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Why I Dont Do Christmas
Not because I'm rude, hate parties or kids. It's because I know it is a pagan creation, not  based on any truth, mainly profitable for corporate retailers. And they're already ballin' outa control. But I do love giving and showing love. I just dont need to believe in a magical dude in a red suit or play simon says once a year to prove it. The World Book Encyclopedia describes Jesus Christ as "certainly one of the most unfluential people who ever lived." And great men have proved it by  what they did during life. So why do we prefer to measure Jesus by his birth instead? Throughout Christendom, most people can recount the events surrounding his birth. How many recall and strive to apply his superlative teaching as found in the Sermon on the Mount? The Enciclopedia Hispánica likewise notes: “The date of December 25 for the celebration of Christmas is not the result of a strict chronological anniversary but, rather, of the Christianization of the festivals of the winter so
A Man In My Stocking
A man in my stocking! I woke up last Christmas morning To a positive, festive day It was the season to be jolly, For presents were soon coming my way But waht I didn't expect Was to receive a man Standing by my bed naked With a rose in his hand I rubbed my eyes twice, To see if I was awake To my amazement I was, It was time to celebrate! I cracked open the bubbly And we drank together for a while But I soon became giggly, He was wearing nothing but a smile! We spent the day together He offered to cook the meal. A man preparing Christmas dinner, Surely this was not for real? We both unwrapped presents, But I did not need to unwrap him Because he was still wearing Nothing but a grin. My Christmas was complete, My wishes had come true I had a man in my stocking Did you get one too?
Im complex and tempermental.I have hidden secrets that even the bestest of friends dont know.Theres things hidden deep in my walls that many try to see, yet are unable to grasp. If I let you in its your job to cherish that gift I just gave to you, not take it for granted or even look passed it. If youre unable to understand it then you try to...if you never try you will never find what it is I hold. So much thats left unseen about me, its the ones who take the time out, that get to see the me thats hidden. I dont open up much and I leave so much a mystery. So many are captivated, but by what?A look?The mystery?The challenge?They have no idea what it is that draws them near, but yet they fear....And when they allow that fear to take hold....Its when they let go...
Distinction Between Guts And Balls
Distinction between Guts and BallsTo those who are nit-pickers about the meaning of words: there is a medical distinction between Guts and Balls. We've all heard about people having Guts or Balls,  but do you really know the difference between them?   In an effort to keep you informed, here are the definitions:GUTS -arriving home late, after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom,and having the Guts to ask, “Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?”BALLS -coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer,with lipstick on your collar, and slapping your wife on the butt and having the Balls to say,                         “You're next, Chubby.”I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking,there is no difference in the outcome. in  Both result in death    
Never Done This Before
I've never done one of these before. But after a recent conversation with a friend she recommended that I start one. First and foremost is my stand point on any thing and every thing that I write...ever. Its based completely on my opinion. For the most part I'd just like to discuss certain theories and get get feed back on my own. But by all means feel free if any one ever reads these to send me your own. Right and wrong. So far every discussion on this topic has turned a bit by the way side and people misunderstand the point being made. Although our world is dominated by the many many tragic blunders of men and women both verbally and physically, I got to thinking about the possibility that every thing in our lives is subjective. Please don't get the idea that I support hurting any one in any way shape or form. That is certainly not the direction I'm going with this. But when we some thing that we feel is wrong, we shun it. Morally I think it should be. But on a philosoph
The Gift Of Friendship
THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP   Friendship is one of God’s greatest gifts to us, to which no earthly wealth can compare The ability to give and receive love between friends is one of the blessings we get to share We are told the giving of ourselves for the good of someone else is love put into action Putting the interests of someone else ahead of ours is what brings real joy and satisfaction.   Christian friendship goes far deeper then just the surface and transcends any earthly bond Friendship founded in Jesus will not end in this life but will continue into the life beyond Jesus said we are to follow His example and be willing to lay down our lives for our friends He said there is no greater love between friends then to give and sacrifice without any ends.   A friend is someone who will always seek to encourage you and speak grace into your ear They will never tear you down with words because they know that will fill you with fear Knowing you are accepted and loved by so
Stupid Encounters # 103
Wow... another dumbass! It never fails on fubar!      If you would like to hook up with this freaky fucker.... theres his yahoo and heres his profile link!    William George Ogilsbie@ fubar
Coyote Song
This isn't me, it's Tom McGuane, from "Another Horse" in his collection, Some Horses.   ... I stopped in the cold, still air and looked up at the stars.  They seemed to swarm a matter of inches over my head.  I guessed they'd been there all along but when you're in your house you don't notice. Scott came out.  "That's Orion," he said.  "See the belt and the sword there?" I said I did; but the truth is, I never could make those things out much, beyond the Big and Little Dippers and the North Star if I didn't take my eyes off of it.  I heard a coyote.  I thought, I am on top of the earth and I don't work for the government.  Then waited til the coyote let loose again, a little different, always a little different as the song evolved.
I'd Be Lying
I wrote this song tonight. It's dedicated to Lacey :) Who with how she makes me feel I love her to death!   My defenses were in full effect Felt as though nothing could get throughTo my blackened heart of pastEmotions were buried deep insideAnd hidden away from the painSo all feelings would have diedNever thought something could be this trueAfter a failing tragic lifeBut then I met you...I'd be lying if I said I didn't like youI'd be lying if I said I didn't want youI'd be lying if I said I didn't need youI'd be lying if I said I didn't love youIf I didn't love youYou took my defenses and knocked them downWith just a simple helloAnd I'm falling hard without making a soundI'm taking everything I once knewAnd throwing it out with the trashOne last time for something I feel is trueNo sense in hiding what I feelI'm throwing all my cards on the tableBecause what we have is realI'd be lying if I said I didn't like youI'd be lying if I said I didn't want youI'd be lying if I said I didn't
Does True Love Really Exist?
i wonder if true love even exist or is it a fairy tale.  i have been looking for true love or just someone to love me all my life.  from the age of 5 i have seen how cold this world can be i have been beaten by my moms ex husband while she stood there and watched i was shown that it wasn't ok to show emotuon and made to feel like i was worthless and unloveable my exhusband only wanted me for a piece of ass someone to help raise his son and someone to cook his meals do his laundy and clean his house until he could find someone else to do it for him which he found that replacement a week after i went to take care of my sick mother.  i'm still looking for true love and someone to show me that i can be loved.
A Touch Unfelt By Me
How can you ache and crave for someone's touchWhen you have never felt it?I do this for yours, though,And the yearning grows more each dayI have never wanted anything in my lifeAs much as I want youWhen you whisper such sweet loveIn my ear when we talkYou make me melt into a puddleOf complete helplessnessYou have become my every waking thoughtAnd my every dream at nightI breathe in so hardTrying to catch my breath when we can't talkI close my eyes so tightHoping when I open them you will be thereBut I know I have to waitUntil the time is rightIt seems so far awayThat I think I am losing my mindI want to breathe in your scentAnd keep it with me all day longI want to taste your love for meBy kissing your sweet lipsI want to feel your body next to meSo when you leave for awhile I can hold onI just want you to knowThat I really do love youWhen the day comes and we are togetherYou will always know and feel thisI will always hug, kiss and love youEvery moment of the day and nightYou will nev
Life As It Will Be On Fubar
Hello everyone. I hope your Christmas brought you joy and happiness and you got everything you wanted including coal.   Well let me get down to it. There are so many sweet women and men on here, but I need to say this. I am NOT looking for any type of relationship. I have decided to leave this online business where it is, and that is the Internet. I DONOT want to meet or hook up, get on a phone with you or a camera via skype, yahoo or any other form. DONOT ask for my email address, phone number or any other form of getting to know me. 2012 has left me nothing but bad memories and I will not repeat them this year. All of the negativity will leave my life or I will be forced to block you. I will not post nudes of myself either. I RESPECT myself and you should respect people enough not to ask for them. I don't won't to start blocking people, I really don't. Please respect my wishes. I have done this shit on here, but it stops today. If alone the way I hurt your feelings or shut
Quick Item From Mission Reference
Items & the missions you can retrieve item from     Armed SCB-304 Submarine Dia/Plat COUNT MISSION Diamond 1 Break Into A House Diamond 2 Shoplift Diamond 2 Mug Somebody Diamond 2 Steal Car Diamond 2 Break into A Business Diamond 2 Extort from A Business Diamond 2 Art Museum Buglary Diamond 2 Smuggle Contraband Diamond 2 Rob a Check Cashing Store Diamond 3 Steal Someone's Identity Diamond 3 Credit Card Fraud Diamond 3 Armored Truck Robbery Platinum 1 Armored Truck Robbery Diamond 4 Mafia War Platinum 5 Mafia War Diamond 4 The Italian Job Diamond 5 High-Stakes Gambling Diamond 5 Extort From a Govt.   Offical Napalm Launchers Dia/Plat COUNT MISSION Diamond 5 Break Into A House Diamond 10 Shoplift Diamond 10 Mug Somebody Diamond 10 Steal Car Diamond 10 Break into A Business Diamond 10 Extort from A Business Diamond 10 Art Museum Buglary Diamond 10 Smuggle Contraband Diamond 10 Rob a Check Cashing Sto
All He Wants Is To See You Naked..
Not here to show you my Tits and stuff... 4:26pmN reply leemast: sup sexy 4:26pm more To leemast: nothing much.. 4:27pm reply leemast: fun 4:28pm more To leemast: some fun on here 4:29pm reply leemast: if u want 4:29pm more To leemast: I always have fun talking to my friends.. 4:31pm reply leemast: wat kinda fun 4:32pm
Music These Days
I heard maroon 5's new song and just thought "why Adam Levine?" As in why is he so whiny all the time. Every song is about some chick that dumped him and treated him badly, as if we care to hear him complain about his super model girlfriends. Why don't you try dating a real woman instead of a fake stuck up b..ugh no cussing! Anyway, that got me thinking more about the irritating artists of my time. Taylor Swift: if I hear one more friggin story out of your mouth I will slap you in the teeth. Pink: dear lord must you ruin every song with one grammatically screwed up sentence..I really tried liking you at least. Katy Perry: does the phrase quit while you're ahead mean anything to you? Pitbull: just give it up, you and every other rapper are ruining perfectly good old songs with your crap flows or whatever you call that nonsense fast talk. Can't you come up with an original song or must you continue to feed off the talent of others?! JC! Has anyone else noticed that our culture takes f
Dear Mr. President
On Air
Right Now
Right Now This is what we’re living for Here is your chance Take off your pants Climb into bed with me Or take that chance And fucking dance Until your soul's set free Do you think That you are free When you wake up And go to school Or go to work Or get fucked up The only freedom that we have Is the freedom to choose it for ourselves Do we live like this Do we die like this
A Found Poem
A master’s love is like a wedding ring,Infinite and priceless, making both sing.A master’s love is a circle of endless love,A priceless treasure, sent from the Heaven’s above. Time may change, aging state of grace,But bound together, never losing pace.A master’s love never weakens,It flows like the river, and only deepens. A Master’s love cleanses the soul,Healing old wounds as it flows.A love more precious than anything,Gold, silver, more precious than things. A master’s love burns deep and hot,Burning away the doubts of what we are not.A master’s love can never die,For it is never-ending, and that is no lie. So what is a Master’s love?Each of us knows it, a gift from above.A priceless treasure,That brings endless pleasure. And what of a slave’s love you ask?It is shown in praise as she does what He asks.A deep endless joy, endless cravingDeepening surrender, life worth saving. And what of Love to each other you ask?A fire ho
Another Found Poem
I can’t be a slave; a very small voice whispered in the darkBut you already are; the voice answered itself in the recesses of her mind. To be my Master’s slave means I have given Him all of me.It means I have given Him my heart and I get to watch Him care for it with the utmost care.It means I have given Him my mind and I get to watch it become more nimble under His tutelage.It means I have given Him my soul and I get to watch it dance free within the circle of His arms.It means I have given Him my body and I get to feel it respond to His expert touch. To be my Master’s slave means I deny Him nothing.If He asks for something, I get it.If He demands something, I get it twice as fast.If He wishes for something, I get it four times as fast. Am I His servant? Well, I serve His every desire, so yes.Am I His submissive? Well I submit to His every whim, so yes.Am I His slave? Well, I am His to do with as He wishes, so yes. To be my Master’s slave means I get to
Apply to Become Excito Diabolus Staff (temporary Application) We Have Recently Just Opened up After THREE Years of Being Closed Down. We are Fubar's OLDEST 100% Metal Lounge. Excito Diabolus is exactly what it claims to be: 100% Metal Music. Excito Diabolus Staff Privelages are Barely Needed here. We Do Not Ban People UNLESS They Are Considered to be a Danger to the Progress of Excito. If Deleting and Silencing can Solve the Problem, That is what we do. The Biggest Turnoff when it comes to hiring someone as staff is when they ASK FOR STAFF PRIVELAGES. Basically you are asking for the ability to kick someone. Staff Privelages will come once The Lounge Owner Feels that you Deserve them and can handle them based on observing your temperament and your interaction with the other members of the lounge.   Positions Available We are currently hiring ALL Positions. We Need Greeters, Promoters, and DJs. We Also Need someone who can just help occasionally with a few graphics (rarely neede
Freedom Against Tryanny ~ Wake Up America!!!
FreedomFighter says: December 31, 2012 at 7:06 am Totalitarian control is only possible in a disarmed society, as the Nazis and communists demonstrated in the twentieth century. Obama’s regime starting with the DHS has purchased 1.6 billion rounds of ammunition including hollow point “MAN RIPPER” ammo that is outlawed in war due to the horrific wounds these rounds inflict on the human body, fully automatic weapons, semi-auto and sniper, armored vehicles, war type body armor, drones (armed and surveillance) all to be used in America on Americans. In addition, military, police, Russian, Chinese, UN, NATO and other special units over the last several years have been and are being trained to: CONFISCATE YOUR GUNS DOOR TO DOOR – they will lock down as area and with overwhelming force remove all guns, one area at a time, resistors will be terminated and their families sent to re-education FEMA CAMPS or formed into WORK BRIGADES (slaves). FEMA has already setup t
Best Divorce Letter Ever
BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER     Dear Connie,     I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things.   I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just t
A New Year’s Prayer
A New Year’s Prayer May God make your year a happy one!Not by shielding you from all sorrows and pain,But by strengthening you to bear it, as it comes;Not by making your path easy,But by making you sturdy to travel any path;Not by taking hardships from you,But by taking fear from your heart;Not by granting you unbroken sunshine,But by keeping your face bright, even in the shadows;Not by making your life always pleasant,But by showing you when people and their causes need you most,     and by making you anxious to be there to help.God’s love, peace, hope and joy to you for the year ahead.
Safe In The Arms Of Angels...2 Januray 1971 Ibrox
Penis Analogies
The Mighty Penis that can Sell! Commercialized PenisesThe Thins Penis: Cos it's not as thick as someThe Magnum Penis: Can you remember your first one?The Nicole Kidman Penis: To Die ForThe Minties Penis: It's moments like these you need...The Wrigley's Extra Penis: Flavour that lasts and lastsThe Canon Penis: Now you canThe St George Penis: You know where you standThe Saab Penis: Beyond the conventionalThe Sorbent Penis: Thicker and softerThe digital Penis: Whatever it takesThe Hyundai Penis: All day every dayThe Peugot Penis: Engineered to be enjoyedThe Pantene Penis: It won't happen overnight, but it will happen.The M&M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your handThe Flake Penis: It crumbles and melts in your mouthThe Hungry Jack's Penis: Ooh I love a whopperSpice Up Your Sex Life! fun kinky fetish toys OR Gotta have that flame-grilled beef...The Olympic Penis: ...and the winner is...The Twisties Penis: Life's never straight without...The CC's Penis: Can't say no...The Just Juice
So here  goes.  Drama.... Why do people  have to casue problems and hurt other people?  for no aparent reason other than  to   try to make themsleves look good. here goes  tot he oens that  want to coem to my page and hate on me and casue drama  u will be blocked i dotn put up with  it. life is too short for your  petty games...drama  will end on my page or lounge ..If u are in love wiht a person on fuabr keep it  to yourself  becasue  drama  will follow no mater where u go
Love Never Fails....
Love must be guarded and protected at all cost if it is to survive It must be nourished and fed, and tended to as a prized garden. It is living and changing, maturing. Must never be neglected or taken for granted.It is not something easily abandoned... if it's cherished and appreciated.It cannot be flaunted or abused. Not if you have a conscious. It should always promote what is good and healthy. It provides an atmosphere of acceptance, safety, comforting and security.One can flourish to their fullest of potentiel with the support of love.It can be the Love of a mate, the Love of a parent, the love of a child, or the love of Oneself.  It can be the love to or from a Higher Power Or Creator. Whatever the source...Love Binds, Bonds, and creates Believers. I choose LOVE... above all things....Love never Fails Happy HUMPDAY.. Everyone...Love and Hold those dear closer and tighter. Even if the person you are Loving Today...Is Yourself!~Ragdoll~
Oh Hum....
As I have been awake since 5:20am, I'm gonna try to make sense out of it. I got up to babysit from 5:30 to 11:30. Went to the confounded wrong door and waited. I can't say I am sad, but I could say that I wonder what they did. Between trying to save creations online and help my son, I have a cold sausage, egg and cheese biscuit. No one is gonna ruin this by chance. Tomorrow I will go downtown and cash my check and go buy the needed items.  I can survive without my jolly ranchers but why should I?? If you know me, you can recognize when I am attempting to throw ya for a loupity lou. Here is your sign. If you know me, then you know I don't live to call others names or overly correct them. I would like to expect the same from others. We all make our mistakes, some more than others. It doesn't define the beauty inside. It somehow just attracts the people that can't stand your powerful shine. Keep your socks clean and your toothpicks cleaner, I am just here and there thinking about my h
Dreaming Reality
she looks into his eyes shes lost in dreams dreams where  his arms embrace her her heart feels safe his hands touch her and awaken her body he kisses her lips and wakens her  from her dream to find it is all a reality.   ~Wikid Heart~   1/2/2013
Kiss The Rain
Hello? Do you miss me? I can hear in your voice you do What's new? How's the weather there, I missing you like there's no tomorrow Leaving me imagining things When you are alone Think of me even when I'm not there Go outside go outside Hug yourself Kiss the rain Kiss the rain.. Imagine us kissing away You are not alone Kiss... The rain
The Real Truth About Gurus!
The REAL TRUTH About GurusMost marketers are lost in the fog of information overload. Because of this, they eventually are lured by a guru claiming to have all the answers to their marketing woes.The guru also promises you can make a fortune by just following their advice. Of course that advice comes with a hefty price tag. So what is the truth? It is a land of smoke and mirrors, a carnival of lies that is directed at you for the sole purpose of taking your MONEY Don't kid yourself here. Most gurus want to turn YOU into their affiliate machine, recurring ATM and USE YOU for their traffic regardless of what most promise to teach you.Some gurus are actually SETTING YOU UP TO FAIL! They know that the MORE you fail, the more you will SPEND out of sheer frustration. You will be given just enough information to get your interest up and then you will be asked to spend more money on the latest shiny fad the guru has.Yet the REAL TRUTH is that many of these gurus laugh at you as being too stupi
The Whore's Child
An excerpt from Richard Russo's "The Whore's Child," a story about Sister Ursula, an elderly nun who takes a fiction writing class. "It's a victim story," one student recognized.  "The character is being acted on by outside forces, but she has no choices, which means there can be no consequences to anything she does.  If she doesn't participate in her own destiny, where's the story?" Not having taken the beginning and intermediate courses, Sister Ursula was much enlightened by these unanticipated critiques, and she took feverish notes on everything that was said.  "I liked it, though," added the student who'd identified it as a victim story.  "It's different."  By which he seemed to mean that Sister Ursula was herself different. The old nun stopped by my office the day after, and it was clear she was still mulling the workshop over.  "To be so much... a victim," she said, searching for the right words, "it is not good?" "No," I smiled.  Not in stories, not in life, I was about to
Children Cancer Awareness
We all worry about breast cancer, fubar has a bling for that. The stats show that almost no one worries or cares about our children with cancer..They are our future, and without them, well, we have no future, so please help our future blosom, promote awarerness for children with cancer.I grew my hair and 2 years later, I donate it to locks of love, a child with cancer deserves a second chance on life.Let's all stand up to the cause and help as much as we can, because again, children are our future..Thank you for all who support the cause,and feels that we all have to do something about it .
I rush home just to see if you're there, we chat, we play games, we help each other, we laugh, we cry, why? All you are is just a computer! a machine, that's hook up , plug into a wall. i rush home just to say hi, you're always there waiting on me. we smile, we're just so happy -but who are you really?All you are is just a computer! You can't fix breakfast in bed for me, you can't run my bath!when i need a hug, you can't give that to me, All you are is just a computer.i need a laugh, LOL. , oh how funny!and i guess you are. what ever you say to me, i must belive.for all you are is just a computer that i man, no woman, just a machine!i sit for hours in front of you,i  can sit for hours and just waite for you!
Pll That Have Stiffed Me!!
I need some input. Should I list the ppl that have stiffed me?  Given me absolutely nothing or nearly nothing for up to 24 ponies to polish.  Please comment.  Mahalo Nui Loa Marie
Numbered Ghost Bling Accounts
Just needed to change the name on my profile page. I heard nobody comments on blogs hardly. Oh, Well. Happy 2013 FuLand....YEE HAW(Y)(Y)(Y)
Battle Poem
Battle Poem   To Battle to arms to my arms In my arms I hold this Feeling so here and so yet I am here Wish upon a star wonder where you are Oh to catch a transport to your galaxy Shift that this hearts orbit anew Traverse this transverse plain to where you are With this that come wash over me as a flood Bring me down to the river, hold my hand as the waters rise Continuum of this virtual amazement I know Know that I would be amazed Yet this titanic sunken ships souls so drawn to the depths... Can it rise to find her? fight this fight beside her? From this blackness inside, reaching out to the light So much is left of me yet at times I feel so small Bone wrenched body’s heart still beats I hear her say “Come now again my sweet” I hear her voice and am content to be this Head heart heavy down in this spiral I hear her call me to battle! To arms! To these arms! Escher’s case of staring falls down into her eyes I wish to be forever found with
Day 4
Ok. after my breakdown last night... i decided that i am going to add a little bit of carbs into this plan...  under 800 calories a day plus practically no carbs about killed me...    today i have eaten less than yesterday, but i added two pieces of toast (whole wheat 40 cal each slice) in and feel pretty darn good.    SOOOOO breakdown so far.   MF southwest eggs (added a tablespoon of shredded cheese and some salsa and ate it on toast... was very good and filling) 5 oz cod and 1.5 oz chicken with 1.5 cups of green beans... i am still working on the green beans...    i have had about 4 hard candies through out the day.. not on my diet, but better than eating a piece of cake! and 2 pieces are about 50 calories so not bad..   the food is about 500 calories total.. the candies add another 100.. so 600ish? and i feel better... go bread go!
Prostate Cancer
 I was diagnosed with prostate cancer when I was working for the Texas Rangers right after they the world series to the St. Louis Cardinals. This is something I've heard of other men dealing with, but I had no idea it was knocking at my door. This is something all men should take the time to be checked by your family doctor and make no mistake, its a very serious thing to deal with. My family always has medical problems, my dad had open heart surgery, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in the early 70's, and thats when they took the breasts. I never thought that I'd be the one to get prostate cancer, but I was. Its a painful time that I wish I'd never had to go through, but I did. I had fudical markers put in my prostate for radiation treatments that I went through, then I had laser surgery done on my prostate so I could go to the bathroom without any pain. It was done Thursday(1/3/13) and what a trying time it was. Its going to make me stronger in the long run, but all men should
Falling .... falling .... the glass shattering ..... the street below...... falling .... falling feels like flying..... everything in slow motion ..... Loading the gun ..... telling the kids not to worry.... The beating on the door.... Hush lil Amy.... into the vent... Now be a good girl for Daddy...  and hush.... The Door frame creaking.....  It will not hold long...... The kids gone .... its just me......  heart beating fast ... The door frame tearing away .....Steadying the gun..... Easy champ..... Don't blow your load before its time.... Door crumbles before those things ....... Firing now ..... too many ..... have to fall back....  reloading .... must be a dozen of them ....  into the livingroom...  How many wonderful memories did we share here..... Christmases and Thanksgivings..... Shit! .... gotta reload again.... 4 of them now...... They Just keep getting closer... The Vent .... They can hear the vent ..... Charging forward ... "Keep fighting me!!" I'm right here!" Crush the h
Avenged Sevenfold / Oingo Boingo
listening to Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece Of Heaven, familiar with it? Well I just listened to to for the first time and it reminded me of another song (Oingo Boingo's "Nasty Habits", of course.) I'm no expert and it's probably just some convention for that tone/style...but here you go, a link to one of the similar OB bits i'm familiar with: the a7x bit:   There are others such as the rapid chanting but I don't want to ruin the fun for you... Your thoughts?
#1 Idgaf
WARNING!!! .. Grammer  and mis used words may occur during the typing of this blog...comments stating these facts will not be approved just because the blog creator does not CARE! WARNING!!!  IDGAF INTRODUCTION  Well Well Well, It's 2013 and a whole New Year has started. So I've come up with the idea for 2013 My New Years Resolution is to simple I DONT GIVE A FUCK!, So with my new IDGAF Idea, I'm just not gonna give a fuck and I'll be blogging about EVERYONE and not feeling one bit of pitty or sorry for what I've got to say. If you don't like that well guess what  I DONT GIVE A FUCK!! so you should probly not read any of the below content, and block me now because Yeah any one on my friends list could get mentioned in the shady bullshit that they pull around here and on other sites.. So If you're a Cam Whore, then be  the CAM whore, and stop trying to cover it up.. No such thing as a undercover whore!.   2012 IS OVER! Well, We all know that the 2012 year went by and alot happened
A song and a wish rolling smoothLike waves, rippling a somber salute.Why do you always look like the last day before summer?All soft, perfect and expectant?Like sunshine on a glacier.Like black tar in a spoon.A jar of scrabbling angrynoiseexploding neatly on the floor.Keep reaching for my lips.Keep swatting at emtpy pockets and full lighters.If I hold it in long enough, shut my eyes, and squeeze every last hopeI wonder if I could be expunged of all the muck, cancer, and bullshit.Still works.Sometimes.
Of Mermaids And Whales
A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: "Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires.Mermaids do not exist.But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children.Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.And, who wants a girl that smells li
Surprise, Surprise!!
