WHICH IS REALLY A GOOD THING.
USAULLY WHEN I BLOG THAT MEANS
SOMEONE HAS REALLY TICKED ME OFF!
BUT LATELY I BEEN ALRIGHT.
HAVEN'T BEEN ON ANY EMOTIONAL
ROLLERCOASTER.
I'M SLOWLY COMING TO THE TERMS
THAT MY BABY BROTHER IS GONE
AND NOT COMING BACK-AND THATS
THAT.
I BELIEVE THAT IS THE FIRST STEP
TO MENDING MY BROKEN HEART.
I'M FINALLY STARTING TO FOCUS
AGAIN-ALSO GAINING BACK MY
LOST PERCEPTION OF REALITY.
FINALLY ABLE TO SLEEP AGAIN
ALMOST BACK TO MY COMFORT ZONE AGAIN
MY TEARS HAVE TURNED TO A FAINT
SMILE-AS I REMEMBER HAPPIER TIMES.
BUT I STILL ALWAYS WONDER "WHY ME"
CONFIDENT THAT MY BROTHER IS RESTING
NOT SUFFERING AS WE ARE
BUT STILL NOT TOTALLY SATISFIED.
READY TO FALL IN LOVE AND TRY TO
LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE
WHATEVER THAT MAY BE
HOPING THAT THE MAN I WISH TO
MARRY,HAVE HIS CHILD AND GO THE
DISTANCE FOR
IS ON MY SIDE
RIDING FOR ME
AS I WOULD FOR
HIM
TRYING TO FIND MY WAY THROUGH LIFE
WHILE STARING AT THE WORLD THROUGH
MY REARVIEW.
