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I'm Soo Stressed
Finals are this week and I'm about to collapse in a pile of stress. My organization skills are wack anyone with tips to keep organized while writing papers and studying. i'd love types especially from teachers on how to organize lesson plans and how to be ready for class etc.

Lovin
i love someone right now he is soo perfect and how i can tell i love him soo much is if i see him on or i am a talkin to him i get all butterfly and i always have a smile on my face when i am talkin to him ..... soo how do u tell ur in love with someone?

Move Along
Move Along "When all hope is gone, Move along move along just to keep it strong. When the world all around is wrong, move along move along just to keep it strong" This line from a popular song is the perfect summary of me right now. See, I have always had a very strong work ethic and early on I figured out that keeping myself busy is the perfect way to fight through the pain of current bad situations. I am not someone that sits around and whines and complains about my life. I just try to keep my nose to the grindstone and push past the injustices done to me by continuing to do the things that matter to me. More and more it appears that I am in the minority, but I am someone who beleives that hard work and dedication will get you ahead in life rather than lieing, gossiping, cheating, and kissing ass. When you have a higher standard for work and work ethic it truly does hurt more when you see people lacking any sort of work ethic getting ahead in life. Each time

Neglect
The Moon peeks through a cloudy sky As a soft drip of sadness mounts in the corner of her eye Another broken promise the cause of her dismay Dreaming of a future where she won't be a game to play She loves with a passion covted by all Unfortunately his ignorance locks her hope in a free fall She's given her love She's forfeited her heart Yet no matter what she dreams of His neglect keeps them apart Her eyes still sparkle through all the dispair Soft hair dancing from her neck in the warm Summer air A potrait of beauty painted on a canvas of deceit But her elegance can't withstand her delcine into defeat She ponders if love was ever in his heart A haunting question that lingers every minute they're apart She risked her heart On a love voyage to the unknown It was doomed from the start Appreciation was an emotion he could never condone Sadness streams down her moonlite cheek Impossible to stay strong when

Wants And Desires
To know the meaning of importance To know the feeling of being wanted To know I'm everything you need This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know the safety, security and strength of your arms To know the comfort of your shoulder To know the tenderness in your smile This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know the passion of your kiss To know the gentleness of your touch To know the love in your heart This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know your hopes and dreams To know your deepest fears and darkest secrets To know everything about you This is what I want. This is what I desire.

Cops, Medics, Firefighters, Emts, Med Flight..
I SNATCHED THIS FROM A BULLETION AND IT IS VERY TRUE.. I WORKED FOR EMS AND SOME CALLS NEVER LEAVE U AND ARE ETCHED IN THE BACK OF UR MIND TILL THE DAY U PASS ON.. THIS I KNOW FROM EXSPERIANCE.. HOWEVER I WOULDN'T HAVE CHANGED MY CAREER FOR MY LIFE.. COPS, MEDICS, FIREFIGHTERS, EMS AND MED FLIGHT..... I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I Check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call, Is this a false alarm or a working fi

To Love Somebody
Cant ever get anything right, that is why we argue all the time. Am I the one that is wrong, are you going to forgive me? Maybe you shouldn`t, just let me leave in silence. I never did like to argue too much. That is all we do these days. We tried to be together, should we just part our ways. I know I love you, but do you feel the same way. Tell you how I feel all the time. With your feelings it is hard to tell. Actions are better than words, but men like to hear it sometimes too. Should I just get up and leave. Just don`t want to see you cry. We both know this is just not going to work. Goodbye is what I finally say, as tears roll down my own face. Every once in a while you have to, love someone enough to let them go. Even though you love them, you know it is better this way!!

Nuggets Of Knowledge
If people actually listened to their heart, would there be more criminals or heroes? Do you listen to people or just hear your response? Love is the greatest thing on Earth, but has the potential to be the most devastating thing also. A smile is not made, those around you create it. Is it called "falling" in love because you usually end up hitting the ground in pain? While walking at night, stop and look at the stars. I guarantee it will make your problems look insignificant. Shyness is a terrible thing. Yeah it is viewed as cute and sweet by your friends, but the bottom line is that shyness is a means without an end. It doesn't matter if you’re a little shy or a lot shy because either can be detrimental. Shyness causes you to miss out and it is that moment of hesitation or lack of effort that can be the difference between happiness and disappointment. You may think that people grow out of shyness but the truth is they only become comfortable enough around someo

Odd Confessions To An Ex....
chaotic thoughts fill my head empty soul is inside broken tattered remanents of what i once was you tore me apart for your own pleasure and leave me wandering if it was worth it i left all that i could have been just for your smile and the softest of caresses you foolish woman why did you have to break my heart when they told me you were dead to think that i would never see that crooked smile or that knowing glint in your eyes when i came home from work so drunk i could barely walk straight i hated what my work had made me... hated what you made me.... your perfect slave... the perfect pet.... the perfect submissive... but know that you are gone i have made myself strong.. in order to live without you... only to find you were still alive... only dying inside from missing me.... but yet the news that you bring to me only makes my heart hurt more... to regain you only to loose you again to such a horid thing....

Origin Of Nuggets
Joe's Nuggets of Knowledge Ok everyone....When i was in high school my football coach came up with a phrase called "Nuggets of Knowledge" it was strange lil facts or comments that were aimed at making you think more deeply about a situation or life in general....Thus, I have adapted his philosophy to form my own nuggets which serve as inspiration or thought provoking items....I hope you enjoy... If you can make one person smile every day than you are the richest person alive no matter how much money is in your pockets Everyone has more in their life than they notice...friends were put here to help us see those hidden extras Love is the greatest tragedy you will ever enjoy Love something in your life with an unequaled passion...for if you don't take the chance to love then you wrong both your heart and the heart of the coveted object Care not for outer beauty because even the most striking eyes and smile cannot hide an ugly soul Loneliness is a state of mind that

Don't Hate Me
I was stabbed in my heart....so to speak. I fail to understand how some people can turn things around on me like I am some sort of vilain. I'm not. Really!!! I am just human! There are those who expect me to be super-human emotionally. That I can't do that because I have too much going against me as it is. Don't hate me for being human. Don't hate me for being sensitive. Don't hate me for being sensible. I do the best I can. Don't hate. Right now there is a higher power that will decide my fate. All I can do is roll with the punches and hope everyone understands I might not respond in a way they expect. For those that don't like it leave me alone, stay out of my zone, don't call my phone. Uncaged injured animals are very dangerous...That,.. History has shown!!!!

Fishing
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following Conversation took place: First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her." They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him. "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her ass and said: "Fishing or Sex?" and she said: "Wear sun-block"

My Horoscope For The Day ...go Figure Lol
You need to feel appreciated. That's no surprise; everyone does. Why are you feeling so bad about something so normal? You think you should be above this kind of emotion, but you're human, too. Pat yourself on the back.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Promises Forgotten
You gave me your word, a promise you would keep; broken like a house of glass, my soul in despair so deep. A oath between you and I; shattered like a fragile doll, my heart began to die. A phrase, a thought, a sentence was given to me; my faith in you was undeniable, but now, to late, I begin to see. A part of me destroyed because you let your promise decay; my path has been lost, and sadness has ravaged my way. A vow forgotten, a pledge overlooked; my love has been lost, my joy your evil lie took. I'll help you...oath shattered. I'll call you...hopes dashed. I'll be there for you...commitment ignore, Believe me it was you I adored. I'll never leave you...pact neglected. I'll give you my all...swear rejected. I'll always love you...word destroyed, I have nothing left but a mindless void. Your will be rewarded for your life led well, promises forgotten now burn in you private Hell.

America Has The Best Educational System In The World!!!
Today we received the following from the Principal of our local middle school. All errors in punctuation, grammar and spelling are preserved exactly as they appeared: Dear Parents/Guardians: This morning it was reported to administration that a student wrote what was perceived as a threatening comment on a piece of paper, which was then thrown away. Thanks to the responsibility of our students here at Scripps, the situation was immediately under control with the discarded note and the student responsible safely with administration within minutes of it being reported. At no time do I believe there was any creditable threat towards students or staff, however, this situation is being taken seriously with the understanding that this type of behavior cannot be tolerated. Again, I would like to thank our student body for understanding their role in keeping our wonderful school safe and responding to that civic duty in such a responsible manner. Students – Thank You! I sent b

To All My Wonderful Friends On Ct
HEY GUYS I JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I WILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN AND I WILL NOT FOR GET ANY OF YOU AND I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE.I WILL NOT FOR GET ABOUT ANY OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS.HUGZZZZZZZZZZ AND KISSESSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO ALL THAT KNOW ME AND LOVE ME.HERE IS MY CELL IF YOU EVER WANT TO CALL ME AT ANY TIME.1-870-371-2953.I DON'T CARE WHAT TIME IT IS IF YOU NEED ME THEN CALL OKAY LOVE YOU GUYS AND TAKE IT EASY.LOVE LEAH AKA BABYLETTE420~STATIC X'S PREGNANT BARTENDER

Yet Another Poem.....lol Is This Too Much?
ENRAPTURED THE FOREMOST THOUGHT OF MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT YOUR SMILE CAPTURED ME WITHIN MOMENTS OF YOU PASSING HOLDING ME FOREVER AGAINST THE PASSAGE OF TIME LOST IN YOUR EMBRACE WANDERING AIMLESSLY THROUGHOUT THE AGES EVEN THOUGH I TRY WITH ALL OF MY BEING I CANT HELP BUT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND THE RAVAGES OF THIS PAINFUL LIFE CAN NO LONGER HINDER MY INSATIABLE HUNGER FOR YOUR TOUCH YOUR KISS THE SWEET SURRENDER THAT YOU OFFER ME AND THE TEMPTATIONS YOU BRING UPON THIS CURSED MAN YET FOR ALL OF THE FALTERING YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO ME MY HEART IS YOURS MY SOUL LONGING TO PASSIONATELY LOVE YOURS YET NEVER AGAIN FOR IF LIFE WERE BUT A FAIRYTALE THIS WOULD BE MINE MY GODDESS

Sex Question
sex question. Current mood: lacking but will gladly go without why does God waste perfectly beautiful- nice and nicely sized peni on men who just waste em? seriously. and the men those pretty peni are attached to.. why cant they be nice and kind and a lil less obvious that they are jus lookin for sex? Some of us might be lookin for a piece of ass too.. but your desperation seeps from your pores and it stinks and makes me a lil more than nervous.. and while I might not be lookin to get married tomorrow I really must wonder when I decline where you wander off to next.. so I therefore, thoughtfully, decline the next offer. I'd rather have a nice tan session, heat wrap, and then dinner out-- ALONE --than have to wonder what the hell kinda disease you have managed to catch while " out for fun ". and I wonder why I am single? that is all. Thank you.

A Lovely Email
i wanted to share this email i got with my dear friends, so you can see what kind of men i attract lmfao Baby i'm crazy for you!!!!!!! you are wonderful, wonderful face ! BIG tits , mm your thigh and ass WOWOW pleae videochat with me!!! with MSN!! please i want see you online only for me KISSSS

.stupid.bitch.
stupid. bitch. yes. thats what im going to refer to her as from now on. why? cuz i can. and cuz she is. she knocks on my door. before i have a chance to answer it... she walks in...and just looks at me n then shuts the door to talk to the messican guys who i cant understand cuz this is america n i dun hafta speak messican if i dun wanna. then she comes in n asks me what happened...so i tell her the toilet over-flowed n sewage went all over the place n i had to vacate the premises for 4 days. she shrugs at me. this just pisses me off. so i point out the exposed nails my youngest thinks its cool to step on...(good thing she's got a peeds appt on friday for a tetanus shot eh?) she tells me my kid doesnt step on them. i correct her. she says wheres the mark then? i say the health dept would have a FIELD DAY an absolute FIELD DAY... she says yes they would with the way you keep this apt. i tell her 'you can leave now' she stands there looking at me. asks me a

Free Writing Exercise 1
So many roads, which one to choose. For the first time in my life I truly don’t know…. Yet to stand still is death of another kind, and moving too slowly my own private hell. How can I tell myself it’s the right way when all signs point to a dead end, or worse Do Not Enter? Should I take the road map offered or refuse to stop for directions… when am I going to get it through my head that I’m driving? I need to turn on the ignition, turn off the emergency lights and figure out where I’m going. Right. Now. I can’t crash after coming this far, can’t give up and give the wheel to others after fighting so hard to claim it, I have to focus and watch the road signals. And most importantly follow my instincts, those are what I need to follow not the screams and suggestions from the backseat.

God I Need To Shower
I don't know if its just me, but whenever I go into walmart I feel like I need to shower, shave and get a hair cut immediately upon leaving. Its just every time I see a greasy mullet and a dirtier hat riding over a vacant stare and toothless grin I feel dirty. I feel this need to separate myself from the people I see there. I don't think I'm better than anyone really. Its just I find shopping so irritating and the people in walmart are so obnoxious some times. So yeah think I should cut my hair into a mohawk again? Hurray non sequitur.

Country Girl!!! All The Way Baby!
A city girl will take you where you need to go. *A country girl throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city girl will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country girl will say beat her ass and I got your back. A city girl will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A country girl will just knock her out!!! A city girl tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country girl tells you we need another shot, we're about to get fucked up! A city girl goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country girl goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city girl wonders who your new man is. *A country girl knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda truck he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A city girl thinks the friendship is over when you ha

Don't Quit
Don't Quit Poem by anonymous When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest! if you must; but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up, though the pace seems slow; You might succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup. And he learned too late, when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out; The silver tint of the clouds of doubt; And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;

Friends
i just want to tell you my friend i'll be with you till the end at dusk and dawn i think of you and hope that all your dreams come true in morning glory i find the sun and always think of you when i run by sunset i pray for you that tommorrow will be a great day for you but you are here and i am there and wow do we make such a pair for friends we are and always will be the best were are no more there can be and like no other your so special to me this poem is for you i want to say hugs and love to all my best friends out there Trin,

Will Power
do you think reality is real, if it is then why is your reality not the same as mine? why is it that if you consume mind altering drugs reality is washed away, reality is only perspective, and if its not fixed then why can one not adjust it the way they see fit, its all about will. if you have the will you needn't float through this life like a cork in a river, you can put an engine on your cork and go anywhere you want.

All Things Happen For A Reason....
This is truth, for all things happen for a reason and as does those whom cross our path. Life is good. It is about learning and always being in the process of becoming...what do I mean by that? Simply put is this: If we do not learn as we go through life and grow with the experiences that we have come across, then until we learn the lessons at hand, they will continue to come back until we do learn them. Life is simple, yet we as humans and by nature complicate even the simpliest of tasks. I know first hand! So I speak not without experience. Take time to see the simple things we take for granted every day. Stop and look outside as if through the innocent eyes of a child. For a child has not yet been taught how to hate, how to judge another, they have not been taught that we much justify our existance by the amount of work we do. They are the happiest people in the world!!!When is the last time you went a park either with someone or by your self and sat on a swing or went down a sli

Dark Love, Written By Me............
It is a night of dark desire, a song of darkness, wolves vent their howls. The immortal one wakens. Mist shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her raven hair cascades over her pale and delicate shoulders, and her full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now in the night of darkness, I hunger.

When I Came To The Cherry Tap...
A friend told me of a great online pub that I just had to join! At first I was hesitant but I did take a look. Cherry tap looked ok, but wasn't sure if it was for me. I stayed with my good ol' Myspace.com, but soon I became really bored! So one day when I was sitting at my 'puter I decided to further my investigation... Not knowing how it would all turn out, I joined the Cherry! The first time I entered the bar... I was flooded with warm welcomes but I still had no clue as what I was doing. After I learned my way around... I felt compelled to welcome all the newbies! Here is my welcoming message: Welcome to the Cherry! To level up all you need to do is rates/comment other peeps pics/profiles! Have a great night! Tell me if you approve... by rating me a 10! God Bless all who read this! ~Libby ~Libby

Perverted Smoke
Smoke filled clubs and rich dirty old men....just another day.... Designer suits…patent shoes, Piano man sings the blues, Dancers file one by one, Who to choose …a night of fun. Ill take u tonight my dear, Come and whisper in my ear, Easy sir…no hands tonight, Grab ur cig..and strike a light. Gimme a peak….he says with a grin, Cool as ice…he thinks it’s a win, I step away and flick my hip, Holds the whiskey…takes a sip. Smoke is thick….he puffs away, Suit and tie…he’s here to stay, Lift my leg …and do the tease, Raise a brow…oh hell…yes please. Loosens tie and butts his cig, His eyes are round..red and big, Drop the glass, hands are ready, No sir….u keep 'em steady. Another flick and almost done, Just another night of fun, Money jingles in his pocket, Hand is sliding on his rocket. Music ends…he strolls away, Change my skirt….i’m here to stay, Ready sir?….your number 10, Sit right down and tell me when. But keep those hands where I can see

Beer Decoy
Crawford County Georgia where drunk driving is considered a sport, > >comes > > > > this absolutely true story. > > > > > > > > Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Roberta > > >Georgia. > > > > After last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so > >intoxicated > > > > that he could barely walk. > > > > > > > > The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the > > > > officer quietly observing After what seemed an eternity in which he > > >tried > > > > his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car > >and > > > > fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other > > >patrons > > > > left the bar and drove off. > > > > > > > > Finally, he started the car, switched the wipers on and off-it was a > > > > fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of > > > > times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the > > > > vehicle forward a few inch

Friendhsips, Changes, & Medical...
Well I have been on an emotional high finding old friends. Being a military brat we moved so finding old friends means alot to me. Finding and sorting out family has been fun for me and my daughter as well. Facebook is an awesome site, I swear everyone is on there:)Looks like some changes are coming to my life, new beginnings and old endings, probably for the better, but will need emotional supports I think to get through them. Saw docotor today I am staying on pain meds 4 times a day and she ordered a breath test something to do with ulcers, more blood tests, more stool tests, an upper GI test and getting hold of doctor Amson to have him look me over and do more tests. I am getting so sick of all these fricken tests! Why can't they figure out what is going on... Last week it was the Baldwins, this week David Hasellhoff drunk and eating a burger off the floor shot by his 16yr old daughter. Your not safe from the drama even if your a celebrity. What is going on with so many dad's and w

Just My Thoughts...
seriously... if you don't like what i wrote, piss off. no need to comment if you haven't got anything constructive to say. i can't wait to graduate college so i actually have time to go visit people. i want to go see Mel and Charlie, i want to see Sarah cuz i miss her and i wish i had more time to help Amber with the wedding stuff... i know she's uber-organized though, so i'm not worried that she isn't prepared for it. i hope i can go to her bachelorette party... i had to miss the shower cuz i'm poor and homework was overwhelming me. i need a job that pays more than 260 a month and i have to start looking as soon as finals are over. my baby found me a coupon for 15 percent off at the place Amber wants to go to for her bachelorette party, so maybe i can save enough money to go. my birthday is next week and my mom already said "lets go on a shopping spree for your birthday present and get you 'teacher clothes' for your student teaching". so whee i hope she is serious about that l

I Had Enough
so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay at my job for years and i am all of a sudden lazy. im sorry i rather stay at home and watch movies inste

Hi
Hi, Lets see, I am bored, so thought I would write a blog. I live in NY, and plan to be moving but staying in NY, just moving more up north. Eventually I want to move to VA, around Norfolk. Anyway, thats it for now. gina

More Thoughts
Thinking , Feeling , Rethinking Thinking of you my sweet day dream wondering if I'm going to extreme Why are you in my thoughts so much ? Why do I hunger for your touch ? I think too much and act too slow I want to be there more than you'll ever know I've been told to take it slow for there is always tomorrow I've taken it slow and in my hesitation felt the sorrow Not willing to pass on what may be real Not wanting to let go of how I feel Unsure of my thoughts and what they mean Unsure of an out come that remains to be seen Fear that you are too good to be true Fear that I may not be any good for you Tied to a past unresolved Tied to the present still uninvolved Wondering if I deserve the best Thinking it's time to give thinking a rest ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Summer
Summer, like a long, cool drink envelopes and breathes enticing breath to a hungry soul. The song of birds lazily singing in the nearby trees The smell of lilacs along the road A strange insistant heat paves a path of forgiveness for the bitter, repetitive nights and early chill of mornings of winter past. The creek trickles in quiet rhythem to the sound of my feet along the empty road. An evening calm alights like a rush in a bush, gladly I'll walk this way again and again, like summer is a long, lost friend.

