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Yeah I'm Convinced...
That all the new people and the otherwise ignorant just hit the I'm bored button then rate photos randomly. Thanks for the points and welcome to my blocked list. Why can't they just leave my page without bothering to rate?

For July 3,2007
You were raised with certain beliefs, but it's time to discover what you truly believe. In some cases you'll find that your upbringing coincides with your authentic self. In others -- well, it might be very different.

Total Bullshit!! Cop Cleared Of Choking Skateboarder.
Officer Cleared of Choking Skateboarder AP Posted: 2007-07-03 11:09:55 Filed Under: Crime News HOT SPRINGS, Ark. (July 3) - A police officer who appeared to choke a skateboarder in a video posted online has been cleared of any wrongdoing by an internal review board. A panel found Officer Joey Williams followed procedures when he arrested six skateboarders June 21 in Hot Springs, Ark. "He didn't resort to anything above hand control techniques and handcuffing," Police Chief Bobby Southard said. The Hot Springs Police Department Internal Affairs Board found the use of force was within the police department's policy on non-deadly force and recommended "no changes to this policy." The decision was released Monday. Officer Joey Williams stopped a group of skateboarders June 21 on a downtown city sidewalk. Skateboarding is banned in the area. The video shows Williams apparently choking one of the skateboarders after forcing him to the ground, then later chas

Speaking My Mind This One...
If only If only I could get to sleep, and wake up in the morn If only I could get some sleep, for it is nearly dawn If only I could rest my mind, and think of something else But, then, I know that you’ll be the same, and yes I blame myself If only we did not misinterpret, everything we say For darling our love is growing, day after day I never thought it possible, that I could feel like this For us to be together, is now my only wish If only we didn’t live, so many miles apart If only I could ring you and have a heart to heart If only it was morning and the telephone would ring If only I could hear your voice, my heart would start to sing If only I could only touch you and feel you in my arms If only I could hear you, with all your usual charms If only I could be with you, for ever and a day And maybe someday it’ll happen, who can really say If only we could be together, if you and I were free If only our conside

Abcs
A-B-C-D-E-F-G H-I-J-K-L-M-N-O-P Q-R-S T-U-V W-X Y and Z Oh how happy you will be once I teach you my A-B-C A is for asphyxiation, you won't catch your breath B is for the blindfold, that keeps you dark as death C is for your cockwich that I squash beneath my shoe While I watch you wiggle, and I laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzy, jerking tendency K for kisses, L for love and licks you offer me M is for the manacles imprisoning your feet N is for your nelly little nimby so sweet O is for the O-rings, holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirk I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints, to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that on

What Happened
You remind me of a flower so soft and gentle, And when in the breeze your petals sway, I think of your kind and loving way. Your smile is so inviting and bright, That it opens my eyes and I can see your light, Which fills my body with pure delight. Your eyes are dark and mysterious, And they make me feel like I'm delirious, Which reminds me that the love I eventually may have for you will be very serious. Your beauty will never be matched, And that is why my heart you snatched.

Justice?
Okay, here I sit waiting for the phone to ring. Why you ask. Because my best friend in the whole world is sitting in jail. So why's he in jail. Because he fell behind on child support and he hadn't found a new job by his court date. Okay so let's put him in jail. I don't disagree there. What I disagree with follows. He can not get out of jail until he has a job and makes 6 consecutive payments. BTW he had money coming to him for the arrears and those were paid off 2 days after his court appearance. So now he is no longer behind but he was already in jail. So you'd think they'd let him out with stipualtion if he hasn't found a new job in 2 weeks they will lock him back up. No,he has to find a job that will hire him on, site unseen so he can do work release until he has made those 6 consecutive payments. So try wrapping your mind around that one. How does a person find a job when they are sitting in a jail cell? How do you go to a job interview if you are in jail? I aske

We Got The Boys!!!
Yesterday was our final court date for our custody battle for my husbands two oldest boys...which sounds odd to say cause they are my boys and I think of them as my own.... But we Won custody of the boys, their biological Mother does have visitation but we have Custody...hip hip hooray!!! She made her self look like a fool. She couldn't remember what grade our oldest boy was in. One of our witnesses was the Special Ed teacher for the 11yr od. ( for behavior he's adhd and lots of other stuff) and she testified that we had be very involved in Travis's school and his behavior at school and his homework etc. And that she never was that way.... (she testified on many other topics too) then once Kim was called to the stand she sat there and said that she was involved in all sorts of things and school and listed the stuff that Mrs Dugan our witness had said that we do and she did not... Which made her look like a complete IDIOT. Because what she didn't know is her standing ther

Exciting Story Of The Day
So about two weeks ago I lost my house key. . .(see blog Breaking and Entering for details) Anyway I lost my key looked every where I could think went through my jeans like four times at least. And then last night I decided to wash the aforementioned jeans along wiht a few other things ( i hadn't washed them before because I accidentally forgot them at work) Now as I removed my pants from the washing area what should I find? MY KEY!!!!! Glinting happily up at me from the cuff of my jeans. The fiendish little thing had been hiding there ALL THIS TIME! The most maddening part of all this is I checked there TWICE at the very least and then there it was la di freaking da like it hadn't been missing. Like I didn't have to break into my own home after losing it and in all liklihood surrender up my cleaning deposit when the lease is up. GRRR I'm out raged!!! Positively outraged.

No Toleration For Liars
I CAN NOT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO LIE ABOUT EVERYTHING. HASNT ANYONE EVER HEARD OF THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS COME OUT IN THE END. OR HOW BOUT KARMA (WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS 10 TIMES HARDER.) IF SOMEONE DOES NOT WANT TO BE WITH YOU ...JUST FUCKEN MOVE ON. DONT TRY TO LIE AND SKEEM UP SHIT TO TRY AND TRAP THE PERSON. EVENTUALLY THAT PERSON WILL CATCH ON TO WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND IT ISNT GONNA GET YOU ANYWHERE ANYWAY OR MAYBE THAT PERSON ALREADY CAUGHT ONTO THE FACT THAT YOU WERE A LIAR A CHEATER & CAN WE JUST SAY A BIG WHORE. OH YEAH AND DONT GO TRY AND THREATEN SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU ARE PISSED OFF BECAUSE HE/SHE HAS MOVED ON AND IS HAPPY WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF. THREATENING SOMEONE ISNT GONNA MAKE THAT PERSON WANT TO BE AROUND YOU ANY MORE. ALL IT DOES IS MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A BIG ASS.

The Power Of Wd 40
You may have seen this before but its a good reminder of the power of WD >>40. >> >>I had a neighbor who had bought a new pickup. I got up very early one >>Sunday >>morning and saw that someone had spray painted red all around the sides >>of >>this beige truck (for some unknown reason). >> >>I went over, woke him up, and told him the bad news. He was very upset >>and >>was trying to figure out what to do; probably nothing until Monday >>morning, >>since nothing was open. Another neighbor came out and told him to get his >>WD-40 >>and clean it off. It removed the unwanted paint beautifully and did not >>harm >>his paint job on the truck. I'm impressed! WD-40 who knew? >> >>Water Displacement #40. The product began from a search for a rust >>preventative solvent and de-greaser to protect missile parts. WD-40 was >>created in >>1953 by three technicians at the San Diego Rocket Chemical Company. Its >>name >>comes from the project that was to find a 'water

Life
I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, even the

Truth Or Dare Game
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts! Repost in bulletin and blog.

