Fubar Blog Posts 4

Tired...
I'm so tired lately...tired of being bored, tired of being lonely, tired of doing things on my own, tired of being irritated, and tired of running in circles. Things seem so easy for so many people. Maybe the rest of us are just taking things too seriously or making it difficult on our own...ok sorry bout the bitchin...I'm feeling a little cramped and a little worn out. The hope of things turning around in the future is looking like it's foolish but who knows right? Tomorrow things could change drastically ;-)

Ashamed Of You
I am so taken aback and ashamed by what I heard and then saw today, which is saying a lot seeing how I've become numbed by the state of our populace. This started at work, as most things do. Two of the agents were talking about a stabbing victim out of Texas. I listened in for a second but then had to ask what they were talking about. They explained that a woman was stabbed in a store and lay bleeding as people walked by going about their normal business! They couldn't give me details but said it was on the news a few days back. So now I'm home, I checked the "MSN" news and to my horror found the news clip they were referencing. A mother of three was stabbed. She bled to death while others walked over her. She tried to get up three times but fell back to the floor. One woman stepped over her five times and then stopped and took photos and a short video of the victim with her cell phone! Now I understand that no person has to help another person. I see it every day, snub

Common People
Pulp - Common People "She came from Greece, she had a thirst for knowledge She studied sculpture at Saint Martin's College That's where I caught her eye She told me that her Dad was loaded I said "In that case I'll have rum and coca-cola She said "fine" And then in 30 seconds time she said "I want to live like common people I want to do whatever common people do I want to sleep with common people I want to sleep with common people like you" Well what else could I do? I said "I'll see what I can do" I took her to a supermarket I don't know why but I had to start it somewhere so it started there I said "pretend you've got no money" but she just laughed and said "oh you're so funny" I said "Yeah" Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here Are you sure you want to live like common people you want to see whatever common people see you want to sleep with common people you want to sleep with common people like me?" But she didn't understand she just smil

All My Love
in this vast world the only thing i want is to give all my love to you when we first meet the only thing i know was my heart belonged to you oh i remember then we held eachother tightly tremling queitly we were intoxicated,youthfull,elated quenced in the fires of our passions and hope (dreams) as time moves on our pain we mend together the only thing i need is you to give all my love to you

My Couple Of Days....
July 4th my man finally got out. We spent the rest of the day together after 2pm (when he got outta work) It was fun til we had to deal with 3 drunks ones. DAMN IM SICK OF BABYSITTING DRUNK PEOPLE! But anyways. After 1:20am It was more fun just him an I. WOW THATS ALL I CAN SAY. Lets just say I woke up my lil sister, her friend, my brother downstairs an my drunk mother lol... He spent the night of course an went to get things done today. Today Im kinda depressed an really dont wanna talk about it. There is only one person that I will talk to about it an thats my boyfriend. Everyone in my family keeps talking about my father an shit well I dont wanna hear it an i dont wanna talk about it. Its been almost a year. This sunday will be one year that he has been gone. I dont like it at all. Tuesday night I wish i could have took my car an drive it off the road an hit something an die. But there is 2 people that are stopping me from doing that in my life right now (my lil sister an my boyf

Dedicated To All Of Sir George's Friends
This will be the last poem, or at least for a while? This is Dedicated to all of my Friends. To each and everyone of you! Since I have been lucky to have been able to talk with some of the Most Beautiful Women in the World! I dedicate this poem to all of you. Please Send My Friend An Angel... Please send my friend an angel send her one of mine a loving and caring one the best that you can find Please sned my friend an angel and trust her with it's care someone or something for her to love and to always be there Please send my friend an angel one to help her fill her days with hope, love, and laughter and the warth of sunshine rays Please send my friend an angel you know she gave me of mine please send her down an angel a true friends hard to find. Thank you all for being my Friend. You dont know what that means to me? Im sorry that Im not here to be with you today. But I have somethings that I have to take care of? So I have sent you the Angel that was

The Time Is Here!!
Well, It has been almost a year of waiting.But the time is here. In the next 48 hours I will be leaving for Pa. I cant wait! Baby, I love you so fucking much. And I cant wait to start sharing our lives. Im so damn happy!!! *Doing The Happy Dance* :) :) :) :)

18 With A D-cup
Ever since Amber could remember her tits were always bigger than anyone else in her class, and even in 8th grade she was a solid C-cup, while now as a junior she filled her bras out to a very full 36D. All this big tit flesh ran in the family, as both of her older sisters were D's and her mom and two aunts were double D's! It's not as if they were big over weight cows either, the Wilson girls while not thin were nowhere near hefty, nice and healthy is how her dad referred to her mom, and that described Amber to a tee!!! Because of her obvious attributes, Amber received a whole lot of attention from the male species, and not just from boys her own age! The male teachers always paid a little more heed than they did to other more normally endowed girls, and while Amber didn't overtly flaunt it, she loved to make the boys (and men) squirm around her by accentuating her ripe bust. Her favorite victim was wimpy Mr. Fields the government (yuk!!!} teacher. Amber loved nothing more than to unb

Black Wing
in turn it speaks in darkness lies my doorway creaks somebody cries the fire burns the blackest flames its soon your turn a liar's game i never thought about it again til now i thought it slipped away an evil pumps through your veins on blackened wing your skin crawls looking deep heretic withdrawals demon seed burning desire thoughts of you internal fire burning through i forgot about it again til now i let it slip away your nothing but evil desire carrying me on black wing

Pa
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

No More Trust
people should really shut the hell up hen they dotn know what they are talking about..i.e.-clay..all he does is runs his mouth..and this is why are marriage has gone to shit..becasue he talks to damn much he dosent know when to shut the fuck up...i guess his only thrill in life is hurting other people..i guess someone people get off on telling other peoples secrets to others..well see thats y i dont run my mouth well i mean i did this time to clay whom i thought i could trust not anymore...there is no more trust...

What Going On Today Update!
Well, I been feeling little more tired mostly because I been going on 2 to 4 hours sleep not a day but week that not good when you are ill. Believe it or not it can cause you more pain then you already have and it can make you get sicker easier then you already do because rest heals the body and the soul. Well, almost two months ago my doctor put me on Chemo , yea, Chemo before that my hair was falling out from early stage lupus now my hair is falling out from Chemo and when I went to the doctor today thinking I would be able to get off of it or maybe one of the other pills I take. WRONG he added two more Chemo pills on every Thursday of each week so now I take 6 and I get blood test done instead of every two months or three I am back to once a month sucks but has to be done. The pills I take are POSION pills basically what it comes down too. I hate it too. Then he added another pill that the goal is to help me sleep HUH! we shall see about that I mean I would love nothing better t

Be Demons Be Driven
“Untitled” Here I sit All full of hate Who now Will I segregate Will I love and lose Will I lust and gain Don’t know what to chose All I see are chains Locked within my mind I’m beaten with bars I won’t look behind Above and beyond I can see the stars Of those left behind All are bones A heart full of love Turned to stone Through love lost With agony and pain You must suffer To earn your reign Through hate and fear Are proper gears? A machine of hate Lost in the dust of years The reaper comes With passing time Through palace or slum Without reason or rhyme There is a dreadful hell Where sinners must With devils dwell In darkness, fire, and chains Steel will rust Chains will break How many hearts Will I forsake? Warchild 1998

The Virgin Servant
It was the night before your birthday. Every thing was planned for our night all alone. The candles were set one by one . The centerpiece cradling a basket of your favorite flowers, roses, were set in the candle glow . To the roses I added a tint of aroma therapy to set the mood. Upon the silken red sheets I lay thinking ,yes this is the perfect night to loose my virginity its going to be perfect how could she resist. Following a deep sleep upon the silken sheets I awoke to the sound of a gentle knock. You looked soft as a dove in the warm misty breeze. Your lips bright as blood ,yet, a tint of gloss making it look as if they were made of porcelain. Your lips were calling to me as my dick starts to grow. I look upon you and notice the shirt you are wearing. Small and tight showing every curve ass as well as your of innocence around your breast. White ,oh white indeed ,I could barely see threw to see the areola. My penis was starting to show threw my pants. Your skirt was short,

Family Emerency
TO FAMILY THIS RUBIA I WILL BE OFF LINE OFR THE NEXT FEW DAYS DUE TO THE FACT MY EX HUSBAND AN GIRLFRIEND ABUSE MY SON, MY EX HUSBAND WHO CHOKED AN SLAM MY SON IN TO A WALL OVER ICES PLEASE BARE WITH ME ANY ONE NEEDS HELP GO TO SHADOW OR CANDYRAIN ALSO CHERRY HAS A FAMILY PROBLEMALSO SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR HER SISTHIER SHE WILL BE BACK ON STAURDAY EVENIN PLZ KEEP CHERRY IN THE LEAD IM SORRY LOVE RUBIA

My Home In Hell ( Sdsp)
My Home In Hell My home is one of heartache A place of steel and stone A barren cell, a home in hell And here I must atone For all my crime I pay with time Where lights glare day and night And though I rage and pace my cage I must stay and pay My home in hell is one small cell That no man wants to own For here I spend my life condemned A man the world disowns So I, The damned, Within walls crammed Lie in my man made grave A man all men condemn for sin But no man strives to save Each bitter day, I curse and pray To any god unknown My hope is fed on fear and dread But these are only bones I feel and ache as though a stake Were driven through my heart No greater curse, no hunger worse Than hunger within my heart I face the wall and taste the gall Of failure and defeat But hope is cheap where life is cheap And thoughts of freedom bittersweet I beat and maul the concrete wall And walk the concrete floor I damn each day the prison way And hope

Another Time
a long time ago.. what a long time ago since illusions were lost shattered by lifes brutal way sometimes when i am drowning in pain and tears bring no relief anger bearing down pushing me deeper into the darkness to the edge of madness to the abyss i am either going to drown in sorrow or soar thru the clouds watching butterflies dance amoung the flowers, neither here or there just being but until that decision is made i shall dance along the edge of what is my life and think of the lil angels and not so lil angels that have blessed my life and bring the tears to an end by accepting me and my flaws, to learning of a new world and the possibility of a brighter future... another dance, another dream, another day, another time with you........

I Just Dont Understand
why why why.... After 3 years and all we've done, bought this house and land....got ourselves a life... now you descide that you would rather spend your time partying ,drunk and high.... I never asked for anything more then love honor and respect from you...and I gave you all that I ever expected for you to give back.... but yet here we are another summer and you have lost your mind... I have never heard of a seasonal addict...but nw i have lived it. you have finally decided that you would rather spend your time drunk and stoned... well enjoy your "friends" little gurlie...cause once they use you up they will toss you aside... this all would be a bit easier if you could've told me why. all i got was the " its not you its me" well....duh....no shit sherlock... i gave you love, trust, caring, hope, and respect...and yet even where the kids a re concerned you are just oblivious.... I could deal with this if you were an actual alcoholic...and this was something we have bee

62- She Shines
She shines from the inside out Looking into her eyes is like staring at the sun When she says your name she leaves no doubt Feel like you can can touch the sky..you are the one She shines from the inside out Takes away the haze, helps me along my way She is the rain in my season of drought Laughter and smiles to brighten my day She shines from the inside out Everyone she meets speaks of the way she captivates Can't tell you what it's all about But she pulls me out from under a tidal wave She shines from the inside out And I am in awe everytime my phone rings That voice slays me even when she pouts Brings me up whenever she starts to sing

Dream...or Is It?
She had dreamed of this, but somehow it seemed so intimidating now, the crowd pulsating in rhythm with the music, in rhythm with her heart. She gripped the microphone until her knuckles turned white, the sweat beading on the back of her neck. Texas looked back at her, his eyes shining with excitement. She could see Tasha in the crowd, her fragile frame standing so strong, she shook the doubt off her shoulders and hoisted one Converse on the step. She took as deep a breath as she could muster and closed her eyes. The light was still invading her eyelids, searing energy into her brain. Texas couldn’t help but grin. Scott’s ponytail swung next to Tasha, and he flashed the rock n’ roll fist at her. She set the microphone on the stand and faced the crowd. It was a sea of blazing eyes, jumping twentysomethings, waiting for her to fight or fly. So close no matter how far Couldn’t be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters… She watche

Tequila Loves Me...
South of the border. American dollars Take you a long, long way Beachside bungalows, sand between your toes, Nobody knows your name There's a worm at the bottom of a bottle That's well within my reach And the heart that you broke will soon be a joke As soon as he and I meet Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Madam Tequila's a fine senoriata All my compadres concur She won't lie, she won't leave in your hour of need So we're raising our glasses to her They say "valmos hecharlo el traga" It means "drink it all down 'til you see The bottom of the glass and it's kickin' your ass" Boys, the next round's on me Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Oh forgettin's che

How To Drive In Jersey
1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is New-erk not New-ark. 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00 a.m. to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 7:00 p.m. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on the turnpike is 85 mph. On the parkway it's 105 or 110. Anything less is considered "Wussy." 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jersey has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, in Ocean/Monmouth counties, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanent and continuous in all of Jersey. Detour barrels are moved around for your entertainme

Pennsylvania
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

A Tru Story Not My Own .. Plz Play Safe !
* I have put this story here as a reminder to everyone. Play safe.* ColdIce's Story A sad but true story The following article/story was originally found on the Anvil Dungeon International site (which WAS specifically for BBW -Big Beautiful Women- and had an IRC Undernet channel #BBW-BDSM). This non-fiction accounting of a woman's true and horrific IRC-to-'real life' is here thanks to DRKfantasy. MY STORY Some of you know me personally, some only through the computer. Some of you may not of ever heard of me. I am writing this in the hopes of saving someone from going through the anguish and heartache that I and my family have gone through. My nickname on Chat is Cold as Ice1. I am 38 years old. I have a family consisting of three children and three step children. The older two step children do not live with me /but I was very close to them. Living at home are my three children. Lisa is 19. Shelley is 13 and Daniel is 7. My step daughter 18 also lives

You Had Me From Hello...
One word, that's all was said, Something in your voice caused me To turn my head. Your smile just captured me, You were in my future as far as I could see. And I don't know how it happened, But it happens still. You ask me if I love you, If I always will......... Well, you had me from hello I felt love start to grow The moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, And now you won't let go. I never even had a chance you know? You had me from hello Inside I built a wall So high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall. One touch, you brought it down Bricks of my defenses Scattered on the ground And I swore to me that I wasn't Going to love again The last time was the last time I'd let someone in Well, you had me from hello I felt love start to grow The moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, And now you wont let go.

I Have No Luck!!!
So, there I was sitting in the courtroom, not ten foot away from this clean shaven kid. His name is called, his attorney pleads "not guilty" for him. I walk out steaming mad. Now, let me back this up. Early Sunday morning, we are getting ready to leave my friends house. All of a sudden we hear this loud boom, it shook the building. I look out in time to see a red car pulling off. I then realized that the car had hit my friends truck and slammed the truck into my car. On the phone with the cops, I am going into detail. I get a call back to ask me to come identify the car I seen drive off. Less than a mile away, we pull up to see a young kid standing outside the car with an officer. The other officer came over to talk to me. He said the kid was saying that it was not him. I told him that I have the kids front bumper, fog light and cell phone back where is wrecked. Yeah, you read that right, he hit so hard the cell phone flew out the window. After the kid realizes that I was there to b

Thanks To All!!
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has sent me a get well card or any gift of the sort. I have been suffering from terrible migraines and anexity since my car was hit. I got injections today so now I am doing a bit better. The stress from this kid is really getting to me I guess. But hey life goes on.....just a quick favor...if anyone knows of a car for sale cheap but good running, would ya let me know?!? Thanks again!!! ~Echo

Dumped By The Bf
Ok I swear to god I all of a sudden have started texting like crazy. Ok Ok heres my story, early last year around March i met this guy through a singles website and well we hungout a couple of times and started to talk on the phone alot. there came a time i became obsessed over him and called him all the time, and well I called him one day and he told me to stop callin cause he was engaged and i was like wtf engaged he said he was single, and anyways I have not called anyone without their permission ever since. So anyways heres my new story I met a guy on here a few weeks ago you know who you are if your reading this anyways we started chatting on the phone and stuff, and well we then became a couple or so i thought, anyways he first came to me claiming he had a crush on me then I had a crush on him and then I feel madly in love with him. Anyways heres my little problem see I have this wee little problem with texting and stuff and well as you read at the beginning of this blog I do not

Friends What Would We Do Without Them
I should be asleep now im so tired... met up with some old friends to-day and had such a great time, just got off the phone with one of them. Its funny how we choose our friends, some make us laugh some drive us up the wall and some are just plain naughty. But what would we do without them.... My friend ross can talk you crazy, we just chat about any mad thing. He makes me laugh with his mad jokes and he loves to wind you up. But if im sad he can always make me happy and bring a smile to my face. He'd make the purfect boyfriend he knows me so well. I was the one who introduced him to Stacey is partner and they are now both very happy together. We are so close he's my best friend, I'd love to be able to get that close to a guy who could understand me the way Ross does. Think i'd better get some sleep but just wanted to say dont you think friends are amazin .

Me Everything
The moment I first saw her I knew my life had changed forever Things would never be the same My love for her could never be tamed It was love at first sight She became the sun that shined bright Within that first moment I knew she was my everything As much as I'm afraid to die for her I would die a thousand deaths Face my inner demons head on Go after anyone who does her wrong For her I would take someones life if one was to violate her innocence I'd cut out there ignorance with a knife She can make me smile even when I'm in a world of hurt She makes me feel like a queen even when I feel like dirt I want to honor her with all that I am Because to me she's truly priceless As long as I have her I will forever be rich There's not a dollar amount that could ever replace her I will never disgrace her I will forever struggle for her if it's in God's will with her I'll always keep it real Everyday I tell her how beautiful she is and how much I love her She will al

Sadness
I’ll forgive, It doesn’t matter what you do, You know this love and all I have, Will always be here for you. I’ll forget, Anything you ask me to, If you don’t like when I bring it up, My words I’ll think them through. I’ll love, Even if you don’t want me to, Obsession, call it want you want, But this is the one promise that I’ll always keep for you, I’ll live, You know my dreams are all I see, Our life is what its for, I’m going to be the best that I can ever truly be. I’ll trust, Anything you ever say, I put you higher then these fools, And that is where you’ll stay. I’ll Forget, I’ll love, I’ll live, I’ll trust and I’ll forgive, My love will never go away, This is all I have to give.