Who's Your Inner Rock Star?
You Are Sheryl Crow! Down to earth with tons of creative energy When you talk, everyone can relate to you "Life springs eternal On a gaudy neon street Not that I care at all" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

The Sound Of Shattering Glass
Thats what I heard earlier. Shattering glass. I was backing up out of my great aunt's driveway. I wasn't even going fast. I was going slow. Her driveway is curvy. I misjudged. Down came the glass! In millions of tiny ass pieces. All over the curb, driveway and in the van itsself. I got out and looked and just bawled. There is a HUGE dent in my dad's hatch for his van and the back window.. well its in tiny ass pieces. I called my mom, called the police.. its covered right now with plastic.. good thing I'm a ghetto girl.. LOL So now I drive this nice van with a plastic back window.. yay me! NOT..

Nooooo, Can My Day Get Any Worse :((
Earnhardt Jr. leaving DEI By Jerry Bonkowski, Yahoo! Sports May 9, 2007 Jerry Bonkowski Yahoo! Sports Dale Earnhardt Jr. officially will say goodbye to Dale Earnhardt Inc. on Thursday morning, Yahoo! Sports has learned. A highly placed source within DEI as well as additional sources familiar with the situation told Yahoo! Sports on Wednesday afternoon that both Junior and teammate Martin Truex Jr. will announce Thursday morning that they are leaving the DEI camp at the end of this season and will drive for Earnhardt's heretofore Busch Series operation, JR Motorsports. Sirius Radio also reported late Wednesday afternoon that the Earnhardt/Truex split with DEI was a done deal and that the new Cup team entry will field Chevrolet chassis built by Hendrick Motorsports and will use Hendrick engines as well. Sources tell Yahoo! Sports that Earnhardt Jr.'s primary sponsor, Budweiser, will follow Junior to JR Motorsports. Budweiser's contract with DEI is due to expire at the end

Wanna Date Me
[ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Handsome [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? [ ] i wanna fuck you [ ]wanna have sex? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = _______. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _______. We could _____ _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ] ________________________ I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next

Gone Untill Sunday
Thanks to all my cherry tap friends and fans , i'll be out of town raceing in IL. the WPSA ( espn2) it will be on tv the 26 of june. i'll try and do awesome and win but finshing the race will do..lol So if ya are trying to reach me and i'm not responding , it's cause i'm gone..lol..I need a laptop so i can stay online rateing and commenting on the best bunch of people on the net . So soak up the happy hour points , comment all the people who make ya happy and rate the cool people..... i'll be back on sunday nite , to catch up on points..lol enjoy the weekend and party hard

Weird U.s.
Hm. I just got contacted today by the production associate for the creative team at Weird U.S. If you aren't familiar with them, they do a series of travel guide books for local legends and secret spots and such for states across the country. They also have a weekly show on History Channel. I thought it sounded familiar, but couldn't remember why until I looked that up. Anyway. They might be interested in using some of my photographs of Cave Hill Cemetery, one of the places I photographed when I was going to see Jeff on a weekly basis. The photos would be accredited to me in the finished hardcover book on Kentucky. Sounds exciting, doesn't it? Well it is, but only if they actually follow through with the photos. We shall see I suppose. Maybe the daily horoscope actually knew what it was talkin about today. Maybe.

About Me!
I am a very open person! I am a very honest person! I am a very generous person! I am a friend to the end! I am sincere! I am trustworthy! I am a good listener! I am very sexual! I have a good heart! I have a good personality! I do not play games! I treat all women with respect! I am a Naturalist! What I am not! I am not a liar! I am not a "welcome matt" that you can step on! I am not someone to play with emotions-if I say i like you thats the truth! I am not perfect! I do have feelings! I do have thoughts! I do have weakness's and faults! Theres two things I have always took pride in and that is the way I treat females, and my honesty! Anything else you want to know! Just ask! Friends are suppose to be there for each other to talk too. Not just for "popularity" or who has the most!

The Man
Since Im new here A lot (okay All of you dont know).. that recently my grandpa died of Diabetes. The man that taught me how to be a man is gone forever from the earth, but not from my heart. From tiein a windsor knot (yeah I do know how to tie a tie), to first date advice, my grandad did it all and it is for this that I will be foreva greatful. Old man, you taught me how to live, how to love and how to be ME. Thank you May God Keep you .....Always

Shots & Shooters
I'm out of college till September. I don't know if happy knowing dropped out or depressed about it. I'll figure it out. :) I really need to quit smoking down to half a pack a day better than full. Is the cigarette box half full or empty I wonder some days? I been sleeping in a lot been like 2 years since slept as much as I have. Viva la couche! (Live on sleep!) I think I got my French right. I'm gunna go unless you have cookie, milk, or chocolate to give me.

Absolutely Filthy Smutty Stuff
Ha ha ha ha. . . not really well not just now anyhow. I actually have nothing to say i really just want to see how many people look at this what with the exciting name and all. Though perhaps the name's a bit over the top who would actually something to be really dirty when so much effort was put into making it seem so? I dunno I suppose i'll see.

In The Last 3 Days....
let's start with Sunday evening- we're breaking down camp at the renaissance faire when I get a call that a relative is ill and in the hospital. Ok.... So Monday afternoon, my father had stopped at his favorite restaurant to chat with friends before going to see this relative and had a heart attack while there (his second one)! He's been in the ICU for 2 days now on a ventilator. They have had trouble weening him off of it. Progress has been little and slow to come. Today they did start pumping some food into him though. In the meantime...the other relative is still in the hospital, but with any luck will get out tomorrow...but they do have quite a recovery ahead of them that I'm sure will take the whole family's help. I can't even express how exhausted and frustrated I am right now. I want to go see my dad but cannot get any babysitting today (I was at the hospital all day yesterday with Sis). Hopefully tomorrow will be full of good news *fingers crossed*

Come Join My Dark Chambers Dungeon
Boys and Girls.... Come and join your Mistress into my newly created lounge... Dark Chambers Dungeon... Let's all have fun here, let me explore your wild side... perhaps, your submissive side?.. Let loose, have fun, be naughty, be fun... enjoy the dark side!! My snippy is going to be taking care of you when and while I am not around, so you better be good to her, she has my authorization to kick your ass if you don't :) Kisses and whips Mistress M

Keep Believing
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, and you will also see yourself developing into the person you have always wanted to be. Life is a journey through time, filled with many choices; each of us will experience life in our own special way. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibil

Wtf?!?!?!
why is it that when people ask for help leveling and dont get the response they want then they post a bitchy bulliten but when a not so popular cherry asks then people dont even friggin read the damn bulliten???!!!???!!

Relationship Rules (girls!!!)
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR US GIRLS 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't mar

Agh. Don't Let A Relationship Fade.
Once you find someone you care a great deal about you begin to let your guard down. You tend to be the cruelest to those who you love the most. You first meet. Your eyes connect and you are immediately drawn closer and closer. Your first date is perfection; only showing those characteristics of which one can truly admire. You are sweet and chivalric; you open doors for her, pull out her chair and push it in when she sits. You say “Bless you” when she sneezes and you compliment he heavily throughout the night. The first week goes on as your relationship begins to blossom. You spoil her immensely. She comes home to wonderful surprises such as roses at her doorstep or a card filled with poems stuffed in her mailbox. If only this perfection could last forever. After the weeks go on you feel you can let your guard down and be your true self. You begin to let out the little flaws that you had once strived to hide. You no longer care to impress your partner and your appearance begins t

I Am Your Clock
I am your clock I am your religion I am your shotgun mechanical bride Nothing is done without my approval I own you I decide how long you sleep And how much rest You are ever allowed I decide what you desire I deny you time to think I am the mirror of constant humiliation That follows and shadows you Wherever you go And blocks out the light At the end of every tunnel you try Be on time Be on schedule Always feel Like you're always late And need more scolding and punishment Do not daydream Do not dilly-dally Do not fall behind Wings are flapping right behind you You know what's coming next As I swoop down like a hungry owl And sink my talons into your back And drag you back to square one again The pain gets a little worse every time Crash Crumple Do not pass go Do not collect Your dignity and your self respect Give up It's over No time allowed To try something you like The bills were all due yesterday You've failed You're through First we form ou

Good Times
On Off Am Not It’s distressing how easily I can be easily switched off Especially considering how far I have to climb Just to get eye level with sewer slime Breathe on the antiseptic stench of a clean slate Open wide and go blind in the bleakness of my dead place You can think I’m distant, but it’s untrue and unfair Because the fact of the matter is that I’m simply not there I’ve been replaced by an instinct to stay alive And the only way to survive Is to thoroughly die Hand over control to a second place god One with no desire to stand tall No desire to be all No desire to taste To follow the dogma of debase No desire The Cinders of charred hate

This Comes In Many Ways....
I've calmed down a bit...but I'm still ticked!! It really ticks me off that when someone pretends to be your friend and then turns around and bad mouths you to someone else!!! The real kicker is they aren't even adult enough to come to me and talk to me about what ever the issue is. I expected that it would eventually happen to me because she does it to everyone else, why doesn't she listen?????? She complains but I already discussed with her the situation but apparently she wasn't listening when I told her!!! I figured out on my own things were changing--I'm not sure if I'm more angry and dissapointed or hurt. Time will tell.... One of the hardest things is explaining to my teenagers why I don't retaliate and be hateful....yes I'm angry, but i'm not vengeful.... Been rambling for a bit.....but i had to express myself....

How
you give all u have to give and then u hear those famous last words... im not ready lets just try as friends first and see where it goes....when there isnt one thing you dont know for you have been there friend for almost 20 years... so do u take the 10 steps back and waite ? or do you move forward and just leave it all alone ..i have no answers hear just questions ... he call before work at work and before bed.... so that has even givin me more twisted feeling... i looked for him and he for me.. found each other on ct... so as friends i refer to things we shouldnt talk about... and always keep everything on an upper level.. but i want to say so much more but he told me today i was pushin... so i set with life passing me by and wondering why

Im Over It~!!!~
i am so totally over all this freakin drama...i need to move, living with 24 other women is so not cool~!!!~ anyway, today was another totally aprilious day...hope everybody had as much fun as i did...well i always have fun...lol... so yeah, hit me up peeps~!!!~ ....no cold shower today....

I Have Been So Sick
Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

I Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

I Could.
I could if you would let me. fall in love with you deeply I could if you would let me. hold you close at night. I could if you would have it Call you everyday and tell you "I love you." I could if you would have it make you dinner every night I could if I wanted to Give myself completly to you I could if I wanted to stop hiding who I am I could if it were that easy love you constantly I could if it were that easy be your everything.

What The Fuck
u know i have just tried to have a new mum i never did one at all and i just did one and people r calling me gay homo fag and shit like that i dont know what there problem is but it is pissing me off now

Thought For The Day
Thought For The Day "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME!! I just wanted YOU to read it,,

~*dont Wonder*~
Dont wonder about whats going on dont wonder about how things are dont worry your pretty lil smile right off your face because alls well that ends well and everything is just A-OK.... I couldnt be great and i couldnt have a greater life so what if things have not gone all that great but i have 3 great kids and a wonderful man that means the world to me and I also have a great family besides my 3 great kids, my mom is such a big help in my life and then there is my second mom that has been there since i was 4 she was there when the worst was going on and my real mom and dad was sick and as i grew up she has become one of my best friends and taught me to fellow my heart and see all the love that i have to share it with the one i love and since i have learned to share my love with that one specail person in my life it has been a new being for me and i wouldnt want it anyother way because its like a total completness. With the steps of love being taken and the steps of heling one an other

Boys
I remeber being a tween, pre-teen, and teenager (wasn't that long ago after all) and so i remember the bitchiness, moodswings, smarting off to any adult who looked at me funny, not speaking to my mother for a couple of years. I watch my 14yr old sister doing this same shit and laugh because i do remeber. And for the last few years i've been happy about the fact that, though i've always wanted a daughter, i don't have one. The Goddess blessed me (so i thought)with boys. Two adorable bug-catching, dirt-loving, never gonna have to explain periods to them boys. Well, turns out Karma really IS a bitch. A great big one. Just the other day i was laughing at my oldest son's aunts as they tried to figure out how to deal with his cousins starting their periods. I thought "thank god i'll never have to do that". Well, what do ya know. Boys get bitchy too. I've got an 11yr old who's as tall as me and suddenly thinks he's the "Man of the house" smarting off to me in wal-mart and telling me, and i qu

David's New Lap Top
so i got a call from Vamp at the bar.. David bought a new lap top.... he was sending it home with chris and jason... cool.. i get to set up his new lap top... i open it, brushing off the fact that the screen was smudged with fingerprints.. i plug it in and turn it on... last time i got a lap top there wernt already 2 users set up to use it... and limewire and a few other programs wernt already downloaded.... ring ring its now a new lap top... they sold him a used one.. WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE????????????? (btw i know ppl buy refurbished lap tops all the time but this was bought as being brand mother fucking new) Vamp is gonna go back to radio shack and raise a shit storm over it... thats soooo fucked up.......

I Am Such A Dork!
My cherrytap lover says I'm a dork and I think I would have to agree now. Well, maybe dork isn't the right word. Dumb ass may be more appropriate. I can't walk... and it's not the reason you may think :) I decided to drop a 15 lb. box of tile on my big toe at work. Hurt like a bitch!!! Just to help everyone out... DON'T EVER DO THAT! IT HURTS! And you'll spend 4 hours in the emergency room for them to tell you it isn't broken and give you vicodin. This may be the vicodin talking! Well, goodnight everyone. I am going to attempt to go to sleep with a very sore toe. Wish me luck!!! And if I can't spell... It's the drugs ;)

~~santa Claus To Be Banned~~
~Santa Claus will be banned as he utters the clearly racist and misogynistic exclamation, "Ho, ho, ho!" ~No public mourning of Hawaiian singer, Don Ho, who died recently. ~Pirate movies will be censored if they contain the phrase "Yo, ho, ho." ~All references to the Seven Dwarfs will be punishable due to the song "High-ho!" which is offensive to sex workers of enhanced stature. ~Any mention of farmers will cease due to their use of hoes, a racist, sexist farm implement. ~The Lone Ranger will be eliminated from popular culture because he uses the patently offensive phrase, "Hi Ho Silver". ~All "Ho-downs" will be terminated as a racist affront to non-Southern White Christians. ~All travel to Ho Chi Minh City will be banned. ~The phrases "Heave-Ho," "Gung Ho," and "Tally Ho!" will be expunged from the English language.

You've Got To Love The Navy
You've got to love the Navy U.S. Navy Directive 16134 (Inappropriate T-Shirts) The following directive was issued by the commanding officer of all naval installations in the Middle East. (It was obviously directed at the Marines.) To: All Commands Subject: Inappropriate T-Shirts Ref: ComMidEast For Inst 16134//24 K All commanders promulgate upon receipt. The following T-shirts are no longer to be worn on or off base by any military or civilian personnel serving in the Middle East: a. "Eat Pork or Die" [both English and Arabic versions] b. "Shrine Busters" [Various. Show burning minarets or bomb/artillery shells impacting Islamic shrines. Some with unit logos.] c. "Napalm, Sticks Like Crazy" [Both English and Arabic versions] d. "Goat - it isn't just for breakfast any more." [Both English and Arabic versions] e. "The road to Paradise begins with me." [Mostly Arabic versions, but some in English. Some show sniper scope cross-hairs.] f. "Gun

I Gone After Tonight I Maybe Back I May Not It Depends Read And Comment If You Want
AFTER TONIGHT IM GONE IM SICK OF DRAMA IM SICK OF LIES IM SICK OF A BUNCH OF FUCKING BULLSHIT AS OF RIGHT NOW FUCK A BUNCH OF FUCKING CHERRYTAP...BUT ALL OF MY FAMILIES KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YA'LL AND IM STILL WITH YA'LL JUST KINDA WATCH AND SEE IF I COME BACK OR NOT IF I DONT AHEAD OF TIME IM VERY DEEPLY SORRY I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND OTHERS THAT HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME YA'LL MEAN MORE TO ME THEN YA'LL KNOW ~ICE~

I Hate Subtitles!
ok so me and my friends tina and steve went to see that new nicolas cage movie NEXT, turns out we bought tickets for the movie for def people or something, cuz the movie was in english BUT, there was subtitles though the whole movie and subtitles annoy the fuck out of me! was a good movie though, ill probablly do a reviw of it tomorrow but right now i have a headache! I FUCKING HATE SUBTITLES!