Playing With Pictures :-d
i've been making pictures for friends and myself, learning how to use all the programs i got on this computer, if you would like me to try and mess with one of your pic's just stick it in my mail or stash it get the code and put it in here on my comments be sure to leave the correct spelling to your profile name and member i.d and month and day of your birthdate just in case. i don't mind really i need the practice! thanks for reading. yours truly: The Beebs

How To Plan A Vacation With Your Autistic Loved One
Yes, you can have a relaxing vacation with your autistic family member, even if that family member is you! It does take some planning and preparation, but the result can be a pleasant, relatively stress-free experience. Difficulty: Average Time Required: About three months Here's How: 1. Choose Your Destination Wisely. You have an autistic spouse with sensory issues - and yet you choose a NASCAR convention as your destination. Your child with autism can't stand the feeling of sand between her toes - and you choose to go to the beach. Maybe there are quieter options that are still lots of fun, or destinations (like a lake) that take into account your desire for water and your child's dislike of sandy feet. 2. Check into the Possibilities. You may have decided against Disneyland based on noise level or food issues. But think again. Disneyland, like many destinations, offers a variety of options for different kinds of visitors. Before you decide that a place will not suit you

Soldiers Are Like Children
i am a soldier among millions of other soldiers we are tough war fighting machines by carreer we choose to defend our country but like children we need all the prayer we can get.we are far away and miss our home land and most of all our familys,so please be in prayer for all the troops no matter what branch you are in or your family member is in please pray for our troops to come home safely to our families.we dont mind proctecting you if your not a soldier but we still need to be with family too were soldiers not machines.so please just keep all of us troops in prayer,thank you

Check It Out If You Like To Be Pimped
Have you got what it takes????? Do you like to have too many fans???? Do you enjoy the visit from too many people on your page ???????? Do you like to be pimped???????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST This contest will be a little bit different. Want fans, want rates, want friends, well check this out. This contest will run a full 7 days and the prizes are as follows..... First place, A FREE spot as conductor on Wildcat's train as well as a VIP cart for 1 weeks with 2 of your friends. So you will have 1 full weeks of great rates and fans along with your choice of friends. Second place, You will receive a VIC cart for you and 2 friends for 2 weeks. Third place, You will receive a VIP cart for you and 2 friends for 1 week. CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS Rules for the contest. 1~NO DRAMA if you start you are out. 2~Most comments at the end of the week wins. 3~Rates, each rate counts. 4~No NSFW pics 5~SELF COMMENT AND COMMENT BOMBING ARE A

Leaving
im not gonna be on for a bit. Many reasons why but some is because someone close to me i seem to be losing and if i am i rather not have to sit here and deal with it cause i dont want to. Also im working the rest of the week, including tomorrow night on the 4th then im going to chicago. The 11th is the day ill be back probably after i take my GED test. but if anything just leave me some love on here, comments, friends request, gifts. i just really been down lately and i need to find someway to bring myself back up. not that i dont love everyone on this site i talk to but nothing is helping me anymore, so right now im leaving to go to work and wont be back for about an week and a day or so. i might drop in once or twice all depends on how im feeling. soooo good bye everyone see you later

We Will
we will live we will love we will die in our suicide hearts that break apart that we both try to mend resend to a new hope wondering if this could be true could this be real happiness in light that we try to fight into the darkness until hand and hand as we stand we will live we will love we will die with our suicide hearts as we dream the perfect dream to sew our seems just to have one chance to smile to have our hearts not bleed to amend hope to resend life to believe in something else besides death just a breath that has lingerd on our bloody lips *kiss*

Just Heard We Have Lost A Legend In The Music World
BOOTS RANDOLPH died today of a massive cerbral hemorage :( he was a legend their wasn't one song he did i didn't love yakkety sax being my favorite !! Here he is with Roy Clark and Floyd Cramer

Please Help Me
I am 21 and have question. I am kinda embarrassed to ask though. How do you shave your pussy? I mean I tried and I do shave my one but somehow I don't get it right. I want to have a smooth one. I always get red little spots or it's itching the next day and I would love to get rid of that. Can you describe a way to do shave my pussy so that there is no ingrowing hair, no itchy feeling and no red spots? I am up for other things than shavers, too. I thank you for your help.

Just Something
Though it's hard to walk through life knowin you were loved but not showed.What did i have to do to prove to for you to steep so low.But wait this is great i don't have the time to worry you left me i'm glad to see.Now my field is open anyone can come.If ya do the cover charge is rum.No i don't drink cuz life is hard ,I do it to be social the bottles we discard.This is a big party come one come all,we party til we drop you sleep where you fall.Yeah that's how we do it when you come to my place leave your attitudes at the door keep a smile on your face.The begining made you think what this was going to be.Enough with the moppy shit it's time to be free.Take me as i am or let me be.I live life a day at a time i can put as i want even as a rhyme.I was never this good at writting in school.Everyone hated me thought i was a fool.Now who has the last laugh look at me now.Many see it and then they ask how.Easy someday you'll know when the time is right.Screw it i'm haveing fun to alla goodnig

All For You
All For You Arousing you was easy, but deliciously slow. We sit now on the bed, nude, lightly embraced, my lips on your shoulder, kissing, my hands on your back, caressing. I can feel your breath, soft and shuddering, in my ear, your nipples, stiffening, pressing into my chest. I kiss you again, carefully, lightly on the lips. I kiss you again, a little deeper, but no less gently, tasting you, the warmth and wetness of your mouth. "Lie back," I whisper. Slowly you slide back from my arms, laying back on the bed. My hands continue their caresses as you move, going carefully from your back to your front, maintaining constant, touching motions over your skin. You settle back into the bed. My hands move lightly over you, tracing the lines of your face, the swell of your breasts, the curves of your hips and surface of your stomach, and the tips of your nipples. You shudder at the touches, almost as if chilled, and a moan and sigh

Red Blooded American Mutt
theres times i get accused of being a non capatalist,and unamerican.but honestly,i love this country to the core of my soul.i believe the true americans are honest and accepting of all others realizing,theres not a single race responsable,but a combination of all the built this country to its greatness. it was also built on heros.heros are not only our armed forces.but normal everyday people,who did not follow with the sheep.from the men who tossed the tea in the harbor.to the farmers in the deep south who opened there doors to runaways.knowing should they be caught it ment certain death.people whos only wish is that every person has the right to be themselves and be happy. so today the eve of independence day. i ask are you for freedom.do you live your life and not try to infringe on the rights of others? Happy 4th of july all ps the music has nothing to do with the blog.other then the right to liston to what we enjoy.hope they dont take that away soon. AdemaThe Way You Lik

The Carny
THE CARNY It was always the same in every little town and hamlet that the carnival stopped in. Walt would try and hook up with some of the local talent for the four or five days they were in town. To a homey, the life of a carny roustabout seemed like a glamorous way to live. "Some glamor," thought Walt, "dusty dirty jobs setting up and tearing down the rides and exhibits that constituted the Kingston Karnival, and Eddie Kingston made sure that you earned every dime of the crummy pay that he forked over on every Friday. In between set up and tear down, Walt would handle any number of odd jobs around the midway. If he wasn't running one of the many rides for the sters, he was operating a game stand, you know, the kind that for a buck you have to knock down the three milk bottles with two throws, or maybe shoot a moving target with a gun with bad sights. Where ever he was needed, that's where you'd find him. It was when he was running one of the games that Walt had a c

A New Jesus Loves Me
> >> > >>While watching a little TV on Sunday instead of going to church, > >>I watched a Church in Atlanta honoring one of its senior pastors who had > >>been retired many years. He was 92 at that time and I wondered why the > >>Church > >>even bothered to ask the old gentleman to preach at that age. > >> > >>After a warm welcome, introduction of this speaker, and as the > >>applause quieted down he rose from his high back chair and walked slowly, > >>with great effort and a sliding gate to the podium. Without a note or > >>written paper of any kind, he placed both hands on the pulpit to steady > >>himself and then quietly and slowly he began to > >>speak.... > >> > >>"When I was asked to come here today and talk to you, your > >>pastor asked me to tell you what was the greatest lesson ever learned in > >>my 50 > >>odd years of preaching. I thought about it for a few days and boiled it > >>down > >>to just one thing that made

The Truth
Truth Truth I know that face you are making I see it all the time The one that says, "shit look at you, how'd you get to be that size?" Look again, take your blinders off You may see something that you like Do you see me now, the real me now, the one who lives inside? Look deeper, try to see behind this flesh facade It's difficult I know it is The others tried and failed I see it now a real smile now You're genuine and true It's a smile that lights your whole face up It looks really good on you See we're laughing now and joking now You're not scared of me anymore I am relaxed and you're relaxed A good time had by all The shallow people never know the truth I hide inside It's hidden deep in all of us It's there for us to find All you need is to believe there's something more than size Cause the only thing I care about Is the real you not the shell And now you looked inside of me You know the truth as well.

I'm Jealous.
Of everyone that went to see Transformers today. Since I won't be seeing it until this weekend, I'll just have to feel utter disdain and hatred for all of you until I see the credits roll. Happy 4th of July, Americanos. Me love you long time.

Update On My Health
Im getting a little better every day.All my stiches and staples are gone,but my right hand is still not in working condition really.However Im still in a lot of pain and my stomach has begun to bother me.

