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Love
Love is eternal Love is the wind, whispering its many thoughts to you in the night. Love is the feeling I felt when I first met you Love is flying on the tails of many dreams Love is the moon, shining alone, as a beacon in the hours of darkness Love is the alpha emotion Love is the entity of all Love is the stars, always hanging in the endless darkness of sky Love is the ever lasting conflict within Love is the conquest of fulfillment that we feel needs to be met Love is the bonding of two souls, entwined in the beatings of their hearts Love is a journey to discover the souls of others Love is an adoration, a forever night long vigil, never ending Love is an everlasting yearning to be connected to mind and heart Love is spending hours drowning into the depths of your eyes Love is the feeling I feel when I look at you

Come Join Me Party In §eÐu©tïve£¥ Twï§teÐ
I'm off work all weekend so I'm getting drunk tonight n I'm partying in the lounge come join me and have a a fucking awesome time Come join me and sadistic light in §eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ have a blast and chat with some cool people and listen to some good tunes Click the picture below to join the lounge enjoy guys n girls

Trance
He slithered in where there was not suppose to be an entrance. He wove a spell of complacence leaving her in an unbreakable trance. She hears him call to her, his words travel clearly through the night. She awaits his orders knowing that only with him can she truly take flight. She does not see the dangers that await her on the other side. It is not love nor is it lust it is simply a feeding for his pride. He does not want nor need her, he only needs himself to be content. She wants him desperately and can not see that her time is being misspent. She will have to fall for the trance to finally be broken. My only hope is that she keeps his cold lifeless heart as her single token.

Ok So..
..I know this isnt that big of a deal but....Ima blog about it anyway lol Yours Truly *finally* found a damn job! I'm so effin thrilled that I feel like a kid in a candy store right about now. I've been outta work for the past 10 months and oh, how it has pissed me off. Now I can get back to being a working (single) mom again. :D Things are starting to fall into place for me

My Chemical Romance - Teenagers
Sie werden herauf Ihre Blicke säubern Mit allen Lügen und den Büchern Einen Bürger aus Ihnen heraus bilden Weil sie mit einer Gewehr schlafen Und halten Sie ein Auge auf Ihnen Sohn So können sie alle Sachen aufpassen, die Sie Weil die Drogen nie arbeiten Sie gehend, Ihnen ein smirk zu geben Verursachen Sie sie erhielt Methoden des Haltens Sie sauber Sie gehend, weg von Ihren Köpfen zu zerreißen, Ihre Aspirationen sind Fetzen Ein anderer Hahn in der Mordmaschine Sie sagen den Jugendliche erschrecken die lebende Scheiße aus mir heraus Sie konnten weniger sich interessieren Solange jemand bluten Sie nicht Verdunkeln Sie so Ihre Kleidung Oder schlagen Sie eine heftige Haltung an Möglicherweise verlassen sie Sie allein, aber nicht mich Die Jungen und die Mädchen im Klicken Die schrecklichen Namen, die sie haften Sie werden nie in viel, Zicklein passen Aber wenn Sie bemüht und verletzt werden Was Sie unter Ihrem Hemd erhielten Bildet sie Bezahlung für die

People Who "move Too Fast"...
...are most likely afraid that the one they like are going to end up with someone else. One of the hardest things to see in this life is watching the one you like, or are crushing on, love someone else, or not love you at all. At my age, I've seen it before; for whatever reason, I usually walk a fine line between expressing my enthusiastic admiration for someone and being accused of stalking them, or cyberstalking them. I don't want to stalk anyone, but I can't stand to be torn up inside either. Anyone know the feeling?

Booty Call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_________ Age___ Phone(____) _______ Occupation______________ Height______ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite___ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ List three positions u like: 1.______ 2.______ 3.________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ When is the best time to reach u (check appropriate answer) Morning__ After

The Start...
I received a letter in the mail today concerning the Miss Rhode Island USA Pageant. I did a quick mumm on Cherrytap and considered a moment my options. In the end I decided to give it a try. I just need to take a recent snapshot to send to pageant. Most likely do this on Sunday with my boyfriend taking the picture. I have 3 evening gowns in my possession so far. I have pictures of them and may be adding more if I acquire more. The pageant isn't till September 22 and 23. So I still have time to decide. If you want leave a comment on your favorite. I will be updating this blog as the pageant draws closer. Wish me luck. Amanda

New Slide Show
Hi Friends , I put a new slideshow on my page. The picture of the 4 beautiful young men & women there are my kids :) Be sure to stop by my page to check out the pics & don't forget to leave me a comment while you are there. Hugs from , Lisa

Oh, How Did I Know?
Recently, about a week and a half ago....an old friend contacted me. We've known each other for around 7 years. Carpooled in college...yada yada yada. He's recently single and I regard him as a *friend*. Those of you that know me are automatically saying 'uh oh....' and you would be right. I kept wondering if my husband was going to say something about this guy. I've talked to him on the phone, he's come over and shared a beer or two with both my husband and I. So, last night I started tanning. I was gone for an hour and a half. Groceries, errands, and tanning....not too long. And, the kids were in bed. Except my 13 year old son. As soon as I got home, he started in on me...asking if this guy and I were an 'item'. This in front of my 13 year old son who has issues with his father concerning my marriage. This is my second marriage. Anyway, came to blows...and for me, it was the final straw. I've contacted a few attorneys today....and I'm going to file for di

I'm Sorry
I’m sorry for what I’ve done I’m sorry for what I tried to do I’m sorry for putting everything on the line I’m sorry for loving you I’m sorry I’m not good enough I’m sorry your days are black I’m sorry I disappoint you I’m sorry you don’t love me back.

How True But Sad This Story Is.
How True but Sad This story is. > > Chuckle for the day! > > > > One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he > > asked about his bill and the barber replies, "I cannot accept money > > from you. > > I'm doing community service this week." The florist is pleased and > > leaves the shop. > > > > Next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank > > you card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. > > > > Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill > > the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing > > community service this week." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. > > > > Next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a tha nk you card > ; > > and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. > > > > Later a Republican comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay > his > > bill the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'

Anxiety About The Trip!!
So I'm freaking out.. I'm the type of person that likes to plan in advance and I don't have the IN ADVANCE opportunity right now.. I haven't even printed directions yet.. I have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off because I couldn't find my drivers liscense so I had to go to secretary of state for over an hour and stand in line so I could get a new one.. and then had to go to state farm to make sure my car insurance was paid up and get a new print out of my proof of insurance. I have to clean the rabbit cage before I go, pack Connor's stuff and try to chill so I'm not all on edge while driving 15 hours. I'm already tired and haven't even gotten on the road! Jim owes me HUGE!

I Got The Shaft By Yahoo
Thanks to Yahoo and for some unknown reason I got the shaft and had my profile and half my model groups deleted. how fucking nice of them. if I chatted with any of you or you were on my list or if you want to contact me directly, add the new one please. rick_wood8@yahoo.com

A Soldiers Wife!
A Soldiers Wife! She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans." This is a life that includes grocery shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the Post Exchange, referred to as the PX, instead of heading to Wal-Mart.

Going Back Into Retirement!
Every guy I have met in the past has just used me as a one night stand. Now it seems that some men think that I'm an easy piece of ass! Tired of getting my heart broke. Not going to let any man walk all over me again. I'm a nice person who is just looking for somebody to share my life with. But, I can find him. All the good ones are already taken or are burnt too badly by bitches! I have guy friends in here that I hold dear, they always know how to put a smile on my face. And I'm grateful for them. Just not going to let another man rip my heart out again. Thank you for reading this old woman's bitching.

Ball Squeezer
Ball Squeezer Two drunks went into a bar and had a few beers.One got up and went into the bathroom while the other remained at the bar talking to the bartender. All of a sudden there was a loud scream coming from the bathroom.The drunk at the bar said to the bartender that sounded like his partner screaming,so he went into the bathroom to investigate. He went inside and asked his friend what the problem was. His friend said the everytime he flushed the toilet something reached up and squeezed his balls. His friend shook his head and said,"You dumbass,you're sitting on the mop bucket!"

Yeehaw Hey You Gents, And Ladies Please Check Out And Add The Beautiful Darlene Mccoy
She's one outstanding indie country artist her voice will wow you, awesome !!! check out her great voice on my reverb player buy her cd well worth it, scroll down until you see Darlene hit play YOU CAN FIND HER IN MY FANS OF

Gas, Illegal Immigrants, And Soldiers . A Solution To The Problem...
GAS, ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS, AND SOLDIERS . A SOLUTION TO THE PROBLEM... Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since h e defended this country. He will also be re gistered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve,

2 Choices
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there." Hi

Do What Excites You
Capturing The Thrill Do What Excites You Each human life has the potential to be dramatic, thrilling, and awe-inspiring. Our lives are, in truth, ours to design. Each day, we make choices that influence the character of our experiences, and our decisions determine whether our paths are rousing or tedious, breathtaking or tiresome. We can create an exciting life by simply doing what excites us whenever the opportunity presents itself. Your passions may ebb and flow, and what excites you one year may not excite you the next, but when you make excitement a regular part of your existence, life becomes more fun and more fulfilling. If you are somebody that tends to live practically, excitement may overwhelm you at first. To ease the anxiety that prevents you from incorporating all that you find exciting into your life, acknowledge that you are alive right now in this time and every moment matters. When you choose to do more of what excites you, even if your choices requires you to ma

This Is Me...........
First off, let me say thank you for taking the time to read this. Here's a little about me..... I have a really big heart that gets me into trouble a lot. I find myself trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy while sacraficing my own happiness. I am currently working on changing that. My kids still come first, ALWAYS, but now it's mom's turn to share in the "wealth" of being happy! I don't have a low self-esteem or anything like that, but I do tend to bend over backwards to help others. Majority of the time I can tell when someone is just trying to take advantage of me and I do have it in me to tell them to fuck off! Ask my son's dad, it took me 5 years to finally do it to him, and I did, and now I am raising my 2 kids on my own, no child support...... nothing. And, I am not bitter about it because being a parent means making smart choices that are going to better your family and that's what I am doing. Don't get me wrong, a couple of extra bucks a month w

Computers R Cars
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash.... Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For som

Update On My Cousin...
I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that my cousin is out of the coma. But he isn't out of the clear just yet. They think he has some brain damage. They took the tube out of his throat. All I ask is to keep him in your prayers. If I haven't told you all my Mom is out of the hospital, she has a problem with acid reflux. Today my Dad had to go to the doctor, he has been having trouble with his knee. They have scheduled for him to have surgery on Monday. So I ask to keep him in your prayers as well.

Not Yet Finished 2
She runs to me in disaray Throws her arms around me And begs me to always stay She holds me tighter in glee She closes her eyes as we kiss Long and passionate as we are together As we're sitting upon the matress We hold each other forever She tells me "I love you" With her eyes filled with sincerity I tell her I to love you I hold her or eternity

Not Yet Finished 3
The Miracale if birth though mom or animal A baby is born The sight so phoenominal Once brought into the world It clings to it's mother It cries aloud in pain As the mother soothes her They search in hunger For it's mother's breast They suckel for hours Unaware o the life long test All so Fraile and Innocent

Moving
HI TO ALL WHO STOP BY AND READ THIS..THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. I AM MOVING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN OF FALL RIVER,MA. I WILL BE LOADING UP ON SATURDAY AND LEAVING SPRING HILL ON SUNDAY.I MIGHT BE ON SAT AND SUN NITE PROVIDING I FIND WIRELESS SIGNAL FOR MY LAPTOP.I HAVE BEEN IN FLORIDA FOR 5 MONTHS AND I'M HAPPY TO BE RETURNING HOME. FLORIDA IS NICE TO VISIT BUT SUCKS TO LIVE HERE,JUST MY OPION..I HAVE MET SOME GREAT PEOPLE HERE AND THEY WIL BE MISSED

Caribbean Style Spicy Baked Potatoes
3 lbs. potatoes 4 onions, finely sliced 8 large ripe tomatoes, cubed 3 garlic cloves, minced 2 1/2 tsp.paprika powder 3 tbsp. cumin powder 1 1/2 cup meat or chicken broth (can be substituted by 1 1/2 cup of water and one condensed broth cube) 1 tbsp. wheat flour 3 tbsp. parsley, finely chopped 3 tbsp. olive or vegetable oil salt & pepper to taste Begin by boiling or baking the potatoes until halfway cooked but still somewhat firm. Let cool, then cut them in slices about 3/16" to 1/4" thick. You may leave the skin on. In the meanwhile, sauté the onions in the oil, adding the garlic a bit later and then adding the tomatoes, paprika, cumin, flour and broth and continue cooking, stirring regularly until a thick, chunky sauce in obtained. Add salt and pepper to your taste. In an oven-resistant transparent dish (or skillet), spread a very fine coating of the sauce, then divide the potatoes and the remaining sauce into three parts: place a layer of potatoes, sprinkle with

The Voice Inside My Head
I'm the girl who.. will never say the right thing at the right time. will never give you exactly what you expect, but more like the exact opposite. will never take for granted that you'll always be around because I know the value of a friendship, the value of love and how important it is and how very hard it is to find. will probably never be good enough for you, but will strive to be better everyday that you are a part of my life simply because you make me want to be a better someone. will piss you off to no end then beg for your forgiveness because it drives me insane when YOU-not the world- are mad at me. will never know just when to shut up. will never forget how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life. will miss you even if you're right in front of me because thats just how important time with you is. will always be inspired by you, because you are unlike anyone else I know. will never be perfect, but refuse to see you as anything but.

Things Have A Way Of Making You Wonder I Guess
I have been thinking about a great friend of mine that I love as a sister. She has two kids, and is unmarried, and she recently moved closer to me, which I think her mother counted as one of her blessings that her daughter had moved close to me. What gets me, is that this friend, lives in a place that is run-down, the electricity in the house isn't worth the rent she pays, she has basically gone through the house and making small repairs here and there. First her A/C went out. The landlord supposedly came out (while friend was at work) with an A/C guy to "fix" the A/C and yet it wasn't fixed automatically. Then after that she had electricity problems this week where her power was cutting off and back on. That is a hazard especially if you are living in that place and have kids. I have told her she could come over here with the kids and stay until they can get that fixed but she won't do it. Thinking she wants to wait and see what happens. You have to realize that she doesn't depend on

Am I Inside
Am I Inside-Alice in Chains Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness Close to the surface of my skin, theres a place surrounded by it Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Surrounded by empty souls, unefficient courage youth Built because slow once was mine I walk this maze alone Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me Black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me black is all I feel so this is how it feels to be free Miles beside himself, miles below himself Miles behind himself, am I inside myself

Update On My Cousin
Well she is out of surgery 4 hours later,,, but she did lose all the toes on her foot :( but thank god the bleeding in her brain appears to have stopped. Her blood count is very low but 10hours of surgery in 2 days will do that to the body .... they say she will remain in intensive care for maybe a few weeks or so .. and she is still in "critical but stable" condition ....

Poetry
Face So why did you do it? I was nothing to you Just a means to an end Your perverted fantasy Somewhere deep in that sick mind is there a conscious? Is there remorse? Is there a thought for your victims? You stood in front of me again Twenty years were between us What did you do? Were you sorry? Did you feel at all? HOW COULD YOU STAND THERE AND SMILE WHILE I DIED crumbling inside I see your family a family you don't deserve A thousand hells are not enough for your punishment How can you see the monster in the mirror and not be afraid I wanted to ask them Your children and wife If they knew what you are DO THEY KNOW? I said all the things I wanted to say I said go to hell I said DIE die die I said all of it well, the perfect lady You never wanted me to be You tried to take from me I said it all very calmly after you were gone In my mind a thousand times I said it all But while you were there all I could do was act like I didn't know Pretend not to

Poetry
Dream Lover Barbara's Song Each night you come to me Each day you are gone No more to dream, I pray No more to want you, body and soul Your touch, each caress, is only a Dream Your love has no substance Your words are lies on faerie wings They soflty whisper Empty promises in the night With daylight you flee, like a half forgotten dream Not me, not again, no more hidden delights Finally you come in sunlit glory, I see you, I feel you We are one What, you are gone, not again, not this time So I'll chase you...in your dreams of the night. Dream Lover II To Catch A Dream I lie awake each night Staring at the stars Wondering where, in heaven you are Then I feel your breath against my cheek I know your touch I feel the need In some ways I'm glad It's only at night Other times I wish We could run through the light Someday I know We'll love forever Wild and free Together we'll be... Dream Lover III The Dream Comes True What is it? is it

Poetry
Missing You, Mother ~MK Her smile Her eyes What warm embrace I miss Shes gone So gone What can I do now So much I need My questions go ignored So many Help me Mother please. Alone awake afraid that its not allright Forgive me please forgive how can i make this right? the past the reality its never going to be the pain the anger all nothing for you to see the tears i cry for you but really for me so much I remember warm cookies on winterday mother no don't go who will love me today. 6/28/07

Poetry
The empty room The rage... is quiet, is loud, is inside us, always there, simmering, boiling beneath the surface The hate... Is an illusion, is my reality, is hidden, deep within my heart The fear... Is my companion, is a way of life, is within each of us from the beginning The greed... Is what rules us, is our greatest threat, is the hand that guides my fate The love... Is a lie, is a dream, is what everyone desires, but no one seems to find The pain... Is how I know I'm still alive, is unbearable, is the chain that keeps me locked inside... This empty room of my soul ~MK

For A Friend, A Sister
I know you're going through a hard time. Remember I love you! You and I have one thing in common. One thing that you and I can only relate to. You always call me or mom telling us how much you love us and how sorry you are. Please stop apologizing. You're an angel. You've made many people smile. You can't let what happened 15 years ago bring you down. Please know that we love you with all our hearts. I'm asking you to come home with us. You'll be happy here. Just know that in the heavens Stephen is looking down on you.

