but is having home issues, and my hands are tied on that one.... What does a girl do?

I Want
I want to be the front row ticket, That's inside your beautiful heart, I want to be the endless video, That you play when we're apart I want to be that special star, That you wish on every night, I want to be the moon that hangs, When I one day hold you tight I want to be the soft sweet kiss, That lingers inside your soul, I want to one with your body, Make you lose total control I want to be that special man, Who knows how to make you smile, Make you laugh like crazy, Girl, make it all worthwhile I want to be the one person, That you're with for life, Well, I want to be your husband, But only if you will be my wife

Humourous Poems For Moms Lol
It's A Mum's Life JOB DESCRIPTION This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, no one would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mother, Mum, Mama, Ma? JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs a couple of bucks . Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time,

Some Sayings That I Like
Someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted to be loved..If your someday was yesterday, learn...If your someday is tomorrow, hope...If your someday is today...cherish. Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live like your dying. Live life like theres no tomorrow for tomorrow may never come. Id rather laugh with the sinners then cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...only the good die young....(My friend John used to say this, he was a NY Firefighter, who died in the World Trade Centers) Someday you will be sorry, someday when your free, memories will remind you, that we were meant to be. You've got to live for something, or you will die for nothing. Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face. But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. Never apologize for saying what you feel, because

Have A Heart And Pray For Her
she needs ur prayers now more then ever shes so sick poor baby.....the doc put her on meds im hopping she will do fine on em but if u could take a min out ur time 2 say a small prayer for her its not like im askin much and not like its for me its for her she needs all the prayers she can get......so have a heart and keep her in ur prayers plz and thanks.....and thanks for all my friends and family thats been there for me and my sis and family .....like to say thanks 2 steve for the comment he left me in my shout box ur a true friend just wanted 2 say thank that ment alot.....

Another Poem I Wrote
People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you will know you don't need a face to be a true friend forever. So, How do you explain this to people who have never been online. I

Samhain Dumb Supper
Just a quick reminder for those of us who will be giving a dumb supper for our deceased loved ones this Samhain... 1. The Dumb Supper must be held in Sacred Space. 2. All table service, plates, napkins, glasses and tablecloth, should be black. 3. No one may speak from the moment they enter the feast room until they leave. 4. Only lamps or candles are used for lighting. 5. Each living guest should bring a prayer written on a small piece of paper and a divination tool. Merry Samhain!

Ok I Quit!
I have decided I will resign as an adult and would like to accept the responsibilities of an 6 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant and then be able to afford a movie. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks and bask in the sun. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree with a drippy ice cream cone and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivi

Not Gonna Happen!!!!
its ironic how you think just when you think you've gotten to know someone or figured them out when in that very instance you realize you dont know them at all... love is a toxic poison...as soon as it gets inside you it takes so much to leave your system.... if one really cared for the other they would not cause you pain or suffering... there would be no lies or manipulation... im very strong and i am past the emotional bs... i had a moment of weakness...im past it... I AM ANGIE BABE AND I WILL NOT BE MANIPULATED!!!!!

~the Walmart Cat~
A blonde was weed-eating her yard and accidentally cut off the tail of her cat which was hiding in the grass. She rushed her cat, along with the tail over to WALMART! Why WALMART??? WALMART is the largest retailer in the world!!!

Idfk
why do i cry everytime i hear his name? why dont the fucking pills seem to make everything go away? when will the madness stop? when will everything be okay? the thoughts of everything i had good...are gone. lost. forever. why am i like this? why does it have to hurt? people are probably thinking im like this for the attention. im not. the pain is real. its killing me slowly, day by day. im tired of the bullshit lies. is this just a dream, and when i wake up....everything will be fine? you might think im happy....but im not gonna be okay.

Save Me
the day you left me without a goodbye left me in my tears to die.without knowing how or why.when will my tears run dry.and end.i miss you so dear its true wherever you are just know that i am near.your smile i miss like a warm sunny sky.when you left i was a mess my dear never knowing so please tell me the end is not near.i long for your touch forever feeling safe,come back and save me from all my tears.my heart has ran cold forever it will remain till you come and save me from my cold tears.life so empty so please tell me how do i go on.please come back and save me i need your near.my love forever yours from now until the end of time.just please tell me the end is not near copyrighted by catherine levasseur spt 2007

Foolish Heart
I watched you walk away eyes never turning once my way I heard you mumble and say maybe I'll be back some day I never thought you'd be the one to walk out on me there you go just like the rest leaving me here broken heart in my chest you want time you need your space all this time's been a waste will I ever find someone to take your place I loved you so with all my heart alone again don't know where to start I feel so lame played your game U promised to change my name the ring's still here but its not the same here I am this damn heart I blame this cloud of pain sends rain my way every single eternal day your love is gone to god I pray please take this love away this heart of mine loves you so I just wish I could go back in time to the day you found your way into my heart so I could stop and turn away ~~~~~~~~~Paul Moye~~~~~~~~~

Underwater Photo Class
Last night I took a class in underwater Photgraphy. It was taught by the owners of Island Photographers of Cozumel. www.photocozumel.com Holly and Armando are amazing. They really know there stuff. We spent the first two hours learning about all of the settings of our camera and what the optimal settings for shooting pix underwater. Until now, basically what I would do is take my camera underwater and shoot as many shots as I could. If I was lucky 1 or 2 would be decent. What we then did last night was shoot pictures on a simulated reef in the pool at my local dive shop. I have downloaded the pix and will load them soon. Really looking forward to my next dive trip to try this out further!

2 Cups Of Coffee & The Mayo Jar
THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE Body: THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. when the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly, The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up the box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. Three students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two

Confession
i sat alone today got lost along the way in my mind i think that ill come back someday there's something i must confess before im in another mess and I see it crashing down on me you cant break me the lights keep shining down you cant break me im on my way forget the day close the door and close your mind walking darkness fall behind building walls hidden fear judgement falls wasted years there's something I must confess before im in another mess and it all comes crashing down on me im on my way forget the day finally free you cant break me

Just Here.....
End of October already.....wow..this year has flown....tomorrow is my birthday, gonna be 43 and it really is cool....no worries no bother.....this year i feel younger and better than ever....feel like wooohoooo. Went to a Halloween party last firday nite....what a blast, was with my co-workers.....so much fun. I've been not online as much lately, seems life has gotten busy, i hope things settle down some cause i seriously need to post and reconnect with my friends here....miss ya all. More later!!!!

Good, Better, Best ( Lmao )
GOOD A Bloomington, IL policeman had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't getting many. Then he discovered the problem - a 12-year-old boy was standing up the road with a hand painted sign, which read 'RADAR TRAP AHEAD.' The officer then found a young accomplice down the road with a sign reading 'TIPS' and a bucket full of money. (And we used to just sell lemonade!) BETTER A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated radar post in Peoria, IL. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being cute, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. BEST A young woman was pulled over for speeding. An Illinois State Trooper walked to her car window and flipped open his ticket book. She said, 'I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the State Troopers Ball. He replied, 'Illinois State Troopers don't have balls.' There was a moment of silence while she smiled, and he r

Aromas
So we all know men love a woman who smells good. I've discovered over the years, however, that some men get totally turned on when they smell a certain perfume, and others could really care less about it as long a their woman smells good. So I'd like to know, how many of you have a certain perfume that drives you crazy, and how many of you don't really pay attention?

101 Sex Positions
101 Sex Positions Man on Top: Bicycle Boston Brute Brazilian Bedlock Cat Close Embrace Corkscrew Cuban Cradle Double Legged Anchor Jack Hammer Moon Over Miami On the Prowl Raising the Mast Reverse Hot Seat Reverse Mambo Rock the Cradle Slider Sniper Star Gazing Tangled Spider Tequila Sunrise The Steer Tribal Dance Woman on Top: Bermuda Triangle Bronco Buster Didn't Receive 1 Eiffel Tower Kangaroo Shuffle Now and Zenvar Pussy Cat Control Rainbow Arch Reverse Frog Squat Swan Experience Threading the Needle Wild Rodeo Wild Stallion Woman on Top Rear Entry: Man on Top Fire Hydrant G-Spot Jiggy Ironing the Cracks Lock and Pose Lock N'Load Sniper Supported Doggie Stretch Rear Entry: Woman on Top Betty Rocker Bull Horn Drivers Seat Reverse Wild Stallion Southern Exposure Star Gazing

Social Networking With Your License Plate
It's a boring morning for me today so i was off browsing youtube. Than came across a video that kind of explains a new kind of social networking that's available. How it works is you register on the website (register with your license plate) and if you're out driving around one day and see someone you would want to socialize with you call a 1-900 number, punch in their license plate and it will connect you to that driver. Think of the idiots that cut you off everyday haha ;). Well...just wanted to share that with everyone, back to browsing i go

The Angels Among Us Are You >>>your All My Angels >>>
With God as my copilot ; I try to show love and think of others . I try to help with what Ive learned or know . My knowledge as a living breathing growing person . ; I hope can help others. I show love in many ways to those hurting or sad or destilude... God leads me to them ; Or he leads them to me. I do say many a paryers for all . I Thank You ; God for all , He is all and can do all, thru us . One person can change a world . He did did.. Jesus Christ . He is the greatest story ever told A True Story..We will go on telling it . Amen to many . His word( God,s ) is true and His light is love. He ,Christ is a live ; A living God we have ; Yes I feel in my Heart ; Im doing the right thing by reaching out to others thru love and kindness ...> but If you as a friend feel an intrussion , please let me know for I don,t want to cause suffering or pain ..> I only want to help in some way . I am no angel of God , I have no wings , Im just a human being same as you all are. But Thank You

New Sex Positions
The CAT I'll begin with the Coital Alignment Technique because its simplicity and effectiveness in helping a woman achieve an orgasm makes it a valuable addition to your repertoire. In this position, the woman lies on top-face to face-with her legs inside those of her lover. This squeezes the penis fairly tightly and so caution must be exercised. She then shimmies upwards an inch or two on his pelvis so that her clitoris and surrounding region will be rubbed by his pubic bone. The movements made in the CAT, either circular or as small thrusts (or both-be creative!), allow a woman to mimic the sensations she gives herself when masturbating. The CAT is ideal as a second or third position when both lovers are aroused and perhaps the man needs slowing down while she needs now to concentrate on the right stimulation to build to orgasm. It also allows the man to rest after he has been engaged in more vigorous thrusting in other positions. Spicy Suggestion… Take your time and enjoy this s

Imagine It......
I know you're reading this and this is for you, lover. Take your clothes off, everything. Turn all the unnecessary lights off. Lay on your bed and get comfortable, for my fantasy begins now... Picture us in your house, sitting on the couch. The TV is on but we are too caught up with our conversation to watch it. My bangs fall in my face and you brush them away. We look at each other, silent vibes of passion flowing between us. You move to me and I to you, our lips meeting. Our lips open and our tongues explore each other's mouths. I run my hands under your shirt and over your stomach. You let out a quiet moan as I reach up to your nipples. I break the kiss and pull your shirt over your head. I lean down and take a nipple in my mouth. I run my tongue through the fine hair surrounding your nipple. You moan again, more audibly and I put my hand on the back of your head. I slowly move my lips across your cheek, over your chin. I slid over to you, straddling you on the couch. I

