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Bbw And Proud Of It
Look Out CT I am a BBW and DAMN PROUD OF IT! For you narrow minded asses that want to bash us you can kiss my ass. I may be a big girl but I can keep losing weight and keep living life to its fullest. I have what every skinny chick has and then some. I have brains, personality, a man that loves me, children that adore me, a home overlooking the water, a nice ride, not to mention there are chubby chasers who would love to get with me. That's so cool that some people in this world sees a person for what they are. I have a warm heart, nice smile, nice boobs, nice ass, a voice of an angel, and people that admire me as much as I do them. So consider this you narrow minded people! BBW's are here to stay so get USED TO IT!!!!

I Sound Like An Emo Princess...
Sometimes I wish I could just un-sew my soul from the rest of my being and set it free. I hate the fact that I am constantly thinking. I took a walk in the yard today and ventured out to where the pool is. The trampoline is over there as well, it brought memories of last summer back. Don't get me wrong, I love the direction my life is heading in. I just miss having the security of having someone to wake up and go to bed with. I miss watching someone face light up when I give them little surprises. I can't wait to get back out on my own. I am just afraid of being hurt again; once I allow myself to fully be open. Yet, if you don't take chances then you will never know anything for certain. God, I sound so fucking emo...

Ye Ha?
What happened? I had tons of people to talk to all the time. Now it seems like I am abandoned did I get boring or did you just get a better friend? But anyway I am bored there is nothing to do and I have to go take a shower so if you love me as a friend and let me know leave me a message I miss you!!! Oh have a great hump day hahahha

Protect Animals Every Time You Im
Would you be interested in protecting animals every time you IM. http://www.hsus.org/shop/microsoft_im_initiative.html Each time you have a conversation using i'm™, Microsoft shares a portion of the program's advertising revenue with some of the world's most effective organizations dedicated to social causes, including The HSUS. There's no cap on the amount of money that can be donated! It cost you nothing but a few minutes of your time.

Jet - Shine On (my Current Mood :()
Please don't cry You know I'm leaving here tonight Before I go I want you to know that there will always be a light And if the moon had to runaway And all the stars didn't wanna play Don't waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all away So many times I'd tried To be much more than who I am And if I let you down I will follow you 'round until you understand That if the moon had to runaway And all the stars didn't wanna play Don't waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all away When the days all seem the same Don't feet the cold or wind or rain Everything will be okay We will meet again one day I will shine on, for everyone So please don't cry Although I leave you here this night Where ever I may go how far I don't know But I will always be your light That if the moon had to runaway And all the stars didn't wanna play Don't waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all away When the days all seem the

Newbie
okay, be patient with me, I'm new at this. For some reason I thought that you'd be about to see and talk about "adult" content in an "adult" online bar.....okay, so what's the problem? we can drink here but we can't talk about "adult" stuffs? That sounds kinda gay to me, but whatever....I'm giving this place a shot, so far, I don't like what I see, so far I'm confused and bored....all at the same time, lets see if we can fix this. -Julie

Do You Ever
Do you ever feel unloved? I did. Do you ever feel alone? I did. Do you ever feel unwanted? I did. Do you ever wonder what if? I did. Please dear friend, see I answered in the past tense for a reason. Those feelings have gone away since I met you.

To Every Guy Like This -where The Hell Are You??
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cud

Another Old Peom Untittled
The taste of blood fills my mouth, Your life essense flows over my lips and into my mouth, The small insencen apon your skin, As I lick the blood that is pooring from your wound, I stick the blade into my self and I guide your lips to my skin, The taste of blood fuels the wolf in me and the animal insticts take over my body, No longer do I have control over my body or my actions only pure animal instincts I ravge your body, My lips all over your my tounge tasting every inch of your skin my body covering your body, The wolf is incontroll of me as you lay there in ectasy, you can only help to think is this realty or some kind of fantasy, Then you relize it's both neither one is real or false, You say you love this feeling and that you love me and you know your words are true and not false, You tell me you want me and never want me to let you go, But you still wonder if what we are doing is right but you no longer care all you want is for this night to stay forever and n

The Demographics Of American Newspapers
1. The Wall Street Journal is read by the people who run the country. 2. The Washington Post is read by people who think they run the country. 3. The New York Times is read by people who think they should run the country and who are very good at crossword puzzles. 4. USA Today is read by people who think they ought to run the country, but don't really understand The New York Times. They do, however, like their statistics shown in pie charts. 5. The Los Angeles Times is read by people who wouldn't mind running the country -- if they could find the time -- and if they didn't have to leave Southern California to do it. 6. The Boston Globe is read by people whose parents used to run the country and did a far superior job of it, thank you very much. 7. The New York Daily News is read by people who aren't too sure who's running the country and don't really care as long as they can get a seat on the train. 8. The New York Post is read by people who don't care who'

Cancelled Vic
Hello my friends :) I cancelled my VIC and it will expire on June 3rd, according to the message it displayed. So please expect some changes to my page and lists. I am only allowed 25 family members and 250 pictures once it goes thru. Don't feel slighted if you don't remain on my family list. I will make sure I have a fast link to all of you :) Thank you all very much for taking the time to read this blog. Alana

More Random Pomes Unttitled
Here I am sitting in another chat room geting attacked by bots and pervs, Why can't a goth like me find some one willing to talk and not want to fuck, Is it possible to find some one on the net that is decent and caring is it possible to find some that you cant talk to and relate to, Or am I just a poet dreaming of lost ways, Dreaming the impossible dream..... your mind race's like a train, And spring brings the rain, Summer theres nothing but the drought, While your head is filled with doubt, Lied too, And a heart broken in two, Love is said to be blind, But all in all there is only time.

More Poetry.
Of The Night: I am of the night; as the night is of me; Darkness Covers me ; Peacefull,Quite, relaxing and ever so calming; Looking into the night ky and be moved; Hear the words that floast on the night's wings; Feel the extasy of the darkness; Know that I am with you every night and every day; If you ever need just close your eyes's and know I am there; I will alsways be there because I love you more than any one; In your dreams I await you; In my dreams you are there; For you have given me hope ,love and somthing I had given up on; So know when I say I love you , you are the one I love; For I will love you to death... ______________________________________________________________________ How do I tell you; How do i show you how much you meen to me; How do I find the way's to show you for you to see; How can I fight these erges from when we are alone; Wanting to do what ever you want (almost) to show you what you meen to me; Wanting to tell you I love you as

Sisters
Time passes Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, neighbors, and extended family, all bless our life! Th

My Mind Has Gone
My mind has gone, so long, have a nice trip. I've lost control of my brain again. My brain just twitches and my arsehole itches but I won't scratch it beacuse I'm scared that I might lose my hand. I was irritaed that my thought were unrelated, I got so paranoid my bowles closed tight and I was constipated. I cannot say that drugs are bad, it's my mind that has gone wrong; goodbye brain, so long. Sometimes when I wake up I find I've lost my bed and all the birdies flying around my head are dead. My feet look like bananas and my bananas all look square. I think I'll start a themepark in my hair. Please do not laugh at me I do not understand humour. My girlfriend's not a blow-up doll, that's just a rumour. But walks like a penquin and talks like a gorilla and has all the sex apeal of a backing dancer out of Thriller.

Scribbles
I write for you To have something To read That is really All I do Maybe I Can teach some Things Adjust your Point of view Help you Release anger Put the pain On me I create the order The words mean What you see Merci beaucoup For reading this Although it never Feels lonely It just likes Being seen

Medical Questions And Answers On Living
>Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? >A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste >them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart >will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life >of >your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. > > >Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? >A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and >corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an >efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? >Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy >vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily >allowance of vegetable products. > > >Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? >A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, >that >means they

Pleasure And Pain
Whip me beat me Tie me up and give me pleasure, Torture and pain are all the same to me, Give me the pain I'll give you the pleasure, Your need is my lust, My lust is your need, Craving somthing more and somthing sensusale, Body on body sweat mixing, Do what you want till I scream, Scream and show me your enjoyment, Lust and love are niether one of the same, Just pure sex and nothing but sex the pain is my pleasure and the pleasure is your pain.

Curves Of A Woman
Soft, sensual and round Mimicking the mother's ground They leave you breathless upon view Making you all wet and your mouth coo Sensitive to the touch of a hand Leaving a lovely impression in the sand Luscious for the eyes to look at While slinking around like a wildcat Knowing you want to take her home So your mouth and hands can roam Across her breasts and deep into her thighs Until the room is only filled with her sighs Those are some words about The beautiful curves of a woman

Just Like Chocolate But Better
i see you as an addiction, but i dont want to. i cant stay away, you are in my thoughts. i ask myself why? i have asked that over and over again, why are you there? i am starting to realize that you, on an everyday basis are captivating my mind. i would do anything just be near you. to whisper in you ears, caress your back or kiss your neck. you make me smile and thats all i need. i like the way you make me think of running naked along a bubbly stream. i know theres something in the wake of your smile, i get a notion from the look in your eyes that you have been in love but that love fell apart. your little piece of heaven turned to dark. i want to hold you and tell you things will be ok. i cant stop thinking about you and i dont know why. why? why am i addicted to you?

Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY HOW FUCKINF STUPID CAN SOMEONE BE TO TAKE AND MARK 3 PICS OF A MAN WITH HIS NIPPLES PIERCED AS NSFW ? MEN WALK AROUND ALL OVER THE WORLD WITHOUT SHIRTS ON AND ONE TAKE OFFENCE TO IT . COME ON PEOLPE .........IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE PIC PEOPLE HAV UP DON'T FUCKING LOOK !!!!! IT IS THAT FUCKING SIMPLE .

Why?
Why is it that people who break your heart always try to start talking to you again like nothing happened? Why, when you agree to just forget about each other, do they come back? And for what reason? I love the whole "Oh, I just wanted to see how you were doing" line and then you look like the asshole because you're trying to get on with your life and you aren't the same person you were before, so you're not particularly courteous when you respond to them.

Salute To The Troops
As we pass Armed Forces Day and approach Memorial Day, I would like to take time out to our service members who are standing watch while we enjoy our way of life. If it wasn't for the men and women in uniform, both past and present, we would not be able to enjoy the freedoms that we have today. Our troops never start a war, but they're always called upon to finish it. When disasters strike, it is our troops that are called upon to step in and lend a helping hand. They are a source of strength for the weak. They are the pride of America. I would like to say thank you to all of the servicemembers in uniform. You're all doing a hell of a job under trying circumstances. Signed, Former Artilleryman The king of battle is artillery....

Poems I Wrote Of Real Things That I Tried To Show The Humor Of Life
Mighty Gobie at the Pole It was extremely windy and quite cold upon that day But we decided to go fishing and we gathered anyway They had already begun, before I got there all was fine they had picked out their spots, and had casted out their line The old pro of the group had let me bait my hook I picked a spot and casted hard, no one gave a look The cold was cutting deep and I was grateful for the dog she blocked the wind so well and her warmth I wanted just to hog Suddenly there came a shout of fish on ! that's how it did begin The mammoth man called Tiny stood up and reeled his line in he showed it there for all the world to see a perch he did display And to our amazement it was legal but he would have kept it anyway Still the old pro had caught nothing and neither so had I we waited all on mighty Queen Gobie to give it her best try She moved to a new spot and determination she did show We would not get the best of her she surely let us know then su

Ugh. Boys.
So, my best friend Julia claims to be in love with this kid named Chad. And this boy uses her for sex and rides to wherever he needs to go. And she just lets him do it. And I don't understand why, even though I know they've been through alot. And I haven't been very supportive of her, but she's really fucking up. Not to say that I never fuck up, because I do, but that's beyond the point. I just don't know what she see's in him. He's worthless. Has no job, no money, no car. Get's thrown in jail alot and people have to bail him out. He fucks girls behind Julia's back, but she's so blind to that fact, that she refuses to believe it even though she accuses him of it. I just think she likes to hear him say that he isn't fucking other girls. It makes her feel more secure. But it's so not true. Gah. Guys these days. What happened to all the good ones?

Things In My World
I would like to take this chance to point out how wonderful my guy is and how much I love him. No matter what is going on I know that I've got his warm hugs and friendly face to go home to. He stands by me through the good the bad and the ugly. Without you I'm just another girl. With you we are a family and we have a place where we belong. So baby, when you read this. Thank you for being you, for loving me and for helping me be a stronger person. Thank you for stepping into shoes that you didnt have to and being the daddy Skye loves so much. Thank you for everything you are and do.

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I awake to the Knowledge, My Life is a Dark Bleak Existance. Anger and pain crawl through my body endlessly, relentlessly. I walk through these lonely streets, Staring up at the star-studded Night. My existance is cold, The Blood flowing through my veins, Like Icewater Acid that burns, it is so Cold.... Blood that was once Crimson, Warm, Sweet... Tempting to all, is now to be frozen in Time. Awaiting for a call, A voice of an Angel my Saviour.. Whispering to the playful wind of his coming... Once again I am caught up in this Dream, but in reality the Nights are Always restless, Always filled with Tears of Saddness....And Heartbreak. I am so reluctant to Drown in an Ocean of Tears.... My Tears..... Denominando Eterno.....

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I am the voices in your head, The enchanting spirit, Singing songs of the Dead. No longer can your soul be saved, I am now consumed by infernal rage. I will deny your dreams, and prevent your wishes, Throwing you into a silent seclusion, Entrapping your heart and mind with my romantic illusions. So let it be done, You heard my song, And heard it well.... You are forever under my endless spell. Never again will your Soul arise, My lips inflicted the curse of demise.... I am a Siren, You've fallen victim to my Deadly song.....

To All The Exs In The World
dont worry your thoughts dont clearly matter. they are just desperate neurons fucking each other. your name is irrelevant. just a sketch of who someone who i thought you might be. the moon is capricious to count. just let them come and go. try to remember real eyes, real lies. they arent what you think. afterall these words have entered your brain like innocent parasites feeding on your dreams.

Words Or Worms You Tell Me :-p
for i am wet, wet like rain, slipping down between my legs. i am on the verge of going insane with the mad rhythm you are making. you are fuckfuckfucking me like rage. like love, like hate, like pain, like greed, like a shout through my pussy, scalding me like a hot iron on my insides. throbbing like my pussy is burnt cooked through with the sopping wet savagery make love. wet, deep, fierce, take it from me, rough, and sweep me up against objects, hard, firm, to the wall, the floor, the table, the door are you starved, will you devour me? --------- i am a lady but i use this word in my head. yes i want you hard and fast and now. i want you in the bed on the floor. fuck me now. rip off my clothes, push me down, take me, love me, fuck me. in public i cover up. im a lady presenting only the best. no one knows the truth, only you. i have a wild imagination and a wanting body. i need you. from the depths of my insides i need you hard, fast and strong. i need to feel your hands all

Leading Causes Of Death - College Age
Leading Causes of Death - College Age -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leading causes of death in the United States - college age young adults The top three causes, Unintentional injury (accidents), Assault (homicide) and Self inflicted injury (suicide), accounted for close to three quarter (73.3 percent) of all deaths among college age young adults (ages 20 through 24) in 2002. Note that automobile accident is the number one cause of death in this age group, accounting for about 30%. Top 20 Causes of Death - Young Adult (20 - 24) Rank Cause of Death Total Deaths No of Deaths Percent All Deaths 19234 19234 100.00% 1 Unintentional Injury 8275 43.02% * MV Traffic 5712 29.70% * Poisoning 1193 6.20% * Drowning 309 1.61% * Fall 164 0.85% * Other Land Transport 113 0.59% * Fire/burn 110 0.57% * Firearm 103 0.54% * Other Spec., classifiable 102 0.53% * Suffocation 87 0.45% * Pedestri

Hey To U All That R My Friends And Family
This is to u and if u r on my boyfriends friends list..dark prince ..i am sorry what u saw his pix was my f***in brother got on it and did all that of his pix left all the nude ones up..and they got flagged ..we r sorry..he did not get deleted and i am glad but i am sorry u all seen those ..that did not want to see it...my brother thought it was funny and ...it wasn't...so just to let u knopw it wasn't dark prince that did it k so do not look down on him for it...plzzzzz..now i fixed it his pix that is but he also deleted all his poems...grrrrrr i hate brothers sometimes......plzz do not delet him off your page cuz it wasn't his fault...ok thx for reading i hope u all can be reasonable on his case...ty and i hope u all have a great day... huggzz stacie i am glad he did not get deleted or my brother would of got a a** whoopin lol....he is still going to hear it tho....grrrrrrrrrr brotherz

Redheads- A History
This is an entire blog dedicated to redheads and educating everyone about us. For some of you, this will be interesting, while the rest of you probably couldn't care less. Enjoy! Facts about Redheads: Redheads "are deemed to be the emotional slaves of our coloring as no other group", writes redheaded Nicola Tyrer in the Daily Telegraph; short temper and sexual are attributed to them. In France, to be redheaded is thought to be a fate so dire that some women have formed a Proud to be Red association. Percentages of redheads in different countries range from single digits to a fraction of 1 per cent - a recent estimate for France is 0.03 per cent of people. (A 1977 estimate for North America is 4 per cent.) Redheads generally are more numerous in northern latitudes, but also turn up among Hungarians, Egyptians, Israelis and certain Nigerian tribes. "In Denmark it is an honor to have a redheaded child. In Corsica, if you pass one in the street you spit and turn around. In Pola

I Need Answers Damnit!
Last night as I sat with my coffee in a diner, a conversation broke out between the "guys" sitting at this horseshoe shaped counter that I later referred to as the "Redneck Roundtable". The drivel spewing out of these guys mouths was appalling! The Topic? Sex. I didnt participate in this conversation, I merely listened. I felt like Marlin Perkins on Mutual of Omahas Wild Kingdom. "And here we see the American Male in his natural habitat. Lets watch as my assitant Jim attempts to get a closer look...." I was floored at what these guys were babbling about! I mean is this just an extension of their teenage years where they ran their mouths about shit they had no clue about just to be talking *OR* could they possibly BELIEVE the bullshit they spewed? GUY 1: Hell I dont care... long as I get mine! She can get her own! GUY 2: No Shit! I could care less. GUY 3: Hell I have gotten to the point of just saying OOPS! Sorry! It just felt too good. Usually makes em feel better

Hmmmmmmm
Unnecessary distraction or totally necessary diversion? It's your call. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break in order to get back on the horse. Other times you need to keep plugging on. Which is it this time? My horoscope today...u tell me?

Let's Say I Break Into Your House:
A woman wrote the best 'Letter to the Editor' in ages!! She cuts to the quick and explains things better than all the rubbish you hear on TV. Her letter said: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that parliament is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the UK might actually want to protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, make it harder (as an illegal immigrant) to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Then, when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and done the laundry and swept the floors; I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters, not only must you let me stay, you mus

Oh Boy!!!
I'm gonna be brave and open up my NSFW pics to people on my friends list for a few days. i know alot of people don't care to see that stuff and I respect that. But I an curious as to what type of responses if any I get. So...here I go!!!

Immature People
Today must be the day for someone to piss me off. I hate when people talk shit to me, or about me. I'm too old for the high school bs that goes on around here. If you have something to say to me then come and say it to me. Don't stand across from me and cover you're mouth and stare at me while you are talking to someone else. I'm smart enough to know that you are running you're mouth about me. If you are going to talk shit about me grow a fucking set and come say it to my face!!!!!!!!