I wanted to log in earlier but the puzzle was calling. My daughter was asleep and I sat on the side she usually does. I discovered that the pieces I had been connecting together went above, below and each side of the goth fairy that my daughter had been working on. Plus my son was talking with some of his friends online. I have to do some other things today. Its not at all that I don't want to be online. I just might not have alot of extra time. The kids are still not helping out like I wanted them to. Surprise, surprise!! When I am washing clothes and washing dishes I might be able to sneak some time in. My daughter works till 10pm and my son left for his friends house. So I have the day to myself and I am gonna spend it cleaning. Course that is what I usually do when I have extra time. I can admit that I am that boring. Hey, you know what?? It is just fine with me. When there isn't alot that has do be done or I don't have people coming to see me or such, I clean the house, clothes
In Love I Trust
In Love I Trust   He is staying strong, never forgetting that her inner needs are his desires. She forms love bringing strength to the formation and protecting his outer shell bonding togehter making the perfect grip. He controls her emotions striving to be the man she seeks. she controls his desires to be the beauty she was meant to see.    -me 
I Am Jean
Honestly, cuz I know no other way, there is no waste here in any way. I have looked and I have seen, no reason to be mean. I am not going to cry, if you know me, you know why.   I have lost in love before, now I know when one closes there is another... open door. Our tomorrow may never show, if you never try, you'll never know. I'm no preacher, but you are a teacher.   I loved, I lost and I learned, never trust, never care or you are gonna get burned. When your hope is all gone, sometimes you just need to move on. to everything there is a reason, and there is a blessing and loss in every season.   I am me and I may not be your queen, the poet I am knows me, I am Jean. You will be the last resident to my heart, I am Jean, I won't love another so my heart won't be torn apart.
hurt you,when i told you to go away,would you hold on to me tight n say no. would you move with me anywhere with no money in my pocket n still be by my side. can you can you beleive in me when i didnt beleive in myself.will you let me fight for you,even though i know you can take care of yourself.would you listen to me ramble on and still find me endeering.could you know that theres no way you could take away the pain in my heart but still find a way to ease it.can can i listen to you while i look in your eyes for hours,can i open every door for you.can i kiss you underneath the missletoe, take you outside so you can throw snow balls at me... really hard lol.can i put a flower behind your ear n kiss you softley in the woods in the fall n let you throw pine cones at me. can we jump in the leaves in the fall n just laugh. can we make snow forts together n hide in them n kiss.can i watch you make arts n crafts a the dinner table,that makes me you love the smell of egyption cotten
Dva Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 24
{DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED X RAY VISION and collected a bounty of$46,993,892,164, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED Phr3ak and collected a bounty of$4,967,806,549, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED Samara and collected a bounty of$40,588,948,736, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED ~Far Away~ and collected a bounty of$2,618,950,500, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED shywriter and collected a bounty of$12,258,588,237, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED Stoner and collected a bounty of$20,688,233,508, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!  {DVA} Bill (Nee... just KILLED peace and collected a bounty of
Do People Really Do This Here?
I have been hopping around on pages looking at different profiles, especially since I have been doing the polishing of the bling thing these last couple of days. I ran across a profile that I have known of, but really have not checked it out or did I won't to. Today or this morning I decided too. I have heard so many stories over this certain profile, but I was like it does not concern me, what I found out was disgusting or read I should say. I don't know the whole story so I can only go off of what I read. When did this world become a place that we do not have freedom of speech. This profile seems to have been put through the ringer only for 1 reason. It took up for themselves. To my understanding the people she was battling against had higher up friends on here that eventually got her profile taken away. How can standing up for yourself be a fucking bad thing. To what I also understand, but then could be wrong. This profile did not even start it but the profile got the raw end of
Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, A Great Gift For The Wife
                              Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. ... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain
New Year
Ok so let me start by saying last year was a really shitty year for me it started off with me breaking up with my ex after 11.5 yrs and me and my son moving to my parents house so now i am a single mother and living back at home....there are times i still get emotional and sad because the one person i was engaged to and thought i was spending the rest of my life with fell in love with someone else and there are times i am still a doormat and listen to him when he needs someone to talk to because i know him better then he knows himself.  I try to be the best mom i can be and always put my son first and formost hes amazing and wonderful and can be a pain in my ass but it is what it is.  I come on here to let loose and try to just be me, so u can say what you want about me but let me just tell you whatever you start i will finish it and u won't like the outcome so do me a favor and keep ur fuckin mouth shut about stuff we talk about or guess what we won't be friends and i will never confi
I lay here on this january evening, i'm grieving. Thinking on these emotions and every thing i'm feeling. Wishing a few things in my life was sorta different. People in my life that has became sorta missing. Here and not here, hocus pocus disappear. I'm in the act to lose again, visiting another fear. You speak, I dont even hear. I speak, you can never hear. So these words on screens be a release. Appears facebook walls only listens to my jeers. Not a star on a stage so there will never be a cheer. Go only refers to leave get out of here. Not keep going on, be strong. Please win. I end this little thought loving on a friend. A friend that wasn't friend when changes met begin. And when, those many months saw refusal to end. Yet battle hard just to stay close to my friend. I need to feel some more. I need to be even more. I need you some more. I need...I dont know no more. I need a sign. Some help for my mind. Some time. A line or two to speak better towards you. Some pine sol cleaner to
Original Poem Done By Eddie Jr. About He Late Dad Eddie Sr.
The life......which he was given, he lived The life......not easy, simple or to be replaced, he lived The life......he cherished with every step, he lived The life......with obstacles he tackled, he lived The the rough streets of St. Louis, he lived The jamming in the 60's with legends, he lived The life......with the tour of duty, he lived The life......of a hard-working Engineer, he lived The life......where his advice was golden, he lived The life......Loving unconditionally for 41 years, he lived The life......with lessons learned and solitude, he lived The life......being soooooo smoth, soooooo cool and soooooo true, he lived The life......where mistakes were made, then straighten, he lived The life......where he took no mess, he lived The life......of a pioneer with extraordinary excellence, he lived The life......i wish i could have just a little of, he lived He lived, He lived, He lived, He lived A wonderful glorious life he lived
Georgia Gun Sales And Permit Applications Soar Post-newtown
By Katie Leslie The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Gun sales and permit requests have surged across metro Atlanta since the Connecticut school massacre last month, a trend many say will continue as Congress considers tougher gun control measures. In December, Gwinnett’s weapons carry applications doubled from the previous December, rising to 1,082. Cobb County saw an 89 percent hike to 1,212 last month. Fulton and DeKalb saw increases of 39 and 40 percent, respectively, with Fulton receiving 732 applications and DeKalb 398. Behind the boom, several gun shop owners and experts said, is a mix of fears — of being touched by violence and of tighter gun restrictions. Sen. Dianne Feinstein (D-Ca.) has vowed to file a bill that would ban so-called assault weapons and ammunition magazines, strips and drums that can accept more than 10 rounds. “Anytime there are tragedies in the news and talk of gun control, that always boosts sales,” said Keith Thompson, manager o
I Just Entered The Hardrook Cafe Comp.
A Bar Owners Perspective Of Musicians And Business
Open Letter From a Bar Owner to Musicians Posted January 3, 2013 Filed under: Music | re-blogged from The letter I have copied below was posted on Tampa Craigslist by a bar owner, but it was flagged for removal before I could provide a link or credit the author. But I managed to copy the content. So here it is, and I agree with a lot (although not all) of what he has to say. If more musicians clued into this perspective, the club scene would be much better: A bar, that is, an establishment that earns its revenue primarily from selling alcoholic beverages, measures its success by the ounce and the accounting is done everyday because we mostly live on the edge. So we spend our time trying to figure out how to sell more ounces. It’s not just how many people are in the house or how great the atmosphere is (that’s certainly important), but how many drinks, preferably premium, we sell in a da
“A man sat at a metro station in Washington DC and started to play the violin; it was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that 1,100 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.Three minutes went by, and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace, and stopped for a few seconds, and then hurried up to meet his schedule.A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: a woman threw the money in the till and without stopping, and continued to walk.A few minutes later, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for work.The one who paid the most attention was a 3 year old boy. His mother tagged him along, hurried, but the kid stopped to look at the violinist. Finally, the mother pushed hard, and the child continued to walk, turning his head
Larry Pratt
Larry Pratt Slams Piers Morgan Over “Sham” Gun Control Argument     CNN host is still ludicrously claiming that gun control made England safe, when it is the most violent country in Europe Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.comJanuary 10, 2013 Gun Owners of America head Larry Pratt re-appeared on CNN’s Piers Morgan Tonight and proceeded to school Morgan on his ridiculous argument that England, a country with the highest violent crime rate in Europe, was made safe by gun control.
Adoraaableeeeee (h)
i know it's been a long time now. and part of you is itching to talk to me just to find out. how im doing, who im seeing, who im fucking. but it's not of your concern cause seemingly your something of a bug.. but just to save a little face . here's some generousity from me to you, so pick a place, in my life but never in my heart.. cause i love it when your broken in the setting of the dark.. spit it out, and tell me why you wanna see me, i've been distant for a reason.. cause i'm tryna make it easier for you.. yeah i've been seeing someone new, that is better and more clever than you ever could's reality, so pick your battles cause you lost.. it's a complex story with a chapter that'll cost you alot.. the plot has been thickening since the start.. let it go, walk alone, quit picking this apart.. see all i wanted was a life with you.. i never knew you were so cruel, im sorry..i hope your happy with the choice you made.. i was afraid to let you fade, im sorry..what up, i know
Diffrent Worlds
the muffled screams of silent voices the bad happenings form all good things a day and age where people get off on sadistic fun where fathers don't give a fuck about there only daughters its everybody for themselves anybody thinks different is a fool but come into my world and you'll find out what twisted is all about where the fabled illusions of promise is all in doubt where demons are imprisoned, where angels die where dove don't fly with the crows constant cry where the sorrow and sadness out scares the fear where all the pain in your heart sheds black tears my life is scary in witch u will never under stand im forced to sit back and watch everything ive created crumble into sand.
When I Dominate something or someone I lose respect for it or them IMMEDIATELY And can only assume that others do so IN that assumption, I shall NEVER be dominated I have heard so often "you just haven't met the right man yet" As if the right man would then allow my psyche to be dominated happily I am here to say without doubt That this tragic scenario will NEVER occur in this lifetime If you think I am some kind of CHALLENGE You are sorely mistaken I will rip you to shred's and eat your sorry ass for breakfast If on the other hand RESPECT AND HONOUR are your priorities By all means engage
What's In Your Junk Drawer?
The following is a list of the contents recently found in my junk drawer. CONTENTS: · One (1) roll of 'best buy' clear plastic wrap, sans box. Without the saw toothed metal strip, it is near impossible to cut in any useful way, but that's alright because I can't find the leading edge in any case. If I do manage to rip some off without stretching it so badly it becomes useless, it will only cling to itself anyway. · One (1) 'card' of thumbtacks, white. Less than half are left. The provenance of this item is unknown. Surely you never in your life bought this 'card' of thumbtacks, and yet here it is. It seems, somehow, antique, perhaps a living fossil, migrant from some long dead other person's junk drawer. I  attempted to remove a tack, the rim slid painfully under my fingernail. ·
The 3 Candles
3 candles which illumine EVERY darkness - Truth, Nature, Knowledge
I''m Bad Girl...
I'm bad girl, dance for you and you still don't love me I sleep with you and you still don't love me. I'm bad girl, I have a 3 Some and still don't love me I 'm a bad girl, I smoke pot and get high and you still don't love me I'm a bad girl, I come to you in the late cold night to fuck you and still don't love me I'm bad girl, I love your little girl you still don't love me I'm bad girl, I get drunk for you still don't love me I'm bad girl, I stay with you all the time you still don't love me I'm bad girl, I dress up for you , you still don't love me I'm bad girl, I stay true to you still don't love me I'm bad girl, I walked away now you know why... I'm bad girl, guess not you start a fight.. "this made you feel like a man"...don't want you. I'm bad girl. Don't love you                      bY LoVe GiRL    "just saying"........
...It's from that tree I was fed fruit so beautiful, so sweet. It's from that bird i was sung lullabies so peaceful before i fell to sleep. It's was from that kitchen i was given warmth even without the ovens heat. From that bed i was never forgotten, hugs and kisses into memories. From that town small in size yet big in this bleeding heart in me. From these silent times a reminder of what love is even if love isn't what i be. It's from those rides over interstate black tops where i couldn't move, travelling to a future worth to see. It's from these words quickly spoken i give away like the life shared to be......its from you i gain me.
Why Are Bbw So Lonely
i see so many big females alone. i am one of them. i have been looking for someone to be with for so long. when you tell a guy you are a big female they run. we all need to be loved. i hope there are guys or females that like big females like me if so let me know so we can get to know each other better. i am a 27 year o;d mom. i just want to be wanted and cared about
I find myself in question of alot of things. I have my days of sitting and pondering the most ridiculous things, while on other days my mind's skepticism of all things existent seems nonexistent. I've questioned the meaning of life, as many of us have. I've questioned the meaning of salt on a French fry (Sure it tastes better, but is it really necessary?) I've over analyzed the reasoning that another person can't just accept that I disagree with their point of view and leave it at that. And I find myself asking the question, "Why even bother?" Do we drift across these tiny morsels of thought because we are just bored? Or is it just a need to, even occasionally, question everything? What psychological make-up is it that drives us to do what not all have it within them to do? To question, analyze and even exhaust ourselves with the search of our own self perceived truths. To the common dictionary or encyclopedia there is but one answer. There may be 10 different sub answers but they all
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Finally The One I Have Been Waiting For
Ever meet someone you knew was special the minute you started talking to them??? Well I have on numerous occasions only most of the time I was wrong........ Till now. I have met someone that can light up my face with a smile with just 2 words "Hi Baby". Now am I a little leary??? Yes I am but I know that this time I have made the right choice. I can feel it down in the bottom of my heart that he has stolen so easily, the same heart that has been crushed by so many that I can't help but question myself sometimes but when I do all I have to do is look at him to know that it is pointless to do so because.....well because he is the type of guy you only meet once in a lifetime the guy that when you do screw it up and push him away you tell yourself as your watching him walk away that your the stupidest person on earth for letting him walk away...... but by then its too late. Now what I really wish is that he was closer because this whole long distance bullshit is for the birds. Having to su
Im Bored Boyfriend Applicationg 2
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Stick This In Your Juicebox
In memory of Capt. Awesome. because he made things happen.    "I would totally hang out with you and maybe a few others, but these ppl are the ones i generally avoid in life. it is a great place if u are looking for free porn, not good porn, but free." - me   pretty much how i feel about over half of the users of Fu.  Why am I still here? Because I am too lazy to delete and because there are a small handful of people that I cherish here.
Alcohol Tincture - Green Dragon
This isn't my recipe, but it works. I prefer the hot extraction method. It's quick and effective.  Alcohol Tincture I found good recepies for three methods: Hot Extraction, the quickest extraction of cannaboids (20 minutes); suprisingly the Cold Extraction next (2-3 days); and the Warm Extraction longest (30-60 days).--Hot Extraction: This is a simple and efficient 4 Step process.Ingredients:1/8oz high quality cannabis2 oz Bacardi Rum – 151 proofProcess Summary:1. Chop cannabis very fine (coffee grinder works great)2. Place in a shallow pan (pie pan with aluminum foil works great) and bake at 325°F for 4-5 minutes.3. Remove from oven and place cannabis and place in 2 oz of rum (use a small wide mouth mason jar)4. Simmer in a water bath for 20 minutes. Maintain temperature of the rum/cannabis mixture between 150°F – 165°F.5. Strain the mixture and store.Dosage:One eyedropper is very nice. Two puts you in space. But you should self-titrate. Effects
Worst Pick Up Line Ever?
Found this in my sb this morning and thought does that really work? .....Worst pick up line ever? mmmm would you be offended if i said i wanna bend you over and shove my hard cock deep inside your soaking wet pussy?
Fear I Feared …  I feared being alone Until I learned to like Myself. I feared failure Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try. I feared success Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.  I feared rejection Until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain Until I learned that it's necessary for growth I feared the truth Until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life Until I experienced its beauty . I feared death
Sleepless In Kansas
A long and sleepless night in Kansas..... When one person that has so much stuff racing in their head it is hard to focus daily.  You stop and question yourself did you make the right descisions did you do this did you do that right, well I guess I will know in time. Should I worry and panic or become a bitch over something that I can not control??
Deep And Loving Piece ... For Those Who Aren't Afraid To Embrace "love"
♥Enriched With Love♥ Miles and miles of empty space, yet I know that when I close my eyesmy heart whispers your name...I tremble in emotion as I hold out my handtouching love for it surrounds mein awareness.Bitterness stands on the porch steps to my souland with each visitor I find warmth embracingmy spirit, awakening my spirit.When I need and am left wanting, I simply find that love is onlya heart beat away.Sunset to sunset, brings forth a new worship, many steps forward has me breathing a new air.My body wants to scream out for your touchwhile my spirit whispers secrets loud enoughfor you to treasure as your own.With every breath, I take in lovefinding a new journey with miles to gobefore we sleep.The highway to my heart and yours
If If Is Possible.....
With so much not happening, I do hope things get better. I can only try an help so much. The rest is left up to everyone else. No worries though, we will get through this. I'm not ill yet, so I am thankful of that fact. I had something all picked out to tell you earlier but the damn blog page didn't want to fully load. I got to get me a new hair brush. Terrible accident happened to the other one. All I had to hold on to was the head of the brush, which makes it kinda hard to brush with. No fibbing either.  I have been straight out surprised by the lack of 'friends' help lately. I help when I can and I know people aren't here for the same reason I am, but come on.... If I am of any need, all you need to do is ask. If I can help, I will. Maybe you are just here to play the game or with yourself. That clearly is up to you. I still can't post mumms and it has been over 30 days. No problem... I am perfectly happy being an archangel. Sort of like Michael. I will like anyone that likes me
First Meeting
They have known each other a while and finally that moment came for them to meet. She opens the door and their eyes meet for the first time, she was more beautiful than in her pictures and her smile beckoned him. He stepped inside as both took a peek at what the other had to offer. She had on spaghetti strapped top that showed cleavage of her ample breasts, and tight jeans that showed off her sexy ass. At that moment, he knew that this night would be a night of passion and temptation. She shut the door behind him, turned facing him, he reach out, took her by the hand, and pulled her to him. He looked deep into her eyes, as their lips met in a passionate kiss. With soft music, playing their tongues danced a slow a passionate dance together. As he pulls her tightly against his body, she wraps her arms around his neck as his hands settled at her waist. As their kiss continued, they began to slowly dance to the music, her breasts felt so good pressing against his chest, her lips were soft
What Is Fibromyalgia??
Fibromyalgia produces widespread pain, disturbed sleep, and exhaustion from head to toe. Fibromyalgia means pain in the muscles, ligaments, and tendons—the soft fibrous tissues of the body. Although the muscles hurt everywhere, they are not the only cause of the pain. Instead, the diffuse, body-wide symptoms are greatly magnified by malfunctions in the way the nervous system processes pain. Regional muscle pain not related to arthritis or the nervous system also occurs in the majority of people with fibromyalgia. Patients describe this as firm knots in the belly of muscles, often causing restricted movement and radiating pain. These muscle nodules are myofascial trigger points and some researchers suspect that these painful areas overlap with the tender points used to diagnose fibromyalgia. The symptoms of fibromyalgia are unpredictable and most patients are frustrated by their physical limitations and inability to make plans. You may feel as though you have to "push yourself"
None Other
I Guess I`am Old Fashion ""
 i guess i`m old fashion, but back when i was young it was the guy who made sure he showed he cared, like making sure he was right there when you needed him or something, like when i first met my husband, he made sure he was the one there, by being there with me, and what ever i needed he was there to help,  he did`t give another guy time to slip in there """ because he was there.
Obama Impeachment Articles
Citizens File Articles of Impeachment Against Obama     For sedition against the Constitution Alex JonesInfowars.comJanuary 15, 2013 “When a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.” Declaration of Independence, July 4, 1776. There can no longer be any doubt – the forces of tyranny are running wild across our once great Republic. The time has come for all good men and women to rally to the aid of their country. We have now entered a historic crossroads that will decide the destiny of the United States. Arrogance and corruption has long festered in Washington DC, but the last decade has seen an extreme acceleration of criminal looting an
Part 2 Of How Our Solar System Was Formed......a Different Take That Disputes The Current Explanation And Provides A New One.
                                                                   Time    12 23 pm      Date 1 16  2013                                                  I hereby assertain that no one has ever came up with this Idea of how the solarsystem                                         came to be.And that all rights to such knowledge is for the good of all life on this planet we call Earth.                                  If it is deemed that my explanation is correct.I do wish to retain the credit I deserve as the discoveror of this simple                            truth.And retain the rights and privaledges that come with such a discovery.Including any printed items electronic or paper or                                  any other type of media that include but not limited to radio or tv or movie depictions of myself,and or public lecture                                         cirquits.Even if such knowledge is only vastly reconized as having a ring of truth to it I...The holder o
How do we know each other like this? Without a meeting? Without a touch? Without a kiss? How is it I feel a warm embrace Every time I see your face?   Linked by Love as all poets are, Like strangers From the same distant star, And I may not know you, But I know who you are, And who you are Is beautiful.   A piece of my soul Just for you, Oh soul mate That I never knew.
Photo Editing Pages??
Does anyone know of photo editing webpages? Somewhere I can go to make my gifs n things like that? I have forgotten every page I went to and this is a new computer so I never went to those pages on here. Bummed out! Need to make new pics!!   PLEASE HELP!   MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ  
One Piece Of The Arc Angel Crowe Agenda Is Continuing To Spread. Promoted And Pushed In His Music To Blunt Real Life Belief; Chrisley's Wm/af Pref
.......with fiece defense of it and quick critisim to those who question it. Take a look of the on-giong trend.......   Statistics claim that the most common pattern among interracial couples is the one where White men are married to Asian women. In such case it shouldn’t be difficult to find also celebrity couples following this pattern. So, I decided to do some search and it resulted in the list of 10 couples in which Chinese woman is dating or married to a non-Chinese man, and at least one of them is a well-known personality.These couples are presented in the reverse order (from 10th to 1st) according to my subjective perception of their celebrity status. 10. Zhu Chen and Mohammed Al-Modiakhi Zhu Chen is the former World Chess Champion among women. She held this title from 2001 to 2004. In 2001 she married a Qatari grandmaster Mohammed Al-Modiakhi. They met during one of the chess tournaments in Malaysia and it was love from the first sight. Today Zhu Ch
Gun Laws
Infowars Analysis of Obama’s War on Guns     By issuing 23 executive orders to restrict firearms ownership, Obama has made his contempt for the People, the Congress and the Bill of Rights & Constitution blatantly obvious. Aaron DykesInfowars.comJanuary 16, 2013Barack Obama’s bold use of executive orders to ‘take action without Congress’ amounts to an outrageous unconstitutional overreach of powers, and is impeachable action on its face. And Obama isn’t even done; he has vowed to push Congress on a new assault weapons ban along with other legislative restrictions on the guaranteed 2nd Amendment, which “shall not be infringed.” But worse, the 23 executive orders issued today by Obama make clear that the 
Racing Hearts
I may not be your baby I may not shine like your bling, I don't really care I'm not a play toy thing!! I know sweet moves and you may know of some dirty words, I am proud when I say I'm not a member of the bitch herds.   I know YOUR kind looking big and bad, you ain't impressing me I ain't that small and sad. Some may faint as you pass each girl is different and yet the same, trying to be the player ain't how you play the game.   I'm a joke to you and your friends and you won't trample me down, I am funny and I am sad but I sure as hell ain't your clown. Stay in your corner go ahead and play with your ball, I speak for all the innocent's we'll be standing long after you fall!!   Racing hearts  d
Laying in bed last night I thought about this wonderful blog that I wanted to write. It was full of great topics that somehow managed to merge into one great thing. That moment has passed and for the life of me, I can't think of any thing I really want to say. As I type that I don't really know why I'm even blogging now. Maybe I think that if I just type, the ideas will come back. I've tried this before and I SHOULD know that it never works. I always end up rambling about stupid shit and it has nothing to do with what I wanted to talk about. Ugh. Anyway, here goes nothing. I was talking to my boyfriend a few weeks back about our nations debt. I can't help but think that people just over think things, really. Why do I think that? Well we spend months trying to figure out what cuts to make and then more months coming to an agreement. We raise the ceiling and spend less. We do all kinds of things. Things except just break it down to common sense. Well kindergarten thinking, that is. Wh
The Endless Trails Of Life!
The Endless trails of life...... I have come to realize that there comes a time in every persons life that you have to make choices that will affect your future. Our lives are filed with thousands of paths that we must take and then there are those that we must try to avoid. However, it is not until you find yourself in the middle of one path have you realized that the path was one of those that should have been avoided. We make mistakes, and in the end all we can do is learn from them. We allow ourself to love and to be love,a nd take the chance of getting hurt. Many grow stronger and move on, others dewell and self-distruct never allowing love again. We look back into our past so much that it blocks out both our present and our future. Life is full of "what if's" and the said part about it is that we may never know "what if". We must continue on our journey, without looking back, learning each step of the way. Getting rid of the past, living the present, an
For Her
I was homeless before I saw her face, A picture that belied her grace, Digital romance held little for me, But now I know where I want to be. Her image speaks of things Beyond lust or love, Whispers of weavings Set Ago and Above, And it doesn't matter how smart I try to seem, Every interaction Is like a dream. Never thought I could feel Something so real For an invisible girl on a screen. My heart aches at the distance
He's No
A man takes his wife to the stock show. Theystart heading down the alley that had thebulls. They come up to the first bull and hissign stated: "This bull mated 50 times lastyear." The wife turns to her husband and says,"He mated 50 times in a year, you could learnfrom him." They proceed to the next bull andhis sign stated: "This bull mated 65 times lastyear." The wife turns to her husband and says,"This one mated 65 times last year. That isover 5 times a month. You can learn from thisone, also." They proceeded to the last bull andhis sign said: "This bull mated 365 times lastyear." The wife's mouth drops open and says,"WOW! He mated 365 times last year. That isONCE A DAY!!! You could really learn from thisone." The man turns to his wife and says, "Goup and inquire if it was 365 times with thesame cow."