Contest Open To Everyone
ULTIMATE TATTOO CONTEST OPEN TO ALL!!! Apparently there aren't enough females that have a sexy tattoo, or care to try and win a Happy Hour, so this contest will be open to anyone with a tat! WIN A HAPPY HOUR!! A 7 DAY BLAST OR VIP! A 3 DAY BLAST!! JUST CONTACT MYALERO WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE TAT PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR!(minumum 80,000 comments to win) HE WOULD LIKE TO START THIS AT 7 PM EASTERN TONIGHT!! SO HURRY AND SEND HIM YOUR PIC! Myalero Is Hosting His First Contest and He Is Ready To Give Stuff Away! Need Just a Few More Contestants! Contest Will Start at 7PM eastern tonight and will only last two weeks!! CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour!! (minimum of 80,000 comments to win) Second Place wins VIP or 7 Day Blast! Winners Choice! 3rd Place Wins 3 Day Blast!! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. Mus

Car Photoshops
If your a fan of cars or a nascar fan I can do you a photoshop of you with that car,nascar or a car of your dreams heres one I just made. Please repost Thanks! Sincerely, Brian just private messge me I'll just need a good image of you and the type of car you want me to use! My Wife in the first one! I Love her!! Examples I made! (R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husband♥~R/L Fiance~*Fuber Expert*~@ fubar I added the flames on the hood for a friend here!

The Power Of Friendship
My soul had been lonely and , and my hope was about to wane and I knew you were waiting , just the same as me and I when I had found you, I would know my search had come to an end.you had lingered in memories not yet made.I had looked for the cure to my sadness in temporary things that had no lasting value and only then I was about to give up and and yet my soul ached to go on, because I was still so blue. I tried making friends to fill this emptinessand made an astonishing discovery one can make a million friends and still not have the bestI had been searching for someone who brought healing to me.In time my my wounds healed and my heart mendedand God did something wonderful for me. He sent me such an awesome friend, and bended were my knees because he sent you to me.Because in you I had found a friend thathad not looked for physical beauty, fame, or fortune and i had simply wanted the best friend to be hadI began to see GOd as a friend, and to Him I could commune.Beauty fades, moneta

Master You
I'll create a martial arts style just to make love to Your soul. the fluid motion of me inside You might lead to a solid version of dreams blown into fulfilled wishes.. i wanna know the motions your body imitates as well as the meaning of everything Your imagination creates. i want Your heart to rule in my honor and serve as a treasured servant. Beat to give me a sense of yesterdays smiles and proud to show me more. Your smile limits the ability for me to inhale a needed moment as it consumes idle thought ...EDML

Hardship Of Life
Love is a intimate dance, the feeling of warmth when he touches your hand. Smell of the rememberance, sweet taste across the lips. A stranger at a distance, a lover in the soul. Sending a beautiful lady a drink, telling a man not to be so farward. How to be a true friend, knowing when it's time to let go. Tears have fallen, anger gone threw its coarse, Sitting in wonder how it ended like this. Moved by his charm, attracted to his look. Desire of wanting more, memeries made for safe keeping. Tides crashing down, damaging winds stirring. Electricity causing blindness, earths shaking trimbles. We have different ways of showing our feelings, time runs out as we cant go back in time. What are we really here on earth for, is there a true purpose why we live the way we do.

Is A Thorn Worth The Beauty
subject: is a thorn worth the beauty post date: 2007-10-25 14:10:57 a thorn is a thorn a rose is a rose there is no rose without a thorn so care for this thorn else there be no rose the thorn buried in your side if you pull me from your side i wont be nurtured on your blood and not grow into a rose there be no rose a thorn is a thorn this thorn can be nourish and grow without pain into flower with nutriment of your flesh be a rose ready for deflowering

The Scent To Remember
subject: the scent to remember post date: 2007-10-24 21:56:54 when we embrace you smell the perfume even after the scent is gone no more to wear the embrace is there so you will always remember me the scent in the embrace never goes away in my hair i wear the perfume remember you smelling my hair knew what to wear the perfume is there so you will always remember me the scent in your mind never goes away you will always smell the perfume even after the scent is gone no more to wear the memory is there so you will always remember me this girl never goes away isnt that the reason i wear the perfume remembered that was all you wanted me to wear the perfume is there so you will always remember me the scent never goes away

Yearning For My Perfume
subject: yearning for my perfume post date: 2007-10-17 14:02:50 i know i cant help but know see you watching me everywhere noticed you look away when i look at you seen you looking when i was practicing i know i cant help but know showed off more when i see you looking strained my body in angles to show off my curves see you peeking when i was doing makeup embarrassed when you watching me eat please talk to me don't stand back heard you sigh as i walk by i know you think i'm unreachable even i know i'm an eyecatcher want you to talk to me don't be embarrassed if i catch you as you were looking at me love the admiring looks you give strained my body to get you to look more i'm not so innocent as you think know more about love than you think know the power i radiate i see the shine in your eyes with my every step with little twist as my booty wiggles heard you breathing deeper the aroma taking in all the scent of my perfume enticing yo

Stopping My Tears
subject: stopping my tears post date: 2007-10-19 00:31:52 i need a kiss to wipe the tears from my eyes tight embrace rocking in your arms face to face forehead to forehead breathing in your breathe my tears wet your chest as i feel that i am not crying anymore the tears are running down running over my tummy feel your tummy wet with my tears you wipe the remaining tears with a kiss to my eyelids as they run down my cheek your embrace consoles me

Addicted To You
I wake, work, eat, sleep, and dream you. This emotional journey before us - almost too much to bear sometimes. Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone, or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you. But it is far more than that, and please listen very closely. I am a very reasonable and sane person, not given to idle whims or fancies, not taken in any more by false hopes and promises. Yet, somehow, you are different - very different. I don't know what happened, or how or why, but I feel as though I fell out of a cloud, tumbling down to earth to a sure death - and at the last possible second, you caught me in your arms. Yes, I am addicted to you, but I know the consequences of addictions, and, fear not, I will not harm you or cause you pain in any way. Of that, I give you my humble word. I want to breathe you, to feel you, to taste you, and to hear your soft whispers against the sensitive nape of my neck - telling me that you're addic

What He's Done For Me
For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me From this world so full of pain, No one showed me rainbows Every time I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn About my broken heart, No one to pick up the pieces Every time I fell apart. But, finally someone came along And took the time to know, All the hurt and pain That I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize How much I've had to pay, For every time I gave of me There was something taken away. He took the time to look inside This heart as cold as stone, He found that there was something there No one else has ever known. He found what I'd been hiding there Brought it out to show the world, That there was so much love inside Of such a lonely girl. He knew what I was feeling So he set my mind at ease, Then he did the impossible - He gave my soul to me. So, now I'm going to take this time To say "

One Wish
If i could make one wish, what would be my one desire.... would i wish that the world would be rid of such liars... would i wish to turn back time, to right all wrong doing... would i wish to continue the dream i once was persuing... would i wish for all treasures given to me at no cost... or...would i wish for her back, the greatest love i ever lost... no i cant do that, i wouldnt test fate or change my God given destiny... maybe i would just wish for an increase of the talents that rest in me... maybe i would wish for world peace, no more fighting and death... maybe wish for an increase of life, adding to the days i have left... maybe i would wish that it never rained; that the sun would always shine... or maybe i would just wish for that special someone, that i could honestly call mine... maybe i would wish that my car would never run out of gas... or maybe wish i didnt have regret, for the things of my past... maybe i would wish i could fly, soar proudly with birds...

A Cry For Peace....shouts In Vain
Sometimes I sit, sometimes I stare, sometimes I dwell in wonder… What was the spell that my feelings sometime put me under… Why do I write? Why should I bother? What does it do to ease my mind… What will it solve? What answers to which questions will I find… I don't know…I honestly cannot say or predict… I cannot understand the mystery behind life's little tricks… All I can do is live, take each day as it comes… Some days I'm thrilled to be here, others I just sit, twiddling my thumbs… Wondering what more chaos could tomorrow possibly bring… Will I wake up to rain…or to the song that birds always sing… Will the sun shine through my clouds and show that there is hope… Or will I continue to be burdened…held down by these chains and this rope… Someone untie me please…someone…hello…is anyone there… Does anyone at all hear my cry for peace…or am I being heard and just no one cares… There are many many branches that reach abroad from my tree… But

To Whom This May Concern
What was I ever to you? Did I even mean anything? Whatever was the reason you let me wear your ring? Why did you say you loved me, when you know it wasn't true? Why did you even pretend to care, when I never meant a thing to you… I realize now that you were just searching for a way… To ease the pain of your own lost love, to bring the sun back to your day… I realize that you were trying to make me into what I could never be… A mimic of the ex that left you crying, you never loved me for me… You bought me cologne for my birthday; I thought it was from the heart… But I realize now that it was just a reminder to you of him, before you fell apart… I guess you wanted the scent of him to linger for one last time… Well what about when we made love…even then was he on your mind? How dare you do this to me, how dare you lead me to believe… That I could finally rest assured in a love that was never even given to me… To say now I hate you would be too str

On My Own
subject: on my own post date: 2007-10-14 12:04:31 i was alone thinking about you the house is so empty now just thinking of wonderful times when i went to my room you and me had such wonderful times just thinking of cuddling when i went to my room i thought nothing of you had to do it on my own not just cuddling we did when i went to my room i hope i'm in your thoughts as we are in the naked embrace it is such folly to think of another when i went to my room all this is no good if you dont think of me cause my thoughts are of you when you went into my room

So Has Im Adding People Back Today
I start getting flack from the guy who goes by PGMan. Boohooing about getting deleted when I started cleaning my list. I told him to read my blog. get responds with I did but how do I get added back and why did you delete me when I comment you all the time. I tell him that he will be added back WHEN I get to the page he fanned me on. he respond back with I think ill pass.. my reply....Thats great I hate pushy people. Now if anyone else feels like this guy you may feel free to leave my fan list and my friends list. Most of you have been supportive of me while im doing this and for that I thank you very much.

