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Shmeep
100. WHAT’S YOUR PROFILE SONG & WHY? FEEL ALIVE by BENNY BENASSI...cuz it's hot... like me lol 99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? yes, I screw people for money! 98. MIDDLE NAME? starts with an "M" xD 97. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE? oui 96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HRS? mhm 95; Where is the last place you took a plane ride home from? NEVER 92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD? when people don't comment my pictures hahahaha 91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? whore 90.WHAT IS YOUR NAME? WiLlIaM 89. ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR NAME? nah 88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO? no 87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? yes 86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? home; living room 85. WHAT FUN THING DID YOU DO THIS WEEKEND? its just begun 84. DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY? work 83. ARE YOU HAPPY? oh yes, i gotted kisses for my forehead...a whole oceans worth! haha xD 82. WHAT IS SITTING TO YOUR LEFT RIGHT NOW? a soda lol 81. WHERE IS YOUR GRANDPA RIGHT

Dig
We all have a weakness But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye, and ask for forgiveness. We'll make a pact to never speak that word again. Yes, you are my friend. We all have something that digs at us, at least we dig each other. So when weakness turns my ego up I know you'll count on the me from yesterday. If I turn into another dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone. We all have a sickness that cleverly attaches and multiplies No matter how we try. We all have someone that digs at us, at least we dig each other. So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine. If I turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this song! Remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone. Oh, each other when everything else is gone. ******************

White Boy
Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. You have Miss Black Suwannee County. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racist

Pissed Need Suggestions.
I paid the $17.53 last week and paid just yesterday before 8:00pm of $48.13 of the automated system told me to pay and gave me a confirmation number and everything. All of a sudden its off!!!!!

Quarterly Final
to all my friends. Tomorrow, I have a chance to win a seat at the World Series of Poker $5000.00 event for next year. Tish a dream I have had for such a long time. Please wish me all the luck and the skill in the world. I will let you know how I do!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!!

Paul Harvey Writes:
We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it\'s all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he\'s scared, I hope you let him. When you want to see a movie and

Little Mark On Math
LITTLE Mark ON MATH!! A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little MARK. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little MARK says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little MARK replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the Wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE MARK ON MATH (Part 2) Little MARK returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic "Why?" a

Courtesy Flush Mother Fucker
Bathroom Etiquette Ok, I’m gonna be honest and say yes… my shit probably does stink. We all do it. We all shit. It’s all stinky. It’s all the same. If this is the case, why is it when I go to a public restroom that I literally fucking gag at the smell at someone else’s shit? It’s disgusting. And the problem is is if I’m gagging I wanna throw up which means that I’m stuck in that fucking stinky shit smelling bathroom longer. Two words people: Courtesy Flush. That’s right. Courtesy Flush mother fucker. If you don’t know what that is prepare to be schooled. A Courtesy Flush is flushing the fucking toilet like no tomorrow when your taking a shit. Flush that stinky shit down the toilet so that the perfume of your fucking lunch doesn’t stank up the entire fucking room and so that normal people like me, who’s shit isn’t that fucking stinky, can actually go to the bathroom and not gag back barf. You stinky mother fuckers. While we’re on the subject…what is up with people dr

Invisability
It is so hard to love someone and have them treat you as if you were invisible, to totally ignore you and not even be able to say a kind word to you when you say something to them. To have that person treat you as if you are not important to them in any way, even tho they know that you love them and wish to have just a small piece of there attention even if it is only 5 mins. He says you are important but yet he does not show it and it hurts no matter what you do or what you tell yourself his reason is.

Panthers Are #1
So the Northern Iowa Panthers are 6-0 so far this year, and are ranked #1 in the nation in the Sporting Network FCS Football poll. Awesome. And in approximately 18.5 hours, they will be playing against Western Illinois in Macomb, IL I'll be leaving Cedar Falls around noon on the fan bus that's headed down there for the game. Should be a fun time. (and it will be nice to not have to drive) Hopefully the Panthers don't have a let-down after their exciting Homecoming win last week

Winner At A Losing Game
rascal flastts winner at a losing game baby, look here at me have you ever seen me this way ive been fumblin for words through the tears and the hurt and the pain im gonna lay it all out on the line tonite and i think that its time to tell this uphill fight goodbye have u ever had to love someone that just dont feel the same trying to make somebody care for u the way i do is like trying to catch the rain and if love is really forever im a winner at a losing game i know that baby, you tried to find me somewhere inside of u but you know you cant lie girl you cant hide the truth sometimes two hearts just cant dance to the same beat so ill pack up my things and i'll take what remains of me have u ever had to love someone that just dont feel the same trying to make somebody care for u the way i do is like trying to catch the rain and if love is really forever im a winner at a losing game i know that i'll never be the man that you nee

Frustrated And Confused
There's this guy I like (he knows who he is) and I thought he liked me, but now I'm starting to wonder. I talked to him every day for a long time, usually at 5:30 in the morning while he was getting ready for work. There were certain things he would say or do every time I talked to him that kinda gave me the feeling he wanted to be with me, but last night I sent him an email telling him how I felt and he replied saying he just wanted to be friends. I was completely crushed when I read it, and just wanted to cry. Then I get on here and look at his blog. When I do I find this: i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better I think of you all the time THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us What matters is that you make me happy and i wil

Angel (my Friend Daniel Wrote This For Me!)
Angel, angel looking down guard my friend don't let her frown. Keep her happy all the day send her safely on her way. When her day of toil is coming to an end please remind her always that I am still her friend. The friend that loves her dearly no matter what may be if she will look around she will clearly see. So, sweet guardian angel, watch over her with care let her know my heart is with her it's with her everywhere.

Funny I Though
An extremely rich Texas gentleman decided that he wanted to throw a party and invted all of his friends and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, (The only Black man in the neighborhood.) He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters, BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host announced "I have a 10 foot man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash & every- one turned around and saw Leroy jump in the pool! Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its butt! Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gat

Friends (daniel Sent Me This One 2)
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU

Re: Bbc Reported Collapse Of Wtc Building 7 Early-- Twice
RE: BBC Reported Collapse of WTC Building 7 Early-- TWICE ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 19 Oct 2007, 23:08 Part I: BBC World reports the collapse of the Salomon Brothers Building (WTC 7) while it is clearly still standing outside the window behind the reporter (tall building on the right). They also give a time reference that is 23 minutes before the actual collapse. As the reporter keeps talking to the studio anchor and the time approaches the actual collapse, her feed cuts out to the BBC studio (approx. 5 minutes before).Part II: In the BBC's explanation for their 23 minute advance warning of the Salomon Brothers Building (7 WT) collapse, they said that they cannot make any determinations regarding the broadcast because they have "lost" the footage. They went on to specifically mention BBC News 24 as the only remaining footage, but said that it did not clear matters up either way.This is the BBC News 24 clip--notice the time stamp. A

Growing Up Scared. ( My Mom Wrote This)
I keep growing out of control, I've become the grown up I didn't want to know. I hate fighting the firehearts that was once me.Yet I hate loosing heart that could grow unique. So little hearts i love don't hate me too much, so i can reach out my arms to you when you've had enough. I'm not everyones parent nor i want to be, but i hope you reach out when you grow to be free.

If You Only Knew
If You Only Knew by BlueWolf © If you only knew, Days are filled with thoughts and dreams of you, Sometimes in the silent night, I see the glow of your Heart's tender light, How I wish to feel your touch, To be in your arms tender clutch, My love for you will never undo, If you only knew.............

Letting Go
Something keeps telling me I’ve got to let go. I hold a love inside that I can never show. I want to hold you in my arms but I’ll never see that day. Some force beyond my control decided to take my heart away. My babies live only in my heart and mind. For me to let go says I want to leave them behind. My life has now fallen apart not knowing what’s right and wrong. Can someone please tell me where the hell I belong. What am I living for? Why do I even try? I want to be with my babies. Why can’t I just die? Will I ever again see a time where my heart doesn’t hurt so much? Will I ever again feel pleasure at a simple human touch? Am I that dead inside that time can never heal? Am I holding on to a dream that is no longer real? Someone please help me to end this pain. Someone please help me to live life again.

What Am I Worth?
I am fighting an eating disorder, low self esteem, and depression. Am I even worth any of you attention? I get paranoid about way too much. Do you still think you can help with a gentle touch? I cuss like a sailor and I smoke way too much. Do I even deserve the compassion of human touch? I sometimes hear voices that aren’t really there. Can you tell me now that you still do care? I won’t share the covers and need a light when I sleep. Can you still say it’s me you still want to keep? I talk way too much and am always in tears. Do you still want to help me face my fears? I did a lot of drugs and I still like to drink. Tell me now what do you really think? I’m obsessed with my dog and I’m way too fat. Tell me what you honestly think about that? What am I worth now that you know all of this? Am I worth loving forever or don‘t fairytales exist?

October 20, 2007.
I am new to Fubar and wanted to say hello to everyone. I love to blog, and write journals and reflect stuff in general. I also write poems. I don't know if I'll blog much on here or not. We'll see. Silent Cries Gloomy sunsets and silent cries, my heart hurts on the inside. Rainy days and sad good byes, my friends have left my side. Weakened spirits start to die, broken hearts long for love. Nothing's right, why even try, sorrow storms from up above. Eyes mirror yesterdays reflection, warmth and laughter went astray. Sunny days? I have no recollection, nothing seems like it will be okay. Lovers who love with all of their heart, seem to be lovers who are often torn apart. © Mitchell Brian

Arrested
i was arrested tonight. my friends little brother bailed me and her out and then i had to bail my other friend out. I'm so pissed off. i can't believe this happened, being booked was a total waste of my fucking friday night. and the guys in the holding cell were like wylin out when they saw me and friends being brough it. and some crazy fool was wyin out in his cell and scaring the shit out of me and my friends!! you call friends to come bail out you of jail and yeah it's best friends sitting next to you on the inside. ha i learned that shit tonight for real. god, arrested!!! i'm ashamed. also i was in those cuffs and i was texting people in my holding cell! it was so funny. i also took a picture with my phone, that no one will see! but i think that was like so damn funny that we were textings and taking pics on our cells in ... our cell. :P yeah, we are badass. hardcore!! oh boy i will not be forgetting this night anytime soon.

It Is You I Dream Of
A flower grows from beneath a blanket Of fine and purest white It reaches toward the sun for warmth, For heat and for the light My love for you grows stronger still, Despite the surrounding cold My heart is yours, bartered gone For yours has it been sold Its petals shine from morning dew Its stem grows stiff and strong It stands strong through the freezing cold It stands the winter long I long for you, for your soft touch I miss the way you smile The longer that we stay apart The longer every mile The flower stretches through the snow It reaches toward the sun And now without you the color is gone The flower's petals, dun But as we talk, and as we learn The flower comes back to life The snow now melts and goes away As you take away my strife Spring is here and growth abounds As you and I are one We are together, we are in love The snow for now is done I see the future, in dreams I have Of our life, long and true I see the times where all I ne

In Love With You
In love with you is what I'd call it Never wanting to be separated from your side Like a field of spring flowers in full florescence Overwhelming the totality of my senses; my Very being is entranced by your every touch Engulfed in flames my heart burns for it's inamorata. Why is it that... Inside and out is my body yearning? The reason is right before me Here...it is you... You are my shining star, and Only in slumber does my heart not bellow Unchained and impassioned is my love...

Love's Touch
Love's touch is a warm feeling in your heart, the endless melody playing in your mind. It's the skip in your heartbeat when you're with your true love. I feel love's touch when I'm with you. I hear the endless melody when I'm in your warm embrace. My heart skips a beat when I feel your tender lips against mine. I feel love's touch whenever I'm thinking of you. You are, to me, love's touch.

The Angel
I worked and loved and lived my life right I prayed to the Lord, every day and night To send me an Angel, to honor and love And to me he did send her, from heaven above She was beautiful, glorious, I was smitten from the start Intelligent, witty, with a glance she melted my heart I knew right then I had found my true love Her kiss, sent my heart soaring on the wings of a dove Defenses breached, Walls tumbled down Gazing deep into her eyes, knowing I would drown Her love, I wore like a badge of honor though her actions made me sit back and ponder The wonder of a love so strong Whispering into her ear all night long If only I could put into words, just how I feel Then perhaps this breach in my heart would seal I could love unconditionally, not worry if returned Accepting what comes, never fearing being burned Boundless passion I have stored in this heart of mine Taken for granted, or neglected, time after time

Within My Soul
You came from my dreams, Filling my heart. Walking beside me, Holding me close The gentleness you bestowed upon me The closeness we share Leaves me in awe of you. So many truths of dreams and desires Held so tight. Hidden just below the surface A heart no longer silent The need to share the reality Of such purity of essence You see me as I am I wear no mask before you Standing vulnerable, shy, soft, and loving No pretending, it is very real You're not my imagination, But what was missing from my soul A piece of cloth, Woven so close. Threads intertwined Each touched by the other. Held tight, each making the other strong With every thread, it becomes more complete One in the same, each enhancing the other Do we stand and question The purity of this moment Together in sight of a common goal Or merely brushing it aside, and settling With a mere existence Will we have the courage To open our hearts, Letting our souls reach out, Sharing completely

Forever In My Heart
How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...tomorrow...forever!

Drug Personality
..>..> ..> Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.One moment you're in your own little happy universe...And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!..> What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

"if You Don't Like It, Then Just Get Out!"
What a stupid phrase this is. If it wasn't for ill feelings towards government and social structure us Americans would still be British. All you red necks who say "if you don't support the government then you can just get the hell out" or make similar statements, why don't you just move to England where they still have a monarchy? Seriously, read a freakin' history book. The End

Angel Should Of Told You
Your laughter speaks the loudest And you tell me that you're fine Angel, don't you lie to me It's time to draw the line Tell me why you're breaking apart And why it hurts to give a smile Give me a chance to let you in And you'll find that it's worthwhile I can tell you're trying so very hard To swallow your faults and fears I can hear you when you whisper "If you only knew of all my tears" You're losing yourself a little at a time I see you're starting to fade away Angel, don't you lose your hope If you come to me, I will stay "What's wrong", you're always asked You return with the same reply "Nothing, I'm okay..." said with a disheartened twinkle in your eye I can see the suffering you lock away With all of the memories that you keep I can always see your tired face From when you cry yourself to sleep It's quite obvious that you want to go But, you can't leave me here alone Angel, Don't you let go of your life I'll fill the gaps that need to be s

Michael Hutchence Memorial Concert
I cannot believe that almost 10 years is gone by.Such a magnetic,Charming and dynamically explosive presence on stage,He is still missed so deeply by so many,and alot of us "old fans" will always consider him the one and only true lead singer of INXS.If you listen to the video below it says it all! ~Missin You Hutch~

Omg So True!
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Saturday, October 20: Figuring out where this relationship is can be a headache, especially if you use other people's standards as a measuring tool. Toss all magazine articles and self-help books out the door. What matters are your standards.

Doa
The sound of the water trickles off the roof, the snow is melting all around. Winter is over and the sun is shining bright, can I have just one last kiss tonight? I thought this love would last forever. I thought that we'd be together. The seasons come and go so fast, the flowers are blooming and the leaves are turning green. I say I love you, you say you love me, but really what does that mean? I thought this love would last forever. I thought that we'd be together. It's 9:15 on a Friday night, the leaves are falling to the ground. It seems like eternity since I last heard your voice, I thought this day would never come. You're my all, you're my everything....

Why?
So as i was sleeping last night, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was in the special forces. Why did i dream this? I dreamed it because its my subconscious living out my lifelong dream. My lifelong dream growing up was to enroll in the Air Force Academy, and become a pilot, fighter or transport I just wanted to fly! Now I just want to know why i was born with a fucked up hip that wasnt developed so theres no way the services ever would have accepted me. Why me? thats a question I wonder alot of lately. Why was I born? Why am I here on earth? What is my purpose? Im 28 years old and I really dont know any of those answers. I wish it would quit eating my insides, I wish i could lead a normal life like most other people/friends in my life.

An Older Story, But Still Odd...
Okay, so I am sitting here soaking my Thanksgiving Day evening, enjoying myself. A friend of mine is in town and might just cruise by tonight, so I am in no rush to hit the sack. I hear a car drive up into my condo area, thinking it might be him. But he knows there is no parking here-maybe he wants to drop something out of his car. But then the car drives away. I figure maybe he had a brain fart or something. Soon enough it sounds like somebody is trying to unlock my door or open it so I know its him. Soon after, my doorbell rings. Wierd, I gave him my spare key so he can come and go this weekend as he pleases. I figure maybe because the door sticks he thinks I have to open it from the inside or he has his hands full. I turn the light on and walk downstairs to see the silloutte of two figures walking down the drive way to an awaiting car. I turn my light on, open the letter which got my name 90% correct, and read it. It reads as the following: "Joe, NOV.23.06 I told you that I wa

Friends - Not Romance
I'm not looking for love on the internet. I'm just here cause I'm bored and want to meet some new friends to chat with and maybe play some pool with. Too many wierdos out there and not enough normal people.

Keeper Of My Dreams
When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The woman who holds my heart in her hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

As Long As You're Near
The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near.

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Elements
To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit?

The Girl In The New Dress
The Girl in the New Dress by Larry Letemplier Laura gazed longingly at the ocean blue floral print dress displayed in Tilly’s Boutique window. It’s just perfect, she thought. She went in the store and strode over to the counter. On a shelf above the cash register a portable radio played a song that tugged her heart string. When the lady behind the counter asked Laura if she could help her, she said that she would like to try on the blue dress in the window. The clerk undressed the mannequin and directed Laura toward a small room in the far corner. She removed her blouse and jeans and slipped on the dress. The mirrors around the little room revealed a slim, curvaceous figure hugged snugly inside the dress. She twirled and wavy red hair bounced about and blended enchantingly with the ocean blue flow that surrounded her. "My Blair will just flip when he sees me", she thought. Blue was Blair’s favorite color, and she could hardly wait to see his eyes light up and his wide smil

More Poems
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only you, the reason why. *************************************************** Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall. ************************************************** I want to make your heart beat just f

A Must Read.....
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow andasked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were l

My Mom
this is my mom GODDESSOFLIGHT *PROUD FU-WIFE OF ARMY DAD*@ fubar we all love her so much. she works hard to provide for us. well im on my own now but i have 3 sisters still at home. my mom works 2 jobs and works her ass off at them. she puts in around 60 or more hours a week. soon at tax season she will put in over 100 hours a week. she also has a diease called lupus. makes it hard for her to work but she does it. she shows us so much love and has taught us so much in life. i cant say enough about her. she doesnt date hardly at all she spends most of her away from work time with her children, like planning a halloween party for them. just reason she had a slumber party for my baby sister, had 24 6 year olds at it. lol i stayed away. we dont know how she does it all. to say she is wonder woman puts it mildly. she does so much for so many. she also belongs to the ladies auxillary and helps them with things there. she hardly ever misses a sporting event or what ever

Nist Implicitly Admits: Wtc Towers Destroyed In Controlled Demolition
NIST IMPLICITLY ADMITS: WTC TOWERS DESTROYED IN CONTROLLED DEMOLITION By Kevin Barrett http://www.mujca.com [Note: I will be speaking with Kevin Ryan, a leading expert on the NIST cover-up, at the Peoria Public Library at 2 pm this Saturday, 10/20/07, 107 N.E. Monroe St., Peoria, IL 61602] Re: http://www.911blogger.com/node/12002 In an amazing about-face, the National Institute for Standards and Technology (NIST) has implicitly admitted that its 10,000-page report on the destruction of the Twin Towers is a fraud, and that the buildings were destroyed by controlled demolition. In its recent reply to family members Bill Doyle and Bob McIlvaine, scientists Steven Jones and Kevin Ryan, architect Richard Gage and the group Scholars for 9/11 Truth and Justice, NIST states: "We are unable to provide a full explanation of the total collapse." Thus NIST euphemistically admits that its 10,000-page report on the Towers does not even pretend to provide any explanation whatsoe

Help Bombing My Pet:)
Hi my friends my dog Nibbles is in a contest for the cutest dog on fubar..please come by and show her some luv..help her win this contest..be lots of licks in it for everyone that helps:)LOL My friend Mark is running this contestMark11779@ fubarhere is the link to his page..show him and his lovely fubar wife some luv..go to his page read blog about rules.Start time is Monday..Nibbles is thanking everyone in advance for your help!!Thanks,Tammy aka Fantasia:)

****daddys Poem***
****DADDYS POEM*** this hit hard today-i needed this Body: Body: Body: Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. T

Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Is Moving To Wflmradio.com Starting Oct. 29th
OK! Here’s the scoop! THE VM UNDERGROUND SHOW IS GOING LATE NIGHT STARTING OCT 29 2007!8pm (Pacific) 11pm (Est)Taking over the rest of the Month of OCT is Rebbi’s Rambunctious Noise! The show will also be syndicated to Musicians Addict, WFLM Radio and V-M-U.com!4pm (pacific) 8pm (est)More details soon during Nov! The VM Underground Show www.v-m-u.comwww.wflmradio.comwww.musiciansaddict.com

For October 20,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For October 20,2007 You've been feeling pretty good about your situation, but now you need to try something a little different -- especially when it comes to money. You can tell what will work and what won't this time.