Yet Again
Yesterday I received some really sad news, my mom is in the hospital. She may get to go home tomorrow. She was told, before she went to the hospital, that she had the flu. I heard the pain in her voice when she called me, it hurt me too. I coulda sworn she got her flu shot, but she didn't. Me and my son did. On the brighter side of my life, I was going to ask my daughter to remind me of showing me her video making skills again. I don't know if this will sound strange or not, but I have more than enough ideas of how I would like to do the other five. Just need to find a quiet time, dammit.   It has been said that life is unfair. I'm here to say it may suck sometimes, but it is not unfair. All good things come to those that don't insist it happens in the fucking second that they demand it. If you hurry your time along, you may forget to be thankful for the time you have been given to cherish what you take for granted. Just as always I try an make this my paragraph to wish you well. Sw
For Yousuper Fan1968
You are very welcome. And I wish I could have good times lol Some of your blogs are very erotic to me anyway I happy you enjoy them.. You can join me anytime on my blogs love to have you *) .. bY LoVe GiRL As the wind blows love will grow and sKy shines in love goes as body's moves as one in a sexy night of love... bY LoVe GiRL... summer Love..            To Yousuper fan1968United States
My Poems
My entire life, I have always done what I thought was right. I was kind to those around me, even if they weren't so kind to me. Remembering never to judge others for any reason. Always willing to be a friend to anyone who needed one, no matter who they were, where they were from or what they had done. Reaching out to anyone in need and helping in any way I possibly could even if they were a stranger on the street. I've been this way because I have always had a genuine love for humanity. Even as a child in school, my own bully would beat me up and ten minutes later come back and ask me if I had a dollar so they could get a soda at lunch because that's all they would be able to get. I would give it to them. But now, I look at my life and who I am and have to wonder if maybe I'm wrong. I continue to give and to love and to reach out......while a bully keeps pounding me further and further down. There's no one there to reach out to me in my time of need. I'm struggling and all used up now,
Where Did You Go?
 Where Did You Go? Where did you go? Was it something I said? If love is the crime they say it is, I might as well be dead. I can't help the way I am, my emotions run too deep, You left without explaining why, No more dreaming when I sleep. There must be something wrong with me, all friends take that that road, I thought you were different, you helped me carry my heavy load. But it's weight brought you down, like a bad drama role, just a glimpse inside of me, the anguish in my soul. Where did you go? Needed you to stay, If only to play. Now I sit alone in silence, Afraid to say, Anything to anyone,... Destined to be the lonely one. It's something that's hard to bear, turn around and no one is ever there. You know I feel the words I write, Alone with no friend in sight. Only words on a page, Like an old sage, Sitting on my mountain top, waiting for the next to try. Hoping someone shows up before I die.
Youve Seen
You have seen things you should see   You have heard things youd shouldn't hear  You have gone through so much in your little life ..    I would do anything for you lil girl , just to be by your side  I'll protect you the best i can  When all else fails to make me smile , and hope your there ..    And i've taught you to care , I've taught you to love ..  Theres people out there who do more bad things then good  And then there is people out there that do more good things then bad ..    Please don't always follow in all my footsteps  little girl ..  Make better ones , make better choices.. cause you deserve better ..  I love you with all my heart and one time in the no so distant future .. we will look upon the past and smile..  So releived that is over .. 
Train Of Pain - 201
I see them fall, gathered by a call. I'm not near anyone or few, and I do love only you. Love is what my heart lacks, it has really fell of the tracks. There is alot of true hearts, and tears that tear them to parts. They aren't ever all right, cuz I am alone again tonight. You are just like me, this isn't how it should be. We're on the train of pain, my love just wasn't in vain.
Baby Blue Bird - 202
I'll be there for you, my promises are true. No much trust, only quilt, breaking the walls we both have built. I won't lock the door, don't you want anymore?? Won't you come back again?? you said we would never end. You promised to stay, so please don't fly away. Will you think of me?? When you are alone but free. Baby blue bird, my love is true, and I would never hurt you.
Much Higher ....
Much higher...I set me free  much higher.. you talk to me all day much higher... you where my best friend much higher...we take a walk much higher... we talk about you all day much higher... we walk out that door at 2 a.m. much higher... we couldn't eat or sleep much higher... we talked on the cell phone for hr.s much higher...drink all night dance to the song you picked out... much higher... called me a cool kat.. much higher.                                     bY LoVe GiRL                                                                                                                                             He's  broken window 
19 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
19 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and Point A Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone Has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Sexual Favors" 7. Finish All Your Sentences With "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't Use Any Punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Ask People What Sex They Are. Laugh Hysterically After They Answer. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play Tropical
Drifting Off Into The Great Unknown
 "Drifting off into the great unknown, I finally may not, be all alone. Lovers of night, friends of the day, kiss me my darling, in my heart you shall stay...Holding hands, as the waves, crash upon our feet. I'd be all alone, if never, the chance to meet.
Now I Speak
NOW I SPEAK MY MIND For so long i've kept my mouth closed trying to keep the piece. but no more it's time I speak my dam mind for a change and tell people what I really think. I will not be mentioning names mainly because I don't want to give these people their 15 seconds of fame. They really don't deserve 5 seconds never mind 15. For so long I kept my mouth closed to spare these people's feelings and now when I think about it did they ever spare mine? the answer is NO they told the truth and made fucking sure they hurt now it's my turn. If you are reading this and wondering if there is anything that will be said to do with you all I can say is you shall see, if you haven’t wronged me or hurt me then you wont be if you have and I remember then you will be. For what I’m about to write I have no apologies to give to anyone because you don't deserve it why should I apologise for what I think. Now I’ve introduced this enough I think it's time to begin. FAIT In Fa
The Iron By Henry Rollins
An article I read many years ago and has been reprinted in just about every strength training and strongman magazine and gym in existance.  One big life lesson by a man worth listening to.     I believe that the definition of definition is reinvention. To not be like your parents. To not be like your friends. To be yourself. Completely.When I was young I had no sense of myself. All I was, was a product of all the fear and humiliation I suffered. Fear of my parents. The humiliation of teachers calling me "garbage can" and telling me I'd be mowing lawns for a living. And the very real terror of my fellow students. I was threatened and beaten up for the color of my skin and my size. I was skinny and clumsy, and when others would tease me I didn't run home crying, wondering why. I knew all too well. I was there to be antagonized. In sports I was laughed at. A spaz. I was pretty good at boxing but only because the rage that filled my every waking moment made me wild and unpredictable. I
I Was A One Night Stand...
I was a one night stand.. I ran to you... I was a one night stand.. I made that call you didn't .. I was a one night stand.. I made all the moves I was a one night stand.. you did all the talking... I was a one night stand.. you didn't know me at all.. I was a on night stand... don't talk at all.. what the hell.. I was a one night stand.. to you.. that is all.              bY LoVe GiRL "not no more I won't lower myself to a man"                                                                                       I'm more then that>>> 
The God And Goddess Of Fuck
The God and Goddess of Fuck   You don't need a body To know where to suck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck! Miles mean nothing. You don't need a truck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck! All you need is your mind And a li'l' poet's luck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck!
Covers Over My...
 I put the covers over my head not think of you one bet no love dancing in my head have a beer in one hand lit a cig kick back think back all kisses I had.. with my boots on this night alone With Jimmy Fallon. Laughing at his jokes to for get about you. cold beer so good makes me think of the summer nights we had how you made me think I was the one. I put the covers over my head not think of you one bet no love dancing in my head have a beer in one hand lit a cig kick back think back all the kisses I had.. with my boots on this night alone with With Jimmy Fallon. Laughing at his Jokes to for get about you. I get out of bed dance about a beer one hand lit cig love in my heart .... LoVe GiRL                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   
My One And Only
    My One and Onlyby eddie feemster   You'll always be my one and only, the one I'll never forget. The times we share are always special, memories, I won't ever regret. I care for you deeply and give to you my heart. I always knew you could be the one for me, I fell in love with you, right from the start. All I want to do is hold you close and never let you go. Tell me you'll stay here with me, please, don't tell me, 'No'. Your love comforts me at night, it never leaves me lonely. You're all I'll ever need in life, you are truly my one and only.         
Genetically modified plants generally contain only a limited number of new components (specific DNA, RNA, and proteins) not present in conventional varieties of the same crop. These components are defined specifically by the modification being made. DNA (and the resulting RNA) are common to all biological systems and are known not to cause cancer. Proteins are also present in all biological systems, and proteins are not considered to be causes of cancer. Certain protein hormones or toxins may have the potential to influence cancer rates as a result of their specific biological activity. However, such biological activity is predictable from protein structure and will be easily recognized in acute toxicology studies. Proteins that could cause cancer are not used in GM plants. Thus, there is no need to undertake lifetime animal cancer studies for GM foods that contain new DNA, RNA, and proteins with well-characterized functions. Conventional foods are not subjected to lifetime cancer te
You know, the smallest thing can change a life. In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance - and when you least expect it - since we’re on a course that you could have never planned, into a future you never imagined. Where will it take you? That’s the journey of our lives: our search for the light. But sometimes, finding the light means you must past through the deepest darkness
Taking A Leave Of Absence
Dear Fu friends N Family,     Sassy after 6 years of fubar is taking a leave of absence. Yes this is my second profile as my first one got hacked so i deleted it. But I am feeling like I am not wanted or loved. As I leave on ur guys page everyday , comment n rated. Do whatever I can and the love is not returned. I feel like I am being taking advantage of. Thanks again for trying being a friend.    Sincererely,   Baby Sassy:) 
Divinity A Question Ii
The mind of greeks were the most educated on the subject of philosophy. The view from the objective study of greek thought is that God is no more interested in the outcome of mens lives than a child of its toys. They regularly punish cities, make war and kill thousands of their own populace. Unlike the Romans where the Gods were stately though not dissimiliar. Gods were made of Kings from Egypt to sumer to greece. And worshipped in life. In the roman world this was considered blasphemous and even emperors were shunned for proclaiming their own divinity. All the God Kings still died Mortal deaths as did all the divinely born children. jesus is not the first living son of god. Even Plato was thought to be born of a divine Lineage.  In life the kings and later pharoahs of Egypt were worshipped as gods. Only to be replaced upon death with a new god. It is only the great Pharoah Ramses II that attains the role of the dead God King in life. That being by his advanced age. he ruled Egypt for
Just Because
I was gonna post earlier like I usually do, but I am glad I didn't. I didn't feel like doing much of anything. I am feeling like I need to be moved out of my body. Just shuck the whole damn thing. I'm not heartbroken, I am not feeling useless or  worthless. I don't look forward to another year of seeing people very happy and knowing my happiness will never happen. I am getting older and I may have not experienced all the happiness out there, but I have lost my will to try to please. I am not talking suicide or anything like that. I just don't fear death. I welcome it. I will probably be rejected by both destinations. I am not going to haunt a single person, I don't want to be responsible for wasting anyone's time. Now or later on. This blog isn't all for everyone else, its for me. It might help others, it might be ignored, but its not ordered reading. I know I am not everyone's cup of tea and I don't want to be. Maybe tomorrow will seem brighter, I am not sure. Stranger things have
This Is Beautiful
‎16 year old boys asks his Mom: "Mom, what are you going to get me for my 18th birthday ?? . The Mother answers, "son that's still a long way"... . . The boy turns 17 & one day he faints. His Mom takes him to the hospital & the doctor said "Madam your child has a bad heart". Being the child On the stretcher the child Says, "did he tell you I'm going to die? . Mom Starts crying" The boy finally recovers on his 18th Birthday, he comes home& on his bed was a letter his mom had left him. The letter said "Son if you are reading this its because everything went well. Remember the day you asked me what was i giving you on your 18th birthday & didn't know what to Answer you?? "I gave you my heart" take care of it and happy Birth day Son" ♥ The mother was dead coz she had to give up her heart to her son Nothing is bigger than MOM's Heart...♥
The Loveliest Way To Die
You all can break me. Let your beauty and your looks And your sex take me To the last place I'd ever Want to go. God Is Love, Love is Art, Art is Beauty, Beauty is Woman Is all I know. I chose long ago. I ain't gonna lie. So let all the women in the world Come kill me, Cuz it's the Loveliest Way to die.
Sick Freak
Friend: havent had my dose of cage today so the sick freaks still in me lmfao wait that sounded wrong Me: lmfao Friend: oh no
My Heart' S A Keeper
Amorous pools sable and deep Set lightly upon lustrous smile Thy moonlit skin my heart doth keep Stow’d away upon distant isle Evermore to serve thy desire Thy will my own ‘till I retire A word, a phrase, to part thy lips If only a whisper received Force unmatched by one thousand ships Seraphic design ‘ways believed Speak unto my eternal soul And place it under thy control
The Dead Children Of Obama
Here Are All The Children Murdered By Drone Strikes At The Hands Of Obama     Visualizing the illegal drone bombardmentSteve WatsonInfowars.comJan 24, 2013 The president likes children right? He surrounds himself with them constantly to help bolster his political agenda. When it comes to children who get in the way of his political agenda, however, it’s a different story. Here is a visual of the hundreds of children that have been murdered in US drone strikes on Pakistan and Yemen, ordered by the president during his first term. Their ages range from just 1 year old to 19 years of age: The information was complied by 
One Day At A Time....
It a great Day 2 be @Live. People can seen ungreateful~ and not alwaysKind...Love can pull at your Heartstrings~and Play with your mind...Love can be blissful~~~ and happy and Free...God can put beauty~ in the things that you see... The world can place challenges~~~ right at your feet...God can make good~~~ of the hardship we meet...Love can overwhelm you ~~~ and make your head spin... God can reward those~~~ Determinded to win...People we love can be hurtful~~~and not always Fair...Life cleary does offer~~~its Up and Downs...God's days can bring you~~~ both smiles and frowns...God teaches us to take~~~ the Good with the Bad...Life is a mixture~~of happy and Sad...So there is no life with out Love...and there is no love with out God and no love with out Life...Take the Life that you have~~~and give it your best...
Why don't people wanna be my friend why is everybody scared to sb me I am looking to make new friends just show me that I'm worthy enough for ya
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By The Fire's Light
The moon is big and bright on this cold dark starless night the animals huddle together to keep warmthe wolves howl and the owls hoot as one they performAs I sit lost in thought I can hear their lonely song Longing for the presence of the man to whom my heart belongsStaring into the fire watching the flames erotic danceFeeling my heart and soul drift to him as if in a tranceIn the rich colors of the fire his face appears to emergeSmiling, deeper into my thoughts I am now submergedas he is thinking of me as well our souls reaching out to connectHis warmth and love surrounding me as we both projectMiles apart yet our hearts holding each other so near Together our souls are now one making everything become so clear heart beats quickening there is no mistaking what our souls feel as they are elatefor we complete each other in ways nothing else can, we are each others soul mate ~RavenMoon
Wishing You Where Here .....
Wishing you where here by my side this night. Ran away love now... with love gone  night with a full moon gone love... love ... trust you trust you, why, why baby why should I do this now.... Wishing you where here by my side this night. I ran away love... with love gone in the night with full moon gone love... trust you trust you, why baby why should I do this now...  love is gone on this full moon to night love so sad this night so gone run away so gone far away from you this night I will not talk of you this night gone so gone sad this night....raining hard this night drops of rain on me love...                               bY LoVe GiRL
All Sexy Content Not Seen On Here! Only $15!!! (videos)
  That’s right! All content is still $15!!! This includes all photosets and videos! (fetish as well ) And to make this offer extra special - the first 15 people to get in on the $15 special will be first in line to receive custom content from me at a discounted price in the near future. (Either a custom photo set or short video.) (Said discounted price will be negotiated with each individual as to what they want their content to be.) I’m only $75 away from my personal goal (with which I will use it to make even more awesome content for you lot). So please take advantage of this deal!  Only $15 and it goes a long way! To take advantage go to: [www][dot]|My|Girl|Fund[dot]com[slash]Kyatto (minus the "|"s)   
Make Youmove...
Make youmove me... love you baby sexy lover love you sexy my mistakes my mistakes are mine it's along time we had time to lovers long time to be lovers. Make mistakes.. so sad.. bY LoVe GiRL 
L.m.l (daddy's Little Woman)
In my imagine. Daddy's little woman. Never to see you growing. Why am I to fail? Putting you though hell before you ever know it yourself. Missing every moment. Missing every breath. Missing that opportunity to teach you to love yourself. That you're you own maker, never anyone else. Be proud to be seed of me and mama dearest, the clearest window to look out of full of glee. Vision the world and all it has for thee. Cool breeze. Big trees. Days mostly sunny. Even when is dark please wish upon the stars you see. Always carry love, never put hate above. Expand your wisdom and knowledge like you'e an addict for that drug. Never turn down a book. Before crossing paths, always look. See all the work it took for your mother to get you away from crooks. Who want to steal your innocence. Steer you from common sense. Put your life on dollars and cents. Teach you violence is how you vent. Naw, dont ever do it. Triggers never pull it. That disease is killing the world and not improving. I owe you
        You open your eyes and watch your seed spurting out onto the glass of the window. Your daydream felt so real you could swear you felt her lips around you. You look out the window and you see her lying on her lounge chair looking your way. As you watch her hand slips beneath her bikini bottoms. She bites her bottom lip as her hand begins to move beneath her bottoms. Your cock begins to harden as you watch her and you groan, this will never do, you want this woman too bad to settle for daydreams and your hand.         You step away from the window and slip on a pair of swim trunks. You glance out the window to make sure she's still there, then you hurry through the house and out the patio door. You make your way across your yard and into hers. Dusk is settling in but you can still make out her silhouette in the chair. As you get closer you hear her soft moans as she continues to stroke herself.          You stand above her and she must sense your presence because her eyes fly
Valentine Day's "who Wants To Date Me?" Contest
I promised all of you a grand and mildly embarrassing stunt, and here it is. True believers, I introduce   Mr. Goodnight's Totally Real (and Slightly Stupidifying) First Annual "Let Me Lie About How I Like You So You Can Give Me the #@&%ing Credits" Post Contest!   This is how it works: from January 27-February 7, to enter, you will need to enter a status comment on Mr. Goodnight's profile page. The status must start, "I want to be your date for Valentine's Day because" and must have a funny, clever, or sweet reason why you should be my date. (Relax, this is not a real date; unless you live in Minnesota or Western Wisconsin, that would be impractical.)   My favorite ten comments will earn their authors a place on a MuMM that will run from February 8 to February 13, where the fuNation will pick my date.   So, what do you get? The third and second=place finishers will get a 25 credits pack. My "date" will have their name placed in my name for Valentine's Day and will get a 65
Life In Those Shoes
People always say and tell others what to do. Yet no way do they ever choose to listen. How many times my mother told me well son dont do that did i not listen. Well i dont think i can count that hi . I know that if every generation is to learn from the last. Probly is not going to be very many generations to come. Someday this evalution will stop and man will just learn to be happy with what they have. I dont think that i am anything special just a man that has seen all the bad in life and still tried to make it through each day for my children. Hell this here is probly the only real true thing ive ever posted anywhere so. w ith that in mind i only try to give some of me to whoever reading this. LOVE EVERYTHING ITS HARD IN THIS WORLD BUT TRY.NO MATTER HOW GOOD OR BAD THE HUMAN RACE IS WE AS INDIVIDUALS NEED TO TEACH LOVE BEFORE IT IS FORGOTTEN LOVE YOUR FELLOW BROTHER N SISTERS GOOD OR BAD AS IF U WERE IN THIER SHOES ONCE YOU WILL SEE HOW MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN FORGOTTEN
I want to thank Wild Horse for bein my friend n also my ownerfor most of the time I have been on Fubar. He has always treated me with resecpt n like a lady for that I am thankful . Also i would like to thank him for my first WIP which he bought for me for this last Christmas as a present to me. He has done alot to help me in this game n for that I am thankful

Here We Go Again Read Some One's Profile Before Opening Mouth
I Can Be Nice Or Be A Total Bitch ..... I Can Say Hi .... But  When A Person Says This I WIll Draw The Line .... I'm Old School Some Guy's Think With Their LIL Heads Instead Of The One That Is Sitting On Their Shoulders Thank You ....                                                             This Is a Conversation In My Shout Box ..... I So Knew Where It Was Going LOL.......                                                                                                                                                                                                        9:44pm reply ynnoj: u on for a while? 9:49pm more To ynnoj: no doin catch up on friends haven't been here in awhile 9:53pm reply ynnoj: ok..well im offering 1000 credits and up to 2000 dollars u.s., for webcam chat 9:55pm more To ynnoj: should of Read About Me on My Profile
A Dark Dream
From a Dream ------------------------------- (This is written exatly as it happened in my dream with some poetic enhancement) Six blackened wing flew above the evergreenA coarse hoax were the hoarse croaksThese harbingers of a dark dream beFrom the frosty North appeared suddenly Circling high above slumbering sightThe omens finger pointing left then rightMiddle earth's forge paused its breathe As six blackened wings lit upon the bellhouse . Dang .....Dang......Dang Feathers transform into flesh and bonesNow walking down empty streets aloneI take the backstreets turning knobsOf unlocked doors - half opened doors Windows open, curtains flapping,Blinds a swaying , music playing -"I HEAR THE TICKING OF THE CLOCK-AND I WAS GONNA TELL YOU TONIGHT" Feathers formed once more as ISeized by an unseen hand was ILed through the dreamworld sky was I -"TILL NOW ALWAYS GOT BY ON MY OWN" The unseen hand gave voice and spokeSee them gath'red round the graven oakDo not go there...go n
Home There's a a place that I know Outside of townTheres a place that I go Outside of town.Over the mountain Down a dusty ol' roadUnder shade of tall treesI drive real slowTo catch the cool breezeAnd begin to unloadThe cares of the dayCuz I know that soonNot far up the roadIs the pretty little placeThat I call my homeThere's a place that I knowOutside of townThere's a place that I goOutside of townOver the mountainDown a dusty ole roadMy sweetheart's a waitinAt the top of the hillAt the pretty little placeThat I call my homeWhen I see her smiling eyesMy heart goes to meltinAs I hold her and kiss herAnd tell her I love herShe asks how my day wentI say alright I guessBut when I'm at home Its always the bestCuz there's a place that I knowOutside of townThere's a place that I goOutside of townOver the mountainDown a dusty ole roadIs a pretty little place That I call my home ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
It Was Just A Dream
" It was only a dream but it seemed so real" seems like only yesterday,We were like brothers.You were bigger than me,Always watching out for me,Protecting me from the others. Meeting you here seems so real,Im sorry that its the only way.I fold my hands and close my eyes,Oh my friend can this be true? Lets go watch the sun come up,Then ride in a shopping cart through town.Lets go to the lake and catch some fish.I'll ask mom if i can stay at your house tonight. I dont want this time to end,It just seems so real.I wish that I could stay asleepIt may be years before we're here again. If only I could have reached you.if only I could have understood.How important you were to me.Then we wouldnt have to meet this way. When they told me that they found you .Im glad I did not go.To see your life wasted on the ground,You were my Hero,my friend I can never,Ever let go.I have to go now.I have to wake up.This has got to be real....Good bye old friend .....Man I dont want to go to work today....Any
Me The (out Of Nothing)
"Out of nothing" Out of nothingCame the darkness and the lightThe Sun by day and the moon by night. Out of nothingCame the stars of the sky'by His word and Knows each one by name. Out of nothingHe called the things that were not'As though they were and so they are. "There is no such thing as nothingfor even nothing is something" ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Mom Always Called Me A Pagan Lol(mountain Sun-face)
Mountain- Sun Face I will fix my gaze upon you To learn your secrets Mountain- Sun FaceIn the glory of the morningIn the beauty of blue and greenAmong the glistening orbs of silverIn the silence of your rising In the stillness of your Golden dawnThe wind shall wake the OakThe leaves shall whisper gentlyOf Iris' sweet descendingThe bough of heavens gateTo recite the oracles of wisdomAnd dance among the gentle raceWith a heart full of treasureAs I learn your knowledgeMy fields shall be full and ripeAs I consider your waysI shall harvest the Joy of the morningWhen you cause your face to shine on meI shall no longer eat the weeds of spoilI shall glory in your mighty rays The banner of your steadfast armsTeach me your ways Mountain Sun Face  
The One
" The One " I am a tree , My fruit is bittersweet .Ripened with all trial,My roots go way down deep. I am a river ,Heaven is my source.Petitioned by desire,with grace I take my course. I am a precious ointment,smoothed on burdened browRefreshing scent my sweet perfume,anointing those who weep. I am the Northern Star,leading slaves to freedom.They follow me til they be free and rest beneath my brightness. I am a heavenly language ,no worldly man can speak.Nor the Angels who watch and wonder,Known only to the weak. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Xtream Creeper
nloucks_86: hello ?nloucks_86: I know ur getting look i was told not to talk to u and i not so leave me alone i am tired of the BSnloucks_86: man up to what u did nloucks_86: why do u have brown eyes talking shit nloucks_86: U made the bs nloucks_86: Why cant u just apologize she didnt start till ppl started in me in yim when we have been friends off here for 5 years and yall act like we not you want me gone from sp and i am going to talk to flaps and quit so be fucking happynloucks_86: Does she know what u she knows what happennloucks_86: with all of us yesnloucks_86: then why she running her mouth I have dobne told u i was sorry so yeahnloucks_86: Grow balls take care of ur business nicole i am done with this i am not talking to none of u so leave me alonenloucks_86: Good thank you ! I hope you know that u hve been posted as a creep on fu dj.xtream
Just Trade Me In
Come on babe, you know you want to bend me, trace my pulsing veins, damn just do me, I yearn for only you tie the knot, tug the reins.   I'm running low, lower than your belt break me, follow the ice, its got to mean more, so much is felt tie the knot, enjoy the rewards of being nice.   Sucking to taste, inhaling the heat loving every moment, stay in the gush, just do it over, rock me to every beat sever the bond, enjoy touches of the rush.   Just trade me in, can't you ever see, what you need, I just can not be.
How Do U Make A Choice That Goes Against Every Thing U Believe In?
I need some advice. I have a old dog whose sick. Ive had her since she was 3 weeks old. Shell be 14 on june 12th. I call her my daughter. She has cancer, and isnt doing so well. I believe in what the BIBLE says, Thou Sall Not Kill. I feel if i put her down that would be the same as if I were to pull the plug on a loved 1 in the hospital. I cannot take a life. Dose any one know of a cancer treatment for dogs or have any advice?
So conflicted. They say the heart has reasons that reason doesn’t understand.  I believe that, because my head and my heart are clearly not on the same page.   I have wasted so many years  in shit relationships and not thinking or believing I was worthy of love or happiness.  I spent a lot of time building up these seemingly impenetrable walls thinking they would protect me.  Walls in place keep you safe right?  Safe means not letting anyone close.  Not letting them in to see what a vulnerable mess you actually are.  Because once you start to let people in and actually give a damn they leave right? Or they take that vulnerability and use it against you.  Each time I got hurt along the way…….another brick added to my emotional fortress.   On the outside I appear to have my shit together.  Inside there is a war raging.  It takes a lot for me to open up to anyone.  To let anyone see that scared little girl inside.  She covers her fear with sarcasm and smartass retor
What Is Love To Me
"What is love anyway? Does anybody love anybody anyway? What is love anyway? Does anybody love anybody anyway? Can anybody love anyone so much that they will never fear, never worry, never be sad? The answer is they cannot love this much. Nobody can. This is why I don't mind you doubting." ~Howard Jones Well, let me see. I'm always hearing people talk about what a mystery love is, and how you might not know when it hits you. But I think love is dynamic, defined, not by emotions, but more what it does for others and by what it wont allow you to do to your mate. I read in the bible long ago that “Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all thin
Love's Sonnet
Love is an endless labryinth A pitfall into the black abyss Descending.... Torment fueled by your obsessions Your tears inspire my desire The pain makes it real Love is wielded in a blow An inducent of fear into your heart Blasphemy.... The savage plunder of a silken temple Producing a red river in which the bodies of children float Love is the Kiss of a razor The sting your soul craves Death.... The teardrops of the flesh Is this blood? Love is spun in ebony wings Branded by your insanity Emptiness.... Glutenous darkness consuming your will And your love is my life
Dumb Asses In Mafia
NEVERMORE TO FA...: so if you took it personal it surely isn't my fault  -  del NEVERMORE TO FA...: milklady has over 200 fake profiles, that is who we fight  -  del NEVERMORE TO FA...: and as you can see i am vip myself  -  del NEVERMORE TO FA...: gl blogging me as a fake profile....they don't come any more real than me js  -  del NEVERMORE TO FA...: we are calling the old crazy mofo turf fakes  -  del NEVERMORE TO FA...: i don't know wtf you are talking about Michael T: YES YOU DO  -  del Michael T: LMFAO  -  del Michael T: But you still take it in the ass  -  del I Cant Remember...: yeah now who is the fake, i got 11 players in 2 turfs that can beat you hands down on whatever you go for  -  del Michael T: Are you the ass who takes it?  -
I have been on FuBar for sometime now and is finally exploring other Lounges and meeting new people, what a joy should of been doing this since the first day lol but blonde and stubbern sort of speak lol. I love to make new friends where ever I go it is such a joy but delight.