Why?
So today my boss found out his bf (yes bf) has cancer and its sad cuz he was just cyring his eyes out to me and there was nothing I could do other than just be there for him.... So I just want you to know that if I am bitchy or crabby towards you please ignore me and forgive me tonight... Im just not in a great mood.... thanks all xoxoxo ThaShocka

Hooked: Illegal Drugs And How They Got That Way
How did the psychedelic drugs LSD and Ecstasy journey from a scientific discovery to a popular recreation to banned drugs? Mental health professionals once believed that LSD could treat schizophrenia or alcoholism. Meanwhile, Ecstasy, the "penicillin for the soul", was used in marriage counseling. Now, continuing the cycle of the hallucinogen, some of the latest derivatives in this category of drugs, the "rave" drugs such as GHB and Ketamine, are about to be banned. http://www.history.com/shows.do?episodeId=221522&action=detail

Hump Day
Please, can someone explain to me what in the blue moon is Hump Day? It sure sounds fun but I don't see anyone wanting to hump with me during "Hump day" so please, anyone knows what it's suppose to happen and where the whole idea come from and is it every Wednesday??

The History Of Witchcraft
The History of Witchcraft Early in the Middle Ages, almost anything women did could be described as witchcraft because their daily lives invoked the Goddess with a thousand small ceremonies as well as the larger ones connected with major holidays. Martin of Braga said women must be condemned for "decorating tables, wearing laurels, taking omens from footsteps, putting fruit and wine on the log in the hearth, and bread, in the well, what are these but worship of the devil? For women to call upon Minerva when they spin, and to observe the day of Venus at weddings and to call upon her whenever they go out upon the public highway, what is that but worship of the devil?"1 Outside the official religion, where they were kept, women passed down their private family recipes and charms, curses and blessings, telling traditional tales of the past and foretelling the future from omens and "signs." The Dominican Johann Herolt declared: "Most women believe their catholic faith with charms and spe

Twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke! 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry. I'm sorry I didn't end it sooner. I knew it would come to this. I knew there would come a time letting go of you would be like cutting off a part of my limbs. I'm sorry I made it go on for so long. I made it last this long even if I knew we were never a match. Even if I knew I was dragging myself into a trap, I stayed. I tried. I'm sorry I made the wrong decision. I decided to stick with you even if I felt like you were not enjoying. Even when I saw you'd rather be somewhere else instead, I held on to you. I'm sorry I was too weak. I didn't have enough courage to tell you I was in pain. I held it all in, praying things would change. I kept it inside; hoping things would be different when I opened my eyes the next day. I'm sorry I lied. I led myself to believe everything was okay. Even though all the signs pointed to no, I still kept telling myself yes. I'm sorry I gave you so many chances. I led you to believe second, third, fourth chances were easily a

Stormy Weather
Electricity in the air begins to soar; The thunder begins to roar. As I hold you, you snuggle me to you; Excitement fills us all the way through. As the rain pours you kiss my wanton lips; While my hand on your heaving breast slips. Our hearts race with desire; And our hormones rage like fire. The storm increases in intensity; We run outside and set our inhibitions free. The only thing covering our bodies is rain; There, that stormy night, true euphoria we gain.

My Advice To You All
Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing. Don't

Deliver Us From Evil..
I think americans are nuts, well some of them are anyway. Like now they are going to ban the portrayal of people smoking cigarettes in movies, i guess that that will mean that the entire back catalog of film noir movies from the fifties will be cut down to beginning and end sequences with nothing in between. Can you even visualise Humphrey Bogarde without a cigarette between his lips? I cant. Maybe using the wonders of Photoshop they can erase the cigarettes from those old movies, hell, they might even replace them with something else, like carrots for instance.. Do you know what movies are suffering the worst edits and cuts at the moment? If you guessed horror movies then no, you are wrong. Old westerns are being cut to shreds, its like, here come the indians, bang bang, its over.. You see in old westerns the horses would get tripped up to look like they had been shot and now due to rules about not portraying cruelty to animals these scenes have been removed.. In a few years sc

My Heart Has Mended And Pain Is Forever Gone.
My phone died last night But this Shocked the hell out of me. I'm trying so hard not to cry... Cause i need to be strong.. Iceblueeyez, (My Boyfreind) Got into a car-accident, His Mustang is totaled, and He's in pretty bad shape. I Promised I would not cry and I would be strong, and everything will be okay. My heart shuttered of that frighting Shock. Like this nightmare would end... But It wasn't a nightmare it was real. I will be strong and I will never forget that He told me " I love you..." and i said it back.. My heart runs of Happieness and I will always remember he Says You are beautiful Rogue, My accent drives him wild. But I finally snaped out of My daze. I Love Lee and nothing is ever going to change that. Rogue

To Be Honest....
People who tell you that they are "brutally honest" are typically just idiots trying to distract you from the fact that their "honesty" is nothing more than moronic tripe that they fling around like monkeys and their poo. Sure, it's poo. But do you really benefit from having it flung at you?

Friends ?
Ok, I have met so many people so far. the ones that I thought ment alot to me I added to yahoo. The chat box here sucks so I figured that would help with chat. But, the few ppl I added to yahoo dont chat. so you will not only be deleted there but here also. and ones that I added here that dont ever chat will also be deleted. SOrry, Im not a here for points ....I think I am part of the 1% here that actually want to try and make some REAL frineds. Anyway..... as time goes by I will be deleting the ones that dont chat. I guess the right thing to do is to give it some time. some people dont spend that much time on here. Anyway...... if I end up deleting all my friends I will delete my profile as well. it all seems like a waste of time. well.... thanx for listening. Alex

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 17
some days life just gets so damn boring anymore. Ever have the strange feeling that you were out of your body and watching as an innocent bystander from a distance? In centuries past, the Ancient One has felt that way many times...too numerous to count or mention. Sometimes I have the uncanny ability to do it just as a release from this void in life. Or lifetimes... Ah, to just once feel the actual sting of Death's sweet hand on my shoulder beckoning me home. What a glorious day that will be in the story of this old de-humanified dragon. To ride the gossamer wings of Death's angel and look into the void and the expanse of time after lifetimes. To laugh in glorious wonder at those who think they have it all figured out already and are yet barely from their teens. Hahahaha. To livie as I have lived, and cheated Death his just rewards so many times; only now to allow him full control and reign over my soul. To allow him to take me from this cold, bitter humanized world and plant my fee

Letting Go
Letting Go -=-=-=-=-=-= - As silence fills my loneliness Only for you my heart cries The growing gnawing pain within myself That tears every senses of my life. Tears flow endlessly Even my eyes swells in deep agony But nothing had been left That I burned even more with desire Just to feel the warmness of your embrace. I still have the memories when we first meet Memories that I thought would just be the beginning And would never end But suddenly it was gone with the wind. I always say I LOVE YOU Deep inside my heart I do Thinking that you feel the same way too That even we're miles away we can make it through I felt my world shattered like a glass One day when you told me that I was just a back up And that you are still in search of your perfect match For someone you can marry even when there's no real LOVE. I have been waiting for a chance Hoping that one day you would realize and understand I gave you everything that I ha

? Y ?
OK,WHERE SHOULD I START,NOT SURE WHAT TO THINK ON A FEW THINGS,MAYBE SOMEONE CAN TELL ME. Y IS IT, GUYS DONT THINK WE HAVE FEELING? Y IS IT, THAT THEY THINK WE ALWAYS WANT SOMETHING FR THEM? Y CANT THEY JUST UNDERSTAND,THAT MAYBE, WE REALLY THINK OF THEM AS A FRIEND. BUT IN MY CASE,MAYBE I WENT TO FAR. THAT I DONT NO. WISH I NEW. JUST VERY CONFUSED, ITS LIKE WHEN U GO & DO SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE,& U DONT REALLY HEAR FR THEM AGAIN,& HOW IT MAKES U FEEL LIKE MAYBE UR NOTHING,LIKE ALL U WERE WAS.........I THINK U GET IT. JUST REALLY SUCKS. JUST WISH THEY UNDERSTOOD ME, THE REAL ME. I THINK MAYBE ALL I DID WAS RUIN A FRIENDSHIP THAT REALLY DID MEAN ALOT. & THEY PROBABLY HAVE NO CLUE. NOW WHAT SHOULD I DO?

~~getting Wood~~
> A Hawaiian woodpecker and a Californian woodpecker, > who had managed to fly across the ocean to Hawaii, > were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. > > The Hawaiian woodpecker led him to a tree that no > woodpecker could peck! > > The Californian woodpecker challenged him and promptly > pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. > The Hawaiian woodpecker was in awe. > > The Californian woodpecker then challenged the > Hawaiian woodpecker to peck a tree in California that > was absolutely un-peckable. > > The Hawaiian woodpecker expressed confidence that he could > do it and accepted the challenge. > > So after flying to California, the Hawaiian woodpecker successfully > pecked the tree with no problem. > > The two woodpeckers were now confused. > > How is it that the California woodpecker was able to peck the > Hawaiian tree and the Hawaiian woodpecker was able to peck > the California tree, when neither one

Ecstasy
Passion's abyss, can be seen in your eyes Twilight's aura, a beauty to see Forever lost, in the sweet rapture of your touch Your captivating essence, invokes my soul Your love, wraps me in a blanket of contentment Endless search is over, I've attained ecstasy by Michelle 2007

Volume Xvii - Cleansed And Pampered...
This is dedicated to "Magically Delicious", as she helped to inspire this. 6:35pm. Thursday night. She walks in the door, exhausted from her long day at work. She sets her purse down on the end table, and kicks off her high heels toward the kitchen. The sound of running water echoes through the hallway. She decides to walk toward the source, which is the bathroom. There, she finds me. I have, a few minutes earlier, took it upon myself to run a nice hot bubble bath for her upon her arrival. Scented candles are all around. The sound of Bach permeates the air. She smiles, as if she knew that i knew she needed it. She slowly undresses... her skirt... her blouse... her bra... her panties... and she slips in the bathtub. Slowly sliding down into the almost-scalding water, she emanates a long sigh...the heated water soothes her, sending tingles all across her flesh. I hand her a washcloth, all soapy. She takes it and massages across her body...down her arms, he

100 Things I Love
100 Things I Love Late night movies in bed Sleeping in warm camping socks The smell of the air after a rainstorm Playing in the snow Slow dancing in the rain Listening to thunderstorms and lightning while falling asleep Being around animals of any kind Waking up on a Saturday morning and realizing you dont have to go to work Sleeping in!! Warm apple cider Finding your favorite shirt or pair of jeans on a clearance rack Pretty underwear/lingerie The feeling of walking into a courtroom and feeling achievement in a dream The breeze blowing in your face when ice skating Falling in love Wrestling with a boyfriend Being goofy with a significant other Playing cards and board games with the family Sunday afternoon naps Hot bubble baths Unexpected text messages Handwritten letters Sexy eye contact Body spray Smooth legs Egg-nog at Christmas time Slipping into my pjs after a long night First kisses New myspace comments and email Cra

100 Things That Annoy Me-- To Go With The 100 Things I Love :)
100 Things That Annoy Me-- to go with the 100 Things I Love :) (This was rather hard to sit and think of 100 things so bear with me) 1. Those who drive under the speed limit in the left hand lane 2. People who chew with their mouths open or smack their mouths when they eat 3. Crowds--small crowds I dont mind, but elbow to elbow crowds really bother me 4. Poor service at nice restaurants 5. Ordering something through the drive-thru and getting home to find it's incorrect 6. Excessively poor grammar/spelling 7. Those who count out loud--especially when you are trying to do the same 8. Those who constantly talk during a movie 9. Loud and/or obnoxious people 10. People who do not take the time to correct and discipline their children 11. Those who do not take responsibility for their own actions and try to shift blame 12. Those who live for the next drunken weekend 13. Broken plans--with my type 'A' personality, I try to keep whatever plans I make 14. Rude people and tho

~evil Eyes~
I see it in your evil eyes. Their serpent slits so deep. I feel thje shudder in my bones... From the secrets that they keep. And as they stare down on me, The dominance that they vie... Sends a shiver down my bones And makes me want to die. They tell a tale of insolence. Of a destinied thats denied. Of a soul that's crucified. Of lifes and loves dispised. I see it in your evil eyes. I want to look away. I see it in your evil eyes... Where evil falls to play. Hating You Hating everything about you, In the mirror, in public, What should I do to you? Nothing as usual. I hate the way you look, It makes me ill, Confidence that you took, Just let me walk away as you stay still. I keeping coming back to the same old habit, The habit I hate more than you, Having to look at you every fucking day, I hate it. I hate you more than you know, I should cut with a razor, Giving more pleasure than you'd know, And thats the last

My Internal Murderer
You took my everything, Tore my life. Don't ever touch me again. You said it was your castle and you were the king, With no one in sight you pull out a knife. You took my everything. Did you honestly feel nothing, When you cut me that blood stained slice? Don't ever touch me again. Trying to scare me with your threat as I began reclothing. Funny thing is, I saw you in the eyes of a lowlife. Don't ever touch me again. You were stupid to think I was you "plaything", But I was stupid to be your wife. You took my everything, Don't ever touch me again. All I Want The very thing I dreaded The very very one That someone could see through me and know what I have done I never stopped my habit The one that keeps me happy All others thought I did and continued to be sappy I want to live a normal life One without him there But only few do know that and not the ones who care You don't care what happens

What To Say What To Say
what can you say when your family is cutting other family members off at the knee, do i say fuck you what comes comes. do i tell them to keep playing til they get theirs. one thing i will say is im glad my grandmas not here to see it. the things ive seen, the people burnt. are there friends and family in this life? not yours i guess. the things ive seen and the things youve done would make a best seller but you cant expect that from family. you have problems serrious problems, but thats ok you can move off and leave your kid, you have a chance to move on and start over somewhere else. were still fucking here you left your bullshit on our shoulders thanks a fucking lot we have to deal with your life we didnt take that on god i dont want to know you right now

~justified~
I have a lot of anger... I feel it's justified. I wont take retaliation, I just want it rectified. You promised you'd be here for me. But then you turned your back. Was it just your other easy way out? Or was it backbone that you lacked. You made promise to another... On his grave. You said you'd watch over me. But in the end you sidestepped them away, To satify the powers that be. I hope you never need me. For I'll be here to the end. But remember when I turn my back... And you thought you had a friend.

Random Thought
"Black then white are, all i see in my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me." Without you the colors pause and are to dark to see. Someone needs to hit play, or the image will be burned into the screen.

Quote
Was going through some old stuff and I found this. Read it back in high school in a Holocaust class and made me think. It's very powerful. "First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out - because I was not a socialist. Then they came for the trade-unionists, and I did not speak out - because I was not a trade-unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out - because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me - and there was no one left to speak for me." --Reverend Martin Niemöller

This Ought To Upset Everybody:
How They Vote in the United Nations: Below are the actual voting records of various Arabic/Islamic States which are recorded in both the US State Department and United Nations records: Kuwait votes against the United States 67% of the time Qatar votes against the United States 67% of the time Morocco votes against the United States 70% of the time United Arab Emirates votes against the U.S. 70% of the time. Jordan votes against the United States 71% of the time. Tunisia votes against the United States 71% of the time. Saudi Arabia votes against the United States 73% of the time. Yemen votes against the United States 74% of the time. Algeria votes against the United States 74% of the time. Oman votes against the United States 74% of the time. Sudan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Pakistan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Libya votes against the United States 76% of the time. Egypt votes again

Check This Joke.
A young woman asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dried up and the balls are there for decoration only."

Tomorrow Is Last Day Of School, And Some Websites I Like
Hi all, Tomorrow, Thursday, May 24th is the last day of school for my boys! Wow it has definitely flown by. I just can't believe that after tomorrow they will be out for the summer. I finally got some of my chores around here done, been a crazy week and it's not even over! I just found this really cool website for players on pogo.com who love it as much as i do, it's called Mypogospot.com! You need to check it out if you love to play on pogo.com, or just meet other players from pogo. It reminds me alot of myspace! Also I have an account with Classmates.com to find old high school friends and all, and I couldn't believe who signed my guestbook on there. My very first boyfriend from like middle school!!! I was totally shocked to hear from him, I haven't seen him since he graduated a yr before me. I was originally supposed to graduate a yr before i did, but I was held back in 4th grade. I went to half of the year 5th grade, and wasn't ready, so they sent me back to 4th! I was definitely p

5-24-07
Just sitting here. Crazy jazz blues, Swing funk mix playing in my ears. Wishing for a waterfall. On rush of rain, the energy revealed. I remebered how you watched me drown. Smile curves my lips then disappears. I've grown wiser through the years. I pray for your hand to reach out. Cause I've been wanting to tell you, Tell you what an ass you've been. Reach out to me. I will lift you up. Yes I will lift you up then watch you fall. I crave to see you crumble. How does it feel now? How do like this switch thats a blade in your side? Tell me does it hurt? Is your breath taken away gratefully, Then hatefully given to you again. I've been wanting to show you. That I learned from the best. Do you see it now that my foot is on your breast? How do you feel now.... Does hatred seeth within? Hatred cause your broken forgotten rag doll, Has come back for revenge? 5-24-07

Dj Schedule
Alright all you WP Djs... I'm startin a schedule and I NEED TO KNOE ASAP which days and times you are available for so I can work out something that everyone is happy wif and can commit too..for starters... Give me ur dates and times ur available for just tis week and we will proceed like so on n forth in the future..every sunday I will ask u to update me again for the rest of the week. Thanks lovies!!!

Girls Girls Girls
Dear readers: So many of my male friends have asked me to share some of my secrets wondering how or why I am so popular with Ladies. So I decided to give all my guys friends reading my newsletters some tips on how to respectfully and intelligently deal with women. Of course now and then I receive emails from guys (and girls) wondering about my image because of all the pretty people exposed on Myspace siteClick here Some concerned people are judging me harshly and "assume" all sorts of things that are so far from reality. Some wrote to me saying "Well Dr. Turi is you don't take all those girls down from your sites people will think you are a playboy and not exactly ready for a serious relationship" but to all of them I say; "I was happily married for 13 years with Brigitte and I have what it takes to be in a solid relationship and love, respect and honor my mate". First realize that being highly spiritual does not mean not having fun and appreciate friends, beauty and all the

The Cop
>While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a woman >passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on >the other side lying in wait. > >The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that >classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, >"What's your hurry?" > >To which she replied, "I'm late for work." > >"Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" > >I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. > >The cop stammered, "A what?............ > > >A rectum stretcher? > > >And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" > >"Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then >work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then >with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can >get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, >until it's about 6 feet wide." > >"And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he >asked > >"You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." > >Traffic Ticket $95.

Only 8,314 Pts Before I Level!!
Please Help Me!! If u havent rated my pics or stashes please rate them!! If u have rated my pics and/or stashes leave me a private message and i will return the favor!! Thanks everybody!! Have a great night!!

The Wedding Dress......this Is Just Wrong!!!
A Son asked his mother the following question: "Mum, why are wedding dresses white?" The mother looks at her son and replies, "Son, this is an old old tradition and it signifies to all your friends and relatives that your bride is pure." The son thanks his Mum and goes off to double-check this with his father. "Dad why are wedding dresses white?" The father looks at his son in surprise and says, "Son, all household appliances come in white."

Looking For A Girlfriend For Hot Sex!
I am looking for a girlfriend for some hot sex! Also if we really get along and click, I am looking for a girlfriend for a long term relationship! So if there are any females from PA, preferably Lehigh Valley area or close by..let me a message!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Where Would U Be??
>WHERE WOULD YOU BE: > > >IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? > > >IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES? > > >IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU > >IF - YOUR BATHWATER HAD BEEN RUN? > > >IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? > > >IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, > WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? > > >SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE? > > > > >HELLOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! > > >YOU'D BE IN THE WRONG FUCKING HOUSE

Boy On The Beach
Boy On The Beach A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Miami . As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the long er he talks, the dumber he gets."