Twas The Night Before Washington
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE WASHINGTON AND ALL THROUGH THE BUS NOT A CREATURE WAS STIRRING NOT EVEN A MOUSE. ALL THE CHILDREN WERE NESTLED ALL SNUG IN THEIR SEATS WITH VISIONS OF THE CAPITOL AND THE PENTAGON DANCING IN THEIR HEADS. WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I AWAKE TO THE SOUND OF "AUNT BECKY I'M GONNA BE SICK".ALLY ATE SHRIMP THAT NIGHT AT CRACKER BARREL BEFORE WE LEFT AND I GUESS THEY DECIDED THEY WERE NOT THROUGH SWIMMING. I TOLD HER TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AND BEING THE DRAMA QUEEN SHE IS ALLY COMES OUT OF THE BATHROOM THROWS HER HANDS IN THE AIR AND SAYS " OH NO I CAN'T DO THIS". IT'S 2:30 AM AND THIS CHILD GOES DOWN THE AISLE SAYING "STOP THE BUS I'M GONNA BE SICK". SO HERE I GO DOWN THE AISLE. PICTURE THIS KIDS LAID OUT EVERYWHERE . I'M TRIPPING OVER BLANKETS ,LEGS , EVERYTHING IN THE AISLE WHILE THE BUS IS GOING 70 MPH DOWN THE INTERSTATE. WE FINALLY GET THE BUS STOPPED AND I GET OUT TO ALLY AND SHE IS ALL SPRAWLED OUT ON THE GROUND. WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE AND SHE IS ALL OUT IN TH

A Princess Warrior And A King
My psuedonym is Sebstéen Skavlan. I wrote this years ago for a woman I met, for her first Mother's Day. Her friends called her XEna the Princess Warrior. ............................. A Princess Warrior and A King By Sebstéen Skavlan I once met a princess warrior Angela was her angelic name She spoke tales of love and battles From the places she had came Onward with her life's journey On a strong dark horse she rode Amid the trees, grass and torches Outside the town on a dusty road It was evening when I saw her The sun just setting behind the sea Built below the castle on the hill She rode into the town of Bree The princess had long, flowing hair Enchanting, insightful hazel eyes A strong will for protection And a steel sword on her side I stood there as I watched her As she dismounted from her ride Greeting her, I invited her To wine and feast by an open fire Intently she would watch and listen Curiously content to observe and learn She was

New Photos From Today's Shoot.
As usual, my photoblog. The shoot turned out wonderful. Not too long, not too short, just enough. Actor: Sam Mason As always comments welcomed! [1.] [2.] [3.] [4.] My personal favorite! ^^ [5.] [6.] [7.]

Look At Me
How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality?Underwear CuteYour personality proves to be so randomly cute that you'd wear underwear on your head just because you can. Let's just hope there clean...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

If I Wrote You A Love Poem
If I wrote you a love poem, would your whole heart give way? Would your mind turn to mush, would you beg me to stay? If I told you I loved you, would this charm you awake? Would you reach out to me, would this cause you to ache? And what would you do if my words were untrue? If you read them and saw that they weren’t meant for you? Would it give rise to anger or sorrow so deep? Would your eyes fill with tears, would your heart start to weep? No sense does it make that you’d question my love For you know, without doubt, that it comes from above All my thoughts and my dreams are about you, my dear And the words that I write make that perfectly clear So, please take from these words that I lay down today Hold them and keep them and tuck them away I write them for you, they’re my soul’s work of art They’re yours for the keeping; they were sent from my heart.

Dads Love
On sunny days and dark nights, in troubled times and pointless fights, you've been right there through it all, you've stood your ground when you could have taken the fall. Many times my mouth has slipped free, but you were always there to put it back where it was supposed to be. You've taught me a lot, and a lot I have learned. You've given me the tables and many I have turned. You deserve the world, but only a poem I could give, but another gift I have given is to learn that the life of a father is an awesome life to live. Thank you dad for your love

Scooby Snacks
Scooby Snacks and Rings My little girl’s heart is innocent and pure For my tired soul she is quite the cure She cried for a Scooby snack in the store They're too expensive I said as before So I bought her a ring with two hearts bound I feared she'd lose it and wouldn't be found I told her to wear it only at home She asked why daddy in her inquisitive tone I told her it's expensive and about my fear She said ok daddy I'll leave it here She was all excited when mommy arrived She told with excitement what we'd contrived In a voice so sweet she went on and on Telling her mommy what we'd agreed upon She said she would wear it only at home 'Cuz it was 'spensive' in a serious tone Mommy asked what does 'spensive' mean “You know mommy Scooby snacks and rings”.

Yall Plz Read This
i know most of u drive either leagally or not well im here to just make a statement no one really knows me but im a truck driver and guess what i got something to say to all of you. just cuz ur little car or pickup can zip around trucks doesnt make u safe from getting killed by one the only reason im writing this is im tired of seeing body bags on the high way plus i just bought another truck and i dont want in a wreck look i know im rambbling but i think this will go with what im trying to say. a couple of months ago i was in L.A. a car was flying 2 lanes from me on the left i was in the process of trying to pass another truck the guy driving the car saw his exit and shot across 3 lanes of traffic to get to it well he made it across 2 lanes safe well not exactly safe he was inches from being my new hood orniment but he didnt make it all the way across member the truck i was passing he hit the truck and well long story short they couldnt show him at the funeral and the truck driver he

Good News
hey guys just a note to let you know that i got through surgery fine. no sign of cancer. had a rough day yesterday and not such a good night so far tonight, but over all good. thank you to all who sent kind words and prayers. That meant so much to me. you guys are all wonderful and i love you all to death.

Horascopes
Every person born in the same year, or month as you is the same as you. They have basicly the same personality, and the same fortune as you. about 1 twelth of the world is just like you. How do you feel about that? LOL.Is that short enough for everyone to read?

A Momentary Slip From Beer Goggles To A Hint Of Clear Though Processes....scary
I JUST ROSE FROM A DRUNKEN STUPER AND THOUGHT WOWWWWWWW.....I HAVE NOT SEEN A SINGLE KIWI (NEW ZEALANDER) ON CHERRYTAP THUS FAR. IS THIS A GLITCH OR A BLOCKAGE OR AM I JUST NOT LOOKING HARD ENOUGH? HMMMM. JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT FROM THE ASSASSIN!!! CHEERS AND ENJOY YA DAY ALL.

It's Been Awhile
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Halter top 2. Flip-flops FOUR Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Love 2. Honesty 3. Trust 4. A lot of sex! Three of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Sleep 2. Read 3. Adventure Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Something chacolatey 2. A million dollars Two pets you had/have: 1. Smokey - My kitty! 2. Magnum - Dog, RIP Two things you did last night: 1. Slept 2. Ate a lot of pizza Two people you Last Talked To on the phone: 1. Bryan 2. My mom Two of your least favorite things to do: 1. Work 2. Hmmm.... work? Love Part You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!! Do you have a crush on someone currently? Yes Have you ever been given roses? Yes What is your all time favorite Romance movie? The Notebook (of course) How many times have you been in love? Once for sure Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? No Do you think that you should put your friends first? E

Frequently Asked Questions From Men
Why does my wife want to be spanked? Because she needs to feel that you are in charge and because she has been acting in less than a way a proper wife should. Do I have to spank her to tears? Yes, by spanking her to tears you are allowing her to fully submit and be humbled for her actions. Isn't spanking just for kinky play ? No, it is a great form of behavior modification and attitude adjustment. Does it need to be on the bare bottom? Yes, by having her bottom spanked bare will increase the effectiveness of the spanking and help to teach her. What if it doesn't work, and her behavior continues? Some problems require more than one discipline, you will need to spank her again. What instrument should I use? The best by far is always the hand, it is safer then other things, and besides you always have it with you. What if I am mad, could I hurt her? If angry at the time, put her in the corner and take that time to cool down, once you have gotten control of your an

Something I Really Want!
I found something that I really want, and I am really thinking about getting. http://vibraexciter.com/vibraexciter-how.htm This thing is so cool!!!! Tell Me What You Think? Just wanted to let ya'll know that I bought it finally....and I'll let ya'll know how it turns out!

Live Life To Its Fullest..
live life like theres no tomorrow. laught like theres no today love like there was no yesterday live life to the fullest so you dont hava any regrets laugh harder then anyone you know feel like your life is joyful Love like he is the last man on earth then you wont feel as if your life is worthless do anything and everthing to the fullest for then everything in your life is worth while dont always smile then your life is a lie dont always frown for then you will never see the light smile through tears laugh through smiles but you might have to cry through love live hard so everyone wants yours laugh so hard that you start to cry love so hard that he wants no one but you so live life to the fullest that you memory and your memorys never die this is how i feel about my life. just live life the the fullest. get what you want out of it while you have time. - traci :]

What Do I Do?
When Breathing isn't enough. When they day seems to long yet flies by. When smiles all seem fake. When you know "hello" means "goodbye". What do I Do? When the mind races in a stand still. When IDea's Explode and blank pages remain. When Nothing seems worth it. When living seems pointless.... What do I do?

Alone
All alone. Sitting in the corner. seeing the two walls join. It hurts to know they can. In a room... None of that silly doom and gloom. The need to rhyme well past its prime. Thoughts are floating. Twisting and turning. Melting to nothing but hopelessness... What do I do? Alone in a world full of people. Screaming at the dark and not even heard. Banging my head the wall gives a damn. Then again it seems it's the only one...

Irritated
Creeping, Crawling, Dying, Cry... Looks into my eyes. Does it lokk like I'm lieing? I wanna scream at you for what you've done... But then again for you it's half the fun. I don't know what to do. I don't even know what say But something in me is creeping up. Hope it has a little more luck. So look at me and smile away cause very soon it'll be my day. The thoughts in your head will soon be mine... Look at me I don't give a Fuck!

Suicide
Sitting in light. Looking into the dark circle. Smelling the steel. The cold death. Why to seek this? Why not continue? Why continue? Holding the flash. For a weak mind. For a weak soul. For no love. For no control. The blinding flash. The thunderous crash. The smell of the ash. And the coming of the peace Of the everlasting peace...

Judgement
Who the hell are you to judge me? You and your divorce? Your broken life? Your lonley journey? I have no friends I have no love No one to to call and cry to It's all my choice. It's my life I will live it I don't want your life Your mistakes. I will make my own. Lead my own. Remember my own. Care for those that I care for. So do not judge me. For I am happy. With family in my life. So leave me alone.

Questions
Why? Did you leave? Why? Did you have to? Why? Didn't you tell me? Why? Do you love him? Where? Did you go? Where? Will you live? Where? Will you be? Where? Did you go? When? Will you come back? When? Will you leave him? When? Will you ever love me again? When? Will you come to your senses? How? Could you do this to me? How? Could you leave? How? Is he good for you? How? Do I go on?

Let It Snow
Crystal creations Soft and sweet. Not quite rain Falling on my feet. Up and down from side to side. So they can float so they can glide. Trying to fill the new day So new, so fresh Frozen revolutions So white and gay. Such a splendor But will never win Warming the heart But freezing the skin.

Child
Hush, my baby fear not the dark. I am the light you see, In the shadows I spark. Do not be afraid of them, they shall make you strong. Their intent is to let your life be full, happy and long. The light has shadows, it always will. Never to fear, your heart I will fill. For the shadow separates me, I am your host. It makes me who I am, The one who loves you most

The Merry Widow
WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? Is it my ruffled hair? Is it my blood shot eyes? Is it my raggy clothes? Or my unshaven face? I shall sit and weep alone forever for it is none of these. It is my broken heart. My love has been ripped from me. Taken to the world of above. The world of angels and God. But why? She is my life. She is my world. My heart. My love. No bottle you think could make me as drunk as my sorrow. So be gone you and your judgments. Your old criticisms. LEAVE ME ALONE TO GRIEVE FOR MY LOVE!

Listen For Once
Why don't you sit down, shut and listen? It's my turn to talk now. Your words mean nothing to me Now it's the start of my mission. Your a brat, a condescending prick. There is no hope for you, unless you change. You must learn to respect those around you. Or up your arse you'll find a large stick. You sit and whine, moan and groan, Wondering why people never like you. Wondering why the world is so mean Why you'll always be alone. Because you don't care about the hearts around you. Give no thought for emotions of others. Degrade that which you don't understand. Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

Frozen In Time
Frozen in time Frozen the soul Melting in snow prolific the glow. Hoping for time Sailing the sign Jousting with fate to this forgotten date Sit down, shut up Drink the love of my cup Hoping in vain Trying to stay emotionally sane Frozen in time.

Premptive Discipline
Preemptive discipline is a spanking in which the wife has not done anything wrong yet, but is likely to do so based on here past behavior and is done to remind the wife of her place and what will happen if she misbehaves. By giving a preemptive spanking the HOH is informing his wife that she will be held accountable for her actions, and ensuring her behavior in the immediate future. For example, When Kim/kay and I go to friends to play cards at times she may act a little bratty, trying to be playful but will step over the line some, in order to remind her to watch her attitude, I have placed her across my lap and spank her to tears. Reminding her that at times she gets bratty and not to do so on this occasion, hence preventing her attitude before it becomes a problem. This type of spanking is meant to ensure the wife will behave, it is especially effective for those who do not practice maintenance spankings. Maintenance spankings are done on a regular basis to remind the wife o

Passing The Time
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment

Happy Thrus.. And Happy Mothers Day To All Mothers..
GOOD MORNING ALL..!! THRUS.. AND BOY TIME IS GOING BY SO FAST.. BEEN BUSY WITH GETTING STUFF FOR BAHTROOM.. AND FINALLY GOT SHOWER IN.. DOORS WILL BE IN ON FRIDAY.. PROB BE ABLE TO SHOWER ON SAT.. OR SUNDAY.. I HOPE ANYWAYS.. WILL DO WINDOW AND FLOOR TODAY WITH HUSBAND.. AND THEN DO REST NEXT WEEK.. BEEN HARD ONLY HAVING ONE BATHROOM BUT WORTH THE WAITE.. BEEN TOO LONG SINCE WE DID MUCH TO THE HOUSE EXEPT FOR KITCHEN AND ALL.. GOOD NEW DAUGHTER GOT HER HOUSE.. WE SAW IT LAST NIGHT.. IT LOOKS AWESOME.. NEEDS SOME WORK BUT ITS BIG AND HAS A POOL TOO!! SO WE ARE HAPPY ABOUT THAT..DAUGHTER WILL BE BACK TO WORK ON MONDAY AND SOON KIDS WILL OUT OF SCHOOL SO BE HELPING HER PACK UP.. AND BE READY BY END OF THE MONTH TO MOVE.. DAUGHTER SO DESERVES THIS HOUSE AND HAVE MORE ROOM FOR HER AND HUSBAND AND 3 KIDS.. I TOLD HER GOOD THINGS HAPPEN IN TIME..!! ANYWAYS,.. WILL STILL BE BUSY BUT HERE WHEN I CAN.. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI Get more @ CherryTagz

Cherry Tap
i have to say ty to cherry tap for opening a place people can go to and meet some great people.sence ive been on her ive gotten the more respect from those who come here. its seems like big family here. and the pleager i get when i come here being able to talk and meet some wounderful people.keep it up cherry tap

Goddamn Phishermen!!
I hate people! I really do. Especially those that have nothing better to do with their time than to fuck with other people. Last night one of my Yahoo IDs was stolen from me. So... if any of you receive any emails or IMs from wing_nutt_91/lushissinmi do not answer them. If you have this ID on your current IM friend list, BLOCK IT! If you do not have an alternate email/IM for me, send me an email here and I will give ya one to use to get ahold of me. Fucking Fuckfaced Fucktards!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR People fucking suck!

Forsaken 5/10/07
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me, I've seen beneath the heavens' blue, and I've felt a world of woe, the crushing pain or treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I've praued a hundred cosmic wishes beneath the starry sky. I've felt the burn of a lover's glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I've known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked my mortal woe, my pulshing heart would throb again down the path my heart should mend.

Militant 'mickey Mouse' Pulled Off Air
RAMALLAH, West Bank - Hamas militants have suspended a TV program that featured a Mickey Mouse lookalike urging Palestinian children to fight Israel and work for global Islamic domination, the Palestinian information minister said Wednesday. Information Minister Mustafa Barghouti said the character — a giant black-and-white rodent with a high-pitched voice — represented a "mistaken approach" to the Palestinian struggle against Israeli occupation. He said that the program was pulled from Hamas-affiliated Al Aqsa TV at his ministry's request and "placed under review." The character, named "Farfour," or "butterfly," but unmistakably a copy of the Disney character, preached against the U.S. and Israel each Friday on the show called "Tomorrow's Pioneers." "You and I are laying the foundation for a world led by Islamists," Farfour squeaked on a recent episode. "We will return the Islamic community to its former greatness, and liberate Jerusalem, God willing, liberate

Excuse Me While I Rant For A Second.
I'm so sick of the fakeness that goes on on this site. Do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel good, because I could care less, but please don't bring it into my world. Thank you! Have a nice day!

*i Want It*
WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!! NAME:_________________ NUMBER:__________________ IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE

Quote For May 10
A tyrant must put on the appearance of uncommon devotion to religion. Subjects are less apprehensive of illegal treatment from a ruler whom they consider god-fearing and pious. On the other hand, they do less easily move against him, believing that he has the gods on his side. -- Aristotle Bonus Quote: A computer lets you make more mistakes faster than any invention in human history - with the possible exceptions of handguns and tequila. -- Mitch Ratcliffe This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

If You Love Me!
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

U
LONGING FOR YOU Current mood: gloomy Category: Romance and Relationships Longing for you.... The moon so bright. The night so dark. You, so calm and strong. My heart, cold and weak. I longed for your gentle touch. Such beauty & pride in that perfect smile. The world could have dropped from beneath me, I never would have known. There was a story in those seductive eyes. A story of forever. Finally, the last leaf on my tree of life, love & happiness. Shatter my glass heart, a dream turned into a lie. So close, Yet so distant. A tangled life, longing for your strength. A weak soul, never understanding. You, my heart and soul. Me, for you i will never know. It is haunting to know a fact as harsh as so. I want to take you, into my arms, and run till I can't anymore. You could have listened to your heart. Just hold me as my tears flow and let me know you still care. Never say goodbye. Untill you pass, feeling

The Bail Bondsman
So lastnight we had some company and there was a guy over that Jimmy doesn't get along with too well, everything was quite ok until the three fifths of Jack were gone, then all hell broke loose!!! it went from a nice quiet little jam session to a scene from a Rocky movie!!! Enter the po-po and some handcuffs... They carted Jimmy and "goofball" off to the county, so me and "Lacey" had to go to the bail bondsman and get them out, luckily here the victim has to press charges or there is no case, and both decided not to press... However, they were both charged with drunkenness and disturbing the peace, minor offenses compared to aggravated assault!!! So, that was my hump day/night, how was your's??? XOXOXO, KK

What Did I Do Wrong?
THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE A LONG TIME AGO,JUST FELT LIKE POSTING IT.. What did I do wrong? Sad and lonely is what I feel Hurt and confused day and night My heart aches, my head throbs From thinking what did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I give all my love to my one and only But I guess it’s not good enough anymore I secretly shed tears Always wondering was it me? What did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I had a good happy life A satisfied life But something went wrong. I don’t know what happened I don’t know what to do. Do I fight to keep what I once had? Or do I give up and search for the Happiness I once had and deserve. Now don’t get me wrong I don’t need a man to support me or to give me things I can do that on my own. But it feels good to be loved, to be needed, to be wanted, to be happy And not have to always wonder What did I do wrong? What could

Truely Blessed
I cant believe last year was the worst year of my life. I lost my father my brother and his fiancelost there baby twice. Then my sis got pregnant by this ass hole drunk who I BEAT the shit out of with the help of my brothers girl. I almost lost my house my car and my fiance broke up with me. Now I have a new job since December in the insurance business, my bills are finally caught up and I have the greatest man in the world. He is the love of my life. He has made my life so much better and my kids just love him. My life is truely a blessing.

