Days, relationships, jobs, whatever?
Its' been a year and I'm still not over my ex. It's very irratating. Hate/Love, whatever in the world it may be, all it takes is something and I'm reminded of him.
I don't know whether i'd rather see him again next to me or run him over with a truck.
It's so mean, especially to have violent feelings one way or another, but I can't help it.
I don't want to date I don't want to entertain the thought of going on with someone else. I guess that maybe that hurts feelings but I don't care.
Right now I'm in a pitty party mood. Excuse me.