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FIERCERAVEN's blog: "my life"

created on 03/07/2013  |  http://fubar.com/my-life/b353136

The story of a broken soul
The little girl all alone tossed around from home to home. Her mother left when she was seven Never to be seen again.Raped and unprotected running from the evil.No one to listen or even care what she thinks or feels.Accused of it all.As the years went by and the rape continued by the age of 13 she had finally had enough.Didn't care about the world or who was in it looking and seeking death to find her.By the time she turned 16 she was out on her own kicked from her own bloods house.She was better off no more mental or physical abuse to leave her uneasy.Staying with a friend she had known since she was born.Working two jobs and going to school.By 18 she was living with a man who only kept her around to be his slave.Used, abused, cheated on, lied too,and more.She had just graduated high school and a few weeks later her grandmother had passed away the one who basically raised her.Tore up and not giving at fuck at this point everything begin to start going down hill.
She got married at 19 to a abusive,cheating,lying,asshole who left more than he stayed home.Wouldn't work so she had to support the family the whole six and a half years they were together.Taking his abuse going to the hospital from being kicked so hard she pissed blood,spit up blood,bruises,black eyes,and more.Living in Baltimore most of this time moving all the time working at the northeast market plus doing side hustles to stay alive.Being kicked out on the street while he runs away with a new one she has to defend for herself.Working all the hours she could eating at work when she could doing side hustles on the side til she got enough money to stay with a co worker in a one bedroom.Spending every waking breathing min that she wasn't at work with her best friend who she loves dearly.(A team 4-eva) Soon Her husband sends her a letter at work wanting her back and even though she has gotten back on her feet she goes back to him like a idiot.Ending up back home and in a divorce.
She is now struggling with her past and everything she has been through to make it and get back on her feet.Striving each and every day to become something more than she is already.Though this is only bits and pieces of her life and how she truly is.A small but gentle taste of the women inside.It's a feel of some of what she has been through and how tired she is from all the pain,hurt,abuse,and more.Tired and just wants safe arms to come home to,to be loved,to be shown that she isn't invisible.

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