Poetry
Regrets, filled with fire body and soul burning desire it was a dream fullfilled by fire winters moon rapid skies life on hold forever this time choices made regrets complete never to be sadness comes stalking me prey for the devil his sympathy scars and pain instead of quiet caresses memories of you tears on my cheeks time and patience forgiveness makes punishment and anger hate and greed replace all of this with love and need desire for home a martyr makes a soul afire with wanton need reckless and spurning all sense of right mysteries solved new questions arise how can I live when I lost my life the night falls down like a blanket full of dew to cover my shame my sadness too. 6/28/07 ------------------------------

Lookit Me, I'm A Working-class Libertarian Old Geezer
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are intellectual (93%), innovative (86%), greedy (69%), artistic (62%).

Poetry
Desperate Measures ~MK Into the darkness of my soul where only demons dare to go he lies awake and waiting there telling me tales and stripping me bare his hand against my breast so light a feather there the heat and pain mixed into reality Desert skies, and wanton lust It never fails to break the just The night that comes with a sigh leaves with a gentle caress against my thigh Tonight the cries of lost and found swallowed whole by the demons bound Yes, Yes please No, No more. Grace and love are just pretty words No place for that your punishment's due Love and hate pain and pleasure Here they are the same in measure. 6/28/2007

For Anyone That Cares
I deleted my other account. Some of you were on it, some of you werent, but its easier for me this way. I'm simplifying things and I just feel its time. Surprisingly it wasnt even that hard. Click and its gone. I wish a lot of things in life were that easy.

Love Changed Things
All is not always as it appears to be. You say you see beauty when you look at me. Inside someone is where the beauty lies and sometimes hides. Waiting for the right word or feeling to bring it out. Like an unscreamed shout. All have pain and darkness inside some are better at learning to hide. Hateful words and stares of disdain all these things cause the pain. Dirty indian go away. Where do I go this home this is where I must stay. You say you see beauty when you look at me; all do not see what you see. Stare at eyes when they spit at you waiting for them to turn away first. Walk always with my head held high while inside my heart hurts. Never let them see you cry never let them know the pain. Stare at eyes full disdain until they turn away. Cheayla

Web Of Lies
I've come to the conclusion that more people weave web of lies, than tell the truth. Is it truly that hard and difficult to be honest and forth coming, why must people insist on saying shit that is nothing but lies and bullshit? Seriously, if I don't like you, I'm going to tell you, if I can't stand you, I'm going to tell you, if I wished you were dead, I'm going to tell you, so how hard is it to be truthful in return. I do not now nor will I ever claim to be someone I am not, you either accept me for who I am, or move on, but don't expect me to be someone I'm not, and don't expect me to change for you. If you can't be honest, if you can't tell the truth, if everything that comes out of your mouth is nothing but bullshit, then do me a favor and don't open your mouth.

Goin Out Tonight Who Wants To Join Me
this is to all my friends in the flint,fenton, mt. morris clio area hell anyone who can read come join me tonight at little country on the corner of dort and stanley rd across from gillies restaraut goin to sing karaoke and just have fun so come join me ya'll for good muic and good times. hit me give me a shout and let me know if youd like to join me ill be there around ten pm if i can get people to join i love a big chering section.

Look For Yourself.....
My Horoscope for Today: 6/29/2007: You're a master at maintaining business as usual, but what if your insides are actually in turmoil? Let go of that mask. When other people realize you need help, they'll be perfectly willing to give it. So, I need someones ear to use as a bouncing board, not necessary to do anything, but to listen never the less. Hum...guess I'll start with the beginning of the week, (and I have to hurry, not only is there a storm thundering close by, but I have an on line meeting.) Monday my house insurance canceled, still working on why, but I have to have some by July 6th. I also phone my father and left a message with my step-mother about I wished Dad had to me Mr.** died, I'd have been at the funeral, and I'm sure a lot of my old buddies would have been there too. Well, I'm learning that with severely depressed people, you don't always tell them all the things in your life. As it turns out, my step-mother (who is now suicidal) broke into tears when she got o

Life
LETS SEE WHAT ARE U SUSPOSED TO DO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE U DNT HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE?THAT IT SEEMS LIKE U ARE GETING USED BUT NOT KISSED?OH WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO?I GUESS JST LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U THAT SEEMS THE WAY PEOPLE DO THINGS.I MEAN U CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH BEFORE SMETHING HAS TO GIVE,DO WE SETTLE ON WHAT LIFE GIVES US?I MEAN WHN U FIRST DATE U CANNOT KEEP UR HANDS OF OF EACH OTHER THEN U MOVE INTO TOGETHER THE SEX IS STILL GOOD BUT NOT AS MUCH AS IT WAS WHEN U FIRST STARTED DATING WHY IS THAT I WONDER....I GUESS THAT IS A AGE OLD QUESTION WE ASK ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES IT WOULD BE NICE TO FEEL LIKE WHAT U ARE DOING MEANS SOMETHING TO SMEBODY INSTEAD OF THAT IS WHAT IS EXCEPTED OF U.TO DO U WANT TO SHOW UR GOOD SIDE AND ONCE U LIVE WITH EACH OTHER IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS OH WELL GET IT OVER .U WONDER DOES HE STILL LOVE U?OR NOT?THAT IT IS COMFORTABLE FOR BOTH OF U?DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO GUESS WELL JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U,THEN

Just Something I Thought Up
Though i look into your eyes,This feeling for you i can't dispise,Your all i think about in every way,Missing you as you go away.These feelings i have for you run so deep,That when i think of you it hurts but i weep.This river of life that runs leaves me free or stress,That when the time is right i can rest,I think on things that would confuse your mind,I try to keep it simple so you aren't left behind.Keep this as a way of life to see where i'm at right now,AS i fly but remember when it comes to me there's only one thing,ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY.

New Ownert
GOOD EVENIN FAMILY I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL I HAVE CHOOSE A CO OWNER TO WORK WITH ME SINCE SMOKINBIBBW HAS BEEN MIA, IM NOT KICKIN HER OUT DUE TO HER ABSENT I NEED HELP WITH BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY I WOULD LIKE TO BECOME A STRONGE BOMBIN FAMILY IN ORDER FOR THAT I NEED THE MORE HELP †ŞħãĐØŴ †....{Hit me up 4 Best *Back Tattoo* Contest}@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION PLZ FEEL FREE TO ASK ME IM ALSO LOOKIN FOR SOME TO BE RECUTIER AN SECUIRTY SO IF ANY ONE WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF THE STAFF CONTACTME RUBIA

Movin Back Home
Well in about 4 wks I'm going to be moving back to KS.... Kinda excited for the change and to be back around family. I know there isn't much to do in KS, but then I don't really do to much where I'm at now so.... haha

Bracing For A Fall
No matter how prepared you may think you are, you never really know until the time. Things have been up in the air as to whether or not my son would deploy with his unit to Iraq on July 7th. Technically, he does not have to go, because he has already served 5 consecutive years on deployment status. (He volunteered to serve with other units that were in need of men when those units were deployed.) He just phoned me to say that a position has become available and he needs to make a decision by tomorrow morning as to whether or not he wishes to deploy back to Iraq with his unit that is now being called up for the first time. Things have been hanging in the balance over the past several months. Now as things get down to the wire and things are in the 11th hour, a decision needs to be made. I just don't know if I have it in me to do this again. It was so hard before. I lived for those phone calls and email that told me that he was still alive and alright. How can I possibly go

Media Gone Stupid
Is it me or has the media gone stupid.Ever time you turn on the news it seems like a big WTF session.Most of what you see is some jackass doing something that happens to people everyday.Take paris hilton for example.Busted over a DUI........we have people dying in iraq and the biggest headline that the news can come up with is paris hiltons shit.I know plenty of people who got busted over DUI's.Hell I know people with DUI,DWI,PI,and MIP.I don't see their faces pasted all over ABC news.I know she is famous and rich.But what ever happend to do the crime do the time.....not im rich,i'll bitch,Get me out as soon as money can get me.This is the state of our media today,That someones stupidity is put first before medical advances,heros saving peoples lives,and general good things for human society.Someone please tell me that there are more better things we all care about besides someones everyday stupidity.

Fore All The Singell Women
ok i know ther has to be some singell women on hear i am lokng fore a ct grill friend i am 28 going to be 29 wesday so if you are intrested pless ferll ftree to let me know sorry no men a lowed i am lking fore some one that is loving and caring and willing to give me a try thanks kentucky man

Do I Really Hide?
***You're a master at maintaining business as usual, but what if your insides are actually in turmoil? Let go of that mask. When other people realize you need help, they'll be perfectly willing to give it.*** Hmmm, this was today's horoscope. It's kind of ironic that this came up today. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about what I "really" let people see. Someone very dear to my heart told me that I hide things. Made me stop and think about that. It goes back to a trust issue with me. I will tell anyone all the facts that they want to know, all they have to do is ask. I have always figured that if someone cares enough to ask, then they deserve an honest answer. So I have always felt like I was an open person and didn't hide anything. But lately I have realised that although I might be very honest about the facts, I don't always share my feelings honestly. There is a big difference between what comes from your mind, and what comes from your heart. I am goi

Truths Adults Have Learned
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) M iddle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy.

I Am
I am just about tired of everyone...I am beginnin to think that I have no friends no matter how big hearted I am people (men and women) continue to use me and I am gettin really fed up...I am sure that some people will agree with me on that...Tends to get a lil old when you continue to put yourself out there and people just act like you don't have feelings...I am gettin ready to change a lot of things about myself and well when everyone starts to see the changes no one is going to know what to do...I am going to drop about 75-80 pounds and everyone is going to shit themselves...and then I am going to reform my additude and quit being so nice and tell everyone to fuck off because then I will have a reason to be cocky about myself...Things will be different in the way I treat the people that treat me like shit...I will then in turn treat them like shit so that they can see what it is all about...Lots of love to everyone...

Friendship
it started out as friendship but i wanted so much more and now that were together life seems better than before the times we had as friends are faded memories the future starts our new romance our destiny aggrees i'll be here to care for you and help you when your down even though were more than friends i'll always be around.

The Man In The Glass..
when you get what you want in your struggle of self and the world makes you king for a day just go to a mirror and look at yourself and see what that man has to say for isnt your father or mother or wife whose judgement upon you must pass the one whos opinion counts most in your life is the one staring back from the glass yyou may fool the whole world threw pathways of years and get pats on the back as you pass but your final reward will be the heartache and tears if you have cheated the man in the glass....

Why? How? Which?
Which Questions Matter? Most important thinking requires one of these three Prime Questions Why? How? Which? Why? Why do things happen the way they do? This question requires analysis of cause-and-effect and the relationship between variables. It leads naturally to problem-solving (the How question) or to decision-making (the Which is best? question). Why? is the favorite question of four-year-olds. It is the basic tool for figuring stuff out (constructivist learning). At one point while researching student questions in one school district, I found Why? occurred most often in kindergarten classrooms and least often in the high school (which had the highest SAT scores in the state.) Why does the sun fall each day? Why does the rain fall? Why do some people throw garbage out their car windows? Why do some people steal? Why do some people treat their children badly? Why can't I ask more questions in school? How? How could things be made better? This

Truths About Growing Old
GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD 1) Growing old is mandatory; Growing up is optional. 2) Forget the health food.. I need all the preservatives I can get. 3) When you fall down, you wonder what else you can do while you're down there. 4) You're getting old when you get the same sensation from a rocking chair that you once got from a roller coaster. 5) It's frustrating when you know all the answers but nobody bothers to ask you the questions. 6) Ti me may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. 7) Wisdom comes with age, but sometimes age comes alone.

Astrological Signs Like You Have Never Seen Them.......
1. Taurus (April 21-May 21) These people are earthy, natural, and have a direct approach to the opposite sex which can only be called tactless. The typical Taurus pickup line is "wanna fuck?" The typical Taurus comeback to that line is "no, thanks, I already have one asshole in my pants." 2. Gemini (May 22-June 21) Gemini are shizophrenic, unpredictable, incongruous and an enigma. Though they will usually tell you one thing, and then go do something absolutely different, they are not being two-faced. When Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do," he was probably looking at a gaggle of Gemini. 3. Cancer (June 22-July 23) This sign produces the greatest mothers of all the zodiac. Cancers live for their homes and families. While the spouse is in a motel room with the secretary, the Cancer is sitting at home, telling the kids how wonderful it is that dad stays late at the office to earn more bread for the family home. Cancers get marri

Maxine Quotes
Here is another round of some of the famous quotes from Maxine: 1.Driver Safety: I can't use the cell phone in the car because I have to keep my hands free for making gestures. 2.Housework: I do my housework in the nude because it gives me the incenitive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible. 3.Lawn Care: The key to a nice looking lawn is a good mower.I recommend one who is muscular and shirtless. 4. The Perfect Man: All I am looking for is a man who'll do what I want,when I want,for as long as I want,then go away.OR wait nearby like a Dust Buster,charged up and ready when needed. 5.Technology Revolution: My idea of re-booting is kicking somebody in the butt twice. 6.Aging: Take every birthday with a grain of salt.This works much better if the salt accompanies a Margarita. 7.Fine Print: Never read it.There ain't no way you are going to like it. 8.Human Err: To forgive,HIGHLY UNLIKELY.!! 9.And More....Money can't buy happiness,but somwhow it;s more comfo

My Baby Haylie...i Miss You Angel
the day i lost you i felt so much pain it not only stays in my heart it weighs heavy on my brain i cant stand not spending everyday of my life with you. i feel the pain everyday my heart is so heavy my head is so stressed why you? why me? it hurts so bad no words can express this pain i feel that never goes away its always here in me i miss your little hands and kissing you tiny feet and holding you in my arms everyday gets a little better and at the same time hurts more knowing i wont see you today i know your in a better place but it doesnt help me heal i miss you so much my angel i see you when i look in the sky my star always there shining down on me i will see you again it cant come soon enough till then i keep you in my memories

Middle Aged Women Humor
1.Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down.This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. 2.Middle age spread doesn't exist.."I'm not fat,just short for my weight." 3.In mid-life women no longer have upper arms,we have wing spans.We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts,we are flying squirrels in fashion clothing. 4.Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and see your rear without turning around. 5.Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. 6.Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm,young,lovely lady in a tube top and scream,"LISTEN HONEY,EVEN THE ROMAN EMPIRE FELL AND THOSE WILL TOO!!!" 7.Mid-life brings wisdom to know that life throws us curves,and we're sitting on our biggest one. 8.Mid-life is when you look at your-know-it-all-cell phone carrying teenager with an attitude and think:"For thi

Friends Forever
beautiful as a rose, the woman i chose, sweet as pie, almost made me cry, carring and kind, what an amazing woman to find, and in my mind, my heart she did find, so real and true, it makes me feel blue, that im not there holding you, smile for me, that is my plea let your heart soar, let it soar free, and find its way to me.

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Life
I live each day with the feeling something may happen to me again. I never thought I would be a person to have to under go Major Brain Surgery. I would never think I would have had Seizures, from a Tumar. Never thought I would be a person to have had a Tumar. I am coming up on the 6th Month Since my Surgery that was on January 23rd 2007. I have a six month MRI coming up, and Kind of scared to have it done even though the Tumar was Removed Fully. I think the Feeling of knowing that something could Grow back, and what not Scares the Crap out of me. I live Each day Carfully since that Day. A lot of my Life was tooken from me. I hate being on limits but I have to be. I am in school to get my welding License; I think to myself that I need to prove Everyone that douts me Wrong. Everyone said it would take me 3 months to be back to normal, But I proved them Wrong. After being Home for a week after being Realised from the hospital. I was myself again pretty much. I am Going to Prove myself To

Robin's Life
SOOO, work is going great~ i'm doing well, and it's fun... totally awesome... and well, other than that nothing new... been kinda bored... I kind of hate bein bored... haven't done too much recently... and i've gotten to this point where I miss having someone in my life. Ya know where you get to that point where "being alone" just drives you nuts? Well, I'm to that point... i want held, and cuddles, and loved on... i miss all the aspects of a boyfriend... i guess mainly the physical aspects.... i don't really feel the dire need to be 'loved' in the emotional aspect... i'm just not at the point i want that... just, miss physical attention... **sigh** oh well... thats life... i guess when it's meant to be it'll happen...

