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Savin Me
Savin Me-Nickelback Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say i

Sincerely To All Of My Friends....
Dear Friends, I want to apologize to each and every one of you that have expressed care or concern for me during these past few months. I know I haven't been around. I haven't returned phone calls. I haven't returned emails. I have ignored most of all you. Please don't take this the wrong way. I appreciate you and need each and every one of you! I'm just going through the most difficult time in my life right now. I am facing more challenges right now than I have in my entire life. I truly appreciate all the comments, the cards, the letters, the phone calls and the out pouring of love that you have given me. It's just a difficult time in my life and it's one of those things you just have to go through. It's a process. I have tried to be my normal self a few times but I just can't. Too much going on in my head. I can't pretend as if life is just grand right now but I also don't want to dwell on it. You learn in time that as you mature life has it's processes an

Blah
How boring. I am so bored that I want to type on someone’s face with an old-fashioned typewriter. The ones that chop through the paper and ding when you reach the margin or whatever. I just want to roll someone’s face down in there and type away. I could type words like endometriosis or rugged scoliosis. Maybe I might want to type words like culminated crisis or desecrated vices. Either way they would be words typed into someone’s FACE!!!!!!!!! They could walk around wearing polyester pajamas and the words I chose to type in their FACE!!!!!!!! Maybe people would stare, maybe they'd point, maybe they'd laugh, maybe they'd disappoint, still there would be words typed in someone’s FACE!!!!!!! If I typed hard enough the ink may wash off only to find that it left permanent scars so the words would become one with their face and they could live with it for the rest of their lives screaming out to castrated concubines with cucumber nipple covers and copulating mineral salt o

Rules Of Honor
As you know, we welcome, love and respect everyone, but feel the need to set some ground rules and make them clear to all members and anyone who might like to join. Wolves are HONORABLE! As such, these rules are cardinal: There will be NO public humiliation or bashing of ANYONE! Family or otherwise. (if they have done you wrong, block them from you, and send ONE again 1 notification to family that the member and you have irreconcilable differences WITHOUT ISSUING DETAILS!) Do not worry, the family will back you without being involved in drama. NO attack on ANY pack member, present or former will be tolerated.

Just Call Me Ted
Serial Killer Quiz Congratulations, if you were a serial killer you would be... Ted Bundy In the early to mid 1970s Ted Bundy would murder over 30 young women. Most were attacked while walking in parks, found later to have been raped and strangled to death, but sometimes Bundy would go as far as breaking into their houses as they slept and beating them to death with a crow bar.After being caught and convicted of the murders, Bundy accepted prison, acquired a new name and started his killing spree all over again. Soon after, Bundy was caught, but not before taking the lives of 3 more women.Almost all of Bundy's victims were young white girls with long dark hair parted down the middle, all were raped, beaten and sodomized. kill count: 30 Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Driven
So many questions on my mind I think of the people I love Anyone that told me they wish to see me again The lost soul who travels the world To figure out who he once was. Scared little puppy held by a stranger Put into the arms that brought sudden things To the life of the one who doesn't understand That he was chosen from all others. My feelings develop over me Transfigure my objective and shatter my dreams I love someone special out there But it confuses me why that is I cannot believe my feelings Too hard to accept how I am. New surroundings engulf my future Truth and the battle over honesty Never ends in the bowels of my body I'm scared to accept the pain I inflicted Survival seems dim and small I can taste my death coming soon. I'll keep on moving Through the night Not a moment of rest For my bloodshot eyes.

Darkened
Walking through this darkened path, I've come to meet my last. My last gasp of air, I reach for you but you not there. I hear your voice, but your no where around. Can you hear my tears, falling to the ground. As I look up towards the sky, the blueness fades to black. Now I wish I could take, take this all back. All the screaming we did, its not worth it now. For you've left me here, No where to be found.

Everyone Should Read This
To every girl who is scared to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid BITCH instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses hi

A Huge Thank You!
Thank you to all my tap friends for the birthday wishes and gifts. It was really unexpected and made my day. On a really positive note, I have an interview tomorrow and looking forward to nailing it. Once I seem to get in front of someone, I get the job. That reminds me, I need to update my page. LOL In due time my CT friends, in due time.

A Lil About Me
Hey I have had some people want to know a little more about me and they are also asking if I am real. LOL, Yes I am real, I just cant post full face photo's of myself. I am in a very abusive marriage, no I dont get beat but I do get mentally abused and trust me when I say that is sometimes just as worse as getting beat. Ok I also have had people ask me why I dont leave, It is not as easy as it may seem, I do have childern to think of and I for one do not want them hurt at all. We also have property together and he has threatend that If I divorce him he will take the house and leave me and the kids homeless. He is a very possesive person He wrecked my car just so I wouldnt have something to drive, granted I am getting very tired of his treatment and I am looking into a divorce and finding out what my options are. He has cheated on me and as far as I know he still is, there is no love between us what so ever I only stay because I have no place tp go with me and my kids. There are a coupl

What I Did Today And What I Think I Will Do Tomorrow....
Today I went to work...I had to be there very early in case anyone was worried. Tomorrow I will go to work again, this time I don't have to be there until 2pm. I will probably waste my AM on cherrytap amusing myself by you freaks. Anywho...Just wanted to give you people the 411 on my whereabouts....bye for now.

How To Piss Of Cops
1) When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, officer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3) When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4) If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer doesn't go that high. 5) Touch him. 6) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 7) Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 8) Refer to him by his first name. 9) Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 10) When he says no, cry. 11) If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 12) If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 13) If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 14) When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 15) When he puts handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy me dinner first" 16) Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, cause you don't like ink on your fi

Comments And Ratings
Since I have been involved in getting settled in my new place, and trying to get my yard together, I have fallen behind in getting you good folks pics, blogs, and stash rated. But I still work on it when I can. I will get caught up soon I hope. Or at least caught up to where I feel comfortable. lol I plan to start getting some done every day here soon. If I have told you I would rate yours and I didnt get to it, I apologize, and feel free to remind me. I am only human, and I wont get mad. Same goes if I have said I would make you something, or if you have messaged me about making something for you. please remind me because mail gets deleted, and my stickey notes get lost. At times I have several things going at one time, on Tap and my home life, and get sorta lost. Then I have to sit back and recoup. lol Daily comments... I love leaving comments to my friends. And I would be lying if I said I didn't like getting the comments you all leave me. They help to make my page

June 14 2007
Whoa -- did you really say that? You did, and what's more, you meant it. After your initial shock at your own boldness fades, you find that you're pleased with yourself. Now that you've found your voice, use it regularly. heres another that makes me laugh.I have had my voice forever..hahah

Today's Featured Track ( K-banger ) & The Dirt Department
CHERRIES !!!!! Aight Ya'll, here it is, My team iz about to drop the new K-Banger Album ( Truth Be Told ) On July 13th. A lot of Friendz & Family been askin me about our group & what type of music we do. Well to give you a lil history We formed The Dirtdepartment back in 2000 I been knowin K. for over 16 Yrs back when I used to Dee Jay in Jersey. This is our 3rd Album but our first Tru Distribution deal. That means a lot for us were we'll be able to post up on i-Tunes,Sprint,Verizon misic stores and local Mom & Popz Music stores thruout the Tri state area. If you want more music or you wanna attend A show up in NYC or Jersey just Holla I'll get the info for you. So please show sum Luv For K-Banger & The Balance Project there are more tracks from Us in my stash I'll give you the URL If you can't find it Comments are greatly welcomed One Love......Image :)

Stupid But W/e Moms On Myspace
MOMS ON MySPACE Body: 17 year old girl got online to find her mother online! So she decided to start a quick convo with her mom... which would forever scare her... Mom: Hey sweet heart! Are you having a nice time at your dads? Girl: Yea, it's pretty cool! Ya know... considering he's not here! Hehe Mom:Oh really? Mom: Where is he? Girl: He left a note saying he was going to the store or something like that. Girl: Hey, you have a webcam now, don't you! Mom: Sure do, Kenny bought it for me! Girl: Cool! Try it out! Mom: Alrighty... Girl: Oh god mom! What are you wearing?! Mom: New jammies, you like? Girl: No way! Those are so out of style! Mom: Aww... Oh well- Girl: Hey mom... Is kenny there with you? Mom: No, why? Girl: ....Mom....Don't move... just stay calm.. there's someone in the door way behind you... Mom: D

Leave Me Alone???
Okay.. I know we have all seen people who set there status to "don't bug me" "leave me alone" "Fuck Off" or some other way of tell people to bug off. But I'm sorry this DRIVES ME NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay if you really wanted to be left alone I got the answer to your problem. LOG OFF DUMBY! Ta da no one can bug you then... I don't mean to offend any one just it drives me nuts... Thank you for reading my little rant. :) Have a nice day. May you walk in love, light, and happiness, Star

Paris, You Were Only "acting Dumb"? Bwhahaha!
The "news" story perhaps only redefines self-induced delusions of grandeur. Funny. Miss Hilton admitting she has learned that acting dumb is "no longer cute" and claims she is a reformed character after being sent back to jail. Hilarious. If it were an acting job, she deserves an Oscar. Or a Tony. An Emmy. Maybe a Razzie or one of those gold popcorn cups that MTV doles out on its lame awards show. And to see she thinks she's above the law just because of her identity. Umm, what does Paris do again? What valiant contribution has she made to mankind other than "The Simple Life" and briefly increasing readership of Maxim and FHM mags? Anyone want to remind me? See ya Paris. Let me know when you get out of jail - so we can find a way to make you and Nicole stay in there.

Looking
looking for my soul mate is he out there did we date,missing being held tight late at night him whipeing the tears aways as he turns out the light.walk in the sand hand in hand how do i find the right man.apart of me doesnt know the true meaning of love,it is so easy to mistake sex for love,i know sometimes it doesnt make any sence but it is true i am a one mans woman waiting for the right one and trying to lift the selfesteem is realy hard ,some times it is hard to look in the mirror not likeing who i am and who i become,thinking the whole world is looking at you through a magnify glass waiting for you to make the wrong move

Bleh...
Why does life have to be so complicated? I hate emotions, I wish they didn't exist, well at least the bad ones. I been feeling like pure crap lately and it sucks and it's not getting better, cept when I talk to a few people that really cheer me up but after awhile the shittyness comes back. I went to the doctors and they put me under and put a camera in my stomach and found bleeding ulcers due to stress and ect from the last fucked up 9 months of my piece of shit life and they told me if I didn't take the medicine they were gonna give me and stop being a emotional bastard that they were gonna get worse and eventually rupture and I could like die or get most of my stomach cut out. Well if anyone has suggestions on how to make me stop being such a emo fag feel free to let me know.

Recipe
Just in case you misplaced this recipe last year, here it is again > > Christmas Cookie Recipe > > 1 cup of water > 1 tsp baking soda > 1 cup of sugar > 1 tsp salt > 1 cup of brown sugar > lemon juice > 4 large eggs > 1 cup nuts > 2 cups of dried fruit > 1 bottle Crown Royal > > Sample the Crown Royal to check quality. > Take a large bowl, check the Crown Royal again, to be > sure it is > of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. > Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in > a large fluffy bowl. > > Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. > At this point it's best to make sure the Crown Royal > is still OK, > try another cup.. just in case. > Turn off the mixer thingy. > Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup > of > dried fruit. > Pick the frigging fruit off floor... > Mix on the turner. > If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just > pry it loose > with a dewscriver. > Sample the Crown Royal to c

Just Read.
I've got 4 really close friends or so I thought, 3 out of them don't even speak with me anymore or at least not much, anyways it just upsets me to know that someone can take your heart an rip (((it))) apart as if it were a piece of meat. It's all good though theres others out there willing to be friends...

Execution Of Porn Stars In Iran
Execution of porn stars in Iran Posted: June 14, 2007 - 9:44 pm TEHRAN, Iran (AP) -- Iran's parliament on Wednesday voted in favor of a bill that could lead to the death penalty for persons convicted of working in the production of pornographic movies. With a 148-5 vote in favor and four abstentions, lawmakers present at the Wednesday session of the 290-seat parliament approved that "producers of pornographic works and main elements in their production are considered corrupter of the world and could be sentenced to punishment as corrupter of the world." The term, "corrupter of the world" is taken from the Quran, the Muslims' holy book, and ranks among the highest on the scale of an individual's criminal offenses. Under Iran's Islamic Penal Code, it carries a death penalty. The "main elements" referred to in the draft include producers, directors, cameramen and actors involved in making a pornographic video. The bill also envisages convictions ranging from one year imp

Words
Words were intended to heal not to hurt. Think about all the things you have said today. What were your intentions behind them? Remember we are all walking this earth the same way just in different paths. What you are going through now may be what someone else will experience five years from now. Say a kind word, have patience and more than anything develop tolerance. Because again I state, words were intended to heal not to hurt. Think about it.

Life As We Know It
Why does everyone say the best things in life are the hardest go get? If we are all working to death to get them how are we suppose to enjoy it? I am tired of having to work towards the easy things in life. How come ungreatful people always have everything and most appreciative people have nothing? Well thats whats on my mind.

Duties Of A Dominant
Duties of a DOM It is the duty of a Dominant to control his/her emotions. To punish a submissive in anger or to lash out to anyone is abusive. It is the duty of a Dominant to remember that submission is a gift. To misuse this gift is abusive. When the submissive is not free to take back the gift it is no longer a gift. It is the duty of a Dominant to watch over and protect all submissives. This does not mean to protect them from finding some other Dominant and to keep them for oneself. It is the duty of a Dominant to take only a submissive that will match him/her. A submissive that is not into whips should not belong to a Dominant that loves to whip submissives. It is the Duty of a Dominant to take only the amount of submissives the DOM can properly handle, control, love, comfort and care for. Do not keep a submissive hanging, giving false hopes. Free and release the submissive so the submissive can get along with finding the right Dominant. It is the duty of a Dominan

Something For The Ones New To This Lifestyle
There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND be too embarrassed to talk about it AND feel as i

My Birthday
well for the last several years my birthday has sucked i usually end up in tears. this year however was much better. thanks to my best friend and room mate, my toxic twin and love of my heart and of course my little fellow. who was in an unusually loving mood. and of course all the lovely gifts and comments and emails i got. thanks everyone. and why was it so great? my friends gave me the best gift they could themselves. well not to mention there was this one moment when my sweetie took me into his arms and held me as close as he could and very passionately told me he loved me and only me. that i was his heart and soul. the key to his heart. his woman. his love. and a bunch of other sweet and wonderful things. and if i understood how much he loved me then i would be surprised. that he wanted to be with me and that i was his wife. and he called me by both my name and his last name. those moments dont happen as often as i wish they would. but it made my day. i was walking on air

A Rate
I HAVE 900+ IN FANZ,40 IN MY "FAMILY", AND 800+ IN "FRIENDS" ALL I WAS ASKING FOR A RATE OF ( 10 OR 11) IT TAKES LIKE 2 SECONDS AND SAD THING IS ONLY 10 HAVE RATED...I REALLY SEE SUMTHING WRONG WITH THAT,I GO AND RATE AND HELP OUT WHENEVER I CAN AND CAN'T GET A SIMPLE RATE ? OK THERE MY ISSUE WITH THAT.SO THOSE OF YOU THAT WOULD LIKE TO STILL RATE THE LINK IS BELOW YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE COMMENTS BUT U CAN IF U WISH!! AGAIN 1 RATE=20 COMMENTS !! SO PLEASE RATE ! RATE ! RATE !! APPRECIATE IT..XOXOXO *BOSSLADY* STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

It Has Come To My Attention That.....
It has come to my attention that some of you do nmot give a flying fuck wether you return the love you get from me so now dontcha feel realy dumb because i noticed that shit???? HUH HUH HUH???? yep i notice when you do not do it and say OH ill return the favor...FUCK YOU ASSHOLE YOU DID NOT RETURN THE FAVOR...So with that said please take yourself to my page and rate som pics or fan, add, rate & comments me...DAM IT ALL!! I only ask for 1 or so commentws I got a select few that write me every damned day:) and the ones who i consider my friends know who they are....I got ones tell me i'll be there for you then turn away from me Like WTF you know who you are and If you reading this and realize the TRUTH then let me know and send me some damned LOVE dam it....ok I vented I am done now...I love my CHerry Tap pals so show some love and gimmie a hollar:P P.S. IT DO NOT HAVE TO BE HAPPY HOUR DOES IT TO LOVE ME UP A BIT??? GEEEEEEEEZ

I Hate When This Shit Happens!!!
ALL of my Photos will be set to my family and friends only. I enjoy making things for everyone. But I am having pics marked, that are used for comments everyday, from some of the graphics sites that we use. So any other of my pics that are marked in the future, will be promptly deleted. The same as they all have been. I do not have NSFW Pics for a reason... I like for my friends and family to be able to enjoy what I do for them. And if I see someone uploading an nsfw pic, I dont go look at it. Because if it is marked I can pretty much understand that it is prolly none of my business. And I dont need to see it. I want everyone to feel welcome to look at my pics. Therefore not safe for work, is a no for Meee. And there are lots more where these come from. I edit things for enjoyment. It is my escape from reality. But I guess there also has to be a reality check. lol ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~ Œlìte Bõmber§~Œnfôrçer~X~@ Ch

Just A Little About Me
OK HERE IT GOES, I AM 26 YEARS OLD. I HAVE 3 KIDS. BRANDON IS 4, ETHAN IS 2 AND HAILEY IS . I AM 6 FOOT PLUS SIZED BEAUTIFUL WOMEN. I HAVE A FIANCE HIS NAME JASON. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. I LOVE TO TAKE PICS OF MY KIDS. MAYBE 2 MANY. BUT I DONT GIVE A DAMN. I HAVE 8 PIERCINGS AND WANT MORE I JUST DONT KNOW WHERE. I HAVE MY TOUNGE, 2 IN MY CARTLIDGE, ONE IN EACH EAR, NOSE, EYEBROW, AND MY LIBREA! I AM A VERY FUNNY, SWEET, CARING, FUN TO BE AROUND, OUTGOING PERSON. BUT IF YOU PISS ME OFF I CAN BE A REAL BITCH!!!

Father's Day
This Father's Day, like the previous two will be a sad day for me. My dad has been gone almost 3 yrs and thinking of him still hurts, knowing what he has missed and will miss still hurts. Below is a page from my site -- an old site-- Dedicated to my dad. This page is dedicated to my dad, who passed away on December 2, 2004. Dad collected knives, model cars, lighters, and Native American themed items, with his favorite being "The End of the Trail." My dad, was very proud of his Native American heritage, he told us many stories of our Cherokee ancestors. He had served in the Army and was stationed in Greenland. If dad wasn't telling stories of Cherokee relatives, he was telling us Army stories. Once he got a computer, one of dad's favorite past times was shopping on ebay. The day before he went into the hospital, dad found out that he had won an auction for a lighter. My dad had lived in Ohio the majority of his life, but his h

Canadian Stoner This Is For You. . .
Why the fuck would you wanna wish DEATH on poor little Kaleb?!?! He did NOTHING wrong. I wish you were closer, because I would so be kicking you in the fucking face right now. Oh btw CS, learn from your parent's mistake. . . USE BIRTH CONTROL! Gods know we don't need anymore of your nasty ass kind on this earth. I think I speak for everyone on Kaleb's behalf when I say. . . you need to just go play in traffic. This song is for you.