A Daughter
A daughter is beauty at its finest. Heart of an angel, soul so pure, and sweet. Daughters are one of God's most precious gifts that he has bestowed upon the world. Angels in Heaven do not compare to thine beauty, and grace my ever so beautiful, and lovely daughter. Seeing you at birth brought more joy to me than all the money in the world could ever do. You are morning, bright, and shining, you are noon, you reside at the highest point in my heart, you are the dew kissed night. You are my daughter, heart, and soul.

Pierced Nose
So yeah I got bored, went through our piercing supply and my old medical supply that wasn't used. Got all sterile and POP! Pierced my right nostril. It is about maaaaaaaaaaybe 1/4cm off of where I wanted but considering I am just going to get a 14gauge nose ring or nose screw in June, no biggie, you can't tell a difference. All I had was a 14g captive bead ring. It looks okay but I still prefer the studs overall. Maybe something purple jeweled. Anyway... here is my nose.... after an hour since I pierced it... all I can say is.. OW.. now it hurts. Yes I think there is a little dried blood on my lip. Crap I never bled that much before when piercing myself. Sorry for the 'gore'. Man I look like crap tonight. Love, TF

Small Town Liveing
You know you live(d) in a hick town when... 1) You can name everyone you graduated with. 2) You know what FFA means. 3) You went to parties at a pasture, barn, gravel pit, or in the middle of a dirt road. On Monday you could always tell who was at the party because of the scratches on their legs from running through the woods when the party was busted. (See #6.) 4) You used to "drag" Main . 5) You said the "F" word and your parents knew within the hour. 6) You scheduled parties around the schedules of different police officers, because you knew which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't. 7) You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were (and if you were old enough, they'd tell your parents anyhow.) 8) When you did find somebody old enough and brave enough

Why A Boy Loves A Girl
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour

Long Blog People. All About The Vacation
Okay, I am going to admit to my laziness. I wrote this as a three part blog on another site. I copied and pasted. So do your best kids, and enjoy Okay, for starters, if you are coming here to listen/read about my usual bitching about the general stupidity of people, you might be a little disappointed. For starters, it was a long weekend. I left town Wed Morning. We started off with playing a newer golf course just south of Madison. It is called Burgamount(or somewhat spelled like that) I am thankful that the company was great. Cause the golf SUCKED. Nice course and all. I just played like shit. I am guessing I didn't want Matt to feel too bad. LOL We continued on the journey, making a short stop(well should had been) at My Moms. But my nephew broke his bike, so I would up driving in circles until I found him. Gave him a ride out to the house. Then we get to Hazel Green area of Wisconsin. This is where Tina(the bride, Now Troys wife) Grew up. Stopped at her parents house

Moving
To my friends I'm not going to be on ct for a few days.....I'm moving hope to be back on in a few days!!!!!!! I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com! I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com! SEE YA SOON !!!!!!

Breast Pathology
Breast Pathology 1. Describe the causative factors and potential complications of acute mastitis. Zen Seeker, Stevens and Lowe 421 Infections of the breast are associated with lactation, the organisms (commonly Staph aureus and Strep) gaining access through cracks and fissure in the nipple and areola. The initial infection causes an acute mastitis, with painful tender enlargement of the breast, which generally resolves after treatment with appropriate antibiotics. Without antibiotic therapy, bacterial mastitis is often followed by the development of a breast abscess, which may require surgical drainage Chronic inflammation of the breast is rare, but may develop after incomplete resolution of an acute mastitis. Tuberculous mastitis may occur, but is uncommon in western countries Raylene L S&L 421 Acute mastitis – infection of the breast, usually Staph aureus and strep, which gain access through cracks in the nipple an areola. Causes painful enlargeme

Where Are The Americans???
A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby "Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America!" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East, I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says, "No, I am from Russia!" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The Russian lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work."

On The Road Again
Hey all, I will probably be online sporadically for a spell as I am heading down to Boston tomorrow and gonna hang there for the summer while I take care of some business and do some other things like making a "pilgrimage" to Fenway Park

First
today is may 24 2007. this is my first time on Cherry tap. it is not a bad place. Better then i thought. Well i got asked to tell a little more about my self. I'm a soon to be married woman. I have a great guy in my life, I could not ask for more. I have a great little boy. Not real little he is 9 almost 10. My life he is. I work as a CNA and have for the last 10 years. About to start working working with mental ill people. Which i like to do a lot. There is a little biut more about me.

Sorry
You say you’re sorry To her starry lit eyes Underneath the blue, blue skies You say you’re sorry But sorry doesn’t help No matter what you do It will all come back to you The happy The sad The fun The bad You say you’re sorry But she still cries For she knows she won’t be able to look into your eyes You say you’re sorry But sorry won’t cure a broken heart You’ll still be friends if she agrees But she doesn’t want to She won’t be able to handle it She says she’s sorry It doesn’t help You’ll miss her and you know that But you move on And take whatever life gives You think you’ll never forget that bad night You’re both sorry But you won’t see each other the way you use to You’ll be sorry for the rest of your life But life moves on And you forget Until one day when you meet again You’ll be happy, you both will Then you say those two words The same words that got you into this mess “I’m sorry” This time it’s different though You can’t let each other be

Rainy Day
I’ve told you everything And never did I lie After all that I told you I feel like I could die I gave you my heart And you ripped it out whole You used me, abused me, and threw me away You took and crushed my soul I trusted you so much And you only lied You said you loved me But now I cry Tears fall I crawl Never to stand again I’ve loved you Never hurt you But still I cry I told you how I felt You heard me sigh And told me not to worry, never to cry You said you’d never hurt me But the price I paid was high I listened, and was happy to have you back But then you’d say good-bye I never should have gone back Never listened to another lie All you did was lift me up so high Then let me fall- Fall ‘till I crashed Fall ‘till I cried You used me, abused me, and threw me away Then slowly took me back, and saved me in your pocket Just for another rainy day

Naughty Story 2
A woman is looking in the mirror as a man approaches her, she turns to look at him with love and wanting in her eyes. He sees her beauty and the wanting look and he kisses her softly on the lips. Her body aches for more, and he feels it in her trembling lips. He lightly touches her waist and pulls her to him. She flows to him, and he puts his arms around her waist, and kisses her on the lips. Her lips are filled with passion, and fire. He kisses her more deeply and gently carresses her back. He slowly glides his hands over her back and neck, pulling her body closer to him. She freely gives in to the passion and fire that is burning inside her, and lets him have his way with her. He gently places her on the bed, with her beautiful body sprawled out and ready for him to take her to extreme pleasures and senses. He slowly glides his hands up and down her beautiful body, tempting and teasing her with each swipe of his hand. She arches her back into his touch wanting and needi

Violence
May 15, 2007 JOLIET -- Police are asking for the public's help in finding out who shot a man at a party late Saturday. Devron D. Weddington, 19, was killed after shots came through the window of a house in the 300 block of East Benton Street. "There was a large party going on at the house when someone fired into the house from outside," said Deputy Chief Pat Kerr. Kerr said 40 to 50 people were in the house at the time. No one else was injured. Weddington was shot in the head and pronounced dead at 12:11 a.m. at Silver Cross Hospital, about 20 minutes after the shooting. Investigators say some guests argued shortly before the shooting. "It does not appear Weddington was involved in the altercation, and it's uncertain if he was the intended target," Kerr said. While police had no suspect information Monday, Chief Fred Hayes said they have learned of a possible motive. "The investigation has indicated there are gang overtones to this incident," Hayes said. He said it do

How To Handle A Husband
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona, and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further her and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did y

This A Friend Wrote For Me,,ty
Sexygirlblond, A tender kiss upon your heart, a endearing place for us to start, expanding our horizons for all to see, as our friendship blossoms perfectly, sharing laughter as time goes by, destine to last for you and I, memorable moments as time comes close, a relation that lasts more than most

Rheumatoid Arthritis
I found out last Friday that I have arthritis at 25 and from looks of it Ive had it since i was 20 just no one told me.Yippy.I went to the doc becuz the last few months my hand esp my right one has hurt like hell and i cant open jars or anything any more with my right hand.even writeing this hurts like hell and i have to stop alot and take a break.And after thinking about it,alot of things now make more since.ive been in pain for a long fuckin time and every told me iw as fine.if the docs had just looked closer at my xrays they would have seen it.the doc i have right now thinks they did see just didnt say anything.Great.My hands are slowly become worthless.Theres already things i cant do anymore and its sad.I dont know if ill be ablie to use the computer after some point.I love makeing layouts and designing pages but i dont know if my hands can do it anymore.And me and Dave had been in talks about haveing a baby....cant have a baby if your hands dont work very well now can you? thats t

Info About Candyland*new Candies*
HELLO GLAD YOU WANT TO BECOME A NEW CANDIE THIS CLUB IS A DRAMA FREE ZONE EVERYONE THAT IS A CANDIE GETS ALONG GREAT. THE POINT OF THIS CLUB WAS TO DO SOMETHING FUN. SO I MADE IT UP. WE HAVE CONTEST AND GAMES JUST FOR THE CANDIES NO ONE ELES ALSO HAVE A LOUNGE I MADE JUST FOR THE CANDIES NO ONE ELES. WHAT TO DO TO BECOME A CANDY. FIRST HAVE TO GET A SWEET NIC NAME THAT NO OTHER CANDY HAS CANT HAVE TWO CANDIES WITH THE SAME NAME YOU CAN USE SOMTHING SWEET CANDY OR CAKE LIKE. NEXT ADD OR CHANGE YOUR NICKNAME. 2ND LET ME KNOW :) SO I CAN ADD YOU TO THE CANDYLAND CANDIES LIST. ALSO U NEED TO MAKE SURE U HAVE RATED FANNED AND ADDED ME. NEXT JOIN THE CANDYLAND LOUNGE. IF YOU STILL WOULD LIKE FUTER INFO PLS JUST EMAIL ME DO NOT SEND ME A SHOUT I MIGHT NOT GET IT. ALSO THE CLUB IS OPEN FOR MEN AND WOMEN COUPLES IT DONT MATTER TO BECOME ONE OF MY SWEET CANDIES :) THANKS ..LOLLY

African Medicine Man
African medicine man A man, getting along in years, finds that he is unable to perform sexually. He goes to his doctor who tries a few things, but nothing seems to work. Finally, as a last hope, the doctor refers him to an African medicine man. The medicine man says, "I can cure this." With that said, he throws a white powder into a flame, and there is a flash with billowing blue smoke. Then the African medicine man says, "This is powerful healing but you can only use it once a year. All you have to do is say '123,' and it shall rise for as long as you wish!" The man then asks, "What happens when it's over, and I don't want to continue?" The medicine man replies, "When your partner can take no more sex and is completely raddled, all she has to say is '1234', and it will then go down. But be warned, the pork sword will not rise again for another whole year." The old gent rushes home, anxious to try out his new powers. That night he showers, shaves and smother

It's Been A While
Howdy folks. It's been awhile since I blogged, and its been busy busy busy on this end. Due to another fine job of corporate thinking, our company failed to hire enough for the third year in a row, so we've been working lots of hours 530 is way to early to start a day, letme tell you. But I get home at the same time usually, and three more hours a day is definitely fattening up the paychecks nicely. Sebastian will be graduating from 8th grade June 1st, with his party the 3rd, so that will be a busy weekend. We agreed to go to a birthday party the 2nd, so I should be hung over the 3rd. Great way to face my ex lol. Demetrius is starting his late surge to get his grades up. I am amazed that he can do 5 weeks of D to F work, and 4 of straight A work. He has had a friend drop out, and one will be back for a 5th year, so that sort of opened his eyes. He says he doesn't want to be a "super senior". My wife is also working 12 hour days where she works, so we've both been ex

Wow
I hadx such a crazy night..it started and 11:30pm and ended at 5:15 this morning.. I'm getting attached to a guy that has a girlfriend. When I met him he didn't tell me he had one. Now I'm just stuck and I like him a lot. I'm like his GF#2..when she isnt around I am..I want to let him go but I cant. I want him to choose but I dont want to pressure him. I want to be with him right now..even though I was just with him 3 hours ago.I didnt want to leave his side..I had to go to work. If not I wouldve stayed... I hate this

Wanted
Photography, I am pretty good but I need practice on people. If you are in the local area (Miami, Ft Lauderdale area) and would like pictures for profiles or what ever just shoot a e-mail or private message with your ideas. I will give you an dvd of all of the images taken. I will Shoot on location only ( I currently do not have a studio.)

Blocked
if any of you ever questioned......yes I do know where the block function on this site is there are certan rules that I apply to everyone and I think I have been more than equally fair to all here - if you treat me with disrespect - downrate me just to be a jerk - harass me - treat my fiends poorly these kinds of things will get you put here I will continue to update my list by either adding or deleting as i see fit if you don't like it......you can kiss my lily white A$$

Garbage
This site called hoverspot.com which I told you all about/ to join me, whatta joke there was so many pop ups an really nothing there unable to see anything GOOD, lol and or do much at all so I decided to cancel my account over there. Just a waste of my time really, can't have this and that as well to hard...Thought I'd let ya'll know what was going on and if you signed up rethink it!

Hugg War
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot!

I'm Starting To Believe..lol
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 24,2007 Right now the best solution is no solution at all. Yes, that answer is frustrating -- but when a situation's as convoluted as this one, you're better off waiting for a few items to sort themselves out before you dive in.

Starting Over
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am planning on cleaning up my "friends,family,and fan" lists....it's nothing personal but there are sooo many people on here that I don't even talk to that its getting difficult to keep track of the ones that actually do talk to me....I'm not bitching or complaining I guess i just wanted to point out that i am here to meet new interesting people...which i have...i am not here to get points...rates....fake friends...or whatever else...im not looking for a man i already have on who i love with all my heart...no one has the power to change that...I have met some really great people on here and am glad to have them as friends...im just not seeing the point in having alot of "friends" that i dont even talk to....so anyways...don't be offended or pissed off...its not that i dont like you its just that i dont even know you...if you would like to get to know me...not to try to get me to post nsfw pics of myself...and not to try to get me to leave my bo

Why I Am Here....plain N Simple
I am here on Cherrytap To make friends. Yes I am 46yrs old But bein friends doesn't mean I want to have sex with all of you. I am a generally nice and kind man, But like everyone else I have my limits. If you accept my friendship request I expect to get to say hi a time or too, Otherwise..why accept? I am Not a Perv. Yes I love Beautiful Women but U have nothing to fear from me. I do get upset at times..Try living the life that I live N see If it don't upset U. Anyways, I am here for my friends so if you added me for a number then remove me.. And don't worry, If you choose to ignore this you will be off my list soon. To the rest of my wonderful friends..I love you. Take care..Ken

Daily Horoscope May 24
"Good fences make good neighbors, and that's never been truer than right now. Someone wants to be a good friend to you, but he or she needs to know your limits. Be kind but firm about your standards." That one is dumb.

Everybody's Dream
I remember it like it was yesterday we sat and drank the night away you stood up and turned your back your voice echoed off the tracks you laughed and let out a cry I never thought you would really try i could have been laying down there dead but it seems you went instead I never dreamed it would come true could have been me instead of you you can keep your fucking american dream I dont believe in anything anymore it seems everyday I see blood in streams so keep your fucking american dream you rode down to see her face she turned her back and cant erase everything that happened next just a couple of rejects early mornings nothing wrong where have all the good times gone on the walkman in class your life taken like shattered glass it could have been me instead of you so keep your fucking american dream everything thats said is untrue I see your blood in streams fuck everybody's dream

Funny
This sounds like something the southern rednecks would do!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA >> >> >> >> DUI - UPPER MICHIGAN STYLE >> >> Only a person in Upper Michigan could think of this. >> >> From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this >> true story. >> >> Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Escanaba , >> Michigan . >> After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so >> apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. >> The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the >> officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity >>in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to >>find his car and fall into it. >> He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the >> bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and >> off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a >>

Did You Know?
Alabama - Illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church Alaska - Illegal to wake a bear for the purpose of photography - although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear Arizona -it is illegal to hunt camels (which is why they are taking over the state) Arkanas - in Little Rock, if a man and woman flirt with each other in the street, they could be jailed for 30 days California In San Francisco, it is illegal to wipe one’s car wiht dirty underwear (and you would do it why) Colorado - Illegal to go out in public dressed in clothing unbecoming to one’s gender Connecticut - to be officially considered a pickle, it must bounce Delaware - It is illegal to wear pants that are form fitting around the waist Florida - unmarried women can be arrested for parachuting on Sundays Georgia - has a law prohibting people from saying “Oh, boy” in public Hawaii - it is illegal to insert pennies in your ears (but quarters are ok) Idaho - in Pocotello it is

20 Different Ways To Say It!!!!
LOVE U!! (ENGLiiSH) I LOVE YOU (POLiiSH) JA KOCHAM CiiEBiiE (FRENCH) JE T'AiiME (HiiNDii) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE (CZECH) MiiLUJii TE (SLOVAKiiAN) LU'BiiM TA (iiTALIAN) Tii AMO (UKRAiiNiiAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU (RUSSiiAN) YA TEBYA LYUBLYU (GERMAN) iiSH LiiBE DiiSH (CHiiNESE) WO Aii Nii (GREEK) S'AGAPO (HAWAiiAN) ALOHA WAU iiA Oii (LiiTHUiiANiiAN) TAV MYLiiU (KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO (JAPANESE) Aii SHii TE RU (ROMANiiAN) TE UBSEC (BOSNiiAN) VOLiiM TE (ALBANiiAN) TE DUA (FiiLiiPiiNO) MAHAL KiiTA (SPANiiSH) TE AMO (ViiETNAMESE) ANH YEU EM OR EM YEU ANH I CAN SAY ii LOVE YOU iiN 20 DiiFFERENT LANGUAGES!!!