Warning About Yahoo Im
June 29, 2007 6:03 PM PDT Warning: That Yahoo IM from me is malicious Posted by Elinor Mills It finally happened. I fell for one of those silly phishing scams. The kind that I previously took sanctimonious pride in having avoided. The kind where you get a frantic e-mail or IM from a friend saying that a malicious link was clicked, a secret password typed in, and that they didn't know better. I feel so ashamed, guilty, violated...stupid. In case you haven't heard yet, an IM-based worm was spreading itself via Yahoo Messenger on Friday, propagating through people's contacts lists and directing hapless victims to a malicious Web site. The site looks like a legitimate Yahoo 360 log-in page and prompts you for your username and password, which it then stores to be used for later nefarious deeds. The IM looked innocent. Too innocent. I should have been tipped off by the smiley face emoticons surrounding the link. But I clicked it anyway in the midst of multitasking at w

Saddam's Hanging
BAGHDAD, Iraq - Clutching a Quran and refusing a hood, Saddam Hussein went to the gallows before sunrise Saturday, executed by vengeful countrymen after a quarter-century of remorseless brutality that killed countless thousands and led Iraq into disastrous wars against the United States and Iran. In Baghdad's Shiite enclave of Sadr City, people danced in the streets while others fired guns in the air to celebrate the former dictator's death. The government did not impose a round-the-clock curfew as it did last month when Saddam was convicted to thwart any surge in retaliatory violence. It was a grim end for the 69-year-old leader who had vexed three U.S. presidents. Despite his ouster, Washington, its allies and the new Iraqi leaders remain mired in a fight to quell a stubborn insurgency by Saddam loyalists and a vicious sectarian conflict. The execution took place during the year's deadliest month for U.S. troops, with the toll reaching 108. President Bush said in a st

Female Vs. Male On Definitions
THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, homerun, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens)

Dictionary Of Womens Personal Ads
40-ish............................49 Adventurous..................Slept with everyone Athletic.........................No tits Average looking...........Ugly Beautiful.......................Pathological liar Contagious Smile.........Does a lot of pills Emotionally Secure.....On medication Feminist........................Fat Free spirit.....................Junkie Friendship first.............Former slut Fun.................................Annoying New-Age....................... Body hair in the wrong places Old-fashioned.............. No BJs Open-minded................ Desperate Outgoing....................... Loud and Embarrassing Passionate.....................Sloppy drunk Professional..................Bitch Voluptuous................... Very Fat Large frame...................Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate............Stalker

Pain
I set here and wonder about the meanins of life and love, realizing that pain comes and goes and leaves an impact in your life. when ppl come into your life and you give them everything and you show them everything and they leave you for someone else how much more pain could that be... to have someone rip your heart out from your chest and stomp in into the dirt can that be considered ultimate pain... no I dont think so because ultimate pain is never ending love cycles and the heart can mend itself in many ways... I vowed to myself that I wont give up on love, but why can it be so diffucult why does it hurt. they say that love causes you pain I believe that. Now it is time to move on.. slowly back into the life we once had pushing our way through becomming stronger.. pain is bearable pain is life pain is what shows us that we are alive.. pain shows us that we are still breathing and we can go on and live another day... yes bring on the pain I relish it... because with pain I know I am

Misery
Misery, what is it, where does it come from, why do we have it what is that pain inside that causes us to not want to go on? why do some of us have that pit inside of us that can never be filled why do we look at life and only see bleek, where does it come from, why cant we get rid of if? holes in the soul to were we only see pain in this world, do you see that pain, do you have that hole in your soul? I set here and think and listen I look at the faces of people the ones I care about, the ones I love, I ask questions with my eyes and recieve no answers, I wonder do we truely love, do we truely want that hole filled. following the matters of the heart make me wonder if we are actually following a path destined for us, a path of sorrow and pain that is there for eternity, yes some do find happiness but look at the world most are unhappy, most show it in their eyes, and speak about it without saying a word. some of us have burden to see that to hear that to feel that

Baby Daniel
Baby Daniel ~Tony Martinez Happy Birthday Welcome to the world little man I just wanted to drop you a little note Just write you a little letter You dont know me I hope we meet one day But if not Always know You were born into a family of love No matter what happens in life You will always be loved And have people who are there for you always I'll always keep you close to my heart Remembering you always Baby Daniel You are loved

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cu

Fake Ass Friends
I'm tired of 2 things I'll mention here. 1. The following post. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" 2. I don't read to many bulletins because most of them no matter what the Subject title is it is usually someone promoting themselves or their group of pointwhores.

Unlikely Marriages
*If Kitty Carlisle married Conway Twitty,she'd be Kitty Twitty. *If Yoko Ono married Sonny Bono,she'd be Yoko Ono Bono. *If Dolly Parton married Salvador Dali,she'd be Dolly Dali. *If Bo Derek married Don Ho,she'd be Bo Ho. *If Cat Stevens married Snoop Doggy Dog,(Hey,it's 2006),he'd be Cat Doggy Dog. *If Oprah Winfrey married Depak Chopra, she'd be Oprah Chopra. *If Olivia Newton-John married Wayne Newton,then divorced him to marry Elton John,she'd be Olivia Newton-John Newton John. *If Sondra Locke married Elliot Ness,then divorced him to marry Herman Munster,she'd become Sondra Locke Ness Munster. *If Bea Arthur married Sting,she'd be Bea Sting. *If Liv Ullman married Judge Lance Ito,then divorced him and married Jerry Mathers,she'd be Liv Ito Beaver. *If Snoop Doggy Dogg married Winnie the Pooh,he'd be Snoop Doggy Dogg Pooh. *How about a baseball marriage? If Boog Powell married Felipe Alou,he'd be Boog Alou. *If G. Gordon Liddy married Boutros-B

Bullet For My Valentine - All These Things I Hate (revolve Around Me)
All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) Once more I say goodbye, to you Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah... Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap Once more you tell those lies, to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? Oh yeah... Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!)

Okay. Here's The Deal.
You know what really pisses me off? When people ask to see my private folder. Okay, that's just like using some cheezy ass line and asking a girl if you can buy them a drink at a bar. If they decline, why do you keep persisting? It's so stupid. I appreciate the people who ask me and if i say no they back off. But, i don't like people asking period. If you want to get into that folder i suggest you become an actual friend and get to know me. Then maybe, just maybe, you'll earn a place in my family. I'd just appreciate it if you didn't ask me, because honestly, it gets annoying as hell. It makes me miserable and regret getting a cherrytap profile in the first place. I mean i'm sure you wouldn't want people bothering you all the time would you? I'm not trying to be a bitch. I'm just trying to get a little peace. And if people don't leave me alone about it, I'm going to delete that folder alltogether. But, I'd like to thank the people who never bothered me about that folder, and who became

Dating Vs. Friendship
Dating, Dating vs. Friendship, Dating I've had a rather disproportionately higher ratio of male friends to female, and many of those friendships along the way at some point or another turned into more. The "true" male/female platonic friendship in my personal experience has been a very rare thing. Although I wish that weren't true. Anyway, I used to think that building a solid friendship first was a good thing and that if something romantic spawned out of a friendship than that might be the best start. I guess I felt that there was room to breathe if it was just friendship, more room to be myself. Not that I go out of my way to be different dating, it just seems like as soon as I decide I want something or someone.. then this sort of subconscious mechanism sometimes kicks in where I start to capitulate to the point that I don't even really recognize myself. If I haven't decided I "want" that person, I tend to stay in my own perspective, not afraid of conflict or more to the point

Be Prepared To Laugh...right Out Loud!
WARNING...WARNING!!! TO AVOID HUMILIATION, IT IS SUGGESTED THAT YOU GO TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE READING THIS!!! ******************************** Texas Chili Contest For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecard notes from the ev

Let's Be Best Friends.
I would be much more inclined to like you if you hadn't just run over my dog. haha. Just kidding. That was the neighbor's dog. Seriously though, my mild insanity will eventually irritate you.

Watch Out For Fridays
One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair, he has his first meeting with the devil... Satan: "Why so glum?" Guy: "What do you think? I'm in hell!" Satan: "Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a drinking man?" Guy: "Sure, I love to drink." Satan: "Well, you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays, that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab, and Fresca. We drink 'til we throw up, and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway." Guy: "Gee that sounds great!" Satan: "You a smoker?" Guy: "You better believe it!" Satan: "All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world, and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, you're already dead, remember?" Guy: "Wow...that's awesome!" Satan: "I bet you like to gamble." Guy: "Why, yes, as

Death
Death The word most fear And all shall obtain Some sooner than others Some not soon enough For me it's closer I can end it like "that" No one cares I'm just another loser I'll stand up on the chair With a noose hanging from a hook The hook imbeded into the ceiling I star up at the noose Tightly weaved and about 1/4 IN thick With just one kick of the chair My life is over My eyes have seen too much The bled the tears Yet they still see My veins have bled blood For the many years The red stains on my arm Become crust-like It dries and slows You try to stop me Its no use You come close I'll just pull my foot And fall I warn you You start crying Praying for me to quit this Hoping this is just a facade You are wrong I start counting from 5-1 You know see that I'm serious You want to come near But know it will be fatal No matter what you do it's over 5...I look at the tears 4...The sadness on your face looks painful 3...I begin to spea

Mystery Souls
You robb my heart like ah thief in the night. Your touch turns my body to putty in your arms. i can be your masterpiece if youll mold me just right. use me abuse me. i am yours . come and take me i will not fight my heart is your for the rest of this life

Thanksgiving
The day after Thanksgiving 2006 was the best day of that year. The morning started off right when I woke up to my wife stroking my cock while sucking my balls. She must have read my mind because she took her mouth off my sack long enough to tell me that the kids were downstairs with my mother and the door to the guest room we were in was locked. She locked her soft, wet lips around my cock and sucked me for at least 20 minutes. I flipped her over onto her back and spread her thighs apart to return the favor. In between her heavy breathing & moaning, we heard the rest of the family waking up and moving about downstairs. I licked her to orgasm, then laid on my back so she could mount my dick. That saying about big girls riding harder is true.....I came inside her after only 15 minutes! Damn, that felt good! pimpfarmer.com

My Checklist For A Damn Boyfriend
Ok so lately I've run into some really REALLY bad guys..like no joke. So I decided that from now on before I even think of dating some cutesie guy he's gotta match up to 90% of the things I put on this checklist, so here it goes =] 1. can't live with mommy and daddy UNLESS he's a fulltime college student. 2. must have a job...no more fun times out on Tara's money =] 3. can't do drugs, drinkings OK and smoking I can live with..but no drugs. 4. he has to have a car...I'm not asking to be chaeufeured(sp) in a benz but don't you dare take me out in a damn station wagon...I don't think that's shallow I just don't want to be embarassed lol and you're grown enough to get a decent car!! 5. has to be active and want to go out and take care of himself...I'm not expecting him to be ripped but you have to care about your health and lookin good for me ; ] 6. he has to be funny...I can't stand people who are always worried about money and bills and are stressed out I need someone whos laid bac

For Daryll
well as some of you may remember a while back me and a guy named daryll were a couple but things went bad and we broke up it was a ugly really ugly we both said alot of hurtfull things to eachother and went our own ways and moved on but i always missed him and missed our talk's.well we have started talking again and have put the past behind us and are friend's agian,and i am very happy. i dont want to lose our friendship again it mean's way to much to me. it suck's he lives in canada because i want soooooooo badly to give him a big hug and kiss and tell him face to face how sorry i am for the past,but i know that could never happen. but then again you never know.anyways thats all for now.you all have a good one

I Haven't Been On Much Because I've Been Ill. Please Read!!
I haven't been on much because i've been ill. Please read!! Body: I haven't been on much because i've been ill. Please read!! Body: I am haveing problems with my gallbladder and it may be removed next week so i haven;t been on much because i have been so ill... So i'll b back as soon as possible ... Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com please keep me in my prayers and i'll b back as soon as i posssile can ....I have been in alot of pain and just want to sleep so ...show me some love while i'm gone be back soon .... Have a great weekend ...Love to you all, Penny (penny20fan...) Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Tool - Schism
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing, Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication. I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication. The poetry that comes from the squaring off between, And the circling is worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance. There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication. Cold, cold, cold, Cold sil

Thanks Again
I would like to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone of You who have made this B-day a great one with all the b-day wishes and b-day gifts that You all have sent me, they are so greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart!!! You all are fantastic!!!

I Love Me Some Food!
For those of you, who like me, love to eat, and usually find the results of it in a bigger butt in your pants....I usually fluctuate up and down within a 20 pound range because I am a grazer. I like to always be eating something. And depending on what my grazing choices are depends if I am at the high end or the low end of the 20 pound range of fatness I allow myself. Just a tip of something I do when I am trying to get the bloat and fatness down....Graze on DRY froot loops and honeycomb cereal. They are both sweet, yet very low in fat. Both taste good and you can eat on a big ole bowl of it when you are watching a movie like popcorn, just with no milk. You can graze on it alot and not have to feel guilty for it. Also frosted and honey nut cheerios are good dry for grazing also. Beats the heck out of my first choice of ice cream or cheetos. LOL.

Daddy It Hurts
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

The Rain
DMX LYRICS "The Rain" [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain Uh.. uh.. uh, uh, uh [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain It's not that we gotta do what we do It's what we know, so to me it ain't nuttin but bein true but [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain It doesn't have to be the way it is, you say it is Just because for the past 20 years, every day it is [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain I wanna be able to walk out my front door Without worryin about comin in conflict with the law, cause [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain If I follow Him, they'll follow me And I'll speak life into the word that you can see [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain We get away with everyday shit, but everyday shit catches up to you and when it does you can't say shit! [singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rain If I don't, you will, when I won't, you steal What makes it feel like we gots to kill? [singing] Now

One Of My Passions...belly Dancing
"☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯May you see the beauty that surrounds you and have the wisdom to embrace it.☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯DREAM☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯ENCOURAGE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯INSPIRE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" - Get Your Own

Take Me For Who I Am
please forgive me If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I won't make out with you every minute. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

To Do's At Wally World
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudl

Military Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

Men Only....
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND-

Downraters....
i often wonder how many downraters are doing it because they are mean, or just because they honestly don't understand the system. i mean... i know when i first started, i would honestly give rates like 8...9... rarely a 10 unless i thought it was something special and not just some idiot sitting on the porcelain throne... since then i have learned that it's best to explain to these people or at least attempt to, that it's not nice to give anything but a 10 even if you have to lie to do it..lol... i know my pics aren't all that...and i've seen lots of others who have pics that i just don't rate because i'd like to rate them a 1...but don't because i'd get my name up on the downrater's list lol. i dunno... maybe i'm just too nice and think that not every downrater is doing it out of spite or hate or whatever... maybe try messaging the person and letting them know that's now how we do things around here instead of trashing their name all over creation. ok, i'll get off my s

Daddy It Hurts!!!!!!!!
THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Ca

When I Dream.....
I lay in bed at night and wonder what you're dreaming of, is it me or someone else? Do you still think of me from time to time or do I even cross your mind? Is it just me, cause I do think of you and you do cross mind mind. I think of you all the time. Not a day goes by when I don't remember the good days. Hell even the bad days make me smile now. You have captured my dreams at night and my thoughts durning the day. Will these thoughts ever go away, I ask myself.

69
First taste of sex A young man goes to a whorehouse to expierence his first taste of sex. The madam suggests that he start with 69. He decides to give it a try. The prostitute leads him to a room, gets undressed, and instructs the young man to eat her pussy. Unfortunately, just as he starts she farts. The man quietly says to himself, "phew", but he goes down on her again. A moment later she farts again. He says "phew", but continues. Once more she farts. This time he immediately gets up and starts walking out. She asks him what's wrong, and he replies "I don't think I can take another 66 of those!"

6 Inches
SIx Inches Coming into the bar and ordering a double, the man leaned over and confided to the bartender, "I'm so pissed off !" "Oh yeah? What happened?" asked the bartender politely. "See, I met this beautiful woman who invited me back to her home. We stripped off our clothes and jumped into bed and we were just about to make love when her god damned husband came in the front door. So I had to jump out of the bedroom window and hang from the ledge by my fingernails!" "Gee, that's tough!" commiserated the bartender. "Right, but that's not what really got me aggravated," the customer went on. "When her husband came into the room he said 'Hey great! You're naked already! Let me just take a leak.' And damned if the lazy son of a bitch didn't piss out the window right onto my head?" "Yeech!" the bartender shook his head. "No wonder you're in a lousy mood." "Yeah, but I haven't told you what really, really got to me. Next, I had to listen to them grunting and gr

Elderly Couple
A couple, age 67, went to the doctor's office. The doctor asked, "What can I do for you?" The man said, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor looked puzzled, but agreed. When the couple finished, the doctor said, "There is nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." And he then charged them $32.00. This happened several weeks in a row. The couple would make an appointment, have intercourse, pay the doctor and leave. Finally the doctor asked, "Just what exactly are you trying to find out?" The old man said, "We're not trying to find out anything. She is married and we can't go to her house. I am married and we can't go to my house. The Holiday Inn charges $60.00 and the Hilton charges $75.00. We do it here for $32.00, and I get back $28.00 from Medicare for a visit to the doctor's office."

My Feelin
i know things happens for a reason but why.....i have been thinking alot latey about that...wishin that i could go back and change things but i can't....so from now on im going to live my life for each day and worry what tomorrow will bring b/c you might not be here tomorrow and and worry about the past b/c that is what it is the PAST....i want to thank all my friends for being there for me when i needed them without them i don't know what i would have done so i thank yall with all my heart....and to somebody and i don't need to say names i want to thank you you have made me a better person and without you in my life i don't know what i do you know me better than anybody and for that i am thankful i will always love you and you will always have heart forever love yall Dana

Friday Night...and I Am On The Computer?!?!?
Well...Looks like a fun night. ROFL!!! So I am sitting here on the computer and watching the movie "Clueless"....OMG what a pathetic way to start the weekend. Hit me up people...I am bored!!!

"god Wanted Me To Tell You"
GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2006), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today

Advice
I need advice of the worst kind. And not talking about just rating my blog a "10". This may sound silly. But how do you ask a person(woman) out. It has been almost 5 years since I have spent time just going to dinner with someone. I asked a very nice woman out about 2 weeks ago, but have not been able to follow up. Because of a situation at work. But, the day after when me an this woman were talking. Well she mentioned that it did appear that it had been awhile since I had asked someone out. I have and ex g/f, who we are friends and she is always emailing me and calling me. And I don't mean all the time. I have a terrible work schedule, and raising a daughter. The chance and I mean just to sit down for dinner, and get to know someone. What do I do?