If You _______ Me.
If you like me: Leave a comment If you wanna date me: Leave your number If you wanna marry me: Leave a "will you marry me?" comment If you think im cute: Leave a comment on one of my pics If you care about me: Leave a caring comment If you hate me: Send me a comment and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If you _______ me. How about if you want me to shut the fuck up?? LMFAO (repost of original by '♫¢¾DjGoddess¢¾♫¢¾TheSilentStalker¢¾PhoeniXXXRadio¢¾' on '2007-06-13 17:30:17') (repost of original by 'Just Call Me Stitch!' on '2007-06-13 17:32:43') (repost of original by '* Lil Princess™ * Brian's CT Wifey *Owner of * Anything goes!™ *' on '2007-06-13 17:38:50')

What Is Evil?
Over the last few months I have thought long and hard about the whole idea of Good & Evil, Right and Wrong. Is there such a thing as pure evil or is it all, as I like to say 'Evil by circumstance'. More on that later when my mind is clear. J.P.

Take Two
Ok, So I just wrote for like 30 goddamn minutes in this stupid thing, then net explorer booted me and all was lost. I dont even care enough to type it all over. So..A NEW RANT! I spent like a solid hour spacing out in front of my computer today at work (your tax dollars in action, I work for the state. I had this really awewsome daydream where my room mate walks in on me and my bf in the midst of the deed and at first we don't notice him...so he just stands to the side and starts to touch himself...next thing we know, he's moving toward us. I expect the bf to panic and get upset, but he doesn't... he just changes positions, makes room on the bed and before you know it everyone is living in harmony. Was that TMI? :) A friend of mine on here wrote a really steamy blog and now I need to top him... I think I need to get my creative juices flowing and write a short story to amaze and titilate. Anybody intersted in reading something like that? :)

True Love
true love is some thing special that not all know about.well i have had true love and my love died march 27,06.life with out her is not the same but i do have a beautiful daughter that reminds me of how good love really is.if you look at my pics you will see my wife and see how happy we where together.nothing has change for me,i still love her and i think i always will.i do hope that one day i will find some one else to love.i am taking life one day at a time and my friends are special.well i hope that you all find true love and if you have then please value it...wil(pepperlove)

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Enlightened Perspective
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE > > > If you will take the time to read these , I promise you'll come away >with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a >daily basis! > > They're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so >much with so few words. Enjoy....... > > > I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of >an elderly person. > > I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. > > > I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my >day!" makes my day. > > I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of >the most peaceful feelings in the world. > > I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. > > I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. > > I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have >the strength to help him in some other way. > > I've learned...

One Of My Poems "watch"
WATCH I sit here and watch them grow. Teaching them things they need to know. Wondering if they really know, How they have helped me today? Watching them day to day. The smiles as they play. What will they learn today? DO they know they help me everyday. Reading stories and playing games singing and dancing throught the day. with them I do no wrong what am i gonna learn today? watching them grow and play teaching new things everyday. they helped me today. watching them grow and play. Written by Tanya Bray October 20 2006.

Freedom Through Drilling
Freedom through Drilling I see everyone and everything grow taller, As my will grows smaller, Color fades to grey, Harder and harder to meet each passing day, Things become less fluid, more sharp and rigid, As I fade away, I become more frigid, Other’s faces change before my eyes, Their words become deceitful lies, Watching me with ominous intentions, I try to look away, try not to pay attention, Surely this isn’t real, my vision must be distorted, This must be causing their faces to be so contorted, I’m loosing track of time it slows then blurs, then comes to a stop, Losing my grip on things, can’t seem to get back on top, I stay inside, avoid the human race, Can’t stand for them to see my face, So I stay inside, Do nothing but hide, Drift off to sleep, Lose my voice and join the sheep. Feel a shift as time once again passes. Once again it’s safe to walk amongst the masses, Sleepwalking side by side, No longer feel the need to hide, Now that I let my will be c

Here We Go Again, Lol!!
Just thought I would let everyone know that we begin another Mercury Retrograde tomorrow, lasting until July 9th. I've blogged about Retros before, so I won't go through all the do's and don'ts. If you do not remember all those lovely suggestions, just PM me and I'll refresh your memory, lol! Good luck with the Retro, everyone! I'm not feeling it yet, so I'm hoping this one will go better for me, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muah!

Missing You
Growing up I never figured anyone one could hurt me to the point that I couldn't get over it...... I have always been a strong person, always been able to pick up and move on , never really giving it a second thought. Now there has been someone who has came into my life and let me have the joy of getting to know them personaly and the laughter and joy we shared has been like none other I have ever known.. Now that joy is not like it use to be the laughter is far apart, the dreams and hopes we shared are now just that dreams.. The memories come crashing in like a sand storm blinding all thats right in front of me...You know when your hurt so bad that you can't let another close to you, that there must of been something really special about this person.. I guess all I have is bitter sweet memories Of once was and could Of been.... The silent tears still fall when I think of the times we shared that are no more... The echoing of your laughter and the teasing to see how I would react are a

We Lost Him
we lost a great man today my grand-father passed away we found out a few days ago he was sick for a long time he just did not say anything.he will be missed but at least he is reunited with my grand-mother now may they both rest in peace.

Top 10 Worst Safewords
Top 10 Worst Safewords/Phrases 10. "Are those police lights outside?" 9. "I'm not a baseball, you know." 8. "I felt a breeze - did you leave the door open?" 7. "Have you started yet?" 6. "Did I tell you your mother called?" 5. "I'm pregnant." (works relatively well for male submissives) 4. "You hit like a girl." 3. "Can't you hit any harder than that?" 2. No! And the Number One worst safeword to use... 1. Ouch!

Big Girl
Lois Helmers was lonely. It had been such a long time since she had been with a man, she could hardly remember when. Not exactly young any more at thirty six, her real problem was the one hundred thirty pounds she had gained in the past ten years. She was now tipping the scales at a cool two hundred seventy five pounds. As she packed on the fat, her social life had taken a nose dive, and while she had been a fairly attractive woman her appetite for rich foods had turned her into a fat cow! Her tits were mammoth, but so were her hips and legs and there weren't too many men that would be interested in a girl her size. Her love life consisted of her vibrator and a once a month call to a phone sex line, which was not exactly fulfilling or intimate! Even though she knew it was hopeless, she had decided that tonight she wasn't going to stay at home! She was going to go out and have a nice dinner and have a few drinks at the bar. Her mother had been on her case for months to get out in the

1-60 Survey
Body: 1. Where were you at 3:18pm today? Watching my son play football. 2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name?. It was decided that it fit me. 3. What song are you listening to right now? My name is Earl.. crickets in the tarantula tank talk to the crickets in the leopard gecko tank. 4. What color is your phone? white 5. Do you click on pop-ups? Nope, I don't enjoy viruses. 6. Do you own an iPod? no 7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Gotta go gotta go gotta go gotta go gotta go gotta go right now. 8. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you? Um, Sean's a couple years older than me. 9. What did you do last night? Chilled at home. 10. What’s your favorite memory from this weekend? All the chrome and gorgeous scenery in Meredith and Laconia. 11. Whats the last 2 digits of your phone number? 50 12. What was the last thing that you had to eat? Soft tacos Mmmm 13. Who is the last girl that you

Testicular Cancer
A FRIEND SENT ME THIS...IM THANKFUL FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HELPED GET THROUGH THIS ROUGHT TIME....NANCY YOU WERE A BIG PART OF THIS AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WITH THIS.... If you are diagnosed with testicular cancer, your health professional will explain what type of cancer you have, whether it has spread beyond the testicle (metastasized), and the potential for curing it. You and your health professional will discuss your treatment options and possible outcomes of those treatments. Testicular cancer is considered a highly curable disease, especially if diagnosed at an early stage.3 Initial treatment Treatment for testicular cancer begins with a radical inguinal orchiectomy, which is surgery to remove the affected testicle(s). Depending on the type of cancer cells present and whether your cancer has spread to other areas of your body (stage), this procedure may be followed by one or more of the following treatments: Watchful waiting. This is a period

Friends With Benefits
She walked into his apartment knowing what she wanted to do. She wanted him…Badly. She could almost imagine the feel of his mouth on her neck. Exquisite. They walked to the living room, and sat down on the couch. Alexis reached for the remote, turning it onto the music stations. “Is Alternative good?” She asked Eben. “It’s great,” he replied." I’m…I’m really glad that you came over here, Eben. You’re my best friend…You know that?” “Yes…And you’re mine,” Eben said, wrapping a trunk-like, protective arm around her slender frame. She melted into his arms, enjoying the close embrace. She felt her face flush with color and warmth. But, would he take the hint? His hand slipped up and down her back. He gently caressed her shoulders, running his fingertips down to the small of her back, trailing little circles on the soft skin beneath her shirt. She could feel her heart beat sharply in her chest, and she dug her fingers into his shirt as she pressed against him tightly. Sh

Hi There
hello all.. hope your all doin well :) its been a while since i have posted a blog.. i just wanted to let you all know if you wanna add me to your friends list feel free to i love making new friends and ratings pics and stashes its alot of fun :) just a message to some of the males on here im not trying to come across as being rude or harsh but i have gotten some friends requests and i dont mind accepting them but sometimes all i get asked is for is a cam or something else and at times its kinda to much.. like i mean i wanna be able to have fun on here and meet new people like i mentioned.. but sometimes things are just kinda overboard.. like i said plz dont take me the wrong way.. i wasnt sure how to express this without someone thinking i was being nasty about it.. thank you for understanding :)

Female Orgasm Techniques
ecrets To The Female Orgasm As a member of the gender that is known as the Hunter-Gatherer, I am certain the only thing more exciting than making a woman whimper is making two women whimper from female orgasm (we'll save that for part two). A woman who whimpers while love making or having an orgasm or even the dirtiest sexual marathon must be experiencing pleasure at a level where both pleasure and pain live simultaneously in harmony throughout her body and her mind. The female body, like the female orgasm, and the wicked desires that lie within are no less than that of the common male. All the things we wish to do to them they most certainly wish we would as well. When a female gets to the point where she whimpers small sounds that seem uncomfortable and satisfying at the same time she might very well be close to orgasm and if nothing less you are definitely touching her the right way to induce such resonance from your sweet kitten. Bring Your Female To The Point Of Orga

Great Public Places For Sex
Sex In Public I would first like to welcome all my faithfully bored sex addicts and super freaks that like to get their groove on so much that you now are exploring PUBLIC PLACES for SEX. I have traveled quite a bit and have been a city dweller most of my life so I have a pretty good list of resources and experiences to draw from (no doubt you readers are getting gypped right now because the guy who edits this blog is probably having sex on his boat and trying not to get caught by the boat patrol). Send him an email and he will detail what the boating life and river antics will offer in the way of public sex. For now, let's talk about you. The reason most people want to have sex in public is because it is "dangerous" and "exciting". Well you are right it is both. The danger lies in getting caught and thus creates the excitement. The penalties of getting caught are light compared to the humility and embarrassment one might experience. Personally my bare ass has been doing the w

I Failed At Life
So. . .I was on myspace and I did this bullitan thing that grades you at life. . .It does this by asking a bunch of silly yes or no questions and you then add up your number of yes's. Thats not what matters though. . . What matters is. . .I FAILED can you believe that I completely failed at life. . .I got a score of sixty and a passing grade was sixty three. I was all confident thinking I'd do well but it turns out At 19 I have already managed to fail at Life What The Fuck

I Have Made A Decision!!!!!
It has not been an easy decision, and one I have not taken lightly, but I have decided to continue pulling for Jr. I love that guy. I am very disappointed at his decision, but I remember feeling the same way about Mark when he decided to leave that #6 car and the team. But now I wish he had done it years ago!!! I in no way, shape or form will ever pull for Jeff Gordon, so don't push it. My dislikes for him go way beyond what goes on each week at the track. I can only hope that Jr gets in there and dominates the Hendricks race team! You know Mark will always come first with me, and Tony and Jr have always been my 2 and 3, and it is going to remain that way as long as he doesn't get with that team and start acting like them!!!! So now everyone knows where I stand!!!!!! Go JR!!!

Mini Vacation
Just wantd to let my family and friends know that i wont be online until sometime Sunday. Im flying to florida on Friday morning just to get away for a mini vacation. Ya all have a great weekend. Be Safe Hugs Debbie

No One Showed
No one came to pick me up to get the title switched over to my name and get tags, insurance, etc. I am at their mercy as I do not know where the DMV is, if that is where I get the title changed there or somewhere in the courthouse downtown. Even if I knew where these places were I still cannot get there. Risked enough driving the car without a license plate on it yesterday! I wait until it is 'convient' for them...and they SAID today! Pisses me off! They say they will be here and days later they finally arrive with excuses well practiced...which is one of the reasons I got the car. Just have to get past this last freakin' hoop......! Then find someone with a floppy disk drive that works so I can get my resume' and cross my fingers! Put the scooter and wheelchair in the bulletinborard they have here. Let's see what characters call wanting to take a look! Still..strange to look out the window and see the car in the driveway!

Proud To Be An American
HEY YALL, I AM SO PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN WHEN I GET UP EVERYMONING AND GO TO WORK WITH OUR TROOPS. I GET TO SEE ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU, AT HOME DON'T EVEN GET TO HEAR ABOUT.THEY ARE DOING GREAT THINGS HERE,BUT I GET TO SEE THEM IN THEIR OFF TIME ALSO, AND I GET TO SEE THEM MAKE THE BEST OF A BAD SITUATION. EVERYONE OF US AMERICANS AND THE REST OF THE WORLD SHOULD BE SO PROUD OF THEM ALL AND SHOW IT EVERY TIME POSSIBLE. I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE HAVE NO THOUGHTS ON THIS, COME ON LETS HERE FROM EVERYONE,OR LET'S SEE SOME REPOST

Friends.....
If only.... I regret all the time that I blew up for not getting leave to go for my grandmother's funeral. Now I sit back and read poems and stories of soldiers who give their lives to protect our freedoms. Now I'm plagued by unanswered questions. Do I attempt to rejoin the service with my mother in the condition she is? Do I attempt to leave her and go back to basic to attempt to accomplish a lifelong dream? Would they give me leave if she were to pass like my grandmother did? Would I not stop when I jumped the next guy for getting in my face when I got the news? What kind of life do I lead with all these unanswered questions of a lifelong dream to become a UNITED STATES MARINE!? Do I attempt to reconsile myself by finding a civilian job where I am working with the marines? All that brought me was agony knowing that my brothers, fellow marines, were dying while I was safe back on the homefront putting roofs on commercial buildings. Life has very little meaning to me now. To know that

How To Burn Calories
Lose Weight - Have Sex Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor............

Sorry
To all my friends and family I want to appologize for not rating your stash or photos as you have uploaded them. I'm not doing this on purpose my bar tab doesnt let me know when anyone uploads anything. I go to see all and I get to see only the last person to upload something and thats it. Pics in MY default of my new bar tab if ya havent seen em already. Support has been notified.. cache cleaned.. no go still for me. So please forgive me for not rating your uploads. Im not being a rude bitch! Send me a shout or cmail if ya got some new stuff for me to rate! lotsa love xoxo

I'm Different...
So this is an intro to who I am. The pics that you see in my NSFW album are part of the things I want to try with someone who's open to try new things with me. I should let you all know beforehand that I am not a cuckold or anything, even though it may seem that way. I just enjoy watching and joining the person I'm with having sex with multiple men. I'm very kinky, to say the least, and I am looking for someone who can embrace that and join me in some wild adventures. So how does a person want something like I do? It started when I was in the Army. While I was overseas in Iraq, I would chat online with people on MSN and Yahoo as much as I could. Sometimes late at night I would even get on cam and stroke my cock for the viewing pleasure of some of my female friends. One day, I met a girl who was extremely beautiful. She lived in Australia and me and her would talk a lot about her adventures. She would tell me how she had this unsatisfiable need for sex. She told me all her stories of

A Year Of My Love
she's on for a kiss new year's day overcomes and sings on King's day looks for a sledride on groundhog day Free on Pres day Buy me flowers for Valentines I pick shamrocks and bring her wine two days before the Ides on Easter we go 2 church and resurrect our faith and I drink Corona with her on May 5 my mommy and mami celebrate on their day she's a trooper and salute her on Memorial Day I give florals in June and soon she brings me Father's Day balloons and under the moon we watch fireworks and a cpl days later a party 4 me dont hurt it's August and we renew august dreams cookout for our labor will come soon and she turns out harvesting a hot halloween costume giving candy b4 we make love and i thank God 4 her thru year Santa Claus is coming near and I know I have my baby each year and it's clear ....that it's cool.

P.s.
I know that after reading my first blog, some of you may judge me and criticize me for my lifestyle choice, but I'm a normal guy when you boil right down to it. So before you leave me any cruel messages, ask yourself: Are you really, honestly, better than me or anyone else? If you say yes to that then you should leave this page right now and I hope that the people you come in contact with can stand you... I'm not saying this to be spiteful, it just saddens me that people can be so cruel to each other without any consideration of one another, and they can do it at the drop of a hat. So, I spoke my peace about this. From now on, I will be writing my blogs the way I want to and not apologize to anyone for being who I am. Tomorrow, I'll be making a short erotic story and will make it rateable. I look forward to seeing what some of you more open minded people have to say about it =o)

Being A Man And Making Decisions
As a man, you need to be decisive and make decisions. You need to become comfortable with being in charge and in command. If you want to go to the beach on Sunday, tell your woman, "Let's go to the beach... and have a barbecue! Quick, get ready." If she asks you which pair of shoes looks better for the evening, tell her. Have an opinion. Don't just say to her, "I don't know...whatever you like better." Don't alway ask her what she wants to do. When she asks you what you want to do, she is asking you to make a decision and go with it. She is asking you to lead. Do not sit there and go, "I don't know. What do you want to do?" Just make a decision and if she really objects to what you have chosen, she will tell you. Let her express her opinion or suggest where she wants to go and be considerate of her feelings, but never let her grab the wheel and choose for you. Now there are exception to every rule and sometimes, she may want to surprise you and make up a date for yo

The Game
Umm, I like to write and i usually dont show anyone but i am really bored. “So what else do you want to do tonight?” she asked as she threw back her third shot of Jack. I had convinced her to come over to my house after her boyfriend had changed plans with her again. We went back to my bedroom where I told her I had a bottle with her name on it. I sat close to the foot of the bed while she sat closer to the head of the metal bed. She was about drinking away her anger and frustration. “I dunno, Tiffany.” “We should play a game?” she stated somberly. “I have an idea, if you’re willing to play?” I nervously suggested. “Ohh, anything to cure this boredom.” “Hang on; I need something out of the dresser.” I lean over in a manner so that she has to lean back on the bed as I open the drawer. I pull a set of handcuffs out of the drawer while she was looking the other direction. Before she turns her head back to me, I cuff one of her hands to the bed. While she is staring at one set of cuff

"why Older Chicks Rule"
This was originally an Andy Rooney piece. I have modified parts of it many times. Let me know if I should add something. I want to hear from you. A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to b

Rage
A winter's tomorrow, A delighter's dream. Cast in the shadows, Of midnight's dream. Forever in longing, Faithfullness pains. Together with longing, A dream will sustain. Of wild abandon, of tormented pain. A hunger consuming, Tomorrow's sweet rain. Erotic abandon, Midnight once came. Forever sweet hunger, Consumes me with rage. Rage is a hunger, Rage is my pain. Rage to consume, Rage is my name!!! For those that have loved, til it's bitter end. United together, It one day will end!!!

