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Rodney Dangerfield's Top 21 One Liners
1. I was so poor growing up .. if I wasn't a boy ... I'd have had nothing to play with. 2. A girl phoned me the other day and said, "Come on over; nobody's home. "I went over. Nobody was home. 3. During sex, my girlfriend always wants to talk to me. Just the other night she called me from a hotel 4. One day I came home early from work I saw a guy jogging naked. I said to the guy, "Hey buddy, why are you doing that?" He said "Because you came home early." 5. It's been a rough day. I got up this morning put a shirt on and a button fell off. I picked up my briefcase, and the handle came off. I'm afraid to go to the bathroom. 6. I was such an ugly kid...When I played in the sandbox, the cat kept covering me up. 7. I could tell my parents hated me. My bath toys were a toaster and radio. 8. I was such an ugly baby...My mother never breast fed me. She told me that she only liked me as a friend. 9. I'm so ugly...My father carries around a picture of the

One Liners
Take every birthday with a grain of salt. This works much better if the salt accompanies a large Margarita. I may not be perfect, but I am all I got. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message... I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. I've learned- that you cannot make someone love you… All you can do, is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big d*ck or huge t*ts. I've learned- that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. I've learned- that we don't have to ditch bad friends, because their dysfunction, makes us feel better about ourselves. I've learned- that over

Merry Christmas
Twas the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a "Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your e

Sigils
In Western magic, sigils are symbols connected to a set of ideas by which spirits or deities may be summoned to awareness and controlled. They are used in divinatory practices. The term is derived from the Latin "sigilum" meaning "seal." The sigil itself does not call forth the spirit, but serves as a physical focus through which the magician achieves the desired state of mind. Sigils represent the secret names of spirits and deities who manifest themselves differently to each magic practitioner. Once the magician has summoned the spirit or deity he may control it, if necessary, by subjecting its sigil to fire or the use of his magical sword. Sigils may represent complex concepts. The pentacle is the most powerful sigil used in Neo-pagan witchcraft and by many occultists. Other sigils serve as identifying logos of organizations. Individuals can adopt their personal sigils by selecting a letter from the rune or Theban alphabets. They have personal, secret meaning and are often inscri

I'm Neverous
Today I'll be at the Hamilton, Ont hospital from 8:30am till whatever time...I am goin for my Tilt Table Test to find out if I can work...Please wish me luck!...I am nervous...Anyway, I'll get on here when I get back home and let ya'll know how it went for me, Thanx again!

Wont Be Around Much
Just a quick note to let ya all know i wont be around much from today till saturday or sunday ...ill be with my family down south....I wish you all a wonderful Thanksgiving...be safe and enjoy your familys... Sassy nuttinbuttsexxy

Broken Heart
My Heart Bleeds Tears of Blood Knowing You Don't Feel The Way I Do I Go To Bed At Night Thinking About You And Praying Your OK I Wake Up In The Morning And Pray With All My Heart That You Have A Good Day Filled With Joy And Happiness I Pray And Hope That No Sadness Goes Your Way I Would Rather Suffer Then See You Suffer Even Though You May Not Feel The Way I Do Know That I Will Always Be There For You Know I Will Always Be A Shoulder For You To Cry On Know I'm Only A Phone Call Away Someday You Will Find Your True Love And I Will Be Happy Knowing You Are Happy We Will Go Our Separate Ways And You Will Never Know How My Heart Cries For You

Methods Of Love
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare

In The Words Of Women
"FINE" This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "FIVE MINUTES" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. "NOTHING" If you ask her what is wrong and she says "Nothing", this means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want becau

Thanksgiving!!!
þ First Thanksgiving The earliest Thanksgiving events were held in the British Colonies, at present day Berkeley Plantation in Virginia in 1619 and at Plymouth in present day Massachusetts in 1621. A long weekend In the United States, Thanksgiving Day, always a Thursday, is part of four day long weekend which usually marks a pause in school and college calendars. Many workers (78% in 2007) are given both Thanksgiving and the day after as paid holidays, and others with leave benefits are allowed to take a vacation day.[1] After Thanksgiving Day, the day after is known as the unofficial holiday of Black Friday, the beginning of the traditional Christmas shopping season. Many retailers open very early (typically 5 A.M.) and offer doorbuster deals and loss leaders to draw people to their stores. Travel The Wednesday before Thanksgiving Day, and the following Sunday, last day of the long weekend, are typically two of the heaviest annual travel days for passengers airline

A Lil Down This Mornin.....
I PRIDE MYSELF ON BEING A TRUTHFUL PERSON. I TRY TO TELL THE TRUTH AT LEAST 96% OF THE TIME.SO WHEN I COME ACROSS A PERSON WHO I AM TOTALLY HONEST WITH AND NOTHIN COMES OUT OF THERE MOUTHS BUT LIES IT REALLY BOTHERS ME. I HATE SMOOTH TALKERS WHO CAN TALK THERE WAY OUT OF ANYTHIN-IN THIS CASE "INTO" ANYTHING. YES IT IS A GIFT...BUT NOT GIVEN SO THAT IT CAN BE USED TO LIE ABOUT ANY AND EVERYTHING. HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I HAVE TO POST NONSENSE LIKE THIS BECAUSE FROM NOW ON I WILL TREAT EVERYONE WITH A LONG SPOON. YEAH LAUGH NOW-CRY LATER,BECAUSE THE SAME LIES YOU TELL NOW WON'T BE SO FUNNY WHEN THERE IS NO ONE TO TELL THEM TOO...

Man Sized Sea Scorpion Claw Found
The immense fossilised claw of a 2.5m-long (8ft) sea scorpion has been described by European researchers. The 390-million-year-old specimen was found in a German quarry, the journal Biology Letters reports. The creature, which has been named Jaekelopterus rhenaniae, would have paddled in a river or swamp. The size of the beast suggests that spiders, insects, crabs and similar creatures were much larger in the past than previously thought, the team says. The claw itself measures 46cm - indicating its owner would have been longer even than the average-sized human. Overall, it exceeds the record for any other sea scorpion (eurypterid) find by nearly 50cm. The eurypterids are believed to be the extinct aquatic ancestors of modern land scorpions and possibly all arachnids (the class of animals that also includes spiders). "The biggest scorpion today is nearly 30cm so that shows you how big this creature was," said Dr Simon Braddy from the University of Bristol, UK. It was one of Dr Braddy's

Who Wants A Tag?
In the mood to make some tag for my friends and family if any one wants a tag..let me know...Only requirement I have is i get to make up the tag...if you would like a tag please email me...on fubar...TY

Thanksgiving Freedom
Lauren left for Kansas this morning. And the kids are going to their moms for the weekend... so I am pretty much left to my own devices for the next five days. Scary. Steve may crash at the house. I am thinking of throwing an impromptu party, but we will see. I guess I might be staying in Lubbock a little this week, too. No rules this week. I just have to stay out of too much trouble... ;)

Going "nowhere" Or "now Here" ?
We decided that it was no good asking what is the meaning of life, because life isn't an answer, life is the question, and you, yourself, are the answer. --Ursula K. LeGuin How many times have we felt like we were drifting aimlessly, constantly searching for meaning in a world that seems so mixed up, seeking direction but getting nowhere? But looked at differently, "nowhere" becomes "now here." When we take things apart, stand back, and examine them from a different angle, we often find we held the answer from the beginning. Sometimes, when we're convinced we are the problem, we discover we were the solution all along. When we look for true understanding, we can be sure it exists in this moment, and that we can find it within ourselves. What question do I seek an answer to today?

Happy Thanksgiving To All
May your home be filled with laughter & love on this Thanksgiving. From my home to yours, have a wonderful holiday. To my friends in other parts of the world & other countries; although you may not celebrate this holiday I still want to take the time to give thanks for you & send blessings your way. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

R.i.p. My Friend
TODAY A GOOD FRIEND PASSED AWAY AT 6:30 THIS MORNING.HIS NAME WAS NICK AND HE WAS ONLY 23 YEARS OLD.HE PASSED AWAY FROM TESTICULAR CANCER.. PLEASE KEEP HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.. R.I.P. NICK...I ONLY WISH I COULD HAVE KNOWN YOU BETTER.

Firefighter's Wish
A Firefighter's Wish... "I Wish You Could" I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed I wish you could know what it is to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 A.M. as I check her husband of forty years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping against the odds to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late, But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you could know the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, and the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing

Maltese Cross
The Story of the Maltese Cross The badge of a firefighter is the Maltese Cross. The Maltese Cross is a symbol of protection, a badge of honor, and its story is hundreds of years old. When a courageous band of crusaders, known as the Knights of Saint John, fought the Caracens for possession of the Holy Land, they were faced with a new weapon not known to European fighters. It was a simple but horrible device of ware. The Saracens' weapon was fire. As the crusaders advanced on the walls of the city, they were bombarded with glass bombs containing naphtha. When they were saturated with the liquid, the Saracens threw flaming torches into the crusaders. Hundreds of knights were burned alive while others risked their lives in an effort to save their kinsmen from painful fiery deaths. Thus, these men became the first firemen, and the first of a long line of firefighters. Their heroic efforts were recognized by fellow crusaders who awarded each ot

Tragic Love Hidden Within
All the tears flowing, but not from my eyes But spilling out from my heart As I stare at the cloudy skies And the world watches me fall apart Your love you have taken away I break down slowing inside Not that you know what Im gonna say But its becoming harder to hide It seems as if it will all fall apart No matter what I try to do You cant give me your heart Cause it never belonged to you She holds it in her hands so tight And you wouldnt have it any other way But though I know this I just might Not want her there even when I dont say I want you to be happy and satisfied Not hurt and broken like me I want to be someone in who you can confide Reguardless of the pain it causes you see You Brought a light into my life of dark dreams Captured by the love you claim to hold But no matter my heart still spills these streams And no matter the dam I build it cant be controlled For my love of you it over flows Knowing you will never be mine This is something

Number One
She knows what she is. those dark secret things of which she dreams- what her heart cries out for- the things that wake her in the night, body begging for the dream to keep her as her lungs fight for breath her eyes struggle to remain open that mouth, her mouth forming a scream of terrible need her body restless and wet from the torment wrenching forth from her a misery of her still beating heart fighting ... for the strength to wake and face the day when all she wants to do is die nothing but a shell... tired useless pieces of her potential rotting away like dead flesh an empty mass of nothingness battered heart with a raped soul for the ugliness it was or the beauty it possessed raging fire buried deep within her form taking on a sense of prey under the predatory strength forced to maintain facade of pseudo dominance this would be her glorious end darkness embrace her completely and t

And Thats The Way It Is!
-- I'd never say this out loud unless I was provoked. I wouldn't admit this in public if you paid me...-- Welcome to my left brain, where all the shit is stored... 1. I think the majority of people younger and older are bimboes, chasing after the "American Dream", too stupid and/or co-dependent to have one of their own. They're too eager to follow the crowd rather than be original. I guess that takes too much guts. 2. I take being called wierd as a complement. To me, it just means that I'm not enough like you for you to see something within me to identify with thus making me (in your eyes) 'wierd'. I actually get offended when somebody complements me too much...well actually it depends on the person. 3. I have problems with authority stemming from childhood. I'm not a "rebel without a cause" though. If I rebel or "buck up" against an authority figure it's usually for a good reason and rarely out of boredom, if I can help it. 4. Sarc

Dark Thoughts
-- I've felt...-- 1. ...insecure because life has a way of screwing you over, no matter how "on guard" you are. 2. ...like I'm trapped in a mind that won't stop analyzing, internally crying, praying, wondering, hoping, wishing...no matter how many times I tell myself to stop. 3. I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts sometimes. 4. There are days when I have to fight to get myself out of bed and spend the entire day wishing I would have stayed asleep. 5. ...abused, unappreciated, alone. 6. ...like crying for "no reason at all". As it appears to those I'm supposed to be"close" to, that's mainly because I've designed it that way. 7. ...like the devil gets a kick out of screwing with me. 8. ... like I've run into a brick wall I made with my own two hands. 9. ...as if working for everything in the end only gets you nothing. 10. ...envious of the elements...especially wind and

Hypathetically Speaking
yes-or-no -- 1. If dying to defend my honor was the only way to prove you love me, would you do it? 2. Would you hurt me if it was the only way to protect me? 3. Can you respect me when I'm wrong and comfort me when my being wrong eventually hurts me? 4. If I hurt you, would you still love me? 5. Can you respect me when I disrespect you? 6. Do you know when to dominate and when to let me take the lead? 7. Could you give of yourself when I won't/can't give to you? 8. Can you respect,love, and cherish my strengths as well as my weaknesses? 9. Can you understand me at my oddest times? 10. When my temper flares and I say or do something that I don't mean, will you forgive...and forgive...and forgive...and forgive? All I want is to be loved, understood, honored, and cherished. These are the ten questions I ask "the love of my life"

My True Love
From the time you said Hello How are you PT.I knew there was sumthing special about you.You have shown me life in a new set of eyes and shown me that life isnt all pain and suffering.There is love,compassion,trust and understanding out there.I just needed to open my eyes and see my true love.That day when I walked in to the Ace Cafe and you were in there talkin with Cheryl.You were so sweet and kind to me I thought I had died and went to Heaven.When no one else was there for me and I couldnt see the light at the end of the tunnel.You showed me there was hope for me and that sumone like me could love another and be loved back.When I never thought I would have true unconditional love you showed me different.You have given me so much love that I never knew nor did I think I would ever get.I dont know how to say Thank you or show you how much you mean to me.When I say I would die for you when I say I would give you my last breath I would and will if you ever need anything I will be there f

I Wonder
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Dangerous Drug Recall-this Is Serious
A friend received this from her Blue Cross Blue Shield Rep. Please pass it on. All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain ) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone ( even children ) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plu s Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold &Sinus Effervescent Alka Seltzer Plus Night-Time Cold Medicine BC Allergy Sinus Cold Powd

Nonpoint - Alive And Kicking (angry Rabbit Video :d)
I'm getting over it pusing past all the bullshit, and getting right to the root of what the problem really is. All the reasons for the misunderstandings, the emergency landings on a plane headed for home. It's where the heart was living till it was without feeling, and started revealing itself to everyone else. By just packing up and moving out. Saying it could do with out a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth. [Chorus 1] So I'm tearing this and everything else, between me and what I want to do to peices. I'm tearing this and everything else, between me and you a memory. [Chorus 2] I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did. I'm still alive and kicking. I'm better now. I'm awake now. I can see everything in front of me, now. Now if you would've waited one second, you wouldn't feel so second the second I put you first, it made the situation worse. Cuz you want to take advantage and control, of the things that I manage to keep under con

My Mom
well I'm facing the last days of my mom's life! She is the most understanding and loving person I know. today she went to Cleveland, OH to see if her disease has progressed past the point of a transplant. Being honest we both no it is....all she hopes for is to live to see my baby girl graduate....i've feared this day for ten years ....so please people pray with all your heart because she's all i got left!

R.i.p Thomas Short
This is a tribute to my best homie in the world that took his life a few years back when this crazy ass world got the best of him...I miss you dude everyday! You don't have a clue man how bad it sucks to spend the holidays without you!

Waiting
Smiles behind a pitch black vial lips that speak when no ones there sitting here and waiting she left him cause she thought shes a freak he loved her cause he thought shes unique and now shes sitting here sitting here and waiting She fell for him on a ship Ironic... isn't it because he sailed away and shes still here shes still here and waiting Her world is crumbling before her eyes She feels like she is paralyzed cause shes still here and waiting She builds up walls to save her from the demons and the hurt they've done but she didn't make a door and the ones she loves want her more wondering if shes still here and what shes waiting for But shes still here in the rain on a cold summer's day wondering what shes waiting for because she doesn't know Shes waiting for the warmth or softer winds to blow but as of now shes waiting to stop waiting

Colors Of Temptation
You see, temptation is a color That comes in many shades And its beauty remains pure Because it never ever fades It's etched with white lies And outlined with a black heart Seducing you with crimson sin Begging you to tear them apart Teasing you with an innocent gesture A flick of the wrist, a turn of the head Before you know it, you've lost control Before you know it, they're already dead It paints the perfect picture Of all the things that I desire And no matter how much it hurts I cannot change what I require Because temptation is a color That comes in many shades And its beauty remains pure Because it never ever fades

Lost In Darkness
The light is off, I am in darkness I once lived in light, in brightness But now, the light is gone. In this wide world, I am alone. It is painful to lose your heart To live without your heart, Oh I am in pain How can I love again? Its a long story This story is my history. The history of suffering caused by too much pain I seek redress but oh, its in vain. I wish to return to myself from you Because in my heart there is only you.

Little Miss Blister And Her Dog Ugly Sister
Little Miss Blister And her dog ugly sister Not the kind of girls you’d take home to your mum Not the kind of girls you’d show to anyone Not the kind of girls you’d introduce to dad He’d be so sad, you couldn’t bag a fit one Where have all the fit ones gone? What happened to the fit ones? Face like a bag full of broken spanners All her teeth have been smashed with hammers You can’t make an omelette without cracking eggs no You can’t have a riot without cracking heads so, oh Little Miss Blister no, no Little Miss Blister no, no, no Little Miss Blister and her dog ugly sister Oh Little Miss Blister And your dog ugly sister Not that I should say, you shouldn’t have your fun Not that I should laugh so much at anyone Do all that you want and you won’t feel sad Do anything mad, but don’t regret it later Don’t do what anyone makes ya Don’t keep repeating mistakes yeah Face like a bag full of broken spanners All her teeth have been smashed with hammers Yo

Happy Thanksgiving!!
I figured I would put this out here right now since things may get hectic soon :) I just wanted to let you know what I am most Thankful for this year...I am very much thankful for the true friends who prove themselves over and over every day. You give me a reason to keep going and a reason to smile. I love each and every one of you more than mere words can express. I am mostly thankful for my brother ~Darkness~. He is my world, my reason for waking up every day, and my reason to laugh. I didn't get to choose him to be my family but I am more than thankful he has been chosen for me. Many of you know of the bond my brother and I share. He is a totally awesome and amazing person and you feel blessed for knowing him. He has a big heart and would do anything for anybody if possible. My brother gives me the strength to carry on every day when I strongly feel like just giving up. I am so very glad he is my brother. I want to wish each and every one of you a safe and Happy Thanksgivin

Please Help
MY WIFE IS IN FLORIDA VISITING HER DEATHLY IL GRANDFATHER I WAS HOPEING IF YOU HAVE TIME AND COMMENTS YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE HARD SHE NEEDS 8,500 COMMENTS TO GET HER 1 MONTH VIP I THINK IT WOULD BE A NICE SUPPRISE WHEN SHE GETS BACK TONIGHT ITS DONE WE R OFFERING BIG PIMPING GIFTS TO WHO EVER HELPS HER OUT EITHER SEE ME OR MIDNIGHT STAR WHICH IS ON IN MY FAMILY LIST THANK IN ADVANCE

Reason
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste t heir time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how

A Few More
In The Heat Of The Moment In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music

What Happened When I Went To Court Today
Okay all today was my court hearing for child support enforcement...needless to say things went just as i planned...the Judge had read my response to the complaints and petition and has ruled that a Paternity test WILL take place on November 29th....My ex will be ordered to submit herself and the child for the paternity test...if she fails to do so she will lose any and all benefits from the state of illinois including her medicaid and the case will be immediately dismissed and i will be a free to file for a uncontested divorce and i will be free to remarry!!! Someone was watching over me today....and i think it was my dad.....Thanks dad...you came thru when i needed it most!

