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Druen Ladanian Lee
hey all,,you know how they say when life throws you a bunch of lemons,,you make lemonade,,well,,it seems life has done that to me today was druens first check up,,and after he was born the hospital did a test of his chromosones,, well it seem druen has down syndrome,, which is quite surprising to us,,since he looks perfectly healthy. we go back next week for further evaluations and then to set up appointments for specialists to determine the severity of his downs, so please keep him in your thoughts and prayers as we deal with this trying times. i hope to have a few pics up by the end of the weekend, hugs and thanks for the support randy

My Baby Girl Lily
Look at the two of you dancin' that way Lost in the moment in each other's face So much in love you're alone in this place Like there's nobody else in the world I was enough for her not long ago I was her number 1, she told me so And she still means the world to me, just so you know So be careful when you hold my girl

I Need Help Please!!
I'm in a contest!! Please come and bomb my pic! CONTEST OPENS ON FRI. MAY 4TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST AND ENDS FRI. MAY 11TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST COMMENT/SELF BOMBING ALLOWED PHOTO WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS A one week BLAST 2ND PLACE WINS A RED PORSCHE AND 3RD PLACE WINS A SILVER MOTOR CYCLE

(sings) I Think The World Needs A Drink...
Just reiterating...I wrote this a while back (obviously not on CT) but when I started typing the thoughts in my head tonight, it seemed like a bit of deja vue. So, being the one who hasn't slept much the past couple of weeks, I opted the easier route: copy and paste.... I've come to the conclusion that the little thing called Tact isn't part of the majority of general society! Thoughtless comments are a little out of control at times, you know? Approach is key because it's probably the one thing that's going to determine how another person views you. Grant it, some things may change over time…but really now. This is something I've been thinking about for quite some time, and honestly throughout the day… It's almost ridiculous how selfish and judgmental some are. You have people that give one hundred percent of their all as often as humanly possible followed up by people who do nothing but rip those others apart. You confide in others out of trust, and so many times that bites you in

Its Been A While......
Ok. I haven't been around for a while, sorry...I have been so busy doing the life thing its so different then doing the music thing. I was hoping by now the wrist injury would be heeled but it's not. It swells everytime I play. Will I be ready for the summer tours? No, I have to sit this one out... I'm hoping by next season I will be up and ready to go again, its a crap shoot at this point. I'm sad I took my music life for granted, it was one big party most of the time ..Yes, times would get trying..But I feel strange in the outside world and no one can begin to understand the life I came from. Sterotypes and other things get in the way of meeting intelligent people. Just because I played music of most of my life doesn't mean I want to meet some sexed up boytoy that loves drugs and a good party. I don't need anyone to support me I have done this most of my life. I can do anything I want because I have no ties to anything or anyone. I have a degree and have traveled the world. I have b

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HOW BLESSED I AM TO SHARE A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU SOMEONE WHO ACCEPTS AND LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM THANK YOU FOR BEING SENSITIVE, UNDERSTANDING PATIENT,LOVING AND CARING.NEVER WOULD I HAVE CARED TO DREAM OF FINDING SUCH A SUCH CONSIDERATE SENSIBLE, GENEROUS, AND THOUGHTFUL PARTNER. THANK YOU FOR OUR UNSHAKEABLE FAITH IN ME.AND LOYAL SUPPORT. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE FUN. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BEAUTIFUL WAYS YOUR EXPRESS YOUR LOVE. .. ........I LOVE YOU..........

The Difference Between Men & Women
The Difference Between Men & Women By Humor Columnist Dave Berry Let's say a guy named Roger is attracted to a woman named Elaine. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else. And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Elaine, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?" And then there is silence in the car. To Elaine, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: gee, I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of. And Roger is thinking: gosh. Six months? And Elaine is thin

Laung And Smile With Me
The Kitchen Bitch > > A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks."the horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house." "Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little

Ok Last Sappy Moms Poem Hehe..
I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the Good Times The Fun Thoughts Of Laughter Youll be in my Heart for years ever after As Time Passes on I may Grow much older My Memories of you will never grow colder Thanks for the things youve taught me in life Ill never forget them throughout my own life Your name is brought up in countless stories Showing your beauty and wisdom through all of its glories Godbless you my mother for one thing is true I am your son And ill always love you.

I Long...
You walk by the sweet smell of your perfume. Your eyes so soulful I make you so nervous when I look your way. I long to tell you what I see. Your sensual beauty, your sweet full lips, I so long to kiss. Your soft gentle hands, I long to hold. You walk by and still I long for you to be with me.

Twisting And Turning
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so? © Andi 2007

Esp Test...
I will be posting the results of my ESP test... I am so mad at myself for changing ansers at the last second because of the weird feelings I was getting... I am so pissed at myself... I clearly had 8 more that would've been right had I gone with my first instincts... I guess I just have to work on my trust issues... especially in trusting myself... I do however admit that the seven I missed otherwise I actually had no form of cognition whatsoever that pointed me at the right answer...

Fascinate
Nikoll, a grade school teacher in NH, asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate not fascinated" Little Ben raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Ben before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Ben said, "My Grammie Martha has a sweater with ten buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten eight." Nikoll sat down and cried.

Subdrop
D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contro

Last Two Nights.
Alright. As that the person that was going to help me try and figure out my dreams is not around.. I shall right them on here. Maybe someone can tell me what they think they mean. Obviously these are not the whole dreams since I can't remember all of that... just the parts that really seemed to stick. 2 nights ago was the worst dream... well sort of I guess. Last nights was disturbing but in a different sort of way. The first dream... I was in a car with a guy. There was a mass murderer on the loose.. think a Jason type.. but with a machine gun. I was dressed in a frilly white dress like Madonna from the 80's. I was scared shitless and for some reason happened to have red paint in the car. I poured the red paint over my white dress in hopes that the killer would think he'd already gotten me and I was dead. Didn't work. Out of nowhere the car started getting shot up and I was hit numerous times very quickly in the chest area and stomach by bullets. At first I didn't thin

Bad Company "feel Like Makin' Love"
Baby, when I think about you I think about love Darlin, dont live without you And your love If I had those golden dreams Of my yesterdays I would wrap you in the heaven till Im dyin on the way Feel like makin Feel like makin love Feel like makin love to you Baby, if I think about you I think about love Darlin if I live without you I live without love If I had the sun and moon I would give you both night and day Of satisfying... Feel like makin Feel like makin love Feel like makin love to you And if I had those golden dreams Of my yesterdays I would wrap you in the heaven til Im dyin on the way Feel like makin love Feel like makin love (repeat many times) Feel like makin love to you

So True
Okay, so you have to share the money and the credit. However, if you find the right partner, you can divide your workload in half and increase your quality of life. Doesn't that seem like a worthwhile trade-off?

And The Winner Is
target=_blank>not_the_doctor79@ CherryTAP thats why u never give upits becauseimwhite..was clearly going to win but got blocked...so u see u got to play till the end..if not the doctor wouldve quit ....well u get the picture..next contest 3 minutes

Blah
I'm slowly starting to delete everything off my account... I'm leaving ct... its not fun anymore, its actually rather boring and lame lately...Anyone wants to keep in touch, my yahoo is : mystical_gemini_1981 or my msn is mystical_gemini_1981@hotmail.com.. I will be deleting my account monday morning b4 I leave to go out of town with my daughter for her surgery, was good knowing the rest of you, much love, and enjoy life =)

Random Thought
just a few thoughts , I believe that if we took all our troops out of all these other foriegn countries and put them on the us borders of mexico and canada , not only would our troops be safer, we would have less illegal immigration, and all the money that our guys and girls spend overseas would be spent here in the states making a better economy, I think that we as a country donate to much money to other countries that usually never pay it back,, it's time that we take care of our own, and keep it here at home, there is so much we could do to take care of our own, and yet our troops and our tax dollars go elsewhere

.more.day.tripping.etc.
so. doin another day tripper tomorrow. got the 'just in case' bags all packed. got the critters in bed. got the laundry done. *yawn* called the realtor. did the banking. picked up the ever important smokes. n if the kids had gone to bed earlier n i had already had my 'me' time?...eh i'd go to bed too. cuz im effin tired but i need my me time first dammit. hmm i wonder if i should text my peoples to tell them... *debates* eh i'll do it in the morning. cuz im eatin cereal now. and other things that only make sense to me. a cricket jumped into my house this evening. poe ate it. at least the bitch is good for something. ha. the toilet in the hall bathroom still isnt fixed. i spose the fuckers think cuz im a woman i dont know how to use a plunger? gee fuckers. yes i do. it needs more than that. it prolly needs to be snaked out. it worked for a whole half a day... now its full to the brim again. joy oh joy. i so cant wait to get outta here. *goes back to

Only One Person Has Health Issues?
I am totally and completely serious about helping friends out that have health issues and if you come to me in confidentiality it will be kept that way & the response will be emailed and not posted. Health & the cures for illnesses and diseases has been my focus since 2003..and I am not the only one that is part of this mission. I have seen too many people sick and ill because of there doctors and the medications that they are giving to them as a patient. Its all about $$$ folks. Its a business! They do not want you to know that there are simple, inexpensive cures out there... For example: depression Sun Gazing, simple walking and looking around, spending time in the sun, mood stablilizers like St Johns Wort... 99% of the time you have been diagnosed wrongly... So if there are others that want me to research a specific request let me know! Its a burden on my heart!

If You Have Hazel Eyes......
[H][A][Z][E][L] [E][Y][E][S] People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be

Swamp.
She cried. Tears fused with dust. Trembling fear. Choking on mud. Helpless I watched. She was consumed. Skies fell inwards. Sinking... Tears fell from her face like petals from a dying rose. Caked with mud and her own spit she screamed. My name into a wordless wind. Leeches. Burning my skin. I'll follow. Soon reunited. Following farther. I too must die. Let by the hands of another... Push us down. Drag us down. Consume the weak. Decimate me. It must be done. Time has descended. God has departed. The sky's already closed up. Bless my eyes and make me blind.

A Friend Sent This To Me In A Pm I Liked It So Much. Wanted To Post It :) Hope U All Like It As Much As I Do.
All the money in the world will never add up to what you are worth. They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but not even a thousand pictures could ever come close to expressing the beauty I see in you. There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.' But how can that be true? You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind. All the world's riches would never be enough to compare to your beauty. It was written in the book of life, that God created the world and the things there in six days and he rested on the seventh day. But you, as a special being, God created you on the eighth day.

Rambling Writing Inspired By M.ward & Cat Power
when the wind rustles through the trees i think of your rough fingertips skimming my skin I went to the doctor, I said doctor please What do you do when your true love leaves? He said the hardest thing in the world to do Is to find somebody that believes in you when i feel the warm sand between my toes i just close my eyes and feel your whiskers on my cheek I went to the whippoorwill, I said whippoorwill please What do you do when your true love leaves? He said the only trick I have up my sleeve Is to sing over and over until he comes back to me Very few things feel real to me, just heavy and resistant just to get through the day takes so much persistance the eyes of strangers are so cold, but not as much when it's your hand I hold my childhood moments were so happy, mainly now unless i hold tight, all time does is betray me the ground cracks, and even leaves grow bitter good people always seem to die i think if it was discovered, only bad people could turn back time

Take A Second To Read This
Hey all how you doing? Thanks for taking hte time to read this. I will keep it short and simple , as to not take up alot of your time. I want to say I love CT and its a great site, but as I said on Myspcae as well, i am not here to win a popularity contest. I could careless if people like me or not. the ones who do will let me know the ones that dont... well you'll come up with some lame shit :) So please if you are going to add me, or have added me already, take some time to read my profile. I am gonna update it as i can, but i am new to CT and will take a bit to make my page look good. Thanks again for reading this!!! And if you dont like typos well... I dont care!! :-D

Good Advice...
You know that saying about how if at first you don't succeed, try try again? Hey -- no rolling your eyes. It's true! And your next attempt will be successful if you remember the key details that made the first ones go awry.

Update
So much has happened my Uncle passed away about 2 months ago wich really sucked. In many ways however it did push me to take responsablity's I never wanted to accept . So it has a plus side as well I suppose . Its been a while since I been here,and it seems strange that Id return in many ways -Laughs- Oh well I miss everyone ...

Me
Well so I guess I should talk about myself. Well me is old well I think I am even thou I don't look my age nor at times act it. I work at a bar has a cook, but I like to think of myself has the chef their. I have been working there for over 6 months now and I must say the drama in that place would make a great soap opera. Well also I am looking into getting a new car soon so I am hoping to be driving again, man I miss that. I know I live a boring life but it is a busy boring life since I am either working or sleeping and on my days off I am out and about doing anything and everything. I swear I didn't think my life was this busy until this week. I really havn't gotten a dya to relax in over a week. Its either I am at work or out doing stuff I need to get done. Well if anyone views and what to know more about me please sent a question my way and I will answer it and maybe even but it on my page so everyone can read it.

Back
Just wanted to Let you all Now That K@T is back , and i am a Changed Person , all Past from here is Past so don't Bring past Up to me , i came back Cause Somebody took me back here , somebody i whas once her enemy and since recent , we had some meetings and really Got well toghether and became Good Friend , ppl who doesn't Know who this is you will soon know Katerine aka K@T

* 12 Pyramids Of Thoth *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Pyramids of Thoth * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE The writer of these pages is I, Thoth The Scribe, who moves through many realities as teacher. I am linked to the Great Pyramid as a creational force having come here through the Gates of the 12 Pyramid Matrix. Many will remember and quote my teachings in texts, scrolls, stone tablets, keys of knowledge, or encoded genetic memories to be found at the end of a cycle. I have entrusted my original teachings to those who were my priests and priestesses who must one day restore this knowledge in full definition. At that time they shall incarnate as the teachers and heale

Writtings 2
I can see it in your eyes the love you have for me I can feel it in your touch your love for me I can tell by the sound of your voice your love for me My love, darling angel of mine. I see it in your eyes every time I look at you How I could spend eternity with you. I know you are right for me by the way you touch me I know by the sound of your voice I made the right choice I know I have made the right choice For you hold my heart for life.

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When you slept with those others, Did you know they never loved you? When you kissed those others, Did you know they never really knew you? When you hurt the ones who loved you, Did you know they never stopped crying? When you turned your back on me, Did you know I was dying without you? With every mistake you make, You chip away a part of me. Before you realize it there will be nothing.

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At times some say I am quiet and assume I am depressed. Chances are I am reviewing the things I have heard expressed. Though many words are spoken throughout each and every day. It doesn’t mean all that is mentioned, Is really that worthwhile to say. So in view of the filth around us, I am trying to do me share to keep my world refined, By choosing my words with care and that my speech will honor others. And should up build my fellow kin. If it would fail in either, then, Silence would be a better plan.

The Stars And Fate Of Paris Hilton
The Life And Fate of Paris Hilton It seems that being rich, pretty and famous does not mean much to the stars if the recipient is uninformed. The stars are impartial. If you do not know or respect the Universal rules, perhaps you will be next to suffer the effects of ignorance. Incidentally 99% of the world's population, both political and religious leaders, (and most famous pretty girls out there) have no cosmic consciousness. They have absolutely NO clue to the star's regimentation over their lives. What's really interesting is that the very same Plutonic stars that forever changed the lives of famous radio host Imus and comedian Michael Richards also victimized Paris Hilton. It seems to be an epidemic of stupidity and I can barely comprehend how innocent she and the rest of the world really are. Because of their ignorance of the "Universal Code," Imus, Michael Richards, Paris Hilton and others, could have avoided tragedy had they my celestial understanding. Much money is w

Eyes
Eyes of fire, Eyes of stone, Eyes that seem like they are always alone. Eyes that hate, Eyes that love, Eyes the seem like they are from above. Eyes that smile, Eyes that frown, Eyes that seem like they are always down. Eyes that see, Eyes that don’t, Eyes that seem like they are always a float.

Hold Me
Hold me close and never let go, I need you to love me so. I’ve been alone way to long., cause other loves have gone wrong. Hold me close and never let go, I need you to love me so. My heart has sunk so low, Love is not poetry or a song or another pretty coming along. Hold me close and never let go, I need you to love me so. Hold me tight when cold winds blow. Ice has been in my heart to long from the other loves that have gone so wrong. Hold me close and never let go, I need you to love me so. Let me hear love’s sweet song to melt the ice before too long

Saterday Morning 6am
and its been a week since i blocked a fake friend loser,but somehow he has nothing better to do then to come here ,looking into my profile and blog,looking for ammo ,to use as a wedge between me and a good friend.its ok his life is so sad and miserable(all by his own bitter design),ill let him live off my life.since theres nothing he can say or do to change anything now.so heres my life.drink and enjoy it.sorry it reminds you everyday ,you are a bitter fool.see ya tommorow Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Beautiful Words
Your words Melt in to me like warm chocolate Lucious and flowing Finding every dimple and crease Creating a thick rich coat Delicious and sensual Dripping from my breast Firming beneath me Moulding to every curve A perfect fit

Heart Aches
okay.....I have officially broken down... I like you I like you alot I think of you when I wake up to the point I fall asleep...there are days like tonight I can't fall asleep....what have you done to me...I miss you...I need you....I need you so bad that it hurts hell I even changed my phone to display "yes Mistryss13" if thats bad enough...what have you done to me my love

Gardening
Cultivating a garden takes work. There is time, effort and energy required in producing a beautiful garden. There is a similar parallel with life and what we do with our time and energy. Cultivating a life that is purposeful and worthwhile takes time and dedication. Like the garden, preparation, decisions and prudent care is required. The results are very rewarding. In the open field of life, anything is possible. To waste time produces a wasteland, to cultivate time produces a life that blossoms.

Circle Of Trust?
Well Shit...looks like I will be on someone's ignore list! LOL...do you think I care...hmmm NO! Sad thing is, we have to deal with this person for another 16 more years unless we go through with giving up my husband's paternal rights to his kids because of the bold face lies she's put out there. Then manipulate the children with those lies. Why do women have to act like bitches? Here is a man, with a HUGE HEART! I mean HUGE! My ex husband was an asshole. Basically he said, since I am not sticking around to take care of him or his bills. He will not provide for me and the kids. YEP after 8 yrs of marriage where I cleaned, cooked, ironed all his uniforms, and put up with this shit for 5 years straight before I decided enough was enough. Then I met my husband. He said baby...I will take care of you but I do have issues with ex wife. Naive I am you ask? YEP I sure am! I guess I like to think this world can be a good place. Boy am I wrong! People are out to get you, screw you over, scre

Hrm.
I may have to amend my previous statement of seeing a disproportionate amount of "pretty" people. I see a lot of fake pictures. Why? Is posting someone else's picture an indicator of your own self-worth? I've also seen pictures of people who are far older than the picture they used. Your high school pictures probably no longer provide an accurate view of how you look. So, in other words, deception and misdirection are key, just like in a real bar, apparently.

