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Religious Vacation (a Moldy Oldy)
Two priests decided to go to Hawaii on vacation. They were determined to make this a real vacation by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed, they headed for a store and bought some really outrageous shorts, shirts, sandals, sunglasses, etc. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their “tourist” garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery, when a “drop dead gorgeous” blonde in a topless bikini came walking straight towards them. Her beauty took their breath away. They couldn’t help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said: “Good Morning, Father ~ Good Morning, Father,” nodding and addressing each of them individually, then, she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so

Warm Liquid Sex
nothing on the floor but our clothes. all our inhibitions swept away. no care in the world, no barries between us. the desire, the longing that has been there for so long. i whisper your name. temptation always overwhelming, but never acted upon. finally at last i feel your skin and i am all yours for the taking. i utter your name. we are driven by the need, the need for you and me. you take me as your own as you plunge into me with your fire. i submit to you, willingly. i moan out your name. the lust between us burning so hot. all reason, all control has been lost. fantasy is reality at last. we crest the big wave together. i scream out your name.

Grilled Lamb Chops With Mint Sauce
8 lamb chops 2 ozs. Kikkoman teriyaki marinade 1 tsp. white wine Worcestershire sauce 3 oz. white wine SAUCE: 2 oz. Reese's mint sauce 1 tbsp. fresh parsley, chopped 1/2 oz. brandy 1/2 oz. creme de menthe 1/2 stick butter Mix marinade, Worcestershire sauce and wine together. Place lamb chops in dish, pour mixture over and cover. Marinate for 1 1/2 hours turning several times. Prepare sauce by mixing all ingredients for sauce together and microwave for 5 minutes. Grill chops on high flame until done. Put remainder of marinade sauce for lamb into mint sauce. Microwave for 5 minutes. Pour over chops and serve.

Roast Beef With Carrots And Potatoes
1 roast (beef) Peeled carrots (fresh) Peeled white potatoes Yellow onions Wash roast, then rub meat with Accent. Sprinkle garlic powder, a little Lawrey salt, a little tenderizer and black pepper. Place meat in cooking bag or wrap with foil. Put carrots, potatoes and onions in bag. Cook slow. Flavor goes through. Bake at 300 degrees.

Uncommon Books (updated)
1) "Under the Bleachers" by Semore Butts 2) "Trails in the Sand" by Dick Dragon 3) "Bushels of Berries" by Hairy Butts 4) "Mad dash to the Outhouse" by Willie Makit.. Iluistrated by Betty Dont 5) "Sliding down a pole" by Peter Burns 6) "Rusty Bedsprings" by I P Knightley 7) "Shit on the Wall" by Who Flung Poo 8) "Cellophane Bikini" by Seymour Hare 9) "The Yellow River" by I P Freely 10)"Tracks in the Sands, by Won Hung Wo 11)"The Crooked Santa" by Phil Mysak 12)"Brown Spots On The Wall" by Hoo Flung Poo... 13)"Shit on the Wall" by Who Flung Poo 14)"Sex on the Beach" by Sandy Shortz 15)"Why Cars Stop" by M.T. Tank 16)"Animal Illnesses" by Ann Thrax 17)"Unemployed" by Anita Job 18)"40 Yards To the Outhouse" by Willie Makeit and Betty Wont 19)"Ruptured chinaman" by Won Hung Wo *Does anyone know of anymore of these types of books?

Sunburns And Saving Lives
Friday we took all the kids to the pool after I got off work. We had a great time. Well Kaden and I were walking back through the big pool to go to the kiddie pool when I seen this little kid, no more then 18 months under the water, just bobbing up and down. He was fully dressed and had shoes and stuff on. I didn't see any parents around so I scooped up this little boy and took him to the edge. He was so scared and crying. All I could think was where were the parents, or how come the life guards didn't see this little kid going into the water. The life guards found his family. I only wished the family spoke english so I could yell at them. I mean they were on the other side of the pool. They should have been paying attention to thier kids. I had 6 kids there and I knew where all 6 of them were at all times, ya know. I wish the life guards would have called the cops or something ya know. How could you now know your kid was missing. I had Kaden in my arm almost the whole tim

Welcome Home Surprise Part 1
The limo dropped me off in front of the house, I shared with my girlfriend Natalia. Being away five days, on this business trip, was hard on her being all alone. As I walked up the drive, I saw her in the open doorway. Dressed in a white blouse, unbuttoned to the middle of her cleavage, to show off her breasts in a black push-up bra. She smiled at me and came running down the driveway, her skirt riding up a tad to show off her beautiful legs. She jumped into my arms hugging me and holding me tight. I hugged her hard and kissed her deeply, my tongue dancing on hers. My senses were aroused by just missing her so much and seeing and smelling her. She asked, “How was the trip?” I told her everything went fine but I was exhausted from the plane ride and limo drive. She told me she had a beautiful way of relaxing me and had a surprise for me later. We both walked to the house arm in arm. She stopped and kissed me again deeply, sucking on my lip and tongue. Being gone for fi

Top 4 Adult Jokes
>Fourth Place: > > > A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow >goes into her breast. > >They are both quite startled. > >The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your >breast, I know you'll forgive me." > >She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." > >------------------------------------------------------------------------ >----------------------- > >Third Place: > > > One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing >his wife's arm. > >The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist >appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." > >The husband, rejected, turns over. > >A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. > >"Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" > >------------------------------------------------------------------------ >------------------------ > >Runner Up: > > >Bill worked in a p

Im Haveing Surgrey July 2
update im having surgrey july 2 im having really bad female problems so if im not around alot im taking it easy resting alot and im still waiting to find out when my niece has her surgrey they will be having to remove her breast

"write It Down!"
It's a brand new lifeBold and beautifulbright and colorfulNew things all around meNew faces,new placesNew friendshipsNew traces of loveNew experiencesThis life is to short,to be stuck in the same placeFind yourself firstFind happiness firstFind happiness aloneFind yourself aloneThen the companionship will followSurround yourself with positivityThen you will find clarity and creativityInspirations to inspirelet go of all lust and desiresDon't hold back!Make this life worth livingIt's a big beautiful worldStep outside your boxExperience what there is to seeWrite it down as poetryFor th

I Need Points
OK, so I want to get some points built up. I hope everyone will rate my pics, send me gifts, etc so I can get up there. Thanks for the kind messages so far. I look forward to getting to know everyone.

Charlie Daniels
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America , as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's

Why I Am A Race Fan
I LOVE THIS!!! ..> ..> Jun 18, 2007 Why I Am a Race Fan By Mark Moore Ward Burton has offered to help a six-year-old boy he met at an autograph session, who was born with a cleft palate, and after meeting him, Ward has offered to pay for any surgery needed to correct his condition. Not only has Ward's kindness touched me, but it has reinforced something I've known about NASCAR - the drivers, the teams, etc. - for over thirty years now: By and large, this is the nicest group of athletes around. We all know that stock-car racing got its start from "whiskey runners" in their souped-up cars, but you don't hear of the drivers being involved in betting scandals, drugs, fixing races, or any other illegal or unsavory activities. Look at the constant labor disputes in other organized sports. NASCAR drivers do get a salary annually, but most of their income is based on their performance. If they finish poorly, their pay reflects it. Talk about incentive! Sure, they

Something I Posted In Bulletin Yesterday That Peeps Actually Like
"To all the girls who look past the nice guys." I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry

How Many Stars?
there are days when i get talking to a few of my friends here on ct. i have always been a student of life. and one thing about life i have always found amazing is the ability to find light in dark places. there seems to be in us all a light and dark side. ct shows the dark in us sometimes. at first glance ct apeers to be of darker nature by showing the taboo part of us as humans. but during my time here i have found that with is everyone there are always the basic needs of life. to be loved,and to love. many have found them selves here out of the lack of love maybe. we all bring to this table human needs we cannot escape from. and we all meet in this field. even the darkest of dark people here on ct can be found to be nothing more than a man or woman who is searching for (i believe) for some sort of thing that can be tied to love,..attention,friendship,sex,communication. and we all have different levels of this in witch we search. after talking with my ct friends i find not the da

Things Are Not Always What They Seem!
Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem." The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, sh

Show Some Love
Yea I Went And Did It Again....But Its A Giveaway So No Pressure For Time!!!!! If You Have A Minute Stop By And Leave Me Some Comments...My goal is 30,000 Comments for a Months Blast & also A months VIC!!!! Thanks And As Always I got Much Love For All My Friends And Fam ~Jamie~

Opening A Tattoo Shop
Well kids sit on down and let chris tell you a little story........ I recently got together with another struggling tattoo artist and our dreams of opening a tattoo shop are gonna come to life. Yup thats right Primitive Pain is going to finally become a reality. Looks like we are going to open the shop in mansfield, PA. There is no shops within like a fifty mile radius so we should have this area locked down. And anyone wanting ink get a hold of me and we can put ink on skin!

Emotions
Many emotions have overcome me right now. Sadness. Because you are no longer here I have been overcome with tears and heartache. The pain hurts so unbearably much. Anger. Because you were taken from me so unjustly. I hate everything right now. I am so mad that I just want to break things. Happiness. Because I know that you are in a better place. A place that knows NO suffering. A place of JOY and LAUGHTER. And most of all..... Glad. Because no matter what, you are still with me and you always will be. I carry your memories in my heart. I will never forget you. You are missed and loved. May your life there be filled with everything you could have ever imagined. R.I.P. Gloria Jean Hellums Thank you for everything. Your LOVE, your JOY, your KINDNESS.

Is It Just Me
okay so like ive been talking to woman on here and they say its nice talking to me cuz i talk and dont want to cyber so im just wondering, do all of u guys out there just want to see naked pussy or are u here to talk and get to know ppl? Maybe im confused about this site but help me out a little!!

Spinach Quiche In A Muffin Pan W/ Easy Crust
Crust: 1 stick butter [room temperature] 1 1/2 cups flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 4 tablespoons ice cold water Filling: 1/2 bell pepper [red and yellow make good color] [optional] 1 package frozen chopped spinach [defrosted and drained] 6 eggs 1/2 to 1 cup shredded cheese [Italian blends work well] Preheat oven to 425°F. Crust: Mix flour and salt together in a bowl. Using a pastry cutter, whisk [pushing straight down on it], or 2 knives, cut butter into flour until butter is pea sized. Add 4 tablespoons of ice cold water and mix with a fork until blended completely together. Roll out dough very thinly, and cut out 12 saucer-sized circles [about 6" round]. Grease a muffin pan [Pam works best] and insert each circle into a cup, creasing the dough as needed to fit. Bake crust for 8 minutes at 425°F. While baking, prepare filling. Filling: Dice bell pepper into very small pieces, and place in bowl. Add spinach. Add 6 eggs, and stir well. Mix in cheese

Oysters Rockefeller
1/2 pound butter 1 large bunch spinach, fresh or frozen 1 small bunch parsley l bunch green onions 2 teaspoons Worchestershire Sauce 2 or 3 dashes of Tabasco Sauce 4 tablespoons of catsup 1 ounce absinthe bread crumbs 1 dozen oysters and oyster shells ice cream salt Grind up spinach, parsley, and onions. Drain off juice. Cook 10 minutes in pot with 1/4 pound butter. Add Worchestershire sauce, tabasco, and catsup. Cook 2 to 3 minutes, stirring. Add absinthe, and then enough bread crumbs to thicken to pastry consistency. Wash shells with water only, and place on ice cream salt. Place oysters in shells eye to eye. Put prepared mix on oysters in shell. Broil in oven under fire or heating element about 10 minutes with oven open. Watch closely.

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Crab Cakes
2 Tbl. Butter 2 Tbl. diced Onion 1/2 cup Bread Crumbs 2 beaten Eggs 1/2 cup Milk 2 cups cooked, Flaked Crab 1/3 cup diced Celery 1/2 tsp. Mustard 1 tsp. Lemon Juice 2 Tbl. chopped Parsley 1/2 tsp. Salt 1/2 tsp. Paprika 2 Tbl. Olive Oil 1 cup Flour Melt butter in saucepan and saute onion and bread crumbs over medium heat for 2 - 3 minutes. Combine with all ingredients except olive oil and flour; chill for at least 2 hours. Shape into 8 cakes, dust with the flour. Fry them in olive oil for about 8 minutes over medium heat until brown, turning once.

Drinking?!?!?!
okay so i quit drinking and when i go to partys and hang out with ppl that are they always say "Wow its so cool how u dont drink and can just hang out with us and be sober! Yer awesome Bob!" Now i dont say it but i think to myself hmmm why dont u just not drink and be proud of yourself i mean you dont need alcohol to have a good time just good freinds and respect for yourself!! So the next time yer out and u want a drink to fit in with the crowd stop and think! Maybe its not u thats doesnt fit but its them and dont drink and see how much fun u have with yerself feeling good!!

She Never Sees. She'll Never Open Her Eyes
See that pic? That was me the day she broke my heart. She didn't care, she just gushed how much she loved HER. SHE would treat her like shit and I would hold her as best as I could thru my phone, I tried to make her laugh and take her mind off things, show she was loved. I put her on a pedetal. She told me everythin I wanted to hear and then took it all back because of HER. Now SHE's leavin and she's depressed. Why the fuck do I need to hear how sad she is when she didn't give a shit bout how I felt, just said, Sorry. Always sorry.... *sigh* and I'm still in love wit her...

The Story Of A Baby
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life." "But I w

A Friend Wrote This.. So True
Theres a couple quotes that really explained how I feel right now and I thought they would go well with this BLOG! (People Change,Things Go Wrong, Stuff Happens, Life Goes On ; Learn from Yesterday, Hope for Tommorrow, Live for Today ; In a world where you can be anyone be YOURSELF ; (My Favorite)-> "Who are you to judge the life I live? I know Im Not Perfect-amd I dont live to be but before you start pointing fingers... Make sure your hands are clean." Bob Marley! ; The ONLY things in LIFE you REGRET are the risks that you DIDNT take ; The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return ; Pay no mind to those who talk behind your back that just means your two steps ahead ; (My 2nd favorite) BEAUTY ISNT SEEN THROUGH THE MAKEUP BRUSHES OR HAIR PRODUCTS..BEAUTY IS SEEN BY THOSE WHO CHOOSE NOT TO SEE IMPERFECTIONS, AND BY THOSE WHO LOVE AND THOSE WHO LOVE YOU. EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL, BUT SOME PEOPLE CHOOSE TO HATE ON OTHERS FOR THINGS THEY DONT LIKE. FORGET ABOUT TH

Mystery
Dog day afternoon I can see your face I know you'll get here soon And we'll leave this place I would just lay in the mustard seed And watch you climb the trees Look for fool's gold in the scary creek Splash you, cold, and hear you scream No one's here to see us I'm kinda liking you too No one's here to believe us And I don't wanna share you Years gone by and this creek's all dried Funny little things never work out Years gone by and this creek's all dry Funny little things never work out Monday's came to soon And you went away Lord knows I think of you Every single day We would just lay in that beat up car And laugh until we cried We took our shoes off and went a bit too far I see it in your eyes Years gone by and this creek's all dried Funny little things never work out Years gone by and this creek's all dry

Poem: We Are
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. We are..... Atvgi'a Asgaya, Atvgi'a Agehya People of the Cherokee Dekanogi'a, Dekanogi'a We are still Free Though gone from our land Not submitting to fears Our future in our hand No more Trail of Tears We are people of the Cherokee From the land did we once live In your image you want us to be Live and die by what you give We are a proud nation With a culture that's ageless We raise our voices in elation From our path not digress We are the First People We shall not be swayed We are the First People To us your debt shall be paid Atvgi'a Asgaya, Atvgi'a Agehya Listen Man, Listen Woman Dekanogi'a, Dekanogi'a Sing, Sing We are Cherokee We are Free

If
If i was feeling unappreciated, would u appreciate me. If i was feeling uncomfortable would you comfort me. If you were a bee would you give me honey. If i was a bird in a cage, would you set me free. If i was a desert, would you be my sea. if you were life, would you be fair to me. I'm sure i love you, But im not sure you love me

30 Foot Blaze Kills 9 Fire Fighters
S.C. Warehouse Fire Kills 9 Firefighters By BRUCE SMITH, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago Two firefighters mourn the loss of nine Charleston area ... CHARLESTON, S.C. - Fire swept through a furniture warehouse, collapsing its roof and killing nine firefighters inside _ the nation's deadliest single disaster for firefighters since the Sept. 11 terror attacks. "Nine brave, heroic, courageous firefighters of the city of Charleston have perished fighting fire in a most courageous and fearless manner, carrying out their duties," Charleston Mayor Joseph P. Riley said at a morning news conference. "To all of their loved ones, our heart goes out to them." Two employees in the building were rescued from the blaze, which broke out at about 7 p.m. Monday in the Sofa Super Store and warehouse, Riley said. One was rescued quickly, and firefighters punched a hole through a wall of the warehouse to reach the other, he said. Firefighters, police officers and other rescue workers

Vidcaps From Yesterdays Blackmetalbitches Shoot (nsfw)
for those that actually dont read the title and clicked on this anyway these added spaces are for you as this post is def. NSFW hahaha anyway with that out of the way... I have a few vidcaps from the shoot yesterday to shop it around a bit for soundtrack work... enjoy... and for the clean shot

Days
More old Poetry Days till the time that I'll forget. Days till I'll let the time we met go. Days till I'll be ok. Days till the time you said you would stay. Days and days go by. Till the days when you feel the pain you have given me.

Contract For Cohabitation
EXAMPLE CONTRACT FOR COHABITATION Articles of Agreement for Unmarried Cohabitation /Commitment made on this day of_____20__Between : 1. Name:____________________________________________ 2. Name:____________________________________________ 3. Name:____________________________________________ 4. Name:____________________________________________ 5. Name:____________________________________________ 6. Name:____________________________________________ Residence 1. Residing at:____________________________________________ 2. Residing at:____________________________________________ 3. Residing at:____________________________________________ 4. Residing at:____________________________________________ 5. Residing at:____________________________________________ 6. Residing at:____________________________________________ Date of Birth 1. Date of Birth:____________________________________________ 2. Date of Birth:________________

Today
Today is the day, I celebrate the day, the day you came into my life, and made my pain go away. It was only nine months ago, you came into my life, you touched my heart, earned my trust, and took away my strife. I love you Kevin, more than I have anyone before, I never want to feel any pain or cry anymore. I cant tell you anymore, how my mended heart feels, you must have the magic touch, because yoru words heal. I love you Kevin, ane no one else can see, how these nine months, have changed me. Something I wrote for an old Boyfriend!

Sad Day In Da N-o-x
It's been a rough weekend for the citizens of Noxubee County. We lost a very loving and outgoing person on Sunday June 17,2007. Im not going to go into details though. All Ima say is we gone miss you and we'll always love you... R.I.P. Bobby "Lil' Bill" McCloud

Today's History Lesson: Juneteenth
Juneteenth (a portmanteau or combination of two English-language words to form one word) is probably not the best known celebration in the United States; at least, I don't recall seeing any greeting cards celebrating it, but I could be wrong. And the day itself left me scratching my head for the longest time. In Texas, Juneteenth, which is also called Freedom Day or Emancipation Day, is a state holiday and in thirteen other states it's an official but not necessarily a legal holiday (e.g., you don't get the day off for it). I guess that's fitting since Juneteenth got its start in Texas, when news was brought to Galveston in that state of the Emancipation Proclamation, the document signed by President Abraham Lincoln, which declared black Americans who'd been enslaved to be free. But the Proclamation had been signed three years earlier, right after the Civil War battle of Antietam when Lincoln was willing to resort to any means to reunit the Union and the Confederacy into one country. S

Praising Your Partner ...............
Praising Your Partner............ Make time to give them a much deserved thank you or good job! Everyone needs a pat on the back every once in a while. You're partner is no exception. In fact, you may be doing more than you know. Knowing you have the complete support and belief from your partner can give a person the courage and self-confidence to try new things, work harder at reaching a goal and more. So, the next time you have the opportunity to say something nice, do it! Below are a few ideas of incorporating praise into your relationship. Send a thank you note when your partner has done something extra-special for you. Make a point to give thank you kisses for all the little things they may have done for you. Tell your partner when you appreciate something they've done. Don't let the little things go unnoticed. If they take over a chore, help out with work or do something special; make sure you thank them. When your partner has done something very well, make

Filter Feature - Embedded Content
One can now filter embedded content (such as media players) out of profiles and comments of pages one visits (I believe that's what the feature does- going to try it later :) . This is helpful for me, for instance...)