Being A Father
You know i used to be one of those guys that always said i didnt want kids. I never thought that i had it in me to give a child the love they deserved because of my relationship with my father. You know they say like father like son. Well i have to admit that i was foolish in my thoughts and i stand corrected today. For many it is a major occurence in life that brings them to a realization or spurs that much needed change. Not to short play the magnitude of having a child but i have to say that I am a better man because of them. I have 2 boys ages 6 and 2 (please feel free to check out the pics in the loves of my life folder) and b4 the mi walked around with this tough guy attitude like i was unstoppable, that all changed on the early morning of june 10, 2001. The day i shed the first emotion driven tears in my life. Ill keep it short in saying that because of them I am stronger, better, and a more loving human being! They saved my life.... If you are a pare

Love
I see your eternal love, A picture in my mind. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, A picture left behind. It’s been a week since you’ve been gone, It seems it’s been 5 years. But love will keep me moving on, And rid away these tears. I see your beloved soul, To fight this pain inside. Pain that one should not endure, This ache I try to hide. I fight away what the monsters said, I wish they’d go away. Putting thoughts into my head, I keep your friends at bay. I see your dream of hope, The dream you always had, A smile runs across your face, A dream that makes me sad. It seems my love you wont detect, A love you will not deal Or is it that it can’t effect, A love that is not real. I see your beautiful smile, It brings some life to me. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, Sweet thoughts of you that will never be

I Will Be Waiting
I understand the things you say, Even though it makes me sad, We sat and had a talk today, I gave you everything I had. Even if you don’t come back, I’ll wait this year for you, Even if this love you lack, I’ll do what I want to do, I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away, I continue to keep this love for you, In hope that you’ll come back to me, on a distant far found day, They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do, They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you, It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for, Just know that I will love you, And maybe that is sad to hear, But I will do what I want to do, Even if that means a year. Maybe you don’t love me, And you think this will just be more easy, But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever, Even if that means my love for someone else, Will end up being never.

Freakin Datin
I don't understand men sometimes.... well its more like all the time. Well, I just started dating after 4 years of being single. My last relationship that I was in was for 7 years and I of course I thought everything was okay but it wasnt. Well, Anyways.... ~~~Okay fellas...If you are rude, arogant, or pushy you might as well move on to the next girl because I'm not down with all of that...sorry for those who stayed to continue to read on...I'm 34 years old and I have been playing the dating game for a short time now and it really sucks~ To be very honest you really can't get to know someone in a couple of hours and on that first meeting people aren't really being themselves,(at least the ones I have met) I am just your average girl next door so if your looking for a "barbie" type then u might want to move on to the next profile cause I'm the type that don't mind getting dirty when I'm working or playing, but don't worry cause I do like to look good for whoever I'm with. And I am looki

You Will Live Them One More Time
What shall be known of the days we've wasted The friends we've loved and those we've hated What will become of the laughter last Or those once known in lives long past What shall we do with the time we've wasted Or the gentle lips like wine once tasted What of our children alone when we die Or our bodies like fallen leaves that lie What will come of the mornings and the days Who will remember our purpose and ways What of our memories and what of the pain Who will know them as us the same It is you-- that will live them one more time And you will taste those lips of wine You too will know the joys I knew, And sorrows’ longing, for life anew god blessxxx

Poem That Was Found
Where Is My Angel? ~ You need not worry my dear sweet mother for I am here through heavens guiding lights that beam loving rays down upon your heart as you sleep and awake each day. I dream of you each day while the angels are gathered around me that nourish my spirit in your time of woes not knowing where I am but I am here my dear sweet mother looking down at you with a smiling tear. I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through out the universe and upon earth as you walk in my memory of the times we spent together. You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will never leave you because I am all you feel, all you think and all that you are, for what you are is what you created from my birth. The angels that surround me are singing a loving melody that flows deeply from my heart directly to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens that surround all living things. I'm all that lives and breaths though

Bored!!!! Dammit
I am so bored I could do something totally outrageous...........!!! This girl was not meant to sit at home and have no fun.......things may get crazy.......if I'm lucky.....but then again..it's time to make my own luck......

Fbi Job Opening:
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair.. Kill Her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, " I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instruction, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots w

Bbq Rules...
We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with the situat

Partial Birth Abortions. Is It Murder?
You bet ur sweet ass it is! I would like anyone out there to give me a good dam reason why this should be allowed! If U R dragging ur punk ass so long that the child is now developed enough to actually survive birth Then U should take the responsibility & keep it. Adopt it if U must although I wold also advise against that aswell,but its better than murdering an innocent baby who is ur own child! That is disturbing to me! now a days there is no reason 4 this! They have a morning after pill 4 Gods sakes! First I would say if u let a dude blow his load in u u had better be on the pill! If not & U have no intention on having a child then to me all u r is an irresponsible lil hoe! Plain & simple! How would u like to have ur skull collapsed & ur brain sucked out! This absolutely sickens me! I'm anti abortion morally but I do feel there r extremes when it is justified & I by no means want it illegalized. even though morally its not something I would ever endorse,but this sick disgusting act

Uncle Larry
below is a poem i written especially for uncle larry since today is his birthday. hope you guys enjoy reading it. even though i havent met you or seen a picture of you, even though your shinning down from above, even though years have passed since youve been gone, i just want to say happy birthday, and that were still thinking of you, even though you dont know me, i still pray to you, and ask you to watch after me, and your family, i care alot about them, and if there something i could do to make it easier i would, i wish i could of met you, & i hope that you would have liked me too, thanks for watching after all of us, and your always in our hearts =)

Occupy ..a Short Poem
HORDE.. With the eyes of Serpent, glowing amber like the fire falls of Hell, Stood the Bringer of War in the great Hall of War Amidst the legions of Angels at his disposal serving, and making his vast battalions a living war machine of Hate. Looking on to the robust,eerie glowing crimson eyes of his forefront Angels that made up his Elite spearhead- The Black Battalion, He stood quite,solemn in thought to himself of the impending Doom yet to serve Paradise.. Slowly,deliberately raising his head to look on his Machine, arrogance in place of pride he felt for his beloved Fallen Angels.. In silent thought, he wandered into distant memory of lost ages ago when he himself served loyally to The Maker of All.. later having been vanquished for raising questions,doubt,and curiosity among The Angels he commanded over. Those who remained loyal to him,still before him standing,awaiting victory rightfully theirs, those who dared follow him to this place made home for them,by them

Older Than Dirt!
Vivamus mea Lesbia, atque amemus, rumoresque senum severiorum omnes unius aestimemus assis! soles occidere et redire possunt: nobis cum semel occidit brevis lux, nox est perpetua una dormienda. da mi basia mille, deinde centum, dein mille altera, dein secunda centum, deinde usque altera mille, deinde centum. dein, cum milia multa fecerimus, conturbabimus illa, ne sciamus, aut ne quis malus inuidere possit, cum tantum sciat esse basiorum. Catullus

Punky Spit....
Okay okay, so most of you all know im a dork .. so like I was up one nite really late, couldnt sleep, and I was sitting here thinkin about random stuff and I started writing this spit... Its not really good, but its kinda funny and purdy true bout the person I wrote it about anyway... Here goes EN Joy! You heard me once I wont say it again Stop being two faced if your gonna be my friend You lie to kick it and that aint cool what you take me for some kinda fool? Im gonna put my foot in the middle of your back you better get to stepping before you get offtrack Im gonna blow you up like a slut in a gutter Im going to hit you in the face like a knife in some butter Im sick and tired of these games that you play you think your so fly with the bullshit you say Keep coming around like your so fuckin dope If I wanted to hear lies, Id go listen to the pope Im so sick of these lies that you feel you have to tell keep stepping my way and Ill send you straight to he

"if A Man Wants You"~excerpt
This single line is worth keeping in mind when a person wants you... "He is a man, nothing more, nothing less." Substitute the gender if necessary, but we are all human, a wonderful condition, for it means both possibility and opportunity, and, it sums up all the potential there is, in man or woman, through eternity. ElCool43

Darkness I Wait For You
You left me here standing Not a word or a sound came from behind I walked along the streets hoping to pass you by agian Standing on the shore Looking up at the moonlight I hear your voice I felt the happiness The sadness when i let you go Hoping i could see you smile with me agian once more It starts to rain I feel every drop as it was tears falling I felt the gentls arms wrapping around me wanting to know who it was He followed me in the dark watching my ver step i took Hoping that he would finally see me for who i am When it took him long enough to tell me That he will always love me even if we never see each other Never hold each other agian WE have this we promied long ago To always look into the dark for each other Holding hands Thats when tears started falling When I realized that my heart knew that he loved me more then i will ever know SO in the dakrness of the night We meet once more Knowing that the world has no end to love But love for us is fore

Quote For July 6
The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins. -- Bob Moawad Bonus Quote: A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. -- Lao Tzu This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Everything Ends
Come and bathe with me, A touch by the passionate moon Milky white and full of grace, The touch of skin to a fridged stone. Hush, Let the raindrops about your head sing you a lullaby Slowly fade back, far from harm Take a breath and gaze into the cavernous sky Slipping back Caught in my neurotic arms. Watch the bloody sky Avoid the look in my eyes My eyes... The moon, stare at it, for it is not for you Deep in the decay of summer. You laughed and smiled Preferring the materialistic decay Counting each death toll of the day But in the shadows, watching the figurines entwine Perfection reigned, Like psychedelic Vines Up slowly the granite wall open your eyes You have come to face me, the end is near. Come and sing with me, chant the decaying melody Swim futilely against the current of the dead symphony You shut me out, so shallow, so decayed as a whole That as you sit in your void, praising the dark You ignore me and push me away. B

Kidnappers Threaten To Kill British Girl, Age 3
Kidnappers threaten to kill British girl, age 3 The mother of a three-year-old British girl snatched in Nigeria said the kidnappers had telephoned her and threatened to kill her daughter. Margaret Hill, the daughter of oil worker Mike Hill, was kidnapped on Thursday as she travelled to school by car in Port Harcourt, in the south of the country. Margaret's mother, Oluchi Hill, has revealed that the kidnappers threatened to kill her daughter unless Mr Hill agreed to take the child's place. She told the BBC they had called on Friday morning and demanded a meeting in a town in the Niger Delta, then allowed her to speak to her daughter who was crying. Mrs Hill, a Nigerian national, said the kidnappers told her to meet them in a town in Bayelsa State but added that neither she nor the police had been able to locate it. "They say I can bring my husband to swap with the baby," she said. "He wanted to go down for his baby but the police commander told him not to." She said

Great News (kaleb Update) From His Mom :)
Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hope that everyone had a great 4th! Remember to thank those who

July 6, 2007
Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams.

The Suprising Stupidity Of Americans Today
Well, I had to post a blog about this.. I have been thinking about it for a couple days now... and it has been eating at me. I took my daughter to see fireworks here in town on the 4th. I heard this little boy ask his Dad why he had to come see the fireworks... and the Dad's response was "It's a tradition" TRADITION?!?!? Why not tell your children what the meaning behind the fireworks are? Then I was watching the news that night, and it about floored me when the news station did a report on how many Americans really knew what we celebrated on Independence Day. Most of the adults had the general idea.. but when it came to the kids.. they were clueless. Why are we as AMERICANS not teaching our children the history of our country and how we gained our freedom. I understand that some children are too young to need to know the specifics.. they are a bit graphic. But in my opinion, I think Americans in general need to start teaching thier children WHY we celebrate Independence Day, what

Everything You Want To Know About Me
::About Me:: Name: Bitch Nicknames:too many Birthplace: MI. Current Location: MI. Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height: 5' 3" Tatoos: 16 Piercings: yup My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid Overused Phrase: I don't know ::Your:: Bedtime:3 am Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno Most Missed Memory: high school Weakness: my daughter Best Friends: 1 Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter ::This OR That:: Pepsi or Coke: mt dew McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Water or Milk: water Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither Hugs or Kisses: i love both Cats or Dogs: dogs Summer or Winter: Summer Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple ::Lover:: Perferred Eye Color: any Perferred Hair Color: any Short Hair or Long Hair

From A Guy's Point Of View
™From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

So You Want To Be A Slave
I have borrowed this from another site, the author is unknown, but I find myself needing the reminder. He knows why. ******************************* If you want to be a slave, If you want to be enslaved, You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust. If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself. If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer. If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun? If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears? Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional? A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift" Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons, Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self s

Pertication To All Members Of Cherrytap
i think its not right that if you rate lots of pics etc you have to wait 24hours i think it should be 3hours if it was i would invite my msn contacts 257 yahoo contact 157 myspace 356 badoo 487 flixter 497 yahoo360/69members and i have others if you agree coment my page so i can forward am running this pertication for a week derek

Thong Bikini Of The Day 7-6
THONG BIKINI OF THE DAY 7-6 CLICK THE PIC TO VIEW FULL SIZE IMAGE Check out this sexy pic larger, by clicking on it! ALSO, Please rate this sexy a$$ 1-10(1 = worst and 10=best) THONG BIKINI OF THE WEEK CLICK THE LINK TO VIEW THE TOP 10 IMAGES AND VOTE ON THE TOP PIC OF THE SEXIEST THONG BIKINI VIEW TOP 10 PICS AND VOTE HERE EVERY SUNDAY 10 NEW PICS WILL BE POSTED AND A NEW BIKINI OF THE WEEK COMPETITION WILL BEGIN! PLEASE VOTE =)

What You Think?
rate all new members and fan them lets get them off the starting block and get them updated on there cherry rating this is a nice thing to do i do all the time and add them as friends most dont know what to do so give them a chance and rate and fan them today this is a nice kind sight and everyone i have meet is a kind person thanks for listening derek

Mish Misses Her Vic Soooooo Much
When i got on here earlier I saw that my friend Mish was missing her VIC so much. So since she was missing it so much i thought i would a good idea to go down the chemist and buy her a tub of Vick to cheer her up, just like the one below lol So why not click on the link below to Mish's page and give her a tub of Vick just to make her smile again, lol. MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR#9. Founder Of Naughty Northerners@ CherryTAP

July 6, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 6,2007 Has it ever occurred to you that while you're out looking for sugar, you've got plenty of honey at home? That whole everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now.

Pink Dolphin By The Cameron La. Ferry
Howdy folks! These are some really neat pictures! We have had a few phone calls reporting this pink dolphin near the Cameron Ferry. Finally, someone got a few good pictures of the fine specimen! Just thought you guys would like to see. Hope all is well on your end! Take care! Here are some photos taken by Erik Rue in Lake Charles. Thanks

Free Speech Wins Again - Dc (alleged) Madame Can Distribute Client List
According to the news story found here, Deborah Palfrey can give away thousands of pages of phone records she has garnered in her alleged prostitution ring. There are over 15,000 names attached to those records, some of them pretty high-profile.Wonder if my congresscritters are on the list. I certainly hope so. Maybe we can boot them out of office...tag: politics, crime, free speech, legal, law, prostitution, politicians-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.comGet paid to surf the web with

Cancer - Life And Death
While I've dedicated the weekend of July 6, 2007 to my friend. I feel it's too important of an issue to just gloss over and forget in 3 days... Thus the permanent blog... My friend and neighbor, Linda, lost her long battle with cancer last night. Another friends wife lost her battle with cancer almost a month ago. Cancer kills. If detected early you CAN make a difference in your life and your treatment. If someone you love has a lump that they're ignoring... don't let them ignore it any longer... If someone you know is putting off going to the doctors when they just haven't 'felt right' for a while, get them to go. If you are over 35 and haven't had a mammogram... GET ONE. People complain about the tests doctors put them thru during their annual exams... Well STOP COMPLAINING. These tests, these scans, these xrays can save your DAMN LIFE. I URGE you to take care of your health issues NOW! Cancer doesn't just go away. It sits and nibbles at you. At 40, most wou

Klayton Of Celldweller In M-audio
Name: Celldweller Occupation: artist, performer, producer, songwriter, programmer, and remixer M-Audio Gear: Axiom 25, Axiom 61, BX10s, Delta 1010, GForce impOSCar, GForce M-Tron, GForce Minimonsta:Melohman, IE-30, Oxygen 8 v2, Pro Tools M-Powered 7, Studiophile BX8a Official Website: http://www.celldweller.com Background: Celldweller—the versatile outlet of the artist Klayton began as a producer pseudonym in the early 90’s. Now, over a decade later, Klayton uses the name to deliver his vision of progressively combining multiple genres of music. Taking a unique approach to mixing styles, Celldweller fuses the electronics of drum & bass and techno, with rock and orchestral elements, meshing the synthetic and the organic, darkness with beauty, into a cohesive blend entirely its own. Klayton has also captured the interest of the film/TV industry having licensed every track from the debut Celldweller album. Credits include: Spiderman 3, Superman Returns, Silent

That Girl From High School
so i have been trying to get in touch with that girl from high school..i actually put on some of my old braclets and such..and i was never more comfortable..it was strange...VERY strangee..i thought i had left that girl behind me..i guess she is in my mind still bouncing off the walls of my head..hitting my brain occassionally...i have actually been looking for some of my old clothes but i think when i changed i threw them out..looks like i need to go shopping..i'm not going to be this girl again permantly but it would be good i think for her to come out and visit everyone for a lil while..i have one person and one person only to thank for this change of character and u know who u are..and thank you..i thought she was gone forever but...i'm guessing not..and for those who knew me in high school i'm not going to be the bitch anymore that i was.. i mean the look.. i'm honestly still confused on who i am suppose to be..i know i am a mommy...but i mean who am I suppose to be...i gu

Hosting A Huge Myspace Debate
Every now and then, I will post a blog on Myspace just to get people's blood pumping. It's a lot of fun but it's for those who really enjoy a good debate, like to voice their own opinions or just like to see what everyone else thinks....so, come join us..oh and yeah, since you'll be there...you can add me to your myspace list too =) Just click the question mark to get started...I'll see you there. Click Here To Do The Damn Thang!!!!