The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes
"The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It..." Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A "Nice Guy" Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you. I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but G

The Voices That Betray Me
The voices that betray me, The monsters within my mind; the world beings to fade, The clock has surpassed time. The voices that betray me, They say I'm worthless, that I'm unloved; that I'm broken and nobody cares to fix me, Nothing I could ever do would be enough. The voices that betray me, Lye so deep within my head, That sometimes I can't even think; only thoughts of me being dead. The voices that betray me, They say that I need to die, I'm not the world, I'm not any body's life; they say nobody would even cry. The voices that betray me, They come from a distant past, Oh, the horror; the memories, Happiness, it could never last. The voices that betray me, The voices of my mother and Grandmother alike; I surrender to their hateful ways, Tonight, for them, I take my life

Things Will Happen In Your Life That You Can't Stop. That's No Reason To Shut Out The World.
i've gone the opposite direction in amazing myself lately. i'm nearly becoming someone i've always hated, but in a good way. i only hated those people because i was jealous. i mean.. me? jealous? never! its just nuts to me but no matter how bad things seem to get, i still love everything. a few months ago, i still wished i was dead. sure, on occasion i miss my dramatic friendships that ended so suddenly . but i also see that whatever i may have done or said to cause all of it hasn't been mentioned or forgiven, so maybe they weren't really worth it after all. i tried, and i was pushed further, thank you. i did run into some old friends recently that i had been really shitty to and cut out of my life with no warning, but when we sat down to talk, everything was fine. and i was told that they were not good friends to have. hmm.. either way, i've finally been able to let go of the past. not all, but most. i've realized that time is a major part of who i am now. i'm al

Its Finally Fucking Enough
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head screams ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. Your sobs begin to subside and you begin to look at the world through new eyes. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings or beginnings and that any guarantee of "Happily Ever After" must begin with you... and in the process acceptance is born. You realize that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are... and that is ok. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and being proud of

Lifes Always In The Way....
Since I had just oh, so much time on my hand, I had a lot to think about life. But I had summed up my thought as one thing: Life just gets in the way sometimes. In life, we seem to just beat up ourselves because things didn't just turn out the way we have planned them to be or wish it it to be. We hope to do one thing, but instead it turns out to be the complete opposite of what we wanted it to turn out as. Such as life in general. We all wish to be successful and be happy and find "ourselves". No one can cheat you out of unlimited success but yourself. But we kick our own asses if we don't get there as fast as we wish we could. we see others who are doing great and think "fuck, why can't I be like them?" then we highten up our expectations for ourselves which makes us feel worse. I admit it's tempting to wish for the perfect life, the perfect parent, or the perfect job. But maybe the best that many of us can do is not quit and play the hand that life's dealt us, and accessorize

Lost Family
My family sucks, I am considered the black sheep. I left due to how things were going, took the first chance I had out of there. My dad came to visit for the first time in years. It did not go well and yet I am happy that it did happen. He never did want to know the real truth, we fought a lot and I was happy to see him go. I am very lonely and I am still dealing with the aftermath of an abusive relationship and trying to heal. The whole experience reminded me why I moved so far away. I also saw a different side of my father, seeing him for the first time as an adult and after everything I been through. I realized why things happened the way they did. Now I know my family just sucks cause I shouldn't be alone and should never had been.

Riki Rachtman Launches Official Free The 8 Campaign On Myspace
Riki Rachtman & Lee Roy Mercer Photo By: Jon Holtz My buddy Riki Rachtman started the phrase "FREE THE EIGHT" on the show RACEDAY and now he's launched an Official "FREE THE EIGHT CAMPAIGN" on Myspace. This is the real deal right here so don't be fooled by those Un-Official folks trying to capitalize on the FREE THE EIGHT CAMPAIGN. Show your support for Dale Earnhardt, Jr. and visit myspace.com/freetheeight ! Join the Friends list! Buy the real Shirt! Sound Off! Be Heard! And Help us FREE THE EIGHT! Here's the Official scoop on the FREE THE EIGHT CAMPAIGN! By Riki Rachtman Posted On: www.myspace.com/freetheeight Look it doesn't matter if you're a Dale Earnhardt, Jr. fan or not. Any race fan agrees the #8 should stay with Dale Earnhardt Jr. DEI owns the number in theory. The truth is the number is owned by NASCAR and leased out to DEI. Let this be known I do not fault DEI Teresa Earnhardt or Max Siegel. I believe they have some valid points on why the ; 8 should stay with DEI. I wil

Just That Funny Feeling
YOu ever feel as though someone is watching you. Then you turn and no one's there. Or at the corner of your eye you actually see someone and you look reallly really fast to catch them, but you can't?? SOooooooo Creepy. Or never mind. Be somewhere and you could close your eyes and get that feeling you get when theres two people in the room. lmao Okay laugh all you want. BUT I GET THIS feeling...um the odd time. Oooh yeah, call me a creep all you like, I dont care. ITs not a good feeling to have! MAybe it's someone I KNOW. OR maybe not. Maybe it's nothing. hehe COULD be my little freaky freakish sort of imagination. Which I've been known to have by the way. Hahahaha -----Well. The Hauntings of DARLEEN>>> who knew?

Poems
I said i'll love you forever I said you'll be the one I said we'll be together Cause with you i belong I said I'll be with you And that you are at the top of my way I said I'll get to you And that i think about you all day Remember these things My feelings will never change I love you till the day i die You are my one and only I think about you and im never lonely I close my eyes and know im loved....(not finished)

Be Careful Who Your Friends Are
I find people to be stupid by association. If you're friends with someone who I have had words with in the past, and through those words determined that person to be a waste of oxygen, you are therefore stupid by association. I figured I should explain that on the off chance that you're one of those stupid people and would need an explanation. I can and have remained friends with people who have maintained associations with people I don't deem worthy enough to piss on if they should ever find themselves to be on fire, but those instances are few and far between. It has lead people to accusing me of being an immature pain in the ass for assuming that everyone should think the same way as me. Allow me to clarify for a moment. You see, I'm never going to tell you who you can and cannot associate with. You are free to be friends with whomever you choose. That is your prerogative and you should exercise that as often as I exercise the same. Just don't think that I have to be friend

Sex Game
This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly!

Nerd Popping
So I have a friend who is a total math geek and a 24-year-old virgin. I really really really want to pop his cherry, but I don't think my boyfriend will give me permission. Arrg... he jokingly does, but ho hum. I don't think it would necessarily be a pity fuck. I think it would be quite fun. I want him to give me the best thirty seconds of his life and then we can just watch TV. Then I can go, "See, now that wasn't such a big deal now was it?" I just like the idea of being some nerd's fantasy. Even though I know he would much rather bang the hot engineer that he met at the barbeque a few weeks ago. I just think if I robbed his virginity like a thief in the night, then maybe he'd be a little more confident. Of course, I'm pissed about the fact that I told him this via iChat and then found out that I was chatting with his roommate the entire time. How fucking embarrassing. Oh well.

A Poem
This is a poem my stepdaughter wrote for the funeral of her step brother my oldest. I post this in his memory he passed away on May 16th, 2004. I love you Jayme. My Soul by Davionna Deep with in my soul I creep, my secrets there I will keep. In the dark there is a light, to guide me through my selfish flight. Day is night, and night is day, your only hope is to pray. Then we lay ourself's to rest a single rose upon our chest. Now we say good bye and then we sleep, a bed of roses by our feet.

Is It Time????
It Is Time??? With all the comings and goings in daily life. Whoever cares for such precious moments that can be taken away A blink of the eyes and you are where you started or worse Is there even more to say? Feel the passion rising Touch the unknown Reach out and soar like you are flying To become that which you really were supposed to be Anger is ever present in the sadness and sorrows of the distilled taste in your mouth That tounge of yours is getting you into trouble again Memories are made of this Which will you choose to direct your destiny? Tears are shedding for someone That loud noise you hear is your inner self or others that only you can reach Will you listen Take action Begin to walk in the plans laid out for you Remember that stroll you took on the beach? The waves crashing all around The fragrance in the air Move forward and get in the water Break free from this curse Don't worry what is ahead Start

To My Loving Sis Christine.
The Rainbow And Real Fun The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

To Brian..muahzzzzzzzzzz
"Thinking About You" When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you

Just A Thought Or Maybe A Feeling...enjoy
"Revengeful Misery" Thy misery grows deep How can this be and nothing great The hatred of thy soul is wider than believed No coming out nor coming close Hurt thy and thou shall die Die within thy heart and mind Hate thy and thou shall be hated Kill thy confidence and thy’ll kill thou heart Destruction is bliss Thy destruction is greater than thou hate Spite thy and thou shall depart from life

Love Or Friendship...can You Tell
"Love or Friendship" What do you want from me? Do you want my love? Or do you want my friendship? You confuse me through what you say You say you love me But don't seem to care Why don't we just be friends? Nothing more Nothing less Perhaps you still have feelings for me But why don't you show them? Why must you hurt me this way? I still love you But I just want to know Do you feel the same?

Only For The Truely Understanding
The Old Survivor by the Sea I saw an old man by the seaside. He was fishing off the end of a pier. I asked what he hoped to be catching. He answered, "I got it. You're here." He handled his pole like an expert. His motion was graceful and free. He reeled in his line, less the sinker. And handed it over to me. "I know nothing of fishing," I told him. "I came to the sea to escape." He blinked back his tears as he nodded. "I too, was a victim of rape." The silence that followed was welcome. I stood there with nothing to say. I clung to the pole, though still shaken. The stranger explained it this way: "I know that it's tough just surviving Abuses and moral decay. And try as we might to escape them, It's best if we cast them away. "So I came to the sea as a young boy, Determined to end it all here. But I could not jump into the water. A survivor was out on the pier. "He taught me

A Fairytale
A Fairytale Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

Simply I Want You
To Put It Simply, I Want You I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Passion And Erotica
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became enta

Wet
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Submission
Submission I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Emotional Vampire
Emotional Vampire standing before you, naked, but unaware, body trembling with every breath, I await your approach. embracing you in ecstasy, our energies ascend in a feverish rapture as the moon illuminates our silhouettes through lace curtains. you pull away, leaving me listless, writhing in agony on the floor as my essence seeps through my skin into you, my sweet, emotional vampire, who leaves me in anguish, tormented until our next encounter when I will stand before you, naked, waiting to be drained again.

Anticipation
Anticipation Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent Boytoy's in town.

The Voice Of Seduction...if You Don't Know This Poem Is For You Maybe I Should Just Let You Go
The Voice Of Seduction It was another lonely evening In another lonely bar When across the crowded gathering I see, there you are Intoxicating beauty and grace and poise Seemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noise I watched you deflect suitors by the dozen Hovering about and stalking you like a coven I sat and we talked and I no longer had a choice Uncommon beauty and a lively intelligence A rare combination beneath such a lovely countenance And, oh lord, such an exquisite voice Low and breathy, full of promise The voice of seduction Eroticism, witticism, full of compassion A voice that prompts thoughts of Nights of wild abandon Of full moons.... Above warm tropical rains Of long moonlit walks on the sands Of fine wines and candlelit dinners Of mountain log cabins with crackling fires Of romantic destinations, nights filled by sighs A woman whose conversation is an event Intelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sent Knowledgeable about so many subjec

Leather Fantasy
Leather Fantasy I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.

Lover's Dance
Lover's Dance Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels,

What Is Love?
What is love, but an emotion, so strong and so pure, that nurtured and shared with another all tests it will endure? What is love, but a force to bring the mighty low, with the strength to shame the mountains and halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, a glorious goal attained, the union of two souls, two hearts, a bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, to cast the tyrant from his throne, and raise the flag of truth and peace, and fear of death overthrow? What is love, but a beacon, to guide the wayward heart, a blazing light upon the shoals that dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, eternal and sincere, a flame that through wax and wane will outlive life’s brief years? Love is so very special, yet can make you feel so lost. It can arrive just like the springtime and melt away like morning frost. You must find ways to nurture, always grow your love with care. Never ever take for granted the love that you both share. Mistak

Women, Men And Beer
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs/bars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called, "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs." Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted to. After drinking beer, men often awake with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out

For Death + Bbg + Bro & All Military Come Home Safe
Get MoGet More at COMMENTYOU.comre at COMMENTYOU.com "" MAY GODS ANGELS WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND THEM AND PROTECT THEM ALWAYS 3/14/97 ( WROTE BY MOM CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW )

I Owe Him An Apology
I’m writing this because I owe a very nice man an apology. I wrote him an email that I should have never written. I said some things that I never should have said. I was out of line and had absolutely no right what-so-ever to say some of the things to him that I said. So, I am very very sorry and I hope you can forgive me. I said what I thought that I wanted to say at the time, however, it was not the right things to say. I’m not going to say I didn’t mean what I said because for the most part I did mean it, I just had no right to say it to you. They were things I should have kept to myself plain and simple. I didn’t mean to make you feel like you had done anything to me, but you haven’t, I just needed to explain some things. Upon further reflection I realize that no I did not need to explain them because they don’t affect you. In all honesty I am fucking happy for you but for some reason when I was in a bad mood last night it just didn’t seem that way. So, again I am

35 Things Women Should Know About Men
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. 2. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 6. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". 7. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. 8. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 9. Don't stay because you think "it will get better". 10. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. 13. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? 14. Always have

True That
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two. 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful.

Macworld On The Iphone
Macworld's First Look at the iPhone An early adapter shares his first thoughts on a few iPhone features Shawn King, Macworld Saturday, June 30, 2007 5:00 AM PDT Recommend this story? Yes 18 Votes No 7 Votes Editor's Note: Your Mac Life host Shawn King got his hands on Apple's iPhone prior to the Friday-at-6-p.m. launch. To further whet your appetite for Apple's latest mobile device, we asked to him to offer up a few first impressions about using the iPhone. Does it live up to the hype? Of course it doesn't--it couldn't possibly. As David Platt, a computer science professor at Harvard University, remarked to Reuters, 'God himself could not design a device that could live up to all the hype.' But, when you separate the wheat from the chaff, fact from fiction, hope from hype, it turns out the iPhone really is an amazing product given all that it is required to do. Here are five things I noticed after using the phone this week: Screen idol The iPhone offers an amazin

Evan Allmighty
I saw this movie last night, and I went into it with very low expectations. I thought Bruce Almighty was WAY overrated, so I had no plans of seeing this, but there I was lol. Evan was a newscaster who won a seat in Congress. When he gets out there, God(Morgan Freeman) appears. The hilarity ensues. Morgan Freeman makes a great God. His voice is powerful enough to believe it, but gentle enough also. And he just seems all wise to me lol. Steve Carrell( spelled wrong I'm sure) was ok as Evan. I can take him in short bursts, don't really care for him in The Office, but loved him on the Daily Show. He was ok, but it was pushing my limits. His wife was in The Gilmour Girls, and she was serviceable. Very forgettable John Goodman played another congressman, and he gave his usual good performance. I like the fact that John Goodman is starting to take roles that aren't all good guy roles The most impressive part of the movie was the animals. Apparantly they filmed scenes with indi

Mother Nature...lmao
Towards the end of the golf course, Dave hit his ball into the woods and found it in a patch of pretty yellow buttercups. Trying to get his ball back in play, he ended up thrashing just about every buttercup in the patch. All of a sudden.....POOF!! In a flash and puff of smoke, a little old woman appeared. She said, "I'm Mother Nature! Do you know how long it took me to make those buttercups? Just for doing what you have done, you won't have any butter for your popcorn for the rest of your life: better still, you won't have any butter for your toast for the rest of your life..... As a matter of fact, you'll never have any butter for anything the rest of your life!!!!! Then POOF! She was gone! After Dave recovered from the shock, he hollered for his friend, "Fred, where are you?" Fred yells back "I'm over here in the pussy willows." Dave shouts back, "DON'T SWING, Fred - FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, DON'T SWING!"

The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

03/09/07 Love?what's That?
One of my nephews said he was "in love" with a girl at his school.Mind you he is only eight years old.Now,I'm reasonably sure that he does not have much of an idea of what that kind of love is really like.I bring this up because over the past six years,I've been thinking that I have never really been "in love".Every relationship was something other than that in my mind.I've had women say they "loved" me but I cannot recall feeling the same way. Saying you "love" somebody is tossed around so easily these days.Most of the time it is just infatuation or straight up lust.Maybe it is easier to say "I love you" as opposed to "I am infatuated with you" or "I am in lust with you/I wanna fuck you". Until I know for sure,I will continue with my current belief.Maybe this "Love" will crack me up side the head one day.

Omg
God I hate cloudy yucky days where it's a drizzle rain and all. Getting all stressed out with it being July, I have to deal with the holiday my sister is coming up in a few days, my mom has surgery in a week and then my dad and step mom come up in a few weeks. My OCD is really going full gear and it gets alot worse because everything has got to be perfect. So now everyday that passes I will only get worse and worse and then be sick from all the stress...

Good Times And Bullshit As Usual.
Well I must say that the Stars & Stripes fireworks in Downtown Mt. Clemens here in Michigan was everything I expected it to be. Large crowds, lots of fun and some killer fireworks. Ended up going with a couple ex girlfriends of mine but it didn't stop me from seeing too much. Only shitty part about last night aside from me not having a car or license and the heavy traffic downtown, I ended up walking 10 miles home. Only other thing that really killed my day was hearing from another resent ex of mine who apparently called to throw in my face that she got knocked up by the guy she's barely been with for two months now. She's a month and a half pregenet and she's only 16 to boot. Doesn't much matter to me personally because for one its not my kid so its not my consern and two I'm not about to let her get into my head and get my depression going as bad as it was the whole time me and her were together. On a lighter note though, I'm not as sore as I thought I would be today from the

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting, When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100% Bondage67% Whips50% Chains/Handcuffs42% Blood8% Blind Folds0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Deathly Demonic
i stand here feeling all neglected was i ever loved? for now i am standing all alone in the midst of all this happiness there is one unhappy soul me with the pain of being forgotten with the humiliation of being left once again but why? why should i feel humiliation and pain? you are the ones who should be hurting, not me for i was always just, always kind never had a hurtful word for anybody but when you hurt me i hurt back keep that in mind for the next time you make such a stupid decision here i am increasing the dose as the days go by for i love i love so much that it hurts to breathe when i wasn't with him as i do now for he loves me unlike you, he cares he takes care of me when i cry he doesn't avoid my gaze like you do he takes me into his arms and waits until the storm subsides he whispers that it's going to be alright because he's here to stay hoave you ever once thought to do anything like that? have you actually ever thought that of you actually c

Wine Red
it's talking about how a boy and a girl were in love and they were like, always in this beautiful garden, then something happened to the girl, or else she just left. whatever, but like, years later, he's trying to keep this once thriving and beautiful garden from turning into something grotesquend over grown. and he does it 'cuz he remembers all of the lovely things that had happened there. I absolutely love it. only song i'v heard by them so far

The Blonde And The Frog
A young blonde goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of live frogs. The sign says: "Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Comes with complete instructions." The blonde excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her. She whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." As the man packages the frog, he quietly says to her, "Just follow the instructions." The blonde nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, she opens the instructions and reads them very carefully. She does exactly what is specified: 1. Take a shower. 2. Splash on some nice perfume. 3. Slip into a very sexy nightie. 4. Crawl into bed and place the frog down beside you and allow the frog to do what he has been trained to do. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and to her surprise nothing happens! The blonde is very disappointed and quite upse

Wow Isn't This The Truth
It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.

