Fubar Blog Posts 4

Getting Adjusted
Well Grant has called a couple of times since he has left, but today we got to talk for more than 2 min! He is still in recieving, and not doing alot as of yet. He will be entering basic by Thursday, then the real work begins!! Each time he has called he tells me he doesn't miss us.....YET! But for the first time today he is actually starting to miss his family. I think it's because he has had alot of time on his hands! That will soon come to an end, and after about a month then maybe he will have time to entertain the thought of being homesick. But he is a very strong young man and will be just fine. We are all doing ok, I think his sisters miss him the most of all. (except for his dog) I will keep everyone posted on his progress.

Sadness Takes A Form In Me
My Dearest Ian, My sadness has taken a form. One of many lonely, sleepless nights wishing you was still here. April 7 we would be celebrating your second birthday. All the dreams and plans I had for you have slowly been eating my heart. I never got to say goodbye, but I got to say goodnight and I love you. Why did you leave me munchkin? I can not understand it. The pain is sometimes too much to bear. I want you back and I know with deep sadness that this will never be. I will reamin on earth till my last breath and pray that you will remeber me when I come home to be with you. I hope you know that there is not a day that go's by that I don't think of you. I think of you in wakeing and in dreams. You consume my being and my every thought. It is hard to let you go angel, but I know I must if you are ever to have peace. I hope that on your birthday that you are well in God's arms and in Nana and PawPaw's. I hope you remeber me, your mommy. I hope that you remeber your daddy as well. T

Out Smarted My Own Fear
hahahaha I feel like such a dumb ass. but so smart too! I just out smarted my own god damn fear. for a very long time I have feared 3.30am as this is supposedly the devil's hour, the hour of bewitching, when evil spirits and the like come out to play. or atleast this was my long term belief. this fear was so bad that I have been refusing to look at a clock at night if I were to wake up just in case the time was even remotely close to 3.30am. and if I were to see the time and god forbid it be 2.30am I would not be able to sleep until atleast 4am as I would be racked with fear. it really was a pretty intense fear I had. but tonight, I was thinking about that fear and why it was that I feared it so much. well it hit me like a brick in the face, I don't believe in Christianity so therefore the whole notion of the devil and satan went pissing out the window. like the name satan comes from the term Saw Tan which is Hebrew for the enemy, which in Christian eyes were people who practiced pa

New Thoughts
I sit in the bed and think about the path that my life has taken. And I wonder what could be different. I wish to change nothing from before. Just now. I wonder if there is a bigger plan for me. And if there is if there is more for me to accomplish before I die. I would like to think that this is true. But I often have my doubts as everyone does. Life is what we make it. And I have decided that my life is ready for a new turn. A new direction. A new path. One that is not often taken. A road not often forged. I will forge on and not fret for my new comfort is that God is and always has been with me. I was just to blind to see. I hope that this new passion for life. Is not just some random fad that will fade with time. I want to live again and truely live. -Heather Zielonski Teach Me How To Live, Teach Me How To Be Free, For Freedom Isn't Truley Free.

When Love Hits You...
when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... love hit me smack in the face, i embraced it and it fell into place... love hit me out of the blue, i fell so hard for you it's true... love hit me so strong, that i know that it will carry on.. when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... i found a love so strong and true, i'll fight to keep it forever with you... i found a love so giving and pure, i have your heart of that im sure... i found a love so deep i know, with each passing day i watch it grow... when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... written by: angel

"outside"
STAIND LYRICS "Outside" And you Can bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK

As I Lay Before You
As I lay before you naked and see the passion in your eyes, I want so much to please you and feel your hot breath on my thighs. I long to bring you pleasure, feelings that you've not yet known - as you thrust so deep inside me in that place for you alone. To know your bodies secrets, it's recesses to explore, as I expose my own to you - not bashful anymore. So tell me your desires, that when we're next entwined, I'll know the ways to send you on a journey most divine.

Fortune Favors
Fortune favors those who wait as moonlight ends the day, to meet in misty twilight and indulge in carnal play. Bathed in candles lustrous light I look into your eyes to see primeval passion and feel the flood between my thighs. I long to have you take me on lusts salacious flight and transport me to ecstasy a thousand times tonight.

Tonight I Come To You
Tonight I come to you, heart in hand. Feel me, consume me. Invite my body to become one with yours. My heart is heavy. It beats rapidly with the thought of you. You touch me and your impulses flow in me. Your lips caress mine, in a mesmerizing touch of seduction. I can no longer hide my longing, the nectar of my desires Coats my loins awaiting you. Heal me. With one touch you can heal me. Save me from my longing and solitude. Your breath is heavy with need. Your strength enters me. I sigh. I am whole.

Cujo
King has never been comfortable with CUJO's pessimism-and particularly with the death of Tad Trenton in its closing pages. King has said that if he were to ever rewrite one of his published novels, it would be Cujo. But the pessimistic stance of the novel was -in King's words, "almost demanded": "You can't continue to write this kind of thing over and over again and finish up by saying, "Oh, yes, and the kid was all right. God took care of him again, folks. Go to bed. Go to sleep. Don't worry." Because they die, Kids get run over, they get knocked out of their cowboy boots. People pick them up and take them away forever. Crib death. Leukemia. It isn't a large percentage -most of them do fine. But it has to be put into the equation: the possibility that there is no God and nothing works for the best. I don't necessarily subscribe to that view, but I don't know what I do subscribe to. Why do I have to have a world view? I mean, when I wrote CUJO , I wasn't even old enough

There's Something Here To Offend Everone!
There's something here to offend everyone! What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs c

-----------i'll Be Right There-------------
SOMETIMES THE WATER GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEM YOU MIGHT LOSEE YOUR WAY. AND WHETHER IN FRONT, BESIDE OR BEHIND YOU I AM WITH YOU EVERYDAY SO WHEN IT SEEMS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD DO THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD I 'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!

What Are You Like In Bed?
What are you like in bed?Rough and WildYour very wild and one hell of an animal in the bedroom! You like to be spontaneous, rough and playful! You get what you want and you just do what you gotta do!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

How To Hide Your Ninja Lifestyle From Your Co-workers.
Recent negative portrayals in the American media have led to an unprecedented backlash in this country against your average, everyday, 9-to-5 ninja. As a result, many of us hardworking ninjas have been forced to go underground, hiding our heritage, our training and our very ways of life. If you find yourself in this position, here are a few helpful tips that will aid you in hiding the fact that you are a master of the black arts from your co-workers. Step One: Solve Problems With Your Mind Instead Of Your Nunchakus While nunchakus are a time-honoured tradition of dispute settlement among the ninja, their use is usually discouraged in the typical American office. The next time someone steals your stapler or eats your lunch from the office refrigerator, try saying a few friendly, but firm, words to them instead of smashing their skull with your nunchakus. Step Two: Try Using Office Items For Their Intended Purposes As you are well aware, one of the greatest skills of the ninja

The Unanimous Declaration Of The Thirteen United States Of America
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gov

To The Founding Fathers...
Your light still lingers in our distant morning, A star that we perceive across the void. We chart our passage by your words, still burning Long after your bright core has been destroyed. No longer do we speak of "natural" rights, Nor can we think that Reason guides our will. We've been through far too many gruesome nights To hope we have reduced our lust to kill. Yet hope remains the engine of our fire, Hope that someday all of us will be Happy in the least that we require: Well-fed, well-housed, safe, secure, and free. This dream we still pursue. Though darkness come, Your wisdom, hope, and courage through us run.

Love And Friendship
Love and Friendship instead of trying so hard to do the bigger things try doing the smaller things to most the lil things is what counts the most is more meaningful and can bring a smile to anyones face a smile on someones face can say more than a thousand words its like a breeze in the wind...a breath of fresh air it intoxicates you to the point of wanting to see that smile all the time its breath taking and beautiful and something you cant forget along with a smile comes the beauty within someone beauty on the outside is good but its not everything its whats inside the person is what makes them really beautiful they can bring a smile to Your face even when you are sad, lonely, angry its what lifts our hearts and souls its the understanding and compassion its the hello without even saying a word is a feeling you get deep within you when you think of the person it can not be messured nor can it be taken away because beauty within someone last a life t

Let Them Grow Part 4
5a) How can hemp be used as a fuel? The pulp (hurd) of the hemp plant can be burned as is or processed into charcoal, methanol, methane, or gasoline. The process for doing this is called destructive distillation, or `pyrolysis.' Fuels made out of plants like this are called `biomass' fuels. This charcoal may be burned in today's coal-powered electric generators. Methanol makes a good automobile fuel, in fact it is used in professional automobile races. It may someday replace gasoline. Hemp may also be used to produce ethanol (grain alcohol.) The United States government has developed a way to make this automobile fuel additive from cellulosic biomass. Hemp is an excellent source of high quality cellulosic biomass. One other way to use hemp as fuel is to use the oil from the hemp seed -- some diesel engines can run on pure pressed hemp seed oil. However, the oil is more useful for other purposes, even if we could produce and press enough hemp seed to power many millions of cars. 5b)

11 Years!
I cant believe 11 years of Recovery is right around the corner. I cant believe it was 11 years ago that I was in a hospital bed with a crushed hand broken back... "cracked out" and no pain meds until it was out of my system. What a wake up call. 11 years...not a single drop of liquer. No Drugs. Seems beyond reason, considering even people who have the occasion drink (when a love one dies or a really hard day) could not fathom such a thing. Damn. Blessed be.

They Smile At Me!
If you hold your head up high they will see your pride The pride I see within your heart there's no need to hide There's something in your eyes that everyone can see There's even something more to it when they smile at me I don't know why you worry you have them in your hand With the good that you can give your always in command There's a strength inside your soul that no one else can get If they doubt the perfect you the they dont know you yet I'd give my legs, my sight, my song to take the hurt away Then you could live your life without anything in your way If I could write the way I felt I wont know how to start Because the way I feel for you is deeper then my heart Id tell you how to

Duuuudeee....
My sister's baby has been fussing allllll day. Woke me up. Can't sleep. I only got like ten hours of sleep. =P I'm so bored. I'm going to go insane. I hope I get the third off. I want to be up north for the party. =( Meh.

Cornerstone Fest Day 5
well last night was the last night for the bands i am home now but here are the pics from last night shows from main stage i only see 2 bands that night. august burns red norma jean norma jean again

Tell Me
There are nights, when I can't help but cry. And I wonder why you have to leave me. Why did it had to end so soon, when you said that you would never leave me. Tell me, where did I go wrong? What did I do to make you change your mind, completely. When I thought, this love would never end... but if this love's not ours we have to let it go with your goodbye.

Ashes To Ashes
Well, you could walk like a stranger head back into here Bringing gifts while you act so sincere Bringing gifts for a boy who's five years Looking for rocks and training wheels I don't remember you from any of those books Ashes to ashes and six feet under, face down in a box Where did you ever learn to treat me like that You don't seem to have any of that family stuff You know the hardwood floors and all that penniless rough Your bad luck follows you like a heart attack Twist your fingers, soon as break your back I don't remember you from any of those books Ashes to ashes and six feet under, face down in a box Where did you ever learn to treat me like that that that It's coming from another with a mother who's just like yours Givin' you headaches and all those mental scores Give a little, have a little, take some for yourself Like the needy and the greedy always seem by themselves Well, you must be, have to be one of these Hidin' in the shade under your family tree

I Really Am This Type Of Girl
Someday, it'll be appreciated... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk

Brain Scans Reveal Why Meditation Works
If you name your emotions, you can tame them, according to new research that suggests why meditation works. Brain scans show that putting negative emotions into words calms the brain's emotion center. That could explain meditation’s purported emotional benefits, because people who meditate often label their negative emotions in an effort to “let them go.” Psychologists have long believed that people who talk about their feelings have more control over them, but they don't know why it works. UCLA psychologist Matthew Lieberman and his colleagues hooked 30 people up to functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI) machines, which scan the brain to reveal which parts are active and inactive at any given moment. They asked the subjects to look at pictures of male or female faces making emotional expressions. Below some of the photos was a choice of words describing the emotion—such as “angry” or “fearful”—or two possible names for the people in the pictures, one male name an

Comments
i love the comments you guys send me, but for the ones who keep sending me women, can you please send me men instead? lol i would rather look at men also im making eggplant parmesian and boy is it yummy lol and can someone please buy me a blast? i need something to do lol

Oops From Uppsala
I'm staying in Uppsala, Sweden, home of the largest and oldest university in Sweden. It's a short train ride from Stockholm so it makes a good base for exploration of this part of the country. Today I got a behind the scenes tour of the Nobel Prize museum and all the information I will need when I win one! NOT. Last week we spent several days in Copenhagen and then returned to Sweden. On Wednesday, I take a ship to Helsinki, Finland and then a couple of days later return to Stockholm, Philadelphia and home. Can't get used to the light here. It's 11:00 PM and still light. Miss you guys (and gals) and I'll be talking to you soon! J

To All My Prospective Students
7/1/2007 Dear readers: Mercury retrograde messed up my files and I have lost all the names, email addresses and telephone numbers of all my prospective students. I am asking you please to RE-submit your information ASAP for the upcoming Astropsychology courses. Please send me your information again by email at dr.turi@cox.net If you consider joining us physically EITHER IN Hawaii or Sedona do so ASAP. You are also strongly advised to take the course by mail, its cheaper, better and you can still join us for FREE whenever where ever I will be teaching next. Get the 16 CD, 4 DVD, all my books, exams, printed materials, audio tapes etc. by mail and START right away to build Cosmic Consciousness. Keep reading my newsletters for more information on those courses and if you know someone interested in my teachings please forward them this newsletter. Sign up, it free! Click here Thank you all Dr. Turi Celebrating the New Dragon's Head entrance i

How Old Were You?
1. Fell in love – 16 2. Lost your virginity - 16 3. Got drunk - 20 5. Got French kissed - 12 6. Went to the hospital for surgery- 21 7. Got your heart broken badly - 20 8. Lost a pet - little 9. Got arrested - working on it. 10. Smoked a Cigarette -7 11. Broken a bone - 23 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Got your own mobile phone - 21 14. Got a speeding ticket - 18 15. Got a MySpace account - 24 16. Snuck out of the house - Didn't have to take such drastic measures 17. Pierced other than your ears - 22 18. Got a tattoo – 22 19. Bought porn – 19 but watched it way before that. 20. Went to a club - 22 21. Transfered to a new school - 13 22. Totaled a car - Haven't (knocking on wood) 23. Moved out of your parents house - 19 24. Drove more than 100 miles alone - 18 25. How old are you now - 25

Jealousy
Go ahead and talk, say all the things that you feel the need to say. Look at my photographs and make jokes thinking that on some level it will ruin my day. Pick my life apart piece by piece, find flaws where you may. Remember though that in the end it is you that will pay. See jealousy is the utmost form of praise, compliment me all you like. I take your words with grains of salt, they mean nothing coming form a nasty dyke. The names that you'd love to have are mine as is the voice on the other end of the mic. So continue please make me that much more important than I am with each strike. DO your words harm me..why no, in fact I find them quite amusing. Does the anger and bitterness scold me..well no it's only words that your abusing. I know that your life must be strange and so confusing. I am the one gaining strength the power you thought you held, your slowly losing.

Fall
Suddenly things don't make sense, I crave the blood, the warmth, And yet need the coldness, the emptiness, the blank stares. I want to understand this, Need to find the answers, But how can I do this, When my eyes are closed tightly. And all I see is the shapes that Know my name so well. How can I go on one more second And still smile to your face? I always tremble in your presence, Afraid of what's to be said. I always run from your shadow, There's no detail to your face. It started melting slowly, As the sun came out to play. The shiney glimpse of release, Seem to cut me right in two. Then sewed me back together, Giving me sanction to forget you. I know I made a promise, But I don't think you'll call. I think you have your own ideas, It's time for me to FALL! I'll wrap my arms around you, Just once more you see, Then I will smile as I let go, Please just let me be.

"like A Dream"
Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare You're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

Laceration
These edges cut worse than any knife. The penetration goes deeper with each word. Your eyes say more than words can say They show me the blood you're truely bleeding. Your skin kindles more than the embers of any fire. I thirst for any drop of you I can get. The blessings that are present, With every step that I take, Knowing you're always at close quarters, I can always plead for your acknowledgement. Seething memories are the only things holding me back. I require your hands to encircle my face, Not letting go, until I need your hands there. Please, glue back the pieces, You know where they were found. I will beg any way I can. And let you take control. I am going to stand up proudly Next to you, My will making them suffer.

Blah
Don't ya just hate it when you can't shake feelings for someone that ya know doesn't return them the same way? Frigging driving me nuts. Been trying for over a year now to shake caring too much for someone and still no blasted sucess. Even worse.....have said feelings for 2 people at same time. It sucks being polyamourus at times. Ironically, when I'm not in a relationship, I can love or overly care for up to 4 men at the same time (so far thats the max, thank Goddess!). Yet as soon as I hook up with someone, I'm pure monogomous. The others I cared for simply drop into friendship only. Its rather bizarre I know but thats how strict I am with myself on staying loyal to who I am with in serious relationships. I struggle to understand why the Goddess wants my life so weirded out. And of course don't it figure that writting isn't giving me my usual relief from thinking. BLAH (lmao at least I know what to title this one now) Have a good 4th USA'ers :)

Fyi
i wont be doing much typing for a while because i ractured my thumb today and having a hard time getting used to typing one handed...so if i dont answer right away its not you and im not ignoring you it just takes me longer...thanks all

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl misses you, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that you're not hers anymore. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later. When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's hoping that you're hers and only hers (it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, a million things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing you will be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " sh

Mother Earth
Silent tremors stain the glass before you. The ground is bleeding, shattering the pane. The shards are covering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours. Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I'm not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking. Contractions seem deliberate, confusion seems worse. Stradegy is hopeless, I'm gonna go bizurke. The shadows are covering, plastering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours, Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I am not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking.

