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Be My Baby Tonight...
Yes I know it's a song lyric... but it fits me... But probably not for the reasons people would think... I have a friend (with benefits)... It's a strange but good friendship... Things are very warped with him... He has been around a bit this week... Helping me with the garage sale, moving, and just keeping me company... It's been really nice to have him around for all that... And I guess I've been using my "feminine charms" to get more help than he probably wanted to... I've been accused of doing this... but I don't realize I do it... (So I'm dense when it comes to guy-girl stuff... we already knew this) But anyway... We messed around this past weekend, and no I didn't disobey the doctors and have sex, it was interesting... and good enough... all things considered... But it was strange for me... He didn't know that the doctors don't want me to have sex (because of the prolapsed organs)... I was sooo frustrated with life and lack of sex I was willing t

You Seem To Know
You seem to know when I need someone You seem to know when it's the worst time to come in my life You seem to know when it's the best time to come in my life also times when I need a savior Times I need someone to tell me everything will be okay Tell me the things I need to hear You seem to know what to say You seem to know what to say to get me back Back in your life You seem to know what to say to make me forgive you To let you back in my heart Forgive you for all the pain you cause me You seem to know just when I'm at my weakest You seem to know when to jump in for the kill You seem to know the right things to say You seem to know that I would take you back Even after everything you have done to me what you don't seem to know I'm not letting that happen again

Emotions
How do people live with all these emotions I can't stand them All they do is hurt you Or someone close to you I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel cold in the heart I feel every emotion but happiness I don't want all these emotions They're taking over my life All I wanna do is cry I wann tell someone how I feel I can't since they will think I'm insain The worse feeling is not having someone to talk to They wont understand All I want to do is crawl up in a ball Cry all day long Can someone just help me Help me with all these emotions Can they make me happy I haven't felt that for some time I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel so cold in the heart I feel every emotions but happiness I don't want all these emotions They are taking over my life

I Hate My Life
Everyone hates me All they do is yell I hate my life Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me Why can't I have a normal life Why can't I ahve people who love me Don't cheat on me Everyone hates me Why live on threw life When no one likes you Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me It's hard to live on When no one loves you No one cares about you I hate my life Why can't it end I'm sick of everyone hating me Not liking me I hate my life It's time to end it

Feeling Kinda Lost...
so its really late... I should be fast asleep but i have so much on my mind and i have no idea where i dare to start ... I am so screwed emotionally and i have no idea where ever dare to start. I feel so lost with everything, things have been so busy and are going to continue to be busy ... manuvers coming up and i know i have a shit load i still have to do come morning i should be in bed... but my brain just refuses to shut off. I wonder if things will ever really start going my way or if simply i am fooling myself with false hopes. Wondering if i can be honestly happy or if thats just another fantasy... I wish i had some idea and i just wish i could spend one night where i didn't feel totally lost , not to mention alone. I cant help my brother with his situation , i cant even help myself ... I guess that leaves me screwed right? I wish i could get some proper sleep.... I doubt that will happen any time soon either. Anyone care to tell me i am not crazy? I would love to

Thinking
You look back in life and you think where did you go wrong and wish you would have never fucked up but you did and you just wish you could die.You wonder why you ended up like you did and you wish you could change it but you can't.You wonder why ppl do what they do and why they treat you like they do and then you remember what went wrong.You just don't understand life at all but all you know is you have a purpose but you don't know what it is at all.You ask what it is but know one can answer.You pray and sometimes you wonder if there really is a god and then you do believe in him till he lets you down.Ppl you love die and ppl you love get hurt and you just wonder what the hell happened and still no answer.

The Oil Shortage Yes That Explains It‎
THE OIL SHORTAGE A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in America. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ Alaska ~~~ California ~~~ Oklahoma and TEXAS ~~~ ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington DC

Women's Ass Study!
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses! I thought the results were pretty interesting: 10% of women think their ass is too little... 85% of women think their ass is too big... The other 5% say that they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway

Vampires:
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

My Best Kept Secret.
Breathe... I want you to gasp greedily. I want your body to arch with each deep desperate plea for life. Were you good for me today? Did you do your homework? Did it sink in? Leaving perfect little brands of where I've been. How I've infected your very being. How I've probed torn ripped and pryed my- way- inside- your sanctified... soft... pretty... perfect... World. And if anything COULD stop me now... Would you want it to? Or shall I invade...dirty...violate your world further? How will I entertain myself while you deliberate? Shall I take a tasting tour of your body... Pray to another one of your altars built on their bruised hearts... Shall I make love to you with only my eyes... make you squirm and beg... as the chains jingle a sweet lullaby for my

Sad..
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100 mph down the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. In the paper the next day the headline read: Motorcycle crashes into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes weren't working, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, and then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before it's too late...

Permeate
the earthy smell of rain is simmering, making the pavement smoke, smothering the existence of grime and fumes that previously wandered the air. and she's watching in wonder as the ground looks seemingly greener against an angry gray sky. her eyes flutter for a moment, taking in such a jagged breath, you'd think it was her last. but she keeps on as if it's for spite.

Quem Deus Vuit Perdene, Dementat Prius ( If You Can Translate This Saying Into English I Will Congradulate You) It Is Latin Goodluck.....
As i fall into my own dispair i see ur face looking back at me i see nothing in your eyes your a disease to me hurting me like the ones before i cant know you i cant bond with you, you are one i am not meant to know an the warnings are within me.... My heart shattered once again but i remember i have those i truly love an care for they are there for me through thick an thin i have bonded myself to them without problem it is only you that has what repels me... Ive seen too much in my days my eyes tell a tale of pain an misery but with you i cannot share this once again i am further from the norm then anyone could believe. My third eye forced open the pain the feeling of having my head in a vice as it grows tighter i see more an more i know more an more i feel what others feel the emotions the pain the fear it is all mine the insecurities we all share the lonliness but with you...i cannot take what you feel you are a disease to me that i can no longer pretend isnt harming me..s

Hmmm
hmm what to say apart from sorry to all friends, family and fans for not being around much the last few days. On a really slow connection isnt helping things, also not been feeling too well, couple of anniversaries of some bad events in my life are also pulling spirits down. Hugs to all my friends, do love you all.

Crazy Ass Night W/nick
Okay, Tonight I just couldnt wait anymore to see hot fuzz so tonight I dragged Nick with me and we saw it....afterwards we drove around Corvallis in a Huge Cady!!!! We went to Mc'ds and we decided we would pay with a $100 dollar bill and we got change back of $91.56 in $5 dollar bills and to top off the funniest night ever, We switched cars and drove one of the cars at my house that has a burnt out tail light and decided see how many times we would get pulled over well we got pulled over three times and 2 of the 3 cops that pulled us over laughed and told us to keep driving!!!! well now im wide awake and Pimpin out my music file with fresh new music and bored so if anyone wants to talk then hit me up!!!! ANYWAYS PEACE GANGSTA'S!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT MONDAY LIKE I DID!!!! ^_^ Yours Truly, ~TOMMY~

Just Want To Run!!!!!!
so much hurt.... so much death.... so much pain.... can't stand it!!! everywhere i go... when i'm awake... when i sleep... cant close my eyes... they're there... all of them... can't take it!!! want to scream.... need to cry... need to sleep... can't sleep... can't close my eyes.... so alone... so very alone... why?... no answer... just want to run.... just want to leave.... start over.... new life... new love... new me.... want it... crave it... need it... desperate... tears falling... throat raw... chest heaving... lost... afraid... numb.... angry.... grabs... screams... throws... shatters... blood... pain... uncaring... frustration... sleep... no sleep... cant close my eyes.... faces.... gaunt... empty... staring... no soul.... only shell... never ending.... always there... go away... i don't want to see... can't look... no choice... can't close my eyes... screaming... crying.... breaking down.... giving in.... want to run... cant run... nowhere to go... nowhere to hide.... start ov

A Huge Step Forward For Wicca
Good Morning and Hello there. A huge battle was won in the approval of allowing the Wiccan symbol on grave markers for the fallen soldiers. The VA finally approved this and the various families awaiting use of this symbol now will get their loved ones grave marker changed prior to Memorial Day. That is a good thing. To many believe too much in movies and the Hollywood silver screen far too often sights the Wiccan 5 pointed star as a sign of the Devil which is not true. The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA. Too many believe that their religion should be the only religion and I can not stress this point enough, that this is where the world differs and belief bashing starts. The pentacle has been added to 38 symbols the VA already permits on gravestones. They include commonly recognized symbols for Christianity, Buddhism, Islam a

Linkin Park To Perform On Snl On May 12
On Saturday, May 12, Linkin Park will be the musical guest on SNL, hosted by Molly Shannon! This will be their first TV performance of “What I’ve Done” before their album, Minutes to Midnight releases that following Tuesday on May 15. Be sure to check your local listing for the air time.

Winter In The Land Of Di
My friend..you tell me what a big heart I have and how giving I am. What happens when you wake up one morning and all you feel is cold and empty inside? Winter has entered my heart And i am content with that for now... Maybe tomorrow spring will return.. Who knows. But for now....its just cold.

Movie Review---disturbia
Sunday I went to see Disturbia with my son. Now bear with me, I am not good with names, but you have to see it to appreciate it. It starts out with the son coping with losing his father. So when a teacher brings it up, he punchs him in the face. He ends up getting 3 months house arrest, with the ankle bracelet. His mom cancelled his xbox live, his itunes...so he ends up watching the neighborhood. Enter fine young vixen next door, moved in from the city. He also notices an odd neighbor, that he rarely sees, and at first thinks nothing of him. On the news is a report of a missing girl, and that the last person seen with her has a blue Mustang. This neighbor does, with the same front left damage as reported. Thats when the festivities begin. The house arrest guy, the hot neighbor girl, and Ron the asian friend then start to watch this guy continuously. Throw in the mix a cop who is the cousin of the teacher he hit, and the story unfolds. I enjoyed it. There was good suspen

Sincere
FOLLOW THE RAVEN INTO THE SHADOW AND IT WILL LEAD YOU TO THE LIGHT, SPOKEN BY A WISE MAN/TRUE THOUGHTS CONCIEVED/A SHADOW RETREATS...BUT LIFE DOSENT HEAL,IT REVIELS THE LINES MADE YEARS AGO/SO..../IF I HAVE TO FOLLOW TO LEARN HOW TO LEAD THEN LEAD ME/...PERCIEVE ME AS A MAN...OR RELEASE ME WHEN U CAN/SO I FOLLOW THIS RAVEN TO FIND HEALTH AND VIRTUE/BUT IT HURTS YOU TO SEE ME STANDING TALL AFTER I FALL...A DARK MIND CANT FIND LIGHT IT YELLOWS LIKE OIL IT PURSUES TURMOIL/BOIL STRIFE START FIGHTS/CRAMMING FOR JOY AND JUSTICE..LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ME ON...ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT SEE NO MORE ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT FIND YOU....LEAD ON RAVEN I CAN SEE THE LIGHT/BUT DAMN THIS FIGHT IS HARD AND IM TIRED/TIRED OF ME TIRED OF YOU...LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ON.....

Anzac Day
What is ANZAC DAY? 25 April is ANZAC DAY here in Australia. A holiday. ANZAC stands for Australian and New Zeland Army Corp. WW1 and WW2 is what it is all about and all othere Aussie soldiers that have died protecting our wonderful country. I servered but was nothing happening when i served so i never got to go anywhere. I am sorry i never got to. Wish i had and when i served i wanted to. It is now after midnight so is now Anzac Day. I hope all our Anzacs and now serving members that are fighting for us now have a great day. To all the DIGGERS, now and before. I love you all.. Take care and be happy. Tony.

Get Real
so i just made a salute pic...anyways life is getting better everyday and i love it..i still feel like im in a box waiting to get out and be who im suppose to be...im in a world of my own, is there anyone else here with me?anyways fuck all the damn haters and the ones that think im fake, baby you just cant handle the mother fucking truth about me!!!!

A Golfer's Story
A Golfers Story An American golfer playing in Ireland hooked his drive into the woods. Looking for his ball, he discovered a little Leprechaun flat on his back, with a big bump on his head and the golfer's ball beside him. Horrified, the golfer got his water bottle from the cart and poured it over the little guy, reviving him. "Arrgh! What happened?" the Leprechaun asked. "I'm afraid I hit you with my golf ball," the golfer says. "Oh, I see. Well, ye got me fair and square. Ye get three wishes, so whaddya want?" "Thank God, you're all right!" the golfer answers in relief. "I don't want anything, I'm just glad you're OK, and I apologize." And the golfer walked away. "What a nice guy," the Leprechaun said to himself. "I have to do something for him. I'll give him the three things I would want... a great golf game, all the money he ever needs, and a fantastic sex life." A year went by quickly (as it does in stories like this), and the American golfer came back. On t

Hidden Sexual Talent...
You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

April 24,2007 Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Libra April 24,2007 Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. < - - - ok so this basicly tells me to put myself out there well i do that already so i dont see how that could possable make a diffrence within my life but hell theres a first time for everything right ,,lol

I'm Wanting To Start A Contest!
Okay, So I want to start a Contest but right now, I dont know what the hell i'm doing! I need some advice! What kind of contest should i do? Once you people help me decide that I will start it! So HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Also, will you you tell people about it?

Help Me Out In The Art Contest!!!!!
FRIENDS...FAMILY, AND FANS The art contest has begun!!! I'd sure appreciate all you comments, and help in winnin' this one. Click on the picture below, and bomb, bomb, bomb! THANKS A BUNCH FOR YOUR HELP!!!

I'm 86% Redneck
X the ones in the list below that you have done and then follow the instructions to find out how “Red Neck” you are. (X) shot a gun? (x) owned a gun? (x) hunted? (x) driven a truck (x) chewed tobacco? ....... 5 (x) gone camping? (x) listened to country? (x) owned a country cd? (x) fished? (x) worn a cowboy hat? 10 (x) worn cowboy boots? (x) ridden a horse? (x) seen a farm? (x) worked on a farm? (x) lived on a farm? 15 (x) fed a farm animal? (x) worn carhartt? (x) lived in a small town? (x) worked on a car? (x) seen a nascar race? 20 (x) been to a nascar race? (x) been to an oval track? (x) seen a demolition derby? (x) seen a figure 8 race? (x) talked on a cb radio? 25 (x)had a cb in your car? (x) seen smokey and the bandit more than 10 times? (x) watched the dukes of hazzard episodes? (x) owned more than two cars that don't run? (x) been to a junkyard? 30 (x) been in a ford vs. chevy argument? (x) gone cow tipping? () went frog gigging? (x) had

Fan Me.
Fan me or I'll poke you in the eye. Just kidding. I'm not wasting my poking prowess on lame fan thingies. As much as having people I don't know added to a list that means nothing appeals to me, I just can't muster up the energy to care enough to... you know... care. Or whatever. I need more sugar.

The News
Lawmakers open Tillman-Lynch hearing Questions about ex-NFL star's death, and rescue of Army private LIVE VIDEO Tillman-Lynch hearing LIVE VIDEO: The House Oversight and Government Reform Committee holds a hearing on the capture of Army Pfc. Jessica Lynch and the death of Army Cpl. Pat Tillman. NBC News Live WASHINGTON - Lawmakers on Tuesday were pressing the Pentagon with questions still hovering over the friendly fire death of one-time National Football League star Pat Tillman and the rescue of Pfc. Jessica Lynch. "We owe our troops the truth," House Oversight Commitee Chairman Henry Waxman, D-Calif., said in his opening statement, adding that "that didn't happen" with these two cases. In the Tillman case, a key question is whether a military Predator drone was flying overhead when he was killed on April 22, 2004, in Afghanistan and if so, did it videotape the incident?

What The Hell Is With " You Have Reached Your Daily Limit For Ratings"
I thought this site was all about meeting new people and rating their photos, so what is with the limit on the number of photos you can rate in a dam,n day

Im Not Your Fucking Gf Anymore Rc
you were my best friend when were kids fucking around in highschool you helped me through a lot off shit ..but there were things you werent there for ..and really awful things you couldnt protect me from like adam parker that fucking asshole rapist monkey mother fucker or even my mom but you were here for me lat at night when i needed a ride or when i needed a place to stay or needed a ride home from the doctors or when i was sad and i just didnt want to be alone ..hell i even put you as my emergency contact when i worked at the club lol so if anything happend and i was naked and couldnt drive or something youd have to pick me up haahaha ..but im not girlfriend, im not your midnight booty bitch, im not your drug connection... i dont want to talk to you about the people i date and then have you high 5 me for having sex i dont want to hear about your adventures double teaming evans girlfriend. dont call me at midnight to let you know who you can buy a sack from ..dont come up to me at re

Somthing I Wrote
the dawn of the wolf under a new rising moon blood stained tears cloud my horizons as i think about what to do soul dead and buried heart dead and blue all you need to know is that i,ll never love you bitterness and rage and a coming of age demons talk by the window ur human slaves and ur dirty ways i think i dont want to touch you these brand noways and my demon stays nevermind..i think that i,ll fuck you - the messiah-

My Horoscope For The Day!
Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. hummmmmm makes you wonder...hugs

A Special Someone
Once and awhile someone comes along, who fills your heart, with an endless song. They make the sun shine on darkest days, and paint a rainbow, over the cloudy greys. They can make you smile when you frown, knowing how to lift your spirits, when down. Their shoulders are broad, and freely given, until troubles weighing you down have risen. They listen intently, to all you need to say, then find the words, to ease your pain away. Their words of comfort, dry all of your tears, and renew your strength, to calm your fears. Whenever you need someone they are there, just wanting you to know, that they do care. In knowing this, it makes your world brighter, and any troubles you face, that much lighter. When this special someone finds your heart, they touch your life, and become a big part. It's a blessing you are given from God above, as it brings to your heart, a special gift of love.