90 Seconds Of Lust!
We walked into the elevator with a crowd of other people heading to the theater on the fifth floor. You stood in front of me, and I could smell your hair. I moved my face closer, noticing your luscious bare shoulder, and neck, and had to bite my tongue to stop from sinking my teeth into your flesh. I breathed the scent of your hair in deeply, and my cock surged and began to press against my jeans hard. Everyone's eyes were glued to the numbers as we went up floor by floor, and I said to myself, 'Fuck it,' and slid my hand up over the waist band of your jeans, and slowly down towards your ass. You stiffened, and gasped—but quickly muffled it so that no one would notice. My fingers moved down into the groove of your ass, and I slid my little finger into you, and you pressed back against me hard so that I was pinned to the wall. You grabbed my cock through my jeans with an iron grip, and I pushed my fingers further into the back of your jeans almost up to my elbow. I pushed my thum

......... Blog
A popular speaker started off his lecture by holding up a $20 bill. In the room teeming with people, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who now wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he continued, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on the floor and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what happened or what will happen, you

Cp For Life Bitches!!! I Miss It :(
TO ALL MY DISNEY CP BUDS! I am a Disney CP. Yes I lived in Orlando, and yes, it's shady and skeezy - but just thinking about it makes me smile. We dont call it Orlando, it's O-town or 32821, get it right We go to the parks everyday and make sure we get backdoored onto the rides. And yes, getting backdoored is the best thing ever. We go to Wal-Mart all the time for no reason, and bitch b/c Target has a closing time. We could be from Alaska or Maine, but we still went home saying "ya'll." (this one is my FAVORITE cuz it is so true) We know what TTC, DAK, PI and all those fun things stand for. We've had to pop our trunks for security We know what Vista Lay means. We compare our ID pictures We love going to the Vista Pool, but we'd NEVER go in the hot tub We've been to Bdubs and Ale House at least 3 times a week, with at least 10 other people. My car STILL has sand in it from Cocoa Beach. We ruled PI on thursday nights. We have friends in

Hey, Are You Looking?
There is an old song that applies to many of us and it’s in this line that I want to talk of Remember I was looking for love in all the wrong places I was looking for love in too many faces well now sadly, faces has turned into websites and all too often all you get is worthless lies. Well if you are looking – guys and gals listen closely to what I have to tell if you think you found Mr. /Mrs. Right before you say “I do” go to this site. It’s only in your best interest that I am telling you this you need to learn who you can trust so to go here is really a must. This site is a “Scammers Hall of Fame” and please look at pictures, not names if you look for the name, you might miss that one so look closely at all until the list is all done. Good luck, I hope your dream is not there remember I am saying this because I care OK here’s the site I’m talking about please go there now and check it out. http://www.romancescam.com/album/index.php Please remember

My Promise
When time comes you find yourself in deep trouble Like a ship lost in the mid-sea during a storm You want to cry and need a shoulder to lean on Seem hopeless and could not move on... Got no one around whom to count on. Maybe you have totally forgotten me Have given up on me for somebody Think I am useless and nothing but garbage So you shun and make a mock on me. You might be surprised when you turn your back See me smile with open arms and extended hands For unlike them whom you prefer to be with than me I'll never give up... Turn my back on you. I'll be your candle Offer you light so you may not stumble

You Are To Me
Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you Your love is warm and precious Your heart so pure and true Heavens angels brought me To knock upon your door To give you all my love To keep you wanting more The special bond we share, will guide us on our way To a perfect life were dreams come true What more can I really say We were brought together, never will we part Your my special gift Your my shining star I'll love you unconditionally With all my heart and soul I'll never break your spirit I'll always keep you whole

" Happy Sweetest Day Baby My Kage "
" BABY I WOULD ONLY LEAVE MY HAT ON MMMMMM HMMMM " imikimi - Customize Your World Dierks Bentley "Come A Little Closer" music videoAdd to My Profile | More Videos " I LOVE YOU WITH MY HEART MIND BODY SOUL " " HAPPY SWEETEST DAY " I LOVE YOU CHERIE YOUR BABYDOLL ALWAYS & FOREVER

20/10/07
LARNE COLTS 4-1 WHITEHEAD EAGLES The colts travelled to beltoy for this home game against whitehead.It was a slow start to the game and in the early stages goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and robert watson,jordan weir and thomas spence had to look lively .But when the colts got a grip of the game with thomas mcdowell and odhran kemp flying up the wings and stephen gordon and jamie magill working hard in midfield it was no surprise whe david hunter let a shot rip from outside the box to put the colts 1-0 up.With the colts now in the ascendency darrentennant then reece mcginley got on the scoresheet to give the colts a 3-0 half time lead.In the second half whitehead pulled a goal back probably the goal of the game.But a move from jamie millar,johnny mccurdy and craig bailie nearly found reece mcginley but it shaved the post.But darren tennent added a 4th after good work from david christie and dylan doole and that was the end of the scoring ,the colts winning 4-1.Matchball sponsor was stevie

Untainted Eyes
Look to the world, through these untainted eyes of mine. I dream of having someone to love, I longed for that moment. But it always seemed like a dream, since every chance I had for love, easily slipped from my grasp, and it shattered into pieces. It broke like a fragile item. Beyond repair... Puzzles never meant to be solved, not to be solved by the likes of me... I cried after every single chance I lost, for such chances occurred, when the skies cried the tear of a falling star. Or when they expelled a shooting star, that was doomed to circle the heavens, and the mortal world. It seemed like Love itself, had something against me. Like I was destined to never experience it. Where I know I am strong enough, to endure the pain I will eventually go through, for achieving true love on first chances, would truly be a feat to happen. It's where I will know, I will always shed tears from every action, from triumphant deception, or dominated by hate. Corruption co

Lol Well Dayum, That Defines It I Guess Lmao
love (lŭv) pronunciation n. 1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. 3. 1. Sexual passion. 2. Sexual intercourse. 3. A love affair. 4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment. 6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love. 7. 1. A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language. 2. The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love. 8. Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid. 9. often Love Christianity. Charity. 10. Sports. A zero score in tennis.

That Special Love
life has never been the same since that one night when hearts were exchanged and passion unfurled in between the bed sheets of those who have fallen into the unbridled passion between adoration and lust. it took just one moment a hundred kisses and a thousand whispers to change the outcome of you and me and the uncertainty of eternity. for we have proven Aphrodite wrong and the gods that have conquered us in many battles surrender to the everlasting flame of devotion between two distraught lovers conflicted by their own emotions of what shall and cannot be. love is only given to those who are tenacious enough to give more before they receive anything in return. it is a blessing easily taken away by those who have moved on. and it lives in the few whose hearts are lily white in the eyes of the treasured. lovers give chances in the hopes and with the faith that their lives change forever.

Well Ok Then
ok this is wierd my ex invited me here, and this is not really my thing but i thought uh what the hell why not, but just to warn you i am in college and i won't have time for this next week but after that i will because one of my classes was a half semester course, but a little more about me i guess i am 28 yrs old happily single with a beautiful daughter, she is 5, she has the biggest brown eyes you've ever seen and she can sucker my dad with the batting of her eyelashes! i am in to politics and geology, i've been studdying watergate on my own time because i have no life! rofl ooh ooh i'm just dieing to tell, I PASSED ALL MY FIRST TESTS! got mid terms comeing up and i am trying to transfer to sam houston state university and adding political science classes, i guess i hope that somehow i can get in to politics, wish me luck!

So Cute..
FUNNY WHAT WE DO TO ATTRACT THE OTHER (OR SAME) SEX. IT'S CUTE TO WATCH SOMEONE WITH THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS, AND SO ON... THIS FOR MY FRIEND, WHOM GAVE ME GREAT ENTERTAINMENT WATCHING HER FLIRT...AHHH, MY MUNCHKIN TARD. LOL LOL LOL

Just Fuck Me
This is the room We are in this together You and me against the rest of the world A battle to defy them Take me Hold me Show them who I belong to Let them stare I don’t care Press me down Let them know Show them the taboos of Our love This affair This beautiful defiance Are they watching? Strip me of clothes And my courtesy Kiss me in forbidden places Upon my flesh Make me gasp While you sink your teeth Into me Mark me Brand me yours Now connect with me Mind, body and soul Push into me Breathe into me Interlock with me Bring out the voice Flood the room with noise Let them hear us Let them cover their ears in shame We don’t care Deafen them Grip my flesh Grip my hair Use me to love me Use me to pleasure me Pleasure you Such taboo Let them turn Let them squirm They will learn Harder Faster Deeper You know what to do It’s me and you Against the rest of the world This is the love they can’t deny Because our kisses are of Titanium ore Unb

Don't Worry!
Hello to all of my friends! I have missed all of you so much!!!! I am having some dificulties right now, and do not have the internet at home anymore. Things are rough, but that's life right?! It will eventually get better. I just want all of you to know that I am thinking of you always, and send many blessings to you all! I will only be able to be on here probably once a week or so, and not for very long at a time. I just didn't want all of you to think I had deserted you!...lmao! I hope everyone is well, and doing ok. You can leave me messages here or on my e-mail and i will get back to you as soon as possible! MUCH LOVE, HUGZ AND SMOOTCHES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

I Love You Anyway...
BrandonDate: Oct 18, 2007 3:08 PMi bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would neve

Spiderbite2
Well I am finaly clering up the spider bite that i got two weeks ago it dont look anywere as bad as it did I am now just waitting for the rest of the healing to hapen since its still a big nasty hole well it happens. tiff

A Poem For You
Through the pain, through the sorrow, Know i'll still be here come tomorrow.... Anger, hate, disgust and shame, Those are trivial all the same..... He brought me to you, that God we love, Handed to you, this delicate dove..... He says to you, "Handle with care, This is the life you are meant to share...... Hold my hand, don't break my heart, If you do, death will surely start...... A bleeding heart could never heal, For that you'll always know how I feel..... Make my love your sanctity, My love is definite, lasting an eternity..... The deeper the love, the more we'll fear, Don't run away, my eyes will tear..... My one true love, that's who you are, Don't make me love you from afar.....

Betrayal
You betrayed my trust, but kept my heart How did it happen, how did it start All those nights talking intensely Loving you more and more immensely All the while you were plotting and planning I got caught up, just a whirlwind spanning You betrayed my trust, now I must go My days are long and oh so slow You kept my heart, I can love no other Now all I am is just a mother You can't take that from me, no way no how To this smile and take a bow My true love, a farewell to you I only hope you loved me too

Atreyu- You Give Love A Bad Name
Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darlin' you give love, a bad name Fuck you An angel's smile is what you sell Promise me heaven, then put me through hell Chains of love, got a hold on me Passion's a prison, you can't break free Whoa! You're a loaded gun Yeah, whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me My damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love a bad name You paint that smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boy's dream, you act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye Whoa! You're a loaded gun Whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love... Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give l

I Remember The Berlin Wall!
"Take me to the magic and music of the moment".....The lyrics an the music of this song are so true on SO many levels!!!....TYVM Scorps for such a wonderful song!....Much love,thanks an muahs!

Your Tongue Can Be Your Worst Enemy!
Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and power packed with faith, hope, love and action. Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve. Watch your Thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your Habits, they become character. Watch your Character, f

5th Year Anniversary Of Evan's Death
This is long and grief filled. Just don't bother reading it. Well. Today is the day. And I don't know what to make of it all. I am now just as he left me, alone in the house, only this time I'm not pregnant but I still am 'with child'. I still clearly remember the day he left, when we were all waiting for the buses to come. We were waiting on that road behind the gym. I had gotten permission from my 1SG to go say goodbye to him, even though we weren't married. All the spouses and girlfriends were all crying, except me. I was in love with the biggest man in the unit. I swear that guy was bulletproof. all of 6'5" and 280, damn near all of it in his upper body. I knew his ass would be coming back. When the buses finally came and he got his platoon formed up, he got them all on the bus, and came up to me, and hugged me. I had always gotten swallowed up in his huge arms and nothin felt off, but this time I almost couldn't breathe. He was squeezing me like he would never see me again

Blah.......
Life's Little Annoynces - things that drive a sane person nuts ------------------------------------------------------------------------ * You have to try on a pair of sunglasses with that stupid little plastic thing in the middle of them. * The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. * The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. * There's always a car riding your tail when you're slowing down to find an address. * You open a can of soup and the lid falls in. * It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. * The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. * There's a dog in the neighborhood that barks at everything. * You can never put anything back in a box the way it came. * Three hours and three meetings after lunch you look in the mirror and discover a piece of parsley stuck to your front tooth.

The Code Of Men
1. Thou shall not rent the movie 'Chocolate' 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call 'BULLSHIT'. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 8. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for anot

Your Sexual Identity
Body: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name.- MINE IS -- Read below.... -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expressi

So You Wanna Join Our Crew???
The following was received from a "member" who never really was a member, so I am using this as an opportunity to clarify a few things. Posted on bulletin board October 19, 2007 "i am tyered of people in conest asking me to help them and then i do of course but they want me in a group but whats the use of a group if u help them and umm get no help back no sence to it to help them i don't wanna be in a group any more they suck" My response to the bulletin: "Well did it occur to you let the group know you were entered into a contest??? Were you all ready entered into a contest before you joined a group?? Did you do everything that was required of said group- rating fanning etc?? Did you add the groups name to your profile?? Did you join multiple groups at the same time?? Did you comment bomb to "maxx out" on anyone else in the group??? Did you post a bulletin or a blog letting your friends know??? Did you absolutely max out every comment, everyday??? Did you personally co

In Your Eyes
I see my world in your eyes, Past, present, and future are all contained, In your limitless gaze. This captivation of destiny still surprises me, When ever I look long into the depths of your soul. For I see my hopes reflected in them, Along with so many emotions, That words could never describe. And with each passing day, As seasons meld aimlessly into oblivion, I will stand here forever, Caught in the gaze of eyes, I will never truly understand.

:-)
A girl from New Jersey and a girl from the west coast were seated side by side on an airplane.> The girl from New Jersey , being friendly and all said, "So, where ya from?" The west coast girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The girl from New Jersey , sat quietly for a few moments and then replied: "So, where ya from.... bitch?"

Adult Facts
Sex Facts! fact about sex Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are

Life Is Funny....
Often we think that we know what we want in life. Usually it has something to do with a nice comfy living that includes a mate (or for some of us mates), a place of living that is comfortable and to be stess free. I think that I could say that I have a fair amount of that. I have set some goals. But what seems to be a reocurring issuse is my choice in interpersonal relationships. Now I am not talking about someone who I am screwing, fucking or making love (cause you all know that there is a difference in all three). But I am talking about just the interaction that we have have with people on a daily basis. Seemingly I am caught in a parallel state when dealing with humans. I try to treat them the way that I want to be treated (which in itself is selfish and self gratifying). But sometimes people to include myself just do not fit into the life that you are really working for. And the roles that they serve change. But is this wrong...I mean am I a bad person just because my lif

Love Me
Straight Up! Current mood: rejected I like this guy! But he is driving me crazy! Pushing me away! I'm usually calm and shit doesn't get under my skin. But it's like he is there then the next couple days he isnt. So it's making me stress. He says he really likes me but he never really seems to show me. I kinda want thinngs to workout and he all happy and gay. But I'm getting to the point where I don't wanna wait on his ass anymore and I'm thinking about going back to what I had and forget about the thing that could make me the happiest I probally could ever be. But I'm not stressing. It will all resolve I hope. Well I know it's not going to resolve in my favor. But hey a girl can dream can't she.. Well I dont wanna be a bugg cause I hate people who are and I have never been that in my life. I feel like I would be the happiest with this person. That they could be the one. But they are changing me. I'm not the same person I have been my whole life. That bothers me.

Love
Love is... Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is th

Pic Folders
They are set for FRIENDS only for a reason. I got a shout from a person asking how can one befriend me if all my pics folders are private? Well the way I see it, if anyone wants to befriend me all they have to do is READ MY PROFILE, send a friend request with something in it and I might just add you. I do NOT add friends based on their looks, I don't have to see their pic first to add them. If they bothered to fill out their profile then I take the time to READ it. As my profile says, if you send an EMPTY request I will DENY you right then. I do however check out your page and if I see anything that interests me I will rate any and all as well. I just will NOT accept an EMPTY friends request. On that note.. I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Lets Show Love
LETS GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO '$r Whi+e Knigh+~Blondies r/l hubby ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates~' HE IS ALWAYS HELP PEEPS OUT AND HE IS THE GREATEST FRIEND TO HAVE MAKE SURE YOU TELL HIM DJ BABY BOY SENT YOU HE HAS 1,847,980 TO GO $r Whi+e Knigh+~Blondies r/l hubby ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates~@ fubar

Movie Review- The Grudge (2004)
Japanese horror was introduced to the US through The Grudge. Plot: "An American nurse living and working in Tokyo is exposed to a mysterious supernatural curse, one that locks a person in a powerful rage before claiming their life and spreading to another victim." (Source: IMDB.Com) There is also a bit of a crime story mixed into it. Acting: For the most part everyone was good. No one over acted. Special Effects: The ghosts are very scary and realistic of how an unrested spirit would appear. The scars aren't too FX-based so the movie allows your imagination to really fill in the blanks. If I Made The Movie: I would have better explained the background story. I would given it a less predictable ending. Prequel/Sequel Info.: None Rated PG-13 for Violence. Parent's Guide: A good Halloween film for older kids (12+) Out of 4 Stars....2 1/2 Stars. A little confusing storyline, but it has good scares to help it out.

Great Concert
Last night I went to the Brooks and Dunn, Alan Jackson concert at the Sound Advice Amphitheater . It was a great show and then the rain started the pour down and it became an even better show. People where sliding down the hill getting all muddy it was awsome. If I had a pickup truck or something to change into I would have joined them in there sliding fun but I didn't want to be cleaning up mud out of my car. The only bad thing about the show was that I was unable to save my phone in time so now I have to buy a new fun but it was worth it. Thats all for now, talk more later.