Who Saved Me?
This is a tale of one man's rise to fall... A call to doubt if love really does conquer all… It begins with him meeting the girl of his dreams… Turned onto a path of true love, and everything that it means… Their hearts grew as one, two people once lost in the winds… Looking for love in all the wrong places, they became the best of friends… One night as they sat she looks to him to say… "You have touched my life in such a positive way… From the very demons that haunted me, you have guided me through… You have saved my life, and one day I hope to do the same for you"… At that very moment he knew he found the love of his life… And without a shadow of a doubt, one day she would be his wife… They fell deeply in love, as it seems it was meant… Inseparable they became through every good time that they spent… Their days were joyous to no end, as time seemed at a pause… Until their days fell upon tragedy, with no apparent cause… One day she turne

My Grandma
My grandmother died when I was 19 yrs. old. I found her one moring in April 1996. To this day, I still dont like to talk about it, because it makes me sad. If only, I had gotten up earlier, maybe I could have saved her... My grandmother was someone I cuould talk to about anything and everything. She put everyone first befor herself. She had a massive heart attack. I still remember trying to give her CPR, I remember the purple toungu.. I remember the air coming out of her lungs. I remember the smell of death. I remember pushing the bathroom door open to get to her. I remember the ambulance. I went to the cemetary today, after having not gone for a year or so. It hurts to go there, to see her... It's like reliving it all over again. How does one get over the loss like that? I miss talking to her.. I miss the advice she would give me... Why did it have to happen like that?? I try to remember the good times..

Iron Horse Salloon (ihs)
IRON HORSE IS HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSTIONS PLS COME AND CHECK US OUT AND JOIN A GREAT FAMILY LOOKING FOR GREETERS BARTENDERS PROMOTERS DJS EVERYTHING COME IN SEE WHAT WE HAVE FOR YOU CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU WE EVEN MADE IT EASY FOR YOU TO COME IN JUST CLICK ON THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU TO US (repost of original by '"MG" ¢¾DjMedic's FuWife~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-10-28 11:17:13')

Iron Horse Saloon Is Now Hiring
IRON HORSE IS HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSTIONS PLS COME AND CHECK US OUT AND JOIN A GREAT FAMILY LOOKING FOR GREETERS BARTENDERS PROMOTERS DJS EVERYTHING COME IN SEE WHAT WE HAVE FOR YOU CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU WE EVEN MADE IT EASY FOR YOU TO COME IN JUST CLICK ON THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU TO US (repost of original by '"MG"DjMedic's FuWife~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-10-28 11:17:13') (repost of original by 'kitten' on '2007-10-28 12:06:36')

Sunday Bloody Sunday
Majorly Tired today, spent last night at what was a great pub with the worlds worst bar staff. Beautifull outside seatng area, but it was taking half an hour to get served so off we went to the Good Mixer and sank a few pints... fast forward a couple of hours, and I find myself in a Karakoe Bar in Soho with no clue as to how we got there, singing Britney Spears and playing some insane drinking game, the rules of which appeared to be A- roll 5 dice, B- drink. Then the longest cab journey home ever, and the nightmare of removing full Zombie make up whilst horrendoudly drunk at 6 in the morning. I finnaly passed out watching Teen Wolf. Then I log on here to find out that I still cant comment on anything, and none of the tools who run this site are answering my email requests for information as to why and how long for. I was even on the verge of "offering" myself to Baby J if he'll let me mumm again. Then I sobered up. He'll never get a taste of this sweet cherry pie.

In Your Eyes
love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your

Little Voice
How could I ever describe to him what he means to me? Words limit these feelings that run through my veins. How could I ever express the feeling that gives me goosebumps? The tingling on my flesh when I envision him near is eternal bliss, yet even that is an understatement. My gasp for air pierces the silence that surrounds me as I no longer resist the pleasure that fills my body, just from thinking about him. He's done so much for me and my life, done more than he should have. I know how lucky I am to even just know him, let alone be able to love him. To be loved by him. Curling up my toes, trying not to scream, suppressing any sound that I might utter. Digging my nails into my skin, needing more, wanting more. Biting down on my lip, eyes closed, concentrating on what's happening to me, on what I'm feeling. I love him, I know I do, hopefully he knows it too. I want him and I need him, I need him here. But he is here. He's here in my mind, here on my skin, soft tendern

Iron Horse Hiring
IRON HORSE IS HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSTIONS PLS COME AND CHECK US OUT AND JOIN A GREAT FAMILY LOOKING FOR GREETERS BARTENDERS PROMOTERS DJS EVERYTHING COME IN SEE WHAT WE HAVE FOR YOU CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU WE EVEN MADE IT EASY FOR YOU TO COME IN JUST CLICK ON THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU TO US (repost of original by '"MG" ¢¾DjMedic's FuWife~promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-10-28 11:17:13') (repost of original by '*** DJ_JUGGALO_ MAFIA_FAMILY***THE PSYCHO KILLER***' on '2007-10-28 11:37:08') (repost of original by '~DJ ~ TWIZTID JUGGALETE ~FU WIFE TO CLASSIC ROCK' on '2007-10-28 11:59:32') (repost of original by '*** DJ_JUGGALO_ MAFIA_FAMILY***THE PSYCHO KILLER***' on '2007-10-28 12:06:30')

Pound Me
As my heart beats faster As the heat grows thicker I feel more and more desire As my adrenaline flows threw my veins As my fluids wets my inner thighs I feel more and more excitement As you caress my breasts As you kiss me on the belly working your way down I feel more and more lust As you lick it up and down As you push it in and out The more I yell for more The more you do it, the more I feel it Deeper harder faster...pound meeeeeee These feelings all at once Waiting to get out Oh God how good it feels When i flood the bed with my juices.....

Me
Some people have left me comments that flash or scroll with bright colors It's not that Im unappreciative I am But Im seizure-prone due to my birth defect so bright colors in text and flashing graphics bother my eyes and head Just wanted to tell people now Thanks for understanding and I hope you do now I promise Im not upset

Guilt Feelings Are After The Fact>what We Feel>>
I for one know this , We do or say a wrong thing then guilt sets in..> we must remember we have chosen to do or say ; what is best to get on with living..> we must try to not answer in rage or haste ; But try to think the situiation thru before , we reply to another person. We must make a decision based on what well we feel is right, and that all can live with and get thru the problems of everyday life. Life is never easy but , its a great life , if we choose the best as we think it is to be. , we are only human and at times make grave mistakes , then forgivness is needed . hugs all diana

Samhain Plans
Usually since my parents hate the cold and my niece and nephews are either trick or treating or at halloween parties I pass out candy to the goblins and ghouls and the occassional pretty princess that shows up at the door but this year I'm doing something new. Samhain is the one time of the year when the viel between this world and the others are open. When the mist between this world and the world of the fae have parted. After all the festivities have died down (all the kiddies go home cause its a school nightlol) I will set up my alter as I normally would on this night accept this year somethign new will be added...a scrying mirror. Candles will be lit, the circle will be caste and I'll recite a blessing overthe mirror and over the entire scrying session. I plan to be out of my body for a while that night. I feel a pull this year, stronger than the years past. Maybe it's all the things thats been happening, I don't know, I just know I need to go... So if I'm not around

Nooo More Pictures!!
Soo...I was uploading some pictures to my fubar site last night and got the little message that states that I am out of room. I ended up deleting some, but there isn't much room left. I know I am getting close to leveling, but I dont think you get that many more pics when you level. Soo...I was considering getting a VIP, but I dont know if I want to spend the money on it or if I will even like it. Maybe I will just have to stop loading pictures. Would that make you sad?? Any opinions???

What Can I Say Ty So Much I Love You Sis
WOW LIBERTY , GOD IM SO LOST FOR WORDS AND COULDN'T SEE WHAT I WANTED SO I GOT THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE LIKE A SISTER AS ARE AFEW OTHERS , WOW DAMN CHERIE IS LOST FOR WORDS TY TY HUGS CHERIE TY FOR THE GIFT . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

My Opinions......
well, my first blog, so please be kind. my spelling is not always correct, and i have a nasty habit of saying WHATEVER comes into my head, so it doesn't always make sense. oh well. you always have the option of clicking the mouse, and making me go away. which leads me to the point of this. here goes.... i have found hours of great entertainment in the mumms. I have become a regular, and have had some great fun in there, as well as great conversations. But, as of late, some folks have taken it upon themselves to inform me that i possess an overabundance of stupidity, and I am apparently very closed-minded. I wish to inform everyone that this is DEFINATELY not the case! Quite the contrary. I used to be very liberal ( I AM an artist, for Pete's sake! ), and participate in the whole " protest the establishment" thing. I believed that everyone is equal, and should be treated equally. I wanted to save the planet, and i joined and/or helped create organizations to further the causes that i

R.i. P Miller
This blog is dedicated to my fish Miller. He passed on this afternoon. It's so sad cuz yesterday he was his normal fiesty self swimming around in his bowl trying to pick a fight with Jager (my roomie's Fish) in the bowl next to him. Now...he's dead. He will be missed!! In honor of my fish Miller...I would like everyone of my good friends to drink a Miller Lite beer and send a picture of it to me. I will dedicate a photo album to him. Rest in peace my fishy little friend.

Show My Friend Snakeman Lots Of Love
show him there are good friends to meet plz his bulletion on how he has been treated Hi to all :: I was gunna put this into a blog but im soo pissed now i want to take my self . im sick and tired of people naggin me about my snakes and how old I am on this site there are alot of women in this world who like younger and older and vise a versa too . I do nothin but respect each and every 1 of you and every time I rate dont you get a nice comment from me no matter what the pic is?? every sence i been here I have been nagged about my age and my pets im sorry I cant change my age and as for the pets and going into next yr I will have over 100 snakes why does that bother people ?? there are people out there with worse pets then that and I dont say nothin about it and I never will either.. thank you for viewing this but im thinkin hard about this... Jay bmxer@ fubar

Funny Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her,"I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.

Know Any Blondes?!
>A Blonds year in review...... > >January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. > >February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print >labels.....Helllloooo!!!....bottles won't fit in printer !!! > >March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 >months.....box said "2-4 years!" > >April - Trapped on escalator for hours . ... power went out!! ! > >May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water >won't fit into those little packets!!! > >June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. > >July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition....learned later, the >other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! > >August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because >soft-top was open. > >September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? > >October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. > >November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days ... instructions said 1

The Dance
The stars shine for me tonight, as the possibilities unfold. I stroke the fragile beauty gently, utilizing control. I dance in the silver twilight, rejoicing in the open. Drinking in the bliss, free of the who, the how, the when. The shadows of longing spill over the moon. The darkness has crept in just a little bit too soon. I cast away the shadows without a second glance. The night is just born, and I have not finished my dance. The stars shine for me tonight, as the possibilities unfold. I stroke the fragile beauty gently, utilizing control.