Portuchenua Beef-corn-mashed-potato
1.5lb ground beef 1 packet taco seasoning 2 cans corn 6 potatoes, cooked and mashed (or use instant) Cheddar Cheese or shredded Mexican Cheese Mix Brown the ground beef. Add the taco seasoning. Place beef in the bottom of 2 ovenproof 8-liter dishes (I use oval Corningware). Place a thin layer of cheese, then top with 2 cans of corn. Place mashed potatoes on top and sprinkle with cheese, as desired. Bake, covered, for about 30 minutes then uncover and bake 5 to 10 minutes longer. Let set for 5 minutes before serving. This was a dish my Grandma made and has been my favorite since I was a child. She got this from her mother who is French Canadian, so I don't believe I spelled it right! It's pronounced: Por-Tu-Shen-Wa. Very quick and easy to make and the family loves it!

Enchilidas Beef & Bean With Mexican Rice
1 lb. ground beef 1 med. onion, diced 1 lg. can refried beans or pinto beans, soaked & cooked 1 pkg. corn tortillas (12) 1 pkg. taco seasoning 1 (12 oz.) pkg. cheddar cheese 1 (8 oz.) can tomato sauce or paste 2 c. water 1 clove garlic, minced (powder, optional) 1/4 c. onion, diced (powder optional) dash of salt 2 to 4 tbsp. chili pepper (chili powder optional) cornstarch, enough to thicken slightly 1 c. long grain rice 2 tbsp. butter 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. cumin dash of salt 1/2 to 1 c. tomato sauce 2 c. water Sauté 1 pound of hamburger until brown, then drain well. add 1/2 to 1 package of taco seasoning and 1/4 cup water; simmer 15 minutes. While simmering, dice 1 medium onion, heat 1 large can refried beans. Cook 12 corn tortillas in oil, just until soft. dab excess oil with paper towel. Place 2 to 3 tablespoons hamburger on the edge of each tortilla. add 2 tablespoons or so beans on top of hamburger. Sprinkle with onions and Cheddar c

This Is Absolutely Ridiculous
Our country is going so F*cking A$$ backwards!!! High-fives could mean detention for students in Va. school Story Highlights• Parents sent a letter asking the county school board to review the rule • Students can be disciplined for hugging, holding hands or even high-fiving • Principal: Rule is meant to ensure students are comfortable and safe VIENNA, Virginia (AP) -- A show of affection almost landed a teenage boy in detention. Hugging was 13-year-old Hal Beaulieu's crime when he sat next to his girlfriend at lunch a few months ago and put his arm around her shoulder. He was let off with a warning, but the cost of a repeat offense could be detention. A rule against physical contact at Kilmer Middle School, about 10 miles west of Washington, is so strict that students can be sent to the principal's office for hugging, holding hands or even high-fiving. "I think hugging is a good thing," said Hal, a seventh-grader. "I put my arm around her. It was like for 15 seconds

Crafts
Ive been trying to sale some craft items and it hasn't been working. So I'm letting everyone know where they can go to look at all of my hats. they are all $10 a piece. I make them in adult and child size. These are just samples of what I can do. I can make them in any color you want. contact me if interested. http://www.saidsimple.com/gallery/melissa/101304

~*~ A Letter From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife ~*~
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have

Ice Angel
You watch me from afar, And yearn for my touch. You move closer to what you desire. You close your eyes and reach for me, But you feel only the cold emptiness. Your eyes open shock, I have moved away from your heat. You beg me to come to you with your eyes, I smile and retreat into the shadows. You attempt to follow my angel softness. You turn, and I am there. You reach out for me again, Your touch burns my iciness. You are repulsed by coldness. You back away in silence. You realize your mistake. You watch me from afar, Wanting what you cannot have... ~Morgana Angelia~

A Picture For Grandma
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a photo in half and mails it. The next day he discovers that he had accidentally sent the bottom half of the photo. He's really worried but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is, & hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his Grandmother. It says: "Thank you for the picture. Change your hairstyle. . . . it makes your nose look too short." Love,Grandma

Just Listen
I don't ask for help, because I need it. I don't say I 'm sorry, because I am. I don't accept affection, because I would give anything for it. I don't show my feelings, because I have them. I don't trust love, because I would die for it. I don't let you see who I am, because I am me.

Struggles
Struggle Struggle to live, struggle to survive, as people we struggle for many reasons, stress, bills, jobs, what ever it may be. We as adults struggle because we are opted to, we don’t have to have that second car, but we struggle to pay for it, we don’t have to have that new house, but we struggle to make it a home. What about our children, their struggles come from the very foundation we lay down for them. They struggle with identity, school, peers, all the stuff that makes a child, however, children also struggle with things you don’t see, such as when they ride their bikes and pass the pile of garbage on the road, they struggle with the question why are we as adults letting it stay there for the world to see, why don’t we clean it up, are we teaching our children that in todays society it is ok to live like pigs? The many houses on the block that are in such bad shape, they should be torn down but we leave them there for the world to cherish, are we teaching our children its

We The People
From death, murder, and suicide, We the people can no longer hide. We need to get to the bottom of this, Because our ignorance is no longer bliss. We have to change the way we think, Or life as we know it is on the brink. Each of us needs to take a stand, To change things across this great land. Don't let the children go on screaming, Give them life, and give them meaning. Give them your love and hope to use, Don't give them your hand in abuse. We need to stop taking more then what's fair, And with others, we need to learn to share. ~Morgana Angelia~ 4-8-1997

Children
People of America: Please help me My name is “concerned”. You pass me on the street, I see you, but do you see me? I have to wonder why you allow me to live like this, I don’t understand poverty, but I live it everyday, I don’t understand prejudice, but I have a grudge against you. I am not garbage, I am strong, but I am afraid, I see my future and it is grim, you brought me into this world and I have to wonder why. My love for you is unconditional, but if you loved me you’d take care of me and be happy just to have me. You are leaving me behind in a city that has given up and 10 years from now, I will still be here struggling to survive, living with dreams I will never fulfill, while you move on with your life. It’s a hard reality to face, but there nonetheless, only you can save me. What do I do? I am but a child, why won’t you help me, instead you stare at me as if I were some materialistic item you can discard at your convenience. This is my reality, I am one of many,

Child Pedophilers
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Makes Me Sick
The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The same magazine that employs Michael (Qurans in the toilets at Gitmo) Isikoff. Here I promised myself this week I would be nice and I start off in this way. Oh what a mean man I am. The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery

Don't Figure
The first Mumm I post after suspention gets pulled. I guess I better make Plain Jane ones before they Delete my profile, like I was warned about. I guess this is making me the internet Bad Boy. Who wants to join the club?

Spank Linda
HI EVERYONE, I NEED SOME HELP FROM YOU ALL. MY BEST FREIND LINDA EVEN THOUGH I LIKE HER VERY MUCH CAN ALSO BE A BIT OF A BRAT SOMETIMES AND SHE HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET AS MANY AS POSSIBLE TO COME AND SPANK MY ASS. ALL BECAUSE SHE SAYS I AM CHEEKY. IF ANYONE AGREES WITH LINDA, I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW LOL. BUT LIKE I SAID I NEED YOU HELP, I THINK LINDA NEEDS A GOOD SPANKING AS WELL. SO PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING "YOU'VE BEEN SPANKED" THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO WILL HELP ME OUT

Lies!!
Why do people feel the need to make things up to hurt people? They go to any lengths possible to cause pain and suffering, just to draw attention to themselves. This sort of behaviour sickens me. Why cant they just accept that people will like them for who they are!!! I refuse to lie, its not part of who I am, and It just breaks peoples hearts to know that their trust has been broken, that they put themselves on the line for you, and you smashed that trust away. The truth will always come out, it will always be discovered in the end, and then all hell breaks lose. You can find yourself alone, sitting wondering why the hell you had to do something so bad to someone, when all they wanted was a good friend. So please, anyone who reads this, this about your actions, choose your words carefully, and drop the bullshit!! I dont need it in my life, and Im damn sure no one else does either!!! Im sure this seems like a random blithering, but I assure you it applys to my life, and the l

Sexy Swimsuit Contest
I don't know about sexy....but it is a swimsuit contest. LOL I entered a sexy swimsuit contest and it started yesterday at noon so I am already 24 hours behind. That amounts to 7,000 comments behind so far! Any help on the bombing that you can give would be awesome! I just got home and cracked open a nice ice cold beer. Anyone care to join the party? (so far, it's just me.....) :) Thanks in advance! I will return the favor! I always do. XOXO BeerQueen

My Wife And I
My wife recently deleted her CT account because of women on here who called her a whore and had other very bad things to say about and to her. I want everyone to know that those un-named people are no longer on my friends list. My wife and I met in 1985 at a strip poker party. She came into town on her way to get married. The people holding the party lived down the way from me in the apartments. It started out as just a regular party and then as everyone got drunk it turned into strip poker. Kim and I were the first two to be naked and had to spend the rest of the party that way until a winner was declared. We had a lot of fun and I invited her to my apartment for a night of "fun". We have been together ever since. She cancelled her wedding. And I gave up the single life. We got married on July 12th 1986. Since the time we got married the longest time we spent apart was caused by an employer and was not our decission. The Army caused a 6 month separation awaiting her to come t

More Ee...
(for "chas") All in green my love went riding by: e.e. cummings All in green went my love riding on a great horse of gold into the silver dawn. four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the merry deer ran before. Fleeter be they than dappled dreams the swift sweet deer the red rare deer. Horn at hip went my love riding riding the echo down into the silver dawn. four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the level meadows ran before. Softer be they than slippered sleep the lean lithe deer the fleet flown deer. Four fleet does at a gold valley the famished arrows sang before. Bow at belt went my love riding riding the mountain down into the silver dawn. four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the sheer peaks ran before. Paler be they than daunting death the sleek slim deer the tall tense deer. Four tall stags at a green mountain the lucky hunter sang before. All in green went my love riding on a great horse of go

One Hot Time
One Hot Time My heart is racing the anticipation is building. I can’t wait any longer I have to have you. I’ve waited so long to feel your lips on mine to feel your body pressed against mine to feel as one as our passions rise. With every long, deep stroke you seem to make me want even more than what I thought. How can you make me wait for what I have waited for my entire life. You know I want you. You know I wanna fuck. Have your hard cock inside of me filling every inch pushing harder going farther than anyone has ever gone. Fingering my ass making me scream moaning louder wanting more and more. God how you love teasing me ! Make me cum Make me scream give me everything you’ve promised me. Fuck me harder spank my ass Fuck me baby I’m cumming fast. Fill me with your cum I’ll take it all in. The scratches on your back show just what you’ve done. They show everyone just how good you fuck. Now come back to bed baby I have somet

Pieces Of Heaven
Pieces of heaven right here on Earth. In a lover's kiss or a child's birth. A hug from a friend and a letter in the mail.. Small pieces of heaven that never go stale. Pieces of heaven that cleanse your soul. A love that uplifts and doesn't control. The unfurling petals of a new flower grows.. A look, a smile that only they know. Pieces of heaven touch our lives every day. The others we touch and in the things that we say. Tears of joy and the song of a bird. Sweet words of love that are overheard. Yes there are thorns to pierce your skin, just keep close the pieces of heaven within... ~Karoline~

But I Do...
You think that I don't love you.. But I do.. You think that I don't care.. But I do.. I'm sorry you don't see it, or feel it when I try.. The fact that you don't makes me want to cry.. It rips my heart out of my chest and throws it on the floor.. When you ask me if I love you any more.. Can't you feel my heart ache, can't you see it in my eyes? What have I done to make you believe our love has died? Rest assured, you are my heart, my world, my life, my breath.. From the very day that we first met, until our last in death.. I'll try to show you better, how much I do love you.. I'm sorry you don't think I love you.. But I do..

A Room Without A View
~A room without a view~ In a room without a view, there sits a girl in tears. She hasn't been there for days or weeks, but for months and years. She sees no man, woman or child. Only the same four walls. She sits there wishing and waiting, for someone to answer her calls. Her eyes are blotchy, puffy and red. And her cheeks are stained with tears. She sits in a room without a view, for months and then for years. ~*~ Karoline ~*~

Declaration Of Intent
While I am interested in any friendship that may come my way, I am not here to be your friend just because you rate me a 10 or become my fan. Do not expect those ratings from me or those actions from me unless I either feel like it, or unless I actually know you. If you want to be my friend I suggest you start talking first, then add me, otherwise I will outrightly reject anyone. I'm not trying to be an asshole, just honest.

Learning How To Fly
falling in love is like learning how to fly at the start youre scared so you keep your wings closed just like you do your heart slowly you let your wings begin to open when you want to fall in love you open your heart at just as slow a pace youre careful and cautious and wonder if now is the right time... finally you take the leap and begin to soar you'll fall a few times but will eventually learn how to keep your heart and your wings open...may not be easy but love isnt either... spread your wings get prepared for take off

Please Remember
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Well as i assume most of you have heard about the 9 firefighters from South Carolina who perished in a sofa supply and wharehouse fire recently.. Being a firefighter myself it really makes me sad to lose so many from our brotherhood. So please pray for there families and think of them..

Help A Ho Out
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=hofosho86 sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante

My Special Recipe For True Love
Ingredients: 2 Hearts Full of Love; 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness; 2 Armfuls of Gentleness; 2 Cups of Friendship; 2 Cups of Joy; 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness; 1 Lifetime of Togetherness; 2 Minds Full of Tenderness; Method: Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty...... Love everything forgive

Surrender
Surrender By SLAYER (C) 6/18/07 Trust Me with your heart. Place it in My hands, To crush or caress. Trust that I will not hurt you. Give it to Me because you desire Me to possess it, Not because it is My will. Trust Me with your mind. Place it in My hands, also, To destroy or reshape. Trust Me to mold it according to your needs Not simply to suit My own purposes. Trust Me with your body. It too, place in My hands. Mine, to batter or protect. Trust Me to keep you safe And to provide for you that which is needed to ensure your happiness. Trust Me with your very soul. Place it in My hands, as well. Lay it bare before Me, vulnerable to My will. Trust that I will guide you safely through the darkness protecting your interests at all times, regardless of My desires. Above all, trust Me with your complete and total surrender. Trust that I will honor and cherish your submission to Me. Trust that I will not abuse this gift That you so lovingly give to M

My Birthday
I never imagined so many people would come thru and wish me a happy b-day...Sorry I couldnt return the love by thanking each of u individually but know it was very much appreciated and made me smile. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Churches
What exactly is "living in sin"? I was not allowed to be in a church choir because I was living with my girlfriend and we were not married. Aren't there worse problems than that? Doesn't God frown upon drinking, smoking, gambling, adultery, drugs,etc. I'm sure that a lot of the choir members were guilty of at least one of those sins. I guess I just don't understand religion and churches. I no longer go to church. I believe in God, but I can do it my way. Churches are way too hypocrytical for me. But maybe that is just me...

Someone Or Something Has Taken Over My Laptop
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER AND THAT IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL I AM SO SORRY MY FRIENDS "WHO UNDERSTAND" AND TO THOSE THAT DONT ARE PISSED AT ME TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST CAUSE I WOULD NEVER DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT, I DONT DO THAT SHIT. SO AGAIN MY "FRIENDS" IM SORRY AND I AM WORKING ON FIXING THE PROBLEM. THANK YOU SHY

Help Him Level Up Please
HE NEED A LITTLE OVER 4000 TO LEVEL UP PLEASE HELP OUT ,RATE FAN AND RATE HIS STASH HE DOESN'T HAVE MUCH........... LOVE YOU ALL SMOOCHES WildCat Fade2B|ack ~Co-Founder of The Godfather Family~@ CherryTAP

Look At Me Now!!! 4 Words!!!
Betrayed one more time But somewhere down that line You're gonna get what's coming to you Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Pull the knife from my back Soon I'm the one that's on attack I can't wait to return the favor Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now! Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship This is how it's been How it always will be You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!) But now I'm here to end this FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON Look [LOOK] at me now! Betrayed one more time But somewhere down that line You're gonna get what's coming to you Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Pull the knife from my back Soon I'm the one that's on attack Can't wait to return the favour Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship This is how it's been How it always will be You think you're above me? (you think you're abov

Dreams And Wishes
MAY HE BRING LOVE JOY TRUTH AND HAPPINESS, MAY YOU BRING ME THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, WHO WILL RESPECT ME TRUST ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS TILL THE DAY HE DIES. BRING ME WARMTH SERENITY AND COMPLETE BLISS AND COMFORT IN HIS ARMS, MAY HE CARRY ME WITH THEM AND NEVER LET ME FALL TOO FAR, MAY HE LOVE ME ALWAYS AND TRUE WITH NO LIES, MAKE NO PROMISES HE HAS NO PLANS ON KEEPING, AND TRY HIS BEST TO KEEP ALL THOSE HE MAKES, BRING ME MY TRUE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE LIGHT OF MY EYES BUTTERFLIES AND SKIPPED HEART BEATS MAY HE BE!!

Wet
The lights are out in the hallway, and the glow coming through the partially cracked bathroom door illuminates just a sliver of my yearning face. Every wisp of steam, every splash of water, and she tortures me anew. My head against the wall, I slump downward silently, grasping my knees to my chest to keep my sighs contained. And all I can think about is the way the beads of water run down the curve of her breasts, how the soap froths up against her skin, bubbles clinging to her navel, the small of her back, her thighs.

Advice To Either Live By, Or Else Just Go Learn The Hard Way,lol
ok,some of my friends have asked that i post this it's advice that myself and 3 other females and 2 males sat down and came up with to help out 2 other friends LOLOLOL this is a list that will save ur relationships and just might save ur life, so guys pay attention...........this is what u do when u pis her off or hurt her feelings or by god if u cross the line and do both with one stupid act........remember tho this can also work in almost every area of life and all relationships, work, friends, family, etc..... 1. Let her VENT........ 2. Agree with her 3. Do the opposite of what she tells u to do at that point, if she says no i dont want to talk to u or see u, that truly means u better get over here now and start "fixin" whatever it was u did, but if she tells u to do that then it means not a damn thing when u do it cuz she "had" to tell u too,so u get no points for doin it if she has to tell u to, got it? be aware of this..... 4. Don't ask her what to do to fix it, u sh

Extra Special Limited Edition New Orleans Food Quotes
New Orleans food is as delicious as the less criminal forms of sin. -- Mark Twain (1884) A good cup of Creole Coffee! Is there anything in the whole range of food substances to be compared with it? And is there any city in the world where coffee is so delightfully concocted as in New Orleans? -- The Picayune’s Creole Cook Book (1901) Gumbo, of all other products of the New Orleans cuisine, represents a most distinctive type of the evolution of good cookery under the hands of the famous Creole Cuisinieres of old New Orleans. -- The Picayune’s Creole Cook Book (1901) The great dish of New Orleans, and which it claims having the honor of invented, is the GUMBO. There is no dish which at the same time so tickles the palate, satisfies the appetite, furnished the body with nutriment sufficient to carry on the physical requirements, and costs so little as a Creole Gumbo. It is a dinner in itself, being soup, piece de résistance, entremet and vegetable in one. Healthy, and

Joke
One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumble bee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming, "Oh my god, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!". The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said, "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit". The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my dick I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina." The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the docto

Finally
It occurred to me today....I'm really not in pain anymore. I'm sure I'll still have my bad days; and his neglecting our children makes me insane....but....The Skank can have him. I'm happier without him. I'm not wound so tight that I cut off the circulation to....everywhere. I don't have to excuse him, placate him, walk on eggshells around him, or crouch down to lower myself to his level anymore. I'm free.