Creator Of Smiles
Dedicated to those who don't have the fortitude to be honest with me or themselves. -------------------------------------------------- The familiar sight of darkness no longer breaks my heart. I stare at this beautiful, splendorous, horrifying world and feel nothing. The light, which once sparkled in my eyes, is now gone and my flame of life is extinguished. It puzzles me how I can feel so deeply for a world that has taken everything from me; feel for the same people that have stolen my joy from me. I comfort those who call me and caress those who require me. I have given so much love to others that I have none to spare for myself. Sweet oblivion has claimed me so often that it seems natural for me to suffer. I find myself yearning for the pain and lonliness, savoring it lake a sweet forgotten wine. I have spoken to many poeple about many different things. Only now do I understand that there is a difference between wanting to die and having no will to live. Wanting to die

The List.... I Needed To Post This For All My Friends.
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its pur

The Bullshit, Bitching Bulletins Continue
For a week I've seen this one person bitching, whining, and moaning about how Achilles screwed her over, yadda, yadda, yadda. Ya know what, who cares, give it a rest. Achilles is a dick breath, we get it, now move on, ok? Another one is posting 8 or 10 bulletins withing 2 minutes, all of the same thing. STOP!!!!!! We can read it ONCE. Ten doesn't make it any more important. Gothic Rose, STFU already. You give me a headache, and you abuse the bulletins.

Sounds Good To Me
How does this sound, ladies? Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin, whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate approach her pussy slowly. Women, more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and m

Illinois Residents -- S.o.s.
Illinois Residents ---- Pleeeeeeeaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeee CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOUR LEGISLATOR'S ARE... GO TO THIS WEBSITE TO EASILY FIND OUT. http://www.elections.state.il.us/DistrictLocator/SelectSearchType.aspx IF ILLINOIS RESIDENTS ONLY KNEW: THE EXTENT TO WHICH THEIR STATE SERVICES WERE IN SHAMBLES. I HAVE BEEN AN EMPLOYEE FOR THE STATE OF ILLINOIS FOR LAST 25 YEARS. IT IS AN ABSOLUTE DISGRACE ! ! ! THIS LEGISLATIVE SESSION ENDS ON MAY 31st AND AT THAT TIME THE GOVERNOR'S BUDGET WILL BE ENACTED FOR FY08. PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEE... CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S WITH OUR MESSAGE. IN SOLIDARITY, ~~Spanky~~

For All The Mothers Out There
For All The Mothers Out There MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~ Another Poem I Found For Mothers Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.

My Love Profile (capricorn)
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

Forbiden Desires..................
I really can't believe I'm writing this down, but I can't really believe I'm living the two lives I'm living right now, either. In my first life, I'm a happily married, 35-year old wife and mother and a very successful attorney working for one of the Delaware Valley's top firms. I'm smart, good-looking, eat right, exercise, and have a body that my critical eye says still looks pretty damn good in a small two-piece swimsuit. In my second life, I am a wanton slut that will do whatever my young-stud lover wants me to do. Scott, my lover, is 21 years old and works at our firm doing odd jobs, delivering papers, photocopying, mail-boy, etc. By all definitions of the word, he is a "hunk." He works out and his body is rock-hard. Brown eyes, beautiful black hair, and the nicest ass I've ever seen on a man. I am very much the professional in the office, but at office luncheons, softball games, and parties, I am a outrageous flirt. I just can't help it. At first, Scott was the perfect target

I Love Butterflies And Wanted To Wish You All A Great Day
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Pleasure And Pain... Sweet Release.
Pain and pleasure... two of the most different things for the body to sense. Its like hot and cold. But even sometimes, things can get so cold they feel hot and so hot they feel cold. The same thing happens with pleasure and pain. I haven't had such release in a long time, most people don't feel comfortable with all of those things. Whenever I feel angry, upset, or just frustrated I need it that way. Today, I am frustrated. I did it again...

.raw.sewage.fiasco.
so...while on my way to bed last nite... walking down the hall... turning off the lights as i go... my foot gets wet. hmmmmm ok... wonder what that is... look into the hall bathroom... and TADUM! fucking raw sewage...two inches deep... all over the bathroom floor which has now seeped into the hall carpet...into my kids room delightful smell by the way too. so i call the emergency maintenance line no answer. awesome. call moms... pull out the mop n bucket brigade doesnt really put a dent in it so i have to resort to towels. used em all up werent enough call the number back sends out the guy who couldnt fix it the first two times... now keep in mind here... this bathroom gets used once after they 'fix' it cuz then it doesnt flush so my oldest forgot and used it a second time shit happens literally...right? so that was at like ehhh 6 ish at 1:30 theres water everywhere how the fuck? its not like the toilet was running or anything... 2 am n the guy is there

You're Damn Right I Regret It.
I get ahead of myself sometimes, especially these days. I'm angry with myself for just getting to this point. I fucking hate it. I wasn't always this way, I didn't always have slutty tendencies. But its becoming more and more prominent in my life and I don't want it to become a part of my lifestyle or my calling card. I want to be that girl that you take home to mom and say hey mom this is my girlfriend. I want to be that girl that you hang out with other places other than just the bedroom. All bullshit aside I know I'm a good lover and thats all a lot of the opposite sex wants from me right now. From this point forward, unless you are serious about me after meeting me and after we get to know each other... the muffin shop is closed. I'm tired of being the girl that the guys want to get with but not stay with. I don't hate myself, I'm just really upset with myself because I swore I wouldn't do it again... have sex with a guy that I just barely met, who I knew wasn't serious about anyth

Dont Know What To Call This One
The sun is out today, its such a beautiful day today. It feels lik a cloudy rainy day though. I miss you so much you aresuch a big part of my life. I know i am to even though for some reason u dont want to show it. Being able to see your beautiful face everday just mae everything seem to glow brighter. For some unknown reason you decided to dull more and more. You were such a bright spot in my life. www.hostdrjack.com i dont know why and dont understand how you can be such a dumb ass lol. Bu i saw your glow fading more and more each day. I could tell thatsomething as wrong with u months before you left, because each time you would change your cloths you would hide all the beauty u posess. But its not my problem no more because you wasted enough of my time. The funny thing is i want you to do the right thing still, dont know if that could ever happen een if you do get ur head saright. You fill yourself with so many lies, that you start to lie to everyone who loves you. Y

Deadley Roots Of Bitterness!!!!
Are you familiar with the phrase, his nose is out of joint? What does it take to put your nose out of joint to get you miffed? What are the feelings you experience when you get miffed? Are they positive, uplifting joyful emotional vibrations? Lets come at this from a different direction. Are you familiar with the word sulk. The dictionary says that sulking is, "keeping aloof from others in moody silence.. Someone said, "Bitterness is a devastating attitude sin. It triggers a wide range of other sins, such as: hatred, cruelty, antagonism, self-pity, unteachableness (implacability), vindictiveness and desires for revenge and prideful ambition (arrogance). Bitterness is characterized by an unforgiving spirit and negative, critical attitudes." Bitterness motivates habitual complaining. It has been writen. Bitter people find great delight in gossip. Bitterness fragments other peoples lives. Bitterness is self induced misery, and it produces chain sinning A chronically bitter person

~*its A Wonderfull Morning*~
Its a wonderfull morning with all that can be happen...Dreaming of sweet feelings and sweet sensation everything is great i have a kind and gental man that loves me and i love him and i have 3 wonderful kids that i love more than anything in this world... Then i have other family that is always there for me and we all love each other My kids and my sweet heart of a man make up my life with the joy i have of watching my kids grow up and the love that him and i share with each other its just all around great! im closeing i just wanted to get something off my chest and i did talk to u all laters ~*Mandie*~ feel free to rate and comment

No Gas Tues May 15th
Pass it on because I'm tired of paying 3 and change for 1 gallon of gas. -----NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 don't pump gas on May 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to your entire contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 1

New House
Well Dink and I bought a new house! We moved in thursday and spent the night. I've been unpacking and realized I have toooooo much shit and not enough house LMAO! Who whould have thought that there was more closet space in an apartment?!?!? I see a yard sale in my future!

!*@#$ ~ouch! ~!@$#
You probably didn't miss me, but I am back from my trip to NY. Yes, I had alot of fun. While I was in Times Square, I wound up as an extra in a shot for an upcoming Eddie Murphy movie...not sure what it is going to be and if you know Hollywood, the scene may even be cut...but who cares though, it was fun. I saw the "BODIES" exhibit and if it ever comes your way, pay the $27.50 to see it...these are REAL preserved human bodies, people that have died within the last 10 years. This was some amazing stuff and very educational. Although, if you have a weak stomach, I would not recommend it. Visited Ground Zero/World Trade Center as well. There are two utterly profound, huge holes where the buildings stood and the site is pretty well fenced in and "covered" now. Getting a good view was difficult, but I managed a few pics. The feeling of great loss as I stood there was almost overwhelming. Now I can say I have SURVIVED a NY cab ride.....my Lord ~ those cab drivers are brutal - I

Borrowed
WHAT HURTS 1. Letting go of a person you've learned and decided to love. 2. Reminiscing the good and bad times you shared together. 3. Shielding your heart to love somebody. 4. Trying to hide what you really feel. 5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes. 6. Loving a person too much. 7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up. 8. Having the right love at the wrong time. 9. Taking the risk to fall in love again. 10. Hiding your relationship from someone else. 11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend. 12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you. 13. Letting go, because every time you see the person, you only fall deeper. 14. Holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out. 15. Falling in love w

The Things Kids Say !!!!!!
Kids are the greatest thing on this earth!Sometimes they do and say things that catch us so totally off guard.two things that happened this week that is absolutlt priceless.On Tuesday was 5 yr old neice was at t-ball practice she plays outfield,shes also a primpy,girly-girly,but this child also is very outspoken and says and does anything,while standing outfield waiting for the ball to be hit to she,she wellto put it very bluntly farted and very loud the parents and everyone in the stands heard this.I thought my sister would die,the absolute only thing that could or would come out of her mouth was,I'M SO PROUD OF MY TALENTD DAUGHTER.everyone burst into laughter,it was certainly a momment no parent would forget.Last night my Daughter-in-law was getting my 5 yr old grandson ready for bed every now and then he has accidents in the bed so he wears pullups,yesterday she bought a different kind then he usually wears.She put one of these on him and they were huge on him.He looked at at this h

Do You Hate Telemarketers? Try Turning The Tables For Once...check This Out - It's Funny!
We all hate 'em...those annoying telemarketers...although they have to make a living too, it's just a pain in the ass and a hassle to have to put up with their calls. Ever think about turning the tables on one? You HAVE TO check out this link. I did and I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!!!! (If you can't click on the link, copy and paste it into your browser). HowtoprankaTelemarketer.ytmnsfw.com Have fun! ~SWEET T~

A Body......
There was an important job to be done. EVERYBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have it but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY's job. EVERYBODY thought SOMEBODY would do it and NOBODY realized ANYBODY couldn't do it. So, it ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did whay ANYBODY could have done.

Now If I Could Only Remember To Breathe.......
When you get lost. Ever feel lost, like somehow you lost your way and have been dreaming through something and then finally woke up and decided that you're not sure where you have been or how you go there? That somehow the best that you could possibly give simply slipped through your fingers a mile or so back and your priorities went from what they were supposed to be to what the hell am I doing? It is crazy. In the blink of an eye you can be so sure about something then before you know it it has gotten out of control and suddenly you stop to take a breath and you look around you and wonder how you got here.. And so fast. Where have you been all this time? In life we are so worried about time and how much we can get done and how fast we can get it done, you have soccer at 2 and band at 5 and then dinner at 7 bath and then bed.. To what… Wake up and do it all over again. Life is so short! So short and you nor I know if we will be here this time in a week. It takes somethi

Late Lunch (may 05, 2007)
Todays menu is Swiss Steak with fresh mushroom gravy, mashed potatos, rolls and Amish butter, spinach with bacon, hard boiled egg pieces and vinegar and a hardy red wine. Any takers? We can discuss dessert after our meal.

Don't Trust Little Old Ladies
A young man shopping in a supermarket Noticed a little old lady following him around. If he stopped, she stopped. Furthermore she kept staring at him. She finally overtook him at the checkout, And she turned to him and said, "I hope I haven't made you feel ill at ease; it's just that you look so much like my late son." He answered, "That's okay." "I know it's silly, but if you'd call out "Good bye, Mom" as I leave the store, It would make me feel so happy." She then went through the checkout, And as she was on her way out of the store, The man called out, "Goodbye, Mom." The little old lady waved, and smiled Back at him Pleased that he had brought a little sunshine Into someone's day, he went to pay for his Groceries. "That comes to $121.85," said the clerk. "How come so much ... I only bought 5 items.." The clerk replied, "Yeah, but your Mother said You'd be paying for her things, too." Don't trust little Old Ladie

New Kittens
heheh alriht suzie started haveing her babies 2 hours ago shes still in labr and she being sooo good hehehehe i dont knoww how many we will have but rynan gets first pick of the litter since he didnt getone last time anyways if anyone wants to give a kitten a good home let me know

Just One Love
Some guys just look at a women as a sex toy and they can do what every they like to them.But some guys look at awomen as joy of life and they can't live with out them in there life me i'm one that can't live with someone by me a good woman that can be there for as much i would for her. Plz ladys don't play with the hart ok and if u like to know more about me plz let me know ok.

The Meaning Of Goodbye
Today is the day that you leave me once again. everything is lost, you, me, and the life we shared. I came to you as a ghost, a boy falling for a fallen angel, burnt and shattered to the concrete ground. yet I see impossible things everyday like your name, face and soul. whispering sweet and lovable words before you go away again and never come back. tears starts falling from these bloodshot eyes I can never say goodbye. though I know I could, just to set you free. I can only say I'm sorry... but you always said you loved me and so I gave you the best of me. - it was not enough and you still left me. and even so I'd still cherish you for the rest of eternity..

The Surreal Love
Entangled thoughts placed on wings of doves in distant skies Fly calmly across seventh heaven sliding between silky clouds Safely float through spectrums of lights and thunderous storms Simultaneously flutter underneath gorgeous multicolor rainbows Divine raptures of love drifting toward lustful mighty oceans High tides of desire submerge awful melancholic obsessions Dive under placative waters relieving deep pungent emotions Seek pearls of craver in oder to string beadings of satisfactions Flames of love glow as strong desire burns Sparkles of heat smother into gentle breeze Melting discrete feelings that glorify thoughts Entwine two hearts by connecting both halves Winds of love blow through simple lives Twirling around embracing new romance Feelings of wonder dazzling inside hearts Gardens of happiness blossom within souls...

A Friends View
From the book of the beloved Chapters for the graceful, the promise, and others Truths were lies and lies honestly proved On crossed paths of confused lovers Verses of intelligent complexity Words simply too naive Lambs lost to the knife of curiousity Who's knife - a mystery to conceive Some say love for forever Some won't believe and be doubtful Love lost and can't recover Faithless becomes blindly faithful So here, to the book, a caution Impossibility is so appealing Single love won't make the equation Turn more pages and see truth revealing

Would You....?
The passion that rised within my feelings towards you is ticking with a time bomb but having to be afraid of rejection is totally the case. would you like me, if I told you I followed you around, would you hate me if I told you I totally liked the way you sound, would you love me if I told you I wanted you to call my own. If only you knew...that my love for you is sincere and true. Pure and white just a fresh snow falling in and out of grounds. If only you knew the pain I felt for you when you've lost somebody so dear to you but how will you know that I love you and would go heaven on earth searching for you still you wouldnt know because you only my secret love.

Just Two Of My Poems
Take over me My gentle enveloping blackness. Make me as luminously pale as the stars Which are sugared across you My dark knight sky. Make my tears wisk and wither Only to touch the earth in a welcoming embrace Drown my dark seeking eyes In the vast expanses of you my night. Let my lips kiss the world into morning. Softly coo your approval of how I... I roll the world along each sensual curve. Allow me Be the mother that is night And birth the world that holds all I promise to only dance Naked to the moons’ milky touch And let its diamond white fingers caress Each hill and dale of my feminine body It will hold me Nay You will hold me as the zealous husband holds The dear object of his affection. The woman, the wife, the water, the yin, the dark, The night, and ofcoursem the sugar stars Lay me down And let me Make me bleed free Chant wonderously Hypnotize me Take over me. It creeps around me again, That feeling of rather malignant loneliness. It grip

Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers.

C'mon!
I'm in 2 contests! I need just 1 rate and 1 comment per picture!! No comment bombing!! Please help me :) I'll win a blast if I win! I'LL WUV YOU FOREVER!! And even if you dont want to vote for me(and c'mon why wouldn't ya? j/k) repost please!! Sexiest Eyes Sexiest Smile

What To Do
There's no other place to talk about this in the "real world" so I figured throw it out here bc it doesn't matter to anyone here and just maybe I'd get some feed back. I really like this one person and I really wanna well no need to spell it out but I'm not one that will start it. I guess I kinda did already I kissed this person and nothing has happened since and I really wanna be w/this person in every which way but its so confusing. This person is so beautiful inside and out. So outgoing and down to earth. With a heart of gold and so damn sexy. I really wish people would stop stressing this person out they don't need it at all. I would love to get to know this person on a deeper level but there never seems to be time bc everything thats fucking going on. I just wanna fucking scream at the top of my lungs WHAT THE FUCK. I want a friendship w/this person and be able to go and do things and hang out and do a little more. I just don't fucking know. Sorry about the babbling.

It's The Freakin Weekend!
Seriously... It's Saturday. Why on God's green Earth are we not having some fun! I know I am about to! I'm thinking maybe a party in Kent? Maybe? Could be a fun time, could also be a bunch of people I do not know. I could hang out here, check out the local scene...yea, like I haven't done that before. I am in a serious Darts mood. So where ever I end up needs to have a place to throw. You think people acutally read this shit? I mean, its cool if you do. I don't know what going on in my own life...so if you can figure it out, shoot.

Redneck Pickup Lines......these Are Baaaad!!! Lmfao!!!
Redneck Man's pick up lines > 1) Did you fart? >cuz you blew me away. > >2) Are yer parents retarded? >cuz ya sure are special. > >3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . >I can't hold it in. > >4) Do you have a library card? >cuz I'd like to sign you out. > > 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. > >6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > >7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. > >8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" >Woman - "WHAT?" >Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > >9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > >10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta that cheap motel room. > >11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > >12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. > >and.... the best for last! > >13) Yer face remin

What The Fuck?
I'm tired of giving my heart to someone and having it crushed in the end, its just dumb that boys have play you for a fool, it makes me sick, to think about it, you think you actually find a nice guy, and he turns out just to be a loser just like all the other guys. That can't be happy with just one person, it makes me want to say to them what the fuck? Why the hell do you say you like me when obviously you like someone else? It doesn't hurt me anymore it just pisses me off. If you like someone else don't mess with me, live your life with out me in it, or if you want to just be friends just say so, it's not gonna kill me, it retarded, that you have to lead people on, it's not the greatest feeling in the world ya know? So I just want to say what the fuck dude..... what the fuck?

