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Hurting
Why can't you notice my existance? When all the while I stand near you Watching you from afar is all I do cause you already love someone so true I try to deceive myself saying I deserve someone better but deep inside I know My heart will only love you deeper I try to forget how I feel for you after all, this will only lead me no where but the more I stay away the harder it is not to think of you each day how I ache to tell you how I feel though I know it won't mean anything to you I just wish you'd open your eyes and see how long i've been here just waiting and all the while hurting....

3 Kids Found Dead In Fetus Theft Case
BELLEVILLE, Ill. - A baby sitter charged with murder clubbed a pregnant woman in the head repeatedly with a table leg, then cut her fetus from the womb in a bathtub where she later drowned the victim’s three young children, an investigator testified Wednesday. The grisly details in the September slayings of Jimella Tunstall and her family were revealed at a hearing where a coroner’s jury, after a few minutes of deliberations, concluded the deaths were homicides. Tiffany Hall, 24, has been charged with first-degree murder and faces a possible death sentence in the death of Tunstall and with intentional homicide of an unborn child — Tunstall’s 7-month-old fetus. She has pleaded not guilty and remains jailed on $5 million bond. She has not been charged in the drownings of the children, ages 7, 2 and 1, although authorities have said she confessed and led them to the bodies. Prosecutor Robert Haida has said those deaths eventually will be presented to a grand jury for possible cha

Seperation & Passing Of
To all my CherryTop friends I'm sorry I haven't been a good friend latly. Last month the wife and I seperated. I moved from New Jersey to Florida. And my aunt just passed away this week. It has been a hard transition these few weeks. But I promise as soon as I'm back on my feet, you guys will get tired hearing from me.(LOL)

Gone
***********************GONE!************************ He ran about looking for us running from from room to room looking everywhere he knew we'd be. First in the bedrooms in the beds even under the beds, then the kitchen for when we are not in bed we are eating sneaking him little nips and snips under the table just out of moms sight.now he is getting worried can't find us anywhere. Can't even smell us any more, all he can smell is that stinging acrid smell of burning rotting flesh. Maybe just maybe his family is outside. All he sees is smoke and those monstrous shell where our cars used to be and those horrible, horrible screeching birds that keep circling overhead

Bruised ,battered And Bleeding,left For Dead On The Highway
San antonio has shitty ass drivers. No lie. We have some of the worst drivers in texas. But what happened today was horrifying. There is nothing scarier than an accident. Nothing more heart stopping than having one. Today as I was driving home I told my friend i was going to get off the phone because some people were driving like shit around me and i wanted to concentrate. I did, and not more than a few moments down the highway I had to slam on my breaks for an accident that was ahead of me. Due to my being in my cop school it is a requrement that I stop and pull over and check to see if everyone is alright. Usually in these situations everyone is alright. In this one...well someone wasn't. The woman that was in the vehicle was found that way. Left for dead by herself, bleeding and in horrible condition. She wasn't concious. Knocked out cold. So yeah i called 911 and gave them a sitrep (situation report) and told them i would stand by for them until the paramedics arrived. The para

Ying And Yang
Do you remember holding hands along the pier strolling in Santa Monica's noisy,spirited streets? Walking hand in hand,me not having a care in the world, except knowing you were mine then and being more happy than I've been in all my life.. Now,I'm here and venting isn't enough nor will it ever really be.. I love you still, even after all this time without you in my life anymore I could care less about my own safety,and regard. When we were together,I could have done anything and now I'm forced to do everything.. Though I know you're happier with your new man, I cannot help but to still wonder about you,think of you in my most quiet,lonely of times.. My rage comes to me like a Dragon needing,pleading to be released from the solitary confines of a soulless heart.. A place lonelier than the void of space, colder than the dark side of the Moon.. My love, I miss you with everything inside of me,and I know I will die far far before my time, before I have to.. But I never w

Symphony
the drive home tonight was invigorating... the chilled air swirled around her, and more moon exposed to the sky than last night. her hair was doing pirouettes, bowing to every flight pattern of the wind that carried it. smoke curled away from her lips, so sensual and mysterious in a way that she was irresistible. no one could see it but she... the clear of the night all but calls her in, her heart to make love across the miles, to burn in a touch that was to be unfelt... but oh, god, how the breeze reminds her that it's not so far out of reach.

Clutter And Hope
books and knickknacks stacked haphazardly, home is personal reflection. and what a mess it is, a single woman that lacks direction. pieces of life strewn about the coffeetable, a hand-me-down from the parents... electric bills and junk mail ads line the particle board like the bottom of a birdcage. that old oak table has been in the family for generations, albeit pathetic abstractions of humans that fancy themselves a step above the masses, but i digress... the memories that come with the table are a montage of movie scenes... marriage and pregnancy, honor and shame. the kitchen floor hasn't been swept in god knows when, the dishes seem to find a home wherever they last were set. it's a wonder you can even decipher that a floor exists. and maybe that's okay, because in the midst of trying to find what's underneath the clutter and mess, she might find the very thing that has eluded her thus far... herself.

Recent Uploaded Photos
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Will You Believe In Me
Will You Believe In Me? My child, you are indeed a student of the word, and you have hidden Myword deep inside your heart so you might not sin against Me. But in that you still refuse to come to Me, so that I may heal you and bandage up your wounds. My beloved do not resist the brooding of My Spirit, for as you know, the letter kills but My Spirit breathes life to all those whom will seek My face. My child, your memories are holding you back because that is what you are focusing on; but I have called you to be transformed by the renewing of your mind so that you be able to test approve what My perfect will is for your life. Do not waste one minute longer, but choose today in whom will you follow and in whom will you serve? My child, I am asking you: will you believe in Me and allow My word to go forth into your life so that I may produce in you a harvest of righteousness? Will you allow My word to be sent out and accomplish what it needs to do and for it not to return void?

I Just Haven't Figured It Out
Well love comes and goes and its just weird how someone so unexpectedly comes into your life without you actually realizing why they are there. Love and relationships are like that. But I have been through so much in my past. Things that at my age a normal person wouldn't have. I have had so man terrible things occur that I guess most of the time that I assume when I get close to someone or love someone they will be there and then be gone. Its crazy I know. How can I live when I constantly worry about it. Well I have just given up on that and well just decided to let it go, open up and trust that my heart will have made the right decision. I'm sure right now that the one person that I love and adore knows how much I really care and want nothing more than to be happy and make them happy. I am one that usually keeps to myself not because I choose to I just do. There aren't alot of people that I let get close to me and I have reasons for that also. My heart is there and open. I just want

Friendship Counts!
Friendship Counts..... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "H

Its Me....
She was hurt, left to sit in the dark when other were in a line walking out the door. That’s when she realized that she was forever to be left alone. She was found later, broken like a glass dolly left in a Thunderstorm. She became use to the Loneliness and fond of the Darker side of life. She cut herself to feel better… to feel anything but the fake pain that presses against her heart… Wishing for Rainbows, never to find the right color…. She is often sad. Her heart hurts… a lot. She cries when she is angry. She enjoys small, intimate settings. She is not outgoing. Sometimes She pushes people away to see if they will come back. She has very few friends. She has a hard time making friends. She loves to be LOVED. She loves love and is in love with LOVE. She loves animals and finds people a little too harsh. Her feelings get hurt easily and she is too sensitive. She feels Alone. She would cry for no reason. She laughs at inappropriate moments. She is often confused. She often confuses

I'm Thankfull....are You?
For all the people that still protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at, and we want no choice other than that So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, if that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, just be thankful that we chose to go

Honor The Vets
Veterans are easy to recognize By their special swagger And their shattered eyes By the way they stand so tall When the flag is raised And how they bow their head When the Lord is praised. They may have clabbered voices And brown and mottled skin A missing arm or leg or eye But you can see the youth within. What horrors did they see What hell did they endure To keep my flag and liberty secure? What would our nation be like Without veteranssuch as these? Let us remember each of them When we bow our knees And may we give all reverence due To the brave men and women Who defend the Red, White and Blue.

Copy N Paste
Plese copy n paste this link into ur browser http://thebreastcancerinfo.com/breast_cancer_pictures.html,u can get the html codes from it where the ribbons are. My auntie had breastcancer n i saw her suffer from it..she died last april..shes in a better place now but we all still miss n love her dearly.For those whos loved ones has any kind of cancer then my thoughts are with you..*hugz*

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This One Is So Nice Never Forget What A True Friendship Means
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

The Fall Of An Empire
The Fall of an Empire… By Toilet Paper? Sometimes I look around me and I’m amazed, and saddened, by things I see. I know, I’m not the first one to broach this subject, and I’m sure I won’t be the last. What I see is a soaring divorce rate, children being given away, the elderly are abandoned… and the list goes on. You don’t have to look to the murder statistics to see that our society has lost respect for the human life. Now, most of you that have read my articles before know that I usually don’t choose such a dire subject but I am going to look at this through my own glasses. Decades ago, when the United States was at it’s best, (before apathy set in), and was most admired by the rest of the world, everything had value. Very little was wasted at that time, we either used it again or found another use for it. I can’t think of too many things that were tossed out after their original use was used up… (Well, except for masticated food maybe, but we won’t go there.) H

Mindless Obstruction
Traveling my path Wandering life’s journey Searching for The exit To Euphoria Wishing for The BIG happy The quest to Satisfy my Soul Emulsify my Inner light To feel again Quietly confident With the unknown No worries about The next No ‘what ifs’ For the past A permanent feeling Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’ That is all I ask To just be me And be relaxed

Ok Ok I Know What I Said!
I know I siad I was taking a break! and I REALLY did! My kitchen and bathrrooms are alll sparkly and my animals and kids are even fed! LOL Seriously though I decided why let a few bitches on here run me off? Thats exactly what they want. I come back just 2 short days later, and ive dropped 3 places in rank and have lost my flaming cherry again and even a couple spots on the legends list. The OLD me would have been like OH NOOOO I better go rate and fan a bunch of people and get it back but you know what? This place is really NOT that important to me. I checked to see which friends took the time to notice i was even gone and rated or even bothered to look @ my pics, stash, and blogs and its been duly noted! With that said, the NEW me is taking her daughter to Dollywood for some mother- daughter time. Just the two of us. I will most likely be gone ALL day. Leave me some love or DONT> Either way, cherrytap WILL still be here when I get back and so will my true friends! So have

Shadows
In the shadows, Lay my fears The fear of repetition, Of that which brought so many tears Lying awake, Sweat beginning to drip These feelings of betrayal, At my heart does rip In the shadows, My anger I hide For it's in the shadow, That I confide Tortured are the nights, That long have been set aside, For there I find my comfort, So that I must hide.... In the shadows

I Think I Have Fanaly Done It
for those of you out there who are looking for that one person that makes you feel complete keep looking cause i think i have fainaly found her and it is the most wonderful feelingin the world it is worth all the pain and heartache that come with such a search all you who have had a brokeheart in the past know what i am talking about but when that person finaly comes into your life it is like having all of the pains of your past heeled at the same time for the first time in my life i am truely enjoying the sound of the birds in the morning and the true beauty in a sunrise. i wish these same feelings for all my friends out there on cherry tap if all of you are lucky enough to find someone like adele this world will be a better happier place. have a great day ya'll

Gave You
i gave you my heart it was in your hands you took this knife and cut through and through again my heart is lost and my emotions to i have no feelings because of you no more love or hate now i guess i should thank thou because pain can be a emotion to

You Are My Trouble
Blessed by elumentaing smiles , a rose in shadows given new life. Stem luring with passion once packed under earth has been brought to air filled with love only to set the rose free. so long hidden in the dark in dear fear of winter cold the rose did not sprot, with one kiss with one swift emotion the stem has brought forth a bud and now the rose feels free to bloom. the freedom to be what is real like in times before was once hidden or was to inclose to exspose. most will never see the rose as bud or bloom, only a few know deep the rose maybe may only flowers close enough and safe enough then dose the rose exspose its true self. The truth be told the rose only shows in love. so with the rose in told some truth may be said love must be a concept only when i'm thinking of you.

Pretend
Pretend It’s not my problem, That you couldn’t deal with your own. [Don’t blame your mistakes on me] Spin Spin Spin Flip. Head Or Tails It’s not my problem. I’ve given up. Because, In the end you never cared. I’ll watch you fall. I tried to help. You threw it back in my face. I’ll take a deep breath, And try to forget, That once I called you my best friend. But I don’t care, Because you never did. Run along now, Just [Pretend]

Hidden
I rush around circles complexes are never ending running running gasping yet never losing thrust. dancing emotions play outright in the dark standing Never out of the light. Up beat tempo words rythumicly Bouncing thought the night. The music shows threw day light. public music once thought hidden, brought to the public to see. music once a lions stare now a weasel in despair. enlighten by these eyes a panthers stare Calum knowing perseverance and powerful standing to hear the music play through these eyes. it is now the concept the lion fears. The facade of the jungle has vanished drums beating enchanting to ears wanting yet the panthers drums clearing air. drums hidden bringing focus to sounds. the platform of the lion will never be the base of the world. It is the panther who sounds the stag in the back only bring forth when strength and desire it is the matching drums the panther seeks. The courageous and confidence the lion lacks is w

I Slept With Three Men Last Night
I Slept with three men last night I slept with three men last night. Vastly different amazingly insane. Consuming my entirety. Heaven allowing I would be please to sleep wit all three for eternity. Cocky, selfish my animal appears, basic desire nibbling at my ear. Reaching nor for heart nor for soul but pure satisfaction. Eating fruited apple of seduction. . Ripping emotion from equation , my animal ripping givers me his lust. Moaning insentient satisfaction, fantasy, reality in middle nights. Aww the king, confident and alluring, slow firm thrust forcing voluntary submission =. Submitting my hunger of his confidence. Power hands hold me tight moving my arms above. As he rules I rise with every move. Soft smooth another arises kissing flaws only he defines as beautiful. Losing my mind, finding my soul. Lost waiting not to be found. Lips meeting lips. Craving his gentle moves as is penetrates forward I move in. Intensely waving in his passion. He is not my sin. As sun

I Wish
Wish I could look away From all this pain Caused by you Wish I could undo the past And go back Do it over again No matter what I do You just don't care for who I am No matter what I say to you You don't believe me And hurt me again Four months ago we were still together Everything was fine When I was with you Nothing could go wrong The sun did always shine But you didn't know who I am You didn't know who I'd always be When you saw the real me You just walked out of my life

Come Back To Me
I'm crying As this rain pours down around me I'm screaming To try to vent this pain Wishing I was dreaming Rather than believing that you're gone Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you I'm crying As the world blurs and I go numb I'm screaming And tearing at my skin Wishing you had known The extent of my feelings for you Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you Does the blame fall upon me For your giving up on life? How is that fair? I loved you more than life Come back to me I need you... come back to me I need you to see the light I need you to feel the warmth I need you to breathe the air I need to hold you tight I love you but you'll never know And you're gone..

Wohoooooooooooo
well well cherry poppers......lol......thanx for visiting me i have met some cool ass peeps and also some real assholes but i guess i can come in here every now and then and change my blog....anyways thanx for the new cherry i needed that......lmao.......now who wants to pop it:-O........Kat:-P

Dead Beat Dads
I just have to rant a lil bit about my daughters father. Well first my daughter just turned a year old. And her father has seen her in almost 6 months. His choice not mine. I have never kept him from her. He is just full of excuses why he hasn't. He hasn't given me a single dime for her in that period of time either. What I don't understand is how someone can look at such a precious lil girl and hold her and then just not be bothered with her? It took the both of us to create her and I am the one that is doing all the work. Which I don't mind doing the work but a lil help would be nice every once in a while. The only time he seems to want to be in her life is when he wants to try to work things out with me. And every time I tell him it isn't going to happen he doesn't bother showing up to she her. aaaaaa it is just aggervating.

Prayer
Please Read and Return My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me. This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another. The prayer: Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen. (If you have more than four people to send this to, you are truly blessed).

Good Answer
Subject: Ya just gotta love em senior citizens........... A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Lexus convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing," he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the highway patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this," and pulled overto await the Trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the Trooper walked up to the Lexus, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go." The old gentleman paused........ Then said, "Yearsago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back." "Have

New Ct Hater Rating Ones
SHE JUST WENT TO MY PICS AND PROFILE RATING MY PICS AND PROFILE A 1 COME ON NOW GROW UP DONT HATE BECAUSE YOU WISH YOU WERE AS PRETTY AS ME AND HALF THE OTHER WOMEN ON HERE DAMN I MEAN COME ON NOW ACT YOUR AGE NOT YOUR IQ WE CANT HELP IT IF YOU WERE DROPPED TO MANY TIMES ON YOUR HEAD LMAO OH OH OH I JUST GOT ANOTHER HATER MUST BE HER FRIEND BEWARE OF THEM BOTH LADIES http://www.cherrytap.com/user/677081 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/760663 HERE IS THE SISTER OF THE OTHER GIRL LMAO GOD GROW UP sonya: block sonya: why u just blocl my sister sonya: i'm 10 times better lookin then your fat ass sonya: yeah bitch look at me ->sonya: LMAO LOOK WHOS TALKING sonya: you are a nasty lookin bitch

Please Leave Comments
I would really appreciate all my friends and fans on here who have commented me in the past going over to my new website at www.thedarkmaster.com and leaving comments on THE NEW FLESH forum. Any comments regarding my unique brand of work would be welcome! Thanks, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com

Men On Ct
Well i have finaly come to the conclusion that I am not wanted on this site because the woman on here can't control their men and then when the men get caught they blame me...that isn't right so if this shit keeps going im just gonna leave this site and not come back...there are alot of great people on here but no one ever respects me just because i have dated one person from here...and it didn't work out..its not my fault that the men in here don't wanna keep their peckers to them selfs...so i am done dteing people from here unless i meet them in person first...this is the last time i am gonna be disrespected over some gay ass bull shit mary

What Does Your Last Name Say About You
MY LAST NAME D: One in a million O: Awesome Kisser V:You are not judgemental E:Great in Bed A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K: Just too damn beautiful L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your last name

Hbg Class Of 99
this was our rendition of someones motto sex drugs rock and roll speed weed birth control first you live then you die so let get together and all ride high View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Why Our Gov't Doesn't Care...
Ok now, maybe I'm sane, (I doubt it) but it seems to me that people here are missing the obvious about life. I was just watching some 'Save the environment' program on TV, and I realized why nothing is really done to protect or save the environment by the government. You see... The bible says that god will come and destroy the earth. (For reference on this please refer to The Bible:revelations) So...knowing this... our good christian government doesn't waste time trying to protect things that are going to be destroyed in the long run. It's gods will...of course that also applies to the rest of us who will also be destroyed. Now I know... some environment laws are pushed through parlament... most of them have little to do with actually saving the planet, most deal with restricting business practices and creating more chaos and confusion in the masses. Order through Chaos Bullshit Baffles Brains Simple Misdirection Look at it how you will... These are my thoughts... B

Just Got It Figured Out
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 #10 IF YOUR NOT IN A SO CALLED FAMILY YOUR FUCKED ISN'T THAT SAD AND I THOUGHT ALL 363 WERE FRIENDS I HAVE 6 OUT OF ALL WITH THE CONSIDERED ONE I DELETED AFTER HIS BLOG DURING THE NITE , SO, MUCH FOR FRIENDS , WILL , I GUESS ALL WILL CHANGED , ITS NOT THE CONTEST IT IS THE THOUGHT , AFTER I WENT THROUGH MONDAY JUST LIKE A FEW WHOM LOST SOME ONE , AND THIS IS SAD HAVE A GOO ONE , I WILL GO DOWN WITH HONOR .CHERIE

Forever?
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings So many things on my mind Really don’t know how to unwind Kids are screaming through my ears I want to scream, but who would hear Deep down my mind is hurt By what was said It was lower than dirt All I want to do is lie abed Things keep spinning round and round Everything just seems too loud As a mom, what should I do? All I want is to hear Thank You! Just how do we make them see? That what we say is what’s to be All it comes down to is more and more What I can’t give them I feel sorry for Still it comes back around I want this I want that They think it’s just allowed What are we a welcome mat? These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!