New Yob!
Yes people, I have been in STL for a whopping 9 days and received a job offer today and took it. I start tomorrow and looking forward to it. Back to a desk job and actually looking forward to punching a clock. If you really knew me you would know why that sounds good to me. I am sure everyone else is saying why is that a big thing, well trust me it really is.

Vietnam Veteran Imposers
The following is from a report from The Dept of Defense, Vietnam War Service Index: > 1,713,823 of those who served in Vietnam were still alive as of August, > 1995 (census figures). > ~ During that same Census count, the number of Americans falsely > claiming to have served in-country was: 9,492,958. > ~ As of the current Census taken during August, 2000, the surviving > U.S. Vietnam Veteran population estimate is: 1,002,511. This is hard to > believe, losing nearly 711,000 between '95 and '00. That's 390 per day. > During this Census count, the number of Americans falsely claiming to > have served in-country is: 13,853,027. By this census, FOUR OUT OF FIVE > WHO CLAIM TO BE Vietnam vets are not.

Who Am I?
Who am i? I am no one I sit looking at you..gazing from afar You do not know me..But i know who you are why is it you want to be what you are not Reading lifes script while losing the plot Where did I go wrong where did I fall? Would You notice me if i was someone else? what would i have to do to make you see me? nothing of course it just wasn't to be The blade licks my skin, kissing slowly sinking in, My blood flows out like water on dirt Trying to cope without feeling the hurt Surrounded by all feeling all alone My Mind is my shelter my only home I hate my thoughts I hate myself Stuck with me and no one else Why do I think you would care? I talk to myself and even I am not there tears run down as they break free Who Am i? I Am Nobody

Cry Beautiful
Cry Beautiful Tears are falling, From beautiful eyes. Tears are falling, Because of beautiful lies. Tears are falling, Because of what you said. Tears are falling, Onto a beautiful bed. Tears are falling, In a beautiful stream. Tears are falling, Because of a beautiful dream. Tears are falling, Because of your lies. Tears are falling, As beautiful dies.

Ct Pains
I dont know whats going on! Either my computer is 75% done taking a huge dump on me or this site is making my computer crash! I have to shut down my page and leave for 20-30 minutes and try to do what I was orginally doing. Its so annoying! It takes 15 minutes to load the new mail box on here! Is anyone else having similar problems??

Ya Know What I Realized?
I Was Listening to the Radio in the Car...And Sir Mix-a-Lot's "Baby Got Back" Came On...And I Realized That the Song isn't Demeaning at All...I Mean all He's Saying is That He Wants to Bang Like a Motha FukKa...Aside From That He Doesn't Care What the Magazines Say...He Likes the Girl for Her God Given 'Ass-ets'...He Won't Hit You or Curse at You...As Long as You Can Bring Your Game to the Bedroom...Then There's no Problem I Like That...Reminds Me of Me... Carry On... ^_^

Thank You All For Your Help
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO JUST HELPED ME LEVEL UP YOUR THE BEST FRIENDS AND FAMILY A PERSON COULD HAVE.. I LUV ALL OF YOU AND IF YOU NEED ME IM HERE JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT OK......THANK YOU CRAZYLADY

Mexican Guacamole
MEXICAN GUACAMOLE Thick and chunky guacamole is easy to make using avocado, tomatoes, onions and chiles. It is a favorite topping for quesadillas. Preparation time: 20 min Yield: 4 cups 4 medium ripe avocados, peeled, chopped 1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro 2 medium (1 cup) onions, chopped 2 medium (1 cup) tomatoes, seeded, chopped 1 (4-ounce) can diced green chiles 2 tablespoons lime juice 1 teaspoon salt 2 teaspoons chopped jalapeño chile pepper Place avocado into medium bowl; mash slightly. Add all remaining ingredients; stir until well mixed. Cover; refrigerate until serving time.

Questions Of The Heart
I set and watch relationships I see the pain and sorrow involved I see the longing in the eyes of the forgotten lover, the uncaring behavior of the lover who forgets, I cry inside, I long to take the pain away, I long to make the lives complete I talk in hushed tones, I whisper, I fear for everything and the loss of nothing but everything in the making. Sorrow and Pain in her eyes, behind that is the hunger for love, the hunger for the touch, the hunger for companionship. can that hunger be quenched? Hearts aflame in passion, minds not comprehending, love speaking, fires burning Have you ever noticed when your inebriated you dont think about what your saying but you let your heart talk more then you would want it to. Why is it that when we are drunk we can say things that normally we wouldnt when we are sober why is it that your heart can speak frealy when your intoxicated, why do we hide hurt and pain and love from those who love us the most How do we learn to

Just A Moment-song By Me
staring up at the midnight starry sky wondering where you are are you thinking of me to days come and go that i wish u were standing by my side (chorus) (loud) to turn back time would be a miraculous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile at night i dream of us being together having you hold me in your arms to feel the warmth of ur skin the beat of ur heart would be a dream come true (chorus) (loud) to turn back time would be a miraclulous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile (bridge) (slow n soft,then grow louder and hold the words longer) ive tried to move on but where ever i go just leads me back to you (chorus)x2 (loud) to turn back time would be a miraculous thing just to see ur smiling face one last time would all be worthwhile

What The Hell Am I Doing On This Site?
A friend referred me here last year, but I never really worked on the profile. I kind of fell off the planet for a while, but now I am back. I am going to try and figure this site out. People here seem to love it, but it just seems confusing to me. I will get it though.

Banned?
Appearantly I've been banned from the MUMMs. How did this happen? That's what I'm asking. I asked the same question I asked in my last blog, no swears, no nudity, nothing hateful. It got over 450 views and some 200 votes and then it disappeared. Shortly there after I received a message from the support team informing me that it had violated the terms of service and that I was now on "the list" and if I did it again, my account would be deleted. Which might be all for the better. I wasn't aware that this site was governed by fascists. We used to have some freedoms in the country, right? I seem to recall something about the first amendment. Sorry, I don't mean to go off on a rant here, but this whole editing shit drives me a bit nuts. Ooops, I just swore. And on a site that's supposed to be for 18 and older only. Well, if my account disappears you know what happened. I guess I'll have to start my own site. The only rule I'm thinking about implementing would be to d

Conformation
Anger courses through me, unrelenting in it's destructive path. Raging wildly taking over all that I know, bringing it's fearsome wrath. No amount of appeasing will calm the fury of this battling storm. The heat it releases changes all that it touches, I watch as all that I love begins to transform. The smiles, the laughs cease in it's mist as the pain begins to radiate through. Such resentment such madness brought on by an anger that no one can undo. Never would I wish for them to see such an exhibit from another, yet here I am displaying what I dispise. No one deserves to feel the anguish that I am sure is being shown through these destructive lies.

U Shall Burn With Me @ 11pm
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The Rush
Sometimes I feel a little down, like my heart just may break in two. There are three ways to help the pain go away: 1. Puppy Therapy—I can never cry with a cute little puppy begging for my attention. 2. Cuddles – loosing myself in a warm embrace calms my fears 3. The Rush Well, I did not have a puppy or anyone to cuddle, so I opted to explore the finer wonders that only the rush could give me. It was actually cool that Saturday morning. I woke up to a sweet breeze tickling my skin where the covers had rode up. I stretched and yawned, letting the first wave of grief wash over me. With a firm shake of my head, I got up and hopped into the shower. Not today. Today I was going to feel better, today I wanted to start to heal. I washed my hair and body quickly, dried off, brushed my teeth and jumped into a pair of black shorts and loose fitted green tank. I pulled my hair back and slipped my sunglasses over my eyes as I grabbed my purse and left.

Kindness
Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied. Others emotional states effect me when they constantly lash out at me. The Drama breaks my heart but sitting back taking the anger and abuse no longer is healthy for me. Kindness often gets confused for Weakness. I found myself talking to someone who is absolutely beautiful. He has been facing something way beyond my comprehension and funny...he let me just "blab" on the phone like a silly High School girl. I then realized after the conversation was over, that sweating the small shit is just a waste of energy, emotions and time for me. The courage and kindness of this person made me truley respect him as a beautiful human being.... Randomness of my thoughts, emotions and details of my life now have become not as important to me as just the simple things in my life..such as my daughters smile..and the voice of a wonerful friend...

Me And My Feelings....
I FEEL LIKE CRYING... I DONT KNOW IF YOUR THERE TO FEEL ME... NOT DENYING.... CAGED IN WHAT IM FEELING... WHAT ELSE COULD IT BE? IF IM MISSING YOU... MISSING THE WAY YOU USED TO HOLD ME.. MISSING YOUR KISSES... YOU HUGGING ME... YOU TOUCHING ME.... IM MISSING YOU AND IM NOT PLAYING...... I DONT KNOW IF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY AS IM FEELING NOW...I DONT KNOW.... ROSES ARE RED... VIOLETS ARE BLUE... MY LOVE CRIES... BUT YOU KNOW ITS CRYING FOR YOU!!! TENGO GANAS DE LLORAR... NO SE SI ESTAS ALLI PARA SENTIR ME... NO NEGANDOTE..!! ENJAULANDO MIS SENTIMIENTOS.... QUE MAS PUEDE SER.... CUANDO TE EXTRANO MAS.... EXTRANADO COMO SE SOLIAS HABRASAR... EXTRANADO TUS BESO.... TUS CARICIAS.... A COMO ME HABRASABAS... EXTRANANDOTE...SIN JUGAR MAS EN MI VIDA.... NO SE SI SIENTES LO MISMO A COMO YO ME SIENTO ASIA A TI....NO LO SE... SABES.............. LAS ROSAS SON ROJAS.... LAS VIOLETAS SON AZULES..... EN MI CUERPO TUS CARICIAS ACOMODAS.... CU

To All My Friends Here On Ct
You were my eyes when I couldn't see. You were my ears when I couldn't hear. You were my strength when I couldn't go on. You reached for me when I could not reach. You gave me faith when I had none. You believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. You gave me courage when I was week. You helped me see the good in myself when all I saw was the bad. You gave me hope when I had no hope. You helped me open up when I held everything inside. You helped me be the person I've always wanted to be. I thank you my friends,and I will always be greatful. Hopefuly someday I will have the chance to give back what you've given me. I will forever hold you in my heart. You have given me a reason to live, a reason to believe a reason to hope. You have made my life brighter. I hope that I have changed your life the way you have changed mine. Thank you my friends I will always love and care for you. And I will always and forever hold you close in my heart. Thank you my friends.

Rip Charleston, South Carolina Firefighters
Prayer is needed for the families of the 9 fallen heroes of the Charleston, South Carolina Fire Dept. They were killed on June 18, 2007. They gave the ultimate sacrifice. They died doing what they loved. These were my brothers. We may have never met or even talked, they were my brothers in the firefighting world. All firefighters are one big family. We are doing what we love to help others. Most make it home while some give the ultimate sacrifice. These are the real heroes. We need to keep these families, the members of the Charleston Fire Dept, and the friends of these fallen firefighters in your prayers. Also keep all the firefighters in prayer for this is a somber day for us all. Thank you in advance.

Tomorrow A Change Will Come.
Someone was hurt before you; wronged before you; hungry before you; frightened before you; beaten before you; cursed before you; exploited before you; yet, someone survived. Don't get caught up in self pity, the party only last a short time.

Im Just Tired
Today I came to the realization that my life sucks, I cant make anyone happy, not even myself, Im just tired I guess I work a demanding job for demanding people and then when I do get paid the ex wife gets her cut, uncle same gets his cut, and then blah blah blah, my life is so stale right now. I know I sound like im whining but this is the first time I even got to vent, I put myself in second place all the time to make everyone else happy and then when its my turn to be happy it all blows up,well anyway I hope everyone is having a better day then me Christopher

Hospital Patient
Anyone who has ever had a loved one in the hospital will enjoy this: A woman called a local hospital. "Hello. Could you connect me to the person who gives information about patients. I'd like to find out if a family member is doing better." The voice on the other end said, "What is the patient's name and room number?" "Sarah Finkel, room 302." "I'll connect you with the nursing station." "3-A Nursing Station. How can I help You?" "I'd like to know the condition of Sarah Finkel in room 302." "Are you a family member?" "Yes, Yes I am.." "Hold on.. let me look at her records... ! a.. Mrs. Finkel is doing very well. In fact, she's had two full meals, her blood pressure is fine, she is to be taken off the heart monitor in a couple of hours and, if she continues this improvement, looks like Dr. Cohen is going to send her home very soon!" The woman said, "What a relief! Oh, that's fantastic... that's wonderful news!" The nurse said, "From your enthusiasm, I take it you

For You
A slave to your being, a fool for your heart Dreaming and praying this doesn't all fall apart Heart filled with anticipation, stomach full of butterflies Your always there when I need you, listening to my scare, sacred cries Understanding the feelings all bottled up inside my soul Holding me close, pulling me in, letting me know you know In my dreams, awake or asleep,you are always there Look deep into my eyes, if you know me you'll see i care You came into my life when I needed you there with me Your the glow surrounding me, you make me feel so free Thank you for taking my heart and showing it such love and care Like you are for me, if you need me I'll always be there....

If You Only Knew..
I can feel it moving through the gathering night.. A distant pull like the calm before a storm.. an almost touchable velvet sky drifting overhead.. the air so heavy, thick, filled with something more.. on the edge of a cliff staring into the black abyss at my feet, waiting to leap.. in this moment each second crawls like hours.. each breath tight and drawn out to last.. what am I waiting for? could it be faith? could it be time? or could it just be it's not for the now?

To Have Love.. To Have Lost..
I once found the perfect shade of blue.. I lost myself in those twilight eyes.. Finding hell and an angry angel.. Then I woke this morning.. I finally realized.. That perfect blue was always mine.. Those empty eyes were a mere reflection.. And the realization too late.. As the cold blade finds a home.. Scarlet drops sliding down my skin.. Landing on a sky of blue tile.. Each crimson flower blooming.. Precious drops explode on the floor..

What I Like Bout You...
lol ok wierd title but people ask about my likes & dislikes so heres the rundown for ya'll.. likes- first & foremost my kids!! someone who doesnt follow the crowd someone who can be honest even if i might not like what i hear. a person whose real.. takes care of their business & tries to keep out of mine unless invited in. someone who can go from idle chit chat to a serious conversation seemlessly and change back just as easy. music -pretty much any kind you can throw at me I will give a chance. tea, cappuchino, and chocolate milk :) guinness, captain & cokes , apple jack baking , cooking & of course eating HOCKEY at any level... put me in a bleacher in the cold ass arena & I'm in 7th heaven! shopping (yeah i know its girly shush) swimming ,ice skating... Cowboys ( nothing like a man with abs who isnt afraid to go shirtless ) hockey players (goalies have great hands lol) animals, teddy bears , Axe deodorant & body spray, piercings, tattoos my dislikes my ex !

Stained Glass Angel..
I wait behind darkened glass for your eyes to seek mine.. Breath after breath I call out to you silently. Nothing can take this moment and make it any harder All things collide in a moment and the world relives chaos again. I found you in the shadows and brought you into my light Handing you forever was easy it just took all of myself You walked away so fast it was like I ran backwards Into the rain I found the true meaning of alone. I can never feel this again. I will never be able to love. Losing who I used to be and creating a shell of someone, something Confusion drowns my effort to seek solace Twilight falls on the façade I used to think real Nothingness swallows the minutes into days We become what we loath and then we fade away Spilling from our dreams into the mists of morning Another day another teardrop.. salty and clean..

Violent Tides..
You reside within my soul. The moments tick by. My breath escapes me. The bursts like fire from my lungs. Passing days seem like years. The violence of love. The facade of hope. The open arms of night. Embracing and smothering. Choking in my veins is the bitter bile that was once my love. Dreams made of paper. Kissed by flames of exquisite desire. The passion fading into a mist of memories. Golden arteries of sunlight filter through the trees of our existence.. Callouses of pain cover the scars that surround my heart. A machine of lust and of useless desire. Crying in shame.. tears that burn wet crimson rivets down my face. They sting my flesh and my pride as the reddness spreads across the twilight blue of your eyes. Yet I know your tears are empty. They mean nothing more than the sea of lies that you drowned me in as they fell from your lips.

Mouse Story ...
Mouse Story ... A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning. "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, bu

A Simple Thought From My Simple Brain..
The following quote is mine.. It's on nearly every online profile I have and I just felt like it needed to be honored with its own blog post.. 1 time.. Every answer you seek can be found in the voice of the falling rain.. every question and answer under god raises into the night sky and it falls back to the world on the lips of the rain. We have just forgotten how to listen. - J. Pletz (4/8/2007)

Update!
Hey guys. I'm back again. Sorry i've not logged in in so long. I'm back to my moms computer. My laptop crashed again. =[ Anyways, I've still not got a cam. I'm workin' on it. I'm finaly able to have one again. So that means more new pictures soon! I am no longer single! I'm so happy with the guy I'm with now. He's really amazing. I'm not just saying that this time. lol. Sadly, my raiting went back down. I probaly wont get back to where I was before, but i'ma try. Let's see...... Well, I don't think any thing else is new. If you could though, help me get my raitings back I'd love you forever. lol... HOpe everyones doing good! Don't forget to check in at times! Love you guys. Take care!

I Love Him
so there is this guy! his name is mike! and he is absolutely amazing! i love him more than anything in this world! but at the moment i have no idea where he is at or what he is doing and it driving me crazy! he better call soon or he's gonna see one pissed off girlfiend! lol. but i till love him n always will! no one could EVER take his place!

Sow The Seed - See The Harvest
The story is told of two boys who were walking through a field and found some corn seeds scattered across the ground. They each took one of the seeds home and planted it. When the first boy didn't see a tiny sprout after the second day, he dug up the seed to see if it had sprouted. Each day he dug up the seed and replanted it, but the corn would not grow. The seed had germinated; yet the boy had not allowed it to maintain contact with the soil, take root, and obtain nutrients. So, it died. The second boy planted his seed and left it alone. He imagined a tall stalk of corn where he had planted the seed. He waited patiently as rains came and sunshine bathed the ground with warmth. In ten days, a small sprout had broken through the ground, its curled leaves reaching toward the sky. Achieving any desire, whether large or small, begins with a seed sown in the mind. That seed is the vision of its fulfillment. It also requires the commitment to allow the vision to

New Family
First off sorry I havent been around for awhile as I have had some personal things going on at home that have had to come first and formost.... Second now that I am back we have had some major changes to the family so I have decided to change the family name.... The new name is Rebel Angels of CT.... Third if you are interested in becoming a part of the new family please contact me or my 2nd in charge...... Angel Eyes Head of the Rebel Angels of CT Redmex 2nd in charge of the Rebel Angels of CT

For My Familia *~club F.a.r~*
Hey my lovely and loving familia, i hope everything is really going great for all of you... This blog is to let ALL 400+ members of this grand family know that I will definately get to each and every single one of you...i will rate and fan every one and everything on your profiles... But the purpose of this blog is to let all of you know that i am going thru a really rough period in my life right now (working 2 full-time jobs) and i am trying to move to a totally new state also...so i really am going to take long in returning the love but i WILL return it definately...so please be patient with me, especially while i move and get my new computer also(my old one got busted with a very nasty virus)...... SO A VERY BIG HUG AND A HUGE KISS GOES OUT TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF MY FAMILIA.......