Crazii Girls..in My Eyes!
crazy girls..IN MY EYES always willin to fight for somethin they shouldnt even worry about talk to a million guys and say they are all theres when they finally find a girl a crazii girl goes nuts and wants to kill them when they have a boyfriend they always sayin they "need breaks" they dont kno which way is up or which is down they say one thing and do another they cry and whine over every lil damn thing that goes wrong or right in there life they say they are gonna drop it but they dont they get on there mans/crushes myspace and start shit wit other females they dont ever have the story right or straight they leave a thousand and 1 comments for there "guy" to piss off other ppl THEY JUS DONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER one day she has a bestfriend the next they hate each other they always tryin to take the TAKEN men they think the world owes them somethin they get pissed off at nothin they wanna have a baby wit a guy then wait till he/she is born and run off and then try

Bit By Bit
Bit by bit your face Becomes numb to me, And I can see your Anger fighting for the floor. I can't be sure I can look in your eyes, And find peace there any more. Insanity is all I have, To keep me alive. So I find it in the coolest, Darkest place! Release the demons! I had come here to help you, But now there is nothing you can say That will keep me here, Long enough to pick up The pieces that crumbled From your angry tears.

Michael Dimitri And Alan Cooper's New Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naz8d84D390 These two guys are two fine musicians from WALES, U.K. I met them both via MYSPACE, while networking with as many musicians as I can. These two artists are prime examples of the quality musicians I like to meet and get to know..charley

Gf App.
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead: 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped:

A Letter I Wrote Long Ago To Be Read At My Fungeral When God Calls Me Home.
If you are reading this letter that means something has happened to me. I want everyone to be happy and not to worry about my absence, just remember I am watching over each and everyone of you. So technically I'm like Santa Claus, but without the suit. REMEMBER! Life can be a very precious thing so take advantage of what you got. Keep your head held high through thick and thin and never forget to smile once and awhile for a smile a day keeps sadness and despair away. Never look on the negative side always look for the positive, for no matter the problem their is always a good side to it, you just have to look for it. One thing that I ask of everyone is to have a good time after my funeral. And I know you probably are wondering how could i ask of that from you, well my reason is simple for I will be partying with each and everyone of you. I will miss each and everyone, so until we meet each other in heaven love, peace and happiness to each and everyone Love a

We'll Just Call It Someone
DARKSIDE SOMeone brings emptyness into my world. SOMeone brings pain to my heart. SOMeone brings thoughtlessness to my world. Someone brings abuse to my world. LIGHTSIDE SOMeone brings me hope that I needed. SOMeone brings me her smile. SOMeone brings beauty and noone compares to her. SOMeone brings her eyes and when I see them I am lost. SOMeone brings me happyness,knowing shes in my life. DARKSIDE SOMeone cannot bring herself to me.

Spaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for Several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided In him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or His marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, He would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She Agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it Discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support Payments to begin. One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give I t to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife Handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, turned White and collapsed. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two

Been Busy
I just wanted to let all my family and friends that I love them all and miss talking to every one of you but I have been so busy with work and moving that I have not had time to get on here and chat or send comments, just remember I miss you all and ill be back soon as I get settled in new home.... Love you all and Miss ya too, June (AKA)Plain and Simple

Baby Please!
when you say you love me please baby mean it i dont want you to go i love you so. your my life my love my whole wide world what i would do to be all your i dont like to share my love with other girls your my baby your the one ive been waiting for my whole life baby please do go

Erotica!
As most of you know, I write erotica from time to time. I haven't written much (other then poetry) in the past several months - a bit of a dry spell after pouring out numerous stories last summer. It happens. Anyway, I've started writing a new story - and wrote a bit more of Star's Dark Stranger (I do want to finish that tale... I barely scratched the surface when my muse-well ran dry). I might post the rough draft of part one of the new story - titled "Dark John's Hunt". I almost have the first part completed... (Teaser warning) ... ... .... ..... John just has to finish playing with a tavern wench... *lol* For those of you who don't feel like traveling back through my list of blogs to read my erotica, here are several access options (OVER 18 only, please): http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=750044&page=submissions or www.myspace.com/mentalramblings and finally, www.jayderaven.deviantart.com As always, comments are welcome!

I Could Just Cry!!!!!
OMFG.......I KNOW THAT MOST WON'T CARE OR BE AFFECTED BY THIS........BUT I AM EXTREMELY UPSET. AS MY PROFILE SAYS, I'M A HUGE FAN OF THE BUFFALO SABRES. AT NOON TODAY, DANNY BRIERE AND CHRIS DRURY (OUR CO-CAPTAINS), BECAME FREE AGENTS (AS WELL AS A FEW OTHER PLAYERS) BECAUSE OUR ORGANIZATION HAD NOT REACHED AN AGREEMENT WITH EITHER OF THEM BEFORE THE FREE AGENCY DEADLINE. IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG. DANNY BRIERE LEFT AND TOOK AN 8 YEAR DEAL WITH THE FLYERS WORTH $52 MILLION WITH $10 MILLION BEING IN HIS FIRST YEAR. CHRIS DRURY ALSO LEFT AND TOOK A 5 YEAR DEAL WITH THE NY RANGERS WORTH $35.25 MILLION. HOW RIDICULOUS CAN THE SABRES ORGANIZATION BE TO LET BOTH OF THE GUYS GO......AND.....SET A PRECEDENT FOR OTHER PLAYERS BY BASICALLY SAYING........"WE DON'T CARE HOW GOOD YOU ARE.....WE'RE NOT GONNA PAY YOU WHAT YOU'RE WORTH"!!!!!!!!! WTF THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT DANNY GOING TO PHILLY IS THAT HE'LL BE WITH HIS GOOD FRIEND AND EX ROAD GAME ROOMIE..... MARTY BIRON AGAIN. I BELIEVE OUT TEAM WILL S

Stupid People On My Island
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2007/07/01/2007-07-01_peabrained_teen_is_sought_in_si_fowl_pla-1.html Pea-brained teen is sought in S.I. fowl play -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BY JOHN LAUINGER, VERONIKA BELENKAYA and ALISON GENDAR DAILY NEWS WRITERS Sunday, July 1st 2007, 4:00 AM Print Email Suggest a Story A wild peacock wandering Staten Island was brutally stomped by a deranged teenager and had to be euthanized, authorities said yesterday. "I'm killing a vampire!" the suspect bragged maniacally as witnesses tried to stop him from attacking the beautiful bird on Thursday morning. Although cops were called, the blond-haired killer escaped - leaving the delicate animal with devastating internal injuries. "It's just unbelievable that someone would do something to a poor defenseless animal and do it in such a cruel fashion," said Richard Gentles, a spokesman for the Center for Animal Care and Control. The c

He Turns 1
Wow where has this year gone? My grandson Owen, turns 1 year old July 2, 2007. Seems like only yesterday I was bringing his mother home from the hospital. Now she is a mother with 2 beautiful children of her own. My grandson has made some mile markers this past week, he has starting walking without holding on to anything. His words he is saying is baby but he says it like baaay bayy. Ni ni for sleepy time. mawmawmaw for me yours truly. mum mum for mommy, da da for daddy and pa paaaaa for grandpa Mike. Although they may not be perfectly pronounces we all know exactly what he means. We are so excited about him walking , all the girls walked at 9 months but Owen was born premature, so really he is on time considering his start in life. Today we had his birthday party, there were so many people at my house I didn't even know half of them.( his mom and dad did the guest list) It was a great time had by all I think. Lots of food was consumed ,with all the normal grill out fi

Crazy (tasha)
One bright day, in the middle of the night. Two dead men got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other. Drew their swords, and shot each other. The deal policeman head the noise. He came and shot those two dead boys. If you don't believe this lie. Ask the blind man he saw it with his two own eyes,

I'm Up For Adoption!!
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

My Girl Is Home
Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time

Dreams Or Reality
I wake suddenly from a dream A dream so real, so beautiful That I wished I could have dreamt it forever. I now lie alone in bed bitten by the harsh reality of life With my only wish being to return to that dream Or for that dream to become reality For in that dream we were together And you loved me as much as I loved you But reality soon hits home As I face a world in which I am alone And the love I fel for you is not returned I lie awake for hours and think of you Why can I not get over you I don't know But in my hert I know it won't come true So what is left for me to do Trapped in a life I no longer want I have dug a hole so deep That alone I no longer have the strength to climb out So what will I do, I honestly don't know My life without you feels so empty Everyday is the same, nothing left to look forward to or gain. I'm just trapped in a world without you.

That Which Is Sacred
SACRED IS A REALITY that is experienced by all, it is UNIVERSAL and has no boundaries. IT IS THE UNIVERSAL REALITY – YOU ARE ALIVE! CELEBRATE that which is sacred about life... AS IN THE RAYS OF THE SUN giving life to all, so was THE FIRST BREATH OF LIFE, and in THE BEGINNING OF TIME, as it is now BEING SHARED BY ALL... IN THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT, the twinkle in a mother and child’s eyes upon they're first meeting. AS IN THE EXPERIENCE of the GREAT in the VERY SMALL, is to know and understand that we are to SHARE IT, the endless drive TO LIVE IT. SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE A GAME, where WHAT ISN'T has become more important than WHAT IS. BUT WHEN WE BELIEVE that WHAT IS, is more important than WHAT ISN’T, that game is over, it has completed. Then we can begin to LIVE - SACRED. SO AS THE SMALLEST GRAIN OF SAND is as the HIGHEST MOUNTAIN, is as an OCEANS VASTNESS, and in a SINGLE STAR in the HEAVENS ABOVE, would it not be easier to SEPARATE THE WATER FROM THE EARTH than it w

Dance Of The Monarch
Dance of the Monarch She danced amongst the trees and danced within the leaves. Then atop the feet of this honored one. Dancing and spinning to the rhythm of the universe. She danced and danced, swirling her magic, transforming the day. Then landed on the sleeve of this honored one. Spreading her wings, as if to say; "Remember the dance and magic of the Butterfly, but forget not to stop along the way and spread your wings. Flow with the spiral of change, transmutating, dancing in the joy of life and walk in the beauty and grace of Our Creator." "My heart is full Great Spirit." AHO

All Who Pass This Way
ALL WHO PASS THIS WAY We have so little time, as we pass this way. To enjoy the mighty in the smallest of creations. We have so little, yet have great abundance. When we see the Sacred in the Oyasin, the All the One. We have so little, and so we search. For the Food that feeds us and the drink that quenches our thirst, and we find it in great supply. We have so little, Yet we have so much. Pilamaya, Thank you, Creator, for you have given us so much and we are truly Thankful. As we pass this way on our Journey Home. Aho, Mitakuye Oyasin

The Lost Heart Pt 2
jaclyn wakes with a start, looking around the memories of last night come back in a flood of shame and excitment,,looking down she realizes that she is lieing in a large bed with silk sheet and blankets, a fireplace roaring in the corner, sitting up she looks around the room, the room is elegantly decorated in a old fashion way, feeling the silk blanket slip off the fornt her her,,she gasps in surprise seeing her bare breasts bare,,reaching under the blanket she knows she is completely naked, pulling the blanket up she suddenly hears a knock at the door and a old man enter, standing well over 6 ft tall and build of a man that has taken care of his body, he smiles as he brings a tray of food towards her and speaks "hello, I am john" his deep baritone voice displaying his strength" and you are?" " My name is Jaclyn" my voice quivering " where am I" " You are in the mansion of My employer Lord Julius Kramer, we found you hiding in the foyer, clothes ripped and and you in a state

"peace Of Mind"
"PEACE OF MIND" Carry me out the ocean, where my drifting thoughts flow free. Guide them to a far distant land, that only the mind can see. There I shall paint a great portrait, of what this world should be. A place without senseless wars, and human poverty.

Inside Of Thee
INSIDE OF THEE I kneel down before the shallow waters, to reveal my own reflection. Just a mere window of the soul, is all that my eye's can be detecting. For what all that I consume, is not all that their is. We must look beneath the visual shell, for that is where we live. Reach deep my friend and you shall find, much more than you conceive. For who are what we may become, exist inside of thee.

I Don't Even Know What To Say.
I am flabbergasted. I have spent a great deal of time building walls and mazes to shield my heart from getting broken. Along comes a man, for whatever reason walked right through all of those and melted places in my heart that hadn't ever seen the light of love. Wholly I put my trust in this man. I believed it when he told me that he loved me ... that he had never known a love like mine before. That his greatest wish had been realized, a true love and a great mate for the rest of his days. Yet here I sit not a scant few moments of life later. Holding the pieces of my broken heart. As I peer into that abyss, its seems that all of the color has drained out of my life again. I have already begun to doubt my worth.

Did You Ever
Did you everlove a boy? And know he didn't love you Did you ever feel like cring And wonder what good it would do Did you ever look into his eyes? And say a little prayer Did you ever look inside his heart? And wish that you were there The price you pay for love is high So when I say don't fall in love It'll be over before your through I think I should know I fell in love with you...

We Are Eternal, All This Pain Is An Illusion...
~*This happens to be one of my very favorite TOOL songs and I''ve been lisenting to it quite a bit today so I thought I'd share... Parabola (Parabol Intro) So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild. We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion. *** We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Alive, I In this holy reality, in thi

The Cruise !
DEAR DIARY. DAY ONE I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and makeup. I'm really excited. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY TWO We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY THREE I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman. _______________________________________________ DEAR DIARY. DAY FOUR Went to the ship's casino ... did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a luxurious meal complete with caviar and cha

New Blog
Well, a lot has happened since I posted a blog last. I turned 20 on May 19th and have been having a blast not being a "teenager" anymore. What sucks though is that my boyfriend and I of almost 4 years broke up 2 days before my birthday and I'm not entirely sure why. But it's okay. I'm still young. I still have plenty of time before I'm ready to settle down. I just finished up my sophomore year of college in May and I've been partying a lot. Been getting wasted a lot and it's been tons of fun. Haven't been working too much though and it sucks. I've been talking with an ex of mine who's been in Iraq since August of last year and he isn't coming home until November. We dated for a year and a half while I was in high school and we're thinking about mending the differences between us and getting back together. I did tell him that I didn't want to get into anything too serious until he came home and we knew for sure that things would work out. My heart still hurts pretty bad ove

Bill And I Are Over!!!
I loved bill very very much!!! I just lost my grandmother this last week and just had her funeral on thursday..... I been devistated... i told bill tonight that someone else wanted me in the hopes he would fight for me but he didnt!!! Yeah i know that sounded like i am playing games but i am not!!!! i needed to hear that he needed meand still wanted me i guess i went about it the wrong way!!! The guy i said is in love with someone else..... bill has been online alot and never talked to me nor more i was hurt and was trying to see if he really loved me! he dont even want to be friends!!! I am not a evil woman i dont go around hurting people i am not like that!! yes i love bill yes i care but he dont want nothing to do with me.... he cant understand my grief....

Here Is My Messenger Name On Yahoo
Please all i ask is when adding me is that you tell me your name and a little bit about who you are before adding me to your contact of friends.okay thanks alot kisses here is my messenger: Mistress_Reeni@yahoo.com I will see you there kisses:) love sweet precious angel aka my stage name is Mistress reeni

In Need Of Some Luv!!
hey everyone i really could use some rates and comments...im starting to feel unluved hehe...i have some new photes so please rate and comment....I will do my best about returning the luv...Thanks everyone!!!!

Help Cant Sleep!!
For a few days now i have not been able to sleep...I have had alot on my mind...What do you do when your mind wont let you sleep cause your thinking about everything in your life?..Just really need someone to talk to i guess...I dont have parents to talk to nor siblings....Really dont know why im writing this other than i needed to vent....Well anyway Hope you guys have a wonderful 4th of July!!! God bless Katiebug

Sweet Dreams
Alrighty I'm off to bed. I've about had enough today. I've had a lonnnnnnng day today. See ya'll tomorrow. No work woooohoooo! Also - if you get a second, please come by and leave some comments on the following picture -

Im Sure If I Was A God Father Our Higher Up Like 24 It Would Be Good Enough
why is it that my stash never makes number one one here our my trout gang up like 24 it would be good enough its just not fare i bust my ass every day since last year in nov 2006 july 2-2007 but im just not important enough i gues like all the others on here i guess its the woman who sow it all and some of the guys also it just seems like us smaller people on here that bust our asses every day some times 24-36 hours a day arent good enough for all of you higher ups even some of the bouncers who go rate womans photos when the should be doing there jobs instead of rating our womans profils and looking at there nsfw pitures our there dirty oher photos do your job instead

Final Battle
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Real Friends
Tonight i was helping a friend help a friend, and i asked three gals to help out! With no questions asked all three came and helped out! I want to say thank you to all three of you! and I want you to know you three truely define what true friends are and i would do anything for each of you!Weenie *CT stalker*of Nonimac@ CherryTAPRayne~It's ok, I don't remember your name either~@ CherryTAPDaysha.mb@ CherryTAP

Advanced Oral Techniques
Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin. Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet, you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate, approach her pussy slowly. Women more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and make designs with the tip of your tong

Love
love whut is it is it a life time of to find it or is it a life time to make it is thir such thing as love at frist kiss or is it a lost hope of those who are wirting for it to find them or is it for those who go out and make it work please let me know whut you think

Escape
Excuse me while I fall into the darken hole… My heart cry's and longs for something… I don't know what… My mind is spinning... And I have no control… I don't know why… It feels like my feet are on the edge of the world… And someone is dragging me forward. I don't know why… It's so easy Just a slice to my hand… And I will feel pain again… I don't know why… Its seems so easy… But then again.. Fear gets in the way And I slowly slip away again. I don't know why I'm this way.. I don't know what is making me think this way.. I don't know how I got this way. I start to fade away.. And everyone doesn't notice.. The tears I cry.. The moments I die.. The memories fade… Something clings to me… Something that I knew before… Wrap me up in darkness… Throw me away to never be seen again… It seems like a good idea.. Since I hurt so many before… I don't know what's wrong with me… ……… Someone help me?!