How Do I
how do i let people know to contact me at wolf_blade_tek@yahoo.com is i can't make it on this site all the time? the library in Copperas Cove are dicks and if someone wants to talk to them i can't do it unless im on my e-mail

Weigh In
Weigh In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: accomplished Sooooo I was bummed today and just felt blah.. Well i was talking to a new friend of mine and was like oh crap weigh in time.. 5 Pound Loss So total for 5 weeks 12 pounds.. maybe it is getting to be a brighter day out.. we will see

Great White - Save Your Love
I wake in the night, To find you on my mind- Deep in a dream, You’ll always be, Till the end of time. . . I look in your eyes, They touch my soul. My love is hard to hide- I’m never alone, when we’re apart- I feel you by my side . . . & here in my heart, Where no one else will ever be- I know who you are- So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see. . . I wake from a dream, & see you by my side- How could I belong to someone else; when holding you, feels so right. . . & here in my heart, where no one else will ever be- We’ve made it so far, So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see . . . Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! Don’t turn your back on me, You’re all I need! I know who you are, We’ve come so far- So b

Kiss- Forever
I gotta tell you what I`m feelin` inside I could lie to myself, but it`s true There`s no denying when I look in your Eyes Girl I`m out of my head over you I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I heard the echo of a Promise I made When you`re strong you can stand on your own But those words grow distand as I look at your Face No, I don`t wanna go it alone I never thought I`d lay my Heart on the line But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I see my Future when I look in your Eyes and it took your Love to make my Heart come alive Cos I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time

Who Knows.....
who knows what they want to do with their life...life is a wonderful thing but it can also be a pain in the ass.....i'm just happy i'm goin' to college soon for Criminal Justice hopefully it is what i want to do with my life....any who, if you know what you want to do with your life i'm happy for you and go for it

Earth Day
Every year I go out with a trash bag and gloves. This year it didn't take me long to fill my bag. The creek's banks are covered in broken alcohol bottles and clothing. Gross. It makes me wish people were not such selfish idiots. When I was ten years old I was walking around barefoot in some mud and stepped on glass. My wound became impacted with mud and rocks. I ended up in the emergency room, getting six stitches, being on crutches for two weeks, and six months later two pebbles spat out of my foot in a very painful way. If that jerk had not thrown a bottle into the mud, I would have avoided the whole thing. I have an itchy scar on the bottom of my foot to remind me of how gross human beings are. So imagine now, if you will, what a difference it would make if everyone went out and filled a bag of trash today. You can sing a John Lennon song now if you want.

I Wish He Knew How Much I Do Love Him...
boy: i saw her today girl: i saw him today boy: it seems like its been forever girl: i wonder if he still cares.. boy: she looks better than before girl: i couldn`t stop staring at him boy: i asked how how things were going girl: i asked about his new gurlfriend boy: i`d choose her over any gurl i`m with girl: he`s probably happy right now boy: i couldn`t look at her w/o starting to cry girl: he couldn`t even look at me boy: i told her i miss her girl: he doesn`t mean it boy: i loved her girl: he loves his new gurlfriend boy: i held her for the last time girl: he gave me a friendly hug boy: then i went home and cried girl: then i went home and cried boy: i lost her girl: i still love him

Wtf Tom?!!!!
OMG so there I was commenting and looking at pics and what not...and I realize that I forgot to delete my old profile at the stroke of midnight. So I sign out of my new profile and go to sign in to my old one and what do I get... Sorry the action who have choosen is invalid...WTF TOM...it was working two minutes ago...so yeah thats right Tom I came to CT cause they are running....ARGH!!!! Hope you get Myspace running again...lol

Too Stoned!!!
If this doesn't make u laugh, not sure what will!! A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint, when a lizard walks past, looks up, and asks "Hey, what are you doing?" The monkey replies, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some!" So the lizard climbs up the tree, sits next to the monkey, and they smoke a few joints. After a while, the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and goes to the river to get a drink. He staggers tothe river, but he is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls in the water. A crocodile sees this, swims over to the lizard and helps him ashore. Then he asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains that he was sitting in the tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and fell in the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out, and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing the joint. The crocodile yells up to the monkey, "Hey!" The monkey looks

Got Chronic Illness?
Here's Is Something That May Help You Deal. Like a chef trying out new ingredients to get just the right flavor in a dish, people with arthritis and related conditions may have to experiment to find the best ways of coping with fatigue, pain and difficult sleeping. Finding a balance and rhythm to your life may be difficult at times, but having a solid plan for coping should help. Here are some tried and true tips: LISTEN TO YOUR PAIN AND FATIGUE: They are signals that you need to slow down. Ignoring them may make your condition worse. (this is so true I had to slow down) FOLLOW ACTIVITY WITH INACTIVITY: Rest to prepare for and active day. Set aside time after and active hour to take it easy. EXERCISE AT YOUR OWN PACE: After your exercise program according to how you feel each day. You may want to try swimming, yoga, tai chi or walking. LEARN TO TAKE THE MIDDLE ROAD: Instead of thinking you can't do the things you love because of your arthritis, find creative ways to do wha

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you h

Black Queen
I know there are answers, but none are coming to me. All because I can't be what you want me to be. Your home and your love in my life. It’s pretty to see these little plastic stars glowing for me. Thoughts from the black queen are coming to me. Years before I tried to be your home and my love secretly. Twenty-nine and I can’t be free. It’s nice to see the answers from the black queen are coming to me But I still can’t be what you want me to be. Fifty-three and this just isn’t me. I’m trying to be what you want me to be But you still can’t see the little black queen. It’s not me, It’s not me. All of these stones coming down on me because I still can’t be what you want me to be. This isn’t me, This isn’t me. This is the black queen being the voice for me Because I still can’t see why you wanted this to be. I abandon everything and live with the queen but these little plastic stars won’t stop shining for me. I’m starting to let go of everything. I am the quee

Its
Its because of you I chose to stay, In this house I will forever remain, I lay on our bed so soft and smooth, And every night I think of you, Its because of you my love will grow, In my heart, Its soon to show, I lay on the couch full of love, And think of you and the god above, Its because of you I want to be, With you forever, and forever free, I lay on the floor,With memories of hope, And all i want to do is mope, Its because of you that i feel this way, Forever, and ever, until the next day, I lay with your picture, full of Amazing love, And all I do is look above!

Every Time
Every time your not with me, The pain always grows, Every time I look into the sky, I always think theres hope, Every time I fall asleep, Memories of you make me weak, I feel as if theres nothing left, But to go another day, with out your necklace around my neck. Every time I look at our pic's, I feel like crying, and it makes me sick, I will always love you, You know thats true I just know that i would never lie to you!

This Is A Crazy Place..
This is a crazy place to hang out, all the hottest women will show me their pussy if i just ask them to be my friends, thats way beyond weird. If life imitated Cherry Tap i wouldnt be married thats for sure, id just go around asking women to be my friends, then when they accepted id ask them to be my, um, closer friends.. Browse through the women i am a fan of and its almost feels like being an online gynecologist for christs sake! I genuinely like some of you whether you have extreme close up photos of your genitalia or not, truth be told i wish some of you didnt have those pictures up, having seen them often makes me feel too pervy to strike up a conversation with you.

~~where Have All Our Jobs Gone To~~
Think About This One!!! A Car Company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A Toy Company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A Shoe Company can produce its shoes in Southeast Asia and claim it's a free market. A major Bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their Prescription Drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American and illegal and our politicians want to Stop it! And you think the Pharmaceutical Companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next ele

Waving The White Flag....
I am so tired of fighting what this society thinks a woman should be like. I am not like other women for one I don't trust many but for some reason I am able to just admit who I am. Most dislike it because I am so up front. I don't know how many people I ran off because I simply stated what I expect from them. Maybe it is because I know what I like and am not shy about telling others about it. Most of the time I am put down for being different. For dying my hair all shades of colors and having tats. Not to forget that I am not a Christian. Don't how many times I have heard that I will be going to hell for that. I have my beliefs and keep them close to my heart. I refuse to change because I am a mom. I am finally being happy being me and as for a relationship. I know what I like there too. I am bisexual so it is hard to find some one who is comfortable with the type of lifestyle I lead. I am not a slut by no means but I feel like I have to much energy to keep to all to myself.

Sighns Your Burned Out
Signs You're Burned Out 10. You're so tired, you now answer the phone, "Hell." 9. Your friends call to ask how you've been, and you immediately scream, "Get off my back, bitch!" 8. Your garbage can is your "in"box. 7. You wake up to discover your bed is on fire, but go back to sleep because you just don't care. 6. You have so much on your mind, you've forgotten how to pee. 5. Visions of the upcoming weekend help you make it through Monday. 4. You sleep more at work than at home. 3. You leave for a party and instinctively bring your ID badge. 2. You blasted your daily planner with a .357 magnum a week ago, but still haven't been able to miss a meeting. 1. You think about how relaxing it would be if you were in jail right now.

All I Ever Wanted!!!
I always wanted someone special in my life. I wanted someone who cared about me and understood me and my feelings; someone who would listen to my worries and try to help me ease my way through them. I wanted someone who would be patient with me when I needed a little more time and tolerance; someone who didn't expect or demand that I try to be someone I'm not, and who wouldn't try to manipulate me into their idea of a perfect mate..... In my life, I wanted someone who knew how to give....not just on special occasions or when it's easy or convenient, but everyday and whenever there was a moment that we could share. I wanted someone who would make time for me regardless of busy and hectic schedules; I wanted to know I mattered and that I was more important than a business deal. I wanted someone in my life who knew what love and loving mean and who allowed themselves every opportunity to enjoy those wonderful feelings. And while I'm thinking about all these outstanding qualities

Tired Of The Oil Industry Screwing You In The Wallet?
If you are tired of watching the price of regular price go from $2.89 to $3.15 in a day or higher depending on where you live then you need to sign this petition... let's see if we can reveal the dishonesty of the oil industry as it truly is. I don't know about you, but I am tired of being screwed with a gas pump nozzle and having to pay for it. http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/investigateoilindustry/

Maturity Goes A Long Ways With Me....
Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. Maturity is patience. It is the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of the long-term gain. Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging set-backs. Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat, without complaint or collapse. Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so." Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their lives exploring endless possibilities; then they do nothing. Maturity means dependability, keeping one's word, coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi. They are the confused and the disorganized. Their lives are a maze of broken promises, former friends, unfin

Hang Overs Do Have This Right
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 sodas and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced tea

Allow Me...to Make You A Shake
I would have love to serve you breakfast in bed my Boo The Menu - something exotic and new A mushroom head a bush of lettuce head A Hot dog Two nuts 2 eggs A firm ripe banana 2 pears Melons an apple Milk or yogurt Whip cream slice bun Looking into your radiant eyes i would prepare you this surprise plunge my firm ripe banana Into your container extracting your milk until its smooth as silk scramble your eggs between your legs Heat up my hot dog upon a hard log with my wooden spatula work up a smooth miture i am sure you get the picture gently stirring my banana in your milky container put my hotdog between you slice bun I sure that would be fun avoid crushing the nuts avoid getting cuts eat as often as you can and don't forget to have fun You can add pints of laughter to last you the morning after so drink your milk shake until your belly ache....

How Sex Starts
How sex starts.... a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

Im Soooo Tired Of The Bs...
WHY IS IT SOOOO FUCKING HARD FOR SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY BE A FRIEND...PEOPLE ON THE NET JUST DONT LIVE IN REALITY...I HAVE FUCKING OVER 400 FRIENDS AND ONLY A HAND FULL EVEN CARE AND KNOW THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP. ITS FUCKING PATHETIC IF YOU ASK ME. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING RATINGS...I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I LEVEL UP...I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR ABOUT DOWN RATERS AGAIN....YOU WANT TO FUCKING RATE ME A 1 GO FOR IT...I WILL NOT LOSE SLEEP TRUST ME....ALL THAT FUCKING MATTERS IS WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME..NOT SOME FUCKING DUMB ASS ON CHERRY TAP DOWN RATING...HELLO TO ALL GOOD PEOPLE..FUCK ALL THE REST OF YA!

Desires Of The Heart
Desires of the Heart by Travis Teeter I've been on my own for awhile now, And in my searching I've stumbled. "I've made it this far.." But I'm not sure how. Several times I've tripped and tumbled. But I always come to stand again, Despite not always landing on my feet. I'm a grown man, I know when I sin. Hell, I'm a part of the U.S. Naval Fleet. I won't be some child's plaything, And I won't let myself fall into temptation. I've already got an' idea of the game I bring. I'm self supporting, protecting the nation. I do things that you can't or won't do. And you can't keep me down, stupid. My Name's Travis J. Teeter. I represent the Red, White, and Blue. And I'm no victim of that taliban Cupid. So for those of you that think you know me, stand by. Because you can't stop me, despite your best try. I'm heading straight up into that clear blue sky. And I'm not stopping, just because you break down and cry. So to hell with you, that can't put up a good fight.

Winners Of The Bbw Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST YOU ARE commentburner.com THIS WAS THE BEST CONTEST IVE HAD 1ST WITH COMMENTS 10882 2ND WITH COMMENTS 10505 3RD WITH COMMENTS 4704 1ST WITH RATES 50 2ND WITH RATES 42 THANK TO ALL VERY MUCH ALL THE LADIES ARE WINNERS IN MY BOOK RUBIA

4 Rules To Live By
4 Rules to Live By This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny. These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS. 1. Be present 2. Listen 3. Tell the truth 4. Release attachment to the outcome Explanation: 1. To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution. 2. To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution. 3. To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h

Looking For That Special Guy
i am looking for that special guy who is honest loving caring and wants to be with me because of who i am not for what he wants me to be i have a 17 yr old son who is my life and i need someone to fill a void that is empty at the moment but i know he is out there somewhere i thought i found him but i havent talked to this guy for some time now i dont know what is going on but that is ok there will another i am going to just let it happen and not try so hard

What's Your Love Profile
Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try th

Caught In The Act
MsShana was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Kiss
i'd kiss your neck and caress your cheeks i can feel your pulse rate go up as i breath softly along your neck we walk to this clearing where the night sky shines trough i turn you and take you in my arms looking into your eyes as i glide my fingers through your hair down the side of your neck down the front of your chest as you close you eyes I look at the vain on your neck pulse harder i run my left hand up your back to hold you as you begain to relax as i kneel before you i undo your blouse reveiling your soft breast in your bra i take them and put my lips on them kissing and tasting them as i remove your bra your hard nipples begg to be sucked and bitten as i take your nipples in my mouth you put your hands on my head pusing me harder on your breast as you start moaning with your desires i lay you down on my vest as i remove your skirt and panties as i admire your beauty my hands caresses your breast and nipples as my mouth kisses and e

Thanks
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Andy Rooney
Subject: 4/18 CBS couldn't shut him up Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right. AMEN ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls be

The Eye
THE EYE The Eye overlooks the ocean, The Eye overlooks the sea. The Eye protects the boats in the fog, The Eye protects you and me. The Eye sits above the waters, Its light knows no borders. The Eye is the ultimate tower. The house that gives light is The ultimate POWER!

Blinded By Love
Blinded By Love Blinded by love Only seeing what it wants you to see Looking at only the good, Not the bad The happy, Not the sad Blinded by love Only seeing what it chooses you to see Looking at only the fake, For love's sake The artificial Not the natural Blinded by love Why does it happen to people like me? Because it doesn't want the real to be seen.

Our Love
Our love is like Spring: Its freshness, with the new beginning With the flowers growing And the birds singing Just bursting With life and vitality. Our love is like Summer: It's playfulness, with the fun times With the heat surging And the humidity rising Just breaking Through time and barriers. Our love is like the Fall: Its crispness, with the beauty With the leaves falling And the summer passing Just shaking All the colorful leaves down. Our love is like Winter: Its coldness, with the frosts With the ice and snow And the fires warming Just melting The cold from our souls.

Mom!!
I get an attack of the antsies (root word antsy lol) everytime i hear my mobile ring. True enough it was my mom on the other line. "Hi darling how are you? You know the other day I met up with your uncle and he has the perfect match for you." In my heart I was hoping the type of match that would light my ciggarette. To my dismay it was another of my mother's efforts to match make me. Groans. "You know it's normal that you don't like him immediately. Give it a go." Double groans. "You know you're not getting any younger." Mind you I love my mom with all my heart. It's just that matchmaking isn't my cup of tea! And age is a bothersome issue especially where I come from. I'm thankful that my other uncles and aunties are quite liberal about this. As for my dad, he still sees me as his 6 year old baby so I guess he'll let me marry when I'm 40. Great LOL

Your Age By Eating Out!
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT > > > > Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood > anyway-but your waiter may know! > > YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH > > This is pretty neat. > > > > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! > > It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! > This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. > > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would > like to go out to eat. > (more than once but less than 10) > > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) > > > 3. Add 5 > > > 4. Multiply it by 50 > > 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... > If you haven't, add 1756. > > > > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. > > You should have a three digit number. > > The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How > many times you want to

Ok Here Goes
Well this basically sums it up as my mother said when this song and video came out. Basically I'm just a southern girl and have no problem getting down and dirty. Gretchen WilsonRedneck WomanMusic Videos And Lyrics On Demand

A Girly Song.
"Fall To Pieces" I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the star Back into your arms [Chorus] I was working on a story that I have been writing for about 2 years now, and I have my music on and this song came on. I dont know why I thought I wanted to make this a blog but I did, oh well. I have decided that I need to start finishing things that I have started. So I found 2 of my old stories (of course only about a chapter done a piece) and I am diggin

True Friend
Well this a blog to tell u about a true friend that is sweet and kind to others, she has the biggest heart and i love her. i met this girl in high school and she never knew i had a crush on her until now. But now I have the chance to be with her always and I hope she knows this that i care about her and always will.

God Send Death - Slayer
God Send Death On your back look on to me You'll see genocide Face from death more than insane Profane pleading cries Watch you die inside watch you die God send death end misery Preach no love of ministry Pray for sin a shattered faith Down on your knees Your screaming out to die Death is over due Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Putrid blood flows through my veins To thrive on demise Voyeurs' lust watching the pain Touching you inside Bleed you fucking dry Bleed on me Death's design blood splattered wall Face melting one vicious whore Twisted figures flesh from bone Down on your knees Your screaming out To die Death is overdue Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Clawing at the eyes o

Who Is It?
So I noticed some people have a crush on me. Well being the type of person I am I would love to know who. So to my crushes, who are you I'd like to know? For the men and/or women that step forward to identify yourself a special present waits for you. Hope to hear from you soon! Reply via comment or email.