"dragon"
"Dragon" Oh, dark, distant blood o' mine; feeling no pain Guiding those demons into your vein Drifting far away; lost in those dreams Swallowed by the dragon ruling your brain A place here on earth; no, not your tea Searching for a way to set the Devil free Finding your faith in a magic white dust The only remedy you knew how to trust Secrets that you carried- Deep into the ground Answers that you sought, Would never be found Losing all the battles Before they even started You seemed so in a hurry, To walk with the departed Those eyes, they never opened Tell me, what did you fear Filled up with such illusions, Like you don't belong here You knew all along, it wasn't your place All they had to do was look at your face Saw all the lines that made it so clear One more battle with the dragon was near Oh, dark, distant blood 'o mine, feeling no pain Living for those demons inside your vein Things never changing; always the same Can't slay the dragon ins

.tuesday.morning.
so. finally bought Monkey a toddler bed. she screams at it. so i tricked her. put her to sleep in her sisters room...n after she passed out...moved her... worked pretty well...there was no screaming this morning. which makes me smile inside. im revisiting the whole quitting smoking thing. i think its only fair. specially since we're gonna have moms living with us...and she's a recent non-smoker...even if i was a strictly outside smoker it would be too much temptation for her...and i dun wanna ruin that...cuz im really proud of her. so today is cutting down. cuz cold turkey is the devil. i know people who've done it...and it amazes me...cuz i just dun have the willpower or something when it comes to that...i do much better with the taper off...cuz eventually its like...ehh whats the point. it'll be a slow process...but from what i hear its worth it. Monkey thinks the kitchen cabinet under the sink is for sitting in...which is perfectly fine...until she closes the d

Poem For My Dad
DAD My dearest dad 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Dad, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day... I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD

Poem For Dad
God Gave Me An Angel God gave me an angel right here on earth, He taught me my values and gave me self worth, He guided me through life with his wisdom, God's light, He steered me from wrong, and lead me toward right. He stood by my side when things were rough, He taught me in bad times we need to be tough. He was always there when I needed him throughout all my years, He laughed with me in happy times, and comforted my tears. My angel on earth was sent from above, God paid him not in wages, but with eternal love. He was my confidante, my rock, my protector, Then God decided his job was through, We all cried sitting on the pew He need not a halo, or silver wings of grace, For the glory of God's love shines upon his face. My Guardian angel can be replaced by no other, He was gods gift to me - I call him my father.

Poem For Dad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

Poem To My Wife
IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with You

Need A Little Help Please
Hello friends, family, fans: I'm on a doctor ordered R&R vacation. Visiting relatives in Ohio. I'm only able to be online a few hours a day and it is killing me. You all know how addicted I am to the Tap. So R&R isn't going to do me any good. LOL. So I'm asking for a little help with my contest. I need rates and comments. Whatever you can do to help me out to keep ahead of the game. I thank you in advance for your help. Here is my link. I love you all bunches. Muwahzzzzzz.

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

For My Grandmother
GRANDMA God needed one more to fill the empty space, he looked around the world and saw your sweet face, when you stopped breathing, we knew you were gone, you went so peacefully, so we knew you chose the right home, we knew your skies weren't so blue, and the roads were getting too tough for you, but you fought that fight, and you did the best you could do, the best part was you didn't die alone, the day God brought you home. We Miss You Grandma

Inspirational Sayings
Inspirational Sayings By: Sean Bates love is not about being in love with the perfect person, its about loving an imperfect person in a perfect way. Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. "

Poem I Wrote For A Friend Of Mine
I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES

My Super Mom
Alot of things have been going on lately. For example I just found out not that long ago that my mom has cancer. I am scared, but I have to be strong for her. It's hard, because I usually think of the bad even though I try not to. I lost my grandmother October 14, 2005 and I don't want to loose my mother too. Although my grandmother didn't die from cancer. It's still scary and heartbeaking. The people I love keep leaving and I don't know what I would do if my mother left me too. I guess only time will tell what will happen next. I just wish my mother could be better and not have all these problems she has now. If I could I would take all the problems she has and not let her suffer. Ever since she was 33 years old she has had MS and she has other problems along with that as well. I cant spell all of them, but I know they hurt her. My mom is a strong women and she fights her problems every day. My mom is definatley my HERO! She gives even though she may not have, she will help so

For Another Friend
If I could catch a rainbow If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you, And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue. If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own. A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone. If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea. But, all these things, I'm finding, are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain, or catch a rainbow fair; but, let me be, what I know best, A Friend, who's always there. I promise to defend you, should the occasion ever rise, And, I promise to wipe away the tears, which might stream from your weeping eyes. Let me be the trusted Friend, the one that you know best. I will never leave you, on that, you can surely rest.

Fanning
I've seen posts that say if someone fans you, you should fan them back. In good conscience I can't fan someone who has nothing stashed. If I fan someone I want to have a good reason to come back to their page. I want to find jokes, vids, surveys, and/or lots of art. Those whom I fan are very special and have worked very hard to earn it.

Child Safety Tips - Tips For Parents
Preventing Child Abductions The majority of children reported missing each year are runaways or the objects of custody disputes. In fact, a child is much less likely to be abducted than to be in a car accident; however, media attention would lead people to believe that child abduction is quite common. Of the children that are abducted, 25 percent are taken by strangers; most abducted children are taken by someone they know. Small children are at particular risk of being victimized. They are taught to respect adults, to be polite, not to question older people, and certainly not to yell or fight. In addition, they are easily swayed by offers of food or treats. Their small size also makes it easy for someone to physically abduct them. When a child is reported missing, law enforcement agencies become involved. It is essential to report a missing child to law enforcement immediately. Many states have Amber Alert systems that rapidly notify the public when a child has been abducted

My Heart Is Doing Cartwheels Of Joy
You made me complete with one look in your eyes. You told me of what is to be. You looked in my heart and found nothing but love. You allowed me to become a daddy :). Nothing can touch what I feel right now. Im addicted to you and our love. Regardless of what has become of my past. I can now look at something above. Something that means the world to me after losing the world I once had. You are my life and I love you to death. Thank you for letting me become a dad. I love you with every ounce of my soul, my heart, my life. Theres just no way I could not let you in so yes, I would love you as my wife. 7 and a half more months and then the light will shine. Everything is coming together. Im so thankful you are mine.

Erotica: Morning Maintenance
He called to wish her a good morning and found her half-asleep and half-aroused. She reported that she was just laying there thinking of him and wishing that he were home. They chatted about the small details of life for a few minutes, until her soft sighs and whispers distracted him completely. She was a very sensual woman and he found her morning passion hot and inviting. She heard a wisp of passion in his voice and deliberately lengthened her next sigh and stretchy yawn. Then she bubbled with laughter and scolded her cat for opening the drapes and exposing her naked body to the world at large. He felt a rush of blood heat the length of his cock and felt it stir as memories of her body, naked and dappled in sunlight, burst across his sight. He loosened his clothing and sat back resigned, feeling an erection slowly start. He closed his eyes and let the vision of her moving languidly, stretching and softly touching herself simmer in his mind. He wished briefly for a phone with

Hello...
just wanted to say I haven't been on in awhile.Went on a vacation to see family...thank you to everyone who visited my page and the nice comments and ratings...I appreciate the love...have a great week...I posted a few more pics hope u enjoy them.

Stupid Survey ..lol I Was Bored
myspace ♥ surveyBASiC iNF0name:Kristin nicknames:babygirl or krissy age:24 birthday:10/31/82 location:S.C school/grade:working on my BSN here and there backgrounds:** looks behind me ** a wall ? siblings:ister and brother straight/bi/gay: aint no crookedness here straight as a pin job:Nurse APPEARANCEhair color:dark brown eye color:brown height:5' 5" ethnicity:native american and irish label:tomboy/southernbelle look like a celeb:of course IMa "SUPERSTAR" dye your hair:nopeeee have bangs:when I wanna have braces:nopeee wear glasses:so far nope wear contacts:colored at times piercings:ears and belly tattoos:hugeeeee one across my ass bigger one across my boobs favoritescolor:blues movie:Shrek tv show:hmm that 70s show ... whos line is it .. american Idol ... House ... animal:horse food:anything

I Can't Wait
I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I THINK OF YOU WHEN THE MORNING COMES AND THE NIGHTIME GOES AWAY (ALL DAY) DON'T YOU EVER THINK THAT WE WON'T BE OKAY (NO WAY) THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING ME FROM LOVING YOU TOUCHING AND RUBBING AND KISSING AND HUGGING YOU WHAT'S THIS FEELING TAKING OVER ME BABY THAT'S LOVE AND IT AIN'T NO STOPPING IT I DON'T KNOW AS FAR AS THE EYES CAN SEE PICK UP THE PACE AND IT AINT NO DROPPIN IT ALWAYS FOREVER I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE YOU'RE MY BONNIE I'M YOUR CLYDE THAT'S THE WAY THAT ITS GONNA BE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU AND YOU IN LOVE WITH ME I CAN'T WAIT SIT DOWN AND TALK FOR A MINUTE GO OUTSIDE AND TAKE A WALK FOR A MINUTE IT'S YOU AND ME I CAN'T WAIT I CANT WAIT I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU WILL LOVE ME ENDLESSLY (FOREVER) IF THIS GOES OUR WAY MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE (ETERNALLY) YOU HAVE SET MY MIND MY LOVE MY HEART SO FREE TOGETHER FOREVER HOWEVER JUST YOU AND ME WHAT'S THIS FEELING TAKING OVER ME BABY THAT'S LOVE AND IT AINT NO

Does The Nice Guy Really Finish Last?
We have all have heard the expression "Nice guys finish last", but is that really that really what is going on? I have to tell you as a nice and more than a little shy guy, it sure seems that way. Still I am fairly sure that there is more to the situation than one sees on the surface. It is my theory that it isn't that the nice guy finishes last, it is that he is running a race no one is interested in. The nice guy does everything that is expected in dating. He pursues, he asks the lady out, he is polite, and he acts like a gentleman. He puts his best foot forward and tries to impress the lady. It is my experience that the last part is where things break down for him. Many of the ladies that I have dated tend to spend an enormous amount of ensuring that you are not a reincarnation of the last man that hurt them. No kidding, I have had dates break down into 'interviews' by the ladies that the Office of Homeland Security' would envy. I half expected them to pull out a clipboa

Just Chillin To Mother Natures Music
I am really enjoying the great massive thunderstorms we are having today! got sent home from work 2 hour early because they didn't want anyone in the store room in case of tornados. I am not really scared of tornados but I do have alot of respect for their power. you just have to get out of their way or get underground! I love the thunder and lightning...hell yeah, it's just mother nature rocking out! so sit back and enjoy the ride!

Impeach
it`s a shame he and cheney haven`t been impeached for starting an immoral and senseless war to profit the oil and defense industries on baseless lies and propaganda. they did it by taking advantage of an american public that was rightly outraged by 9/11. the attackers were saudi arabians and masterminded by an afghani, not one tie to iraq ever.but the bush family has been friends with the ruling saudi family for 40 years,did even 1 bomb fall there?was 1 rifle fired there? hell no !!!!!!!! we now have over2,000 dead young american soldiers and almost 25,000 seriously maimed and injured not to many god knows how many will suffer from untold psychological trauma.yes that toll is as heavy as the physical injuries,i know this from experience,knowing many viet nam era vets and also meeting many in VA hospitals. the katrina response! loss of civil liberties! illegal wiretapping! spying on antiwar activist !halibutons obscene war profits!we are in a war on terror and OUR president leaves the

Can't Live Life No More
MY LIFE IS NOT WHAT I LIKE IT NEED TO BE AND I WISH I CAN JUST DIE AND WHY DO EVERY ONE I MEET. THEY DON'T WANT TO DO NOTHING AT ALL WITH I HAVE BEEN OKBEFOR I MEAT SOME SHE KNOW HOW SHE IS NOW I CAN'T LOVE NO MORE. BYE ALL

From Sheri
I Must.....FROM SHERI Body: I must listen more than I talk. I must be facinated more than I am frustruated. I must "walk the walk" more than I "talk the talk" I must see the cup as half full, more than half empty. I must help more than I hinder. I must beleive in myself more than I doubt myself. I must act more than I react. I must care more than I ever have in the past. I must love more than I ever have in the past. I MUST BE POSITIVE.

Wake Up Calls
usually come at the worst time.. today with some help I realize that i'm not living the life i should I'm doing things that I shouldn't and I'm not hitting my main goals in life for such a strong person suposably I'm such a weak individual i've turned into the cliche teenager and done things I swore never to. I realize i need to get away from everything for a while i need to stop and look at life and how things should go. I'm auditioning for AMDA in two months and yet i'm still being retarded. my family no longer looks at me the same they look at me as if i'm a lost wondering child that they have never laid eyes on before. I've let down so many people with just this one action that i don't know how to face things at the mmoment. I know i'll pull through but I don't know how I'm going to do it!!! right before graduation and everything will be ripped away.. yummm don't you love days like today

The Fish
Today I had to go to walmart ughh . Anyway I bought a beta for my 3yr . when we got home we treated the water and put him in his new home. I fed the fish and then went into the kitchen to clean up the mess I made washing the rocks. I turned around and my son poured all the food in the small tank. I had to reclean the tank. A few mints later my son sticks his hand in the tank.I told him he was going to kill the fish he started screaming saying im sorry. We'll then a hour later he goes and puts a wipe in the tank trying to clean it. So I had to clean the tank again and then dropped the fish down the sink eeekk i know. Anyways the fish is in his tank alive and my son is asleep. Now I'm just wondering if the fish will make it till tommorow. Fish don't have 9 lives like cats.

Untitled #3
I wake up in the morning my fiance still asleep. I go in to the living room and turn on the T.V. They say its suppose to be sunny out today but i don't know how thats going to happen when it's cloudy and looks like it is going to rain for the third time this week. So i change the channel to cartoons. The Flintstones are on. You know the one were Dino locks him out of the house at night and he tries to open the door, when he could just go threw the window since they haven't invented glass yet. I go into the kitchen and make some coffee and start my usual Saturday morning breakfast. Pancakes, sausage, toast, and eggs. He usually doesn't get up till about 30 minuets after I do. I'm in the living eating. His food getting cold his coffee still hot he comes in and joins me. We start to talk about what we are going to do today. Giving each other suggestions. I finally go back into the bedroom and start getting dressed. I put on my socks,my pink thong, my tight jeans that show my ass, and my

"friends With Benefits"
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you. The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to answer Go on do it!!!

*does Her Happy Dance* Things Are Looking Up!
FINALLY! after months of heart ache. Well ok a week but it felt like months. Things are FINALLY looking up. Ive been looking for a lap dog. Either a chihuahua or a pom. Something that would be easy for me to take care of. FINALLY! Im getting one today. A chihuahua after all this time. A cute little chihuahua, it doesnt even bother me that thats the same type of dog that my ex fiance has. I thought it would be hard for me to have the same type of dog. But his dog meant the world to me. She felt like my own little baby to. So, it actually feels good to get my own baby. Even if it is the same kind of dog. Ill love it i mean come on its gotta be cute right? lol I'll add pictures as soon as I get it and I level up lol. How does the name Engel sound? Its german for Angel. Yes ill come out now and confess angel is the name of my ex fiancess dog. Thats why I went with the german saying.

Strawberry-black Walnut Shortcakes
Prep: 35 minutes Bake: 8 minutes Cool: 10 minutes 5 to 6 cups sliced fresh strawberries 1/2 cup sugar 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 1/2 cup butter or margarine 1 egg, lightly beaten 2/3 cup milk 1 tsp grated orange peel 1/2 cup chopped black walnuts Sweetened Whipped Cream (recipe follows) 1. In bowl, combine berries and 1/4 cup of sugar; set aside. In another bowl, mix flour, the remaining 1/4 cup sugar, baking pwder and salt. Using pastry blender, cut in butter until mixture resembles coarse crumbs. In a small bowl, combine egg, milk and orange peel; add to flour mixture. Stir until moistened. Stir in nuts. 2. Drop dough into 8 to 10 mounds on ungreased baking sheet; flatten each slightly with back of spoon. Bake in 450 degree oven 8 to 10 minutes, or until golden. Transfer to a wire rack; cool 10 minutes. 3. Using a serrated knife, cut each in half horizontally. Carefully lift off top l

Po-po
Well shit...i got pulled over the other day and was speeding. 83 in a 70 haha. ok not so funny anymore. My ticket, I just found out, is $196.50. I'm so pissed. OMG. Stupid ass police people in Delta...Middle of nowhere!!!!

Do I Really Care?????
Ughhhhhhhhhh People can be a pain in the ass :(((( Just because they remove you from their family or their my space and / or even messenger they think its going to hurt my feelings. yes it bothers me. being removed for no fecking reason. I post more that any of the other bimbos on this one persons site. I really try not to bother anyone i have on messenger, only when i need too. but why have them on messenger if your not ever going to talk to them? right?? yes Also the my space shit, people dont fecking post there anymore. i hate my space.i just have it beacause of a breast cancer site thats on there that has regular auctions, and donated everything to the susan g. komen breast cancer fund. so thats why i am on there. but this removing from family, messenger just fecking stupid. I dont fecking care anymore. Go ahead , i will remove you too. No big deal. I rather look at nekkid pics of some hot guy. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok i am better now.

St. Louis Gooey Butter Cake
Prep: 20 minutes Bake: 35 minutes 1 cup all-purpose flour 3 tbsp granulated sugar 1/3 cup butter 1 1/4 cups granulated sugar 3/4 cup butter, softened 1/4 cup light-color corn syrup 1 egg 1 cup all-purpose flour 1 5-ounce can evaporated milk (2/3 cup) Powdered sugar (optional) 1. In a medium bowl, combine 1 cup flour and 3 tablespoons granulated sugar. Use a pastry blender to cut in 1/3 cup butter until mixture resembles fine crumbs and starts to cling. Pat mixture into the bottom of a 9x9x2-inch baking pan; set aside. 2. For filling: In a mixing bowl, beat 1 1/4 cups granulated sugar and 3/4 cup butter with an electric mixeron medium speed until combined. Beat in corn syrup and egg just until combined. 3. Add 1 cup flour and evaporated milk alternately to beathen sugar-butter mixture, beating until just combined after each addition (batter will appear slightly curdled). Pour into crust-lined baking pan. 4. Bake in a 350 degree oven about 35 minutes, or unti

Whats Up Cherry Friends
Hey there sweeties... I wanted to tell u to check out my new sc pics today me in my red slut dress on the pool table being naughty like always. http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (only adults ) Have a tingling tuesday my naughty friends..Lorie Courtesy of MsTags.com

Sweetest Tat Contest
Im holdin my very first contest or tryin to an id love to get atleast 10 entries for sweetest tat contest males an females welcomed....i will start it once i get 10 contestants an self bombin is allowed an other bombin is allowed....prizes will be rolex first place 2nd place diamond ring or mens ring 3rd place will be diamond earrins or mens bracelet pls send me the link to ur pic an i will get it tyvm Just click my pic below and send me your pic so we can get this contest started: rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows' on '2007-04-24 12:28:59') (repost of original by '*** Lovin The Cherries *** (**CoUnTrY fUk** CT Wife)' on '2007-04-24 12:40:00') (repost of original by 'DJ WYLDONE TBR~BARTENDER&~The Ace Cafe Ass. manager(Ace2's stalker and playtoy)' on '2007-04-24 12:40:47') (repost of original by '*** L

Desire
Vulnerable seeps into my mind, breathing hurts and itches my throat. My cold hands yearn to grab on to you. My body twitches and bends, leaning for comfort. Vision blurs and heart beats quicken. I hiss for relief. Falling into a never ending, swallowing, thrusting, and sweaty pool of exhaustion. I want to scream. As you clench on to me and perfection fits elegantly, I shiver. I am whole, we are one, and I am consumed.