R.i.p. Randy Stover
Randy Stover, 24, Vandalia IL, formerly of Clay City IL, drown Friday night in the Kaskaskia River near Vandalia at the U.S. Route 40 bridge. The Fayette County Coroner is investigating the death, but, have yet to release any findings. The Fayette County authorities began the search for Stover at about 8 pm after two young men reported that they saw a man go into the river and not come up. The body was recovered by authorities at about 11:15pm Friday night. I went to high school with this kid, he was a good guy until he got out of high school and got into drugs really bad. From what I got from other people talkin', he got arrested for drugs like a week before he drowned and he was livin' out there by the river. :(

The Sermon
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the minister, smiling.

Horoscope June 30, 2007
Family, friends, a cozy home: These things make you feel safe and secure. No matter what's going on with the outside world, if you know you have a haven you can retreat to, all's right with the world.

Gothic's_ Haven
Darkness smooth's my soul, haunted by my dream's, the cage I once was in, destroyed with the rage with in, From the shadow's in the distance, To the think gloomy sky's, Forms appear, Right before you're eye's, Minds filled with blood, & flesh, From another the star's are sibling's, & the moon they call mother, The Gothic's_ Haven, Were power is hell, Not craven! Heart's bound by chain's, Take power from the slain, Taken all the voice's of knowledge, Call's you but reason's hold you back, That's the others lack! As the morning dew sweats, So does a vampire's victim with regret! Weak complication's in their breathing, & we step on their neck while they weezing Coming from the under land, Please understand we are uninitiated, First of our kind, Pull you in the dark, Before you step into the light!! BY Nocturnal_Goth I wrote this for a group I had created in msn now I have 6 rooms with the same tile.

Roses Are Red
Roses are red Violets are blue I am in love with two guys And I don‘t know what to do. I don‘t want to break a heart But I will have to choose This choice will be hard And someone will lose. My choice has been made I hope it is right I feel like a blade Is cutting through this night. So now roses are dead And violets are too I messed up big time Now I am screwed!!

Cutting?¿
The tears run down my face, The blood runs down my arm, I feel no pain, I feel no harm, everything is dull, life is hard, no smile on face blade on arm, they say time heals everything, but scars will always remain, they remind you of times, to dark, to far away, the pain doesn't matter, as I sit in my room, i don't care anymore, I don't live anymore, I just die inside, sitting there, waiting.

The Tide
And there's three, count 'em-three Children playing on the beach. They were eager to learn, To be taught, and to teach There's Veronica; She's biting her lip As she watches the waves turn white at the tip. And there's Vada; Radiating with joy, And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy. And lastly there's Dade; His hair dances in the wind, And he's wondering what love is, And why it has to end. And he can't understand How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends. His mother whispers quietly; Heaven's not a place that you go when you die. It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive So live for the moment. And take this advice, live by every word, Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard And live for the moment now. And there's three, count 'em-three Children growing on the beach. They were eager to learn, To be taught, and to teach There's Veronica; She's licking her lips As she waits for her real, first pa

6-30-07 33rd Entry
So, yet again I simply gotta stay....STILL WAITING!!! AAARRRGGGGG *rips hair out Still not word from the insurance company. Who knows how long it will be. I talked to my doctor about it yesterday (the 29th). He seems confident I will get approved because of all the health issues that are coming up for me (the list so far is...arthritis in spine and knees - on high level pain killer for this,,,,, diabeties- on 2 meds for this as doctor also thinks I have some female disorder that mimics diabeties and the treatment for that is same meds for diabeties,,,,,high blood pressure - on 1 med for this and its working great, my BP was normal even with stressing yesterday,,,,,of course obsese - supposed to be on 1 med for helping loose some weight but insurance didn't pay for it,,,,,on 1 med to help me quit smoking,,,,,sleep apnea - supposed to be using the C-PAP machine but I keep waking up FREAKING badly and have to rip the mask off my face to stop a full blown panic attack,,,,, and t

A Letter I Was Forced To Write
This is a letter I wrote to Jeff, the leader of the Kingdom of Wolves. I decided to bring this matter here in case any thing further comes from it. I am hoping that it will be left alone. I had tried to remain apart from all of the conflict going on...but I have had enough! _________________________________________________ I have tried to remain civil and out of the line of fire here. A few times you've managed to take your anger out on me when I've done nothing to draw the fire. I'm sorry that you are angry. I'm sorry that you've been hurt. But don't take your stresses out on me, it is one of the reasons I left the LRL, so I wouldn't have to deal with it. I've kept you on my friends list, trying to be nice. I read and rate your blogs and pics when I getthe chance. But don't take it out on me because I don't repost your blogs! Don't try to guilt trip or lure me with the hopes of 11's. I'll be honest with you...I could care less about leveling. I am on here for FRIENDS not CO

Crazy Videos
I'm not sure If I can put these videos on My stash since they are way more than just NSFW, so I'm just going to put the links here for you to check them out. (links will open in a new window... I don't want you to go away too far from here) :) WOMEN MASS MASTURBATION JAPANESE MASS FUCK JAPANESE SEX CHAIR BOOT SEX Now that boot sex video is something that left Me a little impressed!.... Enjoy Mistress M

I'm Calling On A Prayer Circle
Yesterday morning mama D ( FTW Lost Goth ) and I Tanya ( Mystic ) where heading into town taking FTW Goth shopping when we where broadsided by two boy's who thought it was cool to steal a car and run a red light,mama D stuck her arm out to protect me and my baby ( I'm almost 8 months pregger's and we where struck on the passenger side where she was sitting.I have a broken arm and Deanna was out cold she also has a broken arm as well.She finally came to this morning but has a concussion and had lost her baby.I'm asking everyone to pass this along to let her friends know Deanna is awake but still not doing very good and to ask everyone to pay for Goth cause her mind and spirit is in really bad shap with the loss of her 8th child. We are also calling all the children ( we are all now teen's ) to come help cheer her up. But please pray that Goth heals in mind body and spirit right now she has pretty much given up. Thank You

Being Bored On A Saturday
hey people. just thought i'd drop something on you guys, since i haven't in awhile. let's see....nothing new going on over in my world. uhm....i got a raise at work. yeah baby! i cut off all my hair! (well it was more like half) either way, it's pretty damn short, and i love it! it's saturday today and i have NOTHING at all planned. just bumming around. the rain is lovely. seriously. i love when it rains. makes me want to stay in and sleep all day. but i generally end up staying online or playing guitar hero. i've been doing too much of that lately. (guitar hero) oh yeah i'm getting my own computer soon, which is good cuz those of you who know me know that i don't have my own pc, i have to use my aunt's and i can't get on past 10pm and that sux the big one! but soon i will have my own again!!!!! that's something to smile about. and i met someone on CT who is soooo awesome and great and makes me smile so yeah, that's good:) ok i think that's about all i have to say at the moment. love u

Not So Bright Of An Afterglow
Now that the fucking is over, can I bring out my fight bell and give it a ring? You - go to your corner. Me - this is my corner. Take a breather, get some water poured over my head by a doting assistant, perhaps smear some more Vaseline on... um... anyhow. Time to assess the damage. Everything still intact? Were kudos assigned to each person? Any missing limbs, dislocated appendages? More or less: was it an experience worth the time, energy and effort expended? We established that kudos (orgasms) don't always need to be achieved in order for the sex to be fulfilling. There were some people who completely disagreed with me on this, but for the most part, it was decided that the journey is more fun than the destination. Point is: Was it good? What the fuck IS good sex? Orgasms? A body drenched in sweat? Paramedics in the room because one or both of the parties involved hyperventilated? I think the answer to what good sex is lies in the personal opinions of the people invol

Blond
A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead gat

The Inevitable...
Goodbye Unexpected kisses Bound to leave Doomed by life Embraced by death Concealed by insecurity Forever missed Momentarily ignored Smile in blackness A hope of one more day Tears for the last second Ones that never occur Repititious blunders Mind fucks Good fucks Silent distortion Of past lives spent The Re-Raping of my body By words never being said -Mynda

Car Trouble
You're driving down the interstate late at night and see a car off to the side of the road. As you get closer you see a beautiful woman bent over, digging in the trunk of the car. You pull over and climb out of your car. You slowly approach her, taking in the sight of her extremely long legs and her very short skirt. You can feel your jeans growing tight in the crotch area the closer you get. "Excuse me, ma'am, do you need some help?" "Uh, yeah, I had a blow out," the sound of her voice makes your rock hard cock pulse even harder against your zipper. "I can't seem to find my spare or the jack." She bent back over your trunk. You get as close as you can behind her so she could feel your cock pulsing against her gorgeous, tight behind. She let out a soft moan as you pull up the carpet in the trunk to reveal the spare tire and the jack. She starts wiggling her body, grinding that beautiful behind against your cock. You wrap your arms around her waist and

What Are You?
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Another Day
so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then figure out what to make for breakfast.... tell my son fourteen time take the dog out take the dog out.... dont you have to pee in the morning well so does the dog..... he takes the dog out and then shelbie wakes up ......she gets up on the coutch and wants breadkfast well honey just give mommy a sec and i will get breakfsst. shelbie pouts and kris comes in from walking the dog...he is a great son......just a little deaf when not wanting to do something right away get breakfast together and feed hungrey children.......yeah then i look around my house and think god did some tornato come through this place and i slept th

My Life
my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.

Head Imploded. Brains Leaking Out.
It's raining. And thundering. And lightninging. blah. I'm not a storm person. Especially when I'm home alone. Anyways. Today was a good day. Had an early store with a couple good counters. The girl running it noticed that last time we sent 8 people and they finished in 4 hours. We had 4 and we finished in 4 hours. Now what does that tell ya. the manager had us recount (well the supervisor) one of my areas and I was all of $5 off. Heaven forbid. Maybe if she realized that she changed her store around... sigh oh well. This weeks is a very light week at work. I only had two stores (well three but my boss doesn't wanna admit I was scheduled for two conflicting stores) and today I was able to get two more days. A slightly better pay check, so yay. Been slightly bored lately... I wanna go out more but I'm too shy, broke, and well... I guess those are my only two decent excuses. I need friends to drag me out of the house more often. I need... er- nevermind. Anyways... I actually

How To Eat It Right
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

Tired Of Liveing This Life And Trying To Make It Better.
You ever feel trapt? Ok Well i do man. I keep on trying to get better. Im moveing forward yes. Getting my liscence back, trying to get to a houseing authority where i am on a bus route to maybe get a job. You ever feel scared to fall asleep at night? Want your kid next to you cuz your nervous someone is going to try to break into your son's window? If you think about it all it is so flat out rediculous to know ever summer you know the drama is going to start in your neighborhood. Where people are going to start caseing out your place or other apartments of the like. No i may not be rich. I have the best thing in the world here my child, and for all the money in the world I would never trade him. He is my most valued possession and my greatest love in my life. What scares me is what do i do when I am faced with the fact of these nightmarish scenes in my sleep of someone breaking into my home? Only thing i can think of talk about it with my therapist. Now it is right next d

I Want Sex
Ok guys my man is in jail and he was a bastard so i'm living my life and rogering and hammerstining any cute guy who walks by. So give me a email and something my happen. I'm also very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very bored -.-

Tears
The tears fall like rain. Unable to stop them. Knowing he loves her, not me. I love him so much. That it really does hurt. Wanting nothing more than to hold him forever. To take away the pain he doesn't share. But she wins hands down. And I will slip slowly into my darkness!

Saturday's Full Moon Offers Strange Illusion
This weekend's full moon hangs lower in the sky than any other full moon of 2007, according to NASA, and it's a good time to be fooled. When low on the horizon, the Moon can appear to be larger than when it's higher in the sky. It's all an illusion, scientists say, and it does not involve any enlarging effects of the atmosphere. Rather, it's all in your mind. Here's how it works: Our brains think things on the horizon are farther away than stuff overhead, because we're used to seeing overhead clouds that are close compared to those on the horizon. In the mind's eye, the sky is a flattened dome. With this dome as a reference, we expect something on the horizon (such as the moon) to be father, and because it is actually no farther than when overhead, our brains goof and imagine that it is larger. Skeptical? You can test this from home. When the moon first rises, hold something small like the eraser of a pencil at arms length and compare its size to the moon on the hor

To Those In Eastern Pa!
If you are interested in taking personal photos and would like to set up an appointment..and recieve a sample photo etc..then download the program "Hello" and add "kissingcutie1180" as a friend there and then we can talk about setting something up!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Winning Morph Picture!! Yayayayaya
CONGRATS TO EDDIE!! FOR MAKING THE COOL WINNING MORPHING PICTURE OF MOI! He did a great job!! Stop by his website, he has some other cool graphic works he does himself.. he is very creative!! Eddie@ CherryTAP He got his pimpin gift as promised!! this was very fun My friends... now I have to think on some other way to keep you busy ;) Kisses Mistress M

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Everything is getting on my nerves. First Ivy - the little skank that I work with. Her stupid perky voice, her stupid high school giggle. Then the customers doing nothing but bitch, moan, bitch, moan, bitch, moan. Its the fucking 4th of July weekend. People are gonna be shopping for their damn parties and picnics. Our store is always busy to begin with - but it is a lot worse when the holidays are around. Now my neighbor is fuckin pissin me off. Its a nice cool day - but I have to close my windows and turn on the A/C and all my fans on high - because they're starting to shoot off those damn noise makers for the 4th. My dogs are terrified of the noises. Can someone PLEASE fucking shoot me?!?!?!?! Put me out of my damn misery. *end bitch blog*

Cherry Outcast
So I've been a member of this site since september and ya know I'm starting to feel unwanted. I have posted God knows how many salutes that have been rejected and have yet to receive a blast from anyone. Seems like the harder I try to be a likable cherry, I get everyones ass to kiss. Seems impossible to do anything right in this place. So frustrated!!

As
as i said in my blogs before i will get to each of your pictures and rate them i have over 3000 people on my list and if you cant be pationt with me then tell me cause i would want anyone upset with me please try to be pationt with me thanks

Mean People Who Rate 1's For No Reason
It bothers me that some people do this, just go around rating everyone a 1 so I'm just gonna put their profiles up here. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/979010 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/977395 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/981140

For The Ones With A Sweet-tooth
Dirt Cake: 1 Large box of Vanilla Pudding 8ozs of philly cream cheese at room temp. 12 ozs of cool whip at room temp. 1 package of Oreo cookies Fix the pudding like it is on the box....add ur cream cheese getting all the lumps out.....fold in the cool whip until its even the crumble up the oreos and stir it in and place about 6 cookies on top of the dirt cake to make it look like big rocks are on top of it......... Have Fun and Enjoy

Could I Have This Kiss Forever
Over and over I look in your eyes You are all I desire You have captured me I want to hold you I want to be close to you I never want to let go I wish that this night would never end I need to know Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time Over and over I've dreamed of this night Now you´re here by my side You are next to me I want to hold you and touch you and taste you And make you want no one but me I wish that this kiss could never end Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time could I have this kiss forever

Firends
Friends as defined in the dictionary,one attached to another by personal regard.To me it is so much more then that to say I have a friend or friends.A friend is someone who is there for you in you time of need.They ar ethere when you are sad and when you are happy.They are there to get you out of trouble or be in trouble with you.They will back you when you need it tell you when you are out of line.They are there no matter what so it is so much more then just being attached to another.You miss you friend when they are gone and hurt when they hurt.Not many people can say they have a true friend and mena it.So if you have one good for you in not join the club.

Swingers Baby!
One of my favorite movies.... SWINGERS, of course cuz I'm such a beautiful baby lol!!!! Anyways, one of my favorite parts of the movie....Felt like sharing it with all of you! ( Just added a more clips cuz i fuckin love this movie!) Trent What’s wrong? I saw you talking to that beautiful blonde baby. Sue She was cute. Mike She didn’t like me… I made a fool of myself… Trent Baby, don’t talk that way, baby… Sue You are so money, and you don’t even know it… Trent That’s what I keep trying to tell him. (To mike) You’re so money, you don’t even know… Mike Please, don’t mess with me right now… Trent We’re not messing with you… Sue … We’re not… Trent You’re like this big bear with claws and fangs… Sue … And big fuckin’ teeth… Trent … And teeth… And she’s like this little bunny cowering in the corner… Sue …Shivering… Trent … And

All About Me!!!!!!!
Love it all!! SEX, SEXY , SEXY, SEXY What will it take? I am what I am......... What do you want???? What do I really want????? ANSWERS?.?.?.? Who has them??? TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~Eilish

Simply It!!!
like the songs we sing, some people just invoke a particular feeling within us. some inspire us, make us mad, reminds us what we wish we have or just plain irritates us on sight. we are creatures of emotions and reacts to a stimulus. situations too, can sometimes get a little out of hand that it overwhelms us. and me particularly, being a control freak, freaks out. its like the placid lake just busted a dam and a horribly big wave keeps towing me in and pulling me under. but fortunately we are survivors, knowing when to sink and ride the wave plus an optimist, that means learning to like the wave. not to do that will only prolong the agony. its still agonizing when you grin and bear it, yes, but no one else needs to know that.