Livin With The Bytch.....and Its Called "life"..
I have come to realize that Life can be a bytch but then it is also what you make of it..When you think you are really getting no where in life take a look again.... Look back on time from what you had then and look at what you have now... Confused yet? Well I have always thought I never had anything in life but now that I look back, I realize that I have more than I could ever have..I have a beautiful lil girl and a handsome young man that I pray and thank GOD everyday for. Without them I would have nothing... I may have a house but wouldnt be my home without them.. So yes, Life can be a bytch but if you live it to the max and try to fulfill it then it can be lived anyway you want.. So if things look bad we have to just hold our heads up and say "Everything is gonna be ok".. Then we can move forward and accompish the things we set out to do, and that is to conquer life the way we need to do.... This may not make since to some of you but it gives you something to actually thin

Making A Painting
i guess there are alot of people who are very protective of there photo's but i say dont add photo's of to many personal things....it's not a good thing..i mean i surely wouldn't add my kid or kids in here....but today i offerd to paint a friend and her son....i asked for her permisssion as i always do before i paint something.one of my hobbies.well she said no so i respected her desicion and went on about my buisness...now ....after asking and her saying no....she went from being my friend...to no friend.....no conversation..totally being ignored....okay thats fine if that's the way she wants to be....but we've been talking for almost a month....casual convo's....any ways...were no longer friends all because i asked for permission to paint her and her son....wow atleast I ASKED FOR PERMISSION THERE ARE SOME THAT DONT EVEN COME CLOSE TO ASKING THEY just take n do what they want to with your pics...was i in the wrong NO i really felt i was in the right to atleast ask for permission...

Sleeping With The Enemy
Sleeping with the enemy "Planning is not a major in discreet relationship" There is a secret passage in ur mind behind your heart through ur eyes when your body feels tempted pasion hold no fear only obessesion and greed. some say breaching the heart of the enemy lust is the prisoner of trust until love set its free. Through the eyes of the wolf deception is its most viligant gift trained or untrained guided by brightness within. some say love work too hard to achieve perfection ploting truth by sparing balance fate between good and bad using conspiracy lies to only get wat ones wishes and desire. to unbalance that purpose an enemy can create a circle of wish granted but careful one must be when accepting certain hospitality becuase your heart depends on it. the wolf doesnt side with niether good or bad because one lack responsiblity and justice to each other but through surival the wolf depends on it equality. it is said in the light all shall not judge precious base on charac

Parent Definitions
Words that you or I would commonly use for one meaning, have a completely different meaning to parents in a family... AMNESIA: condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to have sex again. BOTTLE FEEDING: an opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 AM too. DEFENSE: what you'd better have around the yard if you're going to let the children play outside. DROOLING: how teething babies wash their chins. DUMB WAITER: one who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY PLANNING: the art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you from falling into financial disaster. FEEDBACK: the inevitable result when a baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: what you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: the people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: what toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: a woman whose memory of

Cheat
i cheated myself out of loving u i cheated myself out of loving myself i cheated myself out of realization that i was cheating myself out of loving someone else i cheated myself out of honesty i cheated myself out of no u and me i cheated myself out of pride i cheated myself out of revealing what ate me up inside i cheated myself by losing my health i cheated myself by losing myself i cheat myself to cheat you out of having the knowledge of what i was about cheating doesn't have to be about someone cheating isn't as simple as finding out cheating could be living a lie about us

I Won At Poker Last Night!
So, last night I went to poker with no money...I ended up walking out of the place with 160 dollars! It was pretty sweet! So on top of that, I found out my girlfriend was in town, so that made things a lot better! While we were talking...I found out that she was heading south for a little bit and she invited me! I definately would love to do that with her! It'll be sweet. She told me that there will be a lot of jeleous guys. So I definately don't mind making quick enemies on the fact that I have a totally hot girlfriend that also has a sweet personality and everything! Anyways, I guess I'm done typing about that for now. As for other news, I'll be turning 22 in 17 days, and I might not be home for it. Aw well though, my family got invited to an other event on my birthday and it sounds like they're going to it. So things are working out well. Anyways, later all. blind2heart

This Week In My Life...
This past week has been..okay.nothing special..but nothing horrible well.actually..I found out that my boss more than likely doesnt wanna tell me that her boss practically hates me so I figure..lol why stay where people dont like me..bkuz of what i do (do good in their b'ness) whatever...haha so ima just leave that..as of July15th I wont be there at (walk in comfort) what else ohh..canada day...man was that slow :P had to work on freakin canada day! anywayz ohh ive also decided im going on tribal journey's as well, that'll be fun, my birthday is on july 31st and well obviously there isnt gonna be a celebration of anything haha..yay I turn 20 :P no more of these teenage years :( ohh well..anywayz..thats been my life this past week..decisions have been made!

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....3
Oh To do such nasty things With such a beautiful, sexy woman The mind soars to new erotic heights And sinks to levels of depravity never Before experienced. Taste, touch, smell, pain, blood All senses play a part Used or not Up for the challenge?, willing Victim or casual observer, Everyone plays a part in The Theatre of Chaos Called Life but Few go the full distance To be called STAR Written for me...07*02*07

D-day Order - By Dwight D. Eisenhower
D-Day Order - June 6, 1944 by Dwight D. Eisenhower You will bring about the destruction of the German war machine, the elimination of Nazi tyranny over the oppressed peoples of Europe, and security for ourselves in a free world. Your task will not be an easy one. Your enemy is well trained, well equipped, and battle-hardened. He will fight savagely. But this is the year 1944. Much has happened since the Nazi triumphs of 1940-41. The United Nations have inflicted upon the Germans great defeat in open battle man to man. Our air offensive has seriously reduced their strength in the air and their capacity to wage war on the ground. Our home fronts have given us an overwhelming superiority in weapons and munitions of war and placed at our disposal great reserves of trained fighting men. The tide has turned. The free men of the world are marching together to victory. I have full confidence in your courage, devotion to duty, and skill in battle. We will accept nothing

A Small Thought To All My Friends
The hand that wrote the Declaration of Independence has long ago palsied in death. For more than sixty years Charles Carroll,the last member of that immortal company who appended their names to that famous document, has been slumbering in his grave, but the Declaration is yet a living fact, and to-day the instrument has as much force and meaning as it had one hundred and ----- years ago. The Fourth of July marks an epoch in the world's history. It marks the birth of a free nation, with all that implies--a nation in the existence of which the oppressed of all lands rejoice, and of which every true American is justly proud. TO EACH ONE OF MY FRIENDS AND THEIR FAMILY AND LOVED ONES SMALL WISH TO HAVE A WONDERFUL AND SAFE 4TH OF JULY HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

New York Was Great...now It's On To Martha's Vineyard
Loved New York, it was much different than I had expected it to be. All my life I had heard people speak of the big apple. It sounded so big, I was intimidated by it without going there to see for myself. Maybe it was partially because I spent my time there in Valley Stream. But even after that I went back into the city before leaving for my next assignment in Martha's Vineyard. All I can say is this, I loved New York. The people are friendly and it has so many things to do. There is no doubt in my mind that I will go back there soon, so much I want to see and do there. But for right now, my work is taking me in a different direction.....Martha's Vineyard.Can hardly wait.....

He Ought To Be In Pictures
And we actually DO have pictures of Jeffrey, our son born yesterday, but we're getting still more before Jeffrey and his mom are released from the hospital Thursday. I'll be posting some of them as soon as I upload them from my digital camera later this weekend. All of you who celebrate, enjoy our Independence Day tomorrow! I'm kind of bummed that Martha and Jeffrey will both be resting in the hospital while we're out at Roosevelt Park in Minot tomorrow. But starting with lunch today Martha did get to eat solid foods; when I saw Martha this morning she was no longer having morphine or potassium chloride pumped into her for pain. I went out for a couple of hours and was planning to see a movie, but my heart wasn't in it . . . it's no fun being entertained without anyone from the immediate family, on- or offline, around to share with. And I do take it seriously that I'm in touch here as much as I can be -- if I'm slow getting back to any of you, it's nothing personal; when I'm not

This Is Daddy!
"Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom doorand shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming.Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he

Me
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Old Men Can Still Think Fast
An elderly man in Texas had owned a large farm for several years. He had a beautiful large pond at the back of the property next to the road, and he'd fixed it up real nice with picnic tables, horseshoe pits, and he'd planted some nice flowers and fruit trees next to the pond. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond to look it over, as he hadn't been down there for a while. He grabbed a five-gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard splashing and female voices shouting and laughing with glee.. As he came closer he saw that 5 young women had parked their car at the side of the road, climbed the fence and were skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went hurriedly splashing to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're naked and we're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned and yelled back, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out