Weldingangel Is Always Pimping Out Others So I Thought I Would Pimp Her Out
My beautiful wife is on a short trip and won't be able to work her site so she can use all the help she can get in adding friends and fans. If you could repost this for me I would really appreciate this and so would she.

Friendship
A Friend Is A Person Who ... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffers support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

Fretting
Fretting is Futile No one has to remind you of the high cost of anxiety. (But I will anyway.) Worry divides the mind. The biblical word for worry (merimnao) is a compound of two Greek words, merizo (“to divide”) and nous (“the mind”). Anxiety splits our energy between today’s priorities and tomorrow’s problems. Part of our mind is on the now; the rest is on the not yet. The result is half-minded living. That’s not the only result. Worrying is not a disease, but it causes diseases. It has been connected to high blood pressure, heart trouble, blindness, migraine headaches, thyroid malfunctions, and a host of stomach disorders. Anxiety is an expensive habit. Of course, it might be worth the cost if it worked. But it doesn’t. Our frets are futile. Worry has never brightened a day, solved a problem, or cured a disease. -Max Lucado

Godmother Peggy Sue
Lets make this wonderful lady a Godmother. She does a lot for Fubar and deserve to become Godmother. Please click on her picture and it will take you right to her profile. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 PeggySue*treehugger*@ fubar

Thank You, Friend
I never came to you, my friend, and went away without some new enrichment of the heart; more faith, and less of doubt, more courage for the days ahead, and often in great need coming to you, I went away comforted, indeed. How can I find the shining words, the glowing phrase that tells all that your love has meant to me, all that our friendship spells? There is no word, no phrase for you on whom I so depend all I can say to you is this: God Bless You, Precious Friend. Grace Noll Crowell

Oklahoma Is No Longer Ok For Illegals - Yeah For Oklahoma!!!
Oklahoma is no longer OK for ILLEGALS - YEAH for Oklahoma !!! Maybe the rest of our state governments should take note. Well, it passed! Oklahoma is no longer OK for Illegal Aliens........ It seems that at least one state has decided to take matters into it's own hands, since the Federal Government keeps dragging it's feet on this Illegal alien stuff and even reversing popular opinion on how to handle it. BRAVO OKLAHOMA! (Too bad all politicians don't have the 'guts' to do this) Every State needs to do this!!!! Oklahoma's Governor Brad Henry has signed a sweeping immigration Reform bill: House Bill 1804, that its sponsor believes will go a long way in dealing with the illegal alien problem in the state. House Bill 1804 was passed by overwhelming majorities in both the House and Senate of the Oklahoma Legislature. The measure's sponsor, State Representative Randy Terrill, says the bill has four main topical areas: it deals with iden

A Friend's Greet
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like tobe the help that yo've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day as you have mean, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splended things fro you, to brush the gray from out of your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, and feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, yet that were widhing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on. Undaunted in the darkent hours wiht you to lean upon. I'm wishing as the days go on that I could but repay a portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; and could lI have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like ot b the sort of friend that you have been to me. I love you and you know who y

Welcome To Kingdom Of Dolphins
glitter-graphics.com Welcome to the Kingdom Of Dolphins Here is what we are all about We help *people in contests *people level up we post blogs on those who need our help so that everyone can get the help they need. Please make sure you read the rules before you join KINGDOM OF DOLPHINS thanks and have a splashy day!

For All Children
God bless each child With peace profound' May dreams be mild And sleep be sound. God give to each Tomorrow's bread Within his reach; And give his head And heart and hands A job to do In childhood's lands (These days are few), And give him strength, Dear God, I pray, Through life's length To walk Your way.

What The Fuck Has This World Come To?
2nd-grader suspended for drawing of gun http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071020/ap_on_re_us/gun_drawing_suspension;_ylt=AgyYv17Njd9pbY607LfjBsFH2ocA 2nd-grader suspended for drawing of gun 1 hour, 9 minutes ago A second-grader's drawing of a stick figure shooting a gun earned him a one-day school suspension. Kyle Walker, 7, was suspended last week for violating Dennis Township Primary School's zero-tolerance policy on guns, the boy's mother, Shirley McDevitt, told The Press of Atlantic City. Kyle gave the picture to another child on the school bus, and that child's parents complained about it to school officials, McDevitt said. Her son told her the drawing was of a water gun, she said. A photocopy of the picture provided by McDevitt showed two stick figures with one pointing a crude-looking gun at the other, the newspaper said. What appeared to be the word "me" was written above the shooter, with another name scribbled above the other figure. School officials dec

Very First Male Blonde Joke
The very first ever Blonde Guy joke..... And well worth the wait !!!! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, 'Corned beef and cabbage ! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building.' The Mexican opened his lunch box and Exclaimed,' Burritos again ! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too.' The blonde opened his lunch and said, ' Bologna again ! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too.' The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, 'If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef

Big Tits, Big Numbers On Fubar...
Well i was just sitting here at the truck stop in Amarillo Texas, contemplating world events and the state of the universe, and also looking at profile pics here on the Bar when i decided to check "Fan" numbers as compared to the women on here that show titties, or various aspects of titties and have come to one definite conclusion.....BIG TITTIES have BIG FANS!!! Kewl huh? Personnally I always considered more than a mouthfull as kind of a waste. That or DESSERT. Anyway, that the kind of shit thats running around in my head today. Headed for Denver, Colo. tomorrow.

More "did You Know"
...that Elvis assassinated JFK with his partner in crime, the Lindbergh baby? ... that the gun that shoots guns that shoots swords is similar to the gun that shoots swords, but instead of shooting swords, it shoots another gun? When the second gun reaches the end of the string, you pull back on the first gun and the second gun shoots a sword. ...that an Englishman, an Irishman and a Scotsman are kicking my ass right now for telling those jokes about them? ...that nothing gets you through a day of nonstop executions than a nice slice of pumpkin pie? ...that in the last 5 minutes, 20 movies were made about penguins? ...that licking car batteries isn't as much fun as it looks? ...that this website may contain words, or traces of words? ...that Fubar is not real life? ...that 99% of heroin users started out on milk? ...that there are, in fact, several wrong ways to eat a Reese's? ...that Soylent Green is brown? ...that all the evil people in Star

Christmas Stamp
CHRISTMAS STAMP How ironic is this??!! They don't even believe in Christ and they're getting their own Christmas stamp, but don't dream of posting the ten commandments on federal property? USPS New Stamp This one is impossible to believe. If there is only one thing you forward today..... let it be this! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of Pan Am Flight 103! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the Marine Barracks in Lebanon ! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the military Barracks in Saudi Arabia! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the American Embassies in Africa ! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the USS COLE! REMEMBER the MUSLIM attack on 9/11/2001 ! REMEMBER all the AMERICAN lives that were lost in those vicious MUSLIM attacks! Now the United States Postal Service REMEMBERS and HONORS the EID MUSLIM holiday season with a commemorative first class Holiday postage stamp. Bull! REMEMBER

Beignets (french Quarter Donuts)
BEIGNETS (French Quarter Donuts) Recipe By : Serving Size : 30 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Cajun Breads Breakfast Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 1/2 c Boiling water 2 tb Shortening 1/4 c Sugar 1/2 ts Salt 1/2 c Evaporated milk 1/2 pk Yeast 1/4 c Warm water 1 ea Egg, beaten 3 3/4 c Flour, sifted Powdered sugar Pour Boiling water over shortening, sugar, and salt. Add milk; let stand until warm. Dissolve yeast in Warm water; add to milk mixture along with beaten egg. Stir in 2 cups flour. Beat. Add enough flour to make a soft dough. Place in a greased bowl. Grease top of dough, cover with waxed paper and a cloth

Blackened Redfish
Even though this is not my recipe it's very tasty. Of course I love just about any type of seafood Title: Blackened Redfish Categories: Cajun, Fish/sea Yield: 6 servings 6 ea 8-10oz redfish fillets 3/4 lb Unsalted butter, melted -------------------------------SEASONING MIX------------------------------- 1 tb Sweet paprika 3/4 ts Ground white pepper 2 1/2 ts Salt 3/4 ts Ground black pepper 1 ts Onion powder 1/2 ts Dried thyme leaves 1 ts Garlic powder 1/2 ts Dried oregano leaves 1 ts Ground cayenne pepper NOTE: Fish fillets (preferably redfish, pompano or tilefish) cut about 1/2 inch thick. Redfish and pompano are ideal for this method of cooking. If tilefish is used, you may have to split the fillets in half horizontally to have proper thickness. If you can't get any of these fish, salmon steaks or

Midnight Hour
I walk alone in the long, silent midnight hour. Somewhere distant a lonely whippoorwill calls. She too is longing, needing, and weeping softly. I whisper, yet I hear the echo of my voice in the valley. Calling you, bidding you to walk to me on silent feet. Even my dreams know you are my vision of yesterday. Misplaced along life's path, yet living throughout infinity. Bring to me your moon glow, light my darkened forest with a smile. How vivid once was, now is in sleep, your thoughts, the scent of your hair. Once more I claim what once was mine, listen to your words and song. For these moments our love is timeless, even knowing you can't remain. It's only a dream, burned off as a vapor when the morning sun awakens.

I Have Danced With The Wind
Yes, I have danced with the wind... In my first summers, The wind and I frolicked in fields of sunshine. We made dandelion spirits fly to the heavens And watched as they gently returned to earth. As my summers grew in numbers, My wind and I became strong. We danced headlong to unknown places, Throwing caution aside. Those were the summers of my youth. The summers of seeking. The wind and I danced a rebel's dance. Soon the wind softened, We danced to another song. This dance brought a lover's kiss to my lips, A gentle caress to my cheeks. As we danced, I learned to love and be loved. Many summers have passed and now it is Fall. The wind whispers to me and holds me close. It has become a soft, warm breeze and sings to me. While we wait to dance our final dance... Yes, I have danced with the wind...

Tears
I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me. I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me. I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more. I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong. I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me.

Written By Hitchcock
http://www.juggalonews.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=292 Written by Hitchcock Thursday, 18 October 2007 If Psy didn't have enough of their plate for the end of this year, another company/team/whatever has gotten together, and gotten permission to put out a greatest hits album for ICP. And now, after being quiet about it for a while, is some official Psy hype for it. You better watch out for tricks this Halloween, Juggalos, cuz there's nothin but treats for ya here! What kinda treats could we have for you, you ask? A rusty axe? Face painting tips? Some candy that strangely resembles severed digits? We're not sayin we won't have that stuff rollin around, but what we do have is a shitload of your favorite ICP songs, all on one album! Plus, if ya keep readin, you'll see a wagonload of fresh contests and events you can get in on! The album's called Jugganauts: The Best of ICP, and it's comin out on October 30th, the day before Hallowicked! It looks like th

Poem
While you where here with me my love for you did stay, even since you have gone away I still love you just the same. My feelings for you jsut wont die, I wish I was yours and you where still mine. Oh don't you worry dear, I wont be left behind, I will haunt your heart and wipe your tears each and every time you cry.

Help Me!!!!!
Okay I have a ten gallon fish tank....but I have no idea what to do with it...I've had fish before, snakes, frogs, hermit crabs, mice, hampsters, gerbils....I'm looking for a new pet to put in it and give it a home...I really want a ferret...but i'm going to hold off for that until i have the cash for it...so i need idea's for a fun pet that will not out grow a ten gallon fish tank....NO BUGS!!!!!!!!! AmaOni

Congrats To Sassy Of The Fly By Night Family
THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO SAY CONGRATS TO SASSYLAURIE ONE OF OUR OUTSTANDING BOMBERS FOR WINNING HER HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY. SHE NEEDED 50,000 COMMENTS BY THE 26TH AND GOT HER 50,000 6 DAYS EARLY. STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME FUBAR LOVE. ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Club F.A.R.~Bartender Fusion~ Independent Bombers ~D&DC~ Fly By Night Family@ fubar

Levelers
kim is taking over the group. i dint have time to do it anymore. i have been busy with work so everyone let her know if u need help leveling someone... thanks for the fun...il be here to over see it if you have any questions and kim aint on.

The Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and

Birthday Thoughts
Even though my birthday is next week, I celebrated with my family today. My grandmother gave me her engagement ring tonight. I was completely in shock. We talked and she explained that she wanted me to have it so that I always have a piece of her with me always because she lives a few states away and in case she "checks out". Talk about an emotional celebration. It got me to thinking about life and love. Life is so short and time with family is never long enough. I hope that I'm able to show and express my love to all of my friends and family. I hope that when I go no one ever wonders how I felt about them. So to all of my friends, I love you and hope that life is treating you well.

What I Need
i need a man, not a fake. a real good man n ill put my life at stake.. if he treats me right, ill do him good. but if he hurts me ill kick him to da curb ill love my man for all he is but if he hits me hes nuthin but a bitch.... tell me is it you can you treat me how i want... i really hope so im tired of bein hurt... so please just caress me and hold me thru the night if i wake up, assure me im alright tell you love me, and that youll never leave and please remember your heart is all i need i dont need flowers i dont need candy. i dont need money or anything fancy. just love me for who i am and dont forget my daughter for she is part of me now and forever after.

Not Cheating On You!!!
Boy: Yeah!!! Last night sooooooooo nice!! Girl: Wah? Boy: Fun because it had purple. It also had green, red, blue, and a kind of creamish color. What did you think I ment? Girl: Well, I thought you like were cheating on me. Boy: I would never cheat on you. (gives small kiss on cheak.) I was looking at different colors of paint. That's why last night was like soooooooo nice. Girl: Good. Now come hear and give me a kiss.(kisses romantically.)

Girl Facts/guy Facts
Girl Facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug, she will just stand there. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more t

Annoyed
yep another bitch session here goes is it just because i was in the military or is it something else when people dont seem to pay attention to detail even on the little things it annoys the piss out of ya ? example. you are in charge of someone and assign their daily tasks in a work environment. of the daily things you tell them to sweep and mop a room dust off the furnature and take the trash out then he forgets to do something you just told him less than 20 minutes ago. maybe its something in the water who knows

My Life Is A Wreck
my life is a wreck right now im at a point in my life where im about to give up when i was 5 i was molested by my babysitter the bitch took my innocent away i have nightmares everynight and i do something embarrassing at bedtime to protect myself (if you must know what ill tell you in sb) i have been shy ever since i cant make ends meet i find the wrong friends i always do for everyone else before my self and i get walked on i cant find the right girl cause i get scared to talk to the ladies and my teeth rotted out cause i was so stupid (bad teeth runs in family) i would understand if you dont want to be my friend after reading this :(

The Best Day
The Best Day By Anthony Hunt My favorite picture Of my high school prom The woman with the camera Is my girlfriend's mom. I look pretty decent In a rented tux. Maybe not a million, Closer to fifty bucks. When I saw her in her dress She became my world. It was periwinkle, strapless, Red hair in curls. We went with my best friend; Got a limosuine. At at the nicest Place I've ever seen. Expensive dishes Thought we saw the mayor In the corner resided A live piano player. And as I look at the smile I wear That bliss that I felt has gone somewhere. Everyone else has moved on, why am I left behind Wondering just one thing inside of my mind: Will I ever smile like that again? Later at the dance I reached in my pocket I panicked when I realized Someone took my wallet. Didn't care about the money, But the memory. Photos from that night: Couldn't afford the fee. Never had much money Back in the day So I vowed not to borrow So I'd never have to pay

Fellow Fubar Members
I must warn you of another Male Fubar user.This pertains to most of the ladies out there. This man's username is RushN'RoseS He lives in Naples,FL.His real name is Artens and he is from Albania. Now this guy may at first,appear to be a real cool dude and is all for the ladies but in fact he is out to bash every woman out there if you do not heed his every command,need,or want. He will blame you for being an American as well as other things that will leave you speechless.I know this because it happened to me. We had only chatted a couple of times and then it went to Yahoo messenger.In that one afternoon on messenger,everything got strange.I had told him I was going to get up and get something to eat.I did NOT say when I was returning or how long I would be.He said ok.So I get up,go eat,hang with my kids for a while,watch football(Gators VS Cats)etc. which may have been 4 hours or so.After game I came back to my PC and Bam! Shit had hit the fan.He left me negative comment on Yahoo

Raining Cats And Frogs?
Raining Cats and Frogs? Okay, so it may not be raining cats but it definitely rains frogs occasionally and it's been reported all over the world. You may have seen it rain frogs on such TV shows as The X-Files. The most likely explanation made by meteorologists is that a near-by wind storm sucked them up and after moving them many miles, spits them back out again. You decide for yourself where these little guys come from. * In the summer of 1926, a young caddie at a local golf course recorded this "frog fall". here had been a drought that summer and the fairways were brown and dried up. One afternoon, a sudden storm came up and a terrific thunderstorm followed. Rain came down in torrents and with it frogs about the size of nickels. They were alive and jumping and there were thousands of them. The golfers and the young man couldn't believe their eyes as they watched thousands of frogs rain down from the sky. W.A. Walker, Evansville Indiana (Camden, Arkansas Ne

A_z
1. A is for age: 39 today 2. B is for beer of choice: yuck ..but I will drink bud light 3. C is for career right now: none 4. D is for your dog's name? don't have one 5. E is for essential item you use everyday shampoo 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: house 7. G is for favorite game: don't have one 8. H is for Home town: ontario 9. I is for instruments you play: nc...lol 10. J is for favorite juice: lol 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: ohhhhhh hell he knows and have 12. L is for last place you ate: home 13. M is for marriage: yup m is for that 14. N is for your full name: Hell no 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: too many 16. P is for people you were with today: loved ones 17. Q is for quote: what you see is what you get 18. R is for Biggest Regret: saying your dead to me, to someone special 19. S is for status: I am awake

Unforgiven
My worries, My thoughts wander Someone lift this dark spell I'm under pain, Anger, People dieing the smell of brimstone,and lost children crying Hatered, Discrace, I can no longer hide so in the dark of night,alone I ride somany things I wantto tell him, things I want to say but I live with the guilt and fear every day Days and nights come and go as I become cold,Never again to let my feeling show No one hears my screems in the night Forgivenes for me is nowhere sight I fall to my knees and look to the skys screeming out as tears fall from my sleepless eyes there is no sound On this holy ground I turn to leave on the darkest of nights and still there is no forgivness in sight

Tired Of Being Lied To
I am sorry but I need to vent tonite...Why is it so hard for people to be honest?? I think honesty is the first most important thing needed in a relationship of ANY kind whether it's romantic or just friendship..Why is it that I have such a big heart and always get stomped on? Maybe I'm too nice...maybe I need to be more tough some say..I don't know..why should I have to change myself?? Just when I think I have found something that may bring some happiness in my life it's gone..just as quickly as it came...such is life...I know I'm a strong woman and no matter what happens I will continue on and in the end, I will find happiness..

A Modern Age Dinosaur
I've come to the realization that I am relic from a bygone age. The age of marriage, commitment and permanence. I've come to realize that I want more out of life that a series of 'friends'. I want someone to grow old with. Someone that will hold my hand, and still want to kiss me when I'm 80. I want someone to come home to at night. Someone that will ask me how my day was, and will listen as I tell stories about the people that I had to deal with throughout the day, and let me do the same for him. Someone that I can snuggle with on the couch, and fall asleep in his arms as we sit and watch television. Someone that will cuddle up next to me at night, with his arms wrapped around me as we sleep. He doesn't have to be a puppet, an automaton or a 'yes man', because I'm sure there will be a few arguments a long the way, but damn, the making up will be awesome. *grin* See, as I said, a relic, a dinosaur, someone living in the wrong era.