Do You Hear?
I hear my name so sweetly Falling from your lips But in the morrows waking Were you simply following script? Can you call to me so softly Can you hear my cry Take me with abandon And soar into the sky. I call but will you answer Or do I go on by To call again another day Til hope fades from my eyes?

Vacation Complete
It took approximately 7 hours to drive north from Anchorage to Fairbanks on the Parks Highway. I spent the night in Anchorage then proceeded 60 miles Northeast to Chena Hot Springs where I spent two days (I'm not really good about taking pictures; all the pictures are from this place). Total milage traveled was approximately 1120, 1090 of which had an average fuel consumption of 24.9 miles per gallon of gasoline. Average speed was 65 miles per hour. On the way back home I passed about a hundred motorcycles heading North to a big rally in Fairbanks this weekend.

Irritated.
I cant believe how petty people can be.. Seems to me there happens to be more drama here than on myspace which is sad cus this is really cool.. I was actually wonderin how many other people out there think the same thing. I wonder...... However stupid a person is they continue to fight on the internet heads up people fighting on the internet is like the special olympics you might win but you're still retarded..(means YOU'RE STILL A LOSER!!!!!)It's amazing how small ones IQ can get once they log on to a site such as this or myspace. Blows me away.. Anyhow thats my rant I think I'm done....

What Doesn't Kill You
What did we do wrong? Who was the one who made the mistake? Why couldn't we have stayed okay? I thought what we had was perfect Now I yearn for yesterday If only I could go back in time And stop all the pain you caused They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger But I don't believe in that any longer Because I can't seem to move on with the courage I once had How can something so good turn out so bad? Now my plastic fake world has shattered Leaving only the harsh reality behind I can't get over the fact that you're gone If I could turn back the clock To the time when the sun was still shining But why am I trying to fool myself? I can't rewrite the past, it has already been said and done They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger But I don't believe in that any longer Because I can't seem to move on with the courage I once had How can something so good turn out so bad? I have to find a way to get over this heartache I used to feel so strong, b

Just Friends
"Just a friend" doesn't love the other as much as I love you "Just a friend" doesn't cherish the other so much, it's an ache "Just a friend" doesn't care about the other person so much, it's become pain "Just a friend" won't die inside, because a friend doesn't cause heartbreak How can we be friends, without my trust and respect? This is just one more mistake in life I regret How can we be friends if all I want to do is cry? Why wouldn't you be honest? Why did you have to lie? Why didn't you have the courage to face me with your fears? Why did you have to cause me so much hurt and so many tears? Why do I still love you, knowing that I've been betrayed? Why must I feel as if I've been played? "Just friends" have trust, they're able to be there They actually have feelings, they really care If you were my real "friend," you'd have the guts to confess That we need to slow down, that your thoughts have become a mess But not being a true "friend," you let me know in a

What I'm Looking For
I want to lose my breath when he walks in the room. Lose my thoughts when he holds me in his arms. I want him to disarm me with a smile. Seduce me with a kiss. Make me feel like the most perfect girl. He understands what I feel inside. Someone to hold me for always. He makes me feel like every moment is precious. Every breath is filled with joy. Someone to wipe away my tears. To make me laugh when I am sad. He completes me.

Semblance Of Peace
Have you ever been left, broken and bleeding? Tattered and torn? Abandoned and alone? Lost in the dark? Do you feel the walls closing in? Time seems to stand still Minutes stretch out into eternity You know that if the agony would ease You could find some semblance of peace But the pain is never-ending It consumes your being Defeat and failure are all you know

At Least Until The Scars Disappear
Don't sit there and pretend That we never were That you never said, "I love you" Don't sit there and pretend That you never walked away That you never broke my heart At least until the scars disappear You can't pretend That we're just long-lost friends I see past your facade I know your true motivations You know it kills me to be so close, but so far away At least until the scars disappear Just keep walking by Don't stop to say hi Don't remember that you'd love me forever Keep forgetting that we'd always be together If only these scars would disappear

If Only I Could Escape Myself
I struggle through this life Each day, a hard-won battle Trying to overcome the best I can Can I lock this pain away? I can't go forward, can't go back I'm stuck with unforgotten memories I can't feel at peace, can't break free Did I lack what you needed? Should I have changed for you? Would you then have stayed? Would I still have your love? If I had you face to face Would I drop my soul at your feet? Would I lay my pain bare? Would I not say a thing? Bear my cross without complaint? You could help me ease this ache By providing much needed closure You aren't willing to bestow such a gift By committing that selfless act This open wound still bleeds for you A prisoner of my own heart If only I could escape myself But I know the scars won't fade

Tonight Battle Within
as I sit here to night the felling of being alone comes over me there’s no one to talk to they are all to busy for me broken words fill my head went and had fun instead thoughts of just giving in and breaking my promise once again crosses my mind tears fill my eyes as I think just wanting a friendly conversation like I had earlier but as the sunset so did my happiest as I lost my friends as the moon roused wondering is this first time being alone at night will continue starting the day so happy and ending it sad and alone makes me want to cry no one in reach for to late at night so I sit here to night battling myself not knowing if I will win or lose BY JNA

If You Are A Guy (1)
I would start of by gently undoing your shirt while kissing your kneck, moving down along your chest as each button pops undone. Once all buttons are undone, I'll run my hand up of your sexy body, softly sucking on your nipples at the same time. Then, moving my lips back down kissing the curves of your body, I will start to undo your pants, but not yet slidding them off. Moving my lips down to your hip and along the line of your pants, flicking my tongue under the material occasionally. My hand will then slide under your pants, and stroke very softly along your throbbing cock, then take you balls into my hand and gentle squeeze. Removing my hand, I will then slide you pants off, kissing along your inner thigh as I go, starting along the line of your underware. Once your pants are safely on the floor, I move up your whole body again, kissing, licking and stroking every inch of bare flesh as I go. Noticing your shirt is still, but barely on, I will sit you up, removing the offendi

Why Couples Don't Have Sex!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your father would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and

My Kaleiatia[r] 1st Visit 5-24-07_6-9_2007
Named on June 2nd, 2007 :: kaleiatia[R] another step to joining U/us here in our Master's House and arms forever the way it's supposed to be. She fits with U/us B/both so well it's like she has been waiting for our Master to find her all this time. She is a part of U/us as she was before W/we even met her, this first visit, in real life. mylil' kaleiatia sis your the lil' sister i have always called you and you mesh with me as one of His the way i have always hoped to find in one of His each time He introduces me to one. You did well on this, your first visit, and i am very proud to say such to and of you for it's the truth and i feel it should be acknowledged as such. p.s.hope your eyes have recovered from all the flashin goin off from the camera *blushing* tallyssinae[R]

Mylil' Kaleiatia[r] 1st Visit 5-24-07_6-9-07
~this is mylil' kaleiatia sis during her visit with U/us first time, i got a little bit pic taking happy she and Master B/both tell me, but i did such for T/them B/both as i felt was only right for memory's sake as i would have liked having done for my first visit with/to O/our Master so long ago. Taking pics is my way of commiting stuff to memory and comforting myself when i am forced to be parted from myMaster, though i admit that i dont think when He has me moved in with Him that i will stop this addicting habit of mineyou!!! more later when i can focus my thoughts once again on what this visit meant to me and how i feel~ tallyssinae[R]

Spurs Champs Again...whoop-de-friggin' Do? Lol
Not that the rest of America really cares (as evidenced by the Nielsen ratings), but the San Antonio Spurs won their fourth NBA world championship Thursday night in nine years. To celebrate I went alone to downtown (going alone -- story of my life =/ well, nobody is really available or interested in going there, but anyway.) It was a fucking great time. I did hang out with some pals before hand, watching the game to its nail-biting conclusion. Finally, some Spurs like Manu Ginobili make their free throws. What a concept ;-p In the end, the Cleveland Cavaliers showed their inexperience and youth. They're a great time, just missing a few pieces to the puzzle and a bit of maturity. But King James and company will be strong next year. In the meantime, the Spurs showed again why they're not only one of the elite teams in the NBA, but one of the strongest, most professional, well led professional sports franchises in America. The Spurs epitomize the word "teamwork" from the front offi

Kwajalein
Majuro and Kwajalein Atolls, the two population centres are serviced by both Air Marshall Islands and Continental Air Micronesia jet aircraft. There are also regular flights to Guam, Hawaii and Fiji. The Republic of the Marshall Islands was first settled in about 1,000 BC by people of Mayo/Polynesian stock. It was visited by Spanish navigators in the 16th century seeking a westerly route to the Spice Islands. In 1788 British sea captain John William Marshall, sailed through these atolls and proclaimed them Marshall Islands, while en route from Australia to China. In the 1800s German traders, missionaries from Hawaii, and British and American whalers visited the islands. Japan governed the islands from WW1 to WW2. Following World War 2, the United States served as an administrator under United Nations Trust Territory created for all Micronesia. The Republic of the Marshall Islands came into being and declared its independence in 1979. Marshallese is the official langu

Bored
Grandma: if i wanted a big dog i would have got one Clair: i dont make you take her out shes not like you lil 2 pound rat dog she can hold it for a few hrs Grandma : clerissa you havent left this house in six days Clair: i know Grandma: why ? Clair : because you bitch about my dog when im gone Grandma: no i dont Clair : grandma ...... u just did ... i think u might be going a lil senial Grandma : huh .... i guess i did.... and i think u might be right

My Friends
They say that diamonds are a girls best friend,but I wonder how far that saying goes.You can't turn to diamonds when you are sad,but you can turn to a friend.You can't talk to diamonds because they will never answer back,but a friend is always there to talk to. So compared to diamonds friends are forever ,they make you laugh they make you smile. I've come to ct to make new friends and I have a few,when I log in they are always there we might not chat right away but when we do man is it ever good.So here's a thought for all you ct fans; look around you and see how many true friends you have you might be lucky or they might just be like diamonds.

Every American Should Read This
Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all! We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this!

Urghhh Men!
I don't understand the men on here. Why pretend to be someones friend flirt n have a laugh then out right lie about something that I can see on their profile?? Just when you think you've heard it all someone comes up with another pathetic lie I dunno why I let them get to me I have a life I have real friends on here that I know will tell me the truth even if I won't like it. I am an adult I know how I look no one needs to lie to me I try to be nice to everyone I'm told I'm funny if you like me for me thats cool just don't feed me your BS cause I really don't need it ..... sorry to rant but I had to say it and here was better than in a shout box where I'd get more Bull

The Day We Met
The day we met I looked at you and knew that you were the one for me. I looked at you and you looked at me and both of us knew that we would be together forever. You smiled at me and introduced yourself and alls I could do was think about how lucky I am to have met you. I knew that you were thinking the same as I was. We stuck together that first day and every day since. I am so glad I met you Jessica Cooper

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests atheart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went t

Dear Wife / Husband
To My Dear Wife, You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset. I shall be home before midnight." When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: "My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my being 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tennis coach. He is young, virile, and like your secretary, is 18 years old. As a succe

Lrl/royal~bombing~wolves Changes
As you may or may not know, the L.R.L. and Royal~Bombing~Wolves~ 'split' yesterday. Despite what may or may not be said, the L.R.L. as it was was handed over to myself and Wolferz. Each member has the choice to stay with Jeff, in the ~Kingdom~of Wolves, or to come with Wolferz and myself to the Honorable Society of Wolves. The "L.R.L.' as it was known, is no more. We have branched out to different locations, and we are not affiliated with each other. if you choose to stay with Wolferz and I, please remove any and all reference to L.R.L. from your name, and replace it with Honorable Society of Wolves. Should you chose to go elsewhere, same thing..and if you choose to not be in either, take it out completely LOL There is absolutely no pressure and as far as Wolferz and I are concerned, you can be in both families. I cannot speak for anyone else. Wolferz and I are trying to rebuild with the new family. If you would like to join our family, please add Honorable Wolf Society

Pass It On
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A

Hubby/wife
To my Dearest Wife, During the last year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days. The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often: We will wake the kids.....54 times It's too late.....15 times I'm too tired.....42 times It's too early.....12 times It's too hot.....18 times Pretending to be asleep.....31 times The neighbors will hear.....9 times Headache or backache.....26 times Sunburn.....10 times Your mother will hear us.....10 times Not in the mood.....21 times Watching the late show.....17 times Too sore.....26 times New hairdo.....6 times Wrong time of the month.....14 times You had to go to the bathroom.....19 times Of the 36 times that I DID succeed, the results were not always satisfying because 6 times you just laid there, 8 times you reminded me that there was a crack in the ceiling, 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with, 7 times I had to wak

Why We Have Redheads
After their baby was born, the panicked father went to see the obstetrician. "Doctor," the man said, "I don't mind telling you, but I'm a little upset because my daughter has red hair. She can't possibly be mine." "Nonsense," the doctor said. "Even though you and your wife both have black hair, one of your ancestors may have contributed red hair to the gene pool." "It isn't possible," the man insisted. "This can't be, our families on both sides had jet-black hair for generations." "Well," said the doctor, "let me ask you this. How often do you have sex?" The man seemed a bit ashamed. "I've been working very hard for the past year. We only made love once or twice every few months. " "Well, there you have it!" The doctor said confidently. "It's rust."

Inaugural Update? Wtf?
Damn, I really haven't been on CherryTAP for a while, so I guess I need to bring those that actually give a shit up to speed. First, Evelbound is currently on indefinite hold, as I am short on funds and need to get RMXP before I can do anything meaningful with it. Second, I am going absolutely fucking nuts because I'm so busy with so many things that I can't play Achaea anymore. AAAAAAAARGH! TEH WITDRAWL!!!!! Last, but definitely not least, my stress is being alleviated by being in the first meaningful relationship I have had in years. Sorry to you ladies who have a greaseball-burger fetish, but I'm spoken for, and loving every second of it. ;) And that wraps up my first CherryTAP blog post. Until next time, don't masturbate with a cheese grater, because you don't know where the cheese grater's been!

Discovering I'm Bi
It was back when I was in my late 20’s. I was into the party scene, and had a friend (who needs to remain anon.) that I hung out with a lot. One night we were partying with a girl named Judy. I had known her from when I first moved to Phoenix, and had slept with her a few times before that night, and knew her likes and fantasy’s. I also knew (or thought I did) my friends desires. He thought Judy was hot, so being open minded and always willing to try something new, I suggested a 3-some. That was all it took, the clothes came off and my friend and I spent the night filling her every need, doing everything two guys could do to satisfy her. Through it all I noticed I didn’t feel uncomfortable being naked around my friend, and it didn’t bother me when our bodies touched when we were filling Judy’s every opening. After that night I never gave those feelings a second thought, until one night we were partying, and he made some comment about the lack of a woman at the moment, and something

Damn, I've Been Busy All Week!!
Damn I've been busy all week and never stop moving around with sore knee, I mean both knees and what can I do?? Nothing just have to check with the doctor and find out and damn there goes long waiting in line lol see ya around all and love ya !! muahhhhh ;-)

Broken Heart
Breeze flows by Whispering words into my ear Numbness grips my soul and the Scarry heart skips a beat The Sun setting down the prairies Signals the end When will you come back to me I am shattered and broken The Flowers have died my tears have dried These wounds will never heal unless you touch me Even in a stone Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon Believe me my love, I am shattered and Broken

Alone In My Bed
All Alone in my Bed I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can

Random Facts About Me
more random crazy thoughts that go through my head!!!!!! Current mood: crazy Seven random facts about me..... 1.My biggest fear is having everything I want,but ending up alone. 2.Whenever I am doing something,pouring coffee, waiting for someone to answer the phone, or even looking for mushrooms in the woods, I am always counting numbers in my head until I finish what it is that I started. What am I doing? And also trying to guess how long it will take me before I accomplish my task, this is really frustrating for me because I can't stop doing it! 3.Sometimes I wish I could stay in my dreams, or maybe it has allready happened...but this too has become a nightmare lately. 4.I am too impulsive, I sometimes live like there's no tomorrow, and then pay the price later,but I can't seem to help mysself, Damn it I want it now! 5.I trive on perfection and success, and am climbing back into the seat again, this time, I won't slow down, it's alll or nothing, and I would

I Am Such A Cherry
Ok lets see How "cherry" am I *and in how many ways* 24yo *will be 25yo on July 27th* Still a virgin Never been kissed Never had a girlfriend Never been on a date Never seen a woman naked in person I guess that makes me.. 100% Cherrygin? or Viry Cherry? ROFL

Glimpse Into My Mind
Wanna glimpse into my mind? Current mood: numb Why doe's it hurt so bad? Why does it hurt so much? Why, am I the one suffering? But then,I stop! To think...It's not a curse. It's a blessing. It's not a disease-It's the cure! For everyone I look at, there's a thousand I don't see! My darkened mind will never change, just as none of them see me! The Darkness has got a hold of me, and it won't let go!And this will never happen just as they don't know! Now that I know the answer, I no longer ask you "why?"! Now I'm always laughing, nevermore to cry! Instead I give up to the night, to lead the life of pain and cold. To tell the tales about the dark, that has me in it's hold! Angel of death, come to me here. For sweet death I can feel is near. Destroy my spirit, burn my soul. Avenge my death, turn my body to coal. And as the children laugh, and as the children play. Let them know no fear. For the icy fingers of death, I can feel are near. My fears, my dreams, my hopes, they

The One Flaw In Women
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, and have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick, AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have ma

Band Vote Look!!!
Ey guys/girls! I'd like to ask a small favor/few moments of your time! A really awesome local band called IMMORTAL DOMINION needs our votes for a sponsorship contest! If you would go to http://www.residentrockstar.org/bandsignup and vote for IMMORTAL DOMINION I'll give you a piece of my soul, or maybe a cookie? :D And if you'd like to check out who they are, they have a myspace! http://www.myspace.com/immortaldominion Thanks everyone! I love you! ~Aaron

Part 2
She slowly pulled all of his hard cock into her mouth, sucking hard and deep. His groans became louder and deeper as she pulled him in and out, over and over. His heart beating fast with extreme pleasure. She loved the taste of him and couldn't wait to feel him explode his hot cum deep in her mouth. But just when he's on the verge of letting go, he pushes her away, wanting to feel and taste more of her. He begins caressing her inner thighs slightly looking up to see the need in her eyes. He begins slowly touching her lips blowing on them just enough to make her beg for more. She feels another set of hands start caressing her breasts and she looks over to see an incredibly sexy woman staring at her. She was so involved in pleasing him she hadn't noticed until now.