For All The Mom's Out There!
MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~ Another Poem I Found For Mothers Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy aske

For Ever...
I close my eyes... Grasping... My pillow tiiiiiiiiiight... Tonite... Dreaming of you... Aching to be... Warm and fuzzy... Once agaaaaiiiin... Our time apart... Only plucks on the... Heart strings... Toooniiiiiiiiite... It's playing... Ohhhhh.... Sooo... Slow... Staring at your pic... Dreaming... Of you in... Pink.....or.... Whiiiiiiighte... Dancing... Ohhh... sooo... Sloooooow... Faces... Melting into the... Crowd... Time standing still... Two hearts... Beaing as... One... Staring into your eyes... As I try to... Kiss your lips... It all fades away... As the sun rises... On... Another daayyyy... Every second of every minute... Of every hour... To the start of this day... I'll be thinkin... Of you... Kissess... For ever... loving you... My wife to B...BBE... So I sit back... And close my eyes... Thinkin of you... For ever loving... You... I smile... Kisssssssessssssssss... (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved

First One I Wrote..go Easy On Me..
broken dolly on the floor broken dolly loved no more broken dolly once cared for and protected now lies on the floor shattered and neglected promises and secrets now scatterd to the wind will she ever find her soulmate again? broken dolly lies in wait for the one who always made it ok broken dolly did you really believe the promises now your nothing but a pile of glass nothing more than a memory of the past your to broken to be wanted little doll let it go you believed you were loved right till the end now your just broken on the floor little doll friend

Rainy Days And Mondays
The nicest thing about rainy days that has no thunder nor lightening is that fact that you can set on the computor and talk to friends.And escape to nowheres and everywheres.Thank God for friends,computors,and rainy days

Rambling A Little.....
I was thinking about how I could start a blog. The thoughts went through my mind about sharing stories or poems, or saying a little more about myself. For now I will add a little more to let you kind of have an insight to my inner workings. Haha. I am older, but still like to have the young side to me. I love life in general. Not a dang thing scares me. The only thing that really bothers me is if I am alone without a companion. I do have a sinister, morbid side to me. Vampires and a few other things along that order really intrigue me. The Darkness makes me feel at home occasionally, but then too I have my brighter days. I love snakes, which sometimes scares the Hell out of people. I respect the things that are out there that can do a person harm. I also respect a person's wishes if they do not want to go around things like that with me. As far as the cowboy and country side.....when I was younger I chewed tobacco, got under the hood of vehicles with my daddy, and loved

Falling In Love.... Leave Comments
Fallin in Love... Falling in and out of love can make you dizzy. Its a sign that you are addicted to some kind of crazeeeee love. Maybe it really isnt love. Some people just like the idea of being in love. If youre FALLING in and out of love, Stop and check yourself. If youre falling, is that love? If the one you love causes you to fall and isnt lifting you up...it aint love! If the one you love doesnt come home....it aint love! If the one you love doesnt answer the phone..... it aint love! If the one you love is using and abusing you ... it ain't love! If your life is on hold and you cant eat, sleep, work, study or pray...it aint love! If the one you love aint loving you in return, stop in the name of love. Love yourself before you give your heart, body and soul away again. If a man wants you... nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you... nothing can make him stay. WHAT IS THE M

May.....the Month Of Mirth.....listen In, Call In, Join In
This starts "May the Month of Mirth" on Ksframeofmind! Meet our new team member , Mitch and listen as poor "Dave" has to try and satisfy two women now! Prank phone calls, silly news and "Meet the Mitch"!!! Call in and join us for this pilot show! Just a little side note This is Paul and Tiffany's Anniversary. Tune In and Call In 646-652-4737 www.hostdrjack.com Just clink on the link below to join the madness at 10pm eastern , Sunday night !!! We have surprise cohosts coming on and it will be so much fun!! Don’t forget about Paul and Tiff’s anniversary and the trivia giveaway!!! Call in!!!

Dreams
Last night i had a dream. i dont know what to call it. whether it be bad or good. i was at like some sort of carnival. a guy i still love today, Matt, was there. it was a short dream but a big enough message to make me cry when i woke up. at that carnival he realized that he still wanted to be with me. and he hugged me. and we were together. he loved me once again. i was happy. like i once was with him. it really hurt when i woke up. because it wasnt real. im still crying as i write this now. god it hurts so much. i wish i could get him out of my thoughts. i have tried so hard. and now the dreams are coming. i dont know what to do.

*untitled*
Double helix stairway of questions plage my mind, following this path ensue, suggests that they rewind. Constrain unmindful thoughts into, oblivious to what they do, But still these words show no remorse. Contaminating aguished course. I'm blind to see my sorrows source. The curling smoke of surpressed candles, caused by all your obcured scandles. All your errors are so costly, yet your sentiments are lapse. Then accuse the other side, untill accusations grasp. All the offensive words you speak, and still forgiveness is what you seek? But when a fight gets dug to deep, your always first to fall asleep. Sleeping soundly? just in cause? While my heart is bleeding, patching hearts with tearing guase, While my hearts still needing. Where on this side of full regret, when words are said and fear is set. I'm drained of all until I'm weak, toss and turn can't fall asleep, opened mouth where words can't speak, I clench my chest and start to weep. And still forgiveness

Life Is Short
I can be overly complimentary if I like you. I'm not an ass kisser, but I do believe that it's important to take the time and tell people exactly what they mean to you. Life is too short to keep your thoughts bottled up. I don't want someone I've known to die and think to myself: "I wish I would have told them more often that..." I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

Make Believe U See A Picture Of Me On The Floor Bummed Out Asking For Money
i was wondering if u could rate a few items of my stash.....i hold contest out of my blog when there is no hh..so we can have a lil fun..i give away cherry gifts..you are welcome to come whenever u see my blog its a contest...but unfourtunatly the contest funds are being depleted very fast..because i like to give away good gifts.....i was wondering if u are willing to sponsor a contest by giivng the winner a big pimpin.gift..i will place ur ink in that contest.........if not just rate aza few itemss in my stash..as i try to gt 10.000 bux in the nxt hour for some contest tonight....believe it or not if u rate 2 or 3 things it helps..cause i have a lot of friends

My Birthday
Birthday Calculator 30 January 1958 Your date of conception was on or about 9 May 1957 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 9. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436233.5. The golden number for 1958 is 2. The epact number for 1958 is 10. The year 1958 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1957 and ending 2/17/1958. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (

5-5-07 Astrology
Romance can strike just about anywhere, even in line at the supermarket. The trick is to be open to possibilities. If you can abandon preconceived notions of what will and won't work for you, love is all around.

21 Things To Remember
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great ! love and grea

New Drink!
A blonde and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After awhile he gives in and lets the blonde order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the blonde explains. " "First, you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next, you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in you mouth, and finally, you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK? Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it .... In one second

Calling All Players
ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP has donated 1 day blast for my contest tonight..starts at 5 pst..the blast contest can come up at anytime. there is a new format tonight.....u will play contest for 300 and 500 cherry bux....instead of buying u a gift right away..u can accumalate your money..till u have enuff to buy what u want....i will keep your score on evey blog and u can cash out anytime...u know i make no points cause u are not allowed to rate my blog more then once..i doit so we can have a lil fun......but 1st i need my regular players to send this sponsor a quick shout .and say u appreciate the blast as a gift......

I Am Ready Now
I Am Ready Now (where ever you are) I am ready now to feel love again. I was hurt before but that is in the past I must move on. I know you have waited, waited for a long time, for my "okay" But I am more than okay. ...I am ready now. I am ready to soar through the skies Without any fear in my eyes. I am ready to fly high above the earth... With you. I am ready to be loved, to feel it, to feel it once again, beneath my wings. I am ready for you. I have put the pain behind me, Ready for the future, Ready to see what may happen, Ready to soar, ready to fly, Ready to be with you... I am ready now

My Mark Martin/susan Alford Family Roots
Now, I am going to have to ask you not to laugh at these pics, because some are hilarious!!!! Elijah was my great great great great grandfather! Every child after for 5 generations had another Elijah Collard. These are some of my family roots, and Mark's as well,um so when laughing...remember you are laughing at MARK!!!! lol Dot...aka Dorothy Collard was Mark's great grandmother and the mnother of Robbie Stuart, who married Clyde Martin, the parents of Julian Martin, Who was Mark's Dad! Myrtle Collard Burns is my great grandmother. Elijah Norris Collard is my Great Great Grandfather. Bartley Lewis Burns is my Great Grandfather. James Bartlet Burns is my mother's father. Elijah Collard (my great, great, great, great Grandfather) 'THE TRUE ARKANSAS RAZORBACK' This story is based on the original research and writings of Louel Collard-Smith as she compiled very full and extensive research of the history of the Collard families. Mrs. Smith's research was recorded on genealogical c

Fuck It
i'm going to cancel cherrytap i think. its pointless because the only people on here are fucking perverts and they only want one thing. lets "chat" how bout lets not. i have been through fucking hell this year and all i want is happiness. i just want to look in the mirror once and smile and say that i'm happy with my life. i can't stand this pain anymore. i can't stand the sadness. he gave me lies and put me through hell and i thought i could trust him with everything. i was wrong. i've seen so much pain in my loved ones and i've seen death happen and right now, i see my papa dying. and you say hey, can i see your webcam? and what, i'm supposed to be all for it? fuck that and fuck you. people have shattered every ounce of trust i have in them countless times. i can't trust anyone. this one person who i became friends with on here just randomly stopped talking to me and i have no idea why. probably found something that was better. most people do

The Room Of Pet's Soul...
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

Whisper Softly
how do i say i love you? how do i tell you i care? how do i tell you i've missed you, and let you know i'm here? how do i tell you my feelings, when i'm longing for your touch? how can i make it without you, when i love you, way too much? how do i kiss you softly, and hope that it's returned? how do i tell you that always, the fire for you has burned? how can i draw you closer, when the passion reaches my eyes? how do I let you know, for your touch, my body cries? how can i tell you these things? do i whisper them into your ear? how do i tell you i need you, and that i'll be forever near? i think i'll whisper them softly and hope that you can see how very much i love you, and hope that you love me.

Country Bitches Vs. City Bitches
Country Bitches vs. City Bitches A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. *A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talkin

Bullshit On The Walls
Some come here to shit and stink, Others come here to sit and think, But I come here to rest my balls and write this bullshit on the walls And those who read these words of wit find themselves in this cyber pit drawn to this graffitti stall masturbating with utmost gall and so they knock knock they do you have to flush and leave this zoo.

Do You Smell That?
DO YOU SMELL THAT? A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as

Loss
The pathetic existence of a life I lead will ultimately lead to my inner destruction. For the outer shell will remain, there will be nothing but the smell of a rotting soul to know there is still something inside of me. For the love I tossed away never to be regained, the one chance that life gives you was tossed away like the mere flicking of an ash from a cigarette.

If Only
If only I could wait forever, To have you by my side. If only I could have you here, To show you the tears I've cried. If only you had the knowledge, That there's nothing I want more. Anything, anywhere in this world, Is to love someone and adore. If only you were mine, You'd know how much I love you. And maybe somewhere in time, You'll know how much I do. If only I had your heart, You'd know how much you mean to me. Maybe you'd appreciate my love for you, But I never had you anyway. You never knew my love at all. What am i to do without you now. After I gave you my heart and soul, Hoping you'd return it somehow.

Do You?
Do You? Do you ever miss the feeling of being loved? Do you ever miss the hugs you received? Do you ever miss those kisses? Do you ever miss the affection you give to the one you loved? Do you ever miss sharing laughter and memories with each other? Do you ever lie in bed and feel that it’s empty? Do you ever feel that half of you feels dead? Do you ever feel times of loneliness? Do you sometimes wonder what it would be like to lie in a loved one arms again? Do you sometimes want to share your happiness and sadness, But find that there is no one there to do that? Do you sometimes see others hand in hand And wonder what it feels like again? Do you wish that you could live those happy moments again? Do you sometimes feel you want to turn back time? Do you wish that you didn’t hurt that much inside? Do you wish that you never cried those tears, Of hurt and pain? Do you wonder why all this happened to you? Because I do. (C) Angel

Pigments Of My Imagination....
Ok. This blog goes out to my friend Charmed. Here ya go hon! Let me know... It all started as a simple trip to the store. No big deal just needed to pick up a few odds and ends. Little did I know that my day was going to be one that I would never forget. I woke up Saturday morning early, as I do every Saturday morning. Merlin was meowing and licking my face telling me it was time to feed him. He can be so fickle. “Can’t you let me sleep in just once?” I said stretching. He is so silly. Once Merlin has been fed and is finally happy, I am off to the shower. Ah, much better, up and ready. Finally, off to the store. I just love my town. For the most part, its very peaceful and small. I pull into the parking lot and finally find a spot. As I go into the store, I literally bump into Brandon Lake! I have always, um, studied, Brandon from afar. His gorgeous blue eyes, his tan skin, strong body. He is a work of art. Talk about embarrassing! And what happens next, you

Borrowed Time
Borrowed Time One young girls contempt for her life, poor neglected, totally socially rejected. Looked on as an outcast of society, couldn't tell you the ;meaning of sobriety. Drugs and Alcohol her only escape, never worried about the coroner and the yellow police tape. One hit to many; overdose killed her and took her out of her misery, hounds of hell took'er, they made a special delivery. Her parents cried and wondered why she did it, and were sorry that she died. The friends that she never made, used her for and example, so they wouldn't have to pay the price that she paid. Prevention is the key, but information is what they should be offering. Different reasons for your addiction, but the outcome for all are the same. If you don't turn it around we can all make the same prediction. Death is not the answer, life is the dream of the true romancer.

Can't Do This Alone (comment Please!!)
Stairin off the edge again, The fear pours like rain, Praying you will hold me back, I can’t take the pain, It’s a long road from reality, I’m too tired to drive, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, When you feel this dead inside, Chorus: I beg you to stay, But I don’t belong, I need you hear, But I’m not that strong, No, No, I can’t do this alone, No, No, can’t do this alone, Try’na make sense, Of all the puzzle pieces, Try’na make fit, All your tripped up reasons, It’s a long walk from reality, I’m too tired to try, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, With these questions why, Chorus, Bridge: Hold me, Show me, How to be like you, Reach me, Touch me, I want to be like you, Chorus

Burger King Fake Add
ok.. this is the best yet.. omg is it wonderfull.. i love the burger king adds.. (just take a look at one of my images that has the burger king guy shooting donald in the face) http://emuse.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/15102

Tears Of Sorrow
Tears fall down my cheeks freely I wipe them away quickly Trying to conceal my weaker side I long for someone to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is ever there I am left alone with my sorrow My cheeks are stained with tears My eyes are red and puffy I want someone to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is ever there I am left alone with my sorrow Huddled up, I sit and cry Wishing there was someone Anyone to be there to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is there Why must I be consumed by sorrow?

Another Survey.
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Tremain (of Tre for short)Nickname(s): DirtyAge: 30Birthday: 6/12/76Birthplace: South CarolinaCurrent Location: Dalzell, SCEye Color: Dark BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 6'2"Weight: 200Lefty or Righty: Right (when it comes to writing)Zodiac Sign: GeminiWhat Do You Drive: Dodge AvengerScreenname: Project D.I.R.T.Y.{---Favorites---}Color: Red or BlackNumber: 2Band: The RootsMusic Genre: Hip Hop (not Hardcore)TV Show: HouseMovie: Enter the DragonActor: Samuel J. JacksonActress: Wow...too many to mention...Kind of Movie: ActionCartoon: Fullmetal Alchemist (anime)Sport: FootballFast Food Restaurant: Hardee'sFood: PizzaIce Cream: Turtle TracksCereal: Honey Bunches of Oats

Hide -n- Seek
Hide from pain, it is calm, Seek peace again Father hitting Mother Mother struggling for his anger to subside The more she tried, The more rage hit her pride I was three,crying out watching,my mommy's agony Oh, no, now he is lookin furiously at me Quickly, I hushed to prevent him from Turning on me Hide-n-Seek has a new meaning for me Hide from the pain when all is calm Seek peace again When father is now gone, But the painful Violence still lives on

Life No More
Soldiers sitting in trenches Smelling the stenches of war Some men, some boys who have not seen war before Their comrades who are injured/dying look at them Like a crook at a gem The stogie stench of death is in the air Soldiers questioning how much they can bare Glancing again at their comrades The dying are shakin due to the icy cold hand of death on the necks Everyone is a wreck Remembering the long trek from square one And seeing the sun once more For some ... Life No More

Life Path Reading
Sun in Aquarius: Unconventional and freedom loving, you are an individual in the truest sense. You have strong opinions which you will hold onto adamantly. Because of this, others sometimes get the impression that you are quite stubborn and headstrong. Even so, you are friendly and sociable, and many Aquarians are drawn to group situations. You might be someone who prefers many acquaintances rather than a few close friends. This trait can make you seem somewhat cool and a bit detached. Aquarius is a very independent sign and there is a part of you that wants to be sure that your personal freedom is preserved.

Why Ct?
I just responded to a blog entry from a friend about people wanting to bring drama into the cyber world. It got me thinking about why I joined this site, and what exactly I hoped to gain from here. I joined to meet new people and make new friends. I've only been a member for a couple of days, and I haven't really run across any drama yet, Thank Goodness. I am curious why othere people joined and what they were looking for. Any responses would be appreciated. Thanks.

How I Am Doing.. Come See
WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BLESSING.. I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT ARE RECIEVING AWESOME GRADES AND ARE ON HONOR ROLL.. GOT GREAT NEW FRIENDS HERE.. AND FINALLY GOT A PROMOTION @ WORK, I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I AM WELCOMED IN ALMOST ANY STATE IN THE U.S. OF A !! AND I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A CAR THAT IS GONNA LAST ME AND MY GIRLS ARE VERY LONG TIME.. SINGLE AND STILLL LOOKING.. ANY COMMENTS? PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD

And The Winner Is
Luscious¢¾Mami (Member of Club F.A.R) - Fan me before you add me, plz.@ CherryTAP official bitch 2800 lucious 1800 blueyes 1300 people i got to go right away im gonna watch the delahoy afight....and were gonna miss the hh..if u want your stuff now hit me up..if not i owe u

No Catchy Phrase To Make U Read This So If You Want Please Feel Free If You Dont Well Then Dont.
WHEN A GIRL CALLS: When you catch a girl glancing at you, She wants you to look back and smile, When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, She wants you to hold her hand, When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later, When a girl is quiet, a millions of things are running through her mind, When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around, When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine, When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are playing games, When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever, When a girl says she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future, When a girl says "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that, When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,

U
Things don't happen quite that way That's what I hear the people say We love, we laugh, we play, we scream Too good to be more than a dream Teeming with such love, such life Infatuation's perfect wife The way we make the other feel Too good they say, "It can't be real". Suddenly the dark clouds loomed And ended the first dream too soon Things changed too fast for me to see How all of this affected me The pain feels real my hopes were shattered They say it shouldn't really matter 'tis but a dream not yours to keep My heart bleeds - my body weeps The first dream made me feel so good As hopes of love and caring should The second dream brought grief and dread Disbelief like people said Love is good that's what they say But it doesn't grow in just a day Things just don't happen quite that way Dreams come true - that's what I say!