Severely Hung Over...
9 of us from work decided to get together to help celebrate one of the girls birthdays. It was a royal riot. If you could picture 9 nutty nurses ... hootin n hollerin in the local bar in Prescott, Ontario. We started out with beer, rye and some wacked out drink ..all I can remember of it was...that it green..LOL From there we graduated to shooters with peppermint schnapps and tequilla. Whoaaa...them is mighty powerful. Of course throw in a few B-52's ..and yep Boo was pretty snookered..lol We danced..played pool..well I think I played pool..LOL ..think I jus kinda stood there with the pool stick. The band was okay...played a lot of blues. I know I kept shouting at them to play..."One burbon, one scotch and one beer" ..bastards never played it...lol I know I ended up at a friends place...drinking till 3:30 am...am still at a loss as to how I got there..lmao! Gonna have to ask her at work tomorrow. The highlight of my night tho was meeting one of my friends from

Chapter 1 - Dreams
Dreams As I lay in bed thinking of what my place in life is, the realization of the truth overcomes me. How can anyone choose who they become? You can have desires and goals in which you may achieve, but do those actions truly lead you down the right path? I feel everything that happens has a purpose; not always of our choosing however. Though, most times the true meanings are never revealed to us. As we watch our lives unfold before us questioning why, there is something inside that brings comfort to our souls. The key is to embrace this feeling rather than ponder on the immediate outcome; whether it’s good or bad. Our dreams are the stories told by our spirit and soul. Many times they seem unclear and without meaning, but the soul only speaks truth. Learning to study and understand that truth is the first step to self-enlightenment. It may come in our dreams or simply through those daily life experiences, but we must always keep our ears and hearts open. If you igno

Pain-by Three Days Grace
This is what i feel right now... i can't help it i need him i want him but he's gone and i cannot breath thinking about him Pain lyrics Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain,

.i Just Died.
.I Just Died. What is the point? Being honest, Open, Truthful? It doesn't matter No one cares Many tears My eyes have cried Many years I've kept everything inside I have let you in I have been open But I've should of known It would only last for a season What was the point? I'm torn and bruised Left alone to pick myself up And open for the next person to abuse I don't have a choice I can't catch a break I've lost my heart's voice Screaming how bad it aches Am I a horrible person? Do I deserve to be on the ground? The one you don't care to listen And walk away letting me drown I'm suffocating In this life In my life Slowly becoming nothing It gets harder to breathe Harder to keep fighting I want to leave Disappear And slowly I'm dying So what really is the point? Being truthful, honest, and open It doesn't matter to you You don't care So say goodbye And cry your last cry Because to you I just

Forbidden
Broken an beaten Used an misused Left an forgotten Lost an confused Longing an dreaming Lifeless an numb Doubtful an dreading The ends sure to come. Visions of love an everlasting Dreams of one whom my heart is fasting Searching clouded love no more A heart raging with a storm Raindrops of tears lightly falling A broken heart steadily calling A scream within that hasn’t away out They tell me love will be found, but I doubt Dreams of a butterfly tummy Kisses as sweet as pure honey Thoughts of a heart forever to be mine Feelings of loneliness consume my time Behind teary eyes the sadness is hidden For the one I love is to me Forbidden.

Who Gives A F*** Anyway.
In My OwN LiTTle World, I know People Love Me. I can walk into a store and feel the LoVe. Perfect strangers smile at me, children want to talk to me. Big ole dogs run up to me wagging there tails. I am strangley loved by everyone and it's very nice! In My wolrd, there is no deceptions, no lies, No Anger or fear. NiCe things happen for everyone. It just depends on who you are and what your needs are at the moment. Of course, in my world the needy don't exist. You See, I'm Alone here, I Have no one to share my thoughts with, or to cry with. I sometimes wonder if theres a reason I live alone. Until I think about it a while. Then I remember how it hurts when your you are stepped on by those you love. How it feels when what you believed in was just a big lie. People are greedy, when it's part of thier plan. They know they can decieve you, cause your a nice guy. I'm always left standing, alone and with the bag. These are my memories, that's why I won't lie. I know it can hurt you, m

Important Medical Information
American Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better. Just thought you'd like to know

Sunday April 22 2007
WELL HERE WE ARE ALMOST THE END OF APRIL AND THIS ANGEL IS READY FOR THE SUMMER. SORRY I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN THE LAST FEW DAYS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS BUT HAVE BEEN BUSY. THATS LIFE FOR YA THOUGH YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT. WELL LETS SEE WHATS GOING ON IN ANGELS WORLD SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT AND DONT KNOW WHERE TO START. FIRST I GUESS THE REASON WHY I HAVENT BLOGGED IN A FEW DAYS IS BECAUSE MY GRANDMOTHER IS IN THE ICU UNIT OF A HOSPITAL HERE SHE IS GETTING BETTER WITH TIME AND THE GOOD LORD LOOKING AFTER HER BUT ITS GONNA TAKE TIME. NOW FOR THE GOOD NEWS MY HUSBAND IS NOW A TAP MEMBER HE IS BIG PAPA ON MY FRIENDS LIST SO FOR ALL YOU HOT LADYS OUT THERE THAT WANTS TO CHECK OUT A STUD FEEL FREE TO CHECK HIM OUT RATE HIM AND ADD HIM HE IS ONE STUD MUFFIN LET ME TELL YA ALSO BETWEEN TRYING TO HELP HIM RAISE THE CHILDREN COOK CLEAN AND BE A WIFE AS WELL AS TRY AND HOOK UP AND HAVE FUN TIME GOES BY ALL TO QUICK SO LADIES PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND SEND ME A LINE ANYTIME AND ILL RESP

Pet's Checklist....* Blushes *
SEX: Anal Sex (get): No,5 Armpit Sex (get): No,No Ass Cheek Sex (get): No,4 Butt Plugs (get): No,5 Dildo - Anal (get): Yes,5 Dildo - Oral (get): Yes,5 Finger Sex (get): Yes,5 Hand Job (give): No,4 Including Others: No,5 Licking (get): No,5 Licking (give): No,5 Massage (give): Yes,5 Oral Sex (give): No,5 Phone Sex: Yes,5 Pornography: No,4 Sex in Public:

Latex Gloves
Latex Gloves A dentist noticed that his next patient, an elderly lady, was looking very nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't" she replied. "There's a building in China with a big tank of latex, and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands,let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't even crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later during a delicate portion of the dental procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just picturing how condoms are made!" she said. Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds may be slow, but they're always working.

A Biker's Wish
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when

Can't Think Straight
i don't know which way is up. i haven't been so confused in years. his words have touched my soul. they speak to me with such clarity. why now? i can't get them out of my head. i can't get him out of my head. i want to know more. i want to see more, hear more. does this make me obsessed? probably. fascination moves me though. i can't explain this at all. it confuses me entirely and excites me too. this can't be normal...

The Best I've Felt In A While!!!!
I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen to her and she couldn't care for him anymore?!? Well she knows that I would see that he is taken care of but I just can't think about loosing my BEST FRIEND right now... I hope that someone out there understands me... I would love to be his GODMOTHER but not at the risk of loosing her... I mean I would

Addicts
I speak of my friend a lot, but sometimes it is better to get the point of view from someone who is a good enough friend to tell you the things about addiction you do not want to hear. I lost a dear friend in October of 06 and you can call him an addict, a junkie, a waste of life, If i hear those words come out of your mouth in front of me you are looking for a fight. I will instantly close myself up and tell you politely to go play with yourself in the backyard. Everyday I run across people who are in need of help, working in Detroit I see a lot of homeless people. My childhood runnings i hung out with a lot of people later who became alcoholics and drug addicts, but now I run across a different problem wanting to support that person who is an addict. I am reminded of the pain I feel that my friend is gone and he was an addict. It really did not bother me, the world viewed him as a junkie, as a waste of life, and I have had a chance to spend some time with someone who the world

Love
I understand someone stalking your page..Ive experienced that first hand and I understand gettin a little edgy about someone ratin ya a 1.. nobody Ive met is a 1 thats just issues they have with themselves to do stupid stuff like that. What I have problems and issues with is the fact some of US think we run shit and we dont. SOme of US think that we can just put up whatever whenever and fuck the feelings of others on Tap. Nobody on here tells me how or what to think, I follow no one but myself (and the voices inside..lol.jking). So having said that, I dont care if you have issues with foreigners, I dont care if you dont like people that date outside their race, I dont care if you dont like men that dress like women, or homesexuals, or redheads, or women who think for themselves, I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR ABOUT IT!!! NOT IN A BLOG NOT IN A BULLETIN, NOT A DAMN THING!!! I have the right to an opinion just as you, but Im not cramming what I think down your fucking throat. Next

Love
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you

Looking For A Ct Wifey Of Husband
Well I see everyone who has a CT husband or wifey and I wanted to do it a little different and have a CT Wifey and Husband since im bisexual I want to see what kind of replys i get Thanks

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

Http://cherrytap.com/user/789241
I DO NOT KNOW THIS PERSON AND FROM WHAT OTHER CHERRIES ARE SAYING TO ME THEY DONT KNOW THIS PERSON EITHER, I AM WRITING THIS TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS PERSON IS RATING EVERYONE A "1" ON THEIR PROFILE AND PICS, THIS PERSON SHOULD BE BLOCKED A.S.A.P. BEFORE THEY RATE YOUR PICS LOW NUMBERS. I AM NOT THE ONE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ANYTHING BUT I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THEY NEED TO BE AWARE OF WHATS GOING ON. THEIR ID# IS http://cherrytap.com/user/789241 HURRY AND BLOCK BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

Days Of The New Show Review
I saw Black Canvas,The Showdown,and Days Of The New at the Mojo Room,on Saturday April 21rst,2007! Great show! All three bands were awesome!! Starting with local band,my friends Black Canvas,great to see them representing local music with a kick ass set! It was a great defining moment for me,and all the supporters of the treasure coast music scene! Rocking out their originals,this three-piece showed the Mojo why the Mojo is in Port Saint Lucie,cause our scene is on the rise!! Then The Showdown,who reminded me kind of Every Mother's Nightmare rocked a blistering set of originals and did pieces of Metallica and Pantera songs! Which was a great tribute to Cliff and Dimebag!! Look out for them,they are a great up and coming band!! Then Travis Meeks and Days of the New,rocked out some classic dotn classics,plus some new songs!! It is amazing the way Travis plays the acoustic guitar!! If you never have seen Days Of The New,see them on this tour,they are a very entertaining musical proje

Hands Up!
... and one more time someone slapped my face . . . . . . . . . . . . if i said i was going to learn from the experience lived in the past, i was very wrong anyways, like i said, someday i'll learn someone said i'm too nice

Something On My Mind
Yes I do have something on my mind but I'm not really sure what it is. Mymind kinda just seems blank right now so I figured maybe by some miracle if I started typing that it may come out. I mean its been a quiet and peaceful day. None of the craziness thats been going on...My boys have been either sitting here watching some funny videos on youtube with me or playing outside. Its like I feel lost at the moment in this open abyss and I just keep falling and falling and still nothing there. You may think by reading this that I'm upset or depressed about something. Well don't worry I'm not. I guess I just needed to type something to kickstart my mind again....lol....

Your Inspiration: Meanings
Standing for what you believe in, Regardless of the odds against you. and the pressure that tears at your resistance, ……. means courage Keeping a smile on your face, When inside you feel like dying, For the sake of supporting others, ….means strength Stopping at nothing, And doing what’s in your heart, You know is right, …….means determination Doing more than is expected, to make another’s life a lil more bearable Without uttering a single complaint, …..means compassion Helping a friend in need, No matter the time or effort, To the best of your ability, ….. Means loyalty Giving more than you have, And expecting nothing But nothing in return, …. Means selflessness Holding your head high, And being the best you know you can be When life seems to fall apart at your feet, Facing each difficulty with the confidence That time will bring you better tomorrow’s, And never giving up, …. Means confidence.

Been Gone For A Bit....
had alot of shit going on there for a little while but I have since gotten somethings under control.... I'm trying now to put my life back together... Anyway I'll be on more often now...more on that later xoxox - Dahlia

My Crushes Open
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com THANK YOU I FEEL HONORED TO HAVE YOU ALL I FEEL SPECIAL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT,LOVE YA TAKE CARE OXOX IF YOU LIKE LEAVE A PRIVATE MESSAGE KIM AKA GLAMOROUS XOXO

Our New Trip
Today a really good friend and I (Joanne) along with my daughter and another friend and his daughter..We all went to Chilhowee at Ocoee River..It's on top of a mountain, with a lake, camp ground, walkin trail that leads to a beautiful waterfall. Of course the girls weren't to tired they keep going..lol After we got done walkin the trail and playin in the waterfall, we went on up were they held the Olympics in Ocoee River.. And we ate lunch at one of their picnic tables.. Then we went walkin some more.. Then the girls played the in the water along with Bo.. and man was that water ever cold.. Joanne and I just got our feet wet...lol to cold for us.. But we all had fun, it was better than sittin at home all day..

Two Badges That Give Me A Lot To Be Proud Of
These two badges I am showing here are just a few of the awards that I received while I served in the Army for 10 years (4 Active and 6 Reserve) and they are the ones that probably bring me the most satisfaction of any awards that I received. Yes, I spent some time as a Drill Sergeant, three years as a matter of fact while I was in the Reserves and that was probably one of the most rewarding times of my life, taking a part in molding a young man or woman from a civilian into a soldier. Contrary to popular belief we are not mean sadistic people who thrive on making people suffer. We have a difficult job to perform and not as much time as we would like to do it and we do it to the best of our abilities. What the Drill Sergeant imparts to the trainee may one day mean the difference between life and death on the battlefield. There was a poster I once saw while I was going through Basic Training that made it all very clear to me and the caption was, "LET NO MAN'S SOUL CRY OUT 'IF

Look For Me, May 2nd, On 'medium' Cbs
I am playing a Mexican Restaraunt Patron, I am sitting right behind the guest star, Neve Campbell, in this episode. She was really sweet by the way, no it is not a speaking part, you have to be SAG to do that, I need 3 vouchers to get SAG, it does not happen to everyone. *Sigh* it will though. Episode Name: Head Games Episode Number: MED-057 (3.19) Air Date: May 2, 2007, Wed. 10/9c PUZZLED THAT HER DREAMS ABOUT A MURDER CONTINUE EVEN AFTER THE SUSPECT GOES ON TRIAL, ALLISON IS UNABLE TO TURN TO HER TROUBLED HUSBAND JOE FOR ADVICE — GUEST STAR NEVE CAMPBELL (”SCREAM”) BEGINS A THREE-EPISODE ARC AS ALLISON’S NEW FRIEND, DEBRA — JASON PRIESTLEY (”BEVERLY HILLS, 90210″) GUEST STARS AS ACCUSED MURDERER WALTER PAXTON — After helping Devalos (Miguel Sandoval) convince the jury of a suspected killer’s (Jason Priestly, “Beverly Hills, 90210″) guilt in the murder of his wife, Allison’s (Emmy winner Patricia Arquette) dreams of the gruesome crime continue. Pushing aside her

Just T Say Hey
Well i made some awesome new friends with my blast and I just wanted to let everybody know that you should say hi anytime, im around a bunch cuz im an addict and ill try to get to ya as soon as i can!! Thanks for all the love and thanks for allemas69 for getting it for me!! yayyyy.... now i only have 90000 to go still lol but thats better than 300,000 but anyway THANKS AGAIN LUVZ YA!!! ~Cindy

Loving You
as i sit here and think that you are the only man that has my heart i know that i am truly lucky to have you in my life for loving you and loving the time with you is truly worth what i feel and could never top what you were given my heart is yours zand my love is yours i couldnt imagine loving anyone but you for loving you is one of the great joys in my life

I Made This For A Friend :)
don't be lonely tonight my dear there are beautiful souls near one may find you with a pout and not linger long but rush out so smile even if inside its not strong for a smile on your face is never wrong

Right Now Am So Spitting Mad Ya Can See Flames Comming Out Of My Ears
My mom just told me that my sisters fucken stupid shit ex hubby is kicking her out in May with no job an d no place to go. Has even told her if she, my sister, goes any where near my mom he will make it so she doesn't see either of their girls again. He doesn't want my mom near them because she set boundaries and wont go beyond them. and wont give them any money. I want to go to my sister but it will make matters even worse for my sister if i do go as there is even bad blood between my sister, her ex hubby, and me

Contest Witchsbrew,needs Support
My good Friend an Familly member,Cherie,Formerly Lady WitchsBrew,now WitchBrew.Is in a Contest an needs some Love in the way of Comments.All hands on deck for this Contest.Please Show Cherie Some Love. Most contests from Friends an Family members.I post a Blog with their Link,to make it easier for myself to comment.an others as my page loads quicker than others. a href="http: //cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 Since Friday all my Blogs are invisable,I thought my enternet exsplorer was respouncable.So I put Firefox back on it today after fishing.Still can't view my blogs. Almost like the Tap has me Blocked,I rather post Bloggs than Bulletins.As nobody reads my Bulletins generally,but close Friends + Family read my Blogs.

The Magic This Night (erotic Story)
The Magic This Night The thin veil of clouds covering the moon gave it the appearance of being suspended by an invisible thread. He stared at the amber disc for a long time, almost as if waiting for something to come from the encounter. There was magic in the moon this night. It touched part of him. It touched him in that place that made him hard. The lust that rose up in him was natural and pure, filling him with a powerful feeling. The longer he held the gaze of the amber moon, the harder he became. He slowly lifted thickly muscled arms. Broad hands reached toward the sky, as powerful fingers curled into tightly balled fists. He threw his head back, shook the hair from his face, and unleashed a howl into the humid night air that came from the depths of his soul. The magic was powerful indeed. Nostrils flared as his mind played cruel tricks on him, teasing him with a wisp of her scent on the night breeze. Instinctively, he whirled an

~lost A Wonderful Friend ~
My dear friend Joe (Ole Texas Cowboy) was killed Thursday in a plane crash outside the capital of Belize City. Joe and his pilot ran into a storm from what I understand from his brother Frank. Joe and his pilot was killed on impact. Joe was one of the first people I met here when I joined and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him so much and it was a shock to hear that he was killed. He was a true friend, always helped me when I was sick, he was a wonderful doctor who always knew what to tell me to get to help when I had the flu. He was always around when I needed a friend. My heart breaks with the loss of a wonderful friend.

Yep I'd Fuck You Alright! Raw And Nasty.
yep i'd fuck you alright! raw and nasty. There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Before The Dawn - Judas Priest
Before The Dawn Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him" Outside the birds begin to call As if to summon up my leaving It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him"

Happiness
EACH AND EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO FIND HAPPINESS HAS THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY.WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY SOMEONE WANTS TO STOP ANOTHER PERSON FROM FINDING WHAT THEY NEED OUT OF THIS LIFE.THIS LIFE ONLY LAST SUCH A SHORT TIME WHY DO SOME WANT TO SPEND IT MISERABLE AND ONLY SEEM HAPPY WHEN THEY ARE CAUSEING MISERY AND GRIEF IN OTHERS LIVES.THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO BE HAPPY.TO ME THATS WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING.WHY EVEN WAKE UP IF YOU KNOW YOUR JUST GOING TO TO SAD AND MISERABLE.HAPPINESS COMES IN MANY DIFFERENT FORMS IT DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE WHEN YOU FIGURE THAT OUT THEN HAPPINESS IS THERE.REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU ACHIEVE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT REACH FOR THE STARS LIVE,DREAM,LOVE....BECAUSE WHEN THIS LIFE IS OVER THEN THE ONES YOU LEAVE BEHIND REMEMBER YOU AS THAT BRIGHT SMILING FACE,THAT RAY OF SUNSHINE THEY MIGHT NOT OTHER WISE HAVE HAD.THATS THE WAY I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW ME NOW AND REMEMBER ME WHEN I DONE HERE ON THIS EARTH.i NOT ONLY WANT TO BE H

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy....... 1. A day without sunshine is like .........night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off

Ghost (poem)
Ghost === Ominously lurking in the gallows Hides a being in a quiet lull The ghastly one watching over Creeping deep into my skull Shutters rattle like decayed bones Shattering in the breeze An apparition's breath lingers Causing my heart to freeze Yet the pounding melts the ice Blood boiling to a fever pitch As the ghoul approaches Drifting toward like a witch The ghost of my past returns A love forever passed away I never could love again When I lost yours that day In my madness it is reflected That this, my soul has deflected

Tears - Rush
"Tears" All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why?