I'm Your Queen Wasp....and You're My King....
Queen Wasp - The Misfits Go, go, go, go Vampire girl gonna strike to kill Gonna kiss your vertebrae With the kiss of poisoned love Well, I'm a king and you're a queen Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Go, go, go, go Human-looking from the thorax up Human stomach and a tiny waist My God we're living the life of My God we're wasting what I hold Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Gotta want to see it, baby Put the stinger in your back, baby Hot stinger in burning, baby Human arms and a head of your love Think nothing about eating your love Think nothing, I'm a king and you're a queen Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Go, go, go, go Go, go, go, go Go, go, go, go

Some- Time
Some- time Some- where I will find you there I'll love you I'll hold you I'll understand you're ware When tmes have come down on you and It's to much for you to bear I'll lend you a shoulder, and prove to You that I still care I'll always be the man in your life that you can count on Forever in your mind, I'm unyeilding to pressure, like a stone Regardless of the task at hand and the triubles to come I will not fail you and my love shall never become numb I'll find you some- time some- where I will always be there I'll love you I'll hold you I will always be fair When the time has come for you to decide where life should go No matter what, you should be aware I'll always be here fo you to know... I'll always be the man in yur life that you can count on Forever your love always unyeilding to pressure just as a stone Regardless of the task at hand and the troubles in life I will never falter,

Something From Back In The Day
Waiting, waiting for you to come back was exciting. You said you were coming back for me. You made me feel special. I can't wait for you to come back, I say. I want to touch you, I think. I want to be with you, I feel. The excitement I feel is building. You come home, home to me, I think. But all you do is let me down. Your not happy to see me, you hardly even look at me.

Life Blows
well where do i begin? i am not sure anymore. do you ever think you love someone and think you will be with them for the rest of your life? yeah i bet at some point we all have. well now it is time for me to move on, this should be fun. so here i sit on cherrytap not real sure of what i am doing, but trying to have fun doing it!!!! anyhow i was just bored and trying out new things here. GOD bless and have a safe holiday!!!

Race To 10,000 Comments
RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 ANYONE CAN ENTER COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED & SELF BOMBING AS WELL. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE LINK FOR YOUR PHOTO!! ~*Ladygray*~*ENCHANTED*~CT Wife To Mark~@ CherryTAP

Fourth Of July
On this Fourth of July while we ooh aahh, at the fireworks please stop an observe a moment of silence for the FALLEN HEREOS..... a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> U R GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN. U WILL FOREVER REAMIN IN MY HEART

What Ive Learned
In my life I have fucked up many things just like the song its been awhile "its been awhile since i gone and fucked up just like i always do its been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when im with you". Anyways ive learned no matter how hard you try or all the good u do u do one thing wrong and its over just like the old saying a 1000 attas boys are wiped out by one aw shit Ive learned that no matter what you do its never enough people always want more. Ive learned you can never please your mother, girlfriend or wife.( common thread here they are all women). Ive learned no matter what you do people will always remember the 1st impression of you or the last thing you did that was bad. Ive learned no matter how long you stay good one thing can trip you up and you are right back where you started. Ive also learned (no matter what people think ) there are no such thing as a true friend.( because there is always a condition to their friendshi

Drama
I am here to have fun. No drama given or expected in return. Ask me to do something and you stand a good chance of getting a positive result. Do not come at me with this demand or tell me how to rate pics or profiles. If I rate you, it will be a "10" unless you attack/slam me. When this ceases to be fun, I will leave. If you don't like my pic, profile, or my rant......MOVE ON!!!! I don't down rate unless you do so to me. That whole do unto others thing. If you down rate me, I will simply block you. Will you damage my self-esteem or ego? Please!!!! I am old enough to accept criticism and for the most part you can't insult me in a way I haven't heard before. Trust me on this. I am not looking for everyone to be my friend, just give the respect due every other living thing on this planet. Simple request, not complicated. I am a simple kind of guy. Did you ever hear the one about trying to teach a pig to sing? It's a waste of your time and it annoys the pig......oink, oink! I am who I am f

We Will Always Be Friends
To all the women I have been with in the past, we wont ever get back together or even just sleep together anymore. I Do however want to remain friends. To the woman I have recently brought CLOSER to me in my life, I hope we can become very close and I hope great things come of it.

Too Funny
WHY COUPLES DONT HAVE SEX.....OMG SO FUNNY Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded

Hospital Info
A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph's Hospital, and she timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?" The operator responded, "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the patient's name and room number?" The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302." The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal. And her physician, Dr. Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday." The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful. I was so worried! God bless you for the good news." The operator replied, You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter? The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in Room 302. No one tells me shit."

Write Me
Dear Natalie, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Lovely Eyes
What is hidden within your eyes? The look given shows me compassionate skies. From the atmosphere within your heart. May our feelings for one another never depart. I’ve been loving you since the day I really knew you. My life was experiencing something new. It still new to me. Do you see what I see? I longed to hold you in my arms. The dormant emotions awakened like the sound of an alarm. The void once empty now filled. The deep lament no longer killed. Oh, how I miss you today, tomorrow, and now. On my knees I bow. The way you look at me, paralyzes my soul. I will always love you so. Your beautiful eyes enchant unexpected. Thought of, you are, every night before I go to bed. My life is yours, lovely eyes.

Daddy I Miss You
Well today marks 7 years that my dad passed away yup he died on the 4th of July and he went out with a bang. So daddy help me out today and help me stay strong so I can't break down. I miss you badly and wished you was here..

Hahaha
i'm a little tipsy..so forgive any typos now( tho i'll try not to make any)...i went to the bar with some friends as an early 4th celebration hehehe get home and i see that i'm loved by people i'm not even sure that i know...its awesome...and then of course i'm loved by those i do know...you know who u are!...ur fucking awesome!... lets just say i dont get drunk often enough lmao...i wish i could...i should..i might... so i just thought i'd throw a little something something in here... ♥♥♥♥

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For July 4,2007 Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking! Now I knwo this one has to do with my music since I am coming into some big decisions and big steps with it but DAMN does it have to be so general :( DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO DO VIDE BLOGS WITHOUT A CAM I MEAN FROM A VIDEO RECORDER??? I want to start doing video blogs also now and my cam sucks too much huge jelly filled ass to work well enough... HUGS AND LOVE to everyone!!!

Never Ending Love
You are there, I am here. No one to help me, No one to guide me. I hold a memory of me and you in my heart, the one that showed me we would never part. Now I see it was all wrong, you lied to me all along. I see you with her everyday, I just wish this pain would go away. It's hard to see that you were mine and now your hers. No one before had showed me the road to love, until you came in my life. But then you broke everything away like it was just a play. Now we are just friends which I wish everyday we were more. I just hope one day you'll realize, how much I loved you and how much I still do. I love you!

This Chic Is Hot !!!
GO SHOW THIS HOT CHERRY SUM LUV ! SHE WANTS TO MAKE UBER STATUS AND NEEDS 30K !!THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR SHOWING HER THAT CHERRY LUVIN! CREATED BY **BOSSLADY** FALLINGWATER FallingWater@ CherryTAP This Is Why I'm HotBy MimsBest Video Codes

Very Sexual Survey!
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received oral? 21. Any celebrities you would have sex with if you could? 22. Favorite position? 23.

Deleted.........
I've deleted most of the pics of myself that were marked 'NSFW', thanx to all that rated and commented on them but I won't be adding any more of 'those types' of photo's to my albums. If you want to get to know me, the real 'me' then talk with me, those pics are 'just pics' , they don't let you know who I really am. Thanx. There's so much skin (among other things) shown on here, everybody just seems to go around looking for the next 'nsfw' pic, yes mostly the men, but women do it too. lol. I have my reasons for not wanting to show myself in that light to 'just anybody' and I've decided to stick to that now. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against those of you who choose to show yourselves in that 'light' or way , whatever ya wanna call it, I don't judge you for it either, it's your choice......and this is 'my' choice. Thanx to the one's that understand and respect me for doing what I believe to be the best thing for me. Much Love, Rose ~aka~ Jade Roses

A Lonely Girl
as i sit here staring out into the wrold i cant help but to think of you. i cant stop thinking about the silly things you say that makes me laugh and all the romantic things you say too. i think to myself this is too good to be true. if only we could be together so we could share our every thought our every fantasy together. so we could cuddle together on the couch or in the bed together. to wake up and go to bed together. to have someone to lean on when times get rough. but then i come to my senses and tell myself that that could never happen because we're miles apart. so i'll keep sitting here wondering what if i had you in my life.