The Dark One
Walking through the streets quietly .. no wet footfalls in the puddles ... He walks with s single minded purpose.. The Zombies do not notice him as he walks. The occasional struggles of the living and the dead do not phase him. Up ahead is goal. A nightclub. Lights on, music can be heard from blocks away. Walkin up to the door.. The scent of blood is strong. That and roses.. Oddly roses hangs in his nose as he enters.  All at once he is overpowered.. The Light of the disco ball in the ceiling rain down on the packed room . People are drinking, dancing .. laughing.. Its a stark contrast to the nightmare outside. The Sound of the bass is defining like an upturned heartbeat.. thump thump thump. in his ears.. Dance floor is packed. A woman beautifully dressed hands him a drink and saunters back into the crowd. Everyone seems to be having a great time. A Dj is spinning up on stage .. and in cages women dance mindlessly to the beat.. lookin up at the balcony . He sees him.. The master of ce
Uneventful Sadness
I am out faith Losing my mind Empty Promises Turned into hurtful lies What I thought once was Will not be Going through darkness But seeing the light Keeping the pain in check Hoping things will turn out right Lost in life But close to the path Darkness will recede to the light Trying with all my might What I thought once was Will not be The pain is inside me The light is in my view Got to move on Don’t know how Big hole inside Can’t let the pain Turn into hate Lost in the fountain of time Trying not to lose my mind Lost in the heartache Mind is about to break Cant stay focused Thoughts are jumbled Body shakes Stomachaches Losing my grip At the end It may rip Falling Falling Falling Drop
~ Mybooboo - My Sister - My Bestie ~
I met you awhile back on a crazy game site. Never in a million years would I think this goofy, outspoken, beautiful & full of life woman would become my best friend. I never connected with females on that level for reasons of my own. Then I met you, a crazy woman that had it all...the husband, the kids..a family...or so I thought. Then I got to know you over the weeks & months and formed this very unique friendship bond and thats when I seen you were just like everyone had been through the hard times & struggles also...we had so much in common. A year has passed by and you are still my Best Friend/My Sister. I don't think anyone else really knows me like you do. There is noone else who has stood by me when I have made some stupid ass decisions. You never judged me, you never turned your back on me even when there were times you could have. Instead you stayed by my side through everything, always kicking my ass for even making the dumb's cause of you that
It Is All Coming True
I am writing this blog and I am really worried for the state of our country, for Christians and the coming death of the dollar. Pastor Lindsey Williams is giving this information from one of his elite friends to the Alex Jones radio show. I posted this video on Facebook for everyone to see. It is the next 4 years ten points predicted by the elites ......these are:   1. We are NOT ready for the financial collapse yet but forced debt creation for every household, business and church under massive debt to be forced into their new currency. 2. The elite are doing this with students forced debt and the students will be forced into this debt creation 3. Tax the rich is a smoke screen. The middle class will be taxed into the death of the middle class. Obamacare is a tax because the people will not pay a preminum but they have to pay the tax. Thirty hours per week or less or you will have to pay for Obamacare. People will be forced to go to the elites because the people cannot survive on 3
Army Invades
Army Invades Galveston, Texas     Infowars.comJanuary 31, 2013 On Wednesday the residents of Galveston, Texas, endured what folks in Houston and Miami did earlier this week – an “urban warfare” exercise conducted by the U.S. military. “If you hear a lot of loud noises in Galveston tonight, it’s probably part of a military trainingexercise,” KTRK-TV in Houston reported. “According to the Galveston County Daily News, the Army is using the old jail on 17th Street for a night drill in urban warfare.” Around 80 soldiers from the U.S. Army Special Operations Command in coordination with local law enforcement viol
Poems From Joey
Whispers of the Heart   What do you say, To such a mythical light? Mine own eyes must be playing me a fool, For they must be telling there lies. I have seen something beyond belief, Worthy more of the Realms of the Heavens.   I hear a whisper, I see a guiding hand. I hath been deceived too many a time, To even believe mine own senses. When Prayers are no longer Answered, There are always Whispers of the Heart.   For a Whisper may carry on more, Than the loudest Battle Cry in the Wind. I see it written before me, But not on a sandstone grey. For it is painted on the face of someone like me, Nay mortal can it truly be before me now.   When the Ides of the Gods Hath bowed, Before the subtle graces of thyne own lips. They truly were outmatched, For none could compare. As a smile plays across those lips so gentle, Olympus did being to crumble. For twas not a shout or sigh that broke the earth, It was only Whispers of the Heart.   Aphrodite hath bequeathed her
Not Everybody Pays
A little old lady was walking down the street dragging two large plastic garbage bags behind her. One of the bags ripped, and every once in a while, a $20 bill fell out onto the sidewalk. Noticing this, a policeman stopped her, and said, 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag.''Oh, really? Darn it!' said the little old lady. 'I'd better go back and see if I can find them. Thanks for telling me.''Well, now, not so fast,' said the cop. 'Where did you get all that money? You didn't steal it, did you?''Oh, no, no,' said the old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the football stadium parking lot. On game days, a lot of fans come and pee through a knot hole in the fence, right into my flower garden. It used to really tick me off. Kills the flowers, you know. Then I thought, Why not make the best o f it? So, now, on game days, I stand behind the fence by the knot hole, real quiet, with my garden pruners. Every time some guy sticks his pecker through my fence, I surpris
Warm Morning
It was a warm Kansas day when she set out on her road trip to see parts of Kansas she had never seen before. She pulled out of her driveway and began driving down the dirt road that led to the highway. She was wearing a tank top and blue jean mini skirt. She thought she looked cute and on a warm day what else was she suppose to wear. She decided she would drive north on the blacktop and just travel until she became tired or decided to turn around. She came to a small town and needed to get gas, she pulled into the only station there was and to her surprise it was a full service station. She thought that they were all gone and the corporate guru’s had all taken over on the gas rights and put the small man out of business. She rolled down her window and to her surprise there was a young good looking guy coming up to her window. “ Mornin’ ma’am” he said. “How may I be of service?” “Fill it up, please” she said.
Point Whores
Hey point whores who can't level for now and are maxed, do you think you can lay off the bling running 24/7 to give those of us who play without spending tons of money and whoring a chance to get in the top 100 too. I know its a game but I'm tired of seeing the same people running the same thing ALL THE DAMN TIME.
Mad Love
I've been on here showing mad love to all of you ladies. Some of you ladies have been so spiteful and hateful for no reason at all. Then there are some of you that have been so awesome coming by and at least speaking to me. That's the kind of woman I like....a woman who shows love and is sweet enough to take the time to say hi. Also, even commenting my profiles So, I decided to be nice this weekend. Because I love the ladies so much I wanted to find out who will show me mad love all weekend long will get bling from me. What is mad love? simply put have to be extra nice to me. Hmmmmm....I wonder which one of you has mad love for ya boy. There's a twist to have to watch my live performance video called "bora bora" and comment the video in my profile after you watch it. thats not so hard is it? I'm releasing 2 hip hop projects this year. I really need that mad love and support from the ladies. Enough talking....let the games begin. For some reason i was told the video
Stepping back inside through the broken wall in the bathroom of the nightclub .. Dark gives no thought to the woman on the ground.. walking out the door to the bathroom calmly he drops his duffle bag and continues to walk up to the head table of the grand gallery.. Guards start to step forward .. but the arch vampire waves them off... Please sit Gabriel.. I'm Gregory, I am certain we have much to discuss..."   "My, my you are an industrious fellow aren't you Gabriel?" Gregory continues, Oh my yes I know who you are... but do you know who I am?"  Gabriel looks blankly across the table... His visage is statueque, involnerable... unmoving like stone.. His grey hollow eyes following the uncomfortable shifting of Gregorys' guards as they hiss and seem to mock his steady composure... The space between them is fluid to him... like reaching into a fold in space....... Looking flatly at The Archvampire he can see through the glamour the shifting features .. the acrid almost sweet smell of deca
A Shot In The Dark
Around midnight last night I saw an emergency vehicle roar by on the dirt road in front of my house. Going outside I watched as 9 more vehicles roared by to the house on the 2 1/2 acres next to mine. Soon some of their family began arriving. We. my granddaughter and I heard screams of agony. Then a young man roared out in an agonized voice "NO.NO,NO not dad! It was spine tingling to hear him. We went over to ask what had happened. The owners brother-in-law told us that Mike had killed himself. Mike was the last person you would expect to kill himself. He was a plummer. He had worked for months to remodel the interior of the house, landscape the acreage, plant trees and shrubs. He was industrious and always waved when he drove by. I reckon he was in his mid 40s. He had an old 1940s Army 3/4 ton truck out front along with a cannon mounted in the yard. The family has said they will move out. No one has came back since last night. I will miss seeing his friendly face every day....
The Exchange Of Food For Fuel In The Name Of The Environment
Food for Fuel trade off. The Biodiesel scam in the US. The use of food crops to produce a petroleum fual alternative is a hotly debated issue and one that the average consumer rarely has all the facts to make an informed option. I will attempt to shed some light on this subject. It is unlikely that I will be able to do this in an unbiased way but I hope at least it will start some people thinking about what we and our government is really doing. I have worked in the petroleum industry in one aspect or another for over 30 years.  I have seen the industry from the inside and have been involved in many of the innovations and processes that has culminate in our current state of affairs. I won’t go into details of my experience or carrier, suffice to say that I do not approach this subject from a laymen’s or outsiders view point. The concept of Alternative fuels is not new. It began in earnest with the development of the diesel engine by German inventor Rudolf Diesel in 1893
I Ain't Like Some Others
Perhaps I am not desired to be me. Maybe I am, simply because I am my own type. There is very few if any, that are like me and that is not me thinking I am all that. Everything but, I know I am not all that. I am thankful for compliments, but I am not going to throw any nice thing I hear in anyone else's face. That is not me now and it never will be. As long as thoughts of me differ it does not mean I have to treat anyone different. Up until they get down right nasty anyway. I am not super interested in the Superbowl, so today will consist of The Walking Dead. Yeah well it doesn't turn me on to watch grown men in tight pants run up and down a field, crashing into eachother while trying to figure where the hell the pigskin is. I have been to a couple baseball and football games. I was on two softball teams myself, I was even a runner once. That was then and this is now. I have been told, I don't know how many times, you can't bring back the past. I didn't feel loved that much, so why
Dumb Bitch
how ever met a dumb bitch that make her self look like a whore because thats what she thinks a man wants  
Releasing Thoughts
There are those who say love is the most grandest of feelings, yet they do not take into consideration the pain and heartache love brings with it. Wanting someone so bad that you'd do anything, but knowing that person doesn't feel the same and you have to just sit back and wish them the very best. Asking what it is with yourself that all you ever have come your way is misery and loneliness. Thinking that people like yourself just are never truly destined to actualy have a pure and true love in their life in which they can just lean over and kiss when the urge comes along. Sitting around drinking on a bottle of tequila, wishing it could just somehow wash away all the pain that flows through whats left of the thing thaat was once a heart. Being so near to the one you would give your life for, but feeling as if they never even notice you are there, just is a heartache that nothing cn describe. To those who are able to hold onto the ones who mean the world to you, never let go and do not e
The Pain Of Love
The first time I saw you deep inside my heart I knew My heart was only made for you I believed you were my soul mate I thought you felt it too We had great times and made memories I'll never forget You showed me how wonderful love could honestly be You quickly made me see what I was meant to be living for Simply for your smile, your laugh, and your touch But most importantly for ours hearts to be combined as one And for us to show each other a whole new world of love Now you say its over and you need your space You must not see how this is killing me It's leaving my heart feeling like just an empty place I now feel cold and useless instead of warm and alive What use to be my happy life is now just a miserable race I can't stop the tears from overflowing down my face I know I am suppose to forget and try to move on I've cried so many tears now I have so many fears You took my heart and tore it apart I haven't yet learned how I am suppose to get along without you
My Heart Has Your Name On It
Its all good, it is just great, I have good intentions and  I am friends with Mr. Fate. I'll ask you to understand, as I slip and slide with you I have a warm soul and hand.   With the toothpick or boat, you always need to consider the cave or the warm coat. Sticky needed promise to cover, you are my only need to be your grand stand lover.   As I'm imaging you move, each muscle tenses the main muscle meets the groove. Heart pounding, simply racing it never slows to a steady beat I won't know joy, until its you I'm facing.   My heart has your name on it the sweetest I have read, I want you to know every single night before bed. my heart also has your name on it engraved with love n care, I will continue to lovingly think
A. M. T. H. (harvey Dent)
Tell me how can the worst day of you life not be the day you watched a tear fall down the face of the woman you love more than you can ever show? Though actions weigh more than words, feather like as you stand on that scale showing a ZERO. Dreamed of being that hero of the heart and soul but you're more Dent than Wayne, poisoned seed begin to grow. Now she regrets ever loving you, hugging you, kissing you, or even fantasizing about fucking you; just counting down the days until those last ounces of love finds its way out her door. Maybe it's better that during these dark distant days of weather where the sun never rises and the moon takes shelter, that the idea of staying in each others lives is tougher than the rubber that bounces you back in her arms until they close. Holding you tight standing on her toes you still look over her head towards the world around with its bright lights putting on a lustful show, letting go. Pushing you softly away off the bed, put on those clothes and tr
The Universe
Is the Universe a Computer Simulation?     Paul Joseph February 6, 2013 A recent scientific study undertaken by the University of Bonn in Germany suggests that the universe could be one giant computer simulation. Cosmic rays offer clue our universe could be a computer simulation – ‘The idea we live in a simulation isn&
Audition Faux-pa?
I have a meeting in the city tomorrow (50 minute drive there) followed by an audition. I have two week-old goat kids who need to be bottle fed every 2 to 3 hours. Is it totally nerdy to take them with me to the city? If I don't, they will go too long without milk. I guess my first stop will have to be a petsmart or something to buy them collars. This could be really interesting. On the down side; I'll have to feed them and might get milk, piss, and shit on me. I guess I'll take a couple changes of clothes. And some baby wipes... I just love those little frigging cute!
Love And Happiness
people look for love in many forms and many places...happiness most times will elude you til it runs you mad. my friends are my happiness and seeing their love for others and life and the things that make them happy are my happiness as well. life can make you question yourself and feel like you are unlovable. its a natural process, just dont let anyone or anything decide your happiness or true to yourself and love you, spend time serving others less fortunate and you will find love and happiness. xoxoxo
Men Blame Adam!!!
while sitting on a rock looking over the land in front of him, he lets out a sigh..."what is it Adam, why so bummed?" he hears from above... "Well " he says "you gave me all this (pointing around)which I am grateful for, but I have no one to share it with...and I guess i'm lonely" there was a moment of silience,and then hears...."hmmmm Adam,I see your point there and do understand, so I came up with some ideas" "I think I will create you a mate", the voice says... "to be beautiful, intelligent, gracious and loving"...Adam smiles... "Plus I think she will be great mother and a good cook" Adam smile widens..."She will keep the house spotless and make it into a home, and always be kind" And then the voice says"if we put our heads together we could come with some other options too" Adam is excited and jumping for joy, when he stops and whats this gotta cost me he asked the voice?....the voice answers back...not much,just an arm and a leg....Adam stands there with a puzzling look,s
This Desire For You
This desire for you, it's exasperating, it takes my breath and my time and my mind away, away to a place where one day we would be more than just a dream
Lychan.... Werewolves ... by day one way .. by night another ... Creatures of immense lust and brutality ... Large brutes... Cunning Apex predators ..Hunting the living ... Traveling in packs .. Usually dominated by the largest in the group.. The strongest.. among them the alpha male ... By day Cold blooded sociopaths all marked with wolves eyes.. By night .. rampaging killing machines, serving only the hunt, and the pleasure of the kill... At night they tower over 9 feet tall and can weigh upwards of 600lbs .. By day they freely walk the streets of the ruined city.. and occasionally fall prey to the cities other terrors..  Ren one such creature waits by the harbor.. a package has been promised to be delivered .. the package is to be unharmed.. the deliverers will either become lychan themselves or food for the hunt.. Growling low under his breath.. He just hopes they want to play.. Walking on 2 legs,  a skill only the stronger and larger lychan have . he waits in the silence of the n
Rejection Lines
Top 10 Female Rejection Lines   1. I think of you as my brother. Translation: You give me the creeps 2. There's a slight difference in our ages. Translation: I may as well be dating my dad. 3. I'm not attracted to you in "that" way. Translation: I don't want to be seen in public with you. 4. My life is too complicated right now. Translation: I'm busy seeing other guys. Who are you again? 5. I've got a boyfriend. Translation: I'd rather be with my male cat and a half gallon of Ben & Jerry's 6. I don't date men where I work. Translation: I wouldn't date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building. 7. It's not you, it's me. Translation: It's you. 8. I'm concentrating on my career. Translation: Even something as boring and unfulfilled as my job is better than dating you. 9. I'm saved so my heart belongs to God. Translation: I've sworn off all men like you. 10. Let's be friends. Translation: I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating det
Just To Some Extent
I am not really a church going gal, but everytime before I leave the house I pray I will make it back. I know there is every possibility, I could get hurt by someone or something. I have been in a car accident, I was told my chances are higher to be in another. I have been raped, I do not look forward to that ever happening again. I hope to some extent, my legs will carry me to my destination. This is not me feeling sorry for myself. This is me knowing what can seem possible and what I know is not. I'm not as good as I once was, but I'm better than I'll ever be. Never fully thought that would describe me, but it does. At some time that phrase, Damned if you do damned if you don't came into play. I want to keep good thoughts that someday I will be able to fly. It just seems easier. I shall try an return. Keep your chin up and don't forget to smile. That makes my day more bright and it warms my night. Having a pocket full of friends means more than a pocket full of gold anyday!!  Made
The Fairest Of All
THE FAIREST OF ALL   When I look upon your gorgeous beauty, from head to feet It takes my breath away, and makes my heart skip a beat  You are so stunning, and beautiful, my Queen of the night The fairest of all the maidens, in the land, in my sight.       By Randy Johnson
Okc Thunder
So tonight the OKC Thunder played the Suns in OKC. The game started off not too bad with the First coming to an end at OKC 33 and Phoenix 27. Once the second started. Things started to go back and fourth for some time till about the last 3 minutes. Where OKC was able to go into the half at 55 and the Suns at 50. Once the 3rd quarter started OKC came out with a force putting up 36 to the Suns 20. By the close of the 3rd the score was sitting at 91 to 70. The fourth quarter didn't turn out any better for the Sun, being able to score 26. As time ran down the Thunder pulled away with a 31 point lead, and finishing off the game with a total of 127 points to the Suns 96. Once everything was said and done the Thunder shot 57.5% from the field, 66.7 from behind the arch, and 72.2 at the line tonight. It was a dominate win for BIG BLUE. With Kevin Durant leading with 21 points and Sefolosha racking up a season high 18.
In My Next Life I Want To Live My Life Backwards..
♥~In my next life I want to live my life backwards.. You start out dead and get that out of the way.. Then you wake up in an old people's home feeling better every day.. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day.. You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school.. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born.. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!!.. :D) ♥
Words Unspoken
When the first day in the Spring that will be over 60 starts there is a mesmerizing sunrise and one is bathed in a warmth thought touches them to thier very soul, this is the way that I feel each time I see you. Enchanted by the mere sight of you approaching, my heart quickens as my senses reel. I can feel a thousand symphonies welling in my chest, melodious character of your invent searching for escape; yet I am unable to open my mouth to loose any of what I wish to say. Your features intoxicate me bwyond my controll and I bask within the glow of your beauty in an awestruck state. As beautiful as you are, it is your heart that truly draws me to you.Your respect and charm that could disarm the cruelest of intent, that slighty niavete and innocence that makes me feel so strong , yet so weak at the time. Even this seems so trivial next to the exhileration and excitement that come from knowing that it is me that have chosen to spend this time. Each minute a blessed treasure that shall be
I fear not. The Demon Damsels. Nor the Lords that they adore. I hear not. Their Dirge of Darkness. I see not. Their shadows crawl. Comedy. I fear most. Common Monsters. Those creatures. That hide. They hide in the light.
Where Happiness is Not Happiness is not found with other people. It’s a natural instinct to think that if your parents were better, if your husband or wife were nicer, if your kids behaved, if your bosses were more understanding— then, eureka! You’d finally have happiness! But the truth is that no one can bring you happiness. This is a destructive illusion because we are putting the fate of our own happiness in someone else’s hands instead of going after it ourselves.Some people assume happiness is found in materialism. You just know you would be happy if you had a bigger house, a nicer car, a better television or more money. Maybe if you were famous you would be happy— people would recognize you and you would be admired. Happiness is a state of being. The only way to be in that state, is to find the ability to do so inside of yourself. If this were the case, though, then why are so many wealthy celebrities miserable? Why do they get married and di
For Valentines Only N Great Cause
I will make Nsf  salute  for     5  1 credit  bling      Val Day bling only          or let u view  Special Ks  album  any bling  pack  
Video Dedication To My Friend Syn For His 6 Yr Fu-anniversary
If You Only Knew
When I think about you, and everything I hope one day we share and have done and really want to do. I touch my cheek with the back of my hand, just enough to deeply understand.   I trace my soft lips, and I reach for rythym by lifting my hips. I imagine you on top, or me until we reach a climatic, earth shattering stop.   We lay there exhausted, but not too tired to say, I have always cared, but I need you more than ever today. I will die before my love ever ends, I am here for you and you are there for me we are forever caring and loving friends.   If you had a clue, If you only knew that its only you. We will be together soon, we will join and love our tune. If you only knew, I want everyone to know, our love is feeling great, if you only knew. 
SUBMISSIVE A Master knows when He has found a treasure. He knows by the way she reacts to His look, His touch His voice. She longs for Him. She waits till He honors her with His presence. The time that she may see Him again may seem endless, but it doesnt prevent her body from tingling with desire, anticipation, and even fear. When she sees Him, she feels the blood coursing through her veins, causing her heart to beat so wildly that it feels like it could explode. Every fiber in her being is awakened, and when He speaks, her world stops spinning...for just a moment, and she closes her eyes to gain her composure. When He takes her wrists to bind them in ropes, she doesn't hesitate to make it easier for Him to do so. As He stands behind her, taking whatever tool He decides in hand, she lets Him know that she has complete trust in Him, and without words, her breaths, her sighs, her purrs, moans and even her silence are enough. When He tells her to feel the twitching between her legs,
Standard Stalking Disclosure
Okay I wrote this a while ago but I love it and it's perfect for Fu You know those times in your life when a relationship, either romantic or otherwise ends, and you start hearing back that you are stalking the other person.  Not wanting to call anyone full of it, I have come up with the following standard stalking disclosure.     Hello, I am your new age stalker you haven't seen me for a while?  Am I still stalking you?  Yes, lack of sight merely means that I am a good stalker and stealthy you haven't heard from me in a while?  Again, lack of aural clues does not mean that I am not stalking you, do you have a facebook page or friends?  I am then stalking you thru your page and friends you saw me at a party or out in public and I didn't appear to acknowledge or know you were there.  Again stalking is an art and it doesn't pay to be over obvious. In summary, just because I have the attention span of a gnat, can't remember your name or otherwise appear to not follow
Bits And Pieces Of A Great Book
If you don't go out into the woods, nothing will ever happen and your life will never begin.  - playing it safe only gets the results you've already proven, if you want a change take a chance. General Wolf Rules for Life Eat Rest Rove in between Render Loyalty Love the children Cavil in moonlight Tune your ears Attend to the bones Make love Howl often Above is from Women who run with the wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes And just because I also wanted to ad this unknown author quote... It's your actions that count- not your intentions. You may have a heart of gold, but so does a hard-boiled egg! Now for my two bits on this and other things: So next time you find yourself saying but I didn't mean to..... stop apologize and move on, your actions may have placed you in the wrong that your intentions never foresaw. For all those who say I "think too much" stuff it.  I've made far less mistakes using my brain then I have using my heart.  Here's to a mindful future w
The World Of Indian,majik
How do you make people believe and see that there is still magic in the world?  I would remind people that if they do not believe in magic, in miracles and in the energy of the Earth and things beyond stone and flesh, then they should look inside and see what has been stolen from them. I'm not talking about rabbits from hats or about mechanical wizardry when I say magic.  I mean the true magic that is all around us. We were not meant to have all the answers to everything. If we had all the answers to everything we would not need to live our lives. Where we cannot find answer we have to look further. That makes us grow (as we are) searching for answers. Some of the answers we find are miracles, or magic. If you do not believe that there is a magic that is something more then someone has stolen something from you. Maybe you were made of feel ridiculed for believing? It is very common for those who don't understand or are afraid of magical things to make those who believe in them to fee
[refractory Sloth]
Funk.And not the George Clinton kind.Shortly after my last update my Dad's mother passed away.I'll stop you at the "so sorry".We didn't get along.She was 91.In the meantime I've been playing a lot of Magic, some of my ideas are bombastic and hilarious, others get trounced by 15 year olds recreating the same collection of cards they saw on the internet from a tournament winneroverand overand overand overso it get's a little annoying when some pimply moron beats you with someone else's idea.But it does give me something to do with my brother.No real kitchen innovations, I do have a color scheme for my next project, I have started construction, don't have the paint yet. No real progress on any writing.Friend of mine had a crisis, it kinda nudged me further toward getting the hell out of did the huge amount of money I'm getting back from the Tax man.Expungment paid for... surplus of cash.Even with buying $30 worth of cards a month.I can't -really- do worse with any job right now,
If You
If you like me then tell me you like me If you like me then tell me how much you want me If you like me then show me you like me  If you miss me tell me babe I miss you  If you care about me just tell me that you do It's really simple just tell me   
My Darling Dear, I Love You.