Blah Blah I Hate Rain
So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well

Yoga
Two old women were talking and exchanging notes on their sexual activities. The first old woman told the second old woman that sometimes she gets her husband "in the mood" at night by getting totally naked, lying in bed, and putting her two legs behind her head yoga style. The second old woman thought that was a great idea, so that night, when her husband went into the bathroom to get ready for bed, she got totally naked and began the process of putting her two legs behind her head. The first leg was kind of tough to put in place as she was a bit arthritic but she finally got it in place. She had an even tougher time with the second leg, so she rocked herself backwards until she finally got it behind her head. However, she had rocked just a little too hard so that she flipped slightly backwards and got stuck with her butt sticking straight up in the air. It was just then that her husband came out of the bathroom. "Nellie!" he exclaimed. "For heavens sake, comb your hair and pu

A Good Come Back
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will. The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward, putti

~ Minn. College Under Fire Over Tax-funded Muslim Foot Baths ~
Don't know about you but i am getting tired of this kind of chicken shit kiss there ass BullShit!!!! You can't even Pray of there fucking campuses but yet the Muslims can 5 times a day and now were gonna build them a dam foot wash. Give them a room by them selfs and if you get caught washing your dam feet in a public sink kick you ass outta college. "Columnist Katherine Kersten of the Star Tribune in Minneapolis reports that the Minneapolis Community and Technical College "is making plans to use taxpayer funds to install facilities for ritual foot-washing" since many Muslim students have been using restroom sinks to wash their feet before prayer. However, Kersten says the same school that is going out of its way to accommodate Muslim students has in the past banned various religious practices related to Christmas, including Christmas music." http://www.onenewsnow.com/2007/04/minn_college_under_fire_over_t.php

Lets Help Out Tia!!!
Hey everyone, My awesome kickass friend Tia is in a contest and could use our help...She has entered her Witch's Tree Of Power Tat into a tattoo contest...All help is greatly appreciated and returned!! Thanks everyone that can help out!!! Juniper

Rebellions Of A Misunderstood Sheep-hater
My cousin, the sheep. What a stupid name! Goat sounds more manly, more to the point. But he gets all the attention. Oh, sure, I'm the more attractive. Still, he's the sweet one, the good one, pure. On the other hand, I am the devil's pet. I get a bad reputation because I have horns and a beard. What a bunch of bull! No, wait a minute, a bunch of sheep. At least I don't go naked every spring. Why is he so special? We both speak the same language.

~*love*~
Love isnt just something that everyone can get love is something that one has to earn from one an other i am so happy that i got mine from someone very specail and that he has his from me. I wouldnt know were id be some times if it wasnt for him. He stands at my side as i stand at his and it makes the world spin with each moment liveable. If someone were to see us together they would see that we do mean the world to each other and that we push all the haters and the drama people out of our way and make it all work and to that i couldnt be happier. I want to say thanks to a great man and he knows who he is, SO thank u Hunnie from the bottom of my heart I love u more and more each day Im closeing now thanks all for reading my blogs please feel free to comment and tell me what u think of some of them ~*Mandie*~ His heart is mine and my heart is his and we carrie our love for each other

New Movies And Stomach Aches
Yeah.. I am not feeling well today... and I am watching a few new movies... I watched Taj the new Van wilder movie.. it wasnt all that good.. I watched Dane cook in employee of the month it was great and now I am watching turistas.. its kinda dumb...but...My bf went to play basketball and I am now home alone.. BORING...well later people

Complete!!
~Without the sun, my days lack its shine and are incomplete ~Without the moon, my nights have no glow and are darkly incomplete ~Without my left, I refuse to go right ~Without a reason to look up, i fear looking down. For I am unaware of what I might see ~Without the sudden urge to stop, I am confused and always on the go!! ~Without the strength to go ahead, I am always left behind ~Without you in my life, all that I am cannot be!! ~Because I realize that with you in my life I am truely Complete!!!

Limits On Pic Rating
Now Hear This, Putting limits on pic rating is fucking annoying. I should be able to rate anyone I want whenever I want, for the simple pleasure of being able to let someone know "hey, I was here, and thought you were cool." If it's a points thing, then, well, STOP dolling out points with the ratings! Or limit the frigging points, hell I don't care... That is all.

Showers
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: * Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. * Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. * Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. * Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. * Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. * Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. * Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. * Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. * Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. * Shave armpits and legs. * Turn off shower. * Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. * Spray mold spots with Tilex. * Get out of shower. * Dry with towel the size of a smal

Playmate Wanted
whats a gal gotta do to meet a bi chick nowadays? Dont want to put an ad on a swingers site, will only get couples.. Dont want to put an ad on AFF, would prolly get men hoping to hop into the duo.. Tried the online bootycall thing, but cant really put out there what u are looking for, thats more like putting a worm on a hook and letting it sit with a bobber.. All I want for christmas is a gal friend to party with, if she's bi even better, we could keep each other company when theres no wenis around or even share a lil wenis from time to time. Open to suggested sites,.. just something to ponder..

Why We Love Kids!
1. A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her pupil. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. You did WHAT ???" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "You know,"explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move." 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later...."Da-ad...." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." Five minutes later: "Da-aaaad.." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??" I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" Five minutes later....."Daaaa-aaaad....." "WHAT!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?" 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him "How do you expect to get into Heaven

The Death Of The 1337!
First off, it started when I looked out my window at sunrise. From my window I can look out over the Pacific ocean. The sun that rose over the Sierra Nevada behind me shaded the intensity of the colors but reflected the perfect shade of pink and orange into my room. A swirling bath of lavender, midnight blue and a cheerful pink merged on my navy blue bedsheets. It is usually the sound of the cooing baby in the oak crib next to me who wakes me up; reminding me I am a mother and I have a multitude of tasks set before me - even before the sun rises. However, it was the soft breathing of his pink, chubby body that soothed me to just stare helplessly out the window. I find myself smiling. Not because I find his crooked little expression of release amusing, but because the connection I feel to something so small; so invalidic, fufills my deepest holes. His bright green blanket, that clashes horribly with his baby blue motif, twists as he squirms out the last bit of restlessness left in hi

Field V. Wilson (lacrosse Game)
whoot!! we won!! my sister this year transferred from Field (a private school) to Wilson (a public school) and she plays on their lacrosse team. we just played them (it wasnt an official game sadly) and normally we loose by a lot, cept we won this year! it was 11 - 9, us ^_^ the only problem is that we ended up breakin down on defense some cuz no one was talking or callin out numbers...plus wilson is REALLY fast. i played most of the game (surprisingly!) and now i have shin splints like CRAZY. but it was completely worth it. even better, my sister plays offense and i play defense. at one point, in the 2nd half, i double teamed and she couldnt get a shot. then one of our own accidentally flicked it into the goal when she meant to roll it to our goalie. other than some physical pain, i'm happy...and allergic to the outside world lol. homework sucks...and i have so much due tomorrow!! :( i still havent done this 4 page paper that was due last friday...and my teacher i

Poem In Record Time...enjoy! ;)
the time is 4:38pm....This will be done in 5 mins... ALONG THE BARREN PATH HOLDING THE HAND OF YOU LOST IN THE DEEP DARKNESS OF YOUR TOUCH SURROUNDED BY THE WARMTH THAT IS YOUR BEAUTY TENDER KISSES I LAY UPON YOUR LIPS SWEET AND INVITING EVERY LAST ONE HOW CAN YOU MEASURE THE STRENGTH OF A HEART WHEN IT HAS BEEN BROKEN SO MANY MANY TIMES DO THE GODS' PLAY A MOCKERY OF MY SOUL ALLOWING THE PAIN OF YOUR MEMORIES TO FLOOD MY TORN EMOTIONS AND YET, AS THE SUMMER WINDS BLOW ACROSS THE PLAINS AND CARESS YOU TATTERED BODY I AM ALONE AGAIN TO WEEP IN YOUR ABSCENCE; HALLOWED TEARS NOT OF SORROW OR PAIN BUT FOR THE GENTLE LOVE YOU GAVE ME ALWAYS. *i hope you all like it and the time is 4:43pm*

Moaning/venting
A lot of people keep telling me that this year is going well for me. Really fucks me off when they say that, like they totally forget everything that's happened and I could do the same. You know that The Damned song, 'I Just Can't Be Happy Today'? that's been me really for 2007. 2006 was a great year for me, I was such a happy positive person, I honestly believed that anything was possible. Never thought I'd be right. I feel like I'm losing tough with people. My relationship with my grandmother which used to be quite mother/daughter.. has now become non-existant. It's all down to me though, I know it's my fault but I don't want to change it. Nice. That's exactly what I'm getting at, people used to be able to tell me that I'm a great person and I'd believe them. Now I know for a fact that I am a nasty, spiteful, pessimistic piece of shit. So I can't believe them. I won't believe them. I can admit I am good at certain things, like drinking, writing, hair color lol. ~The tr

Before U Buy That New Light Bulb???
http://www.wnd.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=55213 WASHINGTON – Brandy Bridges heard the claims of government officials, environmentalists and retailers like Wal-Mart all pushing the idea of replacing incandescent light bulbs with energy-saving and money-saving compact fluorescent lamps. So, last month, the Prospect, Maine, resident went out and bought two dozen CFLs and began installing them in her home. One broke. A month later, her daughter's bedroom remains sealed off with plastic like the site of a hazardous materials accident, while Bridges works on a way to pay off a $2,000 estimate by a company specializing in environmentally sound cleanups of the mercury inside the bulb. With everyone from Al Gore to Wal-Mart to the Environmental Protection Agency promoting CFLs as the greatest thing since, well, the light bulb, consumers have been left in the dark about a problem they will all face eventually – how to get rid of the darn things when they burn out or, worse yet,

Time To Go To The Press
I've decided that regardless of my recent court win in regards to my child support modification that it is time for me to take this to the press.After this long 4 1/2 year ordeal and lies being spouted by local and state levels.. I've had enough and it's time for this to go public.Something needs to be done.. although it may be too late for me I am hoping to save other custodial parents from going through what I spent nearly the last 5 years going through. This topic has torn my family apart in various ways and has led to some strained relations.I feel that I need to step up and voice out all that I had dealt with and make my story known.If this can even help ONE custodial parent.. then my efforts will have been more than worth it.I know I'm putting myself and my children on the line by doing this, but I feel that government needs to be held accountable for all of it's short commings and failings. If anyone out there can help me bring this to the public eye... please contact me

A Song For The Ex
GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS "My Bloody Valentine" Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I ripped out His throat And called you on the telephone To take off My disguise Just in time to hear you cry when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was Police and Flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read A lover died No tell-tale heart was left to find when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new l

For Me Today
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For April 24,2007 powered by How dare this person! Why would they think you'd do something like that? Wait just one minute before you respond negatively. If you examine your wishes, you'll see secretly you've been dying to do the unthinkable. "oh my....."

First Night....
In the night we are tangled up in the sheets Twisting, turning, touching, kissing.... Breath and bodies hot, sweating through Promises made, lies told, hearts mended, hearts broken Giving our souls, our dreams, our bodies willingly It can go either way, hoping for the dream to be realized She, he say catch me if you can, then let me free Stay or leave don't ride the fence, don't disgrace this night Twisting, turning, touching, feeling, kissing.........

Pay Attention!
I'm tired, I'm angry, I'm lonely - SHUT UP! You hurt me, I hate you, I love you - SHUT UP! I'm vulnerable, I'm scared, I need you - SHUT UP! I'm trying to tell you, please listen, hear me - SHUT UP! I'm here, I tried, I wanted to, I'm sorry - SHUT UP! You did this, you did that, you don't care - SHUT UP! It's too late, I can't take it, it's over, I'm out of here - WAIT WHAT

Any Ct Friends On Facebook?
I just created a Facebook account, because my friends kept pestering me to add one. So I caved! If any of my CT friends and future friends have a Facebook account, feel free to add me to your list. Just do a search for Scott Bazzle. That would be me!

Part 5
When I walked off the USS Kearsarge in April 1997, I left with two of my closest friends while onboard. Since the three of us were part of the original crew or 'Plankowners', they announced our departure with 2 bells, then our name, plankowner, departing. In May, I attended instructor school, then reported in June to Fleet Combat Training Center Dam Neck Virginia Beach, VA. I started out as an instructor and curriculum developer for the computer system I had been working with on my last ship. The only problem was that computer system was installed in the weeks before I left so I didn't know all I needed to be able to teach it, so I had to learn as I went. Before long, I was the testing officer, then the course supervisor and lead instructor for the three courses we taught. Several of us got together and merged our courses into one, and I became an expert in Windows NT, Unix and computer networking. By that time, I needed a new challenge, so I volunteered for the Training

The True Moi
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

7 Days Blast Contes
TO ALL CONTESTANTS 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST WILL BEGIN TONIGHT APRIL 24TH AT 9 PM CENTRAL TIME ......6 PM PACIFIC TIME AND IT WILL END ON MAY 1ST SAME TIME HERE IS THE CONTESTANTS CHOOSE YOUR PIC AND VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND FABULOUS WEEK WildCat

The Look
You know that... Look... You have to know... It took everything... I had to let you go... As I smile... While you walk away... My heart inside... Siliently... Breaking... The ache... Ohhh sooooo.... Real... No distraction... A face of stone... Surrounded by family... Yet I stand... The sands of time... Dripping by... Ever so slow... I stand alone... With every passing grain... Ohhh soooooo... Wish it would... Rain... At night... Feels like my sunshine... Has bin stolen... The caress of you hand... As it slips away... The look on my face... Says... All I need to... Love you... It's reflecting... My insides... Kissesss... So here i sit... Sigh... Deep breath... Love you my pet... (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved.

Illusions From Fabrics Of Dreams
You'll never read this and everyday I miss you very much.. There are times where I wonder if you think of me, even just a little bit. I know I find myself being reminded when I pass the places we used to spend time at,eat,and walk hand in hand.. And now, there you are and here I am.. It's been nearly five months and you'd not recognize the person I've become. Though there is a piece of the person you knew still inside,trying to hold onto beautiful, cherished memories, that person is seemingly locked away in the furthest confines of a Soul that has already died.. I miss you very much my love, but now it's all I can do to just wait for it to hit me. To wait for my turn to come and find me soon. I can't shake this.. I lose more and more each month, and I know you're happy.And I Want you to be.One of us has to be at least.. But I don't have to live with this inside my heart forever, I don't have to endure this numb I feel all my life, and I certainly don't have to carry this

Dont Pump Gas On May 15th
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on May 15th'

Tears Of Silence
Alone I cry silently waiting for that special someone to appear before me. That one to make all my wrongs into rights. Aloud I yearn for God to bless me with an angel to watch over me> For him to realize that I need more than just an equal, but a special being. So every night before I close my eyes to dream of that special being, perfect in every way possible. I slowly drop to my knees at the side of my bed and with tears of silence, I pray for God to send me you!!!

~prayer~
Now I lay me down to sleep, I give my soul for you to keep. As i am alone when i awake, I pray my sould that you will take For when I dream, I dream of you. I dream of a life better for the two of us. With no downs or outs to see, I pray that we live together happily. Amen!!

Random Thoughts Of A Lost Soul
Lost in a place that I cant escape My mind, its thoughts like a spider web Woven and intertwining Yet ripped apart still standing full of holes The questions they swirl not knowing what to think or say Afraid to ask for the answers Afraid to upset them Things are confusing enough Unable to tell you Unable to ask Feelings of insecurity Something I’ve never felt before An earth shattering fear comes over me Why does it mean so much this time What does it all mean Would it be different if it wasn’t me I don’t want anything out of pity, guilt, or “well I have to” I’m lost in a see of confusion Still in a state of shock, Saddened to the bone you weren’t there Terrified by the feeling I get I’m alone and sad I need a hug, to hear it will be ok For it to be honest and not a facade

Griping
you ive been here for 4 months and i try my hardest to talk to everyone..its sometimes hard,but when you have some one who i thought was my friend and realize he wasnt and was just a big player..that really makes me wonder what im doing on this site..it makes me mad that people uses people to get what they want and its not just with this one person it with several of you..when i came on this site i was known as the good and angel or kitty and then i decided to become a little devilish and try to fix in..so i guess im going to go back to my old ways and be me and if you all dont like it then you were never my friend in the first place and ill look else where for friends..i said my peace..