Hearing Your Name
Something as simple as me hearing your name, Put words in my head that I cant explain. Back then, I wasn't really sure, But now I see you are all I need and more. I know we're only friends and it hurts so bad, Because I know I'm a man you don't wish to have. My eyes glisten, I have butterflies flying, Can you look at me, see how much I'm trying. I sit and stare in your eyes, as you tell me again Of how much you have fallen for my another. You leave me sad, yet I wish you'd stay, In case I don't see you for the rest of the day. You call me daily, asking how I am, Inside I'm dying to say I want you as my baby. I'm not sure, exactly how long I can take, Before my heart shatters of waiting so late. I want to say I love you, for you to understand, That I can no longer see us being just friends. I'm scared to tell you baby, I don't want you to go, So deep inside I hide my emotions so they wont show. Every love song I hear, your name pops in my head, So easy to

Next To Me
next to me the sound of your voice the feel of your skin the smell of you body when next to mine calms a reckless soul highten senses daring to give in longing to take time standing still nothing in the way watching waiting the laugh the kiss the passion everything unfolds as i am yours and you are mine always forever til the end of time ~me~

The Thirst
My parched lips are parted, Cool relief slides down my hot throat. Icy sparks ignite the internal fire, Sleeping embers awaken. Desire rages. The urge grips hold. To quench the unquenchable thirst, Fill the bottomless craving, Extinguish the furious flames. For the thirst is hungry again. My hot throat shrieks for relief, The burning fire begs for more fuel. But I can only smother the flame before I am consumed. I lick my parched lips for satisfaction. I wait for the appetitie to subside. Slowly, I cool. I suppress the thirst, And return to the ashes.

Uncle Sam Wants You To Speak English
How many time have we heard the hate towards the immigrants in this country in the past year or so? Let me tell you right now, I am not defending illegal immigration by no means. People often say, "They should learn how to speak English" and I would have to agree. However, we should look in the mirror and ask ourselves if we speak English? LET ME EXPLAIN: We butcher the English Language ever day on a atrocious rate!! Notice I said English Language because, Knock Knock we speak English in the USA not AMERICAN as some out there believe!!! NOT to pick on the Hip Hop culture, but DAMN learn how to speak English!!! I was listening to the Radio the other day and there was a DJ Jockey annihilating the English language, her verb tenses were atrocious!! The problem I have with that is that here is a person who probably had to go to college to get that position and here she is on the radio speaking like that. A young person who does not know any better might just think that is th

I Just Wanted To Say
THANK U to all my friends for the love and support when i needed it means so much to me i love u all and i hope god bless u all forever and ever... and to my new friends i will return love soon as i can i havent been sleeping much so be well and talk to u all later

Leave A Comment Of Ur Fine
This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. NOTE fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. Smoked weed -- £10 Did acid or pills -- £5 Ever had sex at church -- £25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- £40 Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo etc -- £25 Had sex for money -- £100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- £20 Vandalized something -- £20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- £10 Beat up someone -- £20 Been jumped -- £10 Cross dressed -- £10 Given money to stripper -- £25 Been in love with a stripper -- £20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- £0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- £15 Ever drive and drank -- £20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- £50 Used toys while having sex -- £30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the ni

Hey Everyone Ghost Rider & Redneck Angel Needs Ur Love
HEY EVERYONE COME ON AND GIVE A COUPLE OF GREAT PEOPLE A HAND IN THEIR GIVEAWAYS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TIME AND WE WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO THE ONE YOU WANT TO HELP OUT AND GO FOR THE GUSTO SO TO SPEAK. . Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

Give Redneck Angel And Ghost Rider A Little Help
HEY EVERYONE COME ON AND GIVE A COUPLE OF GREAT PEOPLE A HAND IN THEIR GIVEAWAYS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TIME AND WE WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO THE ONE YOU WANT TO HELP OUT AND GO FOR THE GUSTO SO TO SPEAK. . Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

Ask Me
ok, here's the deal, you get to ask me six questions, as naughty and daring as you can think up. Send to me, and I'll answer them truthfully. Repost this, and you'll be surprised about what people want to know about you... 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

A Hot Bath
Turn off the lights while I spark the candles For tonight will be more than you can handle. Turn on the water and make it very hot I patiently wait for you to give me all you've got. Come to me , baby...Look deep into my eyes Brace yourself, lover, as I begin to mesmerize. I kiss your neck then gently bite Don't try to resist me for you will lose the fight. I run my fingernails down your chest Now take your hands and feel my breasts. Are you getting hot? Do you want more? Well, turn off the water and lock the door. Unbutton my shirt, slide it slowly down my arms Hold me closer to you, keep me safe from harm. Start kissing my shoulder, run your fingers through my hair For I believe it is in your touch that shows me how much you care. I slowly open your shirt, one button at a time I am ready to give to you my heart, body, soul and mind. I unzip your pants and slide them down your hips When I come back up, I take a taste of your lips. Soft, deep, passionate kisses-you

Wasn't Really Going Anywhere With This
minds wandering tired yet i can't sleep things on my mind in one day there's just never enough time laughing over nothing tears for no reason and soon it will be tis the season malls will be full and store clerk, just full of bull and then we'll be drunk, saying happy new year where did the time go seemed like just yesterday when this was just becoming all new

Memories
Deep in the recesses of my subconcious lies a memory of lives past lived. A time of nothingness, when we were warriors in the truest sense of the word... when women and men were equals, fighting side by side, rivers of blood running past our feet, chaos and confusion everywhere, when passion and rage were the same definition and ferocity was a way of life. We ate, drank, and lusted/loved with gusto, there was no such thing as political correctness, and justice was handed down on the blade of a sword, swiftly, mercilessly, because that's just the way it was. I remember crystal clear skies at night with only the light of stars to see by, feeling your warmth next to my body, enveloping me with your smell, that smell of man (i love that smell), you turning into me, moving in closer as if to meld our bodies into one being. I remember wrapping my fingers in your hair, pulling your mouth to mine, drinking in the elixer of you. Your strong hands so hard in battle, stroking, a gentlen

Pleasure
Bodys rub close, Skin touching skin. Lungs breathing heavy, Hot, humid scene. Minds set to love, Silence, then screams. Droplets of liquid, Young, naked flesh. Hands explore secrets, Tongues flick around. Passionate sounds, Damp, still air. Bodys entwined, Nature's pleasure

Movie Review 4 - The Grudge 2
The Grudge 2 I had high hopes for this one, as they brought back the Sarah Michelle Gellar character, and kept Takashi Shimizu as the director (he didn't write it this time, though), and it was produced by Sam Raimi. The film tied in quite nicely to the first film, as they used the same house, the same woman who played the murdered wife, and used the sister of the Sarah Michelle Gellar character as the protagonist in this one. Unfortunately, it suffered from Blair Witch syndrome - the first film being an incredible fright-fest, and the sequel sucking total donkey balls. The original The Grudge still creeps me out to this day. I had hoped for more from the sequel. The Grudge 2 made several fatal flaws as a sequel. It tried to over-analyze the mythology behind the supernatural events at play. The first film was so successful because all the audience ever got to explain things was the line about "when someone dies in a fit of rage, the evil remains" right at the beginning (this line

Sick N Tired
I am staying with a friend in a corner of her computer room still living out of boxes. I was unable to get work after moving here and recently I got a part time job then temporary full time job. The more I am away from her "home", the more I hate returning to it each day. She has said several times she would clean her clutter up and it is still every where. This is no clean place in the entire house unless I wash my sheets. Currently we have no hot water because the water heater went out over a week ago, so no clean sheets. Her dog's hair is all over the floor and the place stinks. I am so grossed out. I feel so bad that my dogs are stuck here while I am away at work. I also feel bad because she had a flea infestation before I moved in and did nothing, so my dogs and I got eaten up. I am still scarred from it. My dogs are always itching and it makes me sick. I wash them and spray them and I can't battle against her 4 dogs, 3 cats, and piles of stuff for the flea haven. It is

Again
Kiss me again, with those enchanted lips, that stole my breath away and my heart. Caress my skin lovingly again, with those gentle hands of yours, that reached deep within and healed my most painful scars. Hold me once more with your loving arms, ensure me my safety, keep me sound, forever yours. Look in my eyes again with your warm gaze, make me forget my troubles; my pain. Kiss me again.

Sea Fever
"Sea-Fever" by John Masefield (1878-1967) I must down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky, And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by, And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking, And a grey mist on the sea's face, and a grey dawn breaking. I must down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied; And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying, And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying. I must down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life, To the gull's way and the whale's way where the wind's like a whetted knife; And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over. (English Poet Laureate, 1930-1967.)

It's Her Big Day!!!!
This is Penny a sweet friend of mine that happens to be one of my Fubar Family Members.... She is so sweet and always willing to help others out. It's her Birthday show her some love!!! Here is her link:D ~*GORDON AND PANTHER GIRL FOREVER*~@ fubar

Crazy........
The Trial (Waters, Bob Ezrin) 5:16 Good morning, Worm your honor. The crown will plainly show The prisoner who now stands before you Was caught red-handed showing feelings Showing feelings of an almost human nature; This will not do. Call the schoolmaster! I always said he'd come to no good In the end your honor. If they'd let me have my way I could Have flayed him into shape. But my hands were tied, The bleeding hearts and artists Let him get away with murder. Let me hammer him today? Crazy, Toys in the attic I am crazy, Truly gone fishing. They must have taken my marbles away. Crazy, toys in the attic he is crazy. You little shit you're in it now, I hope they throw away the key. You should have talked to me more often Than you did, but no! You had to go Your own way, have you broken any Homes up lately? Just five minutes, Worm your honor, Him and Me, alone. Baaaaaaaaaabe! Come to mother baby, let me hold you In my arms. M'lud I never

I Have Fears To...
Okay, Well I was in the hospitle for about a week and a 1/2 I just got home... Yesterday that is. I almost died, I felt like shit... I was scared, My best friend david feel asleep next to me a menny of night. I woke up once to him crying, No he is not a pussy. I am just his best friend...I love that man.. He has never left my side. But that scared me that he was scared, about a week before that i hurd him talking about me to his fuck buddy... Saying he did not know how much longer i had, and that scared him...he said he would go crazy without me... I don't want him hurting, but i cant stop it. I am doing better now but the docs said that there not sure HOW LONG ME BEING WELL IS GOING TO LAST opps caps sorry.... I just hate to see anyone hurting over me... David is like my best friend and brother, never left my side. He is a sweet heart.. Idk...I am just ranting but at the same time... VENTING... well im going to go thanks for listening... Sk

Unconditional Love
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the son hung up the pho

Help Needed.
Hello every one this lady is one of the greatest in my fubar family,she helps all without hesitating or questioning.She is a giver and never asked even for leveling.I thought I will do something sweet and help getting her a 3 months VIP so I entered her in a give away without telling her.just wanted to finish it and surprise her with it.Now she need around 6000 comment to get het VIP...Please come on drop 1 rate and 20 or 30 comments on her pic that will help a lot.You know that all the love will be returned. thank you so much in advance love to all WildCat

Waiting For The Worms.......
; Oooo you cannot reach me now, Oooo no matter how you try. Goodbye cruel world, its over. Walk on by. Sitting in a bunker, Here behind my wall, Waiting for the worms to come. ( worms to come. ) In perfect isolation, Here behind my wall, Waiting for the worms to come. ( worms to come. ) Waiting, to cut out the deadwood. Waiting, to clean up the city. Waiting, to follow the worms. Waiting, to put on a black shirt. Waiting, to weed out the weaklings. Waiting, to smash in their windows and kick in their doors. Waiting, for the final solution to strengthen the strain. Waiting, to follow the worms. Waiting, to turn on the showers and fire the ovens. Waiting, for the queers and the coons and the reds and the jews. Waiting, to follow the worms. Would you like to see britannia, Rule again, my friend? All you have to do is follow the worms. Would you like to send our colored cousins, Home again, my friend? All you need to do is follow the worms

Outside The Wall.
All alone, or in twos The ones who really love you Walk up and down outside the wall Some hand in hand Some gathering together in bands The bleeding hearts and the artists Make their stand And when they've given you their all Some stagger and fall after all it's not easy banging your heart against some mad buggers Wall

Medical Terms For Men....lol
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death!