First Birthday Wish Of Doom
so i am sitting here minding my own business when my email thingy yells at me and tells me i have a new message. it is from LJ reminding me that kort's birthday is the 6th. i was going to wish her happy birthday, but i have decided she can go jump in a lake and be eaten by sharks considering i wasn't invited to the birthday celebration or the fireworks adventure. so... have fun in the lake with the shark while celine dione sings something about her heart going on. kidding.... love ya babe and i hope you have a happy happy happy birthday with tons of fun and lots of great memories. i wish i could be there for it all. maybe next year. then i can strip you naked and take advantage of you. **huggles and wonderful wishes** love ya bunches and happy day you hatched out of your mother and brought her all kinds of pain only to bring her more pain and joy and headaches and a beautiful grandson. :P:P:P:P

Wife Beaters
This is a letter to all women who have been beaten by their husband / lover / boyfriend , who ever he may be.......I think I know know why I let it happen, I will never let it happen again. Do you know there are many woman in prison because of there beaters? They could not take anymore so they killed them So now they are the ones once again doing time, just like the beaters who led them to believe they were already in prison. What I plan to do is this, and to say the least I'm not the smartest person in the world BUT I will finally get something done about this problem. I'm going to do a study on women who have been or are currently in an abusive relationship. What I would like from You the WOMAN is to e-mail me back about the abuse and how it started and if it is still going on. I will keep your name anonymous if you would like me to. I want and need your story. I will then send as many as possible to the President if I have to, to finally get something done about this fast growing

My Mate Larry
Larry gets home late one night and, Linda, his wife says, 'Where in the hell have you been?' Larry replies, 'I was out getting a tattoo.' 'A tattoo?' she frowned. 'What kind of tattoo did you get?' 'I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates,' he said proudly. 'What the hell were you thinking?' she said, shaking her head in disgust. 'Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates?' 'Well, one, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And,lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want.' Larry is recovering in room 233 at the local hospital

Am I Greedy???????
whats upper??? I just moved backng here from Albuquerque, NM... Im make 25 and hour but Im killing myself going to school, and working full time to become an RN...LOL then I can be a baller @65 per hour. Today I was soooo sleepy I almost fell asleep, while walking...LOL....If I ever get off this damn site at some time tonight, lol Im going to sleep like rip van winkle....LMAO

What Is Up With Jealousy
just some random thoughts that go thru my head on a daily basis...why must men be jealousy if they see a friend getting attention by other people...it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. I mean seriously, men! People are bound to hit on us..it's only natural...if we didnt get hit on then we would feel unpretty and well not cared about...its just my opinion that women get jealous less often then men..i swear...when a man sees his female friends get hit on it's like a rush of testerone kicks in...and what do u get women? a jealous friend who will stop at nothing to get what he wants...Guys yeah we would like to be "protected" but sometimes you go to far...and sometimes we need protected from you..so here's some advice guys...if ur jealous about a friend getting hit on here's what you do...ready? NOTHING...maybe your friend kind of likes getting hit on...it might give her a sense of self-worth...make her feel that she isn't ugly and that indeed she is the "goddess" that she is...

To Us Guys
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

News - Journalist Freed By Kidnappers
BBC's Alan Johnston is released! Kidnapped British journalist Alan Johnston is free after an ordeal lasting almost four months. The BBC reporter was released from his captors in Gaza early this morning and said he felt "the most unimaginable relief". A British consular official later said that Mr Johnston had set off in a convoy for Jerusalem in the company of British diplomats. Mr Johnston was the only Western reporter permanently based in Gaza and had been working there for three years when he went missing on March 12. Mr Johnston, 45, told the BBC: "It's just the most fantastic thing to be free. It was an appalling experience, being kidnapped, occasionally quite terrifying and I didn't know when it was going to end. "It became hard to imagine normal life. I dreamed several times of being free but always woke up in that room. It's incredibly good to be out." He later told a news conference in Gaza: "It's hard to believe that I'm not going to wake up in a minu

Do You Feel Like A Man?
Do you feel like a man when you pushed me that night? Do you feel like a man when I had to fight back? Do you feel like a man when I cried myself to sleep? Do you feel like a man when you look yourself in the mirror? Do you feel like a man when you hear my cried plights? Do you feel like a man when you cut me no slack? Do you feel like a man when you stood over me on your drunken feet? Do you feel like a man when I awake in horror? Do you feel more like a man when you hurt me again? Do you feel more like a man when I could take no more? Do you feel more like a man when you pushed me again when all I wanted was a hug? Do you feel more like a man when you dont even bargain? Do you feel more like a man when you called me the whore? Do you feel more like a man when I have to put you do bed because youre too drunk? Did you feel like a man when I had the courage to leave you? Did you feel like a man when I never even told you I was going? Did you feel li

We Gotta Call.....
We didn't get to bed till after midnite last nite and Tiger had to be up at 5 :/ Anyways about 3am the phone rings and Tiger jumps up and answers it. When the phone rings at 3am you get a bad feeling just because ya know? So I hear Tiger talking and asking why? So he walks back to our 17 yr old sons room. I laid there waiting for him to come back to bed..took awhile. When he finally came back I asked him what was up? He said it was Adam .. I said why is he calling this late? He said to tell Jordan that some people died in a car accident. I said WHO!? He couldn't remember the names, so I went and asked Jordan. Well it turns out that it was a couple of his classmates, 1 of which is our cousin. So needless to say I had an extremely hard time falling back to sleep. Then when the alarm went off at 5am for Tiger to get up I ended up getting up. I hate 3am calls :(

Poor, Literally...
One afternoon a lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw two men along the roadside eating grass. Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop and he got out to investigate. He asked one man, "Why are you eating grass?" "We don't have any money for food," the poor man replied. "We have to eat grass." "Well, then, you can come with me to my house and I'll feed you," the lawyer said. "But sir, I have a wife and two children with me. They are over there, under that tree." "Bring them along," the lawyer replied. Turning to the other poor man he stated, "You come with us, also." The second man, in a pitiful voice, then said, "But sir, I also have a wife and SIX children with me!" "Bring them all, as well," the lawyer answered. They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even for a car as large as the limousine was. Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said, "Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you." The

My Birthday....
Yes, I know I was born on the 4th of July... God has blessed me all my life... I was due to be born on 9/21/1955. My 2nd wifes birthday... cool huh?? I weighed 4lbs 3oz at birth.. In 1955 my chances to live were around 2%.... God had a mission for me... That mission was to make the world smile.. If this face can not get you laughing my blogs and stash will... I have a wicked sense of humor and want the world to smile with me... I also what the girls to get naked and lie in my bed butt that is another posting... :) Have a great 4TH of July -- you know I am going to...

7/4/07
Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking!

I Pledge Allegience To The Flag...happy 4th Of July!!
I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, Happy 4th of July! I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL! KEEP IT LIT!! KEEP IT LIT!!For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be Please support all of the troops defending our Country.And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July... DON'T LET THE FLAME DIE OUT!...PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful.

Hello All
well i just wanted to tell everyone happy 4th and that asll my new friend or friends i have not gotten to you i will rate all your pics and stuff when i get a chance just been real busy here and all and just wanted everyone to know that i did not forget about you. love mike

Alone Again
well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC.

Viral Infection
The Virus it consumes me as long as i live it will feed on me if i were to die it would force me back to the world of the living as this parasitic virus lives off of my pain an suffering many have i tried bringing into my world so few remain even now the bond ive shared with those has all but grown weak an frail it is my fault i just wish things would go back to how they were several months ago.... The Virus Spreads every year killing me more inside each moment soon even i will become a Virus feeding on the suffering of others for sustanence then i will mutate into something far worse then before better then what had taken me as its host now i've mutated into something far worse then anything ever imaginable...... Have i left my mark on your soul?

Burning Inside
If you want to know how i feel inside here are the lyrics to a song that gives you a taste of how chaotic my mind is..... [MINISTRY COVER] [Featuring Burton C. Bell of Fear Factory] Will these dreams still follow me Out of dark obscurity? Can't you see it up in the sky As it kicks you in the face and sucks you dry You never had the answers And now you tell me the facts of life I really couldn't be bothered with you Get out of my face and watch me die Burning inside! Burning inside! Absolution and a frozen room Are the dreams of men below I try to grab it but the touch is hot The mirror collapses, but the image came not I'm scared of the darkness in the light I scare myself because I know I'm right I see the evil in your savage eye As it cuts right through the sky Burning inside! Burning inside! Calling a mantra with a blade in the skin For the demons within I feel the pain is the death and decay But the lesson never fades away Too little shadows, turn

First Time Cherry Popped Blog
Ok here is my first blog and I don't know what anyone would like to hear from me. I could probably ramble on all day and all night with just plain crap, but it would bore the shit out of you. So if anyone reads this, ask me 2 questions about absolutely anything and I will give you the most honest and truthful answers that I can give. Or ask my opinion on a specific subject and I will answer that. Come on write to me!!