V V
My darling you saved me From a dark dark place You were the only one To put a smile on my face You helped me to deal With my ever sinking mind Your warm encapsulating love Such a wonderful find Your arms wrapped around me In my hours of need Wiping away my tears In your embrace I felt freed For you are my hero I owe everything to you You are my eternal heartbeat And everything else too

Words To Live By
"Do not fallow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail"Robert Frost........." In war, there is no sustitute for victory"General Douglas MacArthur......."Only the dead have seen the end of war."Plato........"God grants liberty only to those who love it and are always ready to defend it."Daniel Webster......."I regret that i have but one life to lose for my country"Nathan Hale......."To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving the peace."President George Washington........" Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom."Thomas Jefferson......"You cannot de disciplined in great things and undisciplined in small things. There is only one sort of discipline - perfect discipline."General George S. Patton, Jr. ........"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in wich you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things you think you cannot do."Eleanor Roosevelt......"Encourage us in our endeavor t

Tornado Season
Last night, during severe thunderstorms in central Kansas, a small town by the name of Greensburg was litterally wiped out by a monsterous mile wide tornado that had travelled from the Oklahoma panhandle. Almost a dozen died, some are still missing. Over 90% of this small town is leveled to the ground. The disaster is so bad that the remaining survivors were evacuated while search and rescue went through the rubble that was once their home. It turned out to be a very good thing that the people were moved to safety as yet another monster tornado touched down again tonight in Greensburg. This town is litterally no more. It would take years just to clean up and rebuild even half the town. Everyone who lived there now has nothing. No home, no possessions, no car, no where to go. What do we do now?

Weekend Update With Norm Mcdonald
This is will(amanda's boy to). amanda wanted me to write an update because she cannot get to the computer to blog or anything else for that matter. she's doing well. her surgery was quick, but there's still a long rode to recovery. the pain comes and goes in waves but she's on tough cookie and is not about to crumble. she pretty much has become one with the bed. it's a love hate relationship. they have her on some suped up pain meds that keep her pretty out of it. she goes back to the doctor on monday. i guess that's pretty much it, she's in good hands, her father and i have been waiting on her hand and foot. anyways that's it. in regards to lux's comment about the death toll of knee surgery, amanda want me to clarify that she wasn't afraid of dying from the surgery but from being put to sleep.

Turn About Drag Show...
Well i was sitting in the bar this evening talking to my friend Todd... he is the chairman for gay pride... Last year i was supposed to do a drag number for pride fest but work got in the way.. he invited me to do it this year... YAY!!! ive never technically done drag before... i was a theatre major and played many male roles esp with shakespeare... (but if anyone has seen the pics of me the tits kinda give away the fact that im a real girl and not a guy.... )( trust me ive tried the duct tape and ace bandages and it is no help.. ) im thinking of what song i want to do for it .. last year i was gonna do Panic! at the disco but its already been done to death... decisions decisions... may 27th guys! ill be in drag!

Im Inlove?... Awww!!!!
pull up a chair. i want to tell you something. are you ready? for years you have haunted my days and claimed my nights. even in moments when i am half asleep half awake your face swim at the back of my eyelids. teasing me to get up and not waste this beautiful day. everyday is beautiful. you taught me that. miles away from you, you continually evade my thoughts. making me smile at how you will look at a certain situation, making trials a little easier to bear. your image flirt at the corners of my peripheral vision. just there. when i focus on you, you flit away. you make me think things are easier than they are. i see you toast to my successes however small and celebrate victories. You encourage me to be bolder when i'd rather be timid and cheer me goading me with smiles and promises when i'm down. small measures of love but big in effect. do you know you look better not smiling? don't listen to them. u'd look good even after a nap, in a rainstorm or with a

Rainfall
Rain falls across the depths Of my existence Washing away All that was happy and warm Leaving me filled With sorrow Gloom Loneliness Trapping me in the muddy reality That has filled my life since you left Holding me down In this boggy pit of despair The glimmer of hope that once burned through Me brightly Now only the smallest Simmering ember Locked away deep inside In a place I cannot find Cold and shivering I lay In the center of my concrete life Till I hold you In my arms once more And once again feel hope burn eternal ~Amy~

Truth
I wish I could look into Your lying eyes And believe with my heart Once more… To be shaded once again From loves blinding light I wish I didn’t see the truth That was mocking me, Laughing… I wish I could go back To the way I was And believe your Promises… Oh, sweet promise Sink into me once more Blind me from truths To hard to bear Use me, abuse me Like all those times before Let me bask in the warmth Of false pretences For it hurts far less than Truth… I once was blind But now I see That the sweet words, so softly spoken Were naught but pretty lies You told to me ~Amy~

One Night Stand?
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes and thought yo

Im Drunk And Angry
Don't Ever Segragate me for my political beliefs just cause thier different then yours. i have never segragated any one for thiers. just cause i believe that if this country is lucky guiliani will be next president does not in any way make me an asshole. never call anyone willing to vote insenseitive. everyone is entiteled to thier opinion and To The DEATH i will defend any persons right to express thier belief on ANY given subject. Dont You DARE call me insensitive, for mentioning a man whos done great things. dont you DARE call me insensitive, as you haved never told me why i should not beleive in a man i trust to lead my country. if you have an opinion at least TELL me before calling me out. because i have done nothing wrong and im tired of feeling oppressed by a party who doesnt know what they are talking about... and if u think im talking about bush your dead wrong... this is beyond bush... this is beyond polotics because as it stands the rights that DEMOCRATS are so w

The Pefect Dance
I miss your voice against my ear As we danced slowly across Silver floors Swaying lightly together As you spoke evenly In tones meant to melt I miss your hand at my back As you pulled me in close Guiding me through Loves perfect song I miss the passion That burned in your eyes As you peered into my soul I miss your lips upon my skin As you ushered me Into the sweetest bliss I miss the beautiful promises That flowed through the still air Keeping time with the beating Of our pounding hearts I miss the perfect dance But alas The music stopped ~Amy~

The Perfect Dream
I remember you From a far away dream A place where, for once All was what it seemed The only time My dream ever came true In a land non-existent That brought me you We spent our time Just being together It was always Spring Perfect weather forever We made love by the ocean Rolled in the sand Watched countless perfect sunsets Walked always hand in hand But that was long ago In a perfect dream Where all was non existent And all was what it seemed ~Amy~

Another Hot Story, I Was Bored
you are the sunrise and the sunset. when i see you wake its so beautiful, when i see u go to bed its so beautiful. But unlike a sunrise ur beauty remains through out the day. Ulike the sun setting your beauty remains all night. I love it when i see all of ur beauty and we express something so special. I am so unique because unlike most men i charish each and every second we express that special love. The passion we share for each others nude bodies is so great. Its never to late for this. When my lips touch your lips it is such a fantastic kiss it feels so good, to kiss ur beautiful plump lips. It feelsso good to holdyou in my arms, especially while we r both nude. That feels so good i dont know what you feel. But while we are doin this i can feel my heart warm up so much. My shoulders they are so relaxed, and all i want to do is hold u tighter and tighter until your beautiful breast press against my chest. I want to hold u even tighter though so that you can feel my heart beating.

The Treasure
I sit here tonight My thoughts begin to stray Back to when you were still around And the things you used to say You used to say you loved me That you would never leave Words so sweet and precious That I wanted to believe These words were buried Deep inside my heart My most guarded treasure How very much they meant to me’ Went beyond all measure But I guess I broke your hearts again For you left without goodbye My heart still guards your words to me While it continues to cry ~AMY~

Sorry Officer, Shoulda Did Your Homework..hahaha
okay so brief history: Met a Guys on here who kept trying to test me..I told you up front that I did Psychological Profiling..That I had a Degree...That I came from a Faimly of Highway Patrol..You thought you where so smart.......Well Sorry didnt mean to hurt your feelings to the point of deletion but damn dude there is such a thing as an educated Woman... POINT and CASE! So SNAP.... My Daddy always said: You Must First Learn The Rules of The Game, Then You Must Play Better than Anyone Else. YOU will be Missed.,,,,,ahahaha NOT!@#@#!

You Will Never
Mother, you will never know how I grieve you because you left me too soon. Father, you will never know how cold my heart is because you never let me into yours. Sister, you will never know the depth of my love because you will never see past my imperfections. Brother, you will never know my concern for you because you will never hear my opinion. Lover, you will never know how hard my heart is because you sucked the life out of it. Ememy, you will never know the hate I have for you because you're too cowardly to face me. Friend, you will never know heartache from me because I am true and loyal to you. Child, you will never have to be afraid because I will always keep you safe. Stranger, you will need patience to know me because I'm cautious.

Lucky Man
I have days where I hate my job, this little town and the whole world too and last sunday when the bengals lost...lord it put me in a bad mood I have moments when I curse the rain then complain when the suns too hot, I look around at what everyone has and I forget about all ive got but I know Im a lucky man gods given me a pretty fair hand, got a house and peice of land, a few dollars in a coffee can, my old trucks still runnin good, my tickers tickin like they say it should, Ive got supper in the oven a good woman's lovin and one more day to be my little kids dad, lord knows Im a lucky man got some friends that would be here fast, I could call em any time of day, got a brother who's got my back, got a momma who I swears a saint, got a brand new rod and reel, got a full week off this year, dad had a close call last spring it's a miracle he's stil here my old trucks still runnin good, my tickers tickin like they say it should, I got supper in the oven, a good wom

Did U Know??
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to someones face. Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and Help Me~

♥sweetest Boy Ever!!!♥
- Girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! - Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey...I thought you didnt have work today... - Boy: One of my co-worke

Scarlett O'hara
Get Your Sexy Name RHETT: No. I'm through with everything here. I want peace. I want to see if somewhere if there is something left in life with charm and grace. Do you know what I'm talking about? SCARLETT: No. I only know that I love you. RHETT: That's your misfortune. SCARLETT: Rhett! If you go, where shall I go? What shall I do? RHETT: Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn. SCARLETT: I can't let him go. I can't. There must be some way to bring him back. Oh, I can't think about that now. I'll go crazy if I do, I...I'll think about it tomorrow. I must think about it. I must think about it. What is there to do? What is there that matters? ( The words other father and Ashley thunder in her ear.) Mr. O'HARA: You mean to tell me, Katie Scarlett O'Hara, that Tara doesn't mean anything to you? That land is the only thing that matters. It's the only thing that lasts. ASHLEY: Something you love better than me, though you may no

Goddess Thisiphone
Get Your Sexy Name NIGHT, from above I am the sable Night; and all sleeps through my might. Of Orpheus I'm the wife, playtime of vice and strife. I'm guardian of the thief; of lovers friend in chief. I am the sable Night, and have it in my might To magnify excess, and mankind to depress. My mantle hides the face of every whore's disgrace. Ere Phoebus' light shall flame, I shall begin a game. You offspring of my heart, daughters of lust, come start, You Furies; up arise, and let yourselves appear; Come diligently learn what soon must happen here. ALECTO What says dark Night, the Queen of midnight still ? What is there new? What's your desire and will? MÆGERA Hotfoot from Acheron's pit Mægera stands To hear, Witch of Ill Fate, thy sweet commands. THISIPHONE Thisiphone I; what hast in mind ? now say Black Hecate, how to serve thee best I may. NIGHT Hearken, all ye three Furies, hear! offspring of darkness, bearers of all misfortune, liste

Know Your Past And Know Your Future
The 5th of May is not Mexican Independence Day, but it should be! And Cinco de Mayo is not an American holiday, but it should be. Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain on midnight, the 15th of September, 1810. And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico. So, why Cinco de Mayo? And why should Americans savor this day as well? Because 4,000 Mexican soldiers smashed the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5, 1862. The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez. The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left. The French, however, had different ideas. Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay. They brought a Hapsburg pri

Name Stolen
all my cherry friends, my yahoo messenger name of wyldtrucker1 has been stolen by a hacker 2 days ago, so anyone on my friend list of wyldtrucker1 "PLEASE DO NOT TALK TO WYLDTRUCKER1" he will hack into your system and steal ur password and account.. and for those who were on my list or would like to be on my messenger list, my new name is heretoomuch, please add it, hope to see all my friends add the new name... hugs to all

Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone
I can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time, let me know If you really want to go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain Ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day Who's to blame If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggi

Hehe
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The submissive one Based on these results, we can see that you're submissive. You dont sacrifice your own desires for your partner, but you certainly put your partner's needs before your own, and you are relatively obedient. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Sip The Vodka, Don't Gulp
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. There are 10 commandments, not 12. There are 12 disciples, not 10. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don’t say he was

To Read Or Not To Read.
Hmm, here is something off my head. 1)What would you do with me one night and one night only? 2) How would you want me? 3) Blue or Red? 4) Dinner or Foreplay? 5) How well do you know me? 6) How far will you let me go? 7) Rough or Soft? 8) Toys or Bare hands? 9) How much is to much for you? 10) Would you post this so I can answer you? hehe,doubt if any will answer but hay why not just a little online fun!!!

Bird Feeder
Email this to everyone, on all the email accounts you have. Let\'s get this message out! Maybe we can wake the American people up! Bird Feeder Calling an illegal alien an \"undocumented immigrant\" is like calling a drug dealer an \"unlicensed Pharmacist.\" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when i

Leaving The Rt Bombers
I AM LEAVING THE RT BOMBERS..THE REBEL FAMILY HAS GIVEN ME MORE RESPONSIBILITY AND I FEEL IT IS UNFAIR TO THE RT BOMBERS BECAUSE I CANNOT GIVE THEM THE HELP THEY NEED..I AM STILL LOYAL TO THE RT BOMBERS SO IF ANY HELP IS NEEDED I WILL HELP..SORRY IF THIS CAUSES ANY PROBLEMS BUT I FEEL IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AT THIS TIME...I HOPE I DONT LOSE ANY FRIENDS OVER THIS DECISION BUT I FEEL IT IS ONLY RIGHT..TY HAVE A GREAT DAY...:):):):)

Brain Teaser
See if you can figure out what all of the following words have in common: Banana Dresser Grammar Potato Revive Uneven Voodoo Assess Are you peeking or have you already given up? Give It Another Try You'll kick yourself when you discover the answer. Go back and look at them again; think hard. OK... Here you go....hope you didn't cheat..... This is cool..... SCROLL DOWN Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter.. Place it at the end of the word....and then spell the word backwards..... It will be the same word. Did you figure it out? Most people do not.

Why So Early
Last night or maybe early this morning...i dont really know which it was i was woke up by a tapping on the top of my head...opening my eyes i look up to see a woman standing over me and in my sleepy not ready to wake up mind i realise its the kids mom...i dont understand how that woman can feel like she has all the right in the world to come into my bedroom as im sleeping and just wake me up...would it matter to her if i was laying in bed buck naked with the covers kicked off me?...i doubt it and thank god i wasnt....she had come over to pick the kids up to take with her to her b/f's house and felt it only right to wake me up to let me know when she could have as easily just left me a note to find in the morning...granted i would have been running around the house like a chicken with my head cut off searchin for the kids until i found the note but its better then her feeling as if she has the right to just come on up into my room and wake me up as if we havent been seperated for 6yrs..

To All My Friends
"If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

The Bell
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with fr

True Story
It all starts with a husband who warns his wife that he's about to come up behind her. He warns her so that she has time to hide any windows or conversations she wants to keep private. Standing behind her he presses his lips to her neck, not touching her anywhere else. Slowly he begins to lick and nibble up and down her neck and shoulder. She sighs with pleasure and begs him not to stop. His answer is simply to brush her hair aside and continue his attentions on the other side of her neck. Her fingers fall from the keyboard and she reaches up to run her fingers through his hair. He moves his body to her side and begins licking and nibbling at the front of her neck, his hand sneaking up to cup her breast through her shirt. Using his hair for leverage she pulls his mouth away from her neck and presses his lips to hers hungrily. Their kiss is passionate and full of fire, as if they can't get enough of each other and are looking to devour one another. Through their kiss he takes her han

Ok....... My Final!
Lmao! Ok I love that pick just wanted to get your attention! I had a blog here before but thankfully you all didn’t see it!...... that would have been hard to explain....... Ok then what to write about? Let me think...... :-? ..... so much has happened in this daY that I just don’t know! So much...... Meh fuck it! Like I care! Ok let’s see! I’ll tell ya the truth and yes I know! :-O but just settle down and let me finish ok! No first im a fake!.... and a big one! My whole life is fake! From the beginning to the end!..... and I know im getting ahead of myself but I know my death is going to be a crock a shit too!........ anyway!... im dark! Fucking darker then you all think! My soul is tainted and that not something you can get rid of!.... I pray to ..... ok I’m not telling ya that :P No I did stuff in my past that would make a priest shit himself! And well I liked it! And blood... ahhh gods! Please I long for that taste!!!! Just gimmy a virgin and I will suckle all fucking night!