Dont Know What To Do
I have loved you only in my mind But Im hoping that someday you'll find The feeling I have for you inside I'm a hopeless romantic that's what they say Fallin in and out of love just like a play Memorizing each line I still dont know what to say... what to say Dont know what to do whenever you are near Dont know what to say My heart is floating in tears When you pass by I could fly Every minute every second of the day I dream of you in the most special way Youre beside me all the time All the time...

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Do Not, Especially If You Value Your Ass, Tell Me To Smile
Holler if you hear me sisters! A quick excerpt from 101 Damnations... "Do NOT, Especially If You Value Your Ass, Tell Me To Smile" You're a woman walking down the street. Your mother just told you your aunt has inoperable brains cancer. You really like this aunt. She's a wild card, a nut, the one who accidentally ironed your ear when the phone rang. So you're walking down the street--a crowded street in Manhattan, say--and you're thinking troubled thoughts. Your brow is furrowed. "Smile!" some guy in a suit calls to you. "Come on, gimme a great big SMILE!" You glare at him fixedly. He elaborately shrugs his shoulders, pointedly rolls his eyes to heaven. He's the victim here, he feels. You walk up to an innocent mailbox, thrash it soundly, walk on. Or maybe you're a woman walking down the street, and you've just won the lottery, but for a very good reason you are not smiling. It seems you're having trouble deciding whether to have a villa in Tuscany, or Provence, or bot

*sigh Of Relief* (contemplative)
got my blood work back from the dr. and everything is normal. didn't expect anything different, but its scary waiting for that shit to come back. you just never know. Life is a special gift we are given everyday. It may not be the best gift everyday, but it is a gift. I think that if you can make one persons day a little better, you had a reason to wake up that day. I know that i made at least one person's day better today and i feel good about that. a great question to ask yourself... Are you alive or just breathing? I asked myself that and for the longest time i was just breathing. Going through the normal hum-drum activities that make up my life. Probably led to my mild case of depression i felt last week(thanks to those people who lended an ear when i needed it) Getting my blood work back clean and seeing that one person's day brighten because of me has snapped me out of my funk. I'm sorry if i wasnt the best person last week. Hopefully, life is better now

Combat Soldier's Prayer
This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brothers to love. Shower us with thine Celestial message from above, That we plant seeds of peace evermore And make war-no-more! Medi Vac Dustoff chopper But if I should die on some far, far away battlefield Know I answered the call For a grand principle of freedom to yield. My fervent prayer is that death May not have been in vain Fighting for peace and right for the w

Crying Pain...
The mournful tears The silent cries The pain inside my heart. The heart that aches the silent beats The pain inside of me. The somber wimpers my soul cries The pain I cannot hide. The pain of missing The better part of me... you.

Celebrity Pictures
What is up with people on this site and posting pictures of celebrities and pretending they're them? I have a picture of Amy Winehouse in my pictures, but I'm not her. I'm not going to post some hot celeb pic on my page and pretend that's me. No fucking way. That's just dumb. Be who you are - and be proud.

Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
Things NOT to Say to a Naked Man... That's it? Wow - look at all the hair on your back! Maybe you should start going to the gym more. That was fine, dear...pass me my vibrator? Thats a shame, maybe we should grab a video instead? Wake me when it's over, ok? I think the condom's too big. Zzzzzz.... You want me to what?!? Well, that explains the padded pants. Did you take out the garbage yet? My husband's in the Marines. He's due home any day now. Is that a toupee? So THAT'S what your ex warned me about! No. Surgery might be able to help. Not until you've showered. That must be my mother on the phone. Your brother's bigger. Your best friend's better. Are you done yet? Wow! Look at the size of your.....beer gut! Size doesn't REALLY matter, dear. You might want to see a doctor about that. Hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! Things NOT to say to a naked woman... Cool, I've never been t

Just Another Step
Well, I finally got my Staff to a point that could be considered finished. I was able to get this phase done and present my Staff to the Goddess and the Full Moon. It was a bit of work; sanding the Staff smooth (easy part) and then the tying, knotting and braiding the silk threads to attatch the crow feather onto the Staff (the hard part). If I'm allowed, I'll have a photo of my Staff in my albums here (when I get more space). If felt so good to get that part done. Of course, a proper Staff is never quite finished. It is constantly being added to and 'upgraded' as the practicioner gains knowledge and skills. So far, all I've done with my Staff is present it to the Goddess and 'called down' the Moon with it. That was the first time I've tapped the energy of the Full Moon. WooooWeeee! What a rush!

Nine Inch Nails - Sin
Sin you give me the reason you give me control i gave you my purity my purity you stole did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise am i just too stupid to realize stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin you give me the anger you give me the nerve carry out the sentence i get what i deserve i'm just an effigy to be defaced to be disgraced your need for me has been replaced and if i can't have everything well then just give me a taste it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin

Nine Inch Nails - Head Like A Hole
Head Like A Hole god money i'll do anything for you god money just tell me what you want me to god money nail me up against the wall god money don't want everything he wants it all no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve god money's not looking for the cure god money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised god money's not one to choose you know who you are

Kiss - Exciter
Oh, deep in the night I am waiting, Sent from above, power of love in my hand And I know what you want, I know what you need And I know what you feel Lose all your fears and live out your dreams I'm the one who's gonna make it real Passion and fire, lust and desire, exciter Pleasure and pain, this is my name, exciter Oh, heaven is yours for the taking, power of love, Sent from above in your hand And I'll give you more than ever before, So take all you need When you open your arms, open your eyes, I'm the one who's gonna make you see Passion and fire, lust and desire, exciter Pleasure and pain, whisper my name, exciter Surrender to me and I'll guarantee, You'll pray that the night never ends Come play the game, this is my name, exciter And I'll show you a world where you've never been, It's time that you knew There's no time for waiting, it's time to begin, I'm the one's gonna take you

I Wear Panties Now
For the last several days, i have switched to wearing panties everyday, at the order of Mistress M. This is not quite as easy for me as it seems. I work in the military and change into my uniform everyday in a locker room with the other guys in my shop. i can't show up on time anymore. i have been getting there early so i can already be changed, but the other day i was running late, so i had to make sure i was very late so i could change after every one. Despite the change in my schedual and the humiliation of knowing i have panites on under my uniform, i am thrilled Mistress M thought enough of me to allow me to serve Her in this way. sissy bitch

I Love You...!!!!
I love you!The famous three words we never hear enough of in our life. Throughout our life span we keep looking, waiting and hoping for something to take us, or lead us, to our true love. Have you ever wondered where we can find love? What really is this word “Love” that we keep repeating to that someone special in our lives? How many times do you tell your partner “I love you”? Do you really mean it, or do you just like to hear yourself speak? Or, is it just being said because it is part of the vocabulary that your partner likes to hear, or that helps make them feel secure about themselves. So what’s love in the first place? What does love mean to you? Where can we find it?Before looking for answers, we need to establish things ourselves and understand the meaning of the word “LOVE”.Love, in my point of view, is a flow of energy between two people that can bring awareness of their existence on this plane together, and this helps their relationship, and the harmony between them, to gro

Untitled Poetry
Treading through the sunlight I burn with each waking step. Will my destination ever be reached Before my physical wellbeing gets Roasted to a pork rind crisp?!? Overcast the sky, mist oh precious darkness Shield me with thy midnight pitch. Yearning to eat Waiting for my prey to bleed In solitude I await For thee to lurk across my path. Your life mine for the taking Dowsed by the nectar of the living. Death imprisoned in the flesh Speaks thus for itself Despite all appearances Evil shares no part of me. However, others leave it due To their lack of better judgment. Bring me a fresh scapegoat The sacrifice has began Better not leave the God waiting For it has places to be and people to meet. “Your world is full of blasphemy” Said the appointed high priest. “We are of the same world are we not”?!? Finally I reply. Abstract deities, self righteous stupidity Begets in this world of religious chaos Live then in pursuit Blind faith, bound an

Death Of A Salesman
Death of a Salesman Veteran Pillsbury spokesperson, the Pillsbury Doughboy, died yesterday of a severe yeast infection and complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a slightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out including Mrs. Butterworth, the California Raisins, Hungry Jack, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, Captain Crunch, and many others. The graveside was piled high with flours as longtime friend Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, describing Doughboy as a man whom "never knew how much he was kneaded." Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with many turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he was still (even as a crusty old man) considered to be a roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his second wife, Play Dough, their two children and one in the oven. The funeral was held at 3:50

To Someone Special...
What can I say... Sometimes I cant sleep at night cuz I think about you too much. Not that its a bad thing, I just havent felt like this for a long time... Its been almost a few years already gone since I was once "falling for someone bad". Of course, things didnt work out then, nothing but a lesson learned. As life continues to go on, it feels like God gave me a second chance. I havent used that chance yet, but I dont know if maybe this is the part where I say Im ready to move on again with someone. Im kinda scared... I dont wanna hurt you... I dont want to make a very bad first impression either. Of course, I mean and have meant everything Ive told you. And I know, I havent forgotten the time where ties between us were cut for that small period of time over something dumb.. I gotta admit, you popped in my head every now and then.. and just seein ya in my head made me smile. I knew something was there.. God forbid something like that happens again. Im quite content the way things

Back From Bamburg
not only do i always suggest visiting europe..i am now going to strongly advise visiting bamburg germany..what a great little town i spent most of my time on base but the one night i did go out was amazing

Virginity, Over Rated?
*sorry for some typo errors I have a friend who told me that virginity is just a mind-set. It may have sounded funny, but come to think of it, you can agree with him. That is if you’re unconventional and not living the typical Catholic-Filipino way. But virginity is not a question of religious beliefs. It is how you test your physical compatibility with the opposite sex. And I am speaking as a normal human being and not as a Filipino. Me and some of my friends will make fun of the word ‘virginity’ by saying ‘Tell me who’s still a virgin nowadays?’ Then I asked it again to myself, ‘yeah, who is still a virgin nowadays’? Does virginity remains only as a fiction of our human minds? If a woman have sex for the very first time, she becomes really attached to the person she did it with, if they break up, she will have a really hard time coping up with it, and say ‘how can he do this to me, I gave him everything, even myself’. But if a man loses his virginity, its nothing, they can

Happy 4th.. Busy Week
DAUGHTER SHOULD HAVE KEYS TO HER HOUSE TODAY SO WILL BE BUSY HERE AND THERE WITH PAINTING AND SLOWLY MOVING HER IN.. BEEN A LONG TIME COMING AND WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG FOR THIS TIME TO COME.. !! AND ITS ABOUT TIME.. FINALLY SHE WILL HAVE HER OWN HOME.. AND BE ABLE TO HAVE MORE ROOM FOR HER AND KIDS.. AND DECORATE THE WAY SHE WANTS.. I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER! LOVE YOU DAUGHTER! ALSO HUSBAND JUST TURNED 57 ! WENT TO DINNER LAST NIGHT TO CELEBTRATE WAS A LOT OF FUN.. AND HE IS OFF THIS WEEK SO WILL BE BUSY WITH HIM AND KIDS AND THEN GOING TO MONTERY ON THRUS JUST OVER NIGHT BUT WILL BE GOOD TO GET AWAY HAVENT DONE THAT FOR A LONG TIME.. SO HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK AND 4TH AND STAY SAFE.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Glorious Monday Morning, Everyone!
This will be very brief. I'm off with Jessica and her family to visit William in Madison = William is my oldest son, age 38! My Mom is going with us, as she never likes to miss a trip to Madison, lol! Should be a very enjoyable day trip! Have a glorious Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings for each and every one of you, all over the world! You have no idea how much joy your friendship brings into my life - it's like having this huge, worldwide family! I love it!! Later! Muahz!

Funny Riddle
Bet you can't answer this one...unless you've herd it before :P What gets longer when pulled, fits between your boobs, inserts neatly in a hole, and works best when jerked? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * scroll down to find the answer..... * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * A SEAT BELT, you pervert!!! LMAO!!!!!!!!!

Finally The Answer!
The Explanation of life On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I 'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How abo

Marital Bliss
Wife: "What are you doing?" Husband: Nothing. Wife : "Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour." Husband: "I was just looking for the expiration date." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Stress Reliever Girl: "When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden." Boy: "It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles." Girl: "Well, that's because we aren't married yet." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Wife: "Do you want dinner?" Husband: "Sure! What are my choices?" Wife: "Yes and no." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Wife: "You always carry my photo in your wallet to the office. Why?" Hubby: "When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears." Wife: "You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?" Hubby: "Yes!! "I

People Who Take The Internet Way Too Seriously...
It's the internet. Relax. E-fighting is juvenile and lacks character. Getting your panties in a bunch, gentlemen, because someone doesn't or won't talk to you, is a pointless waste of energy. And for that matter, some of you ladies too. There's too many men and women, to get bent out of shape over one. Just remember that. I have to.. remind myself of this from time to time as well, so don't think I'm not at least attempting to practice what I preach. And I don't bother arguing with losers... I'll just block you and ignore your ass. :)

Four Months
Four months ago i was broken and i was stupid Four months ago i was weak and i believed the lies but now look at me, i stand with my head high i stand stronger they can't hurt me anymore and their lies are ignored Four months ago i was hurt and i went through hell but no more i am not like i was then and i will not go back i have more now to live for than i did then it was not my time four months ago but it is my time now

Elmo
Good Morning All Just a little joke to start your day, your going to love this one Tickle Me Elmo There is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's.

I Think I Know This Chick
Seriously! She's been in my Yoga classes!! Police: Woman Burglarized Cars with Her Kids (CBS) DALLAS An Arlington woman is facing charges after police say she got her children to help her steal car stereos from a local Chevrolet dealership. On June 17, security cameras at Lynn Smith Chevrolet in Burleson showed what appeared to be two adults breaking into cars and removing the stereos. Police say this morning they arrested the woman responsible, 34-year-old Heather Gehring. In fact, according to police, the person in the video who looked like an adult male was actually Gehring's 16-year-old son. Officers say Gehring and the 16-year-old burglarized several cars at the dealership. Police say the other child shown in the surveillance video is Gerhing's 8-year-old son. Officers say the younger child acted as a lookout for his mother and brother. Police say about 90 minutes after the burglaries, Gehring pawned one of the stolen stereos at a Fort Worth pawn shop. Offic

What's In A Voice?
What's in a Voice? I may not see your face And some may say its a disgrace But when i hear you speak Its as if you are here with me. Standing behind me Holding me Whispering telling me a secret That only we two know. What i hear in your voice Is a rythmic beat the beat of your heart speaking to me Calling me And to you my voice speaks back Calling you to speak to me. So when I say to call me Or that i need to hear you. Its not your voice i'm hearing But its your heart i listen to. Your heart i speak to. Your heart that i'm loving. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess

Believe Me...
Believe me when i tell you that i'm not the same as them. Believe me when i tell you that i want more for you. Believe me when i tell you that i'll forever be your friend. Believe me when I tell you that i'll do nothing to hurt you. Believe me when I tell you that I want to be with you. Believe me when I tell you your dreams are meant to be. Believe me when I tell you I'll make love to you. Believe me when I tell you.....one day I'll say I LOVE YOU! Phyne C Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess

Egyptian Birth Signs: The Secrets Of Ancient Egyptian Horoscope (by Storm Constantine)
Just thought this might be of interest. To find out more, you might want to buy the book. ================================= THE SPHINX DECEMBER 27 - JANUARY 25 CORRESPONDENCES: Stone: Quartz Flower: Lily Tree: Almond Colour: White Food: White Grapes Lucky Number: 1 Herb: Corriander Incense: Eucalyptus Animal: Lion POSITIVE CHARACTERISTICS: Outwardly humorous. Witty and fun-loving. Inwardly serious, sharp attitude to life. Ambitious with capacity to exercise authority. Strong will. Optimistic. Strong sense of intuition. Self-disciplined. Technical and artistic skills. NEGATIVE CHARACTERISTICS: Errors of judgement based on strongly held opinions. May be considered arrogant or vain by others. Too inquisitive. Places blame on others for problems of own making. AFFINITIVE SIGNS: Amun, Wadjet, Sekhmet, Horus PROBLEM SIGNS: Thoth, Anubis, Osiris, Isis FAMOUS SPHINXES: Kirstie Alley, Nicholas Cage, Jude Law, David Lynch, Marilyn Manson, Kate

How Many Times
How many times have I thought, what if I'd done this or that or cried wondering, what went wrong or prayed, that I'd get another chance with you only to be given that chance and not sure as to what to do. What if we met earlier, what would my life, Our life be like, a question to ponder. Now I have another chance to see what may happen, my heart is screaming for you yet I'm scared to start anew. I know I love you I know we'd be GREAT together, but here I sit thinking, crying, wondering and praying...Is my heart, my soul, my all good enough this time. Or will you just use and abuse the trust the love I have inside or will you grasp me with all your might and think, cry, wonder and pray will she love me the same. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C. Princess

Missing You Physically
Each Day that goes by I find myself asking Why does my heart ache Triple beat at the thought of being near you. To touch you To feel our skin touch Our every breathe being heard intimately Wanting Needing our emotions Our physical being to connect To explode at the very thought of our touch. To yearn To feel your hand your breathe caress my skin. This my love is how much I MISS YOU! Phyne C Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess

Hot Dang !! My Prince Shawn Heading In Soon
Look out Ladies will be promoting one of the hottest men i know!!! he will be joining us at Cherry tap, the Awesome Rock-a-Billy Prince the great Shawn Harvey from the UK , He is so dang sexy has had me running for some ice a few times with his hot pictures and sweet sexy voice :) o hell yea !!! so go enjoy My Sexy Prince he is in my fans of give him a big Cherry Tap welcome !!!!!