I Love U Like The Rain Hits The Ground When It Rains.
I love u like the rain hits the ground when it rains. I love u like the ocean reflects the sun. I love u like your heart beating in my ear. I love u more than anybody can love anything.

I Hope I Learned My Lesson
Well, at my age you'd think I could tell the difference between when someone is trying to scam me or really cares about me. I've had a long term relationship with a man from England who was in Nigeria. Yeah, that's what I said, Nigeria. You'd think right there when people heard the word Nigeria they'd be coming out of the woodworks screaming, "NO, NO, don't give this guy a chance! He's a Nigerian Scammer!" And most of them did come out of the woodworks, believe me! But I refused to believe that a man who talked so smoothe and was so handsome and wanted to marry me would be a Nigerian scammer verses a businessman from Canterbury who got robbed doing business in Nigeria. So, what do I do? Think, of course, like a die hard romantic, that this guy was genuine, but he wasn't. I was so blinded that, when he sent me a vase of a dozen red roses I was thrilled! Guess what came out of his mouth? Have you sold them yet to send me the money? I said, "Why would I sell such a beautiful

The Old Man And The Passenger Trains. Please Repost If You Feel The Love.
Monday, December 27, 2004 The Legendary Greeting Ghosts of the (Bonilla, SD) Railroad. For years, the Chicago Milwaukee & St. Paul Railroad passenger trains were greeted by an old man and his faithful dog at the Bonilla, South Dakota station. Both man and dog took pride in greeting the CM & SP RR passengers as they disembarked from the trains in all kinds of weather and at all hours of the day and night, often staying up into the wee hours of the morning to greet a late arriving train. With his dog at his side, the old man would go to the Post Office in the old James Hotel in search of information on late passenger arrivals, knowing that the Postmaster was waiting for the mail to arrive with the passenger train that was overdue. With no family of his own to speak of, the old man was lonely and longed for the companionship of others. In reality, his dog was the only family he had and the two of them were inseparable. Even in death. To lessen his loneliness, the old man would,

More Than You Can Know
I love you more than you can know. I love you more than all the snow. I love you more than all the sand. I love you now, and I'll love you then. I'll love you old, like I loved you new. I'll even love you when I'm blue. I'll love your hair both red, and grey. I'll love you when we roll in the hay. I'll love you easy, and I'll love you hard. I'll even love you in the back yard. I'll love you more than you can know. I love you, and now it's time to go. All my love, Forever, Michael

Tazs Poem For Me
Taz made this for me on 11-21-07 and I am deeply touched. TY Taz you made my heart smile my sweet friend! Love you xoxoxoxo Tese ROSE IN MY HEART Best of splendid tour like the Eagle that perfect soar for Every one dream Lasting friendship has come Open heart that joyfully mingles Together Rose and Palm blissfully tangles Two magnificent stars, one perfect shine The ray guides the Rose unto the Palm Let lite the candles And toast with wine We will destroy all idles And peacefully will dine Listen to the gentle wind Hear the whispering of love Cause there is one thing so sure You are the rose in My heart a small gift to your heart from mine love ya always Taz

Wrong Side Of Nothing
born in the year of the rooster bitten by a snake grew up on the wrong side of nothing never got a break sold my soul to the devil the ruler of the land gave me the keys to the kingdom put a guitar in my hand now my fingers bleed with the words inside me each night they fill my head and they need to be set free cuz im on the wrong side of nothing the ruler of the land took they key and now ill be just a guitar playin' man the wrong side of nothing bitten by a snake the poison stings and it brings death in its wake

2nd Poem From Taz
your love is precious I want you to know that you are the pillar of my life that make me stand. You are the sun light that make my life bright and shine. I want you to know that you mean the whole world to me and without you my life is incomplete. My love for you is deeper than that of the Ocean. My love for you is endless like the sky,without you in my life am nothing,your love to me is the most important thing in my life, You are the angel of my life and i will always love you.your always in my heart my words are true you have brighten my life I cherish your heart and your love love mark aka taz

More Then Sisters....
This goes out to all my new sisters in the Sisterhood...I am trying to make it around to everyone to show luv..and get everyone fanned..added..and rated..But in the mean-time if anyone needs help leveling or anything else just shout me or send me a privite message...and i will be there..I dont want to miss out on helping a sister in need.. As the Sisterhood grows in numbers..I also dont want to do one sister's whole profile and look over someone else's..So im up-dating this for all the new members..I'm making my way slowly to your page..If you need help before then just give me a shout...Welcome To Thr Sisterhood.. THE GREATEST GROUP OF WOMEN YOU EVER WANT TO MEET( WELCOME ) ( COWGIRL HUGS )

Eh.
Sometimes I wonder why we set ourselves up for disappointment. I wish I knew how to keep myself from doing this. I realize it after the fact and I tend to do it quite a bit. Keepin this first blog short and simple. Just something to think about, then again I don't want to beat myself up over it. What's finished, is finished.

If
If my heart had windows, You'd see it choose you. To always love you My Baby, And forever remain true. If my heart had windows, You'd see who it aches for. Who it's loved from the start, And who it will be there for. If my heart had windows, You'd see how I truly fell. How you took this heart, Made it feel a love so real. If my heart had windows, You'd see deep inside. The love I have for you, It'll never leave your side. If my heart had windows, You'd see how much I care. How much you mean to me, And how I'LL always be there. If my heart had windows, You'd see where you belong. Right here forever in my life, And in a love so very strong.

About The Mumm I Posted Titled "same As Last But Different"
someone decided to tell me that i sound full of myself.....Um sorry no......im just quite curious about what the girls on here will honestly say.....if you wanna go off and tell me im full of myself then why the fuck did you add me on???

Thank You
i want to say thank you to everyone who has helped me become a level 7. a wasted Fu. I am so excited to be moving up. if any of my friends, family, or fans need help moving up to the next level, let me know and i will be glad to help out. thank you again. and have a WONDERFUL HOLIDAY.

Yeah!
Here is a COMPLETE list of what we are selling: Everything is BRAND NEW. With 90 day money back GUARANTEE. And the factory Warranties. With EVERY PURCHASE, you recieve a 2 gb ipod nano 2nd generation, in sliver, blue, pink or black. Three days only, you will get 10.00 off a purchase of 75.00 or less. And 20.00 off a purchase of 76.00- 100.00 and 50.00 of a purchase of 100.00 or more. What we have for sale right now is: A ps3 with 2 games *which you chose from the list of games we have for sale* and an EXTRA wireless controller. For 300.00 dollars. A xbox 360 with 2 games *which you chose from the list of games we have for sale* and an EXTRA wireless controller. For 250.00 dollars. A psp with 2 dvd's and madden 08 and smackdown vs raw 08 and carrying case, for 150.00 A Ps2 with 2 games, madden 08 and smack down vs raw 08, silver or black, and extra controller for 125.00 A sony portable dvd player, for 60.00 *retail price is 179.00* A toshiba satellite a135-

I've Lost Alot
Struggle is life. Life which has nothing. Nothing to inspire. Lost a lot. Alot when I lost you. Alot as you were the one I looked at. Looked at to inspire me. Inspire me from the struggle of life. Life which I live. Living I am without my comfort. Which was you. Struggling I am. Struggling without you.

Abortion Is Wrong Dont Care What Anyone Says
Body: In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and the baby's arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might fall. Then the doctor opened the scissors up. Then he stuck the high-powered suction tube into the hole and sucked the ba

Huh Yea Ok
So this isn't another holy cow I feel like shit blogs although it could be.... but tomorrow is Thanksgiving sooooo I was looking at my friends list and started to feel a little bummed that I haven't stopped by to wish them a happy thanksgiving... So I then thought well I should get busy ...then my next thought was were to start I haven't even felt like going to dig up any cute html comments to send ..... So if you are reading this I hope you and your loved ones have the best holiday ever... and If you aren't in the states I still hope you have a nice whatever it is you do tomorrow... I'm now off to the dreaded store because I put off the shopping because I don't even want to make anything but I suppose I will do my part and sneeze all over the sweet potatoes so the others in the fam get sick hahah ok guess thats its ...be thankful for all that life has blessed you with I know I am xoxoxo much love from the sunny side

Was I A Waste Of Time
Wasted thoughts? Wasted feelings? Wasted time? Wasted years? Is love fiction. Or is love real? Hard to tell After all those years. They said I'm great, Said I was a dream. Not good enough? I guess so, Not for you. I want to cry, But tears would be blood. I want to laugh, But it pains more then tears. The sands of time will flow, Soon becoming part of the body, And tears will never run dry.

A Brave Pastors Prayer
A BRAVE PASTORS PRAYER When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard; "Heavenly Father, We come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, "Woe to those who call evil good" but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem. We have abused power and called it politics. We have coveted our neighbor's Possessions and called it ambition. We have polluted the air with profanity and pornography and called it Freedom of speech and expression. We have rid

About Me....
A lot has changed in my life. It grows and changes at an alarming rate. This does not bother me. But I want people to know me. The real me. If you dont want to hear it or are sensitive to abnormal according to society read no further. Name: Shannon Age: 35 Gender: Genetic Female, but more discussed later Hometown: I live in Jacksonville, FL. I spent a year in Tucson, AZ. Long story short hoping for a romance with a friend that didnt work out. But loved the state and city, would move back there at the first chance. Other than that I grew up in the Jacksonville, FL area. I was born in Henderson, KY. Appearance: I am 5'5", close to 300 lbs (Yes, I am considered a BBW (Big Beautiful Woman)), with shoulder length red hair,with faded blue eyes, behind stylish frames. I always wear jeans and a T-shirt. The styles vary but I stay the same. If you see me in something else call the Guiness Book of World Records. I have multiple piercings and one tattoo. The tattoo is a Tiger wit

Whats Up With Fake Men?
why are some people not as they appear? it really aggervates me. they say they want to be with you than when they see thqat you are a true person they run from you. i at least know who all my real friends are!

Blacksmith
It's weird, for years, like 9 years, I've wanted to be a computer programmer, I've wanted to make video games. A couple of nights ago I made a comment on how "being a blacksmith is the most 'metal' career there is", you know, as a pun. Now all of a sudden all I can think about is being a blacksmith... I'm not sure what to do, I have untill spring to decide what I want to do, but I just don't know if its a foolish dream or not... I was told I could make approximatly $2000-$4000 just for shoeing a horse, and thats only like $100 dollars worth of metal. It'd be a lot of work but... thats a lot of money. Plus, how badass would it be to be able to make yourself a full suit of armor and a greatsword, AND due to your job be able to weild them like its nothing? At the same time though, I have so manye ideas for video games... and I know I could make tons of money doing that if I make a major title... And I'd know I'd make a quality game that I'd be proud to play... Also bein

I Am A Submissive Woman
I found this in browsing the internet for learning material and thought it was beautiful. It relates beautifully into how i feel for my Master now (although he will be expecting to hear this in my own words). Wanted to share it with my fellow sub sisters and others. Perhaps it will enlighten someone who is looking to understand. I am a submissive woman ~Author Unknown i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in servin

"going Bananas"
A professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas.He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain. Read on:After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again.Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit.It can also help overcome or prevent a sub-stantia l number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that

Fan Me Its So Hawt!
Well I have made my goal of becoming Godfather, thanks again to all my lovely friends and fans for helping me get there! You rawk! Now that I am here.. I want to work towards something else and being a Legend would be awesome! So please fan me if you haven't already it would really mean alot to me! I'm 6,230 and the last legend is 2,799 *sigh* I feel like I will never get there but I'm not gonna stop trying if I have to fan every person on this site haha. Which I dont mind anyways. I always rate and fan others to be friendly! I know it puts smiles on others! SO if you can please take 2 seconds and fan me and I will make sure to fan you back if I haven't already! Thank you soo much!

Give Me A Break!!!!
WARNING: Do not attempt to debate me about my beliefs. You will lose! Some of you pop into my shoutbox (And make no mistake....many many have) and attempt to tell me that I am wrong for supporting the war. I support the TROOPS you Fucktards! No one "cheers" on a war. What is wrong with you people? Before you open your mouth, earn the right to speak. Oh, let me guess.....your view on the war in Iraq was hatched over some weed on a college campus somewhere while you were eating some captain Crunch. How close am I? Either that...or you decided to go to a protest because you wanted to feel accepted and someone handed you a picket sign and you held it because they said so. *eyeroll* I've worn the uniform, vowed to protect my country (Even ungrateful dilweeds like you) and until you grow a pair and do your part STFU and say out of my shout box K??? And then of course, a JACKOFF decided to debate my beliefs on booty calls....AKA "Friends with Benefits". It went a little something

And This Is Why Ppl From Wi Suck...
Wisconsin man upset with wife for not buying beer, allegedly shoots pet goat A man who was upset with his wife for not buying beer took vengeance by shooting one of the family's two pet goats, prosecutors say. Peter W. Mischler, 48, was charged this week in Circuit Court with mistreatment of animals, possession of a firearm while intoxicated and disorderly conduct with a dangerous weapon. The complaint said Mischler came home Saturday from hunting and became angry with his 22-year-old daughter for letting the goats out and making a mess. While she was talking on the phone to her mother, authorities said, he told her to tell his wife to bring home some beer, but his wife refused. He then threatened to shoot the goats, according to the complaint. After his wife arrived home, she and the daughter heard four gunshots and went outside and found one of the two goats with its entrails hanging out, authorities said. They said that goat had to be killed later by a sher

New
the darkness risess from with in i form a grin the evil thoughts set in a twisted mind one of akind and evil thoughts so divine controlled by an illution of fath A world full of hate and a hope of a new day wher everything is gray the bodies dekay and life faids away the emptyness left in space no human race a blank look left on my face as i find a new place

To Be Sung By My Daughter When I Die
"Amazing Grace" Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That sav’d a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found, Was blind, but now I see. ’Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears reliev’d; How precious did that grace appear, The hour I first believ’d! Thro’ many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come; ’Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, And grace will lead me home. The Lord has promis’d good to me, His word my hope secures; He will my shield and portion be, As long as life endures. Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail, And mortal life shall cease; I shall possess, within the veil, A life of joy and peace. The earth shall soon dissolve like snow, The sun forbear to shine; But God, who call’d me here below, Will be forever mine. John Newton, Olney Hymns (London: W. Oliver, 1779)

My Dear Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life want fair So these words i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here. proud to cal you a dear friend

Still Alive!!!!
lovely stuff.... Yesterday I found out we were lucky not to be eletrocuted in the shower.... but to the whole story... The electrician came by at about nine, just after I woke up. he fixed the stove for us, but as to the reason the lights and stuff were flickering when we turned stuff on, he had never seen it before... so he called the electric company, and they sent people out... the tested our house connection and the next thing I know they were disconnecting our power out at the pole... one of the guys came over and told me that we had a defect notice on our overhead fuse box (the main box next to the wire that brings the electricity into the house) because it was "burnt out" apparently he only touched the fuse and it fell off... and then he told me that the electricity was coming into the house, but because the fuse was stuffed it wasnt going back out, it was going through our house earth which touches the water pipes... so that could have been interesting... mind you, thi

"jimi Hendrix " Biography
In his brief four-year reign as a superstar,Jimi Hendrix expanded the vocabulary of the electric rock guitar more than anyone before or since. Hendrix was a master at coaxing all manner of unforeseen sonics from his instrument, often with innovative amplification experiments that produced astral-quality feedback and roaring distortion. His frequent hurricane blasts of noise and dazzling showmanship -- he could and would play behind his back and with his teeth and set his guitar on fire -- has sometimes obscured his considerable gifts as a songwriter, singer, and master of a gamut of blues, R&B, and rock styles. When Hendrix became an international superstar in 1967, it seemed as if he'd dropped out of a Martian spaceship, but in fact he'd served his apprenticeship the long, mundane way in numerous R&B acts on the chitlin circuit. During the early and mid-'60s, he worked with such R&B/soul greats as Little Richard, the Isley Brothers, and King Curtis as a backup guitarist. Oc

Be All You Can Be
I am looking at me and I love my soon to be husband. Every waking moment I am alive I love him more and more....But I feel lost. I wonder why he wants me? When I feel like I am crazy? But i love him for every ounce of me and inch of me. He came in at a bad time a stuck by me every inch of the way. So he dropped the bomb that he is leaving for basic sometime.... and it tore me apart because I love him and although i have faith he will make it and be all he can be. I fear he will be a changed man and not want me. But i know he loves me. And it makes it hard cause we just got engaged....

Three Trivia Facts For November 21
According to National Geographic, Mt. Everest grows about 4 millimeters a year: the two tectonic plates of Asia and India, which collided millions of years ago to form the Himalayas, continue to press against each other, causing the Himalyan peaks to grow slightly each year On this date in 1837: Thomas Morris of Australia skips rope 22,806 times Dishabiliophobia is the fear of undressing in front of someone.