Western Things
The Lone Cowboy By: Sharon Gay Watson A young cowboy came up to me And placed his hat upon his knee, His wild, big eyes looked so sad; I smiled at him, and he was glad. The cowboy was twenty, I was sixteen. The way he looked at me was sharp and keen. His name was Joel, and he asked me mine; He asked how I was, and I told him "fine". I knew I had seen him, but I knew not where; But somehow I knew for this boy I had care. As I thought, it soon came to me, That I had been his wife-to-be. Now it's been five years since I left town, And Joel hadn't known what had come down. I had his child, now a girl of five, And I had often wondered if he was alive. The truth was soon told, he was a gunman; And he was chased by a deputy hangman. I cried as he told me he loved me that night; I wondered where he would be, come light. Then he went out, and I heard his steps go As he walked into the street down below. I froze as I heard a sickening cry, And I wept as I

April Baby I Am
>------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. >Funny and humorous. >Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned >and detailed. Loyal. Does >work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. >Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and >knowledgeable. Loves to look >for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to >motivate oneself and >others. Understanding. Fun to be around. >Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves >sports, music, leisure and >travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a >cutie that's caught your >eye >will introduce themselves and you will realize that >you are very much alike in the next 2 days. >

Errrrrrrrrrg
so lately my life has been full of drama and stress....my grandpa who is like a dad to me keeps going in to the hospital. im really afraid that hes gonna pass on soon and i dont want him to yet. last wekk i got the scarrest phone call of my life ...my friend told me that this guy that i use to date tested positive for HIV....and that if i had it well yea it was jus affecting me but my b/f too....so i had to go to this place and get tested and my results came out negative thank god....and then to find out he was lying about the whole thing...i swear if i ever see that guy again i will kill him ...why would you ever lie about something soo serious....i jus want a week with no drama

Deborah's Heart
Deborah's Secret Garden... .. DEBORAH She'll let you in her house If you come knocking late at night She'll let you in her mouth If the words you say are right She'll let you deep inside There's a secret garden she hides She'll let you in her car You go driving by She'll let you into the parts of herself That will bring you down She'll let you in her heart If you've got a hammer and vice But into the secret garden don't think twice You've gone a million miles How far did you get That place where you can't remember And you can't forget She'll lead you down the path There be tenderness in the air She'll let you come just far enough So you knows she's really there And she'll look at you and smile In her eyes of the sea Deborah's got a secret garden Where everything you want Where everything you need Will always stay A million miles

Ramblings
Wishes For A Brother By: Sharon Gay Watson One wish for you is long health and happiness Such that your life will be enriched and fulfilled And may you have smiles and hugs given every day to you From all your loved ones and friends. Another wish is for you to have everything you ever dreamed of And may your birthdays be great and you never grow old And hopefully things go smoothly after retirement But you will be missed so very much! My third wish for you is that you will forever be immortal At least….in my mind you will be that way Through the hurting, the lonely days on the road, and the endless phone calls May you always be near those who you love and care for the most. There is so much more I wish for you But I can’t get it all out on paper You just know that no matter where you go, or what you do There will always be this little short girl out here who cares more for you than she is willing to admit. *********************************************

I'm Back!
Well, im back after my two week trip to North Carolina. It was a giant waste of time. I didnt learn anything there but i did get to know different people. I'm not quite afraid to work with women now, thats always a plus. But im home and its soo nice. Catch yall later. Freddy

This Is So True...
Things learned living in North Carolina 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in North Carolina. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in North Carolina, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're don

Pa Friends
PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS VS. PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Always bring the food. > > FRIENDS: Will say "hello". > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. > > FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad > > FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Cry with you. > > FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just > being together. > > FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. > > FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. > > FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. >PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" > > FRIENDS: Are for a while > PENNSYLVANI

Realization Hits You Hard
Well, I have been told once again that we are leaving the states. This will be my third time out in four years. I am about to og back to Iraq for the second time and the first time out was Korea. We are packing all of out stuff so that means its real again. No one is really thinking about it, but I get to see all of the inner workings of getting ready so I know its close. Well, Everyone keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we head out once again. My last time, many of the guys first time, and a lot have been and will go again before its over.

Newspaper Adds
>Actual Newspaper Ads > >FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. >8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES: >1 /2 Cocker Spaniel, >1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES.. >Mother, AKC German Shepherd. >Father, Super Dog... >able to leap tall fences in a single bound. >____________________________________________________ >FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. >Looks like a rat .. been out a while. >Better be a reward. >___________________________________________________ >COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. >Also 1 gay bull for sale. >_______________________________________________________________ >NORDIC TRACK >$300 Hardly used, call Chubby. >_____________________________ ______________________ >GEORGIA PEACHES >California grown - 89 cents lb. >___________________________________________________ >JOINING NUDIST COLONY! >Must sell washer and dryer $300. >___________________

Thanx For This One Angel
>Actual Newspaper Ads > >FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. >8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES: >1 /2 Cocker Spaniel, >1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. >______________________________________________________ >FREE PUPPIES.. >Mother, AKC German Shepherd. >Father, Super Dog... >able to leap tall fences in a single bound. >____________________________________________________ >FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. >Looks like a rat .. been out a while. >Better be a reward. >___________________________________________________ >COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. >Also 1 gay bull for sale. >_______________________________________________________________ >NORDIC TRACK >$300 Hardly used, call Chubby. >_____________________________ ______________________ >GEORGIA PEACHES >California grown - 89 cents lb. >___________________________________________________ >JOINING NUDIST COLONY! >Must sell washer and dryer $300. >___________________

My Daughter Makes Me So Happy!!!!!!
this past week my beautiful daughter Arielle aka rellexia turned 16 this beautiful heart is so loved by her friends and teachers it started last week when she was inducted into the national Art Honor Society what a honor for both of us her teachers complimented and honored me by saying I did a good job in raising such a wonderful talented expressive person. On her birthday Her teachers gave her a surprise Sweet 16 attended by her closest friends and around 50 teachers she was overwhelmed and very happy by this but inside I felt cheated because I couldn't give this to her due to my current situation but still my heart is swelled because even though things aren't going right my child is happy and when she's happy all the bad stuff melts away and is forgotten. To end this day her wonderful teacher took her to get a beautiful hair cut because the month before she donated her golden brown hair for the second time to locks of love. now she has a beautiful stacked bob and is now dyed blac

Price Of Gas
Subject: The price of Gas . The price of Gas All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; they just illustrate how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 . $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 .$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER..

Oh My My
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Whips67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage58%Blind Folds50%Biting42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Been A While!
My husband works alot and well it's been a while since I've made a nice meal fer him so tonight I'll be maken taco salad,,, which is very yummy...lol... Hopefully he'll be happy with it,, then after may give him some love-ins,, see if he would love to have some hair pie... HA HA... Yes I'm bad but what can I say?

Good Places To Go.
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Quiz
I want to know 20 things about you. Answer them and send it to me and than post it on bullenton. 1.Do you like most of the people you meet on Cherry tap? 2. What do you think of my profile? 3.Do you think we could become friends? 4.What do you think a true friend is? 5.When you date someone how many dates do you have before you expect to have sex? 6.What is your favorite food? 7.What is your favorite drink? 8.Do you have a fantasy? 9.If you saw someone throw a bag of kittens in the river, would you try to save them? 10.Do you beleive in God? 11.If Bush and Hillary were drowning, and you could only save one of them who would it be? 12.What is your favorite movie ever? 13.What is your favorite song? 14.Are you a little bit country? 15.What is your favorite flower? 16.Which is your favorite car? 17.You meet someone new, what about them would attract you to them first? 18.What was the craziest thing you ever did? 19.Do you beleive there is someone for everyone some wh

Drunken Moments
Ok so get this, had a kick ass time at cinco de mayo up here in lovely ole Waterville Maine. I was the soberest one of the bunch, they were like 3 drinks a head of me, but i was still trashed. this car pulls up ahead of us and takes up two fucking lanes. so im like ok this truck is alittle bit bigger than im use too, ill just go over the curb...IN FRONT OF A FUCKING COP!! He then decides he wants to pull out behind us. I realized i was going like 80 in a 65 and slowed wayyyy down. he turns his blues on...im thinking FUCK we're all fucking trashed beyong believe. Ask how we are and where we had just come from...im like Pete and Larrys, im driving these drunk people home, when in reality im driving myself home and they were gonna sober up adn drive themselves like 45 mins away. He takes my registration, insurance and lisence back to the other officer and was like "they sped past us going way too fast" then the other officer was like "its not them." so in reality they pulled us over for n

Restaurant
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... Broiled Missionary: $10.00 Fried Explorer: $15.00 Grilled Democrat: $20.00 Baked Republican: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, 'Why such a price difference for the Republican ?' The cook replied 'Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of crap it takes all morning to get them clean enough to cook.'

The Story Of 'the Fisher King'
Story of The Fisher King Current mood: satisfied Category: Religion and Philosophy One of my favorite stories,was told in Terry Gilliam's movie The Fisher King.Enjoy,learn,mark and remember. The Story of the Fisher King It begins with the king as a boy, having to spend the night alone in the forest to prove his courage so he can become king. Now while he is spending the night alone he's visited by a sacred vision. Out of the fire appears the holy grail, symbol of God's divine grace. And a voice said to the boy, "You shall be keeper of the grail so that it may heal the hearts of men." But the boy was blinded by greater visions of a life filled with power and glory and beauty. And in this state of radical amazement he felt for a brief moment not like a boy, but invincible, like God, ... so he reached into the fire to take the grail, ... and the grail vanished, ... leaving him with his hand in the fire to be terribly wounded. Now as this boy grew ol

Just What Is This Blog Thang
Really, just what is this "BLOG" thing? I like this site, there are so many lovely ladies out there, with pics out the wazooooo, and just absolutely fantastic poses mostly seductive. I love it.. So what else! Private Pics... I click on em and it says to ask the owner... for access.. ok I want access! Send em too me, I like hot women..petite, average and +lb or two. I carry a few extras. Working on that though. So send me a post to my Blog.. Thanks

Moonlight
why emm i drown to the dark why do i stay in the dark wean i can see so much light why do i run from the light why is the dark so diffent from the light why do i feal so safe in the dark why do i look so much into the light all ways apart never to tuch it yet all way at each side never over steping the outher all ways waching one anouthe two lost soles in the sea of stars

Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without reason. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding: Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that is underlying. A simple void

Might B Leavin
hello beautiful and wonderful friends of mine. Well I want everyone to know that care about each and every one of yall and have gotten close to alot of yall. I just want to say that no one did anything to me on here to make me decide this.i love this site, but i might be leaving it. I haven't made up my mind yet I am still thinking about it. But I just want yall to know that yall are great people and I have enjoyed my time on here. But when I know 4 sure I will make sure I will let yall know. Well I hope yall have agreat day. hugs and kisses to all.

Friends....true Friends...best Friends
I have answered questionaires and come across the question. How many friends do you have? or Who is your best friend? I have a hard time answering these questions. I guess I have friends. Friends are just that friends. That is not very clear is it... Friends are just aquaintances that you know. You may have friends from work. Co-workers. Ok that defindes friends. Best friends are friends that would do anything for you. Someone that would be there for you at anytime or anyplace. Someone that actually knows you pretty well and would not talk trash about you. Well why I am writing this blog is cause I have been struggling with trying to figure out just who my real friends (best friends) are. I have been trying to figure out who is just a aquiantance of mine. I have known this one person that I consider a friend for about 15yrs. I love him and then again I hate him. He is a disabled Vietnam Vet. I look up to him as a father figure.I respect him and what he has been through in his lif

Dating
Okay, I decided to have a little rant about the whole "dating thing". Here's what I think: Men are very visual creatures and think with their penis. If you put out on the first date, you are a ho, but if you don't, they may never call you again. I was married in 1988 and I have to tell you, before I got married I was SCARED. AIDS was fairly new, and "came about" while I was in college. So, all the partying and sex I had as a wild college student could have come back to haunt me. Luckily it did NOT. All we had to worry about back in the eighties was getting pregnant. I was on BC for that. I got divorced in '98 and the whole world had changed. All of a sudden you were taking your life into your own hands if you didn't have a condom. I knew people who got sick and it scared me. So, I searched to find someone to be monogamous with, but not wanting to marry again right away or settle down totally since I was SO WRONG in choosing my husband. So, I found someone and had a

Wicked Weekend...
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

The Ying And The Yang
WELL I WAS THINKING OF GETT THAT BACK PIECE TAT ON MY APGE BUT ON MY ARM OR LEG. I WAS GOING TO TAKE OUT THE TRIBLE ART AND PUT IN A YING AND YANG. ME WANTING TO KNOW MORE ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS I WENT TO GOOD OLD GOOGLE AND I CAME UP WITH SOME DEEP STUFF THAT I FOUND ON THIS WEB PAGE: The meaning of Yin-Yang This Simbol(Yin-Yang) represents the ancient Chinese understanding of how things work. The outer circle represents "everything", while the black and white shapes within the circle represent the interaction of two energies, called "yin" (black) and "yang" (white), which cause everything to happen. They are not completely black or white, just as things in life are not completely black or white, and they cannot exist without each other. While "yin" would be dark, passive, downward, cold, contracting, and weak, "yang" would be bright, active, upward, hot, expanding, and strong. The shape of the yin and yang sections of the symbol, actually gives you a sense of the continual

My Life
I never really Thought Id be doing what im doing on the budget I am..See ive never been the richest motherfucker Ive never been the most liked person but since ive been rapping everyones whole attitude changed about me...But Now in this present moment I got alot of haters and I got alot of people who love my shit but its hard when you get threats and diss tracks and hate constantly..I just feel like i entered a new state of reflection looking at things more differently then I have in the past..I wish the same people i used to represent still represented me like i have in the past....thanks for reading this...i had to vent

I Hate Fucken Men
Im sick of being used by them all just for sex. Im deleting all the guys outta my phone. I dont want any guy to call me unless they aint going to use me for sex. I dont want to just be friends with benifits with guys i want more then that. FUCK ALL MEN GRRR...

Photo Ratings Ii
Like I said in my first blog about photo ratings, I really don't give a shit if anyone gives me low ratings on my default pic...but now since the Lords that are CherryTap have now enabled their members to see who down rates them, let me give you fair warning...if you are ballsy enough to down rate my pics, you had better be ready to take what you dish out. Peace! TheDarklord

Valaries Wicked Weekend.....
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

You And Me
You and Me by BlueWolf I love waking up with you I love hearing your morning sighs Your smile brings me sunshine Long before it reaches the skies Life with you is wonderful It’s for me a dream come true You just can’t imagine How much I really, really love you. Some say it won’t last But who are they to say I think we’ve already proven That true love will have its day We’ve endured so much together On the road to where we are now Only God could have put us here Though others don’t see how. I can’t foretell the future But as far as I can see Everything that I hope for Begins with you and me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Love To You
My Love To You by BlueWolf You're the one, who stole my heart, Who can take my breath away. You're the one, that makes me smile, In everything you do and say. You're the one, I'm dreaming of, You are in my dreams every night. You're the one, I want by my side, So you can hold me so tight. You're the one, I want in my arms, To hold just you all night long. You're the one, my passion burns for, To show you our love is strong. You're the one,I'm longing for, To always feel your tender touch. You're the one, my heart belongs to. Because, I love you so very much. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

Chp 10
Bruthar went off to find Olaf and his brother. They were seated with the chief, as Bryan related the tale of the adventure from the Danelaw. A comely young wench sat on Bryan’s knee, gazing in terrified enthrallment as he told of the battle with the Pale-Men in the forest of the Rhine. Bruthar grabbed a tankard from a passing serving wench, then found a seat near the group and listened as his brother plied his trade. After the victory against the Saxons, the revelry of the night was fantastic to see. Two entire deer went to the cook-fires and five tuns of mead were breached. Young maids slipped off into the shadows with the unmarried warriors and it was well past midnight when the drunken were laid on the floor to sleep off their drink and those still able to walk did so. The brothers were directed to the hut of one of the fallen raiders and there they made ready for bed. Bryan pulled his boots off and looked to his brother, shaking his head and laughing. “Such a revelry

The Heaven & Hell Concert! Sabbath & Megadeth. My Reveiw!
First of all I'd like to say that this was a night well needed for me! I was really looking foward to this gig to let off some well needed steam & it delivered big time! I missed the machine head set except for the very end where they gave their goodbyes & that was pretty much by design,because I'm not a big fan of theirs. Sorry machine head fans! But if the crowd reaction was any indication they seemed to be well recieved! Thats it for my machine head reveiw! now unto the appetizer. I would like to say that I am a big time critic & very hard to impress,but I must say that Megadeth has not skipped a beat. They delivered w/a set of around 8 to ten songs w/a reckless abandon & superb musicianship! There wasn't a whole lot of improvising in the set! Not even in the solos which were played note for note for the most part. And the new guitar player handled the Marty friedman material flawlessly. Which is saying a lot because being a guitar player i can tell u thats no small feat!

Pussycat Dolls-i Don't Need A Man
I see you looking at me Like I got something that's for you And the way that you stare Don't you dare 'Cause I'm not about to Just give it all up to you 'Cause there are some things I won't do And I'm not afraid to tell you I don't ever want to leave you confused The more you try The less I bite And I don't have to think it through You know if I'm into you I don't need a man to make it happen I get off being free I don't need a man to make me feel good I get off doing my thing I don't need a ring around my finger To make me feel complete So let me break it down I can get off when you ain't around Oh! You know I got my own life And I bought everything that's in it So if you want to be with me It ain't all about the bling you bringing I want a love that's for real And without that, no deal And baby I don't need a hand If it only wants to grab one thing The more you try The less I bite And I don't have to think it through You know if I'm feeling yo

Do You Know?
Be my friend and love me Sure and true. Don't rush me into something that I'm not sure I want to do. Like a delicate flower, glistening with morning dew, I patiently wait for the sun to peek through. The moisture clings securely to the petals within-- As I ponder this flower a gentle breeze blows across my skin. Sensations sweep through me as my mind wanders to thoughts of you. Like the delicate flower, I feel moisture too. My eyes raise towards the clouds of blue, Searching for an answer to the feelings I have for you. Phenomonal love may only happen one time as we pass through. Is that what these feelings are... that I have for you?