What She Can't See.
Abi sat perfectly still, listening to the screaming sound of the silence. Then the sound of hard footsteps echoed down the hallway; she could hear him coming to her. She continued to sit motionless, waiting for him to get to her. She heard the bedroom door open, though she couldn’t see who had come in because he had blindfolded her just before he had tied her to the bed. Then she recognised the scent of his cologne, and she knew it was him. She knew he had come to get her after leaving her alone in the room for what seemed like an eternity. “I’m gonna fuck you senseless you dirty little whore, your pussy is all mine, isn’t it?” “Yes, master, it’s all yours,” she replied cautiously. This was their favourite game. He would leave her tied up and blindfolded for hours at a time, then come in and tease her until she was begging for penetration. Then he would just leave her, showing her that it was him who was in total control. This time he had been in to see her only once, t

Thoughts
Aaaah,the RAIN! Don't think that when the clouds have come and the sun has been obscured that it is not a beautiful day. The weather should move with you,the wind should carry you,for if it was not for the wind there would be no change,life would be static and there would be no rain!The rain carries with it LIFE and ENERGY! Many places suffer drought on this earth and would be grateful for just one drop!It is charged with electrical energy,do you not feel a spark within you once the rain has touched your skin?Feel its lightening energy strike flash within your mind and body(I love the lightening...what a SHOW)!Even the sound of rain is music! Rain is the reason for our colorful EARTH full of vibrant plants and trees...and an abundance of wild life for we all need water for survival as we did come from that very substance itself! So embrace the rain and dance with its descent...loosen your clothing (All of them,if you can!)and let it soak your skin! Don't sit inside wai

Still
confused with seth confused about cliff seth has not eaten food all day just drank unemployed but! have an interview tuesday my toothe hurts but! have a destist appointment monday worred whats its going to be like without seth around.... he is such a good friend and everytime we go apart and come back together it always seems more and more stronger and we are closer than ever before he opens up to me more when he gets back its werid i really wonder abou cliff too,, if brooke was right.... it i am right.... why he seems to get so cold now and then but maybe i like thoses guys

Thank You For Making My Birthday Special
As the end of the day approaches, I would like to take a few minutes to thank my friends who took the time to wish me a happy birthday....whether it was a shout, a private message, a birthday card, a birthday cake or little gifts. All were greatly appreciated.... You are all the absolute greatest.... Sometimes in life, we tend to dwell on the bad things. I know I do this sometimes...but now I would like to reflect on the good things that I have in my life. My daughters for one...they are the best and my greatest accomplishments. God blessed me with two wonderful daughters whom I cherish, love and adore. I have also been blessed with a wonderful future son-in-law...he loves my daughter very much and with all that she's bee through in the last year or so, she deserves to be happy. I am blessed that I still have my mom and that she is for the most part healthy. I am anxiously awaiting spring to arrive because when spring arrives, I will be welcoming my first grandchild into the

Highschool Memories
Tonight I was watching my hotties...yes blink 182 videos..well mark and travis are hott and well tom you are fugly. Get a new hair style. Well it brought back a lot of highschool memories. I sued to be best friends with this girl and I remember when we used to wear signs on mark's bday or travis' or tom's wishing them a happy birthday and randomly telling people it was their birthday. I also remember skipping a class to go in her science class. All we did was goof off. It was awesome. We also used to watch A Night At the Roxbury and memorize the lines. We would say I was steve and she was doug. I even got my science teacher to call me steve. Haha. I also remember jumping in puddles and beign a jackass to gain this guy's attention..did it work? No I got know as the little girl with the pony tail who is on drugs. My friend had the same hair style and clothes as avril lavine so whenever we went to public I would tell little kids she was avril and she would get so pissed. The most vivid me

Questions That Have Boggled My Mind!
Well I dont want to get into all the mushy gushy details but there has been something that has weighed heavily on my mind for quite some time now. I have always heard that in the time it takes you to love someone it takes you twice that time to let go and move on from that love. Well here's the thing I have to agree on this. Everyone out there has been hurt by love one way or another and if they say they havent they are in denial. Let me just say this I used to have this amazing guy who meant the world and more to me. Of course he was my first love and in the time that we were together I thought nothing in this world could ever break us apart. Yeah I had done some things that I wasnt proud of and I know he did also but if you love someone fighting makes the love stronger because you fight for what you want. After a year of dating we broke it off and it crushed my entire world. So I hung out with my friends and moved on from it. a month after we break up I hear from him in a le

Lost
Lost Why did you leave me here to see The way you left me behind Not knowing the man i came to be I miss you with all my heart You were here to help Like you were from the start Now my life is not the same I have lost all that i had Now alone i take the blame You were there to talk and to save me Now i have lost my best friend How could this come to be I had so much fun with you Now you have gone away My life is so sad and so blue You were the best inspiration I had You were my mentor and my friend But most of all you were my " Dad" R.I.P. Glen Fox Sr.

Fool's Clown
The Fool's Clown Left to this world with no hope to be Alone I sit and ponder This life that was choosen for me It was cruel and not a choice I made The people who said they loved me Left me alone and let me fade Now with my life upside down I sit alone in this room Made to look like the fool's clown Abandoned, alone, and left to die I bow my head to my hands Deep in thoughts I begin to cry How can one let this come to be As I feel the weight on my shoulders I begin to crumble and fall to one knee Here on the ground I look up to find Everyone has moved on with their life And alone I was left behind Now the sorrow will fade And life will go on I will find my true way Knowing I came out on top and won.

Orgasms
Forget About The Vaginal Orgasm! One of the biggest misconceptions people have about female orgasms is that they are all created equal. The truth is that not all orgasms are the same: they may all be equally pleasurable but they are generally arrived at through different means. Basically, there are two types of female orgasms: vaginal and clitoral. Today, we’re going to briefly discuss both types. Vaginal Orgasm This type of orgasm was the only type Freud and other men of his time felt to be legitimate types of sexual pleasure for women to experience. Unfortunately for women, only about 20% can receive an orgasm through vaginal stimulation alone. The other 80% need something a little extra. Before we get into that, let me explain exactly what we mean by vaginal orgasm. A vaginal orgasm occurs solely because of stimulation of the vagina. That stimulation is usually in the form of the thrusting of the male penis during vaginal intercourse. The reason most women do

Sex Games For Naughty Couples
There are lots of different ways to spice up your sex life and they don’t have to be tedious relationship-building exercises. Instead, start playing some sex games which will not only add some flavor to your sex life, but it will also be a fun way to experiment with new sexual activities. It will add spontaneity to your sex life and you may end up doing things that you never even imagined possible! Body Painting If you are looking for sensual fun, then body painting is a great idea. Besides being naked, you get to rub sticky, slippery stuff all over each other’s bodies. What’s more fun than that? Basically, you and your partner get naked and you paint each other’s bodies using just about anything you want. Adult stores will have different materials to use as paints – anything from strawberry-flavored body paint to chocolate body paint. Or, you can just use what you’ve got around your home. Get out the chocolate sauce and peanut butter to create a sticky, sexy masterpie

My Reputation Has Been Hurt
My reputation has been hurt this past weekend and I didn’t even know about it until today. By people who’s names have not been mentioned to me, yet I know them, and have spent A LOT of my time with in a lounge I considered my family. Things were assumed about my doings, or lack there of on Fubar that simply were not true or greatly blown out of proportion. The lounge I was apart of for maybe a year sadly closed, yet in some way split into two other lounges which I stayed with. I helped both out as much as possible. Yes I made a big mistake once and learned from it, made my peace, apologize to the people I hurt. But that’s not the point. I was helping out one more than the other because it needed my help. But my help was not scene by the individuals who assumed. And if they are reading this… I’m NOT bad mouthing…I am simply expressing my thoughts. No names of anyone or lounges are being mentioned for anonymity and to protect the ones I have come to love. Which is why I am s

The Game
This love could be more, Oh beauty, I’m sure, That your tears shed are wet, But my eyes are not met, And your lies aren’t yet old, Though I’m not ready to fold, I thought we had more than this, But still as you ball your fist, I wait for the pain, But it’s all still the same, Your fury is cover, For your hidden other lover, As I still take the blame, You still forget my name, And I’m left to wonder, Where love lost its thunder, When my pain and my passion, Became one and the same, As I’m weeping for change, You still curse my name, No you’re not to blame, It’s all just your game.

.ghetto.fiasco.
*sings* in the ghetto *stops* k so yeah. i dun live in the ghetto... but once a week or so i have to venture there in order to procure crickets for mah kids frogs... normally i park directly in front of the store...get the crickets...drive over to the Frys...pick up whatever that walmart doesnt have...head back home. today however....*growl* some fucktard stole mah spot as i was turning to park into it...and instead of being a raging bitch i just parked across the lot...cuz like there were spaces there...and its halfway between the pet store and the Frys. makes sense yes? ya i thought so too... so we get the damn crickets...i tell Munchkin to put em in the car...and decide to walk up to the Frys...cuz its not like its that far and moving the car just seems stupid. my mistake. so...we walk there...we're in the Frys...theres bunches of peoples... and normally i keep my wallet in my purse... but since i was just at the pet store...its in my back pocket... a

October 21, 2007.
I pretty much sat around all day. I went and saw a movie called "We Own the Night" I thought it was pretty awesome. This is my second night sober, in a row. Amazing! I've decided I'll post a poem a day in my blogs. :P For Hannah I was sitting here depressed, Feeling some kind of stressed. Then I thought about you, And I began to feel less blue. I thought about your smile, and I thought for quite a while. You are the one and only for me, and without you, I cannot be. Thinking about the things you say, and all the "I love you's" each day, Fills me with warmth and laughter. I hope we live happily ever after. © Mitchell Brian

Love And Hate
My heart tells me to be with you My mind tells me to stay away from you But all I know is that I’m in love with you I can’t focus on what I do Because all I do is think about you You in my mind been all day Maybe what I did was wrong But I had no other chance, you keep hurting me And my heart can’t take it no more. I feel like I won’t make it threw, And I don’t know what I should do. Is a lot pain in me, and hurt I feel so hopeless. I wish you could understand me, because I can’t take it no more. That is why I need you every second of the day.

Say You Love Me
Say you love me, but don’t cry for me Say you hate me, but don’t lie for me Say you want me, but don’t fool me Say you are mine, but don’t rule me Say you are lonely, but don’t miss me Say that I am pretty, but don’t kiss me Just take my hand and say you are my friend

You're Loss
I am alone, I am never to find what I was looking for, I prayed for this relationship to happen, and finally it fell on me. I am crushed. I am never going to get better. I am to make sure life has it ending, and with you I will make it to the end. I have never thought of this life, so confused and concerned. But you know all I got to say is that, It is your loss until this day. I am not going to believe anything that you said. I am not going to wish you were dead. All I am going to do is pretend that everything is okay and that I am fine with your mistake and guess what all I have to say

A Riddle For You
HI all I'm posting a 'hidden' picture over here. It signifies a certain event in my (and not only my) life. You have twelve hours for the first round to guess the event or what is behind the hidden picture. I'm pretty sure that a couple or even more ppl over here know it for sure :p He who guesses the first - wins a drink-gift and sth more :p Here's the pic: Hugs to all anyway, Girlish-K

Never Lose Hope...
HOPE, TRUST, CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE: One day all villagers decided to pray for a rain. On the day of prayer all people gathered and only one boy come with an umbrella. THATS CONFIDENCE! TRUST Trust should be like feeling of a one year old baby, when you throw him in the air, he laughs... because he knows you will catch him... HOPE Every night we go to bed, We have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning But still we have many plans for the coming day... KEEP CONFIDENCE, TRUST IN GOD AND NEVER LOSE HOPE... _dYaNiKa_ (^_~)

Kids And Guns( Please Read And Rate Ty)
they've invented all kinds of gun locks for rifles and hand guns still these poor kids keep getting a hold of them to inflict pain on other peoples lives and then turn the gun on them selves and ending there on life where the hell are the parents behind closed doors having sex or doing drugs in my mind kids react to what they think is cool if they are playing a videogame where they are killing people well to them thats cool thats where the parent comes in to take them away from all that show your kids you love'em do stuff with'em don't just kik'em out so you can indulge in your crazy adult life be cause once they get use to it its all over

First Chapter Of Possible Vampire Story... Criticism Welcome
The grating of chains woke him from the sleep and he felt himself pulled forward, hung out over empty air. Pain glowed in his wrists, his hands, the muscles in his arms screaming in fiery ache. With the scraping of metal against metal. he descended through the air, dampness cooling against his naked skin. His feet scraped against rock and the squeal of scraping chains ceased. A flutter of metal shavings rained down against his shoulders, small dots of burning pink dancing into his flesh. He didn't bother at opening his eyes; instead, he let the air come to him. Wet, dirt, fecund, rot, the scurrying of rats. The perfume of woman, the honey of lust. The dry cackle of skin breaking seemed deafening to his ears, but still Michal managed a smile. "oh, my devil," the woman purred, her skin, her body so close. "my poor devil, it's been so long." From above, the dusty smell of oils and incense and candle-wax floated down to him and he could imagine the caricature that hung from the wo

Tula Ng Pagmamahal
Pag Ako ay Nagmahal By:Me Ako ay nagmamahal... sa isang batang walang salawal kaya ako'y tinawag na garapal at palaging nasusupalpal. pero ang mahal kong ito ay tunay na gwapito medyo nga lang demonyito dahil lagi akong ginagago hay pag-ibig nga naman di maintindihan kapag ikaw ay nagkamali pupulutin ka sa kangkungan pero ok lang naman kung ika'y nasa kangkungan masarap rin naman pag hinalo sa sinigang pag ibig na dama ko'y ibang iba makalaglag panty, makalaglag palda... ngunit habang lumalaoon... panty ay naging pantalon... palda'y humaba di na laglag... pag-ibig nga ba'y tuluyang nabulag.. (parang ang labo???) mahal pa ba kita? kahit di na masaya... sa bawat oras at araw...... ikaw ang nakikita.. ikaw ang nadadama.. pag-ibig nga ba ito o ako lang ay nalilito.. pag ika'y kasama ko.. alam kong ikaw ay mahal ko.. pero sabi nga nila bilog ang mundo.. (hehe nawili) oo bilog nga ang mundo doon tayo nagk

About Me
well it about 7:30 am. and i cant sleep. so i figured i'd do a little about me thing. To get a good idea about me look at my pictures and stash, i will return rates but i enjoy comments the most. Lets see i'm 44 and lived in IL. all my life, love photography, and all types of music, renfairs, dragons and artists in general.oh and dr. who I'm kind of a quiet shy type of person so i usually don't chat much but if you want to start a conversation i wont refuse either, and when i do warm up i'll talk about anything. I like people who are straight up, honest, and say whats on their minds. well thats all i can think of for now.

A Dentist's Wisdom
A man went to the dental surgeon to have a tooth pulled. The dentist pulls out a freezing needle to give the man. "No way! No needles! I hate needles!" the patient said. The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas and the man again objects. "I can't do the gas thing - the thought of having the gas mask on is suffocating to me!" The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No,"- the patient says, -"I am fine with pills". The dentist then returns and says, "Here is a Viagara tablet." The patient says, "Wow - I didn't know Viagara worked as a pain pill!" "It doesn't,"- said the dentist -"but it will give you something to hold onto when I pull out your tooth."

Burning Daisy Chains
The fearful tune of broken melody, Awakes within a hearts desire, The path of love destroyed, Nesting upon withered chest. Distant trees sway with sorrow, Streams cry out in misery, For a love was lost in the meadows, A daisy chain broken by fire. Hold onto distant thoughts, Thundering storm rumbles ahead, Drench the heart with rain, Never to feel such flame again. just a favoirte poem of mine

More Than You'll Ever Know!
I miss you with all my heart I love you with all my heart More than you'll ever know I wish I could spend my time with you Every minute of every day Of every week Of every month Of every year Just to be with you so I can hear you laugh And I can hear you talk. If I had the chance I wouldn't stop kissing you And I would just lay in your loving arms I love you so much MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW....

What Did She Say?!
I love you. I think about you. Dream of you. One day... I'll hold you in my arms We'll fly away So far, no one will hurt us Not again... never again. Did I mention I love you? I need you. I breathe for you. Your the one I'm alive for. When you cry, I cry. When you smile, I smile. I'll be your cardboard cut out Anything you want me to be Oh God, I love you...

Is This Hanged Man Real?
Is This Hanged Man Real? Urban Legend: The "hanging man" in a funhouse turns out to be the corpse of an outlaw. This one is supposedly true. The Story: In December of 1976, a Universal Studios camera crew arrived at the Nu-Pike Amusement Park in Long Beach, California, to film an episode of the television action show, the Six Million Dollar Man. In preparing the set in a corner of the funhouse, a worker moved the "hanging man," causing one of this prop's arms to come off. Inside it was human bone. This was no mere prop; this was a dead guy! The body was that of Elmer McCurdy, a young man who in 1911 had robbed a train of $46 and two jugs of whiskey in Oklahoma. He announced to the posse in pursuit of him that he would not be taken alive and the posse obliged by killing him in a shoot-out. McCurdy's body became a sideshow attraction right after his embalming. It is claimed that the local undertaker though he had done such a wonderful job at restoring McCurdy that he let t

Today On World Rock Radio
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Strange Smells From The Hotel Bed
Strange Smells From The Hotel Bed Urban Legend: A couple check into a remote hotel and smell a strange, rotting smell coming from the bed. After complaining to the desk clerk, they discover that a dead body has been stashed in the box springs. Unfortunately, this tale has true roots. The Story: Most of these stories take place at a Las Vegas, Nevada hotel either in the city or in the desert in a remote location. They have been around since the early 1990s. There have been cases like this actually happen around the country. Under the bed or in the pedestal for a matters makes a great quick hiding place for a dead body that needs to be stashed out of the way. In each case, it wasn't until the smell brought attention to the body, that it was discovered. Some Examples: On June10th, 1999, the rapidly decomposing body of a 64-year-old man was discovered inside the bed in Room 112 at the Burgundy Motor Inn in Atlantic City, New Jersey. A German couple on vacation had spent the

Decline
I just layed there staring at the wall,.................... Nothing really came to mind just a dull mind numbing blankness. Did i enjoy it you might ask?..........hmmmm....thats hard to Gather.....i suppose even rape victims moan and grunt sorta through the screams and tears.....think it's the worst part of the psychological damage done, myself though i remain refrained part of my desensitized nature. I need a change................i arch up against the wall and face the door, crouch into position. And wait...........................

The Raven
The Raven by E.A. Poe,ESQ. Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; -- vainly I had tried to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow -- sorrow for the lost Lenore -- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me -- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that n

Friends Contest!
I have a friend, Amazing Grace, who is running a costume contest for Halloween. She is in need of more contestants!!! Her user ID is listed below...go check out the details! http://fubar.com/user/511851

In Love Again
While cleaning out my closet, In case you wanted to know, I ran across your picture And suddenly felt a glow. The feelings I once had for you I quickly began to trace, Back to the time I met you... Remembering that special place. While sitting all alone At a table made for two, I happened to look up and Guess what there was you. You asked if something was wrong As you quickly took a seat And stared so deeply into my eyes, While wishing I could speak. I guess those were the good ole days and now I can't pretend, But, yes, I found your picture And fell in love again.