Mom's Birthday
Today June 30th 2007 is my mothers 75th birthday. The day was not as elaborate as I had hoped, but nice just the same. I grabbed my 2 oldest grandson's Treston and Bryce, and we picked up fried chicken and something to drink and whipped topping for the strawberry short cake she had planned. The kids were of course very bored. But they brightened up when the ground hog under the neighbors shed came out to eat. I may live in a city, but the local fauna doesn't care. We had fun reliving the opossum incident of 2 yrs ago. I gave my folks a peach tree about 12 years ago. It has reached it's peak of production. Meaning several bushels of ground fall. Now that year we had already picked 20 bushels off the tree with at least 10 bushels in the garbage. There was a storm due so we decided to pick the remaining peaches to keep them from being ruined by the storm. As we started to pick up the fallen ones my mother let out a loud scream. In the garbage can was a very large very drunk o

Keeping My Sanity 8
no more engagement. never thought it would be this short. my own fault. i tried the worst, falling for an old and worn line. and i thought i knew better. tsk tsk. so sue me. this lonely heart does need blood to pump away. well i guess i have that now. pacing is the key and always always be in the same page. lol. what do i know? dont listen to me, im delirious. it hurts when something good ends, even if it was all promises, masks and stupid stupid lies. its harder to open up again and be vulnerable. when one shows more distress and/or smugness after its all crap. they want it all back. not me. not that relationship, it will unhinge my already addled mind. im not as cocky as not to realize that im making a terrible mistake. and losing a friend/s in the process is all but unfair. i cant give all that up for him. even how much i love him. i marry, i tried, i prevail, i decide... a life fit for a queen? i dont need that all i need is the contentment when i see his smile, whe

Let It Go
"shame on you if you fooled me once, shame on me if you fooled me twice" if love is an art it would be a picasso. nothing is to scale and things can be in a pretty messy sometimes even unattractive to the eyes. you cant predict what will happen next until you see the picture and really look at it. yet people are drawn to it just because it challenges them and it makes them want to use their gray matter and find meaning to the picture or puzzle. some would be afraid to say no, they dont like it, just because it is touted as one of the greats or one of the masters. that would show just how much of a backbone one has. it is a personal choice, so go ahead and mock it. the artist wont care. much like a love gone wrong, we look and think about the what ifs and the maybe nows which is disastrous. because that picture will not change even if you buy it and put it in a place of honor in your house or dump it in the dumpster. let it go. someone else might know what to do with it

Long Distance Love.
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for and thats to be with you.

Children Of The Stars
Children of the Stars If I teach my son that he is Icelandic will he then become nationalistic? If I teach my son that he is a man will he then become a macho man? If I teach my son that he is homo sapien will he then believe he is superior over nature? If I teach my son that he is part of it all, that he is everything and everything is he that god is in all there is? Will he then learn unity is beyond duality? Will his vision contain the key to the future. A remembrance that there is but one thing that can unify us and can't be denied, we all live together on mother earth?

Beautiful..
Beautiful Waking up, looking at you Knowing the sun’s rising into the blue- I realize everything is beautiful. Feeling your fingertips brush across my cheek Brings even the most bleak morning to its peak- I realize everything is beautiful. Sipping my coffee while gazing into your eyes, Golden brown; full of life, joy, love and surprise- I realize everything is beautiful. Hearing the words “I love you” slip from your lips Those same full lips which greeted me with my morning kiss- I realize everything is beautiful. Honey, you have no idea what you do But every move makes me more deeply in love with you- I realize everything about you is beautiful. You are My Everything.

Redneck Drivin Ediquet!!
Dim your headlights for approaching vehicles, even if the gun is loaded and the deer is in sight. When approaching a four-way stop, the vehicle with the largest tires always has the right of way. Never tow another car using pantyhose and duct tape. When sending your wife down the road with a gas can, it is impolite to ask her to bring back beer. Never relieve yourself from a moving vehicle, especially when driving. Do not remove the seats from the car so that all your kids can fit in. Do not lay rubber while traveling in a funeral procession. Do not remove the marlbro from your mouth before telling the state trooper to kiss off. Put Brush Guards on all our vehicles When taking Shortcut off road, be careful as not to hit anyone who might be walking. You must have big tires on all vehicles (even cars). A Jack Daniels bottle is not a gear shift. When you get stopped and the officer says he is going to write you a ticket don't tell him, "No thanks, I won't be stay

Her Name...
Her Name… The wash of the water against the rain soaked glass Slithering down the surface to cascade against the Windowpane Whisper of wind as it lifts the chiffon from the window sill quiet clink of the silver spoon against the tea cup of honey sweet jasmine a tendril of curls lies softly along the line of gentle lovely cheeks A smile curves the line of a dimple And as she smiles so does the sun Scattering the clouds, ending the rain. Her husband looks on from the kitchens edge Gazing longingly, lovingly at his wife Looking at the fulfillment of his life He calls her name... Love

I Share Her... Too Bad The Last Frain Of This Was A Lie!!!
I share her She awakes in the morning nuzzling her face in the sheets Then stretches and rises to meet the day I breathe in her soft scent where she laid her head I share her with the bed She stoops low in the garden How softly she cups the colors of bloom Fragile masterpieces of The Heavenly Fathers powers I share her with the flowers She laughs and plays and tickles her children As they giggle and smile and tumble about For a moment she lets them dwell in a time of make-believe and maybes I share her with the babies She looks up and kisses to the clouds and the sun The angels bow down in adoring affection And then ever brighter the open heavens rise I share her with the skies She wades in the warmth of the shallows Sending out from her tiny ripples to far away shores Longingly the waves try to hold and hug her knees I share her with the seas She climbs way up rugged slopes with seldom a faltering The lush valleys see her and whimper quiet sighs And

Popluar Sex Poems
Humpty Dumpty fucked a fat whore Humpty Dumpty blow on the floor All the kings horses and all the kings men Laid the slut down and fucked her again! Holy mother full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his arms that are so strong Keep his hands where they belong Bless his dick the one I sucked Bless the bed in which we fucked And if my mum happened to walk in Bless the shit that we'd be in Oral sex can be so fine When you're in a 69 First you start to shake and shiver Then you cum like a river When its finished don't complain Just lick your lips and start again. Jack and Jill went up a hill, To smoke some Marijuana. Jack got high unzipped his fly, And Jill said "I don't wanna." Jack and Jill went up a hill, To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot her pill, And now they have a son. Sex is when a guys communication Enters a girls informatio

Intimations...
Intimations… Quiet music and shimmering glee Captivate my thoughts of you The whisper of the wind in trees A violet kiss of sunset hues The melody is the spirit brave Of my most cherished one The rolling of the breaking waves And their fragrant sprays undone As they crash upon the shores of my mind… Memories not so long possessed But never to be forgotten Embedded within pearl sands caressed Of time spent with my beloved one But now I am so gently flown Upon silver laden wings Into my minds utopian home Into this blissful state of dreams The remembrance of you is now so sweet A softened trace of your loving touch And life, with love can scarce compete And longing for you becomes too much For one man’s heart to continually bear… So I long to glance into gentle eyes Consumed with blazing love And reflecting there I realize That you were sent from up above Your whisper breaks the distance then Crashing gently across my shivering soul And somehow the horizon

Missing You...
Missing you… I fell into the depths of your eyes but I didn't know the fall would land me on this rocky shore so far from your gaze. My only escape is to sail the stormy sea of a love so far from me and hope I will be breathing when I reach again the land... beckoned by your touch.

Say Ok
This is a song that is close to my heart, so i thought i would post it: You are fine You are sweet But I'm still a bit naive with my heart When you're close I don't breathe I can't find the words to speak I feel sparks But I don't wanna be into you If you are not looking for true love, oh oh No I don't wanna start seeing you If I can't be your only one So tell me when it's not alright When it's not ok Will you try to make me feel better? Will you say alright? (say alright) Will you say ok? (Say ok) Will you stick with me through whatever? Or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok) Say Ok. When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy But I don't wanna be into you If you don't treat me the right way See I can only start seeing you If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe) When it's not alright [ Say Ok lyrics found on http://www.comple

Our Love Is A Dream...
Our Love is a Dream… She couldn't have known Laying there dreaming in her sleep I watched the rhythm of her breathing And took it as my own. Silently I turned and walked away Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name If her slumber thoughts were all of me Was I the pillow she held tightly that way? I ventured back in another night Barely enough light to chance a peek She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages Was there mention of us in the black and white? Silently I turned and walked away Knowing her heart and eyes were as one Were there words of me that made her smile Would she ever truly say? I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene The perfect spot of quiet and green On that blanket I wanted to always keep her. Begging my God for me not to wake We lay back, face to face No words at all, only eyes me

Priceless Treasures
Priceless treasures A little gold A heart of silver Never so bold Alluring a character; Soft like cream Silky lovely hair Girl of my dream The fate I'm going to fare; Sweetest personality Lovely dreamgirl of mine How to qualify your beauty If not divine; A priceless gem you are Like a bright shard of ruby You heal all scars Such lies your beauty; The shade of a tree Dancing branches in the breeze Such are you to me My heart you seize; My perfect little angel From heaven above the blue sky In my heart you dwell Always hovering nigh; My lovely little thought Bringing a much longed for harmony My heart you've caught Oh my sweet little honey; My wonderful mate I am so very glad that you're mine Hope it's written in our fate What do you say? I love you, oh beauty I love you for what you are Your character and personality I accept you just as you are; For you suit me, complete me No doubt about it You fit me perfectly, Even with our differences. Of

Red Fridays
Red Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority." We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red . By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworker

The Night Before...
The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body for the last time. The Marines made a bed for her, tucking in the sheets below the flag. Before she fell asleep, she opened her laptop computer and played songs that reminded her of 'Cat,' and one of the Marines asked if she wanted them to continue standing watch as she slept. "I think it would be kind of nice if you kept doing it," she said. "I think that's what he would have wanted."

Together...
Together Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

The Plane Ride
While traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turn ed back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate

Can You Say This?
A quick witted cricket critic. I saw Susie sitting in a shoe shine shop. Where she sits she shines, and where she shines she sits. How many boards Could the Mongols hoard If the Mongol hoards got bored? How can a clam cram in a clean cream can? Can you can a can as a canner can can a can? How much ground would a groundhog hog, if a groundhog could hog ground? A groundhog would hog all the ground he could hog, if a groundhog could hog ground. How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood. 2 Y's U R. 2 Y's U B. I C U R. 2 Y's 4 me When a doctor doctors a doctor, does the doctor doing the doctoring doctor as the doctor being do

Worlds Away...
Worlds Away My wife my love my entire life I love to watch you as you sleep And end my evening close to you I wonder what inside, you dream… The sun is gone, the moon is high And in your sleep, you gently sigh And move into my gentle touch This woman whom I love so much I watch you as you’re sleeping there And gently touch your silken hair And gingerly I touch you then As in your sleep you move again And press yourself against my palm Suffusing me with sudden calm A gentle smile curves on your lips Inside my chest my heartbeat skips And as I lay and watch you sleep My love for you grows ere more deep So deeper on into the night I gaze Admiring gentle lines of your face Smooth skin dusty ivory And lips so full they beckon me To gently cup your upturned face And taking you to my embrace To kiss you then as times before And drop your nightshirt on the floor To roll you over and take you then To hear “I love you” again and again And love you till our pas

Chris Benoit Topic
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

Past To Present
There they were years ago, Not knowing, feelings there others around. life happens, They go separate ways. meeting years later, big smiles, maybe wishing, things to be different. Loosing touch again fate happening, talking again. feelings start, all over.

Sad News
To most of you know I don't know how long I am able to stay in springfield someone on cherrytap no names mention. I am pregnant and I don't know who the father is it can be between this guy and another guy. I know it is this guys kid cause well I have been craving as much food as I can and I know that this it has to be. Cause of the conception date. I am probly going to be moving to denver and my not have acess to internet I will not be on cherrytap. I will be around whenever you see me sincerely amanda

Mine Are "brown"
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Rope Trick
She was flushed red, angry at the thought of being trussed up like Betty Page. Her large breasts with the pattina of freckles, rising at each deep breath. I pushed her aganst the wall a little roughly, she growled a bit but I was used to her complaints by this time, her scent raising into the air between us. I flipped her around her breast slapping the white tiled wall, I brought her arms behind herbound her wrists and then barrel wound them up to the elbows. I pulled the rop between her arms and ran it between her thighs. flipping her back to face me I ran the rope up and around her neck, and back down between her thighs again. She attempted to fight back a bit, I slapped her nipple on her right breast, then pinched it and began pulling it to her left side forcing her to put her back to me again. I pressed her against thecold tile and kicked her legs apart. Pulling the rope back over her right shoulder, and spinning her back round to face me taking her heavy breast and starting

Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 30,2007
Donate it, clean it up or throw it out. The stars say it's a perfect time to get organized and sort out whatever clutter is in your life. If you tackle it now, it'll save you a ton of time and frustration later on.

A Unique Idea For Our Rings... Input Please?
Trees of every description have carved themselves into our mythologies in an enduring way. I have been looking for something “different” to symbolize my marriage and total commitment to my beloved Eugene and thought “wooden rings” made by some fantastic artisans at www.touchwoodrings.com would be a wonderful idea if I can incorporate a Mobius Strip engraved with “Forever and a Day”. Native American teachings speak of trees as 'The Standing People'. These Native teachings speak of the special lessons and gifts each Standing Person has to give humankind. Birch gives the essence of truth. It is considered the 'giving tree'. Walnut teaches us clarity and focus, using our mental gifts wisely and how to best use our intelligence. Oak teaches us strength of character and how to keep our bodies strong and healthy. Cherry teaches us the lessons of clearing the pain of the heart and relating to others in a compassionate manner. Cherry is the tree of the heart. Pine is

1 Month Vic Rip Off!
FEW WEEKS AGO I CAME ACROSS A CONTEST IN THE WORKS FOR A VIC, SENSE I DON'T HAVE A VIC I JUMPED ON IT, HELL WHY NOT U KNOW, WELL AFTER GETTING MY FRIENDS INVOLVED AND USIN UP MY PHOTO COMMENTS DAY AFTER TONIGHT I TRY TO GET ON THERE TO BOMB MY PIC TO FIND THE USER NO LONGER WITH US! I NOTICED THE LAST TWO DAYS HIS ALBUMS WERE DISSAPEARING BUT THOUGHT NOTHIN OF IT IN THAT WAY, NOW I'M OUT OF A CONTEST AND ON THE LOOK OUT FOR THE NEXT CHANCE MAYBE THIS TIME THE HOST WILL STICK AROUND AND ACTUALLY PAY THE PRIZE STATED, I WANNA SAY THANX TO ALL WHOM HELPED ME ON IT AND I'M SORRY IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME! HOPE YOU ALL HELP ME ANYWAYS NEXT TIME,LOL. LOVE YA....THE BEEBS

Support Our Troops
4th OF JULY IS COMMING UP. AND IT IS A TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT CAN'T BE HOME AT THAT TIME. WHILE WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR JUST THE HOLIDAYS TO SHOW SUPPORT. IT IS STILL A GOOD TIME TO DO IT IF YOU CAN'T TO IT ANY OTHER TIME. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW OUR TROOPS THAT YOU CARE, YOU CAN HELP BY SENDING THEM A CARE PACKAGE. YOU CAN CLICK ON EITHER OF THESE TOO LINKS TO SEE HOW YOU CAN HELP. PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CARE.

Snakes
so my son proceeded to come in with not one but two snakes and tell me "look what i found mom" as i turn my head right in frount of me are not one but two like i said snakes in my face......now if my heart needed to be jumped for get the paddle things in hospital ....just have my son put snakes in my face.... now for the record i am not scared of snakes i have a boa and a python (if words are mispelled deal with it as my friend has tought me thanks samm...) but putting snakes in my face with out me knowing they are going to be there not cool.... headache is still going strong and i am fen sick of it by now........ just want to scream so anyway..blah blah blah chow~

Poem
The One You Love Makes You Feel Important Nothing Else Matters In This World But You, Feeling So Special To Have His Love,His Trust. When You Are In His Arms,Feeling So Safe And Content. Your Love Can Make You Laugh At The Weirdiest Remarks,Making You Smile From Ear To Ear, And Hours Later Still Thinking Bout What He Said And Ya Still Smile.You Enjoy Being Around Him,And Feeling His Love. He's The One Person That Understands You The Most, Without Him,You Would Be So Empty,So Alone. He Would Be Your Rock,Your Love,Your World. Just Don't Be Afraid Of Losing Him,Cause You Won't. He Wouldn't Realize How Much You Love Him. But Words Just Can Express So Much,But To Show Him,Would Mean Far More.Sometimes You Wonder,How Much He Loves And Wants You.Never To Doubt His Love,Just Wanting The Truth Of It. He Is Your Strength That Helps You Through The Day.Without Him,You Would Be Just Another Lonely Soul.When Your Love Collides,It's Timeless Of The Essence,Your Heart Melts Away

More Important...... You Tell Me, Please.
Hey y'all, what is more important: following the career that you feel you have a blood connection to or following the career that the most important person in you life wants you to follow? Both will take me to Iraq, Iran, NK.... one (the airborne, the one that I have a family connection to) might take me to Afghanistan( for a second time) as well. What is more important: Family legacy and a unit that I fell more confident going to war with or going to a post/unit that I feel I might die every day in combat with said mechanized unit?