In The Arms Of An Angel
In The Arms of an Angel Last night I lay in the arms of an angel, within the swerve of his limbs and hips, as the ebon suede of night unfolded and nothing was as it appeared to be, no longer earthbound anymore. We rose and fell upon a sweat drenched cloud, drifting beyond eyes of the stars, where whispers wake no clocks. He serenaded me with love songs, as his breath moved like fingers, seducing my ears; flesh aroused by his nimble tongue. I lay like less than an angel, spread eagle, as he opened the curtain of my being. The night made no sound while we clenched and unclenched, mapping each others world, bodies quivering like a vibrating bell, stroking at the hour of twelve. Our lustful moans, pure sin; a perfect lyrical orchestration, as I held tight my flesh to his bone, devoured and stained in ecstasy. Last night I lay in the arms of an angel, feeding the fantasy of my silent parts

I Need Your Help Please
I AM TALKING TO A GUY OFF CHERRY TAP I KNOW HIM FOR YEARS HE WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER BUT IS IS ALLWAY GOING TO JAIL I HAVE A LOTS OF FEEL 4 HIM BUT I TOLD HIM I CANT DO IT NOW MORE I NEED A MAN TO BEEN THERE 4 ME ALL TIME NOT A CONVICT LADYS HELP ME PLEASE WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS GUY I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE TO GIVE BUT I CANT DO IT NO MORE PLEASE HELP LO9VE YOU ALL TAKE CARE KIM XOXOXO CommentCloset

Last Night’s Scene
Last Night’s Scene Last night, the creeping moon infiltrated my lust and unmasked the sins of my flesh. I surrendered to the blasphemous urge and plucked the delicate flower rising through my seam; seducing me, last night. ~ last night I closed my eyes, and beckoned my hand, to commit the forbidden dance. The stars blushed at the titillating scene, and the moon and I pierced the orb to dive beneath loves sea; drowning the flames, last night Nicole Willians © 2007

Married Irishman
A married Irishman went into the confessional and >>said to his priest, >> >"I >> > > > almost had an affair with another woman." >> > > > The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" >> > > > The Irishman said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed >>together, but >> >then >> > > > I stopped." >> > > > The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as >>putting it in. >> >You're >> > > > not to see that woman again. For your penance, say >>five Hail Mary's >> >and >> > > > put $50 in the poor box." >> > > > The Irishman left the confessional, said his prayers, >>and then walked >> >over >> > > > to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then >>started to leave. The >> > > > priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him >>saying, "I saw that. >> > > > You didn't put any money in the poor box!" >> > > > The Irishman replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the $50

Do Something...
I am only one, yet I am still one. I cannot do everything, But still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do. ***Edward Everett Hale's pledge to the Lend-a-Hand Society*** God Bless all who read this! ~Libby

Abuse
Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it An

Anybody Can Fart!
A little boy and a little girl, both about eight years old, were playing in the sandbox. Unexpectedly, the little boy farts, causing a little sand between his legs to shift. The little girl notices, and squeals with laughter. 'How'd you do that?" she asks. "Easy," he exclaimed, "I just farted." "Can I try it," she ask. "Sure," he says, "anybody can do it." She concentrates as she strains and grunts. Suddenly, there's a huge explosion, the sides of the sandbox fly off, all the sand flies out, and the little boy is thrown 20 feet, landing up against a tree. He groggily gets to his feet, runs back to where the little girl is. He finds her laying on the ground, out cold, flat on her back, spread eagle. Curiously, he lifts up her dress, peeks underneath, and loudly exclaims, "Just what I thought, dual exhaust

Total Rage.
Alright well I will warn you ahead of time this is a major fucking bitchfest about our stupid government and all the dumbasses over the world. First let me address the issue of President Bush, a warmongering, imperalistic son of a bitch who merely wishes to follow in his father's footsteps and bring our country out on top. Why are we over in the Middle East? To supposedly bring peace and set up a democratic government? Bullshit. We are there for power, money and OIL. Who the hell says that living in a democracy is the correct way? Us? I am sorry I think just maybe we need to open our eyes and realize that, HEY WHO MADE US GOD? We do not know what's right or wrong for someone else's country. Why the hell are we the ones to decide that after centuries of a country living one way that we need to go in and change it for the good of the people? Hello, Mr. President, Sir.. have you ever thought about the fact that maybe people need to figure their own problems out? In

My Published Definition Of Wikkid On Urban Dictionary
Link to page here wikkid ........................ 1. wikkid - (adjective)- Slang: a misspelling of the word 'wicked' which is slang for 'awesome', 'cool', or any word or phrase that expresses something being impressive, awe-inspiring, remarkable, incredible, outstanding or exciting, the best, the shit, the bomb, etc. This definition has been around since the 50's or more. Can also mean fun, funny, sexy, hardcore, chill, non-chalant, laid-back. The New England slang of the word only defines an adverb that express the degree of the word or phrase. Such as: very, really, well, so, hella, totally (so awesome, very cool, hella crazy, totally awe-insipring, fuckin' nuts/crazy). This definition actually denotes both adverb and adjective, as in the previous examples. Wikkid can express an extreme degree, usually indicated by the excitement in the vocal emphasis and volume. "Yeah, that's wikkid." (That's cool.) or "CHECK THAT OUT! THAT IS WIKKID!" (CHECK THAT OUT! THAT IS FUCKIN' AWE

I Love ~*~sunshine~*~
((((((((((SUNSHINE))))))))))) Current mood: lonely Category: Romance and Relationships I FELT IF ALL MY DAYS WHERE LIKE A CLOUDY , RAINY, AND COLD BEFORE FATE ALLOWED US TO CROSS PATHS. ON MY WORST DAY IT WAS IF I WHERE STUCK IN A BAD THUNDERSTORM. LIGHTING FLASHING, THUNDER CRASHING , WIND BLOWING . THE BEST THING WHEN WE MEET WAS THE CALM AFTER THE STORM SKIES BLUE FILLED WITH THIN WISPY CLOUDS PEACEFUL. RAINBOWS LIGHT UP THE SKY WITH BRILLIANT COLORS. GIVING ME ME INSPIRATION SUNSHINE BRIGHTENS UP THE SKY. I LOOK TO THE HEAVENS LOOKING AT THE MOON REALIZING I HAVE SEEN AN ANGEL IS THIS DESTINY OR KARMA? BUT IT HAS TO BE REAL I HAVE FOUND YOU !!! THANK GOD MY SEARCH IS OVER !!! I HAVE FOUND MY SOULMATE !!! ~*~ LIL RON ~*~

Ode To L
The haunted house behind your eyes, firelight and smoke disguise The Siren's call that is your face distracts me from your darker place. The things you do and things you use. The things you've stole and things you lose. Are all these just the foul of youth? Or some sign of future truth? Familiar scenes you bring to mind. Phantom ways that strike me blind. For the snare lies steps ahead, yet more mistakes won't raise my dead. Your tomorrows can't heal my past. For the dawn of day will surely last and every night it only bleeds from every corpse of hope it feeds. So whose addiction is for worse? Be it chemicals or wretched curse? Be it my shorn psychology? Or the life lies you choose to see?

Horiscope For Today
this is so weird...and kinda creepy... Acting on impulse right now leaves your deeds wide open for interpretation -- or misinterpretation. Think about what you want the end result to be before you open your mouth and you'll know what step to take next.

Longing For Comfort
My mind escapes to the blissfullness of a dream Where I feel your head upon my breast As we lay side by side body by body under the silkiness of the sheets You sigh and run your hand across my stomach I shutter at your very touch My body quivers as if I am a young woman again and being touched for the very first time You pull me closer and nuzzle your head deeper into my chest My fingers are running through your thick hair I lean down and kiss your forehead and lie my head against yours Through sleepened lips you whisper you love me and glance at me The light shinning from the candle beside the bed reflects your shadow You roll me a top of you Look into my eyes, and brush my long brown hair from my face My heart beats faster against yours We've longed to feel our bodies so close together Knowing neither would break the others heart Two lonely hearts longing for the company of anothers But it is not just a lustfull passion between us

~~ho Down~~
As a result of the Imus fiasco, there will only be 49 contestants in the 2007 Miss Black America Contest ... No one wants to wear the sash that Says IDAHO . Jessie Jackson & Al Sharpton are meeting with the Governor of IDAHO to get the STATE name changed !!

Are You A City Bitch Or A Country Bitch...i Am A Country Bitch...
A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country bitch will say f*** her up, and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up. *A country bitch will just f*** her up !!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A city bitch thinks the friendship is over when you have

An Angel Amongst Us.
AN ANGEL AMONG US The windows are open and the bedroom is silent She lays in pain The morphine flowing through her vains Her husband is by her side Hoping, praying... God grant her the strength to hang on one more day, one more second So much has been left unsaid So many things I have taken for granted He gently sits beside her remembering a life that is no more The day he purposed, and she was his bride Remembering the day their son was born That silly laugh of hers In bed her cold feet on his side He smiles and caresses her face Honey, you lived life with sytle and grace He watches her chest, and her breath grows shallow She opens her eyes, and gives a peacefull glance She's to weak to speak She knows its time Its been a long hard fight One she never gave up on His eyes glow with sadness A tear flows down his face That peacefull glance, in his memory won't erase The sky turns gray A gentle breeze fills the room At that moment she was

I Wish
I wish I knew if you were feeling the things I feel I wish I knew if you are hurting the way I'm hurting I wish I knew if you look at things the same way I do I wish I knew if times were different would WE be different I wish I knew what was going thru your mind And for once I wish you would just speak your mind I just wish you COULD step into my shoes for a day.

Thank You
I just want to say to all of my hot friends here on cherry tap, thanks for the gifts you guys have sent me. There's a few of you who I've been flirting w/and you know who you are. I would like to thank ALL of my friends up on here (even if you didn't wish me a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY".) DAMN I have some hot, sexy ass friends on here. Hope you all have a nice weekend (what's left of it) and some of you all will most def. hear from me again soon. Especially you really fine, hot ones that I'm always e-mailing and commenting on your pics. LATER EVERYONE and THanks again!! MUCH LOVE, Torrey a.k.a "Thriller"

Behind The Wall
falling down climb the walls seen you around another night as I recall look for thrills and take a chance tonight your love in a pill kill yourself just to spite see what you always dream its never as easy as it seems close your eyes to it all prepare yourself for the fall leaving the world that you're in when sadness is your only friend close the door turn out the lights looking for more a hand to hold in the night ive seen your eyes a picture's worth a thousand words when something dies the magic leaves and never returns see what you always dream its never is as it seems close your eyes to it all back again behind the wall

We Will Meet In Heaven.
I watch you sleep my love I count the breaths u take I want to remember the peaceful look on your face. You awake amd I hold u close to me My hand brushes against your face I look into your dark brown eyes and see your innocense I look into your soul and see your pain I am your mother I will take away your pain Ease your sorrows and your anger I hold my daughter close to me Her head on my lap I stoke my fingers through her hair I try to remember every aspect of her at that exact moment. Will she remember me when I am gone Will I remember her smell, the lotion she wears Will I be here to walk her down the isle. I wake from my dream to find myself in a hospital bed Drs. surrounding me Was I dead Did I see a light Just the beauty of my family reflected in my memory

Distance
"Lead me not into temptation, heaven help me to be strong. I can't fight all that i'm feeling: and i cant do it alone. help me break this spell that i'm under, guide my feet and hold me tight. i need 10,000 angel's watching over me tonight" "I wish that you were here or that i were there, or that we were togethere anywhere!!" "Thought miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for you my dear mother our friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart" don't measure the distance; measure my love" "Each time i miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. you made me miss you too much!!!" but i try to put them back into the sky just so i dont miss you but to tell you just how much i really do love you my dear mom" HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOM'S

Mammogram
POWER OUTAGE DURING A MAMMOGRAM I actually kept my mammogram appointment. I was met with, "Hi! I'm Belinda!" This perky clipboard carrier smiled from ear to ear, tilted her head to one side and crooned, "All I need you to do is step into this room right hereee, strip to the waist, thennn slip on this gown. Everything clearrrr? I'm thinking, "Belinda, try decaf. This ain't rocket science." Belinda skipped away to prepare the chamber of horrors. With the right side finished, Belinda flipped me (literally) to the left and said, "Hmmmm. Can you stand on your tippy toes and lean in a tad so we can get everything?' Fine, I answered. I was freezing, bruised, and out of air, so why not use the remaining circulation in my legs and neck and finish me off? My body was in a holding pattern that defied gravity (with my other boob wedged beween those two 4 inch pieces of square glass) when we heard, then felt a zap! Complete darkness and the power went off! "Oh, mainten

A Knife To The Heart
This is a curse worse than fate This I know and will debate A brolen heart thats torn apart Was destined, and I played the part You killed me with a knife to the heart My life has come to an end, I will now depart You shoved it deep, all the way through But my heart wont bleed one drop for you You ended it and I lost my life You said you loved me, What strife I believed you though it was a lie Now all that you do is wait for me to die I wont give up that easily Just pay close attention and you will see Though you pierced my heart I was determined from the start Even if I gave in Trust me you'd never win because even though I lost my soul And its not you that will console I will patch up the hole in my chest And go on and live life like the rest It will mend one day Im not sorry cause this I must say You have broken me one too many times Given me plenty of inspiration and rhymes But I will no longer dwell On what you had me believing so well Im

In Frequently
An elderly couple had been going out with each other for a long time. Finally, they decided to get married, but before the wedding they had a long conversation regarding details such as finances, living arrangments, etc. The old gentleman said "Now, I think it's time we discussed our physical relationship. How do you feel about sex?" The elderly lady replied refully, "Well, I'd have to say I would like it infrequently." The old gentleman sat quietly for a moment then asked, "Is that one word or two words?"

I Have 100 11’s To Give Out Claim Yours Tonight!
Hey cherry tap V.I.P get 100, 11 ratings each and everyday , so I thought well let make some new friends and I will give the 11’s everyday to cherries that become my friend or my fan. At least I had your interest for one moment Thank You for your time and hope we can become CherryTap buds,, NoW aNd FoReVer !! 'I'm Your Saint' CT 's Guardian Angel

Jail Journal Part 1 Of 2
*Part One of Two* .....March 29th 2007 11:02pm....... Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!, I got a 13! wait wait, I hear the dinner bell ringing, ding ding ding!...so it's up my nose with a rubber hose. STTTTOOOPPP! my face!!! this isn't my face, TAKE IT BACK, I WANT A REFUND!!! now I fall to the floor, kicking and screaming "give me more, give me more!"...ZOOOOOM! a bullet hits the wall "RAAAR!" it's a stack of bed sheets that's shooting at me, so now I'll Jump on my camel! "AHH LaLaLaLa!!!" I let out my war cry! "AHHH LaLaLaLa!!!!"....Wait....Why does a mother fucker ride a camel anyway?......Ah hell, time flys when your s

7 Degrees Of Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said, "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered," I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse to take out the gun, and as she

Irish
Into a Belfast pub comes Paddy Murphy, looking like he'd just been run over by a train. His arm is in a sling, his nose is broken, his face is cut and bruised and he's walking with a limp "What happened to you?" asks Sean, the bartender. "Jamie O'Conner and me had a fight," says Paddy. "That little shit, O'Conner," says Sean, "He couldn't do that to you, he must have had something in his hand." "That he did," says Paddy, "a shovel is what he had, and a terrible lickin' he gave me with it." "Well," says Sean, "you should have defended yourself, didn't you have something in your hand?" "That I did," said Paddy. "Mrs. O'Conner's breast, and a thing of beauty it was, but useless in a fight."

Ranked #138
Thanks to all my friends, fans, and family members plus all the others the have visited my page, I have made the Top Cherries List Today, and I feel pretty special to make that list for some reason lol:) any much love out to all of you for adding me or requesting my friendship, have a cherrylicious day, thanks xoxo

The Thread
Wish You could turn off the questions, turn off the voices, turn off all sound. Yearn To close out the ugliness, close out the filthiness, close out all light. Long To cast away yesterday, cast away memory, cast away all jeopardy. Pray You could somehow stop the uncertainty, somehow stop the loathing, somehow stop the pain. Act On your impulse, swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, put the gun to your chest.

Wounded Knee
A 93-year-old woman who was particularly despondent over the recent death of her husband, decided that she would just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out his old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was badly broken anyway. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire exactly where the heart would be on a woman. The doctor said, "Your heart would be just below your left breast." Later that night Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

The Value Of A Drink
"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading."

To Those Who Care`
IM GETTIN OFF THIS SITE I APPRECIATE THE COOL PEOPLE I MET ON HERE BUT BECAUSE OF THE RECENT EVENTS IM GETTIN OFF THIS SITE IF YOU ARE ONE OF THSE COOL PEOPLE(SINCE YOU AE READING THIS I GUESS YOU AARE :) )I WANTED TO SAY THANX FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YALL AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO DROVE ME AWAY BECAUSE OF SIMEPLE WORDS...ITS WHATEVA IM TIRED OF YALL OLD ASSES ACTING LIKE CHILDREN GROW THE FUCK UP AND BE SOMEBODY QUIT SITTIN ON YA ASS ALL DAY ON CHERRYTAP. MAHALO, KALANI POLOLENA

What Is My Primary Talent
Your primary talent Merritt, your primary career talent is Numerical Ability. Whether you like them or not, you're especially good with numbers. Most people who share your skills like the logic and consistency that numbers represent or appreciate that most numeric problems have cut-and-dried solutions. Your test results indicate that you're not only good at calculations but also likely to understand how to use numbers to your advantage in life. You're the type of person who is wired to manage personal finances with ease. As a result, balancing your checkbook probably isn't an all-day affair like it can be for some people. You're also not typically one to be taken advantage of by wily salespeople offering you not-to-be-missed opportunities. Chances are that you'd be able to run the numbers on whatever nonsense they're trying to sell you much faster than they could get you to sign on the dotted line. While other people's heads might still be spinning, your talent could allow you

A First Date Story-joke
First Date submitted by: Olaf - Sweden A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Things were getting hot and heavy when the girl stopped the boy. "I really should ave mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex," she said. The boy just looked at her for a couple of seconds, but then reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver's seat looking out the window. "Why aren't we going anywhere?" asked the girl. "Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25."

If You're From Colorado
>If you're from Colorado.... > >You'll eat ice cream in the winter. > >When the weather report says it's going to be 65 degrees, you shave >your legs and wear a skirt. > >It snows 5 inches and you don't expect school to be cancelled. > >You'll wear flip flops every day of the year, regardless of >temperature. > >You have no accent at all, but can hear other people's. And then you >make fun of them. > >"Humid" is over 25%. > >Your sense of direction is: Toward the mountains and Away from the >mountains. > >You say "the interstate" and everybody knows which one. > >You think that May is a totally normal month for a blizzard, and you >grew up planning your Halloween costumes around your coat. > >You know what the Continent al Divide is. > >You don't think Coors beer is that big a deal. > >You went to Casa Bonita as a child. > >You bought your car from John Elway. > >You were tear gassed at college and you can't even remember >why....something about footba

Tomb Raider Obsession? Definitely!
Some of my online friends have asked me many times what my obsession with Tomb Raider and Lara Croft stems from? So I will try to explain. I have always admired women of great strength and courage and if you were to look through my DVD collection here you would title like UltrViolet, Aeonflux, Bloodrayne and Elektra just to name a few and of course last but in no way least is Tomb Raider. My fascination with Lara first started when I purchased my first Sony playstation and while purchasing games was fascinated by the lycra and leather clad game heroine who sported not one but 2 pistols. Upon playing the original game I was instantly hooked. Throught Lara I can travel to far and exotic places, explore ancient ruins and face untold dangers, unlock long forgotten puzzles of mystic and even set things right that have been wrong for many years. Everything fascinates me about her, the game play, the haunting melodies of the game music and the wonderfully rendered cut scene between the gam

Updates Posted 5/6/07
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Pondering
Dear Alcohol First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

Am I A Secure Lover? (yup)
Merritt, you have what psychologists call a Preoccupied relationship attachment style. Preoccupied You tend to worry about being abandoned in your romantic relationships. You have a strong desire for closeness, but may feel that others seem unwilling to get as close as you would like. It's likely that your openness to relationships is one of the first things potential partners notice about you. Attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers. Through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships. Psychologists have identified four different relationship attachment styles: secure, preoccupied, dismissing avoidant, and fearful avoidant. Despite the alarming sounding names of some of these styles, there are many understandable reasons why people develop them. Further along in this report we will explain some of th

Open Arms
Lying beside you Here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mine Softly you whisper Loves so sincere How could our love be so blind We sailed off together WE drifted apart And here you are by my side So now I come to you With open arms Nothing to hide Believe what I say So here I am with Open arms Hoping you'll see What your love means to me Open Arms Living without you Living alone This empty house is so cold Wanting to hold you Wanting you near How much I wanted you home Now that you come back Turned night into day I need you to stay So now I come to you With open arms Nothing to hide Believe what I say So here I am with Open arms Hoping you'll see What your love means to me Open Arms

My Perfect Partner Report
Merritt, your dating personality is: Merritt, when it comes to dating, you are a Social Idealist. This means you feel in your heart that there is one special partner out there for you and chances are, you've spent plenty of time daydreaming about them. You've probably imagined all kinds of things about who they are, compiling a mental checklist down to the smallest details. After all, knowing what you want is a good thing. You're pretty sure you'll know love when you see it and you're more than willing to go out and find your ideal mate. Being naturally social, meeting people may feel almost like a hobby of yours. You enjoy chatting up friends of friends, or even total strangers, more than most people do. But this outgoing nature doesn't mean you take whatever comes your way. When it comes to finding a love interest, you're not interested in just anyone. You want "the one." This romantic quest likely has you sizing up new people's potential as soon as you meet them. I

A New Low...
I met someone from a personals website, I was driving out to see them but I had a flat, so I drove back home. We met in the city today, she wanted to stay at a 5 star hotel since it was so close for her ($300). So we get to the room and she falls asleep for 2 hrs, then shes like shes not feeling well and wants to go home. Mind you she missed 2 trains to cometo see me (she came from Ct to see me) She wasnt feeling well out of the gate, didnt even kiss me bye or nothing, just ran for her train (this after I gave her a single yellow rose, and a teddybear. Im sick of being jerked over. I feel like Im a toilet and everyone shits on me. And Im sick of it.