Help
first time i have ever entered into a comp like this,i have entered a thing to earn a 7 day blast on here,would be soooooooooooo appreciative if any of my friends could help me out,the aim is to see who can get the most comments on their pics before may 1st,i dont wanna relentlessly self comment so hope you guys do instead,i'll blatantly flaunt my man tartness for any requests in return lol weeman :)

Help Me!!!!!!!!
hubby has entered a comp for the first time, please go comment on his pic here.... HUBBY'S PIC HERE In return, i'll do a pic, just for you, just you request what you want, either here in a comment or in a mail to me:) thanks in advance, everyone who has entered is commenting their own pic with things like *sigh* and it still counts!!!!! WHAT A JOKE!!!!!! Prove that it should be real comments, not how many times you want to comment on yourself that should win, hubby would never try to cheat like some of these folk, just look at some of the comments they are leaving themselves...:roll eyes:

What I Would Like
I read this on a friends page and totally agree with it so I'm posting it here I just want to be with somebody who WANTS to be with me Is that too much to ask for? Somebody who is willing to put as much into a relationship as I am. Maybe I want a whirlwind romance. Someone who will sweep me off my feet. Someone who realises how precious life is and how fleeting it can be. Someone who will take advantage of every moment they have to be near me. Someone who is as crazy about me as I am about them.I just feel so hopeless. Like it can never happen for me. I look around me, and at people I have known in the past. I see so many people who don't even seem to realise what they have. Drugged out crackwhores who are married with families that they dont even care about. (admittedly, they are not too discerning and would settle for anyone, which eases my mind a bit to know that I am not just so messed up that nobody would want to be with me.) I see the workaholics, whose val

Thoughts On Love
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. (To those who have "a special someone") Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more i

Argh!!! Tis True.....
My pirate name is: Bloody Mary Kidd Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.part of the fidius.org network

Booty-call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

Is This So Much To Ask
hey all if u have a few moments to spare plz do me a big favor and go show this wonderful some help he always returns the love and is there to help a friend in need now he needs our help he is trying to reach the next level so help me get them there BoatMan~ Club Fantasia Assist Punisher and Enforcer ~Vixens Boy Toy {Cherry Snatcher}@ CherryTAP

Mark St John .. A Real Friend Of Mine!!
MARK ST. JOHN, THE DEF GUITAREST THAT PLAYED WITH KISS ON THEIR ANIMALIZED ALBUM.... SORRY I'M A LITTLE LATE ALL BUT I JUST GOT THE MEMO, HE PASSED AWAY APRIL 5TH 2007 Mark St. John (born Mark Leslie Norton February 7, 1956 in Hollywood, California – April 5, 2007) was a guitarist best known for his short stint with the rock band KISS. St. John was featured on the album, "Animalize" recorded during mid-1984. During work for the album, St. John clashed with the other members of the band, and eventually developed arthritis (Reiter's Syndrome), which caused his hands and arms to swell. He was all but unable to perform live as a member of KISS, and only played three (one in full) shows during the "Animalize" tour, with Bruce Kulick filling in for the rest. He was officially replaced by Kulick on December 8, 1984. Gene Simmons has stated that St. John was going to be dropped from KISS anyway as he was "changing the classic solos." This was reported in the book "KISS Alive Forever

Sometime
Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that, There really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship…

Back Stabbers
DO YOU EVER GET TO THE POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU JUST WANT TO KILL THE NEXT PERSON WHO PUTS A KNIFE IN YOUR BACK. WELL I AM AT THAT POINT NOW. IN THE LAST TWO DAYS I HAVE BEEN PLAYED A FOOL AND LIED TO AND I AM TIRED OF IT. JUST WHEN I TAKE A STAND TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER THEN I GET THESE IDIOTS WHO WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND TRY TO MAKE ME FAIL. WELL NICE TRY BUT NOT THIS TIME. IF U HAVE EVER BEEN THERE GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT.

In My Darkest Hour
I have posted some of my random writings sadly inspired by and Ex-Boyfriend but hey its all good...feel free to read and comment as you see fit. ~InfernalMistress~ ~The searing pain of exile~ surrounded in love yet cold inside this smile conceals the darkness my only guide beseech thee consumed in despair i writhe this chain has broken my shattered will uncaught wandering through this endless night so close to death i hide in lost thought the chill becons, welcomes me her pale companion walks his footsteps bellow will he take her now? yet still he stalks blade shimmers in the irridescent light his warm breath on her neck he strikes her to the ground tearing her cape her innocence lost, her mind scarred she will never forget, that glare in his eye and the grin on his face as he kissed her goodbye the searing pain, the trickling warmth gasping for air her heart yet beats on her wish for death denied fear is alive, for now she is one pupils dilat

What Kind Of Lover R U?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Today's Horoscope
You're unstoppable at your chosen task. This is the gift of your dynamic personality and charm. Once you take center stage, work matters will sort themselves out and suitors will toss themselves at your feet. If ayone find themselves tossing themselves at me you may be tossed on your arse unless you are female

You And I
"YOU AND I" I've opened my heart to you, and let my emotions run free. You make me smile, you make me laugh You've gotten the best of me. I think I know what love is, and I know you are the one, I think im truly in love with you, and we've only just begun. Some nights I would lay and dream, dream of holding you tight. You are to me the only one, my shining star my light. Than somewhere in my mind, A little voice would say, "he"s the one, he's so right, this is the only way." I tried to block these voices out, although its words were true. I just could'nt help myself, I know I really love you. Eventually my mind went quiet, and I heard my heart loud and clear, The love I have for you is real My heart I could finally hear. I see now that my heart is right, I know we will make it through Although its hard,we're stronger now, And its all because of You.

Just One Of The Guys
I guess it's true I'm always going to be just one of the guys Nothing else I was told I was warned Did I listen No I was tole that if I hang out with guys Act like them I wouuld just be one of the guys Would never be more to them I guess I'm just going ot be one of the guys It's to hard to change now Who I am just can't walk away so quickly Why can't they like me for who I am No because I am like them All I wanted was for them to like me It didn't turn out how I wanted They like me all right As one of the guys All I wanted was for someone to care Why can't I get that I guess I can't I'll always be one of the guys

Tears
TEARS Tears are rain, falling from our eyes. They release the pain, and joy trapped inside. Created by the world we hold, and the lives we share. Tears create sparks, for love and happiness. Gone by is the love. Happiness is the memories. Silent as the night, the tears fall.

I Needed You
Why is it that you said You would be here for me when I needed you the most Yet you were never there to make it better I needed you But did you care no Why do you still hang around Expecting me to forgive you And be there for you When you were never there for me I feel as if we are drifting apart into two different worlds So why can't we just give up on what we had Find new lovers to help us with our needs You want us to hold on Stay together because you say You will change and be there for me But I know you wont I use to love you but Now I don't know what to do Since you said You would be there for me But were you there no So what should I do

I Do Not Care
You like another girl I do not care I like you anyways I like you so much alll I wanna hear Is that you like me too That I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you like her I just want to know Know that I mean more to you I don't care that you talk about her and not us Can you tell my ears want to hear hear that you like me too Taht I am more important then her That I mean more to you I like you so much I don't care that you talk about her Like she is some angel I just want you with me and not her It may be selfish I don't want to lose you I'm not letting you slip away Like every other guy I don't care I like you so much All I want to hear Hear that you like me more Taht I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you still talk about her I still like you

My Son
I just want all my friends to keep my youngest son , Gordon in their thoughts and prayers! He has alot going on and I am keeping my fingers crossed that it all works out! If you want to know whats wrong...just ask! Thanks!

I Ask Myself
I get up every morning I think what happened to me Did I forget something Every morning I ask myself Why do people die Why can't we live forever Do people always stare at you when you want to show who you are Why do people get cancer Why can't I find a guy who will treat me right What is love I think I really need these questions answered I wake up and think I ask myself Why can't I love What is wrong with me Why is it hard to ask someone out Why is it hard to tell someone how you truely feel about them Why can' i see the end of the world Why can't i help save someone's life Then I think I remember these questions don't get answered They are things we learn with time I ask myself Do I really believe that in time the answers will show I know i can answer that Yes I do believe

The Man I Love
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s

Silence Gives Consent
You can win more friends by using your ears, then by running your mouth Speech is Silver, Silence is Golden It is a great misfortune neither to have enough wit to talk well nor enough judgement to be silent Keep silent and people will think you a philosopher Blessed are they who have nothing to say, and who cannot be persuaded to say it Be silent and safe, silence never betrays you He that keepth his mouth keepth his life; but he that openeth wide his lips shall have distruction So many times on here so many post of people lying and deceiving post they are one in how many thousand that belong to this group and if we truely want to point fingers why not point them at the guys that only look for females with cams to see skin or the girl that hates this or that about this one or that one because of her problems come on grow up we are adults and I know Hate mail drop it in my lap now but if you have nothing good to say why say anything just go on and ignore it no one

Please Come Take A Look At Our Site
This Family Profile Provides The Latest Amber Alerts As We Get Them, Missing Children, And America's Most Wanted Which Also Shows Sex Offenders That Are On The Loose. Just Copy The Link And Place In Your Address Bar. Take A Look. It Was Made For You And The Safety Of Our Children. The Owners Of Red Flag Are Nightshade2526 & Grumpy2553. The Link: http://cherrytap.com/user/836646 We Hope This Will Help All! Help Protect Our Children We Are Their Voice! Please Repost This So Everyone Else In Your List Can Also See & Read This. Thank You For Your Support.

Transform
my body feels like its floating just trying to fit in i didn't turn out popular or skinny pretty or mean but i studied i studied the way people were which social network had more friends they all backstab but i found one i thought i fit in so i transformed myself to their criteria but i seemed to fail at it now i guess you can say i fail at life im lying to myself and the world around me noone knows me hell, i don't even know me but if i can't fit in what more do i have i don't feel i did anything to deserve this not when everyone else taught me i guess all that i do now is accept and move on i mean really what choice do i have i feel this burden on my back this pressure of social suicide what does it all mean to a girl like me a future of nothing more than an aquaintance i thought i could do it but i thought wrong i thought i could prove myself but i proved myself wrong its like a tornado this world of pressure its unpredictable and chooses its own

10 Absolute Truths About Skulls Unlimited
***10 Absolute Truths about Skulls Unlimited*** 1. No matter how many pairs of gloves you wear, you will inevitably get something warm, wet and sticky on your nose-picking finger/s. 2. Your dog/cat/ferret/other pet will lick the bottom of your shoes and then want to thank you for the experience by licking your face. Smile, it's probably worse than other pet ass. 3. You will always smell funny. So will your car/house/washer and dryer/carpet/bed/bathtub and spouse. Try taking that fourth shower today, I dare ya. Care for some Febreze? 4. There is no polite way to work your job into a conversation. Lying about it only makes it worse (See #3). 5. You are a forensic lab's worst nightmare, or best case study. Please don't get arrested. 6. It's not dandruff, it's adipocere. Explain THAT to your stylist. 7. You can smell an insect nest a mile away. You KNOW what bug frass smells like (should be its own number). 8. You always win the "Guess the Roadkill" game on roadtrip

Dimensions Of The Mind
DEPRAVED DIMENSIONS OF THE MIND.... The world closes in around me. People conspire to hold me down bound by the chains of intellectual depravity. Smiles abound, never a shortage of those pearly whites when I arrive always interested in taking, inquiring about what they can get. "What's in it for me"? They care not for one's feelings.. lies, rumors, deceit, jealousy. The games people play when they have no clue confuses the educational processes that we all should be well adjusted to at this late stage of the game. Sunshine and little umbrella drinks await me on the other side of the storm. Tirelessly, people rant and rave, with little or no knowledge of anything in the heads the almighty gave them when he lay his merciful hand upon us all. Their useless craniums make good space fillers. The real me, has not entered into anyone's equation. They know nothing of the real me, nor do they wish to acquire the knowledge that will quench the staggering thirst for common sense that so o

Who Woulda Thought It Could Be True.
-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out.You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on,even though you yourself may not be a participant.

Balance Is Key
I Have Come To The Conclusion That One of The Hardest Things In Life To Decide is Which Bridges to Cross And Which Bridges To Burn.... Trying To Keep My Universe Balanced Is a Full Time Job! My Friend Mary Jane Helps Me....

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

What Can I Do
what can i do to live a happy life,what can i do to make you say i do,what can i do to make you see that you are the only one for me that you make my heart skip a beat.What can i do to make you realize that i am madly in love with you that there is no one else that i would rather be then to be in your arms and to be your wife, what can i do to be the best wife you ever have and the one that you want and need,what can i do to make sure that i never lose you out of my life if there is anything that i can do for you to make you happy plase let me know what i need to do and i will do what ever i can do,what can i do but give you what i have i am sorry that all i have to give is my heart and soul.I am sorry that i am not a rich female i would give you the world if i could i hope you know that i love you to death i just wanted u to know how i feel.

How To F**k Up
How to f*** up The preceding list of answers to questions about polyamory is not a guide to how to have a working polyamorous relationship, although we have strong anecdotal evidence that the tools mentioned are useful in all sorts of relationships, mono and poly. We do, however, have the following guide of carefully tested methods for making mistakes in polyamorous relationships. With proper application and ingenuity, these methods may impair or destroy monogamous relationships as well; they're truly multipurpose tools. We post this listing for your consideration; no liability expressed or implied. 1. Lie. This is basic and effective. To maximize bad results, lie about something important to the other person(s) and arrange to be caught in the lie in such a way as to produce maximum shock. Additional stress points awarded for keeping the lie going for a while before discovery, which increases the disorientation and sense of betrayal in the deceived person(s)

The Thought Was Enough!
The Thought Was Enough I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper

My Heart Belongs To?????????
My feelings for you seem to have no boundaries or secrets. It's in my essence, devouring the fiber of my being and is devoted to you alone. My feelings for you reaches far and wide and travels through the four corners of the earth and far beyond what the mind can understand My feelings for you is a journey of the highest mountain tops, the most beautiful gardens, the deep seas, the bluest lakes, rivers and streams. My feelings for you consumes my heart. u make me feel like i can soars beyond the edge of the world, up into the sky, through the clouds, past the sun, the stars, the and heavens, just so i can searching for you, my feelings, it is hard to even begin tell you how much I care. My feelings for you is the totality of all existing things. My feelings my love for u is unstopable, unexsplainable, and wonderful.. the sound of ur voice sinks my heart in a ocean of love and passion. it remains in the center of my heart, if fact my whole heart...

Vinnie Paul Loses Hockey Bet To Nickelback's Chad Kroeger.......... Plus Family Values Tour Dates!!!!!!
The two men share more than music...hockey fans through and through, they each bet on their respective home team for the NHL's Western Conference quarterfinals; Chad (Kroeger) for the Vancouver Canucks and Vinnie (Paul) for his beloved Dallas Stars, with the winner receiving a brand spankin' new pair of cowboy boots. It's a good thing Vinnie lives in Dallas where he'll have a wide selection of boots to pick from for Chad. If he's awake yet after last night's deciding game in which Vancouver defeated Dallas 4-1 to move on to play the Anaheim Ducks in the NHL's Western Conference Semi-Finals, Vinnie is probably at his favorite bootery right now picking out a pair (one size too small) for Chad. Nickelback continues their 5xPlatinum run with "All the Right Reasons," along with what seems like a non-stop tour schedule. Vinnie and the Hellyeah boys are gearing up for their Spring "Fire It Up" tour in conjunction with their self-titled debut release that had the highest debut chart p

The Fantasy
It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring up at her helplessly. She walks forward and stands over his head with legs spread. His only choice is to look up at her and see her garter belt and bright red thong. She places one of her feet upon his chest to hold him in place as she stares in the mirror at herself for a moment considering what she will do to him tonight. She knows he is anxious to get started; he has been waiting for her all day. She removes her foot from its p

I Didn't Get This From You B-ry!
Life Survey 1.If you were to find out you were pregnant right now what would you do? Panic! 2. Do you trust your friends? The few close ones I have, yes 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? You bet 4.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes 5. Name a few things you would want in a relationship? Trust, honesty, laughter, love... 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best room mate for you? Probably the one I have now 7. When was the last time you snuck out? I don't think I've ever had to 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? A little bit 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? No, he's there all the time 10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new girl/guy?: Hell no 11. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Never 12. What was the last text you sent? It was to Bryan and it was kinda long 13. What features

Damn Again
I sprain my ankle the on April 9th and it was healen then yesterday April 24 i was runnin and fucked it up again ha ha guess i play rough but get at me and imma b back soon aight much luv 2 yall and MAy is almost herre i b 19 yea babe and then just a few weeks left till i grad so expect some good pics aight 1 Luv

I Love You Song I Wrote
RUN TO ME MY LOVE.... DON'T BE AFRAID OR FEAR ME; I KNOW I'VE HURT YOU SO, BUT NEVER INTENTIONALLY, I HAVE NO CLUE TO WHY... GOD SENT YOU MY WAY, ALL I KNOW IS I LONG TO HOLD YOU.. AND LET YOU HEAR ME SAY..., I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU.... DANCE WITH ME, MY LOVE,... LET... YOUR MUSIC PLAY..., FEEL ME WHEN I SAY.... .... I LOVE YOU... DANCE TO THE MELODIES... OF THE MUSIC IN OUR SOULS, DRIFTING FAR AWAY.... FROM THE WORLD, AND LETTING GO.... DANCE WITH ME.... DANCE WITH ME... HOLDING YOU CLOSE TO ME... NEVER LETTING YOU GO.... KISSING YOUR LIPS SOFTLY... I LONG TO TOUCH YOUR SOUL .... I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU..... FRIENDS I KNOW WE ARE... DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME.... IF ONLY DREAMS CAME TRUE.. I'D HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME...... I LOVE YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... SO AS THE LIGHTS GO DIM...I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE... AN ILLUSION OF YOU IN...THIS LIFE HERE WITH ME... I LOVE YOU......I LOVE YOU... BUT I KNOW.. I MUST... LET GO... AND REALIZE.