My Love, My Life
Can you lose your heart through the internet? Can you fall in love though you've never met? Infatuation with words on a screen Caring for someone that you've never seen You gave me your asl You showed me a pic, scanned via email You're so real to me I swear to you this I can feel your *hug* I can taste your *kiss* My nights were lonely until I found you Now nighttime's something I look forward to Seeing your handle, my heart skips a beat I long for the day when we really meet I want to reach out To hold you sometime It isn't the same when it's done on-line So until then we'll chat ev'ry night and I'll fall asleep, my keyboard held tight. You Are My World, You Are My Everything, The Very Breath I Breathe And Without You I Would Be Nuthing I Would Wither Away And Die. I Cant Wait Till The Day I Can See You And Run Up To You And Sweep You Into My Arms, Look Into Your Beautiful Eyes And Kiss Your Gentle Lips Againts Mine. For I Long That

My Final Goodbye
i was talkin with a very close friend lastnight and i had anxiety attack about my mom.for her death.if i wasnt where i was when she called i wouldnt of been fighting with her and we woulda still been talkin, and she would still be here today,and woulda never been under the stress&disapointment that i put her thru that valentines day.and the true friend that he is tried to talk me thru it even as much as i didnt wanna hear it wasnt my fault for her death.he said to do good in my life to make her proud.that she wouldnt want me not eating, sleeping or crying over her.and hes right she wouldnt want me crying over her death. in fact she woulda wanted to have her captn morgan at her showing with her music playin in the background. but anyway he talked some sense into me and said a way that i could say my final goodbye to her since we werent talkin when she died. he said to do something that she wanted, and she always said she wanted her ashes spread at her parents grave that way she cou

New Photos - The Magazine Series
So yesterday I got an idea in my head for a new series of images. How creative can I get with magazine covers featuring yours truly? So I've taken up the challenge. There is now a new Magazine Covers photo folder. I will be continuously adding new covers as I get them, all original and all me. Enjoy!

A Soldier's Love
Mother night holds me in her dark embrace. I look upon this strange new land, I'm trapped in this foreign place. And as I look up into this cold, dark sky, your love comforts me and tears fall from my eyes. (Chorus 1) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd weep with you. And when the end is near, I'll shed my tears. By these stars above, I'd cry for this love. Through the years, through all my fears, you've been there for me. It's your love that has set me free. In this pouring rain, my body's racked with pain. But for you I'll carry on. For you I will be strong. For you I will succeed. Your gentle touch is all I need. (Chorus 2) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd fight for you. And if the end is here, I'll so no fear. By these stars above, I'd die for this love. (Increased tempo) Battles rage before my eyes and everyday I realize, that loving you just can't be wrong, it's with you my lov

Daily Horoscope May 10
"You're in a truth-telling (and truth-hearing) mood. Few signs can take it (or dish it out) the way you do. Now is a great opportunity to clear the air -- maybe with a key player in your life, or maybe just with yourself." Uh oh. That can NEVER be 100% a good thing, not for an Aries.

For The Marines Out There ...........
" Daddy's Poem - get the tissues out > > Daddy's Poem > > Her hair was up in a ponytail, > Her favorite dress tied with a bow. > Today was Daddy's Day at school, > And she couldn't wait to go. > But her mommy tried to tell her, > That she probably should stay home. > Why the kids might not understand, > If she went to school alone. > But she was not afraid; > She knew just what to say. > What to tell her classmates > Of why he wasn't there today. > But still her mother worried, > For her to face this day alone. > And that was why once again, > She tried to keep her daughter home. > But the little girl went to school > Eager to tell them all. > About a dad she never sees > A dad who never calls. > There were daddies a long the wall in back, > For everyone to meet. > Children squirming impatiently, > Anxious in their seats > One by one the teacher called > A student from the class. > To introduce their daddy, > As seconds slowly passed. > At last the tea

Come Check Out & Join My World!
I had to invite my Cherry Top Friends to join the BEST interracial community on MSN. Lil-Shaq's World! Come on in and meet gorgeous ladies, handsome men, experience new things, and just have fun! It's a drama-free group for people of all races, colors, sizes, religions, & different places to meet and have fun! You MUST a registered MSN profile with a picture, age, and location or you will NOT be accepted. (MUST BE 18 YRS OR OLDER TO JOIN) Blank applications will be denied. If you are going to join, I ask that you don't be shy. Post your pics of yourself in the photo album. Fill out the Member Info & Your Birthday, And jump right in and participate in the community! Thank You! http://groups.msn.com/Lil-ShaqsWorld One Love! Lil-Shaq

The Obedient Wife
There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real "miser" when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife... "When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me." And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket; his wife was sitting there - dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a moment!" She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband."

Lost In A Kiss
Lost in a kiss, What a magickal thing. When it happened to me,oh my heart did sing. Never before had i knew such. Never before did i love so much. Visions of wonder danced in my head, What seemed like a dream was real insted. When it happens to you,you'll know this. The magick of love, is being Lost In A Kiss.... Silverthorn..

Jay Leno Hits The Nail On The Head
WOW! JAY LENO HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD Pretty astute for a comedian, I'd Say Go Jay! "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each

The Texas Midget
The Texas Midget The testicles of a Texas midget hurt and ached almost all the time. The midget went to the doctor and told him about his problem. The doctor told him to drop his pants and he would have a look. The midget dropped his pants. The doctor stood him up onto the examining table, and started to examine him. The doc put one finger under his left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough, the usual method to check for a hernia. "Aha!" mumbled the doc, and as he put his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Aha!" said the doctor once more, and reached for his surgical scissors. “Snip-snip-snip-snip” on the right side, then “snip-snip-snip-snip” on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with amazement that the snipping did not hurt. The doctor then told the Midget to walk around the examining room to see if his testicles still hurt. The midget was absolutely delighted as he walked around and dis

Passion
A FERVID EMOTION, A PLEASURED PAIN A ROUSING EMOTION, IMPASSIONED FLAME EROGENOUS DESIRE, STIMULATION CAME STEAMY ATTRACTION, CARNAL NEED APHRODISIAC'S HUNGER, SENSUAL RAIN EAGERNESS YEARNING , ENRAPTURED CRAZE !!!

Subject: Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room, watching one of those medical programs on TV and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If >that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then poured all of my beer down the sink!! She's Such A Bitch sometimes...........

Closet Friends
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$150" Man - "Sold." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a Wilson infielder's glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, “How much?" Boy - "$350" Man - "Highway robbery. Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your gloves, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can

To Whom Of You Know Pimp N Chair (aka) Chris
My best friend in the entire world passed away this morning CHRISTIAN HELLER JR. AKA KRIS, AKA Lil Dragon AKA pimp_n_chair well say a prayer for his family and his friends I love him so much and I know his friends and family did too. So please say a prayer for him just like I say a prayer for you.

Chapter 1: A Most Heinous Crime
On the afternoon of 6 May 1993, West Memphis was rocked by the news of the discovery of the mutilated bodies of three eight-year-old boys. Rumours regarding the nature of the murders spread like wildfire through the town. It was soon well known that the boys had been cut with a knife, raped and at least one of the boy’s genitals had been cut, many of these rumours were based on inaccurate police assumptions. By 12.00 p.m. the next day, police were questioning their first suspect, Damien Echols. Several weeks later Jessie Misskelley, an associate of Echols, confessed to the murders, implicating Damien Echols and another friend, Jason Baldwin. Soon after, following a confession by Misskelley, the three teenagers were arrested and charged with the murders of James M. Moore, Steven E. Branch and Christopher M. Byers. The citizens of West Memphis were relieved that the monsters that had committed these heinous crimes had been apprehended and justice would be served. There was a great dea

10 Things I Hate About You
10 Things I Hate About You Poem by 10 Things I Hate About You album: 10 Things I Hate About You I hate the way you talk to me, And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around, And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, Not even close… Not even a little bit… Not even at all.

Sexiest Male Dj Contest
I WOULD LIKE TO HOLD A CONTEST WITH THE SEXIEST MALE DJ ON CT IM LOOKING FOR 20 DJ'S TO JOIN. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A CMAIL . OR COME SEE ME IN CLUB FANTASIA. 1st PLACE WILL GET A 7 DAY BLAST 2nd PLACE WILL GET A 3 DAY BLAST 3rd PLACE WILL GET A SILVER MOTORCYCLE AND ALL OTHER ENTRIES WILL GET A CHERRY TAP KEG! ~Delicious Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~Boats CT Wife~@ CherryTAP

Driving In St. Louis
I agree with most of this! If you live in St Louis you'll understand this. If you've ever visited St. Louis you'll understand this. If you've never been to St. Louis consider this your Visitor's Guide to Driving in St. Louis. 1. There are 75 "unofficial neighborhoods" in the City of St. Louis. St. Louisans commonly give directions--especially for restaurants--to strangers based on these neighborhoods, which aren't marked on any maps that are handed out by the tourist board, the AAA or Mapquest. 2. There are 54 school districts--on the Missouri side alone--each of which has their own school bus system with scheduled times to block traffic. 3. There are 91 official municipalities in St. Louis County. Each municipality has its own rules and regulations, and often their own police departments. 4. More importantly, most have their own snow removal contracts so it's not uncommon to drive down a road in winter and have one block plowed, the next salted, the next

Cute.
i was just going thru my photobucket and i think that my little luvy has met more rockstars than most people. for your review, i give you luvy and some rockers: Maria from in this moment: Candace from walls of jericho: Brock from 36 Crazyfists: Morgan from Kittie:

Yahoo Add
hey whats up all im usin yahoo alot more lately so if u have yahoo add me babybri212002 aight and also u can add me to myspace if u have that my link is www.myspace.com/sweettastybri so add me n hit me up ok muahs

Happy Honeymooners
Police: She Stabbed Husband in Ear with Fork Kelly Campbell-Baumgartner married an 86-year-old man after his wife died -- and now she's accused of attacking him in the middle of a Max & Erma's restaurant with a fork. Campbell-Baumgartner has been charged with three counts, including assault with a dangerous weapon, for the incident at the Canton restaurant. Prosecutors say she attacked her husband, William Baumgartner, during an argument that started while the couple was eating. Investigators say she dumped food on his lap and then stabbed him in the ear with a fork. Campbell-Baumgartner is also accused of kicking a restaurant employee who tried to escort her from the restaurant. Her lawyer says she's innocent.

Cherry Tap Surveys
Has anyone else tried to do those surveys that Cherry Tap advertises to earn Cherry Bucks? It says you can complete only one a day but you will almost never qualify for the surveys they present. There's been times where I'd be disqualified after putting which state I live in and other times I'd be halfway through and then get the message "We're sorry. It appears you don't qualify for this survey. Please try another." The same thing happens when you sign up for websites that offer to pay you money for completing surveys. It's not worth it because you'll almost never be able to complete one.

Pan-seared Tenderloin With Bearnaise
Pan-Seared Tenderloin with Bearnaise Thought bearnaise sauce was too fussy for a Tuesday night? Think again! Let the microwave offer a shortcut -- just be sure to watch the sauce closely while it finishes cooking. Credit: Desperation Dinners! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 4 beef tenderloin steaks (filet mignon; each 1 1/2 inches thick and about 4 ounces), defrosted if frozen * 1 small onion (for 1/2 cup chopped) * 2 tablespoons distilled white vinegar * 2 tablespoons white wine * 1/4 teaspoon dried tarragon * 2 large eggs * 4 tablespoons (1/2 stick) butter * 1/4 cup half-and half * 1 teaspoon lemon juice from frozen concentrate Directions: Turn on the oven to its lowest setting. Heat the oil to a 12-inch nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add the steaks and cook to desired doneness, 5 to 6 minutes per side for medium rare. If the steaks finish cooking bef

Dominant's Creed... What I Hold Myself To ...
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To win a submissi

Listen
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing The answer is more simple than simple Just listen

Work
Work has been a lil crazy theses past few day, guess that what happens when u work at a airport, an ppl come back or go where they want to go. Just seems a lil more busy then in the past few yrs. They say airline travel is not back to were it was be for Sept 11, 2001 but I think there a lil off it what they are says( so what else is new, expects, government whoever, there all ways wrong anyway) I like my job, but lately its been feeling a li to much like a J O B. I’ve been at this company now for lil over 5yrs, an have done differt jobs, from ramp work, cleaning of planes, facility cleaner, to wheelchair pusher(which I have been doin now for lil over 2yrs) pays not to great, an room to grow is there, but its who u know an who u kiss ass to. Just like other jobs, u have to kiss ass to get what u want. Sure I did a lil ass kissin but it has gotten me just about no where, an im gettin REAL Tired of it. Not to mention I work night- midnights an thats gettin old. Been doin midnights

Guidelines
In LDD there has to be a set of guidelines or rules for the wife's behavior so that she understands what is expected of her and how she will be disciplined if she fails them. Guidelines can be simple or very complex, most couple use some simple guidelines to help keep her in line. The main reason for guidelines is so the wife can better herself and knows when she is misbehaving, with out some sort of structure for her to follow all you are doing is spanking, not teaching. Too often guidelines are set that are just to extreme for most women to every achieve, remember that each person is different and what works for one couple will not work for all. If the guidelines are to numerous she mat get the feeling that she is always being punished and never able to do anything right. The guidelines might take on aspects to help her feel more feminine, to help with bad behavior, to correct a certain problem. When sitting down to write guidelines be practical, for instance if she works 9-5

Biker Events (may) -all Over
Something going on every where during May May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 The Great Southern Bike Rally Douglas GA USA May 10th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Marion County Bike Rally Marion SC USA May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Dogwood Rally Dunmor KY USA May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Riders of the Storm Rally Alexandria LA USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 The Coast Spring Rally Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Full Moon Tattoo and Horror Festival Nashville TN USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Myrtle Beach Bike Week Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Spring Opener Wakeman OH USA May 11th, 2007 May 12th, 2007 Blazin Bikes Motorcycle Rally Lake Charles LA USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Myrtle Beach Harley Bike Week Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Mother's Day Bike Ride Erwin TN USA May 11th, 2007 Sep 7th, 2007 Friday Night Show Hampton GA USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Rally and Bike Show Idabel OK USA May 12th,

Sadness
I should be happy, but why i am not? I, for some reason, am sad. Somethinghappened that I was eagerly waiting for, But for some reason, I don't care. Why, I do not know. All I now want is privacy, Maybe some more fun and excitement. But I am afraid, When that happens, I would want nothin else ....

As Long As U Love Me
As Long As You Love Me I'll be your best friend I'll be your companion best friend till the end As long as you love me As long as you stay I'll do anything for you Anyplace, any day I'll bring you the sunlight I'll comfort your tears I'll fight all my life To chase all your fears As long as forever My love will be ture forever is perfect If im loving you

Dear Dogs & Cats
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that stick

Get Some Tissues! This Is Incredibly Sweet!
Got this from a daughter! Thanks Sarah!! :) Prepare to get some tissues! Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. >While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind >me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed >one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their >camos.? As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost >everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being >applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only >red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops >and their families. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these >young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us >so we can go t

Comments
well i have to say.. you all have been most kind in the rating department but while im at the college i cant post more things for you.. so im stuck blogging in an effort to get more "10's" hugs kisses luvs y'all... p.s.. im not wearing any panties

Here I Am
Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true It's a new world - it's a new start It's alive with the beating of young hearts It's a new day - it's a new plan I've been waiting for you Here I am Here we are - we've just begun And after all this time - our time has come Ya here we are - still goin' strong Right here in the place where we belong Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true Here I am - next to you And suddenly the world is all brand new Here I am - where I'm gonna stay Now there's nothin standin in our way Here I am - this is me Here I Am VideoHere I Am lyrics - Bryan Adams lyricsBryan Adams Music Videos

A Lesson In Pain
Lightly touching the dark mahaugany door her hazelblue eyes gazed almost as if they could see right through it. She let a deep yet soft breath escape her angelic pink lips before knocking on the door. In a clarity she heard his deep powerful voice with a silken undertone. "Enter.." Slowly she opened the door and stepped through, she felt his gaze on her. After pausing only a moment she made her way to the center of the room and sunk to yeilding knees. Her fiery red hair cascaded down over her shoulders as she held her firm supple back straight. Petite hands rested lightly on her thighs. She left her gaze forward as her head was held high. The room was dark with a hint of red light glowing. In front of her was an antique four poster bed. The rest of the room was elegantly yet simply decorated with an antique dresser and an armuoire placed perfectly around the room. A few oriental posters and ornaments adorned the walls. "You've returned to me..." the statement was made

T R U E F R I E N D S H I P
Horror gripped the heart of the World War I soldier as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "No Man's Land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back. "You can go," said the Lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your own life away." The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder, and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend. "I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead, and you are mortally wounded." "It was worth it, though, sir," the soldier said. "How do you mean, 'worth it'?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your f

What Can You Do When You Wonder "why?"
What Can You Do When You Wonder "Why?" Whitney Hopler If you’ve lost your job, received a devastating diagnosis from your doctor, or seen your spouse walk out of your marriage, you know well what it’s like to suffer and wonder why this is happening to you. No matter what challenge you’re facing, it can be hard to carry on in the midst of suffering. But God is holding out hope for you to grab onto, even when you don’t know why He has allowed you to suffer. Here’s what you can do when you wonder “Why?”: * Seek wisdom instead of answers. Acknowledge that, sometimes, God doesn’t reveal His specific reasons for allowing suffering into your life, and there are no immediate or obvious answers to your questions. Understand that, while much of the spirit world is beyond your comprehension this side of eternity, you can trust God’s promise that He will use any suffering He allows to accomplish good purposes for you. Rather than seeking answers to why something is happening to you, a

The Breeze
As I sit on the steps..... late in the evening a cool breeze caresses my cheek It streams though my long hair making it softly tickle my neck and chest I sit erect waiting for the next erotic touch It caresses my thighs as I sit with my eyes closed imagining it to be the hungry hand of a new lover aching to be unclothed to feel the breeze take me.......... kiss my whole body and set me free

Untitled
Stuck in a world Of blinding pain Stuck in an endless battle Between right and wrong Between life and death Between happiness and hurt Stuck in a bleak place Where light does not penetrate The dark that surrounds me An abyss of pain An abyss where a heart Should beat strong A cold empty space That can no longer be filled No happiness can be felt No love can be given No love can be received Heart broken too often Loved not enough I’ve given up on hope Given up on love Given up on life Each day is a farce A lie I live to show To those that are blind That cannot see How empty life is To me

A Very Happy Mothers Day
Wishing All Mothers out there in cherry land a happy mothers day.. There's too many out there to send a wish to all of you individually, so I thought I would do it this way... I know I don't tell my own mother I love her nearly often enough, and I didn't say it that much to my grandmothers who are gone now. We can never tell them often enough that we love them, and before you know it they are gone, so start now, and tell your moms you love and appreciate them every day. You only get one.... So here is to all you mothers out there, MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

I Guarantee If We Had More Jails Like This There Would Certainly Be A Lot Less Crime In Our Country…
I guarantee if we had more jails like this there would certainly be a lot less crime in our country… Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied,

Its A Joke But Funny
D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a

In Loudest Din Or Hush Profound
This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays. -- Arthur Dent, from The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy To be honest, I've always liked Thursdays. When I was working at Handy Way and Winn-Dixie in Florida, Thursday was the start of our work week. Here now it's the lead in to the weekend for me because I find Friday to be pretty relaxing; for the blog entries I keep up with, Fridays are usually written out by me already because they're the Ensign Christian devotionals I post each week (written by me, and you are free to use any of them as you'd like -- thanks Riete!), Mondays are currently the Sisters of Christ (SOCS) Bible studies, Tuesdays are definitely what did my family and I do the past weekend . . . but Thursday, I let it all hang out! Write about something really off the wall, muse, pull the rope -- one of the kids' shows Sarah really likes, The Doodlebops, has one character who always pulls a rope dangling from the ceiling and has water dump onto his hea

Confessional
Confessional What does one do when their mind takes a detour away from the common norm What can I do if I sit on my ass waiting for any thoughts to form Where will I go can I hide away from this repeating nightmare? How can I know if I sinned in this life if God doesn't tell me the Devil might...