Poets Words
You asked how poets make love with words I decided to show you not by mouth or curves Tonight I'll write my poetry across the canvas Of your body, my willing blinded accomplice Expressing my innermost secret desires Planning every word's placement my pen attires Your angled and plane aroused contour With pleasure filled fantasies writing on your Honeyed skin; tastes of budding succulence Building from the ladder of your emergence From dreamlike slumber to writing climax Orgasmic words are the finest aphrodisiacs So when you feel my pen lift up I'll mount you Lover while I sensuously touch And moan each tattooed word in your ear Till you can't breathe and can't conjure More passionate love than a poet's words

Pretty Lady Scores Updated
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 966 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 474 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 458 comments! 4th lady is...... with 43 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 22 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Almost
I want to press my lips Against your slim shoulder blades And feel you shiver I want to run my hands down The length of your spine And feel your warmth Against my fingers. I want to hold you Around your oh-so-perfect waist And draw you near, Put my arms around I want to whisk back The little wisps of hair that cover your forehead I want to look into your eyes And see the last rays of setting sun Emblazoned in them I want to hold you, in the moonlight And explore you. Every curve, every exquisite detail. Your physical being - Almost as flawless as your heart, Almost.

Fubar Divorce?
Since March of 2007, I've gotten "Fubar" married 2 X. LOL...big pimpin here I guess.. hehe So the 3rd potential "Fubar Hubby" patiently awaits.. I have marriage certificates for the 2 hubby's I have now. But how the hell do I divorce these dudes? LMAO... Are there "divorce" papers that I need to "sign" :) before a "bouncer" comes to haul my ass away for committing "Fubar Bigamy"?? :P

While You Were Sleeping
while you were sleeping and before i got out of bed, i was watching you dream with the angels. the look on your face was so peaceful. i could have laid there staring at you all day. i hope you were dreaming those soothing dreams. you are a fabulous husband (again its not all the shopping you have let me do in the last couple of weeks...lol) the renewal to this depth of our love is mind blowing. love you rob

Kid With Pet Contest Starts Tommorrow Morning!!
Kid with Pet contest! I need kids with pets pics for this! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/22 thur 10/29 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

The Vicious Circle
Distance of space Coolness of tone Absence of touch Degrading humor Zero love And even less tolerance Of me Sparks fear Insecurity Self loathing Turns outward Becomes anger Quickness of mouth Tongue of blades Slicing Not conscious Not intentional Not even understood Precipitates more Distance of space Coolness of tone Absence of touch Degrading humor Zero love And even less tolerance Of me

Zen Orange
Do you see this orange? Large and round and ripe Harvested from her emerald womb Surrounded by many siblings--just waiting for their birth Her skin silky yet dimpled The color of the golden sun from which her nourishment came Can you feel her mothers love as you peel back the layers of her flesh? Pulling apart her sections Buldging and juicy Stickey sweet from the water which she drank Licking your fingers can you taste the sun, the rain, the earth from which she came?

Mindfulness
Oh let me die with each breath today So that I may live for NOW Let each exhale close the moment with blissfull understanding. So that with each inhale I can be born again to start anew, fresh and reborn Living in Mindfullness

This Pen
I want to tell you, that I am fine Hell...I am great!! And my lips will speak these lies freely, with such conviction that even I sometimes believe it. I want to tell you, Im feeling strong and secure in my new found life That its full of joy and that fear and doubt have left me. And again my mouth can spread these fabrications...so convincingly. I want to tell you My sorrow has left me and joy fills my every breath, every beat of my heart Maybe I can make you believe that too, if I say it just right. Though my lips they can deceive you, this pen...it never lies!

Bars
These bars, they hold me back keeping me from my freedom quieting my voice, so this bird cannot sing. These bars, keep my mind caged, my heart guarded my soul not free to fly... locked away from the world outside, from my higher guide Unable to feel the sun on my face, the wind in my hair behind these bars, that lock me inside These bars are only in my mind.

Broomstick Lore
The magic broomstick or, to use its proper name, the besom is an important and largely misunderstood tool of the witch. Gaining its notoriety from the witch finders manuals and woodcuts of mediaeval Europe, it is a tool of a far more ancient origin. Evidence of besom practice and use can be traced as far back as ancient Egypt. Papyrus drawings and carvings on the wall of temples show the Pharaoh holding in his hand a long, narrow paddle-shaped instrument. A symbol of sovereignty and mastery over matter, only the Pharaoh or the high priest was allowed to use this: tool. But what was it used for? Travelers and scholars who have visited Egypt for thousands of years have marveled at the construction of her pyramids and wonders that even to this day have never been explained. Only recently has the theory of levitation been posed again. The ancient priest scholars of Egypt and the magical adepts knew that the Pharaoh's paddle-shaped tool symbolized the power over air and gr

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 21,2007
Life is fun for you right now and your positive energy should influence those around you as well. Someone close is trying to get you out into some new situation, which finally sounds like a good idea.

Fuck Idaho!!
every other friday i get on xbox live and play Gears of War with old and new friends. being the alcoholics we are, we made it a tradition to make sure and consume alcohol during our gameplay. this particular night stood out from the rest. it is after a long 4 hour fight with my friends who have now retired for the night, me being the nerd and tolerant fucker i am, continue. 09 FEB 07 Amount of Alcohol Consumed: 2 cases of yuengling lager, 3 shots of jagerade(jager and gatorade)and counting. Status: Pitbull- though loving and full of fun, while in the process of "meaning well" i can accidentally play too rough with the other dogs thus giving me a grip only arsonic and elephant guns can loosen. 11:04 pm: after repeatedly owning me because he is twelve and i have some what of a life along with responsibilites i told some kid the proper way to pleasure a woman with his tongue, and that mommy takes it as a compliment. while drunk and pissed off i always bring up mothers in the

New Tattoos And Piercings
Well yesterday i got two new tattoos ones on the inside of my left wrist and the other on the inside of my right wrist there both Chinese lettering there about an inch and a half long and just over and inch wide The meaning on the lettering only one person in the world would ever know the true meaning behind them and that person means everything to me In the next few weeks im going to get a dragon wrapping around the rest of my wrist like i always wanted no these didnt really hurt only places it hurt were around scars And i also got my belly button pierced i have finally lost enough weight in my stomach to do it it looks cool and it didnt hurt i was more worried nyha was going to puke on me watching me get it done lol well anyways i just thought id fill everyone in loves ya LP

My Latest Adventure
2 weeks ago i went to a cabin up north to meet 2 guys for a night of "adult fun" when i got thwere i went to the door and they let me in we sat at the table listening to the radio and had a couple drinks as they took my shirt and bra off they were fondling my little titties and they asked me to go in the other room as i was starting to get dizzy so i said yes and follwed them int the other room once i got in there i noticed several other men alredy naked i asked what was going on as they all approached me and grabbing my titties and ass! they all said that i knew what was goinon and before i knew it my skirt and thongs had been ripped off me and was forced to my knees everywhere i looked there was a cock in my face so i said what the heck and started sucking on 1 then a guy grbbed each arm while someone came up and lifted my ass up so he could uck my cooter then i remeber being on the floor laying ontop of a guy with a cock in my ass and 1 in my mouth then a guy got ontop of me and sta

Sox Force Game 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Game 6, ALCS, THE SOX facing elimination in a must-win situation, and all hope falls on the shoulders of BOSTON's veteran pitcher, Kurt Schilling. THE SOX trail in the series 3-2, needing a winning performance from Schilling and run support from the rest of the team. But the question on everyone's mind is, "Can Schilling come through while recovering from a recent surgery to repair a tendon in his foot?" Bloddy sock and all, Kurt takes the field and, quite possibly, pitches what can only be described as the best game of his carreer. That was the scene at Yankee Stadium 3 years ago as THE SOX were tryin to come back from a 3-0 deficit in the ALCS against the YANKEES and advance to the world series. And now 3 years later, THE SOX find themselves in the same situation, trailing Cleveland 3-2 in the series. The only differences, no bloddy sock this year, and we're at FENWAY insteadda NY. But the same question still lingers, "Can Schilling repeat his marvelous performance?" And ALL of RE

What I Have Recently Learned About Myself
i have just recently come to the conclusion that i like guys that are all wrong for me, and maybe its not totally their fault when i wind up getting hurt by them. i like guys that are interested in me for a minute, and am interested for a minute in guys that really like me. i wonder if there is something wrong with me. maybe its a good thing though. i dont even cry anymore and just feel like i should just go on and enjoy life kind of go with the flow. hang out with whoever i want talk to whoever, kiss whoever. its sad but i gave up. i was engaged once and that is all i ever want to go through. never again.

My Wet ........
The shock electric, pleasure from one fingers soft touch on my... Ice cube, intense slowly melting in my hot wet... Fingers, caressing steadily rubbing. The cube ice relaxing, thawing cool, droplets trickling from my hot, wet, pink...

Myspace
I have a Myspace account but because of an aunt...Becky was her name?!? lol.... I decided to get on here too. I am a very easy going person and get along with pretty much everyone I come across. I am very outgoing and hate sitting on my butt but when I am I am usally on this thing called a lap top, lol. If you want to check me out my account is myspace.com/sweet4evertaken. Yes, I do have a bf who I love dearly but doesnt mean I dont like to flirt, keep in mind tho I am in a serious relationship with someone I love with all my heart! But anyways, If you want to know more just ask...

Pissed And Disappointed
I'm really getting tired of everyone wanting things from me. All i ever do is give to friends and family and i just get used. I love being there for my friends and family. but what about me? when i really need someone to talk to in person or someone to hold me there is never anyone around. i've gotten to the point that i'm just going to shut down all my emotions and not talk to anyone. meaning no more gettin online, no more texting on my cell phone, more more talking on my house phone or cell phone(like ne 1 calls me ne way) and just keepin to myself at work and just taking care of emily and living the rest of my life lonely and depressed.

The Need
Roll over darling Know how bad you want me It hurts so much inside Out of control Take me now Kiss me sweetly Touch me gently Take control I am yours for the taking Kiss me hard Touch me roughly Dominate me Don't control me Make it last forever Shut my mouth Keep it real Enter inside My forbidden walls I see how you try See you smiling Wanting me so desperately!

Dancing With The Devil
I just don't know what my deal is but i keep flirting with disaster.I keep falling head over heals for these women with strings attached.Actualy its more like rope.I went to see the convinace store girl again.This time she told me she was unhappily married and wanted to leave the guy.She said her kids didn't even like the guy.We flirted pretty hard and heavy.In fact we have plans for sometime next week. I know something may happen because of something that was said in the conversation.She was telling my friend that among good girls he needed a whore once and awhile.I looked at her and said "really were can i find one? " she looked at me with that look and said "I know were you can find one." She also made the point that she hasn't gotten hers in two years.Damn she talked about as dirty as i do.I haven't had it in months and i really don't need to hear that kinda stuff aimed tward me.I tend to lose control.God i wanted to take her in the back room and show her the things i can do.Give

Plans For Sunday
Well... first of all, I am watching the SF 49ers vs NY Giants football game in a few minutes ... and then immediately after that I will be watching my Seattle Seahawks play against the Rams.... another 6 hours of football for this Sunday afternoon. After that I will be cleaning the house. And finally I will be completing the story for Jamie for the custom erotic story I wrote for him. And... then after that I will write the speech I am presenting to the City Council here tomorrow night. Even with six hours of football it will be a long and busy day. Go 49ers and Go Seahawks.

Broken Wings
my wings are broken what did i do wrong now? to weak to walk away but u can do it. u knew everything i am and took me for granted walking away from me ripped my heart out and took it with you i wish this pain would stop i wish i could fly away again on broken wings...

First Blog
Just getting the hang of this site. I like it, lots to learn, lots to look at. As long as my ex and his woman stay away I won't be harrased. So I can have fun for a while. There are alot of interesing peps on here. Well just posting my first blog.

593
What the hell does it take to get a little help around here? Seriously!! I'm done helping people that don't even bother helpin anymore. Over the past few days, I've posted numerous bulletins asking for help - And I can count on ONE hand how many people came forward and helped. Whatever. Theres a bulletin posted - If you see it - Ignore it like most of you usually do anyways. To those that take 30 seconds to open it up & maybe help - Thank you.

Hahahahaha Stupid Ppl
I just love how ppl talk shit and don't tell the whole story to others. Fuck fubar is like the game broken telephone. HAHAHAHA too fucking funny. Whateva I don't have time to fight with stupid ppl over stupid things. I just find it hilarious how ppl talk shit out their asses. PPL can say what they want bout me, really I don't give a fuck. I have some close friends on here and they know who I am so I don't care what other ppl think. In the last week I have been called a PIECE OF SHIT AND A BITCH LMFAO. I don't deny being a bitch cause hell I can be at times. One thing bout me is I'm a great person til you piss me off. But ya done ranting.

Being Present
We carry a lot inside us as we make it through the world; perhaps so much more than we ever realize. We never really know what is going on in the heart and soul of a person when we look him/her in the eyes; we may think we know; we may have suspicions, but the reality is we don't know for certain what another person is dealing with in his/her life. We don't know their history; we don't know what has shaped and formed another's way of seeing their reality. It's easy to judge; give advice; and to tell people what they need, but much more difficult to be present to another; to listen without prejudice; to meet them where they are in their journey. We do the same with ourselves. Sometimes we don't know what is really going on inside us for we haven't listened to our soul. We think we know; we have suspicions, but often times we don't really know for we haven't listened. Ever had someone tell you what you "think"? Have you ever had someone tell you what you "feel"? Doesn't feel

Watching People
I have been watching people latley and watching thier behavior. I find it interesting that there are people who love their signifigant other to death and would do anything for them and the other would do anything for them in return. Then there are the others that stay with their partner because of kids or what not, and then there are others that say they are going to leave them and dont or find someway to keep them around. It is very confusing sometimes. I also see a person that is in love and then something happens and things were done about it, and then that person moves on and someone new comes along but they still have feelings for the other person and are torn between people. Crazy!!!

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If There Is A God
If there is a God. I was thinking if there is a God. He must have one hell of a sense of humor. Cause you look at the human race and you got to wonder what the hell God was thinking about. And I look at this way. God made the mountains.God made the sky. God made the people,god knows why. He fixed up the planet as best as he could. Then come in the people, and gum it up good! The first thing you know.They civilize the foothill,and everywhere he put hills, the mountains and valleys below. They come along and take em, and civilize and make em a place where no civilized person would go. The first thing you know. They civilize whats pretty by putting up a city. Where nothing that's pretty can grow. They muddy up the winter. And civilize it inter a place to uncivilized even for snow. The first thing you know. They civilize left, they civilize right. Till nothing is left, till nothing is right. They civilize freedom, till no one is free. No one except, by coincidence, me. The first thin

Frustrated
I am extremely frustrated with women! I keep trying to get past it but I just can't. I cannot find a nice normal girl in my area. All I keep meeting are slutty, teasing, gold digging, drug addict drunks. Granted I work in bars so that's pretty much the only place I get to met girls, but there has to be a nice single girl around here that doesn't go to the bar everyday and I don't mean a girl that only goes out once in awhile and still gets shit faced every time she does go out. There is nothing wrong with having a few and feeling good. I'm talking about get into either an argument or a fight, falling down and then puking every time she goes out. I either meet those types or large unattractive women. I know I'm not hot, but I know I am not ugly either. I'm not a chubby chaser. I don't mind a little thickness. I'm not looking for a hottie, but you definitely have to be a cutey. I'll give these women credit though. They usually let you know from the get go they are into you. That's

The Answer
Yes, Congrats T~Bear - YOU ARE THE WINNER. On 22nd October 2005 at 3.25pm a small body jumped out of my big belly giving me the strangest orgasm ever - the orgasm of being a mom. I cannot say that I fell in love with her from the first sight - but after the first sleepless night with her crying on my arms I could have killed anyone and fight with anybody to protect her like animal moms do. It surely is a special feeling. Of course, there are times, esp now when she's older and more inventive and curious, when I want her to stop irritating the blablabla out of me... But those moments when she's hugging me tight or running towards me with her arms stretched out for me... I can melt and melt again :) Tomorrow is my big girl's second b-day. We have already started the celebration yesterday. Therefore the pic. Hugs to all, K

Loving Hearts Miles Apart
There are many miles between us, But our hearts see not the distance. Drawing our love even closer, On this my heart it is insistent. When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings. Just to hear a word from you, Keeps my heart from being blue. I love you truly, yes I do. I forever want to be with you. For now I'll settle for the phone, But know it's in your dreams that I belong Longing for the day we greet, Two loving hearts will then get to meet. Never more to be apart, Knowing it was long distance we got our start.

Random Questions....
JUS A LIL MORE BOUT ME..... Current mood: tired Category: Life odd questions......... Body: 1. First thing you do in the shower? MAKE SURE THAT SHIT IS WARM 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? GREY 3. Do you like coffee? SI BUDDY 4. How are you feeling RIGHT now? TIRED AS FUCK AND DRAINED A POWER 5.Crush's name? MORE THAN JUST A CRUSH BABY 6. Do you say aim or a-i-m? ???whats the difference??? 7. What are you? DEPENDS......WHOS TALKIN? 8. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it? DEFF 9. What are you craving? SLEEP 10. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? YUCK 11. Have you ever counted to 1,000? HAHAHA....NOPE 12. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? BOTH....I TEASE THE CREAM 13. Do you use smileys? USUALLY 15. Have you ever met a celebrity? OH YES!!!! MANY 16. Do you like cottage cheese? ITS COO 17. What's the last song you had stuck in your head? I THINK IM

S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S.
S*A*G*I*T*T*A*R*I*U*S Current mood: artistic Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! G • E • M • I • N • I: passionate Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Lover Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at f

Sex Application....
SEX APPLICATION..... Current mood: curious REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Your name and age: 2. Favorite position: 3. Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5. Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8. Would you leave after or stay the night? 9. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10. Condom or skin? 11. Have sex on the first date? 12. Would you kiss me during sex? 13. Do you think I would be good in bed? 14. Would you use me as a booty call? 15. Can I use you as a booty call? 16. Can we take pictures of the act? 17. How long would we have sex? 18. Would you tell your friends about me? 19. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. Do you think I'm SEXY:

Christmas Cake Recipe
Ingredients: 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs nuts 1 bottle Vodka 2 cups of dried fruit Sample the vodka to check the quality. In fact, have a bit more, just to be entirely certain that it is of a suitable standard to use in this recipe. Take a large bowl, and check the vodka again to be sure it is the highest quality; pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Check the vodka again to ensure that it is at the required temperature. Add one teaspoon of sugar to the bowl. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the vodka is still okay. Try another cup ....... just in case! Turn off the mixer. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a sdrewskri

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Black Unicorn
I am what thou hast and yet has not. I am a prisoner that's not been caught. I am the showdow that touches countless faces. My voice echoes in silent times and lonely places.Come to me! I promise much to thoughs I greet.Heed my call, my voice always sweet. I am rainbows with no end in site. I am black velvet visions of an endless night. I am an ariry rider of slivered moon beams. I am dreams that never come true. I am the Best and worst of you. By: Suzy

Sorry If It Seems I'm Ignoring You
but I guess to be truthful I kind of am. I'm having a shitty day, listening to flogging molly drinking tequila, watching boondock saints, doing bong hits, and wishing the world away.... sorry its one of those days when I'm sick of putting on a fucking smile. Thanks for the love guys.. I'll catch ya once I get my kill people emotion over with *evil grin* Hey. at least I'm honest :)

What A Weekend.
Hey all just wanted to say sorry I haven't been on for a few days. My poor little girl has been sick spiking fevers as high as 103.2. She has been feeling so miserable and I was by her side non-stop. I am happy to say she is feeling better today and seems to be getting well again. I always feel so horrible when she is so sick like that. Not eating or drinking anything. Worrying about dehydration as time goes on and her temperature continues to spike higher. It's a scary thing for a mom. I hope you are all doing well and I am playing catch up as quickly as possible while still giving my Baby the attention she needs.