I'm Trying But If Anyone Can Help I Would Be Super Greatful!
So I'm trying to get back into the photography again....more a lot more. I'm trying to get my pictures together as well as trying to design a symbol w/ a name to start watermarking all my photos with. the designing of the symbol seems to be the hardest thing for me at this point because of copyright and everything. I want to design it but i may end up seeking help from god knows who. I miss doing it and doing it last weekend and this weekend made me relize how much i really do miss it. I passed up a lot that i want to take photos of last week but i know where everything is and hopefully will be going back up this week and getting everything. My best friends sister wrote me an email i guess jen *my friend* told her sister I was getting back into it and that the stuff i was showing her was professional quality. The sis said i was her new competion in town which is completely not true as i have her work hanging in my house not my own. I do it for fun but I want to start doing it m

I Hate Drugs
ok my friends talked me into going to monster massive and rollingfor the first time it was not fun ppl kept fucking up my high til like two in the morning lost all the friends for one thing and totally stressed the fuck out once i found them they had me drop another pill after the second pill i was feeling great i was have a great time but the come down sux major ass so its the last time i roll i hate drugs except for herb but i wouldnt call it a drug lol i think thats my last rave too

Mediocrity Rocks
well after 25 years of not seeing the inside of a class room I am about 1/2 finished with my first semester and so far my goal of getting c's is coming to pass . Even getting guitar hero the weekend before my midterms didn’t hurt that’s why I say mediocrity rocks. Other then that I have been putting my new found knowledge to good work , beside playing with 90k dollar hd video cameras and all the brand new toys in the media department .{ I want to make a mst3k rip off with real bad 1970’s cheesy porn } the agro and horticulture classes kick ass . I think I might have to change my major from nursery management to landscape design. Either way my hobby green house has paid off dividends big time. Well hope to get back here more and maybe I might get my mumm privileges back some day if not FU Fubar management.

My First Blog! ^_^
well i want to start my blog off on what people want to know about me! anything you would like know just ask! it is as easy as that! i want people to know me! you want to know my fears, my thoughts on life, advice, love/hate and many other things...JUST ASK! well i'm off for now! ^_^ love, kat

Bed Sheets
Bed sheets An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring dow

Empty Hearts
I of empty heart drift in time and space Knowing not what is coming and going before me As my life spins out of controle I move from one shadow to the next Time its self seem to slow in the wake of it all You have thrown me away in a time of need once again The time, distance, ad space are steadfast The fear of loosing your self is still to strong Now knowing what needs to be to strat anew again You and I bound in time and space Now knowing what must be done you and will not Fullfeel this as set fouth to us You falter once again and stray from the path Not willing to the price for the love you seek Will there be a next time for love Or just empty hearts Moving from one shadow to the next Moving in time and space I walk alone at my task watching from the shadows Kritter's Deep Thoughts Form The Mind #1 10/28/2007

Lil Something
I ANIT ALL HERE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THERES A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE THAT IS IN A COMA BUT WE ARE ALL THINKIN ABOUT THIS CLOSE FRIEND AND SOME OF US THAT KNOWS HOW TO READ BULLETINS WOULD KNOW WHO SHE IS FOR THE REST OF YOU LEARN TO READ THEM IF IT WAS A PIMPOUT OR SOMETHING ELSE PEOPLE WOULD BE ALL IN THEM BUT THE ONES THAT READ IT THANK YOU SO MUCH I DONT KNOW ABOUT SOME PEOPLE BUT I DO KNOW THE ONES THAT DID READ IT AND REPOSTED THE BULLY !! MOST OF ALL LETS KEEP LEEANN AND HER KIDS AT HEART AND PRAY FOR THEM LOTS OF LOVE LEEANN FROM ALL OF US AT THE REBEL LOUNGE WE GOT YOU AT HEART AND IN OUR THOUGHTS

Yeah, I'm Bored.
Had a pretty good weekend. Did the costume thing last night... posted some pics of that. I got offered a job on Thursday, so I'll be a real civilian again soon. Can't wait. Now... I am bored. Out of my effing mind.

Congrats Sox!
Everyone is going to be happy in the office tomorrow. I'm a little sad that I'm in such a great sports town and I didn't get to really experience this world series. I was in Cleveland all week and I missed the first two games here. I tried to get out with the wife yesterday, but no one was around. Oh well. Tomorrow will be good. Maybe they'll close the office to celebrate!

Lyrics
Fuck the bitch: when you have that special woman, who makes your heart skip a beat. and your so crazy in love your telling everybody. that she's your life, your heart, your soul, your babygirl but you just don't know what she's doing to you in this world. *CHORUS* so i'm saying, fuck the bitch. i don't need this shit. i'm gonna live life to the fullest and i have no regrets. so fuck the bitch. i don't need this shit. i'm gonna smoke weed feel high like it's ligit. so fuck the bitch. i don't need this shit. i'm gonna live life to the fullest and i have no regrets. so fuck the bitch. i don't need this shit. i'm gonna smoke weed feel high like it's ligit. and down the road of your relationship you realize. that everything she said to you was just her lies. and now you live heart broken, and things seem so strange. cause you can't believe that the girl of your dreams just played that stupi

Hi
Friends are anyone that you meet and get along with. But it is very rare to find a best friend, someone who sees you for who you really are. They will stick by you through it all even when you are acting like a bitc*. When you find one of these rare people keep them close and make sure nothing comes between your friendship at all.

Pimp~n~ The Girlz
I'm sending a shout out to my girls. They have been with me through my transition into the FUBAR realm and I am very thankful that I have these beautiful women as friends. Please send shouts out to each and everyone of them. They do so much for all their friends and it is time they get some love in return!!!! You will not be disappointed, as each and every one of them are truly amazing!!! ~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar *~♥SÚLŦRY™♥~*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ~*FAN BEFORE U ADD*~Wife to Erebus@ fubar ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar *ĶRÌ§* §ÈÇÚRÌŦ¥ ÑÌÑJÄ/GRÈÈŦÈR/ßÄRŦÈÑÐÈR @۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞@ fubar DJ Μø®ρhïηε @WÌ£ÐCÄŦ'S *DJ TAZMAN'S Kitten* Guarded By evil *666*@ fubar This PIMP OUT is being brought to you by none other than : ÄRÌÈL ÄÐÐÌÇŦÈÐ

In Time
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

As The Years Go By
As the years go by You and I we drift apart your love you give and take from me at will Why do you so much and give so little My love so ture not asking for more then I give As the years go by The void grow so wide Your hate grows so fast You and I grow apart and so the scares As the years go by The pain I feel and the love I feel You grows cold and hateful As the years go by I know its over now and must go on alone Less and less do I need you My heart grows so cold You can not hurt me any more As the yers go by I stand taller with out you I need to be on my own Its time to leave behind

~*~thank You Wsc!!! ~*~ October 28/29th~*~
Wicked Storm Crew RULZ!!!!!! Thank you all for your help!! We did it!! Held them off for 6 hours! We finished with over 7500 comments!! WOW!!!Smooches!to all!! I am gonna take the VIP and give it to my Baby Baby for a FU Wedding gift! So Ozzfanatic2 will be blue at least for a bit! I love my Crew, you are all the Best! Wicked Storm Crew = Family!! ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~ Thank You All!! ~&hearts~ ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ Special Thank You's to BuckeyeCowboy (don't think its over, she's still mine. lol). SunSetBeauty, girl your awesome! I'd like to thank Will for holding a fair and fun Contest! I am sure I am forgetting people just know that I thank you all from the bottom of my Heart! ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~

For Those That I've Added Here Lately Within 2 Days
For those that I have added here lately, I will try and get rating your pics and stash as diligently as I can here, if I forget anyone that I have added and have not gotten around to rating your pics or stash whether I've just added you or you have just added me or if your on my list and still haven't rated any of your pics please either send me a private message or a shout via the shoutbox, ok? I'm not asking a lot here and I would appreciate your understanding too, thanks!

Ladies And Gentelman
WELCOME TO THE END OF MY WORLD THESE DAYS ARE NUMBERED LIKE LIVES IVE TAKEN SUFFERING PAIN YOU KNOW THESE FACTS THERE WHAT MAKE UP THE WORST IN US BUT SOME TIMES THIS SHIT GOES DOWN PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE BORN PUT IN THIS WORLD TO DESTROY WE ARE WHAT MAKES THIS HELL ON EARTH WELCOME THE SOUL STEALERS THE MIND EATERS WE OUT NUMBER YOU TEN FOLD NOW YOU WILL SEE US FOR WHAT WE REALY ARE Scared defensless people who just dont know how to go on any more. idk who wrote it but it sounded kool

Rated The Tag A 1
THIS ASSHOLE LOOKS LIKE A PUNK AND NEEDS REALITY CHECK YOU GET JUST WHAT I GIVE YOU TO A BIG FAT " 1 " rayman42069420 rated your photo a '1'! ray 'rayman42069420' brake DON'T YOU LOVE ASSHOLES SEEMS TO BE ALOT OF THEM AROUND

Setting Myself Up
Why do I set myself up for heartache? Is it the anticipation of what's to come? Is it the passion of the moment? Or is that I'm so used to being in pain that it's the only way to guarantee that place that I know so well? Have I become so comfortable with heartache that I forget that it takes a bit more of my heart and closes it off with each break? That is what it does, I know this. Or am I just a glutton for pain? Am I an emotional masochist? Or am I just so much of a romantic that I think that this time will be different? I'm not a dumb ass...yet, when it comes to my heart, I'll throw it out to the one that has promised to not catch it. Never will I throw it to the one standing ready with his glove out, oh no, I throw it to the one with his back turned-the one who has vowed to always have his back turned. I try to keep my heart out of it, but it doesn't work. I am an emotional soul, because my heart feels something does not mean that it loves...it's nothing that straightfo

Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once

Twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to m e 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Thi

Bus Station.
I stood there with my hoodie pulled up over my ears. "It's friggen cold." I grumbled aloud. Once again I looked down the road for the bus and tried voodoo psychic powerd to summon it immediatly. It didn't work. Bouncing on my feet I turned and looked at my sister. Garbed (again and always) in black, her cap was pulled down low on her forhead. "Pretend to choke me again. I think I got it!" I said with a laugh. "Okay..." My sister faced me. I feel so hecka tall standing in front of her. I laugh because of it. "Don't laugh LOR!" She moves to place her hands about my neck. I laugh and duck. She breathes. I can almost hear her count in her head. I stand again. She moves again. I laugh again. And turn to hop about. "I caaaaaaaaaan't help it! Im ticklish on my neck, unless im horny!" I stomp my foot to exaggerate the point. And look around the bus station. "If someone is going to choke you. You will not laugh!" I see a smile hitch her lips and I th

Akward And Sleepy Me
right npw i really want to sleep but my friends ex is here and ureally just dont like the guy. i can hear him talking to her and i hate the things he sas to her and the way he says them. it remindds me of the way a cat will try to get a bird out of a tree. i just cant sleep with him doing this to her. ihate it. iknow he i just trying to get her back and in just hear the lies and it makes me want to scream, but i cant. soo yeah i am suck in my bed trying to sleep and it sucks

To All Devil's Own Rebel Family And Nighthawk Bombers
TODAY KRZKT'S CONTEST ENDS AT 5PM .. LETS GIVE THIS CONTEST A REAL NICE ENDING TO IT AND HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT TO HELP HER WIN THIS .. SHOW WHAT A REAL FAMILY IS MADE OF ..