A Hollow Ache
A hollow ache In the pit of my stomach Permeates through The very fibers of my being All threatening to burst A dam holding back the tears Pain so acute I can taste it The barrier is gone Tears now flow freely Drowning my soul Agony Misery Fall with each drop Cleansing my soul Flushing out the pain The hurt, the anger As my words flow, So does the river Of emotions Held captive For all to long.

If U Wanna Help Feel Free
i entered a new contest. cat vs. dog if u wanna help me out the pic link is below u know the routine rate and comment bomb the hell out of it i appreciate it alot, its not for a vic or a blast, its for some big pimpin gifts, but if u have some spare time just drop by and drop a few comments, id appreciate it, im like 300 behind right now thanx to all

Quotes
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you. But now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you. Once you love someone, that person is forever a part of you. He's the only one who can cheer me up..... But he's the one who makes me cry. In this world of black and white, you are my colored picture. I don't want anyone else to get the chance to realise how amazing you are. I did it because I can. I can because I want to. I want to because you said I couldn't. I'm the author of my life. Unfortunatly I am writing in pen and can't erase my mistakes.... Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone, just as wild, to run with. I know someday you'll have a beautiful life. I know you'll be a star in someone else's sky. But why can't it be mine? You wonder how it feels to walk a mile inside the shoes of a girl like

She's Quite Tonight
She is quite tonight; the pain in her heart I feel. Cryin alone in the dark. Opened her heart up for more pain I can only guess. Saw the love she had written; all from that loving heart of hers poured out for the world to see. Hoping for the light of her life would take notice and truly care how she felt. He must not of; because she removed her love poems soon after. I messaged her and asked why; even though seeing them tore me up inside, knew she was hurting more. Felt my hand on her cheek wiping away her tears, even though I am miles away ! She wouldn't answer me, being curious I seeked out the source of her bleeding heart. Seen only a background changed, the beautiful picture with love she'd left him. The countless roses and the private gifts of love to him !! Such devotion to him, knew if he'd asked she would take her last breath for him ! Like in her poem ! I love everything she writes only wished that I was the one holding her thoughts in my caring arms at night. Kissing and care

More Quotes
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Pure love is the willingness to give, without a thought of receiving anything in return. Life is about change. Sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful. Most of the time it's both. I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose, the one where he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him. The one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, and the one he can't be without. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. The best things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream. Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets. Because at one poing everything you did was exactly what you

"does Your Name Fit You?"
E; LIVES LIFE FOR FUN V: NOT JUDGEMENTEL I: LOVES TO LAUGH S: FREACKIN BEAUTIFUL EYES A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: wild and crazy, people adore you D:One of the Best Personalities ever E: Lives life for fun F: best smile G: Never let people tell you what to do H:GREAT kisser I: loves to laugh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly L: REALLY easy to fall in love with M: makes dating fun N: the best bf/gf you could ever ask 4 O: Is a freak in bed P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: great boyfriend/girlfriend S: Freakin Beautiful eyes T:falls in love easily U: gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?"

Gone
I reach to you with out stretched arms You know that I am here And every time I try to touch You pull away in fear I've never tried to hurt you Or take away what's yours But when I try to love you It's like fighting raging wars Life's too short to waste it On one who just won't care And there will be no next time My love has gone elsewhere

Hello Again
After a wonderful few days in the hill towns of Tuscany and Umbria, we went to the Cinque Terre, where we walked the trail connecting the 5 villages on the Italian Riviera. Great! and lots of pictures too. Now we are in Lubeck in northern Germany and soon will head to Denmark and Sweden. Here I give my full attention to Marzipan. I will check in again as I can. Cherry love to all! John

Nice To Be Back!!
Hey People of CT, its good to be back on. i have been away for a while cuz i was in the hospital for a couple of weeks. But i am back at 100% health and i should be on a lot more!! **if u want to know what happened just ask lol**

Impossible
do u know who i love? can u guess? its u its hard to explain my reasoning for lovin you but are their really words that can show it? all i can do is show u through my emotions and my actions to try to tell u in words would be like trying to count all the stars in the sky its just impossible theres just no way when around u i feel weak i feel like im flying and that i can do nething one look in ur eyes makes my heart beat louder can u hear it? if not listen closely cuz its pouding the words i love you

Omg, Fuck Off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah so I have some random weirdo telling me bs about one of the people in my family list. If you don't like him, that is YOUR PROBLEM. I happen to very fond of him and he's funny as hell. However many profiles he has is irrelevant because they are all on my family list and to me he's the same person. GET A GODDAMN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Dream Come True.. 20 Years In The Making
So friday, June 15th, I drove for 4 hours from Lewiston Maine to Hartford Connecticut to see Tiffany at The Chez Est. She was SO incredible and was so sweet! I could not belive how tiny she really is! I have idmired her since 1987! I have literally spent the last 20 years dreaming to meet her. Her music has gotten me through some really rough times in life and because of her, she has not only gotten me through them, but has inspired me to sing. So last night we got to the show a bit early and just hung out and enjoyed the anticipation. She showed up and came onto stage and came out doing "Be with U tonight". She had so much energy! She didn't even stand still! She sang everything from an acopello version of "could've been" to "NA NA NA" to the obvious "Feels like love". Her voice sounded so clean and perfect... She hadn't changed since the last time I saw her in 1990. After the 35 minute set, she went off stage for a few to recoupperate and returned to do a meet and greet. My

Very Soon......
The time is getting closer. Grant will be leaving on Monday morning to go to St. Louis. He will stay the night there and leave Tuesday for Ft.Sills, OK. I'm so proud of him, but still don't want to see him go. I know he will be fine, and he will succede without a problem. His sisters are more upset than I m, and I wasn't sure that was possible! Just wanted to say thanks to all my friends that have given me their unconditional support and love. Send all your energy and good wishes to Grant. The old saying "It takes a village" comes into play here, as I believe the more ppl that are sending him positive energy and wishes, the more protected he will be

Horoscope For Today
If you're going to cart all that emotional baggage around, make sure it's at least durable and of the highest quality. In other words, learn from your past and you'll still be able to get your present off the ground. ** wow finally they hit one that actually makes some sense lol

My Respect Of The Brotherhood Firefighters
CHARLESTON, S.C. - To many of his fellow firefighters, Capt. Billy Hutchinson was more than just a veteran fire captain with three decades of service under his belt ...he was also their barber. When he wasn't on duty or playing golf, Hutchinson, 48, worked a side job trimming hair at a barber shop in the Charleston area, Fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. He would even set up a chair at the fire station to give haircuts to co-workers dropping by during their shifts. Hutchinson was known for working at a slow, deliberate pace that earned him the nickname "Lightning." But Thomas said Hutchinson tackled his assignments head-on, from making sure his firefighters were trained to raising money for children's charities. Despite his soft-spoken demeanor, Capt. Mike Benke had a quiet confidence and leadership abilities that were never questioned by Charleston firefighters. With nearly three decades at the department, Benke, 49, would fill in for battalion chiefs when they took vacation.

~breaking Into Your House~(from Lordphantom)*
Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak in and once here, try to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Required to add me to your family's insurance plan You are Required to Educate my kids You are Required to Provide other benefits to me and to my family (my husband will do all of your yard work because he is also hard-working and honest, except for that breaking in part). If you try to call the police or force me out, I will call my friends w

Faith
One day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

If We Could Fuck Test
This is the "If We Could Fuck..." Test...Re-posts this as If We Could Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain 1.Where Would We Be? [ ]My House [ ]Ur House [ ]Pool [ ]Shower [ ]Parents Room LOL [ ]OTHER....Please Explain () 2.What Position? [ ]Doggy Style [ ]Missionary [ ]69 [ ]OTHER...() 3.What Would You Use?? [ ]Chains And Whips [ ]Choc. Syrup And Whip Cream [ ]Strawberries And Whip Cream [ ]Cherries And Chocolate [ ]Ropes And Handcuffs [ ]OTHER...() 4.Lights? [ ]On [ ]Off 5.Where Would You Take Me For A Date Before All Of This? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Would U Go Downtown? [ ]Yes [ ]No 7.Would U Want Me To? [ ]Yes [ ]No 8.Protection? [ ]Yes [ ]No 9.Day Or Night? [ ]Day [ ]Night 10.What Song Would We Fuck To? ( )PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.Top Or Bottom [ ]Top [ ]Bottom

What Its Like Tostarve
i have picked apart the pieces of me until there was little to nothing left. i have grown uncomfortable in this skin, so flawed. im aching everywhere and the emptiness in my belly cries out for more than food i haven't swallowed anything solid for days yet the only thing i can think of is you... i wonder if you would consider this admirable? to starve in the name of something other than complete vanity. you hang my appearance over my head, like some kind of anchor i'm weighed down by something heavier than myself... in times like this i begin to question myself was it not enough to give every piece of myself to you wrapped ever so carefully.. and you stole every one. empty again, i stand at the foot of your bed i mumble my demands and quiet quickly as you persuade me to reconsider. so this is what it's like to starve, to hunger for something truly... it's there. i can see it. i can almost reach it. but your love will always be just out of my grasp. june

Past Memories
Ok. I've been working in the grocery business for almost 13 years now. I used to be the number 3 guy in a small town store. One time close to the Christmas. I had a lady come in and wanted to charge about $100 in groceries. I explained to her that we don't do personal charge accounts. Then she offtered to do and exchange of services with me. I was confused on that and had to ask her what she met. She told me that she would have sex with me for the groceries. I explained to her that would get me fired from my job. The lady I'm referring to is very attractive. Her husband was a real dead beat. They never had more then a couple bucks on them at any time. She explained to me that she wanted to give her family a good X-mas dinner instead of what ever welfare has to offer. I explained to her that I would like to help but I couldn't allow a personnel charge. She left the store crying. One of the city police officers was in the store and heard the whole conversation. We talked

Heartbroken
K SO THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE WORST DAYS EVER!! I GOIN TO MY GIRLS HOUSE TO SEE MY PUPPY!! NOTICED THAT MY DOG IS SICK AND HAS PARVO, HES SOOOOO SKINNY SO I WAS TRYIN TO FEED HIM WHEN I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY MOM TELLIN ME THAT I NEED TO COME HOME, MY COUSIN THAT IS 8 AND A HALF MONTHS PREGNANT LOST HER BABY MONDAY MORNIN, SHE FELT THE BABY TIGHTIN UP N A BALL AND WOULDNT MOVE. SHE CALLED THE DOC AND THEY TOLD HER TO COME IN AND GET A SONAGRAM SO THEY COULD MAKE SURE THE BABY WAS FINE, AND THATS WHEN THEY TOLD HER SHE LOST THE BABY!! HIS INTESTINES DIDNT FORM ALL THE WAY AND EVEN IF SHE WOULD HAVE WENT FULL TERM TYLER STILL WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY REALLY SICK AND WOULDNT HAVE MADE IT ANYWAYS!! SO THEY MADE HER WAIT UNTIL TUESDAY MORNIN TO HAVE THE BABY!! THEY BROKE HER WATER MAKIN HER GIVE READY TO GIVE BIRTH WHEN THEY NOTICED THAT SHE WAS BLEEDIN MORE THAN NORMAL, BLOOD WAS EVERWHERE JUST POURIN DOWN HER LEGS AS SHE STOOD UP FOR JUST A FEW SECS!! FOR A FEW MOMENTS WE THOUGHT WE WAS

Lets Make Love
The day was lonely here without you I missed your touch, your taste Your smell But, you're here now baby.. So, lets make love.. Faith Hill & Tim McGraw Lets Make Love Baby I've been drifting away I've been dreaming all day Of holding you, touching you The only thing I wanna do Is be with you, as close to you As I can be Lets make love All night long Until all of our strength is gone Hold on tight, just let go I wanna feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Lets make love Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you, needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Lets get lost tonight In each other Lets make love All night long Until all of our strength is gone Hold on tight, just let go I wanna feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Lets make love

Why ??
Why does so many peoples are posting music players as comments ??... I usualy browse 3 to 4 pages at the same time... Have you ever listen to 3-4 songs at the same time ?? That's great (sarcasm here) what do you think ??

To All My Dear True Friends On Ct
Know you're going hear it a thousand times in your life, so what's one more Sweetie after awhile most are going to be the same just different names. Some will bring you joy and happiness, some will bring you to tears but most are still a blessing in your life just the same. Rather that friend brings you a smile or the tears on your pillow; those are the faces you will rember time and time again. Seen only through your eyes to your soul and heart, for neither gather dust to cloud the vision . So here's one more Have a great day, My Friend with the face that bares no dust , a priceless gift to my life. Words written from my heart, much love ! Best Friends from TWIZABOO.com

Texas
Hi all my cherries, I'm off to Grapevine Texas for a work conference thingy. I'll be back Monday, don't forget about me 19,873 Cherry Points to go! to level up, if you need something to do while I'm gone ;) Luv Ya Finz

Wedding
Today is wed June 20th. Sat June 23rd my son is getting married. It is a busy 2 1/2 days before the event. I was thinking back on all that has happened since Aug 22 1979. That is the day we brought him home from North Platte Ne. He weighted 4lbs 12 oz. I was afraid he would break but I couldn't put him down. Brian is adopted. I was so afraid we would never get him. Not knowing it was a him. I wanted a child so bad I cried myself to sleep for 3 yrs. I tried not to let it interfere with my daily life. In the end it was one of the reasons for the end of my marriage. But I could never even think of my life without Brian. The terrible 2's didn't prepare me for the horrendous teens. I can laugh now but at the time I was so worried. He was a very strong willed person in his own right. He had a temper that he used a few times. Even broke his hand hitting the wall because I told him he couldn't go out at 9pm on a school night. 16 has to be the beginning of the turnaround. He h

Trying To Hard
Me and my best friend were recently talking and she was telling me how her and her boyfriend got into this huge fight and he told her that she tries to hard in their relationship. We are a little confused. Is it good to try to hard in a relationship to make sure that the other person is happy or not? Atleast shes trying to hard and not hard enough....right?

11 Hours On Air * Help Me To Stay Along
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Show Her Some Love
OK LETS HELP HER OUT..SHE HELPS EVERYONE OUT WEATHER ITS RATING YOUR PICS AND STASH, OR EVEN HELPING YOU OUT IN A CONTEST. SO LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE ALL SHE NEEDS IS TO GET 30,000 COMMENTS FOR HER GIVEAWAY 1 MONTH BLAST + 1 MONTH VIC SO GET TO WORK AND HELP HER OUT

More Poems
HERE ARE SOME MORE POEMS My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you! silhouettes dance within my heart casting omnipresent shadows of you and yet there remains an echo an eerie silence of loneliness deafened by dreaded emptiness in a place you once tread those boyhood memories remain absence the fondness you shared the gentleness of your touch supported by words of compassion always teaching, reaching no longer can I feel you though I see you daily from visions of the past my soul aches to know how long does death last.... I miss you it hurts to think of everything we went through I wish you could see my heart I hate that we're apart I cry for your touch Baby i miss y

Maelstrom
Many, many times I feel as though the universe functions like a police department with a ticket quota. You know how it goes: The end of the month nears and the police force realizes they have not met their quota and so they begin issuing tickets left and right for anything and everything they possibly can. During those times of the month, most folks are very, very careful so that they don't present themselves as a target. It seems as though the universe works the same way. There is a prescribed number of bad things that are supposed to happen to each person during a particular time frame. When things have been going well for you, the universe realizes the end of the month is near, and bad shit starts falling out of the sky as the universe tries to meet it's quota. In the last 4 days, we have been struggling with how to pay for my schooling. We have learned our family has medical needs not covered by insurance, so we are worrying about how to pay for that. My dear wife's parent

Dream On, Baby...
CHECK OUT THE HOTNESS Joe Perry took me Birthday shopping at Lord & Taylor's last night. Bought me one of those pretty sun dresses that flip out at the knees when you walk and makes your butt look real hot and shapely. We had a few drinks at some bar filled with lots of famous people that I haven't heard of and he asked me back to his place. And then I woke up. Damn. Curses.

Sweaty Betty
Well, she wore big knickers, And she worked on t' sewage farm, I got me 'and down 'er jeans an' I nearly lost half me arm. But after ten pints, Looked quite fit, Couldn't wait to get me hands On her flabby tits. Sweatty Betty, Sweatty Betty, So I said slap that and ride the ripples, I've just got to get me gob 'Round her inverted nipples. She had a massive arse And sweatty breasts, Thirty eight inch, She were a mound of flesh. Sweatty Betty, she eats a lot of pies, Sweatty Betty, she's got enormous thighs, Sweatty Betty, have you smelt her breath, Sweatty Betty, she'll crush a man to death. And I knew that she wanted me fer shag 'er, So I stabbed 'er cunt with me mutton dagger, I couldn't believe the spots on her bum, She used to play for Wigan at the back of the scrum. Sweatty Betty, Sweatty Betty, Sweatty Betty, Sweatty Betty. 'An I've seen real Maccicians gerroff 'ome But you know me, I'll shag endless buer. Sweatty Betty, she eats a lot of chips, Sweatty

Charlotte
I walked into the Nag's Head for to sustinate me belly, There was a fit crack in the corner but I knew her cunt was smelly, She smelt of rotting fish heads and old and crispy sick, Said her name was Charlotte and she wanted suck me dick. Oh, I thought now lad, times are hard, and it's nearly closing time, I'll put a bag on her head, and a peg on me nose, And I'll grummage through the slime... Charlotte is the biggest slag in Macc, She'll do anything to get you in the sack, With her legs spread wide she opens up her crack, Spends her life just lying on her back. Well, we walked along, up Buxton Road, And strolled along the cut, She said "give us an inch and I'll take you a yard." So I slammed her half a foot. Got me hand up her skirt 'cos I'm a Macc Lad, And I knew just what to do, I got me hand inside, and me arm inside, I lost it right up to me tattoo. Oh, Charlotte is the biggest slag in Macc, She'll do anything to get you in the sack, Coffee, sex and johnny bags

Free Software
I have encountered a lot of people on here with computer problems, and I think a lot of them are due to viruses and such. So in this blog I am going to give you some sites to where you can get free software. avg- (anti-virus) http://free.grisoft.com/doc/1 adaware-(spyware protect)http://www.lavasoftusa.com/ spybot search and destroy (spyware protection) http://www.download.com/3000-8022_4-10401314.html

Give A Listen To One Of My Favorite Roses Of Country Charlotte Autry
MY FRIEND ALWAYS MS CHARLOTTE AUTRY ALSO GENE AUTRY COUSIN :) CLICK ON HER BANNER CHECK OUT THE EVENT, BY ALL MEANS BUY HER CD , JOIN HER FAN CLUB , TELL HER JODY SENT YA ! SHES SINGING THREE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS BY HER ON MY PLAYER, DO YA, BLUE MOON OF KENTUCKY, AND BACK TO MY ROOTS, Request her music on Super Country Hits in my Stash is thir link THANK YOU ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Charlotte Autry Date: Jun 20, 2007 10:38 AM Hosted By: Autry National CenterWhen: Friday Jun 22, 2007 at 10:00 AMWhere: Autry National Center4700 Western Heritage WayLos Angeles, CA 90027United StatesDescription:Autry National Center Click Here To View Event

Shattered
Shattered Battered Scattered On the floor Broken Beaten Weakend Nothing matters Anymore Reflections Deceptions Redemption She stands assured Contemplation Realization Confirmation Despite everything she Endured Feeling Dealing Healing Swimming towards the Shore Revealing Unsealing Freeing She flies once More

Thinking All Day
Did someone tell you the truth but YOU thought it was a lie? (did I say that correctly?) You kn ow that your corrrct and you know it's a lie no matter how you look at it! So when will you that your correct or if your wrong? P.S. This has nothing to do with know one on CT

A Friend Sent This To Me.. Is This True About Guys???
a buddy sent this to me, and i am wondering.. do you really view us this way??? if so that is very very sweet.. xoxoxoxoxox 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just ha

What Part Of You That No One See's?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

This Is How I Feel!!!!!
okay so.... why is it that i rate people good, and all they do is check me out??? if you all can't rate me dont come to my page....i am a cool person and will rate back if you rate me..i dont put up with bullshit, or games! i am down to earth and will treat others how they treat me.. so for all you people out there that are my friends and family you dont have nothing to worry about.. for those people who cant rate me dont come to my site!!!!!!!!!! stay away from the miss bitch.... thanxs :)

Arrrrggghhh...grrrr...
Some people simply will not take no for an answer. My sister in law jacked my wife's van after we left notice that she could not use any of my vehicles ( I got my car out of impound, costs me altogether $240 bucks!) I took the keys to my car and parked it so they can't use it but my sis in law and her boyfriend took my van anyway. Some people!