Dont You Just Hate It
Whe you take the time to rate someone after looking at their profiles but they can't for you. I do know that ratings are ratings but it is cool here so it doesnt matter but there is such a thing as common couresty.

Golfaholics
HELLO golfing friends. Before anything else, I would like to make a slight correction in last week's article. It was stated, under my name, that I was a golf widow. I felt like pulling someone's hair--someone from the newspaper who was responsible for that error! I am not a golf widow! In fact, I am not even married and have never been married. BUT, I am thankful though, about the "golf widow" error. It gave me a reason to let everyone know that I am still single…and available. (hahaha!) A golf widow? I don't think I will be one, but, I will probably make someone a golf widower someday. Okay, okay, serious talk now. What is a golfaholic? My definition of a golfaholic is a person who is obsessed with golf, one who is a golf addict, one who is crazy about golf, one who plays golf often, and one who dreams and thinks of golf all the time. Last week, in my column, I asked a question--"You are a golf addict if..." I mentioned that I will publish the answers in my next article

Funny And Confusing Golf Terms
I am sure you’ve watched golf tournaments on TV. You listen to the commentators and sometimes you get confused and don’t know what they’re talking about. At a social gathering, you see a bunch of guys, or girls, having fun talking about golf, and you decide to join in, listen to their conversation and tell yourself, ‘what are they talking about—birdie? eagle? yipps? shank?” Then, they laugh about something, and you laugh too, pretending you understood them, but you don’t. In the golfing world, there are several terms that only a golfer can understand. A non-golfer confuses these terms with something else. These are some of the terms: Address - The position a player is in, with the club behind the ball, just prior to his backswing.(to a nongolfer—the place where you live?) Carry - The distance a ball travels after being struck, until it hits the ground. (to a nongolfer--to take hold of something and lift it up?) Chip - A shot, generally close to the green, that is low and

What's In The Bag?
In TIGER Woods' bag at the PGA Grandslam of Golf, 2006, these were what it contained--Nike SasQuatch Tour 460cc driver, Nike Ignite 3 wood and 5 wood, Nike Blades set of irons. Nike Blade Pitching wedge, Nike Flatback TW Lob wedge, Nike Pro Combo 56 degree wedge, and a Scotty Cameron Newport putter. In Annika Sorenstam's bag at the State Farm Classic Golf Tournament, 2006, these were found inside it--Callaway Big Bertha Fusion Ft driver, Callaway X-tour 3 wood, Callaway Big Bertha 7 wood, Callaway Steelhead X-18 irons, Callaway Forged 48 degree wedge, Callaway Forged 54 degree wedge, Nike Forged 60 degree wedge, and an Odyssey White Hot 2-Ball Blade Putter. A typical male golfer, when asked what's in the bag, he would say, a branded top-of-the-line driver with a huge head, a 3 wood and a 5 wood, a popular and branded set of irons from pitching wedge to 3 iron, a branded sand wedge, a very helpful rescue wood and a top-of-the-line putter. A typical struggling caddy golfer, when

How Was Your First Golf Tournament?
We all know how a lot of people find golf a boring sport. And when introduced to a golfer, sometimes, you don't really know how to start a conversation with one. I bet, you will mention Tiger Woods' name. But after that... there is silence... (hahaha!) To help you start a conversation with a golfer, ask this question, "how was your first golf tournament?" This is such a fun question to ask any golfer. Seriously, if you do get to meet a golfer and ask him that question, look at his face. No matter how terrible his first tournament was, he usually makes a silly facial expression at first and with a nice smile and a lot of excitement, he starts to tell you what happened. He'll say at first, "ohhhhhh!" or "ewwww!" or "hahaha!" or "yikes!" or "oh My God!" Then say how embarrassing it was. Sometimes, it takes him forever to finish his story, so be prepared to listen...for a looong time. It sure does bring back memories. I remember my first golf tournament, the first time I heard

The Men Who Signed The Declaration Of Independence.
The Men Who Signed the Declaration of Independence Have you ever wondered what happened to the 56 men who signed the Declaration of Independence? Five signers were captured by the British as traitors and tortured before they died. Twelve had their homes ransacked and burned. Two lost their sons serving in the Revolutionary Army, another had two sons captured. Nine of the 56 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the Revolutionary War. They signed and they pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor. What kind of men were they? Twenty-four were lawyers and jurists. Eleven were merchants, nine were farmers and large plantation owners; men of means, well educated. But they signed the Declaration of Independence knowing full well that the penalty would be death if they were captured. Carter Braxton of Virginia, a wealthy planter and trader, saw his ships swept from the seas by the British Navy. He sold his home and properties to pay his debts, a

New Coins
personally DO NOT want this coin in my possession. I will ask for the dollar bill instead. Thanks pass it on. You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Today I picked up at Bank of America several of the new $1.00 coins with the picture of George Washington on it. To my shock and dismay the words, "In God We Trust", are not on this coin! A quick search of the other coin denominations in my collection confirmed that every one contained these faithful words. The new George Washington $1.00 coin is the first money ever issued by the USA in modern history without the words "In God We Trust". By omitting these words, our politically correct, secularist leaders made a conscientious decision that either; 1) God does not exist, or 2) that God exists, but can no longer be trusted. Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet is that it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disg

Today Target
good morin all we have good new cherrys now in 1st place lets keep her thier i want to thank you all helpin last nite thats how we need to bomb as a family we also need to thank the nite hawks for helpin us, when we are finish with this contest we will need to go help the the nite hawks with one of thier family memebrs that are in a contest in a give away, have a great july 4th an safe so please come drop love to cherry

Driving Lesson No [insert Numerical Of Choice Here]
WOW!!!! What a lesson... It absolutely siled it down!! The windscreen wipers couldn't clear the screen fast enough....There were rivers running down the sides of the windscreen, and me staring through a torrent of rain! The roads were flooded and I handled it like I'd been driving in adverse weather for years! If that had been my test, my driving instructor said I'd have passed it. Lets hope it siles it down on my test then LOL Damn it makes you really concentrate when you can't see 3 ft infront of your face! I can drive like that LOL It's when it's easy I make stupid errors! Bring me tough challenges...I can handle it LOL Awww and I got home, and there were a dozen Red Roses off Hubby waiting for me *smoochies*

What Her Drink Says About Her
Drink : Beer Personality : Casual, low-maintenance; down to earth. Approach : Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink : Blender drinks with umbrella Personality : Flaky, annoying, ditzy, and a pain in the ass. Approach : Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabin boy. Drink : Mixed drinks - no umbrellas Personality : Mature, has picky taste; knows what she wants. Approach : If she wants you, she'll send YOU a drink. Drink : Wine - (bottled not 4 litre cask) Personality : Conservative and classy, sophisticated. Approach : Try and weave Paris and clothing into the conversation. Drink : Barcardi Breezer - Hooch Personality : Easy; thinks she is trendy and sophisticated, actually has absolutely no clue. Approach : Make her feel smarter than she is. and you're in. Drink : Shots Personality : Hanging with frat-boy pals or looking to get drunk...and naked. Approach : Easiest hit in the joint. Nothing to do but wait...

The World
The world of hurt and pain is full of disappointment and sorrow. I live it everyday but I still move on and hang my head in shame. I allow this to happen. I bring it on myself. But I am ok and will continue to be. My heart is still locked. I haven't opened it yet and will continue to safeguard it for life. That's why I continue to put that fake smile on and walk on through life. Some may need me in their life and some may not. I don't care either way. I don't make decisions I just live with what I'm given and continue to move on. Good luck to the world. I wish others would realize what I know and just let it all go.