What Is Dating?
I guess I have always wondered what do people really consider dating to be? To me, dating would be going out with guys just to hang out, but in having said that, isn't that more like just being friends? Or is Dating when you acquire a couple of friends who become FWB's? I have heard often how people date a few people at a time. Does one sleep with all these people? When does it become a relationship, is it when you start sleeping with eachother exclusively? How does that differ from having a fuck buddy, where you only sleep with eachother? Does it have to be vocally communicated that you are in a relationship for it to be one? There just seems to be so many variables. How do you define one from the other? Like having an on going sexual affair with someone, is that a relationship? You always hear people claim to not want drama in their lives, and for those who create it to stay away, but when you start dipping in to too many pots, don't you create the drama yourself? Does

First Christmas
this will be the first Christmas i will be alone on...for 26 years of my life i had my mother my father and my sisters and brothers and my kids.. now it just me i got my two cousins but they have there own family to spend Christmas with.. i will be a lone to on thank giving to... i don't know what i'm going to do i'm going think thankgiving and Christmas is just another day..

English Is Easy???
You Think English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time?1) 1)The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time topresent the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seeing t

Life And The World
Life as it stands now and the world in general (not the ppl) sucks...that is all oh wait my friends here you all rock sorry ive been away hard to get net time with a 4pm to 1am shift and all anyway im going to bed its 430 so party hardy if you are if not go back to bed!

Haven't Released Any Steam Lately
WHICH IS REALLY A GOOD THING. USAULLY WHEN I BLOG THAT MEANS SOMEONE HAS REALLY TICKED ME OFF! BUT LATELY I BEEN ALRIGHT. HAVEN'T BEEN ON ANY EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER. I'M SLOWLY COMING TO THE TERMS THAT MY BABY BROTHER IS GONE AND NOT COMING BACK-AND THATS THAT. I BELIEVE THAT IS THE FIRST STEP TO MENDING MY BROKEN HEART. I'M FINALLY STARTING TO FOCUS AGAIN-ALSO GAINING BACK MY LOST PERCEPTION OF REALITY. FINALLY ABLE TO SLEEP AGAIN ALMOST BACK TO MY COMFORT ZONE AGAIN MY TEARS HAVE TURNED TO A FAINT SMILE-AS I REMEMBER HAPPIER TIMES. BUT I STILL ALWAYS WONDER "WHY ME" CONFIDENT THAT MY BROTHER IS RESTING NOT SUFFERING AS WE ARE BUT STILL NOT TOTALLY SATISFIED. READY TO FALL IN LOVE AND TRY TO LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE WHATEVER THAT MAY BE HOPING THAT THE MAN I WISH TO MARRY,HAVE HIS CHILD AND GO THE DISTANCE FOR IS ON MY SIDE RIDING FOR ME AS I WOULD FOR HIM TRYING TO FIND MY WAY THROUGH LIFE WHILE STARING AT THE WORLD THROUGH MY

Less Water, More Beer!!!
As Ben Franklin said: "In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 2 Lbs of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 2 Lbs of shit. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = shit - Beer = Health Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

A Great Weekend
First the Sox kick the Rockies asses Saturday night and then the Pats flat out mauled the Redskins yesterday and to finish it all off, the Sox finished off the Rockies last night to sweep the World Series. After so many years of long-suffering for both the Sox and the Pats it is so nice to see it turn around. Anyhow here is a little slideshow you can view which shows pics of the World Series celebration and music that is commonly played as part of the Red Sox theme songs. http://www.boston.com/sports/baseball/redsox/extras/playoffs2007_slideshow/

Lipstick Information:
LIPSTICK INFORMATION: Something to consider Next time you go shopping for Lipstick...... This comes from someone Who works in the breast cancer unit at Mt. Sinai Hospital , in Toronto . From: Dr. Nahid Neman If there is a female you care anything about, Share this with her. I did!!!!! I am also sharing this with the males on my e-mail list, Because they need to tell the females THEY care about as well! Recently a lipstick brand called "Red Earth" Decreased their prices from $67 to $9.90. It contained lead. Lead is a chemical which causes cancer. The lipstick brands that contain lead are: CHRISTIAN DIOR LANCï¿½ME CLINIQUE Y.S.L ESTEE LAUDER SHISEIDO RED EARTH (Lip Gloss) CHANEL (Lip Conditioner) MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK. The higher the lead content, The greater the chance of causing cancer. After doing a test on lipsticks,

Fun Fun =]
Saturday was AHmazing. =] It was a great show, we all had a great time and we got to hang out with the boys of Every Time I Die after the show. Not only that, but we got great stories from Josh and Andy. I ♥ Josh; I want them to keep him. He rules. *grabs coffee* :)

Friendship
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. Free Comments & Graphics Codes What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my g

Huggs
Some people don't know how good it is just to see them. Some people don't know how comforting their smile is. Some people don't know how good it feels to be near them. Some people don't know how much poorer we would be without them. Some people don't know that they are like Heaven's gift to us. They would know if we told them... Like I'm telling you!

Who Wants To Have Fun??
Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love!

Kissssssssses
IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW... I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life, Whose smile I cannot wait to see, Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me, Whose lips I live to kiss, Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat... You fill my soul with contentment, You brighten my dark skies, You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks now that you're here. Your eyes light up the sky, Your touch paints the Heavens, Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you... Even before I knew there was you, Before our eyes ever met, Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow... I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life, Whose love I cherish above all el

Women Please Read
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you."

"only God Knows Why"
"Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out strecthed hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around Yeah As it...hey And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've bee

Thoughts On God
"In making up the character of God, the old theologians failed to mention that He is of infinite cheerfulness. The omission has casued the world much tribulation." Michael Monahan, Palms of Papyrus "But I think that the best way to know God is to love many things." Vincent Van Gogh "It is a mistake to suppose that God is only, or even chiefly, concerned with religion." William Temple Archbishop of Canterbury "Organized Christianity has probably done more to retard the ideas of its founders' than any other agency in the world" Richard Le Gallienne "We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another." Jonathan Swift

Sex With Your Eyes Open
When we have sex, our physical bodies function as conduits for our emotions and thoughts. In other words, we can express and deepen what we feel through doing the deed. And while it may seem like pleasure is the main objective of getting down and dirty, more vital than those fleeting moments of ecstasy - in the course of an intimate relationship, anyway - is that sex is the glue that holds partners together. For that reason, like most things in life, it's important that we enter into it (and participate in it) with our eyes wide open. Literally and figuratively speaking. Let's start with the figurative... Oftentimes we're so focused on finding intimacy… having a relationship… connecting with that ever elusive "one," that we ignore the signs of unavailability in a partner or potential paramour. We think that by virtue of having a physical relationship with someone, we're forging an emotional bond with them as well. This is not always the case. Sheer physical pleasure can

For The Past Year...
TOO FUNNY :) SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you,

New Sites!
So, I left for a while, due to some .... cicrumstances. We'll leave it at that. But, I return victorious! I also return with new websites that I've designed and maintain. My baby is dedicated to all things geek, including naked geek girls! GeekGirlsOnline We have an update going up on halloween! So get in early so you can brag to your friends about the hottness :) I also am working on making my own paysite, MissAthenaHollow but I am cameraless at the moment, so you can guess how well that's going LOL. If any of you wanna sign up for this site, and fill out one free offer (like truly, no-credit card required free), I'd really appreciate it. Cameras4Free Send me the username you signed up with and i just might take a special few pictures just for you once I get the camera :) Well, That's all I believe. GeekGirlsOnline is looking for models, if you happen to know any girls w/ any of the following traits: is a gamer plays RPGs such as Dungeons and Dragons, o

2008 Election
Where are all the redneck Republicans? Well lets just hope a dickhead-do nothing Democrat doesnt win the next Presidential election. Especially another Clinton for Christs sake! Our country is in enough shit now with all the fuckin Mexicans here--OVER 12 million. If they all became citizens they are allowed to bring 3 family members here--that would be 48 million beaners living here sucking up our welfare system and raiseing YOUR taxes! Wake the fuck up people!

Mental Whirl-wind
ok well its been a turbulent few weeks for me.not realy sure where i am going anymore.the road seems so long and dark and i am not sure anylonger if i can travel it alone.things at work are good but it seems like work is the only place i know what im doing.as soon as i clock out i am lost again.need something but not sure what it is or where to look for it.somethings gotta give thats for sure.

Lookin For Fun
hey all u fubar friends and family i thought i would post this to see if anyone is interested.we r a couple with a bi-female looking to have some fun with another couple or a bi-female.if u r interested or know someone send them our way, this is strictly for fun. we r both clean and ready and hope to find the same lol.hit us up or send a message ok, luv u all pappa bear and memori forever.

Msallcox
Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, MissAllCox needs your help to receive a 7 day blast. She needs 10,000 comments to receive her 7 day blast. I know that with all your love and support we can knock this out in no time. Are you up for the challenge? Please drop by her picture and drop some comments. Just click on the link below and it will take you directly to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

I Hate New England!!
God how I hate the New England Patriots!! Someone tell me where the sportmanship is when you have the game well in hand (38-0) with 9:20 left in the game and you run up the score with two more touchdowns?!? WTF?!? I want to know why Washington was called with holding penalties all day when New England didn't get one and don't tell me that they weren't becaus the were...how Washington was called for offensive pass interference when Randy Moss pushed off a defender to score a TD?!? WTF?!? And don't get me started about the hated Red Sox!! Someone please tell me why players like Bonds are scrutinized for steriod use when there are two in Bean Town (Ortiz and Ramirez) who should be tested... GO COLTS!! KNOCK BRADY ON HIS ARROGANT ASS A FEW TIMES!!