While Im Away
Hey all my friends family and fans.. Im going to be away a while.. got intoruble serving an lil time in the joint.. If anyone want to write me please do so here the address Michael Ver Heule 728 2nd ave Eau Claire WI 54701

Found Fake Cherry Tap Member
i have just recently found a fake cherry tap member i've seen that girls pictures of sassy sarah on a porno site called xploted teens i beleave its spelt its linked from www.thehun.com here is her pics and if you can find it on there look for her it is stolenhttp://www.cherrytap.com/user/864718

Drunken Psycho
Drunken Psycho Dangling body dripping blood Screaming frenzy have no fear can you look at the rage in my eyes If I squeeze your throat would you scream in my ear? Busted nose twisted face Drill up your holes while you spray a can of mace Shriek the savage outcry of agony so defend yourself and to the death war cry LOUD and CLEAR rub my face in the dirt and kick me where it hurts Bring me down with your sinking ship and I will drown with you wanna drown wanna croak wanna see the end of the day see not the beginning of the dawn I'm making no sense as this poem has deteriorated It's gone away the spirit has gone away the joy has gone away for good goodbye

The Road Home
in this small town i live in i here people crying over anything and everything i know a few people waiting on road home money and there complaining its taking to long well people i lost my house to and my insurance is not paying off road home is not helping im rebuilding all by myself so please shut up about it already and for every one else im sorry to put you threw that

Love 2
Love is like a flower, Blossoming every hour. Everyone has a wish To catch the best fish. I've caught the best catch, Found the perfect match. Nobody do sure, If their love is so pure, So gentle and kind, A nice piece of mind. I have a love to stay behind. We'll get through all the obstacles we may find. I have a love, and he is so pure, I am almost completely sure. My love is like a flower that will not die. The passion is found way up high. My love will stay with me until we age. My love is my secret, so turn the page.

How Could You
here is a poem for every body who has had somebody come into their life and then mess it up in the end. It started out as friendship but you decided you wanted us to go farther. At first you saw me slip away but you wrapped me in your arms telling me dont be scared. You promised me dreams beyound my wildest dreams but then you burnt my dreams. the day finally came when you were ready to call it quits. Now that you won me over you broke my heart. so how could you?

Fragmental Innards
Fragmental Innards A shard of emptiness Stuck in, deep Pent up, pent in here it comes, can you hear me scream Here it comes building up Here it comes, the onrush of frustration a climax of fury Taxing the soul, taxing my essence the mind, the body, the heart ......AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Have we swallowed our fill of razor blades? No? Ok...... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRHHHHHHHHGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! it is the art of waiting that defeats the art of failure and the art of failure that defeats the art of happiness Time to push me harder Harder Time to YELL IN MY EAR!!!! Time for another day of NOTHING but of reminiscing yesteryear!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGHHHHH!!!!! oh so this I see is the reason humanity drinks to death shoots their head off with the drug build their vices till they rot a hideaway! a detour from THEIR OWN TORTURED SOUL Double-edged sword feel it cut feel it dice apart sever the arteries of my heart!

Evil_corpse
FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS I WILL BE PUTING OUT MY FRIST CD ON 10/9/2007 IT WILL HAVE 6 SONGS ON IT I WILL BE GIVEING IT OUT FOR FREE IF YOU CAN NOT MAKE IT OUT HERE TO WARE IM AT SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS AND I WILL MAIL YOU ONE THIS IS FOR MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE TO MY BAND MUCH LOVE FOR SPIKE AND MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS TO MY E-MAIL OK MY E-MAIL IS spike_cox1981@yahoo.com ok thanks THE NAME OF THE CD IS YOUR ALL DOOMED SOONER OR LATRE IM GOING TO GET YOU ! MY Record Label IS sicFUCK! FOR MY BAND Evil_Corpse YOU CAN SEE WHAT IM MADE OF ON MY SPACE .COM HERES THE URL FOR IT http://www.myspace.com/evilcorpse666

Hello All U Cherry Tap People
HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. HOPE ALL IS WELL AND U R HAVING A GREAT WEEK.. ILL BE GONE OVER THE WEEKEND. GOING TO HAVE SOME FUN. HEHE.....SHHHHHH DONT TELL ANY ONE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOMS AND MOMS TO BE. LUVS U ALL DOUBLE "PATTY" MELT.

Happy Mama's Day
I figured I would do a nice blog today since my last few were kinda a tad on the negative side...LMAO With Mother's Day coming up, and having so many mothers on my friend's and family lists I asked myself, how can I send an awesome Mothers Day message to all of you without forgetting anybody, and I decided to post this blog here for you all. I would love to individually wish you all a Happy Mother's Day but I'd be here till next year, so to all the mothers out there, I want to wish each and every one of you a very special and Happy Mother's Day. I'm also adding to this blog one of my favorite songs which I also dedicate to all of you. Luv ya all!!! Will aka Tha 559 Dragon Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Padded Cell
Stuck in the dark padded room Occasionally, the slight flicker of light Can anyone hear the screams Straight jacket on tight Slamming against the door Just wanting out Holding the mind of a tortured soul Knowing I am not crazy Seeing the key in my dreams Being doped and sedated by life Unleashing the nightmares or reality Foaming at the mouth Bottled up emotionsa drip out like drool Running away from the thing That set off disappointment Caused the stay in this cage Trying to beat the fear of unhappiness In this mental ward of my mind

Moms
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at

Wasted Popularity
All the taking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE Now Whos Popular Enough To Re-Post This ??? (repost of original by 'B.roc's Adult Toy Store' on '2007-05-10 00:03:13')

A Letter To Moms Everywhere..
Dear mother, You have given me more than you can possibly know,you have given me hugs and kisses that have healed the hurt,the love you have given,the time that you have taken,and sacrificing yourself for me,is more than any one could ever ask,a simple thank you would not suffice,you have been a great mom,you stood behind me,took up for me,and disciplined me,teaching me,and showing me,how to be the gentle person and loving person that I am today, without you there would be no me,I love you mom,and you mean the world to me,I would lay down my life for you,if it is ever needed,call on me when you need me and i will be there,I love you mom,and I just wanted you to know. Happy Mothers day.

I Love Being A Large Woman
Large and plump is the body I see, Powerful, proud and beauty is me, Like the shining full moon I am round I am full, My arms made for cradling, my hands here to soothe, I am comfortable enough to smile or cry, Laughter, merriness, and joy am I, I am brave, but I can be vulnerable too, I am a prize to be held, but will not be a trophy to you, I am not a part of the popular hype, Please do not look upon me and stereotype, I have a loving heart, and a magnificent mind, I am a true original, I am me, I am one of a kind! I am me! . I am ripe Filled with sweet juices My skin soft and edible I come in many colors Sizes Shapes I dangle in the sun Out on this limb Waiting for you to pick me Maybe you think you can not Handle me? Afraid I might make you Satisfied? When you are hungry enough For a real woman With hips Thighs And breasts You'll take me to your lips Bite down deep L

I Need Input So Please Reply!!!
So things have gone from bad to worse for the most part for me and I have been trying to decide something. I've been trying to decide if I should just say fuck it and end it all. So I guess what I am looking for is a yes or no answer and why. If you read this PLEASE RESPOND with an answer. Thanks.

To All Of My Friends And Those That Are Not Yet My Friends
THiS P3RSON LOV3S YOU V3RY MUCH ____________00________________ ___________000________________ _________00000000000000000000_ _______0000000000000000000000_ _________00000000000000000000_ ___________000________________ ____________00________________ SEND THiS 2 AS MANY PPL YOU LOVE ND SEND iT BAK 2 ME iF U HAVE LOVE FOR ME.. LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU..

Why I Urge You To Not Support Them.
WAL-MART TAX FACTS HOW WAL-MART AVOIDS PAYING TAXES: *Wal-Mart owns its stores. Bet they pretend they don't. *They set up a fake "shell" company out-of-state. Then, they pay rent on their own store to their own fake company. *They deduct the cost of rent so they don't have to pay corporate income taxes on it. THIS SCAM HELPED WAL-MART AVOID $3.39 BILLION IN STATE TAXES BETWEEN 1999-2005. (1) HOW WAL-MART LINES THEIR POCKETS WITH YOUR TAX DOLLARS: *Wal-Mart failed to provide company health care to over 775,000 of its workers and their families in 2005. *Many of those employees are forced to use Medicaid or just show up in the emergency room. *While other companies take care of their workers, Wal-Mart shifts the costs to taxpayers. TAXPAYERS WILL PAY $9.1 BILLION OVER THE NEXT 5 YEARS TO COVER WAL-MART'S HEALTH CARE COSTS. (2) THE REAL COSTS OF THE WAL-MART TAX: IF WAL-MART PAID THE TAXES IT OWED IN 2005... *318,440 uninusured children would have he

May 15th Say No To Being A Victim!
Don't Be a Victim Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to NOT GO to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

An Abrupt Stop
A life so young and vibrant, with so much yet to learn and too experience...gone... Sweet 16 you are and Sweet 16, you will stay forever. I can remember sitting on my front door step, having a late afternoon coffee. Your Mom, sitting on her step, coffee in tow, waving hello to me. As we sat and waited for our daughters to come home from school. It wouldnt be long till we both could see, the two of you girls walking, laughing and yes of course, swearing at the top of your lungs all the way down the street. It wasn't that way at the beginning when we first moved to that area. The two of you faught tooth and nail but ended up being good friends. Then we moved, yet again. But the two of you kept in touch and remained friends. One of you excelled and the other got into things, she shouldn't of. But kids will be kids, the one didnt look down upon the other, and they still remained good friends. Now that friendship has come to an Abrupt Stop... You started out with promise Yo

The Fire
My apartment building burned to the ground back in January. I just uploaded some pics of it that were taken a week after the fire. I also uploaded some pics of my new place. I was fortunate enough to get renter's insurance.

Running Out Of Pic Space
God Damn I have uploaded 73/90 pics. I'm running out of space. So once my pic space is full your all fucked for new pics of me. Cause I ain't buying VIP I got too many bills to pay already. Not only that but my b-day is coming and I gotta save some dough cause I'm gonna get totally shit faced. Oh and just to let ya'll know the pics that are private ARE NOT NUDES!!!! I don't do nudes I keep my body for my man, when I have one.

Orgasmic
she walks in moon glow paled beyond compare russet tresses down her back silver eyes shining bright she walks to you the golden boy sun bronzed the enlightened you turn away for you do not see she lives for you and never me i watch impatiently look my way dear one but she will not i tremble and tears fall she is my angel

Chinese Proverb Collection (e-g)
Enjoy yourself. It's later than you think. Enough shovels of earth -- a mountain. Enough pails of water -- a river. Even a hare will bite when it is cornered. Experience is a comb which nature gives to men when they are bald. Fail to steal the chicken while it ate up your bait grain. A fall into a ditch makes you wiser. Fight a wolf with a flex stalk. A flea on the top of a bald head. Flowing water never goes bad; our door hubs never gather termites. A frog in a well shaft seeing the sky. Flies never visit an egg that has no crack. Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses. A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials. A good fortune may forbode a bad luck, which may in turn disguise a good fortune. Govern a family as you would cook a small fish -- very gently. Great souls have wills; feeble ones have only wishes.

Chinese Proverb Collection (j-k)
A Jade stone is useless before it is processed; a man is good-for-nothing until he is educated. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Judge not the horse by his saddle. Keep your broken arm inside your sleeve. Kill a chicken before a monkey. Kill one to warn a hundred. Learning is a treasure that will follow its owner everywhere. Life is a dream walking death is a going home. Like ants eating a bone. Lift a stone only to drop on your own feet. Listen to all, plucking a feather from every passing goose, but, follow no one absolutely. The longer the night lasts, the more our dreams will be. Looking for the ass on its very back.

Another Day
Hmm another day feeling like im being left behind.. Another day of feeling like im not wanted.... Another time my friends show there true colors.... Another Day Im broke.. Another day i need assistance.. another fried brain cell... Another knot in the Neuce Around my Neck... Another Time noone listens .... Another Time being Used for something Another Day Where Im invisible... Another Fuckin Mindless Young Lost Another Insult.... This is Just Another Blog on my Life... Thank you

The Search
Enough of the upper structure remained to keep the bulk of the rain off of Marcus, but he knew he would need to move further in to enjoy any real protection from the elements. But before he could do that, he had to assess the degree of his injury. Taking out his survival knife, he cut away the lower portion of his left pant leg. There was no doubt the bones were broken through, kept in place mainly by his high leather boots. Marcus fished a flashlight from his pack and played the beam over his surrounds. There were still the remains of furnishings in here, though obviously ancient. He scouted around and managed to find some an old chair that lay in ruins. That chair supplied a pair of legs not completely rotted through. Marcus put the handle of his knife between his teeth and prepared himself, then grabbed the sole of his boot and pulled downward slowly, so as not to severe any veins in the process. He felt the bone slide back into the skin, and roughly into the position it

Chinese Proverb - Ability
Just do what you do best. ~ Red Auerbach ~ Natural abilities are like natural plants; they need pruning by study. ~ Francis Bacon ~ I thought he was a young man of promise, but it appears he is a young man of promises. [Speaking Of Winston Churchill] ~ Arthur James Balfour ~ Knowing what you can not do is more important than knowing what you can do. In fact, that's good taste. ~ Lucille Ball ~ Ability is of little account without opportunity. ~ Napoleon Bonaparte ~ The extent of your consciousness is limited only by your ability to love and to embrace with your love the space around you, and all it contains ~ Ken Carey ~ The king is the man who can. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ What you see, but can't see over is as good as infinite. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ No amount of ability is of the slightest avail without honor. ~ Andrew Carnegie ~ When it is a question of God's almighty Spirit, never say, "I can't." ~ Oswald Chambers

Episodes From Washington Dc
WELL I TOLD YOU IN MY LAST BLOG THERE WOULD BE MORE. EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS I DO NOT LIKE HEIGHTS AT ALL. ON THE DAY WE WENT TO RIDE THE SUBWAY, WE WERE TO RIDE DOWN THE LONGEST ESCALATOR EVER. SO I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS. WHILE OUR TOUR GUIDE WAS TELLING US ABOUT IT HE POINTS OUT " I KNOW I HAVE ONE MAMA THAT IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS SO THERE IS AN ELEVATOR THERE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE IT." NOTHING WOULD DO ALLY BUT AUNT BECKY GO WITH HER ON THE ESCALATOR AND THE SUBWAY. I TOLD HER I MUST LOVE HER ALOT. ANYWAY I GOT THROUGH IT AND STOOD BEHIND ONE OF ALLY'S FRIENDS FATHER THE WHOLE TIME. I NEVER LOOKED DOWN BUT WHEN I DID GET OFF OF IT I LOOKED BACK UP AND WELLLLLLLL THAT I WILL NOT DO AGAIN. ALLY OF COURSE HAD A BLAST. I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT THE SUBWAY TOO BUT THAT WENT WELL I GUESS. I JUST DIDN'T LIKE THE TUNNELS. WHILE WE ARE ON THE SUBJECT OF HEIGHTS, GUESS WHERE ELSE WAS ON THE AGENDA?? THE WASHINGTON MONUMENT!!!!! I MADE IT TO THE ELEVATOR AND WENT UP. I STAYED LONG ENOUG

Chinese Proverb-caution
Hasten slowly. ~ Caesar Augustus ~ Whenever our neighbor's house is on fire, it cannot be amiss for the engines to play a little on our own. ~ Edmund Burke ~ Be slow of tongue and quick of eye. ~ Miguel De Cervantes ~ Half the failures in life arise from pulling in one's horse as he is leaping. ~ A. W. Hare ~ Always count the cost. ~ American Proverb ~ Of all the thirty-six alternatives, running away is best. ~ Chinese Proverb ~ Don't throw away the old bucket until you know whether the new one holds water. ~ Swedish Proverb ~ Beware of all enterprises that require a new set of clothes. ~ Henry David Thoreau ~ Caution is not cowardly. Carelessness is not courage ~ Source Unknown ~ Beware of the man who works hard to learn something, learns it, and finds himself no wiser than before, Bokonon tells us. He is full of murderous resentment of people who are ignorant without having come by their ignorance the hard way.