I love the way you make me feellike I can tell you anythingI love the way you make me smilelike all my joy is yours to bringI love the way you look at melike all the world makes perfect senseI love the way that you kiss mefor every one is so intenseI love the way that you love meyou have my heart it's true it's trueI love the way that I can darling dear, I Love You.
Hello Everyone
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Name This Song And Who Sings It.
Hey, hey... Hoo-ooh...ooh-hoo... I can't live without you Baby, you're the one I just want you to know Every night and day, I think about you... Stay forever mine 'Cause I can't let you go Ever since I met you My life's never been the same My heart skips a beat I can't stay on my feet My head is spinning around And 'round and 'round I can't live without you Baby, you're the one I just want you to knowhttp://youtu.beLltZ6lcuFaw
Just Waiting For Something
I could go and assure you that everything is okay with me and I wish it was. I am going to the Dr.'s on Thursday. Going for examination of my head, I'm thinking there might be a follow up. The headaches get bad. Apparently because I am not sensitive to the light, its not migraines. Feels kinda like I think it would if someone was driving a railroad spike into my head. Loud yelling really hurts me too. I guess I will findout. There is plenty that is coming to light. I am really wondering why certain people find it so damn entertaining to down others. I am pretty sure that not a one of you are an all powerful person. You haven't got the power to send anyone to hell or even bring them back to life. Here is just a small amount of info, you have got the mind capable of horrific pain.  It starts out when you treat others like their trash. NO ONE IS TRASH!! We were put down here to live in harmony and peace!!  I have more than enough reason to start that lounge to help people. I have the mo
Words Of Inspiration
Don't look back on your past and have regret , Look at you future and know you can do better next time !
Love Can
Love can heal a wounded soul. We all have scars from our past. Scars on wrists and throats can be healed with time but there are some scars which are much deeper than those on the body. They are the scars on our hearts, minds and on our souls which take a long time to heal. Embrace people who love you because love has an amazing power to heal and bring radiance in our life..
 I often forget that most of you guys do not see me as "just one of the guys". In my life I AM just one of the guys. I train with guys. I grew up with brothers. I hunt, fish, camp and get dirty just like the guys do. I ride quads and drive my truck through the mudd. I get in the ring and throw punches with full grown men. So I hardly ever see myself as this woman you all find so attractive. I honestly think I am just one of the guys. So I forget how to talk to most of for instance..I forget I should not say Hey I need to jump in the shower and get busy...because I am not thinking that you are gonna take that to a sexual thought. It is frustrating to me that I can not have a normal conversation with most of you. To be honest..I do not see any of you in a sexual way. I see you as my buddies. I have tried to be flirtatiuos but it simple doesn't change the way I think of you. Maybe because my heart is closed off and I simple wont ever open it like that. So don't be surprised if I
Your True Self
The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for who they really are. Not the plastic,” I want to impress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside? I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear? While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals.Much heartache and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself trusting only what was presented to me instead of searching deeper for what lies beneath in one's "true" self. All of those hea
Nasty Thoughts
We had both been working so hard and been so busy all week. You were wonderful enough to suggest a romantic evening out. We decided on a fancy restaurant (any excuse for me to wear a slinky dress and a garter belt). I decide that I'm gonna wear a slinky little red dress, and nothing but the garter belt and stockings underneath.You decide to take me to a quaint little Italian restaurant, and just before we are seated, I say, 'Honey guess what I'm not wearing.' I see you blush when you realize I'm pretty much naked underneath my dress. You sit next to me, and I let my hand slide down to your lap after the waitress takes our drink order....I unzip your trousers, and I slowly easy your semi-hard cock out. I finger the head of your cock with my thumb, and you start to nuzzle on my ear. Mmm, your tongue is so soft and you start trailing my ear lobe with it. I feel your breathing coming more and more unsteady, as I stroke you faster and faster....I love how your cock reacts when I
Dj Phantasm
I'm so excited to announce this it deserves a blog. I've been a DJ since I was 15 years old. Got my first gig in a strip club that lasted 2 years. Then it moved into private parties. Honestly, I missed DJing and finally decided to get back to doing it. I plan to spin alot of dirty dubstep, drum and bass, hip hop, and occasionally remixes of top 40 shit. if everything works the way i have it planned I'm going to have one big party in one of the lounges here....hopefully. I don't really plan to tour or anything like that unless I have too. I'm doing this because i love djing and mixing. Also to make the fu-ladies get up and shake that ass. Listen....I am still dropping my hip hop projects this year with no question. I dont know if im going to be an rapper after this year depending on the success of the projects i release. i will not stop making music thats for sure. I plan by summer to have everything ready to go. In the meantime keep coming by and/or watch my status updates. Peace 
Don't Wait Until It's Too Late
Don't wait until it's too lateto tell someone how much you love,how much you care. Because when they're gone,no matter how loud you shout and cry,they won't hear you anymore
You Are My Only Valentine for Valentine ; you are my only Valentine for I will Always be for Love at its most for Everlasting love ; Ecstatic for Never-ending for we will Always be Together for you being Intelligent and Innocent; 4 Natures naughty way of saying I luv you for Eternity our love is so ever lasting .
Fading Bloom
You say I am beautiful, then pull me from my roots You say I should be worshipped, then confine me in dark space You say I brighten your day, then leave me without light You say I will be loved, then set me aside to die You say I am worthy, then shorten my life The red I once bloomed, you now toss away To the depths of the soil, I once was displayed  
My Valentines Day Prayer For The Moms And Dads Of Pretty Lil Angels...
"We need to teach our daughters to distinguish between a man who flatters her - and a man who compliments her. A man who spends money on her - and a man who invests in her. A man who views her as property - and a man who views her properly. A man who lusts after her - and a man who loves her. A man who believes he is God's gift to women - and a man who remembers a woman was God's gift to man...And then teach our boys to be that kind of a man."
Ragdolls Poor Girl Coffee Creamers
  I Love cutting corners everywhere I can... This is one poor girls take on the coffee creamers you can make easy at home, and save tons of money versus what you pay in the store. This quick and easy recipe will make One Quart Creamer I buy Half N Half to start..Now Half N Half Is just that..Half Milk and Half Heavy Cream.  If you already have heavy cream (like around the holidays) Then go ahead and mix with any percentage of milk you have on hand. . The percentage ratio is up to you..I use 50/50 ratio because i like a creamy taste.  *Also Keep in mind you may use evap milk mixed with 50 percent water to replace and make the milk.*     **You may mix Powdered Creamer with equal parts water to also make a Liquid Creamer and add your personal flavors. Most Powdered creamers have sugars in them also so keep that in mind.**     Vanilla Extract 2 Tbsp or I use imitation Vanilla because its 1 bottles for a dollar  I Use 4Tbsp but you may use more or less to taste   Now the S
Valentines Day
The Rules Of Bedroom Golf
Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. Play on course must be approved by the owner of the hole. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. Object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the owner is satisfied play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play again. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival. Experienced players will normally take time to admire the entire course, paying special attention to well formed mounds and bunkers. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currently playing to the owner of the course being pl
Its Been Awhile...
Hey what's up everyone?? Happy V-Day to all the Fubar peeps out there!!  Today's ranting is about the struggles of life or maybe certain struggles in life...maybe demons that we all have that make life miserable for us.  I have a couple skeletons in my closet maybe a demon or two in there as well.  I think at one point or another in our life that we do struggle with our demons and its the matter of how to conquer them to feel better about ourselves.  Sometimes i feel like I lead two different lives.  One would be who I am now quiet patient understanding with some twists.  The the other life is more complicated or not as complicated but it could be in the long run only if you knew what i was talking about is the whole thing but I wont go into specific details on what im talking about.  The problem is having the two combined as one and not struggle to live two separate lives.  it gets a little tiring.  I think maybe thats what is draining me out is this.  Im so different in m
My Light
The darkness fell down on me with such speed, sucking the life right out of my day World crashing in, don’t know where to begin, all I see is it spiraling to an end What’s supposed to be has become wrong, it is all out of control, it has taken its toll The light has been extinguished. How can things be put back on track, we cannot go back The night has won the fight, things will never be right I think it is here to stay, doesn’t plan to go away The light has been strangled My light will never again shine
What I've Noticed
I stopped playing the Fubar game a while back.  Too much drama.  Then I thought..why not learn the Fu Mafia side and at least I'd have the joy of fake killing some of the idiots from the Fubar side.  :)    However, I found Mafia to be just as much, if not more drama.  It's amazing how full grown adults act some times.  Makes you think of how they are in real life.  Are they seriously this whiny?  This much of a stalker?  This much of a billy bad ass, or are they sitting in mommy's basement surrounded by Star Trek Toys.     Fubar Side Mafia Side --------------------------------------------------------- Men are pigs (not all)  Men are pigs (not all)  Women are pigs (not all)          Women are pigs (not all)  Begging for bling Begging for e-boosts People think they are bad-ass         Cyber Gangsta's Stalking is rampant         Holy shit get a life Attitudes - all about me         I am the mother fkin king - bow bitch Rated a 1 - boo fkn whooo         Hitlisted - oh no I fake d
I Walk The Roads
I walk the roads I choose.. the choice is mine to read the signs.. to learn come win or lose.. some paths have led me to dispare.. cross bridges I have burned.. but scattered in the ashes there.. were lessons to b learned.. some paths have led to mountain tops.. pressed soft against the sky.. im magic and in mystery.. and times that get me high.. so much to share when it is you I meet.. and walk along awhile.. to share the things they need to know.. or just to share a smile.. I cannot walk a road behind.. nor will I walk ahead.. I walk beside and share with pride.. or walk alone instead.. our paths they crossed when times were tough.. we shared the things we could.. gave strength when strength was needed.. and laughed when times were good.. I am so glad we've had this time.. for clearer now I see.. I am a student of this world.. u shared so much with me.. and when that day in learning comes.. our paths the lead apart.. thank u for the times we shared.. and smile with all my heart...My
Who Needs Friends?
Take back the words that I've seen you bend. Lay down the path of perfection that you mend. Not everyone can see you're not just broken.       All This time is wasting life away. Uncontrollable, these feelings that I carry with me. Every single day of my life, but I'm still living. Getting everything I feel that is coming to me. Standing tall even though this pain is running through me,                     And it's hard, but You have to learn how to keep your head above the water. Know when to slay or slaughter. What about tomorrow? You need to think about today and start solving some problems. Everyone has things they need to deal with. You can either open your hands or start clinching your fists. No matter which way it goes, you will never know,    the things you wished you had known before. Sanity has nothing left to breath, all life is taken from me. So I try to piece the puzzle back together again...                 Who needs friends? I am not ashamed of the l
The History Of Lupercalia
The History of Lupercalia Lupercalia was a festival held for over a 1000 years in Ancient Rome each February 15th, the Ides of February. It honoured the gods Faunus ("Pan" to the Greeks) and Lupercus, and to honour Romulus. Though it began as a religious rite devoted to agriculture, over time it evolved into a festival of merriment and kinky sexual horseplay. At heart, Lupercalia was dedicated to purging all afflictions and ills before the spring growing season. By the ancient calendars winter had ended by the Ides of February, the time of Lupercalia, and spring, a season of new beginnings, had arrived. Lupercalia prayers originally asked for abundant crops and many healthy new born animals, and that wolves leave the herds alone. But practical Romans saw no reason to stop at praying for their plants and animals, and sought divine help to assure their own good fortune, health, and fertility. Lupercalia’s stress on fertility made it very significant for females. Infertility was t
Cramps/jealous Haters
ugh what a Friday I had, It's I hate men week... been in pain too stupid cramps. I thought I was going to admit myself into the hospital cause it was so bad, but thankfully it has stopped or at least the pain went down. I had an interview yesterday, it went pretty well. I had to call work to say I ain't coming in because I was in so much pain and very dizzy. They told me to just go home, I was just about on my way there, so I tried to sleep when I got home, I couldn't, I fell asleep about 5pm till about 730pm. Today me and my boyfriend are going shopping and to activate his new iphone 4 :) that I bought for him. I love it when jealous haters hate on me, they are nothing but insecure and jealous, it's pretty ironic for one jealous hater tho, she bashes me for being fat, and calls my friends down for their weight, but the jealous hater is fu-engaged to a chick who is fat! hypocrite much? Its also hilarious because probably no real guy would want that thing LOL I always knew she was a
A Moral Story
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. The wife was upset to say the least.“You are a disrespectful pig!” she cried. “How dare you do this to me! A faithful wife, the mother of your children! I’m leaving you. I want a divorce!”The husband replied, “Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.” “Fine, go ahead,” she sobbed, “but they’ll be the last words you’ll say to me!”The husband began “Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn’t eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn&
Htc Lumia 920 - Best In Cost, Function, Design
Nokia Lumia 920 is a Smartphone and like other high-end cell cellular mobile phones, it also has some extra-ordinary features but being an ultra-modern device is just one of the reasons behind its popularity. The Finnish producer obtained 3 million booking prior to the release of its significant Lumia cellular mobile cellphone and this huge popularity shows that there is more about this simple looking cellular mobile cellphone than satisfies the vision. The best part of this much discussed mobile cellphone is that it gives more comfortable hand feel than its forerunner and any other cellular mobile cellphone in the market. Where other devices look best, it seems best. It can be seen on the web and also on significant cellular stores. Htc is active completing the looking forward to 3 million buys and for this reason you might need to wait for the top selling black tinted edition. New Htc Lumia comes in black, off white-colored, red, yellowish and white-colored colors. The colors are s
N. N. I. G. (mingle)
Love means one soul on your mind but I'll be lying if i said the thought of others dont float around from time to time. Not saying that im eyeing but im surely not blind so its not a crime to smile when a beauty walks by. If she's offering a good time best believe I'll let it go by but if situations was different i would obviously try. Not the sins of a guy, reality for your sight. Honesty in a fight to steer from wrong for the right. But labeled as deceitful before even taking mights. So be careful what you wish for you may be stewing up a life. Of you being left because of your need to feel right in the intentions of the body being greedy before the mind. It's give this all a chance for it to die. Let it rest. At your best maybe you should address the single life. Its alright...
Just Keepin' It Real Quotes N Sayings
It was a love that made us a silly fool!!~~Ask your partner why they love you? If they only name things you do, you have a problem. They should love you for who you are, not what you do for them.~~It's difficult to wait for someone, it's difficult to forget someone but the most difficult is to decide whether to wait for someone or forget someone~~You know what hurts so much? It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but makes you feel like you're a nobody today.~~When the one you deeply love hurts you, it forever changes the way you deal with anyone that attempts to get close to you.~~Be a woman of substance. Be a real woman. It is difficult to break down a real woman because she will learn from her mistakes, gather her strength from her struggle and overcome the obstacles courageously...~~Look for a lady who has her mind set and plans made. There is nothing sexier than a woman with ambition.~~Life has knocked me down a few times. It showed me things I never wanted to see. I e
Lt Quiz
Question 1. Name the 5 items that make up the arsenal for a level 750. (The Ultimate Weapons) Hint: 2 guns, 2 armors, 1 vehicle. Question 2. What are the 2 ways to recruit a merc and in what way does a merc benefit it's host? Question 3. What is the formula for determining your hitlist price? Question 4. What is the eTurf and how does an eRefill work? Question 5. What is the advantage to buying property in lots of ten? Question 6. Explain how you can get kills without scrubs by doing a prod war. Question 7. What does it mean to "rent" equipment and why might this be helpful? Question 8. What is a racket and why are they important? Question 9. You have 30,000 unused skill points after a stat reset. How would you distribute the points to your player? Question 10. Briefly describe the features of each tab as if explaining to a new recruit. A. Home B. Missions C. Buy/Sell D. Favors E. Bank F. Attack G. Hitlist H. Hospital I. Turfs J. My Mobster K. Ranks L.
The Big Dump
FORM LETTER FOR DUMPING A MAN Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not someth
Life is really an uphill task. There will be many people who will cheat you, show you down and try to break you down or even make you feel miserable. But don’t let any inferiority complex creep into your mind. Just remember you are the most awesome and unique masterpiece created by god and for those who have hurt you there is a five letter word…KARMA…Their bad deeds will be taken care of because there is a golden rule what goes up come down and hits the ground…
Cambiamos ( We Change)
                               "Sólo al borde del Precipicio el ser humano cambia y Evoluciona"                             (Only at the precipice man changes and evolves)
Suicide Note
You tell me this How do you tell your FAM that you addicted to drugsAnd that your love ain't nothing to spark with to a dub And even though it's just weed it got me spending up GD's Buying up keys and smoking my weed amongst thievesI rather jack off then fuck bitches I'll make it crack off I hit switchesUse to get crack off quick Do the snitchesI use to bang up the block The homie cooked up the rock While I use to look up the block For the po po'sI know my do knows And my don't knows Moved out the VA to do DJ shows And lost a couple of homies (fuck) SEAN MY BRO he'S still with meHe a OG 29th street a real gd That nigga know me You know E it goes deep kelly aka mean kitty resting in peace Spent years trying to fight the tears And I got new problems resting in meStill crying over dads  memories Still wish that i was 16 teen in the d and had the true me come out wit a fake ass cock block fake ass gd So here's my suicide note (come on)Take care of my famCuz I ain't coming back for yearsHer
Irs & Grandpa
IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney.The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, which you explain by saying that you win money gambling.I'm not sure the IRS finds ...that believable.'I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' saysGrandpa. 'How ...about a demonstration?'The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.'Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.'The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.'Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it.The auditor's jaw drops.Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.'Now the auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet.Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye.The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Grandpa's attorney as a witness. He starts to get
A Dog Named "sex"
Everyone who has a dog calls him "Rover" or "Boy". I call mine "Sex". He is a great pal, but he has caused me a great deal of embarrassment. When I went to the city hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said "I'd like one too!" Then I said "But this is a dog." He said he wouldnt care what she looked like.Then I said " You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He winked and told me I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took my dog with me. I told the motel clerk I wanted a room for my wife and me and a special room for Sex. He said, "You dont need a special room. As long as you pay your bill, we dont care what you do." I said, "Look, Sex keeps me awake all night." The clerk said, "Funny, I have the same problem." One day, I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competiton began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was standing there, looking disa
Google Chrome Media Player Install
Download the plugin from: and follow the instructions on how to save the file.   To Install the plugin goto menu -> tools -> extentions and drag and drop the plugin into the window.  
Peter Pan
- Peter Pan, tus Aventuras terminaron - ohh no, vivir, vivir será una grandiosa Aventura El Fin (Peter your Adventures endedohhh no, live, live will be a great Adventure) The End
What My Sign Means
Signs of the Zodiac By Athena Starwoman   Gemini  Your element: Air Your ruling planets: Mercury Symbol: The Twins Your stone: Aquamarine Life Pursuit: To explore a little bit of everything.Vibration: Intense mental energyGemini's Secret Desire: To be ahead of the crowd  Description: In ancient Greek mythology, Gemini's ruler - Mercury, was the light-footed messenger of the gods who darted back and forth across the heavens delivering news - which might explain why those born under the sign of the 'Twins' are always on the move; thirsty for knowledge and new experiences. Terminally curious and sometimes even mischievous, Geminis are multi-faceted souls who enjoy knowing a little bit of everything but generally not too much about one particular subject. It's just that variety is the spice of their lives!  In Astrology, Geminis have also gained the reputation of being the incessant talkers of the zodiac. Those Twins that don't have the 'gift of the gab' are usually tale
We Need Leadership
In the wake of Benghazi & Algeria, and Al Queda's expansion in the entire region: and threats from North Korea and Iran nukes, attacks on Fort Hood and elsewhere, what has been done? Obama's answer is to call Fort Hood "workplace violence", blame our dead ambassidor on youtube, he says Al queda is on its heels, and we will no longer sell Iran and North Korea Snickers bars and Ipods. The fast and furious scandal, sending our best weapons to Egypt, and idle indifference as Islamic extremists helped themselves to Kaddafi's arsenal, and the unaccounting of thousands of stinger antiaircraft missiles have all happened under Obama's watch. It also underscores a couple of profound things about his administration. Not the least of which is his hypocracy when it comes to American ownership of guns. On the world stage, it shows the incompetency of Obama, Clinton, and the Administration. Now if you don't know the history of those issues, do educate yourself on them because they all affect y
All About Me
I guess since I've been on here I should write more about myself for anyone that cares to get to know me more off of fu.Anyway I am a first time Mom and i love being a mother to me it is the best fucking feeling in the world.My daughter will always come first before anyone and anything else.I get alot of impaitent aholes on here that get mad when I don't answer my SB right away well sorry aholes but if I don't answer asap means I'm busy taking care of my daughter like I said she comes first so get the fk over it and learn how to be paitent.ALso I just started college last month and its super stressfril since I haven't been in school for ten years.....So it's alot to take in...Goin back to school to provide a better life for my Averiana..and i will be in school for next 8 years...So sorry guys but I am not looking to be with anyone for a long time my daughter comes first and then my education.Going to school to be a Vet so yea I'm pre med bitches :).... Yea I'm smart like that.... I'm
Plz Rate Muh Pix In This Contest Thanks To All Muh Friends Who Have Helped Me
Dj Schedule For Club Fire And Ice
ALL TIMES EST...Times on left side indicate time Shift begins , for example if someone wanted to DJ from 1 pm to 3 pm their names would be in the boxes for 1 pm and 2pm as they would be done at 3pm   Please choose days and times you wish to DJ and let DX or Gotti or Shorty know.       Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday 12am               1am               2am               3am               4am               5am               6am               7am               8am               9am               10am               11am            MzGotti   12pm            MzGotti  Dirty 1pm            MzGotti  Dirty 2pm              Dirty 3pm  Mayhem    Mayhem        MzGotti 4pm  Mayhem    Mayhem
Joke Time
There was this lady and she really wanted to have sex, but she was to scared to ask her husband so she went to a jipsy and told her her problem. The jipsy rummaged around in a chest and pulled out a pickle jar with a penis in it, and said "All you have to do is open the jar and say 'Pickle penis my vigina' and it will start having sex with you". So later she tries out the pickle penis and it works great. That is until her husband walks in and he shouts "WHAT THE HELL IS THAT" and the woman says "It's a pickled penis" Unfortunately her husband replied "PICKLE PENIS MY ASS"
My Theory Is About Moments
My theory is about moments, moments of impact. My theory is that these moments of impact, these flashes of high intensity that completely turn our lives upside down actually end up defining who we are. The thing is, each one of us is the sum total of every moment that we’ve ever experienced, with all the people we’ve ever known, and it’s these moments that become our history. Like our own personal greatest hits of memories that play and replay in our minds over and over again. A moment of impact. A moment of impact whose potential for change has ripple effects far beyond what we can predict. Sending some particles crashing together, making them closer than before. While sending others, spinning off into great ventures, landing where you never thought you’d find them. You see, that’s the thing about moments like these, you can’t, no matter how hard you try, control how they’re going to affect you. You’ve just got to let the colliding parti
A Proud Moment
Spent a wonderful hour and 1/2 talking with my niece that I raised for most of her life (now 24 yrs old and 7 months pregnant). We weren't always so close. She was always MY girl (most of her life was spent with me) daughter but not my daughter biologically. Poor child had horrible times with parents being dysfunctional (luckily) at different times. Then moving to Florida with her Nana and Aunt Kelly. Smooth times and some trying times for ALL of us. So many mother figures that child had (grandmother, aunt, mother, father's girlfriend) had to be confusing for her. I admit, I was harsh at times. She went wild. I had to be harsh (not abusive) I only wanted her to better herself and be a good person. I saw a wonderful little girl turning into a hateful person...calling her own Nana a BITCH. I was devastated! My mother is a saint not a bitch. At one point she went back to her mother. A while later, she saw what Nana and Aunt Kelly did...and knew it was for her own
The First To Profane.
If you were to hide the most whole piece of a broken vessel in a secret, and lightless place, left it forgotten and buriedfearful of the harm it could bring to the sun, and those who walked beneath it's warm and benevolent protection...Left it to seethe and fester beneath the footfalls of happy people, and sprouting, tender crops.Under the ceremony of springs, bindings, couplings, and plump, birthing bellies.Deaf to the laughter of children, blind to the love of mothers, and ignorant to the pride of fathers.What deprived profanity would unearth itself from that soft prison?Does it seek the remnants of the vessel, or has it grown to a new, and more terrible whole?What wrong emerges, unwatched, unprovoked, and unchecked?
When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing - then we truly live life. - Greg Anderson When I hear somebody sigh, “Life is hard,” I am always tempted to ask, “Compared to what? - Sydney Harris The only thing that stands between a man and what he wants from life is often merely the will to try it and the faith to believe that it is possible. - Richard M. DeVos If you live for love you spread kindness and compassion everywhere you go. When you stop believing in your heart you are but a sterile vessel wandering in the wilderness. - Francis Hegmeyer Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life. - Thich Nhat Hanh
Solar Panels On Our Poles.
Solar Panels on our poles. PSE&G is investing $515 million dollars as a result of a government mandate that says 23 % of their electricity must be generated from renewable sources by 2021. They are mounting 200,000 individual panels. One panel will provide enough energy in 1 year to light 4 – 60 watt bulbs 24/7 for 6 weeks. Fucking WOW. Really?   That’s $2575 each. That’s 0.0002 Kw/hours. Assuming a 10 year life span, that works out to a cost per Kw of $1073. Who was the dim bulb that thought this was a good idea? And guess who is going to pay for it. If the 200,000 solar panels were all in one place it would cover 170 acres and provide enough power for 6500 homes. Hmmmm so PSE&G is telling us that it take 1937674 square feet of solar cells to power 1 home. That’s 440 X 440 feet. So how will all these cells mounted on homes help you? Unless you have a big house it’s not going to. It might reduce your electric bill by a few percent. Don’t get me
The Dance Of Submission Part 4
Driving Home that morning all I could think about is the night I just spent with Angelica. As I walked into my apartment and looked around, I realised just how empty my home feels. To have someone here with me wouldnt be a bad thing would it? Ive bounced from one bad relationship to another. Ive played the womanizer for a spell also. But this one, Angelica, She makes me want more. I crave more. The spark in her, the way she has captivated me. Im smitten by her, Yet so scared of everything she holds. Something in those eyes of hers, theres secrets that lie there. Deep inside her core, she has something she is holding back. Im woke by the sound of my cell phone going off. Its a text message from Angelica. "James I would just like to thank you for last night. I had the greatest time with you and I look forward to doing it again soon."That one night at Luc's is where it all began. We started seeing each other as much as we could. I could not get enough of her as she could not get enough of
My New Friend
A monkey is sitting in a tree, smoking a joint, when a lizard walks past. The lizard looks up and says to the monkey “Hey! what are you doing?” The monkey says “Smoking a joint, come up and join me, my cold-blooded friend.”So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they have another joint. After a while the lizard says his mouth is ‘dry’, and that he’s going to get a drink from the river.At the riverbank, the lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls in. A Crocodile sees this and swims over to the stoned lizard, helping him to the side.He then asks the lizard, “What’s the matter with you?!” The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting in the tree, smoking a joint with his new monkey friend. He then explained how his mouth got dry, and that he was so wasted that, when he went to get a drink from the river, he fell in!The inquisitive crocodile says he has to check this out. He walks into t
Saying Good Bye...