A Whore's Tale.
Another, damnit! The sound of her flesh being pierced by needles, the smell of warm drugs, the stench of hot, raw sex. Mascara ran from her eyes, another dollar made. "Come in!" she'd cry as another approached. The man... the animal... trousers already down to his knees. Fifty dollars thrown into her face as the sinner requested her services. She was broken, nothing more than a tool for lust. Another one gone, some more went up. A sixteen year old girl, trapped within abuse. The eyes of society baring down apon her. Why? Because she was a victim? Nothing more than a corrupted innocence. Who was to blame? Not the men that bought her every night.. Not the drugs that alienated her. It certainly wasn't her fault. Then who? No one would dare look any closer at the very man that gave her life, who raised her. That same man who taught her morals and principles... a man she once called Father...

Splendid Hurt.
"Love is a many splendid thing." BULLSHIT! Love tore my heart out and showed it to me before my soul died. Love is only Hurt behind a mask. Cupid is only a demon is disguise ready to shoot us with his poisoned arrow. When will love be splendid? When will it finally leave my heart in one piece? Love is a fifty story building I have fallen from one too many times. When will I stop falling? Falling in love...

This Thanksgiving
Every Thanksgiving my family and I sit around after dinner and tell what we are thankful for. So while I am busy making pies and such I was thinking about what I am thankful for and so much came to mind. I have so much to be thankful for this year..Though I have had my share of turmoil this past year I am so thankful that despite all the setbacks I feel they help mold the person I am and continue to be. I feel we are always learning and changing and these life lessons are what makes us as a person. My dad came home today and I am so thankful to have him still around when most don't have anyone. I am thankful for my kids though they drive me batty at times..LOL I am thankful for my wonderful friends, my family, basically my life! The list could go on and on what I am thankful for. No matter how difficult it can get sometimes, I am thankful because despite the setbacks my life is filled with very beautiful people. It is my hope that everyone has a great day tomorrow, whether it just

General
lifes too short to let people get to you. just gotta see whats in front of you and enjoy life for what its worth. not gonna be here forever. we all have our hard times and are good times just need to figure out what needs to see what needs to be done and go for it. wanna go for whats best for you. don't let people put ya down walk all over you, control ya. don't need to deal with assholes. all guys are assholes unless they prove you wrong and thats how ya need to think of things.

To Whom It May Concern! A Must Read!
If you have a problem with me or my page come to me first I am very easy to get along with. but to miss one pic out of over 100 is not but human! But You go right on and tell. For I can do the same and believe me I see alot that are NSFW! and I just let it be. I try to be kind as I am allowed to be to everyone but sorry but I am sick of ppl. reporting me for trying to be a lady and yet to put up semi dirty art to please some of my friends.Sorry that I am not a damn whore! Sorry that i do not IM with strangers. Sorry that I do not do phone sex. sorry that i do not cam. but I will never be sorry that I am a lady...This is very hard for anyone to do. There are plenty of whores and the likes for all , can I not just be myself without all the fuss? I am sick of getting cussed out for not talking dirty or showing you myself nude? Get a dang life and if you do not like me sorry but just pass me by and find one that you do like. there are over a million ppl. on this site and I do not wish to k

My Thoughts For The Night
I shall wake up with a song of gratitude in my heart. I will thank the angels for the miraculous process of life that I notice vibrating all around me. I am glad to be alive, I feel blessed by the angels each day. and i feel blessed to have all of you as my friends may you all have a life time of happness (((((HUGGS))))) to all HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL FROM THE WORMTH OF MY HOME TO YOURS BLESSED BE TO ALL

Slipping Away
Everyday is starting to be the same thing over and over again. I get up go to work come home get on the net for a few minutes then go to bed. I really don't have anything else going on other than that. Just seem to be loosing grip on reality. Someone shake me awake before I slip away

*costello Calls To Buy A Computer From Abbott*
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on.. If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: *COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT* ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTELLO: Never mind the windows. I ne

Part 3............
that horrible squeak styrofoam coolers make when they're in your back floorboard. that may be the single most annoying noise in history. although i hear air-raid sirens were kinda shitty....... people who use a public restroom but don't flush the toilet. this is especially harsh after you've dropped a deuce. i know bathrooms are really dirty places, just use your foot to flush like i do. nobody wants to get splash-up of your pee......... for a race that always bitches and complains about intolerance and racism, black people are awfully intolerant. the worst is they can be that way with their own people just because their skin is too dark, or even worse......too light. and don't EVEN get me started about how they feel about homosexuals....... people who don't know what the fast lane is for. if someone comes up behind you, kindly move over into the other lane as soon as you safely can. even if you're going over the speed limit, be nice and get the f**k outta the way. and if you

A New Age
it was the age of discovery dint know if you would if it was understandable but must break connection am watched very close for the age of discovery it was caught in the teens break ties so blogs stay much to everyones delight the blogs are available for all to see but not to add for the hundred will not grow maybe your memories are supplied by the blogs such memories we have there will always be there

Nice Guy
wanna meat a really nice guy well here is is he returns all love and plus he a great guy to know...i should now cause i stalk him...HERE THE DEAL THE FIRST PERSON TO RATE 200 OF HIS PICS WILL GET A PIMP GIFT FROM ME BOB WILL LET ME KNOW WHO IT IS!! FuBob SoonToBeGodfather@ fubar

Handcuff Crew
My wrestling persona is based upon the maniac known as Charles Manson.Thus Mike Manson was created and I use this with humor when performing. Now on Fubar, the handcuff crew isnt for NSFW pics nor am I that perverted. If I find one I WILL ask before ripping and once in awhile to friends I will ask for a pic depiction of this theme. People I am a happily married man of 21 years and this isnt a ploy to find a kinky lady out there. Just done with humor and some flirtation. Anyway, if you took time to read this I thank you and dont be shy with the handcuffs now.*wink*

Madness
Please take away the madness that circles in my mind.. Though I try to run and hide, they are never far behind. Sadness and despair, things I seem to hold so near.. If I could go just one single day without shedding a tear.. No matter how fast I try and run I can not find escape.. You standing before me with arms wide open is like the heaven's gate.. Your warm embrace and gentle kiss has placed my mind at ease.. Don't leave my side, just hold me tight, of this I beg you please..

10 Worst Name For Movies
10 WORST NAME FOR MOVIES Worst. Titles. Ever. They say you can't judge a book by its cover. Wrong! In honor of "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium," we reveal the worst movie titles of all time By Sean Nelson Special to MSN Movies Every so often, a film comes along with a title so ridiculous, so embarrassing, so indescribably dumb that the whole world stands up to take notice. Mr. and Ms. Moviegoing Public, I present "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium." Disclosure: I haven't seen this film. Confession: I am mildly intrigued by this film's premise, and the special effects it will no doubt generate, because I have a soft spot for corny movies that bring a tear to the eye. Promise: I will never, ever see this film -- not even on an airplane. Why? Because there comes a time when even the most avid film fan feels the need to take a stand against Hollywood's insulting tendency to equate creativity with marketing. Because, based on the trailer, histrionics major Dustin Hoff

My Sweet Mistress...
Wistful driftings, Mind never at ease, Constant confusion, Depression undending. So many that say they care, So many that throw the "L" word around, They only love when they get something in return. THey only care when it benefits them. Pain is my only true companion, Misery is my only true friend, A knife to cut out the lonliness, A rope to strangle out the rage. Never listening, just saying their own thing. Never caring about the pain I'm in. Giving up on everything, Giving up is the only thing. The only thing left to do, to keep me from coming totally unglued. Death, the sweet release, death my mistress in white, Come to me now my mistress and take me away. (c.)(11/21/07) by KC Zimmerman

Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas, and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse Dad at the whorehouse Mom smokin' grass I had just settled down for a nice piece of ass Then out the lawn there rose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter He came down the chimney like a bat outta hell I knew right away that fat fucker fell He filled the stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer He rose up the chimney with one hell of a fart that Son of a Bitch blew the chimney apart He swore and he cursed as he flew out of sight "Piss on you all and have a hell of a night."

Getting To Know Me Better Peeps
No relationships for me, I don’t think I’m physically capable to have my heart taken out again and then peed on and dropped in a jar of sulfuric acid, then ever so "gently" shoved back into my chest...On a lighter side, point is, I'm in all probability cooler then you and more intelligent, if you don’t concur that’s totally fine, that’s why its YOUR opinion, it's entirely fine in this day and age to be wrong. Besides, you almost certainly have been stung by a “jealousfish” at the beach and that’s the explanation for your detestable condition of hating, you need to eat a peanut butter and jealous sandwich cool whip and chill.. I am a freaking lunatic when it comes to partying and having fun. I love the outdoors and the indoors, I can be spontaneous or scheduling. I honestly don’t care what people think and I have NEVER followed the pack… the pack can lick my A**! You can follow me or just be a lunchbox because, well I pretty much rock. I

Waiting All My Life ( Rascal Flatts )
THIS SONG GOES OUT TO SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..THANKS FOR BEING THERE TO PICK ME UP WHEN I NEEDED IT THE MOST..AND LETTING ME KNOW THE DARK TIMES WILL PASS AND THE SUN WILL SHINE AGAIN !!!! THIS ONE GOES OUT TO YOU SERGIO !!

Joke
This Year's First Christmas Joke Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates. "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said,"You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates," Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the Pearly Gates." The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols." And So The Christmas Season Begins...

Day Before Thanksgiving
Well, here we are, the Wednesday before Thanksgiving. I've definitely had an interesting week so far, that's for sure. The crud hit me Thursday morning, when I got up for work.. Janis sent me home early at around 2 pm, so I was thinking, "Hey, I should be over this pretty quick, it's not that bad.." Friday morning rolls around, I was worse.. I didn't feel like I could make it into work, but I did. I walked in, and both of my bosses were like "What are you doing in here?!? GO HOME!! You look awful!" I had paperwork that had to be mailed out, so I was only there for an hour and a half, 2 hours, and they were practically pushing me out the door. Kept getting worse through the weekend, and I called Linda Monday morning, and she was completely awesome about everything.. She said "Honey, don't worry about us, we can handle things here, you just need to rest and get yourself better.. You've been working your ever-lovin heiney off for this place, you deserve the break." I'm like "Okay, but I j

Lyrics
Sticks and Stones By: Jonathan Edwards Where do I begin to pack up my things, and move away from what might have been? Was it in some song that came out all wrong, but yet we both tried so hard to sing? I'll pack my guitar. I'll leave you with the car. I hope it won't be cold to start. But I must get going the kids get up at dawn and this is sure to break somebody's heart When did we grow this far apart? Love was forever at the start but now it's come down to sticks and stones. When did we go wrong? When were we not strong? And did we try hard enough to care? It's cold as hell outside. It's just as cold inside, now that there's nothing left to share. I'll pack up my books. Linger with last looks and I'll throw them all in my truck and drive. From these sticks and stones and the lies on the phone, but I hope all that you want will arrive. I'd better be on my way right now, I'm bad at goodbye's any how. Now it's come down to sticks and ston

Driver's Lisence
Check your drivers license...Now you can see anyone's Drivers License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...Picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security Privacy, where is our right to it? I definitely removed mine, I suggest you all do the same....Go to the web site and check it out. Just enter your name, City and State to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove." This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. http://www.license.shorturl.com/ < /DIV> If the link does not open when you click on it - cut and past it into your url

Remember
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥Natasha♥ Date: Nov 21, 2007 7:18 AM Joe PDate: Nov 19, 2007 7:18 PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your b

Little Death
Hands softly caress flesh words never spoken emerge from closed lips the sounds speak of ecstasy the taste sweet intoxicating lost for a moment in eyes that scream truth again they scream, more they scream addiction has set in the need to feel the one true moment when tounge and sweat and blood and lust take form and pull us closer to our little deaths. Draw me in hold me tight as we feel our bodies tense and release, hold me tight until we can breath as one again.

New!!!
hey kiddies! i have a bum load of pix and they need rates and comments! also, check out new pixie hair. its madddd cute! my cuzzy nikki has a new fubar account. if she was previously your friend, or you just wanna see a sexy girl, please add "beautiful desire" so she can level up again Beautiful Desire@ fubar

New Addiction
When I close my eyes I see his face and it comforts me. I can still hear his heart pounding in my head and it soothes my soul. His warm embrace fills me with a sense of safety that I fail to find anywhere else. Gazing into his eyes I'm transfixed; I can't seem to get away, I'm lost. Lost but not trying to find a way back; I'm enjoying it too much. Only when I look into his eyes that time seems to stop. When I close my eyes I can still see him smiling at me for no reason. I feel my face redden and start to burn. Blushing, I lower my head to hide it only to have him lift my chin and smile warmly at me. Pulling me close he holds me. Dying to kiss him, I force myself to wait, not wanting to seem too desperate, even though the suspense is killing me inside. Finally he gives in and kisses me; setting my soul soaring high as an eagle. Breatheless he leaves me as he gently pulls away. I'm left standing there transfixed in his gaze, trying to recapture my breath as I'm held captive; I'm complet

Sum Funny Stuff
Jack and jill went up the hill, to smoke some marajuana, jack got high, pulled down his fly, and asked jill if she wanna. jill said yes, pulled up her dress, and had a little fun, but stupid jill, forgot the pill, and now they have a son ------------------------------------------------- Mary had a little pig, she kept it fat and plastered. but then the cost of pork went up and shot the little bastard

The Strength Of A Man
THE STRENGTH OF A MAN The strength of a man isn't in how many women he's loved. It's in whether he can be true to the ONE woman he's trying to love. The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you. The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It is in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn't in the words he speaks. It's in how he keeps his word. The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits. It's in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens he can carry. The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his heart that lies within his chest. The strength of a man isn't in how he makes love. It's in the understanding that there is more way to making love, than just making love for fun himself

Pagancowboy And Luna_witch, A Letter He Wrote...
Oh, my name is Cherene and a really a good friend to LW, we've talked about PC and she cries all the time and today on esnips. She found a private message she can't delete: Pagancowboy writes: Hey Hon, I TRIED Leaving a video comment of me singing 'Can I Trust You With My Heart', but I somehow got disconnected towards the end of the song. I will try again after school tomorrow. I think mom only wants to hear me singing once while she is trying to sleep lmao. I Love You and I WILL try again after school tomorrow *Warm Soft Kisses* Love Always In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Jason aka Pagancowboy aka Rebeldragon@};-Heart Added in Luna_Witch on Jun. 27, 2007

Blogin My Thoughts
ok ok ok ok do you people not know this is the internet???? how the heck do you get fu married for pete sake why do grown ups act like kids in grade school... shakes monitor!!! holy moley batman.... shaking my head at how serious some of you people take this.... fu marriage fu preachers and fu weddings with fu best men and maids of honor I get meeting people and developing feelings for them and such but come on dont you people go a little far! ok im done now...totally offended alot of you and fair enough sorry if I did :P ....back to your regularly scheduled program.....

Feed Me
Emotions whirling around the mind some so deep i can't help but cry Some are erotic & make me hott before i get started i need to stop I feed on what others feel you bleed your emotions - i don't steal Whatever you pass, i gladly take for you see, that's what i crave Let it go ~ let it all out GIVE ME ALL, i want to shout More, more, i need it all fill me up & let me fall

Pimpin Out My Sister!!!
OK, I'm pimpin my sister out. Follow me before you think I'm some sick n twizted freak-show that's into incest.... My sister and her husband have a game they play. Ya'know... to spice up their sex life. Well, in a nut shell... It is my sister's turn to have the game played on her. The challenge is to be blind folded while someone (male or female) does whatever they want to to her. My brother-in-law will be there, of course. The thing of it is... they're having a hell of a time locating someone to do this. She really wants a female to have their way with her, but hey... u can't have your cake and eat it, too. So here's my sister's link. Yes, she has a fubar account. She's the one who got me addicted! wildbigrl@ fubar If anyone is wild and crazy enough to inquire about this sexual adventure... either e-mail me or her on here. Thanks all!

Sippin Vodka
This is too funny – I still have tears in my eyes! Finally, a chain letter that I don't mind posting. It's funny!!! A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are no

Wonder Where I've Been???
The US Marshalls finally caught up with me. I'm locked up...they won't let me out. (lol) This is Loe's sister. He asked me to post this to let y'all know that he was picked up. He wants people to write him and if you're feeling it to send some loot too! Here's the info if you want to write: Lawrence Awoniyi-6C Allen County Jail 417 S. Calhoun Fort Wayne, IN 46802 If you're going to send some $$$ write him first and he can tell you what you need to do so that he gets it. All right then...peace. Loe's sis.

If Only You Knew
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

A Is For Apple, And B Is For Boat,
A is for apple, and B is for Boat, That used to be right, but now it won't float. Age before beauty is what we once said, But let's be a bit more realistic instead. Now, A's for arthritis; B's the bad back, C is for chest pains, perhaps cardiac. D is for dental decay and decline; E is for eyesight--can' t read that top line. F is for fissures and fluid retention, G is for gas, which I'd rather not mention. H is high blood pressure--I' d rather it low; I for incisions with scars you can show. J is for joints, out of socket, won't mend. K is for knees that crack when they bend. L for libido, what happened to sex? M is for memory, I forget! What comes next? N is neuralgia, in nerves way down low; O is for osteo, the bones that don't grow ! P for prescriptions- -I have quite a few, Just give me a pill and I'm as good as new. Q is for queasy, is it fatal or flu? R for reflux, one meal turns to two. S for sleepless nights, counting my fears. T for tinnitus; there

Untitled.
My voice, unheard. My name, unspoken. The nothingness inside an empty box. Love and hate afaired. Speech and vision impared. Hushed by hope. Blinded by love. (Need an interpertation? TOO BAD! Figure it out yourselves. Each to his own, my friends.)