Chinese Proverb-control
Never let the other fellow set the agenda. ~ James Baker ~ Nature has placed mankind under the government of two sovereign masters, pain and pleasure... they govern us in all we do, in all we say, in all we think: every effort we can make to throw off our subjection, will serve but to demonstrate and confirm it. ~ John Bentham ~ The bird of paradise alights only on the hand that does not grasp. ~ John Berry ~ I am not a glutton -- I am an explorer of food. ~ Erma Bombeck ~ Don't let the negativity given to you by the world disempower you. Instead give to yourself that which empowers you. ~ Les Brown ~ Flow with whatever is happening and let your mind be free. Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate. ~ Chuang Tzu ~ The consuming desire of most human beings is deliberately to plant their whole life in the hands of some other person. I would describe this method of searching for happiness as immature. Developm

Him
He's got a rough exterior look about him, but he's as soft as a pillow inside. He's got a heart of gold. I tested our friendship at first and almost lost him, but he came back to me. He sees something special in me and he knows I can be a good person if only I would love myself more. I am trying to do as he states and it's working. i am loving myself more and more everyday. He contacts me when I need a friend the most and I could never thank him enough. He's the best person I have met in a long time and I have never even met him in person..YET. I hope he stays in my life for the long haul. Friends like him are hard to find. I try to find the words to thank him for all he's done, but I can't seem to find them. I think of him often when I am down on myself about my life and just try to remember his words to me. He's my angel and my guiding light to the path of happiness. He puts a smile on my face just by saying hello to me and thinking of me. I know he's not just mine, but I cherish eve

Chinese Proverb-experience
Every creator painfully experiences the chasm between his inner vision and its ultimate expression. ~ Cleveland Amory ~ My mind withdrew its thoughts from experience, extracting itself from the contradictory throng of sensuous images, that it might find out what that light was wherein it was bathed.... And thus, with the flash of one hurried glance, it attained to the vision of That Which Is. ~ St. Augustine ~ You should make a point of trying every experience once, excepting incest and folk dancing. ~ Arnold Bax ~ Bad experience is a school that only fools keep going to. ~ Ezra Taft Benson ~ Experience. The wisdom that enables us to recognize in an undesirable old acquaintance the folly that we have already embraced. ~ Ambrose Bierce ~ Experience is a school where a man learns what a big fool he has been. ~ Josh Billings ~ Experience, like a pale musician, holds a dulcimer of patience in his hand. ~ Elizabeth Barrett Browning ~ W

Chinese Proverb-family
The family is the school of duties... founded on love. ~ Felix Adler ~ You leave home to seek your fortune and, when you get it, you go home and share it with your family. ~ Anita Baker ~ Family jokes, though rightly cursed by strangers, are the bond that keeps most families alive. ~ Stella Benson ~ You hear a lot of dialogue on the death of the American family. Families aren't dying. They're merging into big conglomerates. ~ Erma Bombeck ~ Other things may change us, but we start and end with family. ~ Anthony Brandt ~ The government is becoming the family of last resort. ~ Jerry Brown ~ The strength of a nation derives from the integrity of the home. ~ Confucius ~ Parents: persons who spend half their time worrying how a child will turn out, and the rest of the time wondering when a child will turn in. ~ Ted Cook ~ If Mr. Vincent Price were to be co-starred with Miss Bette Davis in a story by Mr. Edgar Allan Poe directed

Chinese Proverb -faults
The greatest of all faults, I should say, is to be conscious of none. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them. ~ Confucius ~ A fault is sooner found than mended. ~ Ulpian Fulwell ~ People may flatter themselves just as much by thinking that their faults are always present to other people's minds, as if they believe that the world is always contemplating their individual charms and virtues. ~ Elizabeth Gaskell ~ It is well that there is no one without a fault; for he would not have a friend in the world. ~ William Hazlitt ~ It is easier to discover a deficiency in individuals, in states, and in Providence, than to see their real import and value. ~ Georg Hegel ~ I may have faults, but being wrong ain't one of them. ~ Jimmy Hoffa ~ We forget our faults easily when they are known to ourselves alone. ~ Francois De La Rochefoucauld ~ Fools can find fault, but they can't act anymore wisely. ~ La

The Way He Makes Me Feel
I messed up and (almost) lost him. My mind is a blur cause we don't talk like we used to. I feel he is different now and doesn't feel for me the way he used to. I've told him again and again what he means to me and how I've grown to feel deeper for him. I know I can be complicated at times, but all I want is the real thing. The kind of things you only see in movies. Maybe I am not capable of this. Maybe I am looking for something not real. All I know is I think of him constantly and it hurts to know that he may not think of me the same. We used to talk everyday and laugh and joke. But I messed up and it's hard convincing him I am not what he thinks I am. All I can do is continue to be who I am and hopefully he will see me again for what he knows I can be. I'm sending this to him from thousands of miles away, in hopes that he will continue to stay.

Chinese Proverb-freedom
When people talk of the freedom of writing, speaking or thinking I cannot choose but laugh. No such thing ever existed. No such thing now exists; but I hope it will exist. But it must be hundreds of years after you and I shall write and speak no more. ~ John Adams ~ When we were told that by freedom we understood free enterprise, we did very little to dispel this monstrous falsehood. Wealth and economic well-being, we have asserted, are the fruits of freedom, while we should have been the first to know that this kind of "happiness" has been an unmixed blessing only in this country, and it is a minor blessing compared with the truly political freedoms, such as freedom of speech and thought, of assembly and association, even under the best conditions. ~ Hannah Arendt ~ Within yourself deliverance must be searched for, because each man makes his own prison. ~ Sir Edwin Arnold ~ A nation which makes the final sacrifice for life and freedom does not get beaten.

Chinese Proverb-growth
Growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell. ~ Edward Abbey ~ We grow because we struggle, we learn and overcome. ~ R. C. Allen ~ The need of expansion is as genuine an instinct in man as the need in a plant for the light, or the need in man himself for going upright. The love of liberty is simply the instinct in man for expansion. ~ Matthew Arnold ~ Today I have grown taller from walking with the trees. ~ Karl Baker ~ I am convinced that the world is not a mere bog in which men and woman trample themselves in the mire and die. Something magnificent is taking place here amid the cruelties and tragedies, and the supreme challenge to intelligence is that of making the noblest and best in our curious heritage prevail. ~ Charles A. Beard ~ Some people are molded by their admirations, others by their hostilities. ~ Elizabeth Bowen ~ Unless a tree has borne blossoms in spring, you will vainly look for fruit on it in autumn.

Love And Relationships
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers
Daddy's gonna eat your fingers This one is worth passing on to for everyone who: a) has kids b) had kids c) was a kid d) knows a kid e) is going to have kids I was packing for my business trip and my 3-year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers!" pretending to eat them before I rushed out of the room again. When I returned, my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

No Cell Phones...means..no Cell Phones!
ok, so i was at the library the other day using their computer.(Yeah, i know, how trailor park of me). and there is this mexican guy and his cell phone rings....REALLY LOUD, and annoying. he answers the phone and proceeds to have a LOUD conversation. And all over the library there are signs that say "NO CELL PHONES" well, pablo is sitting right in front of one of the afore-mentioned signs. maybe it should've been in spanish.....

Dad Update
Dad seems to be doing a little better today. He is still in ICU but they removed the tube in his leg that they had done the angioplast (sp?) through. He was still on the vetilator when Sis and I left after lunchtime, but seemed calmer and more aware of the situation and was doing well with the "weening" process this time around. I'll be glad when that tube is finally out of his throat, he really seems to want to talk. I'm still tired....I'd like to say that I'll take a vacation when this is done, but I doubt it will happen. I've used up quite a bit of my babysitting in all of this stuff with Dad. Incidently, the other relative who is in the hospital is doing well also. They hope to go home tomorrow :) I've noticed my "Less Intoxicated Thoughts" are beginning to severely outnumber by other blog catagory...perhaps I will change that when this is all taken care of? lol

For My Husband(hold Me In Your Arms)
Hold Me In Your Arms lyrics We've been trying for a long time to say what we want to say But feelings don't come easy to express in a simple way. But we all have feelings we all need loving And who would be the fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won#t feel better? If you hold me in your arms we can brave this storm together. We both know there's a problem a problem that we've got to face. So put your trust in me lover no-one's ever gonna take your place. 'Cos we all have a problem we all have fears But there's always got to be a way. Yes we all have feelings we all need loving And you would be a fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won't feel better? If you hold me in yor arms we can brave this storm together. You only have to hold me touch me to make me feel so good You only have to hold me feel me to make me feel the way you know I sh

.my.dad.my.hero.
so dad stopped by after talkin to stupid bitch. and that man can work miracles... tho even he said 'thats one hard bitch' n mah dad dun cuss so after telling her whatfor dun dun dun 30 day notice n im outta here! *does a lil dance* so after dad left moms n i went to go get alltel... er or at least we THOUGHT we were gonna get alltel... but they were bein fuckers... soooooo we went to verizon where they werent snickering n didnt want a $300 deposit... n wound up with 2 phones for the price of one and a better plan with unlimited text, pix, n IM. so alltel can eat me :D n we did boxes too. not as many as i should have... but some is better than none. ima do more...after i rest my eyes. then ima hafta text mah peoples with mah new phone number. n that'll be fun too. dear universe...please let me breathe...love, me.

The Winner
THE WINNERS IN THE 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR 7 DAYS BLAST IS: 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR 3 DAYS BLAST IS: 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS THANKS YOU ALL FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND MUCH LOVE WildCat

"a"
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Altophobia- Fear of heig

Child Abuse
SOME OF THESE PICTURES ARE VERY DISTURBING BUT THEY ARE REALITY.... PREVENTING CHILD ABUSE STARTS WITH YOU.... AND YOUR AWARENESS OF IT....BE AWARE OF THE SIGNS...... LIKE BEING DISTANT.... WANTING TO BE ALONE...... COWARDING AWAY...... NOT WANTING TO GET CLOSE ....ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY FROM THE NORMAL ACTIONS.... http://www.childabuseawareness.com/

This Is Me Feeling Sorry For Myself
Yep, feeling a little depressed today. Wondering what the hell I'll ever do with myself, sometimes I just do not feel like getting out of bed! Feeling like I just cannot keep this "I'm fine" bullshit up for very much longer. I find myself almost thirty years old, at the end of a marriage I thought would last for the rest of my life and I can't seem to get it together. I keep telling myself to hold on and things will get better but I don't know. How do I ever trust anyone or anything again? Where does the courage to move on come from? I feel like I can't move forward and I can't move back and I'm just kind of stuck. And god I just want to stop crying! It isn't that I still have feelings for him, I don't. Maybe it's the fact that I have no feelings at all. I feel empty, a void that I can't seem to fill. My future is so uncertain now, everything has changed. This divorce affects everyone and everything around me and I just want to move on for God's sake, why can't I? Why can't I just get

"n"
Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia) Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things. Nelophobia- Fear of glass. Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs. Neophobia- Fear of anything new. Nephophobia- Fear of clouds. Noctiphobia- Fear of the night. Nomatophobia- Fear of names. Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals. Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill. Nostophobia- Fear of returning home. Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother. Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons. Nudophobia- Fear of nudity. Numerophobia- Fear of numbers. Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.

"o"
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia) Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs. Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles. Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8. Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery. Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia) Oenophobia- Fear of wines. Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia) Olfactophobia- Fear of smells. Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on. Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes. Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams. Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams. Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names. Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia) Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at. Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients. Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes. Ornithophobia- Fear of birds. Orthophobia- Fear of property. Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors. Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfi

My Sister
If I could change one thing one thing for you; If I could sweep the path in front of you and help you find your way, If I could erase the bitter nights of crying and see you whole again; I would. If I could sacrifice anything, to see your smile again, I would run to deliver this gift to you and then, The world would be a gentler place And you would see a purpose the pain would pass like a midnight dream. My hope, my prayer, my wish Is to know that you are safe.

Gd Tymz
Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx

Square Peg Squished In A Round Hole
Square Peg Squished in a Round Hole Not one human being on this planet is perfect… heck, we all come with a few warts. It is the warts (differences) that make us who we are as individuals; truly beautiful. So why on earth would you want to be that square peg being confined by that round hole? When you are being asked to be something you are not, I encourage you to think about the following: 1) The change you are being asked to make, will it compromise your integrity and identity? If so, is the situation worth losing who you are? 2) Think about your own standards and don’t let others’ standards define you. If it helps, make a list of those standards and get very clear on which ones are most important and are not worth sacrificing. 3) Most importantly, remember to always be YOURSELF and not what others wish for you to be. Who you are is amazing and if who you are is good enough for you, that is what matters.

Moving
this is to let all my friends know that i have found a safe place to go to get away from my mother and to be able to take care of myself and get back on my feet. if anyone wants to know more u know how to contact me

Divorce
Ugh, my "ex* can't even talk to my like a freakin' human being anymore. I can't stand it. I wish he would just not call me. I talk to him more now than when we were separated. If it weren't for the kids I'd wish him dead. Even though I thought he'd be a better part-time dad than he's being. I've never heard someone bitch so much about having to be with their kids. Boo hoo. He has them for a nearly 72 hour period. I deal with them 24/7 for almost 2 weeks. I love them dearly but this stay at home mom thing is tough. I'm already suffering severe burnout. Thank god I get a weekend where I get to be single. I have to work, but everything will be on my terms. I bet I'll miss the little buggers by Saturday night.

The Thunder Rolls
The Thunder Rolls Garth Brooks Three thirty in the morning Not a soul in sight The city's lookin' like a ghost town On a moonless summer night Raindrops on the windshield There's a storm moving in He's headin' back from somewhere That he never should have been And the thunder rolls And the thunder rolls Every light is burnin' In a house across town She's pacin' by the telephone In her faded flanned gown Askin' for a miracle Hopin' she's not right Prayin' it's the weather That's kept him out all night And the thunder rolls And the thunder rolls (Chorus) The thunder rolls And the lightnin' strikes Another love grows cold On a sleepless night As the storm blows on Out of control Deep in her heart The thunder rolls She's waitin' by the window When he pulls into the drive She rushes out to hold him Thankful he's alive But on the wind and rain A strange new perfume blows And the lightnin' flashes in her eyes And he knows that she knows And t

Do You Need A Laugh?
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while yo

She's Gonna Make It
She's Gonna Make it Garth Brooks He followed her to work this morning He'd never seen that dress before She seemed to sail right through Those dark clouds forming That he knows he's headed for After seven years of marriage He wanted out Now after seven months of freedom It's clear that there's no doubt She's gonna make it And he never will He's at the foot of the mountain And she's over that hill He's sinkin' at sea And her sails are filled She's gonna make it And he never will And you know it's not like she's forgot about him She's just dealing with the pain And the fact that she's survived so well without him You know it's driving him insane And the crazy thing about it Is she'd take him back But the fool in him that walked out Is the fool who just won't ask She's gonna make it And he never will He's at the foot of the mountain And she's over that hill He's sinkin' at sea And her sails are filled She's gonna make it And he never will She

Idk
you dont know how much I hurt... Don't try to understand me, just hug me... I would take it all back... It was bad timing to try again... It mus be, it has to be... Maybe again someday... All I want to do is grow old with you... idk, im just feeling weird tonight!

Christy Moffet And Her Vacancy Sign.
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids.

Lol
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat, 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' And it worked! The headaches are all gone." The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. I have an idea - why don't you go see the hypnotist, and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife in his arms, and quickly carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes late

Finding Out Your True Friends
So there comes a time when you find out who your true friends are and who are just your bar buddies. Here is my way of telling you that if you fit in any of the next ten reasons then you are a true friend...If not then you obviosly are just a bar buddy. The way I catorgorize who my true friends are: 1: You call only to say hello or how is your day, not for a need or a certain reason. 2: If I truly look like shit you are gonna be the first one to tell me. 3: You have a pair of jammies for me in the closet for the drunk sleep over nights. 4: When I am pissed off you get me a shot and shoot one with me. 5: You can finnish my sentences and it does not even bother me. 6: We can sit some where together and not have to talk to each other and still have a good time. 7: I don't ever have to worry about the homie hopper sittuation with you. You get yours and I have mine but never the same. 8: When I cry, you may not cry eith me but you will laugh with me after handing me a

Why I'm Buying A Gun. And A Big F'ing Dog.
Some of you have already heard this... but I had to get it on the interweb so we can apprehend some crooks and leave their bodies in the pond. Last night, after my last day of finals and having a terrible time working on my Cell Bio. lab notebook (10 weeks of lab results and questions to answer... ugh), I went home to get wasted. I felt I'd earned it, and I'd turn my homework in on time, and do a bit of drinking again Thursday, since finals week would be over... Started drinkin' burrs around 7:00, finished 3 before we left the house sometime before 8. We headed over to Linton's house (with coolers full of beers) to look at tires for the big ass truck that's soon to be at our house. 3 hours, a 12-pack, and a George Carlin routine later, we got home, and I spilled beer all over my phone. I set it in the toaster oven to dry for an hour (at 200 degrees, it wouldn't melt, but it was full of beer anyway, and so was I) while I made a sandwich. I took it out and went to bed to watch the sec

Drivers License!!!!
well i took my driver's test today and i passed!!!! im soo exited..ive ben waiting for this day for a long ass time now.woot woot im soo happy.gonna celebrate this weekend for sures!!who's coming???

Some People
I came accross a profile that I thought looked interesting, as you do, http://cherrytap.com/user/752375 So I rated it, Fanned it, commented it with this Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and added as a friend. This is what I got in return in my shout box. Imzadi : thanks, really don't like pics of sluts on my page though (Check out her profile pic) This is only said in jest after this comment! Imzadi : you also didn't send a message with your friend request, not sure why you want to add me Me ->Imzadi : sorry Hun no offense meant Imzadi : it's a nice pic except for the chick Imzadi : so why do you want to add me? Me ->Imzadi : just trying to be friendly Me ->Imzadi : isn't that what this place is about? Imzadi : well I don't add people just for the hell of it Me ->Imzadi (An...: well f**k off then I'm sorry but, I'm here to have some fun and a few giggles. What is this womans problem? It's not like I'm asking to have my wi

First Time
In he came with suit and tie….he has a wife u know… at home. Standing tall and looking proud …makes his call to wife alone. Don’t wait up for me my dear….I'm running late but all is well. I walk him in and down he sits…..don't worry Sir… I wont tell. Music starts, I move around, handsome man, tonight you're mine. Throw your jacket on the chair..i must say…you're looking fine. I see a twinkle…in those eyes…is it lust or is it shame? Just relax… enjoy the show…I don’t even know your name. First time Sir?..I can tell….in this room ..just me and u, Just sit back and take a breath..i will tell u what I do, And if u like…I will allow….some time for u to feel at ease, I don’t bite or kiss and tell..all I do is dance and please. There u go….i see a smile…your hands relax…as u unwind. Soon u will be back again….this time sure of what u find, Now when u leave..don't forget…your wife is home and needs a kiss, I'm here for u…in times of need..but please remember..home is bliss

Poping My Cherry On Here. Lol.
Ok so this is my first time writing a blog on here. My best budd Jessica wanted me to join here so I did. I do not know how much I will be talking on this website due to me using myspace a lot. But this is a better looking layout but a little more confusing. So any way if anyone needs me they can contact me here or at myspace/ericvolfireman. Thanks.