Not Yet!!!!!!
I lick at your toes and trace my fingers up your clean shaven legs. Beautiful, words uttered from my slowly rising lips. Simply beautiful. I gaze at your thighs and lay my tongue gently on your ankle, tracing up, up, up, and reaching your knee-cap. I suckle at the center as a hand of mine runs up your left side, and it goes up, and up, and in, and in, and into your shirt, brushing against your left breast. It halts its motions and runs underneath your bra. My tongue runs longer up your leg, as I place nibbles and bites along your naked, smooth thigh. My hand flips at your breast, and gently massages it in a circular motion. I take your moan as a compliment. A sign that I'm doing something right. I pinch your nipple between my fingers, twirling it lightly. Another whimper, followed by a moan. My tongue is at your pelvis now. I flick my tongue along your clean smooth lips and close my eyes as my tongue slowly begins to push into your vagina. I spread my tongue as your walls tremble at my

Work Out Program
Well my first blog on fubar thought it would be something about a passion of mine and thats working out. I've been lifting weights for over a year now, and if anyone sees my slide show on my profile they will notice how much eating good and working out can literally change you completely. For the past three months I have been on a program i made for myself which is one week I lift heavy ass weights for 4-6 reps and I do six sets of every exercise. The following week I do light weight and try to hit reps between 25-40 this is a good muscle endurance and cardio with weight routine. Every three months though I like to change things up and will be starting up a new program. I am still fine tuning it, but I am removing my light weight week and subing it with a different program. Heavy week will stay the same since i have seen some great results with it. If anyone ever needs some work out or dieting advice, don't be afraid to let me know and i can try to help you out. my resu

Love
You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

The Storm
Sitting here watching the world go by, rain down the windows like the tears that I cry, the cold, the damp a reflection of heart endless aching because we're apart Sitting here next to the river so free, offerings like boats are just leaves from a tree, the wind and the rain, depicting my pain, roars of thunder screaming your name Sitting here next to the fire so bright, But it can't chase away the shadow of night, flash of lightning, but no fear Hoping the storm is a sign that you're near Lying here with my dreams for a guide, the storm growing wilder, it comes from inside Closing eyes, sleep wins, storm stops for now - but tomorrow begins.

Alone
ALONE As I sit here alone, I feel cold inside. I’m broken, I’m torn, and yet I’m still alive. You ripped the heart from my chest and threw it to the floor. And as it laid there bleeding, you walked out the door. So here I sit, just wondering why, the love that we shared had to die.

A Person Of Character
Reflecting on accomplishments and character thoughts, I came across one of the best descriptions of 'character' I've read in a while... Enjoy. Let's face it: It's not easy to become a person of character. It takes a good heart, but it also requires wisdom to know right from wrong and the discipline to do right even when it's costly, inconvenient or difficult. Becoming a person of character is a lifelong quest to be better. A person of character values honesty and integrity, and pays whatever price is needed to be worthy of trust, earning the pride of family and friends and self-respect. A person of character plays fair even when others don't and values no achievement unless it was attained with honor. A person of character has strong convictions, yet avoids self-righteousness. A person of character believes in the inherent dignity of all people and treats everyone with respect, even those whose ideas and ideologies evoke strong disagreement. A person of character deal

Wild Soul
Wild hair, wild eyes flashing through them when she smiles, once she has you in her sights, futile is the fight. Wild heart, wild soul She'll match your passion, eat you whole, never a being you'll ever meet, again on hill or street Wild Sun, wild Moon Makes no diference which in bloom, if she wants you she will take and drown you in her lake. Wild boy, wild man, even women when she can, all are powerless to resist, Soon lost within her mist.

Three Words That Couldn't Be Less Useful
Why is it that no matter what someone does they proclaim they did it out of love. Bad or Good it doesn't matter, they did it for love or fear of losing that love. If you are going to do something you know you'll have to say sorry for later, that's not love or anything close to it. And if you're at the state where you are more "Sorry" for your actions then anything, then guess what...You already lost that love.

Must Be Heaven
A soft laugh, a warm caress brushes away Oblivion. Soft eyes filled with laughter brown eyes almost black with... A hand ghosted over a silk pajama top, so light it could be imagination, and shivers race as Goosebumps break over heated skin. An unbuttoned top, the two halves of deep blue silk draw the eye to the pale skin beneath, secreted from the bronzing sun, the prize is cruelly hidden beneath white satin sheets. Lush lips hover; warm breath over cool flesh; more shivers as hot and cold dance exuberantly over and within. The outside air, so cold against An overheated and suddenly exposed body. A sharp breath breaks the silence one hand caresses softly, softly, the dusky nipple hardening— painful at the stimulation. The hand moves, leisurely exploring, moving over curves and dips unique learning, mapping, lazily spiraling down down down… Muscles tense, stomach clenched, hands fisted into the sheet rough and teasing against an overly sens

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Today's Update
well everyone we are just short of hitting the 10k mark pic link #1 has 6630 comments and pic link #2 has 3373 keep up the good work everyone and welcome aboard new comers :D the total right now is 9974 i am so glad to have great people helping me out thanks so much here are the links again #1 #2 thanks again to those that have helped. and before i end this blog i want to mention DO NOT Complain IF I ASK FOR HELP!!! either do it or don't that simple. if you do, i will remove you from my list. no questions asked

Update 2
Well test results came back all of them, everything looks fine exept my hormon level is way off, making my body thinking its prego, lol, and my overies are the size of golf balls. so I now have to go to a ob-gyn next week. I want a new body, lol, just kidding. at least I feel better. I let you know what the new doc say's.

~ Love~
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. He and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. And even now millions of miles apart we are still entwinded in this thing we are trying to survive. Our lives. We are so bound that we destroy the other things around us .

~ Cracked~
my hard shell has cracks and there starting to let things seep through .. my weakness is glowing like the lights of the ships at night off the shores ... I am showing things about me i never should show never should share .. pushing away the people that seem to care drawing in the nothingess that surrounds me .. the fillers .. the faceless conversations that i can nod to and sip my drink .. my mind keeps wandering to his face to his voice .. drinks more swallows his pain .. I close my eyes again .. thinking of anything but him even if thats pain .. i see his fake smiles his fake happiness .. the way he puts on the face everyone wants to see... his lack of depth or caring for the tragic end hes just seen .. the lethal injection of his words seem to go in peacefully .. i wonder if when hes alone in the dark he feels an ache .. a torture knone else can see... or is this pain all my own .. is this cycle destine to repeate .. the lies the games the pain the hurt the tears ... My lovless sel

~ Disgrace~
There are moments in this life where at times a I feel a whisper .. A wind.. Maybe its an emotion .. I feel thirsty and its a deep core thirst for something I cant ever seem to find .. Whenever I get that feeling I am usualy found surrounded by books and a cup Of tea In my hand .. Most of the friends who come into my home .. Notice 2 things .. I have ten Million wine racks full of amazing wines .. And more books then anyone has ever seen .. I cant help it .. They both have a smell and a flavor I crave almost daily In any case .. Tonight I was reading some amazing Gibran works .. Most people stop at the prophet .. But infact he hasd many many works worth reading .. I was reading some Gibran and OSHO and I was lost in thought .. Its amazing how one word .. One phrase can lead your mind tumbling down a rabbit hole .. I often wonde if it is this that confuses the way I think so often .. I had many things stop my mind tonight I think spontaneity is all encompassing.. And close I think to mo

~ Solid Waste~
Orgasmic responses Touched lightly held away throw in cold embrace your eyes never look at me your mouth never speaks to me You dont want to know me weak pulse sacred sin pain and pleasure giving up giving in giving away all that you are is so hidden I cant find you in the dark keep talking to me .. I cant find my way without your voice making love dark secrets hot skin wet touch deep thrust dreams of plenty lifes grip fades away choke hold on reality decay little girls laughter echos in my mind the last ever written he says with a cheshire cat smile gone away solid waste tortured disgrace loving hate pure soul Bear your scars scream your pain let go of all thats bound you to this pain see me touch me know me....

~ One Pain~
One The one That grip around me .. Unbreakable , Un changed .. always. The first breath the first touch the first truth .. I find myself in his eyes .. He hears it seems my silent cries. And makes my heart my reasons foe. What magic weaves his touch to trick me ,. How can I now deny what I feel .. What I love . The pain I have felt . The night wandering lost and awake .. Without his touch . Why does my heart burn with anger , and my anger weep tears of pain. Why am I looking with my eyes what My heart can see. Why is the heart the last on the list to be paid. Why am I standing here my soul screaming .. My teeth clenched tight .. Walls around me refuse to be torn down all the time begging me to crumble. I see all the right paths all the right words all the right things .. And all I want are these things down this rabbit hole I crave . I see his face .. His hands His voice haunting me .. Torturing me .. Whispering to me . Telling me everything I want to hear. Make all My fears disappear

~ Pleasure~
Your Breath in My mouth The pointed nails of your dry hands will never loose my crimson throat crimson from shame pain pleasure your violent lips will suck my blood and my waxen flesh will tempt you as long as my eyes stay closed

~ Sink Into Numb~
your mouth with golden lips and silver tounge doesnt laugh in me and our halo words make such perfect sense That in my nights of years of youth and death I hear your voice vibrant through all the worlds sounds In this dawn of silk wher cold lies still lust endangered misses sleep In the suns hands all the bodies waking Shiver at the thought of finding their heart again remembering calm seas I sink into fog closing my eyes on myself I am all yours my whole life listens to you and I can not undo The terrible freedoms your love creates for me

~ How Not To Feel~
I stare in the mirror cover my ears and refuse to listen to the pleas of my soul fighting with the suffocation of my head. I tear old pictures from the frames toss them in the waste basket at my feet with dirty scraps and pencil shavings and torn letters and broken dreams. I see a lost little girl lying to her own heart to protect the woman she has become. Dressed up in pretty clothes with grown up shoes and paper dolls on her bed. fairy tales and and curled hair remain a staple of her diet on a feast of famine she stuffs in her throat when she can not speak. Truth is an elusive love is a satire we tell little girls who grow up and become barren haters of the life they are force to lead . i lie to myself and to the people i love . i can not allow love in my life . for all the people in this life who have attempted and failed to love the woman I am . I am sorry for the truth I have forced you to face . Love is not real. Love is pain. Pain is real. reality is bent . Normalcy is maggot r

~ Drip~
We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My hand slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into t

~ Rage~
Sitting spinning .. Falling deeper into sin~ looking out my window blank .. I close my eyes .. Feel his hair in my hands .. My mind wanders .. I cant focus … I cant feel this .. I cant feel him .. He touches my face to capture my stare .. I look away again… I close my eyes .. Try to erase my thoughts .. Try to erase his voice from my head~ My soul bleeds and drips to the floor …I feel whats left of me slipping away … My anger builds .. I sit there looking deeper into darkness… I glance at the bottle by the bed .. Tears fall again .. Why cant I erase this feeling from me .. Why cant I become the nothingness I feel .. I want to throw it all away .. I want to feel as cold as my skin~suicide seems like a warm sensual thing …something that would bring me the most equisite pleasure .. Pain would fade away~ I am lost .. I know I will never be found .. I know I will be miserable forever and nothing can heal this wound.. I am so sad.. I am drowning in my own tears.. I sit in the shower .. Arms

~ Chalk~
Silver sands and golden seas sweapt away with stormy breeze the love letters once spoken now eaten with dsgust. Your stench still on my sweat my tears of salt and sin wash away my years. the secrets we all keep deep beneathe the cracked floor boards in our barren hearts halls. Scream names said in vain deaf ears and closed doors remain the only comfort for the echos left to drown in this pain that only you can drain My soul erased My passion washed in blackboard paint and eternal nails left to scrape~ My juvinile writtings still echo in these walls of steel

~ Lucid Painkiller~
Have you ever just felt like there was someone inside youhave you ever been able to hear someones heartbeat inside your headfelt there hands on your body and there breath on your skin when there ten thousand miles away?If you have said yes silently inside your head then you know just how I feel every time I close my eyeseverything I want is wrapped up in one single moment with this man..is that rationalsometimes it makes me feel so lostI just cant stop smiling the past few days ..he is on my mind! ..its odd that someone captivates so much of my mind..and my body..have you ever felt like someone was perfect for yougod what a concept I try to even tell myself its an insane concept!..when I close my eyes at night I just see this look..his eyes staring back at me ..on top of me ..inside me ..just reading everything I want and everthing I cant say from a simple look on my face ..I swear sometimes he makes me feel naked just the thought of that look..the eyes staring back at mehis hands on m

~ Damged F @#$! ~
Damaged Fucking People…or the ones that Need to wake the fuck up! The following applies to you ..NOW BEFORE you freak out ..this is entirely My opinion! Please feel free to say whatever pops in your head god knows I always say what's on my mind!..I have seriously just had enough of the daily bullshit from the following jackass's…….. STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE- Now you would think truly stupid people are few and far between ..but lemme just give you a window into my daily inbox on myspace!…give me a fucking break! If your IQ is less then 21 your are a fucking dumb ass…if you honestly think in the 21st century that hey baby nice tits do you have any more pix is gonna work your FUCKING STUPID! Have we seriously deteriorated as women so much that we allow shallow assholes like that to make any impact on us at all! I cant believe how many 35 year old men sound 16! I am also shocked on a daily basis by the lack of common sense most of us exhibit! Just because you say its fucking so doesn't

~ Jaded ~
~ Single for LIFE! ~ fuck men yep if your a man and you read this that means you .. fromt his point on i will NEVER date anyone seriosuly again! EVER ... its not worth it .. I have come to the realization that A) I cant be in a relationship with a normal guy because I am not normal and they fault me for it. B) There is no one as sexual as I am C) men say one thing and do another and D) My heart has so much duct tape on it its ceased to beat ! and Finally E) I am tired of being thrown back in the water after being caught hook line and sinker! Why I am single Let me start off by saying.....If I can have the beginning feelings of when you first meet someone you like. That intense physical and mental attraction. The crazy emotional wild love making last for ever I would be more then happy to commit to love....I am not turned off to the idea of someone trying to fulfill that role and make me eat my words below if their up to the challenge. BUT ----- Through the

~ Crack Smoking Dr Suess Readign Lethargy ~
Because there was nothing better to do at 4am .. and the bookstore was closed ..I was out of ambien and the bar was closed...well you fuckin asked bitches! So to be one of the myspace girls I exploit .. you know the 21 year old let me ride you harder daddy types with lil dogs and tank tops that say sugar on them .. I am going to indulge you all with my ability to have 1 brain cell..... enjoy. 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Hmmm at this moment ... some perfect guy in Florida, other then that dead realitives always rock 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yeah, i totally return it, hard. hahahahah I love you G 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? me fuck that I am anti social .. ok ok everyone stop choking on yer beer now. I am shy ... hahahahahaah 4. Do you take compliments well? Not at all. Im super suspicious. Yer all abunch of lying fags 5. Do you play Sudoku? I play sucku, and suckhe

~ Intrigue~
Funny the way life tosses you about like a hurricane .. and then suddenly slows to a gentle caress.... I am intrigued .. curious .. and cautious ...and my mind has been wandering around in your circles today ... I am what was the word you used... "peaked" with the wonder of who you are beneath. whats visible to everyone ....Smiling ...asthetics aside, theres so much to tell ... xoxoxo Jess

~ Mental S & M ~
Can you see me looking it at you .. Watching your life like a old movie On a screen .. I sit there in my crushed red velvet chair .. I am alone .. The projector spins its ticking melody that gently rocks me into a trance .. Your smiles your skin your laugh going so fast past my mind naked and oblivious just going about your day .. The smell of old newspapers and then suddenly a fresh sweet stench thats your sweat and cum .. As the lights dim lower flashes of light just show me the contour of what is you . I strain to see more .. I grip the set in front of me almost kneeling on the concrete floor beneath me just to get closer .. Then again the images change and your moving so fast .. Never looking back at me .. You just dont see me .. I still sit in a silent protest to the time thats going by so fast .. Look back at me .. Reach through the screen and touch me .. I am alone in this room .. Waiting for your one small gesture to make you my reality . Your silver smile and your dark eyes ..

~ Alaska ~
Redemption~ Wind blows looking out at the water , thoughts of you . The broken pieces of us all over the sand. How do we fix this? I pick up a piece of you and you pick of a piece of me .. Can we put us back together again? Its been so cold and lonely here without you and I miss your laugh . I loved all the things in you I will never be I love the person you are.. I miss the tenderness in you scared by the bitch in me. I miss the ability to tell all my secrets and have no fear. I Just Miss you . I hate the hate in me that smothers my words with pain and all that comes out is rage. I hate the little girl in me that still is so tragically wounded by words that mean nothing. I miss your eyes Lighting up when I walk in the room~ where do we unravel this mess.. Where do you begin and I end? Can we meet half way? If I close my eyes I can smell you I love you . I am so sorry I am so broken sometimes

~ Silent Plea~
Invoke My name Pilots steer according to my eyes Builders grow dizzy listening to me Architects leave for the desert murderers bless me flesh quivers at my call the one I love does not listen to me the one I love does not hear me the one I love does Not awnser me

~ Soulmates ~
Karma is a responsibility shared between soulmates~ Someone mentioned to me the Possibility of soul mates today and it made me think for along time about what he said~ he said this " I believe there is a soulmate for everyone, someone who is drawn to you by the traits and qualities others have called flaws. They love and respect you for who you are and what you stand for regardless of what other people think. And don't try to change or mold you into what they consider right."~ I think Craig was more right then he knew at the time~ how often have you just stared at someone and just wondered about them who they were what makes them tick~ your sitting there going through the random pages of quazi odd internet friends on myspace or a similar mindnumbing destination, and this one person always makes you stop and look deeper into the pages of there life~ Maybe its how they look … maybe its what they say .. in Your case maybe I loved you for the things you didn't say~ and maybe its something

Make Me A Henchman Please
I need 298, 000 points to Henchman. I would love it if i could level by the end of the month. I know with all my great friends i can do this. I have lots of stash and pics to rate. All love will be returned. Muahs,Lucy

Navy Life
look im in the navy and let me tell you that it is no fun at all. the navy has a tendency to take a good person and turn them into an asshole and not reallize it. for example one of my friends brought it up to me that I used to be a very careing person and now he tells me that im an asshole at times. I now have tried to change that but with the navy being like high school all over again that can be very hard to do. now dont mistake me for being something im not, I am still more thoughtless of myself than I should be but thats what happens to people and it my sound funny but thats also almost the standard. I mean when most people join they expect to do better then they are doing but then they join and they find out that it becomes a let down and they change. look my point is that if you join or want to join then talk to someone other then a recruter about what your getting your self into. or you may not like what happens to you.