-- ---we're Not Gonna Take It----
WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT NO, WE AINT GONNA TAKE IT WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE WE'RE GOT THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE AND THERE AIN'T NO WAY WE'LL LOSE IT THIS IS OUR LIFE;THIS IS OUR SONG WE'LL FIGHT THE POWERS THAT BE JUST DON'T PICK OUR DESTINY 'CAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW US, YOU DON'T BELONG WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT NO, WE AIN'T GONNA TAKE IT WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE OH YOU'RE SO CONDESCENDING YOUR GALL IS NEVER ENDING WE DON'T WANT NOTHIN', NOT A THING, FROM YOU YOUR LIFE IS TRITE AND JADED BORING AND CONFISCATED IF THAT'S YOUR BEST, YOUR BEST WON'T DO RELASE OH.............. OH.............. WE'RE RIGHT/YEAH WE'RE FREE/YEAH WE'LL FIGHT/YEAH YOU'LL SEE/YEAH WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT NO,WE AIN'T GONNA TAKE IT WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE

Just Sayin' "hi"
Boy...I sure enjoyed having yesterday, my birthday off, now here it is another day, and I have to head back to work in a bit. Today's my son landon's b.d., so I think later today, we're going to head out to Finger Lakes...a neet place just north of town, for a cookout, and b.d. bash. I'm sure we'll have a blast, and there's LOTS of room for the grandkids to run off some of their energy...if that's possible...lol. We're headed to Indiana this weekend...not really relishing traveling at this time of the month, as I know traffic will be crazy, so please keep us in your prayers, that God grant us a safe trip there and back. The roads are full of crazy drivers, all the time, but they do seem to come out in hords anytime there is a holiday. Well...guess I need to head out...just wanted to drop in and say "HI", and to say THANKS AGAIN...for all the WONDERFUL birthday wishes that I received yesterday from so many friends. Love ya'll BUNCHES!!! Lev

Got Old Away Messages In Yahoo Messenger
A helpful tip from the Pedro Archives: Ever notice in Yahoo Messenger if you set an away message once you can't get rid of it? If you want to, there is a way, editing the windows registry. Standard Boilerplate on registry editing: The windows registry is important to system function, deleting the wrong thing can wreck your computer, so tread lightly, and if you are unsure of what you are doing, don't do it. That being said, it really isn't all that difficult. Click on start, run, and type in regedit and click ok. That will open the windows registry editor. Now you can drill down through all the tabs to find the Yahoo -> Pager -> Profiles -> Alerts or you can take the easy way: Press F3 to bring up a search box and type in the message from yahoo you want to remove. *Warning* When I say search on the message, it should be something you will only find in your yahoo messenger something like "I'm at the mall with aunt sally" not something like "Binary Data" or "CurrentV

Sitting Around Thinking
Ok, so I'm just sitting here thinking about things. I've got mixed emotions right now, too. Fear, anger, disgust, sadness, with a little "happy" thrown in the mix. I fear my future. Where am I going to go? Who am I going to marry? Will I end up the battered wife? Will I have a dead-beat husband? I'm young and thinking of these things scare the living hell out of me. I'm angry at myself. I think and say things I shouldn't think and say. I'm almost disgusted at myself as well. I'm an attention whore and I'll admit it. Well, I don't actually go around looking for attention. Someone gives me a little bit and I snatch it up, THEN I start craving more. I'm just afraid one of these days I'm going to do something I regret or even worse, hurt someone I really love. Thinking of hurting someone makes me all sad and stuff. Here comes the happy. I think of what I've got now, my friends, family, my home and everything, and I feel lucky. My biological parents are still together, they give a d

There Will Be Sorrow
Life is full of boys over reacting, trying to be a man, twice as full of girls slicing up, starving the bodies they can't stand. My head hurt last night before falling asleep, from fighting all the demons I shoved down deep. It's not likely to stay this way, we just have to wait for the day we, Murder ourselves Bury the shelves Of our secrets Down Down Into the streets Of bad deeds. Survival isn't easy in a world that eats your self esteem like children to candy. My legs were stiff this morning after waking up, from running all night in my dreams. It's not the way it's supposed to be, but it's the way of things. Sniff your drugs Smoke your lungs Drink your liver Down Down Into cold sweats And shivers. Let there be tomorrow.

A Soldiers Life
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how h

May 23, 2007
TIME TO CHANGE MY TRAIN OF THOUGHTS! IT IS SO MUCH MORE EASIER SAID THAN DONE. I SOMETIMES WISH I WAS NEVER BORN WITH SUCH A GENTLE HEART FOR OTHERS. BECAUSE IT TAKES AWAY SO MUCH MORE ENERGY FROM MYSELF! WHY IS IT SO MUCH MORE EASIER SAID THAN DONE TO DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT? WHY IS IT THAT SO MANY OTHERS MATTER MORE THAN SELF? AND HOW FUCKING LONG WILL IT TAKE FOR ME TO CHANGE THAT? I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO ACCEPT ME FOR ME! OTHERWISE NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE! THANKS GIVEN TO THE ONES THAT HAVE MADE ME REALIZE THAT!

Just To Let All Of My Friends, Family And Fans Know....
I am very happy to say, but sad at the same time too, that I am not going to be here for a while. I am going on vacation. This brings up some prayer requests...please pray for me... 1) The family I am visiting is unsaved. Help me to be a good witness. Pray that I do not conform to their actions, that I continue to remain faithful. 2) My son will be meeting his uncles for the first time. One of his uncles is going for his third tour of Iraq. Pray for safety. 3) Pray that Marc's father doesn't show up. He was told not to be in attendance. This is for protection of my son and I, along with everyone else. 4) Pray that I will be able to relax and have FUN! lol

Wedding Certificates Needed & Minsiter Needed
A couple of my friends here on CT are getting married. They are needing someone to marry them and would like to see what type of marriage certificates are available... Can anyone help? Thanks in Advance! The Father

Pissed & Depressed!!
OK,MY DAY ISN'T GOIN SO WELL & IT SUCKS! 1st OFF,MY DAUGHTER IS LEAVEING ME FOR 3WKS,SHE'S GOIN TO STAY WITH MY BROTHER & SIS-INLAW IN KANSAS,WHICH IS COOL,IT'S JUST THT I'M GONNA MISS HER,SHE'S THE ONLY KID LEFT HERE,SO IT'S GONNA BE PRETTY QUITE AROUND HERE FOR A WHILE,TRYIN NOT TO CRY,LOL! & 2nd,WOKE UP THIS MORNIN & I COULDN'T DO SHIT ON MY PC WHICH REALLY PISSED ME OFF,LOL,I COULDN'T BRING MY MSG UP,IT'S LIKE IT DISSAPERED,TRIED TO REINSTALL IT WOULDN'T LET ME,LOST SUM OTHER PROGRAMS TOO,CAN'T SEEM TO LOCATE,LOL,REBOOTED THE DAMM THING,STILL NOT WORKIN RIGHT,STILL CAN'T FIND MY LOST SHIT,"I'M FUCKIN GOIN CRAZY TODAY" BUT HEY! I MADE IT HERE,JUST DON'T KNW HOW LONG BEFORE IT FUCKS UP ON ME AGAIN,LMAO! I GUESS I JUST NEED A NEW PC,AFTER ALL,IT'S A DINO,LMFAO! JUST HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST,BEFORE I THRU IT OUT THE WINDOW,LMFAO! OH YEAH,TO TOP IT ALL OFF IT'S A FUCKIN RAINY DAY!!!!!!!!!! SUM ONE FUCKIN RESCUE ME!!!! LOL!

The Store Is Up, Running, And Making Me Twitchy!
I have been toying around with new designs and ideas. I made my first alternating black & white choker yesterday and my friend Carlie saw it and purchased it immediately! I want to find more colors to work with now that I know the outcome is so neat. I have another friend who is specifically requesting red waxed linen. I have white, purple, black, and I know blue was out there, but I'm not sure about red. I may need to track down a craft store, but I fear the reprocussions of entering A CRAFT STORE. Those places are seriously dangerous. I am also soon to start a Scorpio Kit for yet another friend. She's asking for labradorite & rubellite like my last Scorpio choker, only she wants me to work with the white cord. Her kit is going to include: One choker, one bracelet, one pair of earrings, a pocket stone, and a tealight. I need to get some new rubellite in stock before I start on that one. I have almost all the pieces finished for the Student Kit. I special ordered 40 so

Down Right Dirty!!
Touch me , Touch me again, I want to feel your Sins.... Slide into me with a deep thrust,don't forget I like it rough... Make me scream out your name and if I don't we can try again... Bite me, Pull me, scratch me, suck me... And baby plese don't forget to fuck me...

My Vision
Desperately seeking, a time in the past forgiveness unsaid from words that last honesty reveled in a moment's vision rewinding the image for one more listen Calling upon fate and the higher powers to release and forget branded sorrows Fast forward to present with mind erased starting again new challanges to face forever's horizon appears in the sky revealing it's truth before my eyes the scent of security covers my face bonding me tightly in a euphoric state

Love
Love starts out as an instant attraction. A small inking of knowing that person before. Love is the merging of bodies and hearts and souls. When you feel that inexplicable desire. To touch his face to caress her shoulder. To give life where there was none before. Love is unexplainable and unshakable. To ask a person to stop loving is like asking them to stop breathing in order to live or to stop shivering when they are cold. Love cannot be planned. Love can not be set up. Love is not always desirable. And it often hits us like a tornado. It whips and screeches and smacks us upside our heads and our hearts. Love is perfect and beautiful and you should be able to surround yourself with it at all times. You should be able to cover yourself in it. Fall asleep next to it and feel it's warmth upon your very cheek. If you try to sever that love. I have found, it stretches and stretches and never breaks. It becomes stubborn and more tormentative the further away you pu

Poem: The Promise We Made Together
As the sun begins to rise, a pleasant breeze blows. We standed far apart but we, need to hold each other close. That is how it is for now but, we are holding on to our love. To what is still real in our heart's, and that's the promise we made together. We can erase what happen in, our mind's with God's help. By beleiving in him and his faith, we still have for each other. now that we've searched our heart's, and our mind's we can't find nothing. That can stop us darlin' because our love, has touched "us" all the way to our inner soul's. Sign: Raymond Starns

Chemistry
Chemistry between two people is an amazing thing, isn't it? It can crop up in the most unexpected relationships, and fizzle in the ones you'd expect. When I was in college, I used to travel on an occasional weekend up to another college in the Cities (Twin Cities, that is). I originally hung out with my MUD (multi-user dungeon, i.e. online) friends up there. But one weekend, through them, I met a guy named Brian. Brian was tall, very lanky, with a shaved head, piercings, lots of tattoos, and pants two sizes too large for him (before the pants, piercings, and tattoos were trendy, mind you, as this was 1992). Brian grew up in the ghettos of St. Louis and ran with a gang there, but had gotten out by working hard in school and getting a scholarship. I was then an upper-middle-class white chick from a very sheltered background -- very innocent of the world. (OK, so not much has changed.) But for some reason, Brian and I hit it off. There was something about the two of us that

Wake Up Call
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. MosesLake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/5/01 El Cajon, California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech 4/16/07 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools! Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare complained She didn't want any

Blueprint For A Master.. Ty Baybiecaykes
Master Z's BLUEPRINT FOR A MASTER INTELLIGENCE Intelligence is the ability to learn the proper way of playing with the toys inherent in the "lifestyle" before using them on another person. The willingness and ability to research and learn about the "lifestyle" itself. How many times have you admitted you didn't have the experience, or know how to use a certain toy? The ability to take the time to learn their partner outside the roles of Domination and submission, to learn her as the person that she is, her likes and dislikes. The ability to learn what pleases his slave and to remember those things. The successful Master should take the time to know the physical as well as the psychological tools of Domination, along with some basic psychological aspects of his slave (knowledge should grow as people change constantly). There is nothing uglier than seeing an ignorant Master trying to use humiliation as a tool of dominance. Humiliation is a difficult tool that requires maturity, inte

Jury Duty Scam, Pass It On.
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Friendship Poem ( So True )
I'm tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality. Try this one on for size. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask ?, "Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants: e

Dont Let It Happen To You
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

To Be A Master Requires Humility..ty Bc
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

Magic Moccasins :d
Magic Moccasins A married European couple was on holiday in Canada. They were touring around, and wanted to visit an Indian reservation. They came across an old run-down house. From inside they heard an old Indian man with an accent say, "Come in. Come in." So the couple walked in and the old man says to them, "I have some special moccasins I think you would be interested in. They have special power. Dey make you wild at sex like bear who wake up in spring." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the moccasins after what the old man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex God he was. The husband asked the man, "How could moccasins improve my abilities?" The old Indian man replied, "Just try dem on. Magic Moccasins will prove it to you." Well, the husband, after much badgering from his wife, finally conceded to try them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes;

How Does It Feel (short Poem)
How does it feel to know I don’t love you How does it feel to know I’m not there When you sitting at home with nothing to do, Knowing I’m out laughing with someone not even thinking bout you How does it feel to be scared and alone How does it feel when no one is home How does it feel to be stressed out and in pain How does it feel to know that I’m oh so vane To know I never loved you Not even when you were new To know I just use you Until I’m finally through How does it feel to know that I lied Did it just make you want to cry How does it feel to know its not true How does it feel to know that I love you To know I’m lost with out your guidance With out your laughter, nothing but silence How does it feel to be loved so much How does it feel that warm soft touch Knowing I do what ever it took With out a word, and barely a look How does it feel to know the truth Step out of the dark and into my booth © Biker REDS 2007

~*with All My Dreams*~
With all my dreams in the world i never knew that the one that was very far away would come to and make me so happy.To have the love of my life mean so much to me, and be there for me as much as he is and tries to be means so very much to me as well... Each moment that passes me bye im so thankful for all the things that have happen in the past month... down to my wonderful kids to haveing a great man for well over yr be there for me. It brings tears to my eyes sometimes when i think of how greatfull i am to have someone there in my life love me so dearing and careing. To honor me and treat me so well and in return i do all the same for him...When two heart meet and they connect to one another and there is a bond shared that him and i share it like nothing else in the world. I know i come here all the time and blog about the love him and i share with each other but when something as this is so true then why not share with others so they can see how we fell and try to find there

New Song! Seven Seasons Of The Ocean
The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated

Holding
In the bitter waves of woe, Beaten and tossed about By the sullen winds that blow From the desolate shores of doubt, Where the anchors that faith has cast Are dragging in the gale, I am quietly holding fast Tot the things that cannot fail.

Carta De Un Bebe
Carta de un Bebe Hola mami, ¿cómo estás? Yo, muy bien, gracias a Dios hace apenas unos días me concebiste en tu pancita. La verdad no te puedo explicar lo contento que estoy de saber que tú vas a ser mi mamá, otra cosa que también me llena de orgullo es el ver con el amor con el que fui concebido... Todo parece indicar que voy a ser el niño más feliz del mundo ! Mami, ha pasado ya un mes desde mi concepción, y ya empiezo a ver como mi cuerpecito se empieza a formar,digo, no estoy tan bonito como tú, pero dame una oportunidad. Estoy MUY feliz! Pero hay algo que me tiene un poco preocupado... Ultimamente me he dado cuenta de que hay algo en tu cabezita que no me deja dormir, pero bueno, ya se te pasará, no te apures. Mami, ya pasaron dos meses y medio y la verdad estoy feliz con mis nuevas manitos y de veras que engo ganas de utilizarlas para jugar. Mamita dime que te pasa, por que lloras tanto todas las noches? Por qué cuando papi y tú se ven se gritan tanto? Ya no

American Pie
A long, long time ago... I can still remember How that music used to make me smile. And I knew if I had my chance That I could make those people dance And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while. But february made me shiver With every paper I’d deliver. Bad news on the doorstep; I couldn’t take one more step. I can’t remember if I cried When I read about his widowed bride, But something touched me deep inside The day the music died. So bye-bye, miss american pie. Drove my chevy to the levee, But the levee was dry. And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die. "this’ll be the day that I die." Did you write the book of love, And do you have faith in God above, If the Bible tells you so? Do you believe in rock ’n roll, Can music save your mortal soul, And can you teach me how to dance real slow? Well, I know that you’re in love with him `cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym. You both kicked off your shoes.

Long Lost Poem....lmao
When you cry. Everytime I see you cry A little peice of me die's For I don't know what pain has done to you To cry those tears the way you do Now and then when I see your smile Time just stops for a little while Even though we'll never say "goodbye" Late at night,every night, I cry For you, just tears of emptiness For the way I feel without you near To hold you close,to wipe those tears To soflty whisper in your ear Dont cry my love,for I am near Two hearts a new Saying the words you want me to So when I sit back and think of why I fully understand it When you cry,

Just Me
Today as the sun fades in the distance my soul lays to rest upon the rock of fading warmth. Shadows & chills push the sun aside and make room for the darkness. (In my life i wish the sun would linger longer. It seems that the darkness comes faster and more often.)

Here We Go Again!!
As you know, my friend Saneida had a Baby boy, Jaiden @ 26 weeks. This was on 9/07/06, and now he is fine and healthy. WELL, on May 09, 2007 She had a Baby girl Laila. 24 Weeks. So far she is ok, but Preemies always need prayers. So please pray for Saneida and her family. Thanks

'tis Another Day...
Victory is mine. Victory is mine. Victory today is mine. I told Satan to get thee behind. Victory today is mine. Okay. Had to get that little tune out of my head. As I suspected, my DOA from Tuesday did indeed die of an aneurysm. What's more, his son is locked up in our jail and he's upset that I killed his dad. I'm not willing to bear that weight, as I don't feel I killed him. I don't take it personally, as I know he's grieving for his Father.

Strike. Boom. Eight.
In case you don't recognize it from today's title, I'm replaying a move from the classic board game Stratego. Although its pieces are reminiscent of Napoleonic Era-military, it's not really a war game so much as an elaborate "capture the flag" scenario. Basically, your goal is to use your army to capture your opponent's flag. You can't see where it is, of course (this can't be TOO simple), but your opponent can't see yours either. I'd forgotten how much fun this game is; Brandon, my nephew who turned seven this past Saturday, has a classic set at his parents' house where we went for his birthday party. Brandon's mom and Martha's oldest sister Malesa had fixed this delicious chocolate cake from a recipe in a Hershey's cookbook, and Brandon himself between all of us and his two sets of grandparents made out pretty well. He's at the age where he likes to go fast, so Hot Wheels -- the die-cast ones or games with them -- and an ESPN electronic football game where the players stand on

My Head Game Part 1 & 2
I PUSH U UP AGAINST THE WALL, REMOVE YA CLOTHES, GET DOWN MOUTH LEVEL, WITH THAT BIG OLE POLE, KISSING ON THE HEAD, LICKING DOWN THE LENGTH, TEASING THE BALLS, LICKING BACK UP, NOW TAKING THE FULL LENGTH, AS FAR AS I CAN IN MY MOUTH, MMMMMMM U TASTE SO GOOD, I HEAR U LET OUT A SOFT MOAN, I START WORKING ON THAT DICK, LICK ITS THE LAST THING I WILL EVA HAVE IN MY MOUTH, U GOT THIS BYTCH GAGGING ON THAT DICK, THATS IT HOLD ME HEAD, N FUCK MY MOUTH, SPIT JUST DRIPPIN, I KNOW HOW TO GIVE THAT SLOPPY SHIT RIGHT, FUCK THIS U RELAX N LET ME HANDLE THE REST, GOING AS FAR AS I CAN AGAIN, NOT EVEN COMING ALL THE WAY BACK UP, U TRY TO GRIND BACK IN MY MOUTH, I DON'T LET U, NOW I COME UP TO THE HEAD, GIVEN U SOME OF MY TONGUE PLAY, SUCKING THAT HEAD WIT MY WET TIGHT MOUTH, U LOOK DOWN AT ME N SAY SUCK THAT DICK BYTCH, SUCKING U FASTER, WIT MY MOUTH NICE N TIGHT AROUND IT, U DOWN IN MY THOART, FEEL THAT HEAD GET BIGGER, I KNOW U READY TO LET GO, SO I MOVE BACK TO TH

Do Me Like U Did B4
Cum do me like u did once B4. Lay me down caress my thing and breast to. Lick my neck as I lick my lips. Run ya fingers over my phat clit, down my wet pussy lips. Slowly running your fingers in and out of me now you taste me as I taste you. Down my throat you go. Mmmmmmmm bouncing on your tongue as I suck the head. Come on baby and do me like u did me B4.don't be shy lets get nasty you lay back while I play. Stroking your dick b4 it enters my mouth again. Slowly up and down I go. All the way down till I can't take no more. U grab my head and fuck my throat and whisper damn that ho I like you to do it now do it to me like u did once B4.been me over and spank my ass. O year you know how lil mami like it. Spread wide, waiting for u to come work me over. Deep and roughly u enter me. Grabbing my hips and ramming me so hard. Damn see how u just made me cum all over that dick. I'm grinding with your beat screaming in pain n pleasure. Damn baby that's how I like u to get down. Flip me over on