Natural Highs.............
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS. 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (

Missing Theam!!!!!!!!!!
I miss my kids so much it really breaks my heart....Now my bf is gone til the end of Sept... and I miss him more and more everyday.....Life is so boring here in the Soo and I'm doing everything I can to stay clean and out of trouble....Well thats all I feel like saying today.... Susan AKA Cleo{the devils spawn princess}

A Combat Soldiers Prayer
A COMBAT SOLDIER'S PRAYER PLEASE REMEMBER THE SOLDIER'S ON JULY 4TH THEY HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR US AND PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS AND EVERYTHING This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brothers to love. Shower us with thine Celestial message from above, That we plant seeds of peace evermore And make war-no-more! Medi Vac Dustoff chopper But if I should die on some far, far away battlefield Know I ans

Help
Damnit...my music virgin downloading ass just realized that music i add to my playlist on imeem are switching to 30 second samples after I spent hours making sure the ones i added where the full length.... Does anyone know where i can get full length music for free? I have a friend who is a VP for Cingular and she was telling me about some big new product they came out with this week that is supposed to be a phone, music player and can fly you to the moon and all this other shit...i have no clue about those kind of things.

Tell Me
Your passion makes me think your love is true, But I’m afraid I’m being lied to. How do I know if you really love me? Your desire is making me love you, Even if I don’t want to. I want to touch you and hold you tight… Tell me that everything will be alright… But that won’t make you love me too. I’m confused, what should I do? My heart tells me I love you, my brain says no So I don’t really know what I should show… Should I follow my heart? Like I did to make this start? Or should I listen to my mind, And give you some more time? Explain to me what I should do… What would you do if I were you? Tell me how you feel about me What is it in me that you see? I just want to know if your love is true And if I should give my heart to you.

President Bush's Resignation Speech
President Bush's Resignation Speech Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before all y’all get all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office. The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up because you have no understanding of what's really going on in the world. Or of what's going on in this once-great nation of ours. And the majority of you are too damned lazy to do your homework and figure it out. Let's start local. You've been sold a bill of goods by politicians and the news media. Polls show that the majority of you think the

Never Weak
Tears swell up in my eyes I close them tight and try not to cry Anger is eating me alive… It’s beating at my soul… Ripping at my heart… And lashing out at my happiness I don’t want to be here I want out of this hole But I cannot see the summit Of this endless tunnel I hunt for an end… And search for a shortcut… But every branch I reach, snaps And I’m sent back to the bottom I’m once again forced to be alone Because this place is truly unknown I do not know myself anymore I can’t say I’m the same person Too many tricks have been played For me to remain level I’m too paranoid to notice the sinking Until I’m so far under… I can’t see the light anymore… Only darkness and emptiness… Life creeps away slowly I beg it to come back Why does it want to leave? Am I really that horrible? Once again I try not to cry I can’t show pain… They must not know… I can’t be weak… Not around them, not around anyone I can’t be weak, I’m never weak Never…

Horoscope July2, 2007
Plants need air, water and sunlight to grow. What are three essential items that your mind, body and spirit need to do the same? Think about it, then figure out ways to incorporate them into your life on a regular basis.

How Stupid Is This
i cant believe how stupid some people are they will mark some of the stupidist shit nsfw but guess what i did not ask not one person to look at my pics!!! or is this just me but i dont go out asking people to look at me or my pics. so all i have to say to anyone who dosent like my pics is= IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PICS DONT RATE THEM DONT ADD ME DONT LEAVE A COMMENT ON THEM AND MOST OF ALL DONT TALK TO ME IF YOU CANT TELL ME TO MY FACE THAT YOU DONT LIKE SOMETHING!!!!! KISSES

Help Wanted
Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m spinning out of control I’m twirling around in myself I can’t stop… please help I’m so lost within I can’t find a way out I’m stuck…please help I’m falling further behind I can’t catch up I’m losing…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m trapped in a dark place I can’t see anyone I’m alone…please help I’m beating at my own skin I’m tearing the flesh I’m angry…please help I don’t know what I can do I can’t find the answer I’m clueless…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me…please I’m tired of it all Always spinning, falling, losing Constantly trying, beating, crying I can’t take anymore…please help

Customer Service Letter
The following is an exchange of correspondence between a customer and Iarnrod Eireann of the Irish Railway Company: Gentlemen, I have been riding your trains daily for the last two years, and the service on your line seems to be getting worse every day. I am tired of standing in the aisle all the time on a 14-mile trip. I think the transportation system is worse than that enjoyed by people 2,000 years ago. Yours truly, Patrick Finnegan ~~~~~~~ Dear Mr. Finnegan, We received your letter with reference to the shortcomings of our service and believe you are somewhat confused in your history. The only mode of transportation 2,000 years ago was by foot. Sincerely, Iarnrod Eireann. ~~~~~~~ Gentlemen, I am in receipt of your letter, and I think you are the ones who are confused in your history. If you will refer to the Bible and the Book of David, 9th Chapter, you will find that Balaam rode to town on his ass. That, gentlemen, is something I ha

I Left Him
Well I told my boyfriend that I am leaving him. This is a lot harder then I thought it would be, but I just cant do this anymore. He hardly ever worked and treated me not so good. Just an example of this was last night when I was taking him to take his kids home and he called me a bitch in front of his kids and told them that I didn't love them and stuff. His poor kids. I adore them with all my heart and for him to say those things. I just can't take this. I have been helping him out as much as possible, I just can't do it anymore. I don't want to do it anymore. I have an apartment all set up for me and my kids and I am looking forward to starting over again. This is just what I need. I do love him, but I can't live like this. I can't pay all the bills. He makes me feel like I am worthless and he is so great cuz he watches my kids for me, or at least he did until today. I hurt so much cuz I can't keep doing this. And him yelling at me and the fact that he was drinking alo

You And Me
You move your hands down my sides The sensation I can’t hide Moving your soft fingertips Back and forth across my hips. You kiss me softly, and pull me close I touch the flesh I lust the most Your warm skin pressed against mine Makes me crave you all the time. Your hot seductive body Make me feel oh-so naughty Deeper and deeper we go… Until what is hidden shows. I look deep into your eyes And anticipate your sighs Not to sure of anything Except the new game you bring. Every move doubles my pleasure So much more than I can measure All fears are gone, only trust As excitement surges through us

Funny!
REAL NEWSPAPER ADS FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor’s dog. FREE PUPPIES... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat. Been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE. WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1,000 or best offer. No longer needed, got married last month. Wife knows everything.

True Meanings
LOL...to MY FRIENDS... this is soo true, my horscope for today! Thank goodness for people like you. You always have something up your sleeve, even when it comes to a situation that seems like a dead end. Once this is over, pat yourself on the back -- repeatedly.

Barbie Bondage
Barbie bondage" can refer to one of three concepts, depending on context. Used figuratively, "Barbie bondage" is a metaphor for girls and young women adapting, partly due to outside influence, to the stereotypical bubble-brained, glamour-obsessed gender role that Barbie dolls are said to promote. Used in a more literal sense, "Barbie bondage" refers to actual Barbie dolls being bound. In one sense this can be a humorous connotation to the fact that new Barbie dolls are secured very tightly to the cardboard backing of the boxes they are sold in, by twist-ties. In another sense, this refers to Barbie dolls being bound and/or dressed in fetish clothing to purposely evoke a connotation with BDSM. This can be done as a form of art, a way of protesting against Mattel's purported ultra-capitalism and stereotypes, or simply as a sexual fantasy.

Mary Jeffries
Mary Jeffries (1854-1907) was a madam and procuress in London's underworld during the late 19th century. During the 1870s, she ran one of the few brothels in Victorian-era London which catered exclusively to many of the city's elite including the prominent businessmen and politicians including at least one member of the House of Lords and a titled Guards officer as well as aristocrats such as Leopold II. She was also involved in white slavery and child prostitution, often arranging the abduction of children by offering to watch children while parents went to collect luggage or purchase train tickets [1]. Among her brothels in Church Street and Kensington as well as a flagellation house in Hampstead, included a "chamber of horrors" in Gray's Inn Road where a room was designed for the purposes of sado-masochism as described by journalist William Thomas Stead in a series of articles for the Pall Mall Gazette exposing prostitution in the city during the Eliza Armstrong case. Although ne

Shawn Harvey On Musica Radio July 9th
IT'S POSSIBLE WE WILL HAVE THE SHOW UP AFTERALL SO PLEASE TUNE IN AND LISTEN TO IT MONDAY AT 9 Hi Everyone!!!Shawn have been asked to join Annie and her fabulous Radio station: Musica radio. He has accepted and will be on her show in july the 9th US time, not European time.European time is Tuesday morning, so he has to get up 3:30 in the morning. He is then in Norway during the radio show and it would be so great if many of he's fans could join him too.It will be a privilege for me to do this show.Shawn told me in a e-mail. So he is exited and wait to the show starts so he hope that all of his fans will be with him during the show on Tuesday morning Shawn's video posted by; TexasOutlawBabyshe is a big fan... thanks to you for a lovely video. HERE IS SOME PICTURE FROM SHAWN HARVEYS TIME AS; RICKY FENTONE TOO. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Subspace (bdsm)
Subspace (also sub space), in the context of a BDSM scene, is the psychological state of the submissive partner. The term is unrelated to the mathematical term subspace. Subspace is a metaphor for the state the submissive's minds and bodies are in during a deeply involving play scene. Many types of BDSM play invoke strong physical responses. The mental aspect of BDSM also causes many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience. Deep subspace is often characterized as a state of deep recession and incoherence. Deep subspace may also cause a danger in newer submissives who are unfamiliar with the experience, and require the dominant to keep a careful watch to ensure the submissive isn't placing him or herself in danger. Many submissives require aftercare. Physiological Processes During the scene, the intense experiences of both pain and pleasure trigger a sympathetic nervous system response, which causes a release of epinephrin

My Thoughts
My mind is always on the go My thoughts are constant and never slow They're logical, jumbled, intense and deep They stay with me thru wake and sleep I've slept well, not these past few years My thoughts bring worry, tears and fears I would be content if down they eased Allowed peaceful rest, I would be Appeased A power switch would be divine To shut down awhile these thoughts Of mine.

Incoming Data
The data light is blinking on my modem like a son of a bitch. Incoming data is very, very slow. I'm trying to "keep up" and rate stuff as it comes in and stuff, but it is just slow, slow, slow. I'm not keeping up. I'm not stressing about it, I''m just saying so. THanks for reading

Pray
Walk in the warmth of my presence Feel the innocense Here not to decay Bathed in dirty blood day after day Lost within what I say Wollow in the fear of dissaray Blinded in what I see Father please watch over me Never found my own way A dead past molded by clay Cant stand this confusion Taking from me this solution Left with only desperation Down to the bowels of hells cration Screaming and reaching outward Twisted thoughts of reason obserd Swim to the shore of salvation Demons twist and writhe in damnation Trying to destroy every living soul Bring them to the bell that tolls Running through paralis lies As my tortured soul dies Nothing left in the skies Only darkness through its eyes Staring through my soul When can I know Pressure beyond my means Spiritual presence now clear Take my pain out of here Cast away every existance Betray me not death is persistant Clear all thats torturing me Hel

Wonder
To my baby whom I love and and adore So many nights we spent with each other So many nights I cant ignore These memories I cannot smother Looking for your gentle loving touch I get lost in my fears Sometimes thinking far to much Been waiting for this for to many years Dont know where you stand in all this Wondering what your doing when your gone Our relatoinship so many things I wish I've been waiting far to long Wishing your next to me I turn to see But your not always there If so I feel this wretched misery Wondering if you even care These feelings I feel could last a lifetime Tangling my soul with happiness Thinking of you till you make me shine Cannot contain this internal bliss So many nights I go to sleep with sorrow Haunting every timeless minute Wondering if you'll still be here tomarrow My heart so weak I wonder if your in it But in my heart I know where we stand Reshaping my torn soul Please extend

I'm A Man
Why cant things be the way they should Outside forces mingling in places it could People ripping and plotting cuz they can Let me make my own choices I'm a man The one thing I want the most is drivin away God I'm getting sick of this day after day Is it so wrong not to like some one because of age In the chronicles of drama just another page Being cast out and neglected like a fallen angel is In this nonsense of drama I'm thrown in the abyss Nothing like feeling drivin out because of desire Turn your back on me add fuel to the fire Theres got to be some better things to come There will be tears shed before I'm done Let me live my own life hope you understand Choices of pleasure, I'm a man So to all my loved ones just let me be Responsable for my decisions I now see So let me make my own way Whatever the price I will pay Surely I say this is what I want These feelings of pressure will surely haunt So here I write and mak

One More Night
How did I feel before I felt this trying to sooth sorrow Tell myself its all different this bliss Wondering what I might feel tomarrow Caught in this emotional war Must win the battle within How many I'm sorrys thus far Use my fasad I've been given Break free from my desires every day Expose myself in a different form These schales of love must weigh From my black web I'm torn Searching for the right words to speak I utter something, something weak Trust in you I seeked Warm currents of pain enter in Baptized in the tears of yesterday Cut me open, rip my skin One more night is all I'll say Desire now clouding my judgement My soul is tatooed with thoughts of you Tripped again a glutten for punishment Never thought my color was blue Paint me a portrait, let it soak An emotional brush Blood paint and tears in every stroke Time to forget Let the spiders creep Suffering tangled webs of regret Fangs of nu

My Baby Angel
I was lost in this unforgiving world so bad Walking through it blindly not knowing what I had Wishing there was something better for me Not knowing what fate had in store, am I free Then you came along and swept me off my feet A beautiful girl so caring so sweet Now I can see clearly once again My future with u will never end The way you hold me at night oh so tight Makes everything thats bad now seem right You got ahold of my heart dont ever let go In time my Angel our love will grow The fear of my heart being ripped from my soul Throught the trenches of sorrow nice and slow So please my Baby Angel dont hurt me so I'll do anything possible to let our love overflow You make me feel happy in everthing you do I'll always be there to help you through When your away I miss you so much The way you say baby, baby makes me lose touch Your soul was sent to me from the heavens above Sent to sooth my heart with unconditional love

Spiritual Cleansing
So many times I've heard my name, echo's of madness, I'm not insane!. Feels like dead are pulling me under, if they had a reason this I wonder?. Scorched and torn as I pull myself up, wondering if savations enough?Through the worm holes of Hell I scower around, cant beleive this evil that I've found!. The screams of the damned peirce my ears, pulling from my soul, every fear. Whispers of the Reapers soul, Takers of life let me know. When is my journey going to end?, I swallow this thought again and again. To many times I've been here before, repenting my sins, knees on the floor. My fate creeps closer with every day, Sins of the Father, I must pay!. Cleansing my soul, a spiritual fight, the demons resist with all their might. They will not let go of my battered soul, ripping and tearing, letting me know. The Lamb of Gods revenge, no princapality will tame. I cast the wretched swine out in Yawehs name...........................................Night Shadows LLP Copywrite20

Clownz Will Eat Me!!!!!!!
Alone at midnight no one in sight, As I lay in bed gripping my pillow tight. As I close my eyes and try not to fret, I let out my air and take a deep breath. Try not to think of what might be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me!. A wicked soul with a painted face,lauhging and looking for a taste. Must stay awake please let me be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me! As I doze off my dreams filled with bliss, interupted by the Wicked Clowns kiss. He takes my hand and guides me to Haties, where dead souls and flesh look like red gravy. I tremble inside with great fear, crying and screaming "get me out of here!". I wake up in a bloody pool of sweat, not knowing what might be comming next. I get up gingerly and take a look around, nothing to me here but blood on the ground. Nothing in my room seems out of place, I go back to bed everything erased. Now back to sleep again feeling free, cant go to sleep Clowns will eat me!.....................................Night Shadows LLP Co

Daily Horoscope: Virgo
Thank goodness for people like you. You always have something up your sleeve, even when it comes to a situation that seems like a dead end. Once this is over, pat yourself on the back -- repeatedly.