~just A Survey~
1. Name someone who made you smile today? My Daughter.. 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Changing and feeding my baby.. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Just playing around on CherryTap.. 4. What was something that happened to you in 1994? I moved up to Show Low, Arizona for about 6 months.. 6. Four words to explain why you last threw up? Pregnancy hormones really suck!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? Black & Silver.. 8. What was the last thing you bought? A Propel.. 9. What was the last gift you received? My neighbors gave me a card, because they are new around here & needed some help while they got on thier feet, so they gave me a card to say thank you & that I'm good ppl.. 10. What color is your front door? White.. 11. Where do you keep your money? In my planner or bra.. 12. What was the weather like today? Cloudy/sunny & windy.. 13. Where did your last hug take place? In my bed.. 14. What are you excited about? Fi

Man And Moon
I stand beneath the mystic moon, Time does not come too soon For when a starnger comes to me One without an identity. The way I feel it may seem That this may be forever a dream For the man I have in my sight May only be a shadow in the moonlight. He's always under the moon, he's never late Is he the one, my love, my soul mate? All I've ever had was broken promises and lies But all I can see is love and honesty in his eyes I feel that I can trust this mystery man Just in the way he touches my hand I know he'll never break my heart And we'll always be together and never apart. So if I'm dreaming please dont wake me If you can just let me be If I must have to say goodbye Instead of my heart breaking again I would rather die!!

Repost From Mumm...
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a pl

Still Hurt
It's been two weeks I still am hurt You destroyed my heart And left me all in pieces You took the one who cared most Left him destroyed Didn't care what you did As long as you got what you sought I never saw it coming You hurt me so damn bad Your betrayal of me is like A big spike to the heart Other stuff adds to it Someone labeled me the wrong way My reputation is destroyed It'll take time to repair I'll never forget These last few weeks Between you and the label I'm not gonna be the same again

Anger Rage And Hate Plus Love Sucks Ass
Well Not Sure What To Write Here Rite Now But I Will Say Love Sucks Ass I Am In Love Wit SumOne But Not Sure How Serious They Are Wit Me When She Does Say She Loves Me But Her Situation Isnt No Easier I guess She Has Been Wit This Other Dude For A while I guess And Has Him Moving In and that was before we startred our little thing and falling for each other as i hope she did and loves me to but im just not sure what to do anymore cuz i dont wanna wait around for ever to find out she is just gonna stick wit him or what not plus also one my exs desides to try and take my van witch i bought and paid for but we had the title and stuff stuck under her name sense i couldnt drive at the time but yea 2 times now she ticked me off and returns it to me wit no gas and i get pissed snap and shit and hten she comes and takes it cuz she has the name on title . so i dont even know wut to do bout that all i know is im loosing all i have had and cared bout most the girl i love and wanna be wit and my

Call On Me
YOU CAN CALL ON ME ANYTIME,I AM HERE,I WILL LISTEN,BE THERE PICK YOU UP WHEN YOU FALL,MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE SAFE,DRY YOUR TEARS CALM YOUR FEARS,MAYBE SHARE A FEW BEERS,ANY DAY,ANY WAY,IF I NEEDED TO,GIVE YOU ALL I HAD,MATERAL POSSESSION IS NOTHING COMPARED TO OUR FRIENDSHIP,IF THERES A STORM I WILL BE HERE,MAYBE IT WILL BLOW OVER SOON,I LOVE YOU,I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS,AND HUGS ARE FREE,AND MY SHOULDER IS HERE IF YOU NEED IT,SO IF YOU NEED SOMEONE,SOMETHING,ANYTHING,... JUST CALL ON ME.

Mer De Noms But Nothing Good Within Them Or Whom They Belong Too....
The darkness i feel creeping closer nothing i can do but let it consume me i wont nor will i fight it if it must happen to protect myself then i will allow it the dark place my heart cold an dark my soul coming back to its former self dark staind an putrid... the anger the hatred my long lost friends misery my goddess my sweet Mistress how ive missed her touch. The anger the Demon has awakened from his slumber self destructiveness an all My former self my face the new dawn has arrisen, A fallen Engel Scorned for life cursed to never love again the hopes an prayers of this lonely Engel left unanswered his heart never healed or mended his mind still fragile an yearning to be loved... he crys an prays for more for what he needs only to the ones hes looked towards for help turn their backs on him.... Long has his days become longing for more yet still unheard. Till the day his halo fell to the ground an his wings set ablaze as he descended from heaven the beautiful prominent wings

Poem
In the midst of a midnight dream i find myself still awake no reailty compares to the fanatsy i chase along the lines in my mind a thought fallen from a far and i cannot cover up with just a smile no more broken heartache its so long behind a single tear drop please wipe from my eye a single shiver brought on by cold alas a hand arises to hold yet still in the midst of a midnight dream i see the fog plaster the sound of a heartbeat i want to reach out i long to grab whats infront of me but the eve knows my path and it shall not wish this love to be so calmly i lay back my head realize this mistake ive made again for these wishes i keep in the tears i shed will never leave the warmth of my lonely bed.

Yup Yup ....ouch!
The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog.

Mmm What You Say? That It's All For The Best?
I'm sitting here wondering why I'm still up this late, but I know I've been up later, so it doesn't surprise me. I'm scared, I'll admit. I'm opening myself up again when I know I shouldn't. I had a fine week of healing, and now I'm preparing my wound to be ripped open again... [totally emo, right?] Ugh, why am I doing this? Because I'm in love. Taylor texted me five times in the last two hours, and I can't help but laugh. He just needs some good loving, but I told him it wasn't coming from me. I miss him though. He understood me a lot. Especially when he'd ask me one question and could tell exactly what kind of mood I was in from my answer. No one else can do that. He was rambling in the text message about I don't deserve to be in this situation. That he intends to help me make my life better. He told me I was going to be okay no matter what was bothering me. And when I got off the phone and read those, I cried. To be honest. I cried. Why is it that th

My Grandpa (pappy)
I am depressed now my pappy is not doing to good he had bypass surgery wensday and took a turn for the worse this morning it has really got me down and out now all my friends are walking away and nobody is here for me when i need them someone tell me what is going on please why am i feeling so alone

Demons
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

No Title.....poem
Your with her not with me But you and I are meant to be I love you I'm sure of this Instead of me she gets your kiss. I use to believe you and I would be forever But you left me, now you and her are together. Day sfter day I listen to our song Cant you see I'm right for you and shes wrong. I'm trying to be strong and trying not to cry You're leaving with her and to me saying goodbye!

Just Sunday Stuff
I read the strengthening family relationships part in my book today. It wasn't all that insightfull. It talked mostly about parenting, and divorce, and making a family of your own. It didn't talk much really about relationships with brothers, or ants and uncles, or anything like that. It talked about being a grandparent some too. Mostly stuff not directly related to me though. I'm not a parent, and don't want to be. Reading that stuff just makes me more critical of others in things I have virtually no experince in. I'm sure there were small bits and pieces of stuff that grew my knoweldge or something in that chapter, I just don't remember exactly what they were though. I went to my brother's girlfriend's last symphony concert today. I was a few minutes late, so I had to wait for the first song to get over with before I could go in. It was good though. I liked a couple of the soloists. It's kinda weird, cuz everyone was dressed in black, other than the soloists. I guess

We Are So Stoked To Be Hosting Our First Monday Mayhem Battle Of The Bands
XTRM PROMOTIONS and CHARLIE'S Bar & Grill have decided to have a battle of the bands to promote new and upcoming local talent!!!!! If this is a success then it will be come an annual battle to help promote bands!! We have the Eagle 97.7 , The Music Stand and several other Sponsors on board!! We will also be doing radio ads pushing every monday show and the bands names !!!! BATTLE OF THE BANDS The Battle will consist of 3 (Three) Rounds of Competition: 1st Round - will consist of 9 (Nine) weeks with 3 (Three) bands a night all on Mondays. There will be 1(One) Winner per night to move on to the Semi Finals! 2nd Round - will be the Semi Finals for 3 (Three) Weeks with 3 (Three) band per Night as well with 1 (One) Winner to move on to the Finals! 3rd Round - is the FINALS and will be for one night on a Weekend on the Outside Stage and 1 (One) Winner Crowned as the Charlie’s Battle of the Band Champ!!! Bands Must Sign Up, by paying a $15 Entry Fee & Filling o

A Poem
You came into my life on a cold January day I got to know you and you took my breath away Before you I didnt know what my heart was for You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more! We may have rough roads up ahead But if we believe in every word thats been said Then we can get through this just fine And we'll be together forever and all time. You're a great guy you have to believe its true I only tell you this because I believe in you You're the only one in the world for me Baby, I love you and this you need to see. I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife Until then everything we do or say is meant to be For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!!

You Know Your Having A Bad Day When,...
YOU KNOW YOUR HAVING A BAD DAY WHEN,...BOYFRIEND BREAKS UP WITH YOU,YOU BREAK A NAIL,YOUR BOSS DOESN'T FIRE YA,BUT HITS ON YOU,...YOU BREAK A NAIL,STUB YOUR TOE,BREAK A HEEL,CELL PHONE DIES,YOU GET PULLED OVER,WHEN YOU ARE HORNY AND YOU HAVE ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ALL AROUND YOU THAT TEASE YOU BUT WON'T PLEASE YOU,WHEN YOU TRY TO HAVE SEX WITH A MAN,YOUR PERIOD STARTS AND THE CONDOM BREAKS,AND IT IS ONLY MONDAY DOES THIS DAY END,...???

All I Want For Christmas
Everyone is asking me if I got what I wanted I keep telling them yes But deep down I am screaming no The thing I want the most is not found on shelves I want something I don't fully have from someone Someone that means the world to me The person I love The thing I want is free But one of the most valubale things It can't be tampered with too much it's like water You don't want to throw rocks in it But a few will get thrown I want to help stop that I want to make a beautiful thing A thing between us all I want for Christmas is your heart In a little white box with a red ribbon tied around it The attempt to make us work To just give it a chance The chance to show you my love for you

Nothin Really
Its my night off.. finally.. yet I have to go back into work to write an order sometime tonight. Shame I woke up too late to go and get something to eat. Oh well.. gotta do what they pay ya for I guess. Don't know what I'm writting about really.. just felt like postin a blog since I don't do that much anymore. Think I'm too sober at the moment to write down anything with any substance.. so I'm gonna get back to this later.. This lyric is stuck in my head tho. "I'm stuck in this spin why does it begin while touching the edge of her skin?"

Watch Out For Me
Please watch over me from where you are now I know it was the best for you Did you think how it hurt me though How I cry myself to sleep for you to be back Please send good things to me Please keep me out of trouble Please be by my side guiding me the right way Please don't leave me hanging without you Watch over me that's all I ask I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye I'm sorry I didn't go to your final resting place All I want is for you to be back You were the only one I loved You were the only one I cared for You were they only one that understood guide me to the right light Guide me to the right choices in life guide me to the things that would make you happy I want to be your everything Even though you are not here You are always on my mind Please watch out for me

I Think I'm Falling In Love With You
when I hear your name I get lost in so much emotion I don't know what to do I think I'm falling in love with you You have no clue what that means to me I have never fallen in love before Will you show me what love is all about I need a man to show me all the turns I want it to be you I think about you all the time I think I'm falling in love with you I want you by my side I want no one but you My love is just for you No one else I want to show you that I think I'm falling in love with you

When You
Looking into my eyes I see my future with you My heart skips a beat When your lips meet mine My knees go weak when you say those sweet things It sends me in aww When you hug me I know you are the one When you say you miss me I can't believe I have the best thing When you hold my hand I know I found my prince charming When i have your arms around me I know god sent me an angel When you say I'm beautiful I know you are looking out for me When I heard you ask me that I shouted out yes I know I want to be with you and only you

What Ever Did I Do
Why is it you treat me like trash When you are done with me you just throw me out in the rain Have you ever thought how that made me feel What ever did I do to get you mad at me What ever I did will you forgive me Put it in our past Be the best friend The great man I know you as Instead of this horrible man you are to me If I said I loved you as the man you were before Would you trun back to the man I love I guess you will never let me in your life For what ever I did I guess I'll just give up Be the person I am unlike you If you ever want me back think abotu what I'm saying How do you feel now that you hurt me Broke my heart into a million pieces Just remember one thing You will never break my soul or faith in love I believe someone out there loves me

Just So Hard To Believe
As my feelings grow I get scared Even though you say That your feelings are strong too It's just so hard to believe I have been told that before Those are the ones that hurt me the most I try my hardest not to let myself get so close But you are so amazing I can't help myself I do my best to hide it Hide the fear in my eyes My wish is that it will go away That i can ignore it like everything else I don't want to screw it up with fear It's just so hard to believe I have you And that you care for me too

The Mouthpiece Acronym
- The Mouthpiece's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TemptingHis for...HornyEis for...Enchanting is for...Mis for...Mouth-wateringOis for...OrgasmUis for...UnbelievableTis for...TitillatingHis for...HotPis for...PremaritalIis for...IntriguingEis for...EnticingCis for...CarnalEis for...Eager The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

This Fog
The could of fog is blocking my view I'm not able to tell what is real and what is fake I don't know if it's really there Or if ti's juat a figmant of my imagination Wishing there was a way to find out if it's real Laying my head down on that soft pillow Dreaming that it's real Hoping it will be there when this fog ends Crying from all the pain the fog brings Hoping that I can do all I can to make this happen Knowing I deserve the best Knowing he deserves something Hoping I can give him what he deserves Trying my best to do all that I can Just this fog is so thick I sometimes wonder if he does If he really does care I have been lead on before It wouldn't be the first time Yet it would still hurt Just laying here Hoping Wishing for this fog to clear

I Do My Best
One moment I am fine The next a total wreck I can't do anything right for you I try and make a life for me Yet you wont help me out It's like you amke me rely on everyone else I need someone to fall back on I thought I could count on you You proved me wrong I thought you would be the one to be there for me My thoughts proved me wrong I try my heardest I do my best Yet it's not good anough for you

Hold It Back
I hold it back Acting like I don't care I know it makes him happy That is all that matters to me But I wonder when I'm going to crack When he will finally find out I'm not really okay Will he be mad I didn't tell him Will I love him forever I really don't know So I have to make sure I hold it back So I don't end up packing my bags Having to leave something that is so amazing I'll just have to learn to keep it back when with him And fall apart behind his back

Can You See In My Eyes
Look into my eyes Do you see that I lie I say I don't care But I know you can see it in my eyes The pain the sarrow and tears I live this lie day by day I go on as if I don't care Like you never ment a thing to me Yet in reality I miss you like crazy You ment everything to me Everyone thinks I'm over you breaking my heart When really it's not even close to be being mended Everyone believes me I throw on a smile like everything is great I act like I'm over you Yet I'm not even close to forgetting It all winds down at the end of the day When I lay my head down on that pillow Tears fall down my face As I tell myself out loud I miss you I still love you Wishing my head was resting on your chest Can you see in my eyes the tears that fall for you

Bored
This is TOO funny - type out the sentence you end up with, in the subject line and forward to your friends...also, send it back to the person that sent it to you. DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING~ Pick the month you were born: January------I kicked February-----I loved March---------I karate chopped April-----------I licked May-----------I jumped on June----------I smelled July-----------I did the Macarena With August-------I had lunch with September---I danced with October------I sang to November----I yelled at December----I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1- ------a birdbath 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a snowman 6-------a gangster 7-------my cell phone 8------- my dog 9-------my best friends' boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------my science teacher 12- ------a banana 13-------a fireman 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18---- ---a spoon 19------- a smurf 20--

Why Does My Heart Do This To Me
This makes no sence to me You broke my heart Yet I still care for you Even worse love you Everytime I look at you I cry When i hear your name my heart skips a beat Everytime we talk it's magical What is wrong with my heart It loves a man that broke it Yet I can't get over him I don't know why I don't see how Why does my heat do this to me Why does it love a man that broke it to pieces

I Just Wish
I keep being told I like you I keep being lead on I'm sick of it I want that one guy that doesn't do that to me i just hate the pain of falling for someone Having them say all those sweet things Then they break me just like everyone else I just wish sometimes I had a special talent Something that just made guys want me and no one else I wish I was smart I wish I was everything they wanted I wish I could have soemthing great I hate how I fuck everything up I just don't know what to do anymore I hate teh way this happens to me I tell them I like them Just give it time they say Then in the end you will find me laying on my bed Crying till the ned of time Thinking something is wrong with me That I'm ugly That I'm nothing special I juts wish I was something special to someone

Ummm, Yeah...that Was A Bad Day.
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real

That Boy And Girl
There was this girl She had this boy in her life This guy wasn't like every other guy in her life He sure was different from the rest When she wsa with him her heart would beat faster but yet slow When she walked next to him She would walk slow Just to take her time So she could be with him as long as she could When his name came up on that caller id Her heart would skip a beat When talking to him she would be at lost of words When thinking about him for some reason There would be a smile on her face When she remember the times they shared She couldn't help but laught When she was reminded of her past with him I brings tears to her eyes Then she realized how much she misses him How much she loves him How much she wishes she could still be with him She just has no clue what that boy thinks about her If he misses her If he cares for her If he still wants her in his life

Why
You go and lie to me You go behind my back and do the one thing that kills me Why don't you just admit it you have a problem You just don't get I care about you More then anymore We had a special bond But you fucked that up So go fuck in hell I'm tired of your bullshit I'm tired of your crap You lied to me and lost my trust You make me suspicious of ever move you make why can't you stop hurting me This shit is tearing us apart It's time for me to leave your bullshit behind Why don't you go fuck up your life more You already lsot the person who care about you the most

Pull Away
She rest there Her small head resting perfectly Perfectly in the crease of his sholder She lays there thinking Does he realize how much I miss him Does he ever see the samll little stars The stars in her eyes that wish Wish they were back together Does he feel her small body shake Shake and tremble as she cries Cries her poor borken heart out She rest against him listening to his heart beat Hoping that this wont be the last time The last time that she can be held by him They keep drifting apart It tears her apart Does he notice She doesn't know She just want to be perfect Perfect for him and no one else She finally pulls away She lets him walk away Trying to be strong Knowing it could be the last time The last time she could ever see him

Does He Notice
Does he notice the hurt the hurt in her eyes Does he see the stars in her eyes The stars she wishes on while looking in the mirror Wishing that things could be normal between you two Does he notice how she lays next to him Moving close and closer Just so she can remember how much she misses him Does he notice her silent tears that she sheds Sheds for him Does he notice ho she never lets go Lets go of the hugs he gives her Hoping he will never let go of her Does he notive how she trembels Trembels trying not to cry when she sees him Does he notice how she looks deep in his eyes Hoping that he will realize Pealize how much he needs her How much he misses her Does he notice that she tried her hardest to be everything Everything that he ever wanted in a girl does he notice that she just wishes she could go back in time And make things right Take things back to where she was with him Does he notice that she would do anything Anything to be with him does he notice

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Were Lookin For Help
OK CHECK IT OUT THIS IS WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A PART OF OUR STAFF????? WE ARE LOOKING FOR GREAT PEOPLE THAT LOVE AND WANT TO HAVE FUN.WE ARE NOW LOOKING FOR DJ'S, ENFORCERS,BARTENDERS AND GREETERS.IF YOU THINK YOU MIGHT LIKE TO BE APART OF OUR FAMILY PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO STOP IN OUR LOUNGE AND SPEAK TO MYSELF THE OWNER OR THE CO OWNER. IT'S REALLY EASY ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE BANNER JUST BELOW AND TY.