My Innocence
I lost my innocence. Not once not twice but more times than I can count. It was becuase of bastards. Bastards who wanted to hurt. I lost my innocence and gained pain. On the day you raped me. I lost everything. Lost my innocence. Lost my life. Lost my happiness. Lost my way of being. You raped me. You didnt lose anything. You gained the power. I lost every thing that day. All I was to gain was pain. I lost more than one thing. I lost my innocence. But gained the pain

My New News
Hey everybody as some of you are finding out... I am single again... The last bf knocked me down and cracked my tail bone and bruised my left arm pretty good. Then later that night he peed on my coffee table so as you know he is an ex bf. Anyway ending for now, Steph

Contest Information!!!!
OK SO HERE WE GO... 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE IS THROWING A CONTEST!! ITS GOING TO BE A FUN ONE WITH GREAT PRIZES! THE CONTEST WILL START TUESDAY MAY 29TH AT 1 PM PACIFIC TIME AND RUN UNTIL JUNE 4TH AT 1 PM PACIFIC TIME! THE CONTEST WILL BE COMMENT BOMBING, SELF-BOMBING ALLOWED OF COURSE!! ANY PICTURE WILL BE ACCEPTED AS LONG AS IT IS SAFE FOR WORK! PLEASE SEND US THE LINK TO THE PICTURE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE ENTERED!!! PRIZES: 1st PRIZE - 7 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT 2nd PRIZE - 3 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT 3rd PRIZE - 1 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT ALL ENTRIES WILL RECIEVE A GIFT OF OUR CHOICE JUST FOR ENTERING. SO HERE THEY ARE, THE CONTESTANTS SO PICK YOUR FAVORITE AND GO VOTE, THE FOLDER IS NOW OPEN

Beyond Darkness
A scream silences the footsteps. Blood pumps through cold veins. An urge in transparent eyes swallows life. Later on, in a darkened grow, He walks sated and alone. At every corner, loneliness beats with deafening alarms. Behind a window, a sigh whispers of caressed skins. In the moonlight, mortality teases with a thousand kisses. A cacophony of steps unleashes on abandoned pavements. Like a lone wolf, he pierces dark corners for a lingering scent of late venturing mortals. Still, her face tortures his closed eyelids. Human memory knows no Darkness. Once embraced beauty he immortalizes. Racing along sleeping gates, the hunter is haunted By a livid glance. In the backdrop, his drumming Heart spills over with new blood to drown The dreams of a long remembered love

Medcinal Tea Recipe 2
Lacking energy feeling blah try this in a tea ball or reuseble tea bag mix the following green tea leafs-anti oxident *serberian gensing-natural energy enhancer *a small amount of ginger- immune system booster and a small amount of cleaned willow bark- basicaly asprin - anti inflamatory sweeten with honey and a bit of lemon *ginseng is known to bother with some medicines check with your doctor befor using any herbal substance like willowbark and ginseng

Only
If only for this season this season alone the world would stop and let me take all the time I wish To vanquish, and explore To enjoy the richest pearls it has to offer To linger over breakfast or savor water on my tongue. Honestly, what will become of me, Don't like reality It's way too clear to me, But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming... Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end?

05-24-07
Someone awfully appealing throws a little sweet talk your way. Go on and throw some right back. Not only will this lift your spirits, it just might open your heart. There's no harm in testing the waters, is there?

Desire Just Intensifies Want.-secret Desires
just to be close to you. to feel your saliva already on my face. i think, no i know i could be your pills. swallow me down i do dissolve. i have dissolved so many times in your eyes. remedy the hurt with a muscle contraction. i can see through you and its a beautifully pained sculpture of life. you will never know how much i needed you, never know how much i thought about you. never how much i dreamt of us being together.....forever. you will never know because i kept it deep inside just how much you really affected me. i still think of you now, every now and then. you still have a place in my heart that you touched one that you will never know about, that places makes me comfortable. i could be everything to you but in the end i ended up being nothing. but nothing is still something right?

Somethin I Was Wonderin
ok if there is something that you know will better your life and your childs would you do it i want to do something were i know it will better my life and my daughters but i keep being pushed away from it just something i thought i would share with u all

Types Of Cellular
OK this is just a starter fo rmany blogs to come on cellular phones. For starters I do sell cell phones and other services at work. I just thought after seeing alot of Mumms on "what carrier or handset should I go with ?" this would be helpful to many. There are Post-paid and Pre-paid. Post-paid is a contractual agreement for no less than 1yr and no more than 2yrs. Most carriers charge a $175 termination fee if yo uwant ot get out of the contract early. Also upgrades to any equipment is 11 months into a 1yr contract or 22 months into a 2yr contract. In order to receive an upgrade towards the end of your contract you must renew with the carrier for 1 to 2 yrs and the cost of the handset depends on the length of the renewed contract and whether you go to the carriers own store or website or an authorized dealer for the carrier.(i.e. Walmart, a kiosk at the mall, or Flywire.com). I will in future blogs go into depth on the various carriers in the south western Pennsylvania area

A Few Of My Favorite Things....
I was asked a question and it went like this.... What is your favorite thing if you only had one...well I don't think I could ever pick just one. So here is a few of my favorite things...if you were curious what were some of the things I liked. I love to come home to my kids and getting the best hugs ever... I love the smell of Spring rain... I love the laughter of children... I love a cool breeze at night after a long day... I love penguins... I am a huge Betty Boop fan... I love flowers especially roses and lillies ... I love to be kissed on the back of my neck... I love flip flops... I love bright colors... I love amusement parks... I love the beach... I love very warm weather... I could stay outside all day on a hot day... and most importantly I love my husband!!

They Are Sending This Warning Out Throughout The County.
Verified in Snopes: http://www.snopes.com/crime/fraud/juryduty.asp Jury Duty Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and ..... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been repo

The Secret To Getting What You Want
guys and girls, check this out and watch it...it's so very true and please pass the good wealth around so that we all can get what we want out of this life... http://movie6.net/movies2/secret1.html

Love.......
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew i would love you best.

Kali, The Black Goddess Of Yore
Kali, the Black Goddess of Yore Kali is not what one imagines a typical Hindu woman to be. She is neither gentle, bashful, nor subservient toward her husband. She moves around in the nude; her hair is disheveled; and she gets intoxicated from drinking the blood of demons.. Kali is a Goddess who fights alone. And if she wants help, she accepts it from other females but does not seek it from men. Whenever the male Gods are unable to subdue the demons in battle, they ask the Great Mother Goddess for help, and not until after she has scored a victory can they go back in peace and perform their normal godly duties.. The fact that Ma Kali is black makes one wonder whether this Goddess originated with an ancient African super culture. Most scholars don't believe she is ancient. They call her a relatively "young" Goddess who did not reach full popularity in India until the 18th or 19th century. Their opinion is based on the Vedas which are perhaps the most ancient scriptures in

Crappy Co-workers
This is just a rant I needed to get off my chest... I'm sure just about all of us have dealt with a crappy so worker before... so maybe you can relate... SOO... I have this co worker (obviously lol!) that I CAN NOT stand!! Well actually no one in our department can stand her. She never ever shuts up (you can walk away from her and she'll still be talking when you come back! LMAO!!), and it’s never anything good that comes out of her mouth. She has absolutely NO tact or manners on top of it. For someone who has worked there only 6 months you would think she was a disgruntled employee that's endured crap for many many years. It's so bad that when she calls in sick... We're HAPPY about it! So, this morning... Another co worker, her and myself walk over to the cafeteria to pick up breakfast. As we're walking out the door I hear this woman behind me, pop off with "I'm going to start calling you carrot top!" I reply with "excuse me?" and she repeats it. To that I say to her "My

Kali Meditations
Kali Meditations The World Turn away from the outer world. Turn inward, and feel the Kundalini that arises in you. The World as it is. Let it be... You are in India. You have come to find illumination, but all you see is the world. All around you, children cry out with hunger, their chests shrunken, their bellies bloated. A woman lies under a leafless tree, barely moaning, weak with fever, too weak to call out for help. The sickness, and the pain, and the hunger are palpable. You begin to feel sick. You too are in pain. You too are hungry. You feel an urge to run away from all of these people who press you on all sides, pushing on you with their agonies.. You walk past the crying, bloated children, past the moaning woman, through the whole throng of people. You keep walking, further and further away. Now the cries and the moans are barely audible. As you walk, the sun falls behind the hills. Night comes, and a few tentative stars begin to shine. As you watc

The Way I Really Feel!!
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry fo

Memorial Weekend
This weekend is a weekend to remember all who have fallen. Those who have been lost, found, and those we are still looking for. For those first in and last out ... You are remembered for all you have done ... you are the Presidents own and you will always be the ELITE !!!! SEMPER FIDELIS my brothers and sisters. Those that are considered the Marines taxi ... you do more in a day than you choose to do. Sea to air and sea to land. You are always there and are always in need. Thank you for all you do. (this pic is for the entire naval service .. not just there elite ... it was the best pic that jumped out at me). Those that fly the skys and keep them safe ... you protect us on the ground and give all the back up you can. From the air you let us know where we should be. If you go down, you know you will get back up. Your the angels of skys. Thank you for all you do. Those on the ground after the excitement starts. Your Tanks and Toys are always a round

Lyrics When To High To Find Paper
we have to keep talking like we always walking, no one can keep up like its flat between the lines when you fade to the chalk lines, after the spray, but it was a set up, when you thought you everyone looked up to you, no one respect a bitch with an attudie, so keep on me where you think i am from when i beat you up, we keep in the lines and mark up, see the blood when the solider of the street marchs threw, it a painted hazed to bring you back, just like that, 10 feet down, where the dogs can't smell, hows that for a fact when i smack your other homies for their upper lips. when it sounds like hte foot step coming down the curb is red all around but we keep steping like its nothing new with a cloud of yesterdays still on stain on our boots as we carrie on, its just a my warrior way.

**cupping And Fire Cupping **
It is the cupping treatment which is very common in many Oriental homes. It started with using the simple horns and the bamboo cups before the metal and the glass cups were developed. Fire was used to create the vacuum in the cups. Today, a hand-held pump is used to extract the air from the valve-fitted cups to create the vacuum. In the BDSM scene it is a sensual ritual and exciting, stimulating sensation to various parts of the body! Cupping Technique There are two types of cups here --traditional and vacuum. Traditional cups are the ones that need some kind of fire to create a vacuum while the vacuum cups (a newer type) have a pump so that no fire is needed. This kind of suction is more controllable. There are about four sizes of cups. Select the right size for the anatomical area you wish to cup -- small for the neck, etc. The small sizes seem to get better suction and therefore darker color (hickie type bruises). Traditional Cups -- Fire First, cover the treat

I Need Help
I need help! I don't have time for my friends anymore! Am I a workacholic??? or just trying to make ends meet??? Shit..... I have worked at the same job for 23 years ......ya I am damn good at it and I like what I do but..... its a J.O.B.! Just getting by! Think about it! working for someone else is always going to be a j.o.b.! Now I am building an online business in my spare time (like I have a lot of it). Have any of you tried that???? Theres shit everywhere telling you how easy it is to make money online...... Guess what......It doesn't work that way! Any way..I've been farting around.... hopping from one program or product to another for a few years, thinking I was going to start hauling in the cash with my work from home...online business..... Ha! The moral of this story is..... all of these great programs and products are leaving me in the same place!......YUP! a J.O.B. working for someone else!!!! The only advantage is.... if you are good at it you may be

Major Bloggage. [if You Take The Time To Read This, Comment.]
This is a long one, but I think I needed to say it all... so if you read it-- comment on it, let me know what you're thinking. I feel it necessary to write a blog right now. Maybe I've been thinking about it for a while and I've either A) now reached my breaking point on some things, or B) found the free time to actually sit down and write something. I wonder if Pink Floyd had it right when they said "Action brings good fortune." I mean, that was like 40 years ago right? Are things [in context] really like that? "Action brings good fortune."? That's a pretty bold statement to make when at one point or another we've all experienced some kind of let down. I'm sure a lot people we know deal with it daily. That whole "bad day" syndrome thing seems to have found a permanent spot in my life recently, and it doesn't seem to want to leave. It's weird because someone called me fake today, and like anyone would... I went on the defensive and denied it. I mean I was offended.

True American Heroes
TRUE AMERICAN HEROES One of my supporters sent me these 2 videos in email and they are so very touching I wanted to share them with you all. Seeing these videos makes me even more determined to help spread awareness about and put an END to the MYTHS AND THE ABUSE. I will FIGHT for the rest of MY life to save the lives of these true American Heroes who have and still do serve the American people both publicly and privately. PLEASE WATCH, THESE ARE MUST SEE VIDEOS!!! GOD BLESS OUR ABPT HEROES

Ponderisims....
Call it a methodical dream.... Call it life... Then again, why is "life" "such a great thing"?..... When all you do, while living it is suffer... You slowly sometimes quickly see yourself... Coming apart at the seams....!!! No one hears...your inner screams... HELP ME!..FREE ME!..SAVE ME!!!!!!..... Then again, no one really cares... So, all your emotions you learn..to buffer... Why is life so cold and uncaring?... What has people and the world in it come to...? Everything, is one big obstacle.. Always something up ahead.... Never anything positive..jus harder times.. My world....is Lost...Empty...Cold....& Bare... Hopefully one day, my ravaged soul.... Will finally be free from all pain and dispair....

Insane Fantasy....
Wildness fueled by fantasy- Souls burning with madness- Embracing what "could" become- Self destructing furture unknown- Intertwining lives as we go- Our hearts producing our thoughts- Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible- Craving unity we continue down- Letting the electricity flow through us- Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid- Desire blazing into the depths of humanity- Serinity and peace cloud our judgement- Our faoundation begins to weaken- Fire burning out of control- Unstable ground comes out from under us- We begin to slip on our own remains- As I stumble the fire catches me- I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders... Struggling within myself to survive- Waiting for the blaze to dissipate- Waiting for our fire to burn cold- The fires insanity, like my own- Still burns like the sun- Seeing you in the shadows- Reaching for your sweet embrace- Help me from the Hell I create

Rating, Adding, Posting Etc!!!!
Alright look, it's like this. If I check out your profile and don't rate you or whatever DO NOT shout me and say Hey why didn't you rate me or whatever. I will rate who I want to rate when I feel like rating you. I will add who i choose when I choose to do so. And If I don't, then get over it. There r plenty of people out there who only care about their cherry points. I actually LOOK at the people I rate and I try to be honest. If checked u out but didn't rate... there's either a good reason or something goofy happened to my puter and I'll get back 2 u as soon as I can! SO LAY OFF!!! If you don't like the score I gave u. sorry truth hurts sometimes. People rate me 1 and 5 and 2 all day long. I don't cuss them or get angry. I let it ride and get on with my life because no stupid number from a complete and total stranger will ever determine my self worth or value. I know who and what I am inside and out. I don't think I'm super sexy but i'm far from bow wow. Your world isn't gonna fal

Morrigan
Morrigan Morrigan is a triple aspect goddess. While this implies a virgin, a mother and a crone figure (in this case, Nemain as the virgin, Macha as the mother and Badb as the crone), Morrigan is sometimes portrayed as three crones. As Debi has also said, she is an immensely strong figure, and as a protectress she "empowers an individual to confront challenges with great personal strength, even against seemingly overwhelming odds." Samhain is a hugely powerful time of year for Wiccans. It is the end of the old year and the beginning of the new. It celebrates the fact that through death comes new life - whether or not they believe in reincarnation, Wiccans share the belief that at this time of the year the veil between the worlds is at its thinnest. Indeed it is these "between" times that are so powerful in this religion. Dawn and dusk are between night and day and are important for that. That is why the Morrigan - a Goddess associated with battles and war and death - is the

Kidnapped... (4)
STOP YOU SHOULD READ (1, 2, 3)BEFORE YOU READ THIS!!! She almost screamed when she woke up. The memories of things that happened started flooding back to her. She still couldn’t see, but she could hear something in the room. Whistling, that voice was whistling. She could tell it was the man that was there earlier. She could hear things rattling around. What was he doing? He must have heard her wake up because the noise stopped. “Good Morning sleepy head” she heard him say. Where had she heard his voice before? It was so familiar to her some how. As she lay there she noticed that she was not bound as much as she had been. The straps on her wrists were not as tight, and her legs were free. She was so busy stretching her legs that she didn’t realize that he had walked over to the bed. It wasn’t until she felt the bed give way a little that she felt him next to her. All of the sudden that feeling in the pit of her belly was back. Who was this man? With everything going on she

May 24
Why not ask someone else what they would do in your position? It's even more helpful if your reaction to their comments is, 'Why on earth would you do that?' Now you know exactly what you wouldn't do. That's a start.

**protecting Your Family**
PROTECTING YOUR FAMILY If you are an SM lifestyler, having children means you have given hostages to the state. How do you protect your sexual privacy and still be good parents? by David Comoss Often, the result of a strong union between partners is - a child. How this affects your relationship depends a lot on how you practice BDSM. The questions are many, and the answers are not easy to find. Having a child means more than a drain on your paycheck. The real investment is time and the demands placed on the partners. Having a baby means never having to say you're sleeping. We have all heard about the two o'clock feedings. But there is something even more important than the loss of sleep and money. That is the loss of privacy. It means a drain on the time you spend together. This is the hardest part of having children, but it is not impossible for relationships to overcome. The way to do that is to do again something many of us have already done, and that is to loo

~sometimes They Make Me Feel~
*Damned Unpretty* Not gonna lie- been overwieght all my life. Due to whatever genetics I have in me, no matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a big girl. Yet I think more of my reasoning for never attempting SERIOUSLY to lose the weight was a rebellion agaist the status quo. I didn't want to be a carbon copy of every pin-up in a magazine- I wanted to be me. And if people could not accept who and what I am- so be it. Those were the superficial fools I cared not to know anyway. What bugs me are the stereotypes: all big girls are lazy, stupid, and care for nothing more than stuffing their faces. It's always the big girls in the media who are chasing after this poor guy like an overgrown poodle as he winces and tries to be nice to her- the one so desperate she'll do anybody, anywhere, anytime. I am F.A.T.- Fabulous And Thick and I have NEVER been desperate, nor do I bemoan my outcast state. Nay, my sweetlings, I revel in it! I revel in getting out on the dance floor and outdan

What Every Kiss Means
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

You Know Who You Are :)
I hate a fake ass bitch , they smile in your face and act like they like you but if your ass ain't around all they do is talk bad about you. If you don't like me tell me to my face or send a email if you don't think you can say it to me sheesh. I don't want any fake whores in my life so do not ask me for nothing , do not even ask for my help cause right now I could care less about you and I honestly hope that I never have to see your face again , you know who you are you fake ass BITCH! You act like this whole Cherrytap thing is a damn contest on who can get the most points so you show your ass and everything else to people and I was told what you said about how you want more points than me , that was so funny , this is the INTERNET so whether or not you have more points than anyone it still won't change the fact that you are a sorry ass bitch.I regret ever telling you about this site because since I have you have changed you think all you need in life is stupid ass fake comp

Moments After
Moments After by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 I have held a human soul As it flew right from my hands And I watched that warm red glow Chill, and then disband I have looked in knowing eyes That knew not any more Nor winked quaint goodbyes That twinkled just before I have felt a weakened breath That moved in shallow sighs That rattled upon death But spoke of no goodbyes I have held a hand in waiting Until minutes before the night Our clasp slowly abating Then gone just with the light There was nothing I could sense No mystical night surprise Just a profound silence Broken by sobs and cries Bryant H. McGill

Life.
So, sometimes people want to be young forever. But I think it's stupid. At some point in time you have to grow up and take responsibility for the shit you do. Yeah, i've made alot of mistakes in my life. And i've lied, stolen things, hurt people, blah blah. Who doesn't? But i'm ready to put it all in the past and start over. I'm tired of all the drama in my life. I just want to get the fuck out of Michigan. Or at least out of Coloma. I'm living in two different houses right now because my mom kicks me out on a daily basis, and my best friend gets tired of being around me. Which is understandable because we're together 24/7 and sometimes we need a break. I just wish I could be on my own. And as for Julia, she'll never let Chad go. Kind of sad. I haven't been in a relationship since last November. Right now, I just want to make friends and hang out with new people 'cause i'm tired of the old. Yeah yeah. Anyways. Comment me.

