I am the champion of all the known mind games
Making you think who I truely am
Giving bittersweet smiles and being inconsiderate
Are the pawns to help me take over the queen.
If I told you that I loved you and liked to be your friend
A knife has slashed you more times than humaly possible
Felt sorry when you had felt so alone and scared
And drove you into a form of insanity none have ever heard.
I look at myself and ask what I have done
Being found out sooner than planned makes me question
Where should I go for new deceptive dreams
As I touch myself and feel a form of being evil
I slowly realize my body is becoming very numb.
But I feel so good about the things I accomplished
With the constant lying, terror causing, and disease spreading
And as I touch myself again to check my feelings
I feel so good that it makes me enjoy being numb.