Chained Rock
Chained Rock http://www.roadsideamerica.com/geo/showMap.php?attractionNo=531 http://www.roadsideamerica.com/tips/getAttraction.php?tip_AttractionNo==531 Just south of Pineville,Ky. in the Pine Mountain State Park is a Ride that is another Must ride in southern Kentucky. You turn off Ky. Highway 25 approximately 5 miles south of downtown Pineville to ride up a two lane paved road that is so curvy that as they say down here so curved you can spit and hit yourself. Its a steep ride for a few miles up the mountain where you will fined several really nice picnic areas along the way. It’s a very slow ride up the mountain as its very steep and very curvy but the views along the way are spectacular as you round curves to see mile after mile of mountain ranges out to the horizon. When you get to the top there is a parking area with a railed overlook looking over the town of Pineville. From there you can take a well laid out trail that is a bit on the tough side for us older

Hiding Behind The Mask
Hiding behind the mask Hiding from the world, she takes off the mask, thankful to be alone at last. when out in the world, she pretends to be glad, although deep inside she is very sad. she puts on a mask so her fear won't show, wishing time would hurry so she could go. she looks at everyone and just smiles, she's been hiding behind the mask quite awhile. afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared, to do something different that no one else has dared. she wonders why people are so hateful and mean, nobody knows what she has seen. going back home now, she takes off the mask, thankful once to again to be alone at last.

Wrong Emails Address((read))
A lesson to be learned from typing the wrong E-mail address: A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years before. Because of their hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So, the husband left Minneapolisand flew to Florida on Friday, and his wife was flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel, and unlike years ago, there was a computer in his room, and he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her E-mail address, and without noticing his error, sent the email to the wrong address. Meanwhile . Somewhere in Houston... A widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory after suffering a heart attack. The widow decided to check her E-mail, expecting messages from relatives and frien

Joke
A husband leaves the house to go pick up dinner for he and his wife. Shortly after leaving, the doorbell rings. It is her husbands best friend and she invites him in. Since she is in her bathrobe the man says to her "you have the nicest breasts". She says "thanks but my husband would be mad if he heard you". He replies "I would pay you $10 just to see one of them". She thinks for a minute and decides to do it. He says "Wow that is the most perfect breast I ever saw....I will give you another $10 if you show me both at the same time". She does it, and he gives her the money. The friend leaves and her husband comes home. She says "your best friend just stopped by". He answers "Great did he leave the $20 he owed me"

6 Feet Under In Roswell New Mexico
7/2/2007 Hello Readers: As always I am trying my best by "harassing" you to pay attention to my predictions and build enough Cosmic Consciousness to understand and accordingly use the "Cosmic Code" at your advantage. Back in June the 12th I gave a series of dates to George Noory on Coast To Coast. Click here July 2007: +2nd 2007 is one of them where the keywords once more spoke for themselves pertaining to the current news. Here are the keywords for the next few days. I am also expecting more explosions, earthquakes and shocking news until the next date of July 13th. (+) Cosmos News/Nuke/Weird news /Surprises/Explosions/Shocking news/ Earthquakes/Volcanoes/Tornadoes/ NASA/Aeronautics/UFO. 1) UFO NEWS - Art Bell shows on the UFO crash in Roswell. Roswell aliens theory revived by deathbed confession. Click here Results: "oh yes, it was real after all ..." But I know this to be a fact since 1956 when they started to bug me in my bedroom. After 4 soli

By Request, Kinda...
An older draft of Chapter 1 of Godspeed... Most people aren't surprised when I tell them that the first time I encountered God was in Cell 110, Cell Block B of the Attica State Correctional Facility in New York. A lot of people find God when they're in prison because without hope or faith, they wouldn't be able to deal with the violence and indignity that confronts them every day. Some of them find God; some of them find God and call Him, Allah. Mostly, they find God because if they don't, they will find themselves alone; and in prison, alone is the worst thing to be. It really doesn't make a difference why they found God or what they call Him, because at least until the end of their sentence, they believe. How long the faith stays with them on the outside is another story. The second time I encountered God was in saloon on the outskirts of San Diego, California after ending up on the short end of a barroom brawl and having a twelve-gauge shotgun pointed in my face. A lot of

Defense And Fun
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I Always Did Hate Underclassmen
I was on myspace just now checking to see if any people from my high school signed up. my year of course, and i just had to wade through about 85 16 year old underclassmen who decided it would be cute to put themselves in our year. GOD I HATE CHILDREN.

Horoscope For Today
Daily Horoscope: Scorpio For July 2,2007 Okay, you got a little bruised in the process, but you've picked yourself up, dusted yourself off -- and to your great surprise, you're actually ready to start all over again. Isn't it amazing how resilient you are? How true is that. I am starting all over again.

Sometimes It Is Hard..
Sometimes doing what I do can be rewarding, sometimes difficult. My patient, baby E.C. was born without a heart rate, and wasn't breathing for 12 minutes.. Altough doctors and nurses got his heart beating again, he is not going to live. One of the most difficult things to do as a nurse is to be able to be there for the parents when their child is going to die, to comfort them... And it is important to let them hold their baby, no matter how many iv lines or tubes the baby has.. The thing that keeps me going is beliving that once they are gone, they go to heaven with the angels.. And the good stories of babies surviving and going home outweigh the bad..

Fourth Of July Weekend....
This weekend was fun! Me and the kids decided to help my best friend move the rest of her stuff out of her storage unit/well, actually, it was just us adults..lol. The kids rode along in the truck while we headed up to souix city. Our friend, Daniel, who will be leaving for Iraq in about three months also helped with the move. There were 4 kids this weekend; my two and my bf 2 kids. She has a boy and girl too. So the boys, rode with Danial in the truck and the girls rode with us in the car. It took us like almost 2 hours to get to Souix City but we had snacks and drinks for the kids along the way and some of them took small naps. Later on, after we got relaxed and such and everything was put away and taken out of the truck...the kids got to run thru the sprinklers and have a water balloon fight. What a mess that was! Then it was lunch time. We had another nice cook out. As it was 4th of July weekend, and in prob another two weeks the kids will not get to see eachother...we had to gi

A Dear Friend Has Passed To A Better Place
I woke up this morning feeling rather good, until I recieved a E-MAIL about a dear friend,{adonis74} his name is Ken. He is on another site that I belong to and this is what i found.{Just lettiing you know that Ken (adonis74) passed away June 3Oth at 8.30pm. I'm trying to message all his friend here to let them know. } I am having a rather sad day today. If there was anyone that could bring a smile to your face it was always Ken.He never ask for anything in return just was always there to say kind words and place that smile on your face.I take it kinda hard when I lose a friend like that so I may not be on-line or talk to much if I am. REST IN PEACE KEN, YOU WERE ONE OF A KIND

Old Souls
Souls of old darkened and cold lost with no hold always listened to what they were told Did no wrong but did no right trapped in a forever night Frightened with fears of what is near sleek away hide and pray for day or cry till your life is taken away The souls of old no control choking on air so foul and bare never spoken of and rarely spoken to they were children just like you © MIKA

An Idiot
Hey Everybody, I hope everybody's good. I'm writing to tell everybody that there's an asshole out here that's posing as me, the name is LITTLE DJ. That's not me it's a KID that's mad because the person he wanted doesn't like him, she likes me. So, he's acting his age and he's fucking with me, so I don't know if he sends anything to the people on my friends list, if he did oncw again, it's not me. Also, he's teamed up with another idiot named sion, so watch out for that one, too. I'm sorry for this.

A Day On An Ambulance
Most nights are pretty quiet but about 2 weeks ago all hell broke loose. First we get a call to a frequent flyer who don't feel good, bull crap call, well as we are loading her we get a second call broken leg. Apperently the man fell down a hill and had been there for hours. Next we get a call for a child who hit her head. It left a preety good knot. Then we get an emergency call for an accident. The men had been out celebrating a birthday and had been drinking. One man walked away the two others didn't. One was cut up and bruised but the driver was unresponsive and died. I was glad for that night to end.

Caught In Tha Act.. Omfg!!!!
Green-eyed Bratt was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

All Abroad The Party Train Choo Chooii
if you don't have a drink when you get on no problem before the end of the nite you will thanks for getting on tell all your friends that the train pulls out EVERY thursday nite @ 7pm and we have to Be but to the real world by 12 mid nite So we can start the week off with a BANG leave some love from carla party to you fall out love ya MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! headed to grown up cherry land

Karma And Tantra
Recently Joy was explaining Tantric Buddism to me while we were drinking beer and eating some tasty pizza (Northlake Tavern in Seattle). To summarize: Buddists work hard to fully understand that life is an illusion and to transcend out of the illusion. Tantrists also know life as an illusion, but instead embrace and enjoy the illusion for what is has to teach. An old Chinese friend of mine once explained Buddism to me this way (althoug he was actually explaining Karma): A priest was sacrificing a goat, and the goat because to laugh loudly. "Goat, why do you laugh?", said the priest. "I am about to kill you". The goat continued laughing and said, "Because in my last life, I was you. In your next life you will be me". And I realized a similar story-lesson about Tantra would be: A priest was fucking a goat ...

Heidi Fleiss Rummaging Through Other People's Dirty Laundry
I submitted an application over one year ago to her Stud Farm. . .no response, of course.. . Ex-Hollywood Madam Opens Laundromat By Associated Press July 1 2007, 8:11 PM EDT LAS VEGAS -- Former Hollywood madam Heidi Fleiss is diversifying, airing her Dirty Laundry in Nevada as she makes plans for a legal brothel for women. Dirty Laundry is a 24-hour, coin-operated laundry -- 13 washers and 14 dryers -- the one-time leader of a high-priced ring of call girls to the stars is opening at a shopping center in Pahrump, west of Las Vegas. Fleiss, who has become an avid collector of parrots and macaws since moving to Pahrump, said she decided to open the laundromat after the death of one of her pets, a macaw named Dalton. "I had to force myself to do something," she told the Las Vegas Review-Journal. "Nothing in my 41 years -- nothing -- ever affected me like this." Fleiss moved to Nye County in late 2005, after serving a jail term for running the prostitution ring

Could You Imagine??
Who would have thought? Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry While driving down the highway today, I saw a boy alone. I pulled over to ask him if he needed a ride home. He only looked nine or ten, as he stood there in a trance. And when I asked him if he nedded help, he never changed his stance. As i approached he stayed quite still, as if i wasnt there. I waved my hand in fron of him, and still he only stared. I wondered what was on his mind. What made him stand so still. I could ask him what he is thinking of but i do not think he will. I slowly moved around him to see if something had him scared. And when i reached the other side i still saw nothing there. Nothing but the tire that he had been looking at. And when i moved toward him again, right on the ground he sat. This puzzled me cause then at this point i had not had a clue. Sould i call someone or leave him here? I knew not what to do. I could not just leave him here s

Got Bored
its clear to me/when she appear to me i noticed that i'm hear to be/a loving man/a father/a soulmate/i must control fate/to make sure my life is in the right direction/my mind on straight like flight connections/so life's perfections/is what i strive to be/for my wife to be/alive with me grow old and prove wrong to society/she my every variety/like baskin robbins/my passions robbing/the pimp in me/wanting me to settle down/mellow out/i know she wife material/ my queen imperial/my interior/thinks she qualify to modify my single status/thats when i knew love had us and grab us together/to form as one

Hooker Daddy Contract
hey i would like to contract you for a job. typical deal of lots of wild raunchy sex for money. i know your a broke single mother so i wont charge you too much. 5$ to blow me or 10$ to be railed by me. 15$ for every orgasm i give ya that makes your toes curl and go numb and 20$ for every orgasm that actually is so intense it makes you lose conciousness. of corse my fees are negotiable, i always have a soft spot in my heart for a woman in dire need of some good loving. if you have any questions or comments call me at the "Hooker Daddy Hotline" "Come over to the darkside, it's more fun over here!"

People
well now that cornerstone is over with for this year here are my top ten bands i liked seeing in concert. 1.war of ages 2.normajean 3.becoming the archetype 4.crimson moonlight. 5.the devil wears prada 6.flyleaf 7.project 86 8.inhale exhale 9.august burns red 10.common yet forbidden

Whatever
As i sit here thinkin about things in life. Try walking in shoes but in a stride. Life has one big plan for all of us. It's not what you want it will make you cuss. But though we see what tomorrow will bring. Could bring a promotion or a diamond ring. This i take in consideration,which..... What tomorrow brings could be good or a bitch. Though i see what shines in the light. That gleams so bright i see through the night. I keep this in mind cuz i never know. Where i stay or where i go. This is my life i plan what's ahead. If someone else does it for me i myswell be dead. Though this might be shallow it might be deep. What i can write will even make me weep. I look at people walk by everyday. Most of them shut themselves off and stay away. Afraid to live and afraid to love. But best things come when you set your mind above.

Here Is One I Posted A Long Time Ago And Didn't Get Any Comments On...but I Still Wanna Know!
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF????? Do you ever find yourself home alone at night, wind howling, house pretty dark, in the distance maybe there is a dog howling.... ever find yourself in that situation and you feel the hairs stand up on the back of your neck? Does being alone creep you out? Are you afraid of the dark? How about heights? When you are in a building on a really high floor or maybe in a highrise hotel with a balcony....are you too scared to stand too close to the window or go out on the balcony? Do your knees go weak when you are somewhere where there is a "look out" type of ledge? Do you refuse to walk on the side of the mall walkway that overlooks to the floor below? Do heights make you a big ole scardy cat? When you see a spider repelling down from the ceiling, inching it's way closer to you does it make you scream out in fear? If one is on the floor and scurrying in your direction do you flee? Are you afraid of spiders? What about snakes or dogs or birds or bats or

I Kissed Barney Cause I'm Sexy As Hell!!! Lmao!!!
Pick the month you were born in 1 - I ate 2 - I shot 3 - I killed 4 - I needed 5 - I ran shirtless with 6 - I stabbed 7 - I hit 8 - I fucked 9 - I smoked with 10 - I kissed 11 - I slept with 12-I ran naked with Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - the kool-aid man 02 - a dog 03 - a prostitute 04 - a pickle 05 - Barny the dinosaur 06 - my lover 07 - Paris Hilton 08 - my crush 09 - a pornstar 10 - michael jackson 11 - My Girl 12 - my boyfriend 13 - a homo 14 - a whore 15 - a fine ass guy!! 16 - a stripper 17 - a marker 18 - a horse 19 - a blender 20 - a crackhead 21 - a homeless guy 22 - a condom 23 - a toothbrush 24 - a bag of weed 25 - an orange 26 - a french fry 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - a lesbian 29 - your dealer 30 - a glass of milk 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy as hell Pink - Because the little ppl told me to Red - because I have AMAZING ti

Welcome To The Monkeyhouse
Confessions of a Pervert 1 Preface to all the stories: You should know that all these stories took place in a period of about two years while I was living in a downtown Toronto high-rise slum. It was full of crack whores and parolees and outpatients from mental wards, and for some reason, I let myself go in a way I never did before and never did again. What I became there died when I moved out, and in a lot of ways I'm glad he's gone. He had limits, I'm sure, but they were never reached. I'm sure if I'd gone on I would have ended up dead or in jail. It was a small bachelor apartment on the 14th floor, high enough that I didn't have much of a bug problem, with a little half-bath and a tiny stove. I've changed the names around for legal reasons, but most of this shit really happened. Welcome to the Monkeyhouse* The day after I moved in, still unpacking and trying to get organized, I heard some loud talking outside my door. The peephole in my door

Letting Go
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let go

"ripped From..."
It's good to see this bit of information returned to the image gallery- I like knowing which photos were added using the rip link and who they're from. (By way of one example, rating them gives no points to the person whose gallery they're in, and I do have only so many rates, stingy fellow I am. And this is the CT-specific blog. For another, in a contest- and some other sorts of folders- I just like seeing whose images they are, to say hi sometimes- whether personal photos or art displayed...)

Calmness In Our Lives
Ok... I am passing this on, could be fun .... These days we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. Maybe by following simple advice heard on the the Dr Phil's show, you too, can find inner peace. Now, Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I'd started and hadn't finished. And before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. Oh yeah... do I feel good

Checking You Out...
Here's a question on etiquette... When I check out a person's pictures, I always rates them (a '10' of course) and, when I am done, I click on "Check out this Person" or whatever it says. I figure that it's a courtesy - to let people know that I was there. Does this matter to anyone? Is it "proper" or should I just move on? What do you prefer?

Dance Of Terror
Dance Of Terror by Justbleu Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Emerald Lament
COPYWRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Emerald Lament Obsidian passion peeling coming loose falling in a magnificent flutter of dirty snow flakes transparent like poorly constructed lies gathering gracefully upon the doorstep. Our stars are cloaked blended away from all the illuminating city lighting bleeding into the sky akin to scarlet roses laid against insipid pastels— an advertisement for sex spirits the finest bourbon and cigarettes available to man. Grievances shall be taken in silence not a word to be spoken, swallowed like the miserable pill taken before bed— our secrets will sleep with us intrusive through the weave of dreams, a forget-me-not of uncontrollable expressions hidden and repressed rage! bottled away with so much sadness.