Calling.....
Lightning called to me today in a voice so sensuous, so tempting, I opened the door, willing for him to consume me. Yet as his foot stamped the mighty ground with a crack, he laughed in my face with a thunderous voice, chiding me to think I was worthy enough to be in his presence. I closed the door with a squeal, cowed by his power. Then I raised my voice to the sky, singing an ancient tune. My voice rose and fell sweetly with the melody as Lightning growled and hissed, his breath blowing the trees like a monsoon. Yet when my voice rang clear on the top note, I could feel him sigh in awe, tears falling from his face. And then his tears became the rain....

A Wanting Hunger....
sitting here letting the mind wonder... wanting you to come to me. as i sit in this chair. with that longing sparkle in your eyes. wanting to know eachother. a slow walk as if to hunt your prey. needing to take what you hunger for. I sit here. not knowing the sharpness of your bite. not realising the pain that you will so willingly give. that delicious taste that touches your lips as your mouth connects with my flesh. the wetness dripping from your tounge as you take whats yours. delving deeper as you pounce. as you ravish this flesh that is mine. pinned to this chair. your body crushes my form. a sweet smell lingers in the air. a growl creeping withing you. i quiver as i am torn. a whisper of a scream escapes from within me. with eyes watching you. i see the pleasure as you consume without a pause. taking all that is yours. knowing i belong to you now.

Why Is That The Good Guys U Have Always Turn Bad
DAVID AND I WAS TOGEATHER FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS AND ENAGGED 3 YEARS HE WAS NEVER READY TO GET MARRIED EVERY TIME WE SET IT HE WOULD UP IT AND ALSO HE LYED TO ME 2 HE CHEAT ON ME 2 TIMES OK HE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT HE TELLS HIS FRIENDS AND HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME WILL I WANT TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF SO I JUST PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE ELSE ON THE NET I START CHAT WITH HIM FOR HOUR OR TWO GOT TO THE PART TO ASK HIM IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND HE SAID NO WE BROKE UP 3 YEARS AGO AND THEN ONE DAY HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME THAT MY FRINED WANT ME TO CALL HIM SO I WAS GET READY TO GET OFF AND ALL THE SUDDEN I HEARD THIS GIRL AND GUYS VOICE WILL IT WAS MY DAVID AND THIS GIRL TALK SWEET AND NICE TO EACH OTHER AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE I WAS SO MAD AND THERE WAS RONALD ME AND RONALD WENT OUT YEAR OR SO AND WE WAS ENAGGED TO WILL ALL HE WANT TO DO IS SEX SEX SEX AND WILL IM WAITING TIL I GET MARRIED TO HAVE SEX WILL HE PUSH ME ONE NIGHT INTO SOME STUFF I DID NOT WANT TO DO AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME INTO IT AND

Abpt Rescues
Links to APBT Rescues across the U.S. and Canada. USA: Smilin' Pitbull Rescue (Northeast USA) Pit Bull Rescue Center (By State Listing-Excellent site) Pit Bull Rescue CentralHearts Of Gold Pit Rescue Adopt-A-BullSpindletop APBT/AST Refuge Villalobos Rescue Center Pit Prints Rescue and Rehabilitation Bad Rap : Bay Area Doglovers Responsible About Pit bulls Turtle Moon Pit Bull Rescue, Inc. Misunderstood Pit Bull Rescue Website at RescueGroups Welcome to Pit Bull Rescue MABBR : Mid-America Bully Breed Rescue PitGirls.com OUT OF THE PITS - A NON-PROFIT ANIMAL RESCUE ORGANIZATION Pawsitively Pit Bull | Rescue, Adoption, Advocacy Annabelle's Second Chance Pit Bull Rescue of North Carolina BraveHeart Pit Bull Rescue Boldog Traing Kennel and Rescue (Excellent Site) This list will be continually updated as new sites are discovered. If you would like to submit one please Email Me

If I Waited
If I waited, I would have missed my opportunities that I have gained. If I waited, I would be missing out on a new life If I waited, you wouldnt come to me when you're "ready." Youre timing has always been way off darling, we both know this. So I come to you, because time is not on our side this time, and I cant wait. If you waited until you were ready, I will be 1500 miles away, and nothing will get solved. If I waited for you, nothing would ever get said. If you waited until you were ready, I will be past the point of waiting for you, and wouldnt want anything to do with my life here, which includes you. If I waited to say the things I have to, they would never get said, because you're waiting. Waiting and time isnt on our side this time. There is no more future for you and I, we both know this, but we cant wait anymore to talk, and say what we have to, and what we feel. If we waited, youd be where I was last year, and I would be where you were the entire time we were t

Ciara-like A Boy
C-I-A-R-A Come on Pull up your pants (Just like him) Take out the trash (Just like him) Getting your cash like him, fast like him Girl, you wanna act like he did I'm talking 'bout Security codes on everything On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring A foreign account And another one he don't know about Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that Tell you I love you, but when you call, I never get back Would you ask them questions like me, like, "Where you be at?" 'Cause I'm out four in the morning On the corner rolling, doing my own thing What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry Would the rules change up or would they still apply If I played you like a toy? Sometimes, I wish I did act like a boy Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Can't be getting mad, but you mad can't handle that Girl go ahead and be (Just like him) Go run the streets (Just like him) Go home missin sleep like 'em, creep like

Pretend That Life Is Like A Game Of Cards.
had my woman taken from me. But to put this in terms that I think you can understand better. Let's just pretend that life is like a game of cards. Except the cards you and I are delt are fine blown glass and as we build friendships and trust, the bond between me and you, the love between you and Someome, we turn over more and more cards but then someday something happens and the cards are swept off the table and shatter in a million pieces and all we want is for those cards to be in tact but wasn't the point in the first place just to play a game of cards?

Oh.......shit!!!!
MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD > Well, it's shit... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. > Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. > With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. > You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. > Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference bet ween shit and shineola. > There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. > You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. > You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. > You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. > Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. >

Almost Done!
Thats right iam almost done woot woot!!!! iam so tired of being prego i want this lil one out now! Only 4 more weeks till i pop this tihng out of me. I cant wait to see how she looks and hold her in my arms.

Untitled Poem
UNTITLED 1 SOMETIMES THINGS ARE LOST ON ME LIKE WHY THE ANGEL’S BLOOD STAINS THE STREET??? OR WHY THE FLOOD MUST BE SO DEEP??? SOME THINGS I’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW DOES THE DEAF CHILD KNOW HOW LOUD TO WAIL??? THE BURIED SOLDIER DIED FOR LAND??? OR DID THE DEVIL FALL OR FAIL???

I Was Trippin Hard Tonight
ME UH....PEDRO THAT'S RIGHT WAS TRIPPIN FUKEN HARD TONIGHT MAN AND I UH PIMP OUT MY PROFILE CUM SHOW ME SOME.......... UH..........SOME LOVE...UH THAT'S RIGHT. UH.... OH YA TELL ALL YOUS STONER BUDS TOO AMIGO........COMPRENDE BTW GEORGE WAS HERE HE SAID "HIGH"

Bring Back The Glory Days
It sickens me to see how many white people have stopped caring about their people and their heritage, just to appear as what Jewish society deems as normal these days. What ever happened to the men and women who would stand up and speak out when such atrocities are being committed against our people, what happened to the leaders we once had, men of character and honor? We are now living in a time where our very own leaders are themselves draft dodgers, Jewish puppets or desk jockeys. We no longer are able to look to our leaders for guidance, we are no longer able to do what is right for our people and we are no longer able to keep our borders safe and secure without a group set up for the civil rights of people who have no right to be in this country as it is. It is far past due that we elect a leader who has the balls to stand up and break up the media, it is time we no longer sit back and allow the Kikes the rule they have rightfully stolen from our people, it is time we take a st

Stricken
I was struck before the hour Of a love so sudden and sweet. Your face shone like a shining star And made my own heart beat. My face turned as pale as ever, My legs refused to walk away Yet when you looked at me What could I possibly say? My life had suddenly seemed To all just melt away. Then my blood rushed to my face And took my sight away. It seemed like it was midnight When it was only mid- day I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start, They spoke as a chord does from a string And a sweeter melody it did play. You seemed to hear my silent voice And love's appeal to dream I never saw such a sweet face As the one that stood before me.

Poem That My Mother Wrote For Those In Uniform Right After 9/11
IN MEMORY OF ~~~~Here's to the men that went to war ask them again and they'll give some more. ~ ~~~~~Life and limbs and eyes were lost. but they fought on - to hell the cost. ~ ~~~~~~When bells ring with freedoms call brave men march _ tho some may fall ~ ~~~~~~~With waters red they forged the beach the brave marched on thru evils reach written by Gloria Armstrong 2001

Le Requiem D'un E`tranger
Anyone else ashamed of what they are? The smoke curls around my fingertips. Burned you. Dunno why. Beat your head into a mess of wet meat. Dunno why. Took myself out on myself. Breathe in poison. Try not to smile. Try not to cry. Still okay to scream. Still okay to drag the needle across your brain. Used needles. Crusted over with aborted scabs. Withering away. No one to put all this hate into but myself. No fix until the weekend. Need a hit. So take you out on you. One with none. Comes with instructions. Because... you... I?- can't bear to see her in pain. Hate that pout. Only smiles... please. Only laughter in this house. You know the one... small ranch... yellow sheets. Big orange couch. ...what rhymes with orange? Doesn't matter, I'm not that kind of poet anyway. I'm no kind of poet. I'm no kind. Outsider. Wanting only everything. Tout dans rien. Seulement vous.

Going To Fla, With Some One I Never Met
This is going to be a crazy trip I can tell, Stared out taking a old girl friend and last night got tired of her mouth and being bossy ! Wrong, So to night I'm on a site and see this hot girl and playing ? I sent her a message saying you want to go to Fla. ? She replyed hell Yes ! So we talked and we are going to meet up and go. I'm excited but nervous at the same time, Will finish ot this may be a start to a long story. We'll see ? Stay tuned ? Same bat channel same bat time ,

Would You?
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?

Sexy Dad Contest Help Me Win Please
THIS IS THE LINK CONTEST http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=480938&albumid=367867&i=2194674403 SEXIEST CT DAD CONTEST WILL BEGIN TONIGHT 24TH, AT 7PST-10 CENTRAL...CONTEST WILL END MAY 31ST..TY FOR ENTERING AN GOODLUCK Please help me I would love to win ab=nd if all my friends and fans vote I could do it. send out the message a nd put me in first place please THANKSfor the help and for all the votes in advance Ken

Well I Am One Step Closer......
I am one step closer to starting my online classes. I finished my orientation tonight. It was long and a little boring, but I gave it hell and learned a few things in the process. Basically wrote this out of boredom lol.

I Am A Work In Progress.
Not to say that I am more complex then others, but I am not sure how many people will actually understand what I am about to say. They are just things on my mind that I often wish I could just blob out with a big black marker. Perhaps then and only then could I have a complete moment of clarity My life can easily be broken down into different sections. Looking back at these “sections” it seems each one was an entirely different life. Each filled with entirely different people, whom somehow I affected or they affected me; sometimes this being for the best other times not. I believed certain people come into our lives to teach us important lessons. At times those lessons might fall upon deaf ears but not until later down the road do we release what they were there for. Each different section holds different experiences; sometimes these memories haunt me late into the night. Yet, I truly believe that I went through these things for a reason. As hard as some of them are to face they ea

Pcd Finalist
OK, I know a few of you know but most of you dont so her we go.... Most of you have seen in my name future PCD. First off PCD stands for PUSSY CAT DOLLS! on June 2nd I'll be in HollyWood getting the rest of the information I need an dI will update yo but for starters thisis what been going on. I have made the final 10 cut for the second season of The search for the Next Pussy Cat Doll. which airs Tuesdays on The CW. So far I know we are shooting from aorund the 13th of July till the 13th of September. alot ofthe show is live but then again some isnt so I promise to keep you all posted on what and when to look for .. Thanks to all my friends who have shown thier support and been there for me "you all mean the world to me" I swear I couldnt be happier. Well unless I win wich I do plan on doing. Once again thank you all for being such great friends and always being there for me. Promising to keep you posted!!!! Always Ella AKA LADY E.

Nhl Boredom
Taken from the Book of Gretzky (2007 Edition): May the rich Oilers rise down and drink from the cup of Stanley, followed by Rangers and unfortunate for the Kings, they weren't worthy enough of greatness, for they had to settle with their own Blues. With no Captial rise. But now we are in the rise...the rise where the Senators get quaked to death by a bunch of ducks Almighty. Lemme hear a Quack! And if that is not a ridiculous site may they be struck down by Lightning and deal with the Coyotes, Sharks, Bruins and Panthers in the Wild and get hurled to smithereens by an Avalanche un the midst of a Hurricane. May they look up at the Stars with their Red Wings and dressed in their Blue Jackets and get beaten by Canadiens and Canucks holding Maple Leafs. Shall they met the Devils, Predators, and Islanders to get poked by Penquins on Flyers holding Sabres and sent to Flames, to be assaulted by Thrashers Have such no pity, says the Blackhawks. Can I get a Hat Trick!?

I Think Better When I've Got A Few Sleeping Pills In Me
Sleep eludes me as usual, so I'm just going to get out a little...musing (thus would be the basis of this blog). I've been kicking around the idea of spending the summer writing a play or novella. Yeah, I'm one of those sorry bastards that thinks they have the great American story inside them just dying to get out. I'm taking medication for this. Tonight is filled with the sound of Annie Lennox and soothing music that makes me die to write. Alas, I don't have much depth to say this evening...I've taken sleeping pills as work is gonna drag me up in there in about 6 hours. Something keeps me awake tonight, I just wish I knew what it was so I could fix it to sleep. I wasn't sure if poetry was the right mood, somehow...and whether anyone reads this, or gives a fuck (as I know I don't sometimes)...I'm slipping into one of those holiday depressions that mean I'm looking for the meaning of it all and finding myself very disillusioned with myself and the world around me. I really fee

Friday And The Start To The Weekend, Memorial Day Weekend
Good Morning. Friday is here…Graduation weekend, oh my…where did this week go? It seemed like it was just Monday a few minutes ago…Oh well time to make the best of little time. I am in a hurry today as I was all week long but will survive. I have to make an appearance at the grocery store and hopefully not cart nap again…that is not fun running someone else’s cart around and having put items in it and then as they look at you removing your items from their cart…well let’s just say not the best looks in the world are to be had at that given minute. But, irregardless I have to pick up the food for Mandy’s Party, the beverages or should I say my beverages…LOL wow…I have a lot to do in little time. When the smoke finally clears I hope to be happy and resting. Talking about smoke…here is a story for you from our friends over in Scotland: "Stewart Laidlaw, 35, was banished from Thirsty Kirsty's pub in Dunfermline, Scotland, in March, following numerous complaints about his excessive flatul

Daily Horoscope May 25
"That saying about all work and no play is truer than you think. The stars say to live it up. And no, that does not mean ordering take-out and watching something different on television. Get outside. Wear something cute." Outside? In the sun? With cute clothes? ME? They've lost their damn minds. Do they know how hot it is outside right now? Well, it's not so bad at night at least. Especially if you're kinda drunk!

Long Weekend
Well for those who read this, Memorial day weekend is here and with the warm weather means lots of outdoor activities. Like taking nude photos of Kay, submissive fun, spankings, bound, flashing, etc... I have promised Kay that this weekend will be a long one with her showing her submission the entire time, no matter when, where or who may be around, she knows that her ass will be spanked every day, that only skirts and tank tops will be worn, NO bra or panties. The start of summer is one she really looks forward to, for the winter clothes come off, and the summer ones come out, meaning many times she will be exposed, for all to see. Any suggestions you would like to make for her to do will be gladly accepted. Sir Don

Does It Ever End?????
Ok new stress. Yes I freakin love it. My ex got fired today. For those fo you who havent been tuning in lately that means no where to go if he looses his house. So consider me FREAKIN THE FUCK OUT!

The Weekend Is Here
Hi all Im soooo happy I will b Leavin today @ 12:00 No computer NO phone Isnt that great I think it is I will b camping all weekend sooo excited well anyway SHUT the hell up MiZT.... ALLL of u of A great MEMORIAL DAY....... BE SAfe....

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL MEMORIAL DAY MEMORIAL DAY 2007 Memorial Day began as a memorial for Civil War veterans. It has become both, a National Decoration Day of family graves, and the holiday that opens the summer season. It is celebrated with backyard barbecues, outdoor picnics, and parades. Waterloo, New York was recognized by President Lyndon Johnson and both houses of Congress, as the birthplace of Memorial Day because the town decorated the graves of Civil War veterans as early as May 5, 1866. The claim is contested by Boalsburg, Pennsylvania, which claims to have begun the practice of decorating soldier's graves two years earlier than Waterloo. Another source claims that two years after the Civil War, it was southern women in Columbus, Mississippi who decorated the braves of both Confederate and Union men. Nevertheless, sources agree that it was General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic who designated May 30, 1868, " as a day for strewing with flowers or

Vacation!!
I just wanted to let all my family, friends and fans know that I will be leaving later today for South Carolina for vacation. I will be gone for two weeks. I will be taking my laptop computer and hopefully I will be able to get onto cherrytap once in a while. I hope everyone has a great Memorial Day weekend and I will look forward to coming back. I would still love to receive comments, so keep them coming. Hugs, Christine

My Fave Ozzy Videos
Ozzy Osbourne - No More Tears (Full Long Version) Ozzy Osbourne-Dreamer: OZZY; I just want you: Ultimate Sin - Ozzy Osbourne: Ozzy Osbourne Miracle Man: Ozzy - Gets me Through: Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train:

Just Me...
After a passionate discussion with someone I love, we came to the conclusion I am a walking contradiction... Given me a real important reason and I'll kill as soon as look at ya, but by nature I'm a chill person. I don't like much attention from outside, but I seem to draw it to myself. I don't like people who judge by the surface & jump to conclusions, but laugh when they do and love scaring the hell outta em. I don't need recognition, but want friends to know I'm the best at what I do. I sometimes struggle with commitment, but only know how to give 1000 percent. I don't like a lot of society, but think a evolved egalitarian one is the only hope. I'm idealistic wanting the wrongs of the world righted, but believe it to be a corrupt place undeserving of hope and will never happen. I have contempt for authority and rules, but really need my own set to live by. I rely on my appearance and demeanor to maintain distance from most, but am VERY close to some.