Anti-emo Poem.
Short black hair, bands around thier wrists. Hiding something they're known for, wrist bands are hiding slits. "No one cares for me, no one ever will. No one will ever miss me if I over-dose on pill." Give me a break you cowardly fuck! With your suicidal attitude, you dude, fucking suck. With the way you're talking, man, of course no one will care. If you gave one person the chance, it's gauranteed, they'll be there. But knowing all you Emos, your hope and faith will fade. Keep your suicidal shit away from me, or I'll hand you the fucking blade. (Nothing personal, guys. Emos are the sexiest Mo' Fuckers around. Just a phase I was goin' through when all my friends were offin' themselves.)

Entitled
Ok I'm pretty sure it states someone in my rule book ;) that I'm entitled to a right to complain since it is the holidays and all :P But what the fuck? I'm wondering why my luck with people is everything but video games? Not that I'm bad at video games not at all. In fact most people who have had the chance to play halo 3 with me and such know I can kick some serious ass. Especially if I haven't been drinking ;) But maybe it's just my default photo on this one site. Called gamertagpics.... What it is that I'm even complaining about is the fact that most girls who happen to play games maybe don't even take the time to give me the time of day. I've been on that site for god knows how long. About since May, this year and have yet to get one comment. I take that back I did but for some reason that person deleted what I thought was a nice comment for no reason. I guess that person just was fickle as can be. And yet all these other fucking losers, yeah fucking losers who probably co

Nov 22nd
November 22: Conspiracy Theory Appreciation Day (not celebrated for some reason) 200 Sex is invented. 1812 - Puzzle potato officially refound. Citizens everywhere rejoice. 1945 - Nazis accidentally explode nuclear bomb in Dresden. Allied air forces are subsequently blamed for mass firebombing. 1952 - In Guatemala, CIA first operation gives start to a era of brutal military dictatorships sponsored by the US government in Latin America ... wait... thats not funny... 1963 - J. F. K. accidentally assassinated by angry, confused polar bear. Polar bear plants gun on napping Lee Harvey Oswald and escapes in a get-away sled. Nobody looks into it very much. 1963 - Absolutely nothing happened. You hear me? Nothing. If you heard otherwise, it's a filthy Communist lie. 1968 - Stanley Kubrick begins secret filming of the moon landing. 1970 - The Million Cyberman March (pictured) is held in Washington, DC. Conspiracy theorists claim that it was actually a failed invas

Bored
I want you to know, I'll luv you till I die/ even when I'm dead, I send you kisses from the other side/ you the only one I can trust and confide/ and if somethin pop off I know you ready to ride/ Luv is blind, but yet I see it clearly/ when I say I luv you I mean that sincerely/ whisper it in ya ear, everytime you near me/ or scream it out loud, so the whole world can hear me/ things appear to be movin smoothe as ever/ been so many years and we still together/ just like luv letters, the longer the better/ to clever, my luv for you it can't be measured/ but if it could, It'd extend to the skys above/ where birds fly blind sun in thier eyes/ whats luv? we the definition of it/ do what I can and baby I'm luv'n it

The Gun Of Hope.
In this world of solitude, you are there with me. Within this soul of anger, you're always there to see. The rage that bottles inside is soon becoming loud. But you still stick by me, standing tall and oh so proud. You take me by the hand, you say "it'll all be fine". You hold me close and say you love me, tell me, "you'll forever be mine". You tell me no fibs, you tell me no lies. Still, angels are in pain as they fall from the skies. My dreams are innocent, my love for you, so pure. When I am with you, everything to me feels so sure. My hearts never stops bleeding for you, my mind never stops dreaming of you. As long as you are with me, there is nothing I can't do. Taming this wild fire within, you're the demon writhing inside. I feel you running throughout my veins, my head begging suicide. I pick up the gun of Hope, and place it to my heart. I cock the trigger back and make the bullet part. From the gun it explodes, driving deep with

Friendships Renewed
Recently I reconnected with an old friend from high school who I have not seen or talked to in 19 years. Her name is Catherine. She was someone who in my senior year in high school, I saw time and again. She was a vivacious, free spirited young woman captured my heart. We used to do just about everything together and it was always a joy to be around her and talking with her. The thing was is that I was a senior and she was two years behind me and to make a long story short, things didn't work out the way I would have liked them to turn out. I found her again while I was looking for old classmates for my 20th high school reunion next year. She had a link to a website where she now works, so I took a chance and emailed her. Now we are talking again, just like old times. She's joined Fubar now...she's on my family list as greenearthkitty. Now if I could get her to improve her page... Do I regret how things didn't work out between us? Sometimes, I won't lie to you about that.

Forever.
In this world of darkness and dispare, there is one thing keeping me alive. Something so pure and modest, innocent, but at the same time, extremely cruel. It is bliss, but still corrupt. It comes in the shape of a little angel boy. It has taken over my heart, putting a leash around my soul, begging my mind to follow. I have lost myself within this trap, a trap of love taken over by false hope, executed by the hurt trailing behind this angel boy. His shadow forms the shape of a demon, his arrow driving through my heart. I cry as I feel this poison flow throughout my veins. You are a devil in the disguise of a boy, an innocent young man as it would appear. Your eyes are dark, and your smile, alluring. Your love for me feeling as pure as the new dawn. Feeling harmless until the day you say one word, wrapping that leash tighter around my soul. "Forever." Forever bound by your love. Forever in the grasp of this.. disease. Forever in a world of poisoned arrows. My heart stops as I fall

Help Plz!
If you would please stop by and rate and or comment bomb this pic for me TY (: ALSO if you make 100 comments to the pic you will get a platinum cherry and make 200 comments get a silver motorcycle!! TY again! (: Just click the pic below!

I Want You To See
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've met before, You're the one that I adore. I do believe that God above, Created you alone for me to love. He chose you above all the rest, Because he knew I'd love you best. You treat me to a love so sweet, With you my life is now complete. You've all my love from now till then, Just say please I'll say it again. For you my dear I'd do it all, No matter how big, no matter how small. So, when I say I can't lose you, Know that what I say is true. You are my life, you mean the world to me, All of this, and more I want you to see. Always, and forever just you and me, All of this, and more I want you to see.

A Stranger.
I went from friend to stranger for someone in 6 months time... this person just dropkicked me out of all time and space. All I tried to do was to care. All I wanted to know is if this person was ok. Now I feel like, after all this solitude... that its been my fault, that I'm some kind of monster. It tears me apart, each and every day.

Finally Me
*just Cuz You Smile, Doesn't Mean You're Happy. One Little Thing Will Go Wrong, That Can Make You Unhappy. *pretending Everything Is Fine, Won't Make The Truth Disappear Pretending Everything Is Fine, Will Only Bring Tear...after Tear...after Tear. *your Smile Becomes Fake, And Your Laugh Becomes A Surprise. When, Staring At Yourself In The Mirror, You Learn Its All A Disguise. *you Become Even More Unhappy, Seeing Yourself This Way. But You Have To Remember That Today Was Crappy,and Tomorrow Will Be A Different Day. *you Wake Up The Next Morning, Feeling The Same. But This Day You'll Do Something Different, To Ease The Pain. *today, You'll Tell The Truth And Keep Your Head Up High. You'll Have No Fear, And Won't Cry. *after The Pain Is Gone And The Nightmare Is Over, ........................you're Free.......................... *you Can Finally Look At Yourself In The Mirror And Say .....................i'm Finally Me.........................

What Am I Thankful For?
I'm thankful for living in a nation full of the most amusing morons in recorded history. That's what I'm thankful for. After hearing a few racial slurs tossed around today at the airport as passengers tried in vain to get through the TSA checkpoints faster and ultimately just ended up slowing down the process, I've decided on a second movie concept, which I will write parallel to writing the serial killer/rapist film I'm also working on. I've found that it helps to improve my creative productivity to have two diametrically opposed artistic projects going at the same time. Anyway, as serious as the other film I'm working on is, I decided it'd be time to also start work on a new comedy, albeit a very black comedy. Essentially, I've decided on a theme for the film, and not a plot, as the plot will come as I start arranging the elements of the theme. I want to write a film that attacks every race, color, creed, political affiliation, sexual persuasion, etc. that I can think of.

Bleh
Well I am taking a break from Fubar cus of personal reasons. I am also turning off my shoutbox. If you need me just message me on there or hit me up at highcide@yahoo.com I am turning the messenger off so just email me.

B Attitudes
"B" Attitudes Be understanding to your enemies. Be loyal to your friends. Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone. Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with that you need yourself. Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be foolish enough to believe in miracles. Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty. Be first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be last to criticize a colleague who fails. Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you; they may change. Above all, be yourself

The Affair.
How many times can the words, "I love you." be said before they lose all meaning? How many times can you look into someone's eyes before the truth comes out? How can one, kiss their love without feeling guilt? Why does lust overpower love? What can the mistress offer that the wife can't? Sex? What does sex have that snuggling doesn't? Is it mearly the feel we lust over? That primal instinct to fornicate? The caveman seduction of domination? The urge to fuck like the animals we are? We, as man-kind have evolved past inferior urges and lustful dominations. Or have we? Are we as insignificant as the animal kingdom? Why is the worst brought out in us when sex is involved? Why does a man feel more attracted to a naked woman than he would a smart woman? Why does a woman feel more attracted to a man with the body of a god, to that a man with glasses? Why is love always confused for lust? The animal kingdom breed to create a more powerful species.. why do we want to create a more attractive on

Do Not Read Guys Trust Me Lol
you see i will start by kissing your neack softly then move down your shoulder why i pull your shirt over your head then i will start to kiss your chest while i reach around your back and undo your bra then i will rub my tounge on your perky nippels while i slide my hand to you waist and pull off your pants then i will slide my tounge down your bell to your waist as i go across your panties i will give a warm blow on your clit as my tounge rubs your inner thigh while i pull your panties down then slide my tounge back up your inner thigh slowly moving between your legs as my tounge touches your clit my fingers slide slowly inside you going fast and deeper at every thrust then i slide my big hard cock slowly inside that tight little wet hole slowly and deep i will go pushing and pulling very slow then speeding up as you start to tingle making sure i slide just right hitting the g-spot just right making you scream all so high till you scream the highest scream cause you just got the bigg

Her
she's sum1 i could fall in love w/, her smile makes my heart melt or flutter. whenever i talk 2 her my heart races like crazy, she's got the sweetest voice yet she's not mine and it sucks ass cuz i kno sumwhere in her heart she cares bout me dearly and idc if her friends hate me i love her w/ all i am.....i love her........i wanna be her's and be the 1 to keep her safe and happy

Pleasure And Pain
Hate me And cut my flesh Take me and feel My pain and scream Fuck me And tie me up Your hands on me I see your wrath Pleasure and pain blood and sin Lust and hate sex and death Kiss and scars death and screams Tears of blood for my lust Your pain is my addiction Your blood is in my veins Your pain is my obsession Your blood is in my veins Hate me cut me Prey me fuck me Harm me and lock me up On your mouth my blood Lick it up rape me And taste my lust Your hands on me I see your wrath Pleasure and pain Blood and sin Lust and hate Sex and death Your pain is my addiction Your blood is in my veins Your pain is my obsession Your blood is in my veins Slave of my pain Master of my flesh

Such Is Life.
In his arms, she's lost. In his eyes, she drowns. Within his soul, she's trapped. His words are sung to her. Her heart melts in the grasp of his hands. Hearts carved in trees. Names held within them. Passion in hands held. Silky lips locked. Tongues meet within deep kisses. Another waits. In solitude. Such an actor this boy becomes. Betrayal in the making. Stolen kisses from her. Fake words. Fake love. Fake feelings. Nothing but a joke. No one's laughing. Not on the inside. Knives cut through slowly. Guilt will come out. Eventually. Soon. It'll happen. She'll find him. She'll discover her. More hearts broken. More hopes crushed. Such is life...

Daddy? Pah-leeeez!
So.. I was looking through some profiles today. I've noticed that alot of girls call hot guys 'daddy'. Why? Is it some fantasy they have? Why the fuck would you want to hear the words, "Come to your daddy." or "Who's your daddy?" During sex? That's fucking warped, man. I don't know why girls like it.. but it's so stupid. Just like a guy callin' his chik 'mumma'. "Come to your mumma baby boy." then have sex.. wtf? I seriously don't get it. If someone can let me know why people love referring to sexy people as thier parents, then please.. enlighten me..

A Very Emotional Song Written For The Love Of My Life
She said I'm heavy like a brick upon the floor and nothing saves me from the silence it intoxicates. But I can see that your bothered by more won't you lay down beside me and we will never awake her eyes held a pain that nothing could compare so I crawled up beside her on that old oak floor. with my face pushed in a matt of unwashed hair she drifted off to dream and never returned -Chorus- Buried inside me falling stars shine for we Life kills everything somewhere my dream bleeds I am broken and never to be fixed as she pressed her lips to mine she said please remember this. this world of dreams is still a place within our minds, and you can find me there from time to time and with my face pushed in a matt of unwashed hair I drifted off to dream hoping never to return and with my face pushed in a matt of unwashed hair she drifted to dream and never returned -Chorus- Buried inside me (swore I wouldn't leave you) falling stars shine for me ( How co

Well...
Happy Turkey Day ya all! :) I will be spending it alone. I would go to my familys house but I dont want the drama. So I am just gonna have Turkey Day at my apt. I bought a turkey dinner and stuffing. And I can tell myself what I am thankful for. Sounds lame I kno. But its just how I will spend it. Was invited to a few places up here but I am not sure. Yea the idea of spending it with friends is tempting and I would enjoy it...but I dont kno...part of me doesnt want to. Why that is I dont kno. I think I have lost 20lbs from work. Lost another size. LOL Well it feels like it anyway. My pants kept trying to fall down. And I was doing rounds, and guess who had to play fire marshal...OMG ME! I was about ready to strangle someone. Doing these damn fire permits. I should be a expert after today. I think I am gonna take me a nice hot shower...then crawl in my comfy bed. LOL...what I want is a nice hard fu*king...lol...and a sensual massage. So...I will do myself

Happy Turkey Day!
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly open the door to the freezer, the parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said, "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely

When I Whine
Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair. When suddenly she rose to leave, I saw her hobble down the aisle. She had one leg and used a crutch But as she passed, she passed a smile. Oh, God, forgive me when I whine I have 2 legs, the world is mine. ~~~ I stopped to buy some candy The lad who sold it had such charm I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad If I were late, it'd do no harm. ! And as I left, he said to me, "I thank you, you've been so kind. It's nice to talk with folks like you. You see," he said, "I'm blind." Oh, God, forgive me when I whine. I have 2 eyes, the world is mine. ~~~ Later while walking down the street, I saw a child with eyes of blue He stood and watched the others play He did not know what to do. I stopped a moment and then I said, "Why don't you join the others, dear?" He looked ahead without a word. And then I knew, he couldn't hear. Oh, God, forgive me when I

Spicey Sweet Potatoes
Servings 8 prep time 10 min cook time 40 min INGREDIENTS * 3 large sweet potatoes, peeled and cut into 1-inch cubes * 2 tablespoons olive or canola oil * 2 tablespoons brown sugar * 1 teaspoon chili powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper DIRECTIONS 1. In a large resealable plastic bag, toss sweet potatoes and oil. Add remaining ingredients; toss to coat. Transfer to a greased 11-in. x 7-in. x 2-in. baking dish. Bake, uncovered, at 400 degrees F for 40-45 minutes or until potatoes are tender, stirring every 15 minutes. Metric INGREDIENTS * 3 large sweet potatoes, peeled and cut into 1-inch cubes * 30 ml olive or canola oil * 25 g brown sugar * 3 g chili powder * 3 g salt * 0.4 g cayenne pepper DIRECTIONS 1. In a large resealable plastic bag, toss sweet potatoes and oil. Add remaining ingredients; toss to coat. Transfer to a greased 11-in. x 7-in. x 2-in. baking dish. Bake, unco

Count Your Blessing
Count your blessing, And count them all. Just what do you have, To be thankful for? Is it a loving family, Thats always there for you? Maybe its a bill, That's finally paid off. It may even be, That you lived to see another day. Whatever they are, They are your blessing. One by one, Make them all count. Let your loved ones know, That you love them. Rip up that bill stub, And reward yourself. Take a deep breath, And enjoy each moment. These are the moments, That count the most. But most of all, Thank you maker.

Happy Thanksgiving
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO TELL MY SEXY FANS FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS OF FUBAR OVER SEAS AND IN THE STATES HAVE A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY GOD BLESS ALL OF U I LOVE U GUYS!!!

Human?
To care is a sign of weakness. That underneath it all, One is really human, And can feel. Showing weakness is not tolerated. Along with weakness comes pain. A pain so deep, Ones only wish is to die. Not to care is the final straw. No longer is one human. But along with goes, Goes all the pain. No longer is there weakness, Because ones self is gone. As well as the unwanted feelings But is this ones death? Is the trade off worth it? Can one give up all the pain, And keep themselves too? If being human is to weakness, Then what is strength to? Would it be the courage to contuine on, In the face of pain and weakness? Where is the map when you need it?

Meet The Cat With Two Faces
It might not have shocked a dog person, but when this two-faced cat was born its owner almost dropped it in shock. Vets told the woman, who wishes to remain anonymous, that Lil'Bit - as in "A little bit of love" - probably would not survive. But the 47-year-old from Arizona was determined that the odd arrival, although ill, should not be put to sleep. "I started feeding him every 15 minutes from an eye-dropper," she said. "I fed him like that for two or three months before starting him on proper cat food." Vets believe the cat, which has two mouths, two noses and four eyes, may have two brains, as one face can go to sleep while the other remains awake and it can blink independently on each one. "When he purrs it is like he is purring in stereo," the cat's owner said.

Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 22,2007 You need to be sure to stick with whatever project or passion you've got today -- even if all seems lost. Your perseverance should make things go your way for sure, though it will take some time.