Contest Still Going...still Need Help!!!
I've had a few people come in and help me out bunches, in the contest I'm in. I seem to be stuck around 419 and haven't budged in awhile...ABOUT 6-7TH PLACE. I've got A LOT of comments to go, if I'm going to place at all in this contest PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE EVERYONE COME SHOW SOME LOVE!!!

Just A Question
wondering if anyone can answer me this... Im not a religious man, so many someone can help me with this. If we are created in the image of "God"..aka Jesus Christ....and if we bleed the same color, why are we judged. and Im sick of hearing 'personal preferance"

You Call Me Your Friend, But Are You Relly???
you don't understand thet you hurt me bad when you call me a friend and then push me a way i don't know if you are relly my friend but if you don't help me this friendship wil die

Just A Thought
Are you getting what you need from life, from your romance, from work? If not, it might be time to ask yourself why. To fulfill your dreams, you have to identify them. Next, you have to believe that you're worth it.

We Learned Of Love
Holding hands in the park- We learned the secrets of friendship Holding each other in our arms- We learned of our deep affection Holding each other tightly- We learned to survive the bad times In caring for one another- We learned of Love

Family Bullshit
I was feeling good yesterday was actually Happy and the the drama of the past returns. A older relative calls to lay guilt tips on me and I end up defending my actions when I haven't even done a fucking thing to anyone in the first place. Yes I have done some dirt in the past hell the kid I was 15 years ago if I bumped into today I would choke the life out of the bastard (I was a annoying asshole back then) But I lived through it and I have grown up some since then. And now I haven't done anything that really awful to anyone in a long time. Yet a bunch of self righteous fucktards who never gave a shit about me in the first place trying to act like they are worried about me. Like I'm such a bad person I haven't hurt anybody in awhile. Ok I haven't hurt anybody in a while that badly and besides that bitch ass fagot deserved it. At the same time I look at it for their side, (I hate being a Gemini) My oldest brother was a hard core drunk and killed himself. My older sister drank hers

Grilled Cheese Sandwich
Serves: 1 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Cooking Time: 5 Minutes Total Time: 15 Minutes What you need: 1 egg salt and pepper to taste 2 tablespoons butter, divided 2 slices Italian bread 2 teaspoons mayonnaise 2 teaspoons Dijon mustard 4 thin slices ham 2 slices Swiss cheese What you do: 1 In a shallow dish that will be large enough to dip your sandwich in, whisk the egg with some salt and pepper. Set aside. 2 Melt 1 tablespoon of butter in a skillet over medium-high heat. Spread the mayonnaise and mustard onto one slice of bread. On the other slice, layer the ham and cheese. Place the slices together to enclose the ingredients. 3 Carefully and quickly, dip each side in the beaten egg, and place in the hot buttered skillet. Cook until golden brown on the bottom, then melt the remaining butter in the skillet. Flip the sandwich, and cook until browned on the other side.

To All The Kids Who Survived The 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in th

Hey
okay so all this support for us is awesome. Much love to all of you that stand behind us, but there are some that just go with the flow but don't understand all this shit. Look i am in the Marines, and i don't understand all of it either. I do my job, i am just like everyone else, diffrence is that mine causes me to be away from my family for 7-18 months at a time, what ever i signed up for it. But anywho, for those of you who support and stand behind the troops, Semper fi, for those of you who dont please, please, please stand in front of us. OKay?

Filet Mignon With Rich Balsamic Glaze
Serves: 2 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 2 (4 ounce) filet mignon steaks 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper to taste salt to taste 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 1/4 cup dry red wine What you do: 1 Sprinkle freshly ground pepper over both sides of each steak, and sprinkle with salt to taste. 2 Heat a nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Place steaks in hot pan, and cook for 1 minute on each side, or until browned. Reduce heat to medium-low, and add balsamic vinegar and red wine. Cover, and cook for 4 minutes on each side, basting with sauce when you turn the meat over. 3 Remove steaks to two warmed plates, spoon one tablespoon of glaze over each, and serve immediately. Submitted by: Linda W. Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 363 (65% from fat) | Protein 20.4g | Fat 26.2g (sat 10.6g) | Carbohydrate 5.5g | Fiber 0.1g | Cholesterol 81mg | Iron 3mg | Sodium 64mg | Calcium 22mg

Nightmares
I've started having killer nightmares. Like the kind that leave you scared for hours after you get up. I don't know how to make them stop. I'm not sleeping much at a time and when I do it's not restful.I'm ill a lot of the time and snapping at my friends for no reason. I don't like the way I feel or the way I'm behaving. I'm not normally an ill person. I'm pretty easy going but as of late I'm a bitch. I feel myself pulling away from everyone too and it kinda scares me. I don't like being afraid in my own home. The nightmares have to stop!!! I can't even form proper thoughts anymore! I think I'm going to run away to the first place that becomes open.......well except for my mom's that would be worse on a different level. I honestly feel like I'm going crazy. I'm looking at everyone who comes around going could he have been one of the guys. I pride myself on being an open, friendly, outgoing person but I'm not anymore. I want to be me again damn it!!! I was fine when I was out of town bu

Tgif
"Thank Goddess Its Friday" 5 more hours and I get to see my man. I cant ever see him enough. John cant get here soon enough to get the kids and I will be out the door onmy way to Evansville and into my mans arms. WOOOHOOO!!! I have to give props to the cherrytap site for this is where I met my sweetie. Ok gotta go get prettified for my man. luv ya all

Passion
Original poetry by me. Do not rip! Passion Passionate kisses, tongues surging Bodies tangled, souls merging Love growing, blooming Hearts pounding, booming Sweat dripping Ecstasy gripping Bodies shuddering Hearts fluttering And then the release…. Collapsing into satiated peace. - Brian 2007

Im Not Looking
im not looking for pitty because i am not in that relation ship any more but just to let people know there are people on the net that has bean there before,be it mental or physical or both,some times it is hard to talk about but it does help

Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Was
i was one of the lucky ones to get out but some arnt so lucky i rember being in my room for two weeks at a time with my door lock and to bed my clothes were on cause he would come in and take sex alot of people should and dont have to put up with that shit i cant stand men or woman hurtting another by violence or mental abuse.. and some people think why come on the internet and tell everyone what i went through because there is not enough awareness about this and i feel that people in this relationship this internet is there world it is there safe place it may seem that this is a bad place but where is a safe place you meet on the streets bars churches highways it isnt safe anywear

Contest Of Contests!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! There are too many hotties in this contest, and I don't think I have a chance. So I need all the love I can get from ALL my friends and fans. I want this BAD so show me what your made of. PLZ PLZ PLZ Thanks much luv and hugzzz David pick a pic

Y'all So Stupid...
Query Current mood: curious does being stupid fuck with a stupid person's mental? Meaning, are they bothered by how stupid they are, or do they just go "doo dadoo" and live their merry stupid lives in ignorant bliss? Currently listening : Year Zero By Nine Inch Nails Release date: 12:00 AM

American Rig
Eighteen wheels and a mile of chrome Triple air horn, a trucker’s second home Movin’ goods through the states Shiftin’ gears and tempting fates Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll Haul the load, get there on time Keep your hand steady, hear the diesel whine Roll with your CB, handle and heart Get a good night’s sleep and an early start Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll There’s a stretch of blacktop up ahead There’s easier ways of livin’, but you chose this instead Keep your rig straight, keep that rubber burnin’ Caus that rig of yours keeps America turning’ Hitch up, gear up, saddle up and go Take that rig on down the road Mind the bear, pay the toll Let nothin' stop these rigs on a roll

Please Read My Blogs
IN THE BEGINNING, A LONG TIME AGO, I HAD A DREAM. A DREAM ABOUT HAVING MY OWN HOUSE AND A BIG YARD. MY YARD HAD A GARDEN OF FLOWERS AND PRODUCE IN IT. THERE WAS ALSO A SWINGSET AND A POOL. THE FLOWRS WERE ALL DIFFERENT KINDS AND THE PRODUCE WAS DOING VERY WELL. I HAD CHILDREN WHO HELPED ME WITH CHORES. WE WERE A VERY HAPPY FAMILY.THEN, I WOKE UP AND REALIZED, IT WAS A DREAM.I HAD MY OWN HOUSE, BUT THE YARD WAS'T BIG, THERE WAS NO GARDEN OR POOL, OR SWINGSET.IT WAS A DREAM.OH WELL, WE WERE STILL HAPPY! THAT NIGHT WHILE SLEEPING, I HAD ANOTHER DREAM. I WAS WALKING THRU THE WOODS ALL BY MYSELF. I JUST KEPT FOLLOWING A PATHAND AT FIRST, IT WAS DAYLIGHT.THEN IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WALKED ON SLOWLY, FOLLOWING THE PATH AS IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WAS GETTING A LITTLE BIT SCARED. AS I WALKED ON, I COULD HEAR THE WIND RUSTLING THRU THE TREES.I WOULD STOP AND LISTEN, THEN MOVE ON. THEN, I HEARD IT! A CRY, BUT WITH THE WIND BLOWING, I COULDN'T TELL WHERE IT WAS COMING FROM

I'm In The Ct Battle Of The Bands!
My band, Pheonix Rising, is in the Battle of the Bands hosted by Pantera Rawks. It would mean a lot to me if people would drop by, listen, thumbs up and comment if they like my music! Check out the other bands while you're there -- there are some great entries! This contest is for a blast... and that would help Pheonix Rising a lot publicity-wise. I spoke to Jessica Mellott, who is an up and coming pop singer on CT, and she says every time she did a blast she would get like 100 new fans in a day. Thanks for your help. I'll look forward to reading your comments! UPDATE: I am now tied for #2 in rates and #1 in comments... and finally going to bed after being up 21 hours straight to promote, lol! While I'm asleep, please repost bulletins, rate, comment, all the good stuff. then be sure to hit me up if you need help in contests! There's a lot of talent in this competition and the two bands who are really doing well besides me are both way harder... I'm kinda mellow...

7 Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone And last, but

Lady's Dont Understand!
Ladies for your information 1. Your ass is never a factor in a job interview. 2. Your orgasms are real. Always. 3. Your last name stays put. 4. The garage is all yours. 5. Wedding plans take care of themselves. 6. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. 7. Car mechanics tell you the truth. 8. You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut. 9. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. 10. Same work ... more pay. 11. Wrinkles add character. 12. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. 13. Wedding Dress $2000; Tux rental $100. 14. If you retain water, it's in a canteen. 15. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. 16. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. 17. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. 18. Your pals can be trusted never to ask you, "So, notice anything different?" 19. One mood, ALL the damn time. 20. Phone conversations are over in

Another Poem
Can you really see me Do you know what I am thinking Do you understand me? Do you feel what I feel? Can you really see me? I a real and I feel alone I am but one person to the world I am scared and afraid Can you really see me? My eyes are open but I cannot see My heart is weak and fragile My feelings are weak and damaged as well Can you really see me? I must fight I must go on I am strong but weak at the same time I am rejected and alone Can you really see me? Do I seem beautiful to you ? Do I seem courageous to you ? Do I seem sensitive to you ? Can you really see me ? Please see me for me Please understand me Please never give up on me Can you really see me?

Slow Cooker Chicken Stew With Pepper And Pineapple
The yummy gingery-flavored sauce is delicious! To get every last drop, spoon stewed chicken, pepper and pineapple over hot cooked rice. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:8 hr 35 min Makes:4 servings 1 pound boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 4 medium carrots, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 cup chicken broth 2 tablespoons finely chopped gingerroot or 1 teaspoon ground ginger 1 tablespoon packed brown sugar 2 tablespoons soy sauce 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice 1/2 teaspoon red pepper sauce 1 can (8 ounces) pineapple chunks in juice, drained and juice reserved 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 medium bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1. Mix all ingredients except pineapple, cornstarch and bell pepper in 3 1/2- to 6-quart slow cooker. 2. Cover and cook on low heat setting 7 to 8 hours (or high heat setting 3 to 4 hours) or until vegetables are tender and chicken is no longer pink in center. 3. Mix reserved pineapple juice and cornstarch until smooth; gradu

When You Love Someone
when you love some one so much you know when its time to let go..well im letting go..i cant go on being in limbo..waiting...its time to move on and you know who you are and im not going to mention no names..because i have told you that this person will only come in your life time once and now she is gone....I know in time i will find the right man who loves me. Everyone has there so mate..i thought i had found mine..but i was wrong again...now that i said my peace..you can go on and i can go on....and dont look back...because what was meant to be was never meant to be....

Chicken-parmesan Potatoes
Need an easy one-skillet meal? This one includes family favorites: chicken, potatoes, green beans and cheese. Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:30 min Makes:5 servings 1 package (4.9 ounces) Betty Crocker® au gratin potatoes 3 cups cut-up cooked chicken or turkey (1 pound) 2 1/4 cups hot water 2/3 cup milk 1 box (9 oz) Green Giant® frozen cut green beans 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1. Heat Potatoes, Sauce Mix and remaining ingredients except cheese to boiling in 10-inch skillet over high heat, stirring occasionally. 2. Reduce heat; cover and simmer about 20 minutes, stirring occasionally, until potatoes are tender. 3. Stir in cheese. Let stand 5 minutes. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) No changes. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 300 (Calories from Fat 70 ); Total Fat 8 g (Saturated Fat 3 1/2g); Cholesterol 80 mg; Sodium 870 mg; Total Carbohydrate 26 g (Dietary Fiber 3 g); Protein 34 g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 8 %; Vitamin C 0%; Calcium 20 %; Iron 8 %

Pagan
. Thou shalt love and honor the Earth for it blesses thy life and governs thy survival. II. Thou shalt keep each day sacred to the Earth and celebrate the turning of its seasons. III. Thou shalt not hold thyself above other living things nor drive them to extinction. IV. Thou shalt give thanks for thy food, to the creatures and plants that nourish thee. V. Thou shalt educate thy offspring for multitudes of people are a blessing unto the Earth when we live in harmony. VI. Thou shall not kill, nor waste Earth's riches upon weapons of war. VII. Thou shalt not pursue profit at the Earth's expense but strive to restore its damaged majesty. VIII. Thou shalt not hide from thyself or others the consequences of thy actions upon the Earth. IX. Thou shalt not steal from future generations by impoverishing or poisoning the Earth. X. Thou shalt consume material goods in moderation so all may share the Earth's bounty.

Just Convenience?
so look I'm not in anything just for your convenience.... if you wanted to be with me, fucking make an effort. I'm busy and have a life too but ya know i take the time to txt or stop by and what do i get in return? nada.. I'm sick of guys expecting me to be the one who drops everything to go to them. ANY kind of relationsip is a two way street. that includes just a friendship or a relationship. so guys... get with the fucking program...

Friends
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HEAR, HAD A LOT OF THINGS GO ON IN MY LIFE THEY HAVE KEPT ME VERY BUSY. SOME THINGS WERE GOOD AND SOME WERENT SO HOT, BUT I DO WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GIFTS ON MY BIRTHDAY, THAT WAS COOL. I WANT TO THANK ALL OFF YOU THAT HAVE KEPT IN TOUCH AND KEPT ME IN YOUR PRAYS AND FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BECAME NEW FREINDS, HOPEFULLY WE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT..........FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW MY EMAIL, YOU CAN REACH ME AT KSCJB@YAHOO.COM. I WILL ANSWER AS QUICK AS I CAN...I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU ALL AND CHATTING WITH YOU......LOVE TO ALL

The Eye Of The Beholder
In a dream I saw an eye. Believe me when I say this, Very rarely do I lie. It was an eye of pain, Of fear,And of agony. It had no color, Nor was it black or white, it was full of emotions, And had amazing light. That burning memory I did keep, To find I had been crying in my sleep. Was it my eye I had seen? Or maybe it was the eye of the earth? Perhaps it even belonged to the overseer? As far as I can see, It was the eye of the beholder. It's beholder - Whom? I do not know. Melissa

Misery
I get chilled down to the bone, not showing you the love that needs to be shown. Still you come to me everyday, why is it that I feel this way? Dont you worry your pretty little head, because I am not without such dread. Someday I will make things right, and give you a life thats bright. Right now there is nothing I can do, because I cant be there with you. Please my flower dont you cry, just tell me your problems and why. Wipe that frown of your pretty face, and we will go back to my place. For the life of me I cant figure out, who has left you with such doubt. Some guy must have ripped out your heart, just give me a brand new start. I will show you all the love in me, and take you away from misery.

Itching.
My soul is itching. Itching for someone to pique it's curiousity. It hasn't happened in so long. I want to find someone who makes me want to be a better person...someone who inspires me at the deepest of intellectual, emotional, romantic, and spiritual levels... I miss that growth that comes from knowing someone so well...that you might just know them better than you know yourself.