A Special Man N Me
I like a confident man,I hope to find someone who wants the same things out of life as I do...security, experiences, trust,romantic, partnership, family and friendship. Someone with similar interests but then differences are good. A person who has a good sense of humor and can make me laugh. (Laughter is the best medicine to cure the difficulities of life.Smile every one warms your heart.....PLZ SIGN GUEST BOOK FIRST,TY WINKS,,AND IF YOU REALLY WANT MY ATTN, OR HEART,,,SMILES,, SEND ME MUSIC TO csexyblonde@gmail.com,,,no rap or metal plz ty ..smiles,LOVES MIXES LOVE SONGS N BLUES,,HINT LOl...hey read my blogs and learn alot about me ..winks *****P.S. I love the outdoors or dress to the nines and go out to dinner,,I LOVE LIFE and the LORD

Cherrytap Toolbar (unofficial)
I'm normally very much against toolbars as they hide spyware and trojans (as a network manager I have to test these things so I know first hand). This includes Alexa, Gator, Excite, Yahoo!, search assistance, and even Google. So when I heard of a Cherrytap toolbar I was very skeptical. Well, it's a great tool, no spyware. So below is the link if anyone wants to install it. It's for both Firefox and I.E. http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com

Animals, They Give Me Soooo Much To Write About
Good Morning and how are you today? I am ok for a Monday. A Monday it is and no shortage of goofy news to report, actuallt so much that I will just give a tiny-bit of it now In April, two Labrador retrievers (Lucky and Flo) sniffed out another shipment of pirated DVDs (worth about $435,000) in a building in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia. It was at least the second such bust since mid-March, when the U.S. Motion Picture Association of America loaned the dogs to Malaysian authorities because they can detect the polycarbonate and unique chemicals in the discs. So successful are Lucky and Flo that an unspecified crime gang has reportedly put out a contract on them. Can you believe that anyone in their right mind would put out a contract on a couple of doggies? I mean what are they going to poison their kibble? Hey boy, come here and get the rat poison doggie biscuit. I am not making this up [Agence France-Presse, 4-1-07] the next story is even to bizarre for me who I am a hunter as well but, u

22 Apr 2007
well, the sox swept the yanks in a 3 games series for the first time in 17 years! they also had 4 home runs in a ROW in sunday's game, manny ramirez, j.d. drew, mike lowell then jason veritek! then lowell hit another homer with 2 on base for the win, awesome game and weekend. they start a 2 game series against the blue jays tomorrow. standby for the next update tuesday night.

This Weeks Pimp Out(april 23 Till April30)
Here comes Cherries!!!!!! from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week. There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out. also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!! THIS WEEK THERE WILL BE 4 CHERRIES PIMPED OUT!!!! this weeks males pimp out.... Achilles@ CherryTAP surely the best of friends that is there for you to bring a smile to your face. and..... LarryB@ CherryTAP a very sweet man who is always there for you when you need him. someone who knows the true cherry-spirit. and our females pimp out.... Sweet Poison~~Club Fantasia Bartender~~@ CherryTAP a very sweet girl whom i enjoy talking to on regular bases. show her some love and you'll find out what sweetness there can be found in a lady and..... ~Sexy~: fan me & rate my profile B4 U add me Please@ CherryTAP OMG!!! AND SHE IS SEXY!!!!!! MMMMM yes yes sorry i'll stop drooling when you will show her some love hehehe. these are friends that are there for you and

Us Marines
US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan

About Me?!
1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with...will it mean anything? jay i hope & yeah 2. Do you sleep with the TV on? Not usually 3. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle? yes 4. Do you think you're old? nope :) 19 isnt old :) 5. Are you afraid of the dark? nope 6. Do you like your life right now? yes only one thing would make it better I7. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? couple nights ago in a hotel 8. Do you knock on wood? Sometimes :} 9. Do you have good vision? nope! 10. Can you hula hoop? NO 11. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Once maybe 12. Do you have a job? yes 13. Are you friends with your ex? some of them 14. What are you wearing? just a tshirt 15. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? No 16. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yep 17. *Censor* I dont get it? 18. Can you handle the truth? mostly 19. What was the most recent thing you bought

This The Shit. By 2 Pac
The Power of a Smile The power of a gun can kill and the power of Fire can Burn The power of wind can chill and the power of the mind can learn The power of anger can rage inside until it tears u apart But the Power of a Smile especially yours can heal a frozen Heart Love Within a Storm We mad love within a storm in the midst of passion and chaos somewhere, somehow our true bond of friendship was lost In the eye of the storm The rain always falls harder Those who prevail this trauma will learn 2 bring their love farther But now the storm has passed and the seas of our friendship R calm But as long as I live I will remember the love within the storm What Can I Offer Her? All of my life I dreamed of meeting one with immense beauty, and once I found her I would charm her and she'd be mine forever I have found her and indeed she is all I wished for and more but she is not charmed nor intrigued. Then I think 2 myself "What can I offer her?" The

Monday Morning Ramblings
Well, this was the big weekend, all to myself, I had a plan, and a backup plan. Apparantly I needed a backup backup plan. Saturday morning I worked, then about halfway thru, My alpha plan called and said that their kids came down with chicken pox. Which meant that I wanted nothing to do with them, because I have never had them, and didnt want to now. I fear the pox. Then my other friend cancelled on me, his gf got out of work, so they were having dinner, since they rarely get a weekend night off together. I totally understood what he was saying. So I then tried to talk my ex out of making my son go see her, but she wouldn't budge. He hasn't been up there in awhile, and she had plans. (Which my son said sucked by the way) I didn't bother mentioning how Sebastian has blown me off the last two times he was supposed to come down. So I then tried to get in touch with my friends who tend to get me in trouble, but nobody returned calls. So on my all alone Saturday, I was all alone

Update On The Dog Kietha ( Name Means Flaming Arrow In Lakota )
This morning around 5am ( 4/23 ) i was woke up by the two dog's ( Koda and Kietha ) barking thinking thay needed to just go out to potty I got up and dressed and took them out..Guess I should have turned the cameras on cause we had a prowler....And the frist to chase him off?...Yep you guessed it..Kietha is up and running ,A little wobbly but she is doing real good right now. Boy is that vet going to be suprised but thats another reason why I refused to just put her down...just incase it was a bad spell. I really belived she was done her time had come but I guess with all the prayers you all sent her helped..Thank You..It may sound crewl but with two years of this I was truly praying Kietha would pass in her sleep...surounded by Koda and Willow ( the kitten ) I just dont know how much more her nore I can take of these spells but this was the worst one and Reaux ( the vet ) and I both thought was going to be the last one.. Thank You All Soooo Much Fore all Your Prayers...

Tax Laws For 2007
TAX LAWS FOR 2007 WAY TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: Are there penalties for early withdrawal? Do multiple partners count as a corporation? Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

20 Things To Do To Stay Sane
20 things to do to stay sane 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

Im Over This Shit
IM SICK OF THE BULL SHIT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND ALL THE SHIT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE SUMONE THAT THEY REALLY ARENT AND END UP CRUSHING SUMONE THAT THEY SAID THEY LOVED WELL ITS LIKE I SAY LOVE COMES AND GOES JUST LIKE THE WIND BLOWS....AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS DAMM SITE IM KEEPING MY PAGE HERE BUT NOT GONNA BE ON IT MUCH ANYMORE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE MY YAHOO U CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE AND FOR THE ONES THAT DONT WELL I GUESS UR SHIT UTTA LUCK MAYBE IF I THINK U YOU WORTH TALKING TO ANYMORE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT MAYBE IF YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE MY YAHOO ID I JUST MIGHT GIVE IT TO YOU BUT TILL THAT HAPPENS GOOD BYE

Okay, So I'm Outta That Contest...
Okay so I think that I'm out of the hottest milf contest... with only 2 days to go and down by 1700... I'm going to focus on my new contest... So anyone who wants to help out!!! I appreciate everything everyone has done... You have been amazing! Well if you want to help me with this new contest I'd appreciate it. It doesn't really have a theme, but it seems to be everyones favorite pic in this one...

U Never Know
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly,made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain, and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation,and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible. "She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit..."

My Horoscope Today
An off-the-wall idea could indirectly add some snap to your romantic prospects. This is how the universe sends you suggestions, so pay attention to even the most outlandish ideas that cross your mind. You never know! My question to this one is>>>>What romantic prospects!!! Show me!!!!

Is It Time Yet
When you want time to pass quickly it doesn't but when you need it to slow down, well it says screw you. In the past few weeks time passed way to quick. I forgot to call friends and make plans for their special days. But then when you have problems with health it is hard to remember things. In June I will be traveling. I am going to Texas for about 3 days and then to Michigan for about a week and a half. I am going to see my children. And in the time between now and then I will be packing up the house because I will be moving soon. My room mate has done nothing to help pack. Their crap is everywhere and believe me most of it is broken crap. I on the other hand will be having a yard sale this weekend to get rid of things I don't use anymore. I am amazed how quickly we accumalate materialistic things. So far this year I have kept that to a minimum. I have only been buying clothes to replace the old ones and person supplies. This year has been changes all around. I got ri

Waht Ya Think
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Wiccan. Wiccans are very nice people,You love to help people and use everything and anything natural around you to heal people and animals.Wiccan80%Witch60%Vampyric55%Dark50%Satanic20%How Dark Are You (pictures included)created with QuizFarm.com

Ding Dong The Bitch Is Gone
Yeah I went there. So this weekend Ryan & I stayed up at Kelly’s, to help with the move. Amy’s Gone Amy’s Gone, thank God. It’s really pathetic thou she had to borrow money from her ex husband, to pay the deposit and rent on her new place. Then had to have her brothers rent a u-haul b/c she doesn’t have money now that Kelly and her broke up. She through a fit when We told her that Kelly wasn’t paying to anything, for her moving out. Well they trashed the house the first day, And I mean trashed. Busted the crown molding in the stair case, broke the banister, put hole in the floor, and cracked so many tiles I lost count. And b/c we didn’t care we just wanted her out, Kelly gave her everything, All the beds, the computer desk, the computer, All the dressers, chest, toys for the girls. Then she called after they left on Saturday and said that she had stuff in, Emily, her daughter’s (Kelly’s step daughter) room, So we bagged it all up and had it ready to go. OH I forgot to menti

Good News!
Fruity cocktails count as health food, study finds WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- A fruity cocktail may not only be fun to drink but may count as health food, U.S. and Thai researchers say. Adding ethanol -- the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequila and other spirits -- boosted the antioxidant nutrients in strawberries and blackberries, the researchers found. Any colored fruit might be made even more healthful with the addition of a splash of alcohol, they report in the Journal of the Science of Food and Agriculture. Dr. Korakot Chanjirakul and colleagues at Kasetsart University in Thailand and scientists at the U.S. Department of Agriculture stumbled upon their finding unexpectedly. They were exploring ways to help keep strawberries fresh during storage. Treating the berries with alcohol increased in antioxidant capacity and free radical scavenging activity, they found. Any colored fruit or vegetable is rich in antioxidants, which are chemicals that can cancel out the cell-damag

Manure....a True Story
Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by >ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large >shipments of manure were common. > >It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when >wet, >but once water (at sea) hit it, not only did it become heavier, but the >process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is >methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see >what >could (and did) happen. > >Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below >at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! > >Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just >what was happening ! > >After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship >High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high >enough >off the lower decks so that any water that came into the >hold would not touch this volatile cargo and st

Kentucky Weather Sucks
Yesterday it was hot and muggy. Today it's cold and windy. Grrr.. This is why I hate spring here!! Damn weather should make up my mind already. I wanna put the cold-weather clothes up for the rest of the year! It's the end of April, it should be 70 degrees minimum by now! Anywho, nothing I can do to change it, just thought I would bitch for a minute. Carry on! LOL Later!

Just Songs I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And We can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goe

Haterz Beware
In the name of jesus-no weapon formed against me shall prosper-and everytime they rise against me,judgement thou shall be condemn-for this is the heritage of the service for the lord-and the rightiousness is of me!!!!!

"trickle Down" Theory Of Economics?
Indian teachers "purify" students with cow urine Sat Apr 21, 2:50 AM ET Indian teachers sprinkled cow urine on low-caste students to purify them and drive away evil, reports said on Saturday, in a country where millions of people remain oppressed at the bottom of the ancient Hindu caste system. Upper-caste headteacher Sharad Kaithade ordered the ritual after taking over from a lower-caste predecessor at a school in a remote village in the western state of Maharashtra earlier this month, the Times of India reported. He told an upper-caste colleague to spray cow urine in a cleansing ceremony as the students were taking an examination, wetting their faces and their answer sheets, the newspaper said. "She said you'll study well after getting purified," student Rajat Washnik was quoted as saying by the CNN-IBN news channel. Students said they felt humiliated. Hinduism reveres the cow, and its dung is used in the countryside as both a disinfectant and as fuel. In 2001, Hi

Diz Iz All Bout Me
MY LIFE WAS CRAPPY/ EVERYONE CALLS ME SCRAPPY/ MY DAD WAS MY PAPY/ DONT BE SAD, GET HAPPY / I WAS A SPOILED CHILD/ LIFE WAS WORTH THE WHILE/ THE FURTHER IN LIFE I GOT/ THE LESS I HAD TO SMILE/ ONE DAY I ACTED LIKE A RULER/ DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL /LAST THING I NEEDED WAS BECOMIN A FAILURE /I GOT OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD/ BUT, I WAS NO ORDINARY GIRL/ IM JUST A LESBIAN,/ WHO DIDNT KNO/ WHO LOOKS LIKE A MAN,/ BUT, I'M OUT FOR SHO/ GO TO THE CLUB, /FIND A NEW HO/ GET A NEW BITCH,/ SCREW HER LEAVE HER IN THE DITCH

Dj Boogieroch - Emcee
MY NAME IS DJ BOOGIE/ JUST A YOUNG EMCEE/ WITH A BAD MEMORY/ I CANT SING, NOR RAP/ THE MORE I TRY TO RYHME /MY LINES MAKE SENSE NOT CRAP/ OUR FUTURE IS GOIN DOWN/ DONT BE SILLY,/ WE ALL LOOK LIKE CLOWNS/ PLEASE DONT FROWN/ IN LIFE THERE'S PLENTY OF ROUNDS/ SHOTS WILL BE FIRED/ ENEMIES WILL RUN, /WHO WILL FIND THE GUN?/ KIDS SELLIN DOPE ON THE STREETS/ IT TAKES LESS THAN 3 HEARTBEATS /THERES NO TIME TO SAVE LIVES/ WHEN WE LEAVE OUR FAMILY & OUR LOVING WIVES/ WEAPONS ARE NOT OUR PROTECTIONS/THEY LEAD US TO BAD CONNECTIONS

Can You
I have a ? 4 u when was the last time you heard.... Dj Bane?? well heres your chance now... come listen to one of the sexiest men on CT. he decided to come back and give you 6 hrs of the best music on Cherrytap. so click any of the pics and come join in his fun Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!!

A Naughty Poem
aughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! Copyrig

.monday.mornings.
its effin chilly this morning. i hate having to wear a sweater to drop der teufels at school. dropped the neighbor kid at school too. thats my good deed for the day. *nod* i figured he's having issues with the same kids who are givin my kids issues so why not...yannow? *yawn* Charmed is on. if i go sit and watch it...i will fall asleep. i just cant manage to get into normal sleep mode on sunday nites...i stay up way too late n then i pay for it all day monday. *shakes head at self* im still not getting my chickadee alerts. pfffft so i was helpin my *eye roll* friend with her profile. n she stole quotes from a movie i like. wanker. tho i will say...this one particular quote did cause a slight ouchy. i wont tell you what movie its from...mostly cuz im feeling obstinate. ha "You know what's the worst thing about somebody breaking up with you? Is when you remember how little you thought about the people you broke up with and you realize that is how little they're thi

If You Love Me
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

Alcoholic Dementia
Memory, Learning and Other Cognitive Skills: Excessive drinking over a period of years may lead to a condition known as Alcohol Dementia, which can cause problems with memory, learning and other cognitive skills. Alcohol has a direct affect on brain cells, resulting in poor judgment, difficulty making decisions and lack of insight. Nutrition problems which often accompany long-time alcohol abuse can be another contributing factor, since parts of the brain may be damaged by vitamin deficiencies. Those suffering from dementia, may have very little ability to learn new things, while many of their other mental abilities are still highly functioning. Along with the decline in cognitive skills, sometimes noticeable personality changes take place. Tell-Tell sign's: Those suffering from dementia may remember in great detail events that happened years ago, but are not able to recall events that took place in the past few minutes. Another symptom is telling the same stories

Wake Up Call
Well as my alarm woke me this morning at 4:30 my weekend ran through my head. Losing $100. Harvey damn near crying when he seen me. Liquid Cocaine, it is a drink. Having Jen blush again with a mere kiss. Ron's jaw drop that I haven't seen in a year. Apple Pie! Peeling potatoes as Harvey fell over and hit his head. Seeing Kelly and wanting to kill Rooster. A Free Spirit said hi to me, wtf. Seeing my ex fience. Seeing T and Shawn. Dancing like a fool. Singing again. Free shots. Out till 5 in the morning. Going to the Strip Club and watching the jaws drop as I turned down the oppertunity to dance. Breakfast. Seeing Nickoli. Running through the rain with the kid. Crystal blue eyes. A few songs bringing tears to my eyes.

The Iraqi War Is Over!
I was using StumbleUpon this past weekend and came across this blog entry. In it, the author says to stop calling it the Iraq War, since the war was won when the government surrendered. We should call it what it is: military occupation.And that is what it is. We are there at the request of the Iraqi government (the guys we helped put into the government) to help them consolidate their hold on their country.The problem with calling it a military occupation, though, is Shrubya would lose a lot of power and wouldn't get the money or troop increase. Americans would be screaming bloody murder to get us out, even moreso than now.tag: bush, war, politics, iraq -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

I Love This Man
I love this man with every bone in my body..so please stop by his profile and show some love..He is a great man who treats me very well..which is alot more than i can say for some of the other assholes in my life..This man gave me a whole new outlook on life..We have both been fucked over in the past by exes and thought there was no hope for either of us being happy..Once we stopped looking for someone we found each other and have been happy and more in love than anything..So please this man deserves all the friends and fans that I have..So do what you cherries do best rate him and show lots of love. warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP

Weekend Trips
We spent the weekend at Scarborough Faire...the catch line is...Take a step back.....in Time! While it rings true on the surface, I couldn't help but feel a bit disconnected. Last month, we went to the "local" faire: Excalibur! and while it is still in the put the booth up for the weekend stage, the people there had a much friendlier outlook on life, visitors and idiots who get their car stuck in the mud; than did the villagers of Scarborough, who this year celebrate the 27 year of existance. While both strive for that quaint, English village faire feel, you would think that with the resources available, Scarborough would win, hands down...in my opinion...no way! Yes, they have the polish, yes they have the beautiful costumes; but they seem to have lost the feeling behind the faire...the "escape to a simpler time and place" attitude. There are always exceptions, the Don Juan and Miguel shows is as comically entertaining 22 years after their first performance, but many of t

Please Help Me!
can you help me out? i really wanna win this contest promise to return the favor! all you gotta do is comment! (comment bombs are the best!) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=745249&albumid=324483&i=2349070906 Thank you so much!!!

