This day is ALWAYS hard for meto sleep nowdays. Oct.27th.... This is the day that i gave life to a child after knowing only 2 mths that is was pregnant. He weighed 4lbs and 1/2oz. he was fullterm also.... then in Feb he got RSV and was hospitalized and almost died onus. He was a great and VERY spoiled kid.He loved life and made veryone smile everyday. then onAug.3 01 there was a car wreck. The damn setbelt and the seat of the car took him from all of us...... He would have been 13 today... I miss my boo! But i am so glad that he does not have to go thru all the drama of the life here on this god forsaken ground anymore... The pain NEVER leaves and you dont get over it... You learn to live with it... why does today bother me when i can handle it any other day of the year... I guess i will wait till the sun comes up and go tout to where we laid him to rest (which i did NOT get to go to the funeral because the STUPID ASS dr wouldnt let me leave the hospital...DUMBASS!!) anyways ohh well another day and another year goes by till I see My son again...