My Other Fav Country Rose, Katie Eltink
Please give a listen to my other favorite Rose of Country New Country Star Female Vocalist of March , The Beautiful Katie Eltink inside info she's recording two of my songs i've co written, Thats her singing my favorite song on my player, I will dedicate it to all the Singing Cowboys in my life, " My Cowboy " Click on her banner, buy her music request it on NIXA , tell i sent you.

Liers
This is for the ladies, a guy on here known as Slayer666 is a player. He lives in Denver,CO. He is married but he will say he has left her he will tell you he loves you.Then when you believe him he blows you off. So stay away from him unless you are ready for games and hurting...Oh his real name is Kevin Doyle and he is on yahoo as kevin32m2003...

Dirty Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Man, I Feel Like A Woman....
This is what happens when you take a quiz that is meant for a member of the opposite sex - LMAO! You Are 36% Girly You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way. How Girly Are You?

If A Man Wants You
>If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. >If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. >Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. >Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. >Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. >Slower is better. >Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. >If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. >Don't settle. >If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. >Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. >The only person you can control in a relationship is you. >Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. >He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any

Bunny
Once upon a time, in a nice little forest, there lived an orphaned bunny and an orphaned snake. By a surprising coincidence, both were blind from birth. One day, the bunny was hopping through the forest, and the snake was slithering through the forest, when the bunny tripped over the snake and fell down. This, of course, knocked the snake about quite a bit. "Oh, my," said the bunny, "I'm terribly sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I've been blind since birth, so I can't see where I'm going. In fact, since I'm also an orphan, I don't even know what I am." It's quite OK" replied the snake. "Actually, my story is as yours. I too have been blind since birth, and also never knew my mother. Tell you what, maybe I could slither all over you and work out what you are, so at least you'll have that going for you." "Oh, that would be wonderful" replied the bunny. So the snake slithered all over the bunny, and said, "Well, you're covered with soft fur, you have really lo

Mexican Eggs
Two Mexicans are riding along Pacific Coast Highway on a motorbike. They break down and start hitching a lift. A friendly trucker stops to see if he can help and the Mexicans ask him for a lift. He tells them he has no room in the trailer as he is carrying 20,000 bowling balls. The Mexican put it to the driver that if they can manage to fit in the back with their bike will he take them and he agrees. They manage to squeeze themselves and their motorbike into the back of the trailer so the driver shuts the doors and gets off on his way. By this time he is really late and so puts his foot down. Sure enough the cops pull him over for speeding. The good officer asks the driver what he is carrying, to which he replies "Mexican eggs". The policeman obviously doesn't believe this so wants to take a look. He opens the back door and quickly shuts it and locks it. He gets onto his radio and calls for immediate backup from as many officers as possible. The dispatcher asks what

Www.freakandgeekshow.com Hightlights For 06/19/07
Not much going on last night, the geek was sick as a dog(mentally and physically) needless to say he wasn't the life of the party. We tried those jelly beans from harry potter, the freak ate them like there was no tomorrow, the worst one had to have been the rotten eggs. We had our first customer interview with wayne. Wayne apparently has an expression for everylittle thing i.e., "I have to take off like a prom dress cause if shittin cost a nickle I'd have to puke." apperantly he was broke. I had to have the freak translate that one for me. Other than that mainly boobs and beer like always, catch us tonight, remember it's 10 bucks a month or 60 dollars for a year, which is half the cost, hit us up www.freakandgeekshow.com

Life
Crossroads A crossroad in life, A time for change; Of mind, body, and emotions. Change for you, change for me, Change for all the things I will be. At one corner, there stands a child; This child, nurtured from the world, finds that there was always something holding it back; A barrier to life, a barrier to truth, a barrier to overcome. As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds, the child breaks free and runs, never to return. He runs from you - runs to me, Runs to all the things he wants to be. To the West, there stands a teen; A teen, who finds the world distorted, an altered imaged from what it was taught to believe in. Is stranded; Lost in the twisted morals of the world. "Everything is different", "This isn't what they said it was", "Everything they taught me was wrong! " The teen longs for acceptance, for a place of refuge, for people who'll understand him. The teen is changing; Changing from "you", Changing into "Me", Changing into a

Random Thought
While some people are asking "what the fuck", I consistently find myself asking "why the fuck". Like, why the fuck don't stupid people stay home instead of taking up the road? Or better yet, are all their friends stupid as well for letting them drive knowing they cant drive? Or why the fuck do people whine about shit they can't change? Things like stopping their significant other cheating on them. Look, if their going to cheat, you have two choices, either get over it and deal with it, or move the fuck on. Thats all there is. There is no, buts about it. There is no "I love them, I just want them to stop". Guess what, they cheat. Maybe not just on you, maybe they do it in every relationship, maybe they just do it to you. Who the fuck knows? Either way, deal with it,or move on, just shut the hell up about it. Oooo, how about why the fuck do people whine about their past? Hey, its your fucking past. It happened. You cant change it. You cant fix it. You cant do anything a

Rules For Relationship
I'LL face my emptiness alone; you need not fill me up .... I'll trust - and tell you when I don't....I'll be there you can count on me .... I'll take my consequences for what I say and do ....I'll accept you - the way you are .... I'll let you know me -my thoughts and feelings to the extent it is possible .... I'll tell you if I'm leaving.... I'll be vulnerable - as often as I can .... I'll disagree- and stay when I do .... I'll comment on my reality.... I'll be receptive to giving and taking .... I shall understand that my need for intimacy may be different from yours....

My Boyfriend
Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading

Show This To Any Kids That Want To Use The Internet
I Received this in the e-mail. I had to send it out to everyone. Now as you know I don’t have any kids, but this is still very important to pass on This is a Must Read for everyone who have children or grandchildren EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! MAYBE AFTER THEY READ THIS YOUR KIDS WILL NOT THINK THEIR PARENTS ARE TO OVER PROTECTIVE!! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following Me home today It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out o

The Kind Of Girl
The kind of girl I would like is as simple as this, a girl that I can love, adore, hug, and kiss, a girl that has a smile thats unique to me, and for the rest of time I can keep happy, A girl that wants to be called beautiful instead of hot, one that loves me for "me" and not for what I got, one that doesn't want to know about my life one bit, but wants to live it, and be a part of it, A girl that I can hold in my arms, keeping her warm and out of harm, one I can apologize to when I do something wrong, and wait for forgiveness, no matter how long, A girl I can point to and say "thats my girl", one that can smile and make my mind swirl, a girl that I can keep company when she feels lonely, and understands that if she needs anyone, theres me, A girl that I can continue to adore, and love with three words and even more, one that seems to make my life much better, and a girl I can love and adore forever and ever, These are some things that I look for in a girl

Mike Is Gone...
I got the news today. Mike is gone. Goose--Thats how I met him as. He used my shoe for a pillow and watched some stupid thing at central on TV. He died, an overdose. I told peopel for months that he needed help and no one ever listened to me. And now they are all shocked that hes dead. Fuckers! I love him in many ways still and I had always hoped him the best even when we parted ways the way we did. I hope he found the peace he was looking for. He deserved that. Here's some of our pics with some of our friends. And yeah, He was a skinhead. He was a good man though. I will miss him always.

Morning Shower
mmmmm…. my head is dizzy waking up in an explosion of cum and fantastic hot tasty kisses...nothing makes my cunt quiver harder than kissing a man who is so confident in himself and in love with a woman enough to kiss her and lick their juices joined together from their bodies...sweaty and smelling of raw sex we fall back onto the bed breathing hard and satisfied. Slowly we wake again and step into the shower together...the warm water feels fantastic just the ticket after an early morning wake up of sex. I love how our slippery bodies feel against each other as move around one another, passing soap bars and shampoo bottle...soon you are helping me shampoo my hair. I love the sensual feeling of your hands in my wet, sudsy hair, massaging my scalp tugging slightly at the roots, gives me goose bumps all over my body. I brace my head against my arm on the shower wall and slightly part my legs for balance, I can feel the heat of your groin against my bare slippery bottom, your hands still

Chicken & Broccoli Lasagne In Parmesan Custard
PARMESAN CUSTARD: 4 tbsp. butter 4 tbsp. flour 2 c. milk 1 c. chicken broth 3 whole eggs 1/2 c. grated Parmesan cheese 1/2 tsp. salt Pinch of ground red pepper & ground nutmeg LASAGNE: 15 lasagne noodles 2 tbsp. butter 1 c. chopped onion 3 garlic cloves, minced 2 whole skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into bite-size pieces Chopped broccoli Sliced mushrooms 1/4 c. chopped parsley Basil, salt, pepper to taste 1 lb. Mozzarella cheese, sliced thin 1/4 c. grated Parmesan cheese CUSTARD: Melt butter, stir in flour over low heat until smooth and golden. Stir in milk, whisk over medium heat until smooth. Stir in chicken broth. Cook, whisking, until mixture boils and is thick and smooth. Beat eggs in separate bowl, whisk sauce into eggs, return to saucepan. Let stand off heat. Stir in cheese, season with salt, red pepper and nutmeg. Cook lasagne noodles, let stand in cool water until ready to use. Saute onions, garlic; add chicken, mushrooms, steam or cook

My First Blog
Three more Canadian soldiers killed by Taliban bomb Don Martin, CanWest News Service Published: Wednesday, June 20, 2007 KANDAHAR, Afghanistan - The final day of spring may have kicked off a serious summer offensive as the Taliban claimed Canadian soldier victims 58, 59 and 60 in a campaign to reassert themselves in a region that had appeared increasingly stable. Canadian flags dropped to half-mast over the Kandahar military base Wednesday afternoon to mourn the death of three Canadian soldiers riding in an unarmoured six-wheeled John Deere product called a Gator. The dead have been identified as Cpl. Stephen Bouzane, 26, of Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry and Pte. Joel Wiebe, 22, 3rd Battalion Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry. The identity of the third victim was being withheld Wednesday afternoon. Ramp ceremonies to send their bodies back for repatriation at Canadian Forces Base Trenton in Ontario are scheduled to be held here tonight. Brig.-Gen. Ti

Ftfo
ok today some foo said fuk u so is said fuk u to and so he said that i dont take offers from boys so i said ur a fag and socked him in the face and started to beat the shit outa of him becuz of that gay comment JM$ BIACH then after that i party hard wit some home boys that fag went to a hospital and i igot away and slept good that night

Hey Guys...
I just wanted to let everyone know that my internet is off for a few days...We were going to move and had it suspended, but now we're not moving, so we're having it turned back on either Friday or Monday...You can talk to me on yahoo messenger...thickncurvyspitfire Thanks guys! I love you all...xoxoxo Lindsey

Pepper Steak Stir Fry
1 1/2 inch thick beef steak, any kind (16-24 oz) 2-3 bell peppers, any color 2 large yellow onions, thinly sliced 1/2 hot pepper (depending upon heat desired) 2-3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 1 tablespoon butter 4-5 cloves garlic 1/2 lb mushrooms, thinly sliced 1 tablespoon Wondra (or other flour) 3 tablespoons red wine 1 bouillon cube or teaspoon of beef flavored soup base (optional) salt or soy sauce (if desired) pinch of red pepper flakes, to taste Slice uncooked steak into thin slices across the grain. Tip: Place steak in freezer until partially frozen but the tip of a sharp knife can still pierce it 3/8" deep. This makes it easier to slice. Prepare vegetables: Core and slice peppers, peel onions and thinly slice, peel garlic. Clean mushrooms and slice. In a skillet, melt butter in oil. Add onions and saute over medium high heat until edges take on light brown color. Add whole garlic cloves and sliced peppers. When garlic cloves have a slightly roasted

Wtf!! Nsfw???????????
OK so someone reported a picture ( 2 really) of me that they thought were offensive rofl...I laughed when I read the messages.if You had a problem with it, you could have told me myself and I would have dealt with it. ROFL Sissified babies... NSFW ROFL they weren't invasive to anyone not even myself and I know better than to put up naughty pictures they go in places not for the young...whatever,,,,,but since you were so kind to peek at my profile and have them marked as offensive...how about being person enough and tell me what you found so offensive about them...then again, you're probably too coward to reply to this because ...your name will be found out...

Killer Biscuits
KILLER BISCUITS WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER (the actual AP headline) > > Linda Burnett, 23, a resident of San Diego, was visiting her in-laws > and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some > groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the > windows rolled up and her eyes closed, with both hands behind the > back of her head. > > One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned > and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now > open, and she looked very strange.. He asked her if she was okay, and > Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had > been holding her brains in for over an hour. > > The man called the paramedics, who broke into the car because the > doors were locked and Linda refused to remove her hands from her > head. When they finally got in, they found that Linda had a wad of > bread dough on the back of her head. > > A Pil

Crosses Of Confusion
Crosses of confusion Mazes of worry Sights of what do are gone Everything’s so blurry Eyes hurt from all stress Head hearts from all the mess Heart hurts from all the pain Arms hurt from all the strain Holding me back keeping it in Makes my arms feel weak Words dash thro my head And none of them I speak A lock on my heart unbroken No one can find the key No one is able to see All the words I have unspoken Chambers of trust and lies Chambers of tears and good-byes Chambers of smiles and happiness Chambers of times that are gone Halls of loneliness haunt my dreams Spinning of words ciaos it all seems A marry-go round with my soul in the middle Playing my heart as if it’s a fiddle

New
hey family we have a new logo for the bbw/bhw bombers im askin all to look an add to thier backrounds , or add to the ones you have already please let me me know asap go look on my home page you can rip .look at it firs on my profile or the home page you can rip the pic they make it make back round they go to the bottom of my profile a rip were it says transparent to make it a like my

Lost At 4 Am
In need of a break, a get away, a new world, room to breathe my only escape right now seems to be the lonely room i call my own, a cold set of sheets and a nicateen filled stick helping me calm my nerves, fire at the end as i breathe the harm of the smoke deep, trying to exhale my pain, sitting in a daze-a stare, writing to calm me to get out my thoughts, of my world turned upside down lost blind on a raft in an ocean of lies and fear, the water you cannot drink, the sun you can feel you reach out and nothing the poison water the lies the cheats the real hurt of the world, the hurt breathes into your running cold in your viens you want so deep to drink the water but you've been swimming in it so you know of its poison, what you would do for a new world, a fresh stream,of dreams pouring into your heart putting the spark back into your life making you again alive, whole full letting your spirit free, but yet your on this raft in the ocean of pain, will you ever reach a new land and drin

What Is "freaks R Us" And Whose In It?
THIS IS THE ORGINAL FREAK FAMILY OF CT ~**FREAKS R US**~ IM MOMMYS LITTLE MONSTER ~RING LEADER AND PHOENIX~ Mommys Little Monster **RING LEADER AND PHOENIX**~ TO THE FREAKS R US FAMILY @ CherryTAP OUR FAMILY AS FAR AS I KNOW, IS THE (ORIGINAL) FREAK FAMILY OF CT! BELOW YOU WILL FIND DEFINITIONS TO SOME WORDS. THE REASON FOR THIS IS THAT I WANT EVERYONE ONE THE SAME PAGE AS ME. KNOWING THE MEANING OF THE WORDS ARE WHAT WILL MAKE OUR FAMILY HAVE FAMILY VALUES. YES OUR FAMILY HAS BEEN COPY, GOT LOVE IT! ORIGINALronunciation: &-'rij-&-n&l, -'rij-n&l 1: the source or cause from which something arises 2: that from which a copy, reproduction, or translation is made b : a work composed firsthand 3: a : a person of fresh initiative or inventive capacity b : a unique or eccentric person FAMILYronunciation: 'fam-lE, 'fa-m&- ***** of or relating to a family***** 1 : a group of individuals living under one roof and usually under one head 2:: a people or group of peoples regar

My Pleasure
I imagine you lying there on the bed, Scarlet silken sheets clinging to his symmetrical body, Beseeching my embrace. Lips so close to yours, feeling breath on breath, Finally connect as if whispered. Hands investigating your muscular frame, Tongue inquisitive of your quality, Taking note of the pleasure on your face. Tasting every inch of you. Warm, throbbing, sleek, powerful. Slithering down the length of you. The breadth of your manhood fills my mouth. Smooth solid cupped in my tongue stroking my lips. Devouring you, taking you to orgasmic delight, and relishing in the sound of your hushed moans.

The Hole In Me
I know you, do you know me? Do you like what you see... the dark hole inside of me i cry tears of color, the only color that shows is disgrace you see them running down my face a dark hole in me, in my spirt and my heart figuring out why is the hardest part where do you start to feel all this deception and pain While im standing here in the pouring rain in the rain you cant see my tears of fear and sowwing in the rain you cant see my crying wishing for a better day in the rain you cant see me reaching out for you hand in the rain my cries outloud are silent, muffled by by rain I am still, color is running down my face mixing with the water taking my pain away into a river of decepction & pain where all my tears recide I walk alone, down the streets of hell In hell I feel home, my footsteps hitting the ground no one around to hear my steps of lonliness no one is here to give me a hand no one is here to pick me up when i have fallen laying on the ground, blood all ar

A Friend
His smile Like a warm embrace To make me laugh From this awful place. The sadness that was all around, So lost inside Can I be found? A story, A joke, A casual touch, The softest stroke. A friend to soothe My deepest need, A friend to listen A friend indeed. I never noticed Your pretty eyes, Or the casual power Of your thighs. So strong, Yet sweet, An engaging smile, Touch me Touch me Just for awhile. The heat, it shimmers From far below. How deep this need How deep it goes. I thought you friend, I find you lover. Your lips so soft, My breasts you cover. With your hand You pull me close. My need is rising Until I explode. At last I lay Content, A sigh. My breathing slows The knots untie. My deepest sadness Now my deepest peace. The ache within At last has eased. A friend you've been, In my heart you'll stay. You touched my soul, While in your arms I lay.