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There Was Once A Time
there once was a time you werent like this once was a time those times i miss that big ole smile was on your face now sadness regrets it has replaced a child who at one point or two had no worries to be happy was true the choices i made right or wrong that smile it faded didnt take long in life we do things that just seem so right til i looked in that picture and lost the fight back then yu seemed happy without a care but my choices took you from there my babygirl im sorry to say its because of me youre afraid to just play you protect me and worry for the path that we took but oh how i long to just see that look that look in your eyes that smile on your face the sadness and worry it now has replaced all i can say is im sorry to you sorry i hurt you sorry your blue as a parent you make the choices to lead hoping their happiness it will be freed just think before doing and reflect on your need do it for th

The Week Has Passed
weeks have passed and still iam in pain when will sun shine and rid all this rain iam sad inside but not for the reasons but your lack of pride iam sad that youre gone and that you continued to hide iam sad for the ones you left with the hurt im sad for us who question our worth im sad for the grandkids you just wont see grow im sad for the day they truly will know im sad for your patients who just have no clue im sad for the friends who thought you were true im sad for the memories we layed to rest im sad for the ones who believed you the best im sad that your last thoughts were down and out im sad for the evil you brought about im sad you died alone in your bed im sad for the thoughts that ran thru your head with all this sadness im still just not blue cause all of this sadness was brought on by you wherever you are in the sky or below you caused my sadness just so you know done by Christine

I'm Back
Well after taking some time off of CT to take care of some personal business I am finally back! Did yall miss me? I missed you guys, and I'm glad to be back. I'll try to post some new pics and show love to all of my favorite folks and everyone else on here so I can get caught up!

Broken
Rain drops help me hide my tears As I weep away my pain I walk through sorrow as if it was a sunny day It never bothers me anyway It is impossible to to hurt the injured As it is to break what is broken I am broken But I am too numb to feel it I am blind But it is too hard to see this Am I dying Am I dead I can walk But don't sense life I can talk But my lips never move I have life But define life I can't But somehow I live it So maybe I am dead Or maybe I am living Or maybe it doesn't even matter.

Ensign: The End Of The Beginning
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 15 June 2007 The Old Testament book of Job is usually known by most people for its beginning and ending. Here's the story: Job is a man blessed with many children, many flocks and herds, and great property. One day in heaven, Satan comes to meet God and God points out how Job with all his blessings still makes the time to honor Him with all he does. God's former chief angel says, "Yeah, right, but he's only as pious as you say because of his blessings. Take them away, and he'll turn his back on you." So one by one, God allows the loss of Job's flocks and children, but he still worships God. Satan comes again and God shows off Job as a example of the best of His children, and Satan counters, "Yeah, right, but once you af

200 Bucks
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office....but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." The girl looked at him, then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend....so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened....? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!"

"heaven"
Heaven You shine like stardust dipped in glamour: ~Diamonds etched within your form~ Your skin is heaven, your lips are clouds …they make me soar through the bluest sky. And as I propel, I feel your spirit brush up against me and I feel as if I have been touched by "God". -You are so beautiful- …you hold the answer to my life's question mark. And when it's dark I feel so safe. Peace holds me tight in your embrace and there's no pain to bring me down. I feel serene as if a dream cradled my sleep: ~Forever oh so gingerly~ And the world revolves a little slower, almost as if time was bound to freeze. But let it all hush impeccably…let gravity suspend its chi. You know me, sweets, always so poetic in my ways: I see the world through ancient eyes, for my soul has been around for ages and I believe that your love is the strength that fuels this long eternity. You twirl around between my atoms,

Hospital Corps Birthday
June 17th is the 109th Birthday of the Hospital Corps. On behalf of our brother and sister Corpsmen who never made it home I think I can speak for all of them and say how Proud we all are to have served with the greatest warriors in the world. We are Navy but our hearts are with our beloved Marine Corps And on this day lets give a toast and Remember the traditions written in the deeds of HA Bob Bush, on Okinawa, Pharmacist Mate Joe Marquez Navy Cross on Peleliu, HN John Kilmer, & HM3 William Charette, in Korea, HM3 Don Ballard, and Hm3 Robert Ingram in Nam, all Medal of Honor recipients. Remember the corpsmen who risked their lives to save their Marines at places like Belleau Woods, Guadalcanal, Iwo Jima, Chosen Reservoir, Hue City, Kuwait City, Afghanistan and Iraq. Remember of how our history is one filled with valor. Remember to Reflect on wearing that caduece. How it changes you from an ordinary sailor and person to one with a special mission. It makes you stand

I Walk The Night
Night glows upon the streets The moon takes over for the sun Night time has begun No cars or sirens to disturbe momment Calm wind breeze the air I stop and stare At the beautiful site around me Such peace and quiet harmony Nothing to alarm me or even harm me Nothing for me to feel gloom Just me and the moon Living the night away Everything feels okay Its like a dream Or so it seems As the night sky turn from navy to light blue The moon and I go home For the day is arriving soon.

Salary Increase Request
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labour. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Reply: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. 7. You don't

Distance
There was a time that you looked at me and your eyes they would sparkle so brilliantly Your smile could just lift me from the darkest place and I was the luckiest person in the whole human race Just to know you were there was all that I'd need to fuel my imagination and plant the seed But now there is a distance and I do not know why sometimes is so vast I dare not even try Nothing had changed so far as I knew what we had seemed so timeless and true Deep down I know the reason though I can not be sure but it all adds to the same, you don't love me anymore.

Our Week
This week has been a crazy week here for us. Just wanted to keep my friends in the loop who actually read my bulletins. Monday we went to USC for lil man's root canal. Yea it sucked, it was a LONG day. The proceedure isn't like a normal one since his tooth is so new. They weren't able to finish it in the 2 1/2 hours they worked so we have to go back in july to finish. Tuesday was his talent show and he played his baratone. He did really well and made us all proud. The teacher in charge of it was even saying how hard he had worked and how well he did. Wed was more of an on the go day!!! we had to go shopping and get ready for the next day since the next day was.......... Thursday was GRADUATION!!! He promoted out of grammer school!!! I'm soooooo happy to finally get him out of there. After that we went to lunch and then to disneyland for the day and nite. WOW were we beat!!! Friday we are going to go to the movies this afternoon..... Pretty much on the go all week and

>.>;;
So lately i have realized that half my friends are pregnant. Its so weird to know... My best friend whom i've known since 6th grade is 8 months pregnant... I just can hardly imagine it! Maybe thats cause i am not there... and i know that i am young, i am only 19. I dont have the best job, and i dont have good motivation for school, but in my heart i just want to settle down with a family. I want a baby... I dont know why. I NEVER wanted a kid; and recently in the past few months i just really want one. I want to move out, and be with a guy who actually plans on being with me. Who treats me like a girlfriend and not like a friend. Chris just isnt doing that. I dont feel like he wants to put much effort into us. And i dont feel like he loves me very much. Not to mention chris was put in school a year late... so he still has another year of high school to go through, while i am in my second year of college... I mean, idk... i kind of want a guy who KNOWS what he wants in life. And wants t

Sand And Stone
Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face." They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "Today my best friend saved my life." The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, wou wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The friend replied, "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it." Learn to write your hurts in the sand

Fathers Day Contest
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Thank You Ct
i just want o say thank you to all that rated and posted a comment on my birthday blog. I have made so many new changes in my life in the last 4 years for the better and I'm happier with my self as a person but it has taken these 4 yrs to get there and I am still working on myself, for anyone who knows about being a recovering addict of weather it be drugs,drink ect the road never ends. But I spent the day with my grandkids and went and watched my granddaughter play t-ball that was fun and then my boyfriend and I watched a movie at home with his 2 boys so all in all my 4years has been well worth the long road and all the work. I just want to say to any and all out there that is an addict of any kind you are in my prayers and hold your head high cause you are worth and as good as the next person and dont let any one tell you different!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meet Slugger Trask Band
I will be promoting them and adding their music to my player, awesome country/blues/southern rock band, heres their slide show opening for the Charlie Daniels Band, watch for links to their sites and more news on them

Baby Kaleb Support Banners
Here are some photos you can use to support kaleb on your myspace. Please pass this all around. Add pictures to the chain if you have any of Kaleb. Just hit reply copy the codes and post a bulliten. Also add any site URL's you know of that are for baby Kaleb Schawde. www.myspace.com/helpkaleb www.myspace.com/pray4kaleb (key chains) www.myspace.com/oprah4kaleb

There I Feel Better Now
In all respect to my friends, yesterday and Wednesday were not the greatest days in the world. What got me is the fact it seemed like I had to "babysit" employees who know what to do and yet every five minutes they called me to do just what they didn't want to do forgetting that I was busy doing what I knew I had to do, I didn't wait for annyone to come over and help me. I kept busy and thought I had hurt my knee at work but then I remembered what I did on Tuesday to hurt like everything on Wednesday and last night. I know I should have listened to my best friend Bill on that one. What would I do without him? He still can give out the advice and even admits that yes, I am the most hard headed person he knows. He said I was stubborn and I don't deny that. But then again my whole people skills yesterday at the greatest store we can avoid, wasn't up to par either. Which we accounted for the fact that I wasn't feeling too great and I had to go to work. There I am feeling better. This w

Big Update On Me
Well Well Just to let you all know I am doing really ok.. I am doing what I can for this family and it is always getting in to trouble.. Just to let you all know who the hell I am talking about is my cousin Autumn she thinks she is old because he has a damn month that can run like freakin crazy.. I don't like her and yes I do fight with her all the damn time but I really can't help it.. I can't stand her at all and I don't want to be around her.. I have my damn reason lol.. But grandpa is trying his best to hang in there and I am hanging in there.. I has been two months so far after grandma's death and it is really hard.. I could not get no damn sleep because of what is going on.. I am always in bed thinking about her and loving everyday of it.. Everytime I try to go on with my life I think of her can't get her out of my head at all.. I cry in my sleep I cry at night wanting her back here on earth.. Now I know how my best friend sabby is now.. Her grandma died in March 2006 and h

My Home
You know you're from the Okanagan if.... You can point to at least two ski resorts, even if you can't see through the cloud cover. You notice “the mountain's are out” when it's a nice day and you can see them. You don't put on your shorts until the temperature is a minimum of 25 degrees. You don't think its truly hot until its in the 40's. You think a nice summer day is between 30 and 35 degrees. You can't survive a summer without air conditioning and automated underground sprinklers. You don't consider fruit fresh unless you picked it 10 minutes ago. You have been to hundreds of wine tasting events. You have at least 2 fruit trees in your back yard. The population of your town triples in the summer. You know that Canada does in fact have a true desert. California reminds you of home. You know those big crazy beach parties you see on tv do exist. Wakefest anyone? You recognize the background shots in your favourite movies & TV shows. You ca

Friends
I am so happy!!! I was able to atlk to two of the greastest friends ever. I have not seen one of them in years and we found each other on line. I never expected to talk to her again. I love how things just happen. WE have been freinds since we were 6. Life just put time and distance between us all. No matter how much time we still have that connection of forever and trust.

Do You Realize This?
Do you realize this? I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and found none. I start CPR anyway hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of b eing able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call, Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What Hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to call and ask what is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you c

~rebel_knights Family~ Update June 15, 2007
~Native_Rebels Family~ Two of my wonderful friends started a new family for CT! This family is very relaxed! We understand LIFE HAPPENs! These are the rules we do have though. *WE DO NOT COMMENT BOMB, UNLESS WE ARE **ASKED AND YOU HAVE HELPED US IN THE PAST. *No Recommended Amount of Bombing Photos * Have to add ~Rebel_Knights~ to your name *You do not need to be on CT 24/7! We understand you have a LIFE outside of this bar! * Make Bulletins Subject: "ATTEN NATIVE_REBELS:" * If you post blogs. Please have a blog group title ~Rebel_Knights~ So we know where to go for your information. * You need to attend our LOUNGE meetings when we post the meetings. This is just to benefit for you if you have any concerns in regard of your family. This doesn't mean you have to disconnect from your other lounges. By all means, we ENCOURAGE you to stay connected with your friends! This only

He Said She Said
HE SAID SHE SAID: Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Battle Of The Sexes
BATTLE OF THE SEXES CONTINUES 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female: Any part under a car's hood. Male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male: Playing cricket without a box. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male: Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female: A desire to get married and raise a family. Male: Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female: A good movie, concert, play or book. Male: Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female: An embarrassing by product of indigestion. Male: A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female: The greatest expression o

Other One Same Guys
Quickshot: and baby girl please stop fighting his battles for him, I NO HE IS A PUSSY AND YOU NEED TO DEFFFEND HIM BUT LET HIM SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO GET BEAT THE FUCK UP OK ->Quickshot: U NEED LEAVE HIM FUCK ALONE! U STILL START IT ON HIM IT EUFF IT Quickshot: look this is a done deal now I ask him to leave me the fuck alone or man up and settle this like men but no so now it is on that simple ok ->Quickshot: HEY THIS IS HIS GF.. PLS STOP BOTH OF U AND HIM PLS! Quickshot: ok i just got off the phone with one of my commanders inArlington Heights Army Heliport, Arlington Heights, IL, USA base and he is going to follow up on you so keep an eye out for a humvee to ram ur ass motherfucker Quickshot: u want to bet on that? ->Quickshot: YOU WILL NEVER FIND ME LOL Quickshot: yeah your cards, I have your pic, I no u r in shy town and u r not hard to find ok ->Quickshot: AND WHO TALKING 1 ST THAT IS YOU NOT ME ->Quickshot: THE CARD ?? Quickshot: look hommie u arestarting t

The Greatest Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Job Interview Outcome
Had my interview at best buy today wich i think went good they said they will let me know by monday or tuesday if i get a second interview....till then i found a cd at best buy ive been looking for ever where! the new Megadeth: United Abominations, so ive been blasting that! i must say its an awsome cd to!

Im Doing Great
Well i have been busy working taking care of kids and such Its been nice doing that and aso being able to get a tan lol It seems so strange to be able to go to a gas station with out having to wear shoes but i did it last night i was thinking to myself wow i dont have to wear shose yay I love taking the kids to the beach on my days off and sometimes i take them at night to they love it the kids im talking about are my neice and nephew they are 14 and and almost 16 years old they are very spoilt especially by my cooking Im not going to say i dont miss my husband cause that would be a lie and i do think of him often I have guys ask me out all the time and i have yet to say yes though my husband swears im living with some guy thats a joke well anyways im going to wrap this up it will be awhile before im on the computer again cause where i live i dont get wireless so i have no internet but send me messages and ill check them eventually laters

Update!!! 06/14/2007
June 14 2007 Wow what a busy day! Kaleb is still doing pretty well. I had to go do laundry this AM at the laundry mat (I haven't been keeping up with that so it takes me like 4 hours to get it done) and when I called to see how Kaleb did ovver night, the nurse told me that he did well. She also said that when she was moving him around he was getting fussy!!!! FUSSY! WHAT A GREAT WORD TO HEAR! Now it is not like a fussy that a normal baby would be... but it is a collection of short wimper cries. He is also fighting the nurses more too! His central line has clotted so they are trying to unclott it. They have but in a Hep Lock IV into his right arm now just until they can resolve the problem with the central line. Hopefully they are able to unclott the central line or they might have to redo it... and trust me, that is not the most pleasent experience. He is moving around a lot and starting to respond to sound again. We have put a Glo Worm Lullaby (a toy that was sent down to Ka

Tourist
Two businessmen are sitting down for a break in their soon-to-be new store .. as yet, the store isn't ready -- only a few shelves are set up. One says to the other, "I bet any minute now some tourist is going to walk by, put his face to the window and ask what we're selling." No sooner are the words out of his mouth when, sure enough, ole Boudreaux walks to the window, has a peek, and in a Cajun drawl asks, "What're y'all sellin' here?" One of the men replies, "Oh! We're selling assholes here." Without skipping a beat, Boudreaux says, "Y'all must be doin really good. You only got two left!"

Best Smile Contest
Hey all come help me out please and click my pic and leave some love comments. Am in this contest for once and need all the comments I can get to win, if not at least one of the top 5!! As my friend Sir Jim said, I always vote for everyone the least they could do is the same for me!! Come on all, tell ur friends and everyone on ur lists, repost for me etc!! COME ON!!!!