All Over You
It will be lava hot, And ice cream cool. Sliding off you, And under again. You will resist, But, you love the game. I want and will devour you. All that is you, My vixen, Goddess of love. I will make you, Want me... Duane "Duke" Ellis

Wny Pilot Rescued After His Helicopter Is Shot Down In Iraq
WNY pilot rescued after his helicopter is shot down in Iraq Oakfield man, second pilot plucked to safety despite enemy fire http://www.buffalonews.com/home/story/112596.html By T.J. Pignataro NEWS STAFF REPORTER As Steven Cianfrini crouched down in a irrigation canal south of Baghdad, neck deep in water and mud, listening to the whine of machine gun bullets all around him, it didn’t seem likely he’d live to see this Fourth of July. But, by a miracle, and after an amazing rescue Monday by U.S. troops, Cianfrini survived. Now his family is celebrating an Independence Day they will always remember. Cianfrini, 27, an Army helicopter pilot from Oakfield in Genesee County and son of the village’s mayor, was one of two men plucked from certain death Monday after his OH-58 Kiowa helicopter was forced down by heavy machine gun fire from Iraqi insurgents. He and fellow pilot Mark Burrows, 35, of Waverly, a small Southern Tier community southeast of Elmira, were

Some Gave All,by
Some Gave All ~Billy Ray Cyrus~ I knew a man called him Sandy Kane Few folks even knew his name But a hero was he Left a boy, came back a man Still many just don't understand About the reasons we are free I can't forget the look in his eyes Or the tears he cries As he said these words to me All gave some and some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all Now Sandy Kane is no longer here But his words are oh so clear As they echo through out our land For all his friends who gave us all Who stood the ground and took the fall To help their fellow man Love your country and live with pride And don't forget those who died America can't you see All gave some and some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all And

Pain
you don't even know the pain i feel when i start to question what is real i know you're the cause my lust for you gnaws its way, through my brain and i'm here, alone standing by myself, with tears of understanding rolling down my cheeks now i know my bended heart won't be mended by your love.... no longer will i cry or ask for help from up above i don't blame thee i blame myself for my insecurities this time i'm really confused about what i should do i have this fear of never being satisfied i can't find stable happiness, i've tried and tried this isn't easy, i'm the butt of my own joke i want some affection, this is all i hope now i know my bended heart won't be mended by your love.... no longer will i cry or ask for help from up above and i'll live my life until i die wondering if i'll ever be satisfied it's not easy being the butt of your own joke i want some affection, this is all i hope

Explodey.
Fourth of July, and i am at work. Thus far, it's been a weird day. Slept through my alarm - again - and woke up with Wonka sleeping under my blanket with his head on a pillow. What a goofy dog. i'm sniffly today, stupid allergies, and i require explosions. But i think i'm going to settle for massive cleaning when i get home. Yar. i just don't have time for everything... work, the house, the pets, socializing.. Something has to give. That, or i need more hours every day. 6 more would be dandy! i also thought my ipod was breaking, but... now its fine. Just needed to be turned off then on again. Weirdo electronics.

4th Of July
I just wanted to make sure I was able to wish everyone a very happy and SAFE 4th of July! I know most ppl wont read a bulletin, and unfortunatly I dont have time to send everyone a comment, although I may still try lol. So dont drink and drive, and please remember all of our men and women that fight every day not just in the past for our right to be free. Enjoy your freedom responsibly! Love and hugs!

Music
No more, I see your fantasy, Euphoric rush, Euphoric rush that caused your misery No more, I see your fantasy, Euphoric rush, Euphoric rush that caused your misery Misery, misery, misery, misery, misery Close your eyes, make a wish, Do you think you'll see The wind that whips the rope. Hanging is the noose of your uncertainty No more, I see your fantasy, Euphoric rush, Euphoric rush that caused your misery No more, I see your fantasy, Euphoric rush, Euphoric rush that caused your misery No more, no more! I see your fantasy a white line trips you through mirrored reality No more no more! is your uncertainty The lies you hang from call* you to your destiny. Misery, misery, misery, misery, misery Misery, misery, misery, misery, misery Eyes are slamming shut, a buckle in your knees, Forgotten where you stand, Staring at the sea A shallow little lie, to make your self believe morals are still intact,and your body still is free The money changing hands, that isn't ev

Hope He Doesnt Disappoint Her!!!!
My daughter just called and said her and her dad r comin to visit me in August....I hope hes not pulling one of his stunts and disappoints her!!!! I'm not getting my hopes up til my x calls me himself to tell me!!!!!! If he disappoints her I'll make him regret being born......Well hope the best for me...I'd greatly appreciate the support!!!!!!!!!! Susan AKA Cleo{ the devils spawns princess }

Happy Independance Day
Hope you all have a great holiday be safe This is my first official 4th of July in Denver. MOved here from Houston, Texas. Miss those pool parties i had every 4th since 1989. Need to start new traditions,since i am in a new place. Going to ride on the back of my friends Harley and go to lookout Mountain and watch all the fireworks through out the city.

Who Knows...
People go through life as though they're unattached...to anyone to anything. As though nothing they do will affect anyone in their existence. Is it really so hard to see that everything we do touches somebody? We act as though the decisions we make are important only to us...that the way in which we conduct ourselves is no one else's busines...well who are we to say that this is true? At the same time we say we want to be loved and cared for and nurtured...can't happen. We won't let it cuz we're so busy making sure that we're self sufficient. We don't want our lives to affect everyone but we want someone else to consider us in everything they do. Is it so difficult to be considerate and responsible? I wonder if people would make things this hard if they knew that life is simply better when it's easy...

9/11 Facts Pm The 4th (part 2)
23. Between Both Engines on Flight 77 Or a 757, Its combined weight is 10-12 Tons. It is made of Steel And Titnium. Its melting Point is around 2600F. The Fire didnt get anywhre near that tempurature at the Pentagon. Yet No Engines Were Found. 24. You think fire can cause this?: http://www.proliberty.com/observer/20060820.htm http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2006/04/13/more_bone_fragments_found_near_wtc_site/?rss_id=Boston.com+%2F+News 25. Do you think People in a Cave can get NORAD to Stand down? NORAD Has drills where planes were hijacked and were on course to crash into the World Trade Center and Pentagon. Coincidence? I think not. That is what Cuased NORAD to stand down, Thinking it was just a Drill http://www.usatoday.com/news/washington/2004-04-18-norad_x.htm 26. Jimmy Walter Is offering $100,000 To Anybody Who can Prove 9/11 Was NOT An Inside Job. Even PM Couldnt Stand Up. http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=41957 Update: He

Love.hate. Its All The Same Thing, Its Still Your Attention.
Wow theres been alot of hate lately on CT. Its funny too, how people can look at your page and just make assumptions. Or for someone to think they can know anything about you from a paragraph of written words. Such ignorance. I got this when i woke up today.. LOST WOMAN: how much did it take to buy out hot topic? LOST WOMAN: lol your a poser ->LOST WOMAN: aw im sorry that your jealious of me. Keep trying and maybe just maybe you can start to look as good as i do, Untill then, atleast act your age and get away from highschool insults. You must seriously be fugly/have self esteem problems if you have to go around talking trash to people at the age of 29. GET A LIFE OFF THE INTERNET. LOL seriously i havent heard that insult since the 9th grade. "Poser!". The best part is... i go into hot topic like... every 4 months and look at hair dye. Thats it. My clothes certainly don't come from there, Im too fat. I find it even more ammusing that its yet another person, trash tal

My Vaction Back Home
ON WEDNESDAY JUNE 20TH I WENT ON VACATION BACK HOME TO OHIO I BOARDED THE PLANE @3:00PM FOR A 5 HR FLIGHT BUT IT DIDNT WORK THAT WAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE A 2 HR LAYOVER IN NC THAT WAS LONGER THAN THAT I GOT THERE AROUND 4 OR 5 AND WAS SUPPOSE TO BOARD MY PLANE HEADED HOME TO OHIO AND BE THERE AT 8:55PM NOT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I FINALLY BOARDED MY PLANE AT 10:05 PM THAT NITE AND FINALLY MADE HOME TO OHIO AT 1 AM I REACHED COLUMBUS OH AIRPORT WHERE MY BROTHER MADE ME WAIT ON HIM BUT THEN I FINALLY MADE TO ATHENS OHIO WHERE MY MOM LIVES AND WE HAD A GR8T TIME WE TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AND HOW MUCH WE MISSED ONE ANOTHER AND I TOOK HER SHOPPING TO WAL-MART ON THE BUS AND WE SHOPPED MY SISTER AND MY NEICES WERE ALSO THERE WHICH WAS WONDERFUL CAUSE I HAVE MISSED THEM TOO I HAVE PICS ON MY MOM AND MY NEICES AND MY SIS AND EVEN MY DOG STITCH THAT I HAD TO LEAVE WITH MY MOM WHEN I FIRST CAME HERE AND A NEW PIC OF MY NEWEST BABY COUSIN CHASE HE WAS ONLY A MONTH OLD NOT TO WORRY ALL I WILL BE

Far Away On A Special This Day Defendin Our Freedom
to say i miss this man is an understatement . to say i love this man doesn't seem to be enough. he's off in a war fighting doing what he loves to do all the while knowing i miss him dearly.he stole my heart not so long ago but he did it enough to let me know . i won't ever wanna live a life w/o him in it.he's funny and sweet and smart and kind and caring. he keeps me safe and protected and loves me w/o fail. i worry nite and day and pray to the heavens above he comes home safe. no one in the world could ever capture my heart the way he has and will have it always for the rest of my life. yes ben i love u and will marry time and time again . nothing could ever keep me away. plz know ur always thought of and missed and loved , and in my book the army has the best solider around.so be safe my blue eyed army brat and come home and marry already lol. i love u happy 4th baby

Today's Horoscope
You feel loving, lovely and -- oh, let's be honest -- ever so slightly fuzzy. It's a great time for expressions of affection; ax the canny mental maneuvers. Enjoy this soft and dreamy influence for what it is. Note: I think they hit the nail on the head with this one.