The Punishment
He knew what Id been doing as soon as he walked in the door. He just had a sense for these things, or maybe it was the look of satisfaction I couldnt hide that gave me away. Whatever it was that led him to the this truth I knew the punishment would be severe and well worth it in the end. I was sitting on the stool in the kitchen when he walked through the apartment looking for evidence, but I knew Id removed everything just in time. I had seen him pulling up the drive just as the last of the wetness was wiped away. He searched the couch, the loveseat, the tables, and then went up the stairs very casually to inspect the bedroom. There was nothing to be found there either though, I know how to clean up a mess after so many years. He moved the blankets and pillows, lifted the mattress, bent over and glanced under the frame and satisfied moved on to the bathroom. He had to be a little more meticulous in here, it is easy to hide evidence in a bathroom. He looked under the sink, behind th

Today
America is in a state of moral decay, a decay brought on prematurely by the very people we have fought and are currently fighting for. The Jew has come into our borders and over the last eight or so decades has set up their destructive ways. We are no longer a country of people who know their roots, we have been mislead time and time again by the Jewish media and we have been taught never to speak an ill word about the Jewish people even though it is them who have made America the weak country it is. Throughout the decades the Jews have managed to corrupt all who “serve” the American people, they have been able to work their way around the laws set up to prevent a monopoly and they have managed to get us into numerous wars in order for them to be safe. It is far past due that the Jew repay those of us who have kept Israel afloat all these years, it is time the Jew be held accountable for their actions and it is time the Government did something about breaking up the Jewish monopol

In The Making
A broken heart never intended A broken girl waiting to be mended Never will I see the day Where everything will be okay I'll save you the time I've made up my mind I'll stab my self in the heart for you So you don't have to It's not finished yet, it's in the making lol

People
Ok some people dont like the fact that Im offically taken by a guy that I really do care about an he does the same for me. You know who u are, u dont need to go ahead an act like a real punk an call anyone u want names when they didnt do nothing to u. Please grow the fuck up. Im actually happy for once in my life with someone that lives very close to me, cares about who i am an what i do with my life, dont go calling me names outta no where for the hell of it, dont cut down my family and friends. Im 20 years old an AM READY to settle down with the man of my dreams an I hope this is the one. I have been ready since I dont how long now hmmm lets say 16. Please for u's who are pissed off at me now grow up an work shit out with ur others. PLEASE THATS ALL IM ASKING.!.!.!.!.

Lessons Learned In Life.....
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, someti

If There Was No More Tomorrows, ...
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them c

Are You Telling The Truth?
Don't Be Offended...I Am Who I AM and It IS What It Is..~ Okay For Those of You Who Really Know Me...This Is So Me I Could Not Resist It!......As You Have Heard Me Say Before "Safety First"...For The Rest of You... In God I Trust..... All Others Well You Are Fore Warned....! Choose Not To Be A Victim............!

Assurances Of The Master
[The following is a portion of an essay entitled "Are You A Script Master?," by Mystik. The entire essay is worth reading and can be found at www.the-iron-gate.com. This portion is really the most important part, in My opinion. Thanks for taking time to read it.] ASSURANCES OF THE MASTER W/we will go as slow as you need to. you will be encouraged to communicate, so if anything is too fast, I will gain your trust by stopping, and NOT trying to convince you to go on at that moment. I know you want to please, but I must care for you. you may not know that something is too fast for you, but if you have any doubts, we will go onto other things. you are a human being with needs. I will not ignore them. I will not be perfect, but I will learn. I will respect your priceless gift. you have a unique personality. The intent of My commands is not to reduce you to reading a script. This would create yet another false self, and a betrayal of what you seek. What

I Got Fired
Entry for April 24, 2007 I got some girl fired lastnight, cause when i went to the bathroom she was on her cell, and it wasn't break time either ,and then i found out from the person that works behind her she'd been gone for a 1/2 hr, and last friday she stole off the food truck that comes to work, so at lunchtime some were talkin about her and i said guess what and this other girl... goes what ya got her fired and held up her hand to do a ^5 .... so i got called into the office over it . And my boss is lookin thru the handbook, which is a totally differant one than I have since I work thru an inhouse job agency...anyways he found in the book where it says ...."dishonest of trust " and made me read those words to him, which it's in the area for things you can be fired over, which he told me that becomes and issuse with HR, well by the time all of this had happened their was no HR rep in the bldg. The only reason i snitched her out is cause when i had orientation we were told that if

The Soldier
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________

Why
I was watching Fresh Prince of Belair lastnight, and it was the epasode where Will's father comes back for alittle wile. It showed where Will at first didn't trust his father, then over time started to become proud of his father, and let him strongly back into his life. Making a father son bond that Will had missed through most of his life. Anyways the show ended where Will's father had come to tell will that he needs to break the plans that they had, because of a "important job." Will ends up going off on his Uncle Phil. Talkin about how much his father wasnt there for him, and how much better of a father that Will would be compaired to his father. Then the show ends with Will asking why his own father don't want him. I've seen this one epasode the most outa all of them truth be told because it's my favorit one. But no matter how meny times I watch it, it still makes me break down, and start the water works. See the sad thing is that there are so meny other cases li

Low-fat Babies
Storm over scientists' formula milk bid By Mike Swain BRITISH scientists are planning to develop baby milk which, it is claimed, will allow babies to be slim for the rest of their lives. The formula baby food will contain the hormone leptin, which turns off hunger in the brain. Scientists claim it would protect from obesity and diabetes even if the children later went on a high-fat diet. It follows remarkable results in feeding leptin to pregnant mother rats, which protected their offspring from later obesity. But last night, other experts were sceptical that it would have the same result in babies. And fears have been raised about the safety of tampering with babies' brains in such a fundamental way. The anti-fat infant foods are being planned at the Clore Laboratory, University of Buckingham. Mike Cawthorne, who heads the research team, said: "The supplemented milks are simply adding back something that was originally present - breast milk contains leptin and fo

Kickin Ass In Mo!
Some may read this as cheesy, but the road trip was kickin ass in my book and I had to express my gratitude some how. Here Goes. This is the best way I can give a Shout Out to America and Missourians and Truckers. I found out something this last weekend when I had drill w/ the Missouri National Guard. That the American Truck Drivers and Truckers are only a shade less Patriotic than the American Soldier. I logged about 600 miles this last weekend @ 57 mph. was a very long drive. but during the 2 trips I had on Missouri Highways I had a renewed sense of worth and faith in America. Please allow me to share my THANK YOUS. Thank you to: The HOT woman in the Mitsubishi Eclipse for waving, those were impressive "lungs" The mom and 2 kids that came up to a group of us troops at the gas station, Those 2 handsome boys just wanted to say "Hey" to the soldiers. The truck drivers that came up to us troops at the Flying J in Peculier Mo. and said thank you. They were thanking us f

Have You Ever
have you ever been heavy in love? that love/hate? the way you kill yourself through the love of another? have you ever decided that this life is enough? that when lived fully you can die satisfied? or would you prefer another day to procrastinate? have you ever been condemned for being free? have you ever felt as if you can handle no more? have you ever been on your knees refusing to beg? have you ever been told to stop? have you ever told to conform? change? normalize? perform? have you ever written something amazing? have you ever been told your creations aren't worthy? that they aren't perfect enough for this world? since when has our world been perfect? have you ever been told that you are contrary to nature? have you ever questioned what nature naturally is? what essentially 'is'? have you ever been asked why you care so much? have you ever responded 'because its my life'? have you ever just said fuck off?

Nights Like This...
I realllllllllllllllly hate nights like this. Thoughts ever so consuming, that no matter the deprivation of your body---sleep does not RSVP! Why, when you deal with things in life, do they come back and still haunt your brain at night, or pain your heart? Why do they not go away? I was always taught that when you deal with something, it becomes resolved. In resolving, you think of the incident whether past or present, decide on options to choose from in dealing with it, then cast action. Time now passes, pain does fade---POOF! there it is again---in my head at 3AM!!! If that's not enough, now it's in my heart!---Little SOB---I thought you were resolved---WTF? WTF? Sometimes I feel as if it pains me more than anyone else on the face of this earth. Either that, or everybody else is a giant Hermit. I am a crazy passionate person,---do I have to be? How can I turn it off to seem more "comfortably numb"? Ahhhh boy I gotta lot of crap to write. Maybe it will help get it out of my hea

No One Knows
No one Knows no one knows what its like to be a star fading away a million miles from home the light dimming to nothing No one knows the fall when you were on top as high as the tallest mountains and when you reach out for help but there was no one there No one knows the pain kept inside the self loathing weighing you down The sadness of mistakes on your consience and the hatred of many staining your soul No one knows sorrow from lonliness with tears across your face your eyes closed and mind breaking down No one knows the struggle to get up each day and fight hard for a love that doesnt come no one knows the strength to keep a good bye from their anger By Jason Hartle

Wtf?
The Internet cannot be displayed The Internet you are looking for is not experiencing technical difficulties, it is simply the end of the Internet. Please try the following: * Click the Refresh button , with no effect. * If you typed the page address in the Address bar, then don't worry, it is probably spelled correctly. * There is no need to check your connection settings, or click the Tools menu, or click Internet Options. Your settings probably match those provided by your local area network (LAN) administrator or Internet service provider (ISP). That really is not the problem. * If your Network Administrator has enabled it, you Microsoft Windows can examine your network and automatically discover network connection settings. That will not help either. So the link to Detect Network Settings is not set to function. Relax. This really is the End of the Internet * You could Click the Help menu and then click About Mozilla Firefox - but that won't c

Funny
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten a little over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst...my wife came home with no panties!!" That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card

Damn Salute Pics
ya know, i first posted a salute pic usin my cell phone cuz thats all that i had. I just posted another one using a friends web cam and it sucks too, i bet im going to have to go out and buy some damn expensive ass camera to be able to get a good pic for a salute.....that sucks cause i dont have that much to spend..........but maybe hopefully it'll work, if not oh well.....i guess ill be stuck where im at forever....

Yes, I'm A Bad American
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are sellin g me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don 't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I bel

Emphasize Me
the clouds are marching, tumbling over one another in competition for a spot in the sky. the air hangs so heavy with humid stagnancy it's hard to take breath in. my balance is torn apart by these destructive winds, the same winds that drag sheets of rain across the crust with a vengeance, as if to beat it into submission. lightning jolts me back to reality, which would have ordinarily told me to run for cover. but not today. i let the rain envelop me, take me under its wings, curl me up to its heart. as quickly as it cherishes me it's gone. all that's left of my calming moment is the crunching splash of rubber on pavement.

U R A Texan If:
1. You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Burnet, Boerne, Nacogdoches, Mexia, Waco, Amarillo, and Waxahachie. 2. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. 3. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 4. You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. 5. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. 6. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. 7. You measure distance in minutes. 8. Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. 9. You go to the lake because you think it is like going to the ocean. 10. You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit 11. You know cow-pies are not made of beef. 12. Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. 13

Friends
when you have alot of friends it could cause problems,they all want to talk to you and have your attention,then one or two get upset cause you dont have time for them,i love all my friends and i try to talk to you all,but sometimes it gets it is impossable to talk to you all at the same time...and i am sorry if i dont get to you all have a wonderfull wensday and remeber smile,life isnt that bad

Everybody's Free... Always Wear Sunscreen... Some Advice To My Fellow Cherry's!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen Of CherryTap Wear Sunscreen!!! If I could offer you only one tip for the future... Sunscreen would be it! A long term benefits of sunscreen has been proved by scientists or as of the rest of my advice... theres no basis more reliable then my own blunderingly experience. I will suspense this advice... NOW... Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth... never mind... you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they fade it! But trust me in 20 years you'll look bacc at photos of your self and recall in away you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked! You are NOT as Fat as you imagine! Don't worry about the future... or worry and no that worry is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life Are have to do things that have never crossed your worried mind! The kind that blind sides you at 4pm on some idol Tuesday! Do one t

Only In America
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6 a.m. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car ( MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine ( MADE IN FRANCE.! France!! ) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good pay

United States Map
UNITED STATES MAP - Short But Good! A father wanted to read a magazine but was being bothered by his little girl, Shelby. She wanted to know what the United States looked like. Finally, he tore a sheet out of his new magazine, on which was printed, the map of the country. Tearing it into small pieces, he gave it to Shelby and said, "Go into the other room, and see if you can put this together. This will show you our whole country today." After a few minutes, Shelby returned and handed him the map, correctly fitted and taped together. The father was surprised and asked how she had finished so quickly. "Oh," she said, "on the other side of the paper is a picture of Jesus. When I got all of Jesus back where He belonged, then our country just came together."

Friendship...
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

Teenagers: The Reason Hair Dye Was Invented
This morning started off ok, but got worse as it went along..why? Well sit back and relax and enjoy this somewhat humorous story of the morning. I get ready to head over to Roo's this morning, on my way out I see my mom and she says "Did you know that Jimmy got suspended?" Of course I didn't know this, he went to school monday! And she said he wasn't home when she got home from work yesterday--and he wasn't home before I left to pick Roo up from work--normally I see him before I go get Roo. So I go down to his room and flip the lights on, he had been sleeping. And I ask rather loudly --"Are you suspended?" His eyes are sill trying to adjust to the light, he says "I dunno." So I ask again "Are you suspended?" ...his eyes still not adjusted yet, "I said I dunno." Finally I say, "Let me put it this way, were you kicked out of saturday school?" He says yes --by this time his eyes are adjusted to the light and he's not too happy (of course) being woke up at 5:30. He starts to tell me tha

In Todays Life
well here iam again, and its like 8;30 am eastern time for those not in the eastern time zone.have you stopped and thought about todays world? here we are in a mixed up soicaity ,is what i call it, where there are all kinds of shootings, and stuff. u have to ask yourself wow is this world ever messed up? well think about this for a mintue ok? here this person is perhaps alone, ad possibly confused, yet they lash out at the innocent people around them. we all have seen the college shootings, and thats one of the worst ones we have had the displeasure of seeing on tv. then there are the columbines, out there that stand to this day of a reminder of what our socity is like.its not and exucse to kill people mind you. but its sicknen to see all these shootings , like here locally where i live and there have been a couple of police officers shot. one to death.yet the state doesn;t haev the death pently, now ask your self whats wrong with that picture??? yeah i agree teh death pently should be

Omfg!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH;GH;DSFHoidfh;OIFHoaihfwh"ioHfdk!!!! Jesus H Christ! I am not a mind reader!!! Look at me! I'm a human! God damn it! I have no super powers (except I can wiggle my tongue sideways lol) so please forgive me for not thinking something is wrong when I already asked you and you said NO! Jesus Christ on a pogo stick! Now excuse me while I go bash my head into a wall.

More
Arms wrapped around me Head on my shoulder Breath on my skin Let me go Teeth on skin Nails raking your shirt Lips begging for yours Let me go This fire burning inside Hold me down Make me cry Let me go Your taste still burning on my lips Drowning in your scent Hands longing for your skin Come back Want screaming from my lips Desire driving me mad Lust burning me alive Craving sins of the flesh Tease me with your touch Impatient breath on my neck Draw me into you ... I need more

This Is Fer My Girl Becca,, Please Come An Help Her!!!
Im in an art contest and up against some very talented artists so any and all help would be appreciated. Rates and comments both count so rate and bomb away folks. I really want to win this piece of art from the incredible host of the contest. Heres the link and TY everyone once again!

Web Of Power
~THE WEB OF POWER~ There are many different "muscles" in the body of higher consciousness, and we learn to exercise all of them. If you learn to exercise only the left arm, the right arm becomes weak; it is important to exercise both arms. You understand the physical plane. You are now learning how to dance with with the higher energies. You are learning about the subtler bodies. You are learning about the luminous fibers of your being, the web of power. And the web of power can be used in many ways. You can use it to hold you as you cross a great abyss. You spirit shield grabs onto some of your luminous fibers as it moves out into the universe. That luminous fiber is never let go of-it is attached to the physical body like a silver thread. You can follow it back simply by using your intent.

Fuck Yes!
Every Time I Die THE BIG DIRTY UPDATE Unless you're a sorority girl, you're probably not accustomed to dudes telling you that something called "the big dirty" is about to invade your personal space. Well we here at Every Time I Die are doing just that, so open your holes wide. Your EAR holes. This August, Ferret Music will release what can only be described as "Every Time I Die's newest album" known as "The Big Dirty". Chock-a-block with riffs that only 4 months of a Buffalo, New York winter could spawn, this new record will undoubtedly satisfy those that have followed the band since their first full length release Last Night In Town all the way through Gutter Phenomenon. And if you were one of the 38 confused men who strayed somewhere along that interim, we welcome you back with open arms. You want ironically distasteful rock and roll pretenses? You got em. You want riffs so filthy they should have a moustache and wear elastic work out pants when they go out to eat at the Olive

Erotica: Bar (part 1 Of 5)
It had been a long week. Eight hour days in trial had forced me to return client calls well into each evening. By the time I arrived home at night I was too tired to do much of anything. On the other hand, I was out of bed every morning before 5:00 a.m. making final preparations for the next day's events in court. Finally it was Friday and by 7:00 p.m. I had returned by last call, finished my work and it was time to relax. I was tired. I thought about driving home, but decided I really didn't feel like being alone for another night. I hadn't been to the pub at the Black Swan recently and decided to give it a try. The Black Swan is one of Kalamazoo's finest restaurants but definitely not a place to go alone. Besides, I had little interest in a big fancy meal. Fortunately the Swan also has a small English style pub attached to it. I knew I could get there what I really wanted: a beer, one of their excellent prime rib sandwiches and if I were lucky, maybe a bit of conversation. I ar

First Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity Mine Is J
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your l

Mean Mom's
Mean Moms ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned what should have have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all..... I'm

Friends....
""""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into

Warning---please Read
WARNING---PLEASE READ I hate people who forward too many warnings as much as anyone, but this one is important! Send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list! If someone comes to your front door by the name of David saying he is conducting a survey on deer ticks and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around to shake off the ticks, do not do it! IT IS A SCAM...he only wants to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid

Fake Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...

Signs Of Intelligence. . .
Signs of Intelligence? By Fred Thompson One of the things that's got to be going through a lot of peoples' minds now is how one man with two handguns, that he had to reload time and time again, could go from classroom to classroom on the Virginia Tech campus without being stopped. Much of the answer can be found in policies put in place by the university itself. Virginia, like 39 other states, allows citizens with training and legal permits to carry concealed weapons. That means that Virginians regularly sit in movie theaters and eat in restaurants among armed citizens. They walk, joke, and rub shoulders everyday with people who responsibly carry firearms — and are far safer than they would be in San Francisco, Oakland, Detroit, Chicago, New York City, or Washington, D.C., where such permits are difficult or impossible to obtain. The statistics are clear. Communities that recognize and grant Second Amendment rights to responsible adults have a significantly lower incidence

Ted Nugent On The Vt Shootings
Before you read his response, I want to say that as bad as any loss of life is, throwing a law at the problem is not the solution. We as Americans have become dependant upon our court systems to tell us what to do. And that same court system is removing all of our rights almost everyday. If you are in the minority opinion, get on TV and the courts will rule in your favor. This has been proven over and over. We need to stand up for what is right and just, not just lay down and let someone else make the rules. WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unar

I Owe You
I owe you a hand, For you always helped out. I owe you advice, Of that there’s no doubt. I owe you respect, For I got it from you. I owe you trust, With my secrets you're true. I owe you knowledge, For you taught me so much. I owe you love, As my heart you have touched. I owe you my life, Because of all you do. I owe you a friend Who is honest and true. THIS WAS SENT TO ME BY A FRIEND AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH ALL OF YOU

Needing Info
My youngest daughter had Bell Palsy (it did clear up) she went for a CT scan and now the doctors want to see me an they say it's urgent...I'm scared lemme tell ya!!! The reason I am asking for info is, I would like to know if anyone know's more about this then I do...Like what could the CT scan show that's so urgent? If you or someone you know has gone through this PLEASE help me set my mind at ease!!!This is a picture of what Bell Palsy can do to a child....