Salmon With Lemon Dill Sauce
Salmon with Lemon Dill Sauce In this lovely warm-weather salmon dish, a dill mayo is used two ways: Part of the mixture flavors and moistens the salmon during cooking, while the remainder is mixed with diced tomato to become a deliciously cool sauce. The entree is great with potato salad or rice, or as a sandwich inside crusty bread. Credit: The Hellmann's Kitchen Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 3/4 cup Hellmann's or Best Foods Real Mayonnaise * 2 to 4 tablespoons chopped fresh dill or 1 to 2 teaspoons dried dill * 1 tablespoon lemon juice * 1 medium tomato, seeded and diced * 4 salmon or halibut steaks, 3/4 inch thick (about 6 ounces each) Directions: In a medium bowl, blend the mayonnaise, dill and lemon juice; set aside. In a small bowl, place 1/2 cup of the mayonnaise mixture and stir in the tomato; reserve. Brush the fish with the remaining 1/4 cup of the mayonnaise mixture. Grill or broil the fish for 8 minutes, or until the fish flakes

Arizona Casserole ((mexican Foods Yummy!!))
That's my fav foods!!!! Arizona Casserole 4 pound ground round or chuck 2 chopped large onions 2 minced garlic cloves 1/4 cup chili powder (or to taste) 6 cups tomato sauce 1 teaspoon sugar 1 1/2 tablespoons salt 2 cups sliced black olives 8 onces diced green chiles 24 corn tortillas cooking oil 4 cups small curd cottage cheese 2 eggs 1 pound thinly sliced Monterey Jack cheese 2 cups grated Cheddar cheese 1 cup chopped green onions 1 cup sour cream Brown meat in batches in a large heavy frying pan or Dutch oven. (Do not put too much meat into the perature to drop and meat will turn grey instead of brown). Saute onion and garlic with last batch of meat. Return all meatto pan. Sprinkle chili powder over meat and mix well. Add tomato sauce, sugar, salt, half the olives and the diced green chiles. Simmer over very low heat 15 minutes. While sauce cooks, fry tortillas in hot oil one at a time. Do not allow tortillas

People In My Contest Plz Read!
I am upset cause in a lot of my contest i waste Time to enter people in the contest and they don't even vote on their pics! If this is going to keep going like this then i will have to take note on screen names and not allow them to join on future contest! I am not like that type of person but it does take alot of work to enter people into the bulletins. Again this is only to the people who don't do nothing with there pics or they comment once or twice! People pics don't get commented on their own! Thanks for ur time everyone! Maria

Contest Update
im having a contest for the most comments on a picture of your choice. it will run for 5 days as of the 16th to 21st of june. just send me the link to the picture you want to enter and ill rip it. the person with the most amount of comments will win a either a rolex watch or the ring and earrings from the gift shop. click here if you wish to enter and leave details please, AUSSIE GUY TEAM LEADER OF A.O.M BOMBER #1@ CherryTAP 1st with 160 comments 2nd with 45 comments 3rd with 8 comments hurry there is still time to enter! thanks richard

Msn Vs. Cherrytap
Ok ...don't know about the rest of you but I seriously find most of these cherry tap horoscopes to be complete BS... here's a look ct's for today A creative venture moves to the next level, and so does your love life. All this imagination inspires you to take things to new heights. Isn't it nice how artistic projects and passion seem to go hand-in-hand? Hahaha yeah right ....now here's one from msn... The current aspect may take some of the subtlety out of romance today, especially as the person you have recently become involved with is not only very strong-willed, but also determined to have things go according to their way of thinking. You will need to show that you can be just as determined by discussing how you see things, and making sure they understand your point. Hmmmm the first one BS..the second one...a little more likely lol...

Important Announcement
We are pleased to announce our first affiliation with another C.T. family! We have decided to team up with L.U.V. Club, which stands for Level Up Value Club! Was founded by one of our very own members, Pokerpeter13! They too are a family that is drama and stress free. They only want to help level fellow Tappers and may help in any contests we have going! All that we ask of them and they ask of us is love and respect. Please, feel free to add them and get to know them better!

Once Upon A Time
IT WAS A HOT DAY,AS I JOGGED ALONG THE BEACH THE SAND WAS SO HOT, I JOGGED ALONG THE WATER THE SUN IS SHINNING,AND THE CLOUDS ARE GONE NO RAIN TODAY,THOSE FEELINGS ARE GONE FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYE,I SEE A BIRD FLY BYE ONE OF THESE DAYS, I WILL BE FREE TO FLY AND TO BE WHO I REALLY WANT TO BE.... I WANT TO BE FREE, TO FLY I WANT TO BE LOVED, TO LOVE I WANT TO BE CARED FOR, TO CARE FOR I WANT TO BE PASSIONATE, TO GIVE COMPASSION FOR EVERY WANT I WANT, I WILL GIVE A MILLION TIMES........... ~me~

Keeping Myself Sane2
I have met men who dislike, clinging, dependent women because they can't handle being needed too much. But being with strong, independent women, they also can't handle that because they can't accept not being needed

I'll Keep Advices To Myself
Why do we ask for our friends' advice or opinions when we won't follow them in the end? Picture this. A sobbing friend comes to me disturbing my precious time with my dog and she proceeds to snivel all over my shirt, belting it out like a Tagalog soap queen, how she cannot stand her loser boyfriend anymore blah blah blah. Three fuckin' hours of pure melodrama and I listen till my eardrums cannot take it anymore. She asks me for advice. Heck, what do I do? I'm a friend, so I give it. The next morning, I see her, having this thoroughly- fucked look on her face, holding on to her loser bf's arm. I mean, I wasted my play time with my dog for such bullshit?

Amoral
They call me amoral. I have gotten this impression from these judgmental people that to write about two persons who are in-love, kissing, touching, moaning, writhing, screaming in the throes of passion, regardless of gender, is indecent. To write about human weaknesses, failures and vices is considered immoral. To write about human indignities in the real world is perversion. I have been called names that an author cannot swallow, an author who only wants to present humanity in its most naked form. An author who dares to defy convention. Convention that is not my choice as a writer anyway, if I have my say in it. Conventions that are choking the life out of me as a woman. So I dared to establish my own rules by which I will forge my path as an author. Is that so bad? If I am to be judged based on this puritanical society's parameters, so be it. I fully embrace being amoral, immoral, indecent and perverted. From here on, I would wear these badges with pride and dignity.

Ex'd
Safe in my drowning faith I hear the goddess Of my river Styx Sweetly humming the birth Of another endless death Alone, I listen, Loving and hating The soothing cries And furious whispers Of my deafening silence Your smiles Are now just reverent scars Carved by your once infernal bliss Numbed by the sublime specters Of your devastating kisses No, you will never comprehend The breadth of my gentle wilderness Nor the depth of my superficial Monet dreams Where you love and leave me without end Where I live and die again and again

Keeping Myself Sane 6
Redemption, I begged Vindication, your cry Absolution, I pleaded My damnation, your joy Oblivion, I crave Isolation, my friend Your passion, your love illusions, never mind Communion, I now mourn Contrition, hell, no more Revolution, my own Destination unknown

The Attractive Test
The Attractive Test Take It Now!!! Lol Body: Body: This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy fri

I'm Single Again!
so as u guessed, i'm single. i'vejust wsted 2 years of my life wit this man that doesn't give a fuck about me. h's stolen my stuff, and damaged my house. the cops say there's nothin they can do. nowi have2 start all over again.

Today's Horror-scope
If you were in charge of everything, traffic would be clear, you'd never spill coffee on your good wool pants and that annoying clerk at the local cafe would ... Oh, let's face it, it would be too much work. Let it go. Nah....GIVE ME THE POWER!!!!

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

1 Month Vic
I'm entered in a contest for a 1 month VIC, problem i hit my limit for the day due to my level (grrrr) I need all the help i can get now, plz help me out i'd do the same for u if asked! just copy and paste the link into your browser for the page needed, once u get there comment bomb me as much as possible don't forget to rate the pic as well, thank you all so much! The Beebs http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315524&albumid=398487&i=4158960321

6-15-07
So far the best day yet of my summer vacation. My graduation present is that my parents are leasing me a horse to ride. I saw a horse that is a sweet one named Pompero. He's awesome to ride and such a smooth ride. I'm going to help build up his muscle since horses have muscle. I'm going to be the person to do that. YES!!! I just love riding horses.

Quoteable Quotes
from Al Bundy Computers and women are ruining the country Now son, look here, these redwood-trees they're over a thousand years old. I'm gonna cut me one of these down and use for a base for my satellite dish. Kelly, it's not that we don't believe you. It's just that we don't believe in LOVE Every now and then a guy who drive a Dodge likes to close his eyes and imagine it's a Ferrari Oh, we're all broke, cha, cha, cha Everybody broke, cha, cha, cha Living in the gutter, cha, cha, cha Early grave, cha, cha, cha Everybody shoot me! Al to Mrs. De Groot: "So you think I'm a loser? Just because I have a stinking job that I hate, a family that doesn't respect me, a whole city that curses the day I was born? Well, that may mean loser to you, but let me tell you something. Every morning when I wake up, I know it's not going to get any better until I go back to sleep again. So I get up, have my watered down Tang and st

If I Had It All..
I'd fuck it all up. I find myself wishing for some kind of comfort from all this. It's like a storm just rose from the ground at my feet. It's blinded me until all I can see is the emptiness that already exists inside. I wish I could somehow take it all away, wash it clean, cleanse it with fire, and then find something else to look forward to. I guess it's little odd when the only thing left you can wrap around yourself is the pain and confusion. It's familiar, thus it's comforting (yet chaotic) effect. I tend to include insecurity with confusion because I believe that's all insecurity is.. confusion with a pretty name. I don't know.. I don't know where to begin or what should end.. I'm at a loss.. for words, solutions, and comforting words for myself. I just need somebody to tell me it will be ok.. and for them to really fucking mean it. It's times like this I miss having a guy that would just hug me and let me be weak for a little while. I'm so tired of being s

There Was Once A Girl..
Eyes made of flame and lips made of desire Men wished to drink her in like wine yet she could never satisfy their thirst always a step behind always a day too late she remained as nothing more as creatures of casual lust often do she found herself beneath the world below the feet of those she'd loved hell it seems is in our hearts the only blood we ever spill on our own hands from our own wounds waking to a world where it is ok to be nothing

Happiness..
This creature made of life and death Her wings fashioned from flame and tragedy Something perfected by flaws She is both the day and darkness Inside and out, nothing to behold but the light A fire that burns, a hot blue flame Like stars from a million miles away Flickering in the tiresome winds Blazing through the joy and the rain Walking the sands where ocean meets earth Leaving behind all that was.. and all that can never be..

A.a.a..d.d
Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need t

Food For Thought
An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me" he said to the boy. "It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil--he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is good--he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith. This same fight is going on inside you-and inside every other person too. The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one we feed." Author Unknown

To My Friends
Dearest Friends, I dearly respect and support your social conscience. There are many great causes with brilliant minds shoving them forward. I find it extremely difficult to run from sandbox to sandbox trying to gather enough information to make an educated decision about who is correct and who is serving an agenda they eagerly forget to mention. Is our home, world, universe at threat? Of course it is. Can we as members of the world society do anything to prevent the destruction we see on the horizon? Maybe but to do so we must sacrifice our personal beliefs and issues for the greater good. Will that happen? NO! We all have things for which we would do anything. I will protect my mother, my family and my home. I will fight for every persons right to be who they want to be, do what they want to do and most of all say what they want to say. BUT will this make any difference in the grand scheme of things? Probably not unless I am willing to give up my freedoms, needs

Daphne
need a hump to get me off dont grab my boobs they might fall off I got a really nice, COOCHIE! Im your lil mama, HOOCHIE! Take a number and, DO ME! wanna get filthy hurry it up we only got time for a, QUICKIE! Before checkin into my, PANTIES! While u drink I'll give u a, HANDY! Gonna get Filthy, wont u help me find my G-SPOT Uuu im over ripe uleash ur meat i'll take a bite crabs are gone I'll take a pill gotta baf of condoms so you wont spill Put it in and take a chance lets get filthy in my pants

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 7
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 7 Thermal Blanket Repair Complete; Spacewalkers to Assist Array Folding 6.15.07 9:22 p.m. STS-117 spacewalker Danny Olivas completed repair work on a thermal blanket that was out of position on space shuttle Atlantis. He and his partner, Mission Specialist Jim Reilly, will assist with the retraction of the Port 6 (P6) solar array before the completion of today’s spacewalk. The orbital stroll began at 1:24 p.m. EDT with the duo tackling separate tasks. Olivas, while attached to the shuttle robot arm, tucked the blanket back into place and then used a medical stapler to secure it to adjacent blankets on Atlantis’ left orbital maneuvering system pod. Meanwhile, Reilly went to work outside the International Space Station with the installation of a hydrogen vent on the Destiny Laboratory. The vent is for a new oxygen generation system. During the second half of the spacewalk, they will be on top of the P6 to assist with the

Candles
The dancing flames of candles have been used as a Witches' tool for centuries. By setting the proper atmosphere, candles are used to help increase a spell's power, or to influence a particular power. Candles absorb one's personal energy and release this energy when burned Candle colour is very important when performing magick, for each colour emits a particular vibration and attracts certain influences. The following list is meant to be used as a guide in choosing a candle colour for your personal use. Please remember that colour is another "tool" and you need choose what works best for you in your magickal workings. If you do not have the colour mentioned for a particular need, allow your intuition and the Goddess guide you in choosing one for your purposes. The candles you use should be ones you yourself make out of beeswax, using natural dyes and essential oils, if desired. Beeswax sheets are available at most hobby stores, and are a fast and easy way to make your own candles

~principles Of Belief~
Principles of Wiccan Belief - Spring Witchmeet of 1974 The Council of American Witches finds it necessary to define modern Witchcraft in terms of the American experience and needs. We are not bound by traditions from other times and other cultures, and owe no allegiance to any person or power greater than the Divinity manifest through our own being. As American Witches, we welcome and respect all life-affirming teachings and traditions, and seek to learn from all and to share our learning within our council. It is this spirit of welcome and cooperation that we adopt these few principles of Wiccan belief. In seeking to be inclusive, we do not wish to open ourselves to the destruction of our group by those on self-serving power trips, or to philosophies and practices contradictory to these principles. In seeking to exclude those whose ways are contradictory to ours, we do not want to deny participation with us to any who are sincerely interested in our k

Just Because
I guess I am writing just cause I really have nothing else to do, but sit at home and think...The things that I have been thinkin about have made me a lil down...I guess you could say that I am happy but I am not...I have met the person that I can say is my soulemate but I am not really sure that he sees it...or that he feels the same way...I have pictures up of him cause just looking at him makes me smile and puts the light in my eye...I love him more then he will ever know...I would do anything for him and I would give him the world... I am not sure that he knows that either though...Hes the first thing that I think of when I roll out of bed and I continue to think of him most of the day...Hes the first thing that I think of when I am going to bed wishing that I could give him a kiss good night and tell him that I love him...I dream about him when I am sleeping...For some reason I just can't seem to gret him out of my head...Hes is so awesome and I am not sure that he knows that eith

Update For Kaleb 6/15/07
Friday, June 15, 2007 June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing serious. His o2 sats are perfect though so I am sure that it is nothing ser

Advice
Since this keeps coming up: Get a copy of John Gray's "Men, Women, and Relationships." Learn the differences between men and women, learn to communicate, and above all stop trying to fix each other. Now go, and do.

April Wine "tonight Is A Wonderful Time To Fall In Love" Lyrics
APRIL WINE "Tonight is a wonderful time to fall in love" (Myles Goodwyn) Published by Slalom Publishing Co. - BMI Red and yellow, seasons changin' gear, oh yeah Giving her all I am, and reaching out for lovin' care And you know she can feel it, oh yeah, you know she doesn't have to try Goin' on forever, oh yeah, knowing that's the reason why, she said Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, Let's fall in love, let's fall in love The two of us together, oh yeah, doin' things the way we do And nothin' seems to matter, oh no, as long as I can be with you And you know she can feel it, cause that's the way she likes to fly Goin' on forever, oh yeah, and knowing that's the reason why, she said Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love Tonite is a wonderful time, let's fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love Let's fall in love, le

!!!!!angry Sex!!!!!!
!!!!! Angry Sex !!!!!You're MadI'm Mad I'm HurtOh my god you smell so goodYour touch makes me cringe and tingle at the same timeYou grab mePush me up against the wallKiss MeForce your tongue inside my mouthTouch me wherever n however you wantYour hands feel hard against my skinI want to hit youI want to hate you But I melt against youInside I'm raging Inside I'm burning upImages flash through my mindHer with YOUYOU with HerYou Love Me?You Love Me!Tongue inside Warm, WetUp against the wallPulling my hairChoking me from behindOh My GodYou feel so goodYou hurt me so badYou betrayed meYou mislead meYou said you were sorryOh My God Pulling My Hair Leading me down the hall wayI followYou push me on your bedSuch agression Such forceIs this how you fucked her?Is it?You stopKiss me gentlytenderlychoke metell me you lovetell me I belong to youyou belong to meI'm on all foursOh My GodI can feel youSo deep It feels like you're in my stomachTears running down my faceYou wipe them awayHarderStronger

Angel Goddess Needs Everyones Help!
Well I'm trying to win a Blast for 30 days and I need everyone's help. Comments Only with Bombing Allowed. So bring a friend and pass the link on and show me the luv all you cherries. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=164118&albumid=394946&i=1688834507 Thank you all!

Hold Your Head High Heavy Heart
Tonights the first night im spending at home in a long time. Ive been sleeping at the hospital recently with my mom. They set me up with a sweet little pull out chair bed thing. Its not like the one at the other hospital. Its better. Its like a pull out sofa bed but its a pull out chair bed. Its got springs in the matress though and one of the springs pokes me either right in the spine or right in between my chesticles which sucks either way. But ill go through hell and back to make sure mommas okay. I doubt ill be able to get much sleep tonight away from her. I gave my father his fathers day present early cause i was really excited about it and couldnt wait. I bought him a paintball gun, refillable co2 thingy and a box of paintballs. I wrapped em all in tinkerbell paper just cause thats how hXc tinkerbell is. He loved it. I cant wait to see what he does with it up at the hopyard. but at the same time im not to sure that was a good gift idea for him on my part...even though he loves

My Birthday
Well another year has past and it's another year wasted...some of you know why i feel like this...i'm so tired of feeling this way i just wish it would go away..god i wish it would go away...i'm venting a lil i guess...

"knowing Jesus"
The Lord is my light as bright as the sunshine without His light my days would be so dark, as the darkness of the night. I ask Him daily to guide my life & give me the strength needed to fight Satan's attacks that feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife. I thank Him each day for the love He has given me, as the days go bye. Jesus has helped me release the pain within my heart & set it free. My friend, Jesus has put me through many tests & trials but it's only to make me stronger & at the end, Jesus receives from me many smiles. For those who don't know Jesus, you're missing out on so much. Believe me, if you would just let Him in your heart, you would feel the love of His touch & never again from Him be apart. Written By, Lisa/Prtyeyes 8-23-04

~~the Next Reagan~~
The Next Reagan By Bruce Walker (No relation Rich,Jack) Two months ago, I wrote an article, "The Next Reagan," in which I outlined many of the reasons why Fred Thompson will be the next Ronald Reagan. Events since then have confirmed my arguments. I predict that Fred Thompson will enter the Republican nomination, that he will win it fairly easily, and that he will also defeat Hillary comfortably in the presidential election. Why? First, no Republican since Ronald Reagan draws remotely as much genuine enthusiasm among conservatives as a serious presidential candidate. Both of the Bush presidencies have been mild disappointments. Though respect for our current commander-in-chief is high, President Bush is simply not an effective communicator or articulator of conservative principles. President Bush, however, is light years ahead of Senator Dole, the 1996 nominee, and also better as a communicator and campaigner than his father. That is how bad things have been for con

To All My Friends
as some of you might know our truck is broke down this week....so we are out more money since he couldn't work but one day ....he has it in a shop in Tn and we had only been there about 10 minutes or so with the rig when the dreaded call came in.....the lady i have been sitting with passed away yesterday evening at 6:05.....things have been really stressful and hectic for us all and confusing since Joyce is confused right now herself.....please pray for her to make it through this

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Faith
Imagination is creation...and faith is simply imagination at work. Let your unshakable faith always be your guide. What you see... sense... feel and desire will ultimately come your way. The world awaits the next dimension of who you are. anonomous.