To all of my friends here on fubar, and all I met along the way,   I didn't really want to write a goodbye letter. It is said that old soldiers do not die, but just fade away; I wanted to simply fade away here without causing too much of a stir. However, there are too many people here that deserve an explanation for why I am leaving.   Originally, I came on fubar to meet fun, interesting people and to hopefully meet a woman I could honestly get excited about. I met some amazing people here and I feel blessed beyond belief in the realization that there are so many awesome individuals throughout the world. But, I failed in my original goal. I am still as single as I was six months ago, and even though some wonderful women have approached me, I cannot have a virtual romance. A Skype conversation will never replace a real conversation, an emoticon kiss can never come close to the true thing when needed most, and an :-) will never replace a smile that is honest and truly meant.   But,
Blondes may deceive you.....Brunettes may be true....But you never know, what a redhead will do.“A trucker will slow down for a blonde, stop for a brunette but he'll back up 500 yards for a redhead!”If you love a Redhead, set her free ... If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your new girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours. Ann, The TravelSlut :)
White Promises
Kitty Kitty you're so pretty. White like the snow on a cold Winter day. Sun is shining oh so bright,the snow on the ground is so light Golden rays of light shining down like the rays of Gods love To remind us of his promises never to leave us or forsake us.
Sex Advice & Tips
Fetish and Fantansy Having a fetish and fantasy can take you to a whole new level of sex. When you mixed them both in, you reate a world. For example: Your fantasy can be your a student in school who want's to erotic naughty sex with the teacher. Yet your fetish is bing submission by the teacher. Like the teacher spanks you hard and dominates you in any sexual position. Mixing the two together and using your imagination the possiblities are endless to keeping your sex life fresh. There are many ways to mix it up at our online store. Please visit and indulge your fetish. :D
The Wait
Pinches myself was it all a dream we fit so perfectly  you and I  basking in the glow of love a passion we shared , the want for a strong honest bond with another now this feeling  the overwhelming feeling  of loss eats at me  the wait is hard the thoughts  the pain i shall suffer till your heart may possibly return  what is there to gain in distant hearts just lost time and memories at a standstill  I wait   you say it wasnt our love that went wrong  so i do what i can to show you I can be a faithful heart strong for us both  while you take your leave  through the strongest of storms I stand resolute I wait while you figure out the words to your lifes song  as you push to find your way and be the man you long to be I wait  so together we can again emotionally grow for while in our love we were the matching of two perfect souls  honest and loving as two could be relentless in love as you said to me As I stand on the shores of hope I wait for the return of t
You Might Be A Conservative If...
1: You’re irate over the president taking so many vacation days on the taxpayer’s dime (61 thus far), but you thought George W. Bush earned every minute of his leisure time (196 days at the same point in his presidency). 2: You’re happy with your 40 hour work week, paid vacations and company-provided healthcare, but you’re strongly anti-union, because those commies haven’t done anything for you lately. 3: You strongly support the First Amendment and its guarantee of religious freedom to all, but you don’t think Muslims have a right to build an Islamic Community Center in Manhattan. 4: You believe Ronald Reagan was a devout Christian, even though he hated going to church, but any president who spends twenty years going to the same Trinity United Church in Chicago must be a Muslim. 5: You believe when a Republican governor creates a healthcare package with an individual mandate for everyone in his state, that’s a good idea. But whe
“Man can never know the loneliness a woman knows. Man lies in the woman's womb only to gather strength, he nourishes himself from this fusion, and then he rises and goes into the world, into his work, into battle, into art. He is not lonely. He is busy. The memory of the swim in amniotic fluid gives him energy, completion. Woman may be busy too, but she feels empty. Sensuality for her is not only a wave of pleasure in which she is bathed, and a charge of electric joy at contact with another. When man lies in her womb, she is fulfilled, each act of love a taking of man within her, an act of birth and rebirth, of child rearing and man bearing. Man lies in her womb and is reborn each time anew with a desire to act, to be. But for woman, the climax is not in the birth, but in the moment man rests inside of her.” ― Anais Nin
The Artist
On dreamers lane there you stand, I smileI want to capture that dream and make it real a'while!Heavy metal trench coat and your rough-toed boots;quickly back a few steps in attempt to replant your roots.Like a warrior pulling out his sword in defense,you throw daggars at me with your eyes, intense.I turn with my back facing you and raise my arms a'high;river of red locks brace against my buttocks as I sigh.One step forward at a time - you see I surrender,    knowing this isn't just a dream, I'm no pretender.Wickedly grinning you open the bag across your shoulder romanticly kissing me as you place me on the near boulder.Directing me which way to glare, which way to pose;with my hair over to the side, you hand me a rose!"As beautiful as a rose..." you whispered. Nearly fainted!Excitement rushed through his veins as he eagerly painted.
Dj Famous Xemotionally Dgafx   ^ do you know this guy? Hahaha Ya know he came to MY LOUNGE and hand the BALLS to try and talk shit about me, when I was not around to my WOMAN?! LOL Shows the coward that he is.    to: DJ Famous xEmot... United States subject: Hey received: 02/26/2013 08:28 pm replied: no   block this member So what the f*ck is your problem? Coming in talking shit, you don't even know me,; nor do you have the balls to address me to my face. I will tell ya something really fast. You ever Step foot around me and my crew, i will be sure to boot/bann from lounge, I catch you harrassing my family or friends, I will personally see to it that you are blasted everywhere as a hormonal douchebag, that obviously needs to get his act together in life. Unlike you, i was a real man and had the balls to stand up for my country, the most you have probably stood up for was burgerking or in line at the nearest foodshelter.Don't come at me and m
This Is Crazy
     I think some people on here get to butthurt to easy. A friend of mine is trying to level and one of the requirements is to rate 50 a "1". So, she is going along and doing this requirement, and goes the this person's page ( So what does he do, he blocks her, really, i mean really. She tells some of us this. Out of disbelief i rate the user a "1", and i too, was blocked. We discuss this behavior some more. So, the rest of our friends have done the same. This is a game they had to do the same thing to level, so why get so butthurt and block someone for the same thing you had to do. This is crazy.
Never Enough
Lovers are mortal but love is immortal,Eternal sadness lingers on.We have no escape; we cannot leave,Monotonous misery is what we breathe.You might feel it today but its different tomorrow,Love might be immortal but so is sorrow.It’s a sea of faith but we have no boat,The depths of our souls; the pits of our hearts.We only hear melancholic shouts of pain,I have nothing to lose or to gain.And your world comes tumbling down, crashing to the floor,You’re no longer who you were beforeThe look in your eyes only says too much,It’s never okay, it’s never enough.
I was told a joke at work yesterday. The subject is pushing the limits of what some would deem socially wrong. I think it's funny though.   A  young boy's parents are going through a divorce. The judge asks him if he wants to live with him mom. He says, "No. She beats me." The judge then says, "Then you'll have to live with your father.". The boy then says, "No. He beats me too.". The judge then asks him, "Well, who do you want to live with?". The boys says, "The Browns, they don't beat anyone!"     I'm not a huge football fan, but I thought it was great :)
Hottest Cam Contest (march 23rd, 8:00 To Midnight)
HOTTEST CAM CONTEST- FREE !!!   Saturday, March 23:              8:00 to 11:00 pm (Conservative Cams)             11:00 to Midnight (Naughty Cams)   Prizes:   Conservative Cams: -  1st Place (most viewers) = 135 credits or paypal cash equivalent -  2nd Place = 65 credits or cash equivalent -  3rd Place =  25 credits or cash equivalent   Naughty Cams: -  1st Place (most viewers) = 65 credits or paypal cash equivalent   Rules:   Conservative Cams: - All contestants must be registered to be eligible for prizes* - Cam up anytime from 8:00 to 11:00 - Contestants must cam for at least 30 minutes, at any time during the contest - Contestants can cam down for a break and cam back up during the contest - Cam up as NSFW (even if you will be SFW camming)  - Boob flashes are allowed, but clothes must stay on (no full nude or continuous nudity) - No crotch flashing or crotch play - 1st thru 3rd place will be determined by max # instantaneous cam viewers    Naughty Cams:
For My Love
You came into my life from no where and became an integral part of it. I love you without knowing you. You make my life beautiful and amazing. I love you and don’t want you to ever leave me. I want you to forgive my mistakes and love me like no one has ever loved anyone before. You are my love… My Life. 
What A Woman Wants
Every woman wants a man who can love her mind, body and soul. A man who respects her values, virtues and ethics and believes in the strength of her character and personality. A woman does not want her man to bring her expensive gifts or promise to give her an entire world of luxuries. She wants a man who can support her, spend a lot of time with her and stay connected to her soulfully. She doesn’t want commitments and promises she just wants to be loved to the core…
The One And Only
It doesn’t make sense to call ourselves ugly, because we don’t really see ourselves. We don’t watch ourselves sleeping in bed, curled up and silent with chests rising and falling with our own rhythm. We don’t see ourselves reading a book, eyes fluttering and glowing. You don’t see yourself looking at someone with love and care inside your heart. There’s no mirror in your way when you’re laughing and smiling and happiness is leaking out of you. You would know exactly how bright and beautiful you are if you saw yourself in the moments where you are truly yourself. Love yourself in every moment. 
~cabin Heat~ Part.1
  The warm air of the night sky was resound with the audible sounds of crickets and insects buzzing. The state of Tennessee was feeling the humidity now for the fourth night this week due to a storm system bringing a pocket of hot air with it, seasonable weather; but didn’t make it any less uncomfortable for people. Ali sat silently in the Cherokee with window down, she was upset still over how the night had turned. Timothy and her went out to see their friend, Max, and his Girlfriend; Lucy. But they ended up leaving in the short breath of half an hour from their house because Alcohol had made both of them moody, and Lucy and Max were getting into a bit of a frisky mood. Ali envied Lucy’s fortune, why couldn’t her nights with Tim end like that, why couldn’t he be like that. Romance was good and what she wanted, but she also wanted that essence of primal nature, the way he grabbed her wasn’t there, the way he felt her was not there. Everything felt lacking
Read Again
Race your novelties to the brink of starvation. Masses conglomerate to rousing ovation. World stage.  Let them in. Let them all in. I'm fine watching through the peephole.  For the peephole, by the peephole.  We hold these truths to be self evident.  Read again.
Speakiing My Mind
well guess my last blog hurt some motherfucker feeling well i never said I was nice,truth is don't really care hurt someone feeling,that me get over it ,that how am real life.yes I am one make you feel good but get my bad side find out how evil real am, talk shit meet my fist, I hit first, I held back on here along time , no more here there  door don't let hit you on way out .oops i forgot open it. and for the haters fuck you ,you never be at my level.
There Is
A rush of warmth that spreads when the madness creeps in.        Ear-splitting reticence cleaving ardor with purpose and rabid zeal.  Remains. Watching.  Learning.                                                                                                                                Ever-present and prophetic in one belabored   breath.
Princess/youtube Video
I'm severly depressed right now.  My husband and I had to take Princess to the vet to have her put down.  She was fine Friday then all of a sudden she took a turn for the worse. She wouldn't eat and when I put her on my daybed she jumped down and landed on her side instead of her feet and couldn't get up till I picked her up and put her back on her 4 legs.  She was in the same spot she was last night when I came home from church this morning.  We got Princess 2 months before we got married.  We became very attached to her. She was born in 96, adopted in 97 and died today 2013.  My husband really took it hard.  He dug a hole in our backyard then we took her to the vet to have her put down.  When we got home, my husband burried her in our backyard. She lived a long time. I sure do miss her, she was my baby.  Down to three cats, all males.  R.I.P. Princess. new youtube video of me playing handbells this morning. enjoy.
Fumafia Spreadsheet
Once you have downloaded the fumaf_evalsheet.xls you will need to fill in your data. There is 3 mobster tabs, one purchases tab to track your purchases and one lvl 100 example spreadsheet.  You can right click on the tab at the bottom and do a rename and give it your mobsters name so that you know which is which. Fill in all the properties you own at the top first. Next go down to the Equipment section and fill in total owned for all equipment in column D.  Now you want to go section by section and column by column. In the Weapons section you want to work the ATTACK column first, so carry the #'s over into the attack column that have the HIGHEST atk #'s FIRST, then bring other wpns over until the Total Weapons for attack MATCHES the # of mobbies you have at moment for your level.  IF YOU ARE NOT MAXED IN MOBBIES STOP ADDING WITH YOUR NUMBER OF MOBBIES and make sure that the # of total wpns matches your mobbies. IF you are OVER mobbies, then stop with how many you take with you. M
Everyone please help my little friend Dodger, he needs Friends, Fans and lovin.  dodger@ fubar
We Need More Power Scotty!!!
We need more power Scotty!!! Ok. I’m doing the preliminaries for the first project. Most photo voltaic collectors now days focus on putting power back on the gird. This is a very good way of generating and conserving energy. It has advantages and disadvantages. Let’s review them. Grid connected solar electric systems Pro’s and Con’s Pros 1)      Does not require large storage batteries. Power is transferred to the grid during low usages and high production and then drawn off the grid otherwise. 2)      The more units connected to the grid and producing energy the less we will need to depend on other methods of producing electricity. 3)      Ok I’m sure there are others … just not popping to mind at the moment. Cons 1)      If the grid goes down u are without power. 2)      Requires expensive equipment that must disconnect your system from the grid during power outage. 3)      See 3 above With these simple points in mind I have decided to
Fakes Of The Day Archived Posts - February 2013
*Please don't forget to rate this blog* Feb 2013 Fakes of the Day Archived Posts Fake? But Definitely a Bling Whore: (see Musings, Rants and Cons for the Catfish specials)
My Pirate
My Pirate He is completely awesome in every which way possible I adore Him fully He gets Me more than anyone else ever will on Fubar He's amazingly cute and naieve at the same time. I cannot fathom why or how We work but We do. Yeah this is my second time around with Him. I was initially hesitant BUT I won't ever regret my desicion to get back with Him. He's My true north. My Pirate and my complete. We sail a vessel called The Epicloud *after our massive love for Mr Devin Townsend* We are both massive potheads. Him more than Me. He loves Cats like I do. Loves the same bands I do. He makes Me blush uncontrollably but I love it. He knows how to treat Me and talk to Me. Yeah most of what We say is  Old school Pirate tongue. But thats how We are together. He looks after Me, My Wellbeing and my sanity when things go wrong.
A little bird flew very far to a very distant land. When it got there it found it was a cold, freezing land and the bird froze to death. A cow passed by and took a dump right on top of him. The warm shit that fell on him melted the ice, and he was resurrected. Alive again, but still buried, he started chirping. A cat passed by and heard his cries, and dug him out of the shit. And then the cat ate the bird.  Moral of the story: The person who takes a dump on you isn't always your enemy, and the person who takes you out of the shit isn't always your friend. \,,/
The Coristine Legacy
Coristine is pronounced like it is spelled, like tine in a fork, not like stein in Frakenstein!! Anyhoo, My family took care of the critters for the Spanish king back during the 1400's. 2 of the Coristine brothers ended up in the Spanish navy and during the Spanish Armada days fell prey to mother nature and ended up on the coast in southern Ireland, County Cork, where they eventually settled and married. The gravestones are still there!!!! Fast forward to 1800's Canada. 2 brothers and daughter emigrated to Canada from Ireland. The "black sheep", my ancestors, moved west....From then 'till the '40's is kind of a blur, however, my grandpa Coristine married into the the Grant's, yes, President Grant, Grant's scotch, etc... Grandma "Cory" (Margaret Estelle Grant), taught school in Saskatwechen and was a banker for the bank of Montreal, until retired in Vancouver, Canada. Grandpa was mechanically inclined and had his own auto garage, also he had a taste for liquor and fast women, (I'm rai
The Story Of A Broken Soul (fierce_raven's Story Written By Abby)
The story of a broken soul The little girl all alone tossed around from home to home. Her mother left when she was seven Never to be seen again.Raped and unprotected running from the evil.No one to listen or even care what she thinks or feels.Accused of it all.As the years went by and the rape continued by the age of 13 she had finally had enough.Didn't care about the world or who was in it looking and seeking death to find her.By the time she turned 16 she was out on her own kicked from her own bloods house.She was better off no more mental or physical abuse to leave her uneasy.Staying with a friend she had known since she was born.Working two jobs and going to school.By 18 she was living with a man who only kept her around to be his slave.Used, abused, cheated on, lied too,and more.She had just graduated high school and a few weeks later her grandmother had passed away the one who basically raised her.Tore up and not giving at fuck at this point everything
A Goddess For Me.
Riding on this merry go round, I see a lot of brass rings. But I have seen one gold one, That makes my heart forever sing.   Beauty beyond my eyes, Like being blind to see all. If she would ever hold me, How fast my heart would fall.   To open my eyes more to her, To see more of her grace. To talk to her heart and soul, And forever love her smiles on her face.   Be my Goddess,my beauty, Forever treat you like a queen. Or love could grow so strong, And nothing will ever come between.
To my family:   I have you there for a reason. I love helping you out and would love to see it in return. I help/helped many all over Fubar and it seems that it is more one sided than anything. I rate/like/comment each day and at least 1/2 don't even return a like or a rate.  I don't have a problem in removing you from my family. I love having you there but will no longer feel like I have to keep you there because you keep me in yours. A few people have already found out this morning as well as in the past few weeks.  I hope there are no hard feelings as to me saying any of this but it is a scratch my back and I scratch yours world anymore. I am just tired of it all being one sided.    Thanks.
Bounty Hunting 101
Bounty Hunting 101First thing to know is that winning the fights are not the name of the bounty hunting game. You PREFER to lose each fight! You don't have to do the MOST damage to win the bounty, you have to do the LAST damage. It is important to stay as low level as possible for as long as possible so you can fortify yourself for the next level. Each time you win a fight, that makes you 1 or 2 points closer to the next level. You will want to get your usable mobbies up to level and equip yourself with the best offensive equipment that you can buy. If you find that you are winning too often, you can either aim for only larger bounties or decrease your armor/vehicles (though this will make your attack a little bit weaker). There'€™s no good reason for a bounty hunter to spend money on defensive equipment. Winning when someone attacks you is doubly pointless—not only does it add to your experience and eventually make you level up, but there’s no way
" If The Fu Shits................ "
A priest, a rabbi and a minister were walking through the jungle and all at once a giant  "Fu Bird"  started flying and hovering above the trio as they made their way. Much to their dismay the Fu Bird began to shit profusely on them with unrelenting vigor and soon the three were coverd in  Fu shit so thick they were unrecognizable. Eventually they came upon a river and the rabbi and minister jumped in without hesitation and scrubbed until they were clean again, but the priest refused to go in the river and join them. The three resumed their journey but once again the giant Fu Biird returned raining Fu shit down on them mercilessly. Eventually the rabbi and the minister became covered until they were unreconizable and once agiain when they came to a river the two jumped in but just like the first time the priest refused to join them and clean himself up. The trio resumed their journey and all at one they were set upon by a tribe of cannibals who promptly threw the rabbi and minister int
Men Who Treat Women
Men who treat women as helpless and charming playthings deserve women who treat men as delightful and generous bank accounts
Skin Cancer
Hi it's me Ash, Uhhh how to start this... Lets starts with that I am a skin cancer survivor. From genetics, I found out my freshman year of high school that my mother was diagnosed with stage two non-melanoma. Which is a tumor that grows and spreads to the rest of your body. If its not taken care of early there is less of a chance that it will be cured. She is alright she is a skin cancer survivor herself. So I never knew that I would actually get skin cancer as well. Since I literally thought black people couldn't get akin cancer . But what some of you don't know my mother is white. Yes I am part white.. So on with the story.. Four years ago I actually got myself checked out after putting it off for so long. My doctor actually asked me how long have I known about my legs.. Truly it's been awhile. There were signs that I just ignored which I've shouldn't of. I love going to the beach and being in the water. Use to surf my butt off everyday. I have a mole on my leg and in the sun it w
Brother Mike
My older Brother Mike recently had his 1st Chemo, his Cancer was caught early but the Docs call it "aggressive". He's doing good and is in the best of spirits... but there is NO "Easy" Cancer so may I ask any prayers please? Thanks so much! :D   Easter Day Update: Heard the word "Terminal"... they seem to think they might get it down enough for him to enjoy another 5 years. He had planned to retire at age 55 but kept working anyway... he's since decided to Retire and put in for Diasbility Benefits to cover medical costs until/if he makes it to Medicare age.   Those of you who are Best of Friends and actually know me know I'm not prone to Drama but... Mike has been the ultimate Big Brother... we grew up in the same room in bunk beds... I put up with getting picked on and such but youth is so unfortunately early on... Big Brothers come into their Best when we grow up... or at least Mature lol   My Point? If you have any Family that you Truly Love, then Love on them as often as poss
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What A Fuckin Jackass
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Missin Her
i miss her so badly... my heart feels crushed when im not with her... what am i going to do this has just begun and i am in way deep... i got it so bad for her... shes all i want or need... shes amazing funny beautiul smart sexy cute deep caring sweet adorable shes perfect just perfect... an even in the word perfect is there a lacking to describe her....
The Martyr
You have dead eyes that don't let you see the truth in your slow suicide Where did you go? There are only glimpses left that have spewed from your pen but not in your eyes  not in the hand that holds your  glass removed from your smile What will they do when their hero has gone self destructed imploded Destroyed by demons that have been drown but never forgotten as your idols before you learn from them  read their pain  but do not suffer as they did for then their message will have been written  in vain
Long List Of Earworms
I know most of us have had a song stuck in our head at one timeor another - which are known as earworms.Today, my mother decided to watch the movie Mamma Mia! which, unless you've lived under a rock or in a cave for the last 20 years, you realize is nothing but one long list of Abba songs, all of which are potential earworms. So all day now, I have been trying to get rid of said earworms - I keep hearing bits and pieces of different songs from the movie. I FINALlY got rid of them with, of all songs, "The Piper", by, of all groups, Abba. This song is not in the soundtrack. Yes, yes, I am really strange, I know... But in the spirit of sharing, I give you Abba's "The Piper", from the album Super Trouper.   Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx, DIT, and numerous epithets not suitable for an SFW blog entry
By William H. Kramer
The Other Pair of Shoes  (edit | delete) Half inch short of the toe, Snug to the heel, Yet harsh on the "sole"   Ten paces and pride, Nine agonizing steps and petrified.   Denial and diversion between designated paths can only have consequences separated by faith and failure.   By William H. Kramer
Own Me - Offers Today Only 03/11/13
Thoughts, Our Destiny, And Me!!
Just some thoughts are just that, I'm not about to change I am me ya just gotta handle that stat. Maximum overdrive leading to thrills galore, I feel your breath flowing over me from the heaven to hell; no medium floor.   Ifin you are finding it at all hard, it isn't my fault you were just just dealt the final card. It is time to listen then hear, I am somewhere come to our destiny, dear.   Its all that shall ever be, there is so much so much inside, plus me!! Enter with a bad mouth you'll be removed west, east, north and south.   Like if you wish, rate if you will, I don't bite to hurt or kill. Fan me if you wish, bling me if you want, I'm lonely like the dead but I don't even want to haunt.
An Evening.....
I saw her unlock arms with a man I can only assume was her present companion. Where we were headed to was a different place, a more primeval, carnal place. I followed her around the balcony, and as I looked up through the metal grating of the industrial building we were in I could see her, see directly up to her, she was wet, moist and glistening. The hunger in her eyes was not the only hunger she possessed. I stared up at her watching her walk and move, catlike and lithe. She walked down the stairs, lifting the corner of her dress to allow her stride to accommodate her restrictive clothing. She rounded the corner, heading towards the back of the building. I followed a few feet behind. My beer finished, but the bottle, held loosely in my hand, no sure what to do with it. She rounded the corner and my heart speed up. I couldn't afford to lose her from my sight, surely she would disappear like an apparition into the night. And as I rounded the corner into the darkness I could she her the
Silent Tears
Silent tears she cried  all alone  lost in her thoughts ..  fear was all in her mind..  her nightmare could be over ...  if only she had the courage ..    too many times she broken down and cried ..  too many times she listened to his lies ..  over , over she tried so hard .. to  make it all work  but it still fell apart .. it was so over ..    She no longer loved him ,  She knew how much it hurt ..  She there was no future there ..  there was only past .. past pain , past hurt     Nothing she alone could do to make it better  The next step seemed so hard to take on her own ...  but then she wasn't alone ..  but she was still scared ..    No scars on the outisde , all were deep within . where noone could see ..  She hated pity .. She despised it ...She hated asking for help  Her own private nightmare ...  One wish she wished she could wake up from .. and it would be all over ...    She need courage more then anything , she needed courage to take the steps one
Ventiing Blogve
how can put this greatful what my grandfather left me and gave me over the yrs ,yea fell off wagon few times but you seen what i was good at. but my time make you proud of me not been fuck up like myy dear old dad, now i am ceo biggest wiindshild wiper co. of world  yea   keeping the house in scottdale,your  co your house i got bigg shoes to fill ,you know good with my money 2 houses in Ny,one in canada and 2 growing co i did good so far but next ttime drop this on lap give me heads up ,and pass it my grand kids find true one run co.