Life Is Absolutely Awesome!
Wow! My first blog on cherrytap. This could get interesting. I have left several blogs on myspace but never on here. So we shall see how well this goes. Right now life is so fucking awesome. I have never been so happy. I am with a man that treats me and my kids like we are a rare precious piece of gold and he doesnt dare anyone to try and bother us. We used to date over ten years ago. But my dad made us break up. We still have no clue as to why. But he did. Well I ended up marrying a loser. Then divorcing his ass. I am not going to say that I regret my marriage becuz I ended up with four wonderful babies out of the deal. They are my everything. But anyway. So now me and Dustin are back together. Have never had the slightest little fight. He loves my kids and my kids love him. Things couldnt be more perfect right now. Maybe I will get lucky and have this wonderful man in my life forever. Time will only tell.

L.u.v. Lounge Is Now Open!!!!!!!
HI MEMBERS AFFILIATES & FRIENDS!! THE L.U.V. LOUNGE IS NOW OPEN!!! WE HAVE CAL FOR A BARTENDER & WE NEED ONE HOT FEMALE WHO IS HERE MOST OF THE TIME TO COMPLIMENT THE BAR & HAS A SPARKLING PRSONALITY!! DO WE HAVE A VOLUNTEER??? PLEASE RESPOND SOON AS YOU CAN, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT!!! THANK YOU PETE LET'S ALL ATTEND & HAVE A BLAST!!~~ HERE IS THE LINK~ http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8693

Caribbean Chicken Kabobs
Juicy fresh pineapple chunks and jerk seasoning will turn this chicken dinner into a taste of the tropics. Don’t forget your shades and the sunscreen! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:8 servings 1 3/4 pounds boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 1/4 cup vegetable oil 3 tablespoons Caribbean jerk seasoning (dry) 1 small pineapple, rind removed and pineapple cut into 1-inch cubes 1 medium red bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 small red onion, cut into 1-inch pieces 1. Brush grill rack with vegetable oil. Heat coals or gas grill for direct heat. 2. Brush chicken with 2 tablespoons of the oil. Place chicken and jerk seasoning in resealable plastic food-storage bag. Shake bag to coat chicken with seasoning. Thread chicken, pineapple, bell pepper and onion alternately on each of eight 12-inch metal skewers, leaving 1/4-inch space between each piece. Brush kabobs with remaining 2 tablespoons oil. 3. Cover and grill kabobs over medi

Sex
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Speak Out
The truth is spoken Words of pain emerge from my mouth A metaphor of a savage tarantula The hatred that lingers longer Will consume me to the ends of my skin. When you tell someone a feeling You do not have an idea how things will go Is it possible to smile and realize You are special to hear such words To try to give the cold shoulder You have your own way to think things Blood boils heavy The flames in my eyes are slowly Burning out into ash. Life moves on My soul carries forward The people I meet Those that gave me advice No one will be forgotten So long as I remain living in this world. But I spoke my heart out Said what I did with no regrets Bullet travels through my body I blame all others Love is nothing more Than a tainted game.

Fate, Thoughts, And Complete Honesty....
I have never been one to believe that I actually meet anyone without some help from Fate, or a very good reason. Every person that I have ever met in person walks away, remembering me. Even years from the moment they leave or I do, they still remember me down the road. Every person...I have left an unseen mark upon their life... It is not bragging or bullshit, but truth. Just ask any of the ones that truly know me. I don't ask people to be a friend unless I see something within them. It is hard to explain, and unless you really know how I am, you won't understand. Those that know me or are getting to know me are learning still that I am not as great as they think me to be...I am just me. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, I don't lie to you, and if you need me, I'm almost always there. My friends will vouch for me on this one...I would sacrifice almost anything for THEIR happiness. But then again...there is my happiness that I rarely ever look at. It isn't easy for someon

Milf, Or Not To Milf
Ok, I don’t know what it is, but I can’t resist one more random outburst of my personal feelings. I have come to bitch about the use of the term MILF. Yes I said it, the coveted MILF. For those of you that have no idea what they are, you might note the exits to the front and rear. For the rest of you, some have labeled this term a negative. While the full pronunciation is rather crude, I do consider it a label of honor for the fairer sex. Hence the name, lol. Just because you had a baby, doesn’t make you a MILF! For an 18 year old girl to claim to be a MILF is a little silly. In my opinion, all it shows is the lack of ability to use birth control. In the past few months, the term MILF has been thrown around to just about any female that has managed to reproduce. Even some younger than 18. So, I think id like to mention the qualities of a woman that should deserve that title. The appeal of the MILF species is one of grace, poise, and various other attributes that come with ag

3-2-1 Contest!!! Enter And Win!!!
~*~ LUSCIOUS♥MAMI’S 3-2-1- CONTEST ~*~ 1ST PRIZE: $300,000 IN PRIZES * 2ND PRIZE: $200,000 IN PRIZES 3RD PRIZE: $100,000 IN PRIZES (*TOP PRIZE MINIMUM COMMENTS 10,000, PLZ) YOU DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT TO WIN!! TEAM UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND SPLIT THE PRIZES!! GET THAT BIG PIMPING GIFT YOU BEEN WANTING!! HERE ARE THE CONTEST RULES: *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CMAIL ME *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *NO CHEATING OR SCRIPTS, IF I CATCH YOU ABUSING ANY RULES YOUR PIC WIL BE DELETED W/O NOTICE. PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

An Explanation
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I

If We Lost...
If we lost… If you lost your mind, I would be your thoughts. If you lost your happiness, I would be your laugh. If you lost your strength, I would be your muscles. If you lost hope, I I would be your faith. If you lost will, I would be your reason. If you lost your breath, I would catch the wind. If you lost sole, I would be your spirit. If you lost your heart, I would be your beat. If you lost your love, I would bring you back your passion. If you lost me, I would give a hundred second chances. If I lost my mind, You would laugh and lend me yours. If I lost happiness, You would be my smile. If I lost strength, You would pick me up and carry me. If I lost hope, You would believe for me. If I lost will, You would say over and over “don’t give up”. If I lost breath, You would give yours away and turn a rainbo

Drunk N Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE!!! I SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!!!! well, this could be due to tha fact and influence of a 40 ounce, 6 smerinoffs *tripple blacks* finally delted burned and erased nething to due wit my exie **yaya fo me* and am just so happy....weee lol

What He's Done For Me
What He's Done For Me What He's Done For Me BY: Lydena Toombs For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me From this world so full of pain, No one showed me rainbows Every time I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn About my broken heart, No one to pick up the pieces Every time I fell apart. But, finally someone came along And took the time to know, All the hurt and pain That I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize How much I've had to pay, For every time I gave of me There was something taken away. He took the time to look inside This heart as cold as stone, He found that there was something there No one else has ever known. He found what I'd been hiding there Brought it out to show the world, That there was so much love inside Of such

Dear Alcohol:
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatb

America
" AMERICA!" .. I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. .. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. .. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America , we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. .. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. .. We'll band toget

A Little Boy Wanted $100.00
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00 When The postal authorities received the letter to God , USA , they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those assholes deducted $95.00 in taxes

Diary Of A Pet
“Diary of a Pet” It all makes so much sense. I feel the warm tears well up in my eyes for sheer yearning for my Keeper's touch. I imagine how it feels. His phantom hands, fingers, breath and cock taunt me. My soul, like my slick pussy, is so empty for him that it aches. To have someone inside you, connected to you, that you've never even shared space with is baffling...but then again, so is the concept of this total freedom. I love him in a way that I never knew existed. The same but world's apart from the way I love my husband. A way that only someone in this lifestyle can understand...only a Dom and sub can understand. The words are exactly the same but their meanings couldn't be more different. How do I love thee? He is my constant, knowing that I am always with him and he with me. "Even when we're apart, you're never far from me", he said. He makes me laugh, he's made me cry and he's washed away the tears with his words. "All's well now, baby. I'm here." He understan

Tech Support (it's A Long One,but Worth It)
Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and I can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- RAC Motoring Services Caller: "Does your European Breakdown Policy cover me when I am traveling in Australia?" Operator: "Does the product name give you a clue?" --------------------

Who Decided This??
I am not happy with the way some people are treated In general the; "Elderly", now you would think that in this country older Americans would be an asset and looked up to because of their wisdom and their experience but this is not true they are made fun of, they are disrespected yelled at and when they can no longer care for themselves they are cast away in "old age homes" and treated like they are no longer useful, how sad,who decided this? this country was, and will continue to be built with experience not youth with out history we have no future somewhere we lost that fact we are all so caught up in the "now" we forget who got us here in the first place, and this is why I believe we are so willing to step over a person who has fallen this is why we turn away from someone in need with ease ,this is why others will go hungry and homeless cause we the "youth" feels there is time and it is on our side, but is it? might not be, my grandfather use to say never put off saying how you fee

More Space!!
It is a huge relief! I sold my old Lazy Boy Recliner Sofa and Chair, and coffee/end tables on Craigslist and they are officially out of my apartment. Didn't try to sell it for much (just $100 for all of it) but it is officially out of here and I can now have that space back to store some of my stuff that I have been having to be quite creative in storage capabilities (ie 12 large tubs creatively stacked in the middle of my large kitchen to make an island of sorts...). That was the goal and I achieved it in less than a week once I set my mind to posting the ad! Now, I have a glass top dining room table that I am thinking about selling.....but first things first. I need to get those boxes moved around. It is such a pain living in an apartment these days; they just don't have the storage spaces that they used to have. For now... it is a huge relief to have extra space finally. Going to vaccuum right now... Ttyml... (((HUGS)))

Ok I Need Help
Does anyone know how to fix it...my yhoo was hacked and i got it back but i can not vew the smilys or other people pics only on the messanger i see mine just fine but theirs is nothing but a red x and the smileys are not there at all thay are invisable.....Does anyone know how i can fix this? Thanks love you all Goth

Pt 1
This is old...but I wanted to post it somewhere! :) Enjoy... I watch you pull up the driveway, my stomach filled with butterflies. You make your way to the front door and ring the bell. I open the door to an obviously nervous man whose attention quickly turns to my lack of clothing. I watch as your eyes make their way up my sheer black hose to my black lace garter and matching panties then continuing to the black bra. The sheer black robe I’m wearing over it all leaves nothing to the imagination. Finally you’ve reached my eyes. We both smile as I welcome you in. Before I can even get the door closed behind you, your hands are firmly grasping my face as you pull in to kiss me. Some how I manage to get the door shut before you start walking me down the hall. We come up for air just long enough for me to tell you it’s the last room on your left. We reach the bed and I take a seat. I unbutton your shirt as you begin softly kissing my neck. Your hands reaching around my back you slow

It's Free To Call...
so, leave me a message my LOVELY CHERRIES (its at the top of my about me section underneath my yahoo messenger name)...like i said "IT'S FREE TO CALL" also IT'S EASY TO USE! A perfect way to communicate with your friends online also while you are away from your PC because you can check them by calling your personal ID message box from your home or cell phone! Im telling you its a nice addition to the online community!

Things To Do At Wal-mart
. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Put a bra and tampons in a guys shopping cart. Put a pair of tiny thongs in a big woman's buggy. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciousl

How Much Worse Can I Feel
Ok, so not only have both my cars been messed up these past two weeks and have been having a horrid time at work, today I found out my therapist that I have only seen once has actually dumped me and is referring me out.... I have too many issues for her. What kinda of crazy person get's dumped by a psychologist?!?!?! ok maybe i am just way to stressed out but that is just simply wrong!!!!!!!!

Octopus Squid
Science: Half-Squid, Half-Octopus Discovered Off of Hawaii Journal written by Otter (3800) and posted by Zonk on Friday July 06, @07:31PM from the half-squid-half-octopus-all-disco-lover dept. Otter writes "A unique creature that's been dubbed an 'octosquid' with eight arms and a squid-like mantle, was discovered off Hawaii. The creature, of a previously unknown species, was trapped in the net covering a 3,000 foot-deep intake tube for the Natural Energy Laboratory of Hawaii Authority. From the article: 'The octosquid was pulled to the surface, along with three rattail fish and half a dozen satellite jellyfish, and stayed alive for three days. According to War, the lab usually checks its filters once a month, but this time, it put a plankton net in one of the filters and checked it two weeks later. The pitch-black conditions at 3,000 feet below sea level are unfamiliar to most but riveting to scientists who have had the opportunity to submerge. The sea floor is full of loose sed

Instructions On Making A Bong
How to make a bong You need: A plastic coke bottle A small piece of piping – 5/10cm A socket from a socket set that will fit in the end of the pipe A knife Instructions Make a hole for the pipe about 1/3 way up bottle and insert pipe so pipe is bending down into the bottle. Put the socket in the end of the pipe outside the bottle Make a smaller hole in the bottle above the first hole Fill bottle with water so that pipe is in water, but water level does not reach the hole. Ok. The socket is where you put your mix(tobacco and your crumbled solid) and the second hole acts as an air-hole. When you have filled the socket with your mix, you light the mix and suck through the bottle top while holding your finger over the air-hole. To clear the bottle, either suck all the smoke out or take your finger off the air-hole and blow the smoke out. So there you have it, a simple bong.

God's Gifts
Have you ever felt like God was testing you? I'm not a religious type of person but I do believe that He works in mysterious ways. I have met so many good people in my lifetime, but as of lately I have met 3 people in particular that have made the biggest impact on my life and yet we all live hundreds of miles away from each other. All three are my best friends and it's just amazing but I'm saddened at the fact that I cannot share in my friendship with them in person. I mean yes there is the Internet to conversate with them but there's nothing like wanting to show your gratitude and love to that person in real life. Being able to hug them and tell them face to face what they really mean to you. One day I know I will find a way to meet these 3 angels I have in my life and they know how special they are to me. I love you all no matter how far you are from me, your always close in my heart.

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Bite Me
hmmmmmm life is like a piece of ass you never know when your going to get it..... ok joking over with: life to me is so damn tough and so is my love life yeah i know i dont have confidence i am shy always have been since i was molested when i was 5 damn and people who judges me for what i look like can go kiss my white american ass the one person in my life im looking for is someon who will love me for who i am not what i look like this person has to have a great personality and sense of humor but theres no one in this shit hhole of a town

Brain Fart
I don't really now why I'm writing right now after all this time but I feel the need to do something productive. Besides, it helps me sort my thoughts out. I'm not as articulate as I'd like to be but hopefully I'm getting there. It's just been so long since I've been able to get shit out and I'm completely overwhelmed. I mean, I know it's impossible to control my feelings. bottle them up and hide them from the world? Yes, but making them go away at will just isn't possible. Unfortunately it takes a while to accept that. To fully understand that I can't control every aspect of my life. How I perceive myself and others and how other perceive me and themselves. I can't change that. I never could. If that was the case then I wouldn't be so out of it. Well, hell if I could've done that then I wouldn't be so fucking emo all the time. But I am and that's the way it is. So I'm in love. Or at least, I thought I was. Maybe, I'm actually not too sure now.It's that whole accep

I'm A Sucker For My Wife!
OK, y'all! Ya know I dig y'all sumpin' fierce, but the greatest woman in my life...the woman who's put up with me and bore three children for me...has just put a little guest book on her profile. If ya get the chance, stop by and sign in...I say she's groovier than me! (and that's pretty damn groovy!) Meleka ~ Your Angel@ CherryTAP

Rooftop Garden Martini
Rooftop Garden Martini An alternative to a mojito, this mint-and-thyme-infused martini is topped with a splash of club soda -- and it's the perfect refresher on a warm summer night! Credit: Zoe Goldfine and Lesley Devrouax Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 15 mint leaves, plus mint sprig for garnish * 2 thyme sprigs * 2 teaspoons sugar * 2 ounces vodka * 1 ounce fresh lemon juice * 1 ounce simple sugar * Ice * 1 to 2 ounces club soda Directions: In a cocktail shaker, muddle the mint leaves with the thyme and sugar. Add the vodka, lemon juice, simple sugar and ice and shake well. Strain into a glass with ice, top with a splash of club soda and garnish with a fresh mint sprig.

Nuts
A doctor at an insane asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived, everything went quite well. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled,"Up Nuts", and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts", and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Booooo Nuts" and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response, the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he returned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked, "What in the world happened?" The assistant replied, "Well everything was going just fine until this guy wal

Irish Bookie Loses On The Wrong Al Gore
Irish bookie loses on the wrong Al Gore Fri Jul 6, 5:57 PM ET Ireland's top bookmaker, Paddy Power PLC, paid out more than $13,500 on Friday to people who bet that Al Gore would be arrested. Trouble was, the company neglected to specify which one. The former U.S. vice president and global-warming activist was rated as a 14-to-1 outsider in a list of American celebrities likely to be arrested next. On Wednesday — the day after the betting went live on Paddy Power's Web site — Gore's 24-year-old son, Al Gore III, was arrested and charged with illegally possessing marijuana and prescription drugs. Paddy Power said it was paying out winnings to about 50 people, because it had failed to identify which Gore it meant. "We got a good stoning," the Dublin-based company said in a statement. The bet in question listed publicity hound Paris Hilton as the favorite on 2-to-1 odds, based on her recent spell in a Los Angeles jail. Microsoft billionaire Bill Gates came a distant 50 to 1. On Fri

Free Transpo Dude
Drunk takes a free bike ride on car roof Tue Jul 3, 9:40 AM ET Police officers in the Dutch city of Alkmaar were surprised to see a car passing by with a man sitting on a bicycle on its roof. The driver and his wife, when stopped by the police, said they heard a noise while waiting at a traffic light, but did not realize they were taking on an extra passenger. The 26 year-old man who took the free ride was fined for public drunkenness, not carrying an identity card and providing a false identity to the police.