Another Lilypond Status Report. For Me, Really
Showed the as-of-now version of (my PDF transcription using LilyPond of) the finale of Reißiger's 11th trio to my job coach. Several persistent problems including: 1) places where there's only one line (right- or left-hand) of piano music - not really acceptable in a Romantic-era score. I thought I had a solution to this, but no. 2) copyediting. Try twenty-four bars before the end- a mess I've tried solving a few different ways without having to rewrite the entire file that generates the PDF. There may not be one short of, well, rewriting the entire file (and manually changing staves rather than autochanging them at middle C, as now.) It's clear in the score, a G-sharp in the right hand, a G-natural in the left, that are a semitone apart- your hands are right next to each other for just that moment; but- because I chose the "autochange staves when note is below middle C" option for convenience, both notes are in the lower staff, and they run right _into_ each other. I had to put

Men Quotes;-)
Why did God create men? Because vibrators can't mow the lawn. Madonna All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others. Henry Youngman To attract men, I wear a perfume called 'New Car Interior'. Rita Rudner This guy says, 'I'm perfect for you, because I'm a cross between a macho and a sensitive man.' I said, 'Oh, a gay trucker?' Judy Tenuta Women speak because they wish to speak, whereas a man speaks only when driven to speech by something outside himself -- like, for instance, he can't find any clean socks. Jean Kerr Women now have choices. They can be married, not married, have a job, not have a job, be married with children, unmarried with children. Men have the same choice we've always had: work or prison. Tim Allen I love men, even though they're lying, cheating scumbags. Gwyneth Paltrow

Impossible
....Created by me and several other GF's of mine over time...:-P Enjoy! Ya'll wonder what we (girls) want - well heres the DL. We want a guy - that can make us smile, laugh and our heart flutter a little bit all at the same time. We want a guy that can get his hands dirty - but looks good all cleaned up...:-P We want a guy that will come up with crazy romantic things to do for you. We want a guy that can would cry if we left them - not at the end of a movie. We want a guy whose smile makes us smile too - even if were pissed :). We want a guy with self-assurance...but no this does not mean cocky, there is a fine line. We want a guy that will put a song on alone in his room - and pick you up and slow dance with you... We want a guy who will lay and watch the clouds with us :-P We want a guy whos kiss will make us our knees shake :) We want a guy that we can do anything with and still have fun. We want a guy - that is full of romance, passion, and fun :

Carolina Tribute
Carolina Tribute God bless the giving souls Of our nine Carolina brothers They offered up their lives In selfless service to others When the bell tipped for them On the night of 18 June There was no way of knowing Tragedy would strike so soon Initial reports were people inside This massive sofa showcase With fire in the truss-roofed building These firefighters were in a race Collapse is an ever present threat Of which firefighters are aware But when lives are in the balance It’s a threat that they must bare They hurried in to search for victims Before it was too late Their job is to rescue civilians From that horrible fate Always knowing, but never dwelling On the fact it could be them Who have to pay the ultimate price For heroically rushing in These men all led honorable lives Right down to their last breaths In service to their fellow man At the risk of their own deaths So as they pass to their reward Let’s take a moment to say “Thank

I Love You
Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted. Until one day... her life crashed. Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you. Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything! Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving. Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football. Chris: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.. Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies. Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet? Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some aller

Breaking News
Two naked people dead after 4-story fall in downtown Columbia From Staff Reports Two people died early this morning after they apparently fell off a four-story building across the street from Finlay Park, Columbia police say. A taxi driver found a man and a woman in their early 20s - neither wearing any clothes - lying in the street in front of the building in the 900 block of Laurel Street, police spokeswoman, Sgt. Florence McCants said. The victims were alive when rescue workers arrived at the scene, McCants said, and were taken to Palmetto Richland, where they were pronounced dead a short time later. "It appears as if the two individuals were on the roof and could have accidentally fallen off the roof, onto the street," McCants said. There was no indication of foul play. The two fell about 50 to 60 feet, McCants said. Police found clothing for two people on the roof of the building at 900 Laurel Street, McCants said, and nothing else. She said police can only specul

The Trip
As her flight began to ascend to the air, Rochelle was finally relaxed. It had been a rough couple of days, cancelling the wedding, returning everything but the dress. Rochelle doesn’t know why she kept it, even packed it for this trip. She falls asleep; it is a long flight to Bali. She awakens as the plane begins its assent. Not fully aware of her surroundings, she startles for a second. As the days journey returns to her, she again relaxes, she came here to forget all of that. She prepares herself for landing by checking her seat belt and returning her tray table to it’s upright position. As she alights the plane, she notices that she is not alone, maybe it was a bad idea to take her honeymoon trip anyway, there are lots of happy couples, and some happy singles, She is not happy, this was supposed to be the one. Now here she was alone on a trip, which was to mark her new beginning, now it only made her feel more alone. Checking into the hotel, Rochelle checked on sightseeing

Friendship
Friendship . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . is shared laughter. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold. . . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day. . . . is relaxed and comfortable. . . . is a shoulder to lean on. . . . is an ear to whine to. . . . gets better with age. . . . is shared tears. . . . is shared joy. . . . is shared. . . . is love.

Trapped In An Inferno
What we hear means nothing The human mind decides the best judgment Actions to take that make us question Pressure to make the first move Words speak the actions that make us fear Absolutely nothing to begin with. Closed off from the world Truthful information scattered like confetti Media blitz to corrupt our inner faction A group divided over countless aggression Scapegoats shed blood over forbidden worlds The time to play when a good boy does his job Best describes the events in time. One man says a curse and uproars the crowd Screams of terror on the home teams side Cheers of justice and overthrow To the visiting force of unknown origin The things that pushes a demand for the third side Order and chaos battle it out for greatness. Cowards is what everyone is To the fight that seems to not make amends Money is stained with the blood it wont see Cockroaches laugh to the reality show they view Fire is burning in the boiling temperatures And there is no wa

Update On Me
Yes I Haven't Been On Here In A Week Dealing With Personal Things But I'm Kinda Back Now And I wanna Thank All My Friends who Dropped By While I was Gone Showing Me Some Love Thank You So Much I Misssed all Of you.. Give Me Time to Leave you the Love Back And For Some reason My Shout Out Box "ISNT" Working.:( Love Sweeet Destiny

P.m. Dawn On The Mind...yeah, I Know - Weird
So for some reason the lyrics kept popping in my head and I realized I needed to get them out before they implode my brain. Early 90s R&B is a funny thing.... I'd Die Without You by P.M. Dawn Is it my turn to wish you were lying here I did not dream you in my wish little babe Is it my turn to fiction out my world But even imaginary motions tell my self anything Is it my turn to hold you by your hands Tell you I love you when you hear me Is it my turn to totally understand That once you walk out of my life that I’d do whatever for you If I have to give away (the feeling that I feel yeah) If I have to sacrifice (whatever baby, whatever baby) If I have to take apart (all that I am) For anything that I would not do ‘Cause inside I’d die without you ‘Cause inside I’d die without you ‘Cause inside I’d die without you Oh I apologize for all the things I’ve done Now I’m underwater and I’m drowning (oh yeah) Is it my turn to be the one to cry Isn’t

Lost And Found
Hidden in the shadows of the past surrounded by pain and anguish, he looks out into the world and wonders just how long it will last. He sees the days and nights fly by, lost in the confussion of the turmoil, He thinks to himself, I know my life has past. He looks around wondering what had happened to the young man he once knew, seems to be only a memory which he has come to rue. Lost without a glimpse of light he closes his eyes and saysa prayer and then came you. Oh, how his heart felt renewed, filled with a passion and a love like none he ever knew, The shadows begin to drift away, surrounding him with a glow of belief. A soul once lost now lives again, standing tall, knowing that life have once again begun anew. The powe within your love has made him strong again, as the joining of two souls brings his spirit relief.

Dear Jerk
Dear Jerk, Why did you have to break my heart If you loved me like you said you did. You hugged me and walked away, I watched you get in your car. But too soon was I to know, It'd be the last time I'd see you. I love you, I miss you Why did you have to go? I'd been calling for about a week But you never returned my calls. You came over to see me, I said, "We need to talk." I asked if things felt different to you. You said, "No, why." I said, "maybe it's just me, I dont' know," and it got quiet. Why couldn't you just be a man And tell me how you felt. Instead of acting like a child, Ignoring me all the while. Never again did I hear from you Not even one returned call. You left without a trace And with you, took the keys to my heart. Never did I love anyone The way that I loved you. I don't know what I did wrong But I sure wish that I knew. Then again, let me think. I need to think this through. Maybe it wasn't me, Maybe it was you. Love

Defiance
de·fi·ance (dĭ-fî'əns) n. 1.The act or an example of defying; bold resistance to an opposing force or authority. 2.Intentionally contemptuous behavior or attitude; readiness to contend or resist. Am I a defiant person? In general no. I go with the flow, I obey laws, rules and regulations. I do not buck the system. Defiance. Just the sound of it, starts of so strong, and ends soft. Perhaps that is me. My Master tells me I have a strong will. I do not see it. Perhaps, I am in my vanilla life. Defiance.Perhpas this one word sums up my inner slave. Start off strong, and when put in my place or punished, end up soft, compliant and obedient. Defiance. What thoughts does the word conjur up? What ideas come with Defiance? Should I buck the system? Should I obey? Should I be defiant, or obedient? Maybe it's the simple fact that I crave the hand of my Master. The quick sting of a swift smack to my rear, or the lingering welt that it leaves. The mark that take

A Dream Before Time
As i dreamed one night i saw your face, a vision of loveliness unlike any i have ever dreamed before, I looked into your eyes and saw a soul so beautiful that i made the angels weep, the way your eyes sparked as you melted my heart with your smile I knew that your were more then just a dream. As the clouds drifted under my feet I moved to get closer to you, but then I remembered its only a dream. I see you standing, arms wide open waiting for me to come near, but then i remember its only a dream. You reach out to me and hold my hand, you tell me you love me and just as my heart is about to explode from joy, I remember its only a dream. You kiss me passionately, nearly consuming my soul, entangleing my heart and as my heart is about to break because this is only a dream I remember, how cat it be, only a dream, i haven't been born yet>

Ashes
As your eyes start to bleed, you relize its too late And your sky starts to fall, you relize you stand alone. The time has come for this to bleed The opening of what you've always known is growing near All you've feared here Looks you in the eyes We all fall down Skies are falling tonight As you run and hide Ashes to ashes Dust to dust The wraith of your hate has retunred The plague is reaping back Three-fold of what you've already sown It is said hail and fire mixed with blood Will be thrown down upon the earth Darkness fills a third of the lands And the angels cry woe A star from heaven is thrown from the sky Destroying a third of our sea Not only these things but more to come It is our fate, It is our end Apocalypse We die here tonight You die here tonight We all die here tonight Ashes to ashes We all fall down

Lame
I have accomplished many things today. Unfortunately I was unable to do a few of the things I'd planned on doing to occupy my time, so now I am sitting here completely bored. The problem at this moment is that many of the things I could do to amuse myself all have mild inconveniences preventing me from doing them. I need batteries, blah, blah. I have nothing to worry about, except what to do with my time for the next couple hours. There are a few fun things I want to do, but not without my girlfriend. Ms. Annie Cruz is out having kinky sex with another woman in San Francisco right now, so I don't have her here to play with. Overall I am just overcome with boredom, and so I found myself in front of the computer, and now I give up. Times like this really make me want to start smoking cigarettes again. I will definitely stop writing this blog now, and go do something that has a purpose.

Thankyou
THANKYOU I sometimes ponder about the mythical scene of Atlas holding up the mass of the Earth so she can embrace the stars. It makes me wonder how one man can do it all. They are my equals they are my teachers my confidonts my friends my headaches my laughter my cries they are there for me in time of need when i am sick when i just don't know when i take things too seriously my breathe of fresh air my family my life lines they have my heart my encourgement they are beside me through the good and the bad they listen they preach they help me hold up my small world. They are not my staff they are not my clients they are my equals working side by side with me to accomplish a task that no one person can do alone. just know that it takes many parts to make a whole. everyone is in a constant state of learning. persons before us and after us teach us something new everyday. I have learned there is always a question to ask, and there is always someone to help you answer it. It never hurts to

By The Fire
We are laying together on the rug in front of the fire place. The fire provides the only illumination in the room. Outside the snow is softly falling, steadily accumulating . We won’t be going anywhere anytime soon. He wraps his arms around my naked body, holding me more tightly and I smile. He has Hungarian’s Dance No 5 and Canon alternating on the stereo system. My two favorite songs. He whispers in my ear that he loves me, and I feel a warm shiver go down my spine as he asks me to marry him.

Ramblings
well, it's my first blog and i don't really know what to talk about.....hmmmmm.....well i'm new to cherrytap, and i must say, it's must better than myspace. i love it here! i feel like i'm home! i have met a few way kick ass people on here already! i guess that's all for now;) adios people!

Friends And Family
Yesterday was the funeral for Joyce's mom.....everyone did great and the funeral was beautiful....one of her mom's dying wish was that noone be upset but happy for her because she is in a better place ....actually she said over the past few weeks she wanted to die because she knew she would no longer be suffering....(she was ready for it).....the funeral was an experience for me since i have never been to a catholic funeral or mass of any sort....

Three More Gone
subject: three gone today . date: 2007-06-20 15:29:12 three more canadian soilders died today , two of them were PPCLI . you will allways be rememberd my brothers , you are in our hearts and minds R.I.P.

Ladies
As I think of all the ladies in here i get this feeling of going to a special place i know in Aruba, it is not much but it is a very private place of magic and romance. As I look out and touch a hand we transport ourselves to this place, walking along the white sand and the ocean roaring. As we walk this is a small stream coming from the bushes. We walk up and see a natural lagoon and on the back wall is a waterfall. We walkin to the area and see that it is very private, the walk is cool and the sounds of birds and animals make it a prefect place. I walk to you and give you a soft, wet, hot, passionate kiss. The kind that melt butter in January. Our bodies come together and we start to meld into a puddle of hot wet sticky passion. Our clothes peel off and we mold tighter to one another. As I strip off your panties your skin glows in the flickering sunlight. I take your hand and walk you in the lagoon. The cool water licks our bodies and the coolness tightens your breast. We ki

I Need To Know
Do I seriously have "I want you I need you oh baby oh baby" written on my e-forehead? I mean it! If I rate a guy a 10, he automatically thinks I want to cam or whatever. Generally, the people that are like that, I was being extremely nice with the 10. Does anyone read profiles anymore? The other day a guy asked me if I would add him. I said when he reads my profile, sure I don't care. Now for those of you who haven't looked at my profile lately, it says I don't cam or have messenger or any of that such. Not even 2 minutes after I accepted him, he asks to see my cam. WTF! I really am curious, do I give off a vibe or something?!

Can I Have Someones Opinion
okay, so i have been dating this guy for a while and some time ago i found out that he had been sleeping with his supposed to be ex still. well, stupid me took him back and look what happens again. she calls me up and says they are still together. what the hell am i supposed to do. i love him and want him in my life for our baby when it gets here but i'm tired of the lies and cheating. can someone help?

I Dont Understand How Someone Could Hurt Someone So Helpless
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hospital where he was diagnosed with Shaken Baby Syndrome. He now has meningitis in response the the surgeries on his brain, his body can't regulate his temperature, his heart rate drops every time he is moved, and he has seizures. He is also blind. His sitter shook him so hard that he is in a coma, had to have spinal fluid drained from his brain, and doctors think that if he lives he will be a vegetable for the rest of his life. Brain scans show that his brain tissue is dying and his brain is shrinking. Kristy and her husband refuse this diagnosis and pray for their little boy. I'm asking you to join them in this prayer for Kaleb.Her myspace is:www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds

Six Impounded Street Racing Cars Crushed
Some Registered Owners on Hand to Watch Cars Reduced to Scrap By Bob Banfield RIALTO, June 20, 2007 (KABC-TV) - Six cars were crushed at a recycling plant Wednesday morning. The cars were impounded during illegal street races in San Bernardino County. Some of the registered owners were actually there to see their cars reduced to scrap. Related Links Receive Breaking News Alerts Get Eyewitness News Updates It can take a lot of time and a lot of money invested into building these street racers -- but they can be legally destroyed in just a few seconds. Proof of that statement was on display in Rialto Wednesday morning, where several impounded cars were crushed and stacked atop each other. Enforcement efforts against both organized and impromptu street racing is having some success inland. Racing often leads to death or injury. At a Rialto dismantling yard, something positive is being done about it. Cpl. Jeff Higbee, Ontario Police Dept.: "We had 13 people killed in

How To Vote For Me
I thank my new friend,SALLY, for these directions. If you can't be the most intelligent person around, surround yourself with intelligent people! Dear Charley and Charley's fans who need a little help: Here's what I did 1. Cut and paste address at the internet ADDRESS line BELOW: www.meermusic.com/fg_greenroom.htm 2. Went on down to Contestant # 13 (Charley) and hit "vote" 3. OUTLOOK express Mail comes up (my computer can't deal with that from my computer) so 4. SO I WENT to my personal MAIL service called on NEW Mess copied the address info@famegamesradio.com 5. On Subject Line I typed: Vote for Charley Drum - Yes I know (cause thatz what it said on the OUTLOOK EXPRESS mail subject line) 6. In the body of the New Message box "content' area you can write a few comments... and apparently they will post them by # 13 at the site listed in # 1 HOPE THIS IS HELPFUL to Charley and All Charley Fans I'm for support of all who make music as those of u

I'm Going To The Top!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Tired Of It
Im tired of people using the words "love" and "friends" like they mean nothing. Its like people are deleteing the value of the word. someone meet someone and before the even speak "oh i love you" are you sure? last i knew people say i love you when they first meet to get down your pants. And another annoying ass thing. When guys leave females a comment most dont want a naked woman...well i dont anyhow... And comments on pictures....i dont want to see "damn baby you sexy" really now...it makes me wonder were all the money went to educate people...honestly. Or my "favorite" lol "Cute!" umm yeah okay so now were saying one word....i waste time clicking just to see "cute" I dont really know what I expect someone to say when commenting but theres got to be a brain out there somewhere I know there has to be. Well whatever so yeah heres another ranting blog about stupid people! You rock stupid people....where would we be without you?