Thanksgiving Day
Oh Ray how I wished that you were here with me right now. I miss you sooo dearly. I would give anything just to smell you and feel your warm arms wrapped around me comforting me telling me it was OK... I remember last year, just like it was yesterday, granted it wasn't as bad as we thought it would be but even though you weren't feeling your best you still snuggled up beside me holding me whispering to me that you loved me and that you had made it to Thanksgiving. Every day you would tell me that you made it for this or made it for that, I was just thankful that I had you one more day to show my love for you. You never missed a chance or time to tell me you loved me, oh how I miss it now...Guess everyone in life gets so accustomed to their everyday lives that they take even the smallest things like saying I love you for granted. We waited around for your dad to get into town to take us to dinner but unfortunately i still had to cook because of ma LOL and you tried to get your happy

Sign My Guestbook
Please take a moment and sign my guestbook... As I depart for an overseas detachment, I would like to see where everyone lives... You never know when I might pop up... Thanks for the love... Go Navy! Jay

Ben E. King - Stand By Me By Oldies
When the night has come And the land is dark And the moon is the only light we'll see No, I won't be afraid No, I won't be afraid Just as long as you stand Stand by me (Chorus:) So darling, darling, stand by me, oh, stand by me oh, stand, stand by me stand by me If the sky that we look upon should tumble and fall or the mountains should crumble in the sea I won't cry, I won't cry, No, I won't shed a tear Just as long as you stand Stand by me (Chorus)

Long Haired Men
What is it about long haired men that is just so appetizing...yummy....i almost drool thinking about it....maybe it all happen/started w/ the hairbands of the 80's..they got me hooked...lol...dont know what happened to me when i 1st married, cuz longhaired white man he wasnt.....good thing i had a 2nd time to get it right.....i gots me a tall white long haired man...WOOO HOOO....anyone here in VEGAS?...always nice to meet more...we like to hang out at the SANTE FE casino...yummy margaritas for me...i challenge anyone to find me a better one.....LONG LIVE LONGHAIRED CUTIES

Happy Thanksgiving
Well to all of you Happy Thanksgiving I am spending thanksgiving with my mom step dad and grandma and a bunch of other family members I am cooking the whole meal my self I have made a turkey a ham homemade cornbread dressing and i have made 3 pies and one cake and bunches of other stuff I love cooking for my family they are starting to gather around now and it feels good to be around all of them i have been up since 530 preparing They all keep coming in the kitchen and wanting to taste lol and i keep running them out i have yet to bother with getting out of my night clothes i figure ill wait till dinner is about ready and go shower and get dressed the family keeps picing on me cause im wearing sleep pants and a huge tshirt and an apron A few mins ago i had to run to this little store here in gloster to get some sugar i ran out they laughed at me cause i was barefooted and dressed like i am Its a hard day i miss my husband All of you know that the blog i wrote about meeting the love of

Give Blood
Good morning to all my family, friends, and fans, I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out. If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood.

Metrosexual
Ok so I took my first step to becoming metrosexual today....It was a baby step as well but a step none the less.... So this is my first mini metrosexual moment...For the first time ever, I used body wash in the shower instead of my usual manly soap and scrub....Dont get all in a tizzy yet, I didnt use one of those scrunchy thingies...Some things no mater what are just not quite manly enough, those included....Anyhow, It was a rather different experience for me..At first I thought maybe I used to much because no matter how long I tried to wash it away, the damn slick feeling wouldnt leave me....So after about 15 minutes of trying to wash it off I finally gave up....And for some of you who really know me, know that I am a 5 minuter when it comes to a shower....Needless to say I felt alil water logged...Ok back to the wash.....I can not lie, I smell like a champ today....All of my buddies at work told me so...Yeah I was the get ripped on boy today...I do however feel totally to blame f

Gobble Gobble
HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY~! I hope everyone feels as thankful as me right now. I have been so truly blessed this year. I have my kids and they are healthy and a wonderful husband who loves me. We were blessed with a new home this year. Yep, this Thanksgiving I am so thankful~! What else do I need? Nothing~! It does help having good friends though. I have made some new friends and still have old friends. The older ones I cherish and hold close to my heart while the newer ones I learn more about each day. Cristi~~you are so cool. We have some interesting chats...You are such a fool and I LOVE talking with you each day~! Kerri & Jay~~you guys are so in love and I am happy for you. You know I am there to support you. May you be as happy as me and Jeff. And to Jeff~~this year has been amazing. We have become closer in many ways. I love you more than you know~! To my new friends~~may we become closer each day. I love chatting with you all~! ok, enough blabbering. The turke

The Ewok Mother
The previous entry on "Dirty Whore" goes along with this one. This is the Ewoks Mother. And theres a pic of the ewoks Father too. ->FairyPrint...: Ill trade you two used Wookies and a Zabrak prostitute for your ewok! Lady&heart...: Well, it would have been different from somebody I cared about...but it was some stranger. ->FairyPrint...: Nothing wrong with ewoks, truthfully Lady&heart...: Yeah...they said that about my little boy. ->FairyPrint...: So, THATS the ewok trade ive been hearing about! Lady&heart...: There's a lot to it...but he was basically feelling that he had to defend my 4 yesar old son. ->FairyPrint...: OMG!....O'Rly? Lady&heart...: I'm not terribly partial to it....that's my husband. ->FairyPrint...: not sure really, someone asked me to upload it, lol Lady&heart...: Why did you want me to see that? Lady&heart...: Not a problem...let me check. ->FairyPrint...: it may sound weird, but could you look at the last upload

Wanted To Say To The Sisters
Just so you all know that I made a comment in my blog that I did edit about Starr kicking me out of the lounge last night just so you all know I was joking around with her about that as last night my computer kept kicking me out of the lounge and I was teasing her when I went back in there about ejecting me....So if I offended anyone I deeply apologize and under no way was it meant to hurt anyone....For the sisters that dont know me all that well I would love to get to know you so you know how I am and never would I say or do anything to hurt anyones feelings....Happy Thanksgiving Liberated Spice Big Sister

Nightmare Standing Over Me
In my room he waits My poisoned mind he baits In the shadows so I can't see Until sleep overtakes me And he knows that I belong to him He gets in my head From his perch over my bed I toss I turn I can feel him now The chills courtesy in and the sweats take a bow And he know that I belong to him Relentlessly stirring the fear in me Making me blind so that I cannot see Filling my mind with his own evil thoughts Manipulating me so perfectly, his wants are my oughts And he knows that I belong to him But tonight I am stronger, tonight I have a plan Tonight he is no nightmare, tonight he is just a man I fight him to break his grasp on my mind Under my pillow I reach and my savior blade I find Slash, gape, spill, I never belonged to him.

Thanksgiving
OK... here we go... getting the dinner ready. I am going to take my son out to a public driving range near here that is open to day and we are going to shoot a bucket of balls at the driving range. That should be fun ... And... of course we will be watching the football games too.... all three of them. So.... off to the driving range.

Let's Just Be Friends (poem)
by: Cyn Tavares (Me) Right when we were ending you said "Let's just be friends" So I replied "Then friends are all we'll be". Now two weeks past that statement you're standing at my door requesting that special part of me. Don't you know that you confuse me when you beg to use me? For when we're done I hope that you will stay. And as you get your clothing, I start the cycle of self-loathing and regret for just another "lay" I must respectfully decline you're no longer mine. I save myself and bring this to an end. I'm at NO ONE'S convenience and YES I truly mean it Not like you.......who said "Let's just be friends".

Spotlight
I think that it is a crock of shit that now since fubucks are so easy to get that you only see Godfathers on Spotlight now. I remember when I used to be excited to get the spotlight, but now it is all the point whores and people who buy their points that are on it. Give it up and let some people who NEED it have it!!!!!

What's Up With The Spam Mail?
Okay, I know it has been a while that I have been on FU; however, that doesn't mean that I should be the recipient of spam mail!! Ugghgghghhhh...... Is there anyway for marking them as SPAM so that they are blocked from returning in our mail? I sure don't have a penis (in the first place!) that needs to be enlarged!! lol.... K

I Am Back...kind Of
for those who dont know and were wondering where i have been..i had a stroke...and have been recovering...i have most of my mobility back..and i am finally back up to speed..thank you for all the get wells....unfortunately now that i am better..i am also back to work..and i leave tommorrow for a base and bamburg germany...i will ..post something else when i return..once again..thank you to all

Sad Heart
I love him more than life itself but im afraid to love him like i should my heart is hurtting im scared to get too close i keep feel like i cant win his heart and mind for me he'll love me for a little while then he will set me free- ive lived so long on hopes and dreams i dont know what to do i feel like im waiting on empty dreams i wonder if my heart and mind are wait going do a shure one day he will hurt me why not im us to it yet i still keep running back between the paths of our hearts and the path to my mind its a worn and beaten track he has my heart held on a string its breaking in two the part that belongs to me the rest belongs to him i knoe htat there is a strong palce in my haert i just dont know how to find it and theres no way to make him see how how much i love him thats really sad to me i can only hope that someday one day he'll wake up and see while my heart still belongs to him (noe im not saying that im gonna cheat on him if things dont work out ill be single a long

Thanksgiving Day Cowboys Vs Jets Game Preview
November 22, 2007 GAME PREVIEW: JETS @ COWBOYS Jets (2-8) vs. Cowboys (9-1), Thursday, November 22, 3:15 PM CT on CBS Week 12 Preview: The Dallas look to improve to 10-1 on the season when they take on the New York Jets at Texas Stadium on Thanksgiving Day. This will be the 40th anniversary of the Cowboys playing at home on this holiday. All-time Dallas is 24-14-1. The Jets are only 2-8, but they did upset the previously 7-2 Steelers last week, and cannot be taken lightly. The Cowboys are also being faced with trying not to look ahead to the game next Thursday against the Green Bay Packers that may determine who gets home field throughout the playoffs. We all know what happened in the game against Buffalo, so we can't afford to let our guard down this time. Julius and Thomas Jones will meet for the first time since 2004, when the Cowboys defeated the Bears 21-7 in 2004. Terrell Owens has been on fire in the past few games, seeming almost invisible to opposing cornerbacks

Happy Thanksgiving
Take a good look, as you already know it’s called Earth, It is where we are, it is where we live, work and raise our families, it is where we learn to improve ourselves and grow up to love thy neighbor to help our friends and family to stand up for one another strong or weak, it is our home no matter what race we are, we are all human, this is our planet, I give thanks to all my friends and family. I give thanks for being a part of this beautiful and wonderful planet I call home, and I welcome you all with open arms. We should never fight among one another but pull together as one team, we are all family here. Have a great Thanksgiving from Bella

Inspirational Poem© By David Cook
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h

Happy Thanksgiving
I know I can't possible reach every single one of my friends personally so I'm sending out this comment to each and everyone one of you Wishing you a fantastic Thanksgiving filled with love, friends, family and lots of yummy food!.. Much luv to you all, Jackie Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE!

Happy Turkey To All
Hello everyone .. im just on my way out the door to go to Work but wanted to wish everyone a Very Happy Thanksgiving ... Hoping you all have the joys of having your family and loved ones with you today .. Thanksgiving Comments Thanksgiving Myspace Graphics many hugs to all Wen :)

Laws Of The Pack
1. FAMILY~Your Pack is your Family, and above all they come first. Until your last breath leaves your lungs, you will do all that is in your your power to do for your Family. 2.LOVE~Show a powerful love for your Pack, for yours has the truest form. The line between physical and emotional becomes gray, having the ability to share all of yourself freely. 3.OBEDIENCE~Through what ever means your Pack is born, One above all will rise. By their strength and Grace, word becomes Solid and Law. 4.PRIDE~Be proud, Wolf. Look to your strengths above others as a gift. Feel the ego that it breeds, every day. 5.DISCRETION~Envision your Pack having an invisible boundary surrounding it. This wall has only one door. This door may only be opened by the One with strength of will. What is inside never reaches the outside. Conversely what is outside never enters unless destined to be there. 6.THE OPEN LAW~This is the last but not the final law. It is put here to hold the place for your separ

My World
Flying trees And walking mountains Rivers and lakes wonder at their passing The sun has set Beneith a painted sky The moon looks down on a watery grave The sand between my toes Is a worls in itself Seashells make love to the rocks The fish are talking The birds are swimming Tigersharks play with balls of yarn Sea Lions and dolphins Argue with the polar bears Waterfalls cascade through the desert My house is in the sky My world is underground The ocean is in my kitchen I have a forest of jellybeans in my yard

Being Greatful!!
As we sit down to enjoy the day with our families, think of all the things you are great full for and then look at each person and think one positive thing. For me my family is broken at the moment. I cherish the thought of spending it with my boyfriend and my daughter! Also I cherish all my friends and the people I have adopted into my life along my journey. I wrote a letter to all my friends and those who know me and that didn't even do the amount of justice that it should have. There are so many people to mention and so may reasons to mention each one. All of you have pounced my heart with love and appreciation. All of you have made me feel special in my own way. All of you have a heart of gold and let it shine with out any questions asked. All of you have touched me in a way that my own family sometimes has forgotten. I love all of you and I hope the holidays brings happiness, strength, peace and all the love that each and every single one of you deserve!! The loneliness that I hav

Happy Thanks Giving
hey gang , happy thanks giving to all my friends out there, may you reflect on your family today, and may you enjoy the time you spend with them all. least us not ofr get the ones that we miss on this day if it be our mom's or dad's, aunt's uncle's. remember that they would want it family bussiness as usual. and to all of my extra specail friends out there , and u all know who u r. remember that i love you so very much . know that im still recovering from surgery but comming along fine. happy thnaks giving one and all. and a very wonderful christmas comming up.

Prayers For Shawn
if you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact Rosalia Guntu - Kidney Transplant Coordonator 400 Parnassus Ave. San Fransisco Calif. 94143 Plaza Level Box # A68 415-353-4543 fax 415-353-8708 WHILE WE ALL ARE BEING THANKFUL TODAY FOR WHAT WE HAVE PLEASE REMEMBER SHAWN AND HIS FAMILY IN OUR PRAYERS THAT HE GETS A DONOR SOON. My sons name is Shawn Dunn He is 26 years old... He has 3 babies that need him very much.... God bless you all.... Blood types O and B positive and Negetive PRAYERS FOR KNIGHTSKITTY'S SON.STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOVE AND PRAYERS PLZ imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World rufnekraiders property of babyjessraiders also her real husband Club F.A.R@ fubar s alot of you know my son needs a kidney...We are looking for a kidney donor...If you are not already aware of this please read my blogs about my son...We got word today from the doctors that the next time

Isex
Apple started it, of course. First there was the iMac, then the world went crazy for the iPod and before you knew it loads of companies out there were prefixing their products with the ubiquitous "i". It seemed only natural that I added to the movement when I christened what happened with Nancy, iSex. Nancy Perry was an admin assistant at the company I worked for. She was in many ways unremarkable, but for some reason her face struck a chord with me and I always looked at her with eyes of desire. She had smooth skin that held her features with an endearing appearance of puppy fat. In some ways her face didn't fit with her body, as she was lithe with decidedly feminine lines. Nancy wore her hair, always immaculately brushed, in long styles, usually curled and tumbling around the sides of her face. Her teeth were readily visible in her natural smile and had just the tiniest hint of an overbite. Her eyes were a rich brown color, never gave away much of what she was thinking but shone w

Feeling Invisible
y do i feel like im not here y do i feel like im not worth anything y do i feel like i should just stop living maybe cause i get ignored maybe cause i get made to feel that way at times maybe because i have had to many ppl tell it would be better for OTHERs if i was no longer around y do pple think they can treat ppl like that.. maybe i am at times a door mat for others

What Would U Do
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Comfort
there is no right or wrong to expression, there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven, diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky, refreshing like rain. together we shall embrace the light of redemption for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares. fear not the unity of collective love, it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes we shall once more walk in the glow, swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom with belief and passion till it echoes the universe from dawn till night ----dronutts---mystic music----

Going Away
To my Fubar freinds, well will u miss me while I'm gone ????? leaving saturday to go on holidays for 3 weeks. don't know if I'll get on line in that time so don't think I don't love you I am just absent from the computer. You all look after yourselves and I'' speak to you just before xmas.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Why Do Men Have To Treat Women Like Dogs
I do not understand why men feel like they have to treat women like dogs and Always Cheat.Good Women like me always get the bad men and I don't understand it at all.I treat men pretty good and I still get cheated on and lied to and its BS. ARE THERE ANY GOOD GUYS LEFT OUT THERE?

Theres Nothing Left Of This Girl
theres nothing left of this girl, shes been trampled on..shes been used, shes been hurt way to many times..and her heart cant take another hurting.. she loves someone but she cant deal with the pressure or the way hes treating her..because theres nothing left to hold onto and she doesnt know how to tell him anything because shes scared he'll hate her after... and shes so confused because hes gettin her to decide stuff on her own...but she doesnt think she can hurt him again....but ill always love him if were together or apart... i hope he knows that.... and i always will...........

Wondering Why
As i sit here and write this, there's a lot of emotions going on in my head and heart. I have the most wonderful boyfriend. I'm making the effort of giving him my heart. I have deleted numerous people from yahoo, my phone and fubar to prove to him i want him and only him. Now there have been a few guys that want to try and destroy my relationship because i don't want to be with them..... Why are some guys such jerks. They say they csre but refuse to see me happy.... just wondering why.... Tony, i love you very much

" Wear Red"
I received this in email from a friend: " Worthy for a BLOG here @ Fubar" Please read and comment.Den. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my f

Jfk Blown Away.
Besides being Thanksgiving Day, today is also the 44th anniversary of the assassination of US Pres. John F. Kennedy (D-MA) in Dallas, TX. As a historian and student of 20th Century US History, this event is as much as a major milestone event as the attacks on Pearl Harbor, HI on Dec. 7th, 1941 and NY-PA-Wach. DC on Sept. 11, 2001. I never really thought JFK was a good president. He screwed foreign affairs pretty badly and as many enemies within the US as outside it. I do give him credit for lighting the sparks that would lead to NASA and the Peace Corps. As for his death, I do believe he was taken out by a combination of the CIA, FBI and US military. They saw him as a threat to national security and then-civil rights policy. I feel that Oswald was a lone nut who did get a lucky shot off at him, but it was person(s) unknown who(m) actually killed him. I feel that the federal government had to cover-up everything so to better secure US VP LB Johnson (D-TX)'s rise to the presiden

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
Hey Everyone! I Hope Everyone Is Having A Good Holiday! I Guess My Thanksgiving Is Alright. When Holidays Come They Are Depressing For Me. I Just Don’t Do Holidays Since My Grandfather Passed Away In 1999. Plus, The Other Person That I Would Love To Spend It With Is Away Right Now. But I Am Glad To Be Off Work Today. Yes, I Do Have A Job Now LOL. IM Still Looking For Another One Though. I Work At A Gas Station. For What They Pay I Just Feel That It Isn’t Worth it. My Dad And His Girlfriend Went To Danville, Kentucky To Spend Thanksgiving. Luckily, I Have The House All To Myself And Its Pretty Quiet. Just The Way I Like It. IM Finally Getting Caught Up On Some Stuff That I Have Been Needing To Do For The Past Week And A Half. I Just Thought I Would Take A Slight Break And Write In My Blog Since I Haven’t Done It In Awhile. I Really Don’t Know What To Write LOL. But I Hope Everyone Enjoys The Holidays. Hugs To All……I Want To Give A Special Kiss To Brandon As Well. ;)

"red Fridays"
Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority." We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that .... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends, and

Today's Horrorscope
You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness! ================================ Yeah, so...since I'm about 20 minutes away from missing my train, and Brian shows no signs of waking up (and I have NO clue where the Metro station is, so I can get to the Amtrak station), it looks like I'll be making phone calls here in a little bit to tell my family I won't be home in the morning, lol.