Oral Lessions
I have this neighbor who is absolutely gorgeous. Her name is Chandra, is married with one daughter, and has a very cheery disposition. I got her a job where I work and we see each other quite often. Every man I know that has met her is just amazed at her beauty and wonderful personality. She has a smile to die for and her body is awesome. Almost all of our neighbors in the apartment complex get together often to cook out in the back yard. When I talk to her I have an extremely hard time controlling myself, because my eyes want to wander downward to take in all her beauty. There have been many times she was outside at the picnic table wearing a miniskirt and opened her legs to stand up or shift. She wears very sexy silk panties of different colors. The first time was a short glimpse of pink, the second time was a pale green. Just about the only colors I haven't seen is white and black. What prompted me to write are some incidents that started a few weeks ago. I was sitting at the

Computer Set-up
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, the computer advised him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife what he was entering by stating each letter out loud as he typed .... P... E... N... I... S. His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: * PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH!*

Cabby & The Nun
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why is he staring and he replies, "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything, I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, lets see what we can do about that; #1 you have to be single and #2 you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too." "Okay," the nun says, "pull into the next alley." He does and she fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they got back on the road the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why are you crying?" "Forgive me Sister,

Whats Ur Thang
Ok so i have only been on this game for a couple of months and im kinda confused. Can u actually meet someone on here and fall in love....like and trust the person? I mean real love, or am i talking lust. Are people getting caught up in this shit over typed words that can mean nothing? Or is it what u hear over the phone that makes u believe its true. Can people on here fall in love...real love? I first started this to have fun and be free, meet people, but it seemed to take a different turn. When u talk to certain people and u write them and write them, u can't help but feel a little chemistry ..no matter if its ur mind or ur body. Are we on it for friends...to get laid....to mess with peoples minds..to win a game in points..or to find that one in your life that will keep u hangin around.

Miss Me When Im Gone!!!!
ok Im a lazy bum and I should go page to page and tell you all how much ill miss you for a week but well I have no excuse why I shouldnt this is just lots easier so those of you that actually read these things know ill be gone for a week woot woot panama city here I come.... a week of.... and... or better yet a live web cam feed to the beach sooo when you miss me just visit the link and ill wave to you for the shark infested waters... http://www.beachview.com/panama_city_beach.htm hope everyone has a great weekend and a wonderful week... I will be checking in so your still aloud to leave me lots of love....xoxoxo Misti

Not Sure How To Write
I wasn't sure how to start ...I stared for awhile at the very notes that inspired this blog....the wonderment behind it...like I had forgot that I had ever written anything. I don't remember... I formatted my computer...just too much wrong and while searching through my files for various backups...I found hand wqritten notes. Some were aged...yellow and torn and somewhat fragile others looked newer and more sincere. I stopped to read the words and soak in there essence. When had such emotion ever found it's way through me. Who was the person I was writting about. Of course I knew but denial is often easier then trying to face something you convinced yourself would never take a hold of you again. Notes of hopes and dreams and sometimes just the weather and how it brought me to you...well her. and I wondered why i never gave them to her...would it have made a Difference....would my life be different now...could it be? I don't feel the need to ramb

Brewing Blog #1
I haven't brewed anything since early last month but I am reaping the rewards of that batch. It's a nice, spicy rye pale ale, quite unlike anything I've had commercially. There aren't many rye beers produced in Vermont or across the country. This one definitely works. On another note, found a brewing school near me. While I can't afford it now, I am going to look into participating in it sometime in the future. Will keep updated when I make a new beer.

My Darlin' Princess
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under a

Bitching
Some gentlemen (not naming whom) has come to be about my stash just bitching about it,, I see it this way if someone doesn't like what they see then give it a thumbs down.. I've tried my best to come up with some really good stuff fer ya'll to enjoy so just show a little more respect...

Dope Terminology
ALICE B. TOKLAS The lesbian lover of Gertrude Stein and a good friend of Pablo Picasso, she had a recipe for killer marijuana brownies. BALE A compressed brick of marijuana, usually ranging in weight from 10 to 40 pounds. BHANG An Indian and Middle Eastern smoking mixture consisting of pollen from marijuana flowers and ghee, an oily butter. In medieval Arabia it also referred to a datura-based knockout potion. BLUNT A joint rolled in the tobacco-leaf wrapper of a Phillies Blunt cigar. BONG A water-cooled pipe for one smoker, often made of glass or bamboo. BOWL A pipe or other smoking instrument with a space where you can pack the weed in, and inhale the smoke directly into your lungs after ignition, the principle of any ordinary pipe. Usually made of glass or some sort of metal (though wooden ones exist too). Does not refer to bongs. BRICK A kilogram-sized slab or cube of compressed pot. BUD The fresh or dried flowers of the female marijuana plan

She Has Landed
For those of you that know, Bethany and her friend left for Florida today(what was I thinking lettin my 16 year old fly alone to Florida) but anyway, they landed at 405 safe and sound!! Have a great weekend everyone

Race To 10,000 Comments Contestants
The following are the entries in the race to 10,000 for a 7 day blast... Comment bomb them show them love... Marjoram CT Wife of Master Acid Lord of Pain and Pleasure I ¢¾ U!! Trin - Tonya's Hubby - CT ASSIST FAMILY Mr.pain -nWo- Wolfpack Security~HUBBY TO *~**~LUCKY-LADY*~**~** THE ENCHANTED ISLAND CHERRYPIEX CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY christina of the Whips and Chains Society~HTA Fam~D-Generation X Fam~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 @3pm EST TIME ANYONE CAN ENTER COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED & SELF BOMBING AS WELL. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE LINK FOR YOUR PHOTO!! ~*Ladygray*~*ENCHANTED*~CT Wife To Mark~@ CherryTAP

Chapter 3
screaming loudly as her clothes are cut away,,she feel a set of hands on both her thighs as she struggles against the chains, feeling the chain bite into her ankles looking rapidly around the table, she can only watch as all the men decend on the table,,suddenly her breasts are being groped and squeezed hard bringing tears to her eyes, her nipples being tweaked and pinched, rough hands squeezing her thighs as they move all over her legs,,suddenly she screams louder then before as she is roughly penetrated by several fingers and forcefully finger fucked. thrashing about as she is violated, turning her head to the side she looks over and sees Mr Kramer, her gaze captivated as her body is being raped. Mr Kramer slowly walks over to the table , running his hand along jaclyns cheek for a moment, making a motion with his hand, all the men stop and step back away from the table, Mr Kramer reaches over and unchains her arms and legs, leaveing the chain lease hanging from her neck.

How To Make A Woman Happy
How To Make A Woman Happy... It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. Passionate 44. Compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich

A Big Beautiful Women
found while surfing the net.... A Big Beautiful Women shines: a radiance no artist can capture: Her eyes, her cheeks, her smile, her poise, her stature Conspire to melt a heart or cause a helpless sigh As rounded, ripe and bouncy beauty breezes by. This beauty talks to me as if it spoke out loud; A paradox of coy and bold, demure and proud. Where flesh is yielding, soft and rounded, comforting, Her mind is sharp and strong and kind and wise within. Voluptuous, vivacious, fanciful and fun, She shows her curves with cuteness, wowing everyone! With understated dignity, she rocks our world; Big, beautiful, a woman... the sexy fat girl.

Some Prefer.....
Some prefer skin and bones, As hard as sticks and stones. While others love my soft embrace, And to this softness they race. Round and luscious, Some even say delicious! Soft and curvy, And my attitude is pretty nervy. Don’t underestimate the attraction of a big girl, We may just leave your head in swirl! Author Unknown

Miss F. A. T.
I love these thighs. My hips so wide, yet so fly. I walk with pride. Too precious to hide my abnormal beauty. This abnormal booty. Truly in thickness like molasses or honey. You better watch your man! You better count his money! MISS F.A.T. that's me, Divine. Fatty girls are in and it's about that time. Skinny evil ones have run the show too long. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of you in your thong. But hon, if your man wants a bit more fun he can sample my ton. But there's a BIG FAT CHANCE that he will be done with you. I gotta speak the truth. We don't want no truce. World beware me and my girls are loose. You'll better warn McDonald's, husbands, and Honda. Skinny chicks can join, but ya'll have to get behind us. The tables have turned now we are unique. Thanks to Queen Latifah, Toccara Jones and most definitely Mo'Nique. Fabulous And Thick! You better some correct. My beauty doesn't end at the nape of my neck. Check these DD's and size 9 panty. I'm doing

Decoy
A Highway Patrolman waited outside a popular bar, hoping for a bust. At closing time everyone come out and he spotted his potential quarry. The man was so obviously inebriated that he could barely walk. He stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, looking for his car. After trying his keys on five other cars, he finally found his own vehicle. He sat in the car a good ten minutes, as the other patrons left. He turned his lights on, then off, wipers on, then off. He started to pull forward into the grass, then stopped. Finally, when he was the last car, he pulled out onto the road and started to drive away. The patrolman, waiting for this, turned on his lights and pulled the man over. He administered the breathalyzer test,and to his great surprise, the man blew a 0.00. The patrolman was dumbfounded. "This equipment must be broken!" he exclaimed. "I doubt it," said the man, "Tonight I am the designated decoy!"

You Dont Know Me
You dont know me ~Tony Martinez I say I love you Yet you doubt me Why Only goes to show You dont know me Can you really look into my eyes And call me a liar You want to let me go You dont know me This isn't make-believe This is real I am real I hold your face in my hands I kiss you deeply You pull away unable to look into my eyes Knowing I speak the truth Knowing what's in your heart Yet you still say no You dont know me Do you

Granbo
Gun-toting granny shoots 2 rapists' testicles off MELBOURNE, Australia -- Gun-toting granny Ava Estelle, 81,was so ticked-off when two thugs raped her 18-year-old granddaughter that she tracked the unsuspecting ex-cons down - - and shot their testicles off! "The old lady spent a week hunting those bums down -- and when she found them, she took revenge on them in her own special way," said admiring Melbourne police investigator Evan Delp. "Then she took a taxi to the nearest police station, laid the gun on the sergeant's desk and told him as calm as could be: 'Those bastards will never rape anybody again, by God.' Cops say convicted rapist and robber Davis Furth, 33, lost both his penis and his testicles when outraged Ava opened fire with a 9-mm pistol in the seedy hotel room where he and former prison cellmate Stanley Thomas, 29, were holed up. The wrinkled avenger also blew Thomas' testicles to kingdom come, but doctors managed to save his mangled penis, police sai

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Happy Birthday Dale
AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY ! I MISS YOU SO BADLY ! I SO WANT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL YOU AND LAUGH AT YOU AND TELL YOU HAHAHAHA YOUR NOW AS OLD AS ME AGAIN !! I WANT TO SHARE BIRTHDAY CAKE WITH YOU , I WANNA BUY YOU LOTS OF PRESENTS ! BUT ALL I CAN GIVE YOU IS SOME SILK FLOWERS IN A vACE AND PLACE ON YOUR LONELY LIL GRAVE SITE ! WHYYYYYYYYY DID GOD TAKE YOU FROM US ? WHY DID YOU HAFTA LEAVE US SO SOON ? YOU ARE SO YOUNG !! POOR MOMMY HAS MADE HERSELF ABSOLUTELY SICK MISSING YOU SO BAD ! WE WENT TODAY AND BOUGHT YOU SO BEAUTIFUL THINGS FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY... WE BOUGHT WREATHS, AND SILK FLOWERS, AND A CONCRETE ANGEL , AND A BIRTHDAY BALLOON ! THATS ALL WE CAN GIVE YOU NOW ! GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! I LOVE YOU LIL BROTHER.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Cherish(an Oldie)
Cherish is the word I use to describe All the feeling that I have hiding here for you inside You don't know how many times I wish that I had told you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could hold you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could mold you into someone Who could cherish me as much As I cherish you Perish is the word that more than applies To the hope in my heart each time I realize That I am not gonna be the one To share your dreams That I am not gonna be the one To share your schemes That I am not gonna be the one To share what seems to be the life that you could cherish As much as I do yours Oh, I'm beginning to think That man has never found The words that could make you want me That have the right amount of letters Just the right sound That could make you hear, make you see That you are driving me out of my mind Oh, I could say I need you But then you'd realize That I want you Just like a thousand other g

Still Love
I was there for you when it was hard to be I loved you when you stopped loving me I was your friend even when you said it was over When you cried, I still offered a shoulder You yelled at me, I never raised my voice You left me alone, not giving me a choice You lied and you cheated, when my heart was true I might have been distant, but was faithful to you What right do you have to be angry with me? I wasn't the one who asked you to leave When you were hurting, I stood by your side But when my heart hurt, alone I cried I loved you the very best I knew how When around me my world was falling down I fought to keep our life together Committed to my promise of "forever" Now you tell me there's somebody else You use to fill the void inside yourself Throw those images up in my face How can I be so easily replaced? Real love doesn't ever let you go So if you left so easily, I want to know How should I believe you ever loved me When I'm wrapped in the web of you

Its All In The Mind...
What ever happened to goals and the truth, the things that you wanted & believed in your youth. And what has become of innocent times, the world can be puzzling if it starts to unwind. Where did we go wrong to end up in this mess, give up on performance and settle for less. The answer should not be a surprise... you made this yourself with the power of mind. The future began as a beautiful dream, turned into reality and is not what it seems. You started a succession of powerful sources, thoughts are like lightning & magical forces. Your words are the structure to what is achieved, you make your own future, it's part of the scheme. But negative thinking on a regular basis... believe me you're playing in dangerous places.

My Greatest Creation
I've written alot of poems, More then a few, But they'll never stand up to, My greatest creation in you. I've struggled in life, Been put to the test, Nothing compares to you, You're the best. You're my greatest creation, From writing to cooking, When you grow up, The pretty girls you'll be hooking. The day you were born, Everybody stared in fascination, No matter what, You'll always be my greatest creation. For Brandon. Written by me...Little Lee

Come One Come All
hey everybody just got a lounge set up everybody is welcome to come hang out meet some new people and just listen to some tunes and have a good time http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8701" go to the link above and joins the party lol

One Of The Most Annoying Things Is This
After you come home from the hospital, you relax a bit, go to bed, BUT just as you fall asleep, some asshole at 1 in the MORNING is STILL shooting off fireworks and it IS 2 days AFTER the fourth of July. Not only does it wake you up, but you wake up shaking. I mean come on. I had a rough night as it is and I wanted to sleep but now I have to deal with people still shooting off fireworks in the early morning or late night, however you wanna look at it. I just wanna sleep. Is that too much to ask? :(

I'm Scorpio
Message: Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness

I Love You!
I Love You So Deeply, I Love You So Much, I Love The Sound Of Your Voice, And The Way That We Touch. I Love Your Warm Smile, And Your Kind Thoughtful Way, The Joy That You Bring, To My Life Everyday, I Love You Today, As I Have From The Start, And I'll Love You Forever, With All My Heart.

Scammer On Ct...
Desmond@ CherryTAPthis guy is a fake!! he says he is from florida and says he works for american idol but after talkin to him a while he is in west africa needing money to pay his bills... lukublack: Well i just wanna tell u about my pressent situation and i will like u to help me out .years ago my mum told me that my dad left her for nigeria to work with a japanies company lukublack: few years later i was introduce to a beauty pargent where i practice i was one of the queen later my mum died i find it difficult to put myself together so i came in saerch of my dad in africa reaching here i was attack by hoodlums taking away the address of my dad place and the little money i was holding in the hotel where i lodged i amowing the hotel bills so the manager siced my travling document pleaz if can help me out to pay for my bills so i will be set free ipromise to do anything for you and i promise to make you happy and i will pay back the money ? lukublack: hun I cannot "promise" that

Cassie
MY SISTER WROTE THIS POEM FOR ME.. You are my sister The only one thats mine We'll remain the closest friends Forever, for all time I want you to know I'll always be there No matter what you do in life I will always care If you are afraid Come and share your fears If you feel like crying come and cry your tears If you feel alone come and join the fun, If you feel only dark come and watch the sun If you feel the stars are out come and see them shine I'll be there for you, sister Forever, for all time

Fantasy Of Mine...
Pretend you were a firefighter... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Im wearing a tight low rise blue jean skirt, that came to the middle of my thigh, a black lace thong that shows in the back, a pair of black staleto heels, a black tight mid drift tube top, and no bra. On my way to your station, i start to rub my clit to get my pussy all wet for you. I walk in your station. I look around and I see nobody but us. I walk over to you. I gently kiss your sweet lips. As you try to make a move, I walk away. I open the door to the engine and climb up in. I'd gesture for you to come up with me. I'd push you down on to the seat. I slowly start to strip in front you, rubbing up against you gently as I slide off my tube top revealin my perfect D tits. I slide my jean skirt off my slender hips and down to my bare ankles. I stand there in front of you only in a black lace thong and my heels. I take the clip out of my hair and let my dark flowing black hair fall down. I clim

Who Really Knows Me
in this would there are only a hand full of people who really know me i am not a person who puts my life story out there i just dont see how people that really dont know you can get pissed off that you dont want to to tell your life story to or talk the min you get on line . i dont understand why they want to know every thing about you are you going to really find love ?if i wanted to talk to you about something i would tell you think about it if your a frind on here and not in real life i know this is going to come wrong but we are not that close i do have people on here that i am close to and i would do almost anything but thats far and few but come on people be real dont get all pissy just bc i have things to do in real life i dont mean to be a bitch BUT GET A LIFE omg damm

Tell Me What You Think
As I look into your eyes I can see what makes me love you. Your soul, your smile, the way you look at me and the very essence of what makes you you. You are the one that makes me whole, the one that makes me know I am alive. Without you nothing makes sense, without you the world is cold and unfriendly. Your caress is angelic, your love is enlightning, my heart is yours forever. Ef

How Can I Understand?
When I speak with my friends @ work who are supposed to be very very very close friends, and they are in a bad mood, they want me to cheer them up, but how can I Cheer them up and make them happy when they wont tell meats wrong? Try to make ya think a little bit.

Freak Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during seX? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out? 26. Wanna have sex with me today ? 27. Wanna have sex with me tomorrow ? 28. Whats your number?