Hard Weekend!
Just need to say this. This past weekend sucked, not because of the job site, but because of the firm I work for. Will detail later ... maybe. I am worn down to the point of exhaustion. Artist: Lyrics Song: Save the People Lyrics [JESUS] When wilt thou save the people? Oh God of mercy when? The people, Lord, the people Not thrones and crowns, But men Flowers of thy heart O God are they Let them not pass like weeds away Their heritage, a sunless day God save the people Shall crime bring crime forever Strength aiding still as strong? Is it thy will, O Father That men shall toil For wrong? Oh, no, say thy mountains No, say thy skies Man's clouded sun shall brightly rise And songs be heard, instead of sighs God save the people! When wilt thou save the people? Oh God of mercy when? The people, Lord! The people! Not thrones and crowns, But men! God save the people For thine they are Thy children as thy angels fair God save the people From despair God

Of Junkies, Sheep, And Dreams
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Of Junkies, Sheep, and Dreams There were days where nobody ate, So reluctant to let go of the last little drops, Fearing the loss of an inebriated buzz But there were times when our bodies revolted and everything purged from within itself, It felt, on occasion, Like a clean start. Here we are in resemblance to the Manson family Dwelling on a forgotten movie set. We play, sing, celebrate Like pixies— corrupted and rotted by LSD. It is commonplace to mend the spirit through evasion, But here! Here is enlightenment. A perspective from outside my window, Looking in upon myself -with horror!- but there was nothing I did not already know. * * * An overdose— of the unintended kind The beautiful fashion mourning hats though nobody died. A tragic tragedy indeed! The line between overindulgence and high so obscured and close in company. Who are they to say this methodical act is not working! C

-riptide-
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US -riptide- The night ended with us cleaning up blood and a thousand sparkling shards of soiled glass. Tonight was a success, by all means— I can’t remember it. I’ve nailed myself down to the floor, and I can hear your persistent knock-knocking but I am trapped here, too far away to reach the door— Nobody is home today. Having useless hands, I composed a letter using my teeth. i lied through them, I told you everything is perfect-pristine, I sleep sometimes at night now— but really I feel hollow and invisible. Falling asleep behind the wheel and waking up just in time for it to be too late for breaks, on a collision course. Screaming soundlessly at my reflection rip-rip-rippling in the water— and I let her take me under, caught in a rip-tide.

To Mend A Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to heal When your soul feels ripped apart Although you mend it with a seal It seems to still fall apart To feel whole again seems too far away In the deep abyss of your pain You miss the love that you once shared Still you know you cannot strain Even though it is hard for you to take I try to make you laugh You smile a smile that I know is fake And for a brief moment I see The spark that once was there After a while, you seem your old self Smiling as you once did A bright light now shines around you Like it did before Happy Like you should always be

I Guess I Look Asian !!!
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Always Hope
With life there is always hope; Life rotates on a changing slope. Who knows what's up around the bend? Problems could start or problems could end. Without life all hope is gone, There is nothing to hang your future on. With death nothing can ever change It's far too late to rearrange. So what's the idea of suicide? Is that a good decision? You decide. Who knows what's up around the bend? Problems could start or problems could end.

Forever Is Forever
The years go on forever. See the years abound, But when forever ends no one makes a sound. Every good thing must come to an end; Somethings must break for they cannot bend. Forever is forever as forever begins; Forever is forever until forever ends. A life is forever until the life dies; It could be big or small, forever has no size. When all concerned are gone forever is dead; No more to say; everything has been said. But forever continues for each and everyone Till all concerned are gone then it is done. When forever is done no one really won. Forever's done and no one's left; not none. That is when "nothing" will have begun. To us nothing is nothing, but forever is fun!!! Forever is forever as forever begins; Forever is forever until forever ends. The years go on forever. See the years abound, But when forever ends no one makes a sound!!! Then is when "nothing" has at last begun; Nothing is nothing, but forever is fun.

Night Guys
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I have been batteling migrains for the last few days, so forgive me for not being around! Hope all is well with you all and have a great week and 4th!

In Her Eyes
Her eyes they tell a story, On a face that knows my name, In those eyes I bare her sadness, For confusion in her pain, Throws a heavy hand towards me, In her hatred of the person she sees Then bows her head in self pity, As she falls unto her knees, Shards of glass tear my fingers, Her face a thousand on the ground, We have battled many times, Still no truce here to be found.

I Am
i am sorry if i cant talk to you all when you want me too i have a daughter that is emoitionly impaired and keeping my awsome friends happy with picture is a full time job i try too talk to you all some times there are more important things besides ct and that is my daughter so hopefully all of you will understand that when i dont answer you it is because im dealing with my daughter or something else

Ranting On Relationships
I really despise the whole notion of intimate relationships at the moment. to clarify, I am not talking about online relationships but, real life ones. and it is not that I would not mind being in one, just I am sick of playing the run, chase and dating game. through out the year I have actually had numerous opportunities to be with people but I have pretty much every single time backed off. which and get this has given me the nick name of 'that chick who leads guys on' ... I shit you not I bumped into one of these guys that I had a brief fling with not long ago at a festival. he introduced me to his friends as 'oh yeah this is Dani, we used to be friends, close friends, I mean we still are but she kinda led me on' ... come on who says that! only Anwar, only fucking Anwar would be so daft to say that, bloody idiot. oh and what about that other guy. that looked promising. but after a few dates I came to realize we had nothing in common. sure he was sweet as pie and such a gentleman howe

Lately.....
I have now gotten a job. I work quite a bit and I don't have a lot of time to be online all that much anymore. But I will be online on my days off. So don't forget about me...Ask me for my yahoo, msn, or aim name so we can talk... One thing I will tell you with the way this job is looking I doubt I will like it because I have a bad back and I'll be standing 8 hours straight. I've worked 2 days straight and I'm in so much pain I just want to cry. XOXO CIAO!

Says So Much
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Oil Change Women -vs- Men
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in pr

Media Monkeys.......
me-di-a : the means of commication such as television,radio,newspapers or magazines to inform the public. me-di-a mon-key : the usage of the means of television,radio,newspapers or magazines to cause public fear,entertain,or excite thrue means of bullshit. Thats kind of my own definiton of what i mean in my past two blogs.About people reporting things that really honestly no one gives a shit about.

Wow, I'm Actually Content
I think this is the first time in a LONG time that I actually haven't bitched in a blog. Not her or on that "other" website either. Probably because I got rid of ALOT of unwanted bullshit in my life and thank GOD it's all gone. Aside from ocassional bullshit here n there that my roomie is going thru.. my life is nice n drama free!! School is going great, getting a 4.0, meeting people everyday... lief is just peachy!!! Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Life.....hmmmmmm
Love may come and love may go.....but true love will stay. I have found my true love. Thru the diversities we have faced, we came back together. We have had to face many trials and tribulations to come to this point. But our love will conquer all and survive. We will marry in the fall finally. It has taken many years and many failed relationships to finally find him, the man that completes me and makes me whole. My Michael! I love him will all my heart and soul. Friendships, I have found, do not typically last. I have but one true friend in my life. She has been there for over 20 years for me. She knows who she is and hopefully knows all she means to me. I love you Deb! The others that pass thru my life teach me lessons that I won't forget. Most of the lessons are the same...to NOT ever trust women in my life! All women in my life have lied to me, hurt me and stabbed me in the back. On more than one occassion affected my relationships. I have found that women ar

Randomness
1. Is anyone mad at you? If not then my entire life has been pointless hasn’t it? 2. Who's the last person you kissed? There was a no name agreement between us so no one could feel guilty later 3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery? Well I’ have to call the lotto people so I could make sure that I actually won something 4. Do you have a fishtank in your house? Nope not enough oxygen flows through afraid the boy will suffocate so I stick with cages 5. What's your ring tone? Who is calling me? 6. Do you delete people from your friends list when you're mad at them? Are we adults here folks? 7. What colour is your pillowcase? Do you mean before the blood? 8. Nearest green object to you? Hehehe, my neighbor 9. What colour shirt are you wearing? Well now who say sI am even wearing a shirt, wait is that you at my window? 10. Who do you trust the most? Who has the gun? 11. What colour is your phone? What ever color you want it to b

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard bef

A Very Adult Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? their eyes 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? ass 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? his personality 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 12 5. Who was your fist true love? my hubby 6. (women) What is your bra size? 42 C 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? lol 8. When did you lose your virginity? 15 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? nope 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? i don't know never measured 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? yep 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? yes 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? both 15. Are you aggressive or passive? a bit of both 16. Ever been tied up? yep 17. Ever have a 3 sum? nope 18. Ever participate in an orgy? nope 19. Do you like oral sex? yes a.

I Feel
There are times I just feel like giving up. Like finding someone and running away. It is silly. I won't. I don't. But life has been so grinding since 2000 that it is enough to break the mind and spirit. Oh well, I will survive.

Where Do I Go From Here??
Thanks for stopping by and taking the time to read about me.. My name is Shannon, I was born in New Orleans,Raised in Alabama ans somehoe ended up here in Arkansas.I am 35 married,GETTING DIVORCED..I have 2 wonderful sons ages 15-17, They live in Alabama..I have no kids by this marriage I am in not ( Thank God )would just make thinks that much more difficult..Anyways moving alone.. When I was 16 years old,I met the man of my dreams,MY TRUE LOVE..We were in a relationship for 2 years and lived together.This is when I had my first son (Steven)..Needless to said after I become pregnant we stayed together 6 more months and he cheated on me.I was just toren, I couldn't eat, sleep, nothing..I ended up going through the next 4 months during my pregnanice alone..I ended up having Steven 2 days before my Birthday, His father came long enough to see him born and left.I was just heart broken for awhile.Was a long stay in the hospital alone. About a year down the road I met my first husba

The Meaning...
The Meaning To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. - Kellie Spehn -

Anyone Want A Drink?
Anyone that fans me I will by them a drink on me! Thanks Maria ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ CherryTAP

Friends
It is so nice when you can re-connect with people from the past. You are older and, maybe, wiser. It seems like lots has happened in life, but realy not much has. Feelings are there but maturity is saying to hold back, wait until the right time, but keep the talking going. Life is interesting, and always full of suprises. Just remember that there is always some one who likes you and you have no clue.

Cheating Husband
D.J. M & M@ CherryTAP I am tired of rumors being spread around, I dont see the point in flirting with every god dang person on cherry tap. Then of course there is a guy that cheats on his wife on here which should be drop kicked. I am sure everyone would agree.

A Video That Restored My Virginity
The Internet and computing has turned what took some freakish effort for science fiction convention AV dorks to tap that "will never get laid" adolescent nadir... to something less determined dorks can do.

My Doll The Beautiful Darlene Mc Coy Needs Some Help , Can You All Help Her
HEY YOU ALL PLEASE GO GIVE MY DOLL, THE BEAUTIFUL DARLENE MCCOY SONGS A PLAY, ON LEFT TOP OF THEIR SITE GO TO COUNTRY SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU SEE DARLENE AND TURN HER ON, !!! CLICK HER PICTURE BELOW

Let's Help Him Level Plz!
Come on guys this guy been stuck on level 19 for a while let's help him get off of it! He wants to be a Rock Star! He's got 29,312 to level! Thanks Maria Click on pic to help level him! Black Sunshine@ CherryTAP

Top Ten Ways To Tell Someone Their Fly Is Unzipped...
1. The cucumber has left the salad. 2. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 3. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 4. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 5. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 6. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 7. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary". 8. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 9. I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it? 10. Men are From Mars, women can see Your Penis

Top Ten Signs You Know You've Joined A Redneck Hmo...
10. Your Viagra prescription includes a Popsicle stick and some duct tape. 9. The only 100% covered expense is embalming. 8. Your Prozac comes in colors and has little "m"s on each pill. 7. Preventive Care Coverage includes "an apple a day". 6. Your primary care physician is wearing the pants you gave to Goodwill last month. 5. The Lone Star Bar and Grill is an approved pharmacy. 4. The only proctologist lists his address as Rotorooter. 3. The tongue depressors taste faintly of Fudgesicles. 2. Directions to the Dr.'s office include "Take a left when you enter the trailer park". 1. The annual breast exam is conducted at Hooter's

Top Ten Things That Sound Dirty In Golf But Aren't
10. Nuts...my shaft is bent. 9. After 18 holes I can barely walk. 8. You really whacked the hell out of that sucker. 7. Look at the size of his putter. 6. Keep your head down and spread your legs a bit more. 5. Mind if I join your threesome? 4. Stand with your back turned and drop it. 3. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip. 2. Nice stroke, but your follow through has a lot to be desired. 1. Hold up...I need to wash my balls first.

Personal Mottos....
A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth. Do I look like a fucking people person? This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting. I started out with nothing...and I still have most of it left. I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me. If I throw a stick, will you leave? And just how may I fuck you over today? And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be...? I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. One of us is thinking about sex... OK, it's me. I have a computer, a vibrator, & pizza delivery. Why should I leave the house? I just want revenge. Is that so wrong? It's sick the way you people keep having sex without me. I work 40 hours a week to be this poor. Okay, okay, I take it back! UnFuck you! Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it? You look like shit. Is that the style now? Earth is full. Go home. I thought I

World
The world is full of jerks and assholes, so choose not to add to that population. You get furthur in life being kind and considerate. If people don't like you for who are then oh well don't change yourself to be someone your not. It is their loss. Be at peace with yourself

Rules That Guys Wish Women Knew
1. If it itches, it will be scratched. 2. ALL men see in only 16 colors. Peach is a fruit, not a color. 3. Pumpkin is also a fruit. 4. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. 5. Women wearing Wonder Bras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at. 6. More women should wear Wonder Bras and low-cut blouses. We like staring at boobs. 7. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we! 8. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 9. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done, not both. 10. Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. ROFLMAO.....YEAH RIGHT..!!!!!

The Gala
THE GALA BY ANDRE WASHINGTON 11/5/2005 It was saturday night, the night of the grand opening. The whole city was a clammer about this new gala coming to town. The whose who and anyone else that were lucky enough to get tickets would be there. I did not care about the price of entry because I would with one of the sexiest women there. We agreed that I would pick her up at 7, so we could get there early. I had finish my pre-grooming, then put on my tuxedo. I had to be fresh, so I rented the one with tails. It was black and gray and I hade some black and gray shoes. She was wearing black aas well and I knew we would b e turning heads. I called to let her know I was on the way and she said she was already. I was trying to envision how she would look. I stopped to get her a corsage to match her dress. I got to her house abnd rang the bell, she buzzes me in. I didn't see her yet as I walked in her place. She was upstairs and told me to have a seat for a minute. I took a seat and l

Who Wants To Ct Marry Dj Tigger??
WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

Making Ammends ?
Hmmm, thinking that maybe I should throw this out to anybody that cares.........so, here goes...... If I've ever done anything to hurt you, whether by words or by actions, I am truly sorry.If I ever told you or showed you that I care about you, rest assured, that was real and true. If at one time we spoke and you now don't talk with me, for whatever reasons, I miss you. And, if we were ever close or made a connection, had laughs, smiled together or cried together, I can tell you this..... I'll never forget you for the smile and the love you showed to me. This goes out to anybody that happens to care, and even to those that don't care anymore. Life gets busy, we all have times when we can't stay in touch sometimes and if you feel that I've ignored you, I'm sorry, it wasn't my intent to do that. Anyhow, just feeling like I might owe some apologies, if not then just disreguard this, but if I do owe you one....... this comes from the heart. ......... God Bless & Peace to you

I
i dont ask you all to rate my pictures or even come on my profile i dont mind rating but geesh i love you all and you make me feel good about myself and i thank you all for that you all are awsome,im going to have to take a break from ct other wise im going to have a heart attack i have a bad heart and well ct is realy getting to me

Lips Of An Angel Lyrics
This song just keeps rolling thru my head and I cant stop singing it tonight. Lips Of An Angel lyrics Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing thos

Would You.....
BE HONEST... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep with me when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18. Am i fuckable?? 19. Would u be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i licked you? 21. Would you do it 2day? 22. Would you do it 2morrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Better Than Me Lyrics
Better Than Me lyrics I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never reall

New Cherry Tapper
my real life hubby made a cherry tap account plz show him as much love as u have shown me! thanx to all who takes the time to do this for him as well as me! Zero Minded ct hubby of Princess Deja@ CherryTAP Princess Deja!

Happy 4th Of July Everyone! :)
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Sexiest Morh Contest
I am having my 1st contest. "SEXIEST MORPH CONTEST" I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Morph must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. So all you gals & guys get your sexy morphs links to me fast. Thanks becbec becbec@ CherryTAP

Merril Bainbridge - Mouth
I FEEL LIKE I’VE BEEN BLOWN APART THERE ARE PIECES HERE, I DON’T KNOW WHERE THEY GO, I DON’T KNOW WHERE THEY GO, KISS ME ON MY SALTY LIPS, I BET YOU FEEL A LITTLE CRAZY BUT FOR ME WE’LL BE FAMOUS ON T.V ( CHORUS: ) WOULD IT BE MY FAULT IF I COULD TURN YOU ON? WOULD I BE SO BAD IF I COULD TURN YOU ON? WHEN I KISS YOUR MOUTH I WANT TO TASTE IT TURN YOU UPSIDE DOWN, DON’T WANNA’ WASTE IT I JUMP ON YOU, YOU JUMP ON ME YOU PUSH ME OUT AND EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU I’D BE INCLINED TO SLAP YOU IN THE MOUTH WHEN I KISS YOUR SALTY LIPS, YOU WILL FEEL A LITTLE CRAZY, BUT FOR ME, I’LL BE FAMOUS ON T.V ( CHORUS ) ( CHORUS ) NOW, WILL IF BE MY FAULT IF I TAKE YOUR LOVE AND THROW IT WIDE? YOU MIGHT RESTRAIN ME, BUT COULD YOU REALLY BLAME ME? AND YOU WILL FEEL YOU’RE BLOWN APART ALL THE PIECES THERE WILL FIT TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AND I KNOW WHERE THEY GO ( CHORUS ) ... to the end...