Which One Belongs To An Environmentalist?
LOOK OVER THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FOLLOWING TWO HOUSES AND SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHICH BELONGS TO AN ENVIRONMENTALIST. HOUSE # 1: A 20-room mansion (not including 8 bathrooms) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool (and a pool house) and a separate guest house all heated by gas. In ONE MONTH ALONE this mansion consumes more energy than the average American household in an ENTIRE YEAR. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2,400.00 per month. In natural gas alone (which last time we checked was a fossil fuel), this property consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not in a northern or midwestern "snow belt," either. It's in the South. HOUSE # 2: Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university, this house incorporates every "green" feature current home construction can provide. The house contains only 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on arid high prairie in the American south

I Give Up
i think ive finally reached the point in my lyfe that an end would b a pleasure. i opend up my lyfe to soemone and all he did was turn it into complete HELL. i dont understand y someone would wanna treat someone so shitty. the only thing i ever did to him was trust him. BIGGEST MISTAKE ive ever made. and now all i would like to know if there are ne honest people left int he world, cuz it seems like i cant even find one.

Finally
So i thought i would share with all you my good news and as of today 4.23.07 at 9:01 am... My divorce became FINAL.... I am so damn excited... its been a long 4 months.... And it will be a long next couple of months of fighting so i need everyones support and friendship....

Life
I have had soooooooooo much shit happen to me in the past 4 months! I just keep wondering, when will it stop, when???? I keep asking myself. I recently thought I had found the best guy in the world, well I still think he is, but we can't be together. It just really pisses me off. I keep wondering, when is it my turn to be happy. I sometimes think that I dont get that chance. I know that it really isnt like that, but it sure as hell feels that way. I want the chance to make him happy to. He deserves to be happy just like I do..........Maybe we are both meant to be unhappy forever. I dont believe that or atleast I keep praying that it isnt like that...

My Favorite Song By Cold
"Change The World" thinking of the mess we made you became a part of me Thinking of the wish you made to break free Playing you like I can shoving it in your face this doesn't break your heart I'm the one to blame I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things and whatever happens now it can't be real Thinking that you might betray My own private fantasy I'm the one that gives what you need playing you like I can Shoving it in your face if this doesn't tear you apart I'm the one to blame Now you're gone I feel betrayed You can't blame me you walked away Now you're gone You can't blame me You walked away I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things -by Cold

Thoughtfull Mindless Rambelings
My three jobs are killing me slowly but they are all worth it. I applied for a fourth on Friday. I must be crazy, but I want to make things happen for me and what it's going to take is money. I just need to do this one step at a time. I realized that I am the worst with saving money and sadly enough I have to save my credit from an unfortunate trip to the er I took in November. Since January I think that I have grown up in some ways and in others I haven't. All we have is time right? I've realized that I did fret over small things and it was stupid.. I was stupid. I find that a lot of things don't matter to me anymore, or matter as much as they used to. Things happen for a reason and I just need to accept it. I miss my friends and all the antics we used to get ourselves into. Like running from certain dangers and the simple things like capture the flag, The races man I miss those. The late night adventures to diners for coffee, card games or just to talk shit. I miss being depen

Lost It
life is not a game u don't need to play with it at r with someone els life if u going to be with some one then don't play with them i tell u this someone on here has play with my hart and life and it not right she know how she is.

Feelings Aside - Didn't We All See It Coming?
I Found this information on the internet and thought it was very interesting in light of the the VT Shooting. Maybe we should re-evaluate and deal with what the REAL problem is!!! Depression Statistics * Depressive disorders affect approximately 18.8 million American adults or about 9.5% of the U.S. population age 18 and older in a given year. This includes major depressive disorder, dysthymic disorder, and bipolar disorder. * Everyone, will at some time in their life be affected by depression -- their own or someone else's, according to Australian Government statistics. (Depression statistics in Australia are comparable to those of the US and UK.) * Pre-schoolers are the fastest-growing market for antidepressants. At least four percent of preschoolers -- over a million -- are clinically depressed. * The rate of increase of depression among children is an astounding 23% p.a. * 15% of the population of most developed countries suffers severe depressi

Im Mad....
Okay now...I gotta rant! Dang it, this aint fair... My daughter comes home from school with a paper that says she has 5 days of detention because she has been late to her 6th period class 5 times now. In the past she talked to me about her 5th period teacher and the fact that she would not let the kids out of class when the bell rang. This was bad enough but to top it off my daughters 6th period class is on the other side of the campus! I am po'd now because she is being punished because this teacher holds the kids in her class knowing that some of them have a ways to walk to their next class...... GRRRRRRRR

Do Something For Autism
By going to the web site and watching this Five for Fighting video (of a great song) you will help donate 43cents to autism research. So, feel free to go watch and do some good too. http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/videos/view/id/213154

Billy Pittman R.i.p I Love You!
BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard

This Time...
this time i won't show i'm vulnerable this time i won't give in first this time i will hold out with my love this time i will not be hurt i'm gonna love myself more than anyone else i'm gonna treat me right i'm gonna make you say that you love me first and you'll be the one with the most to lose tonight this time this time i won't let my emotions rule my life this time i'm gonna keep my heart locked safe inside this time i'm gonna be my own best friend this time i'm gonna be the one to win your love your affection to hide my fear of rejection this time

When The World Starts Spinning And Your Head Hurts...
Well the shade tree mechanic is a dinosaur You can't cuss, you can't smoke, or spit on the floor Don't hit on a woman cause she might sue You can't buy beer in this state past two Now buddha is legal but jesus ain't The saints are all sinners and the sinners are saints It's now how you play it's the final score They don't show M*A*S*H on the tube anymore Now lovers usually leave at the drop of a ring and Daddy doesn't smile when the mockingbird sings The kids are in school but they're all packing guns The losers live forever and the good die young Well the stars are all falling out of the sky The doors are all locked and the bottle is dry So pass me a chew and I'll sing you a song If there's a problem with that we can get it on Because that cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts are two things that stay the same So when the world starts spinning and your head hurts There's cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts

What Im Doing....
Okay, So now that summer is kicking in, I figure I'll lay low...what that means essentially is that Ill be dancing at various Gentlemens Clubs in Philly....This week I will be at the 19th Hole Lounge; 3011 Jenkintown Rd in Ardsley,PA on Tuesday and Thursday from 7pm until close. In addition, I am attempting to be a nude anchor on the Naked News-a rather cute show where important world issues are shared by cute Women who strip off at various stages during the braodcast. For those of you who care...please vote for me so I can roam the streets of New York, then Canada with a bikini on and ask people about the state of the Union :) The website for the naked news competition on www.nakednews.com. Vote as many times as you want so I have a shot at winning!

Hearest Music Sadly
Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly? Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy. Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly, Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy? If the true concord of well-tuned sounds, By unions married, do offend thine ear, They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear. Mark how one string, sweet husband to another, Strikes each in each by mutual ordering, Resembling sire and child and happy mother Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing: Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one, Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none. Written by William Shakespeare

So What?
so my tastes are not like yours I am not tame i don't like the ordinary, could care less for the mundane I like to be bitten, I like to draw blood chained and beaten too U do me, and I'll do u paddled and whipped, teased and tormented u will bow to me by the time we're through and if u don't like me, think me a freak or a fiend and I'm not ur style just a little to wild well So what? u act like i care...

Who Will Believe My Verse In Time To Come
Who will believe my verse in time to come, If it were fill'd with your most high deserts? Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb Which hides your life and shows not half your parts. If I could write the beauty of your eyes And in fresh numbers number all your graces, The age to come would say 'This poet lies: Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.' So should my papers yellow'd with their age Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue, And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage And stretched metre of an antique song: But were some child of yours alive that time, You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme. Written by William Shakespeare

Naked Dj
tonight i dj from 6-8 pm est and fer every listener ill remove a piece of clothing,,lol at jousters and the shugar shack jousters http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 Shugar shack http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866 its 80's night and we are playing name that tune and artist so come join us for a great time oh and im sure we could use some strippers,,lol DJ Randy

Last And Final Flight Home...
Summary of the eRumor: A first-hand narrative of being on an airline flight carrying the body of a fallen Marine home to Southern California . The Truth: The narrative is true. It was written by Stuart Witte, a former Navy pilot who is the manager of the Mojave airport in Mojave, California . He titled it Final Flight. He was in Maryland on February 16 to attend a Navy ceremony. He happened to end up on a flight from Washington D.C. to Los Angeles that was carrying the body of 1st Lt. Jared Landaker, a Marine helicopter pilot from Big Bear, California . Witte also attended a memorial service for Lt. Landaker that was held at Camp Pendleton in California in March. Diary Of A Last and Final Flight Home February 17, 2007, 0350 I was at curbside at 24th and M, Washington DC . 16 Degrees with a light breeze. Going home after my second week of freezing temps to my warm home in SoCal. Take a walk on the beach, ride a horse, climb a mo

A Poem For Swtnsxy.....
HOLLOWED BY THE FADED PAST LEFT WITH ONLY MEMORIES OF A TAINTED LOVE FORCED TO DENY THE WAY THINGS ARE AND CARRY A SHATTERED HEART UPON MY SLEEVE GIVEN THE CHOICETO DILUTE THE PAIN SHEDDING TEARS FOR YOU ONLY IN THE MOON'S WANE LETTING THE SORROW FALL FROM MY SOUL WITH EVERY PAINFUL DROP I CRY TO LOVE ONCE AGAIN IF ONLY FOR A BRIEF MOMENT, A MOMENT NONE THE LESS TO HAVE YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCH MINE AND YOUR WARM SKIN TO EMBRACE ME THE SWEET SMELL OF YOUR INNOCENCE THE TENDERNESS OF YOUR LOVE. *i hope you like it;)*

Beautiful?
in honest truth, only 3 people i know of, find me attractive physically (and i beleive them). one is my lifemate, who i have been with for 7 years, and our relationship built from 'young teen friends' to adults ready to start a family.. the next, is tigerlily who i have known for some where around 5 or 6 years.. though only recently started a real relationship with.. the third is one of my slaves. now, obviously from the way I'm speaking, i dont find myself attractive, and everyone always assumes this equates to no self esteem. but anyone who actually knows me, knows i have a fairly strong sense of self esteem.. prolly a bit too much eh? ^.~ anyhow.. This goes back to when i was younger.. there was a time when i had NO self esteam.. in school, i was the fatass, fatso, uglyfuck, shitface, whatever.. kids are cruel, eh? but... at the same time, in annother world away from school.. simply minutes in the day appart, I was wanted, I was the hot item, I could please pleasure love a

This Is Why Men Want Women To Drink Up!
Yahoo News Alcohol damages women's brains faster than men's By Anne Harding 2 hours, 31 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - The brain-damaging effects of alcohol strike women more quickly than men, a new study conducted in Russia confirms. Female alcoholics performed worse on a number of tests of neurocognitive function compared with males, Dr. Barbara Flannery from RTI International in Baltimore and her colleagues found. However, Flannery cautioned in an interview with Reuters Health, the findings aren't good news for alcohol-dependent men. "Women are vulnerable to the extent to which they will experience the negative consequences of alcohol abuse and alcoholism more rapidly than men, but men will also experience it -- the same kinds of effects," she said. Other physiological effects of alcoholism, such as heart and liver damage, are known to occur more quickly in women than in men, a phenomenon known as "telescoping," Flannery and her team note in the journal Al

I Want To Make You Smile......
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see.

Cherrytap On Sirius Radio
AROUND 1112 WESTCOAST TIME I WAS DRIVE TO THE BEACH WITH MY HANDSOME SON LISTENING TO HOWARD STERN LIKE ALWAYS THEN BANG!!! HOWARD IS DOING A PROMO FOR CHERRYTAP.COM AND 12SECOND BIT. I WAS LIKE OMG GTFOOH( get the fuck out of here) congrants CHERRYTAP.COM FOR MAKING TO HOWARD AND TO SIRIUS

Free Tickets For April 28th Show At Peabodys
Free Tickets for April 28th show at Peabodys Bands that will be playing: Bill (Cleveland's Metallica tribute) Morality Check Sometimes 5 Message me back and I will set some tickets aside for you to picked up at the door at Peabodys. Let me know. Thank you. Ed (Brodie) McDonald Rise Above Promotions

Just Say No: Five Reasons To Turn Down A Job Offer
YAHOO JOBS Just Say No: Five Reasons to Turn Down a Job Offer Caroline Levchuck, Yahoo! HotJobs Employer caution has extended the hiring process by weeks, even months. You may interview for a position several times, in person and by phone. No matter how long the process is and how well you've gotten to know your potential colleagues, it's still perfectly acceptable to turn down a job offer. In fact, there may be many valid reasons that you should politely decline an opportunity, assuming, of course, that you're not in dire financial straits. 1. The word on "The Street." Is the company's stock price tanking? Or is there talk of a merger? Both of these things could indicate that layoffs loom large, and the position you accept today may not exist in a few months. To calculate your risks, speak with industry experts, do your due diligence on Yahoo! Finance, and consult with family and trusted friends. If you still want to accept the position, try to obtain an iron-clad emplo

Working Talladega
I'll be gone all this week working at the NASCAR race in Talladega, Alabama. I've been tasked to make sure that the extensive deployment of NEXTEL equipment to cover the 250,000 people coming to the race does not affect the very critical Public Safety communications. I'll be working with Southern Linc, Alabama State Patrol, various Fire Department and EMT groups and the many TV and radio broadcasters covering the event. I've never been a NASCAR fan but being at the track today gave me a new appreciation of the enormous scale of racing. The track area is easily the size of 25 football stadiums. The grandstands and infield provide a temporary home to almost 170,000 people! The banked turns are impressive... they look more like walls than roadways. Once all the preparation and testing is complete, race day should be uneventful. The Sprint NEXTEL entourage is a group of about 20 and we'll have a pretty spectacular view of the race from about 30 yards from the back straight away. T

2007 Art Theme: The Green Man
Peering outward from behind a mottled screen of vines and leaves, the Green Man does not speak or sleep; he waits. His meaning and his origins are largely lost to time — the Green Man wasn't named till 1939. We know, however, that this type of enigmatic figure was the work of artists, anonymous craftsman whose unsigned work adorns the crevices and walls of medieval cathedrals. This year we will appropriate the Green Man and the primeval spell he casts on our imaginations for a modern purpose. Our theme concerns humanity's relationship to nature. Do we, as conscious beings, exist outside of nature's sway, or does its force impel us and inform the central root of who and what we are? Beginning with the advent of the modern age, we have regarded nature as a beast that we can tame. We have built levees to contain the rush of rivers and rebuff the ocean's swell; we have extracted oil from the earth to fuel the engines of our cars. We have constructed dams equipped with turbines that proj

Questions And Confusion
I'm not sure what to do anymore, things are becoming confusing to me and I don't know which way to turn or run for that matter. Details are not important here, I would rather keep those private unless you know me very well since joining CT. These things take time, well that's what I've been told recently but I'm not one for taking my time, not on this matter anyways. Even though I'm moving on, it seems like the past enjoys hanging on to something that's not there anymore. I know that I'm meant to move on, it's something I feel but cannot express due to him being nosy around here. I'm just not sure of what to do anymore.

I'm Guilty
I saw this blogg this morning when I was on for a few mins. The content of this blog has really been under my skin. If not logging on to cerrytap after spending 12 hours on the computer looking at HTML code makes you a bad friend, then I'm guilty. If spending time with your family who rarely gets a chance to see you makes you a bad friend then, I'm Guilty. But how many of my friends who have my personal or business emails have taken the time to drop a line

Need Entries!
well.. its time for me to have a contest. send me a photo, it will run from friday the 27th to friday the 4th... (as long as i have 10 entries or more) lets see those best smiles!!!... urs, ur kids, ur b/fs or g/fs, it doesnt matter. let me know what pic u want to rip and ill rip it.. comment bombing is allowed. no downrating. that will not be tolorated. you may bomb urself. hell do it day and night! just get me a pic! the prizes are as follows and will be purchased during happy hour 1st corvette 2nd motorcycle 3rd diamond ring/mens bracelet/ or a plat cherry ur choice. during my last contest i had enough to buy every1 a gift. if that happens and this goes well again, u will atleast get a little something.

Hello
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Fuck Everybody Wins
I spent yesterday at the local county education fair since my stepson had 3 pieces of his artwork in as exhibits. Now I walk in and I see ribbons everywhere. Every single person who entered something in essence won. What a load of bullshit. Don't get me wrong, with the younger children that is fine let them have that ribbon and sense of accomplishment. But ya know once you start getting to the higher grades, especially HS for fuck's sake. I think the kids there can handle losing. This is yet another example of how as a society all of sudden the educators or the education system has decided to coddle the kids of future generations. Ya know cause god forbid one of them gets a bit upset cause he didn't draw as well as someone else. Some may call me jaded because growing up perhaps I didn't win a lot. I'm proud to say I actually did win things a fairly good percent of the time, from the Pinewood Derby in Cubscouts to Spelling Bees in school. And yes I've also lost a lot. Its sad

I Work Grvyrd So It's Not Always Easy.
I work grvyrd so it's not always easy to keep up w/ responses and adds and rates me back, but I promise to do the best I can with the time I have to work with ok? Cherry love to all that want it, funtapper!

Dont Tell Me You Love Me
Don't Tell Me You Love Me Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

My Crush
My Crush I have these feelings, deep inside feelings that I have to hide I don't know if he feels that way too And I don't know what to do When we're together, I feel uptight When he's around I feel so right I dream about what we can do And all the things we can pursue I yearn just to feel his touch And when he leaves, I miss him so much I want to feel his lips against mine And feel our bodies intertwine So for now I'll love him from afar One day I'll express how special you are So until then I will retain this rush And until then I'll contain my crush.

This Is Terrible
Gas prices may brake Meals on Wheels http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/59341.html By Maki Becker NEWS STAFF REPORTER Updated: 04/22/07 7:17 AM Gas prices are back up to $3 a gallon, and among those hardest hit by the rising cost of fuel are the volunteers of Meals on Wheels. “It’s really getting expensive now,” lamented Juanita Tillmon, 80, of Buffalo, who has been a volunteer with Meals on Wheels of Western New York for 27 years. Living on a fixed income and taking care of her 103-year-old mother, Tillmon said she has had to resort to filling her gas tank with a little bit of gas every few days to make the most of her money. Tillmon receives a small stipend from Meals on Wheels that helps cover some of the costs for delivering hot meals to two dozen homebound seniors five times a week. But she worries that the reimbursement won’t be enough if fuel prices keep edging up. “I’ll continue until it gets to $4,” she vowed. Tillmon’s situation is one s

Please Read
God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help... http://cherrytap.com/user/376941 I love you Melanie! (repost of original by 'Tracy ( love my beautiful, amazing, loving, wife more than anything in this world! I love you Melani' on '2007-04-23 14:50:05')

Recking A Good Thing
Bass Pro deal likely to end up in court Critics charge concept doesn’t fit historic theme By Mark Sommer Updated: 04/08/07 10:24 AM Here we go again. The battle over how to develop Erie Canal Harbor has returned with a tentative agreement to locate a Bass Pro Outdoor World on the Central Wharf. The result, critics predict, will now be what Buffalonians dread — more lawsuits and delays. They say the tackle and hunting store — and four multitiered parking ramps to be built within one block of the site — will irrevocably alter the historic site’s authenticity and pedestrian-friendly ambience. “There’s nothing wrong with putting Bass Pro on the water, but it is essentially a large suburban store being plopped down on the most historic urban site in the city,” said Richard Lippes, board member of the Preservation Coalition of Erie County. But Larry Quinn of the Erie Canal Harbor Development Board, who negotiated the nonbinding, predevelopment agreement with busine

Evening
JUST GOT THE KIDS TO BED, MY TIME TO SETTLE DOWN, HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND RELAX, IT IS SO NICE OUTSIDE I MIGHT JUST GO SIT ON THE BACK PORCH AND ENJOY... HOPE EVERY ONE HAS A GREAT NIGHT AND I'LL TALK TO Y'ALL SOON..