Keeping Myself Sane 8
everybody is different and everyone should revel in that, the most inherent in any of us is the need to be accepted. how would people accept who we are if we cannot accept ourselves? start by being truthful about yourself, slowly daring a bit more into finding where you are most comfortable and u'll find you might love urself a little more everyday. there is nothing to be shameful about that. be yourself, love yourself.

Hello Friends
Thank you for all of you who have come and said hello to me on MySpace. I hope everyone here is doing okay. Below is the clickable link to get to my MySpace profile. Hugs, Rayne http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=92569685

One Last Chance
a little voice whispers from the past haunting melodies played for me tears for the silly daydreams of old all grown up, with a child of her own still reading bedtime stories and chasing fireflies playing race cars instead of dolls and praying your dreams come true my son as one chapter closes another is opening i have no clue how this is all going to work all i know is that this i am giving a chance a chance to grow, my own chance to dream a time to move on with my life and take the chances i have hidden from a promise given... intent made known... to make something work and take our time to learn and grow the sound of my pounding heart is all i can hear with your words streaming accross my heart one last chance one last dance one last breath and i am forever your this chapter is ours to write so where shall we start? time moves us from one place to another like the tides moving in and out and when i least expect it you came in...and swept me away lik

Salary Increase For Mr.penis...
Subject Very funny!! Body: I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always obser

Me
hi all, im caroline im from adelaide australia. im a newie here at cherry tap and i like the site so far, pretty unique site. so if u see my profile just send me a msg/rate me and ill do the same. hope to talk to you all soon. cheers

New Male Enhancement Drugs....
With Viagra such a hit, Pfizer is bringing forth a whole line of drugs oriented towards improving the performance of men in today's society... DIRECTRA -a dose of this drug given to men before leaving on car trips caused 72 percent of them to stop and ask directions when they got lost, compared to a control group of 0.2 percent. PROJECTRA -Men given this experimental new drug were far more likely to actually finish a household repair project before starting a new one. CHILDAGRA -Men taking this drug reported a sudden, over-whelming urge to perform more child-care tasks - especially cleaning up spills and "little accidents." COMPLIMENTRA -In clinical trials, 82 percent of middle-aged men administered this drug noticed that their wives had a new hairstyle. Currently being tested to see if its effects extend to noticing new clothing. BUYAGRA -Married and otherwise attached men reported a sudden urge to buy their sweeties expensive jewelry and gifts after ta

Hooker's Progress...
Hooker's Progress Three generations of hookers were sitting around the brothel one day just talking about the business. The youngest one complained, "You know Mom and Grandma, now guys want a blow job and a fuck for $100! I don't think I can stay in business at those prices." Her Mom thinks for a while and says, "Well dear, in my day we would give a blow job for only $25 and we considered ourselves lucky to get that!" Grandma looks at her daughter and her grandaughter and says, "The both of you don't know what tough times really are. Back during the depression we used to give blow jobs for free because we were just glad to get something warm in our stomachs!"

Lmao
I just wanted to say I was deleted and blocked from a friend on here for putting up the pics...anyone else want to do that? More than welcome..thats the good thing about being my own woman..I get to do what I want..Love you all and enjoy..I will be posting more soon..:)

Dream
I'm now in a very leisure summer vacation, I was planing to work in Starbucks,and Starbucks needs four months to train being their barista,but i'm not sure where the school i'll go to. The summer vacation only two months, that's a lot not sure. I'll find another SB when I'm in steady in college life.I want to be a barista.And i really like the atmosphere at SB in TW. So maybe i'll go to "FRIDAYS"now. An American style restaurant, their uniform is really cute,and an interview is in English, maybe i can handle it and learn a lot from being the waitress. My dream is to have my own store which is handmade with some designs of my ideas, i must being creative, and a heavenly steed soaring across the skies.I have so many interests in design and fashion. I think they are the vital materials in our daily life. Many people in TW enjoy the way they live in their interest, but also, there are many people think we are always day dreaming, I think those who don't care about what they re

Actual Headlines....
Actual Headlines...... Miners Refuse to Work After Death. Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant. Stolen Painting found by Tree. Two Sisters Reunited after 18 years in Checkout Stand War Dims Hope for Peace. If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It may Last a While. Couple Slain, Police Suspect Homicide. Man Struck by Lightning Faces Battery Charge. New Study of Obesity Looks For Larger Test Group. Astronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Space. Kids Make Nutritious Snacks Local High School Dropout Cut in Half. Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery, Hundreds Dead.

Quick Wit...
A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat she said, "Sir, I asked to see your ticket, not your stub."

Communication Is Key...
Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the lights because they can't see each other using sign language. After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife decides to find a solution. "Honey," she signs, "Why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time." The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, "Great idea, Now if you want to have sex with ME, reach over and pull on my penis one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis......fifty times"

Listening
I would like to say thank you to all of those here that have given my advice. With dealing with a certain person that in a lot of minds has really taken advantage of me. Because I do my best to be a nice guy, and sometimes can't say NO to people. But what I am writing about tonight is something that just clicked in my head. And I probably know why but don't really want to get into the philosophy behind it. It has to do with what I have been told and why. For years by this person I was told that I was negative and angry. Can I person have an opinion and it be respected by someone you think you love? So, far that is my side of the equation. Now, I have been told that she seems to sabotage things in a relationship. It was but to me she will push people away because of being frightened of Intimacy/Commitment. Wow, I don't know why it took so long for that to click in my head. But it did, and in some ways it is upsetting yet a relief. Because of the fact that I would rather m

Writing
My secret wish is to be a writer, it seems to be the most enjoyable job in the world. Taking pen to paper[or keys to word processor in this day and age] and spilling out your heart and soul into characters, sharing your ideas and beliefs with millions in a format for discussion and acceptance or rejection. I'm not very good at it though, I mean I understand that people say you must practice practice and practice in order to be a good writer, but isn't there some natural born talent mixed in? Maybe its just a unique outlook on life that a person needs in order to become a good writer, but how is it possible to test without years of schooling? I understand that people need to go to learn how to dot their i's and cross their t's, but it would make life a lot easier to understand without all the preemptive work to try for success. The idea has just been plaguing me lately, what if it is my passion what if writing is the one thing that I'm supposed to do in life, maybe I just ha

Wtf????
So i managed to get myself up to spot 7 last night. This morning Ilook and I'm all the way back in the middle of page 2!? This contest is fucking rigged hardcore. Now I'm back on the bottom of page one.;0( please continue to vote once per day and help me get back up top. I just want to win this and get it done already! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

You Might Be A Redneck Jedi If......
========================================================== You might be a Redneck Jedi if... ========================================================== * You ever heard the phrase, "May the force be with y'all." * Your Jedi robe is camouflage. * You have ever used your light saber to open a bottle of Bud Light. * You can easily describe the taste of an Ewok. * You have ever had a land-speeder up on blocks in your yard. * Wookiees are offended by your B.O. * You have ever used the force to get yourself another beer so you didn't have to wait for a commercial. * You have ever used the force in conjunction with fishing or bowling. * Your father has ever said to you, "Shoot, son come on over to the dark side...it'll be a hoot." * You have a confederate flag painted on the hood of your land-speeder. * You ever fantasized about Princess Leah wearing Daisy Duke shorts. * You have the doors of your X-wing welded shut and you have to get in

I Want The Cops On Here To See This
i left my house today and got stoped and searched for weapons i left the store and got stoped and searched for stolen property after that i was 2 min away from that and got searched for drugs and when i said this was herasment i was arrested for resisting arrest what the fuck is that? are we sorrounded by warpigs? fuck that im an american! whats the deal? please respond if your involved with the law. thank you.

My Convo With The Weirdo!
Here's a conversation I had with a complete stranger that IM'd my friend MISSY from an AOL St. Louis Chat... The conversation reads as follows: Sharksandwich123 [2:07 A.M.]: hi, do u want to have sex with me? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:07 A.M.]: why not... i love having sex with random strangers... lmao Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: me too...lol Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: where are u? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: im at home where are u? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: were in mexico city mexico Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: home Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: mexico? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: ya mexico Sharksandwich123 [2:09 A.M.]: if u were in st. louis, we'd be good OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:09 A.M.]: send a pic and maybe ill come up Sharksandwich123 [2:09 A.M.]: i dont have any sorry Sharksandwich123 [2:10 A.M.]: i do have a 9 inch long cock though OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:10 A.M.]: riiiiiiiiiiiiight... everyone has pics- shit even my nan

Caprice Or Regal
to all you dumb fucks and jack asses out there i know how both cars run and checked the miles on it rims aint shit trust me i know and while your talkin shit your broke asses aint payin for the shit anyway so learn how to vote and shut the fuck up.

Wow
I have been in rhode island for a week.. havin so much fun!! I am drunk once again.. YAH !!! It has been a sigh a relief to go out and have fun for once. I dont think im goin home. I like being in a place where i got famil and people who care for me!! Its great to be home here in Rhode Island insted of the hell hole in Florida!! After being here and gettin all the love and support that i should have been gettin all aling (in FLorida) I realize what i have been missing!! I know if i leave I will miss my family here in Rhode Island.. I dread leavin so i am seriously contemplting not even go ing back t florida to get my stuff. anyway im drunk for like the 2nd time today and like the 5th time tis weeek. so i am done with the drunken ramblingness. See u soon.. maybe. Feel free to leave lux and comments. PORTUGESE FIRE MAN>>> WOO WOO... :D LMAO... Chedk this site out funny as hell well at laest to me cuz im portugese.... http://www.portuguesefireman.com/

Hit My Limit For Now (contest Related)
RIGHT NOW I AM UNABLE TO COMMENT PHOTO'S AND I'M CURRENTLY IN A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I'M CLOSING IN ON 2ND PLACE PLEASE HELP A FRIEND OUT I WILL REWARD THOSE WHO GIVE THE TIME COMMENTS AND PLZ RATE THE PIC THANK YOU SO MUCH, I'LL DO THE SAME FOR U IN YOUR TIME OF NEED! :-D THE LINK IS ON MY PG IN MY ABOUTME SECT UNDER THE MAG PIC ARROW THAT SAYS LINK CLICK IT AND THERE YOU'LL FIND MY PIC! THX AGAIN.

And Still Champion!
Latest results are in on last Eddie Van Halen VS. Joe Satriani. Eddie Van Halen is your undefeated Champion for the 4th time in a row!! Eddie Van Halen-26 Votes Joe Satriani-6 Votes Stick around for the next one in my latest MUMM!

My Yahoo Msn
am allways happy to have friends if you have my space am on it badoo yahoo 360 flixster and i got msn messenger and yahoo messenger here we go if you want to be my friend at msn add me its smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk and my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com add me today thankyou derek look forward to talking to you in yahoo or msn derek

I Suffer Greatly From Scarlett Ohara Syndrome
Scarlett O'Hara used to say, 'I'll think about it tomorrow.' It's tempting to take up the same philosophy, but it might not really be in your best interests. The best time to think about tomorrow is today.

I Hate...
Bitches who dont know how to do their job. When you get married, its your job to COOK, CLEAN and Keep your man happy. Is that so damn hard to do? Thats how it always has been, thats how it always should be. Stop sucking so bad, or dont be married. For fuck sakes. Jesus. Womens rights, that's what all you lazy bitches are gonna try to whine about. No, we all see through the fact that you are too damn lazy OR too damn retarted to do your job, so don't kid yourself. Seriously. Womens rights are great. I benefit from them every day and I appreciate them very much. BUT, when I get married I will understand the unwritten rules of being a wife and Cook, Clean and make my husband happy. End of story. Perhaps I was just raised better, I dont know, but get a clue and stop being such a dumb lazy asshole. Why do you think men cheat? THEY AREN'T HAPPY. Fix it. Yes, divorces have happened for a long time blah blah, whatever. None the less, they weren't as common before the 70s. Ya know

Moon
A glimmer from behind the clouds in the dark night is all I can see of the moon tonight. The warm summer air slowly cools in the lack of light in the night sky. I look up through the clouds at the moon many miles away. My life is moving, every so quickly that it some times seems to pass by the things that are important. Like friends, lovers, family. The moon seems not to care much about the clouds, it keeps its bright sliver of light glowing many hundreds of miles away. While I sit here looking up at it thinking about time. Time means nothing to the moon, nor anything else other than us. Time is something we make up, we control, and we enslave our selfs to. A car drives by full of Friday night party goers, their music blasting from the open car windows. When they I look up the moon is still there, caring nothing for time, or what is going on here. Maybe I should keep the moon in mind next time I think I'm running out of time to do things. It keeps turning with no time, so I

Im Done. Really. So Before I Go...
...my last words. This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity, its on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself you can't run away It's your choice Point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart and gaze within -Me

Ole And The Hooker
Ole was walking home late at night and sees a woman in the shadows. "Twenty dollars..." she whispers. He'd never been with a hooker before, but he decides, it's only twenty bucks. So they hide in the bushes. They're going "at it" for a minute when all of a sudden a light flashes on them. It's a police officer. "What's going on here, people?" asks the officer. "I'm making love to my wife!," Ole answers indignantly. "Oh, I'm sorry," says the cop, "I didn't know." "well," Ole says, "neither did I, til you shined that dang light in her face!!"

Telephone Problems
> > A Kansas farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone > > failed to ring when her friends called and that on the few occasions, when > > it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. > > > > The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic > > dog or senile lady. > > > > He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the > > subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog > > moaned and the telephone began to ring. > > > > Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: > > > > 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain > > and collar. > > > > 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. > > > > 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was > > called. > > > > 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. > > > > 5. The wet ground would c

What Kind Of Guy Are You Into?
What Kind of Guy Are You Into?The Dorky TypeLove glasses? A guy who makes you laugh a lot, and he isn't the best looking in the world by hollywood standards. Then he's the guy for you. A good example of this Harry Potter (Daniel Radcliffe verson) You love how they can make you laugh by saying witty comments and you like how they dont' have to impress you by their muscles or dimples. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Dreams And Doubts
What is possible to imagine, is possible. The distance between imagination and reality is not very far. Your imagination has great power to direct and influence those things you create in your life. So why is it that many of the good and desirable things you imagine do not ever happen? Because along with the positive things you imagine, you may also be imagining fear and doubt in nearly equal proportion. Although your imagination is indeed powerful, it may be using up much of that power to fight against itself. Your dreams, minus your doubts, equal your reality. To make real progress in your life, you can either make your doubts smaller or make your dreams bigger. As you move through life, your imagination leads the way. Is it pushing you back with doubt and fear as much as, or even more than it is pulling you forward? Choose to imagine the good and valuable things with such great passion and purpose that they far outweigh any doubts or fears you may have. And you'll soon fin

I Found Words To Every Thought I Ever Had, But One. . . .
What kinds of thoughts can't be put into words? We feel lost in space, mind-boggled by how small and big the stars are. We are sure and unsure about death, its blank and steady stare. Or we have done something that makes us feel both good and bad. Sometimes we hate someone we love, but we aren't sure what hate is, or love. We are scared of crowds and afraid of being abandoned, always alone. Sometimes we just want to laugh and cry, and when words fail we expect someone to know what our silences mean. What are some ways I try to express my feelings without using words?

What Kind Of Heart Do You Have?
What kind of heart do you have?In LoveYou are in love...you have find the perfect person someone who cares and loves you with every fiber of their being and wouldn't leave you no matter what...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Communication And Participation
Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com DEAR ANGELS, HAHA NOW I FEEL LIKE CHARLIE AND CHARLIE,S ANGELS! LOL I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT DAY! I WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS A COUPLE OF THINGS WITH YOU TODAY... FIRST I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF OUR ANGELS FOR JOINING OUR CLUB AND DOING THEIR BEST TO MAKE IT WORK. "THANKS" I DO HAVE SOME THINGS TO GO OVER WITH YOU AND I AM HOPING YOU WILL READ IT AND TAKE IT TO HEART. THE FIRST THING I WANT TO SAY IS THAT THIS CLUB WILL ONLY BE AS GOOD AS OUR COMMUNICATION AND PARTICIPATION. THOSE ARE THE KEY ELEMENTS IN ANY ORGANIZATION BUSINESS OR EVEN IN YOUR OWN PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS. WE ARE JUST ORGANIZING OUR CLUB AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET FAMILIAR WITH OUR PROCEDURES OR WAYS OF CARRYING OUT THINGS. I HAVE CHOSEN THE BLOGS AS A WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH OUR CLUB MEMBERS ON A DAILY BASIS TO GET YOU FAMILIAR WITH EACH OTHER AND WHAT IT IS WE ARE REALLY TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH AS A WHOLE. AND WHILE THIS IS NOT A JOB FOR ANY O

I Was Feeling Bad.....
I was feeling bad about not shagging that guy when I got a chance to. But since he had decided to be a 12 year old and ignore me, I don't anymore....just proves that the only thing he wanted was to sleep with me....and to think I got really upset thinking I had messed our friendship up....meanwhile he's out making new women friends to lie to.. With me I'm not gonna shag someone just cause I'm super horny....I want the shag to mean something. The next boyfriend of mine is going to me a very tired but happy man.

Class Jokes
a man goes to the doctors and says ive got a steering wheel stuck in my pants, doctor says that must be painfull man says yes its driving me nuts. jane im in hospital i have poisoned myself, i ate a daffidil but instead of a onion, the doctor says its ok itll will be out in spring. what do you call an irish window salesman? patio doors how many irish men does it take to change a light bulb? 100 1 to change the lightbulb and 99 to spin the room around. what do you get if you put 12 naked women in a deep frezze? 24 blue tits.