Dream (poem)
Dream For I dream of a thousand things As I dream of you as my number one As many of them will bring joys to all Who we will forever know in our life As greater days promise us many of things As we will have our good days and our bad days But we will stand strong and proud taking on the problems on face to face As these will forever make us all the more stronger Date wrote 20-06-07 By Aj Rich

Ode To A Child
Ode to a child Teach me to love as a child, so I may not hate as an adult Teach me to trust as a child, so I may not be insecure as an adult Teach me to be honest as a child, so I may not learn to steal as a child Teach me to have faith as a child, so I may not doubt as an adult Teach me to walk with courage as a child, so I may not run with fear as an adult Teach me to have pride as a child, so I may stand up for what’s right as an adult Teach me to success as a child, so I may never know failure as an adult Finally, teach me to love myself as a child, so I amy learn to love others as an adult Children are the foundation of existence. They live through adults, What they see and what they hear aall become their core values, its what we as adults teach our children. After all, we were children once too. If we are successful as adults, its because we learned of success from adults as children. Our children are in peril, their future in distress and we as adults created i

My First Ct Blog Ever!
Hey all Well my lovely CT wife has posted a funny lil story. I think I will take a crack at a story too if anyone is interested as long as noone makes fun of it..erotic stories are pretty fun to write. So lemme know if ya wanna see one LOL As for me well all I gots my bike and some pics of it I will be puttin up and some of me and the CT wifey. I am taking request for other pics though as well...so if you all have any pics you wanna see either of us doin let me know and I will see what I can do for you. Heheheh (Evil grin) Did this before and some of the request were quite interesting..so lets hear it all..if anyone even reads my blog we shall see LOL I have enough peeps on my friends list..alot of ladies out there...said I was cute in the past I am sure there is somthing you want heheheh anyway Night all Lord Nightwing

What Else Is New?
Well...my night sucks now....once again I have inspired hate poetry...I'm getting really good at that...the difference is, I refuse to let it get to me...I think I wil do better in school now, as much as I hate to admit it, I had to drop a class today. I can't stand the idea of having a heavy work load during the summer, so I dropped the class that was the most work...definately can't afford to fail it, so I think I made the right choice...I was planning to take a trip in July, but it looks like I might have to cancel it now...oh, well....I guess I better get off here so I can do a little bit of studying since I finally got a little peace and quiet...you all have a good night...~kisses~

Life
i am just excited i am 14 weeks pregnant. i am hoping for a boy. things are going great. i am really happy for this. i have finall found the man that can make me so happy i am excited about spending the rest of my life with him. the girls love him and they are looking forward to the baby. we are hoping for a boy. if we have a boy we are naming him jacob aaron hicks jr, if it is a girl we are going to name her hailey isabell hicks. love you all

~for My Fiance~i Love You
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day..... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together for all our days Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face - always Mmmm, baby In your heart - I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes - (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way, that you want) The one who would

Frog
I was told a story about a lady in the hospital who was near death when an area Chaplain came to visit her. This Chaplain was a very young female with long blond hair. She listened to the lady who was ill and left her a small gift for comfort. It was a tiny ceramic frog. The next day one of the people from the lady's church came to visit. The lady told her friend about the beautiful young Chaplain who had come to visit her. The friend was so impressed with the way the lady had improved and felt the need to talk to the young Chaplain. In her search to find the young gal, she was repeatedly reassured that the chaplains are never very young and that there was never a gal that fit the description given. Upon returning to the lady in the hospital, a visiting nurse entered the room and noticed the ceramic frog. The nurse made the comment "I see you have a guardian angel with you." As she held the little frog. We asked why she made the comment and we were informed that the frog stoo

6-20-07 Astrology
If you're going to cart all that emotional baggage around, make sure it's at least durable and of the highest quality. In other words, learn from your past and you'll still be able to get your present off the ground.

I May Not Believe In God Or The Gov But I Believe In The Troops
The Military: The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, Tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half Man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough To die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his Own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; He was probably an average student, Pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, And has a steady girlfriend That either broke up with him when he left, Or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing a ND a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now Than when he was at home Because he is working or fighting From before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, Thus letter w

New Car!
I'm lookin into buyin a new car. I test drove a 2007 Ford Fusion today and I absolutely loved it. I just need a cosigner because I'm a first time buyer. It sucks cause everyone in my family pretty much has shitty credit except my mom and she is givin me the run around about cosignin. It sucks so bad, I want that car. I'm just tired of having used or older cars I want something brand new for once. I want something I can say I truly worked for.

Another For The Troops
We, Every day regular people, Sit and stuff our faces, Laugh at a movie, Hold our loved ones, He, Barely eats, Listens to the next task, Cries to find out his baby is born, And she may never met him. We, Dance in the rain, Slide into warm beds, Kiss our children good night. He, Fights in the rain, Fights all night barely able to get a hour of sleep, And holds his childs picture tight, Fighting for him/her so that she/he can be safe. We, Take every day for granted, While he lives every day hoping he'll see another. June 20,2007 Author: (Me) Nicolette

Sick Of Shit
some woman got in my face on here because I went off on her friend because they were looking at me. (it was a dude), now normally I dont mind dudes looking at me but I had an incident were some dude wanted to rate my body and privates, and that I dont and wont do. Im a hetrosexual, now this bitch goes off on me because it was one of her friends checking me out. I cant and wont deal with that shit. And she blames me people are after me for shit. She has issues herself

Oh Fuck No
http://www.homelandstupidity.us/2005/12/09/bush-constitution-just-a-goddamned-piece-of-paper/ Bush: Constitution “just a goddamned piece of paper” By Michael Hampton Posted: December 9, 2005 4:56 pm Updated: December 16, 2005 1:38 pm GOP leaders told Bush that his hardcore push to renew the more onerous provisions of the act could further alienate conservatives still mad at the President from his botched attempt to nominate White House Counsel Harriet Miers to the Supreme Court. “I dont give a goddamn,” Bush retorted. “I’m the President and the Commander-in-Chief. Do it my way.” “Mr. President,” one aide in the meeting said. “There is a valid case that the provisions in this law undermine the Constitution.” “Stop throwing the Constitution in my face,” Bush screamed back. “It’s just a goddamned piece of paper!” Ive talked to three people present for the meeting that day and they all confirm that the President of the United States called the Constitution “a goddamne

A Glass Shower
I just fucken had a glass bake pan fall from the top shelf of a cabnit nothing like taking a glass shower I have glass threw my kitchen and dinning room and part of the way in the living room I have swept and vacummed and there is still glass FUCK how do you get ride of that much glass

Native American Tribes Speak Out About Climate Change
Native American tribes speak out about climate change By Associated Press Sunday, June 17, 2007 - Updated: 03:46 PM EST MT. MOOSILAUKE, N.H. - Native American leaders are speaking out more forcefully about the danger of climate change. Members of six tribes recently gathered near the Baker River in New Hampshire's White Mountains for a sacred ceremony honoring "Earth Mother." Talking Hawk, a Mohawk Indian who asked to be identified by his Indian name, pointed to the river's tea-colored water as proof that the overwhelming amount of pollution humans have produced has caused changes around the globe. "It's August color. It's not normal," he said. "Earth Mother is fighting back _ not only from the four winds but also from underneath," he said. "Scientists call it global warming. We call it Earth Mother getting angry." At a United Nations meeting last month, several Native American leaders spoke at a session called "Indigenous Perspectives on Climate

Sleeping Awake
Why are you sleeping awake Refusing to get rid of your hate So what if they are different then you That just makes you different too You justify killing your own kind Just because they don't share your frame of mind Countrymen killing fellow countrymen You wake up and do it all over again You stone a woman for defending herself But the men who tried to rape her aren't going to hell Bend religion to fit your actions You're no better then Hitler with your hate factions Our DNA is the same, less a cell or two You may not like it, but it's true Ignoreing the truth won't make it go away Stop going through life, sleeping awake

Ratings & Come Ons
Let me just inform you of my take on this place... I am not interested in the rating games. I don't care to go around rating people based on their appearances and think it's quite lame to do so. Now if you're nice enough to rate me above a 5, I will return the favor, since I know that's probably why you're on here. If however you rate me a 5 or lower, of course I'm going to go see who thinks they're the shit lol And quite frankly it's pretty shocking when I do.... Apparently I'm supposed to know that guys with gboi in their name are gay.... hmmm ok... so I'm not supposed to be offended when one rates me low... fine, whatever... yet it IS ok for him to get offended when I rate him low back... double standards now I see... I ask why's he rating women then if he's gay.... he was bored... OOOHHHH that explains everything! *rolls eyes* Yet I'M the childish one when I inform him that I personally don't rate if I can't be nice... WHATEVER... I think the whole rating system is childish

Child Abuse And Molestation
It looked so pretty on the outside. A big old house surrounded with flowers. A pretty little pond full of happy little fish. She was so sure she'd found a forever home. Her mommy had a new husband, a new love. She had a new daddy. Everyone was so very happy. Then it all came crashing down around her. Every day he'd scream at her and call her nasty names. Everyday he'd hit her, over and over again. Everyday mommy would go to work, and he'd push her down and he'd pull her hair, and try to touch her there. He'd kiss her like the part in the movie she wasnt allowed to watch. She cried, she fought, she'd scream and kick. He'd try harder. He hit her harder, and he yelled louder. He'd pull her legs apart and make her let him in. He loved it, she layed there crying until he was finally done and then he'd leave. She spent hours in the shower, scrubbing until it hurt, and the dirt would never come off. If she knew what was good for her she wouldnt tell mommy their secret. Yeah, it was s

I Know How U Feel
4 our ppl in uniform I just want to say I feel U, it's hard doing a job that might get U killed, and U might think that no one cares but I do because I was there in 1990 and I knw that many fight 4 there brothers in arms. Just make it until your time is up and I will pray 4 U. LOVE A MARINE

Chapter 3
Well, the trip north was long. Gawd it was long! Full of delays, but that made our meeting all the sweeter. I stepped off the train in Eugene, Oregon into a rain storm. Grace informed me that this was normal. I like the rain, but come on!!! It is very beautiful up there. I love green and it was soooo green. She showed me the sites, both of them. We sang karaoke in a Red neck bar. Surprisingly, they loved me and my selections of songs. Elvis went over big there. Finding some one who you have so much in common with is rare, and I am blessed to find her. It was hard to leave, but I have a job and a daughter to tend to. She wants to come see me next. To be continued.....

Burnt Out
I feel sick, Burnt out like a candle wick. My eye's are burning my head is numb, I feel so alone just like a bum. You look at me with those dark eyes, There's no one here what a surprise. My hands are shaking, This is the feeling your making. Your lips they move closer, Your breath on my neck. My body starts aching, This is an emotional beating that I'm taking. It feels like I fell, my mind is thinking am I in heaven or hell?

Father"s Day
It started as a normal Sunday, except we were on vacation visiting family. I got a few "Happy Father's day", there wasn't any big party, or deal made. The day was fun, took the kids to the beach and to the Salem Willows (if you ever been to Salem, Mass.) I watched my oldest Scott (6 yrs old)swim from rock to rock in Marblehead. He's grown up so fast, very adventurous. Felt good to see him have fun with out video games or T.V. Just us at the beach, my boy turning into a handsome little man overnight it seems. I went to bed exhausted reflecting on the day. When I woke up on a couch in a spare room the next morning my David (4yrs old) came in, not to ask for cartoons or something to eat. He crawled up on the couch and cuddled with me, not average morning behavior for him. He fell asleep for awhile and woke up with a smile. He's a cutie with his mohawk he got before we went on vacation. Then of course there is my little girl Ariana (2 yrs old). I nicknamed her "the beast", she

O Well
Poeple who? They are nice,they are mean,they are cruel,they are sweet and loveable. Well im me and who i am is not caring what ppl think like most ppl do. Im a dick if u dont like me o well, Life is to short to try and understand everyone or just one. Does it really matter what ppl think of u are u willing to change who you are to impress one perosn or many. Are ppl like that?

All About Me Survey
..::..ABOUT ME..::....::..NAME..::..Maile..::..AGE.::..27..::..BIRTHDAY..::..june 07,1980..::..ZODIAC SIGN..::..gemini..::..YEAR OF..::..monkey..::..HOMETOWN..::..right here in honolulu..::..FAVS..::....::..FOOD..::..hawaiian, italian, mexican..::..COLOR..::..pink, purple and blue..::..CANDY..::..chocolate..::..ICE CREAM..::..kona coffee..::..STORE..::..jeans warehouse..::..RESTAURANT..::..bubba gump's (in hawaii)..::..LUV LYPH..::..

New Blue Team Member
We have a new member to our team and I would like everyone to go and show her some love when they can to welcome her to the Official Fallouts and to the Blue team. Here is her link. ~~Taking Application for a Stalkee~~ 'Apply In Person' ~~Angel~~Club F.A.R.

Good Point
Have you ever noticed how many people state their opinion only to backtrack or apologize? It really undermines what they have to say. You may or may not have this issue, but it's a good time to pay attention

Promisses Of Love
In the presence of god i pledged my love for you today i promise to be true to you in all i do and say i vow to be always kind and caring to you as a happy life together we both pursue. Never again alone will you have to face your fears if you should cry i will be there to wipe away your tears i'll never wander far away from your sight i'll comfort you on dark and dreary nights. I'll guide you and protect you night and day and for happiness in your life each night i will pray if you are down and need to talk i will be there to comfort you and take you out of your despair. The good times and bad times i'll share them both with you do everything in my power not to make you feel blue for this love i feel for you deep inside will only increase and never will subside. Each morning i awake i want to kiss your sweet lips and feel the warm caress of your finger tips deep down in my heart my body and my soul this love that i feel for you will never go cold. I'll ne

Update On My Dilemma
After a 4 hour stakeout, my best friends managed to get my van back ( with the help of the local authorities) from my sister in law. Obviously, someone's feeling the sting of it but hell, WTF do i care? They've been leeching off my wife and I for the past month and a half and we haven't said a single thing to them about paying us back and well, this morning, its the straw that broke the camel's back when we specifically told them that they couldn't use the vehicles anymore and they still went ahead to take my van. Anyway, to cut a long story short, its been a good end to a long day, my van is back and we're finally rid of them being in our house.

Lyrics
"Those Damned Blue-Collar Tweekers" I've seen them out at Soco They're pounding sixteen penny nails The truckers on the interstate Have been known to ride the rails The sweat is beating on the brow Can't keep these fellas down 'Cause those damned blue-collared tweekers Are runnin' this here town I knew a man who hung drywall He hung it mighty quick A trip or two to the blue room Would help him do the trick His foreman would pat him on the back Whenever he would come around 'Cause these dammed blue-collar tweekers Are beloved in this here town Now the union boys are there To protect us from all the corporate type While curious George's drug patrol Is out here hunting snipe Now they try to tell me different But you know I ain't no clown 'Cause those damned blue-collar tweekers Are the backbone of this town Now the flame that burns twice as bright Burns only half as long My eyes are growing weary As I finalize this song So sit back and have a cup o' jo

Just Another Day
hi — Wednesday, June 20, 2007 I been busy with school. Mostly stressing out over school. I had to give a speach today. I started shaking while I was standing there trying to give my speach in front of classy. It was weird. I eventually stopped, and thenwent on with my speach. My talking is kinda choppy because I may not do well in the class if I talk how I natually do. So iit sounds rather slow, like it's hard to say or think of the words. It sounds unnatural. BECAUSE IT FUCKING IS!!! It's bullshit. For some reason it's ok ot discriminate against how I talk. It's "ok " to arbritrarily teach hate towards certain words. It's somehow socially acceptable to not have respect for certain cultures and not socially acceptable to have respect for them. That's just the world we live in today, and probably have for an awefully long time. The last few days have been busy and stressfull. I don't see the whole speach thing getting much better. It's mostly hard becaause it

A Priest At Customs
Priest in Airport Customs A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive electronic hair dryer that is well over the customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there anyway you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused."

Happy Brithday To A Good Friend
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Why Do I Care
OK I JUST DONT GET IT AT ALL I ALWAYS FEEL LLIKE I FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHUT MY HEART OFF FOR ONCE FUCK DA BULLSHIT. IM SO SICK OF BEING NOTHING BUT A FRIEND WIT BENIFITS ALL THE TIME I WANT A REALTIONSHIP A REAL REALTIONSHIP WITHA MAN MORE DEN ANYONE KNOWS. IM TIRED OF BEING GOOD ENGOUH TO FUCK AND DATS IT. WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENGOUH FOR SOMEONE TO BRING HOME TO DER MOMMAS HOUSE AND DATE? IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. WHATS WRONG WIT ME? AND WHEN I DO FIND A GUY I LIKE DEY DONT LIKE ME THAT WAY. OR DEY NOT LOOKING FOR A REALTIONSHIP JUST FUCK BUDDIES. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO OVER IT FOR ONCE I WANNA GO OUT ON A DATE DINNER AND A MOVIE FOR ONCE I WANNA BE DA ONE SOMEONE IS FEELIN. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE A WALL UP AND DONT LET ANYONE THROUGH THIS IS WHY. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW IM BITCHING ABOUT MEN I LOVE MY GIRL AT LEAST SHE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS. ONE DAY WHEN I AM OLD AND GRAY ILL UNDERSTAND MEN TILL DENIMA JUST KEEP ON TRYIN FOR MYSELF AND NOT L

Cell
That song again Hearing it go off Ringing in my ears Effort to try paying attention Ignoring that buzzing. Technology and its marvels Useful when it can be Nightmare when religion becomes The puppet master of the machine I always thought cells were in the body Not attached to the ear. Rule break People ignore My sighs watching a show Can't stand hearing the words Yeah, maybe, sure, and bye. Turn off means very close To the point it is broken Another ring that sounds horrible I don't find it a problem or annoyance A discomfort to my happiness

Wounded
Wounded ~Tony Martinez Leaning against the mountain Looking over what remains of my body Ripping at my tattered clothes for makeshift bandages Trying to figure out what hurts the most My broken jaw My cracked ribs The lashes on my back Does it even matter? Pain is pain right? Angel, Wounded though I am I still come for you I try to smile Thinking of your beautiful face Your warm smile With the pain I only manage a weak grin Angel, Bring your healing waters to me Allow me a drink Even if only a small one in the early mornings You know I will never ask for much Allow me to heal within you For now I remain wounded The pain is so great I love you My Angel

So I Sit Here With My Own Thoughts
After today seeing happy hour after happy hour, and thinking about all that is wrong with this world why does it seem I am the only one who cares? or cares too much it seems like this bothers me more then others, Is it because I lost a child? is it because I was raised to really believe that its better to help someone then walk away, or is it just me thinking I am one person with a loud voice,is this where some wise ass is going to say something stupid like "dude get a life" I am well aware that I can't change the world but nothing bothers me more then watching someone who could make a real change and don't, I can change how I feel about the world and lead by example I have no respect for someone who has money and will not give back to their community or give and expect something in return, after all 90% of people who have money sold you a product to make that money in the first place, so how do they thank you, but letting you suffer,they sit back in their A/C board meetings and count

Mixed Bag
Ok I got to get this out, the last few days have SUCKED. OK I feel better now. Seriously tho the last few days I've been in a bit of a not so fun tailspin. But I'm proud of myself tho, I trusted my gut and I stayed patient and I was able to fight out of it today. I wrote another poem in the angel series, but I couldn't bring myself to write the poem that will be called "healing" I dont feel like I've really started that process yet. I'm at the turning point I'm close. It will take a while to fully heal I know that but I at least want to be on the road to recovery before I write about healing. Hopefully Thurs morning will get me on that road, we'll see. I created a new blog "story", right now it's private because the story isn't finished. I just wanted to have a 2nd place to store it in case my laptop dies on me. When it's done I'll decide if I want to open it up. On Friday I'm going to be trainning on a new webchat service my center is going to be rolling out, I'm excited ab

Well Every One
hello every one it seems thatt the vote is starting to show that the most favorite of my written poems is "A Rose That Cry's" So far this one has the most hits of 35 for viewing. Thanks. And Here I thought The Drop of Wine poem Would get the most viewings. It goes to show what I know about Womens hearts. So Thanks Again Ladies and enjoy the poems. Email me if you think I can come up with a special poems with You in mind. I would like to try this as a challange. So for the next ten Ladies who ask and send profile info and other thoughts and stuff. Will be the ones who I will work with. This challange with go on until October 1, 2007 to give me and the ten ladies a chance to find the right poetic voice to be their sepcial lifes viewing. So once Again the first Ten ladies. I will let the ones know who are by posting their profile names and contacting them by cherrytap mail. Ok start shouting or emailing. Poetic Soul Of A Man Drew

.universal.lessons.
horrorscope: The most difficult situations or people are often the best teachers. Can you push aside your ego and pay attention to the lesson the universe is trying to give you? Once you learn it, you'll be in on the joke. ok ok universe...stop kicking me in the ass now...i hear you...tho i must say its much easier to learn the lesson when the teacher actually speaks...due to the fact...sadly im not telepathic....but im listening. k? k in other news...spent assloads of money today. *nod* and that was superfantastic. and that is all.