The Rain
Sinful Pleasures
Okay so i'm awake and in a bunch of pain so I  thought i'd blog for a few. I'm pretty much known  to have quite a few favorite eyecandies. So I'm gonna list em all and tell You a lil bit about em all.   1. Dez Fafara. Front man  for Devildriver/Coal Chamber. So this guy is pretty much awesome and vocally brilliant.  2. Matt Shadows. Frontman for Avenged Sevenfold. Pure sexy and gorgeous 3. Synyster Gates. Guitarist for Avenged Sevenfold. OMG YUMMY !!!!!!!! 4. Perttu Kivilaasko.  Cello player for Apocalyptica. SEX ENCASED IN  SHEER PLEASURE !!!!!!! 5. Shaemus. WWE. He makes Me feel like I'm 16 again and kinda innocent lol 6. Mike/The Miz. WWE. Cute, Hot, OHIO !!!!!!! 7. Ryback. WWE.  Walking brick wall. Messy violent hardcore property distroying sex !!!!!! 8. Simone Simons. Beautiful voice, REDHEAD :O Purely amazing. 9. JOHN CENA !!!!!!! I'm like completely smitten with this Man and I  have had many dreams about Him :s 10. Paul lavesque/HHH & Stephanie Mcmahon. WWE. Now the
Facebook Page
In a few days, I'm gonna be off here for awhile, Taking a break and I'm not sure when I'll be back. If you would like to keep in contact while I'm away, and would like my facebook page, let me know in my inbox. I'll send ya the link, just let me know its you on there, Or I wont accept! xoxoxo    ~ Fire And Ice ~
~cabin Heat~ - Part.2
  The loud crackle and cackle of the Fireplace filled the cabin with a warmth that resonated from it’s furthermost wall. The inside dark, but illuminated with a glow of orange that cast a flickering dim glow through out the cabin’s interior. The wall assorted with framed photos, taxidermy, and camping items. A wood carved table and chairs sat at the far back of the room, with lit candles set a top of it. The loud piff and paff of the rain impacting the windows were loud to be just barely audible with the fire. A large sofa and chair set sat across from fire, the coffee table a carved fixture from a tree trunk’s base. The room whole had a nicely stained floorboard layout, well polished. The room featured a random assortments of everything from a small work bench for fishhooks and fishing gear, to a makeshift desk and table in the corner by the window with a standalone curtain drawn over the window. The room had the faint aroma of pine, and the warmth of the cabin&rsqu
Being Sick
"she Pukes Real Cute"
Sittin' in the tavern on a Saturday night Drinkin a beer and feelin' right I see a broad thats body is tight She looks really good but something ain't right Pounding shots of makers like it went outta style I sip my suds and watch her awhile Theres no way she'll keep it all down drinkin like she's the champ of the town Sheeee pukes, real cute, bent over the sink expelling her spew Sheeee pukes, real cute, when she's done I know what to do Backing up away from the bar staggering back the bathrooms not far barely through the door, she stumbles in burpin and heavin i hear her pukin Her friends ignore her obvious distress all I want is under her dress Dont really care if shes drunker than shit just wanna rub my dick on her clitBrush your teeth, chew some gum,  I don't want to taste your scum... Then it's time for a little fun Sheeee pukes, real cute, bent over the sink expelling her spew Sheeee pukes, real cute, when she's done I know what to do
"this Is Not Goodbye"
"This Is Not Goodbye" So this shit has gotta endI'm not your man or your friendI don't care if you drop deadI'm too busy getting head I've just been out banging slutsEvery night you fucking cuntWhile your home and doing choresI run the streets fucking whores! This is not goodbye.....This is FUCK OFF!This is not goodbye.....This is FUCK OFF! I see your tears, Dont even careIve had all the shit im willing to bareToo many sluts, too little timeTo deal with you and your kind I fucked your best friend the other nightDamn that twat was really tightThese whores see me and know what I doGet out bitch,got no use for you This is not goodbye.....This is FUCK OFF!This is not goodbye.....This is FUCK OFF
Red's Canadian Militia Top Bounty Collections (bounties Worth Over $100 Billion) - Page 5
TOP BOUNTY "WALL OF FAME" (Bounties over $100 billion) $$$Sexy Biker Chick {Red's Canadian Militia} just KILLED ArmyDan and collected a bounty of $1,513,393,668,367, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax! *40th TRILLION BOUNTY* >>>Sexy Biker Chick {Red's Canadian Militia} just KILLED Patch and collected a bounty of $117,306,413,344, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax! >>>Sexy Biker Chick {Red's Canadian Militia} just KILLED haters gonna hate and collected a bounty of $273,165,163,442, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax! >>>Sexy Biker Chick {Red's Canadian Militia} just KILLED kicker and collected a bounty of $221,889,191,917, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax! >>>Niky Santoro just KILLED Walt White and collected a bounty of $109,753,577,413, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax!+++RCM MOLSON CANADIAN just KILLED Ghost Trucker and collected a bounty of $436,316,247,809, with $1,000,000 going to turf tax! $$$Doc just KILLED DOCTOR DEATH and collected a bounty of $1,291,834,248,970, with $1,000,00
Staring Into Space... Between Her Boobs
I keep staring into space....   People don't hate The area surrounds my mind...  I wish I had sunglasses I keep staring into space... between her boobs.....   I keep noticing the delicate, gentle curves People don't hate I gaze like a fool... awaiting the slightest jiggle I keep staring into space.... beween her boobs   I keep the moist towlettes handy, just because People don't hate The moisture may have gone, but not for long I keep staring into space,,, between her boobs   I know I'll be caught...  but like YODA, care I do not People don't hate If the world wasn't meant to see, Donatella Versace would be broke I keep staring into space... between her boobs...
The Eyes
Peoples eyes tell a story. They truly are the windows to the soul. When we can see life through anothers eyes, feel what they feel. we are connecting with them, with life, with their creator. Look at you as another may see you. When we can look within anothers soul we are able to truly love them the way they need to be loved, In return we receive love the way we crave it and truly need to feel loved. We receive the love we deserve!
My Life
i have alot goin on in my life i have love i have hate i have gotten alot on my mind my life is always full of love the pepole are the heart of me my daughter is always gonna be my baby the cutest girl ill ever create i got a great girlfriend she is the best i dont doubt her i dont belive in my heart that she is shady i understand things and stuff happen in life its ok theres forgive and forget but stay on youre toes just prove not only to youreself but youre peers that everything is not what it seems its better we are better than this in life so much hate in this world where is the love at where is the ohnest pepole at is there any out there is there such a thing as a faithfull person or dedacated person its good and bad mixed its everything in one bag and when you look in that bag its something you dont wanna see but what can we do about it just learn from it and just be good the stressess of life nobody can do anything about just have fun with it its ok to lose it break down just re
my mind and soul is stained with violence, as much i hate to admit it as much as  i despise it at times, violence is a necessary evil. i wanna be done with my old ways no more  reminiscing, ive laid so many young people i love to rest, drugs, illness,gunshots. how will they remember me?
I Need A Job!
I am looking for a job in Denver. Havent had much luck. Can anyone help? I have experience as a warehouse worker, delivery driver, assembly and laborer. All low paying jobs, I know, but I need to get back to work! I'll take anything, any shift as long as it's legitamite.
36 Hour Widow Maker
This gets its name honestly. I have worked on it and I must say it blows chunks. It isn't the rating of the pics that are bad, IT'S THE TIME! I honestly believe this thing needs to be rethought to allow sleep time because to be honest those of us who wish to level and have health issues are screwed and don't even get a kiss. So my advice to all is get some good rest before even thinking of attempting this. Get a good online alarm clock that pops up on your screen with bells ringing loud! Make a pot of coffee and dig in. Good luck to all who try this because it isn't easy but is needed if you want to level.  
Turned On
Late tonight I lay back and turn on my thinking track. My hands move closer and across my body, finger tips glide smoothly and I start to feel naughty. Causing my goose bumps to feel more like sexy ripples, I make my way up and squeeze my nipples. My pussy clinches tight and I start wishing you was in my sight. To see your face and feel your touch. Just take your time, there's no rush. Now reach down, grab my legs, and pull them up high, I hold my legs open squeezing my thighs. Watching you kiss me all over working your way to my love holes, you use your tongue and make me quiver grabbing your hair I hold you close and start to shiver. I wrap my legs around your head and hold you tight, you can stay anywhere you want all night. Just as long as I have you against me till the morning light.By: ASHLEY (ME) 10/16/11
My Feelings
For the past six months now, there has been a lady who has never left from my thoughts or heart. I tried to be with someone else, but she stays in and on my mind twenty-four seven. I am so in love with this lady, yet at times feel as if I am transparent to her. If asked to give my life but for only proving how much I love her, I would give it up in an instant and never blink an eye doing it. So many times I have wanted to just reach through this screen and simply wrap my arms around her and hold her close to me. She is everything and more that I coud ever possibly dream of having in a lady. No other lady has ever meant so much to me in my life. I want to sit on the highest point on ths Earth and just scream at the top of my lungs how very damn much I love her with every ounce of being I have within me. SexySmurfette, You My Darling, are my world, my life and my evrything. I (h) LOVE (h) YOU (h)
Kindred Understanding
Kindred Understanding   You felt alone. Such a timid kitten. Cold, scared, hungry. We were introduced. Our eyes met and we knew. I took you home, made your bed, Fed your belly, kept you warm. You sleep soundly, under my wing. You desire guidance, direction, comfort. You desire protection, safety, peace. Little did I know we would have so much in common, The day we met. Kindred spirit found, In another creature. In another pet.
How Can I Survive
Once upon a time a few mistakes ago I was in your sights, you got me alone You found me, you found me, you found me I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that And when I fell hard you took a step back Without me, without me, without me And he's long gone when he's next to me And I realize the blame is on me 'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in So shame on me now Flew me to places I'd never been 'Til you put me down, oh I knew you were trouble when you walked in So shame on me now Flew me to places I'd never been Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble No apologies, he'll never see you cry Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be And now I see, now I see, now I see He was long gone when he met me And I realize the joke is on me, yeah! I knew yo
Love Hurts
It hurts loving youbut knowing your inlove with someone elseknowing the girl you want to be with only thinks of you as a friendloving her with your whole heartbut getting no love in returnthat's what hurts the worsewishing you could be with herwishing you could hold herkiss herand tell her you love herit hurts worse then a broken heartto love but not lovedthat's the worse pain
Road Block
Not one clear thought Stuck Shackled to the emptiness without a key No hairpin, no tool I could use to remove this weight The pen stops Nothing Re-read, and read again No word comes easily Where is the inspiration I had yesterday? The muse of my past has abandoned me But what of the future? Irrational are such hopes And I’m out of Ink   Copyright 2011 Ella Valentine
Playing With Boys
Sneaking looks at her across the table Then flashing your smile at the one you claim to Love A game for you Like a cat with a string, two hearts dangle there for you to play with Two fragile hearts Two souls willing to give you everything Two silly girls One who is all that you’ll ever need and one who needs all you’ll never give   Strong and confident in her coveted place at your side She stands against the storm of the other’s interference She is a hero, a savior And she refuses to give you up that easily You belong to her and her alone   While there she stands, the ghost from your past She simply wants the chance she never had with you She believes herself entitled Yet she has no idea what pain this will bring And she seems not to care   Back and forth you lie with each, lie to each Begging forgiveness for something you said you hadn’t done Calling her crazy for thinking you could ever betray her Even as she watched you betray her You
What A Girl Will Do
16 years old.  A late bloomer.  Brought up in a world where impressionable young girls are told they must be skinny, they must be perfect.  She stares at the covers of these magazines and knows she will never grace them.  She has curves, short legs, stringy brown hair, pale skin…none of which are what defines ‘beauty’.  Yet her eyes, deep pools of midnight blue, tell the story of a girl who wants nothing more than to be accepted.  And her lips - full, pouty, the perfect shade of pink - hold back the words that would forever condemn her to misunderstanding.  Can you not see how she pleads, how she begs for your embrace?  You turn away from her advances, you know nothing more than the fleeting beauty that lies on the surface of those other girls, the perfect girls.  So, for you, she pushes away her plate, denies the ache in her stomach.  It gets easier.  Each day she needs less to sustain, and she can already see her waistline shrinking.  At f
Tired Of The Misunderstanding
  sub·mis·sion yielding, or readiness to yield: a willingness to yield or surrender to somebody, or the act of doing so   No where in that definition did it say beat or abuse or belittle or degrade. Todays world is so misinformed to what S&M B&D really is. It is not about simply being called out of your name during sex because you like it or it makes the experience hotter. Its about trust.. faith.. connection... desire... passion... and so much more so unless you really know the meaning of the word do not come to me and expect to speak to me as something lower than dirt and get a response like you want because you will get one but I do however promise you it will not be the one you had hoped for.
The Soul
The soul knows it mate ..  Damn the soul is so great ..  its  so overlooked ,  One soul is worth so much more ..  then anything on the outside ..  Without my soul i'd be lost    It give it to another .. is so daring ..  so dangerous ..  yet we do .. that love is so deep .. so heart felt like no other ..    and if it ends it burns and scars ..  but eventually those scars will heal over time ...  The soul go on stronger then before ...    Sometimes its the person that doesn't know or isn't listening to  thier soul  when it speaks that does the most damage to thier own .. 
Ane Brun
Don't leave   Don't ever leaveThat is what you asked of meDo you know what it means when you plead?Don't you ever leaveThat is what you said to meDo you know what that can do to someone like me?It won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodI have no plan to be anywhere else to but hereOr to become someone that leavesI didn't even know there was an exit thereDarling, don't you try to capture meIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodIt won't do us no goodI am here, here nowI'm right here by your sideI'll lay my hand on the couch next to youYou can hold it if you would like toIt will do you goodIt will do you goodIt will do you goodIt will do you good
It's Not Exactly Country, But Hey . . . It's Fun!   Check out "Call Me Billy the Kid" - Cool southern rocker with an outlaw edge!
Comfort Words
While we live in these earthly bodies, we groan and sigh, but it’s not that we want to die and get rid of these bodies that clothe us. Rather, we want to put on our new bodies so that these dying bodies will be swallowed up by life. God Himself has prepared us for this, and as a guarantee He has given us his Holy Spirit. So we are always confident, even though we know that as long as we live in these bodies we are not at home with the Lord. For we live by believing and not by seeing. Yes, we are fully confident, and we would rather be away from these earthly bodies, for then we will be at home with the Lord. So whether we are here in this body or away from this body, our goal is to please Him. For we must all stand before Christ to be judged. We will each receive whatever we deserve for the good or evil we have done in this earthly body. (2 Corinthians 5:4-10 NLT)
Just Writing
I love to listen to you talk, as you open up to me, expressing what your feeling, and everything you see. I love they way you listen, and how i know you understand, everything I'm mumbling, and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice, and tell what or not to do, You always make me fell better, and help me pursue. I love the way you help me, Whether is night or day, your always there, every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile, and make me glow with delight, You take away my fears, and make everything alright. I love everything about you, And you'll always be my Friend, I guess what i cant accept, Is that i will love you forever and always till the end.
The Heart Of A Woman... Thanks Proud American
 The Heart Of A Woman  is a mystery, often with a story to tell a story of mystery and suspense honor & betrayal.  When will a man ever see  what's staring him in the face?, a love so special and true just searching for the right place.  The Heart Of A Woman is often misunderstood as big as it is often screams in silence though it never should.  A Woman doesn't want a man because of how many women he's had, she wants a man who'll love her for who she is and for that she'll be eternally glad.  The Heart Of A Woman is a strong one no matter how battered or abused The Heart Of A Woman beats on for there's plenty of love left for her to use.  So don't pity a crying woman 'cause her broken heart still beats strong and she knows deep down inside he will pay for the day that he did her wrong.
Venting Blog
As of late became single again, truth is some talking to my exes and telling them what I do,really get your own life stay Of mine , who I date,and who fuck is not no one business, but mine and who it Is,If I deside to have gang bang with 50 different women I can my choice. if don't' like it there the door  [] I hop it hit you on the way out if I deside to open it push you threw it .
Pocket Tazer (as Told By Julie's Husband)
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two AAA b
The Airborne!
What manner of men are these who wear the maroon beret? They are, firstly, all volunteers and are toughened by hard physical training.As a result they have that infectious optimism and that offensive eagerness which comes from physical well being. They have "jumped" from the air and by so doing have conquered fear. Their duty lies in the van of the battle; they are proud of this honour and have never failed in any task. They have the highest standards in all things whether it be skill in Battle or smartness in the execution of all peacetime duties. They have shown themselves to be as tenacious and determined in defence as they are courageous in the attack. They are, in fact, men apart -- every man an Emperor. Of all the factors which make for success in battle the spirit of the warrior is the most decisive. That spirit can be found in full measure in the men who wear the maroon beret. Field Marshall The Viscount Montgomery of Alamein   THE AIRBORNE MYSTIQUE In Fren
Right Is Right And Wrong Is Wrong
   Ok here I go again I have seen and been through some situations on here and one thing that really urks me and surely it's not only me but if you are in a relationship you should respect each other not only in real life but also on here. I realize people talk shyt on here, (meaning flirting), but there is a line that should not be crossed. I believe if you give out your number to men/women when your in a relationship, you are disrespecting them. If you telling a man/woman that you would love to kiss them while your in a relationship that is respecting them. Basically if your telling them things that you should be saying only to your partner then you are disrespecting them and shame on you if you are doing so and shame on the man/woman your doing it with if they know your in a relationship.   If are typing something and your partner walks by and you hide it well then that pretty much means you shouldn't be doing it. If you are hiding or giving out your number to men/women then you sh
Double Standards
You upload "suggestive photos" including nudes in which you cover the "vital" areas with a hand or arm. Then you say you expect to get treated like a lady.   To that I say, I will make suggestive commments, and I expect you to treat me like a gentleman.   oh and for anyone that says its not the same thing, you are completely delusional.  It is EXACTLY the same message sent to each other, one with pics, one with words, but the same message.   Present yourself in the manner you wish to be treated, or shut your trap when someone says something offensive. got it,kiddos?
Biting Your Tail Lyrics By Iron And Wine
May your eyes be wide and seeingMay you learn from the view where you're kneelingKnow the fear of the world that you're feeling Is the fear of a slaveMay you know how the fight was started Won' as much the snake as the gardenWear them both like a glove that you can't wainMay your mouth betray your wisdomMay you get what they failed to mentionMay your love be your only religionPreach it to us allMay you lose what you offer gladly May you worship the time and it's passingStars wont ever wait for you to watch them fallWe're the smoke on a burned horizon We're the boat on a tide that's risingBoth the post and the pig you're tying Put your gun for the bladeSomeday we may all be happySomeday all make a face worth slapping Someday we may be shocked to be laughing At the way we behaveMay your hands be strong and willingMay you know when to speak and to listen May you find every friend that you're missingThere's no check in the mailMay you end there bruised and purpleKnow that peace is the shap
We Drank For ....
We drank for happiness and became unhappy. We drank for joy and became miserable. We drank for sociability and became argumentative. We drank for sophistication and became obnoxious. We drank for friendship and made enemies. We drank for sleep and awakened without rest. We drank for strength and felt weak. We drank "medicinally" and acquired health problems. We drank for relaxation and got the shakes. We drank for bravery and became afraid. We drank for confidence and became doubtful. We drank to make conversation easier and slurred our speech. We drank to feel heavenly and ended up feeling like hell. We drank to forget and were forever haunted. We drank for freedom and became slaves. We drank to erase problems and saw them multiply. We drank to cope with life and invited death.   Author unknown
Love Is A Choice
I didnt fall for u i wasnt tripped didnt drift didnt slip i didnt accidently feel emotions based on the sensation of your lips the vast oceans in your hips this bliss was written in sanskirt before our first glance first dance our first kiss before we were born and dead and gone no time soon god willing our love will live on a silhouette of your perfect frame whispered my name across time divinely designating your mine your perfect imperfections cherished i live to hear the sweet melodies of your voice my soul is convinced not because you seduced you see love is a choice and as our darks become grays every second of everyday the scent of our love shall remain new through ups ,downs highs ,lows because my heart depends on it love it a choice and ill always choose you   
Child Pornography
I am posting this blog that really has nothing to do with fubar but its something I think we all have strong opinions about and thats the exploitation fo children.  Twice this week i have seen postings on Facebook, probably the biggest social networking giant of the day, that involved children in various sex acts.  One was a picture of a grown man with his penis invading the privates of a less than six month old child.  Today it was a video of a child of about 6 giving a grown man head and then taking it from the rear.  Both posts were reported, both came back in the dashboard as "this does not violate our standard of porn or nudity".  Really? Both violations of my senses and my morals were left up there for 8 hours or more till someone got their head out of their ass and deleted them.   It infuriates me that no one is watching the "store, or those that are have little or no idea of what they are looking at (which is unbelievable) or they haven't looked at it all and just pass it on
If you have ever loved someone even for a moment. That love never dies because it was felt from the heart and soul... From deep within for that moment which was very special... No matter later where you land up in life, that special moment remains in your heart till eternity... It is not necessary that everyone in the world gets to spend their lives with the one they love...But it is necessary to respect that very moment when you felt love and respect the person who made you feel that love!.....
If you're one of thoughs people that cum a lot and you don't whant kids.its hard to fuck especially if its a boy with a big dick.because you'd be going crazy if you saw it because you'd whant to suck it so hard you'd both scream bloody murder because his dick would go so deep in you're hole you would then suck you're tits then french kiss all day long
Novel Fragments
Fragments from my novel: exile postcards It seems like all my life I've been going out looking for something. Something; else. Something; new. Once it was a someone or a someplace or an if only. I found some and lost some and here I am again. Still looking. I know there are others like me and sometimes we find each other. That is why I have mostly stopped looking. We will discover each other or we wont. I wish us luck. We'll need it. the pyramid is standing on its head The world, for lack of a better one is where we must matriculate. Through the trickery and corruption, the sham and the shimmy. Through the flim-flam man Moloch monsters and madmen crying in rage for our blood. I would death-ray you all with a clear conscience. Fuck the enslavers. Fuck the betrayers. Fuck them all up the ass with a pineapple. the black hole of history There was a war once. There is always a war. A few decades and people forget. The old warriors die. New people are born. New wars, always a
60 Completely Outrageous Ways The U.s. Government Is Wasting Money March 25, 2013 (repost)
Is there anyone better at wasting money then the U.S. government?  Despite the sequester and all of the talk about “deep cutbacks”, the federal government continues to waste money in some of the most outrageous ways imaginable.  For example, does the U.S. government really have to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars to study the size and shape of the reproductive organs of ducks?  Does the U.S. government really have to spend 1.5 million dollars to study why so many lesbians are overweight?  There is so much waste that could still be cut out of the federal budget, and yet the very small sequester cuts that just happened are being described as “catastrophic” by many of our politicians.  But you know what?  The federal government will still spend more money in fiscal year 2013 than it did in fiscal year 2012 even after the sequester cuts are factored in.  So if this is how much whining our politicians will do even though government sp
A Quiet Little Story.....about Him....and The Fence...
I woke up this morning and the ground was covered with a beautiful soft blanket of snow.....still falling....and as the morning light brightened....and I saw the fluffy fat flakes fall silently..I thought of you..and wondered...what you were doing at that moment. When I went to the bus was cold...but not bitter...and snow fell softly around me...lightly...brushing my face like a whisper...the trees and their endless branches...fluffy soft flakes...clinging....making the whole world look magical....again I thought of you. The tiny flakes drifted across my eyelashes and made me blink...and smile..and i looked around and can something be this beautiful...this peaceful...and no one seems to notice? I watched cars drive by....people rushing to leaving for school....everyone going about their day...and all I could do is stand there quietly and watch the world wake up and the snow drift down...and let it tickle my face. As i walked back up the driveway..
Love Never Fails.
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.
So Who Do You Think The Top Dj's On Fubar Are? Needing Candidates A.s.a.p.
I know there are many dj's here on fubar that people find to be the best, but most of them share 1 thing in common. they just spin music. The idea of a dj is someone who not only spins music but talks on air, whether just anouncing songs, or getting involved with the listeners and talking about things.    To me a DJ is someone who has and uses a mic frequently, someone who talks about music, or does show on air that ='s entertainment. to combine music with talk creates an entertainment atmosphere. people who involve listeners, who care enough to make their listeners feel as part of the show is entertainment thus making them a DJ.    So what I am looking for is candidates who qualify in these area's. who not only play music, but talk more then just a couple of words on their mic, who show dedication and passion for their hobby of dj'ing on the net. its time to have a fun little competition. So please if you know someone who meets these requirements post their name and fubar profile
I have to say and it's going to make me look bad but that's OK being diabetic scared me so bad and it hurt me inside then anything else , it has turn my side upside down last couple of months ... I had to put a lot of things on hold and also it has turn my life around so bad that up to this date , I am still fighting everything ... See I was to get married and that did not happen cause she came out and admit she can't handle me being diabetic , that did big blow in me that I never seen it coming ... After she walked out , I found out she meet someone else and got married ... After that , I took off for 4 month's to get away and did a lot of thinking and it help me a lot getting away and thinking , my deep down secret being type 2 and now I found out tonight , I am very close to type 1 , it's scared me ... I am not here to have people feel pity for me and so on , hell I don't know why I am writing this anyway...
What Do U Think??
Call Girls Independent
By dating the Call girls independent you will find that she is more than willing to not only spend time with you, but also open to give you a little advice if you need
Relationship Styles
There can be any number of partners in a D/s relationship, in some cases with one dominant sometimes having several submissives, who may in turn dominate others, or a submissive sometimes may have multiple dominants. Relationships may be monogamous or polyamorous. Romantic love is not necessarily a feature in D/s, partners might be very much in love or have no romantic relationship at all. Variation in D/s is virtually limitless and the activities take many forms. These may include:domestic servitude or consensual slaveryenforced chastity of the submissiveerotic humiliationsexual slaveryverbal humiliationfetishes, such as shoe/boot worship, uniforms, smoking, latex, heavy rubber, among others are activities considered part of BDSMdehumanization (pony or animal play) or objectification (forniphilia, becoming an 'inanimate object' such as a foot stool)cross-dressingwhippingCorporal PunishmentTramplingHuman FurnitureHuman Toilet - Golden showersFeminizationCuckoldBondage (se
To My Beloved Steven
╰ღ╮❤╭ღ╯In my dreams I always searched for divine soulful love with no limitations of mind, body and soul. I have endlessly longed and desired for the miracle of love to unfold. Oh! My beloved now that you have transformed me into your angel and drawn out my every innermost feeling of love, I can see the magic of pure and divine love. I have overcome all my fears and let go all my inhibitions to disarm every layer to unite with you. It is simply amazing to feel two immortal souls rejoicing in the beauty of soulful love and helping each other to heal. Our love will live on gloriously through Space, Age and Time…..