Just Some Questions & Thoughts..
So here I am, stuck with a decision to make. Should I pick up the pieces, glue them back together and try to give my heart away again? Or should I let them lay shattered on the floor for everyone to keep stepping on? The man I am in love with told me he wanted space. I am giving it to him (with some contact by phone still by both of us). He then proceeds to tell me that I am the one he wants to spend his life with, but he's just not ready to settle down. So I gather that this means that I am supposed to get on with my life and try to keep going, until he decides if and when he wants to comes back? WTF? Are all men this confused with the concept of being in a relationship? How can I be it, but not it at the same time? How can you tell someone that you want them, yet don't want to be with them at the same time? I mean I am just lost as can be here. I love him with everything I have. He really did make me feel better as a person. I gained so much confidence and respect for myself when he

Fragile
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul. Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Your heart ease...

L'amour De Mon Couer
This, I think, is a really romantic prose poem. So, I decided to make it even more romantic and include the poem translated into French. If anyone reading this knows French really well and notices syntax or grammatical errors please let me know. Hope you enjoy :) You are the love of my heart; The one I long to be with. You are the one whose lips I desire to taste; The one whose hands I yearn to caress my body. You are the one I think about as I drift off to sleep; The one I have on my mind the whole day through. You are the one that fills my heart with joy; The one that brings light to my darkness. You are the one I want to be with forever; The one who I will die without. Vous êtes l'amour de mon coeur; L'un I désirent ardemment pour être avec. Vous êtes celui dont les lèvres je désire goûter; Dont les mains une j'aspire à caresser mon corps. Vous êtes celui que je pense environ pendant que je dérive au loin pour dormir; Celui j'ai sur mon esprit la jo

A Poem I Wrote To Benji-d
Just when I thought my world was crushed, Who knew I would still feel this much? The love I have for you will never be gone. Even though you have decided you're moving on. I too am finding my way through. Ever grateful and I owe it all to you. Without pain, happiness can't exist. Yet even though you caused me pain, I can't resist. I suppose it's because I don't wanna let go. Love really is blind, now I know. Just being near you brightens my day. You're in my heart, forever you're gonna stay. Everyone has heard of unconditional love. I'll prove I meant it, there will be no one above. I'll go on living, being your best friend. I'll be happy for you, to no end. Call me when you're happy, bored or sad. I'll listen to you, give you all I have. You'll probably eventually forget about me. But when I think of good things, I'll think of you and me. Just always remember what I said to you. My love is forever and will always be true.

4th Bllllaaaaaaaaaaaag
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Why God Made Mommys
WHY GOD MADE MOMS All answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions : Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know bec

Rip 11/3/95
To My Mother I love you, and I miss you More! I can feel You, But I can't see you I hear you in my mind I dream of you nightly, It's so real I don't want to awaken. I see you in my children, your eyes, those cheeks. I remember when we said we'll never part cause we dreamed the same dreams. Spiritual experiences that you and I only know of. I feel as if I'm crazy at times for I long to be with you. One day Mom I will be there with you, Until then I am waiting to be with you, as you waited for me for nine months. You loved me before you had me, And I love you for having me, with everything you went through for me to be. Thank you for wanting to be my MOTHER… Remember you said we'll always be together always and forever….

A Debt Of Gratitude To Cherry Tap
I joined this site late last summer because I saw it mentioned somewhere and just thought I'd give it a look. I was hooked on it from the start, but at that time I had no idea that coming here would alter the course of my life forever. Sound dramatic? You bet it is. I met my beautiful Jamie here around September sometime to the best of my recollection. As with most meetings here on what was then Lost Cherry, it began with a picture. A simple image of a pretty girl that happened to catch my eye. There were thousands of pretty girls on here at the time, and there are hundreds of thousands here now. But this one caught me for a reason. It was no coincidence that Jamie and I collided that day. It was my destiny. At this time, Jamie was "cyber dating" someone else. That was cool. She was real cool and interesting and I really enjoyed talking to her. We always had a good time when we were together. But I had no illusions of meeting anyone on Lost Cherry. It was a fun place and it occupied

So Many Great People
Geez I gotta say that I have met, or talked with rather, so many great people here on cherry tap from all over the world. Seems online everyone has the nicest manners and are so much friendlier than the ones that are really around you... I am having so much fun on ct, and I gotta say that it is so addictive, but why? Maybe because people on here just make you feel so good about yourself and other people.. to me it's not only about the points and levels, but also the fact that you just can't have to many friends. Too bad we couldn't really go down to our own local hubs and meet so many great people. So, to all the friends and fans that I have met on here I need to say...........

Pericings.... I Got Some
well// yeah... I worked all day and it was hawt and i felt like I was going to drop over and die.. So.. tonight.. I got my nose re pierced and my belly buttton.. :) its so adorable// So// I am happy about that...

Favorite Poem
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie, I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all.

Baby
For those of you that didn't already know I am expecting my 3rd child in October!! I am 19 weeks along and excited to see if I am pulling out all the old pink stuff or buying blue!! Kyleigh seems to be excited this time since she is older she understands it better this time , but Anyassa I don't think she knows what she is in for....lol... She is too busy trying to defend herself from her sister. I have my ultrasound tuesday 5-15... I know I ahve a long road ahead of me.. I am a single mom and loving it cause got out of a real bad realationship with a lying cheating Physco asshole... but any who....will see will keep you all posted.

Upcoming Shows
My band 13 Winters upcoming shows May 12, Pub 33- Lewsiton, Maine June 9, Paganstock @ the Paganstock Fairgrounds- Bangor, Michigan June 21, The Compound, Fitchburg, Massachusettes Oct 13, Gothicfest @ the Excalibur- Chicago, Illinois Many more shows to be added shortly.

Whats Your Element
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

Crack In The Windshield
So, you're out for a nice afternoon drive with the family, when all of a sudden.................... I'm driving along on the highway at 65 miles an hour (the speed limit), minding my own business, when outta nowhere there's this big crack in my windshield!! I swerved right, and then left, and it was still right there!! THAT'S JUST WRONG!!!!! There just ain't NO words for this!

Willow Trees
Willow tree's they grow no flowers like an apples pure and white Willow tree's they weep and suffer singing dirges to the night Rivers winding wash away five leaf clovers wish for death Spring awakens inside some just as others lose their breath Songs unsung on broken records once induced the past to dance now the attics full of clutter Prides and honor lost to chance Voices weak and old with age For those not broken learn to bend and feed from storys never true and letters they forgot to send Apple tree's are pure and sweet their blossoms speak of truths untold but willow tree's are noble beauty which speak the wisdom of the old.

Somethin I Like
Real Live Woman Don't by the lines in magazins that tell me what I gotta be Don't base my life on movie screen Don't fit the mold the same as planned Don't need to be 19 years old Or starve myself for some weight I'm told To turn mens heads....been down that road And I thank God I'm fine with just who I am I aint a movie star, They never see the veiw fom where they are And this old town may be as far as I'm goin' But what he'll hold tonight in his hands Swear there's so much better than Anything this old world can show me I'm a real live woman In love with this man I see lying here next to me Lost in the way that he's holden This real live woman In the arms of a man where I fall asleep Nowing there's nothing on earth he love more than This real live woman I work 9-5 and I can't relate To millionaires who somehow fait Has smiled upon a fortune made Their common lives a better place to be I no longer justify The reasons for the way that I behave Offer no ap

Our Dark Side
He is the raindrop that lands on my freshly written words. He smears them into obliteration. He is the cold, dark wall of a cave, Catching every word I say, but having no feelings. He is the sickness that makes me back when I see a deer Dead on the side of the road. He is the faltering angel, Really more like a human. For he is evil and good all in one. The evil side of him sometimes creeps Up into the depths of my mind and soul. I do things without thinking and cannot control them. When I wake, I have to live with consequences. We have to overcome him. He is the guilt you feel when you lie or steal And you fall from grace. He is the accumulation of black clouds about my head. Ready to pour down from the skies And ruin the sunny day. He is the silence in the bleak, deserted openness of thought, The inner-turmoil. He is the sickness contradicting the wonder When you look over the edge of the bridge. What would it be like to jump? I would never like to find

I Just Cant Get Him Outta Ma System Crys
when i'm with somebody, all i think bout is you when i'm all alone, that's all i wanna do i miss the smiling faces in my sidekick, outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard to get you outta my system. you know what you do to me (do to me) you don't even understand (damn) you know what you do to me (do to me) it's so hard to get you outta my system. i'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back i got it bad, that's what you can call that (ah) when i see you in the streets, that's the worse for me used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me it's too major, don't see you on my pager, know what you doing, where you at, or can i see you later? (can i see you later?) the fellas telling me 'just let her go bow', believe me, i'm trying man, i just don't know how (just don't know how) i be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots, knowing they just want me cause i'm in the top spot that's not poppin and m

Honestly Who Reads These?
My blog has 243 views. And only like 30 posts. So I am slightly currious who reads this junk? I'm usually quite sleep deprived when I get bored enough to ramble on here. No one ever gives em feed back any way. So why bother?

What The Morons Have Been Upto After Spring Term!
This doggie is the lamest i have encountered tonight ->Pierced Ps...: bitch got old and boring:) ->Pierced Ps...: you didnt help get it deleted dumbass i deleated it!

Apple, Cease And Desists, And Non-disclosure Agreements..
So... The other day, Erica Sadun of The Unofficial Apple Weblog was shown an Apple desktop screenshot I posted on Flickr back in September when I worked there... Well, I Dugg it just to see what'd happen, got 253 Diggs, and over 17,000 views on Flickr from it... And today, this Ira guy from Apple calls me at home and basically threatens me to take it down. yeah, yeah, technically i violated an NDA I signed when i was employed there, but it was so a technicality it's pathetic... Kinda' crazy though... So I ended up editing the photo, blurring out anything that could be construed as "Apple internal systems", even the Norton AV icon got blurred out haha.. So that's what's up right now. a big blurred desktop with a few sharp areas. It's been an exciting past few days, for sure. Digg article here Read the TUAW article here from Erica.. They still have the unedited screenshot up... looks like Apple's suits haven't gotten to TUAW yet.

...in Which Our Heroine Ruminates...
i had a wonderful birthday...mom took me out to red lobster, where i had my most favoritest food evar: snow crab legs...(i love king crab too, but i like to use my hands instead of the cracker and king crabs are too hard and pokey). i also had dessert! i NEVER have dessert at a restaurant usually...so i got a giant piece of chocolate cake with a huge scoop of rather nice vanilla ice cream. but i'm going to con my mom into backing my favorite cake (chocolate with her very special FUDGE frosting...it's like...godlikeyumfood). then we came home and opened presents! there were very few, because my big present was the trip to Louisiana. i got a lovely new summer nightgown (i'm addicted to flowy, white cotton in the summer, what can i say? i'm a closet romantic, lol), a lovely travel set of make up brushes in an absolutely lovely case, an a pair of travel size bath and bodyworks stuff (a little lotion and a body wash) of my current favorite, Japanese Cherry Blossom. then, i joined

Tripped = Neva Dinova And Bright Eyes
I'm too scared to notice, the path I chose is focused tight. Corsshairs on, something's wrong I shouldn't try to try. And baby it's the beer that's smiling, it ain't me. Point me at the door 'cause I've been trying to leave. Basement passions, schoolgirl action ain't in fashion now, I'll miss you when you're gone so just get out. Tripped into a hole I dug every word, with my ear to the ground I loved what I heard, and I couldn't think of leaving while you're feeling down, I just rest my eyes and you blow town. Tripped into a hole I loved what I heard, with my ear to the ground I dug every word, and I couldn't think of leaving while you're feeling down, I just rest my eyes and you float down.

Three Jamaican Sons
May you always be blessed! Three Jamaican sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give to their elderly mother: The first son said, "Mi bill a big house wid land an gi mama." The second son said, "Mi sen har a cris Benz wid a driver" The third smiled and said, "Mi beat di 2 a unnu. Yuh memba how Mama use to love fi read har Bible? An yuh know seh she cyaan see too good. Mi sen har a Church parrot dat recite di entire Bible. It tek di elders inna di church 15 years fi teach im. Im exclusive man. Mama jus ha-fi name di chapter an di verse, an di parrot wi recite it." Soon thereafter, Mother sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "A weh duh yuh bwoy, a chupid yuh chupid suh. Di house yuh bill too big. A mi one live inna one room, but mi always ha fi a clean di whole house." "Winston," she wrote to another, "Yuh a eediat, yuh dun know mi too old

This Is Absolution
As these days pass i learn more and more about myself as others enter my life they teach me more about who i am inside and who i want to be for the world. i have always thought of myself as cursed but as time passes that pain subsides but things keep bringing it up an undesireable pain the darkness i feel the beast within ever waging war upon my poor battered soul i tear away from myself hoping to start anew clean of all my inpurities hoping that all would be well i love and cherish those that bring happiness into my life you all know whom you are but my life has always seemed like a curse so i absorb as much anger sadness and hatred from all those i meet in hopes i can somehow salvage my soul into something less pitiful something managable something i can work so how my thoughts become chaotic if i take in so much at any given time the knowledge i crave to seek the power i crave the freedom to do as i pleased aswell as with those i love and hold dearly... Crying and yelling at th

I Love You!!!!
"When I think of You,I think of Great and Wonderful LOVE It's like You were sent to me from God far above................ The deep shades of Brown and light in Your eyes It makes me scared because it attracts so many womans........ My LOVE for You is as deep as an Ocean Floor You will always be there waiting for me at the other side of the door................. I'll never to think of hurting You I'ts much more LOVE just flirting with You.......... So that You can put trust in me And that You&Me will always be................ You make me happy when im sad You are truly the BIG LOVER i have ever had.............. You are too good to be true I can't take my eyes off of You............ I miss You so much I can't wait for You touch................ You are too good to be true That's why I LOVE YOU.............."

I Miss You
Give me a reason Why I'm feeling so blue Every time I close my eyes All I see is you Give me a reason Why I can't feel my heart Everytime you leave my side I just fall apart And when you're fast asleep I wonder where you go Can you tell me I wanna know Because I miss you And this is all I wanna say I guess I miss you Beautiful these three words have said it all You know I miss you I think about you when you're gone I guess I miss you Nothing's wrong I don't mean to carry on But give me a reason Why I can't concentrate The world is turning upside down Spinning round and round Now give me a reason Why I now understand the beauty and simplicity Of everything surrounding me You got a way of spreading magic everywhere Anywhere I go I know you're always there It sounds ridiculous But when you leave a room There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too Because I miss you And this is all I wanna say I guess I miss yo

My Mind. :-)
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind? Yeah...this will definitely get me in trouble. LMAO.

Personality Disorder. (lol I Think I'm Disordered Enough.)
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You? Ok, this one is a BIG stretch, right, my friends? ... Right?!!! ... *pouts* ;)

Who Are The People In Your Life Who Make You Feel Whole
WHO ARE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE WHO MAKE YOU FEEL WHOLE date: 2007-05-11 06:51:57 There are some people in the "balconies" of our lives who cheer us on, energizing us by their warm affirmations. There are others who live down in the "basement," coldly tearing away at our souls with their unfair and critical judgments. This book is about discovering the balcony people in your life - and about being a balcony person to others.

Break Up
well i finally did t i broke up with my girfriend, she was way to possesive and wanted a commitment too fast. you have to be careful now a days.i guess this meens i am single again so ya'll check me out so i can make some more friends. i do have my sights on somebody here on cherrytap and i think they know it, so please show me some luv, fan me, rate me. lots of luv to all my cherries out there and i hope to hear from ya'll.muah xoxoxoxo

Horoscope May 11, 2007
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it.

Survey Swiped From Ms
1. Last beverage: A&W Cream Soda 2. Last phone call: Justin 3. Last instant message: Ben via shoutbox on CT 4. Last cd played: an old mix w/ Creed, Bush and Incubus 5. Last time you cried: About an hour ago 6. Last text message: . . . SIX HAVE YOU EVERS: 1. Dated someone twice?: Yes 2. Been cheated on?: hehe yes 3. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Yes. I was trying to make my ex-boyfriend jealous. Failed miserably. 4. Lost someone special?: yeah 5. Been depressed?: I didn't used to be. I think something got broke inside at some point. 6. Been drunk and thrown up?: Oh yeah. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. Crimson 2. Black 3. Forest Green THIS MONTH HAVE YOU 1. Made a new friend: Yes 2. Fallen out of love: Nope, still very firmly in. 3. Laughed until you cried: yes 4. Met someone who changed your life: Not especially. 5. Found out who your true friends were: I already knew. 6. Is there something you want to tell someone

Quote For May 11
All men are by nature equal, made all of the same earth by one Workman; and however we deceive ourselves, as dear unto God is the poor peasant as the mighty prince. -- Plato Bonus Quote: If the automobile had followed the same development cycle as the computer, a Rolls-Royce would today cost $100, get a million miles per gallon, and explode once a year, killing everyone inside. -- Robert X. Cringely This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Today As It Was Yesterday
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netti

Morning
I think mornings should start around noon.. then I might feel like getting out of bed..lol. I am not a morning person at all. Not much going on.. except for work. I will be getting David for the weekend. I guess I will ask his mother if she wants him back early on Sunday since its Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day. I better grab my Mountain Dew and try to wake up some more. Go live life like there is no tommorrow. Smile, laugh, love. Tell those you love what they mean to you. Tell those who did something wrong to you that you forgive them. Forget the bad stuff because its not worth wasting time on it.

Food For Thought...
"The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

2 Day Drunk
For the last two days I have been fairly toasted after going to the club when I was done work. 2 reasons, one to help ease the pain of losing my best friend and lover, second to try to make some head way with one of the cooks. Now when I say losing, no she didn't die, but I have lost her back to her husband. Last year when I started work here we met, became best friends, she felt like she should hook me up with someone. Well, that didn't work out so good cause we ended up together. For the next 4 months everything was perfect. Then her husband came home and things started getting fucked up. Now, she just wants to be friends, but the thing is I still see her as my best friend and lover. Oddly enough one of the girls that she thought would be for me is the cook that I mentioned. She is very cute, nice personallity, and a body to match... With her working at the club and spend time with her, as to get her to go out with me, I sit there and drink... chat with friends that come in,

These R My "arcane Tarot" Cards
HERE'S THE 3 TAROT CARDS,THAT WAS DEALT FOR ME; I've done this card analysis very precisely which means that I've only used 22 major arcanes and have read them only in one way. I then asked an open question about your near future and I came across a very revealing reading. Remember that the arcanes in Tarot are like letters of the alphabet and that each individual arcane has it's own 'sound'. Once all the arcanes and their 'sounds' are grouped together the whole acts as a word and we can distinguish meaning and incidently, the cards are even more like letters and words because we read them from left to right. So here is your Tarot card reading and it's interpretation. The Chariot Card The number 7 on the card represents the 7 colours of the rainbow, this is a succesful number and also represents material gain. This card is very revealing about your professional future Tammy. The number is odd not even and seems to associates action with triumph. The name of the Chariot i

May 11,2007
Get a little more TLC into your life, especially if you're re-experiencing a painful old issue regarding a personal matter. Be kinder to yourself. Treat yourself as gently as you would a beloved friend or relative. I am HARD on myself and I know this. I kill myself with the little things but tyr so hard to blow off the major issues.