Friends
Friends Friends are like Flowers Friends are like gold Friends are there to keep us warm inside Friends are their to help us Why we need friends Because they are there for us all the time we are in need Friends are people that we could count on Friends dont let us do stupid things Friends Dont put us down Friends are Forever Do we need friends YES!! Friends help to build our hearts complete Friends Help when we fall on our butts Friends are there to help when we fall emotionally and mentally We love our friends Friends help us when our cars break down Friends help us when we are sad Friends makes us laugh about memories Friends remembers certain things such a birthdays in their hearts forever Friends can be in our weddings as a maid of honor or best man But keep this in mind Friends stick together as glue Friends do hang out and play all the time Friends are family also Friends are friend so we should all stick together forever with no fights I know someti

Writing
She stood alone in what seemed a dark empty room .. Her eyes darted around the room trying to see anything at all and that's when she felt his warm breath against her neck ... She jumped at the sudden touch .. His hands took her hands and held them behind her ... His grasp was powerful yet soft at the same time ... She felt the cold feel of metal against her wrists and the click of what sounded like cuffs closing around her wrists . He turns her to face him holding her shoulders as he leans down and kisses her softly. He took her in his arms and presses her hard against the wall ... Letting his hands roam her body. She is defenseless to him .. His touch overpowers her leaving her longing for more. His hands grasp around her breasts squeezing hard .. His kisses more urgent and demanding than before down her neck and chest .. Her moans soft yet wanting as her body trembles beneath his violent touch. She leans to his ear gasping softly nipping upon him .. He presses her harder to the w

Merging Souls
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com In pure blue he becomes my will,my mind, Hot upsurging streams of passion flows Bali Island red, As his lips caress my ear and whisper's white nape's neck, And we are statued in this moment of white aura perfection, Urgent finger's soft touch tie my soul with silk ribbon, As the shy moons velvet kiss casts shadows licks, This memory etched on two hearts that make one beat, An eternal committment, never to see love's death face, Or writhe on sorrow's cold agony alter, Screaming despair's throaty cries, Nor become the bleached bones of love's carcass, Crystal tears form like diamond drops of happiness, And fill the holy grail chalice with future's promise.

Vittoria Segreta Needs Your Help!!!
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I Should Be Thankful
It is 5:30 pm thanksgiving day. The roommate from hell won't be home for 3 more hours. YEAH!! The pie is cooling, the jello relish is made and chilling, the turkey is in the oven. The rolls are rising on the stove to be put in the oven just before dinner. I have time for a quick trip to the store for sodas and I get to relax. Christmas is hectic and spent with family I barely talk to. It has been a very bad year physically and emotionally. There is no spare money for anything and not even for some necessities. Presents have been fought for to make the grandkids and my mother happy. So thanksgiving is my day to cook what I want and spend quiet time all by myself. Some of my friends don't understand that alone today isn't lonely. The food I cook will allow me to not have to cook as much over the next 2 weeks. I get to flip thru the channels or just not watch. I can surf the net and catch up with friends all over the world. Hallooween is the party holiday. Christmas is the hav

Got To Love Food!
NOT! Ive cooked so much and Im so glad today is over. NOw Im just gonna chill out and watch Live free and die hard. :) It snowed a lil butu today.. it was beautiful. I just stood out in the drive and let the snow flakes fall on to my face and hair. I love the snow. cold and wet and so soft! Anyways nothing to really talk about. Hope you all had a blessed turket day and your super stuffed! -red

To Everyone
I know it would be nicer of me to just post a comment on all your pages, but because I'm rushing between work and family today. I'd like to wish you all a : This image is from belladonnasdarkgraphics.com

Disconnected
Hiding in the darkness, Disconnecting from reality. I feel the waves of hopelessness Crashing all around me. My nights seem to be endless, And my days are even longer. Each day I grow more restless. My disconnection growing stronger. The shadows that surround me Through the cold and darkened night, Keep my soul company Silently convincing me to keep up the fight. My walls of protection are sensing my distress And rising quickly from somewhere deep inside. Growing into a stone cold fortress, A place for me to run to and hide. Disconnecting from my life. Disconnecting from my feelings. Disconnecting from my loved ones, My only way of healing. I thought this journey of self-discovery I started over a year ago, Would finally help me break free. Would finally help me to let go. How do I let go and disconnect from the guilt I feel For trying to follow my heart? And why in the hell does it have to be such a big deal That I finally want my life to start?

Spinning Into Oblivion...
Lonly days filled with haze, Hiding from reality. Frustration and resentment rise, As I search for my identity. Minute by minute, hour by hour Trying to learn how to live again. Night and days always running together, As I slowly spin into oblivion. Endless nights looking for light, Searching for some clarity. Another struggle, another fight to find a happy memory. Everyday begins the same, Paved with good intentions. Night falls, and the only change is I'm spinning ever faster into oblivion. Tired of hiding, sick of crying, and always feeling blue. My hopes and dreams slowly dying. Yearning for something new. Day in, day out, night after night, I will continue to stuggle, continue to fight Somewhere out there is an answer to my question... How do I stop spinning into oblivion?!?

Light At The Edge Of The Abyss
Staring into a deep abyss, The darkness seems to haunt me. Is there hope beyond the mist? Or is there only misery? Do I jump? Do I surrender? Or do I let the fear of falling keep me there? When will I find the answer, and will It be too late to care? The only light that I do see, is just out of my reach. I'm not even sure, if its real or just taunting me? Awake all day, and most of the night, just waiting and waiting, for a glimps of my light... My nights are cold and empty, My days long and unending. My life seems to be wasting away. My soul weakening. Only briefly does my light shine, Just a few short minutes a day. if I could only just stop time, My light could always stay. See, My light shines at the far edge of the abyss, and there is no way around it. The depths of the abyss are always waiting for me to take one wrong step and fall into it. Sometimes I wonder if I let go of the light, and let it shine for another, then maybe the abyss

On A Serious Note
I woke up this morning feeling a little blue for a couple of reasons. For one, this is the first thanksgiving day that I have ever not spent the day with my mom. Yes I am a mommy's girl. Second, I'm single (big deep heartfelt sigh). My two good points are my kids. I'm thankful everyday for them. Then I opened an email from one of my best friends. Her Mom passed away this morning and she didnt get the chance to tell her she loved her one last time. My point is, Make each day count. Tell the ones that you love how much you love them, as often as possible because life can turn on a time when you least expect it. I heard a song today that goes perfect with this blog. The Dance by Garth Brooks. The words say it all. I wish you all the best life has to offer. huggles and love Bren TrollDoll The Dance Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

Heart And Soul
Okay, so why is it that when you want to put your heart and soul into something, something happens to make you second guess doing it. Is life really that awful that we are all here to be punished? If it is then could someone please tell me what the hell I am being punished for? I hate walking around clueless waiting for the other shoe to drop. An God help me if I hear one more person say that I am the "nice & funny one" I am going to kick some ass!! Statements such as these that often come out of a guys mouth, is just a polite way of saying "you're a fat chick and I wouldn't date you". Reality check boys, there is more to a woman than her looks. If you don't think so then you are not only shallow, but you are missing out!! I have a lot to offer and I think I am a pretty good person (as long as you don't piss me off...LOL). At any rate, am I wrong to not trust or believe that there is something better out there? Because if there is I sure as hell haven't found it.

Abused
This is the story of my life and how I have been treated. Need you...Dream you...Find you...Taste you Fuck you...Use you...Scar you...Break you...Lose me...Hate me...Smash me...Erase me...Kill me!!! This is the way I feel and I am unsure how to get past this mood I am in. Any suggestions?

Angels
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK. I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! send this to all the people you really care about 20 angels are in this world 10 are sleeping 9 are playing and 1 is reading this comment. send this to 10 friends including me. and if you get 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!

A Woman Scorned.
Arion thee! Thou art distempered with fell. Fie. Go forth and flee, like thy fond whitehearted beast. Thou hast proven thyself to be mearly a knave. Thy love for one was pageant. Prithee, pronounce thy regret for adultery. How dare thee dally withal a runnion! Cleave to thy Brach. Thou hast lost thy love of something so mary. Thou cannot speak of being fap! Thou hast fobbed thy love. For what?! A fond dally? Thou hast antick 'pon I. Thou hast baffled thyself for a mear pin-butted caitiff. Thou villainous puke-stockinged mildewed-ear! Haste me to know't, that I, with wings as swift as meditation or the thoughts of love, may sweep to me revenge. Arion thee, thou infectious heavy-handed malignancy! Fly and never return. (Interpretation -- Some dude's just cheated on his lover with some rotten hooker. I spent all this time researching Shakespearean words for this one. I'm in a low mood..)

Help - Trying To Decide On A Cover Song For Our Upcoming Cd ;)
We are in the studio right now working on new material for our 3rd CD (14 new songs) and are considering throwing in a cover. FYI -- We did a cover on our first CD of Billy Idol's White Wedding -- You can check it out here >> white wedding So with that in mind -- Got any ideas? PLEASE LEAVE SONG SUGGESTIONS IN COMMENTS...

The One
You will always be in my heart I am ready to make a new start you are with me every day beside me you will stay In time the one will come then I may have some I wish that you were here please let the one be near You were always there I can feel you here let me be free of the pain to love the one for me

Naturally Submissive
my mind fills with You my spine straightens arching slightly legs naturally parted breasts aimed forward and up to meet Your gaze eyes aimed down to meet the smile forming on lips that part in anticipation of contact with Your skin salty sweet with exertion my heart once beating discreetly now reminds me with every thunderous contraction that You are reaching out for me my breathing once so simple and unconscious now comes in short deliberate audible sighs nipples now alert aching for attention conscious of encasement straining to be free between Your strong deliberate fingers smooth mound pushing against black panties pulled tight pulsating and searching for Your approval clit now steeped in dew a testament to new blossoming desire tingling of all the nether regions sacred openings widen inviting exploration for Your viewing and use dizzy spinning legs trembling i am river finding my way to You the Sea Your pet

Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend
DIAMONDS ARE A GIRLS BEST FRIEND A lady walks into a high class jewelry shop. She browses around, spots a beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now. As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a salesman standing right behind her. Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with, "Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?" Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman ! may just not have been there at the time of her little 'accident', she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?" He answers, "Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit when I tell you the price."

Just Something Random
i will be takin new pics soon and puttin them up here im sure its been some time sense i posted some and im sure all of u would like to see some new ones so hopefully soon ill get a chance to take some new ones and put them up on here

Generalized Statements
Ok, so someone does you dirty, the immediate phrase out of your mouth will be one of these two, depending on gender or preference: Men stink! Women stink! along with various variations that include the words, jerk, bitch, bastards, asshole, c---s, wh--res, etc. (look I refuse to call women by those two words, and I will refuse to print those words simply because i feel it shows the greatest lack of respect to the gender.) Now, in using generalized statements such as these, you only make yourself look foolish. Granted, you are angry at someone, but not the entire gender. Now, would it not be simpler to take out an add in the local paper, put the person's name in it, phone number and list his/her misdeeds for all the locals to read? Not only would it make you feel better, but according to the latest statistics, at least 60% of any given market reads the classified ads. All you have to do is headline it in someway to catch the readers attention. This tactic was actually

Thanks
I want to thank all the service men and women for sacrificing their time with their families to fight for my freedom. As i sit here and eat turkey i'm so thankful that there are people like you. thanks so much

Whohooo Ive Gained
Yeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss well guys and gals who love the big chicks i have started to gain now, i am so happy i have gained a total of 23lbs since i joined here, thanks to all the gorgeous ppl who love big gals and wish me luck on my way. I have added two more pics with a cam lol to show u my gains, one is 4 days ago and the other is after my massive thanksgiving dinner,, i managed to stuff myself silly and eat twice as much as i normally do, so now my poor lil belly is so swollen and huge and round i am loving it. I will take a new pic after the swelling has gone down to see if i have in fact gained more rolls or droop from my earier pics. But i must say i am on my way to getting really fat,,,, whohoooo my navel is starting to get deeper and rounder too,,, whohooooo thats all i want for Christmas is to gain more fat more weight more fun for all the chubby chasers out there,,, WHOHOOOO please comment and let me know what u all think

All Just A Dream
When I woke up this morning it was your face I next to me, Your arms I was wrapped in, A beautiful sight to see. Then I felt your lips on mine, and you breath apon my face, your legs wrapped around me, holding me in place. Your hands rubbing my shoulders, working their way down to my waist, getting ever so much closer to my hot, wet, secret place. Then you whisper in my ear That you'll love me endlessly and that I'll never be alone, That you want to be with me. And as I raise my arms to hold you tight to me, I wake up and realize, It was all just a dream.

A Salute To The Military!!
When you wanna complain you have to work 2 hours of over time this week or you are to tired cuz ya didn't get enough sleep.STOP!! Think of the military that we have in Iraq and other places going days without sleep and not knowing when they will see their homes again!! To the military guys and gals !! Thank Your for letting me sleep safely in my warm bed every night !! It's a honor, not a privilage !!

Death
Well, here i go again... on call for the long weekend and it is looking like a long weekend filled with death. In the last 6 days, I have had to handle 4 dalls dealing with death. Last saturday was a double homicide of which there is really no reason why the guy did it?!!?!?! (I am baffled) Then Sunday, a suicide.... Monday night was an overdose, and tonight was a hanging. The guy is in the hospital but I doubt he will leave it walking out. I think I am just going to get a black cloak and a cicle and change my name to the Reaper. I love my job... I really do but death after a while gets to even the most cynical, sarcastic guys like me.

As The Sun Sets Slowly In The West
and it begins to get cold enough for a penguin to properly enjoy the weather :) ... anyway... Thanksgiving went very happily. Got up early, went to a party, to two movies and between them to dinner - the two movies were Lars and the Real Girl and American Gangster... - recommending them both. The title character of the first while not quite "ASpie" was isolated and awkward enough that I thought I could very much identify, by the way. (Also read "Pericles" or at least skimmed it, after a prompt to do so in the notes to the great production of "Cymbeline" a few days back.) Happy Day all!! (Edit: had forgotten I'd used a similar title two weeks ago for the last post in this blog...)

The Midwest (pt.1)
Tonight, I was chatting with a friend, listening to the new Covenant live CD...and started to reminisce about my time in the US. Mostly, thinking about all the DJ gigs I was fortunate enough to participate in over the last few years. And I thought it might be interesting for some of you to read about this...to maybe give you an idea of what this was all about :) I'm gonna do this in installments...to write ALL this out at once would be WAY too long :) When I mention some names here, I'll be leaving their real names out and using their DJ handles and personnas, just out of respect. Shortly before leaving Nova Scotia, I got in touch with someone I met the year previous, when I visited the US for the first time ever. Replikant. He was one of the contributing factors in me getting into rhythmic noise...that, and my ex introducing me to Manufactura. I told him that I was going to be moving down there in a few weeks, and wanted to maybe get involved in the scene down there. The normal

Before I Sleep
It bothers me not talking to you at night helps me to sleep makes everything alright so hard to be without you, your so far away always thinking about you every single day i love you so much, more then you know the hardest thing ive ever done was have to go last time i saw you we had tears in our eyes and i was the reason we both cried i reminisce now and remember the past tears flood my eyes and i pray that we last we're so much in love distance is a killer im going to iraq this only gets realer distance is a test to see if our bond holds im confident it will until we get old so much to say but so little time i wish forever i could hold you and call you mine hearing your voice brings comfort to my heart knowing that distance cant keep us apart at the same time distance kills me inside i wanna release all my feelings but they just hide you cant begin to understand the feelings you inspire your my motivation, your my desire i cant even imagine what our futures beh

Lonely
im sick of being lonely, i need someone to hold me but dont nobody know me, true only to my homies fake when im at school,cause im usually a tool and i act like a fool, in hopes i might be cool {just wanna be me, dont wanna be free just wanna cry, or go home and die tryin to find myself and straighten up my life just want a girlfriend dont matter if its right}chorus you dont know the real me its all just depression do some shit to chill myself get high and mad skate sessions i do these things to pass the time another things writin ghetto rhymes adding more and more each another line i do this shit all to help clear up my mind chorus im in a little battle, an inner battle with myself im losing this battle, slowly draining my health i do a buncha stupid shit for other peoples pleasure ive been doin this stupid shit damn near forever i take it upon myself to make others lifes better especially the pretty girls when theyre under the weather chorus i walk around wonder

I Suppose This Is A Funny Sub
what can i do but think about every relationship i have been in. everytime i get to knoe a new guy i still get the dumbass kind i mean damn cant i just get a break and meet someone worthy of me and not someone that is already fuckin attatched to someone else i dont get it . Why the fuck are unavailable men attracted to me. And they always fucking lie to me saying there not in a relationship. Fess the fuck up im sick of this shit. Where the hell is my good guy at?