Literature Embassadors- My Inspiration
I've decided to Share some of my favorite Authors, Poets and Muses works as a sort of... explanation or insight as to what guides me or influences where I seek to expand my own personal poetic journey. Tonight I share one of the most famous, and well known but none the less genius pieces. Edgar Allen Poe The Raven. I must admit I have a Raven, of my own- stuffed and black a soulless heathen, casting shadow upon my very own floor, in this office he watches o'er, minding my thoughts, for nevermore. ________________________________________________ The Raven: Edgar Allen Poe 1845 Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,

Finish The Sentence
1. I love...GOATSE 2. Right now I want... To burn a house down and smoke some meth 3. I feel like...Flinging Poo 4. I hate it when.. People dont tell you things that you KNOW are happening 5. I fear...The Sausage 6. I'm lonely without...A Purpose 7. I need...to get laid 8. Today I...Wishing i had something for my Birthday. Namely Meth. 9. Tomorrow I.... doing the same thing i do every night 10. I just...Looked in a cabinet and seen meece Feces 11. I want to meet...Richard Gere 12. I'm hungry for...Meth 13. I love it when...My Brain Stops Thinking 14. I'm afraid of... being hurt again..*Arent we all, truthfully?* 15. I'm listening to...Eh...nothing. commercials 16. I'm wearing...clothes..lol 17. I wish I was in..The closet smoking meth 18. I'm craving.. Meth 19. I want to get...A LOT OF METH 20. I can...Do t3h Voodoo 21. I can't...Not kill before i die 22. I have...Wondered Why the fuck im reading messages on myspace. 23. I haven't...Fapped in 2 hours 24. I'm ner

What Is A True Friend?
SOMEONE WHO LISTENS SOMEONE WHO TELLS YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOU LISTEN AND APPRECIATE IT SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD BREAK ALL APPOINTMENTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO ARRIVES UNEXPECTEDLY AS YOU ARE GOING OUT AND YOU WANT WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO TAKE THEM WITH YOU SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LEAVE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME YOU HAVE SPENT WITH THEM

Friendship Poem
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend

Looking For A Drummer
Hey i have a band started i play lead guitar sean stinson on bass, zach sutliff an vocals, joe 'NUBS' Flowers on rhythm guitar, and now all we need is a drummer. the style of music i s metalcore. 6of the songs are originals we have 3 covers which is Without Judgement by Death, Laid to Rest by Lamb of God, and Harvester of Sorrow by Metallica. but i am always open to starting new projects. Because i know how to play bass, guitar, and drums.

Weep Not For Me, My Mother
I’m up in heaven mother Enjoying God’s glorious views I’m conversing with you now mother Through a porthole, of a poets muse I can feel your sorrow mother Your anguish and your pain I plea with you, don’t cry for me For we’ll be together once again Let the tears you cry be joyous ones I am now happy where I am I’m just so proud to be here Serving as, my Heavenly Father’s lamb I also have my halo on It gives off a divinely glow It’s ok to hold me in your heart But please let my spirit go I still love you mother You are still the world to me When God calls for you to be here We’ll be together for all eternity I am smiling at you mother As you go about your days Just cast your eyes towards heaven mom And to God sing out with praise Next time that you think of me, mother Just smile and please don’t cry You know that we will meet again In my heavenly home on high Just place your fingers to your lips Point them, into a g

I Am In Need Of Pen Pal
I have found myself in some trouble and if any of you ladies would please take some time to write me a letter and keep me from going insane that would be great! I am in jail for making mistakes in my past and they have caught up with me now when you write I will give details. So if anyone is willing to write me my address is as follows David Jasman 686761 Volusia County Corrections Caller Service Box 2865 Daytona Beach FL 32120 Cant wait to hear from you! White Dragon

Family Values?
Apparently "Family Values" religious right types aren't just hypocrites in this country, they are hypocrites in Australia as well. http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSSYD15660920071029?feedType=RSS&feedName=oddlyEnoughNews

Help!!!!!! We Need You
HEY EVERYONE COME ON AND GIVE A COUPLE OF GREAT PEOPLE A HAND IN THEIR GIVEAWAYS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TIME AND WE WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO THE ONE YOU WANT TO HELP OUT AND GO FOR THE GUSTO SO TO SPEAK.I NEED ABOUT 13000 MORE COMMENTS AND REDNECK ANGEL NEEDS ABOUT 2500 MORE. SO COME ON EVERYONE LETS SHOW WE CAN DO IT. . Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

Angel
An Angel To Watch over You Some people come into our lives and quickly go.. Some people become friends and stay a while.. leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts...and we are ~ never ~ quite the same because we have made a good friends ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present! I think life is special... live and savor every moment..... this is not a dress rehearsal ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TAKE THIS LITTLE ANGEL AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU

Love
LOVE IS ... Love is... a tiny seed God planted in the mind It blossoms into flowers And makes a person kind. Love is... compassionate Has hope for those who fall Love is the effective Most Christ like way of all. Love is... not resentful It readily forgives It brings great happiness to those with whom it lives. Love is... ever patient It's found in trustful hearts It is most unselfish The finest of all arts! Love is... like the sunshine It shines on good and bad It dissipates the darkness And makes the whole world glad! Love is... the childlike way Secure in Father's care For God is almighty His love is everywhere!

Test
LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HANG OUT WITH NO DRAMA AND GREAT FRIENDS AND AWESOME MUSIC ? COME TO LADIES~N-GENTS CLUB ~ NOW HIRING FOR ~ ~ ENFORCERS ~ ~ PROMOTERS ~ ~ GREETERS ~ ~ BARTENDERS ~ ~ DANCERS ~ Want to hear YOUR favorite song?Click the ON AIR button below!

Search And Rescue
Search and Rescue Search and Rescue is standing by, to help you find the ones you love. They put their lives out on a line, to bring who's lost back home alive. But sometimes it doesn't work out that way: They try their best and take big risks, to bring these people back home to rest.

There's No Understanding What You Did
There's no understanding what you did, Or why, or what we now should think or do: No way to see what your last sorrow hid. What unimaginable agony amid Our ordinary lives unraveled you? There's no understanding what you did, No way for you to tell us why you rid Yourself of us and family, and . . . who? No way to see what your last sorrow hid. Or was it you were just a spoiled kid, Trying to make us all feel bad for you? There's no understanding what you did, Whether mere curiosity had bid You to sneak ahead a lethal view; No way to see what your last sorrow hid, Nor penetrate that awful, granite lid That lies between our thoughts and what is true. There's no understanding what you did, No way to see what your last sorrow hid.

Morning Story
My eyes are closed as I drift back to reality from a wonderful and arousing dream. I am laying on my back as I feel the stiffness of my legs wanting to stretch. I lay there and listen to the birds outdoors as they welcome the sun. I suddenly feel the warmth of a hand glide across the side of my throat. I can tell by the roughness and size of his fingers it must be the hand of a male. I lie there pretending to be asleep. My heart is pounding so hard I am surprised that this man cannot hear it through the blankets that are thick on top of me. His hand drifts down my throat and onto my chest. He lightly lays tiny circles around my upper chest at the base of my throat with his finger tips. Oh God... my heart is racing. What do I do? I continue to lie there and pretend to be asleep. Perhaps he will discontinue and leave me alone again. Or perhaps this is part of the dream I just had. It feels to real to be part of that dream. His massive hand lays flat on my

Hey Kiddies Rebbi's Back... Tune In You Little Sodomites!!!
Today kicks off a new era for me and a new station.. or should I say stations(s)... To get you folks and loyal listeners of The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show... It's been widely known for the last week and a half or so that I left WorldRockRadio to move onto something bigger and better. I took alittle time off to get caught up with my work load and to do some side projects... so I've been keeping busy... Well here it is... SODOMITES... listen to me spout to thee... The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show & The Noize Network over the last few months has been expanding at a rate I wasn't expecting... so I made a decision and that decision is as follows... As of Oct. 18th I cut ties with WorldRockRadio.com because it was basically time to move on and move on I did. I, Rebbi Kastler am proud and totally overjoyed to see that the past few weeks even though as crazy as they have been, that the listeners that listen to my show have been concerned and showed great loyalty to me in the past weeks

Daily Horoscope: Virgo
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 29,2007 [I thought this was a good Idea since I am not good at "talking"...] You can see exactly what needs to be done, though it may be somewhat distasteful. Try to push yourself a bit until you can see that the greater good is taking precedence -- then things should feel better. Well, it seems I have a lot to think about... whether I want to think or not... *sigh* All I wanted was a couple of nice quiet brainless days off work... Oh, Well.

If You Love Them; Let Them Know.........
One of the greatest weaknesses of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still with them. Love is simple; show it. I hear it from so many broken hearts out there. "I wish I would of hugged them or told them I loved them more." Romance is the icing but love is the cake. Real love is a passionate spiritual-emotional-sexual attachment between a man and a women that reflects a high regard for the value of each other's person. It's called respect for the one you love. Don't ever lose that. For a marriage to last it must be one long love affair. Story writers say that love is concerned only with young people, and the excitement and glamor of romance end at the alter. How blind they are. The best romance is inside marriage; the finest love stories come after the wedding, not before. To fall in love. Look with your heart not your eyes. The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. What the heart knows today the head will understand

Very Abrupt
Sorry to everyone this may offend but, I have to limit my friends to ladies that are 40 or over(except in rare cases). If your age does not match your pic I will know. I love the 69 position but unless that is your real age don't use it. I maybe a horney ole man but I am not a crib robber either. If you want to be my friend tell me why and show me.

The Body Snatchers Got My Mom!!!
I visited my mom yesterday for the first time in months and she was totally different. We had real conversations. She mentioned religion and I explained mine to her and she said well ok I don't agree with you but that's your choice. Then we talk about my sexual desires (because I have a second myspace for my kinky friends I don't want hanging with my kid) and she made faces and said well you like what you like but that's not for me. We talked about my new life and she didn't put me down once. We talked about my plans to see my dad tonight and she didn't get mad. (He let me down again but that's another blog) We actually had a good time! What happened to my mom and can I keep this new one?