3
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

2
If I could have just one wish It would be to turn back time To go back into the lonely past To the days when you were mine. If I could have just one wish It would be to be with you Because I know that in my heart My love is forever true. If I could have just one wish It would be to be in your arms To have you hold me, touch me, kiss me To keep me out of harm. If I could have just one wish The future is what I would see So I could know if someday soon You would be with me. If I could have just one wish I would be able to read people's minds So I could hear your hopes, your fears And hear what's going on inside. If I could have just one wish It would be to move on with my life Because you were my one true love And you cut my heart like a knife. If I could have just one wish It would be to forget all about you Because you see I can't live with myself Knowing I'm not with you.

Missd U
i miss you i was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in i was holding my daughter she was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep i could smell the conditioner from her hair as i looked down i realized i was holding her the way you used to hold me i miss you i was looking out the window towards the woods looking at the blooming trees watching the birds they were chasing each other through the leaves as i watched i realized you used to chase me the way they were chasing each other i miss you i was walking through the store i was holding my daughters hand our arms were swinging back and forth we were smiling and laughing i looked down and realized i was holding her hand the way you used to hold mine hm... mabe i dont miss you as much i was sitting in that same chair the clock struck 3 and the door rattled i looked back and there she was my daughter with a smile on her face i ran up and gave her a big hug the way i used to hug you when you came home i mis

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

My Confidence Report
Merritt, you have high confidence. Very High High Medium Low Very Low Percentage of Test Takers Confidence is the trait that makes people feel self-assured and certain that they have what it takes to be successful. You have high confidence. As a result, most of the time you probably feel quite stable and emotionally calm. However, it's not unlikely that there are also times when you feel insecure or overwhelmed by stress. When stressful things happen, try to maintain your perspective and avoid emotional extremes. Remember that you can choose to look on the bright side of any situation that presents itself. Chances are you already know how to snap yourself out of negative patterns of self-doubt when they happen. You may just need a little push in the right direction to be encouraged to do it. Because of your usual high level of self-acceptance and belief in yourself, you're generally open and accepting of others. This graciousness can in

Every Sunrise Is A Second Chance
Every Sunrise Will Bring With It A Second Chance... My new way of thinking reflects this... Just give me 12-24 hours and I will be ok... If I am pissed off just let me ride it out, tomarrow I will smile with you and laugh with you... Today might not go as planned but you will end up doing something else with someone unexpected and end up having a story to tell... You will find out who your real friends are, the ones who can handle your jokes and handle you are the friends who truely care, those who lash out against your jokes are the ones that are there to use you... I expect my friends to be the same way I am, if you are pissed at me about anything I am giveing you a 12-24hour time out before I speek to you again... And if you see that I am upset with you I would hope for my friends to give me the 12-24 hour time out in return... If I ask you to drop something and you continue to attack me then I am likely to blow up at you and I will walk away crying because it will end up hurting so

Ouch .... Happy Day
today is a damp one and my back is in more pain than usual. i managed to get to service 2day and fellowship was awesome getting a welcome back from my friends. i was able 2 spend time playing with vanessa during break and that was fun 4 me. she a buddy 3 yrs old daughter that calls me UNCLE CHUCK an had lots of fun with her. after service taught little benji ((1 yr old)) high five and gave me a smile which his mom say he dont do much to new peeple. layed down for a bit afterward and took a pain pill and my cute kitty stayed with me. i was telling the members of my special bday card (( see good news blog )) still somewhat lonely and lost but recieved lots of positive energy today. its a struggle but with the encouragement i been getting this week maybe i can find a way 2 hold on.HUGS & Love from Chuckthank you for bieng a kinda caring FRIEND in my time of despair

Please Repost This
I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gata you can vote once a day... I can really use you guys help so please repost this whereever you can

Gotta Love A Drunk (lmao)
A man and his wife are awakened at 3 o'clock in the morning by a loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push. "Not a chance," says the husband. "It is 3 o'clock in the morning." He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked his wife. "Just some drunk guy asking for a push!" "Did you help him?" she asks. "No. I did not. It is 3 o'clock in the morning and it is pouring rain outside!" His wife said, "Can't you remember about three months ago when we broke down and those two guys helped us? You should be ashamed of yourself!" The man gets dressed and goes out into the pouring rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello. Are you still there?" "Yes," comes back the answer. "Do you still need a push?" calls out the husband. "Yes! Please!" comes the reply from the darkness. "Where are you?" asks the husband. "Over here on the swing!"

Kellogg's® Rice Krispies Treats® Mother's Mug
Kellogg's® Rice Krispies Treats® Mother's Mug Print 3x5 card | Print 4x6 card | Print Full Page E-mail to a friend This recipe has been tested and endorsed by Kellogg’s® Rice Krispies®. Prep Time 30 minutes Total Time 40 minutes Servings 4 Ingredients 3 tablespoons margarine or butter 1 package (10oz. about 40) marshmallows or 4 cups minature marshmallows 6 cups Rice Krispies® Frosting to decorate Directions 1. In a large microwave safe bowl, heat margarine and marshmallows at HIGH 3 minutes, stirring after 2 minutes. Stir until smooth. 2. Add KELLOGG'S® RICE KRISPIES® cereal. Stir until well coated. Allow to slightly cool. 3. With buttered hands, shape cereal mixture into mugs reserving small portions of cereal mixture for handles. Attach handle to mug with frosting. Decorate as desired. Best when served the same day. Yield: 4 cups Microwave cooking times may vary. CONVENTIONAL DIRECTIONS: Melt margarine in large saucepan over low heat. Add marshm

Women Are Like Apples On Trees
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men.... men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable enough to have dinner with.

A Day In The Life Of Me Rob Lol
WOW WHAT A DAY ,HECK WHAT A WEEKEND,WENT TO MY HOBBY SHOP TODAY LONG DAY OVER AND HOUR EACH WAY,CUT GRASS AND WORKED SOME MORE OF MY GARDEN NOT BAD FOR ONLY GETTING 3 HOURS SLEEP HUH LOL,ANYWAY I WENT AND LOOK MY BUILDING FOR DOG GROOMING,ALREADY FOUND ANOTHER PERSON WHO WANTS TO GO IN ON ME WITH IT,SO ITS COOL WE BE OWN BOSSES AND AFTER I MAKE A LITTLE MONEY IM GONNA PUT 500.00 FOR A WOMAN TO DATE ME NO NOT A SEX BRID OR ANYTHING,JUST WANT SOMEBODY TO GO OUT WITH ME ,AND GO DANCING AND SIGHTSEEING,I HEARD HEY I LIKE TO KNOW YA WELL IM MILLIONS AWAYS AWAY FROM EVERYBODY,SO ITS NICE THOUGHTS FROM A FEW,BUT I LERAN IF ICAN BUY SOMEBODY FOR A WHILE THEY COULD LIKE ME SO WHAT CAN I SAY IM ME,HAVE A NICE DAY.

Heaven Has Another Door (comment Please)
A tear stained face in the mirror, Reflects the pain inside, The Broken hearted survivor, Of a love thats died, Now your dreamin in sorrow, As you drink the pain away, It'll still be there tomorrow, But thats the price you pay, When you go chaisin rainbows, And lead your heart astray, Now you're broken and bleed'n, Theres nothing you can say, Chorus: Wat does it take to show you, Heaven has another door, Theres still light my friend, Pick yourself up off the floor, He isn't worth the pain you feel, Or he would have given you, A love thats real, Now you stair down the barrel Of your torn up soul, Thought love was a diamond, but it turned up coal, You should have been smarter, Then to go his way, You knew your heart was in Danger, But you wouldnt walk away, Its like playin with fire, when you're in this deep, Can't tell love from desire, Or death from sleep, Chorus

Not Ready For Goodbye (comment Please)
Funny how these street lights, Shining on a wet street, Make me think of you in candle light, I still hear your voice in everything, And you're no where in sight, Think I'm losing my mind, Yeah, nothings the same, since you're not here, try'na find me all over again, Its just so hard, thinking of the little things, people always asking how you've been, Chorus: My heart, just aint ready for goodbye, Theres just too much, Burning inside, But I know, You need some time, I'm here praying, you'll change your mind, Its a long road, To walk alone, I wish you were here, Every step I take, I feel I'm going the wrong way, I'm blinded by theses tears, I'm so confused right sometimes, Why we said goodbye, Was it really too much to overcome, Cause every day, you're away, I'm more certain you're the one. Chorus

Diet
A man was extremely overweight, so his doctor put him on a diet. “ I want you to eat regularly for two days, then skip a day,” he told Him. “Do this for two weeks. Then next time I see you, you should Have lost a few kilo’s. When the man came back two weeks later, he had lost 10 kilos. “That’s amazing!” the doctor said. “And you did this just by Following that simple diet plan?” The man nodded. “I’ll tell you, though , I thought I was going to drop Dead the third day.” “ From hunger, you mean?” the doctor asked. “ No, from skipping!” ***** A women was driving her nine-year-old granddaughter to a Music lesson. The granddaughter said, “Grandma, thanks so much for giving me A ride when I need to go somewhere. When I’m eighteen and I can’t Drive, I’ll take you wherever you want to go… if you’re still alive.” ***** A restaurant next to a church put out a big sign with red letters That said, “ Open on Sundays”. The chu

A Woman's Tears
A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........ The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on the phone, the man said, "GOD, why do women cry so easily?" GOD said....... "When I made woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort.... I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children...... I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining......

Government Employee
A cocky Highway employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer. He told the farmer, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old farmer said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The Highway employee said, "I have the authority of the Government to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on farm land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the Highway employee running for the fence and close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and was gaining on the employee at every step. The old farmer called out, "Show him your card!!"

Im Gonna Post This...to Prove My Point
girl: i have a question for you guy: *ducks* girl: did you ever send me a picture?? guy: yeah girl: hmmm guy: here guy: wanna see again girl: hey sorry girl: my computer froze guy: can u accept? girl: you definitely didn't send me those pics guy: tought I did guy: ugly I take it girl: i didn't say that guy: by that comment girl: i just would have remembered you looking like that guy: is that a bad thing girl: meaning not white -------- anyone want her SN, I will gladly give it to you. This point of this blog..this person stoppped talking to me because I wasnt white

Phone Call
Subject: The Telephone Call "Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" he asked. Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all

From Then Til Now
from the frist time we met i wanted to be with you without regret. you and your soft hearts, always knew that i was smart.from then til now, way of life has showed me how. it showed me everything that i know now. it made me pure and tuff. along the way you and me had big debts to pay. but in heaven our little ones write a play. that they might show us one day. just remember from then til now often they look down and in hope they would not see us frown. for all the good deeds you have done will earn you a crown. because they are above look around and you might find a dove that they send down with much love. so when you read this try not to cry take the time and dry your eyes.for the things we see young and old in our hearts it is love we hold and sometimes in life we must be bold. within our lives our story will be told and from above they watch it unfold. will all of this truth be told. smile because we dont have to be blue when our time on earth is threw only then we know what we sho

Italian
Subject: Italian An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally,

Whispers
Thunder rolls in, lightning strikes, hearts beat sliding across the couch his touch is soft tender, loving, full of hunger she stares at his eyes as the lightning flashes across his face, she is scared fearful of what is going to happen, she doesnt stop him, she returns his embrace. The thunder rolls she shudders as his touch caresses her cheek, he stops looks into her eyes the lightning flashes he sees her pleading, don't stop continue, without saying a word he continues, not rushing, setting the perfect pace, letting love flow from his fingertips, she has needed this for a long time, a lover who's passion will overrule her fears, should she stop him, is she willing to let him continue, does she trust her heart, is it lieing to her. He sees her fear, pleads to her calming her fear and igniting her desire without saying a word, the thunder rolls and lightning flashes, slowly he undresses her letting her body respond to his touch, they embrace kissing passions flowing

Me
ok this is just me and i aint to good at stuff like this but i am gonna try... i am 29 not married yet but attached...my girl is on here too....twoshy. we have been with eachother for almost three years and i wanna marry her...just dont know when we will maybe september. i work at a plant in west virginia...its an ok job...could be worse and it has been worse so i aint bitchin. i work long hours...12 hour shifts and its midnights so that could be alot better but its not so thats the way it goes. its a dogs life...lol. i like sports...football i am a raiders fan, hockey, baseball and wwe wrestling...john cena kicks ass. i like weed but cant do it cause of my job which sucks for me...lol. i am into movies, video games and music...i like to dance and not no two stepping shit...i like hip hop and rap. i am an 80's diehard music fan but i like all kinds of music. i am a quite guy but i get to know ya and i dont stay quiet for long. i like to laugh and mellow people are the ones that

2 Months
well...my baby xzavier turned 2 months last tuesday. he was 22in 7lbs 5oz when he was born. now he's 23in and 10lbs 8oz (at his appointment last tues). i already got my mother's day present a long time ago...a necklace with a "baby ring" with his birthstone in it. i got it at kay's and i'm planning on getting my birthstone ring in september, and my bf's for xmas.

Short And Sweet
President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. I could throw all of them out of the window and make 56 million people very happy."

Crucify Me
CRUCIFY ME!!! The tears may stop flowing But my heart will always be bleeding! Nomatter how much my life is succeeding The pain u put me through i will be left with for eternity My left ear hearing, my half of tooth and lets not forget the seizures that are possibly on going! The tears my son has shed in fear and in abandonment Burning through my soul like acid I would take a million beatings from u b-4 i let u disapoint him again! Like Jessus on the cross One nail at a time u crucified me All the lies and woman u betrayed me with The whole time i remained wearing that thorn crown! I regret staying around so long my son watchin u beat on his mom how could you? what gave u the right? I will tell you again I would let u do it all again to keep my son's tears from comming! I used my body to protect his tiny body asking u the entire time why? WHY? Sometimes i fear that u would have taken my lif

Drink
Drink Drink To drink in sorrow To ease the pain of tommorow You feel forever slain Beleive me the drink will not ease the pain No your sorrows will not fade You will kick back no not relaxed But crying in your swelling pain For what is this to gain Your heart will sink You can\'t even think So you drink Your mind wonders else where No where to be found You sit their all alone on the ground Confused and lost but at a simple cost keep on goin and your life will be lost The drink will bring more pain It will drive you insane So you need t realize It\'s not a crutch nor a cane But a deadly thin used to ease the pain By katrina j 10:42 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Thursday, September 28, 2006

My Pain
My Pain Current mood: crazy Category: Life I sit here shedding distraught tears My mind all out of sorts, blocked with confusion! All the lies and deceat You can not see the blood poor outwith every heart beat My palms clamy, sitting here in complete dismay My body's shutting down Feeeling as if nobody's around ! Scared to death of what is to come of this I want to once again feel that heavinly bliss! I don't understand one bit What is wrong with me that made u do this? Betrayed and played is how I feel Lies and more lies I bought the whole speal Why was it my heart u had to kill? I welcomed u with a smile sitting apon my face Open arms waiting to give u my warm embrace I let you into my pesonal space I thought you would keep me safe from pain I made you my bestfriend We promissed eacother to be their to the very end! Why did u have to do this? You lied about all of it i could not beleive all the

Look At Me Now
Look at the woman standing here, Look past the make up and the smile, The woman you see is a lil Girl crying out, Crying and Dieing inside. Looking for a place in this world to call her own. Looking for someone who wont judge her every move. She's looking for a way out, to show her true self. But everywhere she turns, She gets laughed at and talked about behind her back. She gave her heart to someone but that dident end very good. This lil You see is none other than me, i'm dieing inside, Wanting to know what real love feels like. Wanting to know if the person you gave ur heart to was really the person that they made themselfs out to be. I will Never know!!!

Nsfw Rules
Ok sorry all I have to do this as an reward for those who rate me good !And who help me out... These are my rules! The treasure hunt..lol 1. Reward a 10 to profile 2. Reward a 10 to each pic 3. Reward a 10 to this blog 4. Reward a thumbs up to stash 5. Leave a comment on your favorite pic 6. Leave a comment (with any gothic pic) on profile 7: Leave a comment on this blog 8. Get me a nice gift (I like the naughty ones) 9. Send a friend request with : Name: Age: Location: Fantasy: :) Thats it , then i add you to my family if i can that is i need points to do it!That why i have to do it this way..so help me help you to get up in points! Cute girls get in free!!!! If they have some for me to see to ...lol so dont mean to be a bitch

For Diomand Earings Or Mens Ring Paying Now...mens Ring 3700
1ST PERSON TO THE SPONSORS PAGE TO DROP 7 COMMENTS..~*~Myth~*~~*Divine*~CT~*Mistress*~@ CherryTAP .....DONT FORGET TO READ THIS BLOG 1ST CAUSE THE RULES MIGHT CHANGE,...AND WILLL CHANGE TO AVOID ALOT OF THINGS..ITS BECUZ WON THE LAST 1

Remember
Remember when you said your love was eternal? Remember when you said noone has ever loved you or made you feel the way I do? What bullshit was that? I let you into my heart. I let you in deeper than anyone has ever been. In return I get silence. I get the brushoff. I get "well I'll call you back a little later." Well, later never seemed to come. Yet I sit here hoping all is not lost. I can hear the giggling in the background when I call. Does she help you keep your bed warm at night? Did she replace the love I sent to you? The Love so easily tossed in the corner. Once, Like I, so loved, Now just something else you have to take care of. Thank you for driving the steak deep into my heart ... for destroying all my hopes and dreams. For proving love, no matter how strongly felt can be wiped out in a nanosecond of universal time

Mine
Opening his chest with her bare hands she reaches in and steals back the heart she has given him. He didn't protect it like he should have. He didn't love her like he said he did. As she rips the pumping organ from his warm carcass she wonders if he would have tried harder had he known the consequences. Oh well, second chances are for fools. She tried to many times to reward the stupid selfish man with..."Just one more chance." only to end up more miserable than before. Enough is enough, If you don't want to worship her the first time, your fate is sealed. May You Be At Peace With Your Maker. Looking at the whole in his chest, the blood soaking his clothes. The look of pure fear and confusion. She smiles "Now" she says in an evil whisper "you know what it feels like to give something and never get it back." His body slumps to the floor. His eyes begging for forgiveness. She shakes her head "not today" she has what she came for. She takes her heart and goes on with her life.