Let's Take Responsibility!!!!!!
I got this in a email from my guy, and i googled this and came across Saul William's myspace page and it was in his blog. what do you all think about this? (if you don't know who is is, google him) Friday, April 20, 2007 An Open Letter to Oprah Dear Ms. Winfrey, It is with the greatest respect and adoration of your loving spirit that I write you. As a young child, I would sit beside my mother everyday and watch your program. As a young adult, with children of my own, I spend much less time in front of the television, but I am ever thankful for the positive effect that you continue to have on our nation, history and culture. The example that you have set as someone unafraid to answer their calling, even when the reality of that calling insists that one self-actualize beyond the point of any given example, is humbling, and serves as the cornerstone of the greatest faith. You, love, are a pioneer. I am a poet. Growing up in Newburgh, NY, with a father as a minister

I Now Live Out In St.lucie West...untill --????
My house is being worked on,and till its all done,I am living out in st. lucie west.. it's cool here..met new friends and still promoting and making music...lots of night life out here.. rock on... DJKRIS2FUR check out the all new www.DJKRIS2FUR.com THE DJKRIS2FUR SHOW,coming in May-2007 to the internet!!

Salary Raise..funny
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the Management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. 7. Yo

When You Have An I-hate-my-job Day, Please Try This.
When you have an I-HATE-MY-JOB day, please try this. On your way home from work stop by at the local pharmacy and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be sure this is the brand-named thermometer you're purchasing. Proceed to your home, enter and lock the door behind you, lift the telephone receiver off the hook ... You DO NOT want to be disturbed. Change into comfortable, loose-fitting clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Then open the package and remove the contents, carefully place the thermometer on the table or a surface where it will not be broken, chipped or cracked by mistake. Then unfold the instructional materials packaged with the thermometer and read in its entirety. Please remember to read even the small print sections ... THAT'S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS, and where you will find the following statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer manufactured by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested by one of our employees." Now ... Close your eyes and repea

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

Broken
Broken (the formatting of this would not show up correctly, so here are the words at least just not the way they are meant to look) The Pain And Sorrow Flows As Freely Through My Life As Tears From My Eyes Drowning All Hopes And Dreams As If They Are So Easily Replaced Once Theyre Gone Leaving Nothing Only The Shattered And Broken Remains Of What Was Once Known As Me

Aquarius
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern There are so many things left unsaid between us. So many things ignored. I cant keep doing this to myself. I cant keep doing this. I need to clear my heart and my mind. I need to confess. I know you think I lied and hurt you on purpose, devised some evil plan. You think I wanted to keep you. Honey I never had you, you were never mine to keep. How could I have ever lost something that wasnt mine to lose? So here is my confession. I did lie to you. Yet, more than lying to you I lied to myself. I hurt you yes, but I hurt me more. I told you that you couldnt hurt me when in the end you did. I never expected to care what you thought or said. I never expected to care about you at all. I never planned it that way. I felt myself being drawn to you. I found myself thinking about you more and more and I didnt know how to make it stop. I didnt want it to stop. It was comforting to think of you. I had found myself in a position that I couldnt handle. I was fallin

Killer
** This is unfinshed and all that so eh whatever ** How I want to kill you Just to get you of my mind The suffering you have put me through I want to end it all The words Ive heard a thousand times Ill never hurt you again Force fed to me as if through a straw My heart no longer beats for you My eyes no longer cry for you My mind screams out against you FUCK YOU I just want to kill you Get you off my mind

Why Does Love Hurt For
why is it when you fall in love with someone it hurts to break up with them. you tell them that you dont want to call it off it hurts. when you see them with someone else it hurts. when you go places an you see them it hurts. why is it that hard to do.

I Lost Me In You
** This is again unfinshed ** The river of tears that pours through my heart Was cried for only you The looks you used to give me The words youd call me to say Painful memories of another time Another place Another me Another you The you that made the promises The me that believed your lies The hurt that will never go away The wounds that will never heal The tears that will never stop The you that I cant help but love The me that loves to hate The tears that no longer bind The tears that scar The heart That can no longer care

Posted As A Bulletin Please Repost It
Close your eyes...And go back... ..Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could break and share w

The Best Gift Of All....yourself
A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left, rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking," he said, "I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone."

Gettin There
So, I just joined this place not to long ago and my main computer is all packed up with like 1000's of pics on it or I would load them all up on here. I'll try to have more pics up soon but I can only work so fast to get things done. Maybe by this weekend I'll have my camera and I'll get some more stuff done. I plan on adding pics of me from my trip to germany and some pics of my bikes and my 02 SS camaro. Just be patient I'm workin on stuff.

How I Feel.
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The li

Looking For Love.
Man life sucks. I wish I just had someone to hang out with and has dealt with the same bullshit I have and that understands me. I need someone that is real and wants me for me. I am tired of dealing with the emotional bullshit. Someone fix me?

Quote For April 25
Satire is tragedy plus time. You give it enough time, the public, the reviewers will allow you to satirize it. Which is rather ridiculous, when you think about it. -- Lenny Bruce Bonus Quote: Three years ago our Johnny died. We thought there was no hope, but then we discovered the United Appeal for the Dead. They showed us that despite Johnny's handicap, he could still be a useful member of our family and the community. Our United Appeal for the Dead caseworker showed us that the absence of life from Johnny's body didn't have to mean his absence from our daily lives. -- Mrs. Hefsteder Kentucky Fried Movie This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Passing This Story Along...tks Shooter!
As a general rule, there are few things that I feel strongly enough about to post thoughts for other people to read, but this is one of them, so The Shooter cranks one out. If you have read my profile you know that I am an animal lover and activist whenever neccessary or possible. One day last week my wife comes home with the story of Snowy and relates it to me. Seem that one of the oil-field workers that does some business with their company has a dog to "get rid of". We currently have three rescue dogs in our home and have lost two of our old dogs this year. One of our remaining three is 15 years old, deaf and blind. The poing being that when we take in a dog, we take it in for life regardless of what comes with them such as heartworms, worms, cancer, mange, broken bones and a host of other ailments common to the species. We fix them, make them well and they live with us the rest of their lives. Stay with me here, I'm making a point. This person bought Snowy when she was a c

Dragons Blood
Smoke lingers up from beside my bed, The scent of dragon's blood fills the air, My head so full of darkness, Spirals me into insanity, The smell so sweet and strong, Brings me to tears, With no recolation of my fears. Smoke fills the room. The scent of dragon's blood hits my face, Wiping dry my shady tears. The darkness in my head turns red. My skin splits open, It's that scent. I taste the red copper from my skin. My head once agin fills with darkness. The taste of blood lingers on my cold lips, As the scent of dragon's blood fills the air.

Poem
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere. Y

Lots Of New Pics
come on check out all the new pics in my folders and pop those comment cherries ;-)... some in the weekend fun folder from my gf's bachelorette party last weekend they are funny and i will be posting some more of my new truck some time today :-)

Slow Down
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a doctor - * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say hi You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. Th

Stressful Times ... Middle Age?
At some point in the passage of time, the question of aging surfaces. Am I getting older? Am I "middle aged"? Those questions are frequently accompanied by a few shivvers and shakes! The specific answer, of course, is different for each person. As you can see from the Poem below ... it happened to ME ... and I listened to what my Brain was whispering into my ears; it sounded something like this ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ MIDDLE AGE? As I sit and weep and wail, make believing life’s a jail, my mind goes tumble jumble, as ‘thru my gloom I fumble! What the hey is going on? I jerk and twitch. my feelings itch, and no one’s here to scratch ‘em, fast as I can hatch ‘em … Is this ‘mid-age’ change of life? I sigh, I cry, I contemplate my navel, Never really getting started, since wife and love departed, to grow again, to know again, just what I want to do. What do I want to do? , … but wait … hesitate a little longer, for now I’m going somewhere,

A Poem I Wrote
Into, into, into the night I dare to escape, dare to take flight Worlds stand with me, and worlds stand against The following of my heart, and the feelings that I’ve sensed So, naked now, I plunge into the deep To realize my destiny, which till now has been asleep Pray do I, that I fall not very long Before Cupid arrives, to sing you this song And, gives to your soul, a discerning kind of ear So, that through the clamor, you’ll be able to hear The sound of my desire, that we become as one And, live forever in bliss, until our days are done

I Fucked Up
so i dont know how it happend but smehow i lost the ring Jason gave me. i took it off to take a shower and st it on the counter just like i always do and got dressed and checked on the sauce i was making. this is when i got on the computer not thinking about needing to put my rings back on. They are usually safe on the counter. well jason got home and i remembered to put my rings back on. only they weren't there. jason said that he saw one of my rings there, but that he didnt see the diamond ring. i tore the entire house apart looking for it. i looked under every bed, as a matter of fact i even decided to wash all the sheets. i looked in every drawer and cabinet. i feel so stupid. i askd my son, i even told him he wouldnt be in touble if he took it that i just wanted it back. i'm freaked out. i've been crying like a baby on and off all morning. i emptied out the toy box and everything. i don't know what to do. all i can do is pray that jason took it eenthough he told me that

A Heart Torn And Tattered
The scars of deception and betrayal Never seem to heal But they must not keep us from the fall Love is the only thing strong enough To keep sorrow at bay Allowing a smile to creep from the darkness Not knowing what to do or say As the confusion set in Is is real Will it last Can it be love that I feel Shall I be hurt again

To My Mel
Best Friends Love GROWS and fades New friends are made But I'll always be here for you Nothing can take that away I'll be here for you Through thick and thin Good times && bad I'll be the sister you wish you had I'll be your shoulder to cry on I'll be your best friend until the very end

Help Out Our New Family Memebr
She needs help in her contest! She is loosing badly and needs to catch up! She is a hottie too so blow her up, the fan and rate her too as well as add! thanx http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=615713&albumid=323605&i=3723284318

Friends For Life
Friends for life We will always be friends for life no matter. we will always count on each other when we need each other the most,, i know that we can't see each other every day but we will be friends until the end and i can count on you when i am sad or happy,, i know when you are around the world doesn't look the same. so guess what we will be friend until the end of time

Even Genies Get Old
> A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. > > He sits down and places the bag on the counter. > > The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. > > The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about one > foot high and sets him on the counter. > > He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it > on the counter as well. > > He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, > which he places in front of the piano. > > The little man sits down at the piano, and starts playing a beautiful > piece by Mozart! > > "Where on earth did you get that?" says the bartender. > > The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. > > This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and > says: "Here. Rub it." > > So the bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke > and a beautiful genie is standing before him. "I will grant you one > wish. Just one wish...each p

A Friend Like You
A friend like you no one can replace you know your limits and when i need space I've been betrayed by a few but after some months i knew you we're true theres not everyday you find a friend like that's down no matter what happens she'll stay around we have disagreements but we can work it out because of you i know what a true friendship is about boy issues your there to give me advice bad hair day you try and make me look nice family issues you can relate we have our moments we debate I wanted to let you know this because your very true no one can replace a friend like a friend like you!!!!

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" Scroll down DID YOU PASS THE TEST, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

F A M I L Y
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 'Oh excuse me please' was my reply. He said, 'Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. 'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, 'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood v

Human Resources Manager
One day while walking down the street a highly successful Human Resources Manager was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St. Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had a Human Resources Manager make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in," said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind, I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting green of a beau

Joaquin Phoenix & Reese Witherspoon Lyrics
Go away from my window Leave at your own chosen speed I'm not the one you want, babe I'm not the one you need You say you're lookin' for someone Who's never weak but always strong To protect you and defend you Whether you are right or wrong Someone to open each and every door Chorus: But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe Go lightly from the ledge, babe Go lightly on the ground I'm not the one you want, babe I'll only let you down You say you're lookin' for someone Who'll promise never to part Someone to close his eyes to you Someone to close his heart Someone to die for you and more Chorus You say you're lookin' for someone To pick you up each time you fall To gather flowers constantly And to come each time you call And will love you for your life And nothin' more Chorus

Secret #1
The is an article written by Joyce Meyer... She is a Christian speaker, teacher and preacher.. Take the time to read the words, let them speak to your spirit. I hope that they can help some of you as they help me. Thanks, Poet's Heart The first and most important secret to being a confident woman is to know that you are loved by god UNCONDITIONALLY. Romans 5:8 says...*God shows and clearly proves His love for us bu the fact that while we were sinners, Christ) the Messiah and the Anointed One) died for us*. Even if your natural father did not really love you properly, you can still get the love and acceptance you missed in your childhood from God. I grew up in an abusive home, and as a result I was filled with shame, blame and disgrace by the time I was 18. I didn't know what love was. When a boy of 19 showed an interest in me, I married him because I thought no one else would ever want me. He had problems of his own and didn't know how to love me either. We ended up divorced a

Just How Much I Love Him
I am loving this person with all my heart. He has my soul he has me in his life isn't that enough for one person. Bo because u want confort and just the little things. He dose that for me as well as i do for him. Each momment i see in his eyes or just a smile makes me blush. He just has something about that u gota kiss him every damn time u see him. It's that adorable. Even tho i am bisexaul dosn't mean i can have two for the price of one. But the thing is i respect my boyfriends choices and he resepcts mine. So that i a very greatfull for. Well have a great day love lins.

Looking For A Ct Hubby
Ok guys we can do this the hard way or the easy way. Hard way I kick your ass take you and make you mine. Easy way is.. first one to leave me a comment stating that he wants to be MINE is MINE. LMOA!!! hmmm so which is it gonna be. You all know u want these legs wrap around you!!!

A Warning...medical Warning That Is
I must begin this by stating that I am not a doctor, nor am I a scientist, but I need to get this information out as soon as possible. There is a sensation, sweeping the nation, and it is affecting yours and my children. Here are the symptoms... 1) Does not always pay attention when needed 2) Likes to "put on a show" around strangers 3) Hyperactivity 4) Will become emotional when does not get way 5) Would rather play than do homework 6) Will speak before thinking, usually when in groups of strangers 7) When leaving the house clean, may come back dirty, not knowing how it happened (blackouts apparantly) 8) Memory Loss...when something is broken, has no idea how it happened 9) Taste loss...will not eat what is cooked, until it is cooked at a friends or grandma's house 10) Insomnia...can stay up til 2am, but does not want to get up for school This syndrome is called Normalacy Syndrome. It affects most children, but is cured by going to a doct

Life,philosophy
someone who talks to me everyday, and cares that i'm o.k., even if they know i am. someone who wants to bide time away, and my presence helps it flow, wherever they go they want me there also. someone who thinks about me every hour, as i think of all my people because i have the power to help them. and as friendly as they are, that they will not ever be that far, even if there is distance ,whether physical , mental, or both. i want to be closer to like minded souls, i want to seize my life and maintain composure & control. i want to be the man all know that i can be, even me. i want to live and be free, ready to start to make this be.

Common Mistakes In New Relationships
The first year of a romantic relationship carries a lot of power. By the end of that year, the tenor of your relationship is established, as is your quality as a partner. She'll pretty much know if you're lazy, a pushover or uncaring in the long run. That's why in the first year, it's important to watch your behavior around her. Don't set her expectations too high, and don't try to fit her mold of the perfect boyfriend. This applies to the entire year, be it in the first, third or 10th month. Here are the 10 biggest mistakes men make in that most critical year. 10. You shower her with gifts Many men equate spending money on a woman with making her like him more. Buying her many, often expensive, presents or getting her something for every occasion, no matter how trivial, is a deadly mistake. It suggests a man has little to offer other than what's in his checking account. Worse still, the woman may begin to expect gifts from him all the time. Close your wallet and give her somethi

My 70 Confessions
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? sean or patt 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? hmm....usually 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? yes i sure would 4. Do you take compliments well? usually 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I would out last the skinny people ;) 7. Do you like nipple rings? umm.. sure... they're hot!! 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? nope 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I'm gonna take the 5th on this question =) 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? I have before... 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? both 14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment. happy, a bit confused, and excited lol 15. Do any songs make you cry? yes of course..... a couple of songs by A.D.D can make me cry at the drop of

Top 15 Amazing First Date Ideas
Your first date with Mary Jane is next Friday and you are trying your damnedest to prepare for it. Of all the things you must take care of -- what to wear, how to smell, choosing the right time and so on -- what is the most important thing to remember? You need some date ideas: As taught in every business class around the world, the most important thing to remember is location, location, location. Where to go? No matter how much you try to look your best and spit-shine your car for that extra gloss, you are only as good as what you have to offer. This means that the slickest and smoothest talker has to follow up with fun and original date ideas. Remember the saying, "Actions speak louder than words?" Well, it couldn't be any truer in this situation. You might rant about how much you enjoy extreme sports and living life in the fast lane, but when the first date comes around, inline-skating starts to seem like a pretty tame and unoriginal idea. What does this say about you

What Would You Do?
What would you do if you loved someone and you know for a fact that they don't love you? If you spend almost every weekend with this person and they were your first kiss,and the first person to touch you the way they did. Although they told you they don't love you, they just like you. What would you do and how would you feel? Need some advice, because my emotions are going on one crazy rollercoaster ride. THANK YOU!