They Have Nothing Better To Do!
YAHOO NEWS FYI, 13yo skool grl is nu US txt mssg chmpN NEW YORK (AFP) - It's a sport only for the fleet of thumb with a ruthless dedication to punctuation. And while competitive text messaging may not have quite gained Olympic status, the hundreds of mostly teenagers who took part in the US championships in New York Saturday could think of little but the 25,000-dollar prize money. Some 250 challengers shunned the warmest day of the year for a dark ballroom where they battled it out for a chance to take on the reigning West Coast champion, 21-year-old Eli Tirosh, for the title of US Texting Champion. Contestants had to stand with their hands behind their backs until a bell sounded and a message appeared on an overhead screen. The winner was judged on whoever's message -- checked for exact punctuation -- reached the judges first. The text tests ranged from "faster than a speeding bullet..." and "what we do in life echoes in eternity" to the less poetic "OMG, nd 2 talk a

Where Do I Go From Here?
I joined sometime lastweek and I had no idea what I was doing! I soon learned that to change levels you had to earn points. To earn points you can leave someone a comment and various other things! I soon became obsessed with getting more and more cherry pointz! I'm only at a level two so com'mon peeps... bump me up by rating me and becoming my fan!!!!! God Bless all who read this blog! ~Libby

Tonight Let Me Feed You Dessert Only,
Don’t ask me what’s for dinner when you come home from work. Tonight let me feed you dessert only, plucking strawberries from a bowl. I’ll hold the fruit to your lips relish your biting into the flesh brush away the drop of juice from your chin with my thumb suck suggestively before I press raspberries into your right hand and blueberries into your left curling your fingers squeezing until the juice runs down your wrists. I’ll slide my tongue along your palms eating slowly the pulp from your offering then invite you to kiss raspberry seeds from my mouth. Kneeling, I’ll press more berries into your palms watch you paint yourself in purple red and pink a path for my tongue and mouth to follow. Lead me to the places of yourself where passion will bear its own fruits flow with juices I’ll consume leaving you fulfilled with no need of other sustenance. Dinner can wait for another night. Tonight is for dessert only and you

Janet’s Vice Shop Aka Ktoc Coffee Shop
Janet’s Vice Shop aka KTOC coffee shop Open 2300-0800 (0800-2300 by appointment only) Disclosure(s): All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous Menu: Dirty Water (coffee: self service) Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso) Meth (Double shot of espresso) Latte (Meth with cream) Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk) Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk) Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk) Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa added) Monkey on Meth (Banana-Latte and Cocoa) Smartass (Straw-Latte with cocoa) Choco-gasm (Chocolate Latte with cocoa w/marshmallows) Gay Monkey (Monkey on Meth with berry flavored cocoa)

I Know It's Right
I know it's right I know it's ment to be I keep faliing head over heals for you More and more I don't have to worry i know you are falling too I know this is right I know it's ment to be This is suppose to happen I know you are right for me I know I care about you Youa re my dork I am your care bear I don't want to give up I want us to try again I know it's right daon't ask me how i just know I'm right for you You are right for me I just know it's right

Thanks To Everyone That Has Worked Feverishly For The Past 2 Days To Help Me Level
ty.thier was many of you.....working very hards and i thank you...i need no more points since i have reached the level i wanted since i got to ct...rockstar..........so thanks again people...sit back relax and have a cold one... if friend in the real world was like you guys...the world would be a btetter place

"you Are Hereby Terminated..."
Today I got fired from Gamestop after neglecting to inform customers about trade promotions at the end of each call. Not for cursing out a fellow employee, or for stealing merchandise, or for sexually harassing my boss. Right now....I just feel like the biggest fucking loser..wish I could bury my head in the sand... I’ve never been fired before today, so it took a toll on me...I’m still in fucking shock right now. Only good news is that the RadioShack next door might be hiring...and they pay better. So...we’ll fuckin see I guess...

Men And Women And The Differences
Understanding Men and Women The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don’t listen. Ladies, when you talk to a man about what troubles you, it isn't that he isn't sympathetic or uncaring, but truly they don't always understand a woman and her views. There is nothing wrong in that, women are complicated and see things in varying shades and degrees. There are pinks, blues, reds etc. A man sees things simply....black white and grey. They have a tendency to be bewildered by women and our need for talking. If he offers a solution, we don't like, or offers no solution or suggestion, either way, he has messed up the way the man sees it. Either we A. Reject his answer as ignorant or uncaring and/or get mad B. See no response as meaning he is heartless and being a jerk and get mad. Come on ladies, it's a catch 22 for the guys...give them a break. Whatever they do they live in fear of angering us, they get frustrated and stop trying to please us. Men are unsettl

Stuck In My Head
Me and the Mad Monkettes ~ World/Inferno Friendship Society You’ve got it written on your face And in the scars on your hands from all that You could feel for a while There was nothing worth knowing that couldn’t be Be hidden or stolen Anyway I got to be going You better too We shall bend in the wind Like reeds knowing greedy get nothing So dressed for the occasion This is an invitation Every time you, you walk the streets you You feel the sound of every punk’s heartbeat And every time the cops drive by We smile and smile and smile and smile Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the monster dogs’ Christmas parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we stop and wave Here’s your conscience just in case you don’t have one Rod Serling said, he said, “Gin and tonics all night long” Let’s stop and wave Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the Village Halloween parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we carry the day Walking across that Williamsburg bridge, sir Edward r. Mu

Stay At Home Moms
I hadn't realized how hard a job it was to be a stay at home mom. The thing I miss most is the itneraction with all my co-workers. I'm getting the hang of planning my day so that I can feel like I accomplished something. It was really hard to let go of the feeling that there was so much to be done that I couldn't figure out what to start with. With each day it gets a little easier though.

Spring Cleaning!!
Lets see who actually reads these things. I'm posting a bulletin as well, but... I am going to be cleaning out my family, friends and such... If you want to remain on my lists you'll reply to this if not you can kiss your ass goodbye from my list.. There is a very very very select few who this doesn't apply to and you should know who you are.. I give you all until Friday, then I'm going on a mass deleting spree. True Story

Spiders
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. "They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. "That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. "So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied: "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs". The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment......... then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not having any of that gay shit in our garden."

Yeltsin
Except for having to disagree with the description (practically. everywhere.) of his politics as "reform"-oriented (well, in an odd manner of speaking that makes the language groan and sob, I guess...), I will just report for those who don't know... and so as to have it noted here- that Boris Yeltsin, an important figure in Russia's history, died today Monday 4-23-2007. (I only learned a few hours ago myself.)

Pop That Cherry Son
i've been myspacing it up for a while now, and a cheap whore of a friend turned me on to cherrytap. this is my first blog, so here goes... i'm 23, i live temporarily in westerly, ri with my mom and little brother. until last month, i was living in plainville, ct and working in middletown as a customer service manager for a toner distribution company. on march 9, i broke my goddamn ankle and was promptly thrown out of my house and my job taken from me. sweet, right? not so much. i needed surgery on my ankle, and i've been recooping at mom's since. you can say i have shitty luck - it won't hurt my feelings. i would have to agree. i'm looking for a job and home somewhere in the southeastern ct area, so holler if ya know something i don't. i need all the help i can get. my best friend is a bitch named schmemily. she takes it deep. anally. with sand. i have a great network of friends here in sect that i've managed to hold onto by a thread and now i'm desperately trying to find pe

A Year Already!
Well this wednesday will mark the one year anniversary of my dear Pop Pop's passing. Seems like it's been longer. I'm actually nervous about his service. It will be the first time I've actually sang in front of a crowd, since his passing. Guess when he died he took the song in my heart. My pop pop was the reason I started singing in the first place, besides my uncle who has very successful band in Germany. Every single time I would walk thru the front door he would break into a chorus of "Just Call Me Angel". (Cause of him nick naming me Angel, well Engel to be exact.) I could have the worst day going and as soon as I would see him with his smile from ear to ear and hear that song, I couldn't help but have a better day. Seems like I haven't had to many since his passing where I've smiled. Everything just falls a part. Loved ones leave and family falls a part. It's true that once the people that hold the families together pass everything turns for the worst. However, I

Texas Salesman
A young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to a big department store looking for a job. The manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came down. "How many sales did you make today?" Kid says, "One." Boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?" Kid says "$201,237.64." Boss says "201,237.64?? What the heck did you sell?" Kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod.Then I asked him where he was going fishing and he said down at the coast, so I told him he was gonna need a boat; we went down to the boat department and

Older Dream About Someone
Awakening in a silent room, you realize were not in a familiar place that you were used to waking up in. Feeling a slight chill you looked down at yourself and noticed you were only wearing an oversized black AFI T-shirt and nothing else. Feeling a sense of security when you finally recognized you were in my barracks room sleeping in my bed. Still somewhat groggy you pulled the dark blue blanket back up over your body and laid back down surrounded by pillows as you wondered where I was as you tried to drift back to sleep. Seconds later the door popped open and I walked through giving you quite the startle. As I closed the door behind myself you saw I was carrying a bag and a couple of sodas from McDonalds. I had a quick laugh when I saw your reaction to my coming through the door. “Jumpy?” I asked as you laid back down on the bed and closed your eyes for a second trying to adjust to the small amount of light filtering through the blinds. “Meh.” you replied silently a

Untitled
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat

My Life
HELLO I'M HERE TO TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE. MY NAME IS ERIN I AM BI SEXUAL AND MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL SEXY MAN, MY JOE. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 7 YEARS AND BEEN MARRIED 5. WE HAVE HAD OUR SHARE OF PROBLEMS BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER AND AFTER A LONG BATTLE WITH MY BIPOLAR I AM FINALLY BACK TO THE SAME OLE ME AGAIN. THE ONE HE MET 7 YEARS AGO, AND I AM HAPPY TO SAY I LOVE HIM MORE NOW AFTER ALL HE'S DONE FOR ME AND PUT UP WITH. WE HAVE 2 WONDERFUL KIDS TOGETHER. TREY IS 5, AND MY MAZY IS 2. THEY ARE THE GREATEST KIDS IN THE WORLD. A LITTLE NERVE RACKING SOMETIMES BUT THEY ARE AWESOME. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A WHOLE BUNCH OF FRIENDS. I PUT 2 OF THEM THROUGH HELL THIS YEAR WHILE I WAS BATTLING WITH MY BIPOLAR AND FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY GIRLS.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE).. I LIVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND MY FAMILY AND I OWE HIM THE WORLD. I AM HOPING ONE DAY TO BE ABLE TO REPAY HIM FOR ALL HE HAS DONE. WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHI

Just When I Thought Rock Bottom Had Been Achieved . . .
I am convinced, WHOLEHEARTEDLY, that someone put the bad juju on me . . . Just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom with the death of another friend a little over a week ago, I received an interesting little e-mail today from someone I never met informing me of something very disturbing about a man who is, rather WAS, a very large and important part of my life. Let's just say it seems I have been playing the idiot for quite sometime now . . . pretty much since last Summer. As has become the norm, I cried a great deal today. I am done with that right now as I am convinced I have no more tears left to cry. As always, I have regained my composure (Thank you Slappy!) and I know that I will get past this YET AGAIN. My friends don't need to say anything . . . I will be quite fine . . . I always manage to be. The song playing on my profile says it all . . . Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word..but words

Me
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

4-23-07 Astrology
Why not strike out in a different direction if you want to fulfill your true potential? Your integrity and values demand so much more than you're giving. It may be scary at first, but it'll be worth it in the end.

Sexology 101-my First Story
http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955 Well today I helped co-write my first literotica story. with my wife kiss. www.cherrytap.com/kissmygrits Check it out if you enjoy well written adult literature. We have named this one "sexology 101" we intend on creating an entire series out of this, based around a couple that learns new experiences sexually with each other. Let us know what you think!! We would love to hear from you Lata Word Man

How Many Can U Remember???
1. What did Mother Goose ride through the air on?? 2. What did Little Bo Peep lose?? 3.Who did the black sheep have 3 bags of wool for?? 4.What was Little Miss Muffet eating?? 5.What did Jack and Jill go up the hill to fetch?? 6.Where did the old woman with so many children live?? 7.How many blackbirds were baked in a pie?? 8.Whose nose did the blackbird snap off?? 9.What 3 men were in the tub?? 10.What could Jack Sprat NOT eat?? 11.What did Old King Cole call for?? 12.In Pat a Cake, what do you mark the cake with?? 13.What did the Pussycat find under the Queens chair when he went to London?? 14.What does the third little piggy do?? 15.What did Humpty Dumpty sit on?? 16.In Hickory Dickory Dock what ran up the clock?? 17.What are little boys made of?? 18.Where was little boy blue?? 19.What did the three little kittens lose?? 20.What did peter peter pumpkin eater put his wife in?? 21.What did Little Jack Horner put in his Christ

Smiling Dreams
Smiling dreams the way of the wild heart still speaks Same soul many bodies the power of now On this day safe haven Grace eventually, the thought of faith Starting now your best life begins now Spritual pride progress I gave back time In a life that never ends Beyond Belief Amplified is the dreams And the rebrith of spirit is true It doesn't interest me, what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for Show me your dreams Lick your lips and tell my your lifes story As I will to you Peaceful warrior a dream can be disappearance of the universe is a nightmare A souls flight and huanted places Is lieing to onself Pause reset the mind A smile dreams Yes, smiling dreams Forever

I'm Sorry....please Believe
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry that your last man treated you like shit and i am sorry again that you now cannot tr

Good Advice
Life always brings problems. We really can’t live without them. And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful. Every lesson is a widening and deepening of consciousness. It is a stretching of the mind beyond its conceptual limits and a stretching of the heart beyond its emotional boundaries. It is a bringing of unconscious material into consciousness, a healing of past wounds, and a discovery of new faith and trust. -- Paul Ferrini

25 Signs That You've Grown Up For Good
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Novice Master
This is a strange topic but it is close to my heart, I am a novice Master, and I greatly want to learn from a real Master, but until then I will just continue reading on the subject, and for those of you who think that Masters and Slaves are sick understand it is a deeper emotional and physical relationship that just meer dating and thats what I want something more than just love, that and I want the control. I mean to know you are giving someone what they truly crave, and knowing they are doing like wise to you just thrills me, even though it may confuse some of you I am not here to question your lives, and don't want you questioning mine.

Self...
I walked many miles Carrying uncountable false faces One I held true all the while Takes me to dark places I waited for others to send rescue Praying for miracles unsent In my hand was blood untrue Blaming myself I never attempted to vent...

Little Info
I am 27 and have 2 kids am seperated and looking for someone who is real and honest no games. I am very open and blont so if you ask i will tell you i am a open book. I am not into drugs and i don't drink if you wanna know more just ask. i am on yahoo messanger most the time.

Hometown Celebrity
I'm walking down the street today, and I'm passing by all those plastic yellow newspaper stands when I find one that intrigued me. So I took one out, and i realize i recognize the cover shot. I assisted with it at this studio i intern at. Sure enough I open up the front cover and behold my name! Ah it was exciting. Nothing that extraordinary, but it was for me. :) Hopefully there will be more issues to come with my name in it.

Ok More....
Well the first guy and i have been talking and he really opend up to me. He explained everything to me and now i understand and it just made everything harder. I wnat him back so bad, i crave for his touch again but i talked to the other guy and he finaly opened up to me to. im lost in my own delema. I want both of them but that will only get me in deeper. i am still deciding. ill keep it posted! lots a luv!

Running Through Life
Sometimes we move around to fast. We don't see what is so vast. Speeding around all the time. We forget what is so sublime. Do we really stop and smell the roses? Or is it that we actually don't see past our noses? Is it shame that keeps us from funning? Why do we seem to go through life running?

Shattered Dreams
We all have some kind of dream. Some how a few get shattered it seems. Some float away like clouds in the sky. Others end as a gleam in the eye. Although there are some that come true. When will some get what is due? Is anyone really sure what they want? Some do seem to show what they flaunt. Even through the down falls, some do it seems. Becareful you don't end up with shattered dreams

Time We Are Given
We knw a smile can be shared. We know life can be spared. A helping hand is always welcomed. So why do we get bummed? Care for those who need it Your mood is not so hard admit it. So what do we do with this life we life in? How do we spend the time we are given?

What's In A Name?
Somany times we just say our name. So many is there but are they really the same? We just say our name but is there pride? Some are slim but some are wide. So do tell is there any real shame? Truely what is in a name? Have we looked into it's history. There is and was not any mystery?

Why ? The Awnsers Are Never The Same :)
why when the lights go out all the world seems to vanish with it? why when someone tells you they love you so much, do they hurt you just as much? why when a heart beats blood rushes all over? why when that same heart feels as if to bleed when broken but truly never does? why is it when you tell something deep , are we all ignored and pushed aside? why is it when i say i love you , i feel as if i wasent heard? why when i show i love you , its not repaid? why is it that im the only one asking when all of you think it ?

This Highway Called Life
We as the human race. We know of time and space. As we travel this wide road. None of us are really in the same mode. We all in the beginning try to find ourselves. So many times we do put to much on our shelves. Even though its tough it won't last, pain or strife. We all travel this highway called life.

Bound In Chains
Sitting in a room alone a man thinks. Lower and lower in dispare he sinks. Not realising happiness awaits. Thinking loneliness is his fate. Seeing friend find what he seeks. The smile of those in his mind he keeps. He seems to only feel bound in chains. He longs for wind to blow his hair around. He enjoys it feeling his like a horse's main. Just if someone would come to him unbound

Hummmmmmmmmmmmmm
FUCK IT SHORTY IS THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXY GOT A BRO ALL HORNY AND SHIT MAMI IS THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH IS NO LIE DAMN SHE IS SOOOOOOOO FLY.LOOKING LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR BILL SEX APPEAL UNREAL HOW CAN ONE WOMAN BE SO HOTTTTTT DAMN SHE HAS A LOT TO OFFER THAT IS NOT JUST HER SEX APPEAL SHE IS A THINKER,A WINNER IN EVERY WAY LOOKS,CLASS, VERY NICE ASS OPPS MY BAD DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD SHIT IF I WAS HER MAN PLEASE BELIEVE I WOULD BE PROUD.SHE CAN'T EVEN COOK BUT SHE CAN READ A BOOK ARE EVEN WRITE ONE,LOOK MAMA IS A GODDESS JUST ABOUT 5'2 A DEFINITE HOTTIE PRETTY EYES, BEAUTIFUL SMILE WITH THE ULTIMATE BODY DID I MENTION SHE IS A HOTTIE,WISH I WAS AS LUCKY AS HE IS CAUSE HE HAS WON THE PRIZE HE GET'S TO LAY WITH HER AND STARE INTO THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES DAMN WHAT A LUCKY GUY.TREAT HER RIGHT BRO CAUSE IF YOU FUCK UP AND TRIP THE NEXT WORDS YOU WILL HEAR WILL BE HUMMMMMMMMM I WONDER WHERE SHE IS.......HUMMMMMMM

Hello
hello is a normal thing we all say hello is a form of introductions hello is a part of everyones life hello is a way to awnser a phone hello is a small drip within our lives do you know how many times you said hello today?

Stars Of Night
Stars are the light. Sometimes we only see these at night. The star we stare at in the sky. Sometimes birds may at night fly. Stars can make so many smile. We watch them all the while. Either on a grassy hill. Or while lying in bed still. Yes we all enjoy this beautiful light. Its just so beautiful, the stars of night.