I have tryed my hardiest to get new members to comment my page for I fucking level and not even one really this sucks this level 200 million points and 10 new member drink backs all rest done WTF do I got do to fucking level
Being A Little Girl: Informative Article
Found a perfect article that describes what being a little is all about..and how Daddies/Mommies make the world a better place for us. Perfect give and take.    BDSM 101 - Daddy Dominants and Their Little Girls, No Dirty Secrets There   He is called Daddy and she loves sitting on his lap. She is his little girl and she loves the fact that her daddy will take care of her and will make sure that she stays a good little girl. She is not under 16, 17, or even 18. She is a fully-grown woman, consenting to a dynamic where her dominant takes the position of a father figure with some additional benefits. They are not really father and daughter either, so there is no incest. They are not breaking the law. They are simply living their truth. She can continue to be her little girl. She can run around like a teenager and be irresponsible sometimes. She knows she will be punished, but she knows that her daddy will not hold it against her either. The daddy figure commands and earns the respect
Just Stuff
Well here goes a lot :)    Things i just need to get off my chest... just because you have a lot of money does not give you the right to be total dickheads. You people go around in here sitting on your high and mighty thrones like you guys are the SHIT. well your really not. Just Saying.  You are no different then the next person.  To everyone out there that is down to earth, money or not you guys rock. Never change. And don't let anyone else ever change you either.  Flirting.. lol there is a lot of people out here that say I'm not being flirty, just friendly.. well open your eyes, cause you are FLIRTING! its a natural thing when you are attracted to someone. You just need to admit that's what your doing and get yourself out of denial, cause your not helping yourself.  This is FUBAR, you have to be 18 or over to join. Its an online BAR. I understand that you do not want nudey pics as profile pictures.. But come on. Some of the photos getting marked NSFW are BS! I am not just say
Feeling a heartbeat thousands of miles away I lay me down to sleep The symphony of these emotions echoes in the quietness An idea drapes itself across my bare shoulders Bringing warmth into this world grown cold An idea of Destiny Reaching out into the uncharted emptiness that lay before me Soul searching blindly Sight is unnecessary, only feeling, as the darkness beckons This black veil of betrayal shrouds what once was bright Yet there is hope Trailing fingertips along the walls of Faith and Trust Navigating this maze of Shattered Dreams Intuition never failing, only the hearts refusal to listen Lacking synchronicity between the two A tricky matter indeed But a truly worthy cause   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
Special Wishes For The Special Persons Specially With Cakes
Can you even think in your dreams of a birthday party without a cake? You can’t. Even no one can think of celebrating birthdays without cakes. Whether for the kids or for the elders cakes are equally important for making wishes to them. Other than birthdays for marriage parties and for celebrating anniversaries cakes form the obvious component. Wedding day is a very special day in the life of any man or woman as life starts to move in a new path as you start following the path with your companion. It is commonly said that “Marriages are being made in heaven”. Once one gets married his or her life becomes associated with his or her better half forever till death separates them. Thus it is not at all difficult to realize the fact that how much important marriages are for any individual. Anniversaries are being celebrated as you celebrate your togetherness for years. It has a special romantic appeal that rejuvenates the love in between the couple. The one thing in common
Just Another Day
I woke up after all,  it's another day. wondering just what the day will become. Will it be wonderful, full of surprises and bold? Or will it turn cold again, and rain clouds come, full of doubt, will i see love be sold? After all its just another day. I see one bartered for another, But striving harder each n every hour, hurting heart cant go no further. only to be stripped again of my womanly power. But, again, it's just another day. And just when you think you have it in the bag, it tatters, falling to pieces in rags. Just another day.... When the sun sets during those nights I sit and ponder life, love,  and my plights. I laugh at more lessons learned from above.
DJ MASTER ...: REALLY U THINK THAT HIGHLY OF YOUR NEW MOTHER N LAW 12:28pm more To DJ MASTER ...: i hate ur fuckin stupid mom or that is wat she calls urself neway 12:28pm more To DJ MASTER ...: my new mother in laws name is Cindy btw 12:34pm reply DJ MASTER ...: tHIS ISN'T cHUCJ NO MORE BITCH AND U CAN TELL THAT 2 FACED WHORE U CALL A WIFE THAT HER SHIT'S GETTIN WRECKED. U WANNA GET IN THE WAY, U CAN GET IT TO. I DONT FUCKIN PLAY WITH BITCHED LIKE U. BANK ON THAT! 12:36pm reply DJ MASTER ...: Think I'm playin. I dare ur motherfuckin Jim The Anvil Neidhart lookin ass bitch! 12:37pm reply DJ MASTER ...: better bring some friends with u also 12:39pm more To DJ MASTER ...: and tommy u can go fuck ur self u dont fkn scare me at all 12:39pm more To DJ MASTER ...: ur a stupid son of a bitch also 12:41pm more To DJ MASTER ...: wat chucky can run his fkn mouth but he needs sum1 else to fight his battles i s
The Epic Tale Of Guffen Fawlothroo And The Evil Dragon
The Epic Tale of Guffen Fawlothroo and the Evil Dragon.Once upon a time, in the enchanted kingdom of Fossfosota, there lived a quaint little hobbit possessing of a very weak sphincter. Guffen Fawlothroo was his name, and despite his rather irritable colon and frequent bouts of incontinence, he lived a pleasant uneventful life in his simple little home, just beyond the shadow of the great Craggy Mountain.Never a particularly ambitious hobbit, Guffen had, for most of his life, never wanted anything more than a comfortable little house with good sturdy reliable plumbing. As the years passed, however, Guffen found himself becoming more and more dissatisfied with his ho-hum lifestyle, feeling in his soul a growing desire for a status in life that was far loftier and grandiose than where he was.The feelings of disquiet continued to grow and grow, until he gradually came to realize that his deepest and most heart-felt wish was that for just once in his banal monotonous life, he could perform
Only a day has passed time inches by, I want to be next to you I need to fly. I miss the feeling, our hearts did the stealing.   As I think of how I will make it, baby you hold me with loves force I'm fulfilled with no regret. Our bodies all drenched in sweat, we loose track of time both hands know what we will get.   No need to change for eachother, we are completely perfected we are one anothers dream lover. Too good to really be true, I am loved as are you, together our hearts know what to pursue.   Honey it is so cold, with your words I have something to hold. While we are apart, take care Honey you hold my heart.
Driving In Dallas 0.0
For those of you who are new to the area....I know there are a lot of newbies because the traffic gets worse everyday. If you're just visiting, just pay for a cab....   Driving in Dallas First you must learn to pronounce the city name. It is DAL-LUS, or DAA-LIS depending on if you live inside or outside LBJ Freeway. Next, if your Mapsco is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If in Denton County and your Mapsco is one-day-old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere.  Dallas has its own version of traffic rules... "Hold on and pray." There is no such thing as a dangerous high-speed chase in Dallas . We all drive like that. All directions start with, "Get on Beltline," which has no beginning and no end. (It REALLY DOESN'T!!!) The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended, cussed out an
Making Members Moderators
In Honor Of My Dad
since his health is declining worse, I want to do this before anything else really bad happens. you were the one who picked me up when I was down, made me smile when I frowned, stood by me through thick and thin , made me the woman I am within. You taught me to be tough and true, caring , just me.. .. When you were having your hard times, we kissed and made up, and I am very grateful for us being as close as we are.. Know I'll always love you, and appriciate everything you do.  Thank you for always being there no matter how bad I mess up, now its my turn to be there for you as I am your daughter.. and will not abandon you   Love, Cathy
Ranking Of My Family Here In Fubar~
I Do Care about each and every person in my fu-family~ With That being said...I have opted to not number my closer fam members anymore...Not as a slight to them in anyway..Its Just not fair to number arent a number..your my Family and all of you have been loving and supportive to me each and everyday.. My Number 1 spot will always be for my Fu-Hubby. I have elected to give numbered spots to those who are running AB blings God Modes..Famps ect ect to make it easier for those who come to my page to go to theirs and show the fu-love... I do put it in my status who is running what also to give any fu-support I can..Fu-Fam or not. You all are very special to me and I carry you all close to my heart Everyday A Particular number doesnt show that Love...I do!   Always Have...always matter where your pic may be on my page :)   Much Love and Big Hugz~   Live Laugh and Most Of all LOVE~   ~Ragdoll~
When In Doubt
WHEN IN DOUBT   When it feels i'm pulling away and silence is all you hear, Pull up a chair and stay, because that is when i need you near. I may seem withdrawn sometimes but when in doubt look for the signs And doubts will disappear when we are together and near. Love you deeply even though i'm scared So when in doubt know these things. Deep inside I know we're rightly paired. May not always show it but my heart sings.
Inner Peace
On the constant search for inner peace Because the chaos never seems to cease   Feeling the pain that my loved ones have felt Hoping that one day they will learn to handle the hand theyre dealt   The pain of taking on someone's troubles is too much to bear The muscles of my heart are starting to tear   I have my own burdens to handle Compared to some, they can't even hold a candle   To the fact that the more my burden starts to increase Makes it more difficult to obtain inner peace                
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”~Anaïs Nin
Fubar Rant 1
Okay here We go. Things  that piss Me off about Fubar .......... Bling beggers Fubar Whores People that claim to love someone then leave them and get with someone else in the same week Different rules for the Lowers and Uppers Needy People Emos Trolls
My Step Mom
So I haven't been up to making this post even though its been a month.  Four days after I made my last blog, my step mom passed away.  February 23, 2012.  I still can not believe that she is gone.  I was in denial about it until  I went to her funeral and saw her name above the door.  I broke down immediately.  There were so many people at the funeral which just shows how amazingly loved she really was.  All I keep telling myself is that she is not suffering which is the most important part.  She did not deserve to suffer like she did, no one does.  The worst part for me was when my step niece, she is three, came up to me the day after Nancy died, and goes "Where is my nana?"  It was horrible, made my heart and stomach sink right into the ground.  I looked at her holding back tears and told her that nana is in heaven, which is what her parents were telling her.     I keep freezing up while I am writing this.  I am not the best with expressing my emotions.  I usually try to act like e
Pony Polishing
first off.... on my page EVERYONE is welcome to my Ponies, there is 2 in my faves list. if i know u need to polish it to level & i happen see it dirty, ill link ya.. i DO NOT keep track of them. 2ndly... if your comming and JUST rubbing the ponies & i see it happen i MIGHT warn ya, but I will block you if you dont fix it. while your whoring off my ponies you CAN rate, like, add and fan me. polish one or both ponies AND the other 8 or 9 blings ur allowed! if you dont and i see you....I WILL more than likely BLOCK YOU!!!
  Some days, it’s hard. It’s really hard. I know it is. I know what it’s like, trust me, I do. I pray and hope that maybe, one day, life will be good and love will treat us right. Maybe, one day, everything will find its path and fall into place. Maybe, one day, you will find someone to whom you will tell everything, with whom you can be somebody spectacular and beautiful; somebody to whom you will mean the world. Imagine what it must be like to be loved; to feel wanted, missed, dreamt of. To have your heart filled with warmth and to have all your worries and doubts cast away by a mere embrace or soft touch of lips. To know that there is someone out there who loves you unconditionally, no matter how many times you stumble, fall, or bruise yourself.    Someone who will pick you up from the ground, carry you home as you gently fall asleep to the sound and cadence of lulling words whispering, “It’s going to be alright”. Someone who wi
Just A Bit Of What Is In My Mind
As the night falls, The light leaving the edges of the walls, Time is closing in, A day is coming to its end, Patience may grow thin, The heart tends to bend, Tell that thing you yearn to hear, Those simple words make you cheer, In this night I will be, Just trust me and you shall see, I am here for you, Believe me, I'll say it too...
One Of These Days
One of these days i wont be pushed aside, One day ill be first in line, but wont gain no pride. Not by luck, nor sharpness of mind. But maybe my heart will show through, finally unveiling that finished me. The one that will always be true, one you can truely see. The hearts been broken and tattered, though it's taken me longer. Maybe that's the reason its mattered,  because it made me stronger. I wanted to just jump in and dive so deep drowning in a river of love so sweet, But that current, so strong with banks so steep, after all its not just a street, that you can casually walk on down. and not feel an thing.
I Hope You Cry
Meeting you was written in the stars effortlessly you became a friend to me falling in love with you was something not for seen after just a short while you simply broke my heart by saying those simple words tearing my entire world apart so, "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry" Don't forget about metoo soon in your daysjust keep thinking of mein so many ways  Know that I am still very much in love with you and as long as I'm gone I want you to be as blue "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry"
Changes Of An Angel
You were my own Angel of mercy but as time went by all you did was hurt me   You aren't the angel that you once were where's the angel that stole my heart I just want her   you brought me down to the depths of hell you enjoyed hurting me but I just couldn't tell   you became my angel of death killing all of my ambition my will to live left in one smooth transition   I'm here to tell you I am leaving you and your pain well behind in my past the future is mine to gain
One Moment
I look into your eyes As if I am looking at my forever The thought of losing you Made my breathing so much heavier   In this moment everything stops Nothing else matters as much As holding you in my arms And feeling your loving touch   Kiss me so passionately That you leave me breathless Without you I am lost Like a puppy that's helpless   You’re my all, my everything You are the stars in my darkened sky Without you I will have to cross the river The river of tears that I will cry   Hold me tight, never let me go I need to feel your loving kiss You’re the one chance I want to take Because I always want to feel like this  
Cock Worship
 Down between your legs licking and teasing your big thick cock. I can't get enough of it shove it down my throat and make be take all of you.  
Love Knows No Distance..
It is so hard to be away from you, not talk to you, not hear or see you. I know that love knows no distance and boundaries but sometimes it hurts when I cannot talk to you for so many days. It hurts when I cannot see you or feel you. But it is just magical that when I close my eyes I can feel you breathing right next to me. With my eyes closed I can feel you in every single cell of my body. I strongly believe that nothing in this world can keep us apart because we are one in mind body and soul. There maybe miles and miles between us but nothing can take you away from me because you live deep inside my heart and soul. The only thing in this world that keeps me alive is the love that I feel for you while you are away from me. We share a bond of soulful magical love which has immense power to carry us through distance and time. My heart is devoted to you and my soul is intertwined with your soul till eternity. …
No Purple Hearts For Fort Hood Victims
The military opposes awarding Purple Hearts to the victims of the Fort Hood shooting. (WTF) A Pentagon position paper says giving the award to the Fort Hood victims could "irrevocably alter the fundamental character of this time-honored decoration" and "undermine the prosecution of Major Nidal Hasan [the alleged (WTF) Fort Hood shooter] by materially and directly compromising Major Hasan's ability to receive a fair trial." (WTF !!! They were killed in a military conflict, a fucking WAR, by an Al-Qaida operative. WTF)
Yesterday I Ran
I was light. Like rainy marshmallows on candy-pink clouds. Every footfall landed and bounced, and my lungs didn't burst from the cold or the wet.There was something about that moment, like the first time I did a one armed pullupor fucked raw with the intent of conception.I just wanted to go faster. I wanted to be young and whole again.So I did. So I was.It was a strange perfection.Soaked freezing and ragged.I didn't let enough dark in.I didn't go to that strange and powerful place of hate and inebriation.When it was over, I sought that power again.But the gap in the clouds had passed, and I was fallible impotentand unfeeling.
Pound Me Hard With Cam
 Do you like it dirty and naughty? So do I give it to me deep legs pinned behind my head begging for your cock.   I am in the mood of a good hard pounding.   I want it rough.  Give me a call and lets have some fun.  
The Heart Of All Spiritual Teaching Is Simple....
The heart of all spiritualteaching is simple....Be loveBe peaceBe harmonyBe compassionBe joy
The Ultimate Sacrifice For Love; Makes Sense To Deny Participation
  Written on Nov. 29, 2012   Hey everyone!  Just a quick thought for the day: Your world is your inspiration. Take mental notes, write poetic evaluations. Intimate hour! Are you ready? Do you have your comfortable pajamas on? Ladies, you lean towards the casual bedtime attire to bra and panties, right? For guys, just the boxers? Now, how should we come back to explorative writing but with an explicit twist? Let’s start this evening with a question for a warm up: If you had to risk and lose one of your traditional five senses to make love to your lover, unless of course you associate with paranormal activity, which one would it be, and why? First, I should verify the rules. Answer whether you will or will not give up one of your senses to make love to your loved one. Is that a permanent thing? Yes, this one decision will change all the romantic evenings for you to engage intimacy with your partner for the rest of your life. Think of it as if you were experiencing Ari
One World Government
Poll: Almost One Third of Americans Believe in New World Order     Survey mixes outlandish ideas with genuine conspiracies Paul Joseph April 3, 2013 Image: Wikimedia Commons Almost one third of Americans believe that a secretive power elite is conspiring to rule the world via an authoritarian global government, according to a new national poll. A survey conducted by Public Policy Polling, labeled by many as a pro-Obama outfit, seems to be aimed at ascribing belief in “crazy conspiracy theories” to Republicans by mix
Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars
I know you're somewhere out thereSomewhere far awayI want you backI want you backMy neighbors thinkI'm crazyBut they don't understandYou're all I hadYou're all I had[Chorus:]At night when the starsLight up my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the Moon.Trying to get to YouIn hopes you're onThe other sideTalking to me too.Or Am I a foolWho sits aloneTalking to the moon?Ohoooo...I'm feeling likeI'm famousThe talk of the townThey sayI've gone madYeahI've gone madBut they don't knowWhat I knowCause when theSun goes downSomeone's talking backYeahThey're talking backOhhh[Chorus:]At night when the starsLight up my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moon.Trying to get to YouIn hopes you're onThe other sideTalking to me too.Or am I a foolWho sits aloneTalking to the moon?Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...Do you ever hear me calling(Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...)Ho hou ho ho hou'Cause every nightI'm talking to the moonStill trying to get to youIn hopes you're onThe other sideTalking to me tooOr am I a foolWho sits aloneTalk
No Measure Of Time
No measure of time with you will be long enough. But let’s start with forever
Active Mob Size
The active mob size, listed in fights, is 5 mobsters per level. Meaning if you have fumafia level 10 your mob size in fights is 50, even if you have more in your mob.This increases with 5 per level until the total maximum of 750 is reached. 
the path is rough and uneven. the trees hold the dark and hollow eyes of that which preys on us. I did not choose this path  yet have begun down it. I am not alone  not only are the beast of sorrow keeping time you walk with me. this is our path together  we can not either try to do this alone.
Never leave home not knowing what's out there in life
Coming Up Con Android Aplicaciones Para Móviles Que Pueden Ser Utilizados Por La Clase Obrera
Hay una necesidad creciente de aplicaciones móviles Android en estos días, y esto es evidente, incluso entre la clase obrera. El ama de casa al otro lado de la calle, los estudiantes universitarios que se ven caminando a su clase, e incluso los adultos mayores se relajan en el parque de encontrar estas aplicaciones útiles. Más y más personas están utilizando dispositivos móviles Android, por lo que es en parte la razón por la que el desarrollo de estas aplicaciones se ha convertido en algo tan enorme. Prácticamente todas las personas que se aprovechan de la utilización de esta tecnología sería agradecida por las implicaciones del desarrollo de aplicaciones móviles Android. En este tipo de desarrollo de aplicaciones móviles, que son, por supuesto, se refiere a la utilización del sistema operativo Android. La mayor parte del Smartphone se liberan para acoger las características tanto de los usuarios finales y los desarrolladores de aplicaciones operadores de servicios móviles están traba
Volcanic Eruption
Volcanic Eruption Bonding our bodies with bondage,an oral fixation with crucifixion.Sly vulnerable vixen in foxy lingerie,mounted against the wall like a painting from Monet. Exposure of a virgin canvas with corruption of seduction,blindfolded love facilitates passion without interruption.Slithering snakes roam through dead cells of attraction,a slight tug initiates a desirable reaction. Neckline border control entices a detour,more time to ignite the dark places to explore.A warm sensational blow passes across your neck,soft lips press against the skin for you to eject. Your beautiful spoken identity rolls of my tongue’s tip,but not as effective as the wrap around your erected nip.A sweet arousing touch as hands caress you near,tip of tongue desire to brush against your perky pink spears. A mouth at risk of DUI after intoxicating lips of lust,
Apparently today is "Go for broke day". How would one celebrate that?
Heart And Mind
When i met you, my life changed Don't know when this feel came i got out of bed one morning shocked about this feeling   It's not right to love you, I know But i can't force myself to forget you you gave color to my life Though i know the time is not right   I told myself  to stay away from you But i can't teach my heart not to love you This feeling i had for you keeps growing A reason for me to be afraid of what this could bring   My mind always tells me to let you go But my heart is always  saying i love you This heart really rules my mind And that why i can't stop this feeling inside   Asking god to help me to decide Which one will i fellow heart or mind? God has purpose to what i feel For he only knows about what is real   One thing in common between my heart and mind Is that they both saying what is right My mind is right and so with my heart But one thing is for sure, You are a part  of my life
Question:   How do I close 'My Ticketmaster' account profile completely? Answer Regretfully, the option to close a Ticketmaster Account is not available on our site for security purposes.  In order to close your account completely, a request must be submitted to one of our Customer Service Representatives by  clicking the 'Ask a Question' tab above. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr oh wait we do this also.... but but they're a big company less excuse!
Fragile Things
Can't seem to find the words to say how i feel around you The thoughts i carry so well seem to escape me when your in view i have felt every cheesy lyric ever written cross my troubled head Nothing but stunning exhilaration when your lying next to me in bed   The hopes, The dreams My silent screams The lust, The fear become so clear the way you look, and things you say will haunt my dreams (stay awake) Cannot take this another day taking pills to keep me sane Now i'm left on my own all alone (withered away) And how you left my mind is blown Stunned by a darkness you have shown The pain, The lies how time flies The truth, I stare I dont care new inspiration for a song i call it fragile things (duh)
~cabin Heat~ Part. 3
Ali opened her eyes, the pine smell was greeted with the warmth of the cabin. A loud thud audible through the fog of her grogginess. She sat up and looked around, the sun’s rays beamed through the cabin through it’s moderate number of windows. She stood, still in nude and searched around; Tim no where to be found in cabin. She walked to leave the fire but the impending chill greeted her, stopping her from advancing. She searched the floor behind her to see one of the throws they used the night prior, she cloaked herself and left the warmth circumference of the fireplace. Heading past the table, and to the area that looked to be the kitchen counter. Another loud thud outside drew her attention, she walked to window and peered outside, and saw Tim. Fully dressed, jeans, flannel shirt, jean jacket, chopping wood with a hatchet. She smiled warmly, turning to sink, she drew water and began to make coffee. ***********************************************************************
Updated Points For Rating, Commenting, And Some Special Ability Bling! (baby Jesus New Blog)
CLICK HERE for Baby J's blog profile.   Hey folks, We're about to launch some changes that we've been thinking about for a long time. We feel like the old school behavior of rating and commenting on peoples profiles and photos has been forgotten and based on the feedback from a lot of long-time members.. we're not the only ones.   To help this we've decided to make some changes to the point rewards for rating profiles and photos and leaving profile and photo comments. Because of these changes we've also had to adjust some special ability bling items so they retained the same (or more in certain cases!) value.   Here's what we're starting with over the next 15-20 minutes, and we'll probably adjust these over time based on everyones feedback: * doubled the base point value for giving and receiving 11 ratings to profile and photos. * _drastically_ increased the base point value for giving and receiving non-11 ratings of profile and photos... * _majorly_ increased points for rece
Portrait Of An Estp
Portrait of an ESTP - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving(Extraverted Sensing with Introverted Thinking)   The Doer   As an ESTP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things rationally and logically. ESTPs are outgoing, straight-shooting types. Enthusiastic and excitable, ESTPs are "doers" who live in the world of action. Blunt, straight-forward risk-takers, they are willing to plunge right into things and get their hands dirty. They live in the here-and-now, and place little importance on introspection or theory. The look at the facts of a situation, quickly decide what should be done, execute the action, and move on to the next thing. ESTPs have an uncanny ability to perceive people's attitudes and motivations. They pick up on little cues which go completely unnoticed by most other types, such as facial expressions and stance.
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later. The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured and total. The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he woul
A Shell Without An Inside...
darknesstravelling in darkness againthe briefest respite from the clouds and i am thrust right back withinit seems darkness is all i'm allowedhollowi feel hollow deep insidelike a tree that's only barkemptied of all except my prideand alone within the darkevery new day is a warwith the same old enemies to facefor every one that i gorethere's ten more to take their placeexhaustionexhaustion's found a gripmy engine is maintained by fumesit seems so easy just to let things slipand be devoured by all that consumes
waiting waiting is all ive ever known waiting is wat my heart knows now and waiting is wat i shall do till ur ready i dont mind waiting when the person is right the feeling of haveing sumone care about u is worth waiting for through all the pain one who cares about u makes it all feel better waiting for u is worth every second of everyday that passes and in the end even if freinds r all that cum noing u is all that matters so if waiting is wat i must then waiting is wat i shall do
For Our Troops
It's so hard with you being over thereit's so crazy how our own president doesn't even care.So many innocent soldiers have diedand the families so many tears they have cried.I find myself asking the same questions everydayHow long are they gonna make you stay??When is this war gonna end??How many more troops are they gonna send??And more importantly when is President Obama gonna get a heart??In which my heart he has torn apartOne day this war will endand having you with me everyday will make my heart start to mend!! Have you thanked a troop today???
My Eternal Love
Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting truth in all the liesThe life that makes mine worthwhileMy hero in the dark nightMy protector from painMy guiding lightMy comfort in the rainI could go on forever about your loveI've become to truly believeyou were sent from aboveMy own angel, To forever love only me
Ticking Off
So yeah Got that ticked off my list It was like being a virgin Terrifying yet compelling to males In particular And all I wanted was Satisfaction After 3 years of waiting Got it He will never stalk me Never bother me It was just...... Satisfying Perfect in it's singularity & purpose Done...for now
I Miss My Lil Monkey Milo So Much It Hurts. This Pain... Should Never Be Something Someone Should Feel.
I'm pregnant I just got the newsI sit rubbing by belly waiting for you.Although you can't move yet I still feel you thereas I close my eyes and fall deep into prayer.Dear God, thank you for this precious childthis is a miracle from heaven there is no denial.I imagine holding you as you place your hand into mineas I opened my eyes and realized the time.The time was in the pastbut that vision of you is a memory that still lasts.You left me to earlyand for this I still weepmy womb is emptythe pain is so deep.I can't help but wonder if you are okI imagine you placing your hand into mine one dayas we soar side by side in
If I Were To Fall In Love
If i were to fall in love, It would have to be with you Your eyes, your smile the way you laugh the things you say and do, takes me to the place my heart never knew so, if i were to fall in love it would have to be with you,   If i were to give my heart i would have to be to you, for you bring things in to my life so beautiful and new love, so soft and warm beside me that i know it's true if i were to give my heart it would have to be you   i was looking for an answer i was looking for a way to keep the magic that you bring to each and every day to live our lives togeher as only lovers do   It started with a feeling and every day it grew so, when i knew i was in love, it had to be with you
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What comes of the mind after it's gone? What shall come of a heart after it's won? How can a body react with out a thought? How can one be, with out a soul? Left to rot, unbearable toll, alone in the dark, stained by a mark, Watch it wither and die, as the world just passes it by....
An Evening Well Spent.....
I had been sitting there in the baths for some time. Lately, it has been the only place I've been able to relax, gain a bit of peace and quiet. I often dozed in here. On this particular occasion, it seemed that is precisely what had occurred. My hair, waist length was almost always pulled up. I t was this way today. Two cold fingers fell on my shoulders – each moving slowly upwards along my neck. Tiny caresses upon my skin. The hands continued up and began untying my hair as gentle kisses were being well placed on my neck. A tiny flick of his tongue, little nibbles. My lips parted slightly as I exhaled a sigh. He bit down – a low growl scarcely escaping his lips, the touch still delicate, as my hair fell to each side of my body – fan like shapes in the water, just barely hiding my breasts.I moaned quietly as his lips brushed against my ear."Hello my dear."Not responding, but simply moving forward – more than inviting him to slide into the bath behind me. His clo

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