One Day...
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its pur

Frustrated
I'm just frustrated.. I've been in these really controlling relationships and try to look for a way out i guess.. and I can tell i'm not really happy ... but any time i start to like someone new, they change their mind about me.. I just dunno... It's like why even bother anymore to try. I want a serious relationship.. i wanna eventually settle down and get married... I want all that in my life... but will that ever happen? That's the ?... no one knows what they fuckin want in life anymore. It sucks.. it really really does. I also don't wanna be treated like shit .. but i just seem to find the guys that wanna do that to me.. I guess cause i'm such a sweet girl that tries to make everyone happy, that they feel I can be walked all over. I'm starting to fight back ... but it's just that is there any nice guys out there? I wonder if there really is!

Blondes
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get It started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then ..." He sighed................ "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box.

Hello All
so here's a little about me: ...i have a boyfriend we have been together nearl 2years, i will not leave him for someone off the internet, we have a beautiful 9 month old son together... so we are in it for the long haul... ...i am not here to find a fuck buddy, so if thats all your after look elsewhere.. thank you ... i love all things artsy... writing, painting, photoraphy. ... i plan on returning to college in the winter to persue a degree in the human services field... i enjoy helping people and i might as well make a career out of it... ... i love stuffed animals and even though i have my boyfriend everynight, i still cuddle with blue bunny... ... im a typical girlie girl, i love clothes, make up and perfume... ... i love to smoke (cigarettes) a little too much but barely drink, when i do i reach for bacardi... ... i have a beautiful pure bred yellow lab, whos name is (what else) bacardi, check out his pictures!!! ... i've spent a good 3-4 years working with developementa

Excuse For Tickets
The following 15 Police Comments were taken off police car videos around the country. #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." # 14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1,200 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O. K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or a dog?" #7 "Fair? Y

Lottery
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?"...... "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

This Guy Is A Total Arse Hole Omg!
Ok so ive known this guy Mark for almost a year now, actually more then a year. And we liked eachother a long while ago, then he went and slept with some girls. So we stopped talking for a month and he came back saying how sorry he was. This happend 3 TIMES. Finally this last time i told him i would talk to him, but he needs to knock this crap off because one minute hes being a jerk and not talking to me. Soooo he made a cherry tap again, and added every single slut on here. I told him wow its real classy. And his response was "well if you supplied the pictures for me i wouldnt have to look at them and your being a bitch and wont do it so i dont want to hear you bitch about it!" Now for a guy that says he likes me, even though ive told him over and over and over i dont like him in that way, how sweet is that! lol im a bitch for not being a slut...interesting!

Linda's Spank Bridgade
Below are the members of Linda Spank Brigade. She has asked them all to spank me as much as they can, cause Linda told them all how naughty ive been. Me, naughty?....whatever!!! Linda's Spank Brigade members LINDA AKA LUCY LOO BRITISH BABE WENDI POOH WIND DANCER STAR WHISPER DIANE BRITISH BOMBER NO.1 AMY AKA LINDA'S PARTNER IN CRIME When each member of the Spank Brigade stepped up to spank me. I lifted up my Kilt and when i did this each lady fainted to the floor. And now i have ALL the Spank Brigade in custody. If each member wants me to free them then they have to do something for me...lol All you have to do is send me a Spicy Gift from the Cherry Tap Shop

A New Start
So here goes...i wanna start fresh and find that one that makes me smile for no reason at all. im gonna play cherrytap now to meet people,make new friends and maybe fall inlove. no games...the real me. some men on here claim they are falling for me. how can this be. to u men who r so called falling...be true to yourself,make the right decisions and fall inlove because u want it and your heart tells u to...not cause ur lonely...with that said im back on cherrytap

What Can You Do ?
Life is full of surprises you never know whats next for you One day married , the next left all alone feeling blue People may ask if life is fair and if so, why do I feel pain But is it pain u feel or is it just the change that u gain Change can make you feel like something you thought you never could It is what you feel that makes you do what you thought you never would Love is a game that cannot be won but for some it is great For one to feel that happiness, does it have to be fate For those who have have loved and lost It is unfair to your heart to ask yourself, at what cost Love is a gift and to only just feel that, thank the man above There is so many out there that would give anything for love A heartbreak is nothing shy of a step back to see the loss Only to find yourself and know you are your own boss

Come See The Whales!
I just uploaded a few pics of hump back whatles feeding on Caplin (a small fish) at Middle Cove (near St. John's) Beach in Newfoundland. My Father took them yesterday. Many of you have never seen whales in the wild and they are a sight to behold. Great memories as a kid watching them.

Friends..........................
I just want yo say thanks to all my cherryTap friends it wouldnt of been a great site with out all of you!!!!!! I OO V v EEEEEE I o o V v E I O O V v EEEEE I O O v v E IIIIII OO v EEEEEEE CCCCCC TTTTTTTTT ! C t ! C T ! C t ! CCCCCC T ! And I love all my friends and fans on cherry tap!!!

He Has Never Seen Her Naked
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll remove one piece of clothing. He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 60 off came the pants. At 65 it was her bra and at 70 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get hlep," he said. "I don't have anything to cover myself wit

Love Intenet Style
There Are SO MANY HOT woman on the internet. If your not careful, you too could fall victom to LoVe. Yes, thats rite victom. In LoVe with a stranger, imagine that. I'm sure a few of you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. It's a real and VERY strong feeling. I know because I been crushed by it before. It Totally Hurts. That is my reason to write this little warning. You have to keep in mind, although you express genuine thoughts and feelings to this mystery person, they are more amazed by the thoughts of how you could possibly be so attracted to an image of them. They become amused by you, not in love with you. LoL, now your in trouble, because while in your disillution of mutual feelings, you are now thier little internet toy. They will use you when ever they want. You see it as a growing love, They on the other hand see it as an ego boost. All along you grow deeper and deeper in a self created illusion that this person of your affection feels the same as you do. WRONG! You are a

College Sex Survey
A professor, teaching a college sexuality class, was discussing the frequency of sex that could still be considered normal. "Many people find that sex every other week is sufficient frequency to satisfy, and that's fine. Yet others want to make love nightly, and there's nothing wrong with that either. Let's take an informal survey of this class. Don't be embarrassed. Please answer honestly. How many people here make love more than twice a week?" A few hands shot up. "Twice a week?" A few more hands. "Weekly, on average?" Many hands. "Once every two weeks?" he continued and, "Once a month?" and "Once every several months?" and finally, "Once a year?" At this last category, one hand shot up, waving most eagerly. "Pardon my curiosity," the professor asked, "But if you only make love once a year, why are you so excited over it?" Replied the student, "Tonight's the night!"

Women
Once upon a time there was a female brain cell which, by mistake, happened to end up in a man's head. She looked around nervously because it was all empty and quiet. "Hello?" she cried, but no answer. "Is there anyone here?" she cried a little louder, but still no answer. Now the female brain cell started to feel alone and scared and yelled at the top of her voice, "HELLO, IS THERE ANYONE HERE?" Then she heard a faint voice from far, far away..............

Birthday-present W___e
As you might've noticed, my birthday is in a week. Mainly as a service to my mom, who never knows what to get me even after 23 years, I've been maintaining an Amazon.com Wishlist, set it up to hide purchases, and items get mailed out here to Iraq. In the spirit of greedy camgirls preying upon the generosity of horny rich men, here's my Wishlist: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/NTD9A6ZJN2ST/ Or to seem less greedy, you can see what currently tickles my pickle. Geekin' ain't cheap.

Just An Urge
have you ever been single, non involved and not pining for anyone in particular... and suddenly wished you could lean agenst the person you love, touch their face, run your hand thorugh their hair, feel their arms around you, and tilt yr head up for just one little kiss? lol its an odd feeling :P

311 Concert Last Night
I really don't know what to say, but it was a "UNBELIEVEABLE". The concert started at 6:00, but i never left the house til 6 cause i was waiting for my friend to get to the house. He was stuck in 360 (highway in Arlington) traffic. Never fear though, cause we had a 12 pack of Coors and Miller Lite, and we made good time getting to the ampitheater and good time in catching up drinking ;). But after we got done drinking in the parking lot, we went into the ampitheater and cause about half the set of "Matishyau" and he was damn good. If you haven't heard of him or listened to his music, you definately need to check him out. He's got some damn good reggee music. 311 went on stage around 8 and omg they played not only the hits, they played A LOT of their old school tunes. That's what i'm there for....old school 311 and booze lmfao. This is my 16th 311 show, and what a show it was. Good music, good friends, good booze, and hell the concert was over at 10:30, so there was still plenty of time

The Public In General......
I work as a "crowd management" guard at an outside mall. Basically a rent a cop to a bunch of fuck offs who have way to much money and time on their hands. I watch them alot and observe the way they interact with each other and those that they feel are below their class. Now before this I was a bouncer in a large local bar. These same "people" would come in and drop alot of cash to act pretty much like complete animals looking to hump what ever had the largest line of bullshit.....my point to all this is, when did acting like a human with a little bit of commen sense and compassion towards each other stop being the status behavior to strive for and being a complete dickweed or flaming bitch become the way to strive for???? I blame the damn kids with the hip and the hop...oh well, I guess in a perfect world we would all have to pass I.Q. test to see who should be allowed to be let outside on our own. I guess I should be happy, it just means job security for me...there will always be th

Dis Eez For Ma Hunnie
Skeeramaninkadink kadink Skeeramaninkidoo I love You Skeeramaninkadink kadink Skeeramaninkidoo I love You I love you in the morning and in the afternoon I love u in the evening Underneath the moon Skeeramaninkadink kadink Skeeramaninkidoo I love You I love You I love you!! Boop Boo Boopoo Beedoooo Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

What Girls Want Guys To Know
..This girl, anyway. Pay attention to us. Women can understand through observation as well as through questioning and debating, and you would be wise to emulate this. Even better, make (flattering) observations about us and our lives based on the information we've shared with you. Everyone's a little egotistical. We like to talk about ourselves. Pay attention in bed. Don't just blindly pursue the goal of your own orgasm, but react to the signals we give you about ours. But this doesn't mean you should go down as soon as the clothes are off - make us beg you to touch us. Don't be all insecure about our sexual experience. Accept that we've most likely had boyfriends before you and that if we're willing to sleep with you it's most likely because we've slept with other men and gotten the angst and pain out of the way. You are neither Christopher Columbus nor Neil Armstrong. You are merely a tourist in paradise and if you do anything to imply that paradise is somehow less because y

Thank You
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m If you counted all the stars And totaled them you see They couldn't equal all the love That's deep inside of me And if you count the grains of sand On deserts far and wide You'd find the number couldn't match The love I feel inside And if you lived a million years You'd never, ever see A love as strong as mine, my dear A love that's meant to be I'll count my blessing every day And thank the Lord above For giving me a precious gift He gave to me this chance to meet YOU!! Love EJ

~~thought For The Day~~
FRIENDS . Watch the two little people for a minute before you read on down. Thought for the day... Friends... Friends are like butt cheeks. Crap might separate them, But they always come back together. Send this to all your butt cheeks.

Story #1
Native American Legends The Story Of Hungry Wolf An Assiniboin Legend A young man and his wife were up hunting in the breaks North of Little Missouri, back by Kildeer Mountains. The man camped there with his wife. He was successful as a hunter, and his wife cured the hides and fried strips of jerked meat. One night he told her to pack up everything, as the next day they would be leaving. Early the next morning he went out to get some fresh meat for the journey and returned with parts of a Rocky Mountain Sheep and its hide, which the people regard as very valuable. He found the packages on the scaffold just as he had left them, but his wife and dog were gone. Circling about the tent he found no trace, but the fourth day he found a few tracks of men. With the tracks of men were the tracks of his wife and dog heading South. He went back to the camp and pounded the meat and roasted the fattest meat and stored it away in bags to eat on the way, then he followed the trail. The fugiti

Butterflies..(rj)
When I look Into your eyes I feel so isolated I feel lost in the skies Our ongoing stare Your soul I can see right through Nothing else matters to me But me and you These feelings that I feel I cannot yet explain As if our interlocking eyes Are like our bodies' veins Transferring our feelings To each other’s hearts Love tainted toxins All doing their part Just in case I begin to forget ... You help me realize I have nothing over which to fret Every moment That we share I hope it’ll never end ... This ongoing stare I’ve never felt This way before You truly are special You’ve opened up the door You have no idea How much you mean to me I’m finally on the right path You’ve set my soul free All I wish for Is that you’re feeling the same way I can barely breathe when I’m with you You take my breath away I now begin to realize Staring into your powerful eyes That the incredible feelings I’m getting inside Are real meaningful “Butterflie

A Pome By Me
IM SITTING HERE DREAMING OF HOWS ITS GOING TO BE WHEN YOUR BACK IN MY ARMS ALL ALONE WITH ME, WE WILL GO TO A RESTRANT ORDER A TABLE FOR TWO, WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO PROVE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF WHAT WILL I DO, NOW AS THE DAYS ARE SLOWLY GOING BY, CANT YOU SEE I DO LOVE YOU......

If Everytime.....(rj)
If Every Time ... I'll never forget the way you looked When I saw you there that night; The way you just seemed to glow In the warm and gentle light. If every time you crossed my mind, a drop of rain should fall We could swim forever, in the greatest ocean of them all. If every time I dreamed your face, A flower bloomed anew, I could walk eternally in my garden next to you. If every time I imagined your smile, a star was placed in sight, Darkness would never fall upon this feeling of endless light. And if every time I needed you, A bird sang its song Our symphony would keep on playing long after we are gone EJ

A Poem Love Me
Love me alittle and you will see, Love me alot and watch what it can be. Love me now and take it slow, Love me later and watch it grow. Love me for years and time will fly, Love me for eternity and I will love you til the day that I die.

Spank Willie
Hello Everyone: I need a favor! This is my friend Willie.. and he's been a very bad boy! He has been running around Cherry Tap spanking my best friend Linda and posting blogs asking everyone on Cherry to spank her. Now she's a very nice person and does not deserve this kind of treatment. So... what we all need to do is... Spank Willie... because today has been declared.... World Wide Spank Willie Day! Please feel free to spank him as much as you like! Here is the link go at him! Many thanks to all!!! Woohoo... Ha Ha Willie Got ya.... Muwaz......

Fun Stuff!!!!
I just occurred to me, in less than a week Persia and I get to go harrass Jordan again!!! More likely though, he'll harrass us, lol! The boy is just too quick, even when he's drunk. Every Time I Die is one truely awesome band! Great music and a fun, cool bunch of guys!

Lonely Tears
Minutes turn to hours Hours turn to days, Full of heartaches and rejection And a million lonely tears. Happiness turns to sadness Smiles turn to frowns, A world once so happy Suddenly comes crashing down. Our love turns to memories Our hearts turn cold, No longer are we together No one here for me to hold. Once a perfect couple Now we are through, My whole life turned upside down Because I no longer have you.

He Was In Love With Me
Ok so my thoughts have taken a different turn..i met this guy Dan ,who calls himself tobad4u.Yes he is goodlooking,i hit him up and he responded.we got to know eachother and i fell for him...yeah im stupid. BUT HE ASSURED ME that i was different and i was the most sexiest girl he has ever seen.All along wondering why certain women were hitting my page so i did what any woman would do...investigate his ass. well all along i knew what he was doing so i played harder. i even said to him i dont care if u talk to other girls ...just know ur role and who u want. With that said i started talking to the women and comparing all the same stories...Exactly the same. i busted him. he had about 5 or 6 women he loved and promised on ct and my space. still lying i pretended to believe him. god only knows how many more women. he wants to win this game and be in the top 100 to prove a friend of mine(another one of his women) wr

My Poem Of Me
The pain I have inside me, awakins every sad moment I had. Nothing for me to see, but everything that made me mad. Darkest hour of the day, when I draw closer to hurt and pain. A voice inside faint, but I hear what it has to say, cutting for me is the only thing sain. Blood drips from my skin, while I sit and cry. Wondering how life could have been, if only I was to die. A tear awakes me from this place, to see what my life turned out to be. Looking at the pain on my face, I know who I am, just me.

Braggng
Ok I am so damn tired of people bragging about "Oh I have VIC and you don't. 'Oh I did a blast and you didn't Bullshit.. I don't have money or credit card do those things.. You all act like you are perfect than anyone on Cherrytap.. And that pissing me off and I don't like it.. Just keep your month shut about and quit bragging about it.. It drives every one nutz.. No being mean or rude I just don't want to hear about it.. got to go talk later ok.. Virgo24

Cheap Plastic Beads
Commonly known as Mardi Gras Beads they are increasingly being called party beads but no matter what name we give them, their magic works the same. Go to a Buffett concert or party and these twenty-five cents strands become the most precious of treasures. Here are three stories of their charm. If you have similar stories please share them. I'm walking around the tailgating area of Alpine Valley with several dozen strands of beads looking to parlay them for "booty" when one young lady asks if she may have some. The way I work the beads is that I ask if they are going to "earn" them, regardless of the answer I always give them the beads. So when I ask her she responds "How do I do that?" and I tell her that she can show her boobs. She lifts her shirt and bra proudly and holds the pose longer than most and says "now what?". I can't believe this so I tell her to jump up and down, so which she does still holding her shirt and says "ok now what?". I thell her to go ahead and put her

All About Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather ... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .....Government Bonds ..... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but

Confused About The Love That I Hold Inside.....
So confused about the love that I hold inside my heart for someone.....Everything started about 2 and half years ago.I meet this great guy,After he and I dated for awhile,I strted to love him. He is the only person that I have every loved this much.I feel that he is the love of my life.I just dont know what to do.We have been throw so much.Things with him n I were real good for awhile,and then he cheated on me with a girl that I hate.I just dont understand,why he cheated with her,because she looks like me.And then he and i broke up,then we tryed it again and our jobs got inthe way of making thigns work.So then we broke up again,and stayed friends.We would hang out go to the movies,talk,adn try to help each other out...Then over the past couple years,we were not talking as much,but when we did and hung out it felt like its meant to be. Last year,i started to think about movin out of state,so I packed up in the middle of Oct.2006 and moved down to South Carolina,for about a year.Now im b

Dont Stick Your Fingers Through The Bars!!
i feel like i am in a cage latly, and quite frankly i am ready to snap. most days every thing is fine but other days i feel as though the walls are closing in on me. i have things in life i need very badly and want to go to but i feel like i am trapped here with no way out. i am starting to feel more and more like a caged animal every day. i want to help people but i cant stop wonderintg who is going to help me.

