I thought I was happy, and last night it came to a crashing end. Im so upset because I let my gard down, and as I should have known, i would be let down,,,,like always. I m just sooo pissed, upset, disappointed,sad, every kind of emotion is going through me right now, I cried myself to sleep last night. I mean, after 2 years of being single and cautious, I let myself get feelings for someone, only to be slapped in the face. Again. I dont know what Im gonna do, I feel like giving up altogether, Im sooo mad, I just wanna call him and cuss him out, which I think I will, Im not an easy bitch to let someone see my feelings, and I did, only to get hurt. Maybe Im drunk, but I WILL let that asshole have a piece of my mind, it only seems right, I mean, he hurt me, so now Im about to try to hurt him. Only seems fair, ya know? As always, thanks for readin my shit! *Hugs*