The Dance
The night is hot as hell and my eyes are tired. It’s the heat of a thousand vents and too many people in a small room. The kind of tiredness you get can only from shooting hundreds zombies and aliens with a plastic toy gun. Sweat baptizes me after the kill. I had been feeding quarters into the machines all night. However, I am not tired from the slaughter and decide to take a walk before I come back to plug away some more. I have that primitive urge that is only seen in when a big movie star cuts down a line a people with a gun in reality would’ve put him on his ass. The place smells of stale popcorn and stain of liquid substances long forgotten. Arcades and their machines…. This generation’s version of the carnival…. Each machine with it blinking lights says “Step right up; you could be the next high scorer.” But in the end, you just lose your money for a two minute joy ride or a small catharsis of stress when you knock out your opponent. It then occurs to me that I am no longer stari

Frickin Frackin Bee Stings!!
So check it... Today, a bee stung me on the face...the cheek to be exact and I promptly reached up and swatted it's little ass. It landed on the ground and then I stepped on it and was stung again!! Damn, can't a bitch just be left alone on her front porch??????

Grim Reaper
"Today at 5:35 p.m. my Mother told me She felt death inside her". It feels like an ache that won't go away, it's angry, it's scared, it doesn't care, then she concluded she would be glad when it is over then she would not be suffering anymore. I'm tired, "she says." She gave me a 1954 [chu-chu-bag] box/purse she had since she was four years old. It has a family-tree story that goes with it too. I will treasure it forever. I suppose I am in the life-changing experience stage now, huh? I don't know when this will happen, I DO KNOW I WILL FEEL IT IN MY SLEEP. I see myself waking.

War!
What happened to the world today. The peace and strength and pride have gone so far. I don't think we can ever it to come back. The war has killed so many and left so many defistated people. I just dont think we will ever be able to pull out and finish what we started. Unless some how we manage to get our strength pride and peace to return. Before we loose the war and our freedom is gone. lets just hope bush relizes his mistakes before it is to late. I think its more our fault for voting for him then it is his own. So i guess we will see what happens to our country. Will we be without freedom to keep us safe and happy. Or be gone with everything else.

Life!
Do you ever wonder if the world has a purpose in life or if god is real.....i do every day of my life its so hard to find truth in things every one says to pray and you will find the answer well guess what people im to lazy to find anything so why cant the answer come to me and find me i that would be some much more easier then finding things.....the only sucky thing about that is lifes hard and we have to do everything our selves we have to deal with every thing that happens and doesnt happen it sucks and i dont know you have to relize that every thing sucks and it d oesnt get any better than this....so i guess we'll just have to deal with it it will just habe to work out like it should well here i go again rambling on about my out puts on life but somebodysa got to do right and who knows we will see how the rest life turns out

Something About Me
Something I've come across in the last few minutes, something about me, suggests that for a while I've been hiding in an illusion. I was someone that I am not, and now I'm someone I was not. Upon further investigation I came to the conclusion that a few of the key players in my day to day dealings have misled me. My bullshit sensors have been so fucked up, and so my perception of reality has faltered, resulting in this chaotic mindset that's left me questioning my own morals. I, however, have discovered this in time to correct the issue and have done so accordingly, at least the issue in my head. As for the stimulus to my response, I still have yet to correct the issue. I guess I'm a bit hesitant to make a move considering that at any given moment I could find that my sensors are off on this one, even just a little bit.

A Great Day
This article is about two of not just my homies but probably a couple of the biggest influences on my life. They were finally released from jail today on a bond after spending 22 months inside. I have been chillin with them and will be alot over the next couple weeks. Couple things to note about what actually happened. The off duty police officer never identified himself as a police officer. He came running out of this place shooting at the homies, who then hopped in their truck and drove off. This "cop" then jumped into the passenger seat of the owners Ferrari and persue them shooting my homies from his car. When the police finally did show up like 5 min after the chase started my homies surrendered thinking the cops were there to help. Instead they were arrested. They then faced 2 attempted murder charges as well as reckless endangerment and possesion of a fire arm. After two years the trial had not even started... two years of them sitting in jail. The rookie officer was

Two Weeks Or Less To Go...
1. Flying lessons (no.. not a kick to the ass and "here I'll show you how to fly"... real lessons... in the pilot seat) 2. To go bungee jumping... (off a high bridge over water like on "Saving Liberty") 3. To go sky diving... (yes, I know... "why on this green earth would you want to jump out of a perfectly good airplane?"... I still wanna do it) 4. To get another tattoo. 5. To get another piercing or two... 6. To get LAID... Crude I know... but VERY VERY true... 7. To color my hair a new color... (I was thinking Green). 8. To have a good time with some good friends... (drinking and whatnot... maybe something like paint ball or billiards) Pop Quiz: When is my birthday? (Hint: Sometime this month and hasn't happened yet) So... There's my wish list... In no particular order...

What Cuss Words Mean...
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

Two Months Today...virginia Tech Shooting
Ross Abdallah Alameddine Partahi Lumbantoruan Christopher James Bishop G.V. Loganathan Brian Bluhm Lauren McCain Ryan Clark Daniel O'Neil Austin Cloyd Juan Ramon Ortiz Jocelyne Couture-Nowak Minal Panchal Kevin Granata Daniel Perez Cueva Matthew G. Gwaltney Erin Peterson Caitlin Hammaren Mike Pohle Jeremy Herbstritt Julia Pryde Rachael Elizabeth Hill Mary Read Emily Hilscher Reema Samaha Jarrett Lane Waleed Shaalan Matthew J. La Porte Leslie Sherman Henry Lee Maxine Turner Liviu Librescu Nicole White The Virginia Tech Massacre was a school shooting that unfolded as two separate attacks about two hours apart on April 16, 2007, on the campus of the Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State University in Blacksburg, Virginia, United States. A shooter killed 32 people and wounded a further 29 before committing suicide, making it the deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history. The shooter, Seung-Hui Cho, was a Sou

It's Not Personal
I'm just making changes pages to my page... yes I removed most people from my family list but don't take it personally.... it has nothing to do with you...it's for me to find some of the people I need...when I need tham You are all still my friends...and I still care about you... still enjoy talking to you...and have become a fan of you all.....this just makes it easier for me ...when taking care of family things it's more about getting the information I need quicker...other changes will me made soon

Children Learn What They See,
Children are born into this world with a loving spiriting and they learn from the moment they are born. It is up to us to teach them love, compassion and patience. Do you do your part to set a good role model? I pray I do.

Survey Fun I Guess
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Oh, yeah that woulda required a doctor and I don’t remember that 2. What did you dream last night? Why are you wishing it was you? 3. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? How often are you calling? 4. Give a little whistle As if, you’ll just have to get your cheap thrills elsewhere 5. What are you doing tomorrow? Serial killing spree begins at dawn . . . Wanna join? 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I still have not won the lottery or gotten laid 7. Do you like anyone? Yeah as if I like people 8. Do you know anyone who is married? I know people who wear rings 9. What's your favorite number? Purple 10. Who was the last person to make you cry? If I tell you I will have to kill you at dawn 11. Are you outgoing? I go out . . . 12. When was the last time you cried? Dawn is approaching, just keep asking 13. What is one thing you miss about your pa

Bugger Me Im Brave
Well yesterday i done something that i thought i would never do, i went to the top of Spiniker tower in portsmouth, england. Now dont get me wrong compared to what some people do this is not very brave at all (big love to all the forces in harms way,Police,Fire and Ambulance services and dont for get the Lifeboat men and women) but for me this was a milestone. I suffer from verigo and find myself getting dizzy if i go just two or three rungs up a ladder so to go 100 metres up a tower with a glass floor is somewhat of a historic day. The tower is great it has three viewing platforms at 100m,105m and 110m the glass floor is on the lower platform. The lift takes just 28 seconds to go from ground level to 100m now the i thought was very impressive. Anyways there are some pics of me at the top,looking down and some general views in my default album so check me out!!!!lol

I Cant Decide!!!!!!
I am thinking about gettin some new ink but i dont know where i want it. I already have a pretty big design that i done myself, its in my photos. I am thinking about a few designs maybe more tribal or a cross or my last name in old english. Please help me decide its drivin me nuts, thanx dubbs

Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened)

53 She Was Addicted To Porn
Stole her daddies credit card Made a laundry list of things Burned down the internet connection Tried to find the darkest dreams She spent hrs in the comfort That can only be found in her skin A voyuer of the most honest kind Pictures take her mind's eye in She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see Her computer freezes up like a winter night Blames the ppl who look at her wrong All the slaves to her master voice And that is why i'm writing this song Can you see the way she pulls the light in Standing through the fallout without a scratch Picking out pieces of what the wind brings home Hear she's doing better since she's been on the patch She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see

Guys
Guys are so fucking fake it pisses me off. They pretend to be king shit! Pretend they like a girl and then what? Fucks the hell up! I hate lines such as "Oh I am so glad youre not like the others." BULL FUCKING SHIT. youre only glad if you want in our pants. And get pissed if you cant so you go for what you call a "whore". I also hate when they pretend to be mister nice guys, you know the ones that spend all their time with you. Or the ones that give this "I love you" bullshit. FUCK MAN! Im allergic to bullshit. might as well not say it if it isnt true. Fucking A! I hate the guys who "act" like mister nice guy when they really arent. be your fucking self! fuck grow some damn balls. Atleast I admit I dye my hair to feel better about myself shit! Own up to shit damn!

They Walk Amoungst Us...
They Walk Among US! I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin at MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ..............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One

Fun With Sex
As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in extasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green jello in the tub with you You are my world my little cupcake, I want to lick your cream filling until you ache. Your Juicy Avacadoes so plump, and so ripe. Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!

Blacks Dont Read!!!????!!! Calm Down!
For those of you who heard it, this is the article Dee Lee was reading this morning on a New York radio station. For those of you who didn't hear it, this is very deep and true! BLACKS DON'T READ. This is a heavy piece and a Caucasian wrote it. THEY ARE STILL OUR SLAVES we can continue to reap profits from the Blacks without the effort of physical slavery. Look at the current methods of containment that they use on themselves: IGNORANCE, GREED, and SELFISHNESS. Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, "The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it in a book." We now live in the Information Age. They have gained the opportunity to read any book on any subject through the efforts of their fight for freedom, yet they refuse to read. There are numerous books readily available at Borders, Barnes & Noble, and Amazon.com, not to mention their own Black Bookstores

My Revolution
my revolution never ending contributions a puppet of the institution drug induced prostitution i cant believe the things i see and hear today sometimes i take something to make it go away i remember when things were so easy now it seems to only sicken me black skies and little lies can kill easily poison thoughts in my mind wont break me cant you see ive left it all behind and once again im free revolution of the mind will surely save me too many people think they know about me im the one who invades your mind and makes you really see your heart melts with mine and they become one walk among the lost souls the damage has been done my revolution my prosecution my revolution my execution

My Pictures....
To all my friends, If you have visited my page recently you found that all my pictures were suddenly blocked and private.. Let me explain. The other day a very mean person visited my page. A very racist person filled with alot of hate. He proceeded to not only rate my profile a 1. Which didnt really bother me. Then started rating the pictures of my black husband 1's. Now this started to bother me, but to each their own right? THEN he decided to start going through my precious beautiful bi racials sons pictures and rating them 1's. NOW THIS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF! So I decided to see who this person was doing this, To make a long story short, This person proclaimed himself to be all about WHITE POWER...And so were all his "white" friends. So soon after I had been visiting his page, I then started recieving flags left and right for just about ALL my sexy pictures, no nudity mind u, as NSFW. At this point I was ready to jump thru this computer and beat the shit out of this racist piece o

Ghetto Spelling Bee
Leroy is a 20 year-old 5th grader. This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the hotel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girfriend say my dictate good. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 7. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 9. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to the poolhall, I t

Nasty Poem
Lemons are sour Open your legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You don't multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style and 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. i'll be the six if you be the nine. eat me bea

Hot Hot Hot
GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR THIS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL THE HELP FROM ALL OF MY FRIENDS. THE OTHER TEAM IS TRYING TO WIN AND THEY ARE IN AHEAD OF US...I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 5500 PEOPLE ON MY LIST AND I'M SURE IF EACH ONE OF YOU POST 1 VOTE AND 10 COMMENTS,IT WILL HELP. AND I KNOW THAT YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LET ME DOWN,AND I CAN DEPEND ON YOU..... JUST CLICK ON HIS LINK RATE THE PIC AND POST COUPLE COMMENTS THERE ... THANKS TO EACH ONE OF YOU LOVE YOU ALL HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

Southerness! Lesson For The Ladies On Ct!
Wanna be a Southern Woman? here’s how. SOUTHERNNESS SOUTHERN WOMEN Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know

Best Cleavage On Ct Contest! Now Open
Best Cleavage On CT Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Merger
Thank you Theresa for this..... We are pleased to announce our first affiliation with another C.T. family! We have decided to team up with L.U.V. Club, which stands for Level Up Value Club! Was founded by one of our very own members, Pokerpete13! They too are a family that is drama and stress free. They only want to help level fellow Tappers and may help in any contests we have going! All that we ask of them and they ask of us is love and respect. Please, feel free to add them and get to know them better!

Love Is A Choice!!!
I've been thinking a lot about the concept of love lately...What does it mean? Does it mean different things to different people? Why is it easier for some people to feel and to express it than it is for others? Love, for me, has always been a relatively easy emotion to come by, recognize and express. Granted, at times in relationships I may have confused lust or infatuation for love, or I may have given myself to someone undeserving of such heartfelt affection, but I don't consider my willingness to love a weakness. It just means that I've had my heart broken a couple of times, without regret. I always grew up knowing that I was loved. It was an emotion that was freely expressed in my home. Goodnight hugs were punctuated with an "I love you." Phone conversations ended the same way. I lived every day knowing that my mother loved me, and I her, even if we were apart or if we'd had a fight. I know that many adults did not grow up this way, and that saddens me. I can't imagi

The Chef (revisited)
the chef (revisited) thought that i would cook tonight a little something quick and lite? lord knows that i'm not a chef, just making something for myself i really won't need fancy pans... exotic spices in a can... picture books with recipies... garden fresh ground parsley leaves... lemon fresh squeezed for that flavor you want steaming on your table. sun tea for a quenching drink? dirty pots piled in the sink? none of that comes with this meal this vaunted feast served so sureal all i need is just some time to figure out on what to dine then just a minute more to think what would be the perfect drink? some salt to add to open wounds fresh loneliness, add several spoons baste liberally this broken heart with pain from being far apart add a cup of truths half told and marinate this entree cold then set aside to be ignored and buttered with generic words seasoned lightly with a touch of fresh ground dreams and broken luck. then garnish with those memories

The Two Old Ladies
Two old ladies were chatting one day. They were talking about this and that and the subject finally got around to sex. The first old lady said she enjoyed sex all the time, and just as much as ever. The second old lady was surprised and asked her what her secret was. The first old lady said when she hears her husband pulling the car into the garage she hurries and takes a shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. When her husband comes into the bedroom he gets turned on and has his way with her. The second old lady decides to try this approach so that night when she heard her husband returning home, she takes a quick shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. Her husband comes into the bedroom takes one look and says, Geez.... Maude, comb your hair and put your teeth in....

Is He There
somewhere out there he says he loves me. where is he at, where could he be... Does he mean what he says or is it not true at all, wondering everyday will this go anywhere at all. to sit and think about you is all I do, am I wasting my time falling for you.. will you please let me know, what should I do, should I walk away or should I wait for you. Im stuck in a place right now where im at, god knows its hard but that is that, are u willing to wait or are you gonna run just like that... Ill say that I love you just one more time, please know im telling the truth, your always on my mind....

The Little Grass Hut
The Little Grass Hut The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for GOD to rescue him, and everyday he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements and to store his few possessions. One day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames with smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened! Everything was lost! He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. "GOD, how could you do this to me?" he cried. Early the next day he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. Moral of the story: It's easy to get discouraged when things are going bad, but we shouldn't lose heart, because GOD

Pray For Ray Please
Make Tags On Images Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com PLEASE REMEMBER RAY IN OUR PRAYERS -GOD GIVE HIM THE STRENGTH HE NEEDS TO FIGHT THIS ILLNESS.heres a video that he made months ago for us Get video codes at Bolt.

Trace Adkins
I Wanna Feel Something Trace Adkins If youre tellin me Im not on fire Youre just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If youre tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a red-headed girl with cherry lips On her porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold Chorus: I just wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still

When I Grow Up I Wanna Be Wynonna !!!!
No One Else on Earth Wynonna Judd Ive been a rock and Ive got my fences I never let them down When it comes to love, I keep my senses I dont get kicked around I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (chorus) No one else on earth could ever hurt me Break my heart the way you do No one else on earth was ever worth it No one can love me like No one can love me like you You can make me want you any time you want to Youre burnin? me alive I cant deny you even when I catch you Weavin? a weak alibi cause when the night falls you make me forget Your love is killing me and it aint over yet How did you get to me? (repeat chorus) I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (repeat chorus twice)

Moving
ok i am just letting everyone know i will be moving in about 15 days..So I will not have internet service for a good while..but please keep the comments and messages coming, so i will have something to read when i get back on..Much love to everyone..have a fun and wild time on CT. xoxo blueyedangl dana

The Sexy Blog
1. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Hmm morning is good cuz it makes the day even better and afternoon is nice cause u can catch the off guard night time is like great cause u can wear each other hehe 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Preferrably Chicken but I love ribs and steak too 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Ugh yes...actually I dont think I pulled over a friend was driving and I kinda leaned out the window 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? HA! OMG ask ANYONE I know..I do I do! Even when people are around and I do in the car 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Nope. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Ummm I'd rather not answer that *cough yes cough* 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Both. 11. Would you rather your car o

We Need Your Help!!!!!
CLUB FANTASIA IS LOOKING FOR 2 DJ'S AND A PROMOTIONS TEAM PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOUR INTERESTED WE HAVE A GREAT PLACE TO HANG...GREAT PPL AND....GREAT MUSIC....ALOT OF FUN SO IF YOUR INTERESTED IN THAT LET ME KNOW...SERIOUS PPL ONLY PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO JOIN THE PARTY OR THIS LINK TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ~KeRrY~OwNeR oF cLuB fAnTaSiA~sHaNs WiFe~MaStReSs ChErRy SnAtChEr~rockstar~@ CherryTAP

Haha My Thoughts On Alex Rodriguez Aka Pay-rod
okay...ALL YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH YANKEE FANS STOP CLAIMING A-ROD HE LIVED IN NYC TILL HE WAS 6 FUCKING 6 YEARS OLD HE SPEND MOST OF HIS LIFE IN THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC...AND WHAT HE DIDNTED HE LIVED IN THE FLORIDA..SORRY TO BREAK YOUR HEARTS BUT ALEX RODRIGUEZ HAS BEEN SHIT SINCE 2000-2001 SEASON..his first year with the TEXAS Rangers...wanna know how i know this and remeber his first year with texas because he was a Seattle Mariner WE GAVE THAT DUMB FUCKER A START....WHEN HE BROKE HIS UGLY ASS JAW....not only was he GREAT IN SEATTLE HIS FIRST FEW YEARS but he was a nicer guy...To this very DAy if he walks to the batters box in Safeco Feild THE BALLPARK fills with boos...JUST LIKE IT WOULD IF ALEXANDER LEFT THE HAWKS NEST AKA QWEST FIELD...I BOO HIM IN THE STADUIM THO..Look at his rookie Stats compared to what alex rodriguez has now..he thinks hes a home run hitter...hes deprived his glove and his quickness...he stole bases like no other..And he had a bad ass arm..but for the last 7 years

Get Over It!!!!!!
If someone doesnt want to talk to you, some how you rubbed them the wrong way or your just not their type or maybe just maybe you bored them to sleep, and its even possible they found out your just a FAKE (which I hate). Stop harassing them stop messaging them asking whats wrong or what did I do or making comments like " youg a snob" or "your playing head games". First of all I dont play head games, if I dont want to talk to you, then I am NOT going to talk to you, so freaking get over it. I am not all that and neither or you. So stop wasting both of our time and move the hale on to the next victim.