Im 4 Sale
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Quit Smoking!
I gave up smoking about 5 or 6 months ago! I kinda lost count and can't remember the date I quit! Sometimes I find it so hard and the cravings seem like they are never gonna stop! I try not to drink my Jim Beam's and coke cause I associate them with smoking! There are times where I think gee a smoke would be so nice now (the after dinner smoke, the smoke 1st thing in the morning with the 1st cup of coffee) or I think blah I'm not losing any weight, why did I stop smoking? Smoking increases the metabolism but it clogs up the arteries and leaves fatty tissue inside them! So then I think well I am glad I quit because I don't want to end up like my grandmother who had a leg amputated because she got gangrene in here leg from a cat scratch! It's so difficult at times but I know I can stick to it and I hope this can help others to quit too!

Ok Now I Am Gettting Weirded Out
It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all. ok this is to weird 2 days in a row its been right

Will I Be Killed Today
As I look out the wiindow, I wonder am I going to be killed today? I wonder how many people I will kill before I am killed. I do what I am asked for by my country and all that live there. We are all free and the people we fight and kill want to take that from us, why if they want to be free then they do so. People like me die every day to keep our freedom. Do youever wonder like I do if your going to be killed today and how many people your going to kill. With my weapons as my best friends if they fail I fail. To you all that could be here to help I would love it but, most of you sit at home watching your Tv and playing games being free just wishing. I live the life every day, some die some get hurt and all of us will never forget the days we wonder if were going to die and the faces of the one's we killed. So please don't forget us. Just remember this we didn't forget you so you could be free!!!!! OOOOH RAHHHH

*5 Simple Rules*
*Remember these five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred. 2. Free your mind from worries. 3. Live simply. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less. No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give. Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his or her place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older. *

Blah:-(
my b/f works days i work night we never have the same day off to really party together,this weekend on sunday CANADA DAY WOOOOHOOOOO,i don't work till 3 pm usually i work at 11am on sundays,well finally we can kick back and party,yup so he plans 4 different things for one night and fucks up everything blah..... now he's all fucked up and passed out and again i'm up all alone............. hot girls arn't always having fun

A Tribute To My Nephew
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com My beloved 16 y/o nephew, Stephen, has Asperger's. In that 16 years, I've learned a lot about patience, and love. I was never fortunate enough to have any children of my own, but was able to play a small part in helping to raise my nephew, into the bright and strong young man he is. He'll be entering the 11th grade next school year, and right on time. We never let his illness slow him down, or set him back. He's always been treated special, but he's also been treated as normal as his illness would allow. This Blog is for him.... Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Whisper
Whisper I heard your voice as a whisper in the wind; It startled me and made me think again… I almost didn't hear at all... For soft and light was the blessed call. You called my name, I turned around- but you were nowhere to be found. I know you're far away, you see, but in my heart you're here with me. The wind can fool the mind and heart When whispered lightly in the ear... And what it really did to me was to bring a sudden rush of tears.

Love
Love is Like The Wind... You Can't See It, You can't Hear it You can Only Feel It... Meaning No Mater How Much Someone Tells You That They Love You, You Have To Feel It For It To BE True... U Can't Buy Love U Have To Earn It...

Omg!
Tonight I went to the horse races... my uncle races horses and my fave was running tonight so i decided to go.. HE WON!!!! his first win! I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! my baby won his race! 1.25 lengths ahead of the second place horse!!!!

Check Your Bulletins
Even if you do not normally look at bulletins, turn them on and read a few. I am reposting the content of this one here so you can see what is happening...seems this lady hosting happy hour every 30 minutes is scamming people into bombing her page and rating her etc and promising blasts and not buying them, then blocking people.... check it out for yourself before you decide... HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl (repost of original b

The Gift Of Death....here It Is.
I quickly tire of hearing you scream, as i glare at you my eyes beam soon you do not know but will be dead and will regret every word you said as i stab you ,the knife i twist i will feel the death i have long missed deep down you know that you deserved it and i am the one who has reserved it this gift i give you, i hand you with pleasure and this memory i will forever treasure

Darn Shout Box Is Dead Again...sorry!
Hey all...I continue to have problems with my shout box... I was told to create a new account to get rid of the glitch, I can't seem to bring myself to rebuild all my friends, so we have to use it when it works and message the rest of the time. Sorry and many thanks for your friendships! ;D Lexy

My Kiss-tory
This is the story of My KISS-ness. Of the band, their influence on me, & how they changed my life. I have been a RABID Ace Frehley & KISS fan since I was 5 years of age. I have very vivid memories of standing in front of my bedroom mirror, KISS tunes pumping, with a tennis racquet in my hand pretending to be......no, being, Ace Frehley. I was in awe of KISS the first time I heard them. Ace was always my favorite member. He was always the coolest one of them all. Even before I knew what cool was & long, long before I ever saw any moving footage of him (I only ever had pictures) he just oozed coolness & style. I wanted to be him from day one. He was my hero at 5 years of age & now, 28 years later he is still my hero......more so than ever. I am a musician. I have been playing guitar, singing & writing music for 17 years. Ace Frehley is the sole reason I am a musician today. Learning to play guitar & acquiring the ability to write my own music has changed my life in a profound, almo

Fake!
you don't know me, no one does, you all have this fantasy about what and who you think I am, well i'm not that person. outside i put on this fake smile, this fake personality, it's not me, it never will be. inside i'm dying, breaking down, at night when no one hears, i lie in bed and cry. why do i feel like this? i don't know. i try to explain how i feel, but you don't understand. you don't know me. no one does. Why must everyone be so perfect? So skinny and so pretty, so stereotyped And so FAKE Why must everyone have to have the perfect identity and figure to be beautiful? Why does this world have this one image we should all be? Sheep aren't beautiful Image hunters aren't pretty People who are exactly the same aren't interesting Beautiful people are people who embrace who they really are and can see beyond looks Peoples image comes from their heart - from the truth And interesting people are individuals with real things to say and beliefs of their ow

Iam Your Canvas
This is a dream I have....a dream of love. I thought I would share it with you all. Never let go of your dreams...no matter how distant they seem.....for they will come true. I AM YOUR CANVAS The moonlight streams in through the frosted bedroom window….illuminating the sheets of Thai Silk & throwing frosty shadows onto the canopy of our four-poster bed……outside the snow falls silently to Earth…inside, our sanctuary is aglow with flickering flames from the open fireplace & the naked flames reaching for the moon, from the candles lit on our altar. The only sounds…..the crackling fire I built to warm my lover & the faint, haunting cry of a Loon on the lake outside…..the gorgeous howl of an alpha wolf in the forest that surrounds our house. Serenity. I place another log on the fire & we watch the cinders fly, escaping into the cold & perfect night above. I turn & see my Goddess, the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She sits on our bed, ravishing….the delicate text

Random Ranting.
why do people think i automatically want sex whenever i talk to them on the internet? you get my screenname and bam! you're in. god i hate people. people are so goddamn cocky and some have no reason to be at all. but what kills me is people thinking that i'll "cam with them" or "swap pictures." that's why i think it's funny when people ask. and i think it's kinda desperate, too. you do whatcha gotta do, but damn - leave me out of it!

Turtoring Hell
Inside I am lonely, Outside I am lost, I want to stop the torture, No matter what the cost. The feeling of despair, Matches with the pain, I need to stop the bleeding, Before I go insane. The horror grows inside me, My pain is its thrill, To be free from this course, Has always been my will.

Annie Lennox-walking On Broken Glass
You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew But I don't care for sugar honey if I can't have you Since you've abandoned me My whole life has crashed Won't you pick the pieces up Cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass (2x's) The sun's still shining in big blue sky But it don't mean nothing to me Oh let the rain come down Let the wind blow through me I'm living in an empty room With all the windows smashed And I've got so little left to loose That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass (2x's) And if you're trying to cut me down You know that I might bleed Cause if you're trying to cut me down I know that you'll succeed And if you want to hurt me There's nothing left to fear Cause if you want to hurt me You're doing really well my dear Now everyone of us was made to suffer Everyone of us was made to weep But we've been hurting one another And now the pain has c

Alone
Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you. But my hands are cold, as I wait alone. I want to hold you, to feel you near me.... Your breath on my cheek. But I am alone. I hear your voice in my head, As sweet as birdsong. If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you. How much I care... But I can't. For I am alone. Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind. They call out your name. My body is cold. But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and hold your body to mine... But I am alone. Alone in this cold. Alone in this life.

When Are These Things Actually True?
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For June 30,2007 Why are you trying so hard to make this work when all of the signs are saying there's another part of your fate that's falling into place? Learn to read the signs and put your energy where it can be most effective. well...with all the shit that hit the fan tonight i'm about to become a true believer in horoscopes.... if u were there for it, then u know what i'm talking about

Ever Had One Of Those...
Days, relationships, jobs, whatever? Its' been a year and I'm still not over my ex. It's very irratating. Hate/Love, whatever in the world it may be, all it takes is something and I'm reminded of him. I don't know whether i'd rather see him again next to me or run him over with a truck. It's so mean, especially to have violent feelings one way or another, but I can't help it. I don't want to date I don't want to entertain the thought of going on with someone else. I guess that maybe that hurts feelings but I don't care. Right now I'm in a pitty party mood. Excuse me.

Sparks
Which Sealab 2021 character are you? You are Sparks. You care about Sealab only because it's full of fools to take advantage of.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code I've just realized, I -am- Sparks. I'm intelligent, sarcastic, dislike many of the people I work with, likes money & lots of it, and am never seen in the office without my headset & rolling chair.

Flirting
Ok...I noticed tonite that I have forgotten how to flirt. This is a very disappointing realization. I used to be an ace flirter! It may have actually been an obsession at one point. Now, anytime I am around someone I am crushing on...I forget who I am...lol! Even online I am a total clutz when it comes to the oposite sex. I am going to have to do some further thinking on this to decide what caused the skill loss. As soon as I figure it out I will post another blog. :P

B-days Comming Up
THESE TWO AWESOME CHERRIES HAVE BIRTHDAYS ON JULY 4TH !! GO SHOW THEM THAT MAD CHERRY LUV !!! THEY RETURN IT ! TIM ~Tim~@ CherryTAP MARIA ¢¾MARIA¢¾AKA BLACK WIDOW@ CherryTAP CREATED BY **BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ** THANKS TO ALL THOSE THAT ALREADY HAVE !!!

Do Virgins Taste Better?
Do Virgins Taste Better From: A Faire To Remember words by Randy Farran, music traditional A dragon has come to our village today. We've asked him to leave, but he won't go away. Now he's talked to our king and they worked out a deal. No homes will he burn and no crops will he steal. Now there is but one catch, we dislike it a bunch. Twice a year he invites him a virgin to lunch. Well, we've no other choice, so the deal we'll respect. But we can't help but wonder and pause to reflect. Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Are they salty, or sweeter, more juicy or what? Do you savor them slowly? Gulp them down on the spot? Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Now we'd like to be shed you, and many have tried. But no one can get through your thick scaly hide. We hope that some day, some brave knight will come by. 'Cause we can't wait around 'til you're too fat to fly. Now you have such good taste in your women for sure,

I Find This Song Being A Release For My Pain...
"Stupify" Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified I've been waiting my whole life for just one fuck And all I needed was just one fuck How can you say that you don't give a fuck I find myself stupified, coming back again All I wanted was just one fuck One tiny little innocent fuck And when I feel like I'm shit out of luck I find my stupified, coming back again Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping I think I'm breaking down Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping away See but I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it I get stupified It's all the same you say Live with it But I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take contr

You Gotta Take What You Can When You Can, And You Gotta Do It Now
So, I guess I'm not who I say I am because my salute was rejected. I should have seen it coming; for some reason, I don't look like me in the set of photos I took for the salute. Yeah, I said it. The set. If you see one picture of me on the internet, chances are it is one picture chosen out of probably ten. Yeah, that's why my pictures look so great. But, like I was saying, I just wasn't looking like ME when I was taking the pictures. I thought, maybe it's because my hair's up, so I took my hair down, and it made me look fat! I'm not fat! In fact, I've been steadily losing weight for the last three months (due to I walk an hour to work six days a week). I don't know, maybe my webcam's all fucked up. The pictures in my album of me with the cigarette and me with my hair up, in the green shirt, those looked awesome, not grainy or blurry or anything. Now, it's all fuzzy and I can't figure it out. Ashley cried on me today. I felt super terrible for telling her that I

Dedicated To The Band Of Brothers & True Friends.( From Marq)
♂МдяQ v2.0@ CherryTAP Me jammin to Pennywise ~ Bro Hymn A classic punk song I dedicate to The Band Of Brothers & true friends. Thanx for being awesome!:D Plz Excuse the quality of the Recording lol:D My Friends list is pretty limited, I only have 480 on it by choice. So Repost Plz . To our best friends, Present past and beyond Especially those that weren't with us too long Your life is the most precious thing that you could lose While you were here the fun was never ending Laugh a minute, it was only the beginning Band Of Brothers (song says Jason & Matthew Thirsk) this one's for you! Ever get the feeling you can't go on Just remember whose side it is that you're on You've got friends with you till the end If you're ever in a tough situation We'll be there with no hesitation Brotherhood's our rule that cannot bend When you're feeling too close to the bottom You know who it is you can count on Someone will pick you up ag

It Is...
It is within those darker moments that we dig for that treasure we secretly long for forcing hands to penetrate the soil we walk upon during every day lives, clawing at each stone that poses a barrier between that what we live and what we crave, digging until our fingers bleed and the scars that remain can no longer be hidden. Finding nothing but a hand stretching in mercy steadying our restless souls embracing the us that we lost along the way..

If You Don't Like Me
i say this if oyu don't like me then remove me from all your list i am not here to play around i am here to try have fun and enjoy time and maybe meet new friends i know ppl may not like me i don't care if they do or not i say this to everyone you got a prob tell me or just remove me and block me i don't know what i can say have a very great day!!

Falling From Grace
I have been fielding a lot of questions over the past few months, and any other time I would pass them off as just that, questions , not "rude ones" but questions that I have asked myself so there was no need for me to blog until now, as you might all know I have nightmares "terrors" things that have happened and things that I think will happen, its part of my mental makeup a spawned generic default, of who I am now so I live with it, one thing that keeps coming to me is GOD, the belief of this existence and the power that this belief has, on people, places and events that happen around me. In my younger days I wanted to be a Pastor, I'm sure thats hard for most of you to wrap yourselves around, I was very involved with the local church, "Advent Christian" it was a small church and had no more then 800 people involved but it was nice, there was a lot of love in that small church , in that even smaller town, and I wanted to be a part of it belong to it,inbrace it as my own, as time pas

Spice Girls Reunion!
I am so freaking excited, who wants to go with me?! from breaking news The Spice Girls announced their reunion today and insisted they’re really, really not in it for the money. Victoria Beckham, Geri Halliwell, Emma Bunton, Mel C and Mel B – aka Posh, Ginger, Baby, Sporty and Scary – ended months of speculation by unveiling details of a world tour for which they are reportedly pocketing £10m each. They will play 11 concerts on six continents, kicking off in Los Angeles on December 7. Today was the first time the five had appeared in public together since Halliwell walked out on the band in dramatic fashion nine years ago. “Imagine you got divorced and you’ve got back together with your ex-husband,” was Halliwell’s description of being reunited with her band mates. But Beckham could not resist a dig, quipping: “She just appreciates the fact we’ve let her back in.” All claimed they are now the best of friends. “We’ve forgiven her,” Beckham, 33, said of

The Spell Checker - A Poem
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Hi Boonie
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends"

Sunday Pimpin
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Johnny
Johnny We laughed We played Till the sun went down, Not a care in the world My partner in crime Wild and free we rode around Superman capes we flew so high Cops and robbers We loaded our guns Snack shop bullets And plastic holsters Shoot me dead Then u better run Cause im comin Johnny We’re gonna have fun Throw off the covers At the crack of dawn We’d play all day Out in the sun Then mamma’d scream “Get ur asses in here, wash off that mud now get yourself clean” Pappa’s in the kitchen Waitin on us We best hurry Johnny He’s startin to scream We’ll eat real quick Then get outta here Run outside with the moonlight Summer breeze on our skin Fireflies bursting with light Chocolate icecream on our lips Just me and u in this great big world We had a blast U were so cool “Dream big babe” You’d speak to me I never feared With u around U kept me safe Your dearest sis Friends for keeps For now and ever But then u left…… U are my blood My frien

Animal Totem
whats your animal totem?? (with pictures) EAGLEur animal totem is the eagle.ur vary on freedom adn happiness.ur pet is the marvouleous phoniex and u base on america.u love the skieas and ur favourite colour is purple ur music the call of natureTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ~~Spanky~~ :)

This Is America
Like me, you may've received this article several times. I hope that you, as I did, will read it through carefully this time. ...I am not ignorant. I am not racist. I have taught and respected students from many lands. But, our country has changed a lot since the 1980's, and we are losing our national identity. And, we are in danger of losing Christmas!!! ...I recommend serious letters to our elected officials. Just tell 'em you don't want to skip Christmas! --Sincerely, Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone- "YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !! THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER: If we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? "Think about it All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.