Abpt Guardianangels!!
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Summers Here
Both kids are out of school now and the fun has just started... You will find that even though I may be signed on here that doesnt mean Im on here. I will be spending alot of time out doors with the boys this summer. And right now Im also spending a good amount of time with Jim and going to his softball games which I enjoy very much. So if I dont respond right away you now know why. I have many things planned for the boys and myself this summer and not much of it includes inside play. Have a great summer.

Bad Week
I know this week I have been especially moody. And that is saying a lot considering my usual disposition. But this week I have said things to friends I did not mean, hid from most of you, and said goodbye to some I cared for. I am struggling.. a lot. I am trying to keep making changes in my life. For so long I let everyone walk all over me. I accepted less than what I deserved. I held in anger. And now I am trying to find ways to change that. To settle for no less than what I deserve. And I am not doing it well. I've never been good at putting myself first. Never been willing to hurt another to keep from being hurt myself. And this week, in putting myself first, I did hurt some people. And it breaks my heart to do it. It's not who I am to let someone hurt. so right now I am confused.. hurt... trying to find a balance. feeling a bit lost because I am leaving the path I walked for so long.. to try to make myself a better person for myself. Someone stronger.. more

Loving Ourselves Unconditionally
Love yourself into health and a good life of your own. Love yourself into relationships that work for you and the other person. Love yourself into peace, happiness, joy, success, and contentment. Love yourself into all that you always wanted. We can stop treating ourselves the way others treated us, if they behaved in a less than healthy, desirable way. If we have learned to see ourselves critically, conditionally, and in a diminishing and punishing way, it's time to stop. Other people treated us that way, but it's even worse to treat ourselves that way now. Loving ourselves may seem foreign, even foolish at times. People may accuse us of being selfish. We don't have to believe them. People who love themselves are truly able to love others and let others love them. People who love themselves and hold themselves in high esteem are those who give the most, contribute the most, and love the most. How do we love ourselves? By forcing it at first. By faking it, if necessary.

Man Meets Woman
I condescend to climb that marble staircase, littered with broken glass and rat poison. Waiting impatiently is a porcelain doll for me to reach the summit and meet her. She will bribe me with pleasure, to raise her to the light, only to turn to powder in my hands which I will blow with disgust to the air for it to catch and do with her what it will. Such is the futility of female beauty. What is the function of the porcelain doll? Its only aparrent purpose is to aesthetically please, however it harbours a secret need. She aches for someone to touch her, therefore she beckons her observer's hand with an etherial charm, yet she threatens to break if one should so much as breathe on her. Do not be fooled by the fragility of her form for she is hardened of heart and mercenary in intent. I suggest indulging her whim - if not only to enjoy the sound of her shattering, then to revel in her stupid surprise. How conveniently she forgets that this is how she asked for it to end.

Tgif!!!!!
Boy, am I glad it is Friday! Although, even for Friday, today's gonna be a crazy one, I'm afraid. I just finished getting ready for work, but don't have to leave for another 40 mins. or so...then off to work for a few hours. We're headin' for Indiana sometime today...whenever lee gets off. He normally doesn't get off till 7, but when I asked him if he was going to be stuck there all day...he just said, "we'll see". HOPEFULLY, there might be some possibility that he can get out of there before 7, and we can get on the road. When he doesn't get off till that late, then still has to come home, lots of times it's going on 8, before we can even hit the road. When you're looking at a 7-8 hr. trip, by the time we stop to eat, take pee breaks, get gas, etc...it puts us into Indy around 3am. A very very long and tiring trip. So...maybe he can get out of work a little sooner...that would be nice. After I get home from work, I've got to get all our clothes packed, and ready to go

The Bad Side Of Life (long Blog)
Tell ya what last 24 hours have been frustrating. Last night got into a rip roarer of an argument with the guy I'm currently living with. Stupid ass junkie. He was agitated cos he had gone a whole two days without a fix and was hanging out for one but lack of money meant he was shit out of luck. So we had an argument about nothing in particular but he got so worked up he said he was gonna evict me from the house. Cheers mate you took me in from the street now you kicking me out in the cold! Could of cut the air with a knife this morning. I went to school and he went to tafe - didn't see each other all day till' tonight when (after he got his fix) said he was sorry and he did not mean the things he said and that he did not want me to move out. Yeah what ever mate. Not impressed with him at the moment. He is off his rocker. Decided not long ago that, although I love my mates, there are some that are just bad for me, like this guy I am living with. I do not want to associate with this

A Change Of Scenery
Well, it's been a year and a day since my brother died. This past Wednesday I moved back to Rhode Island from New York for personal reasons...one of which is to go through my brother's things that are still here at my Mother's house and get them out--auctions, yard sales, and just giving it all away... My brother was a "pack rat", so I've got TONS of NASCAR, Star Wars, and a LOT of other assorted stuff...the Dale Earnhart stuff is DEFINITELY going to auction. Aside from that, if you're from Rhode Island...please tell me...what the hell is there to do here now? I moved away back in '04 and now I feel like I'm so freakin' lost here--I know, pretty pathetic LOL

A Poetic Stranger
She was a stranger no doubt she was different from the crowd Soft spoken yet not afraid to holler out loud Not knowing much about me passed my many words and verses Unfixated on my many flaws just focused on the purpose Of why we met, the reason for this hour...this minute I was taken, drifted, writing love poetry again My wordplay was sentimental, gentle and vibrant Like a mid-morning eclipse and almost as timeless She could quote my every verse as thought she wrote it herself And seemed to know the very realm inside my heart in which it's kept I was felt and for the moment saw her as my missing link As we were captured in the scripts of life entangled in our ink We shared our views as we would write depicting life and how we feel We wrote of loving one another and pretended it was real Over sweet tea and candlelights in Calloway we dreamed Amidst a cedar brown balcony we overlooked the breeze Overlooking the crowd of those that shunned

Pet Peeves
I was talking the other night with someone I love to distraction, and the subject of pet peeves came up. He has a couple, one of which will be listed here, and I have discovered a few of my own recently that make me crazy (or crazier). The first one is this: my town no longer has a Burger King, and I saw on tv that they have Spiderman toys and I was damn determined to score one or two, and since I had to be in another town for a doctor's appointment yesterday, I kept my eye out for a Burger King, and found one! Imagine my delight! However, as I sat in the car waiting for my prize, I happened to see a sign on the door of this establishment that irritated me to death and triggerd a pet peeve attack. I have a niece who is a very successful ad executive in Dallas, and I know she went to college for years to become what she is. Apparently, the ad people who Burger King employs never went to school at all, because the sign looked like this: On the top was the Burger King logo, an

Tat
Well I'm thinking on getting a new tat on my lower back, but I'm not sure what to get. Was thinking about designing one myself, so it would be an original. What do you all think I should get. Gimme your input please.

Test For Smart People
TEST FOR SMART PEOPLE The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put the giraffe in and close the door. This next question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put the elephant in and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. lol Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal confer

Seasons
I remember a moment in clockwork A fragile mind thinking of simple things Light escapes the trap that the moon set Exploring the directions it can travel The feeling of spring is being resurrected Snow is melting and bringing life to the ground Leaves are long forgotten Innocence being charged with hormones The seasons give me new feelings. Looking around in my environment Birth is the current stage Of the everlasting cycle of the planet Time moves forward without reason I'll always remember the time I spent alone Flowers breathing our poison And throwing away our precious life support Mother Earth is protecting all of her loved ones. Life is the season of spring Giving chances to possible new champions Blood is the season of summer The purest nourishment to the newborns Memory is the season of autumn The collection of thoughts of one's spring Death is the season of winter Nothing more.

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Freedom Isn't Free By Me
Notice the daate...oldie "Freesom Isn't Free" As I watched you pull the seat belt across and buckle it I stood there and watched thinking I couldn't take it! On the inside I was screaming please don't go as my knees hit the ground and I pleaded with you but on the outside I stood tall and proud with a half smile and half frown as I waved to you. I never let you see just how bad it was killing me knowing that this is the price for America to be free! My heart broke as I heard the ignition turn over the car pulled away and our conversation played over in my mind and in my heart! I wanted us to never again part! As I made one last wave and said in a barely a whisper "See you later my love" one lone tear fell silently down my cheek! This is the price that we pay for you to serve our country and I will forever stand by your side proud that you keep me free! I will be here waiting now and foerver until you return to me to stay for alwa

One Of Those Weeks
The week before memorial day weekend, and its been one of the top "one of them weeks". Locally the discount gas station went from $2.90 / gallon to $3.50 / gallon with the name brands being even more. Another announcement of some 300 jobs earning less than poverty level is coming soon to our town, A lot of people have stated to me I should write a political article lambasting politicians for ruining the lifestyles of 25% of the country ... which just happen to live around here. Personally, I have had to dig into my savings twice this week, once to replace the pump on the well for my parents or let them not have water and once to pay for the repairs to my car I asked for before the last 4 gas hikes. Hard to beleive that was only a couple of weeks ago. My publisher hounded me every day to get more revisions back to her for the novel. I wonder if she is panicking yet? In spite of her rants and raves, I managed to get to her all the information she was after and the novel w

Italian Vacation
A woman goes to Italy to attend a 2-week, company training session. Her husband drives her to the airport and wishes her to have a good trip. The wife answers : "Thank you honey, what would you like me to bring for you?" The husband laughs and says: "An Italian girl !!!" The woman kept quiet and left. Two weeks later he picks her up in the airport and asks: "So, honey, how was the trip?" "Very good, thank you." "And, what happened to my present?" "Which present?" She asked. "The one I asked for - an Italian girl!!" "Oh, that" she said "Well, I did what I could, now we have to wait for nine months to see if it is a girl !!!" Moral of the story: Don't tempt a woman, we are far too intelligent!

Why Do I Bother
I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE LYING TO ME AND MAKING PROMISES THEY KNOW THEY WONT KEEP IT IS SUCH BS THAT PEOPLE DO THIS TO NICE PEOPLE LIKE ME I TRY TO HELP EVERYBODY OUT AND TREAT EVERYBODY THE SAME WAY AND THIS IS WHAT I GET A LOAD OF CRAP AND BS I DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE CANT LEARN TO BE THEMSELVES AND TELL THE TRUTH

I Have A Lover
i have someone on here that love me for me and i love her with my hart and soul i hop she love me with all her hart and soul to and will be with me to the end of time r to death come for us. I will be all the man she need in life and she be all the woman i need in my life i do what ever it take to be with her so baby i love love with my hart and soul to the end of time r to death come for me and when death do come i will still love when i'm die love you baby. kenny eckert

Flyin' On Angels
When we are lost, and can not find our way in the dark, we follow an unknown light and when we least expect it we are fliyin' on angels wings. When we lose a loved one, we grieve, and hope they are in a better place, we wonder if they are watching us, as we go through life without them, we not need to wonder they are with us flyin' on angels wings. Now its our turn to head towards the light, ""do not be afriad"" we hear as the angels sing is a lullaby, we gently float down the tunnel of light, we see rainbows of bountiful colors, with our loved ones flyin' on angels wings!

Moving On
There comes a time in every one's life when all goes wrong and all is lost and the only thing left to do is move on with one's life the best we can. The world is tough and unloving, and cruel. Moving on threw life's cruelity is the only way we survive, moving on, moving on. When God lets cruel and crooked evil people take the most meaningful three lifes away from you and there is no hope in getting them back the only thing to do is to be moving on with youjr life. The world is tough and unloving, and cruel. Moving on threw life's cruelity is the only way we survive, moving on, moving on. In God's eyes we are to be created equal, but as we grow up as adults we know that is not true. Those with money and power can ruin our lifes in a blink of an eye, and we are powerless to do anything about it. So we pick up whats left and start over, by moving on. The world is tough and unloving, and cruel. Moving on threw life's cruelity is the only way we survive, moving on, moving on.

My Legacy
Seven years ago i never though myself to be a mother of three, and now seven years later my three children not with me any more, i wonder if i will ever be able to be the mom i once was, and get up to the sounds of laughter and feet running down the hall. Now i just get to see my youngest daughter and wonder how my two oldest are doing? wondering if they think mommy don't love them no more, and missing their birthdays and not being able to give them their gifts I wonder what this world has come too taking children from their partents for no reason, and not giving them back, making us fight over two years and with still no hope of getting them back. what are my children thinking? What are they doing? I miss my babies, they are the light of my life they are my legacy!

Best Scenery Contest Starts Monday
the best scenery contest will start monday the 28th at 7pm est..i will except a couple more entrys,if anyones interested..just let me know..thanks brenda Brenda-founder N.C. FAMILY/CLUB F.A.R./CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY@ CherryTAP

Move Me, Hold Me, Care For Me
She walks out the door You won't make her cry no more She leaves this sad place Only to cover behind her pale face All those things you screamed Disappeared down the drain The dance floor is crowded She becomes surrounded This is her chance to forget about it Tears fall from her cheek She begins to feel weak She knew it would happen Her endless brown eyes close While she thinks of her chances She won't know of her mysterious glances Blinking to clear the tears She is in fear As she moves to the intence sounds She sees that she is not bound The music keeps playing Everything begins swaying This night is the first of many Shes had plenty She opens her eyes after awhile And she forces a smile

The Past And The Future Meet In The Memory Of The Dead
I would call it the West end of town. Fredericksburg starts to trickle out after you get to the Catholic cemetery. I have walked through that cemetery time after time again. Intrigued by the stories, perhaps some long forgotten, of the former citizens of this fine hill country town, or just to seek a quit moment of reflection of what might have been. No matter how many visits, or trips through the tombstones, I find myself constantly pulled to the grave of Raymond Ottmers. To a young man whom death claimed far too early, too far away. To a young man who I never knew, yet I feel, as if I’ve known him all my life. You see, not so long ago; I wanted to be just like him. A country boy born to the parents, of the greatest generation, like so many others, they struggled through the depression just to make ends meet. They witnessed perhaps, history’s greatest struggle in the Allies victory in World War II and then the gallant effort of the United Nations army, consisting mostly of U.S.

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or repr

Inspiration
The Concert When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star." At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit.""Keep playing." Then, leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child, and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed what could have been a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. >The audience was so mesmerized that they couldn't recall what else the great master played. Only the classic, " Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

Old Lady
A lonely woman, aged 80, decided that it was time to get married >> She put an ad in the local paper that read: >> >> HUSBAND WANTED! >> MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (80's), >> MUST NOT BEAT ME, >> MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, >> AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! >> ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. >> >> On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she >> opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheelchair. >> >> He had no arms or legs. >> >> The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are >>you? >> Just look at you....you have no legs!" >> The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you!" She >> snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man >> smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed >> intently. "Are you still good in bed?" >> With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile >> and said,

Something Wrong With Me!
***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Hopes & Fears
Waiting for this day to be over Wishing i will find a new lover somebody who will make me feel the way i used to with you A woman who will eventualy heal the pain that i am going through. I know i have to do that alone i just wish it was already gone. Cause i dont wanna fell like this and it's cutting like a knife knowing exactly i will miss you for the rest of my life.

Out Of Reach
You´re out of reach for me but every time i see you i just start to dream I hold on to every gleam of hope to find the light that leads me right to you and make all my wishes true. and i lay awake at night wishing to touch your face feel your kiss, your embrace so i`m still waiting for you to come through my door oh tell me cant you see how much i want to be the one you share life with could you give me this bliss?

Thoughts At Night
I couldnt sleep tonight you weren`t by my side I couldnt put my arm around you And show you that my love is true When i cant sleep at night I dream you were by my side I imagine i put my arm around you and show you my love is true

Application For Service To Mistress M (updated)
Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Mistress M. send it to Me by email for review at bdsmistress-m@hotmail.com. Name: Age: Weight & Height: Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys): Eye & Hair Color: Which are you Submissive / Slave: Location: Orientation: Email address: Marital status: Able to travel: Education level: Employment: Income level: Skills/talents: Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it: Answer the following, should Mistress M require you for entertainment. I am available to serve most often at this time and on these days: I have a webcam/digital camera: Are willing to take pics with it to prove you did what I ordered you too: Length of time available for sessions: Toys, play clothing and bondage items you own: Living situation (alone / with others bu

The Evolution Of The Dick!
Hiya Everyone! The average cock size is around 5.25" wordwide, with the bell curve distribution falling in the 5" to 6" category. Cock's 8" or more comprise 1% of the world population. Nature must have a reason for this? How come evolution hasn't produced the majority bell curve distribution to be 8" to 10"? Hmmmm...must be because women aren't reproducing with the 8" and above worldwide, but the average ones instead. Hmmmm...must be because the average pussy depth is 6" worldwide. How did this develop in our natural selection? Maybe the big-dicked guys were too stupid to survive back in the dawn of man? Maybe their huge slong got in the way while running away from wild beasts, causing them to trip and be devoured? Maybe women didn't want them advertising to other women, and clubbed and killed the ones over the head who did? Women needed to breed and needed the smart ones who could survive and not cheat on them. Whatever the reason, it always amazes me that some women go

Liminal Summer
My friend T and I were talking the other day about the bizzaro quality of our current psychic/emotional states in this strange, strange period before grad school. Back before undergrad, our young, plump egos filled us with anticipatory energy, convincing us that we were smarter, more talented, and wiser than all our compatriots. The sky was the limit and we were the cream of the crop, destined for great things. Eight years later we both share common ground in a very different emotional landscape. Our performance work here in Chicago has required a great deal of energy, money, time, and sacrifice, and although we would both happily do it all again, we feel utterly worthless, incompetent, and much less talented than those around us. Some of these feelings are objective: our standards of artistic success have risen considerably over the past few years, and we're consciously working to defeat all strains of dilettantism in our work. But there's more to it than that: I think we're

Rating Pics
Why is it people ask u to rate them and becouse u give them a low rating they starte trouble with you. You are the ones who asked to be rated, i'm sorry if offend you, its not saying ur ugly at all , what i am saying is i dont like that pic of u. So im sorry if i offend people for saying exactly what they want to know.... If u don't want that kind of feed back dont ask then....