Hurtfull People
I dont understand how people cannot be as honest as they portray themselves to be and then to think that people are as gull able and naieve as to really believe their shit. I have had my share of run ins with some of these so called people... I guess my downfall is my heart because I try to believe in people but theres still that doubt...Hmmmmm...But my heart may be my downfall but I still have the common sense to know when I am being fed lines of shit!!! You can love someone but as a convienece well that makes for trouble. Guess I am just ranting...

"comin Out Swingin" 4 A Pic Lowrater
thanx to that one you rated low you sorry ass fuck where is that respect that you should show you think your a ten or even an eleven but you skank your far from bein a slice of heaven rate others how you wanna be rated or hate on others how you wanna be hated thats how it works treat me like shit and i 2 can be a hateful ass jerk

"swing Batter Swing" 4 A Pic Lowrater
you got me upset and a lil bit pissed bendover bitch so i can do you in the ass with my steel clenched fist take it like i know you can as i give it to you like only a mad man can people like you make me sick cause i dont owe you you hillbilly hick "theres more to come"

The Best Thanksgiving I Ever Had
I thought my first Thanksgiving would be the best I would ever have. On that day, this kid who suffered from malnutrition, who knew nothing of what a Thanksgiving dinner was, let alone what the Thanksgiving holiday was about got an education. For the last few years after my mother passed, the only thing I had close to the Thanksgiving dinner my mother made was when my sister made it after my mother passed away. So I have a new family. They have welcomed me with open arms and I accepted it. More evident of their acceptance of me was not only having me to help them out (cleaning up, cracking a few eggs for Deviled Eggs, etc.), but I was honored when I was asked to carve the turkey. Before I could say yes, I stepped away and I cried like a baby! I didn't know how to take it other than the honor it was given. I stopped, and I thanked God for blessing me with this family. You really have no idea what it means to be a rich man when you do not have a penny to your name. Money ma

Warning
STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. G

I Feared....
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don’t try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people’s opinion until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced it's beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I f

Thought I Would Share:
One of the biggest things about me is my inconsistency. In my defense I would like to attribute that to my work schedule. My work schedule dictates what I can and cannot do. Due to the nature of my job I have to be available to work 24/7. Often plans are made but they change, once again due to the nature of my job. Today is November 21, 2007 and thanksgiving is tomorrow, as of right now I have tomorrow off; however something might come up between now and then and I might have to come back to work. Some people cannot deal with that, and I totally understand that. I do not expect any one to be on stand by for me, or have to adjust to my ever changing schedule. However, if any one ever wants to be part of it all, this is something that they will have to accept. I love what I do, I have a lot of fun doing it and I don’t want to stop right now. It goes on to why I am in my current situation. I don’t expect any one to have deal with my schedule, and I don’t expect drama from any one beca

Made By Me For The Greatest Man To Have Lived.
Friends and family gather here, to celebrate your life. Led by your five children, and ever-loving wife. We thank you for your guidance, and the love that we all shared. Your ability to comfort us, showed us that you cared. The values that you taught us, will stand us in good stead. And will heplp us all to be strong, In the lonely years ahead. We thank you for the memories, of the good times that we've had. And so bid farewell to you, Our tower of strenght, our Dad.

My Ali
Your smart, your sweet, gorgeous too easy to see why i like you the shitty thing is your so far away but ill get to see you someday We'll go to dinner and the movies and everything will go smoothly we will hang out and have lots of fun wont stop partyin till we see the sun she got eyes that sparkle and a smile that stuns you can see why shes my number one shes cool as hell, got a body like damn i wish i was lucky enough to be her man all through the day shes the one i think about i love when we talk and she does her cute lil pout no matter what i do i cant stop thinkin bout her wonder if she knows im all about her shes the girl i talk to the most i feel like we're gettin pretty close i cant wait to see her smile up close in person that first moment will be absolutely perfect shes a stone cold stunner, definitley a fox this gorgeous girl totally fuckin rocks we always talk i think she likes me too if your not me it sucks to be you cuz this hardcore hotties my l

Climate Swings Shaped Human Evolution
The evolution of our earliest human ancestors was driven by wild swings in eastern Africa's ancient climate, scientists claim today.The rapidly changing climate reshaped the landscape, leaving once plentiful food and water resources in scarce supply and placing enormous pressure on early humans to adapt. The sustained upheaval drove some species to the brink of extinction, while other better-suited relatives emerged and flourished, the scientists believe.Researchers identified several extreme shifts in climate dating back millions of years to when humans were first emerging on the continent. Three of the greatest periods of climatic change took place around 2.5m, 1.5m and 1m years ago. These roughly coincide with the appearance of Homo habilis, the first human species; Australopithecus afarensis, a sturdy primitive ape, and the later human species, Homo erectus, which became adept at stone tool use and hunting.Researchers led by Mark Maslin, director of the Environment Institute at Uni

The End...
So this is how we end…not with happy celebration, but with a deafening silence. I always thought that you and I would be able to work through any obstacle..that maybe somewhere in this world I had found the one person who could accept all my shortcomings, all my weaknesses and strengths and help me grow with her. I guess I was wrong huh? Now here I am, doing to you what you’ve done to me, not even showing me the decency to confront me face to face. Sure, I was mad at you, and you know it was for good reason. Killing myself in order to make sure we could eat the next week while you sat there mindlessly obsessed with your game…it upset me like you will never know. You will never know how hard I had to work to get us what we needed and wanted…how out of my mind I went worrying about bills and whether my measly paycheck would be enough to support us. You will never know how hard I defended you, hoping things would get better because I was married to you, and that’s what married peop

Do I Need To Explain???
DECEMBER December is . . . . Hi Neighbor Month, National Stress Free Family Holiday Month, Bingo's Birthday Month, and Read A New Book Month -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Holidays are listed in chronological order. At the bottom are explanations and tips on how to celebrate certain holidays or sites you can link to containing more information on certain holidays. Remember this site is dedicated to bizarre American holidays, so naturally the links are of that nature. Also, you can link to the home page, previous month, or next month. December 1 is . . . . . National Pie Day and Eat A Red Apple Day December 2 is . . . . . National Fritters Day December 3 is . . . . . National Roof-Over-Your-Head Day December 4 is . . . . . Wear Brown Shoes Day December 5 is . . . . . National Sacher Torte Day December 6 is . . . . . National Gazpacho Day and Mitten Tree Day December 7 is . . . . . National Cotton Candy

Top Ten Signs You've Eaten Too Much At Thanksgiving Dinner...
10. Hundreds of volunteers have started to stack sandbags around you. 9. Doctor tells you your weight would be perfect for a man 17 feet tall. 8. You are responsible for a slight but measurable shift in the earth's axis. 7. Right this minute you're laughing up pie on the carpet. 6. You decide to take a little nap and wake up in mid-July. 5. World's fattest man sends you a telegram, warning you to "back off!" 4. CBS tells you to lose weight or else. 3. Getting off your couch requires help from the fire department. 2. Every escalator you step on immediately grinds to a halt. 1. You're sweatin' gravy.

I Am....
I am that girl whose heart gets broken alot... I am that girl who just wants you to love her I am the girl who's friends mean the world to her Im the girl who you dont fu*k with Im the girl who hates to cry in front of people I'm the girl who will get jelous Im the girl who gets attatched to easily Im the girl who will love you till the end Im the girl who's feelings will get hurt easily and not show it.. Im the girl who is very honest and open almost too open.. I almost say too much most of the time Im the girl who's passion is her double edge sword Im the girl who believes in fairy tale love Im the girl who is a hopeless romantic Im the girl who will forever run away from pain

Surprise Day Off
What's both a good and bad simultaneously? Not indulging in the drinking of lots of champagne with my friends because I "have to work tomorrow", waking up at 6:30, driving my ass to work, only to be called while in the parking lot to be told "you don't have to work today, there aren't any surgeries scheduled". Someone was "supposed" to call me YESTERDAY to inform me of such, but it didn't happen. I guess I'll look at it on the bright side, as in, yes it sucks that I had to wake up early, but I have the rest of the day off. What to do...what to do?

Deleting Fubar For Real
Ok Guys 3 Days im not longer goin to stay here and will not change my mind this time im done with it all someone always finds a reason for drama or me doin something wrong and all i do is have fun so 3 days im gone

If I Could
If I could turn and walk away, And start all over again.. I can forget I ever knew you, I could live in a world of pretend. But everytime I open my eyes, It's back to reality. Things I've tried to forget, Are back again with me. I could go through life, Never saying your name. I could live each day.. Looking for a place to lay the blame. I could feel bitter, For the way things turned out. But I choose not to be, That's not what I'm about. I could forever long for you, And this I'll probably do. If only I could've touched your face.. At least one dream would've come true. I could say I hate you, But it would be a lie. I could wish I'd never met you, So I'd never had a sad goodbye. But no matter the tears, The aches I felt inside, I still can't regret knowing you, My feelings I've never denied. I chose to remember you, The way you were with me. Things you said and felt.. I hold in loving memory. Even though it was a heartache, Only waiting

Cry-faith Hill
If I had just one tear Running down your cheek Maybe I could cope Maybe I'd get some sleep If I had just one moment at your exspense Maybe all my misery Would be well spent...yeaaaa Could you cry a little Lie just a little Pretend that your feeling a little more pain I gave now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me If your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me And you'd hunt and those lies They'd be all you'd ever find And that'd be all you'd have to know For me to be fine And you'd cry a little Die just a little And baby I would feel just a little less pain I gave now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me Give it up baby I hear your goodbye Nothin's gonna save me I see it in your eyes Some kind of heartache Darlin give it a try I don't want pity I just want what is mine Yeah.. Could you cry a little

Oh Dial Up Stinks
Dial up can only be compared to standing at the checkout lane at walmart with more the 10 items and having that 11th item (dial up) don't qualify me to get to my car faster then that person buying one razer and a can of coke, I can however keep counting my stuff hoping that I have miscounted, what the hell right I have time!!! anyway I'm glad to be back I have missed you all most you have offered warm welcomes and "how are yeahs" and that is just enough for me to listion to a busy signal or that dial tone just before you hear do dah do doodddoododo zang zang zzzzzzz buzzzzz... Peace to you all, and cyber hug a bouncer they deserve your respect they work hard.... hope to talk to you all soon.

Silhoutte In My Dreams
SILHOUTTE IN MY DREAMS WONDERING WHY THE DISTANCE IS SO GREAT, BETWEEN OUR LIPS. DESTINED TO COLLIDE, WITH PASSION AND ROMANCE. A TENDER TOUCH FROM YOU. MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING! YOUR THE AIR AT THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN. FOR NOW MY BREATHING PATTERNS CHANGE, AS I NEAR THE TOP. BREATHING HARDER&HARDER. TO CONSUME MORE YOU WITHIN ME. SO NOW THINGS GET PLEASANT. VEIWING YOU AS A WOMAN, LOVING YOU AS MY WOMAN, AND PROTECTING YOU AS MY QUEEN FOR THIS METAPHYSICAL BOND IS GOD SENT. LIFE IS GOOD, BUT UNITY MAKES IT PROFOUND. Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

One Flaw In A Woman
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman "But you have

My Bitter Soul ....
Have you ever walked in my shoes, have you ever carried my burden ... then dont judge me until you know me. I mean really know me. I cry like you, I've been shit on probably worse than you. So what life dealt a shitty hand, dont live for that moment. Live for the ones that bring you joy. Live for the ones that make you want more. In everyones life, they've had bad things happen, otherwise the phrase "bad things happen to good people" woould never exist. But, for every negative in you life there is at least one positive. For ever wrong that someone has done to you, there Mr. or Mrs. Right waiting patiently in the wings to help you ease the pain. We can't live our lives, waiting for the next fuck up. If we do, not matter what good comes your way, you'll find a way to fuck it, before it happens to you and sometimes that's not the case. Again, I'm not a religiou person, but I do believe that fate places special people in our lives for a reason. You may wonder sometimes what's wr

Whew~home Safe
well, I was a crazy this morning. Granted I did not go out at 4:30 like I had planned but I went out none the less. I decided to just get up whenever I got up and go out shopping. There wasn't anything major I wanted or needed this year. Plus with money being tight this year....but anyway, I left the kids here and went over to Garden Ridge and Wal-Mart. We started putting up our decorations and tree last night....well, the tree was big enough for the other house...not this house. It really looks like a Charlie Brown tree in here. So I went mainly looking for a nice 7 ft tree. Geesh~! have you went out and priced trees lately?? The cheapest one I saw was over $100. (just a little out of my price range) But while out I did pick up some things for my daughter and some flowers and berries for an arrangement for the dining room table. I am home safe and sound away from all the crazed shoppers of the world. Now I know I am a homebody~! I feel so safe here so here is where I will st

Need An Answer
I have one question What is love really? Does anybody know, before I start? Is it trust? Is it friendship? Is it lust? What is love really? Does anybody know? Is it compatibilty? Is it affection? Is it availability? What is love really? Does anybody know? Is it partnership? Is it responsibility? Is it just zip zip? What is love really? Does anybody know? Please tell me the answer What is love really? Does anybody know, before I start?

Where Have You Been
I learned to dive not to long ago, and i was in croatia, and did all my dives in the crystal clear blue of the adriatic sea. I am planning a trip to norway when the summer comes around to go diving up there. Where have you been and what recommendations does anyone have for diving in europe??

Thanksgiving...top 10 Things That Sound Dirty But Aren't
Thanksgiving...Top 10 Things That Sound Dirty But Aren't 10. "Just reach in and grab the giblets." 9. "Whew...that's one terrific spread!" 8. "I am in the mood for a little dark meat!" 7. "Tying the legs together will keep the inside moist." 6. "Talk about a HUGE breast!" 5. "And he forces his way into the end zone!" 4. "She's 5000 Lbs. fully inflated & it takes 15 men to hold her down." 3. "It's cool whip time!" 2. "If I don't unbutton my pants, I am going to burst!" 1. "It must be broken 'cause when I push on the tip, nothing squirts out."

Other Ways To Use The Thanksgiving Turkey
OTHER WAYS TO USE THE THANKSGIVING TURKEY * As a blunt object to fend off your pesky cousins with. * As a projectile to throw at the TV after Kathie Lee says, "Aren't they a wonderful band!" for the 25th time. * As a hood ornament. * As a disguise so your ugly Aunt Harriet can't kiss you and say, "How much you've grown!" * As a football for the after-meal game. * One word... bowling! * Fill it with whip cream - watch the fun. * An unexplored cavern for the new Barbie. * A visual aid to explain to children where babies come from. * Bury in the yard; for future midnight snacks. * If you're flying home, take the carcass as a carry-on. See what it looks like in the X-ray machine. Better yet, put it in a pet carrier and asked the flight attendant for some chicken feed. * As yet another object to drop from the top of the dorm to test the range of the splatter upon impact. * As a gift/bribe for a professor. * As a Christmas gift (avoid the holiday

The 12 Days Of Thanksgiving
THE 12 DAYS OF THANKSGIVING On the First Day..... We give thanks for the fresh turkey feast and its hot trimmings. On the Second Day..... We bless the cold turkey sandwiches, sloshy cranberry sauce, and hard rolls. On the Third Day..... We praise the turkey pie and vintage mixed veggies. On the Fourth Day..... We thank the pilgrims for not serving bison that first time, or we'd be celebrating Thanksgiving until April. On the Fifth Day..... We gobble up cubed bird casserole and pray for a glimpse of a naked turkey carcass. On the Sixth Day..... We show gratitude (sort of) to the creative cook who slings cashews at the turkey and calls it Oriental. On the Seventh Day..... We forgive our forefathers and pass the turkey-nugget pizza. On the Eighth Day..... The word ''vegetarian'' keeps popping into our heads. On the Ninth Day..... We check our hair to make sure we're not beginning to sprout feathers. On the Tenth Day..... We hope t

What Dreams Are Made Of...
Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen, Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams. I look deeply into your eyes, I smell your hair, caress your thighs. Now we'll make love by fire light, A blaze so high it lights the night. Long fingernails dug in my skin, Yourself so wet invites me in. Our lust increased feeds desire, As we combust, yeah we on fire. I feel you shake so deep inside, Oh scream my name and hold me tight...

Why College Students Like Thanksgiving Break
WHY COLLEGE STUDENTS LIKE THANKSGIVING BREAK * You know that your turkey is a Butterball rather than a Grade E yet semi-edible fur ball. * Your mother will not be serving your mashed potatoes and stuffing with an ice cream scooper. * Pumpkin pie is a great alternative to green jello. * After your eighth glass of cider, your emergency dash to the bathroom will not be delayed by having to line the seat with toilet paper. * Clean underwear, comfortable bed, access to a car, bedroom larger than a 12x14 cell...Even if it is for only four days. * To eat your meals, the only trek you'll have to make is from the couch to the kitchen, rather than the dorm to the dining hall in below freezing weather. * Instead of listening to "When I first started teaching here..." you can be entertained by "When your mother was your age..." and "during the Depression we weren't lucky enough to have Brussels sprouts. Hell, all we could afford was the sprout!" * You can eat your cor

Things To Ponder
#1...Can you cry under water? #2...How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? #3...Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? #4...Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only a penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? #5...Why does a round pizza come in a square box? #6...How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? #7...Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? #8...Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? #9...Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? #10...Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. #11...If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call? #12...Why is "bra" singular and "panties" plural?