The Fine Line
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

A Song I Wrote For My Son
let him live his life his own way smile laugh and play making memories that last a life time everyday is something new let him live his own life let him live his own way hes not like me hes not like you hes gonna grow up and be a man someday let him walk his own path grow up a dream of yesterday the sky are always blue and the sun shines down on me and it shines on you let him live his own life let him live his own way hes not like you hes not like me hes gonna grow up a be a man someday

A Year Of First And Change!
This year has been a year of first for me, some good, some not so good. The not so good 1. I was held at gun point for the first time. This scared the hell out of me and lead to me doing things I would have never doen. 2. I found out my boyfriend was still married and living with his wife. My heartbroke but I lived. 3. My boyfriend's wife called me looking for him. I felt like shit and didn't like being the other woman. 4. I broke up with a married man. Now they're getting divorced. 5. The man I love went back to his ex girlfriend. Yes it still hurts but I'll live and hey she dumped him so........ 6. I had my first major surgery alone. No big deal right. The good 1. I watched my best girlfriend give birth. I never thought I could be so attached to a child that wasn't mine from birth but I am! 2. I had my first one night stand. That was fun. 3. For the first time I looked t a guy after sex and said I'm done with you, go home. Not my finest mo

California Wildfires
I would like to thank the First Responders throughout the US for their tireless efforts in fighting the California Wildfires. as most of you know, I'm an EMT and was right there with them, so I put up these pictures that were snapped in the midst of chaos.

Things We Can Learn From A Dog
THINGS WE CAN LEARN FROM A DOG * Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. * Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. * When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. * When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. * Let others know when they've invaded your territory. * Take naps and stretch before rising. * Run, romp and play daily. * Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you've had enough. * Be loyal. * Never pretend to be something you're not. * If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. * When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. * Thrive on attention and let people touch you. * Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. * On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. * On hot days, drink lots of water and lay under a shady tree. * When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. * No matter how often

What Kind Of Dog Are You?
Hope you enjoy it.... Try it and see what kind dog you are! http://www.dogshowusa.com/games/profiler/whatbreedru.shtml p.s. I'm a Golden Retriever. lol p.s.s. This blog was not meant for certain kitty lovers. :P lol xo

I Wish
my wish list i wish i had my own car i wish i had our own place to call home i wish i could find that specail some one i wish i could find a even better job i wish i could just have our life back.. i wish my sons had their own rooms i wish they had a yard to play in i wish ppl would stop telling me what i want to hear.. i just wish that one day we will be ok.. an ok soon

New Playlist
ok so i changed the playlist again, lol i can't stop listening to LORDI, havent been able to for around 4 days, so i added a LORDI playlist in place of my old one lol, and to all my Skin friends, which are a good 90% of you guys, if you like the old playlist it's still in a comment on my arischstolz folder, first pic.

Is He Just A Hookup?
He Could Be More Than a Hookup But you're not really sure what you want him to be. Sometimes you have fairly serious feelings for him. If you think there could be more, than go for it. (Just make sure he wants something more too!) Is He Just a Hookup?

Stupid Ccbill
So, my ccbill check from GeekGirlsOnline.com is over 4 days late at this point. Which means I have no cash at the moment. So, I'm selling my video and photos again. All are "Adult" :) The video is $10 (9 minute video, me with a toy, good quality) ( Item #1) 2 photosets @ $6 for both - One set has 67 photos, but newer and higher quality. One set has 96 photos from my earlier days as an alt-model. (Item #2) 2 photosets @ $3/each - 48 photos. From my earlier days as an alt-model (Item #3 & #4) 1 photoset @ $2/each - Grab bag of 25 photos from all of my personal pictures. (Item # 5 specify quantity) If you would like more information, such as details about the video or photos, or would like to know how to buy them, send me a msg. ~ Athena

For Joey....
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

An Adult Survey
An Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. 1) Ever been to a strip club? many times 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? once or twice :) 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? nope 5) kissed someone of the same sex? hell no 6) thrown up from drinking to much? a couple times 7) had sex in a car? yes 8) had sex in a park? yes 9) had sex in a movie theater? yes 10) had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) had sex at work? yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? ohh yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? many times 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? definitely. 17) have you ever had a threesome? yes. 18) Are your breasts real? hmmmmmm 19) Have you ever kissed a stranger??? yes 20) Does anyone have naughty pics

Updates
my sierra - boogie her temps finally down some she still wont eat but she is drinking more today ... she is back to smiling some i want to thank u all for ur prayers for her i truely believe in the power of prayer to heal love u all and ill be back sometime tonight i have company comming and im excited :D

Recovery Is A Bitch
Yeah, so I didn't think recovering from surgery would be this hard, but it is. Off my hardcore painkillers now, just waiting for my scars to heal and to get back to my normal self. I follow up with my surgeon on wednesday and if he gives me the go ahead, I'll be back in WF by that weekend. Anywho, just wanted to let everyone know that I survived. Later y'all!

My Astro Profile,interesting...
Name: brittani Sun Sign: Capricorn Life Path Number: 8 Chinese Sign: Dragon Element: Earth Mode: Cardinal Ruler: Saturn Color: Black, Dark Green, Cherry Red ***Strengths:*** Ambitious, authoritarian, calm, demanding, diligent, diplomatic, efficient, focused, genial, loyal, patient, pragmatic, profound realistic ***Weaknesses:*** Calculating, despotic, indifferent, inflexible, moody, schoolmasterly, severe, skeptical, opinionated, rigorous Capricorn, the tenth sign of the zodiac, represents discipline, ambition, and rationality, making you the most determined and persistent sign of the zodiac, brittani. Since you have such an unshakable faith in your own power, you have an extreme capacity for hard work and endurance. Saturn, the planet of challenges and restrictions, is the ruler of Capricorn. Saturn is sometimes associated with bad luck; however, without the obstacles of Saturn we would never grow and evolve any further, which makes this planet the o

Facts About Sex
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities

Update
If ya read my last blog.. here is the update lol Shane's surgery on his ears went well! About 15 toal minutes to remove the cyst and replace both ear tubes. He even spent the night at my Moms that night and was tryin to ride his bike! And for my youngest... The doctor did give us a diagnosis of Aspergers Syndrome. Is that good?? Maybe so.... He also wrote that it was beneficial for him to have a IEP at school. Will that help? I hope so . Things are still goin busy and strong here.. I am still not ignoring anyone.. please dont forget me! I didnt forget you all. xo

Erotic Stories
I have always been the person who wasn't willing to try anything. But one day that changed. It was an experience I wouldn't soon forget. First off, let me describe myself. I am 5'7", 110 lbs, I have black hair, green eyes, tanned-skin, A-cup breasts, tight buns, and I have NEVER had any problems getting a man. One day, one of my male friends, Adam, said that it would be interesting and sexy to see me experiment with another woman. I just laughed it off and said, "Yeah right, not in this lifetime." He said, "Yeah, one day it'll happen." Well, that day happened three weeks later. See, I had this friend that I met in college, Kate. She was one of those fun-loving girls, always willing to try anything. She loved to party, and she was a best friend to the bottle. Anyhow, she asked me to go out to a party with her on a Friday night. I didn't know the people we were partying with, but I seemed to fit in quite well. In fact, I hit it off with many guys. I had been drinking pretty h

Our Kind Of Pleasure
Thrust your dagger deep and hard Tear me apart with your fingers Murder, at last, my every thought Tempt the fount of my desire Unveiling, unleashing what you should not Unbearable pain will be our pleasure Grip me tightly and dont let go scratch the surface tenderly Ignoring my request for more Torturing teasing Till you almost cant hold on I want you to make me sinfully dirty Then make me sorry for my sins Torment me with every wound and rip away my regret Engraving the memory forever Intricate carvings through my head The time will pass so pleasantly Screeching through hurried breath I want to die in your arms You who brought me to my death And be revived with a second life Only yearning for my demise again

Guys........got From A Friend
1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than ALOT OF GUYS..you're a HOE) (Also this one, i'll change if people want me to, people have different life styles) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. NEW*5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile when there attracted to them 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

First Date
This was on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read this. We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter...Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They we re strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home Late that afternoon they were driving back down the mountain when she gradually began to ! realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her companion suggested she try to hold it, which she did for a while. Unfortunately, because of t

Headaches
I read about this in my Mens Health mag on the metro this afternoon and just found this online.... - Just at the start of a migraine, put five to ten drops of a cayenne extract in the nostril on the side of the headache. Hold the medicine in the nostril. The headache is usually gone in about 10 minutes. Even after headaches are well established the cayenne extract will work fairly well. In these cases it may need to be used on both sides. Interestingly enough, the pain in the nostrils is not as intense as one would think it could be. The way to make the tincture is a quarter of a teaspoon of cayenne pepper in one cup of pure grain alcohol from a liquor store at 80 - 95% concentration, the best solvent range for cayenne. Let is set for a day or two and it is then ready for use. EVEN BETTER :):) --- The weekly magazine Freundin said scientists have found that regular sex produces hormones including adrenaline and cortisol. These stimulate the brain, which in turn helps

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies (thanks To Daisy!!)
Take a man or woman and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier

Yes People Are Getting Fake What About U?
Yes I like many hate the fake wanna bes of society but those calling the fakes fake are fake them selves. Every fucking time I hear "Like people are getting fake here" I think yeah so are you. People put on a mask because they are afraid of showing their true selves. They try to be something they can't be there for making them fake. So people want to bitch about who is fake saying others lie. News flash YOU ALL LIE. Very few people tell the truth any more and those who do I do gladly honor you because you are the people I am looking for. You say you never lie but then why do u tell your child sanata clause exist or the easter bunny or even JESUS yea I said it Jesus fucking christ. You lie to your kids just like you lie to your self. You pray to a imaginary friend for adults and kids alike. You claim "Oh I'm not fake" Ok then why is it you go power hungry and money hungry? Why is it you choose to kill the truth than hear it out? I know it hurts but so does hiding shame in a mask. Hallow

Poser!!!
PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, THIS PERSON IS POSING! SHE HAS STOLEN SOME OF MY PICS AND IS POSING THEM AS HERS. I AM GOING TO REPORT HER BUT CAN YOU PLEASE POST AS MANY BULLETINS AND BLOGS AS YOU CAN ABOUT HER PLEASE? HUGS AND KISSES!!!! sultry@ fubar

My Leg
Just wanted to give an update..... I went to the doctor today....I was released 3 weeks ago for therapy on my broken leg, today he told me to put on a normal shoe instead of my aircast and start walking on it, which i actually have been for the past few days...lol I am anxious to start walking again without a walker. So good news so far, but the healing is still going slowly, he's hoping that by putting my weight on it, that it will compress the bone together. I saw the X-ray, and to me it still seems like I have a long way to go. As far as the open wound on my shin area, its healing slowly as well, not as well as he would hsve liked to see. But none the less, i am healing and hopefully will be back on my feet fully soon! much love to all, Korissa

Good Bye
I have nothing left- Nothing to give... Since I don't have you- Why Should I live... The words you say-Conflict with the beat.... I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed Is what you said.... I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead... When you told me you liked me- All the glory rose to my heart... Yes, you were right- you tore me apart... I told you I hated you- But deep down In my heart I don't I can't feel your heart- If It just Won't I told you I didn't like you... But what I told you was a lie... I can't tell you how I feel- you made me cry Why does it hurt so much? You Hurt me I want you so bad... But you took my love for granted... Shattered my heart and made me sad... I wish you would know how I feel I wish , you would come back I would make it right- I would make it real I just want to grab you and make you see... Just how much I need you here with me... I still remember that september day- When y