Acid Test
ACID TEST Introduction The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. However, gold will stand up to most acids. So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON. Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla males are usually after ‘easy sex’ and th

Get A Clue... Or Some Training
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to animals...no? I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of phychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics make

It's Not Over
I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that I try to see the good in life But good things in life are hard to find I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the only one It's not over I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the o

Rules For Beginning Doms
Rules for Beginning Doms Most dominant men complain about how difficult it is to find a submissive female. Almost every single submissive woman I have met in real life or online has complained about the shortage of good male doms and say most of the "doms" they meet are clueless jerks. Even some highly experienced and respected doms that I have known for a dozen years or more can't seem to sustain relationships. It seems that many aspirant doms don't get a few basic concepts that are necessary for establishing and maintaining a dom/sub relationship, whether in real life or online. Consequently, as a public service, I offer some Rules for Beginning Doms. Rule Number 1. Don't be a jerk. I'll explain, since so many guys don't seem to get this one. Many guys new to the scene (and quite a few who are not so new) work a little too hard at coming across as confident, assertive, masterful, whatever you want to call it. Too often, the result is that they end up sounding insecure, pretenti

Dealing With Emotions
The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhance on what They enjoy. In doing this, we also learn how to

How To Find And Keep A Dom/me
How to Find and Keep a Dom/me Lately, I've seen a lot of my submissive pals going through hard times: having bad luck finding the right online Dom/me, feeling frustrated with the Dom/me, losing the Dom/me. I'd like to share my thoughts on how to find and keep a good online Dom/me: what I've come to understand through my own experiences, watching the experiences of others, and from observing and learning from my Mistress, Lady Cauchemar. Note: these are my own opinions, not necessarily those of my Mistress or the IR management. And there is certainly more than one way of approaching many of these matters; this is the way that *I* think works best. These comments are also aimed more at the beginner and novice online submissive who is looking for a more serious relationship with a dominant, whether that involves a formal collar or not. If you are only interested in your basic netsex slap-n-lick, then much of the following may not be necessary. 1. Don't Be A Pest! A twisted logic

Update On My Photo Shoot/photo Set 4 My Web Page
:):):):):):):):):)Well update:):):):):):):) Well i wanted to let everyone know who is interested in my new modeling career in the adult Entertainment world.....of the so called internet porn world..... I just took my first photo shoot of more then 35 photos...so i have 2 more to go too before the webmasters set up my modeling web page....so thats the update so far...ill tell u more after my 2nd and 3rd photo set.....kisses now:) Love mistress Reeni

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth. Be honest with a submissive about your level of experience with others and the submissive. The submissive can even help you to

Faceless Friends
FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes; Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition , but it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we flirt. In IMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships, but why, we don't know How some of these friendships will flourish and grow. Why is it that on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told? Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple; it is clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must so we turn to the 'puter, and

On The Water
Imagine being on a 40 foot boat, with the hull slowly rocking beneath us, and I am lying next to you. It's dark in the cabin, except for the few moon beams that drift in and out of the windows, teasingly showing me parts of each other's naked bodies. Even though it's chilly outside, it's warm in the boat's berth. The bed is big, and the champagne sweet. So are you. My hands begin to wander, Your nipples seem to reach out to me as I touch them. Our lips are drawn together, our bodies begin to react. The synchronicity is picking up tempo with each heated touch. The moon beams and the headiness from the champagne make for a surreal scenario as we melt into each other's flesh. I move down your body. You moan when I reach my destination. I move your legs wide apart as I slowly begin to take in your swollen clit between my lips. MMMM....you're very wet, and hot, and purring. This entices me to further action. First my tongue darts in and out. Then I add a finger to the

I Went To Hollywood.
And it was swell. Walked around quite a bit. Saw the dopest ad for the Transformers movie of ever. Annnnnd a great music store... Annnnnd lots of neat stuff. I wanna come back later with money. There's alotta dope shit to buy.

Hmpff
hmpf.. I am sitting here... on a friday night.. on my pc.. alone. I wish i could go out. At the moment i dont have the money.. and if i had that.. i wouldnt know who to go with... and that s a basic problem i got here anyway.. at the moment i rarely have any ppl to go out n meet with.. guess i should do something bout that. Just difficult when it s like you got nothing to start from... Ah i better stop complaining and do something bout it as soon as possible..

Just Something
well i want everyone to know that i have finally found my true love and that i cant be more happy we found eachother on a date site called plenty of fish . now we live together and plan on getting married our family is perfect with our 7 kids together i have 4 and she has 3 . 16,14,3,7,7,5,3 wow i love the big family.

Bbw..meaning
Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is a phrase most frequently used in the context of affirmation of or sexual attraction to overweight or obese women. Meaning The term BBW does not have an explicit lower or upper weight limitation. It is a visually-determined concept that can include women who are barely overweight to those who are morbidly obese. The term spread rapidly via the Internet during the 1990s, and is used mainly in the United States. BBW has many near-synonyms with varying shades of meaning. Rubenesque is a close synonym; the term refers to the art of Peter Paul Rubens, best known for portraying fuller-bodied women. Full-figured refers to women with a generally plump body shape, whereas voluptuous and zaftig usually connote ripeness, sensuality, and a body shape involving large breasts and wide hips. [edit] Usage BBW is often found in personal ads denoting an identification with, or preference for larger-bodied women. In this regard, men who pr

Virtaul Pets
adopt your own virtual pet! this is a virtual pet!!!!!! No clean up or mess!! hit more tab twice and then you can feed my spider a fly and on my page theres, Swinger the monkey, Waddles the penguin, and Green With Envy the spider!! These are a blast so hit the link and go adopt your own.

Yet Another Friend Is Gone For Good
After being the soul survivor of a tragic car accident years ago, Kyle Cripps of Herrin passed away Thursday afternoon in St. Louis. Kyle was a good friend and always up to have fun. He'll be greatly missed. Funeral arrangements have not been made as of yet, I will update everyone when I find out more.

Wounded Heart
Time was ticking, pain was increasing I lost a very special person in my life again I am crying, hurting, pain and dying Feeling my heart crumbling in my hands As the man I onced loved, turning away A person I onced knew A person who no longer love me A person who no longer care for me Why does it have to hurt inside? Why do I have to cry each night? I am feeling ever so sore The pain rocks my entire being The pain of this has broken my heart My life slowly die frozen in sorrow My life seeming more hopeless I wish that my every tear is going to be my last You are not longer mine I don’t know where to go I love you,I wish I knew the perfect words to say I can’t help this pain, It hurts so bad Everywhere, everytime I feel so sad This depressed feeling I hate my foolish heart It makes me feel angry Why is it continue to beat and wounded? Why is it continue to feel lost? Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair I am sick with this wou

Remembering The Fallen!!
Thought you might find this thought provoking. It's Not Political Being a defender. By W. Thomas Smith Jr. Buried beneath a stretch of ground on a ridge above the Broad River here in Columbia, S.C., are the remains of some 140 Confederate soldiers. Though some are in unmarked graves, most are beneath neat rows of small, white tombstones. At the entrance to this relatively small section of the much larger Elmwood Cemetery is a large, wrought-iron archway that simply says, "Confederate Soldiers 1861-1865." Nearby are ten Union Army graves - at least eight of them being soldiers of the U.S. 8th Infantry Regiment - who died during the postwar occupation of Columbia. The Union and Confederate graves are separated by an old stone wall - the wall itself something of an unofficial monument, built to divide, thus symbolizing the simmering distrust that existed between the two regions of the country for decades after the war ended in 1865. Beyond these two sets of g

Update/mistress Reeni/may 25,2007
Hello Everyone; I'd like to introduce myself to you.My Stage Name is Mistress Reeni,My nickname in the past used to be Yum yum kitty on cherry tap a while back..But now since i just got an internet job as a Featured Adult BBW model on a internet pay site...my stage name......................................... Mistress Reeni is now approved by the webmistress and webmasters of the site i will be on.... so as for right now...i want to let all of you know...................................... i have done one photo shoot which means one set of pics has been done also i have 2 more sets to go before they design my model page....so once that is done...i will be featured i say in a few weeks everything should be up and running....i'll keep all of you informed on my updates and so on.... kisses to all...mauhz xoxoxoxoxoxoxo *Mistress Reeni*

Tarantino Marathon!!!
So It's been awhile since I had a movie fest . That is when I pick one actor or director and just spend like 2 days watching their movies one after another. Well last night and today so far non stop Quentin movies!! Right now- Kill Bill vol 1&2 last night I managed to watch Pulp Fiction and Natural Born Killers before I passed out. On the collection list for today after kill bill would be Reservoir Dogs (One of my all time favs); True romance, and Dusk- Til -Dawn, Hostel, and 4 Rooms. Impressesed I actually own all those movies? :P *shrug* I'm officially a QT junky, though I'm still missing a shitload more! something to work on I guess!(lol) I guess the point to this pointless blog is a) I'm barely here today because I'm watching movies, and b) if you haven't seen any of the above recently I Highly advise taking a QT Day yourself! and last but least .. c) when it comes to Movies- I know where it's at baby! haha. Have a Great Memorial Day weekend guys! The Long of QT is

I Found Old Mutilation Writings And Shit
so i completly forgot how fucked up i was when i was younger i guess its kinda good my mom took all my shit from me .. but actually i would have liked to have it when i went through some times in my life what a bich for taking it hahah but i took it back and its with me now ...i spent abot an hour reading all this shit i had written .. including a 4 page suicide note i had written basically teling my family to sod off and telling a few of my close friends how much they meant to me and how much i wanted to screw a couple of my friends ... thats never something you want your mom to read .. thats the funny thing about contemplating suicide .... wow ..i was fucked up .. not to say that im not fucked up now .. i guess i was fucked up in a differnt way.. well its hard to say exactly what it is one is feeling in life to make them feel so shitty... oh it also was me coming out ... i said in a line of it that oh yea im bi i love pussy and i love dick at least now while im burning in hell yo9u c

Today's 'scope 5/25/07
"Asking everyone else's opinions of how you're doing will undermine your confidence. Take several deep breaths and focus on what you know. Once you get in touch with your core, you'll know exactly what to do next." True 'nuff.

Cursed
I think Im fucking cursed. I been trying for ions to get a job with the nypd, and they jerk me over. I tried getting a job with the parks police, and they fuck me over. I wanted to goto the beach today since it was 90° degrees today, but since I take care of my mom (mind you I took her out shopping 3x this week) she wanted to go out again and messed my plans up. Im sick of the bs in my life

I Wish I Had A Cherry Tap Blast
WELL I'M BACK! BUT ONLY HERE AND THERE SPORADICALLY ONLINE. HOWEVER, I WISH I HAD A CHERRY TAP BLAST SO I COULD ADVERTISE AND GO UP SOME CHERRY LEVELS *SIGH I WOULD LOVE SOME HELP GOING UP THE CHERRY LADDER... WILL YOU HELP ME?

Latest Medical Info
Latest in my medical saga We will be scheduling surgery sometime in the next couple weeks.I will be undergoing a laproscopic surgery to remove my left ovary and fallopian tube completely.The gynocologist says that the tumor is not malignant and is also not the culprit of my pain and massive swelling.The surgical procedure that I will be having will also enable the doctor to be able to see exactly what the main event issue is. If there is another main issue then the doctor will open me up fully to be able to remedy the issue right then and there since I will already be under anyway.Right now the prognosis is good and we'll just have to wait til I get date for the surgery and go from there. In the mean time I would like to thank all those that have given me sooo much support and the caring thoughts.I really do appreciate them immensely.

Prayers Needed...
I am asking for all members to plz go and leave one of our members some comments to show our love and support for him. He is need of our support. He is suffering from an illness and does not want anyone to pitty him. He is unable to talk, but he can see and read the comments left for him and i think he deserves our support, and prayers at this time. He is on an LOA from the family due to his illness. His nephew is keeping in contact to let us know how he is doing and that is greatly appreciated. Plz click the link below and go show him some love and send some prayers his way too. renegadelvr *CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family * @ CherryTAP

Fuck
Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. fuck dumbass guys. 2. fuck mustangs!!!!!!!!! 3. fuck frogs 4. fuck you. 5. fuck 1% milk 6. fuck your mom! [inside joke] 7. fuck really sharp knives 8. FUCK US AIRWAYS!!!! 9. Fuck working at a job you despise... 10.Fuck Salt! 11.Fuck the drama 12.Fuck me (yeah i said it) 13.Fuck the Valley... 14. Fuck work 15. Fuck this 16. FUCK DUMB ASS GIRLS WHO CANT GET THEIR OWN MEN! 17. FUCK JENNA!!!!!!!!!!! 18. FUCK INSECURE PPL 19. FUCK WHOEVER WROTE #17!!!! 20. FUCK HER IN THE BUTT!!! (inside joke) 21. Fuck the police! 22.FUCK PEOPLE WITH NO TRUST !!!! 23.FUCK what you heard! 24.F*U*C*K* MY CAR BEING A P.O.S. 25. fuck not having any money to buy the new linkin park cd!!!!! 26. fuck this fuck list 27. Fuck Gangsters 28. Fuck you and your motherfuckin mama. :P 29. Fuck snitches 30.Fuck me 31. Fuck stupid blonde russian bitches who disrespect while here on a visa. 32.Fuck who started

Memorial Day
Memorial Day Today we honor and remember the Many fallen brave who gave their lives in war and battle their friends and family to save. The men were brave, the men were true, And they believed in what soldiers do. They fought the enemy on land and sea. They fought for freedom, honor & liberty. Today as we enjoy our freedom let us never forget The many ones who've fought and died - the many who are fighting yet. Let's not forget our soldiers. Let's not forget to pray for the men and women still strong and brave On the battlefields today

Nothing New..
The greatest myth today is that America will not lead you astray With this I say. Notices that history; shows only one side of the play. The word “history” is self-explanatory, It’s the oppressor’s justification of why he killed me So to those I say this Pay attention. This is only going to be said once. My deep dark skin is a symbol of power, intelligence, and ambition Each day I accumulate more information with every intention to plot and scheme to give my future a more prosperous dream. My potential is endless, motivation relentless. I am the man who bare witness. To accomplish this goal “society” calls “success”. I commit myself to excellence, and strive for the best. My wit is unmatched, Soul in tact, waiting to strike back, at the drop of the hat.

05/25
so im sitting here at work the Sun is out its soo freaking nice i am so close to the lake i can see it off the balcony of the Hotel its friday and i am just waiting for peoiple to start showing up so that i can get them Checked in I am reading The Number of the Beast By Heinlein while i wait all in all its been a good day very happy with it. Just trying to get life back on track :)

Dis-mummenschantzed
Not the best title. My last attempt to post a MUMM was a few months back, and I learned the techniques of a small gang that seems to think that the MUMMs are their personal stronghold. With the possible exception of VICs, bouncers and admins, the only person who "owns" this site in a real sense is B.J., so I'm not quite sure why they think that Laws of MUMMing (I cannot be arsed to get the title that was used, it does not matter whether it was Rules or Laws-- I have only the greatest sneering contempt for such a concept if they truly believe in their right to set down such rules, and to enforce them by intimidation) are theirs to enforce, when they are not to be found even by extrapolation in the ToS, and then it is to be left to bouncers in any case. I didn't mind that the comments went off-topic, I thought it was a sign of much joy of attitude, but realize from consultation with those who know the people involved that it's more a sign of a favorite means of power play

Stamp Out The Virus
Why is it ok for one country to defy laws, use violence and kill innocent persons, yet another country doing the same deeds done to them are considered terrorists or militants? Has the world gone completely insane in their thinking, that we have forgotten all rights and have been led down a path of lies and deceit? I only ask these questions because I have seen on many occasions such terms placed on the Palestinian people and none place on the people of Israel. Honestly if a reader where to look at the atrocities the Israelis commit against the Palestinians they would have no contempt towards the people of Palestine for defending themselves against the Jews. I was under the impression that all countries are held accountable for their actions under the United Nations, however I guess I have been blind to the fact that laws only apply to Gentile and Islamic religions and not the Jews. The Jews are permitted to do as they wish, even if their actions clearly violate all international

I Remember
I Remember Woke up alone in the dark, emptiness fills my heart. That familiar feeling of fear has taken me hostage again. Why am I scared? I can’t remember. The fear has washed over me, ceased me in its grip. I stare at the empty room through half-open eyes, A tear runs down my cheek; I cry! I cry because now I remember why. I remember why I am alone in the dark, I remember why I’m scared, I remember why I cry. I cry because you are gone! You are gone because I pushed you away! All I wanted was to love you, but you can’t take the love I have to give. I remember why I’m scared. I’m scared because I wonder what you are doing, out in the dark. I wonder if you’re ever coming back, back to melt away the fear And accept the love I have to give?

Another Day
Well today is another day.. It is Memorial Day weekend.. a weekend I remember my fallen brothers in the service. I also remember those that are still servingI pray that their Families be remembered, that the memories of the fallen not to be forgotten.

Re: If You Dont Respost [sic] This I Will Delete You And Block You
Shut the hell up. I'm not sure what resposting is, but I can guarantee I'm not going to do it. http://cherrytap.com/myfriends.php?remove=39050 http://cherrytap.com/blockuser.php?block_id=39050

Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, T ax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The in

Naked
It has been I guess what you would call a f****d up Friday. Planned on working all day today...and I guess that for some reason, there was no damn news. Waited for six hours for the call...and then nothing....oh well, what the hell. Spend some time shooting some interesting new pictures....well will call them.... I am a hoer Do you think my tractor's sexy? And sunnin on the porch Yes, I was naked today....yes there are pictures to prove it and yes, you can see them....but I have to have a regular email address to send them or the permission too. I am proud......and I can say that itwon't be the best naked body you have ever seen....but it is a real one. Of course, you have to realize that Debbie was the photographer.....she seems to like helping me show off. and she did a damn good job. Guess that is all for today....have a good one...I gotta go get naked and bath in the moonlight! Oh, they are posted here in my "undressed"album

Non Returned Fans!!!
As of 8:30 p.m. Friday evening I will be cross checking my " Fan Lists " here as it seems a whole bunch of people have NOT returned " Fans " sent. So when you go to your Fan List and find out that you have lost a fan and the points that go along with it you will have to fan me first as I will NOT Fan you back upon request knowing that you did NOT return the first fan sent out. So what I am thinking here is there are going to be a whole lot of ladies wearing thongs because I just bunched their undies up taking my " Fan " away because they didn't " Fan " me back. Everyone have an awesome yet safe holiday weekend... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. Sweet Lip Lickin Package .¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

For Everyone That Lives In Apartments
OK i have these neighbors who are very loud and inconsiderate. I understand that there will be noises but this has gone far enough. Ive even found busted beer bottles in the place where i park and i just bought 4 brand new tires for my car. I have told my landlord and she wont do nothing about it...what should i do?

Lost
Lost Today I see everything Differently and don't understand... What I have done to derisive this Sadness Where to go from here Where is my Passion for life? How can such small disagreements hurt so badly! Friends are very Important to me. If I had a life Partner to share all my troubles with Life would be so much better! Someone to hold me at night to kiss and love me... Something I have been missing for a long time! guide me on the roller coaster of my life? For I cannot take it without love....

Blonde Joke
A dumb blonde, a smart blonde, and Santa Clause were walking down the street and saw a $20 bill laying on the ground. Which one picked it up? The dumb blonde, There's no such thing as a smart blonde, and there's no such thing as Santa!

Party
a heart beating fast a big rush goes threw you n you begin to let loose music pumping n the party begins. The thunder of drums the emotion of lyrics and you begin to hum and you drink get heavey into the tunes n body flesh to flesh heat rises and you begin to laugh n act out thats whats a party all about!

Which 80's Cartoon Character Are You?
Which 80's cartoon character are you?Rainbow BriteYou are pure of heart and truly gorgeous from the inside out. You enjoy spending quality time with your friends and family and you love the outdoors. You're always up for any kind of outdoor activity and you're usually the planner of it all. Your friends all love and adore you and they should. You're awesome!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

:blushes And About Freaks Out! : Lol
lol ok this is just kind of funny, and just happened too! ...... my son grabbed my other cell phone, one I use to take pics with, I didn't know he had it, my ex yelled at him , I turned around and saw that he had the phone, he WAS looking at pics on it, but he said he didn't see any um, let's just say 'certain pics' lol *whew* I damn sure HOPE he didn't !!!!! eeek .

Graduation
I have to say that I am a proud MoM of a graduated 5 yr old......my baby is growing up but like I have said IM SO PROUD OF HIM AND HE ONLY HAS 12 MORE YRS TO GO BEFORE HE HAS TO WALK ACROSS THE STAGE ONE LAST TIME TO GET THE MAIN ONE.........No matter how hard times get for him while he is in school he will have me to help him with them all.........

Loving From A Distance
There were times I couldn’t believe, That this special someone has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast, Yet still can’t wait, For that special moment. When fate re-allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right This distance parting us should not exist The oceans between the two of us Doesn’t really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you’ve brought to my life No matter what the future brings us Please remember the moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace, and laughs Sure, I wish that we were physically closer But in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for But for now I will settle with this long distance love