Your War Killed My Heart
i was always hurting myself just to make you see that i’ve tried way to hard and i needed to you to believe i was ready to leave, you were hurting me you didn’t even care i said good bye and left like that while you sat to watch me bleed you’re terrible and i hate you how could you so where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i cant believe you traded me and i thought you were the one,for me she’s not even with you my time is done it’s all over now you’re now all alone cause she’s gone and so am i we’ve faded away between the words of all your lies you’re terrible and i hate you how could you how could you ,do this to me i was the one you loved you’re so terrible i hate you.... and where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i can’t believe you traded me and i thought you were the one for me and she’s gone and i hate you your war killed my heart

Hit My Girl Up!!!
Guys Show some love to my good friend Crazy Gem...She lacks about 1200 to go to be a pimp and she needs love! Can you throw her some rates and show her all kinds of good fubar loving? I know you can!! Hit her pic and get on it...LOL Hugs and kisses! crazygem@ fubar Show her Love! crazygem@ fubar Rate Her crazygem@ fubar Fan Her crazygem@ fubar Add Her!! crazygem@ fubar

The Bouncers ~~ They Might Be Luring In The Shadows...
Meet our Bouncers ~~~ You never know they might be lurking in the shadows of the club... They are here to protect the bunnie and make sure all stays well in the Club.. Please respect there decision.. Thank you - Management GhostRider ~ Bouncer Jab2 ~ Bouncer Lil Momma ~ Bouncer Precious ~ Bouncer Streatch Johnny007 ~ Bouncer

I Got Rated A One
Dont know this guy or why he did it but he rated me a one! :( I have when people do that shit ya know!? Its just wrong! So I thought Id let yall know about him so U could be on a look out so if he comes on ur pro! jerry@ fubar

To Be Wanted
To be wanted andto love to have the gifts from god above wondering through a would unknowen as silence falls, I know Im alone as darkness seeps into a broken heart dreams of happiness fall apart as death comes I sit alone anmy tears fall formy broken home

If Ya Want To Join In My Family! Rule's
first you need a salute photo,and not to belong to any other bombing families, and not be in any contest upon joining and for 30 days after, you must check with the home page in order to get your approval before joining any contest, we r a leveling family as well, so if you r close to leveling please let the home page know and we will get every1 together to help you level, we will be assinging every1 to certain contest in which you will have to bomb in that contest picture until u r out of comments each day for that contest, please check in on the home page everyday for new blogs and repost all bulletins each day as they come which is a must, then go to the profile on spirit bombers home page and all existing members are located under the about me section click the pic of each one fan/rate profile/and send friend request,in the friends request type joining spirit bombers so that they know who you are.we also ask that you repost bullitens and read all blogs sent from home page and

Equipment Malfunction
My wife came home today to find that the hose from the overflow on my reef tank came loose. This resulted in about 10 gallons draining onto the living room carpet and some very unhappy coral and fish. The sump was almost totally drained. Luckily I just bought some more salt mix because I had to mix up double the amount I usually use on a water change. I fixed the hose and everything seems to be alright. Geesh!

Sweet Girl
Your strength and beauty is inspiring Passion exudes you with each breath Through the rain you radiate sunshine The pain doesn't stop your sheer will Tommorrow brings promise of neverending joy Happiness like you've never yet known Love will strike out the sickness and pain Nothing will bring down my sweet girl Love you Amanda, Chelle

Un Named
Longer days and longer nights DO not make my mornings bright clouds of darkness hang over my head sometimesI feel as if Im Dead I try to sleep ,but all i do is cry WHY oh Why did he have to Die Hehas been gones a very long time But late at night I wishhe still wasmine But many days and nights have come and gone and Im learning to move on

Hi
im 26 live in springhill florida ihave 2 kids im in college at Rasmussen college to get my CMA and i love life and want to live it to the fullest im outgoing sincere and a loving person um yeah well i guess thats me ina nut shell

Poetry
WINTER PAIN I am comfortable in the silence of winter As the world sleeps beneath a blanket of white This is where I belong. Not hot not cold but both existing together The wind at my back The sun on my face This is where I belong. I am reminded of you as I stand in this place And I miss you in this moment This is where I belong. The memories of that day replaying in my mind A tear tries to fall stopped only by the pain This is where I belong. It hurts too bad to find release It is silent and it is winter and it is pain This is where I belong. Brandon

Too Much
just a touch makes me shiver your words make me weak, i cant breathe why did you never tell me these words that now flow so freely from your mouth that sweet mouth i wish to taste again begging me to let you touch me feel you deep inside me craving you more than i ever thought i could those times we shared making me scream in ecstasy your fingers explore my body your tongue reaching places i never thought possible telling me your deepest fantasy making me wet with anticipation your eyes showing me your enjoyment as i please you take me there again one more time to heaven again as you make me cum over and over again I'm not sure if I can surrender so soon! Bring me down, toss me around, seductively, productively, you know you want, and so you taunt, I don't know if I can even go on! You're just too much...

Love
A happy life, and hopefull dreams but nothings ever what it seams Love hurts thats lessons well learned I have played with fire and I have been burned with your love nothing can comepare with you forever my heart I will share life is my candle, your love is my flame I give you my heart, for you to tame you give me strenght to do what I will and all ofyou dreams I hope to full fill in this world not all things are true the one truth I know is that I love you

Day Dreams
Why do I worry,why do I care when i open my eyes , he's still not there I dont want to lose him ,why cant he see In his arms is where I long to be But Im confused and sometimes lost if I wait to long my heart will pay the cost Do I ris kmy heart,and jump right in? or lock up my feelings and keep them within? I lay awake in my bed at night wishing he was there to hold me tight I sit in the darkness and cry Every time we say goobye I want to be with him I truely do And whisper in his ear I love you

Un Named
Another day ahs come and gone another voice sings the same old song board asc an me alone in my misery but through all of this I shead not a tear for in the world of the forsaken, you never show fear I will never show anger or pain erased, but never turly gone like a blood stain but theres a shimmer ofhope I pray is true there is something between me and you

Downrater!!! Amanda (no Fan/rate=no Add) Downrater!
Be careful of this person: Amanda (No Fan/Rate=No Add), I went on her profile and rated/fanned and sent a friend request. Sent her a nice thank you, rated a few of her pics '10's, then she comes BACK on my profile, RE-rates me a '1' then blocks me!!! She is an irish down rater, be warned.

Bed Sheets
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied:

Gail Is Hosting A Halloween Contest
My good friend Gail is hosting a Halloween contest. The most comments takes home a 7 day blast. Any halloween costume photo will do , a new one or old one. I need at least 10 contestants to start the contest. Time is running out so message her if you are interested . Gail ~AMAZINGGRACE~ founder and proud member of SuNsHiNe AnGeLs@ fubar why dont ya get in on the fun this halloween ?

Love
I can't help but feel guilt when i share these feelings i don't want our love to wilt can you prove to me that I'm not just dreaming... we started out as just friends you were with her i was with him but the more i got to know you the less i wanted to be with him the more i longed to be held by you those feelings i tried to push aside and i had decided that just being friends was alright the time then came not too long after my heart got broken and i couldn't find my laughter you were there beside me when he broke me down you stopped my tears and did all you could to not let me frown you said you loved me that you always had you said you would never hurt me you didn't want to see me so sad then you kissed me my heart skipped a beat or two the feelings that we had kept from each other we then both knew but i knew we could never have been because you were still with her and loved her more than me within that was the last time that I've se

Sensual, Passionate Kisser Seeks Same
Sensual, passionate kisser seeks same.... Most men do not know how to kiss. I mean REALLY kiss....kiss WELL....slowly, sensually, passionately so that your toes curl and your heart races and your hunger builds and you lose track of time and you feel like you could cum from just kissing... Stuffing your tongue in my mouth does not count as a good kiss. That's so amateur. I am an amazing kisser...I have been told many times. I have made men surrender to me by telling him to stay perfectly still and to just let me make love to him simply with my full, soft lips on his. I can leave you breathless, speechless. Can you do the same? I'm a very passionate woman so I'm talented at a lot of things, but I can definitely liquify you with the way I kiss. Because I genuinely LOVE to kiss. It is the ultimate in sexual intimacy to me. Conversely, it makes me absolutely weak to be kissed by someone who truly knows how to work me. I find that a good kisser can only truly enjoy kissing with another

Shoot For The Stars
R U Up 4 it???? I'm looking for a true companion, a guy (35-52) whom I enjoy spending time with, talking to, cuddling up next to. I'm not into playing games and have no tolerance for those that are. MUST be able to stimulate my mind before you ever touch my body. Must be able to use your mouth well... for great conversation and phenomenal kissing. I have interest in cultural pursuits (art, music, theatre, etc). Not much on sports. I love to dance, sing, travel, road trip, check out a flick, listen to music, spend time with old friends, make new friends, eat a succulent meal, converse on a variety of provocative topics. I'm a sucker for the strong, sensitive type or the loveable, funny nerd with the heart of gold. ME: single, never married, professionally employed, educated, independent. Attractive, affectionate BBW who is smart, caring, humorous, passionate, open-minded, responsible but fun-loving. I care about others and the community, love to laugh, emotionally / financially stab

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has da guts 2 tell u....

You Know You Are From Clovis Nm If.......
you know your from Clovis NM if...... -You know where NorVaJac Studios is. -You remember when Leanne Rhymes was in town. -The fair is the most exciting thing to happen in your life. -You know that Marshall Junior High used to be the highschool. -You've heard that Marshall used to be a prison. -You know that Gattis is for gangsters and Yucca is for preps. -You know the location of all eight hundred elementary schools in town. -Most of your highschool buddies went to college at ENMU, UNM, NMSU, or Texas Tech. -Clovis Community College, halfway to your future. -You went to Blackwater Draw in fifth grade, but still don't know anything about the Clovis Man. -When someone talks about going to 'the lake', you know which one they're talking about. -You can make it to Lubbock or Amarillo in under an hour. -You take the back way to Albuquerque because there are no cops that way. -You go to Sonic to order an Orgasm. -You've spent at least one year of your life on Main Street. -

Wicked Wisdom-bleed All Over Me
I love your pain And how it makes me feel inside I love your pain And how it opens you so wide And I love the way You bleed all over All over me And I love the way Your aching sits in My heart seat I crave your pain And how it soaks me in I crave your pain Cause I’m its only friend And I need the way You bleed all over All over me And I need the way You feed my hunger My hunger’s greed Can I hold your suffering Let me feel your suffering Can I touch your suffering And I love the way You bleed all over All over me And I need the way You bleed all over All over me I love the way You suffer I love the way You bleed Come bleed all over me

Just Thinking
Do you think its possible to feel something for someone that for all you kno may not exist? To meet someone you've never met in person and start to have some sort of feelings for them, and even if you did, would they be real and how could you trust your heart that it wouldnt set you up for failure, i met someone and when i first got on here was for the pure intentions of just meeting friends, but its strange because i found myself "needing" to hear his voice and "needing" to kno that he was ok, could i have been lieing to myself the whole time, or had i finally found a guy ive dreamed myself to be with, i dont kno its weird because i started falling for someone because he made me feel the way ive always wanted to feel and he excepted me for what i was and not who i claimed to be, he saw into me and i could open up to him and tell him everything and it was weird how he had that hold on me, but then tonight i find out he was speaking with someone an im glad i found out now while i could

Unearth-sanctity Of Brothers
A west side run through. One string away from taking the lead. We stalked the streets at night to live, to feel, to breathe. Bring back those days of gold where the torch was ours to bare. A troubled youth to some, to us our crown to wear. I see a time, a sanctity of brothers. We knew another world, A west side horror. A torch burned out before his own time. We close our eyes at night to hurt, to heal, to breathe. Bring us back to the day. Bring us back to our ages of innocence. Our times to live forever. Our worlds will meet again. Worlds.

The Bus Stop Nazi..
This happened a couple weeks ago. Thought I'd snatch it from my myspace page so yall could read it.. Yea thats me Over there. It's 7:45 AM, I'm dressed 3 year old by my side and a cup of coffee in my hand escorting the twins to the bus stop. Everything is copastetic until BAM... this heathen of a kid decides to manhandle my daughter because while he was off running around she took his place in line.. So I yell KNOCK IT OFF! and what does he do... Pushes her again. Ok now I'm pissed because this is the same inbred kid that decided to pull, pinch and scratch my daughter on the bus last year. And because my daughter has been taught to "talk things out" we mildly reverted from that and she was instructed to punch him in the face the next time he put his hands on her. Well she must've forgot because the next thing I know Im hollering at this kid like he's in basic training or something. Well I knew what would come of this, so after the kids got on the bus I walked to this kids house (bec

Second Update On My Dad
Spent the entire weekend at the hospital with my dad... He is in terrible pain....and so far they have not been able to give him enough Morphine to make him comfortable. He is supposed to have more MRI's done so they can target the cancer and know where to use radiation in order to help with the pain but so far he is not able to do the tests. He is hurting too bad...I have been a nurse for almost 20 years and I have never seen anyone take this much Morphine without it knocking them on their ass. Not my dad, nope he is a hard head, he has had enough drugs to drop a buffalo in it's tracks, and he is still awake talking...making sense most of the time. but still hurting. As a nurse I have a very hard time with the fact that my dad is having to suffer and I can't do anything to fix it. Gotta say it really humbles you and shows you that as much as we like to think we are in charge...it isn't true. There is definitely a power much higher than us who has a plan for us. We may not unde

Y=mx+b
I am math challenged and I hate the "idea of finding unknown values but adding subtracting and multiplying and dividing FUCKING LETTERS". I mean honestly if x hadn't wandered off y wouldn't have to find it. Stupid bastard ass x... always getting lost and shit. I just wanted to point that out to everything. If it's not 1+1=2 or 4/2=1 I want no part in it. gawwwdddd I need a drink RIGHT NOW! WHO'S GAME? Fucking math (shakes head)

Milestones...
In celebration of my divorce... I give you.. Milestones Dec 4,1997 Guy:You know I think youre cute wanna go out Girl: Are you serious youre like, white... sure whatever Dec 27,1997: Guy: I love you Girl I love you too Jan 1, 1998... Hump hump swim swim Sperm:" hey dude we're almost there.....swim swim Egg: whats all that noise? Sperm: Hey let me in there!! Egg: No you bacteria go away get the fuck outta here! Sperm: ....muuahahaha i gotcha bizznitch!! Jan 21,1998: Dr.: Youre Pregnant Girl: Sweet Guy: Cool Feb 4 1998 Nurse: Omg there's two in there Girl: Shit. Guy: Sweet May 2, 1998.... blah blah blah blah blah I do bla bla blah blah blah I do " kiss kiss kiss August 25, 1998: Girl: Get this thing outta me! Nov Girl: I HATE YOU Guy: I Hate you Too! Jan 1999: Girl I love you Guy I love you too.. Dec 29,2003 Dr: It's a girl!!!! Feb 2004 I hate you!!!!!!!! Feb 2006 Guy: Let's get divorced Girl Ok coo

A Talk With Granny.... Good Lord Lol
I was talking to my granny today.. She told me her neighbor was moving and decided to move some of their stuff out at 230am and it wok her up. The walls in the duplex are thin and if you stand next to the laundry chute you can hear the neighbors arguing about whatever as if you were standing in the same room. Well she goes on to tell me that the daughter in that family is a bit Promiscuous and some nights she can "hear her" moaning and yelling and then the next nite you can hear the boyfriend moaning and yelling.. Ok The last thing I wanted to hear out of my sweet lil granny's mouth is the word moan for one thing. She goes on to say that the girl has kinky sex. OK OK I so didn't expect to hear the word kinky come out of her mouth omigawd. So we continue to talk and something comes up about the sex stuff you see on the tv (she said it in those exact words) I'm on the other end of the phone like Granny just made a reference to porn. OMG, what does this mean? I Told her you never had sex

Darkness
It's different now, it's not the same no parties, no clubs, nothing to see you call it home, but tomorrow it won't be the home you once knew is lost forever everything's gone, not a thing left to save starting over, but not in your head happiness is long forgotten, he took that too darkness surrounds you, the sun can't be found it will return, you keep telling yourself in the meantime, you sit in darkness, praying, hoping, waiting.

Who Likes Me?
Who Likes ME? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repo

Missing Pauly
This is old i wrote this back in january But I'm saying I miss my Pauly. My Sexy Umpire Why the fuck did it snow today? Why am I listening to Hall & Oates? because your kiss your kiss is on my list ...one of the best things in life.. Why... am I out of Pop. And why am I jamming to this song. Why is this making absolutly no fucking sense whatsoever that the kids have a 2 hour delay tomorrow morning because of snow when the roads arent even that bad? And why the hell is my math class full of peoples. I don't like Big Classes I miss my pauly. I made grilled cheese and tomato soup for supper. with velveeta. Now I have to poop. Why is my Uteri in agony. I don't plan on reproducing anymore so why do I even have one I should sell it on ebay This shelf on my back aka my ass is going up for bid as well. i'm going on a diet. yogurt and fried chicken i'm kidding I don't "fry" anything but I've been killing the popcorn

Metrosexuality
Metrosexual From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia • Interested in contributing to Wikipedia? •Jump to: navigation, search It has been suggested that Übersexual be merged into this article or section. (Discuss) Metrosexual is a neologism generally applied to heterosexual men with a strong concern for their appearance, and who display many of the lifestyle tendencies of stereotypical gay men. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the etymology and definition of the word are: [< metro- (in METROPOLITAN a.) + SEXUAL a., punningly after HETEROSEXUAL a. and n.] n. A man (esp. a heterosexual man) whose lifestyle, spending habits and concern for personal appearance are likened to those considered typical of a fashionable, urban, homosexual man. Debate surrounds the term's use as a theoretical signifier of gender deconstruction and its associations with consumerism. Contents [hide] 1 Evolution of the word 2 Other terms 3 Narcissism 4 Changing masculinity

Why Do I Care?
Five minutes of your time Is all I'm asking for Something that says u care I make a daily effort I know its not ur fault Long hours and deployment On the horizon Keep you from me I care enough to wait And be there when u can Baby I miss you More than you know Why do I care? Because we want this to work And I have seen a rare side Baby I miss you

These Five Months
These Five Months im pulling the trigger again these five months have come those five months have fled they scream their stifled whail in my ear the calm settles in though i can't quite breathe and im sick once more and im free once more but those chains were my comfort i let them be placed there by you now id offer my wrists if you'd just take me back as yours last selfless wish for you to be free from what im eternally bound entwined with you don't need the plague in me the hate in me no you dont need me at all

Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.8
Mozilla Firefox - faster, more secure, easier to use and sporting a new look, this latest Firefox release sets a new standard for web browser innovation. Mozilla Firefox project (formerly Firebird, which was formerly Phoenix) is a redesign of Mozilla's browser component, written using the XUL user interface language and designed to be cross-platform. It is small, fast and easy to use, and offers many advantages over other web browsers, such as the tabbed browsing and the ability to block pop-up windows.

A Yellow Rose
A yellow rose symbolizes friendship I thank you dear friend for showing you care being in a rut, thought I wouldn't get out then you came along and made me smile 1 yellow rose, that's all it took to make me smile, to brighten the darkness it lingers above shedding some light I don't fear anymore, for the yellow rose is lighting my way back.

Fuckers
Today sucks monkey nuts.... no particular reason why, it just does. Perhaps it has been my attitude, though, because everyone I have dealt with today in person is/has been an asshole. All, with the exception of my good friend VG. Anyways, I'm feeling kinda crappy this evening but am thankful and glad that she's keeping me company right now. What a good friend.

Do The Monster Mash
Howdy people!! Just wanted to let you know that i am about to post my pics from a halloween party I was at the other night. Super-awesome party as usual. There was an outdoor scavanger hunt that is spread out over 40 acres of land. There was a maze in the cornfrield and everything!!! It was awesome and probably the most fun I have had in a long time. For those of you that are good friends or regular visitors...you might know that it was my exboyfriends sister's party. I was nagged to come by both of his sisters and his mom so...I came despite the recent breakup. Besides...we agreed to be friends. So...when you see him in the pics...no...we did NOT get back together. While I still wish we would...I won't push it! Have fun looking at them. Some of them are a riot.