The Crew
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My Aura Color!
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

Hiring For The Guilty Pleasures Lounge
COME BE PART OF AN AWESOME TEAM! HIRING FOR THE GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE. DOOR MEN, WAITRESSES, BARTENDERS, SECURITY, STRIPPERS. GET A HOLD OF ME OR MICKI FOR MORE INFO, THANKS SO MUCH....JEN ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ "CT Wife 2 Achilles" Owner of "Guilty Pleasures"@ CherryTAP Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}CO-owner guilty pleasures lounge@ CherryTAP

Nocturnal Pleasures
Nocturnal Pleasure marble cold and white, Monoliths arise, triving forever, towards the empty skies. I feel the shivers, through my spine, as out bodies unite, you now are mine...... limbs entwined, stone casket for a bed nocturnal pulse, making love among the dead, quickening pace, as extasy we reach, through the carnal gates we breach........I thrust forth, morbid lusts unfold, tween ancient graves, and headstones old. Exhausted gasping, we fall to the ground, the night is silent, not a single sound.........My lips touched yours, my neck you caressed, with the kiss of death. We lie there still, our powers return, soon again, the flame of lust will burn..........

If This Ticks U Off. I Know It Does Me, This Is America, If U Cant Respect That Get The F*ck Out!
SUBJECT: MONTEBELLO HIGH SCHOOL IN CALIFORNIA You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for left since it will be "redistributed" to the activists while you are so peacefully staying out of the "fray". Check history, it is full

Want Pimped Out Spend Some Time Here
Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out all the ones who helped with the comments ty all heres the link. Remember ITS NOT A CONTEST no time limit at all.

Tick Removal
> A school nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And > it really works!! > > I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove > a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's > sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle > of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a > cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it > stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the > tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you > lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and > that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and > easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this > would be damaging in any way. I even had my doctor's wife call me for > advice because she had one stuck to her back and she couldn't reach it > with tweezer

Owwwwww!
OK, I'm used to seeing warning signs on things that appear not to need then. Coffee cups warning the contents are hot, peanut packets that say may contain nuts, signs on trains warning you not to get off while it's moving, I've even seen a warning over s ink that the water from the hot tap may be hot..... I can put up with those, although they seem rather pointless I'm sure there are enough stupid people in the world that need them. Been on the internet long enough to realise there is a huge population of amazingly thick people that needs to be catered for. What I don't get is why I can't have warning signs on things that I would find useful. For instance, a little warning sing on ASDA sushi that says something along the lines of "WARNING: under know circumstances open the wasabi packet with your teeth!" would be incredibly useful. AS I was alone yesterday I picked myself up a packet of sushi from ASDA as a little treat for lunch, don;t get to eat fish often, and sushi even

The World Today
What is normal? The dictionary defines normal as “conforming to a type, standard, or regular pattern…of average Intelligence…sound in mind and body…one that is normal…the usual condition, level, or quantity.” While abnormal is “Deviating from the normal or average.” We can thank the fine people at Webster’s for those definitions…But who can we thank for setting the standards for whom and what is normal and/or abnormal? Society…that’s who. Most people reading this are probably thinking to themselves right now “And your point is?” Those people are the sheep of which I speak, my friends. The ones walking through life with a veil covering their eyes…walking through life only seeing the twisted…distorted world that society wants them to see. While others…the few…the enlightened look at this and know exactly of what I’m speaking. That see this world as the vile…putrid cess pool it has become. Slowly rotting away from the inside out. A world that’s driven by a Society that t

A Song
Her hair is dark, but her smile is bright. I met her for the first time on a winter’s night. She was sad because her heart got broke from a non committal South African bloke. I say hello and my name is Kim, so she thought she’d reply on a silly whim, and everything’s alright. You can count on me when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. She taught me things that I never knew about herself and myself too. She let me in to her heart once or twice and then told me that she thought I was pretty nice. A friendship grew and then respect and trust. I made a commitment sprinkled with Angel dust And everything’s alright. You can count on my when you need a friend to talk to. You can count on me when you need two arms to run to. And that’s our story, well ain’t it cool? I befriended that Angel from Liverpool . We shared our love of music and stuff sharing hypothetical kisses and hugs. Writing our thoughts with h

Different Opinion............
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Require

For You
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right word Or the right line So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head on my chest As we lay here Lovers entwined Hearts tangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love Almost as if it’s a real force I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips And I finally find the words I’m looking for I love you - Stephen Piekuta -

Manhunt 2, And Nintendo
"Games made for Nintendo systems enjoy a broad variety of styles, genres, and ratings," a representative told GameSpot. "These are some of the reasons our Wii and Nintendo DS systems appeal to such a broad range of people. But as with books, television, and movies, different content is meant for different audiences. That's why the ESRB provides ratings to help consumers understand the content of a game before they purchase it. As stated on Nintendo.com, Nintendo does not allow any AO-rated content on its systems." So... Nintendo supports the ESRB, but they take it a step further and enforce their morality on me, a legal adult who will buy the PC version of Manhunt 2. I can understand their intentions, wanting to maintain the image of wholesome family fun, but Nintendo is hypocritical. Years ago I remember reading about an early Japanese SNES fighting game, Killer Instinct, being renamed to Power Instinct in the U.S., because Nintendo of America didn't want the word "killer" in a gam

The Man Rules...lol
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. Tha

Updated As Of 6/21/07
If you don't send me a shout or a message talking to me then don't expect one back, and if you send me a comment I will send one back it might take me a while seeing that I have over 900 friends on my list but I will get to you eventually just be patient, but also that being said if you don't leave me a comment then don't expect one back from me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taser Test
(Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave). Okay, so I

Oil Change Instructions For Women
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Cr

It Is So Stinkin' Early...
Within the next 18 days, I will: 1. See my college roommate who I haven't seen in like 6 years. 2. Hang out with my parents! 3. See my downright awesome family & fantastic friends. 4. Go to a graduation party for my little chicken & my darling, LuLu. 5. Go to my cousin, Danny's, wedding. 6. See my kindred spirit, Jason. 7. FINALLY hang out with Travis...Woot Woot. 8. Find my very own seat at the Commercial cause there will be lots of drinking... And...there will be lots lots more...absurd stories, I'm sure, are headed your way... YaY. Good times. I...love NY.

A Lil About Me
A lil about me A survey i stole....so a lil about me... 1.)Q. Can you cook? KINDA SORTA 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? PLAYING MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? I WISH I COULD LICK MY ELBOW 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? VODKA TONIC, OR YINGLING 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? CORN 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? SOMETHING BY TOM CLANCY 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? GEMINI 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 1 TATTO ON MY BACK 9.)Q. Worst Habit? LAZYNESS, SMOKING 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? IF I KNEW WHO U WHERE AND LIKED YOU YEA...IF NOT THEN NO 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? BASEBALL 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? BOTH...CUZ I GOT SKILL 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? WAIT A LIL BIT THEN WAIT SOME MORE 14.)Q. Worst t

Life
well not use to this but just had some shit to let out...well i lost my son in 2004 to cancer and he was my life and his dad use to beat me all the time and now i have a nother son but not by him and they look so much alike it is hard on me....life just never seems to be easy...

My First!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Contest!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so I am in my first contest and it is for the best cleavage, there are a total of 19 of us and at this time I only have 82 comments, come help your girl out...Show me some of that sweet cherry love... Sweet Kisses and Sexy Hugs Gwen aka Untamed Angel

Sweet Talker
Sweet Talker I hear your name in circles around, I smile and turn my eyes to the ground, to hide the smile that you've put there. You're skilled with your words, I'm well aware. You have followers, more than a few, still you say I'm the only one for you. Friends warn "Be careful" you'll break my heart. I tell them "Don't worry, he's not that smart". Endearments you use to weave your cloth, that you blind me with so you don't get caught. I know all this, yet I find my heart, armor less, yielding and pierced by your dart. My mind is filled with thoughts of you, every waking moment, every dream filled hue. Obsession and yearning, of which I never tire. The bittersweet burning of tortured desire. This feeling I wish would last forever, these heart strings I wish, would never sever. This magic you spin, this story you tell, I can't help it, I'm under your spell. Warnings of carefulness now forgotten, your sweet words have left me besotten. Am I the only one? Could i

Dreams
Dreams Daylight ends and darkness falls my silky sheets and pillows call. Thoughts of the day and time thats past fill my mind and I relax. At last I arrive, here I stand and gaze upon this dream filled land. I like this place where my memories play themselves over like favorite stories. Vacations I took and people I miss, my old best friend, and the first boy I kissed. Dreams I can fly or live under the sea and age is irrelevant, I'm just me. The sun shines all day, it never rains the moon's bright and full and it never wanes. Like all good things I know this will end morning will come and days I must spend. But then the night, and darkness will fall again my sheets and pillow will call. Again I will come, and here I will stand and gaze upon this dream filled land. Nikki 11-11-05

To The Man In My Life
I love you so much, it will last forever Everyday my love for you grows, you get nearer and nearer To the centre of my heart, where no one has ever been You open me up, so my love can be seen. One day soon I hope you will see How much you really do mean to me. I love you so deeply and passionately so One day soon I hope you will know. Love like this only comes once in a lifetime And my love for you is so strong, I hope you'll be mine Forever and a day, forever and always I am in love with you now and for eternity, always. You make me feel happy when you are around My head starts to spin and my feet leave the ground I float on the clouds and fly like a dove Just because I feel surrounded by that little word 'love'. From the moment I saw you, I knew it was true The pounding of my heart told me what I already knew, That you were someone special, I could feel it in my heart, From the moment I met you, I didn't want us to part. So, you gorgeous man, the love of my life I

I Fucking Hate Guys
they're so god damn confusing! ok, so theres this guy right? (and you know who you are) he sits there, makes me fall for him, and then he goes ahead and puts a pic of him and this girl kissing on not only his myspace but every other god damn website he has! then expects me to feel exactly the same as i did before!!! sometimes when he says if you love me you'll do this, i just feel like saying "well i'm not your girlfriend now am i?" or when he tells me to do something i just wanna be like "i'm not your girlfriend" something like that! HE ANNOYS ME, and plus, i like this other guy, and like we were really close, and he just got a girlfriend...and its really hard to cope with this, and like my ex keeps on running through my head, and right after i told him i still loved him , then he told me he did too, and then he kinda sorta asked me out, then i told him i needed to think, then the next message was OH I ALREADY ASKED SOMEONE OUT...WTF IS THAT... i hate guys, i hate relationships...i ha

My Job Help Me!!!!!!!!(nsfw Language)
I'm so fucking pissed at the ass holes with my company I work for. They promised me a raise last December I got it. It was required by law minimum wage. (Ass holes) That was crap. So I thought I can make due and ask for a raise so I did and got turned down.(fucking shit) So now The state I live in is requiring all security guards to get certified and it will put the wage up to $13.45 but I got to dish out $375 for this cert that only lasts two years. So the kicker is that I'm a guard at a state building and my boss said that I will not get the raise for a year and a half.(what a fucking load of crap) So should I fight this or should I look for a new job?

Till The End Of Time
Till The End Of Time Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine Now that we are together sipping wine Tell me dear just one more time That your truly mine We were made to be together All the time That rugged mountain together We did climb Just touching and clinging together On a clinging vine Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine We will love together you and i Together for the rest of time We will age together just like a wine Holding each other till the end of time

Walls
Walls Here I sit inside this space, walls around, everywhere I face. The one I face now is totally black, red tears roll down and I fear I'll crack. If I turn to the right I'm facing a wall, on it hangs a picture of a never ending hall. If I turn again but to the left I see, friends crying faces staring back at me. If I turn yet again, my eyes behold, hard steal walls unyielding and cold. I search for a door but there are none around, so I drop my eyes down, and turn to the ground. There on the ground and under my feet, are the people I've stepped on, in a moment of heat. I look up to the ceiling and what do I see? Big dark clouds raining down on me. I need a window! Some light! some air! Is anybody there? Does somebody care? Nikki L. 7-13-05

Teardrop
Teardrop There's a teardrop in my eye It appeared there when you lied When you said you loved me so How could I'd know you would go When you said I was your only I had no clue you'd leave me lonely This teardrop swells and fills my eye I thought you were an honest guy Now here I stand all alone How I wish I could've known You were just like all the rest Here I thought you were the best See this teardrop start to slide down my cheek, I want to hide Why go on? Whats left for me? You've taken away my sweet dream The dream with all our laughter and Happily ever after The tear drop falls from my face falls through the air with sweet grace Grace I wish my heart would feel I know I need time to heal This broken heart, it will mend and thoughts of you will soon end. This tear will find a brand new home down your cheek when you're left alone. Nikki L. 5-31-05

Poetry
As alot of my friends already know, I love to write poetry. Anyhow, check out all of my poems on www.poetry.com Look for Cheryl LaBine in the poet search and rate all of my poems. I hope that all of my friends will enjoy them.

Hearts I Steal
Hearts I Steal Hearts I steal to add to my collection not for the charms of love and affection Hearts I steal to inflict on them pain and add them to my book of broken names Hearts I steal When I'm feeling sad and don't even care that I'm being bad Hearts I steal and I'm only intending of leaving them wounded and needing mending Hearts I steal to leave them broken tears I leave as a final token Hearts I steal for sport and game for Theif of hearts is my name. Nikki L.

Poetry
Bad Men and Worse By André Parker There are bad men in the world Brimming vitriol, malice and hate Stomping and romping, they brag and they boast Knowing full well that they are the most They prey on the week, for proof if their might… But be wary bad man, your not alone in the night. More callus, more cruel, than your deep, darkest thought More terrible than the things you, that you thought you aught not Quiet professionals, to them your but a job A check on a list, a choir to be worked, just a task to be done. As you lie, dead and ruined, filled with hat and dismay You thoughts wonder, how, why and which way "I am I not the baddest of the bad, the a-number one?" Take no comfort it in this when the realization does come. There are bad men in the world, true. Of which you were one. But you will never be as good … as those who are worse Authors note: This little one go

In My World
In my......world In my Joy I smile In flirtation I Beguile In my sadness I cry In exasperation I Lie In my anger I scream In love I dream In frustration I exclaim In boredom I am tame In fear I shudder In excitedness I stutter In stress I scream In pride I beam Inside you see I'm just me. Nikki 2003

Butterfly Kisses
Butterfly kisses Butterfly kisses, blown your way carried on the breeze, to brighten your day Smiles from my heart, sent to seek yours may your day be bright, and your sprirts soar laughter from my lips, sent through the line to tickle your ears, and say your mine Wishes of cheer, to make you make you happy And poems that sound, oh so sappy Desires of my heart, that you were near to hold me close, and my lips you'd seer Nikki L.

So Bored
Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out... I am so bored today Theres nothing exciting nothing to say everythings biting Laundry piled high and dishes to do theres clouds in the sky and a raindrop or two I don't want to be here and I don't want to be there nothing seems clear and I really don't care I have no ambition for things I should do I have no mission for todays crazy zoo I'd rather just sit with my mind in a zone and dream a bit of a voice on the phone Dream of some fun laying on the beach in the warmth of the sun and a book whith in reach with no voices around to make me cringe my thoughts become drown and sanity unhinged So I escape here to my own little place that I hold so dear where things I can face But again duty calls and off I must run to move some walls and have no fun Nikki L.

Mmmmm
Satin pink flesh upon my tongue, the soft sensual smell, the sweet juices dripping down my chin. I wrap my lips around the moist substance and suck the juices into my mouth. I lick a drip that travels down my finger in a slow tantalizing trail to the tip. Again I partake of the sweetness letting the juices trickle down my chin. Sucking, licking, feeling the heavenly texture in my mouth, tasting the luscious sweetness, smelling the heady aroma. I feel a bit dazed with the pleasure invading my sences. I dive in again and again, each time climbing a bit higher in my ascent toward heaven. The satiny feel of my tongue licking the sweet nectar from my fingers hightens the pleasures. My teeth nibble lightly and more juice comes rushing to my taste buds. I eagerly lap them up and nibble more. I close my eyes and just feel. The gentle sweet smell, the satiny texture on my fingers and in my mouth, I hear the sigh on my lips and taste the sweet luscious flavor. I am fullfilled in a way only this

Quote For June 21
Sometimes there is no darker place than our thoughts, the moonless midnight of the mind. -- Dean Koontz Bonus Quote: Many times I've called for Marius, but there was no answer. Just the endless procession of days, months, years... My teacher left me to my darkest lesson, that in the end, we are alone, and there is nothing but the cold, dark wasteland of eternity. -- Lestat, Queen of the Damned This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Chris Daughtry- Sorry
Will you listen to my story It’ll just be a minute How can I explain Whatever happened here never meant to hurt you How can I cause you so much pain When I say I’m sorry Will you believe me Listen to my story Say you won’t leave me When I say I’m sorry Can you forgive me When I say I will always be there Will you believe, will you believe in me All the words that I come up with They’re like gasoline on flames There’s no excuse, no explanation Believe me if I could undo what I did wrong I’d give away all that I own When I say I’m sorry Will you believe me Listen to my story Say you won’t leave me When I say I’m sorry Can you forgive me Sorry Lyrics When I say I will always be there Will you believe If I told you I’ve been cleanin’ my soul And If I promise you I’ll regain control Will you open your door And let me in take me for who I am And not for who I’ve been, who I’ve been When I say I’m sorry Will you believe me Lis

Chicken Fried Steak
TO PREPARE THE STEAK: Use 2 pound round steak, 1/2 to 3/4 inch thick. Ask butcher to tenderize or pound it thoroughly on both sides with meat-tenderizing mallet. Trim off fat. Cut into pieces 5 to 6 inches in diameter. Flour each piece thoroughly and shake off excess. Dip in Chicken Fried Steak Batter (see below for recipe), drain, then flour it again. Use deep fry pan half-filled with a good brand of vegetable oil. Preheat oil to 325 degrees. Cook meat 7 to 10 minutes or until golden brown. TO PREPARE CHICKEN FRIED STEAK BATTER: 2 tbsp. sugar 1/2 tsp. salt 2 eggs 1 tbsp. baking powder 1 c. milk Mix the first four ingredients with half the milk and stir until smooth. Add remainder of milk and mix well. TO PREPARE THE GRAVY: In pan where you fried the steak, gradually add one cup of flour and approximately 1/2 stick of butter. Slowly add up to 8 cups milk, stirring constantly until desired thickness is obtained. Remove from heat and add salt and pepper to taste. Se

City Chicken (polish Style)
Prepare cubes of veal, pork and beef on small skewer sticks. Prepare mixture of bread crumbs seasoned with salt, pepper and garlic powder. Prepare mixture of eggs and a tiny bit of milk. Roll city chicken sticks first in egg mixture and then in bread crumb mixture. Store city chicken pieces on plate in refrigerate for at least one hour. (This keeps the breading coated well on meat.) In skillet brown all sides of city chicken in Crisco. Add, just a small amount of water to simmer. Transfer city chicken to roasting pan. Cut up celery and onions and cover top of city chicken. Add paprika for color. Add about 1 inch of water on bottom of roaster. Cover and bake about 1 1/2 hours. Serve with mashed potatoes, gravy, cole slaw and vegetables.