A Matter Of Great Concern
Why a Jew can grow his beard in order to practice his faith But when Muslim does the same, he is an extremist and terrorist! Why a nun can be covered from head to toe in order to devote herself to God But when Muslim girl does the same she oppressed When a western women stays at home to look after her house and kids she is respected because of sacrificing herself and doing good for the household? But when a Muslim woman does so by her will, they say, "she needs to be liberated"! Any girl can go to university wearing what she wills and have her rights and freedom? But when Muslim girl wears a Hijab they prevent her from entering her university! When a child dedicates himself to a subject he has potential. But when he dedicates himself to Islam he is hopeless! When a Jew kills someone religion is not mentioned, but when Muslim is charged with a crime, it is Islam that goes to trial! When someo

1, 2 Step Lyrics
1, 2 Step lyrics (feat. Missy Elliott) [Intro] Ladies and gentlemen (Ladies and gentlemen) This is a Jazze Phizal (Jazze Phizal) productshizzle, Missy (Missy), The princess is here, (She's here) Ciara, This beat is [Verse 1] Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh, Work my body so melodic, This beat flows right through my chest, Everybody ma and pappi came to party, Grab somebody, work your body, work your body, Let me see you 1,2 step [Hook] Rock it, don't stop it, Everybody get on the floor, Wake the party up, We about to get it on, (Let me see ya'll) 1,2 step, (I love it when ya'll) 1,2 step (Everybody) 1,2 step, We about to get it on, This beat is [Verse 2] Outrageous so contagious make you crave it, (Jazze made it), So retarded, top charted, Ever since the day I started, Strut my stuff, And yes I flaunt it, Goodies make the boys jump on it (Jump on it), No I can't control myself, Now let me do my 1,2 step [Hook] (We goin'to ste

You Are My Strength
Distance is the space between us. Though it seems great at times, I know that you are always near. Near to my thoughts, near to my heart. For when I think of you, you are here, With me, holding me close, Whispering your love and support in my ear. With your arms around me all else fades away. Then I open my eyes and begin again, Knowing I can do anything With a little help from you.

Friends Week
""If kisses were water, I would give you the sea. If hugs were leaves, I would give you a tree. If luv were a planet, I would give you a galaxy, if friendship were life I would give you mine. Your love is your heart, your heart is your spouse, your spouse is your future, your future is your destiny, your destiny is your ambition, your ambition is your aspiration, your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, heaven is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week" send this to all your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many u get back. If u gets more than 3 you are really a lovable person

Ms.ladee
Please help me comment bomb Ms. Ladee just click the picture below and post as many comments as you can thank you Your help is appreciated Especially those of you she has helped, and there are quite a few of you. SHe has sat onhere and post 100's of comments for

My Week
Well this weekend was a lot of fun...Friday I went to Applebee's with Nicholle and Brian. We also went to go see a 2.00 movie (Vacancy). She brought her friend Kristina and I brought Brian. It was our first date. I had never met him before even though we had talked for awhile on line. He seemed like a nice enough guy. He bought us dinner and offered to drive. Friday night actually Saturday morning my sister Crissy came into town. She, Myles (the boy friend) and Ethan (my nephew) were pretty tired but we were still up till wee hours in the morning. Saturday we all got up around noon but you could tell everyone just wanted to hang out in bed. Anyway, so the girls and I had to run up to the airport cause I had left my phone charger there and Jessica needed to print off a few things for school. So while she did that I made a grocery list. Mom called while we were there and had decided to go to Manny's for dinner. I use to LOVE LOVE Manny's food but I have to admit I was a bit di

7/2/07
You need to process all the information before you can come to a conclusion -- bits and pieces won't do. Let the concerned parties know that time isn't of the essence. Taking your time means longer-lasting results.

We Wont Forget
We wont forget the day that the world was turned upside. The day the twin towers came crashing down. we wont forget the tears that were shed, and the lives that were lost. we wont forget those that were left to wonder why. we wont forget the ain that it caused, or the heartache, or the hugs to comfort. we wont forget the firefighters who gave there lives to help the life of another, to save those who were trapped inside. we wont forget the tears they cried, the strength to never give up until there job was done. To all the men and women who lost there lives that day, and the firfighters who gave there lives that day to save the life of another. 9-11 we wont forget.

This Has Got To Be The Funniest Shit I Have Ever Seen :)
->jangs: If you had said that in English, I might be able to say something back...Like I said...learn to spell, you're looking like an ass. jangs: aww u need some make up or somthing bitch get off the dick inless u have a saddle 1 ->jangs: roflmao...sure...you're just jealous because I have a brain and you lost yours jangs: u still look used up lol ->jangs: get out of my shoutbox til you pass 1st grade please jangs: honestly ur ungly and i dint take the time to check ur profile out

Ty!
I appreciate all the love yall have shown here on my b-day. TY I hope to hear from u all soon again and not just once a year! LMAO Had a really screwed up day, was lookign to get off work early and worked 12 today, kids never called and chit but I had so much CT love when I got home to check my CT mail. TY again so much.

Mother...
Mother, do you think theyll drop the bomb? Mother, do you think theyll like this song? Mother, do you think theyll try to break my balls? Ooooowaa mother, should I build a wall? Mother, should I run for president? Mother, should I trust the government? Mother, will they put me in the firing line? Ooooowaa is it just a waste of time? Hush, my baby. baby, dont you cry. Mommas gonna make all of your nightmares come true. Mommas gonna put all of her fears into you. Mommas gonna keep you right here under her wing. She wont let you fly, but she might let you sing. Mommas gonna keep baby cozy and warm. Oooo babe. Oooo babe. Ooo babe, of course mommas gonna help build a wall. Mother, do you think shes good enough, For me? Mother, do you think shes dangerous, To me? Mother will she tear your little boy apart? Ooooowaa mother, will she break my heart? Hush, my baby. baby, dont you cry. Mommas gonna check out all your girlfriends for you. Momma wont le

Gettin Started Again!
I though my Mistress days had passed but recently my interest has been peaked again. Now I need to figure out how to buy all that gear and supplies again. Got rid of it all about a year ago because it had been a year since I played...but now it is time to move back into the circle. It is a wonderful sense of control in an uncontrollable world. Being on a fixed income suck. I will figure something out and I will share my progress with you guys here.

Dont Miss Out
This show will be HUGE! We go on right before both OZZFEST bands IN THIS MOMENT and ANKLA!There will be management and labels at this show. Now more than ever, we are asking for you to come, support the cause and show your horns! We're sure to turn some heads if we all come together!$15 advance tickets for the show are available NOW! Tickets are limited, please contact us, via e-mail, right here on myspace. WE WILL PERSONALLY DELIVER THESE TICKETS TO YOU! We Love You Guys!! HORNS UP!!

Stop
stop stop throwing it up in my face i know i have no one to call my own you don't have to keep bring it up you don't have to make it where I'm the odd one out that have no one to be with the one with out a friend of my own when every one else is paired is it that hard to include me even in a group of friend i'm still the one the one unpaired it makes me not want to hang out with any one im tired of being alone being the odd one out i don't need you to throw it in my face im quite aware of whats going on what you do just makes me hate you and never want to be around you every one is aware of the fact that im all alone so stop bring it up by JNA

Axe Fight Champion Tally(update)
Randy Rhodes-2 Yngwie Malmsteen-0 Slash-1 Eddie Van Halen-5 Zakk Wylde-0 George Lynch-0 Eric Clapton-0 Joe Satriani-0 Stevie Ray Vaughan-0 Angus Young-3 Ace Frehley-0 Jake E. Lee-0 Dimebag Darrell Abbott-0 Jimmy Page-7 Steve Vai-0 Ritchie Blackmore-0 David Gilmour-0 Ted Nugent-0 Brian May-0 Joe Perry-0 Jimi Hendrix-4(Current Champion) Carlos Santana-0 Jeff Beck-0 Peter Frampton-0 After I go through all of the Guitar Gods listed in my pic album in head to head bouts, there WILL BE an overall winner afterwards. It will be decided by either most wins OR votes.

Night Pleasure
By the night of the dark I see my lover with his eyes shining like the full moon … Lust filling his eyes as he walks to me touches me ever so slow with his fingers … Filling me with things I’ve never felt before as I feel his power taking me over … Kissing me with the passion as he rips my shirt off my body lusting after me … Pleasure after pleasure he gives me into in the night as we both become one … Screaming, begging for him to stop but his power so underwhelming …

Cumberland Falls
Cumberland Falls http://gowaterfalling.com/waterfalls/cumberland.shtml This is an OK run but while the ride in is pretty along the park road it’s doesn’t have a lot of views other than the woods along side it. To get there you take KY. Highway 25w south from just east of Corbin, Ky. … Now be careful unless you know the area as there are two Highway 25’s. One is a 4 lane that connects Corbin to Barbourville and is called 25e. These two roads cross just east of Interstate 75 and has a Stop light at the intersection. (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Cumberland Falls by day. On clear moonlit nights, the mist from the falls occasionally produces a moonbow. For the Cumberland Falls meteorite of 1919, see meteorite falls. Cumberland Falls, sometimes called the Little Niagara, the Niagara of the South, or the Great Falls, is a large waterfall on the Cumberland River in southeastern Kentucky. Spanning the river at the border of McCreary and Whitley counties, the wate

Contests...
Ok... so a good chunk of my friends know that I just finished my first contest and am involved in another... My original intent was to see what the whole 'contest' thing is about, and show some Military Love to our Boys...but little did I know that it would bring some of my cooler friends together...or that I would learn the reality behind the CT World... And now for the Hipocracy, cuz I'm still a member...I realized that it truly is a big popularity contest, High School online...hardly anyone is who they say they are, and most don't mean a word that comes out of their mouths... I had a lot of fun with the contest, but I don't have all day to sit around and comment bomb or rate...nor do I expect it of my friends...I might stay up and online a few nights a week, but that's an insomnia problem...So for this I lost...it's not as if it's meant for more than a silly title or gift, why not just give if you have it to give? Anyways, I'm also losing the second contest, but I'm l

Black Eye
Well, the girl who's responsible for the almost divorce of my sister and her hubby throwed some acid near Garrett, a very close friend of ours. For some reason they got into a fight, because he found out she was cheating on him, she got mad, through the stuff at his face, so he punched her out. She has a pic of a black eye that he gave her and even though I think it is totally wrong for a man to hit a woman, in this case, she deserved it. Garrett is such a actual sweet guy and doesn't deserve any of this. Also she could have hit his 10 year old daughter with it if she would have been in the vicinity. Now he has to go to trial later today and I plan on being there for him. I've known him 8 years and he would NEVER hit a lady without being provoked first. God I hate this bitch for almost destroying my sisters' marriage and now for hurting Garrett. Gr......

Thirty Day Eternity
I Love You More as each day brings us closer (each phone call brings us closer) To write to you with eyes my hands arms nose My lips My heart... To finally be inside each other after a Thirty-day eternity... _______ Both scared Both exhilarated Both frightened Yet, both more than determined To finally ease a homesickness for the other whom we have never met We have no choice, Yet only one I miss you more everynight i don't hear your voice But the echo gets clearer as each day brings us closer I Love You. t redfearn c. 7/3/07

Yet Another Xxx Adult Survey
1.What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Smile 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Chest 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? Smile, then chest, then legs and ass. 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 12 5. Who was your fist true love? Vicky Manson 6. (women) What is your bra size? N/A 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? No 8. When did you lose your virginity? 13 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? Yes 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? N/A 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? No 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? Straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? Yes 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? Both 15. Are you aggressive or passive? Both it all depends on my mood. 16. Ever been tied up? Once 17. Ever have a 3sum? No 18. Ever participate in an orgy? No 19. Do you like oral sex? Yes a. give? I

I Hate Cheaters
i fucking hate cheaters, someone looks yu in the face tells you they love then as soon as your back is turned cheats on you, then when you find out they stil swear they love you bullshit once a slut always a slut thats my opinion

Very Personal Sex Survey
cut paste and answer in a PM if you dare!! ALL RESPONSES WILL BE KEPT CONFIDENTIAL!!!! 1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received ora

The Geography Of Women & Men
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India - very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is l ike France -gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain - with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - self-preserving but open to meeting new people.. After 70, she becomes Tibet . Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF MEN Between 1 and

4 The Frnds
hi 2 all my frnds an those who wish 2 be my frnds. i love 2 chat an make new frnds fm diff place. iam fun loving an like smiles. an if any1 wanna chat can always buzz me awake. so hope 2 catch all my frnds. this is my 1st,so tell me if i need any rectification or modiification

Horoscope July 3, 2007
You have a hunch that this is going to work out fine -- just fine. You don't know how you know, but that's not important. Some kinds of knowledge (and their transmission) shouldn't and can't be explained.

A Zombie Poem!!!
Damn it all! One would hope that the tasty flesh of the whore and her dog would slow the hunger creeping throughout my soul, I've licked blood off the broad (and my fingers) but my thirst remains unquenched, alas, I'll just gnaw on a knucklebone as I drag myself over to the Moulin Rouge in search of more food-giving life. I was the greatest living poet, back when I could claim to have life. Now, because of toxic waste, I consume living flesh in order to satisfy this unending starvation, time drags on for enternity after eternity, as the plague slowly encircles the earth. Briefly, I wonder what thirsty zombie mosquito's feast upon-living or undead blood? A man wielding a cross and a torch approaches, his blood sprays in an arc from his jugular, and the lucky man loses his life. A spiked plasma punch, warm sweet elixer, a momentary lapse in thirst. If only there was a decent poem to critique, but paper sticks to my flesh and m

Cream Cheese Dip
Appetizer -- Cream Cheese Dip 1 8-oz. package cream cheese, softened 1 fresh tomato 2 cloves garlic minced Less than one quarter cup milk or Half and Half to thin mixture Fresh ground pepper Slice tomato in half and scoop out inside pulp. Combine tomato pulp with cream cheese and garlic and a splash or two of milk. Mix with a mixer for several minutes until smooth. Add a little milk if necessary to thin the dip. Place mixture in a small bowl and sprinkle with fresh ground pepper. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Potato chips actually go great with this dip, but you may also use your favorite crackers. The Skinny: Use light cream cheese and low fat milk or Half and Half. If you have a nice tender tomato, then cut it into pieces and put the whole thing in the mixer. You will end up with some of the tomato skin in the dip but it really is no problem.

The Raven
Edgar Allen Poe is one of my all time Favorite poetic writers.. He is dark and somber, and full of twists and turns.. I can recite this whole poem backwards and forwards since I was in 7th Grade!!! lol...I would have loved to have met him!!! ============================================ The Raven [First published in 1845] ..> Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Namel

Relationship Rules For Us Girls!
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why w

Mcdonalds
A Return is Requested....You'll see why! Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyo

Being Single Being Alone
Well being single or being alone all of it sucks big time. I'm not single by choice. I do know that there are those that say they love being single but we werent put here as man or woman to be single and alone God did not intend for that to be. He put us here to love each other. We all have our choices of who we want to love whether it is woman to woman or vice versa. This will probably get me in trouble for stating it that way. But things are that way in life and I'm not gay so dont think that but I see nothing wrong if that is what a person so chooses they still love. I know that I have serious issues with trusting and do have some walls. Hopefully that will change. I know not all women are the same just as not all men are the same. Most women won't look twice at me because I'm only 5'-3" well I'm short so what there is more to me then height. I know I could go on and on but it would be like beating a dead horse lol Well we need that love after all we are all only human.

