I cannot take this pain anymore
Everything that I ever hoped to accomplish has ended
What I wanted was an escape route from hell
I'll never seem to change my dark and demonic ways
Anything that I wish to create within my word today
Is something I only have hope to live for.
I'll place the blame on myself for the wrongs you had done
Look in the mirror and see the villian I spawned inside
I never knew what was coming until it found its way through
Falling deeply into madness and changing at the moment of truth
Work made me become forgotten and lost
Which makes me fall further away for now.
Nobody has the right to make me do anything I hate
But when I see the pain inside us both
I had to make the final acceptance for us to live with
To help you feel good and continue well in life
And to allow myself to be the person I love being
Reality must make a return for the love we share.
The satire that builds throughout the aura of flesh
With slowly devour itself in fear of death
Was what I decided and for us to accept
Something that should have been done all along
Nothing will keep me from being the best I can
And I refuse to think anything less
I may be feeling a form of destruction inside my head
But my goal to make her happy can finally be achieved.