Whose Your Vampire Personality
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92% Marius83% Armand67% Lestat67% Spike58% Angel50% Louis42% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Akasha8% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Thinking Of.....
me and a few other BBW friends have been thinking about starting a new bbw lounge but none of us can decide on what we should call it ......so gonna call on my friends to help come up with some more ideas for us

Level Up
I have been online with Cherry Tap for about one yr... I have been trying to get up to a level 14 since I started ,But it just seems like there is no one online other then maybe a couple people to help u get there..But yet everyone else wants u to rate and comment on their shit ....I just don't see any reason to stay in Cherrytap... So I guess really this is a goodbye letter from me to anyone that reads.....It has been fun for the yr .....

The Winners From Fathers Day Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE SEXXII FATHERS THIS CONTEST WAS A GREST I HAD SO MUCH FUN. I THINK ALL OF YOU ARE WINNERS BUT THIERS ONLY CAN BE FOUR HERE SRE THE WINNERS OF THE FATHERS DAY CONTES FIRST PLACE WITH 42101 COMMENTS SECOUND PLACE WITH 33914 COMMENTS THRID PLACE WITH 10748 COMMENTS FOURTH PLACE WITH 2703 THANK YOU ALL FOR JOIN MY CONTEST I WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY FATHERS DAY MUCH HUGGES A KISSES RUBIA

Gender Poetry
I'M GLAD I'M A MAN I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese. I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. An

My Semi Porn Shots
IF U HAVE PEEPED MY NEW PIC ALBUMS BY NOW U CAN TELL THAT I AM IN HEAT. HELL ITS BEEN 5 YRS NOW THAT I HAVE RETIRED OUT OF THE SEX GAME. IT IS GETTING TO MY BRAIN. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN PICS BEFORE LIKE THIS ITS ALL BECAUSE I AM IN THE MOOD. WELL ENJOY NEVER KNOW WHEN I WILL DO IT AGAIN OR WHEN I WILL TAKE THEM DOWN. SMOOCHES FROM THIS COCO DIVA

An Anti-american Messaged Me...have Fun!!!!
So, i got this message today. Kinda pissed me off and didn't want to play his game. So, i told him he's entitled to his pathetic opinion and to go ahead and thank the soldiers present and past for defending his right to it! Told him to have a great day as well........HERE IT IS!!! Feel free to enjoy him...... Phuckedint...: the current generation of soldiers didn't give anybody the right to do shit they're dumb fuckin puppets killing innocents as well as islmaic extermeists in the name of oil He goes by the name of Phuckedinthehead.....dumbass....definately what he claims he is!!!

Awakening....
Waking slowly to heated kisses on my inner thigh. Opening my eyes to find silk cloth covering them. Moving my arms only to find their held above my head by two strong hands. My heart beats faster as yet another pair of hands opens my legs wide. I whimper as soft kisses turn in to genital bites. Breathing fast and shallow as I struggle against what is happening. Rough leather is tied to my arms to hold them in place. Licking and biting mouth move closer and closer to my warm silky opening. I moan still fighting the pleasure saying "No stop please....." Yet I want it to continue I want to feel those silky lips upon my heated core. Some one leans over me close to my ear whispering " stop fighting you love it we know you do." A hot mouth covers my perky nipple sucking biting hard. My body arches up as the pleasure courses down my body. Fingers dig into my thighs keeping my hips down. Soft lips suck hard on my wet hot mound. Shivers run up my spine as a hot tongue slithers up

Reflecting/poem/ In A Bad Mood
LOST Sometimes I cannot help but to remember what I ‘ve lost. There is no music playing as I examine the cost. So many things await me. Sins I will one day answer for. My soul is mostly black & yet I sold it like a whore. I did not do it because I was in a dire need. I walk my own path . In the End it’s me who will bleed. I have so many choices; Y et my hands seem bound. Somewhere on this road I’ve become lost. I need to be found. My choices seem reckless. Bordering [to you ] almost insane. I died a long time ago, darlin’ . You see the shell that remains. Like a lost treasure I am hard to find…So true. I walk through Hell in my travels. All ask is……Will you?

Today
Today was a great day as Jordan continues to show progress in T-ball as with repetition he will be just fine I believe. Well I hope everyone signs up on my lounge "Wolves Forever", especially my family members. I know some of them have signed up, but not all. We really need a lounge that talks about relaxing things and not about the drama in our lives. Alternative medicine is awesome and there are many ways of healing. But lets not talk about that for now. I need to get off the rest of the day as my husband also shares the computer too. Tonight, however, will be a good night as we are going to a party that my friend at work is sponsoring at her home for family and friends of Massage Envy Employees. I am so happy to go as finally the kids just fell alseep for a nap, so will run an errand and go to the party. I also like to sing Karaoke and may have told that to some of you as many saturdays you can see me at Bull Feathers Bar in Papillion from 9-1 singing Evanescenc

The Two Smallest Things Are The Cutest.
Im havin a blast today in my presence i have a small chiwauah ( not sure on spelling)shes adorable about 3 lbs a miniture named tinkerbell. And the newest edition to my family my neice Jayden...shes 9lbs 4 ounces....talk about a healthy baby. It just goes to show ya the older ya get the more things get better with time.

Cherry Tap
This site is possibly the most absurd thing I have found in quite a while. And seeing as whole idea and mentality on this "community" is way more ridiculous than high school, with all of it's "Come rate me 10 and comment and I'll do the same for you," bullshit, I have decided that for my own sanity I will not be party to it. With this in mind, I have to put an end to this little social experiment by deleting my profile in two more days. If you are one of the few people who I actually talked to on here and you would like to keep in touch, write me a message.

Because Of The Magic
Because of the magic I can be the person I've always dreamt of being I can hope for the future I've always dreamt of having I can experience the love I've always dreamt of deserving I can live the love which sets the souls of dreamers alight and the magic is in ......

:)
You scored as Officer, Officer, you're the brass. The leader of the bunch. You have leadership qualities, or you have a really big ego. Most likely both. You know how to get things done, and don't care who you have to kill to get them done. Your a person with a mission and to stand in your way means pain. You have gumption and intelligence to back it up. Hold the line!!! AND SOMEONE GET ME A STARBUCKS!!!Officer69% Engineer63% Combat Infantry/Armor63% Support Gunner63% Special Ops56% Artillery/Aircraft56% Civilian25% Medic13% Which soldier type are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What The Hell Is Comcast's Problem?????????
I am getting ****REALLY**** sick of Comcast dropping my internet connection all the time. It goes out for a matter of hours and then (usually) magically comes back later, but it is an ABSOLUTE mystery to them why it happens. I usually have to take a day off work so that people I pay $300 a month to can come to my house and say "I DUNNO???" When it is running right I get awesome speeds on the order of 3 Mbps. Still, when it starts to effect my work, then it is an expense I can do without! Sorry for blowing off steam, but I have had enough. I am almost willing to live with my cellular broad band and that is pretty inconsistent. Right now I am on dial up. Well, for whatever its worth, my online time here will be less until this gets resolved one way or another. Take care all @};-

Me...just Alil Bit
im a rookie to this place.... im recently single(but still talkin to my ex-wife)...i know...crazy huh! I work in knoxville, Tn at "Lids"..the hat store.Im the GM and been there for around 3 years or so.Im a laid back person, once you get to know me.Im always lookin for new friends...im kinda leary bout getting with new girls...tired of being hurt,lied to.If you are a woman,who might be interested in me.......HALLA AT YOUR BOY

Dear Alcohol....
Dear Alcohol First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and som

Good Morning Friend...
There is a crispness to the morning air Magic within the promise of a new day A warmth and unseen beauty felt inside The dirt and grime through rain washed away. The birds sing love songs high up in the trees I swear at times they sing your sweet name I catch myself humming along with the song Joining them in harmony at each repeated refrain. The sun burns off the dew and fresh clean water And I breath deeply in a renewed content A freshness like a newly laundered baby blanket I basque in the coolness and wonderment of the scent. Within my mind I take the warmth of your hand Inside a daydream we walk slowly there The sunbeams dance in highlights upon your hair I float with you in a warmth that defies compare. There is a crispness to the morning air Magic within your heartfelt ways A warmth and unseen beauty felt inside The smiles you bring me every day. © 6/4/2007, CLP (Wolfie)

They Walk Among Us
***************************************************** *Number One Idiot of 2006* Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency locator beacon that activated when the raft was inflated.* *They are no longer employed at Boeing. ***************************************************** *Number Two Idiot of 2006* A man, wanting to rob a downtown Bank of America, walked into the Branch and wrote this: "Put all your muny in this bag." While standing in line, waiting to give his note to the teller, he began to worry that someone had seen him write the note and might call the police before he reached the teller's window. So he left the Bank of America and crossed the stre

I'm Ready
I'm ready for a change. I'm ready for my life to start going in the right direction. I'm ready to be a good mom to my daughter. I'm ready to be in a great relationship with a great man. I'm ready to make my daughter and job a top priority in my life. I'm ready to move on from my divorce. I'm ready to be someone, not just anyone. I'm ready to be a good friend to all the people who have been there for me through my rough times this year. I'm ready to grieve the loss of my son, and be ok with it. I'm ready to start taking care of myself. I'm just ready.

Second Time Around
hello everyone this is my second time around. i deleted my first account so now i am starting over. and as all of you know when you start it is hard to work up to throw the levels. so i have a little way to go to get back to where i was. thanks to kimmy i am getting there fast.

The Vanilla Pudding Robbery
The Vanilla pudding Robbery This is just too funny not to share. Excerpted from an article which appeared in The Dublin Times about a bank robbery on March 2. Once inside the bank shortly after midnight, their efforts at disabling the security system got underway immediately. The robbers, who expected to find one or two large safes filled with cash &valuables, were surprised to see hundreds of smaller safes throughout the bank. The robbers cracked the first safe's combination, and inside they found only a small bowl of vanilla pudding.As recorded on the bank's audio tape system, one robber said, "At least we'll have a bit to eat." The robbers opened up a second safe, and it also contained nothing but vanilla pudding. The process continued until all safes were opened. They did not find one pound sterling, a diamond, or an ounce of gold. Instead, all the safes contained covered bowls of pudding. Disappointed, the robbers made a quiet exit, each leaving with

Dark Desires
It's funny how things go feelings go trying so hard to control that urge, desire no more like the need to Domminate someone digging you're nails deep into their back waiting for that soft cry of pain then just letting that feeling you know the one where it feels just that little bit wrong to make someone suffer but how can you not when you are looking up and smiling just as i am about to take a bite so hard and deep i might just taste a little more then skin running my tongue along the marks feeling the groves of my teeth in the skin feeling so much desire in me building up and wanting to do more why does it excite me so much to pinch the head of the penis then twisting it till it was wound up looking into his eyes and just letting the desire take over me slapping the cock around pulling on the balls just to see them stretch mmmmmmmmmmmm how funny certain things can over power someone seeing him on his knees has always done that to me pulling on hair I need to Dominate someone and late

I Feel Kinda Fucked Up Right Now
so i decided to clean out my closet and have a yard sale today and someone pulls up and my dog runs right to them i had never met this woman so im wondering how se knew the dogs name. she came over and started talking to me she was the wife of the man who gave chevy to me, shes 6 months pregnant has 3 children between 4 and 11 chevy was there puppy. he had told me his wife knew she knew nothing til she came home to no dog. her 5 year old autistic son threw himself on the ground crying i wanna play with chevy. i told her and the kids they could come visit whenever they wanted. i was heartbroken selfish as it may seem i was scared shed ask for her back. itd serriously break my heart to let her go. but i found out the man had lied to both me and his wife about a lot of details. id love to punch him in the grill ughhhh.

So Many Haters In The World
In this world, why do people hate on others success? I mean true enough everyone has their time and place in the world when they're due whatever it is they're due, then others never get to expierence that feeling. All I'm saying is.. no one is bigger than another and sometimes when people hear or see others doing a lot, they tend to not be cool as they were before everything happened. A lot of people offline in my personal life and even online whom I talk to time to time seem to not talk as much as they once did to me, and that's understandable because my schedule in this business has picked up bit, nevertheless that should not change how one view another person. I'm nowhere on a major level of success but that time and chance is coming for me sooner than I expected, So what.. that makes me different than everyone else? no it don't. You see, from me doing radio, music, entertainment and now television (or media) it seems that so many people in my life have grown distant. And frankly,

What I Want
Well it was another one of those weekends going to club looking for that one why does it seem to be so hard to find a slave i see so many that say they are but when you look in their eyes you can see it that look you get when you see true submisson dont get me wrong it was fun to be in the club sitting down have a pet sitting at my feet running my fingers through their hair digging my nails into their head giving them a little kick in the balls just to remind them that they are there to please me isnt it always fun to play like that at a club making the pet go out and play games as you and your friends watch while adding to the humilation of it all but even that at times is not enough i want absolute submission i want a slave that live breath and thinks only of what would please me with out even having to teach show tell them i guess i will have to open up the playing field again and look for that all over not just at the clubs munch parties everywhere else you go to find this

What Is Your Past Life
You scored as Drow, You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow100% Elf100% Faerie100% Goddess100% Wolf100% Vampyre92% Shadow Spirit83% Sorceress75% Dragon58% Zombie25% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Please Help My Ct Hubby Level Up
I LOVE MY SWEET ?MANDY? SO MUCH!!!!!!!@ CherryTAP PLEASE STOP by and rate my Ct hubby Gabe's stash and pictures hes busy with school and other things. And i know he will return the love he always does.

Black Lace (books)
Black Lace is an imprint of Virgin Books that specializes in erotica and erotic romance written by female authors specifically for female readers; the imprint does not publish novels written by men partly as a marketing scheme, partly to better appeal to their target demographic. The books explore women's sexuality as well as such themes as BDSM, group sex and bisexuality. The imprint began publishing in 1993, has published over 250 titles and sold over three million books. Recently some of the older novels have been reprinted under a new imprint from Virgin Books, Cheek. Partial list of books List of Black Lace Books Title Author Year Odalisque Fleur Reynolds 1994 The Ninety Days of Genevieve Lucinda Carrington 1995 Moon of Desire Sophia Danson 1995 Gemini Heat Portia Da Costa 1995 Cassandra's Conflict Fredrica Alleyn 1995 Virtuoso Katrina Vincenzi-Thyne 1995 River of Secrets Saskia Hope 1995 Path of the Tiger Cleo Cordell 1995 Summer of Enlightenment

Look A Hammock
of bananas hehe i just realized i have way to many pairs of shoes...3 pairs of dress shoes...painting shoes, regular day shoes/gym shoes...then sandals and so forth and cleats and indoor track/soccer shoes...argh too many shoes...hehe time to get more socks...and make puppets out of them video it and make millions........oh they did that already, hehe silliness of me

Song
I wake up every morning The sun rising on my bed First thing that comes to my mind are thoughts about you I don't know what I do Or where I'd even be If I never met you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes There's no where I'd rather be then with you No one I'd rather see then you Nothing I'd rather do Then turn back these hands of time to be with you Always with you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eye 'Cause everywhere I go (I see you) Everywhere I turn (I see you) Everything I see looks like you to me 'Cause your the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen Which makes you the light in my eyes Which makes you my day and my night Which makes everything I do for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my

Mummification (bdsm)
Mummification as a BDSM bondage practice involves restraining a living person's body in a non-damaging way by wrapping it head to toe, or neck to toe, in materials like saran wrap, clingfilm, cloth, bandages, rubber strips, duct tape, plaster bandages, bodybags, or straitjackets. The end result is a person completely immobilized and looking like an Egyptian mummy. They may then either be left bound in a state of effective sensory deprivation for a period of time, or sensually stimulated in their state of bondage, before being released from their wrappings. Mummification is often used to enhance a feeling of total bodily helplessness, and incorporated with sensation play. Essential safety Partial mummification. When wrapping with PVC tape, stretch and relax the tape before wrapping on the body, or it will contract after application, making it difficult for the subject to breathe. Partial mummification. When wrapping with PVC tape, stretch and relax the tape before wrapping on th

List Of Bondage Magazines
This is a list of long-running bondage magazines. The longest-running bondage magazine titles include: Published by Harmony Concepts, Inc.: * Beautiful Bondage Scenes (1980 - 1993) * Bondage Adventures (1988 - 2001) * Bondage Fantasies (1990 - 1998) * Bondage Gallery (1986 - 1990) * Bondage Life (1977 - 2001) * Bondage Parade (1979 - 2001) * Bondage Photo Treasures (1981 - 1990) * Buxom Bondagettes (1990 - 1997) * Custom Bondages of Simone Devon (1987 - 1991) * Fetishette (1994 - 2000) * Love Bondage Gallery (1986 - 2001) * Love Bondage Scenes (1990 - 2000) * Love Bondage Treasures (1989 - 2001) * Simone Devon's Favorite Bondage Models (1987 - 1991) * Simone Devon's Tight Love Bondage (1991 - 1995) Published by House of Milan: * Bondage Classics (1972 - 1991) * Bondage in the Buff (1982 - 1999) * Bondage Photographer (1982 - 2000) * Bound to Please (1972 - 1999) * Captured (

I Broke Into Your House...
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your hou

Desperate
Desperate Feeling hurt and lost Wanting help at any cost Reaching out without care Wanting your hand, mine is in the air I feel lonely and heartless at night Do you feel me in your sight? In my dreams your always there Is this crazy or am I in despair? My love for you is wanting to show My heart is yours let it grow I just need your help and thoughtfulness I just want your time and gentle kindness Today is now I can't wait no more Call out to me so I can see what's in store!