Finish The Story
I walk up to you and grab a fist full of your hair. I lean in and whisper to you “you are going to do everything I say. Now take your clothes off” I release your hair and watch as you slowly remove all you clothing. I pause to take in the full beauty of your form before I retake your hair into my hand and lead you to the bed tossing you upon it. I take your hands and feet and strap them to the corners of the bed then I place a strap across your forehead making you unable to lift your head. You feel my breath on your thigh as I lean down between your legs and start running my tongue over your thighs. Licking up and down moving from your left one to your right moving ever so close to your pussy but never touching it. I watch as the juice starts to slowly run out of your pussy moving down over your ass hole, down your cheek and onto the bed. I keep licking until you are at the point of orgasm then I stop. I stand over your face my dick right there but the strap on your head makes you unab

Red Shirt Fridays (an Email Sent To Me)
Red Shirt Fridays If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?
Halloween Horoscope for Sagittarius Halloween is your time to be flirtatious, sexy, and hot hot hot! You love to tempt people into evil, even if it's just for one night. Costume suggestions: A sexy devil or a dark fairy Signature Halloween candy: Anything spiked with booze What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Story Two
i had went to the doctor and found that i had cogestive heart failure i thought how great mental and physical so anyways we fought for the kids for two years and i was drained by time we got them back we couldnt take care of them i was in the prosses of working on my issues with my first ex this is a long story but you get the picture i am not good with relation ships and sometimes im not so nice to rude men and disrespectfull ones..im against mental and physical abuse for either side men or woman,i am open minded and verry spontouse and artistic i tell people what i think with no problem,im not mean just am not going to put up with any more abuse from men nothing against men i can get along with anyone if that makes sence lol,i do have self asteem issues and thats where you all help me ..this is my world the computer yes i take care of my daughter and what needs to be takin care of but barely,

Birthdate Info
28 July 1976 Your date of conception was on or about 5 November 1975 which was a Wednesday. You were born on a Wednesday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2442987.5. The golden number for 1976 is 1. The epact number for 1976 is -1. The year 1976 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1976 and ending 2/17/1977. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 1 Av 5736. Or if you wer

Wonderful World Lyrics
I see trees of green........ red roses too I see em bloom..... for me and for you And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world. I see skies of blue..... clouds of white Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world. The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin......i love you. I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world (instrumental break) The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin...*spoken*(I ....love....you). I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow *spoken*(you know their gonna learn A whole lot more than Ill never know) And I think to myself .....what

Dirty Survey
Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person?+ +Rules: Answer this for the person who posted this and then repost it for yourself!+ 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would you fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u fuck me in the rain? 16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 17. Would u have phone sex with me? 18. Would u cheat on me? 19. Would u break my heart? 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? 21. Would y

Who Would've Thought.....
The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969 , make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Most lipstick contains fish scales. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your ey

Every Time You Say My Name
Every time you Say My name Do I have it written on my face? It's a feeling I don't embrace. To hurt some one the way you do. What if it was to happen to you? Would it make you feel like me? Would it make you very unhappy? Let me tell you how it makes me feel. I feel like hiding and crying. And like my life means nothing at all. Can you try to see my pain? The pain you have caused inside. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. Did it make you feel happy to make me cry? To know that you hurt me so. Do you even want to know? Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. When will you finally grow up? And see everything you have done to me. When will you feel like I do? So desperate and unhappy. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. I have forgiven you for the past. Will this niceness from yo

Good Morning!
I am eating oysters for breakfast! They're soooooooooooo tasty! I had another TROLL ask to be put on my Instant Messenger during the night. Nothing on his page, as usual. I am sure glad there is an IGNORE button! Here's his info if you want to be his friend: nona20002010 http://profiles.yahoo.com/nona20002010?intl=ca&os=win&ver=8.1.0.402 Basics Yahoo! ID: nona20002010 Real Name: Nickname: Location: Age: Marital Status: No Answer Sex: No Answer Occupation: *** I belong to a couple of other on-line blog places. Facebook, Windwos Live Spaces, Hover Spot, and Yahoo 360. I stay there to keep an eye on what my Kids are doing, and it is terribly funny to have interaction with some of the stupid people on the sites - especially when I am feeling down about myself. I like to know there are people who are really ridiculous, and compared to them, I am a GODDESS! Like yesterday, on Cherry Tap, some guy rated my pictures a 10/10. When I visite

Who Was?
In 1923, Who Was: 1. President of the largest steel company? 2. President of the largest gas company? 3. President of the New York Stock Exchange? 4. Greatest wheat speculator? 5. President of the Bank of International Settlement? 6. Great Bear of Wall Street? These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days. Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us, if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers: 1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab, died a pauper. 2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson, went insane. 3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney, was released from prison to die at home. 4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger, died abroad, penniless. 5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement, shot himself. 6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermore, also committed suicide. However: in that same

Missing You
I gathered my things, my silk robe and a pair of black, thonged panties, a deep red fluffy towel and a glass of red wine that was poured a few minutes earlier. Then walked into the bathroom, not bothering to turning on the lights, instead lihgting 3 small candles that were just small enough, to line the side of the tub with. As the candles burned the smell of fresh berries filled the air. so I placed my wine glass on the floor next to the tub. I slowly started to undress, taking my time, giving into the mood, raising my shirt slowly above and over my head, I kicked off my shoes and reached for the top buttons on my jeans. I closed my eyes, thought of you, and instantly they were your hands, unbuttoning the denim. As I released the bind of my jeans, I placed my palms on my sides, as if they were yours, and slowly slip them down over my hips.I could feel the palms of our hands gliding against my skin, bringing the jeans to my knees. Releasing them, they fall to my feet. I slowly pull my

P.o.p. Needs Promoters
We're looking for promoters for the P.O.P. Sisters network! We're looking for women and men that appreciate the Power of P...let's say Pretty for now, and we'd like you to help! Contact me for more information on how to become a P.O.P. Princess or Prince. Click here to find out more about the P.O.P. Sisters muahz Tiff

Stocks
In the Stock Market today, Helium was up, Feathers were down, and paper was stationery. Weights were up in heavy trading. Fluorescent tubes were down in light trading. Light switches were off. Knives were up sharply. Cows were steered into a bull market. Pencils were down a few points. Hiking equipment was trailing. Elevators were up. Escalators experienced a slight decline. Mining equipment hit rock bottom. Pain relievers soared. (Sore) Diapers were unchanged. The major shipping lines stayed at an even keel. Prunes plum-meted. Coca Cola was pop-ular amongst traders. Caterpillar stock inched up a bit. Sun peaked at mid-day. Balloon prices were inflated. There was heavy trading in metals, ... and the bottom fell out of disposable diapers.

Women Rock...and Men Love It....see The Website!
That's right, P.O.P. Sisters has launched their website, and we're working on CT Skins, Lounge MOTD's and contests for women and men to show off their appreciation of the Power of P..well, lets say Pretty for now. Click the logo to the left to visit the site! Click here to find out more about the P.O.P. Sisters

Seven - Necrophagist
Distracting from your deficiencies while you point at others. (Once) enlightened you judge and execute. To be the only one to discover the seven, (To) toss open and pass the gates to heaven. This song reallys says alot for me and how I feel towards religion and the ways that it opresses individuality

Underraters And Jealousy
So, lately I've had this pack of older women attack my profile and rate me all sorts of 2's and 3's. Usually I just laugh at these people but when they attack me is when I start to get pissed off. For one, I have NEVER underrated a single person and never would either. It shows lack of self esteem and well this one lady especially shows that she has it. Let me put it to you this way, Kykky user number 200113, came onto my profile and several others underrating them because (excuse me I never usually talk about people this way) she is fat and ugly! I'm sorry hunny, but if the image in the mirror SUCKS then do something about it. Don't go on the internet acting like a snobby 2 year old and down people because YOU can't do anything about YOUR problems. Get off the internet, take the damn fudge pop out of your mouth and run a little. In fact, while you're at it..brush you're funky ass teeth! So next time you're feeling like shit and want to underrate some people, think and go do something

Prednisone
Prednisone sucks lol. But I do feel a little better. The side effects get less each day I think. Was hoping to have the Dr cut it back in dosage today, but he wants me on this level another week and then cut back next week. And he needs me to do things that make my ankle sore so he sees how it reacts to the meds. I suppose that makes some sense. Can't tell if its working if I don't get off my butt. Its another beautiful day. :) Maybe I will take a walk with my son and Pluto in a bit.

If We Could Fuck
if we could fuck (repost) This is the "If We Could Fuck..." Test...Re-posts this as If We Could Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain 1.Where Would We Be? [ ]My House [ ]Ur House [ ]Pool [ ]Shower [ ]Parents Room LOL [ ]OTHER....Please Explain () 2.What Position? [ ]Doggy Style [ ]Missionary [ ]69 [ ]OTHER...() 3.What Would You Use?? [ ]Chains And Whips [ ]Choc. Syrup And Whip Cream [ ]Strawberries And Whip Cream [ ]Cherries And Chocolate [ ]Ropes And Handcuffs [ ]OTHER...() 4.Lights? [ ]On [ ]Off 5.Where Would You Take Me For A Date Before All Of This? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Would U Go Downtown? [ ]Yes [ ]No 7.Would U Want Me To? [ ]Yes [ ]No 8.Protection? [ ] Yes [ ]No 9.Day Or Night? [ ]Day [ ]Night 10.What Song Would We Fuck To? ( )PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.Top Or Bottom

Episode 72: A Beautiful Mess
I really do not understand how it happened in the first place. To start, I'd fallen asleep on the couch watching Kung-Fu movies. I woke up watching Kung-Fu movies...and with an overwhelming compulsion to create tie-dye t-shirts. Laugh if you must but I'm not joking. I don't know what came over me. It was like this desire, this urge to just do something that I've never done before. This is what happens when I wake up too early. I suppose I could have turned in, going back to sleep but I couldn't stop myself. I got up, got dressed, got myself together and braved the daylight to make a trip across town to the dollar store. No need to take the bike, I thought, I crave music. I started out the door, my iPod going strong, thinking of the types of designs I wanted to create. I'd consulted a random website on it and thought about what I would need. T-shirts, rubberbands, gloves, and the dye. This, my friends, is evolution...the monkey, the man...and the gun. The shirts were the ultra che

Saliva "rest In Pieces" Lyrics
Rest In Pieces Lyrics Artist(Band):Saliva Look at me, my depth perception must be off again Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did It has not healed with time It just shot down my spine You look so beautiful tonight Reminds me how you laid us down And gently smiled before you destroyed my life Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Pieces Look at me, my depth perception must be off again You got much closer than I thought you did I'm in your reach You held me in your hands Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces) Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces Would you find

Power
Wishes, hopes, thoughts and dreams, Life is so much more than it seems. Drifting slowly through hour by hour, I search my past for my inner power. Over time it has been forgotten and lost, I must remember, whatever the cost. It is written in the stars, my destiny, A life of magick through eternity. Bring to me now, the power I seek, Hear my request in these words I speak. ~Morgana Angelia~ 7-3-2007

Juggalo Zodiac
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz You were born in the year of The Great Milenko. Which means you are different from what people may think.Relevant Years:1954, 1960, 1966, 1972, 1978, 1984, 1990, 1996, 2002. Most Compatible with Carnival of Carnage.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Which Angel Are You?
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz You were born in the year of The Great Milenko. Which means you are different from what people may think.Relevant Years:1954, 1960, 1966, 1972, 1978, 1984, 1990, 1996, 2002. Most Compatible with Carnival of Carnage.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Mommy's Birthday
My mom's turned 50 today so happy birthday to her. I don't know what to buy her. she says she wants a radio/cd player. yeah i know antiquated technology huh? anywho..happy 4th and happy bday to my mommy ~Timmy~

Dont Just Read It Listen To It.......truer Words Never Spoken
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial

Abc's Of Being A Father
Thought this was cute and wanted to share it :) ABC OF BEING A FATHER A - Always trust them to God's care B - Bring them to church C - Challenge them to high goals D - Delight in their achievements E - Exalt the lord in their presence F - Frown on evil G - Give them love H - Hear their problems I - Ignore not their childish fears J - Joyfully accept their apologies K - Keep their confidence L - Live a good example before them M - Make them your friends N - Never ignore their endless questions O - Open your home to their visits P - Pray for them by name Q - Quicken your interest in their spirituality R - Remember their needs S - Show them the way of salvation T - Teach them to work U - Understand they are still young V - Verify your statements W - Wean them from bad company X - eXpect them to obey Y - Yearn for god's best for them Z - Zealously guide them in biblical truth -- Author Unknown

Physical Therapy
Well today was the last hard day of physical therapy, I have one more session and it is to retest my knee's motor skills. Well today sucked ass, almost blew my knee out, didn't want to get out of bed, and still tired; so I'm going back to sleep.

Fucks Like A Star
"Fuck Like A Star" by Porcelain and the Tramps Fuck Like A Star lyrics She puffs her little cigarettes and paces in the lobby Silhouettes of fair white skin, a superimposed body She is the string that holds up paint, The one that gets you started So if you've got the balls to fight, Then put your mouth around this Ohhh, I know you're out of it Ohhh, I know you want it She fucks like a star, All the way to the top Mess with your head, Make you want it Fucks like a star, So Rated-R You'll do anything because she fuck like a star, fucks like a star Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic Flowers painted on her back, Centerfold erotic She's had a thrill, a shot to slam, enough to start a riot Everybody wants a piece, But only you're invited Ohhh, I know you're out of it Ohhh, I know you want it She fucks like a star, All the way to the top Mess with your head, Make you want it Fucks like a star, So Rated-R You'll do anything because she fucks like

American Flag
AMERICAN FLAG As red as a fire, As blue as the sky, As white as the snow-- See our flag fly! Three pretty colors Wave at the sky, Red, white and blue On the Fourth of July! Red, white and blue Those colors are, And every state has its very own star. Hold up the flag Hold it up high, And then say, "Hurrah, For the Fourth of July!"

Life
Well things are starting to look better I have been speaking with a good friend and things that seemed impossible are now starting to look a lot better. I know they always get better lol I still havent changed much of my opion of females for the most part (sorry girls). But I am willing to hear anyone out and one day i know i will give someone a chance for now i have my friends,my daughter and my dog all of which i know i can always count on to accept me for me. I am finding that what i thought was important in a person really isn't and that aything is possible.I dont plan on giving too much to soon to anyone nor do i plan on rushing into anything.That in its self is a lesson i have learned you have to take your time let things happen as they will and if you get incomfortable SAY so.And most of all BE HAPPY.

12 Million Strong And Growing!
Ok I don't wanna step on any toes here or offend anyone, But is the immigration thing getting a little out of hand? I mean really its becoming more like the Flintstones Vitamins commercial (1 Million strong and growing) just with Illegal immigrants is 12 Million strong and growing. It just pisses me off that they come here ILLEGALLY and then think they can get rights of LEGAL people. Why don't they just do the right thing and go through the process? OR with the way the news and government is making it, why don't the get with Simon Cowell (for those who don't know who he is, he is the creator of AMERICAN IDOL you know the prick of a judge) and make a new reality show, and call it THE NEXT AMERICAN CITIZEN. and the show would revolve around ILLEGALS who are running through the desert trying to make it. And if they DON'T die in the desert and they do make it they can become the NEXT AMERICAN citizen, and make them do things like trying to out run border patrol or dogs.or see how fast th

Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin
Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin Pittsburgh Penguins Jul 2, 2007, 9:57 AM EDT Executive Vice President and General Manager Ray Shero announced that the Pittsburgh Penguins have signed defensemen Darryl Sydor, right wing Petr Sykora and goaltender Dany Sabourin Sydor, 35, skated in 74 games with the Dallas Stars last season, collecting 21 points (five goals, 16 assists), along with 36 penalty minutes. He posted a plus-or-even rating in 52 of his 74 games with the Stars, while finishing fourth among Dallas defensemen averaging 20:08 on the ice. “Sydor brings additional skill to our defensive corps along with invaluable veteran leadership to our young hockey club,” Shero said. “Darryl has proven his dependability throughout his NHL career and anytime you can add a multiple Stanley Cup winner to a team like ours it is a bonus.” The 6-1, 211-pound defenseman is a two-time Stanley Cup winner, hoisting the Cup in 2004 with the Tampa Bay Lightning and in 1999 as a me

Success....
Often times we can learn from our mistakes if we have the right perception. Having a positive perception in all that we do gives us insight and an introspective that becomes valuable over time. This is especially true on the road to success which is a sequential process that proceeds step by step. The important thing to remember is that if there should be defeat along the way, that the defeat is only temporary and that defeat is just another step towards success when viewed properly.

Happy 4th To All
I would Like to wish each and everyone here on cherry tap A very Safe and Happy 4th Of July from my family to yours.. Please Remember Out Troops That cant Be at Home with there family's and children this 4th of July because there out there fighting For our freedom

There Was You
If there was real happines, then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you My days were filled with confusion and dread I fought and I struggled with the demons in my head I longed for a lover to share in all I'd do One day I opened my eyes- and then there was you I cried and I pleaded with the sweet Goddess above To bless me just once and introduce me to love I prayed for an Angel and for all of my dreams to come true I opened my eyes- and then there was you I had waited and ached for some loving arms And someone to ease my pain and help me feel calm For these blessings I wondered what I had to do I just opened my eyes- and then there was you I had never believed in those fairytale things Hearts and flowers and Valentine cupids and things If there was true romance then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you Somehow my life changed and spun me around I was given the chance to enjoy the love that I found I finally felt

Help Help Help Help
I'M NOT IN A CONTEST BUT I REALLY REALLY NEED ALL YOUR HELP SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW ME SOME HOT HOT LOVE! 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL FREAKY MONDAY AND A FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEK. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

Pissed Off
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways

Sleepy Girl
So I"m totally exhausted. I suppose its not surprising as i didn't get much sleep this weekend what with one thing or another but I was sitting looking at cherrytap and I fell asleep. . . I have no idea how long I was asleep but I can't seem to type coherently just now cause my fingers keeping sliding onto the wrong keys or not pushing down hard enought and leaving out letters or entire words sometimes. its crazy

Have You Ever Cheated???
Some subjects have come up about cheating, I want you opinion on why we cheat on our lovers. Is it because deep down we know they are not right for us? Is it because we are not wired to be with one person? I have cheated on another before because I think I needed to "see what was on the other side of the fence". Have you ever cheated, why did you do it? If you don't want to comment here write me a message.