Life's Riches
Family and friends, children and pets. Sometimes it was the people we met. Life sure does have it's little riches. One by one we do count our wishes. We should all be thankful for it all. It doesnt matter the size big or small. We should be glad to have each of them. If we smile our life doesnt seem so dim

Short Comings
We all have short comings. Some just write it off as bummings. None of us are perfect. So our hearts we protect. The lines we write of our lives. Most do tell of our strives, Yes short comings we all do have. To the cuts of life we wish to apply sauve.

Life Is Fun
Life is fun if you let it be. What's out there is for us to see. Friends and family can be a joy. Sometimes it can be lonely for a boy. Yes it can be the same for a girl. Thats why we need to be throughrow. Life can be very fun. Even if its just being in the sun.

Feelings
What are feelings true? How do we really know the cue? Are they always the same? Why shuold we feel the shame? True feelings are yours to know. Its up to you whereth or not to show. theres no reason to be scared. Sometimes if we do our feelings share. We find something new. If it is one for us to be true. So smile your day will come. True feelings will be, so dont be so glumb.

My Pissed Off Rant......and The Person Know Who He/she Is...all Others...no Worries
you know....it does not seem to matter how many fucking nice things i do for some people...and they want to see the fucking worst in me...So...U know what...If you cant take a joke...then fucked get off my page and go to hell..... PI is so god damn right...I am to fucking nice and I am tired of being used...I do everything i can and yet I get shit on...So guess what...NO MORE...DONT ASK...I WONT DO IT. Good nite Di

How?
How does one know a feeling? How do we keep things from spilling? How is it we must acheive a goal? How is it we put to much in our bowl? How far must we really go? How do we know if it is what we sow? How do we seem to tell? How is it we do not yell? In time it will show, but not now. We are always asking how, how, how

Peaked With Interest
The things we do in life. Is it for show or strife? The interest of others we may peak. Sometimes its what we do, not speak. Some actions speak louder than words. But some of those are smaller than birds. So truely what do we really seak? Clothing or jewelery? Or something sheak? More often than not its hooking interest. That of others is what we seek atleast.

Sharing, Learning, Caring
Does time stand still when we share? Sometimes it reminds us of a grumping bear. To know each other, do we really learn? Or is it what we want? What is the concearn? Sometimes we do to much caring. We really should be learning about sharing. Maybe if we all would open our eyes. Then the blue we might really see of the skies.

Standing Alone Again
Alone I stand on a mountain top. Once in a while I look down. I think to myself what a drop. I've looked all around now. Not sure if I've heard a sound. So my eyes dart all around. I see shades come and go. Every now and then I like to see a show. Siuncing once again something is near. I can tell it is nothing to fear. Not wanting to be alone. What's that? A rock doesn't groan. Now I see it is you my friend. are you in need of something I can lend? If not why are you here? it's the noices that I hear. Where did you go? you there? How can I grow? What do I share?

Feeling The Call
Once in a while we feel something calling to us. Our minds race with thought, it can confuse. Though we cant make out what it is, its a fuss. Sometimes its needy, sometimes its a muse. Maybe we show it, maybe we dont at times We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. It still calls to us, it could start calling with a rhyme. We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. We might search from the mountains to the sea. There are only times we wonder and just sit. The call could be just a walk in the park. It isnt always the same for each of us, it could be sad. Sometimes it comes in the bright or maybe the dark. It could be happy, exciting, joyful, or even glad. Thus of which I speak, is a wild kind of squal. Most try to put in the back of their minds. We all know what it is, I mean the call. So when its calls make sure its not on the road that winds.

Love Is A
Love is a fairytail, it only exsists for those who can have it. Love is a dream that is elusive, makes one think when they sit. Love is a game to some who only want to play. Love is a place only for some for a time to stay. Love is a fantascy which fades from sight. Love is a failing dream that wavers in the night. Love is said to rein in abundance, only for a time. Love is a prelude, it makes people feel better in a rhyme. Love seems to make one think they are stronger then they are. But once your heart is broken by this thing called Love its a burnt star.

Seeing Our Family Again
As we sit and watch the sun set,the eyes of a loved are being closed. Time stands still it seems for those of us left behind,but smile for one day they will be there for us to once again find. Things dont always be what we want them to, but if we hold on and ejoy and be happy they will help us though. So when life has us downin the pits, look up and you will see even through the smallest slits. He holds us all good and bad, So be happy its not all sad.

A Little Consideration Would Be Nice....
my neighbor and friend went to play volleyball tonight and asked if i could watch her son.. since her son and mine are both 4 yrs old and are friends... i didn't mind. she said she'd be done around 9:30... its now 11pm. so i called her.. and she is out drunk w/ her man at applebees and said to just put him to bed here... i found it kinda rude.. considering she didn't even ask me to keep him, and the fact that she's drunk is the reason she's not getting him... now i gotta get up at 6:30 when i shouldn't have to so she can get him, and get to work in time... am i the only one who finds this a little inconsiderate on her part?? and furthermore.... men have been a little inconsiderate to me lately too... they talk to me as if i'm just sumthin to look at instead of a person... is there anyone left out there who's capable of having a conversation these days.... who's interested in something meaningful but can have "fun" and "flirt" at the appropriate times... dont' get me wr

Eagles, Wolves, And Us
EAGLES, WOLVES, AND US Eagles may fly high above the earth, and have great sight to see the land below. The earth with all its sight and sounds, for there is only more for them to see and know, They feel the wind beneath their wings as they glide, along the skies that are blue and lite by the sun. Time is slow and easy as they look and listen, for them it seems like a world apart from the world we know as human beings that it seems like fun. Wolves run to and fro looking for a place to sleep,or maybe a bite to eat, yet they are taken care of. Things we take for granted they delight in knowing, life isn't about what we have, but rather the things we find. So when the time comes for us to say our goodbye, the pain is great for the sorrow is so hard it makes our heart twist with tears of memories that make us cry. So before our friends and family can leave us to far away, we need to tell them how we feel don't leave it as though they know, say it to them before the day

Loves Wild Ride
Love will give you a wild ride, a chance to see the unknown. Strange things will happen when this book in life is shown. From eyes that sparkle, to hearts that grow will this feeling. A wonderful world opens, your heart grows from floor to ceiling. Life takes on a new meaning, Bringing out things not seen before. Your eyes grow wide with passion, it grows all the more. Your mind races wuth thoughts, of who, when, what, and where. Sometimes your mind is blamk, its hard to find what to wear. Gifts you think of, ones you wouldn't think before to buy. And the beauty you see, there may be no words to so you only sigh. Your dreams are filled with things you havent imagened before. A voice in your head tells you to jump and run to the store. Flowers here maybe some candy there, aww a cute little teddy bear. These feelings in your heart you want to share, from heart shaped baloons to crystals filled with smow flakes. Oh and the card cant foget that, wrapped boxes th

Your All I Think About
As I sit in my room at night, it seems so lonely with out you. I sit and watch the sunrise, watching as the dark blue skies, give way to those of light blue. I wonder what your dreaming about, my thoughts lost in thinkinf of a beautiful angel. With eyes of blueish green, hair I love to run my fingers through and smooth each tangle. I think back as i watch you sleep so peacefully, I smile thinking here is something I has only dreamed about. From the roof tops and the mountains tops I just want to shout. Your my lady, the one I think about. My mind slips away with only you. to know our love is strong and stought, your all I think about.

Something Silly
Something Silly you say, you want to laugh alright. Sit back put your feet up, get ready to hold on tight. Grab a soft drink or something heavy with a straw, lets hope the cards dont go by fast on the draw. A clown that frowns, or a bird that cracks up, oh now thats just down right out silly now get a cup. A few giggles, snirts with some laughs and hoots, hey look at the clown the one with the big boots. Watch him stumble about, he looks funny, becareful of that on the ground it may not be money. What did u step in, eww its melted gum, see how them people slip, they may fall on their bum. Oh look how cute, that dog looks like its dancing, wow that pony is moving around like its prancing. Something silly you? A laugh to brighten your day.

The Journey (a Poem)
The Journey I can smell the sweetness, the nectar of god-like beings; their sanctuary calling me. Limitless consumption, my body craves the bosom of sedated knowledge. Lost in confusion, my thoughts are adrift within realms of twilight and the lies it tells. I ride the waves to the land beyond, the tide carrying me farther until I can no longer see the edge of reality, its blinding coldness just a memory etched upon my soul. © Lizette Sinclair 2007

If You Can See More Than The Staff
Whats wrong with this? I can only see out of left eye because i have a weird thing where my left eye overpowers my right eye and I can read the sign. How else do they want a salute? Tits out and pussy spread? I know thats a lie because my male friend got his approved without that stuff! If the staff is blind then they don't fucking need to be on here!

Am I Really A Sub?
OK just cause I got a couple of emails about it I thought I would post this. Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment -------------------------------------------------- Confusing Terms One of the most common things a new submissive has questions about is the "pain and punishment" category. Most of this confusion stems from the combining of the various groups found in the lifestyle into one large group called BDSM. Within the term BDSM we have at least three major factions, all with different needs and motivations. Perhaps breaking it down into BD, D/s and SM will make things a bit clearer. · BD - Bondage and Discipline - There's not much of a mystery here. The Deviant's Dictionary defines it as: Sometimes B/D, B&D. Bondage and Discipline. Sometimes used interchangeably with SM but more strictly referring to practices involving bondage and role-playing or humiliation but little or no pain. Sometimes thought to stand for Bondage and Domination, but see also DS

I Will
I will hold you when you are scared. I will hold you and listen when you cry and just need to talk. I will be there when you just need a friend. I will be there for you even when you don't need me because regardless you actually do need me. I will love you unconditionally even when you think you don't deserve it. I will hold onto to that big secret and carry it to my grave. I will hold your hand in public or just wherever we are. I will walk along the beach with you while we talk. I will sit and just watch movies all night and cuddle up on the couch with you. I will be there with you forever because no matter what you mean everything to me. I will be next to you every night holding you tightly. I will always be honest with you because you deserve it. I will take care of you when you are ill. I will be everything you need me to be forever and always.

A Thought
A person can take away the love from a relationship and make it less than it was. A friend can take the trust and closeness away from a friendship and make it less than it was. But no one can make us less of a person, only we can do that to ourselves, by giving them the ability or the control over us. Believe in yourself, be happy with yourself, and no one can take away who you are.

Do I Have To Buy My Slutty Secretary A Gift?
A coincidence that National Lingerie Week and National Administrative Professionals Week (Secretary's Week) is the same week? I don't think so. http://library.thinkquest.org/2886/clo.htm

32 Day Vigil - Keep The Candle Burning
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As Long As Your There
Can't count the miles, you're away from me. Can't count the moments, you're so close to me. Never thought my heart would sound this beat, but heart and thoughts were incomplete : You were not there. How can this be wrong ? This feeling deep inside, so strong. In God's hands, we will share our heart. It never ends, over and over again, a new start. Never knew life could be so tender . . . To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . . Now that you are there. Heart and soul body and mind silence and sound to you I send it all sweet and kind with love all around Never thought I could feel this way, this way loved, blessed and sheltered loving, blessing and sheltering, day after day after day, As long as you are there

If I Could Make A Wish...
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Competetive Eating!
IFOCE (International Federation of Competitive Eating) proudly recognizes my main man, Patrick Bertoletti, who set an Atlanta record for eating 33 hot dogs in record setting time. Mr. Bertoletti was flanked by the finest assemblage of eaters ever to compete in Atlanta, making this win all the more impressive. Though his work will be cut out for him in the coming days if he hopes to break the current record of 49 hot dogs in under 12 seconds when he competes at "The Nathan's Famous Fourth of July International Hot Dog-Eating Contest" in which the finest eaters in the world will fight for one of 20 spots in the most celebrated sporting event of the year. Each contestant hopes to bring home the coveted Mustard Yellow International Belt; competitive eating's greatest prize. (Akin to The Master's green jacket of golf, or the Vince Lombardi trophy to football) Like 2005's contest, the event will be televised as a live, one-hour broadcast on ESPN. "We are thrilled to offer this spirited e

Me Sick
TURNS OUT ... I REALLY AM SICK. I have pneumonia. I think that is how it is spelled. I thought it was just a chest cold. Just letting know not sure I will be around the next couple of days. Kisses all over! K,L & SLA

All My Friends
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father

Develish Desires
Embracing lustrous desires Falling into a pit of dark emotional ties I don't want to look into your eyes Trapped within my own disguise Taunting me, seducing me When you touch me physically I react seductively Blinded, can't you see Venomous poison injected with blood Sexually arousing me, causing a flood All for the sake of finding false love Determined to leave and break free from this drug

Reflection
Each time I see the upside down man Standing in the water, I look at him and start to laugh, Although I should't oughtter, For maybe in another world, Another time, Another town, Maybe HE is right side up And I am upside down..... Shel.S

Brown Christmas
Fertile sun whips through lifeless plants marked by winter, summer skies brushed with numbing winds. Window shades block the sun, lines demarcating white walls. Mother Nature sleeps, her lips pressed firmly together. Mountains rise to block the city in a time warp of pine and ornaments. Blinking lights distract a driver, colorful trees set aflame, cheap gifts betrayed in snowless streets. Dried leaves scrape against the cheeks of autumn. As ruby red dies to brown, I watch the rewind of spring to winter, to this: frozen rain pounding from smirking skies. Every breath hatches fog, and the city falls into place. Will autumn's cold ever rise into a newly born world?

True.....i Think??? Lol
A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the mos t beautiful Woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the

The J. Geils Band "love Stinks"
Artist: The J. Geils Band Lyrics Song: Love Stinks Lyrics You love her But she loves him And he loves somebody else You just can't win And so it goes Till the day you die This thing they call love It's gonna make you cry I've had the blues The reds and the pinks One thing for sure (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah Two by two and side by side Love's gonna find you yes it is You just can't hide You'll hear it call Your heart will fall Then love will fly It's gonna soar I don't care for any casanova thing All I can say is Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah I've been through diamonds I've been through minks I've been through it all Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yea

Im Not Sure Who Wrote This But Ive Had It Since I Was Younger And Still Love It.
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what people deem important, only you know what is best for you. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future, by living your life one day at a time you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give, nothing Is really over until the moment u stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other, so do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking changes that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find, the quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it to tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams, to be without dreams, is to be without hope, to be without hope is to be without purpose. Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you h

Can't You See
Can't you see what she's doing Has she clouded your mind? She's been doing this for weeks Have can you be so blind? Everyone else has noticed How can you be the only one Who can't see what she's up to Or has she already won She's done it all before And she's doing it again I know you don't want to believe it Cos you see her as a friend She was my friend too That's why this hurts so much But she just can't leave you alone She always has to touch Whenever we get time alone She finds a way to talk to you She flirts whether I'm there or not I don't know what to do You don't look at her that way So you don't see what I see It's not that you're really stupid It's just your devoted to me Honey, you know I trust you fully Cos I love you with all my heart But please just make her go away Before she tears us apart

Happiness Is
The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to find Like finding a 4 leaf clover Like being in the perfect place at the perfect time Wishing on a falling star The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to reach Wishing only to hold Wanting only to touch Desperate and bring me farther and father From happiness The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to see Like seeing through a fog A fog of distrust What I see is not what it seems And simplicity is all but to simple Make more and more of everything till I look through a fog A fog of illusion, were I see more with my eyes closed Sometimes the things that make me happy Are right beneath my nose Discovering a once hidden treasure is sweet blessings Were wishes and luck All come true in one moment Like finding you Sometimes the things that make me happy Are held in my hands, in my touch Like kisses Like hugs Like us Sometimes the things that make me happy Are all to clear

His Love
His love is like Ecstasy i get sweet chills every time he sits next to me he's the one i call just to say i love you he's my every thing when life is blue the way he kisses my lips so sweet I get butterflies in my stomach every time we meet soft hands caress my every curve If i didn't know better I'd call this love What god sent me is an angel from above A caramel mixed piece of heaven that represents a dove A dove who brings hope and joy to my life I'll call him my king if he calls me his wife Living in a fairytale you're all i ever dreamed of What I'd do without you... i couldn't even think of When your soft lips collapse upon my breasts I scream out love and allow you to do the rest No one could understand pleasure until they've felt you tender kiss My mind strays far...... amid a cloud of bliss Slowly making your way down and within Fantasies erode as I call out Mark Baby, you're my king. ...... so yea this wun will remain incomplete f

Through The Rain
Eyes locked, hands held tight. The drops gently fall, The rain brings them closer. She breaks their embrace and looks to the sky as raindrops fall to her face. His arms circle her waist, and she closes her eyes. Her head falls back, the wind caresses her face. The problems held inside of her disappear for that one moment, and as they walk hand in hand through the pouring spring rain. She whispers "I love you." As her words echo over the grassy field, and the never ending grey sky, Peace fills her, body and soul, and she hears his answer, Clear and distinctive as the gentle tapping of the rain. "I love you too."

My First Time
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

You're Like A Pencil
You're Like A Pencil Did you know that you are like a pencil? Here's how: 1. Like a pencil, you can correct your mistakes. You can't change the past, but you can rectify it. And though you can't erase history, you can erase guilt and anger with forgiveness. 2. Like a pencil, painful sharpening can serve to make you better. Your difficult times can actually sharpen your skills or shape you into the person you were meant to be. 3. Like a pencil, you can do great things when you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand. 4. Like a pencil, you can leave your mark whenever possible. That is what you're here for -- to leave your mark. It may be in small ways, it may be in the lives of people you have touched or nurtured, but you must leave something good behind whenever you can. 5. Like a pencil, it is what is on the inside that matters. Whether it is understanding or intolerance, love or bitterness, peace or unrest, kindness or self- centeredness, hope or

Confused...
You ever get that feeling of loneliness? Wonder where life is gonna lead you? Wonder if there is such a thing as total happiness? Wonder if your gonna be alone for the rest of your life? Confused by your own emotions? thoughts? emptiness? These are just a few things that seem to be going through my head lately. I really only think about these things a lot when i'm upset. Most people would call it depression (which it most likely is) but right now its a lot of just loneliness.. I miss my daughter so much, when she's home with me i have something to look forward to every day. But because of whats going on in my personal life (which is all my ex's fault) she is safe and happy 500 miles away from me at my mom's house. I miss her soooo much, sucks coming home to an empty quiet house. Have you ever thought you loved someone so much that you did everything to please that person. Sacrificed doing what that person wanted, said what you knew would make them happy but never really being

Garbage "i Would Die For You"
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine I would cry for you I would cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear I will pray for you I will pray for you, I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin' You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me Violate all the love that I'm missin' Throw away all the pain that I'm livin' You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I will wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sink ships for you, Take t

Seeing You
.... and every time i see you after a long separation, i think it's going to be so weird, and it never is, it's so easy to just fall back into "us"... and i never thought i would see you, i really thought you'd bail on me today (thanks for not doing that!) ...and every song i hear reminds me of you... god you smelled so good today and your hair felt so soft and i just wanted to keep you with me... and my heart is in shreds and i don't know what i'm supposed to do and all i know is that when i'm with you i never want to be anywhere else....

A Storie To Remember
His touch was amazing, Like the sun wrapping me in it's warmth....My skin, oh how, my skin weakend with every brush of his flesh untill I melted in his arms... He flowed through me as a midnight summers wind so strong it steals my breath... His will overpowering mine, the wanting of giving into this ecstasy that he so needlingly offers.. I wraped my body around his, to feel him deeper within this light of selflessness ...his world into mine...such music we made.... The song of morning came ringing in with a mystifing glow of gold....Our bodies lay still as a peacful slumber comes creeping to hold us in her glory..... so we may find each other again with rested eyes.