Why Cant I Just Find A Guy That Likes Me For Me
i am just babbling here. i just want to know why most guys have to be jerks and use us nice women that are left out here in the world. you know not all women are whores or sluts. i know for sure im not. i just want a guy that is going to treat me with respect and that is not going to hurt me in the end. why cant i find a nice guy that is left out there? hmmmm maybe its because i am not looking for one right now. i am trying to get my life back in order especially since i had to move back home. i am looking for jobs and a car so that way i can go back to radcliff and louisville, ky to see all of my friends up there. i miss them every single one of them.

Answer To A Global Warming Mumm
When you were about 30 or so, the papers were full of reports that predicted a New Ice Age based on the desalinization of the Oceans due to the melting of the Polar Ice from Global Warming. That latter name took on the all encompassing phrase for Climate Change. One of the members here is a Geologist, and based on the "rock" record we should still be in a Cooling trend, but we are going in the opposite direction. The permafrost is melting injection more trapped green-house gasses into the atmosphere. The Northern Polar Ice Cap is melting putting more fresh water into the ocean. How long before it get to a tripping point is anyone guess. As far as the "State of Fear" you can hang that one on the GOP. For them it was first the Soviet Union, and now it is Terror. It is not that the threat does not exist, it is that it gets overblown. Remember Y2K hype? That was coming out of the anti-technology people of the Religious Right. Gary North was one of the people pushing a technological melt d

Why.......?
I just awoke from a dreamless sleep. Now my thoughts are only of you. Oh, why are you so far away? Oh, why must I feel so blue? Why can't you be right here besides me, Reaching out to hold me tight? Right now I'm so hot and bothered. Would love to pleasure you all night. Would love to caress your body, so slowly, And tenderly, with my finger tips. Then when I feel your passion soaring, I would lovingly use my eager lips. I want you to know, my darling, There's nothing I wouldn't do. You have captured my heart completely, Now I want to prove my love for you.

Y2k
As to Y2K, there is no doubt there was a real issue in regards to the old main-frames, and the necessity of reprogramming. However, it was a technical issues that was being addressed, and we did address it. Too, no one got credit for the work they did averting that disaster. All that is a given. Having said that, Gary North and his ilk were preaching the demise of civilization due to embedded electronics, and building control systems. And that people needed to get right with God, because the end was near. Y2K was a legit issue, but it was used by religious hacks, and political opportunists for their own aims.

Love / Hate Relationships
I really like what I do at my day gig... Needed to say that before I got into this... I must be a masochist - the guys that work for me would probably call me a sadist - because while i'm doing my job, I go after each problem with singular energy and passion. the upside of that is that I get results...fast. the downside is that I take it 'personally' when people get in my way or if they slow my guys down. and that just makes me drive issues to conclusion with more force - nice, polite, you can't be mad at the funny, smiling guy, force. I don't usually get into any kind of trouble; in fact i seem to be something of a star there, but that's not the problem here. let's get to the hate... Ignorance is a curable condition. I am really developing an abject hatred for the ignorant among us... not the stupid, they have little choice, if any, in being stupid, but the ignorant could always decide to give up being ignorant. when the ignorant choose to stay ignorant,

What The Fuck Is Wrong With This
Breaking News Posted on Fri, May. 11, 2007 reprint or license print email Digg it del.icio.us Police chase armless, one-legged driver NEW PORT RICHEY -- (AP) -- Authorities were led on a high-speed vehicle chase by an armless, one-legged man, and they said this wasn't the first time the 40-year-old eluded police. Michael Francis Wiley taught himself to drive after losing both arms and a leg in an electrical accident when he was 13. He spent time in prison for kicking a Florida Highway Patrol trooper after an accident in 1996. He led police on a 120 mph chase in 1998. On Tuesday, Wiley sped off in a Ford Explorer when police approached him at a convenience store, New Port Richey police Capt. Darryl Garman said. Officers pursued, but called off the chase after eight minutes because they did not want to put others in danger, Garman said. Wiley was arrested the next day on charges of fleeing from police and habitually driving without a license. He also is awaiting trial on

"hi Baby. You're Cute! What Do You Do?" "i Uh, Work With Decomposing Corpses. . ."
Buzzards halt 'body farm' plan SAN MARCOS, Texas (AP) -- Texas State University's plan to build the nation's largest "body farm" of cadavers is on hold over concerns that buzzards could endanger nearby planes. The university's scrapped its proposed site and began scouting a new location for what would be only the third body farm in the United States. The farms are used by scientists who bury cadavers to study human decomposition to help police better determine the time and manner of death at crime scenes. Texas State had hoped to begin burying bodies later this year on a 17-acre (6.9-hectare) site on Texas Highway 21 near the San Marcos Municipal Airport. But after meeting with the airport's commission Tuesday, the university dropped the plan out of concern that buzzards would pose a risk to pilots. "While the increased risk might be very small, it cannot be completely eliminated, and we cannot go forward with the Highway 21 site," Texas State provost Perry Moore said. Plans for t

What's The Deal?!
if somebody likes you they should just tell you...i swear why are people so afriad to be honest?! seriously...if i like ya im gonna tell ya...that's just how i am, but obviously not everyone shares my enthusiasm to be blunt!!! anyway, so far today is an APRILIOUS day and i'm just chillin, a listenin to sum music...but yeah everybody hit me up... someone needs to freakin call me...im bored off my a$$~!!!~ later peeps~!!!~

Geniuses Of The Week!
Panty-Clad Man Tries Robbery with Lighter By Associated Press May 10 2007, 10:58 PM EDT INWOOD, W.Va. -- A thief covered his face with a pair of blue women's underwear and used a pistol-shaped cigarette lighter in a botched robbery of a convenience store, police said. "I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried," State Police Sgt. T.C. Kearns told The Journal in Martinsburg. The cashier at first thought it was a joke and refused to give the man any money, so he ran to a Jeep Cherokee and drove away at about 4 a.m. Wednesday, Kearns said. A few minutes later, police stopped a vehicle matching that description and took two men into custody. Police later charged Steven Clay Stephenson, 34, of Ranson in the convenience story robbery. Kearns said police found a pistol-shaped lighter while searching Stephenson. The underwear was recovered nearby. Stephenson is charged with nighttime burglary, attempted robbery, first-offense driving under the influence, petit larceny and

Husband And Wife Jokes
The wife stands in front of a mirror."you know, dear," she says, "I look in the mirror & I see an old woman, face wrinkled, fat legs & flabby arms" She turns to her husb & says, "Tell me something positive to make me feel better about myself." He says in a soft voice, "your eye sight is perfect" ************************************************** Q - What is the Difference Between Mother & Wife ? A - One Woman Brings U into this world crying... & the other ensures U Continue to do so. ************************************************** Wife : Honey ...... What are You Looking for ? Husband : Nothing. Wife : Nothing...?? U've been reading our marriage certificate 4 an hour ..?? Husband : I was just looking 4 the expiration date. ************************************************** Wife : Do you want dinner? Husband : Sure, what are my choices? Wife : Yes and no. ************************************************** A man said to his wife one day, "I

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th, 2007
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on may 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15Th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,0 00,000+ American members currently on the internet.

When ....
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all

Technical Support
Dear Technical Support, 18 months ago, I upgraded to Girlfriend 1.0 from DrinkingMates 4.2, which I had used for years without any trouble. However, there are apparently conflicts between these two products and the only solution was to try and run Girlfriend 1.0 with the sound turned off. To make matters worse, Girlfriend 1.0 is incompatible with several other applications, such as LadsNightOut 3.1, Football 4.5, and Playboy 6.9. Successive versions of GirlFriend proved no better. I tried a shareware program, Slapper 2.1, but it had many bugs and left a virus in my system, forcing me to shut down completely for several weeks. Eventually, I tried to run GirlFriend 1.2 and Girlfriend 1.0 at the same time, only to discover that when these two systems detected each other they caused severe damage to my hardware. I eventually upgraded to FiancÃ©e 1.0, only to discover that this product soon had to be upgraded further to Wife 1.0. While Wife 1.0 tends t

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

Best Day Ever
I swear im currently having the best day ive ever had in a very long time. I have 3 interviews with the same company with 3 different branches. Plus im checking out two appartments that im pretty sure i can get into without any problems plus afford internet and the other important utilities. I'm so damn happy right now, i think the only thing that will make me happier is seeing my Girl. MMFWKL4L to all my FAM, WHOOP WHOOP!!!!

How Hot Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:Someone-Call-911 Hot Emergency hot. Burned-alive hot. Kid, you got some fire power. This is the absolute hottest you can be. In fact, some might even consider it too hot. Not us. We can’t get enough of you. You might want to rein some of it in, though, in certain situations – like job interviews, court appearances, visits to Grandma, and, of course, the odd visit to industrial meat freezers. When you got that heat, flaunt it, but there’s no reason to spoil a bunch of perfectly good beef. Take This Quiz! hard to see the results? ill paste mine here: Emergency hot. Burned-alive hot. Kid, you got some fire power. This is the absolute hottest you can be. In fact, some might e

~*his & Mine*~
His and mine when its placed all into one it untouchable becaue its two great people comeing together and loveing one another with all that they have in there life to show for one another and others as there friends.... Loveing someone Only for one person Very powerful with there feelings for one another Energnic to push through what trys to stop them His heart is like a fire ball as it sits in her hands and burns with total love for her, Her heart is like a fire ball as it sits in his hands and burns with total love for her! Total completness is always a joyfull thing with all love for one another and im here to say im so glad that him and i share this love that we carrie for one another Im closeing now i hope everyone else has a great day or night what ever ur haveing please rate and leave a comment !!!! *~Mandie~* His heart only burns for her as her heart only burns for him

Love, What Is Love?: Caroline Morrison
Love, what is love? Is it a car, a house, a bike, a rose? What is it? If it was ment to be material then I would have no choice but to except it. I am not to familiar with what love is, because I only know one kind of love and that is the kind of love called unconditional love. As far as the love that means touching, feeling, trusting, giving, sharing, forgiving, and understanding. I could go on forever with what I believe it to be, yet there is no sense because it only exists in my dreams. If it were real, then why don't I feel it? All everyone cares about is material things. Come on, This whole world can't possily believe that love is baseed like that? What happen to having a heart towards happy unconditional feelings? Let's all love each other for who we are and not what mateial thing we have.

Frustration
Its my weekend with my son, and once again the ex tries to mess it up. I know its Mother's Day weekend but she has never wanted him before for it. If she did, all she had to do was ask. She didn't ask last weekend to switch so she could have him. She didn't say a word on Monday.. or Wednesday when I drove out for his activities. She didn't get on the phone any night I called and ask. In fact she said Monday how it worked out pretty good for me to have him since he doesn't have soccer on Saturday. So what message do I get on voicemail today? "Steve, I was just wondering whats up for this weekend? I will call you after school". Isn't it a little late to start asking now? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I did tell David if he wanted to go home early for Mother's Day I would take him. But she has got to stop this game someday.

I'm The Type..
I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL BRING YOU BREAKFAST IN BED. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL MAKE YOU COFFEE AND BRING IT TO YOU, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL TO BAKE YOU A CAKE FROM SCRATCH ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, TO DO SOMETHING SPECIAL JUST TO MAKE YOU SMILE. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL BUY YOU ALL YOUR FAVORITE THINGS... JUST TO SEE YOUR SMILE.. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL REMEMBER SPECIAL OCCASIONS AND MAKE ARRANGEMENTS FOR IT. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL MAKE YOUR LUNCH IF YOU HAVE TO WORK THE NEXT DAY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL GO FOR WALKS ON THE BEACH AT NIGHT, JUST TO WATCH THE STARS WITH YOU. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, TO BE COLD... JUST TO WEAR YOUR JACKET. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT LOVES TO CUDDLE WITH YOU, JUST TO BE ABLE TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL NIBBLE YOUR EAR, JUST TO SEE THE CHILLS RUN THROUGH YOUR BODY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL RUN MY NAILS DOWN YOUR BACK LIGHTLY, JUST TO TOUCH

Things Going On Today...
I'm wearing my faire garb to work. I'm trying to convince people that they shoudl go to faire at least once this run. I think it's working. Even if it isn't it's really fun to jingle with every step. *grin* I found a picture of my friend Rachel and I taken at faire last Sunday. It's actually a great shot and I even printed it out and stuck it to my board here at work. :) What else? There was going to be a script read through tonight at my house for the horror film I'm in but one of the girls is ill, the director is way to busy and he cant' reach the third girl. I'm now supposed to see if any of my 3 female friends wants to be in a horror film. And that's about it. I'll update on monday and see if there's any more pictures from faire this weekend.

Love Hurts
Ever felt that once u fall in love u cant get out of it... i know that feeling my heart was broken twice... i still love them both but its never gonna work... i wish one of them would work out but its not going to i know it... so in other words what im trying to say is that LOVE FUCKIN HURTS LIKE HELL... well hit me back if ya'll want...

Give Away Blast Contest
GIVE AWAY BLAST CONTEST DO YOU WANT A ONE WEEK BLAST?????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST,IT WILL LAST 1 WEEK ONLY AND THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN I NEED AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS TO START 1ST PLACE WINNER:1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIC 2ND PLACE WINNER:3 DAYS BLAST 3RD PLACE WINNER:1 DAY BLAST THE RULES WILL BE 1~ Self commenting is allowed 2~ comment bombing is allowed 3~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 4~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR PICTURE TO THIS LINK: Cherrybomb™~Mystic Tearz of LDC~CT Godmother~Club F.A.R.~B of B~@ CherryTAP HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FABULOUS WEEK Cherrybomb

I Guess....
When someone says they Care, they don't.. When someone says they love, they don't.. If you find that person who actually does Love & Care for you, make sure you keep them close to you and don't let go... It is Very Rare to Find the True Happiness, Love & Caring that this life has to Offer.. Trust me I really do know... Going through nothing but hurting Going through nothing but Pain && yet still positive that there is True Happiness waiting for me && that there is a Special Someone who truely Care and Loves me for the Caring, Loving, Passionate Person I am!! At least I am trying to have Faith!!

Yep, It's Friday, Lol!
Crazy day, crazy week, crazy year!! No clients on tap for the day, so I've been hanging out here at home! Always have stuff to catch up on around here. Dakota decided his dreads were too much trouble!! Yeah, they were - too much trouble for me, lol! So his hair is VERY short again. When he is old enough to care about things like spending quality time with his hair, lol, then he can try that again, lmao!! My friend Andrea and her boyfriend Jason (aka the vocalist for the Thrash band I saw last week) are getting married tomorrow! Guess I'll be going to the wedding - they will kill me if I don't, lol!! Should be fun! I need to run a few errands and run to LaCrosse to pick up a new prescription for Kota! Have a wonderful Friday and a kick-ass weekend, my friends! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings, all over the place and for everyone!! Later! Muah!

Yeah, Ok... I'll Do This One Too.. ;)
1. Do you like chinese food? - can I have extra MSG? 2. How big is your bed? king size and too empty for me these days... 3. Is your room clean? - meh, for the most part 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? - laptops rock 5. Favorite comedian? - steven wright & eddie izzard 6. Do you smoke? - trying to quit 7. Does anyone like you? - no... i am reviled universally...NOT 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? - who writes this stuff? 9. Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? SEX? where? 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? - depends on if anyone else is around... 11. Who sleeps with you every night? - i do 12. Do long distance relationships work? - so far, so good 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? - mmmmm I used to have a lead foot that I have since had removed 14. Pancakes or French Toast? - French Toast 15. Do you like coffee? - yeah ... stop channeling me, WT... ;) 16. How do you like your eggs? - in dozens 17.

Im Moving
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY - - - WOOHOO !!! MY FRIEND GOT THE HOUSE & will settle JUNE 1st, so sometime during the beginning of the month will get utilities turned on & make arrangements 2 move my stuff ....... this is just absolutely fantastic GOD IS GOOD and has answered one of my my important needs in getting a more steady place 2 stay ...... if my cash runs out b4 disabilty is approved i can still stay there without worry of bieng on the streets and catch up on my share of rent later on ..... HUGS CHUCK they simple adore cats so furrball also b safe & secure without going to a shelter

Ok Here's The Contest I Talked With Most Of You About
Ok here's how this contest goes. Everyone knows about my site www.thickcaramel.com. You have between now and 8pm today (Friday May 11) to join. The first 100 people to join between now and 8pm today will get a special private live webcam show. I've convinced one of my girlfriends to mess around and sex me for and hour between 8pm and 9pm today live on cam. Why you ask? Just because it's FRIDAY!!! Watch her go down on me and sex me with her strap-on. Cherry Tap support your girl. So let the contest begin. -Thick Caramel www.thickcaramel.com

Ouch !! Lmao (hair Removal)
Had this sent to me and figured all the women and i'm sure some men could use as good a laugh as i had reading it. All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. Ho w hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > > > > > >(YA THINK!?!) > > > So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two st

Busted By The Isley Brothers F/ Js And R. Kelly
[Ron Isley] ....Yeah...Bring your ass over here. ..I got something for you... [Verse 1: Ron Isley (JS)] Busted Its 2 o' damn clock in the morning Where you been? (Baby didn't you get my 2-way I was with my girlfriend) You a lie I called Kiesha and Tanya and they were both at home (But I didn't say them though) Well they're the only friends I know Girl you better (Wait! Before you get all upset here's the truth) Talk to me (I was with my girl when she got some bad news) Yeah (Her man cheated had her upset and confused) But baby what's that got to do with you coming in at 2 (I'm telling you. Now she was so upset she asked me to stay with her) Well why didn't your ass just pick up the phone and call me? (I was gonna do that but it slipped my mind I'm sorry) (But I'm telling you the truth) Yeah, well I got something for you Tell me what's her name? (Sharon) Where she live? (Uuummm...) Her man's name? (Billy) She got kids? (I think 1 or 2) She got ki

A Poem To Give Ya Goose Bumps
HIGHWAY 109 A drunken man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes t

Everything But Me!
She said to be her everything, She kicked me in the heart, She ask to see a ray of light, Now i am in the dark. I Use to be her time alone, Now I am time past through, She claimed I was her happiness, now Ive seen the truth. She had to hear her song in key, but didnt care whos sound She knew she had a diamond ring, that now just sits around. She said she'd be my everywhere, if nowhere left to be, Sha says thatin her eyes right now, Is everything but me. By JW