Blog Number 1
The alarm clocks roars at 5:00 am in the morning. As I swing my left arm to kill the sound of a truck backing up I use my right arm to throw the eiderdown over my head to make sure I do not lose any of the precious heat under the blanket. As I lay motionless under the blanket I considered what are the consequences for not getting out of bed. Will I lose my job, get suspended without pay, or most likely just a slap on the wrist and then told to get back to work. This morning, just like every other morning, I do not risk the chance of not receiving a pay check, I get out of bed, put on my dress clothes, eat a bowl of cold cereal, and walk briskly to my truck to go to the place I learned to hate in the past couple of years, my job. I realize there are few that wake up every morning excited to get their day started, but the problem I run into is that I dread the fact I need to get it started. The moment I place my right foot on the brown mat that lays on the white tile at the ent

Happy Black Friday!
Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving Day with an abundance of things to be grateful for! I know I have much for which to be grateful, especially all the friends I have here at Fubar. Oldest daughter Jennifer was here for the day. She did well, didn't let her 7 year old self pop out - she dissociates to her 7 year old or teenaged self when necessary! She is actually 36 years old and the mother of the grandsons I am legal guardian for. She is on her way home to rehab as we speak! Today is a red letter day for Taylor, my 16 year old son. The band he is in, Requiem, is opening for the weekend at The Warehouse in LaCrosse! This is their first official "gig". I will play limo for the budding rockstar and his girlfriend, lol. I'm also hauling some amps, etc. So I'll be there nice and early - yeah, I'm with the band, lmao!! They are scheduled to start playing at 6:10 p.m. - such an odd time! Hopefully, Damian and Dakota, who are transporting Mom back to rehab, will be back in time

Communicating In
Communicating in cyber-world can literally become addictive, His date kept her cell phone sitting on her leg throughout dinner. Every few minutes she'd glance down and type a few strokes. "I told her it was annoying me. She even apologized. But she kept right on texting," said David Cano, 23, a Fresno State chemistry major. On another occasion the same girl wanted to know the state of their relationship, so she text-messaged him "what are we?" questions 19 times in one night. "That's being hooked on texting. Not hooked on me," he said. "When I talked to her on the phone, conversations lasted two minutes." Cano may be right in calling it "hooked." Professor Tamyra Pierce recently completed a study that found texting and other cyber-communications -- such as MySpace.com, a social networking site -- can be addictive for teens and college students. Pierce, an associate professor of communications and journalism at California State Uni

Animal Joke
Animal Jokes A little rabbit is happily running through the forest when he stumbles Upon a giraffe rolling a joint. The rabbit looks at her and says, “Giraffe my friend, why do you do this? Come with me running through the forest, you’ll see, you’ll feel so much better!” The giraffe looks at him, looks at the joint, tosses it and goes off running with the rabbit. Then they come across an elephant doing coke, so the rabbit again says, “Elephant my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health. Come running with us through the pretty forest, you’ll see, you’ll feel so good!” The elephant looks at them, looks at his razor, mirror and all, then tosses them and starts running with the rabbit and giraffe. The three animals then come across a lion about to shoot up... “Lion my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health! Come running with us through the sunny forest, you will feel so good!” The lion looks at him, puts down his needle, and starts to be

Thanksgiving
WELL, I HAD A GREAT THANKSGIVING. IT WAS THE SECOND TIME IN 15 YEARS I GOT TO CELEBRATE WITH MY MOM. I COOKED TURKEY, MADE MASHED POTATOES, GRAVY, STUFFING. IT WAS SO NICE. I AM SO GLAD I GOT TO SPEND IT WITH HER. VINCENT DOESNT REALLY LIKE TURKEY, BUT HE LOVES MASHED POTATOES AND STUFFING

Show Ur Love 4 Our Troops
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To Be Or Not To Be In The Dom/sub Lifestile
ya know i've sat in many chatrooms over the years and listened to all the misconceptions that people have about what a true Dom/sub relationship is....not only do i practice the lifestyle online but i do it as well in r/l with my wife....a true Dom/Domne is one that protects their sub...takes care of their desires to be treated submissive...not to treat with them as doormats and order them to do things that the sub does not wish to do...a true Dom/Domne talks with the sub and sets limits on how far the sub is willing to go...and does not cross those limits....yes a sub may serve their Master/Mistress but should not be forced to be a complete slave that is not allowed to have a thought of their own...myself i love a submissive that is a brat...both my r/l and online subs are total brats and love to keep me on my toes and i wouldn't have them any other way...i love them both to death and would do anything for either of them....in case your wondering yes my online sub is different from my

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Here We Go Again
it looks like the ppl who do put up stoopid pix will nay my mumm lol thankfully i so dont have to rate them-but im sure theres more ppl who DONT WANNA SEE STOOPID FLOWERS or moonsLMAO-ok carry on losers

Things Change
time to let go to droppp it and move on thing arent as they used to be ovbiouly dont try to hold on or things will be gone maybe what we thought we had was wrong yes we've known eachother a long while whenever i see you i will smile but things aren't the same they wont be not now or ever again

***state Police Warning****
***STATE POLICE WARNING**** Oct 29, 2007 10:25 PM Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. *****If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or ineedatipdrill or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!Ladies, this is

Am I Wrong?
Ok so I have been in Cambridge for about a month. Things are going really well for Steve and I. He asked me to marry him and I said yes. I recently got a job and will start on Monday. We have plans to move into his mother's old house once she moves to Florida. The only problem is Steven's older brother Sean. He is 31 years old and is unemployed. He spends anywhere from 12-16 hours a day on Steven's computer using the internet that Steven pays for, playing world of warcraft. He doesnt contribute anything into the house hold what so ever and hasnt had a job in almost 4 years. He constantly keeps saying that he is getting a job, yet never moves from the computer chair. Despite having two jobs practically handed to him(all he had to do was go in and fill out an application and the manager said he would hire Sean) Steven's brother never went. Steven has told him that he needs to get a job and Sean agrees but yet he is still jobless. Sean is also a pathalogical liar and causes all the dr

Ladies And Respect
I am here to apologize for the entire male race. All of the lovely ladies whom come to this paly and are treated badly I am sorry. I am sorry that men are horrible and immature. I am sorry that they cant understand your feeling and that your desires are greater than your crotch. So forgive all men for me...If you cant then message me and I will make you smile and forget those jerks.

Wonder If .........
wondering if i.... matter to the one i should.... should love the one i do..... should care about other feelings.... what if..... what if i dont.... what if i do..... what if i cant help but to.... is that why i walk around with my heart breaking.... is that why i cant say what i want too.... is that why i feel less then i person should... is this why i cry alot... is this why i hurt alot... is this the way ill be forever..... wonder if it matters that i feel like this.. wonder if it matter that i care like this... wonder if it will make me or break me in time.... maybe i do care to much... maybe i do love to much... maybe i do love to hard.... maybe just maybe i am more then what people see.. and enough of what they want to see... i may not be a size 5.. i may not be a 20-something... i may not be perfect.... but i love who i do.. even if its not returned i care about those who i care about... even if they hate me and want to hurt

Men Are Like
1. Men are like .......Laxatives .... They irritate the shit out of you. 2. Men are like .......Bananas ..... ...The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ........Weather ....... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders .... ....You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ...... Chocolate Bars ,,Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ......Commercials ..... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like .......Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara ..... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ......Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like ..... Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps .. Fun to

Here Is A Thought!
Ok, if I get one more shout about how I swell someone's dick up, I swear, I am going to go insane.... Like, do you think if I get something like that from you, I am going to respond back? NO. Go look @ at a fucking porno or something!! But, don't tell me, because I don't care to know....

Food For Thought
Thanksgiving: A Native American View by Jacqueline Keeler I celebrate the holiday of Thanksgiving. This may surprise those people who wonder what Native Americans think of this official U.S. celebration of the survival of early arrivals in a European invasion that culminated in the death of 10 to 30 million native people. Thanksgiving to me has never been about Pilgrims. When I was six, my mother, a woman of the Dineh nation, told my sister and me not to sing "Land of the Pilgrim's pride" in "America the Beautiful." Our people, she said, had been here much longer and taken much better care of the land. We were to sing "Land of the Indian's pride" instead. I was proud to sing the new lyrics in school, but I sang softly. It was enough for me to know the difference. At six, I felt I had learned something very important. As a child of a Native American family, you are part of a very select group of survivors, and I learned that my family possessed some "inside" knowledge

Yippppppeeeeeeee
Well after all the stress n pain I DID IT I made the 4 hour trip ( which was 6 hours due to the snow) and went to my interview today for the * response managament* I GOT IT !! I was doudting myself but pulled it off *WHEW* thanks for the support WLLGETRICH! You were my rock and MAN DID I CLIMB! i thank you from the bottom of my heart for the Push. Sending out all my love to U. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO I DID IT!! Look Out big city tiny boxer has Landed with 2 feet FIRMLY planted on the ground !

Omg I'm So Excited...
as most know a few weeks ago joined M.F.I. well im 273$ away from half way point o getting my new boobies I can't believe how many friends i've gained along the way. any help greatly appriciated and rewarded .....just registering lets ownersknow i am promoting the site .......and any help will be rewarded with pics and videos too hot for fubar! so click my link help a girl out Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com!

Worlds Fall Apart
The days have become hard. Much of my independence before life with man has returned. Days wade in and out like the lapping of waves to the shore. How quickly my first two months has passed. Some nights I lie in bed, cold, empty, alone and it feels like it has been forever since he laid here beside me. How quickly life is altered and how quickly the winds of change shift. With it all, I myself am changing too. Once a blooming rose, but with each heartache a petal has been removed. One by one they have all fallen, until there was nothing left of me at all. I lived most of my life as the girl with her walls built high, now after all is said and done...I am the wall. Impenetrable. Some of us are born for greatness and sadly some of us are not. I think what I was born for was pain. It has taken all that was my life and swallowed it whole I really feel that i as a person, just truly am no more. I have grown so cold, uncaring, and lifeless. I live now for one thing, for one g

"what Came Before He Shot Her"
2006 novel by Elizabeth George. The usual cast of characters of her Scotland Yard novels (Thomas Lynley, Barbara Havers, Winston Nkata...) make but the briefest appearance in it- well, one "usual" character (the "Her" of the title) and one other do make a somewhat longer appearance. Only somewhat. This novel is the story of the lives of two brothers and a sister (the oldest about fifteen, the main character, Joel, twelve) after their grandmother receives- very happily- the news that she's being deported from the UK to Jamaica- and decides to leave the three grandchildren with their unsuspecting aunt- and how the dreams of two of them slowly grow (... and what happens then... unfortunately.) Saddening enough but intended to be (I expect) because sympathetic enough, very well done as I expect from this author, very worth reading especially if one already likes the series itself of course.

Perception Vs. Reality
Problems are caused when there is an incongruence between perception and reality. Competing contrast within yourself and your personalities causes increased misjudged perception. With so many people in this world living multiple lives depending on what personality suits them that particular day or hour, it is certainly no wonder there is so much angst and anger amongst us. It seems to me that if you're doing something that you're only proud to do in certain company, than you probably ought not be doing it. I have more to say on this subject, but I'm a little aggravated right now and that's not the best emotion for me to write from. I will wait until my thoughts are better gathered and complete this later.

My New Loung
ok ppl. i have a new lounge and need members to join it. also i need input on how dj thingy works and how to get music and make this a successful lounge. please help. here is the link for the lounge. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52226 just copy and past it into browser.

Waiting For You
sitting on the stairs looking up to the sky im waiting for you you stroll past me once again that look in your eye i smile you shy away like a flower in the night i wait for you to bloom even more tell me what you feel i might posses the love you wait for a long kiss from my lips blows to you unaware how i really feel i know you care or you wouldnt smile alone on the stairs waiting patiently waiting for you

How I Feel
You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die a look inside my mind

Wiccan Handfasting Ceremony
Wiccan Handfasting Ceremony Priestess speaks: Welcome, friends, as we gather to celebrate the marriage of Bride and Groom. Divine One, I ask thee to bless this couple, their love, and their marriage as long as they shall live in love together. May they each enjoy a healthy life filled with joy, love, stability and fertility. Turns to the East: Blessed be by the element of air. May you be blessed with communication, intellectual growth, and wisdom. Turns to the South: Blessed be by the element of fire. May you be blessed with harmony, vitality, creativity, and passion. Turns to the West: Blessed be by the element of water. May you be blessed with friendship, intuition, caring, understanding, and love. Turns to the North: Blessed be by the element of earth. May you be blessed with tenderness, happiness, compassion, and sensuality. Faces all: In all the eons, the long slow climb of evolution has no greater culmination than the union o

Hands
Looking at my hero/idol's drawings on hands It inspired me to do a small story/poem. It's called "Hands" Hands can create wonderful and beautiful things Hands can destroy,create evil and maim Hands can speak words when your mouth cannot Hands can be cold when your body is hot Hands can be sensual Hands can be sexual Hands can heal Hands can calm when Hands can feel Hands can bleed Hands can be tied up and Hands can be freed Hands can invite Hands can shove Hands can wave in the air Hands can be put together in prayer Hands can share Hands can be put together to care

From My Seester
Something you should know about My Sister Lyrics Title: Reba McEntire - My Sister lyrics Artist: Reba McEntire Visitors: 1903 visitors have hited My Sister Lyrics since Feb 12, 2007. Print: Reba McEntire - My Sister Lyrics print version (Roxie Dean/Bonnie Baker/Amy Dalley) Hey girl it's me i just called to tell you hi Call me when you get this Haven't talked lately so hard to find the time Give the boys a big kiss Tell them that I miss them By the way I miss you too I was thinking just today About how we used to play Barbie dolls and make-up Tea parties dress up I remember how we'd fight We made up and laughed all night Wish we were kids again My sister my friend Oh yeah before I forget I met someone I think I really like him I was wondering if I'm jumping the gun By going out on a limb And invite him home for Christmas To meet the family Seem like just yesterday You brought home old what's his name He had been drinking What were you think

Almost Done.
Well, I have 6 weeks of school left before I head out to my externship. I am going to be going to St. Thomas in the U.S. Virgin Islands. I'll be working at a resort down there called Bolongo Bay. I can't wait.

Original Poem Written By Me Today.
The Sudden Death of my heart He came in with a vengence to take control, He came in with a vengence to take my soul. This two-faced devil with innocent eyes, Lips sweet like honey that speak nothing but lies. The hell that he wrought has left me cold and hollow, He walked out of my life but my heart wants to follow. He took all of my faith left me with nothing to believe, If there is ever another taker i will always fear he will leave. His torture is mental at night he haunts my dreams, He replays every memory leaving me to rip at the seams. His spirit lingers amongst these walls i still feel his embrace, I'm stuck inside this chaos and i just want to leave this place. But there is nowhere for me to go for here is where my spirit did part, When he came in with a vengence and caused the sudden death of my heart. By: Sheena aka mamacita preciosa '07

Some Movie News (witch Montain Final Destination4)
just a movie news blog tonight first the bad i saw today on imdb.com theres yet another remake on the way. this time there going be remaking witch montain not only that its going to star THE ROCK and no im not joking Final Destination 4 is being made According to CountingDown.com, Final Destination 4 has got the green light from New Line Cinema. The film, which may be shot in 3-D, will be the sequel to Final Destination 3 and a continuation of the series. That's about all that is known at this point. The move is not much of a surprise since the third installment made over $113 million worldwide at the box office. i like there making a final destination 4 but wtf a witch montain remake with the rock lol. anyway all have a good weekend

Prayers For Allyssa>>dear Lord.
keep this little angel in your mist and help her if she is lost ,let someone find her , is she is sick heal her , what ever her need or her ffamilies need cover them in thy Grace and abundant love. Amen!!!Oh Lord hear me as I do ask In Jesus name Amen!!!!

My Week
Well I came in from Fort Bragg, here before I do another 18 months in Iraq, to see my love, Ray. Its been incredable. You ever miss someone so much? We been together 4 years, through thick and thin, and I am dreading being away from him. I love him so much. I am thankful for this week for being able to see him. I love you babe!

The Death Of My Friend
I found out my friend was murder on thanksgiving ,He was a friend for years,Please keep us in your prays tonight,R.I.P my friend till we meet again,Watch over me.He will be deeply missed thank you everyone. Crystandchuck4us

Alone
Why must we be alone when others are around .. The hole in my heart getting bigger by the day..they say the holidays are the worst..they are so very right..my sons are gone I am alone..I put around in my house alone..wishing for friends..knowing there are none...wanting a family...knowing I had one...hope is lost...nights are long...pretty soon...with luck I will be gone....

Help Me..........please
hello all, could you please go to the link below and go vote for my pit puppy........her name was cocoa, I entered her in a best pet contest, and the winner is based on votes.....feel free to pass the link on to your friends.........She passed away just a few days ago, but she was one of my best pets.... Muahzzzzz Jackie http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3640877

Not Sure
I sleep,limbs wide and welcoming resting in a birds nest of dark hair a wellspring of life lies sleeping : her bold hand whispers close, and closer still closing on my sex grace and purity hungry,she tastes : I twitch sliding, gently sucking kiss scent of sex I awaken lightly our eyes meet she thinks she will make me hers she thinks she will make me hers quicking, thrusting - no I will make her mine think I moan for me my sweet as my seed spills into her greedy mouth I tremble in virginal bliss she sits up,smiles,winks.... and swallows : finis.

Knowing It's Real.
Michelle, Writing you poetry is one thing that I like to do. It’s just one way to show that I love you. I put into words what I think, and how I feel. You read what I write knowing it’s for real. Sometimes it’s crude, simple poetry that I write. Sometimes my poems are really out of sight. No matter what form my poetry might take You always know that it is never fake. It comes from the heart, and it’s full of feeling. Sometimes I hope that it leave’s you reeling. I hope that I can put into words exactly how I feel. So when you read what I write you know that it’s for real. All my love, Michael

The Story Behind The Song Surrealism.
One day I was walking down the road and I asked God. How can I show desy how I truly feel for her. He responded to me saying. Create something for her that is truly beautiful in a way that is truly unique. I said. God all I know that is unique to me is music. Then all of a sudden this song came into my mind as if God himself showed it to me. It took me a month and a half to make the song Surrealism. I went to sleep the night that song came into my mind and I heard it in my sleep. How its energy just ebbed and swayed and mixed with each other in a rhythm that I had never used before. I knew It would be a challenge. When I was creating the song, God guided my mind and my fingers to creating it. I was creating something that truly spoke my soul. I had to listen intently on what God was telling me. When I messed up God told me...no that isn't right try this here and this here and this here...thats it keep going you are getting there. I am proud of you. When I was finished

Winner Takes All
kk im havin my own contest.10 hottest guyz on fubar.no comment bombin.the one with the most rates wins.so that should make it eazy for u.the winner will get 1 day ticker.as soon as i get 10 guyz then i will let u know when it will start.if your interested then send me a pm.no downratin or u will b kicked out the contest.ty gl to all who enter :) ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b) (d)