Don't Listen To Him
A couple had been married for many years, and their son was old enough to date. One day the boy brought a girl over to dinner. The mother was thrilled with her son's choice and couldn't wait for the wedding. However, the father was upset and, eventually, the boy asked, "Dad, why don't you seem happy with her? Mom likes her a lot." The father explained, "No son, there's nothing wrong with the girl. It's just that I cheated on your mother a long time ago, and the girl you've been dating is my daughter by that woman." So the boy dumped her and found himself another girl. Again, he brought her home to the mother's delight, but the father again told him that this girl was actually his half-sister. The boy lost his temper and told his mother what his father had said. Furious, the mother shouted, "Don't listen to him, sweetheart! He isn't even your father!"

Why The Number Of Stupid People On Earth Is Increasing
I believe this 100%. We need to stop trying to protect stupid people, damnit!!! It's ruining the natural selection process! Until stupid people start dying at a normal pace, through their own stupidity, as they well should, we're going to continue to see shocking stupidity rule not only this country, but the world. America is probably #1 in trying to protect idiots from their own stupidity, though. Is it any wonder we're in this ridiculous state of confusion these days? _________________________________________ The theory of natural selection explains that as a species of any kind evolves, the weaker members of that species will not survive. These weaknesses can be anything from not being able to outrun another species that views you as its next meal, to deciding to leave the oceans without bothering to evolve lungs. Early man evolved and developed through the ability to adapt to his surroundings. One of the weaknesses of humans however was stupidity. This stupidity was to a

Grandpa
My memory from childhood is a person that I know He's been a friend of mine since the age of two I used to sit upon his knee and lean against his chest At telling pretty stories grandpa was the best I would sit for hours in fascinatedbliss At each stories end My forehand he would kiss He always made me smile with that twinkle in his eyes He could sheer me up when my life made me cry Grandpa was a special as I look back to see I wish for just a moment I could sit upone his knee

Haha
ok voters...this is what we wanted. congratulations to all who helped get the right political party in office that has OUR best interests in mind. we will now be moving into the era of carbon credits. what are those you may ask? this is a new stock market exchange that involves the sale of carbon credits to countries that are continuous offenders of the keyoto accords, such as america. countries are given a specific amount of carbons allowed each year to be expelled into the atmosphere. this figure will be based on the countries output level (gross domestic product) and the percentage of economic growth. how does this work you may ask? we as a country make stuff (for the whole world i might add) and we go over our yearly allowed amount of carbon. what ever company that is producing all this nasty pollutants will be forced to purchase carbon credits from other countries such as russia, france, mexico, canada, spain, japan, australia, sudan, iraq, iran, Syria, south africa, brazil, ho

This Is Dedicated To The Cunt I'm About To Drop Like A Bad Habbit
[Eminem] I ain't gonna eat, I ain't gonna sleep Ain't gonna breathe, til I see, what I wanna see And what I wanna see, is you go to sleep, in the dirt Permanently, you just being hurt, this ain't gonna work For me, it just wouldn't be, sufficient enough Cuz we, are just gonna be, enemies As long as we breathe, I don't ever see, either of us Coming to terms, where we can agree There ain't gonna be, no reason, speakin wit me You speak on my seed, then me, no speakin Englais So we gonna beef, and keep on beefin, unless You're gonna agree, to meet with me in the flesh And settle this face to face, and you're gonna see A demon unleashed in me, that you've never seen And you're gonna see, this gangsta pee on himself I see you D-12, and thanks, but me need no help Me do this one all by my lonely, I don't need fifteen of my homies When I see you, I'm seeing you, me and you only We never met, but best believe you gon' know me When I'm this close, to see you exposed as phony

"a Slave Is To Be Measured From The Inside,
"A slave is to be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows..." Submission is not about sex. Submission is not something one can learn. It is not sex. It is not dirty. Submission is beauty. It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman. It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through. Submission is not about sex, it is about sensuality. It is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty. It is about being the graceful, sensual, beautiful woman that resides within. Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want. A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite. She is strong. She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is. She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation. She submits out of strength, love, and trust. Submission is freedom. It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that

What Does 'domination' Mean?
Domination.... What does this word mean? What does it represent? Why does it elicit excitement in some and repulsion in others? How do we come to understand what true Domination is ... and why do we seek a concrete definition for this most maligned and often misunderstood personality trait? In My journey through this world of D/s I have seen many varieties of Dominants. These range from the absolute subtle to the most outrageous ... from the soft spoken, well disciplined, gentle Dominant to the loud, boisterous most strict Dominant. I have experienced contacts with many, from the undereducated personality to the sophisticated academic and all types in between. Interestingly, all have self perceived notions of their Dominance which differ for the most part from that which we observe ... there is a perfect smorgasbord of intellect and confidence ... and a bounty of disenchantment, illusion and frustration among us. I observe Dominance from a Male perspective ... given that

~master~
"You fill me...with thoughts, desires, needs, I never knew I had.." You engulf my soul.... You take my body for your use... You fill me...with thoughts, desires, and needs... I never knew I had.. You make me want....to let go Let go of all I have known... Give all I am to your desire.. You take my voice... My mouth opens to speak.. And you claim it as your own.. Filling me with your tongue.. My eyes fill with unspent emotions... Drawn to the surface by your safe hand.. Your gentlest caress... Your harshest pain... Releasing myself to you.. My mind, intelligent and strong... My soul, kind and soft... My body, beautiful, soft, kneeling My spirit, open, flowing to you You are indeed my Master... You are the one, in whose care I am safe Safe enough to be me... You are the one, in whose care I find trust Trusting you fully, with my thoughts and desires You are the one, in whose care I find strength Str

Staying In Contact
well i have made a few good friends here on ct and have some old one i know way back when but if any of you would like to talk to me and dont likethe shout box then here is a way y ou can contact me threw yahoo messanger the ID djrock2000us ... for teh yahoo hey im on now give me a shout if you wanna talk

Sup Shorty
young, beautiful a catch all around look at her and find yourselves on the ground my sword to your neck my foot on your crouch i have no fear of a life in jail cause i know i'll see you again in hell scream and cry all you want show my girl that your a punk dumbass games all men play for a fuck tonight and be out the next day your life could be ended with one swipe the blade across the back to end your life its dark and twisted yes this i know to jam a mase in your asshole to carve you into littles bits and send a peice to all terrorist so other countries can see what happens when you look shorty i'll die a million times to protect my baby thats why i say to daddy's liitle girl sup shorty

Bad Weather
michael you correct a single spelling in this im going to hurt you that said.I hate bad weather.This morning my alarm didnt go off so I had to take my son to school in the car.When I got back to the house it started downpouring.I had a umbrella in my car so i took it out and opened it up.When I did the damn thing broke.I got so mad I threw it on the grounded.I ended up getting soaking wet going into my house.

~punishment - A La Suess~
"When His pleasures, he was through, He knew exactly what to do..." Punishment you say... then Punishment it shall be. Just please oh please don't tie me to a tree. The bark is harsh upon my spine, I do not wish to make friends with a pine. If you must tie me down at all, How about the bedroom, down the hall? Secure me tightly to the bed Just be careful for my head! Leather cuffs to my wrist are bound, Add the gag to insure no sound. Then the nipples soon to clamp Oh my Oh my, I'm getting damp! "On the bed" You command, With the flick of Your hand. On my back I did lay Oh my gosh... It's judgment day! A blindfold placed over my eyes? What the hell?!? A disguise?? I knew I should not have come today For Master will soon have his way! Arms extended over my head, Secured tightly to the bed. Legs spread wide for all to see, Oh no!! I think I have to pee! What's this I feel so nice and warm Is it the quiet before the storm? Between my legs the

Feeling Your Arms
Being able to feel your arms Whether they be wrapped around me in a hug, holding on to me as if you were going to lose me, or just touching me to make sure I was there, would give me a great feeling deep inside. Knowing that you want to hold me, keep me safe and secure, helps me sleep at night. Hearing your voice before I sleep at night, and knowing that you enjoy hearing mine, makes my sleep so smooth and sound. You call me your sweetheart, for your own personal reasons. I call you my teddy bear -in my thoughts- because that's what you remind me of. You want to keep me safe, and hold me all night, so I can feel secure in your arms. I want to hold you all night so you know there is someone that cares for you. You get better at making me laugh, every time we talk. I get better at sharing my thoughts, everytime you do.

Witches
Have witches gone the way of wonders, Asterisks of yesterday? Life restores what reason sunders, Lest we lose our mind for play. Once we knew that what we knew Was like a ship upon a sea. Evil spirits wandered through Eternity, and what was true Never tainted what might be.

Your Sexual Iq
I must say.......I think this is rather correct....lol!!! You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To Appear
To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen. To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside. To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last. To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space. To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive. To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.

Breona
That impish grin and those eyes aglow, with its spark of life so many outgrow. Busy fingers, a busier mind, complex, yet simple and unconfined. The years ahead pregnant with unknowns, incomprehensible a numberless zone. For you who only can count to ten. Amusement, enjoyment, over and again. You sing with delight, one song in two Mixed up lyric mean nothing to you The joy you feel when you raise your song Doesn't matter, Please sing along. Those brand new foods, brand new sights Tomorrow again might still delight Your eyes that saw them day before Today a delight to re-explore. Innocent youth, I pray you keep As in your dreams you rest and sleep Visions of dancing stars and light Remembered tomorrow in older twilight. amawitch/2007

Five Levels Of A Hangover
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas a

For All The Nutters Lol
They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds And basket

I Feel...
i feel like dieing today...it feels as if every one is against me moving to Texas even though they say do what i want..even my best friend it feels as if she doesn't want me to go just cause my sister had a fit...i wish people would just support me for my decsions if i don't like it down there ill come back up here....i don't understand what every one has against me these days...i can be the sweetest, kindest loving person you will ever know and people don't understand that i have feelings as well...some days it feels that my best friend prefers me to stay here with no one then to go to texas a new place where she will be her son her bf and her mom and dad ..yes i know my family won't be there but i can call them....why doesn't anyone ever listen to what i have to say and my worries...im just scared that if she goes down maybe she will change her mind and just leave me up here ..i don't wanna stay in minnesota i wanna go to texas...why doesn't any one understand that?? maybe if i drop

Are You A Type A Or B Personality?
You Have a Type A PersonalityYou are ambitious, driven by your desire to get things done. Type A personalities are characterized by their drive and intense work ethic. You are competitive; you want respect, not affection. You may become irritated when you have to wait on a line or at a red light. Are you a Type A or a Type B?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Missing Child
(New Jersey- WABC, April 23, 2007) - The New Jersey State Police has activated the New Jersey Amber Abducted Child Alert. Police say Lakeesha White, got out of her Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 temporary NJ registration 510-5889, to help an elderly person crossing the street on South Broadway in Camden, NJ. Authorities add after, she got out of her vehicle, a male stole her vehicle with her 7 year old female daughter in the backseat. Her daughter, Jada Cordero was last seen wearing blue jeans and a green shirt. The vehicle is a Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 with temporary NJ registration 510-5889. I Will Try To Find The Photo So We Can Have A Idea Of What This Child Looks Like!

The Witch's Promise
The Witch's Promise Lend me your ear while I call you a fool. You were kissed by a witch one night in the wood, And later insisted your feelings were true. The witch’s promise was coming, Believing he listened while laughing you flew. Leaves falling red, yellow, brown, all are the same, And the love you have found lay outside in the rain. Washed clean by the water but nursing it’s pain. The witch’s promise was coming, and you’re looking Elsewhere for your own selfish gain. Keep looking, keep looking for somewhere to be, Well, you’re wasting your time, they’re not stupid like he is. Meanwhile leaves are still falling, you’re too blind to see. You won’t find it easy now, it’s only fair. He was willing to give to you, you didn’t care. You’re waiting for more but you’ve already had your share. The witch’s promise is turning, so don’t you wait up For him, he’s going to be late

Sitting In My Chair
Who says tht a straight back chair is uncomfortable and no fun? Well, not me anyway. When I was younger I dated a lovely woman named Pauline. Pauline was 5'6", had dark curly hair that came down to about mid-back, blue eyes, nice hips, a nice round ass, lovely 38D breasts with large dark nipples, and more than that she was extremely bisexual. We always had a great time sexually but there was always something that I wanted that she held out on me. I was dying to have a threesome with her and her girlfriend Debbie. Debbie was sort of plain looking but not unattractive. She had blonde hair,blue eyes, was a little on chubby side, had really big 40DD breasts, and exuded this sort of sexual magnetism that drove me crazy. We used to flirt like crazy even when Pauline was around but it never went beyond the playful stage. Anyway...I was supposed to meet Pauline at her house to go to dinner after work one Friday in what I seem to remember was late August as it was hot as hell that da

Please Help- > Close To My Heart
As most of you know, the ferret rescue is very dear to my heart. I am the "Hospice Nurse" for Texas Ferret Lovers Rescue. I take in any ferret that cannot be adopted out because of illness that requires medication and monthly vet visit or because they are elderly. It is my purpose to make sure their remaining days, months or years are happy and without sorrow. You can see some of my furry fuzz-butts on my MySpace page "Patrices_Love" TxFLR has never put down any ferret due lack of funds to care for it. NEVER. Our funds are low at this time and our amount of surrenders to our rescue is rising. So for the first time ever....I am putting out a personal plea. We need your help to keep our heads above water. Please view our website and help us with any donation you can. http://www.txferretrescue.org/index.html You find our address under the "Contact Us" tab. $5.00 can even help. We appreciate all the help we can get and scrounge for every cent. Texas Ferret Lover's Rescue Patri

A Special Friend
A simple friend has seen you cry. A special friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn’t know your parent’s first names. A special friend has their numbers in his or her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A special friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he or she has gone to bed. A special friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend ignores your problems. A special friend want to know about and talk to you about your problems and stands at your side helping you work through them. A simple friend wonders about you romantic history. A special friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, acts like a guest when visiting. A special friend opens your refrigerator and helps him or herself. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A special friend knows that it is not a friendship until afte

My Poems
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault

Blah!!
today just turned out to me a awefull day....i realized i think im being used for somethingi never hoped id ever be used for and by someone i thought "loved" me.....and that i never thought would do this to me....it sucks

Unbreak This Heart
When my nights are lonely and my days are sad I think of all the memories we both shared the good and bad I remember the feeling of laying in your arms As we held each other and gazed at the stars I lay here and long for your tender kiss The taste of your lips is what I mostly miss That sexy smile you smiled When you stare at me always drove me wild Those late nights when you’d run your hands down my body Making me feel….Oh so hot and naughty! If only you knew what I felt when laying underneath while staring at you above Its getting harder cause I realize I’m slowly starting to fall every time we make love I wish I can have you by my side until the end But I have to remind myself we are just friends I try to forget everything we ever did But I can’t seem to get you out of my head I linger to see you again to feel your touch once more Telling myself never again which I’ve said a thousand times before I promised myself I wouldn’t fall To keep my head

Death Under Pale Moonlight
Death Under Pale Moonlight Today I pressed face to face with her Cheek to cheek I kissed her head to toe I felt her up and down, and all around I could feel the rushing sense of danger I caressed her hands before I cut her wrists I kissed her goodnight, death under pale moonlight Today I held her heart in my dirty hands And from my throat I thrust a knife Jabbed down into her heart through my hands She only whispered without a fight I killed her with my own two bare hands I let her lie down in her bed I kissed her goodnight, death under pale moonlight

How Do You Rate On The Sex Appeal Meter?
My result for How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? is The Super-Cool ‘UnYou can look sexy when you want and blend with the crowd when you want. You have total control over your sexiness, and do not use it to disarm people. The best bet, according to me.How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

I Love Your Words
I Love Your Words Miss would you repeat that Cause I love the way it sounds When those words come out of your mouth They play in my head a thousand times And I don't wanna let 'em go Don't wanna let 'em slip away When you say I love you I know you mean what you say The words that come out of your mouth They teach, they heal, they sound so real Everytime I hear, I listen, I understand I know exactly what they mean And I don't wanna let 'em go Don't wanna let 'em slip away When you say I love you I know you mean what you say Your words I love I love what you say I love 'em every night Morning and day I love your words

Describe A Justin
For each, pick 5 or 6 (no mo, no less) adjectives that describe me. You can be anonymous if you so choose. You can create your own, too. No sign-up, no E-Mail, just have to pick a name no one has used yet. Negative Positive

Not Seen All My Dogs
As some of my friends know, I have 6 dogs. Actually I have 2 adult dogs and 4 puppies. I have 3 of them in my photo album. The little one that you see me holding is my Tibetian Spanial, Toby. I have on here with my Sheltie mix, Precious. Then I am holding one of her pups. A female Blue Heeler called Patches. ( For obvious reasons.) As time goes on I hope to bring you pics of my last three Blue Heeler pups. Precious is the momma to the 4 Blue Heeler pups. When they were born you could fit them in the palm of your hand. Alot of sleepless nights when they were learning how to walk. But they are a joy even after eating my couch and oversized chair and footstool.

Drifting
We are so far apart There is no way we can get back together You made the choice that you'll have to live with it You choose the women,drinking over me I stayed home kept the home fires going Wondering what I could have done different What I could change You gone now There is nothing left of us No turnind back now I hope you are happy Found what you were looking for sign:Marion g.