Profile Pics
call me crazy but i dont understand why some people fill their profiles full of pics and mark each folder "private" so no one can just view them without permission. Ive seen some profiles that have at least 10 folders and all marked private. Then ive seen some that have many folders and only a very few are marked private. I can see marking a few and asking for permission but every single folder that just seems nuts to me.

Silent
Silent Paws Silent paws trotting on a well beaten trail, alone in the wilderness, so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered, the moon is now his guide, looking for ones just like him, or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground and senses man everywhere, the silence is deafening no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture so far from his den, while his pack fell silent at the hands of men? His stomach is growling but the hunger he’ll endure, his pack family is out there it’s their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks and raises his head up high, the terror overwhelms him as he lets out another cry. But still there’s no answer he can’t understand why, he’ll follow their trail or he surely will die. For days now he’s traveled his spirit and body gone weak, he lies down in white clover no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers over this tiny, frail pup, whose future now will be guarded as his soul tr

The Beginnings Of Me:
THE BEGINNINGS OF ME: TODAYS DATE: October 21, 2007 MY NAME IS: Wayne AND I CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON: January 20, 1955 IN THE CITY/STATE OF: Abington, PA THE DOCTOR YELLED: its a boy AND MY FAMILY RESPONDED WITH: I don't know! MY FAMILY CONSISTED OF: Mom and Dad (I’m the oldest) THE CURRENT ME: NOW I RESIDE IN: Pennsylvania WITH: Me, myself and I MY HAIR IS NOW: short and brown AND MY EYES ARE: hazel IVE GOTTEN TALLER TOO; IM : 5'8 1/2 MY BODY IS BEST DESCRIBED AS: cuddly AS FAR AS TATTOOS GO: I would love to have one AND AS FOR PIERCINGS: nope MY BEST FEATURE IS: personality IVE INHERITED MOST OF MY LOOKS FROM: my mom .. AS FOR GLASSES/CONTACTS: l wear glasses l would be as blind as a bat without them AND MY SHOES ARE A SIZE: 11 1/2 IM MOST COMFORTABLE WEARING: jeans and t-shirt MY LIKES/DISLIKES: AS FAR AS SMOKING GOES: I ‘m quitting AND AS FOR DRINKING: Folger’s coffee, and Philadelphia water (yuck) AND WHEN IT COMES TO DRUGS:I take N

He's Abusing You
He's Abusing You © By BlueWolf Roses are red, Violets are blue Why is your man abusing you Long stemmed flowers, And a card to match Sweet soothing words, For another sudden dispatch Elegant gifts He spent half his paycheck on It seems like one minute he cares And the next he's gone Loud vicious screaming You have done something else wrong Patronized force He has gotten so strong Wild punches Gashes of blood You hear nothing But each powerful thud He tells you he loves you As he cries on your shoulder He's sorry that he hurt you But its to late now your black and blue From each deranged attack Your latest pummel Was only a smack The next time will be worse His angers are too strong But he's already convinced you That with him is where you belong So you will stand here and take it Until death does you part Because you've been brought to believe He really loves you somewhere in his heart .....My friend he is abusing you......

Mma News- Former Wwe Champion & Superstar Brock Lesnar Officially In Ufc
BROCK LESNAR IS THE LATEST HEAVY HITTER IN THE UFC® International Superstar Joins Stacked Heavyweight Division Cincinnati, Ohio (USA) – International superstar Brock Lesnar has already achieved high grades for his transition from pro wrestling to mixed martial arts. Now the former NCAA Champion and four-time All-American is ready for the next step in his career - taking on the best heavyweights in the world in the Ultimate Fighting Championship® (UFC®) organization. UFC President Dana White announced the signing of Lesnar to a promotional contract during the pay-per-view broadcast of UFC 77 at the US Bank Arena. “I don’t think there are any other pro wrestlers that can make the transition to MMA, except for Brock Lesnar,” said White. “And if you look at his amateur wrestling credentials, his size, and what he’s done, this guy can end up being a force in the heavyweight division of the UFC.” “If you want to go with the NFL of the fighting game, it’s the UFC, and it was

"let's Make The Best Of How This Sucks!"
After fight, airport embraces SUX code Sun Oct 21, 5:25 PM ET City leaders have scrapped plans to do away with the Sioux Gateway Airport's unflattering three-letter identifier — SUX — and instead have made it the centerpiece of the airport's new marketing campaign. The code, used by pilots and airports worldwide and printed on tickets and luggage tags, will be used on T-shirts and caps sporting the airport's new slogan, "FLY SUX." It also forms the address of the airport's redesigned Web site — http://www.flysux.com. Sioux City officials petitioned the Federal Aviation Administration to change the code in 1988 and 2002. At one point, the FAA offered the city five alternatives — GWU, GYO, GYT, SGV and GAY — but airport trustees turned them down. Airport board member Dave Bernstein proposed embracing the identifier. "Let's make the best of it," Bernstein said. "I think we have the opportunity to turn it into a positive." He noted that many airports, including some

The Letter
In a house ionce did dwell I ment a man I loved so well in this house he took my heart in two weeks time he blew it apart I went home and thought all day not a word did Isay my mother found me dround in the tub she tryed to wake me with a shove she found this letter by the sink before I took the big drink on the paper this is what was wrote atleast I didnt slit my thoroat In cold water now I lay Chris you lost you best firend today bury me slow but bury me deep place a rose at my feet place one red rose on my grave if not for lov emy lifew ould have been saved

Good Men
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

New Dragonball Series Called Dragonball Af In Production. I Have The Info All Here. Read
DBAF takes place around 120 years after the Frieza Saga. At this time Goku is off going from planet to planet training and he comes across one planet which looks absolutely beautiful, he goes onto this planet for training and finds that all the people there look perfect, and also the gravity is 1000 times that of earths so he figures its ideal for training for a little while. He also meets this stunningly beautiful woman there who try's to seduce Goku however Goku resists because of his heart belonging to Chi-chi, she senses this but makes love to him in his dreams. Shortly after Goku leaves the planet and as he leaves, the planet turns into silver and it disappears totally as well as everyone who inhabited it! Since the woman was a god and created a perfect illusion for Goku she also sensed how powerful he was, she wanted to have his baby and create the ultimate being. Anyway around 120 years later she gives birth to a child named Xicer who is naturally born as a super Saiyan 5 and is

For Someone...
And why, you might ask? Well... 1. Because it’s how you make me feel! 2. Everytime the phone rings like this, my heart gets all twittery 3. Where I’d go with you 4. You already took this heart of mine… 5. Because I’d fuck you stupid to this song! 6. It really is all about us… 7. I’ll be the butterfly to your samurai any day 8. My version of this song is so much more entertaining 9. …makes me wanna run away with you! 10. Prove that you love me (as though THAT would be hard) 11. Exactly where I’d like to be! 12. Sweet and different…just like us! 13. I’d develop a stutter just so you would kiss me to cure it! 14. How I fell for you… 15. Sounds like the start of our relationship! 16. LONG LIVE LABYRINTH! 17. Because I’ll always be here when you need me 18. Without you, I am… 19. …be my hero? 20. Not only do I wanna dance to this with you to this, I wanna act it out…repeatedly!

Mmmm Just Venting.... Enjoy
You know something! I seem to always start my blogs with such things like! “You know” and shit like that..... Lmao!..... I’m such a spaz!... Anyway this is beside the point! That is if I was trying to make a point in the first point which I don’t think I was.....how confusing.... ah well... I’m reading a new book its called through the looking glass and what Alice found there.... its good... confusing as hell on ice but still interesting!.... I’m in a dark mood today! But when I got up I was in a good mood! That changed very quickly!.... Firstly I feel as though I want to give up!... finding a job is hard!.... no....NO!?! Dammit! I will not start to moan and wine about my life! Not now!..... I’m not some emo little ..... Never mind!.... anyhoo.... I just realized that all I am is fake! Not online! ... No.... online is where I get to be myself! But when I’m offline I am nothing... I’m just some nobody that no one wants to talk too... that no one cares about and well... ok I will be h

Missing Piece Of My Heart
Do you remember your first special kiss? That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul. Do you long for that kiss to happen again? Close your eyes, picture that moment in time.. I remember the moment before our lips met, Her eyes gazed to mine, our lips just an inch away.. I held on to her hands and said, "I'm yours forever.." Kissing her softly in my room.. Suddenly.. Leaves are tapping down the window She stopped kissing me and said, "It was just the leaves." I said, "It's God blessing us from above." "Can you feel the angels, they're watching us." We were still gazing outside the window.. The sun starts to sink in the horizon.. I whispered, "I love you, You're my only one." Tears run down her face.. And she held her arms around me.. I whispered, "Your eyes are the window to your heart.. "And your tears are a proof that you have one." "God gave us two feet, two hands, two ears and two eyes.." But only one heart.. I came closer to her and said.. "Becau

I'm Thinking Of You...
sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does She think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a gal I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you.

Perfect Diet
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina Dog Chow for the dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because even though I'd lost 50 pounds, I'd ended up in the hospital last time, awakening in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and with IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is that you load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again.(I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb t

Pet Contest
CONTEST HAS STARTED!!!! PLEASE ANYTHING WILL HELP! I HAVE MY PETS PIC IN A CONTEST STARTING 10/22/07 @5PM FUBAR TIME RUNNING FOR A WEEK...IF U COULD PLEASE COME BY AND COMMENT OR COMMENT BOMB THAT WOULD BE GREAT..... THIS IS THE LINK...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=630488&i=2409312062#

No ,not Upset At All , Just Blah Blah Blahing Lmaoo :d
I was just thinking ..... yea, I know that's something that "I" shouldn't do but , hey, it happens LOL ....... anyhow, with the way things seem to have changed sooo much over the years, does love even count for anything anymore? I mean, it's become such a 'throw away' society that, in my opinion and thoughts, seems like we're all throwing away each other as well....? Thing is, nothing and NOBODY is going to ever be 'perfect' so I guess it boils down to being with the one that has the least amount of 'flaws' as you can stand? lol. I just wonder about things like this especially after being through things myself or knowing what others have also been through with that nassy lil four letter word called "love". People like to throw it around too fast and too often and all that ends up happening is one or both people end up so hurt, jaded and less likely to 'trust' the 'next one'. Men and Women aren't all 'that' different when it comes to love, we want it and want to hear tho

Remembering You
My heart is no longer broken, It has had time to mend. Now I sit and wonder, Should I do it all over again. Will another bring me pain, Will he bring sorrow of my heart? Will he say there are no tomorrows, Just when I am ready to live. The risk is great, I can a test to that. I would have risk it all, If you would have came back. I have to sit and wonder why should I even bother. You are ever present, I feel your energy. Could I find another, That would want to dance with me. These are questions always being ask, But answers are never found. I know you are the only one, Who could make me feel like that. I am glad my heart has mend it, And it doesn't feel any pain. I think I should leave it like that, Until God is ready to take me home again. I have serenity, I have piece of mine. I must admit though, I think of you all the time. You put a smile on my face, As I recall all of our beautiful memories. I fought hard to keep them. I couldn't let them be taken

How Do I Solve This
how many people have been in this position? you want something so bad and no matter how much you want it you just know you aint going to get it? if you have been there and got what you want please tell me how you done it and if it is rude send it in a private message.

Women Unite
first posted on my myspace page thought i'd share it here too. For those that know me I don't hold my tongue for nobody..... AHH the truth, a girls best friend, anyways. Today at work was busy lots of people to meet and talk to. Well later on in the day there was a very stunning woman and her dead beat boyfriend.{I didn't think he was much to look at} She had her hair in a french braid pony tail with the back of hair flowing down her back. Nice short skirt and knit turtle neck top. While I'm busy with what I'm doing I begin to notice a crowd of people pointing and laughing at her. Couldn't figure out why at first until she turned around. At the base of her braid where it begins on her scalp was a very large bald spot. Have to stop here cause this is what burns me. She was with this guy I guess her boyfriend He had of seen this bald spot and he said nothing.... hence the dead beat comment. I was pissed, one of my biggest pet peeves is to see someone needed assistance and not

The Rat Within
The Rat Within The flame of the candle flickered through the darkened hole of a window, the only evidence that the tiny cottage was occupied. Mammoth-sized rats had slowly eaten their way through the thatched roof, allowing the elements of nature to steal inside. One of the braver rats had made himself at home by soaking up the warmth of the candle, his silhouette outlined as one watched in the distance, a shadow of mystery, of darkness. Greta listlessly ambled towards the candle, acutely aware of the rat's presence, though not of the one that watched from afar. As she approached the rat, he did not move, he did not cringe, he did not twitch for he was accustomed to the young woman's presence. Nor did Greta fear the large, sparsely haired vermin, rather found him a comforting companion. It was lonely, locked in the cottage with no one about. Yet, she was safe here in this wooded haven of lost souls, which she had claimed as her home ten years gone by. Due to a cruel

Short Bus Lounge And Sbradio Halloween Bash
Halloween Bash In The Short Bus LoungeOctober 31st All Day Until Midnight Sponsored By SBRadio ( Short Bus Radio ) Official Station Of The Short Bus * Live DJ's * Halloween contest Best Over All( Primary Photo )( Ticker ) * Over All Male - Rolex ( Donated By DJ Lacey ) * Over All Female - Diamond Necklace ( Donated By DJ Lacey ) * Sexiest Male Primary - FUBAR Condom * Sexiest Female - FUBAR Edible Panties * Halloween Contest for Best Halloween Morph ( 3 Day Blast See Details Below ) * Must Be Listning and In Lounge To Win Random Door Prizes handed out every hour During Event. * All Around Fun Fest Click To Go To The Short Bus Lounge SBRadio ( Short Bus Radio ) Contest: Best Haloween Primary Pic, Do Not Need To Enter, Just Be in Lounge. People in the Lounge get to vote on best Halloween Primary Pic and Best Halloween Morph Send Entries for morphs to Short Bus Home Page Link Below, Halloween Primary Pic will be chosen via Yahoo Vote

Dui Ohio Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in COLUMBUS,OHIO after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot,

A Friend Needs Our Help
A close friend of mine needs my, and hopefully your, help to win a Happy Hour. Right now she is behind in the comments, but with your help, she can pull ahead. She has helped me and others to win various contests......she is the reason for both my level and my VIP status. And given the chance, she would help you with whatever you needed. Please stop by and comment on her pic.....any amount of times would be fine.....I know for those who really help, she will send her love your way......So, come on....help her....If you need help...ask me too! Here is the link to her photo:

Life Is Too Short
Life’s Too Short I have a dear friend who uses the term “Life’s too short” very regularly. And I know that she truly believes it. And through her, I have come to believe it too. So I visit my parents more and do whatever I can to help them. I volunteered at Habitat for Humanity and will probably do more of that in the near future. Life’s too short not to help. I laugh with my friends even if it’s at myself. I tell those around me how much I appreciate them. If they don’t care or respond back, well, I walk away. Life’s too short for bad friends. Life’s too short to hold a grudge, life’s too short to be angry, life’s too short to feel guilty. So remember: · Don’t worry about things you can’t control, let them go. · You can’t change yesterday & tomorrow will come whether or not you want it to. · You are only responsible for your own happiness. It’s not your job to make someone else happy. · Life is too short not to be happy!

Wise Sayings
Words to live by: 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember: half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much de

Truth
Sometimes we learn from the smallest among us. Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for the four-year old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any

Snake Eyes Radio
Okay everyone, there is a new lounge out there called Snake Eyes Radio. It is with all the djs from Spitfire and that is where some of the members of Spitfire has gone. It has the same music and even better music that you probably don't find in any other lounge. The DJ's Do take requests no matter what kind of music it is and the place is the best place to be...We would really like it if you would come and join and hang out with us. Some of the DJ's in there are: DJ Thump, DJ Klyde, DJ Rev (he is the one that created and owns Snake eyes Radio) DJ Lady C and much much more...If you are looking for a good time, want to meet new friends, Awesome Music and Friendly people then SNAKE EYES RADIO is the place for you. Please come in and become a member..and if you do then we will all say to you WC 4 LIFE cause once you join, we wouldn't want you to leave us...

Humorous Sayings
1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number. 13.

Update On Fires
Here I am in Rancho Santa Fe in San Diego County with my friend, Ellen, that I've known since 6 years old... the fires got worse during the night, the winds picked up much worse and quicker than they anticipated, and now whole communities are evacuating all around us. We have been on phones for 2 hours (it's now 6am) calling friends and family to see what we can do. Ellen and her husband Bill are packed up with important things to take, and Im here to help with them and neighbors...this fire might be worse than the one 4 years aggo, right to the week that burned so much of Los Angeles down to San Diego. We can hardly breathe even inside with the smoke being blown this way. Winds have been gusting up to 100 mph in areas and at times pushing flames across highways and such. Not sure how Im getting back up to Anaheim an hour north of here later on today. But I'm here with friends and helping, that's the important thing to me.

My New Home
Just got the keys to my new house. First time ever buying a house and I bought it brand new, built from the ground up^. I have never even bought a brand new car before, so I think its kinda funny to have a new house before a new car. I have been very bless sence I've been off the shit. God has truely blessed me and I have worked very hard for this. For everyone who is striving towards their goals or dreams, I pray and wish you the best of luck. Well time for me to move all my stuff in ... hard work never ends ... wink!

Hi
Ok here's the deal...I hate to be pushy but I'd love to get up a couple levels before I just forget leveling period...lol I have tons of friends and tons of soon to be friends so if ya can help in anyway please do so. Thanks and appreciation to all!

Ugly Dream
so i woke up at 6:30 today (with my alarm set for 10) i think as a result of wearing the nicotine patch to bed... anyway another side effect is having weird dreams. so for 2 hours i dreamed i was falling asleep, or at least trying to, and my heart was pounding really bad so i was trying to get up to get my heart medicine, but i couldn't move (cause i was asleep) and i dreamed i was trying to wake myself up by slapping myself in the face, only i couldn't feel it, and that's when i knew i was in a dream. then this ghost waitress starts coming across the room to me in clips like in scary movies whispering "i'm coming..." and i knew i was dreaming so i tried to wrench myself awake and it finally worked just before she got to me. i woke up with a fairly normal heartbeat and grinding my teeth.

Fake Ass People
Oi I AM SO SICK OF FAKE PEOPLE WHO ACT LIKE YOUR FRIENDS BUT REALLY ARE NOT. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM! FOUR YEARS AGO TODAY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TOOK HER OWN LIFE AND I CAN NOT DEAL WITH ALL THIS THEY CAN ALL GO FUCK A DONKEY!!!! GOD THEY NEED TO GET THERE OWN LIVES...

Family List
So, My VIP ends at the end of this week. After that I won't be able to add anyone to my Family List. If you are not in there now and you think you should be, hit me up and I will take it under advisement. Oh, and if you can come up with a compelling reason you should be add, that will get you bonus points. The more entertaining, the better. :p

The Light
Before I used to wonder what am I living for, I had wanted to end my life, I thought maybe that's the way, I can find my light, but then you came to me , and stop my plan, you said you'll go through with me, till the end.. I thought it was a dream, I never thought it actually be reality, for once, I felt so special, felt so happy and free... is it a destiny that we met? if that so, then I'm really gonna cry, cause its the happiest thing that came in my life. I guess that's God's intention, why he let me suffer all those years, So that you would come to me, and wipe off all my tears.. so, thanks to you, I've found my light, and with you here, I know everything would be alright You showed me the light to love an live a new life ....

Ladies Read This
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S