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Love Or Money
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

I Want To Thank You!
I am sitting here taking a look at my friends and past friends that I have had. Well just one past friend. I want to thank all my girls for being a true friend, one that would never turn around and hate on me because of some stupid rumor. I want to thank the true Irish Goddess Annie, I love you! She is the true Irish Goddess because she has the heart and the beautiful red hair. I couldn't thank her and her man more. They have been awesome, I do feel like now I can take myself and my kids there to play with her kids and myself to hang out with great friends. To you, and you know who you are. I still love you, and your girls are always in my heart. They are innocent and don't know the error of adult ways. I want to thank Jennifer. (the person I am going to grow old with haha). She was right about this past friend from the night of my birthday last year. I should have never left you alone with her and I hope you can forgive me for that. Well nevermind you already did. Jennifer you give me

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Shakeup In Set-top Boxes P2
Set-top shakeup is in the cards Published: July 1, 2007, 6:00 AM PDT TalkBackE-mailPrint del.icio.us Digg this (continued from previous page) Consumers have been able to get CableCards for the past few years simply by asking their cable operator for one. TV manufacturers have been putting CableCard slots into high-definition TVs for the last few years. But as of March, only 259,000 CableCards have been installed, according to the National Cable & Telecommunications Association. The cable industry argues that this is an indication that there is little demand for CableCard-enabled devices. "We're supportive of a retail marketplace," said Brian Dietz, a spokesman for the NCTA. "We've made CableCards available. But so far there seems to be little desire on the side of consumers to enable the technology." In-Stat's Paxton said it will be difficult to create a consumer market for advanced set-top boxes. For one, American consumers like the device-subscription model.

Lunch Date
When she called him up and invited him to lunch, he had no idea what would happen. She had always been a close friend, someone he could talk to about anything. She picked him up outside of his office building in DC, and drove down 395 towards Arlington, VA. She was oddly quiet during the ride. He was beginning to wonder if she was upset about something. She pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant, and parked in the last row, far away from the building and main road. "Do you remember that little favor you did for me last week?" She asked. "Yes, I do." "Well, I really owe you. You kept me from being fired." "All I did was recover some deleted data from your laptop. And high school student could have done it." "But you did it, and I owe you. And today, I am going to help you with that problem you have." She began to unbuckle his belt, and slide his pants down. His heart raced. He knew this was wrong, but he could not move to stop her. Before he could gathe

Wanna Know Me?
"Life is simple, you make decisions and you never look back". This one may seem really hard to pull off for the sentimentals but this is where self-growth starts. You try to take over your life and steer it to wherever you like, may it be the way to self-destruction or self-aggrandizement. My life is one crazy ride, driven haphazardly and enjoyed enormously - which not to mean it is a 365-day circus, year in year out, at times I also get covered with clouds. This is when my sense of the absurd kicks in. The more I feel stressed out and troubled or just plain languorous, the more I indulge myself. So when you see me pigging out in a restaurant alone, its either I'm overwhelmed with problems or I'm celebrating something monumental. These moments are so sacred I want to devoutly savor every nanosecond of it without the distractions of others. I am vampirical. I feast on my own pain. When I am down, I don’t blurt it out. I believe that we are all the walking wounded, my pain is no

Lesson 2
{{6/23/07}}Betrayed but not going to be willing to change You ever have so much on your mind that you don't know where to start & it feels like nothing's on your mind? -What causes you to feel emotions- {{6/26/07}} I love singing. I dunno how good I am at it, but I loveit. My friends like it, but they could just be being really nice (lol) I've wanted to take voice lessons for years. I use to do karaoke at an [ex]friend's house all the time. I just really love singing....and music in general. I had considered minoring in management and trying to start a record label or something. I completely *love* and live music. I write songs as well. Just lyrics though, I can't write music. I can't play any instruments, but I want to. ( i love the drums and guitars mwhahah) There's so much I wanna do! I think when the toddler-o-mine wake up, Ima dance with him. He loves music too =] Gunna break out my KSE cd. Killswitch Engage hasta be my favorite band, by far. Their newest album, Daylight

Duran Duran-electric Barbarella
I knew when I first saw you On the showroom floor You were made for me I took you home And dressed you up in polyester Princess of my dreams Emotionless and cold as ice All of the things I like The way you look The way you move The sounds you're makin' In Ultrachrome, latex and steel I plug you in Dim the lights Electric Barbarella Your perfect skin Plastic kiss Electric Barbarella Try to resist Then we touch, Hallucinate and tranquilize (She's so fine) (She's all mine) Our private life is subject to investigation No time to waste People say they heard about our deviation But you never looked so good Wear the fake fur and fake pearls for me And put on your mystery The way I feel you know I never keep you waiting In Ultrachrome, latex and steel I plug you in Dim the lights Electric Barbarella Your perfect skin Plastic kiss Electric Barbarella Try to resist Then we touch, Hallucinate and tranquilize I plug you in Dim the lights Electri

Inside Me
I want to reach out and feel your touch the pain that will come makes me afraid. i hear that it will not happen, this time is different. my heart has been crushed too often, how much more can it take. If i entrust it to you, i leave it open to pain. Sadness comes, no reasoning with it, embrace it or fight it. If i embrace it, it will swallow me whole. to fight it, i need your love to be strong enough to . I cant have you yet, but its what my heart longs for so. Falling will hurt at some point, its a lesson we all learn . fearing the pain will surely come, and scared to leave my heart in your hands my mind tries to save me. But the heart is a stong force when it comes to love, and how can a mind reason with a heart lost in love? I know i love you, and i know i need you. I gave you my heart, and you gave me yours.. now in the midst of the love...I can sense the pain sneaking up on me....i need you to help me chase the hurt away.

My Son
when we have children , we never know what they are goin to be in life , when my son joined the army in march 07 it broke my heart , worse thing was signin over my parentalship to the army but they never took my heart an respect for him he joined up to become a driver for the royal lagistic corps , we never saw eye to eye when he was at home we had personality clash goin on so as you can imagine now im feelin so guilty , im right behind him on anythin he does in his life may not like it but im strong for his sake ,he came home on his fourth week for 4 days lemme say them 4 days were so precious to me tym just went so fast an hed changed so much i was stunned at how much someone can change in so little weeks but hes a strong lad i have so much respect an faith in him hes my angel as my other son jenson is the brothers had missed each other so much it was nice to be together again , as we took him the train station to go back to his barracks i had to hold the tears in as i didnt want hi

Sex And Calories
Sex is like math..You add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you don't multiply..!! Having nice sex burns 358 calories,while having rough sex [ make it hurt ],burns 543 calories. *Taking off clothes....with consent....12 calories. without consent....187 calories. *Taking off her bra or his underwear....With 2 hands..8 calories..With 1 hand..12 calories..With mouth..85 calories. *Put on protection....Hard...6 calories...Soft...315 calories. *Foreplay....Looking for target..8 calories..Finding G spot..92 calories..I don't F***ing care...0 calories. *Entry....Holding him/her..12 calories..On the floor..8 calories. *Different Positions....Missionary..358 calories..Doggy..316 calories..69 Lying..286 calories..69 standing..512 calories..Italian Hanger..912 calories. *Orgasm....Real..112 calories..Faking..315 calories. *After "O"....Lying in bed..18 calories..Hop off bed..36 calories..Wondering why he/she left pissed..8

For My Daughter Aria.
I only wish I could have wrote this song but it tells everything that I feel about this little girl who is not only my whole world but the very next breath I take , for her I give this song . "Flying Without Wings" Everybody's looking for that something One thing that makes it all complete You'll find it in the strangest places Places you never knew it could be Some find it in the face of their children Some find it in their lover's eyes Who can deny the joy it brings When you've found that special thing You're flying without wings Some find it sharing every morning Some in their solitary lives You'll find it in the words of others A simple line can make you laugh or cry You'll find it in the deepest friendship The kind you cherish all your life And when you know how much that means You've found that special thing You're flying without wings So, impossible as they may seem You've got to fight for every dream Cos who's to know which one you let go

Identyfying Where A Driver Is From..
*One hand on wheel,one hand on horn : Chicago *One hand on wheel,one finger out the window : New York *One hand on wheel,one hand on newspaper,foot solidly on accelerator : Boston *One hand on wheel,cradling cell phone,brick on accelerator : West Virginia *Both hands on wheel,eyes shut,both feet on brake,quivering in terror : Ohio...( but driving in California ) *Both hands in the air,gesturing,both feet on accelerator,head turned to talk to person in back seat : Italy *One hand on latte,one knee on wheel,cradling cell phone,foot on brake,mind on game : Seattle *One hand on wheel,one hand on hunting rifle,alternating both feet between accelerator and brake,throwing a McDonald's bag out the window : Texas Male *One hand on wheel,one hand hanging out the window,keeping steady speed at 70 mph,driving down the center of the road unless going around a blind curve dodging cattle : Tennessee *One hand on wheel,slapping kids in bac

Politically Correct Female Terms
She doesn't: GET PMS She's: HORMONALLY HOMICIDAL She doesn't: HAVE A KILLER BODY She's: TERMINALLY ATTRACTIVE She's not: A BAD COOK She's: MICROWAVE COMPATIBLE She's not: A BAD DRIVER She's: AUTOMOTIVELY CHALLENGED She's not: A PERFECT 10 She's: NUMERICALLY SUPERIOR She's not: EASY She's: HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE She doesn't: HATE SPORTS ON TV She's: ATHLETICALLY BIASED She doesn't: HAVE SEXY LIPS She's: COLLAGEN DEPENDENT She doesn't: GET DRUNK She's: ACCIDENTALLY OVER-SERVED She's not: A GOSSIP She's a: VERBAL EXPEDITER She doesn't: WORK OUT TOO MUCH She's an: ABS OVERACHIEVER She doesn't: HAVE A GREAT BUTT She's: GLUTEUS TO THE MAXIMUS She' not: HOOKED ON SOAP OPERAS She's: MELODRAMATICALLY FIXATED She's not: COLD or FRIGID She's: THERMALLY INCOMPATIBLE She doesn't: OVER-DO MAKE-UP She's: COSMETICALLY SATURATED She doesn't: HAVE A GREAT RACK Her breasts are: ETHEREAL IN NATURE She doesn't: STAY SKINNY She's: A METABOLIC UNDERACHIEVER

Saw This In The Paper And Liked It!
I said, "God, I hurt." And God said, "I Know." I said, "God, I cry a lot." And God said, "That is why I gave you tears." I said, "God, I am depressed." And God said, "That is why I gave you sunshine." I Said, " God, life is hard." And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones." I said, "God, it hurts." And God said, "I know." I said, "God, my loved one died." And God said, "So did mine." I said, "God, it is such a loss." And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross." And I said, "God, but your loved one lives." And God said, "So does yours."

Everyone Read
1. AGE? 2.SEX? 3. DO U HAVE KIDS? 4.DO U SMOKE? 5. DO YOU WORK? 6. DO YOU DRIVE? 7. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED? 8. HOW SEXUALY ACTIVE ARE U? 9 DO YOU PUT OUT THE FIRST NIGHT? 10. WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE? 11. WOULD YOU EVER HAVE A THREESOME? 12. DO YOU LIVE ALONE? 13.HOW WOULD YOU TREAT YOUR BF/GF? 14.WHATS ONE WORD THAT TELLS ME ABOUT YOU? 15. HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK WOULD YOU HAVE SEX? 16. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A MATE? 17.WHY SHOULD I CONSIDER YOU FOR THE POSTION OF MY BF/GF? 18. HOW WERE YOU RAISED OLD SCHOOL OR NEW SCHOOL? 19. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I SAID YES TO YOU? REPLY TO IT THEN REPOST IT REPOST AND SEE WHAT YOU GET BACK FOR ANSWERS REPOST AS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION IF YOUR A GUY BOY FRIEND APPLICATION FOR YOU LADY'S

Another Close To Home Horoscope...
Now that you've seen this unhealthy pattern in your life, it's up to you to seek a different path. Lay out your game plan. Try it on for size, then see what changes you need to make. Soon you'll have this taken care of. I'm not superstitious or anything at all. But, these things are so so close all the time.

Letting Go
When you feel a part of you dying it is a painful experience. It grips at you as it tries to fight the inevitable. A hopeless battle but instinct tells it to fight on. And with each dying breath the hurt intensifies. It isn't easy to say goodbye to a part of you that has meant a lot but everything must die eventually. And in time the hurt and pain will go away and the wounds will heal. But there always comes a point where it is time to let go.

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Thoughts
The light in her life dwindled away so quickly she began to wonder if it had only been a dream. When the shadows crept in, it was a bitter ominous darkness that shrouded her soul. But she embraced it as a prisoner embraces his cell, because it is easier to sit in the dark than it is to walk to the light.

Clubbin!!
I went clubbin last night and had so much fun!! It was nice to go out with my sisters. We went to Metropolis. Hope got "REALLY tipcy" as she says in my opinion she was a little drunk. Mary wasn't much better though so whatever I was the sobber one cause I'm only 19 and they really needed a driver!!! Afterward we went to White Castle where I work for some coffee for Hope and sweet tea for me and Mary. My big teddy bear showed up at White Castle which was a big shock cause he was supposed to be on his way back to Georgia!! But it was a good shock cause I just love lookin at that man he is so sexy lookin!! He gave me a lots of hugs and a kiss on the cheek! I don't want him to leave :( I'm gonna miss him but he says he will be back in a little while. The only thing that sucks about last night is the headache from the loud music and the fact that I had to get up early today to get my house phone hooked up by the cable company! All on all it was a blast!!!!! I loved it and can't wait till Ju

Poetry
The sound of her own voice startled her. In the room that was empty, Alone for the first time. For so long she had been intertwined, Encompassed in another, She found that she was a stranger To her own self. The echoes of her words Resonated from within, Like the soft chime of a bell. Gently stirring her consciousness To awareness Of her thoughts Her dreams Her spirit In the room that was empty, Alone for the first time, She began to speak again.

Love
sometimes when there is love there is also pain! we find the love and we create the pain! why do we torture ourselves so? why do we hurt the ones we love? why do we do the dumb things we do? We love uncontrolably! We love with everything we have! We love because its the best feeling in the world! Unfortunatly though we also hurt! Hurt in love and you feel the pain forever! hurt in love and you know what its like to be lost! Pain is bred from love! If i must feel pain in order to have love then so be it the more pain the better! Im in love and thats the way it should be! I only hope she will see that i love her with all that i am!

*~*my Web Cam*~*
OMG SOO HERE WE GO JUST IN CASE YOU DID NOT READ THE INSTANT MESSANGER BLOG........ *~*NO I WILL NOT STRIP ON CAM, PLAY WITH MY SELF AND LET YOU WATCH OR SHOW YOU ANYTHING IN THAT NATURE SO DONT ASK!! THEY HAVE PORN SITES AND ADULT FRIEND FINDER FOR THAT SHIT!!

If You Are Seeking Creative Ideas, Go Out Walking. Angels Whisper To A Man When He Goes For A Walk.
We all seek creative ideas from time to time - perhaps when we have a problem resting heavily on our minds, or when we are simply in a bad mood. We need to refresh ourselves at those times. Refreshment doesn't solve a problem, but it can revitalize our thinking. Sometimes when we are feeling hopeless, we neglect to care for ourselves, forgetting a better environment will give us a stronger attitude, even toward the most difficult problems. We must learn our own best methods for being refreshed - ways that allow angels to whisper to us. They should be simple, inexpensive, and accessible daily. Going for a walk is a very good example. Daily reading and study is another possibility. Observing nature, doing handicrafts or hobbies are refreshing for some men. These activities allow us to temporarily set aside our tasks and concerns and open us to creative ideas. Today, I will give myself a creative break from the concerns I am facing.

Choice Of Together
I cannot take this pain anymore Everything that I ever hoped to accomplish has ended What I wanted was an escape route from hell I'll never seem to change my dark and demonic ways Anything that I wish to create within my word today Is something I only have hope to live for. I'll place the blame on myself for the wrongs you had done Look in the mirror and see the villian I spawned inside I never knew what was coming until it found its way through Falling deeply into madness and changing at the moment of truth Work made me become forgotten and lost Which makes me fall further away for now. Nobody has the right to make me do anything I hate But when I see the pain inside us both I had to make the final acceptance for us to live with To help you feel good and continue well in life And to allow myself to be the person I love being Reality must make a return for the love we share. The satire that builds throughout the aura of flesh With slowly devour itself in fear o

Just Here.......
...Waiting for you. ...Wanting you to be near. ...loving every word you say. ...enjoying knowing you are there. ...hating not knowing what to say. ...Wondering if I will say something wrong. ...Wanting to know what you are thinking. ...Wondering what you are doing now. ...Wishing you were mine. ...Trying to find the PERFECT word. ...Dying inside! ...Thinking all the wrong things about all the wrong people. ...Being me!!!!! Which means I am just here being lonely because i am alone. Just here wanting so bad to find that person that I push so hard that it pushes them away before I even get the chance. I hate the hurt but thats all I have right now. Till she shows up then WE will be JUST HERE............... More ramblings from Mikey

What I Like About Rpgs
i was thinking about this for days now but when i was little i always got lost in role playing game's story lines, couldn't really explain what was so drawing about them, but i think i've noticed that the key elements are always the strength of love and friendship. for instance the story always starts with an (outcast /loner)who was orphaned by society in some way "who cant relate to that right?" who because of his selfless nature takes on a task that sets him on a path towards finding his fate. along the way he useually meets (unbeknown to him) a princess who is just looking to be excepted for who she is not what she is expected to be "tell me this doesn't hit close to home" they suffer many trials and hardships together, that teach them about them selves and each other they feel exposed and push away from each other and they both eventually come to terms with the pains of there sorted pasts and run to each other with the relization that one person had given them

My Ex
So, some of you know I'm pregnant and the father left me for a girl who would support his habits or whatever. Just found she kicked him out becuz he wouldnt get a job. My friend tried to tell he wont get one. So, all I have to say to him is that I hope it was worth it. To leave a woman who truly loved you and was willing to work and get a place and everything til you got out of your dont want a job phase to now having nothing.

The Wedding Ring....lol
Wedding Ring True Story from Houston Medical Center > > A man went to the ER to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis. > According to the Nurse attending, the patient's girl friend found the ring > in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to > slip the ring on his penis while he was asleep. > > Now you decide what's worse: > > 1) Having your girl friend find out you're married. > 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. > 3) Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.