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Ever meet someone you knew was special the minute you started talking to them??? Well I have on numerous occasions only most of the time I was wrong........ Till now. I have met someone that can light up my face with a smile with just 2 words "Hi Baby". Now am I a little leary??? Yes I am but I know that this time I have made the right choice. I can feel it down in the bottom of my heart that he has stolen so easily, the same heart that has been crushed by so many that I can't help but question myself sometimes but when I do all I have to do is look at him to know that it is pointless to do so because.....well because he is the type of guy you only meet once in a lifetime the guy that when you do screw it up and push him away you tell yourself as your watching him walk away that your the stupidest person on earth for letting him walk away...... but by then its too late. Now what I really wish is that he was closer because this whole long distance bullshit is for the birds. Having to suffer everyday without him by my side, not being able to wake up next to him every morning, or going to bed every night to the sound of his breathing as he falls asleep. Not being able to feel his arms around me when I am not feeling all that great about life, or when I need someone to hold me when I just need a hug. What I do love is hearing his voice tell me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me and........ Well everything else about him. DO I need him??? Yes. Does HE need me???? I dont know. But I do know that he doesnt WANT anyone else and that is all that matters to me..... The others...... Well they can take some good advice and take a long walk off a short peir.... Im not worried about them anymore. It me and My Love against the world are you ready Baby?? I Love you with everything in me and just know you are now the one that holds my heart your my love, my heart, my everything along with 4 other very very imortant people in my life and you know who they are so consider yourself VERY VERY special in my eyes.