I Love You
hahaha you thought i was serious. very funny lol anyways iove been kidna ronery hahaha but arent we all sometimes? ive been having lots of trouble sleeping maybe im scared i dont know ive been spending lots of time late at night with my cans on listening to music until i finally fall upon my keyboard for a friendly key to face shnuggle how sad hahaha anywas i g2g2 work .. if anyone here likes goth industrial go to infirmery $5 its good entertainment fin you better go this time and also im wearing my new dress tonight heheh its gonna be fun yeayea later

From A Few Weeks Ago.......
"If we're all going to die anyway, why do we have to go to school?" This is a question my 8 year old daughter asked me a few nights ago when I was laying down with her at bedtime. She's EIGHT! I ask this question quite often myself, but I don't remember thinking this at EIGHT! How the hell do I explain this to her? My life goes from overdrive to cruising to back, depending on the moment and activity of the day. currently in overdrive. I'm leaving Sunday to go to my mom's to help her clear out my dad's shop and decide what to sell in an estate sale. I cannot even say this w/o a lump forming in my throat. A necessary, but unanticipating trip. To go through and pick things out that were materially present for your entire life and to eventually watch strangers walking away with them is a daunting task. I don't know how I'm going to make it through those 4 days. Good thing PMS was LAST week. Are you a thinker or do you just go through your day doing your job, reading your p

Or Just Give Me A Labotomy
I'm genuinely phoney. I figured out how to coin that phrase to fit how I feel when I deal with the public in my job, or my neighbors, etc. I don't like being phoney and most of the time I have to tone down my personality for people who don't want to talk, or hear me talk or just don't give a shit. So I have to put on a little smile and be nice whether or not I feel like it. BUT, I hate lying. I loathe lying and liars. So, while smiling and being phoney and thinking, omg, I'm so sick of saying the same thing over and over to every customer, they know that's just the routine, BUT, I really am genuine about asking, "Hi, how are you today?", What I'm being phoney about is saying, "I'm fine, thanks." I'm not going to tell them how I'm REALLY feeling at that moment any more than I want to hear about their doctor's appt. We'd be there all day analyzing what thought is running through my head at 2:11pm, after I've had lunch and had a loaded conversation with my old friend about his da

Just A Friendly Pimp Out
Rider Here ... Trying to get all my friends the love they deserve!! 1st of all My Heart!! Yeah she is a Top Cherry but still!! *ANGEL~BABY*®™ @ CherryTAP 2nd My Son!! Ben Dover yeah he is a godfather, but he is doing photoshops now!! Ben Dover@ CherryTAP Now For White Rider's Angels!! Sweet Tits@ CherryTAP DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OR SHOULD I SCROLL BY AGAIN@ CherryTAP Now for a few other friends that are precious to me!! ~Clandestine~@ CherryTAP ღ Only for you ღ@ CherryTAP ~FATTittykiTTy~@ CherryTAP ~*BikerLdy*~@ CherryTAP If I missed you...add your self here and join the Short Bus Rider's

Lost
LOST IN THE DARK LOOKING FOR LIGHT LOOKING FOR HOPE LOOKING FOR STREANTH TO MAKE IT THRUE THE NIGHT BUT WATE THANK I SEE LIGHT IT IS HUR STANDING THER WIHT ARM OPEN SHE IS MY LIGHT HUR SMILE MKE ME FELL SAFE TILL MORING AND THEN I WAKE UP AND IT WAS OMLY A DREAM

Poem I Wrote!
Inspite of all the horrible things I've said Along with all the bad things I've done, I get down upon my knees tonight And pray to you Almighty One. Dear Lord, please forgive me For I have sinned in your site of eye Please help me wash away the wrong doing To tell it all goodbye I did not mean to pull the trigger But what else was I to do Dear Lord? For this was not the first encounter I came across him once before. You see Dear Lord he's a mean man For he torn my clothes all off without haste Then proceeded to torcher and bruise me A night my memory will never erase. © Copyright by Donna Curole Tonight he thought he could do it again More power he had not known I had. I took the gun out from under my seat Then put that bullet through his head. For I was not going to let him rape me again I had more than my share the first round. So now Dear Lord please hear my prayer Every word every sound. Please guide me on the right tra

Every One Of You
just stoped to send you all some love.just left dublin ga.headed to farmington nm./saltlake city ut./yakima wa...im in russelville ar. right now getting ready to head west with my tractors.looks like its going to rain hope to talk soon.keep safe and have fun..see ya soon

Correcting An Error On My Part!
"Just Meee" Makes the Marriage Certificates. ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ Cherrytagz .com~X~@ CherryTAP And "Dontcha" Makes the Certificates for great causes! ~Dontcha~Know~Im~Just~4~U~@ CherryTAP Sorry about the mix up ladies :) Stop by and show them both some love, they are both very nice ladies!

Dead Presidents..
Im watching a crap movie about an assassination attempt on the us president. And im thinking why would anybody really care that much if their president got killed, i mean its not like hes your friend or anything. If the president of Iceland got assassinated id think "Shame, he was an okay guy" then id go back to doing whatever i was doing before i heard that bit of news. If George Bush got killed id probably have a small celebration, maybe do a little dance or something then id go back to what i had been doing but with a smile on my face.

So Wtf, ...i Havent Heard The Answer Yet Why Dont They Fly The Flag At Half-mast For Soldiers Too?
Today on CNN i saw a story linbe about a soldier who accidently sent out a l2 page letter about it waws kool for the students of VT{virgina tech} to get honors of having the flag flown at half mast, but everyday soldiers sailors, marines and airmen risk their lifes and lose them and not a stitch of fabric drops for them.now i know as a whole we get veterens day, but now that too has come to be a commerialized like easter,christmas, and halloween.But where is the sincerity gone to actually honor people who deserve it. just makes you think though hmmmm? anyway tell me what you think?! and bless you all!!!!

Thoughts While On The Road...
- Ever in a job interview .. and thought to yourself .. damn cant wait for this to be over.. i got a role of Lifesavers in my pocket .. and watermellon is next ! - I belive if companies insist on making thongs for 350 lbs chicks they should do us all a favor and make them out of kevlar! If one were to snap someone would loose and arm. - I wanna hang out at Macy's ..not to shop just, to see the reaction off people as im playing with my slinky on the escalators. - Ever tailgated an SUV just to watch the movie they had playing ? - While in a ritzy resturant ... the guy always asks if you want fresh ground pepper .... but ever wonder where the fresh salt guy disapeared to? - I like cinimon rolls ... but i hate making them all the time, I think they should make a cinimon role insence.. that way when friends come over they walk through the door with false hopes. - Im a cheap bastard .. i think we all are at some point in time. But being cheap doesnt come without consi

Virginia Tech Benifit Concert
¢¾HarleyGurl¢¾ Date: Apr 25, 2007 6:26 PM Subject VA Tech. Benefit Concert... PLZ REPOST!! Body: Being in the Northern VA, MD and DC areas; we were all affected in some way, shape or form by the events of April 16 at Virginia Tech. Crowded Streets (Northern Virginia's BEST Dave Matthews Tribute Band) along with Willie Strings & The Players (MD's Premiere Party Band) are coming together for a night of music, friends and honoring the true Hokie Spirit. When: Thursday May 10th, 2007 Where: The State Theater, Falls Church, VA Doors @ 7:00 (All Ages) Cost: $15 in advance/ $20 at the door (With proceeds going to the Hokie Spirit Memorial Fund) For any and all information you can go to: www.myspace.com/crowdedstreets www.myspace.com/williestringstheplayers or the benefit site: http://www1.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=737A171A-E338-4B3D-A8BF-5EB124CE80EA

Thoughts ( Sigh ! )
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Bruce Campell - If Chins Could Kill
For those of you who don't know: Bruce Campbell rules!! Need proof? Read this book. It's not a pathetic memoir of a life gone wrong. It's a celebration of life, friendship, humor, and the slow but sure triumph of the underdog. I've never been a big fan of celebrity biographies. I'm sure that sounds strange to people who know me considering I seem to be an absolute fount of worthless knowledge. But it's true. Campbell's autobiography however, had me giggling at nearly every page. The man knows how to turn even a tragedy into a compelling and amusing anecdote. So grab a copy. Read it. And then prepare yourself for the inevitable 'Evil Dead'-athon you will feel compelled to watch afterward. Recommended for: Deadites, Film buffs, Film school students, Bruce Campbell fans and of course anybody who needs a good laugh.

2nd Place
I can’t compete Why am I hear again I told you before she isn’t just your friend Your ex is so much Of your past and your future I don’t know how to handle it I try to stay strong When all along all I want to do is punch a wall You’re not worth my tears You’re not worth my pain I’d like to through the stupid ass cunt through a window pane You have no idea what you mean to me I walk around all day with a stupid smile on my face Who’da known it was my lie to myself You are a shady bitch You have no love for me I knew it from go The first time you said her name She is to much a part of you than I I can’t compete I’d rather die It kills me every minute to see her fucking face She is a nobody to me And an everybody to you She faked her walk away When all she did was go under cover She was afraid I took you away When all that happened was you Put her on the backburner to stay For now you told her She waits patiently For the day you come and tell her I walke

~~new Laws For Californian's~~
Subject: Heads up about new driving laws for 2007 Good information about new California driving laws. This was sent to me as a reminder that starting January 2007 we have new driving regulations, and I felt it was worth sharing. Please be aware of the costs involved! 1. Carpool lane - 1st time $1068.50 starting 1/1/07 (The $271 posted on the highway is old). Don't do it again because 2nd time is going to be double. 3rd time triple, and 4th time license suspended. 2. Incorrect lane change $380. Don't cross the lane on solid lines or intersections 3. Block intersection - $485 4. Driving on the shoulder - $450 5. Cell phone use in the construction zone. - Double fine As of 07/01/07 cell phone use must be “hands free” while driving. 6. Passengers over 18 not in their seatbelts - both passengers and drivers get tickets 7. Speeders can only drive 3 miles above the limit. 8. DUI = JAIL (Stays on your driving record for 10 years!) 9. As of 07/01/07 cell pho

It Could Be Forever
Sorry, for the way I stare Forgive me, for the way I think of you Pardon me, for dreaming all about you And do understand, the way I love you If you just knew what it is like this way I shiver when you’re near I stare at you just to seize the day I act so strange if you’re around I feel my heart smile when I see you I brag endlessly uttering words about you And I’d be hurt just the thought you can’t be mine If you just knew how long I’ve been hidin’ The secret of my affection, admiration I have I never want you to notice That I’m simply falling in love But I hate the way I feel this pain The pain, the fear of not wanting you to know Or even just to give you a single clue For I fear to face rejection and humiliation If I’d think about how I acted when you’re near I think I’m gonna regret those things Coz I assume I got lost that moment Trembling, gasping for what to do and say If I just knew how to be myself with you If only I knew what’s in your mind Then

Marked
Each and everyone of us are marked by those we love. In turn, we mark them. Although they can be, these marks do not have to be physical. The ones I speak of are left indelibly upon our hearts, minds and souls. They do not fade with time. They serve as reminders to where we have been and if we dare to look, they can show us where we are going. For every smile given, every laugh shared. For every word spoken, every tear shed. For every touch, for all the tenderness, love and devotion. With reverence and pride, I wear each of J's marks.

Interesting Facts
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

Soul Coughing
Hello there everyone. Soul Coughing is an interesting little band. The only thing I had heard before I got their albums was the "super bon bon" song from Gran Turismo 2 (PS2). I was not a fan. It is one of the more annoying songs in the game. I only seem to win the race when The Cardigans or Garbage are playing. Anyway, Soul Coughing has three albums of quirky little neo-beatnik, coffeehouse jazz mixed with hip-hop rhythms. The singer's voice is a bit droning, but it works with the material. Overall, good songwriting, if repetitious occasionally. There is a musical subtheme in Bus to Beelzebub that I can't quite identify. It's a sample of a classical piece that I associate with cartoons. I think it might be Gershwin. If anybody recognizes and can positively identify it, please let me know what it is. True Dreams of Wichita is another gem. It combines their future hit 'super bon bon' with a touch of Cyndi Lauper's 'True Colours.' I don't know if that was intentional, but it

Myths
My Interpretatons by luna Once you start you will want more and engage in increasingly risky play. The truth is that when one starts out in BDSM they will want more and more. However, it's not like a fall off a cliff, you don't keep progressing farther and farther. I like to think of it more like climbing a mountain with a lot of plateaus on it. It's a long way to that first plateau as you learn who you are and what you want, what you need in a relationship and in play. Then when you get to that plateau, most will stay there for awhile, dabbling in what they have learned and are supremely happy there. Still others will stay there awhile, but yet find more they would like to try and then climb once more to another plateau. Within the BDSM scene there are all sorts of people on this mountain, and none of them are on the same plateau. They extend the length of the mountain, happy with where they have landed, or planning on moving up the mountain yet again. It's all about the jour

A Poem
Listen my children and you shall hear,of a time for you that is soon to be near. When a diabolic hand reaches out of the earth crushing and depriving us of our birth. Forcing us to join the satanic procession, leading us out of our great depression, when our boisterous cries are heard vague, as the disease crumbles over us in a plague. Cold gushes of air sweep through our hair and a tingling feeling rushes over our skin. The color of night fills our eyes and we become paranoid like horses whisking at flies. We fall into a hole, demolishing our souls, and this is the day that for you awaits, beyond tomorrows mystics gates. The day when you slip into the silent land and I can no more hold you by the hand.

Vampire.....me!
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Dracula100%Akasha100%Armand83%Marius83%Angel83%Spike83%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Lestat50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Vampiric Powers
You scored as Shape shift, You are most like a Shape shifter. Can't catch you cause your already gone!! Come play with me!Shape shift100% Shadow walking81% Telepathy75% Perception25% Charisma25% Mind Control0% What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Check Us Out
Hey yall DJ_MC is LIVE on air at www.radio.cooternets.com PLease Check out His playlist at http://xdjmcx.blogspot.com/ and be sure to tune into http://radio.cooternets.com to catch the hottest tunes anywhere on the net. GET DOWN ON IT! PS he Does do all requests so come listen in for some good music Dj-MC

Bdsm
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Whips100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Our Gaurdian Angels- My Latest Poem
Through the storm and through the rain God shielded them from feeling any pain God holds them close all through the night Then lets them go to fly with the angels by dawns early light They fly high above you in the form of a cloud, a rainbow, or a snow white dove They are now your gaurdian angels each and everyday To help guide you through and show you the way They embrace you with all the love they feel To help ease your heart, your mind, to help you heal You will never really be apart As long as you can always remember to keep thier loving memory alive inside your heart! By:AngelsFace

Hair In The Ears
My neighbor found out her dog could hardly hear so she took it to the veterinarian. He found that the problem was hair in its ears. He cleaned both ears and the dog could hear fine The vet then proceeded to tell the lady that if she wanted to keep this from recurring she should go to the store and get some "Nair" hair remover and rub it in the dog's ears once a month. The lady goes to the drug store and gets some "Nair" hair remover. At the register the druggist tells her, "If you're going to use this under your arms don't use deodorant for a few days." The lady says: "I'm not using it under my arms." The druggist says: "If you're using it on your legs don't shave for a couple of days." The lady says: "I'm not using it on my legs either; if you must know, I'm using it on my schnauzer." The druggist says: "Stay off your bicycle for a week."

Valtrex Day
Thank god April Fool’s Day is over. I HATE that “holiday.” It’s less of a holiday and more of an excuse to torture people with lies and deceit. Of course, if you try to act cool and *not* believe things on April 1, you are just as screwed. For example last year on 4/1, my buddy was with a prostitute who kept saying, “careful about the open sores down there….” But he didn’t want to look gullible, so he kept laughing at her clever April Fool’s joke. We now refer to April 1st as “Valtrex Day”.

Y Doesnt He Love Me?
well I went to work.. came home kinda early.. made sure HE had something to eat for supper when he got home... and he got home ina bad mood cuz he was on a machine at work instead of working on one today... He went upstairs and told me not to come up them.. I did anyways.. fuck u dont see someone for 12 hours ... ya think they might miss you? nope.. I told him that I missed him... He said he loved me... and said it mean... it sounded fucked up.. so I said yeah ya do dont ya? and then he said no I really dont.. who says that to some one? especially someone the are suppose to love... You dont say shit like that unless you MEAN it.. and it made my heart drop.. what the fuck> I do everything EVERYTHING for this boi.. I cook... I clean... I work... I do his laundry.. I make sure he always has a meal cooked.. I always make sure he has a plate fixed.. I get him something to drink.. fuck what more could you ask for? I was married to someone like this... only he treated me l

Rec'd In An Email & Totally Agree!!!!
Yep! I passed it on... I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIF

I'm A Freaky Bitch
You scored as Freaky Bitch. You are a FREAKY BITCH! You love sex, you love men, and you will do anything to get what you want. You like for men to talk dirty to you in the bedroom and you wear the sexiest, sluttiest, clothes ever. Freaky Bitch100%Smart/Classy Bitch92%Gangsta Bitch83%Crazy Bitch83%The BADDEST BITCH67%Siditty Bitch67%Wannabe Bitch17%WHAT BITCH R U?created with QuizFarm.com

"how Much More?" Explicit Content!!!
"How much more?" How much more can I take, until the point I finally break, my whole life has been in vain, now I can feel nothing but pain, all these thoughts inside my head, dreams of me just being dead, I cannot stand my lot in life, a bullshit job, no kids, no wife, nobody loves me, or even pretends, on days I pray, its for the end, I'm not sure why I'm forced to live, I've given all I have to give, for all my efforts are in vain, so it's no wonder I've gone insane, I trully wish that I could die, but God wont let me, or tell me why, there are things about me that many admire, but I'd give them away to have what I desire, my life is far from the way I planned it, I've been denied the things most take for granted, how I feel right now is hard to explain, like a shotgun blast right to the brain, thats how I feel, like theres nothing left, like I'm talking and the whole worlds deaf, I could put a gun next to my ear, and you'd walk right by like I'm not h

I'm Sorry...
I saw this posted on another website and thought...damn...that is exactly how I feel sometimes. I mean come on, I know I am not anorexic, supermodel skinny, I know I have flaws and I am not perfect. But, I also know I am a great friend, good person, and great girlfriend...and if a guy is too superficial and shallow to see all the good qualities I have to offer just because I may not look like what society says I should, then I do feel sorry for them! I'm sorry...if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to

Lonely
It sucks being away from friends and family, even thought we have a job to do it doesnt make it any easier being here. Feel free to hit me up anytime, making new friends is always a bonus. I am in Ramadi if anyone wnats to look it up and see where I am.

Stay
So very possibly I have seen one of the best movies of my life seriously no joke. I saw the movie stay last week. And I'll admit i had to watch it a couple times to fully understand it. But everytime I watched it I fell in love with it even more. The movie begins with Henry and his family driving down the Brooklyn bridge when they have a blow out and are in an accident; however you don't know how the accident turns out in the end. Throughout the movie Henry appears to be very trouble, he sees a psychiatrist, is in need of medication, and treatens suicide. As the movie moves on the characters begin to see the same people and they begin to repeat moments in time. None of which makes sense at the time. It is not until the very end that we are told or rather shown that everyone in the car crash dies instantly except for Henry. Henry dies slowly on the bridge. As he begins to leave this life is watches those around him and what is happening. Here we realize that the entire film