To The Girl I See In My Dreams
Your beautiful face i hold within my heart as i remember those times i have spent wondering if i would ever end up with you someday and why life is as painful as it is and why my heart is as blind as the night skies over desert hills as i continue searching for that specail thing that may someday win your heart is my life long dream of a beautiful relationship of us living together in peaceful serenity is the reason for why i continue my search for the key that would somehow unlock the doors to your heart and somehow find a way in which i can prove to you how much i care and would help you understand how much my heart beats for you in musical rythmns you may never believe how strongly they play their harmonies of loving melody and honer and a way that would impress you with words of loves honesty,strength and a way of which you would know the truth of how much my heart sings every word (i do in my heart more as eachday passes by) (and i always will) (i do).

I'll Be There
The sun will set and the moon will rise You'll wipe the tears that flow from your eyes Remember this now and you will know That I'll be with you where ever you go The sun comes down to touch your face My arms come with it in a warm embrace And in the night you see my eyes As the stars shine down covering the skys The wind will blow and sounds you'll hear With them will come a whisper so clear In the snow you'll see me to As my love comes down to cover you So even though it may seem I've gone You should know you'll never be alone Just look around you everyday And I'll be there in some small way

Confessions Of An Angel
Forgive me father for I have sinned I have thought of myself above all others I have been proud to live in your garden while others suffer I have eaten from your bountiful table while others starve Forgive me for i have loved myself before all others I have taken from those with little and not given back I have seen the danger yet kept silent I have found your riches and hid them for myself Forgive me for I envy all those who's hand you touch I have shadowed your light from those who wish to see I have drowned out your voice from those who wish to hear I have made numb those who wish to feel Forgive me father for i am not human

Final Walk
When the time comes and you make your final walk, what will you have to offer? Did you fight with knowledge or did you resort to violence? Did you praise a child or beat them while they cried? Did you help others in need or find it to much trouble? What will be your finest memory? A soft breeze while watching the sunrise or yelling at someone to get out of your way? Having dinner with a good friend or "Hamburger and fries to go please."? What will be your wish? To return to a world of wonder or be thankful that its over? What will be the reality? Life is to short,do not hold hate in your heart. Live with Love

Lifes Just Always In The Way....
Since I had just oh, so much time on my hand, I had a lot to think about life. But I had summed up my thought as one thing: Life just gets in the way sometimes. In life, we seem to just beat up ourselves because things didn't just turn out the way we have planned them to be or wish it it to be. We hope to do one thing, but instead it turns out to be the complete opposite of what we wanted it to turn out as. Such as life in general. We all wish to be successful and be happy and find "ourselves". No one can cheat you out of unlimited success but yourself. But we kick our own asses if we don't get there as fast as we wish we could. we see others who are doing great and think "fuck, why can't I be like them?" then we highten up our expectations for ourselves which makes us feel worse. I admit it's tempting to wish for the perfect life, the perfect parent, or the perfect job. But maybe the best that many of us can do is not quit and play the hand that life's dealt us, and accessorize

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on. Pooped on Chewed on Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

Say I Love You
One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You."

Whats Next?
umm forgive me if I ramble but I am pretty much half asleep now. I have been working like crazy so to save money and what not for my vacation time in june. I am really excited because I am going to go to Vegas to see my boyfriend. Not only that but its a celebration of growing up. I have never gone on a vacation with out my family. I am so excited not to mention that I have never been more serious, madly crazy head over heels in love with someone, who completely understands me and gets me as I am with this man. I am just so excited. I have been looking at plane tickets and trying to see if a friend or 2 wants to go, because after all what is vegas without friends? I am up for 2 raises at work which I am over due for and I am hoping that in july after I become certified I will get a promotion. All is right in the world of Jenn. I can finally say with certinty that I am happy.

Last Day
IF TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY IF TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY LAST DAY OF LIFE I WOULD WANT TO SEE THE LIFE I HAD LED SEE IT IN COLOR INSTEAD OF BLACK AND WHITE LOOKING AT EVERYONEI LOVE RECEIVING HUGS AND KISSES FROM ALL OF THEM HOLDING ALL OF THEM TIGHTLY KISSING MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER HOLDING MY SON WATCHING HIM RUN,JUMP AND LAUGH FOR THE LAST TIME! IF TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF LIFE I WOULD WRITE DOWN ALL THE THINGS ALL THE THINGS I NEVER DID AND ALL THE THINGS I WISH I WOULD'VE DONE MY WILDEST DREAMS BEING REVEALED LEAVING A STATMENT THAT WOULD TAKE EVERYONE'S BREATH AWAY FREEING MY DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS ONE LAST SHOCK FOR EVERYONE I WOULD WRITE A LIST OF GOODBYE'S IF TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF LIFE I WOULD TRY SOMETHIG NEW EVERY MINUTE TASTEING THE SWEET TASTE OF LIFE AND THE BITTER TASTE OF REGRETT A TASTE NOBODY WILL KNOW UNTIL THEY ARE ENBARKING ON THEIR LAST DAY I WOULD MAKE A LIST OF ALL MY APPOLO

Our Relationship - I Love It :)
I dont care that right now we are so far apart... I know in my heart we are strong enough to overcome that... we are meant to be together of that I am 100 percent sure! when we ARE married love we can look back on this and smile knowing it was WELL WORTH IT! I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL! you are my everything love you are my future, my soulmate and my destiny! I cant stop saying good things about you because they are ALL TRUE!! Ellaine you are FOREVER MINE AND I AM FOREVER YOURS!!! DEDICATED TO YOU IN MY ENTIRETY!! I LOVE YOU!

Hmm...
So, I'm recently single AGAIN! Everything I said in my last blog....I take back! I've re-evaluated my qualifications when it comes to men and it goes as follows: No kids...no baby mama drama! Has to have a great understanding of the American culture and the English language Has goals in life Respects people as well as himself IS honest and for god's sake I'm leave the mother fucker the first time he tells a significant lie!!! As for now....FUCK MEN! hahaha!

Drama Free?? Give Me A Fuckin Break
you know alot of lounges on here claim to be drama free, well that is such total bullshit, all they do is become breeding grounds for drama...and it seems that unless your part of a click u dont stand a chance..but its ok cuz karmas a bitch and she will have her revenge

The Essence Of The Journey!
A thought about what you are looking for in life...or in any man/woman...I understand you all have the right to look for a man/woman in an age range that suits your desires, however, do not close your mind to just that window, there is no garuntees that you will find a man/woman in that stage of life that has the maturity you are looking for, age is just a number in many cases. Look for what makes you happy in your heart and that you accept eachother as you each are with out changing the other to fit your bill of expectations. If or when a person decides to change it will and must come with in, while supporting them in that change is encouraged, however forcing the matter is not! It may come in plateaus in periods of time that the person is comfortable with, and if you truely love the person, set them free, if they come back to you or stay with you, it is meant to be. If the person does not come back, you have made a significant impact in their lives and be proud that you helped that

Was Just Thinking About The One I Lost
I was sitting here after a long night at work tonight and thinking about the people I have met since I acquired my account on here. I thought the most I guess about one guy in general and what happened between the two of us . . . it was my closure I think. I met this guy and I let myself open up to him more than I should have. I talked to him every night for months on end. I believed every word he told me. I felt for him when I had no real business doing so. Then, I lost him, I really never speak to him any more. He will say hello once in a while and that is it, not sure what the problem is. Here is what I was thinking though, since I need to let it go to move on . . . that is what I am doing for good now. I would have done anything for this man honestly, there were strong emotions involved and I have no idea how in the hell that happened honestly, but it did. This went on for months on end, talking all the time, endless thoughts of him, and listening to him tell me the s

Without A Car... Still!
Where was i when i last update? Ah yes, my car! Well, i've popped a valve in my car. I know! Im just not fucking winning am i! It's no fare! Fortuantly i can buy a reconditioned engine or head for it.. im just waiting for joel to check out how much damage i really did! So a.t.m i've got my mum's car *evil laugh* Yes! i have a new and zoomy little car. But it's a fucking pig stye inside! It's a 2003 model and i think mum got it in 2005, and she's enver cleaned it or washed the car since! DAMN IT! So i've finally gotten to clean in inside of the car properly and guess what!? Ok, just so you can understand this story; When mum was in the middle of the divorce with my father, she bought a few rings worth a couple of grand! Right? It filled both her hands up right? Now she had her 2 fave's; Her divorce ring which has a saphire, ruby and emerald with 9 diamonds set in 18 crt gold. Then she has a huge bling like ring with a citrine (i think). Now they are worth bout $2000 or so grand to

For A Friend
I wake up in the dead of night, screaming with fear, shaking with fright, there's no one to hold me, no one to care, damn it God why is life so unfair. The beatings where often, day and night,my poor little girl had to watch what daddy would do, not a day went by i was'nt crying , and holding her tight, she would see mommy all black and blue. The last beating i took, the worst by far, he beat me so bad, and locked me in the trunk of the car. My head was swollen, i was black and blue, i knew there was nothing i could do, i laid in the trunk quiet as a mouse, i heard him slam the door and go back in the house Thoughts started running through my head, Oh dear god , does he think i am dead, the space is cramped, so dark so small, all alone i begin to bawl, please don't hurt her, like you do me, oh God i can't see. I cannot see, i cannot breathe, damn you why did'nt i leave, i hear him coming, i hear the key, oh whats going to happen to me. The trunk l

When I First Seen Him!!
Well, Tonight I Finally Got To Meet The Man Of My Dreams...He Drove All The Way From Zephyrhills,Fla To Come And Seen Me(How Sweet...At First When He Told Me That He Was On His Way To Come And See Me I Didnt Believe Him And Then There He Was Right Before My Eyez...Looking Hot And Very Handsome..I Couldn't Help But To Wait For Him To Get Outta His Nice Ass Dodge Truck And I Gave Him A Hug Before Getting Into His Truck...We Talked And Shared Laughters As WE Went Out To The Beach, When We Got To The Beach, We Walked Out On The Pier And Shared More Laughters:) We Then Left The Beach And He Drove Me Back To My Home. We Then Got Outta His Truck And Talked Some More As I Was Checkin Out Those Hott Ass Sexy Blue Eyes That He Has..We Played Around And Joked A lil Before I Had To Go Home And Give My Sons A Bath...Well As I Was Getting Ready To Head To My House...I Gave Him Lots Of Hugs And A Kiss Before Going To My House...I Didnt Want To Let Him Go, The Feeling Of Holding A Sweet,Caring And L

This Is Not Cool
ok i tell you all something very im important this person is on cherrytap his name is xcwhitewolf0172 he has been herassing me on this site but also on my space. But if you what to know what he commented me he said he wish my father would die and my father is a is disabled and he did the most foul thing on my space he posted a bullshit bulliten about and put my home number and my cell number and my address on line so people can herass us so is you know this guy watch you self around him dont message him if he messages you dont message back.

A Love Story
A boy and A girl meet A boy and a girl fall inlove A boy and a girl have problems, and that isn't any fun A boy and a girl marry A boy and a girl have a son A boy and a girl get frustated,and now the fight's begun A boy and a girl keep living A boy and a girl keep going A boy and a girl keeps fighting,and now it affects the son A boy and a girl struggleing A boy and a girl keep sharing A boy and a girl keep fighting, what else can be done A boy and a girl make up A boy and a girl have fun A boy and a girl keep going at it, on no hide the gun!

An Appology For My Home Girls. (in Lyrics)
I don't mean to be so empty. I don't know what has got into me. What's made me not want to swallow. Even though I'm hollow. I don't mean to be such a downer. But I can't keep from drowning. Drowning in my own tears. In my own fears. I don't mean to be so depressed. But I can't seem to supress. Supress my emotions. I can't control them. I didn't mean to be so heart broke. But it's like I seem to be a joke. I just want to fukn choke, the life out of myself. I didn't mean to fall in love. I never wanted to settle for hugs. Hugs that made feel empty, even when she was with me. I don't mean to be such a nice guy. It's a part of me that I despise. Pathetic in my own eyes. I just wanna quit. I don't mean to be such an asshole. But you know that it won't last though. Because I'm to fukn giving and I hate recieving. I don't mean to be such a burden. I guess that I am just yerning. Reaching out for some help. I need to fix myself. I don't mean to appologize. But I just ca

Please Help This Child...pray
THIS PICTURE IS OF MY GRANDSON. HE WAS BORN 6 WEEKS PREMATURE AND IS NOW IN ICU FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE. HIS LUNGS ARE NOT FULLY DEVELOPED AND WE COULD REALLY USE PRAYER TO GET HIM THREW THIS. PLEASE PASS THIS ON AND PRAY FOR THIS LITTLE ANGEL. THANKS IN ADVANCE. NANA JO,PAPA ADAM, MOMMY POOKIE AND BIG SISSY NATALIE.

Yet To Be Seen
These are my thoughts, hopes, dreams, fantasies. All of who I am. Not every emotion is as it seems, fears, laughter, tears and joys. Thoughts of all that will be, if it is truely meant to be. All that I see feels like a dream. The questions of how and why? I have been broken, lost and scared. Now to travel a path of the unknown, I know that I must move foward and only glance back at all that was lost, to learn and create a life that will bring hope. The mistakes that I have made, only to be cast away. I will give all that I have if only to see you smile for one brief moment, all these feelings that I will forever keep buried deep within my soul. Do you feel the passion that could be, a connection that only lovers share? I sit here looking to the stars, wishing as a child does with the innocence and purity that has never been lost. I smile for my words are your art, to be taken and viewed as only you can see. I know that time will pass and happiness that was once lost sh

I Am A Submissive Woman
Submissive's Creed I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy and fulfillment in being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid, I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when He is with me. I know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me as I am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do I find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself in knowing that I have brought Him happiness. However, the

Fun Fun Fun:)
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

I Believe
I Believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitu

Wolves : Moon Dancer
wolves : Moon Dancer Body: Late one frosty morn a dream to us was surely born a big black stallion we did seek to gaze upon him made you feel weak! Out into the open he did run with joy to spirit life was fun until that faithful day of capture to fill our hearts with joy and rapture He stepped into our life with fear his eyes so wide like a frightened deer with nostrels blowing and hoofs prancing I saw in him the moon was dancing Ahh yes the perfect name for him moon dancer we will be friends so black and sleek his coat did shine with some care and love he will be mine our pride and joy at such a sight made our hearts and minds take flight our dream has come to us this day and in our lives he will forever stay! A part of history we have bought ledgends before him c

Tick Warning Scam
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times... but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list: If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warming weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! IT IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked!!!! LOL

Letting Go
Do you love someone so bad that you need to let them go, even tho it will tear you up inside. if u feel that u can not provide the things they need. even tho love isnt enough and knowing u r there always and wanting to love u forever but is better to let them go and knowing u had their love for a brief time. i know i will never be able to love again and not be with anyone else but maybe i need to let go and let them be happy

Fda Looks To Widen Antidepressant Warnings
FDA Looks to Widen Antidepressant Warnings -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Potential suicide risk would extend to 24-year-olds By Amanda Gardner, HealthDay Reporter Find More Health Highlights: May 6, 2007 Certain ACE Inhibitors Cut Elderly Dementia Risk Today's Health News WEDNESDAY, May 2 (HealthDay News) -- U.S. health officials recommended Wednesday that warnings about antidepressants and suicidal thoughts and behaviors be expanded to young adults up to 24 years of age. Currently, the so-called "black box warnings" on antidepressants only cover children and teens. The proposed label changes would note that studies have not found an increased suicide risk in adults older than 24, and people 65 and older have shown decreased risk of suicidality. The changes would also emphasize that depression and some other serious psychiatric disorders are the prime causes of suicide. U.S. Food and Drug Administration offic

My Poem Rosez
Not every rose is as beautiful as it seems, Not even with the happiness it supposedly brings, No matter how hard you try not to you still stare, Because special is a gift so unbelievable rare, The inside bursts with life and energy, Indeed glamorous and pretty, But inside it wilts away, More and more with each passing day, Although beautiful it too will someday die, So for a reason such as that make sure to love for what's inside, Look past the exterior to find the soul, That should be the ultimate goal, A moral lesson taught to you since you were born, Because even the most excuisite rose has at least one thorn.

Here It Is
k i will tell it to everyone i am a bi married women... i am not looking for men i am married and happily married... now yes i am looking for a women to get to know and then lets see what happens then... so if your a man please don't ask to be in my family it will not happen sorry its reserved for women and the couple of men i have on it now that have not tried to hit on me and like me as a friend sorry to be like this but my shout box is gitting way to full with request to see my family privite pictures wiht them being in the family privite that is what they are... so if your a women go ahead and ask and let me get to know ya men don't ask..... unless i can trust ya but then thats hard to do...

Interesting.......
Aussie Whore@ CherryTAP sometimes makes me wonder what kind of a site they run around here when they allow ppl to start up profiles slandering a person BTW SWEETSUZY (loving my haters) I KNOW IT FUCKIN YOU SO GROW THE FUCK UP u grease monkying bitch!!!!!!!!!

Hello To My Friends
i might not be on line all the time , any more so please bare with me ok , that my husband is giv ing me a time hen i can be on i hate it now , i am not happy here , but i have no other place to go . just got to ride it out . i hope you all have a better week then me , love ya all ci ndy

On Kids Computer 8am-3 Pm,m-f
Well my Computer Shit the Bed last night.Can't get on the Internet.On my Buddies Daughters comp this morning.Wicked Addiction going on now.Doesn't look like I'll be doing Comments today at all.If I'm found on this comp,all Hell to pay. Saturday Night was good for me,I took Kate on a Date we had Prime Rib.Then back to her place for much passion.then I went to my Fishing buddy Corey's house.Awoke sunday 4 am,was on the water for 5 am.Corey had awesome Luck 5 Lakers,4lb.smalley.2lb.4oz white perch.I got skunked again.I guess it's only fitting that my once upon a time student now outfishes his teacher on a regular basis.The thing is I had fun. Since I'm on this comp,I will try to do Maniacal Bliss's Salute photo.An do a new salute for myself as well. Hope all my Sweet Family members an a few Choice friends have an Awesome day today.Peace