Well I Was Bound For A Change, Man Im Dumb Lol.
So Im in the middle of a 10 hour day right.. I decide , well I suppose I figured, in a metaphorical way, to quit my job and begin a music career..because I up and said..." Take this job and shove it, I ainta workin' here no more..." Gunna do some work for a company around here at home I think, work on starting my own business.. gunna be a lean time, but I got good hope to make it through and get to where I aim to be. Ill keep you posted, nothing exciting about the first rung on the ladder, not a secure nor even half stable step, but the feeling of purpose it gives you can be uplifting.

No Place That Far...
I can't imagine, any greater fear Then waking up, with out you near And though the sun, will still shine on My whole world, would all be gone But not for long If I had to run If I had to crawl If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far It wouldn't matter, why we're apart The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts And nothing short, of God above Could turn me away, from your love I need you that much Oh if I had to run (if I had to run) Of I had to crawl (If I had to crawl) If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far Baby there's no place that far

Recovery
so you all know the story behind our bulletins and blogs about mr tobad4u...danial...yes im calling his ass out.anyway i dont really feel played . i feel relieved and strong. and when i say that it means that throughout what myself and these other beautiful women of stupid ass danial is that we have come together. to dan...u big jerk) u didnt hurt me..u made me new friends. and when u said to me" baby i love you,stang and these other women just wanna ruin what we have" u forgot to include urself.. the key player.U said i was just like stang and her girlz... well i hope the fuck i am. stang ur my girl,u have been so sweet to me i love and admire u and ur beauty. thanks for taking me under ur wing. irish sweetheart that goes for u too u were so kind to me. and the rest of his so called woman. hope we all r bitches for life. luv yall PEACE

Anger Management - Thank I Need To Try This.
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man aswered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad da

My 19th Birthday
Today was my 19th birthday. It was a odd birthday... but truth be told... I liked how it all happened.... Frist of all i woke up and had to wake the 3 best kids i know and then, we all went to a family bar-a-Q. Eveyone in are family was there and i had a blast and TONIGHT i am going to get smashed but the thing is that it dose not take much for me to gert smashed. My friends call me a cheap date but that is a other blog for a other day. Peace...I AM GOING CRAZY

My Heart Is Lost
MY HEART IS IN TEXAS AND I GOT TO GET IT BACK..ITS GOING TO BE BROKEN IF I DONT DO IT FAST. MY BABY IS GOT A FRIEND WHO I CANT STAND AT ALL SHE GOT TO HER HOUSE TO STAY THE NIGHT YET SHE DONT CARE IF IT ENDS UP IN A FIGHT!SHE IS TRYING TO MOVE IN FAST WHEN THERE AINT NO ROOM AT ALL!!! I FEEL SO LOST, I FEEL ALL ALONE, WHAT DO I DO IF SHE NEVER COMES HOME?

S
Im ready to cry. My whole body is sore and tired. I got all the way home from work, and not 10 minutes later, they called and said I had to come back for a staff meeting. Fuckers could have told me that we were having a meeting BEFORE i fuckin left.Someone make my day better :(

A Night With My Love
The candles are glowing, My body’s on fire, Your presence here with me, Fuelling my desire. Cup your face in my hands, Gaze into your eyes, The touch of our lips, Hunger growing inside. My fingers are tracing, A path down your chest, I can feel your heart pounding, Hear every breath. No layers between us, Just skin upon skin, Such a wonderful sight, But where to begin? Tongue winding patterns, Tasting salt on damp flesh, Hands slowly moving, A gentle caress. Your statement of manhood, Standing erect and so true, My temperature rising, A need to devour you. As I lower my head, To this inviting place, A sigh from your lips, Pleasure glows on your face. Tantalising teasing, From lips warm and soft, Slow rhythmic movements, Send your senses aloft. I can feel the warmth spreading, Down through my thighs, My crave for release, To have you inside. The juices flow freely, From my deep guarded treasure, You enter me gently, A moan of dee

Freak
FREAK APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think i'm sexy 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during seX? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 26. Wanna have sex with me today? 27. Wanna have sex with me tomorrow ?

Quote For July 4 (because I Wasn't Here To Leave Them Then)
The liberties of a people never were, nor ever will be, secure, when the transactions of their rulers may be concealed from them. -- Patrick Henry As we must account for every idle word, so must we account for every idle silence. -- Benjamin Franklin There, I guess King George will be able to read that. [Remark on signing American Declaration of Independence] -- John Hancock We must all hang together, or assuredly we shall all hang separately. -- Benjamin Franklin A pure democracy is a society consisting of a small number of citizens, who assemble and administer the government in person. -- James Madison A government is like fire, a handy servant, but a dangerous master. -- George Washington A Bill of Rights is what the people are entitled to against every government, and what no just government should refuse, or rest on inference. -- Thomas Jefferson

Juggalo's R Us
we need to tell the market man that we need FAYGO, HATCHETMAN CHARMS, A TICKETS TO THE GATHERING, FAYGO SHOWERS, ECT Things like this that we Juggalos could buy for one another..help me come up with cool juggalo gifts for Ct...and lets bug the hell outta market man to get them for us...lmwcao later Majick Neden

My Stupid Azz Cousin
My own cousin just walked into my room and started tell me shit about my life that I already knew. Then he proceeds to tell me that he knows more about certain things then I do. This coming from a kid that is going to be a sophmore because he failed 3rd grade. Yeah we're the same age and yeah Im a grade leave higher because I didn't fail any classes and no I don't know everything but damn does he haven't to be so fucking dumb! UGH! I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!

He's A Balla
You know, eventually he is going to figure out who you are. Even if you put up those walls, he is eventually going to break them down. He’s going to figure out that you laugh when your nervous and that you are afraid everyone will leave you. He’s going to learn that you can be really insecure because of what happened in the past and that all your looking for is someone to believe in you. And when he learns all of this..if he leaves, he really isn’t worth your time because you deserve more than that…don’t forget that. She always ran away from the ones that showed her they cared, not because she didn’t believe them but because she had been left to many times before. Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that You know it's there and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're

Battle Of The Bands Update + 2 Other Contests!
So far in the Battle of the Bands contest I am neck and neck for 2nd place with 101 rates... the leader has 234 rates, so I've got a lot of work to do to catch up! I think I lead in comments right now, but the # of comments is unfortunately not posted on stash entries... I really need everyone's help to win this! Once again, here is my entry to the Battle of the Bands hosted by the super cool Pantera Rawks: CT Battle of the Bands - Pheonix Rising If you like my music (same as what is playing here), thumb it up and comment (more than once if you like)! Check out the other talented indie bands too... this contest is great publicity for all of us! It runs until next Friday morning, so keep coming back and commenting! Winner gets a blast! -- and believe me, our band could use the publicity. Another singer told me she gets 100+ new fans/day while on blast! I am also in two other contests this week... I entered them before I knew about the BotB. Oops! If you felt like giving my publicit

Hello To All My Friends
I just wanted to say hi to everyone. My husband just got home from his week long business trip again and is home for the night and then will be out on the road again until Thursday when he will be home again for a day and head back out again. This summer is going to be a long and frustrating summer I can see that right now. He will be gone six days out of seven on the average it appears. Then on August 20th we are out again for another week long vacation to the San Francisco bay area. How have you been? 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Me,myself And I.
My face is painted white as can be~Bright red lipstick for all to see~Hair so black it shines in the night~Black eyeliner dripping into my sight~Painted nails of midnight color~Matching my wardrobe like no other~Boots with heels so chunky and high~Stares from people who judge you and sigh~Suspenders hang from the sides of my dress~Low to the ground they drag and stress~I'm covered in black from head to toe~Not to be a freak or in a side show~This is me~ This is who I am~I'm not into all your fuckin'glam~So stare as you will cause I'm laughing inside~ For I am Confident~I don't hide.

For A Friends Cheating Wife.
NAG,NAG YOU FILTHY SCAG YOU GREASY SLIMY SLUT!BETWEEN YOUR THIGHS GREEN FUNGUS LIES AND MAGGOTS CRAWL OUT YOUR BUTT!BEFORE I WOULD SCALE YOUR SCABBY LEGS OR SUCK YOUR FESTERED TITS,I'D DRINK A BOWL OF BUZZARD PUKE AND DIE OF THE DRIBBLING SHITS....Amen.

This Month So Far....
I hope the rest of this month isn't like whow the first week has been. It was approximately one week ago today that I got the call from my brother telling me about my uncle. It was one of the hardest things I have had to endure in a long time. Thankfully he is ok and is home recuperating. That took up most of the week then there was today. Today there was a shooting at the local McDonalds right at the end of my street. A worker was there to pick up his check and have some breakfast with his girlfriend. Well, see, his girlfriend was in the process of divorcing this guy who was constantly harassing the worker and such and today this guy shot the worker in the head with a semi-automatic hand gun. He died. I knew him. It's not fair. What the hell is this world coming to? Seriously? And the hardest part of this whole thing, I went to school with him, he graduated 2 years after I did but I knew him through other people. He was always the one that waited on me there if he was working and we w

Life
My life is completely different these days. I am once again going through a divorce. Sadly I'm only 24 and this will be my second divorce. This one ended for reasons that are quite unclear to me. If you have been my friend then you know that the reason I left was because my ex beat the hell outta me. I am still quite uncertain of the reason for that fight. I don't recall a lot of the argument that led to it but I very vividly recall the fight itself. I have let that aspect of my life go entirely with the exclusion of the divorce. I will never understand what exactly it was that I did to cause such a horrible reaction nor will I ever utter the words I am sorry for anything that I could have ever done to set him off. I will however say that no man is worth a beating. I have been through the physical abuse trip one too many times and I REFUSE to go through it again. I will not make exscuses for a man who will hit me. I will however call the police and watch as they escort them

Awwwwww....
...for all those Earth Angels that stopped by and helped me out in my contest, I want to say a big THANKS! We're here for rating others stashes...not contest, and I know you were under no obligation to help out, but it is sure nice to know that there are friends that will help you out, just because they want to! Alot of you know that my Dad just passed away 3 weeks ago today, so you all have NO IDEA, how much it meant to have you all leave so many comments on his contest pictures. Thank you again...so very very much!

Arrrrgggghhhhhh Fuck Summer
I FUCKEN HATE SUMMER FUCKEN SHIT DAMMIT GRRRRRRR I WANT FUCKEN WINTER COLD MUGGY SKYS WHERE everyone feels like shit an is depressed cuz theres no sun cause it puts a smile on my face seeing other ppl hating the cold an no sun :D fuck the sun dammit

Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Fire Fighters Hall
Click here to enter^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Come join the fun at the Firefighters hall *8 Pm * tonight for the WET&WILD ..... We will be have some great Gifts to the first 10 peep that show up and joins our family .............. We are still looking for some new staff members : Door Greeters :Bartenders: Dancers: Enforecers: Apply with the lounge or message ¢¾ Ms.Mama ¢¾Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ¢¾ Manager of Firefighters Hall@ CherryTAP Manager of Firefighters Hall (repost of original by '¢¾ Ms.Mama ¢¾Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ¢¾ Manager of Firefighters Hall' on '2007-07-07 12:15:49') (repost of original by '♥ Hott lil sassy♥ Firefighters Hall Bartender' on '2007-07-07 12:27:28') (repost of original by '♥ Ms.Mama ♥Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ♥ Manager of Firefighters Hall' on '2007-07-07 13:42:42') (repost of original by 'FireFighter John /sexxy sammy`s c/t b/f * Owner Of Fire Fighters Hall * ms mama`s/ jaci`s/ct dad*

This Is A Good Quote
We should study; knowledge has the power not only to make people smart but to make them good... Flow with whatever may happen and let your mind be free; Stay centered by accepting what your doing....

Contest Ending
the contest for the sexiest mom on ct will end july 8th at 6pm est..i want to take this time to thank all the moms for entering. and all the bombers that has helped the moms. thanks again and have a good night and good luck for the remaining 22hrs left

Redneck Love Poem
REDNECK LOVE POEM SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE; SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO. PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL, YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER. I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW, BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER. SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL, BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS, HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL. YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL, AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YOU' MOTHER, BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO' I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER. BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD, JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY. MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE. YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY!

To My Dark Angel
no matter the distance how ever far apart destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart i miss you everyday but there little tears to shed as long as your beig loved cared for and protected it will be ok i hope you find happiness and do everything you want to in life i'll always be there for you morning noon and night i love you so much and while we are apart remember destinys truest soulmates are always togethr in heart

I Wish I Had Control Again
Ive tried everything I know to do, Ive prayed, Ive asked for help, Ive sold everything I can, and still, I have issues that I can not overcome. When did I lose control over my own life? When did things get so out of hand that I am powerless to navigate my own destiny? When I was younger, I had serious issues with depression and suicidal urges. Through therapy, I have learned how to constructively deal with urges like that, and lately, its like everything Ive learned has gone straight out of my brain! Its torture to get out of bed anymore. I wake up and look around and literally say to myself, or maybe the cats, who knows, "Man, did I wake up AGAIN?" Anyway I just needed to put these thoughts down somewhere, get them out of my head, or at least share them or something. No comments are needed. And if suddenly Im not online anymore, its not because Ive done something to myself. I have an eviction notice and a disconnect on my electric, so if Im not online anymore, one of

History Made With Live Earth Online Video
REDMOND (WASH), July 7 -- With plenty of music yet to be broadcast in the July 7th Live Earth series, MSN reported today that it already has served more than 9 million live online streams to users viewing the worldwide music event aimed at promoting awareness of climate change. The concert series opened in Sydney and then moved across the globe to Tokyo, Hamburg, Germany and London, to name just a few cities. The U.S. leg of the concert kicks off at 2:30 p.m. EDT in Giants Stadium just outside of New York City. "History is being made today," said Joanne Bradford, corporate vice president and chief media officer of MSN. "Millions of people around the world have joined together to fight the climate crisis. The more than 9 million streams MSN has delivered so far today represent a milestone in live Internet broadcasting. We expect to see an even greater number of streams after the concerts are over as people return to watch their favorite performances or enjoy them for the first time

People Need To Just Cut Me A Break!
I try so hard.. and i seem to be so nice to the ppl who i guess dont give a shit about anything! things like this just piss me off to no end! I am starting to think that i am just to nice to all the wrong ppl? I know alot of ppl dont like the hard ass bitchy type either,.. so, my question is this.. if they are not crazy about the nice people who are down to earth and want NOTHING but the best for everyone, and they just dont seem to get along with the bitchy girls who think they are are better then anyone and that the world cant hurt them.. then what "type" do i fall under.. and what am i doing wrong?????????????

Can You Remember
Subject REMEMBER WHEN... Body: Close your eyes...And go back... ...Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ...Before semi-automatics and crack.... ...Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ...Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ...way back.... ...way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C)

Never Take Someone For Granted
WELL DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO..CUZ I AM NEW TO ALL THIS BUT I GUESS I WILL FIGURE IT OUT SOONER OR LATER.BUT YEAH LIKE I SAID NEVER TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED CUZ U NEVER KNOW WHEN U MIGHT LOSE THEM...MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS COOL TO TAKE SOMEONE FOR WHAT ALL THEY GOT...AN ME FOR ONE I DON'T DO THAT AN I DON'T EXSPECT SOMEONE TO DO THAT TO ME....I LOVE EVERYONE I AM AROUND AN I DO NOT TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED BECAUSE I LOVE THEM TO MUCH AN I DON'T KNOW WHEN I MIGHT LOSE THEM... *BUBBLES*

An Update
so in addition to some stuff thats happening that im not going to go into (but its serious), my job sucks, i found out today that i'm being denied for financial aid next year and i cant afford it by myself, and brooke (piercedmama) is back in the hospital :( I wish they would just get her levels stable so shes not feeling like this all the time. Stupid doctors. I have a headache. Sorry if ive been distant guys!

Why Do We Label....?
I changed my photo today to something that is dear to me. I have enjoyed this story since it was written. It has let me know that I am not alone in my depression and what a person would do if they lost their one and true love....the person you would walk thru hell for just to have one more hour with. And what I see is people casting judgment because I don't wear the uniform that this label has deemed... If you ask me what it means to be goth, punk, emo or whatever it is these days my reply would be simply "it's just a group of people looking for someone who feels like they do" why do we STILL judge each other because of a fucking shirt or band we listen to? Try something different for once, make eye contact. Ask a sranger if they need help. Try and turn someone onto some band or book that they might enjoy.... try being human......

Now I Have Time To Write
IM finally back to writing in my blog. We had a small fire in the trailer that I lived in and my dad finally decided to move. He finally hit reality. I was always scared that trailer was going to go up in flames one day. I guess that night that it caught fire in the wall socket it was God's way of telling us to move. Something told me to tell my dads girlfriend to do what she did. Angels must have been looking over our family. When that fire shot out from the wall our first instinct was to get water. So dads girlfirend got the water to put it out. We all knew that putting water on an electrical fire wasn't the best thing to do. But we didn't have any flour or anything like that around. But it worked. We could have blew up that whole trailer with us in it. Now, we live near Taylor Boulevard. Thanks to my grandmothers landlord he rented us one of his houses. We brought all of our stuff over here and finally made the last load yesterday. Now, it comes to putting up stuff and things of tha