Razor Blade Kisses
Questions of a Cutter Razor blade, kitchen knife, Will You try to save me from this life? Broken glass, shaving blade, Is this the way I made my life? Aluminum can, razor wires, Is this my what my heart truley desires? Needles, safty pins, Shall I be punished for my degrading sins? Scissors, utility knife, Will all be answered with one last slice? Sharp metal, bits of tin, This last cut, shall be the end.

Hmmm Could This Really Be Why
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at . .. Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99 Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99 Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson , Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee , California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon , California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech, Virginia 4/16/07 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare c

The Bar
He sees her walk in. Notices her right away. Not tall, long curly dark hair. Big dark eyes. Thick lips colored a deep red. Wearing a pair of tight jeans that hugged her big round luscious bottom which caused a stirring in his jeans. Black top short leather black jacket. When she walked by him her perfume intoxicated more then the alcohol he was drinking. She sat at the end of the bar and ordered some kind of green drink in a martini glass. He called the bartender over and told him the next drink for the lady at the end of the bar is from him. The bartender walked over to her and gave her the message. she downed her drink and wrote him a note and sent it back to the bartender. the note was asking him to come over and join her. He smiled tucked the note in his pocket. Downed the rest of his drink and went over to her. She smiled what an wicked smile he thought. which he loved. He sat next to her ordered a drink and they started talking. Drinks were flowing. The

Dance With Me
Taking your hand, softly holding you We dance to the music in the air. Your hair flows as we glide Feeling the rhythm of the beat. I take in your aroma, Feel the softness of your skin. Stepping back, I raise my arm, holding your hand as you twirl within. The changing lights kiss your shiny hair; They dance upon your back; Your hair flounces about your face Adding mystery to you. Holding both hands now I watch your sexy smile, Moisten lips are glowing Parted with an inviting smile Your eyes are alive As we glide across the room Coming closer to me we lightly touch, My arms wrapped around you I feel your head resting on me shoulder. Our bodies dancing to the rhythm As we melt with the music, Anticipating every beat. I feel the laughter inside you Vibrating through your soul. Forgetting all around us, We dance freely on the floor. For a few minutes our hearts our joined Beating as if one. Feeling the vibrations Rushing through our bodies Not wanting t

Another Sad Poem From When I Was A Child
Who am I? When I think I know I dont. When I dont I think I do. Im lost! I need a map My sense of direction is scattered I can no longer walk on my own. Someone PLEASE! PLEASE! carry me to that place thats in my dreams to a peaceful serene sense of stability BY Melissa I didnt realize it at the time, but what I was looking for was god. when i finally found him he did carry me to that place in my dreams. If only I could find him again.

Every Little Girl's Dream...to Have A Daddy Who Loves Me
Every Little Girl's Dream... To Have a Daddy Who Loves Me For many children, the greeting of "Happy Father's Day," is not a signal for celebration, but a bleak reminder of a missing relationship in their lives. Father's Day can be difficult for children and adults alike who have strained relationship with their dads, who have never known their dads, or who have lost their dads to death. When I was a little girl, my father spent most of his waking hours working at his Building Supply Company, observing construction sites, or socializing with his colleagues and associates. Even though his place of business was only a few blocks from our home, his heart was miles away in a place I could not find. At the same time, I observed how other daddies cherished their little girls. I saw them cuddle them in their laps, hold their hands while walking in the park, or kiss their cheeks as they dropped them off in the mornings at school. Deep in my heart,

A Memorial Day Poem Called... What Is So Sad
A Memorial day Poem called... What is so Sad I know I don't know what its like to be and nor do I ever think I will know what it is like to be in a war zone, but I have friends and family that do. So please do not leave rude comments asking me how do I know what it is like if I have never been there. Like I said I am going on what I have seen and heard. I take this poem very seriously. Thank-You What is So Sad What is so sad, We dont know the pain of it all, Its so hard for them to explain, We sit at home watching our movies, Sit-coms, or whatever we want to watch on our sets, While they may be lucky to use the net, We get to play video games, Ones about jumping, hiding and War, Meanwhile they die everyday, Whether it is in mind, body or spirit, The War they are in is no game, They cannot turn on and off like so many of us can, What is so sad, We dont know the pain of it all, We do not realize how much fighting they do day in and day out just to stay al

Mildred And Earl
Mildred, 93, was despondent over the recent death of her husband Earl,so she decided to just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out Earl's old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was so badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to learn her heart's exact location. "Since you're a woman," the doctor said, "your heart is just below your left breast. Why do you ask?" She hung up without answering. Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

I Break Into Your House..........
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your house · You are Required

Nocturnal Illusion
Between the set and the rise She joins me draped in chamille Carmine locks brush her shoulders All within a foggy scene surreal... Within her eyes swims a lusty love Her heart brings to me such peace I drift confined in her loving arms Lightened in a genuine release... Lightning flashes across clenched eyes Her lips gently touch upon mine My being explodes in utter bliss Our bodies combine in eternal entwine... Pressed to me now I want her within She seems strangely too far away Loins grind as tounges promenade More love than either can convey... Sweet scents mix in our lusty warmth Liquid passions dance to mix A misted rose that I hungrily consume Within one another we fall transfixed... As the scene completes in a dreamy haze I gather you to me complete Inside the dreams in my quietus night My arms filled till again our dreams meet... © 6/1/2007, CLP (Wolfie)

What Have You Done
what have you done... what have you done to me? a smothering indistinctness of betrayal as memories bleed. once we experienced paradise, untainted and hand in hand, but your love drifted away. a furious pool of hatred - emotions follow hate, follow pain, love forgotten. in a burst of tears, i still love you.

Mister Right
A girl is slowly realizing it has come for her time She knows she will be the only person to continue For where she is going And what she decides to look for She will know that it wont come without a price. Everyone sees her growing up so fast With her parents questioning how long she can go Without being afraid of what lurks outside of the safe zone Boys will no longer play little games in her head They will want something that is found on the opposite end. But there will be so much for her in life To never give up and never think she will never see it through Asking herself this question for she are the future of females What is her price for going into new experiences Do you believe in what she desires most in everything? Moving closer to the object of her dreams Driving onward with the ambition of never creating failure Does she think she found the one of the many Or did she grow up just a little too fast for us all On her quest for finding the man of her i

Dairy Queen: Anchorage, Ak Grand Opening
It was the fucking bomb. Too bad for the lack of the steak fingers in the menu, its originally why I went, But its cool. The burger I ate was the heat. Overall? I give it a 10 out of a 9. =D Enjoy some videos. =] Theyre in order.

Hiring....
www.hookahradio.com is hiring dj's! If you think you got what it takes to be apart of the best internet radio station 'round, check out the dj application on the main home page. =) www.hookahradio.com

Just Dont Know Anymore
WELL ME AND JASON HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND I DONT KNOW IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE. I DONT LOOK THE SAME I HAVE HAD 3 KIDS AND I PUT ON SOME WEIGHT. I HAVE VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM ALREADY. I JUST DONT KNOW. I AM SCARED. I DO LOVE HIM, BUT I DONT KNOW IF HE LOVES ME ANYMORE. I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM. I FEEL LIKE HIS BITCH, I COOK, CLEAN, MAKE HIS PLATE, CLIP HIS TOE NAILS, SHAVE HIS FACE, I MEAN DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING. HELP SOMEONE HELP1!

Roger Waters
WoW...to hear Wish You Were Here and Shine On You Crazy Diamond...LIVE...Damn. I got the chills when Shine On started. The show was pretty damn incredible. YaY. I am leaving in 5 days for NY. And...WoW...I cannot get there quick enough. I am jumping out my skin with excitement!! I can't stop being all fidgety. (No comment need from you, Phil).

The Stories Of Jake Drake And Jack Blaze
well i'll tell you why im writing this in the hopes that you understand i did not want to become a killer but that i was born one. yeah yeah i hear you fucked up psychologists and other medical professionals "you can't be born a killer you can either transform yourself into a killer or be changed into a killer but you've always got a choice."choice is such a fucked up word dont you think? i never chose to be born a super human, i never chose to be my father and i am literally my father(clone). well first things first i guess i tell you who i am and quit rambling so i can get on with the show.the names jake drake or if your of the illegit segment of our fucked up nation then you fear me as the dragon. im writing this to tell my story because soon i will meet my good friend jack blaze or as i call him inferno. when we meet, one of us will die but were not sure which. the names jack blaze or as my beloved twin calls me the inferno. i sat down today and decided to write this because one

The Life We Choose
Weaving through the laughter and the tears we see the way it has to be. The life we choose the dreams we dream the tears we cry. The friends we've lost along the way the memories we've built throught the years hope they'll always be remembered. I hope we never have to say goodbye. I will be here for you, and if my time comes before we have a chance to meet I hope you never forget me, and know how much I loved you, and cared for you. My friend the sun is shining because of you, the flowers are blooming because of you. You made me see how beautiful I really am on the inside. weaving through the laughter and the tears. I realize how important this friendship really means.

Something From A Very Special Friend
Thank you my friend...very sweet of you to think about me... "Where's My Babe That Dances Like A song and Sounds Like A Poem"..A true gentleman!! LOL I tried to leave this as a comment however, you must have them turned off. I wrote this for you because you are so wonderful to me.... It's just a little something There comes a time in every rhyme some great humbled wonderful sign Its creation and relation should never be missed It should be posted upon everyone's list A woman who's memory that stands so proud in a world so different in today's so loud Be kind to her for she carries gift's not material but of thought that lifts She's gorgeous on the outside and inside too a thing that's so rare on your thinking through Keep her happy and she will give you her all She's Hot Cherry Licious at her beckon call...

Animal Totem
You scored as Dog, You are the Dog. You are the most loyal of your friends and you protect them at all costs. Being what you are makes you happy and your friends like that about you.Dragon83% Dog83% Fox75% Horse67% Wolf67% Stag67% Deer58% Eagle58% Salmon50% Ram50% Bull42% Snake

Fish Fancy
I wrote this about a year ago... He came to the pet store and picked me out and told me I was beautiful. I thought he would put me in a tank and take care of me. I get fed, but he only gives me enough water to just survive. He takes me out of the bowl every now and then to look at me and he just can't decide if he wants to keep me. If he loved me he would take care of me and put me in plenty of water and filter it so I could breath. Or, he would take me back to the store and let me live there or go home with someone else who would love me. But instead, he keeps taking me out of the bowl and surveying me while he watches me die, just to put me back into the muck at the last minute with just enough water to survive. It's dirty water, and it's a small, uncomfortable bowl, and I'm tired, and I just want him to decide to love me, and take care of me...or LET ME GO!!

Guys Rules
The Guy's Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solv

The Coming Storm
As the clouds churn, and her heart burns, she prays for the answer. On the horizon the storm approaches and it will leave devastation in it's path. The storms she has weathered are altogether too much for her to bear. So, she sits and waits, and feels the rain beating her, and the wind tossing her, and the lightning singeing her skin. She will survive the storm just like she has all the ones before it, but will she decide, in the end, to abandon the source or continue to be tossed for the rest of her days.

No More Deadman Inc Here
Just as fast as it came to me, that poor excuse for a job has left me worse off than I was before. I knew I was over-qualified for that job from the start, but I needed some form of income, even if it was only $9/hr. Every day I was working on that job, I knew I was too good to work there. The management knew I was too good to work there, and they found every excuse they could to bring me down to their level. Talk to any of your average IT computer technicians out there, and 99.9% of them will tell you how to get your computer's network card to work again by uninstalling it then re-installing it by rebooting the computer. I helped a customer of the company get her computer back on the connection to DSL by doing just that. I wound up getting my wrists slapped for that because the people that worked there in general didn't know how to do that, and they "didn't want to take the risk of putting the company in trouble for doing something outside of the normal parameters." The compan

I Have More Female Friends Here.
Why? Because I think its more fun to talk to sexy women than talking to guys. lol CT is like a Happy Hour and I think most guys prefer to talk to females than males because like I said its more fun. Some women think guys are homophobes for just having only women friends, but this is the internet and most guys like me like women. I know one woman named Nordic Goddess and she refuses to have male friends only female friends. What would you call her? Anyway I do have one male friend thats Howard Stern. lol

If You Need Me
GUYS IF YOU NEED TO GET MESSAGES ACROSS TO ME AND I AM NOT ON CHERRYTAP PLEASE LEAVE THEM AT YAHOO MESSENGER ,MY HANDLE IS GINATRUGFE@YAHOO.COM I HAVE BEEN HAVING ISSUES WITH HARDWARE ON MY MACHINE ,BUT HAVE ACESS TO ANOTHER, I WANT YOU GUYS TO KNOW THAT IF THERE IS A PROBLEM YOU CAN LET ME KNOW AND I WILL FIX, ALSO PLEASE TELL ME OR REDKANDY WHAT CONTESTS EVERYONE IN GROUP IS IN IF ANY AND WE NEED FOLLOWING DETAILS: PRIZES WHEN DOES IT START/END AND WHAT GROUP MEMBER OR OUTSIDE OF GROUP MEMBER DOES IT INVOLVE. IT WOULD MAKE THINGS ALOT EASIER , ALSO IF YUR HAVING PROBLEMS WITH ANOTHER MEMBER OF THE GROUP , TELL ME ! HOW CAN I FIX PROBLEMS IF I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT I WILL BE FLOATING AROUND MYSELF AND CHECKING CONTESTS OUT.

Thoughts On The Monster
I know that wanting to have a life from ED should come from within but lately I had been feeling just to give up. Then a month ago I met my boyfriend Steve at the club. Our first date we went to a restaurant and of course I didn't want to let the ED show. I ate something I knew would be fattening. But it ended up being so good. Then the next day I had the urge to cook so I made another fattening meal. I ate a good dinner that night. It seemed like we would always end up going out for meals. Normally he would ask me if I was hungry and I would be like "I ate a bagel for breakfast" and he would be like that doesn't count and we would end up at a restaurant. It seemed like whenever we would go out I would order a large meal to hide the ED from the world. I think he could tell I had an eating problem when I would be looking at the menu and be like "that is so fattening" and he would reply "you can eat anything you want and not worry about it. In fact you can order the brownie sundae and I

Gallbladder Surgery, Wedding News, And A Message To A Friend
So... I had my gallbladder surgery on monday. Besides disgusting looking cuts on my stomach and a little pain, I'm doing good. I'm still alive so that's ALWAYS good. LOL okay that wasn't funny... Anyways, in other news, I FOUND MY WEDDING DRESS!! YAY!! One last thought, to a certain friend out there... it's not that we're jealous, or don't want you to be happy, or are making something out of nothing... We care. That's all it is. We care. I know you think that he should get the benefit of the doubt and another chance (and that is your decision to make, of course), but I've read the messages. I have them. He is not innocent. He's far from innocent. Please, just think about that. Do what you want. And, I hope I'm wrong. But, don't think I'm making it up. I love you and want the best for you. please, remember that. LOVE YOU GIRL!!!

First Rant(read If You Wish)
Okay, so Im 22..and I have been out of high school for 4 years...I dye my hair black and poof! Im back is high school. All of a sudden people I work with assume and make comments about me being "goth". One girl actually said and I quote "So are you going to paint your nails black, get boots that tie up to your knee, and wear a lot of eyeliner?", and this is a woman whos in her mid 30s. I could have sworn for a minute I had been transported back 4 years, cause I knew that at some point I grew up. Then there's this guy who claims to be my friend...told me he had my back, if I ever needed a place to crash, I could have his couch...until I listened to ICP, he told me he doesnt associate with "my people" and I havent heard from him since, except one time like 5 months ago when he needed my help and I told him no, I had plans to hang out with "my people". Now I thought at one time, that friends accepted you for who you were and what you liked, and they did have your back and never threw you

I Dare You
i was invited to cherry tap by a friend. i had no idea what it was all about , i had never heard of it. i checked it out, go the hang of it and i enjoy it . i dont mind be rated and i would like to thank all of the people who have taken the time to stop by my page and leave a rating. doesnt matter if you rated me a 1,2,3,10 or even and 11. i am happy with who i am and isnt that what really matters.i am sure i am not a 10 to all the thousands of people on here, lets be real here, we all have our likes and dislikes, know what we are attracted to and we know what isnt our " cup of tea". but i want to thank all of you , it is flattering to me to know that you took the time to be a little curious and see my page. to the cherrytappers who requested me to be on their friends list and have fanned me, i wish i could send you a comment everyday.like you i have a life off of cherrytap,, but i want to let you know i do wish you happiness everyday for the rest of your days. to my family che

Russian Woman
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenver she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts. On the third day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store ...... (please scroll down) What were you thinking?

Texas
Natural Born Natives of the land of Texas have always held a certain pride in being a natural born Texan. There is a self-respect and emotion which arises in our hearts and minds when we hear songs like, The Eyes of Texas, Texas Our Texas, Yellow Rose of Texas, Long Tall Texan, and others. A sense of pride comes over us when we recognize our Texas bird (mockingbird), our Texas flower (bluebonnet), our Texas tree (pecan), our Texas seal (olive branch and live oak), our Texas flag (the lone star and the bonnie blue), and when we gaze upon and admire our Capitol Building and the Alamo. We get a special sense of self-esteem when we recall our history back to when our land was its own independent nation. A wistful dream comes on us that Texas could return to that status and we could be our own people once again, owing nobody or any nation anything. A quiet type of patriotism arises in Texans, honoring those who died at the Alamo to achieve our independence, and those who ga

Crow
People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.

Fight Goes On
Fight goes on ~Tony Martinez I let my guard down I got too cute Darkness smacks me in the face I lay on the ground A bloody mess The climb up this mountain is grueling enough But Darkness likes to play games I didn't hide well enough I showed too much of myself Got the living hell beat out of me Still bloody battered and bruised Spitting mouthfuls of blood Through clenched blood stained teeth I cry out IT'S NOT OVER I hear the wicked laugher As the fire rains down Burning my my flesh YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO KILL ME YOU HEAR ME I'LL NEVER GIVE UP The laugher continues from the depths of hell I hear the lashes of the whip I hear my angel cry out in pain I look behind me to see the pieces of flesh tearing from my back I continue to climb deeper into the depths of hell vowing to get my angel back. I love you My angel