For July 4,2007
Give your allegiance to the present, not to the past. As you move forward, you have to know what you can leave behind. The truth is, almost none of it is so necessary that you have to carry it on your back.

Update
Hey everyone just wanted to update things. Well I had my little girl on May 21st. She had to be in the nicu for 5 days but that was mainly only for observation. She is doing really good and is growing like a weed. I am also doing good it is just a little crazy sometimes with it being summer break and all and haveing two livly boys at home. Cant wait for school to start back up then it will just be me and my little princess.

Breast Cancer Patient Protection Petition
PLEASE SIGN THIS BREAST CANCER PATIENT PROTECTION PETITION. HELP PASS THIS BILL TO PROTECT WOMEN WITH BREAST CANCER! THIS ONLY TAKES ABOUT 2 SECONDS....PLEASE HELP! (copy and paste the following link into your browser) http://www.lifetimetv.com/breastcancer/petition/signpetition.php

I'm Back
I had to declare (moral?) bankruptcy with my previous profile. I thought I was going to leave, but it turns out I just needed to start anew. I didn't miss the hours of time wasted on here when I should have been working, but I did miss some friends. So here I am again. Ask me about the community site I am creating. I would love to get feedback on it once I can show the beta.

Butterfly I Made For Miss Butterfly
Butterfly You are like a butterfly So beautiful and bright. You are a butterfly princess to me. Every time from now on each time I see A butterfly I think of you. You are so colorful in me mine eyes. Every time you smile it looks like a beautiful butterfly. So bright and beautiful and so proud you’re my friend By Justin Thomas

One Night In Hell!!
Ok people.. this is my first blog, and I will try to make it a good one. For those of you who know me well, you know exactly where I have come from! I am not writing this for sympathy from anyone, I just need to get some things from my past off my chest!! I want to take you back in time just a little. It was October of 2005, I had just had surgery. I had to have a partial hysterectomy, due to health reasons. Ok, so my ex, and I won't mention names, but the ones who know me know exactly who I am talking about! I could tell before I left the hospital that he was on something, but I had just had surgery and needed to get home to get rest and get better. When we got home, he was so caught up in his roaming of the house, I had to tend to myself, barely able to walk. I had to get my own food and drinks and medicine. By the way had to keep my meds hid from him so I would have them. Out of the blue he started yelling at me. (I cried). I was so upset. He threw the flowers my dad ha

Death
Sorry I haven't been around everyone. My Father passed away last Saturday and it's been very difficult. Also sadly following very closely to the sudden death of Bob's Mom this has been a truly horrific time in our lives. They were both very unexpected. And only a week and a half apart. His internment is Friday and will hopefully give some closure to this whole trying ordeal. I will gladly close the chapter in this book. I really can't say anything about my Dad right now that wont make me cry like a baby except to let you know that he was one of the best and I miss him terribly already. I will always be Daddy's little girl in my heart and can only hope now that he smiles down upon me from heaven. I have to be strong for my Mother now so I must not dwell. Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Planting Seed's To Grow
Darlin' come and lay with me let, my finger's run over soft silky skin. Feeling every curve of your body, as I touch your naked flesh next to me. I play with each breast and nipple, as you watch me get them both hard. With one touch of my tongue each, one rise's and stands to attention. I love to feel your skin, as it gives to my command. Waiting for the best of my love, while you hold and stroke me in you hand. I see "your breast" as my mountains, and "your stomach" as my land of the living. As for "your cunt" it's my garden where, my TOOL will be planting seeds to grow. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/99

Pricing
So I'm pricing art on ebay cause I'm gonna be getting rid of some of my work, very not easy, I have no ideah how to price work because Ive never sold anything for more than cost. any work that Ive done that isnt in my possesion is in the hands of friends........any suggestions?

Rant
Hey all, I'm just here to get a few things off of my chest. It'll probably sound like I’m repeating myself, but this is the only way i know to get some relief. It's just that i feel like I’m on the edge. Everything has become some difficult now and it's becoming very hard to deal with life in general. Part of the problem is that I worry about peoples feelings, I like to keep the people around me happy even if I’m not I feel at least someone deserves to be. Right now I’m mentally drained, I feel like I have this huge boulder on my shoulders and my knees are starting to buckle. I feel that if I don't get out of this rut I’m in that I’m gonna lose myself completely. I mean I barely get to leave this house unless it's to go to the store or to grab some food. All of my friends have moved on with there lives where as I can't even get a job. Everyone runs around with this you can get a job if you really wanted one, if it was that easy I would've had one a long time ago. I'm tired of everyone

Transformers And Other Nonsense
well as some of you know, last night, mikey and myself went to lafayette to watch the new transformers movie. i had a really good time. it was such a great movie, that i think i may have to buy it when it comes out on video. 2 very enthusiastic thumbs up! that's pretty odd for me because the more movies that come out, the harder it is for me to find one that i really like. they just don't make them like they used to. i know some of you will agree with me on that one! anyway....thanx to mikey for the great time and the movie, cuz it was awesome! so anyway, yeah it's the 4th today and i'm just sitting here not doing a damn thing. kinda bored and waiting for a certain someone to get online, but it appears he has other things to do today. how dare he have a life! haha just kidding. anyway i'm about to head over to my best friend's house to play some guitar hero. it's my game, but she kidnapped it last night while i was at the movies, so i must go retrieve it now. i'm having withdrawels. l

Penne With Zesty Italian Dressing
Penne With Zesty Italian Dressing POSTED: 2:50 pm EDT July 18, 2003 UPDATED: 5:58 am EDT July 3, 2007 Pasta is the only ingredient in this salad that requires cooking. The fresh vegetables are left raw and crunchy, making this dish an especially good choice for a hot summer day. Another plus: The salad can be prepared in advance for carefree summer entertaining. Serve this dish solo as a light lunch or as a dinnertime accompaniment to fish or chicken on the grill. 8 ounces penne (about 3 cups) Dressing ¼ cup extra-virgin olive oil ¼ cup white wine vinegar 1 tablespoon minced shallot 1 tablespoon minced fresh flat-leaf parsley 1 teaspoon minced fresh chives 1 teaspoon minced fresh oregano, or ¼ teaspoon dried oregano ½ teaspoon freshly ground pepper, or to taste ½ teaspoon salt, or to taste ¼ teaspoon red pepper flakes, or to taste Dash of powdered mustard (see Tip) To complete the recipe 2 plum tomatoes, cut into ½-inch cubes 1 small cucumber,

Almost A Year Now
Its been almost a year now Since I talked to you last I’m missing you more and more As that day come closer I was so happy When I was able to talk to you That night When all I could think about was her And all the pain she was in I couldn’t stop crying All the way home But as soon you told my Its all going to be ok She going to a better place You made that all My worries go away My mind was at piece For once that weekend I didn’t have to think About what was being said I didn’t have to take care of any one I wish you would come back I miss you I miss your friendship You sick since of hummer I miss my best friend I hope all is well for you now I know you are happier Were your at But why cant I be selfless And want you to come back Come back to me I’m going to need you soon I hope I can move on With out you I’ve done it before And here to hoping I can Do it again I just hope That when you look back You can see all the

Attention Walmart Shoppers...we Aint Got No College Education
Ok so today I had to do some clothes shopping for some nice clothes for denver and I wanted to find a new bathing suit for this summer since I didn't have one. So I went to walmart to get one because everywhere else was wayyyy too expensive for a bathing suit that I'm only going to be wearing a couple times a year.SO I get to walmart and the whole bathing suit section is just a complete mess...two pieces are seperated everywhere they're on hangers that say one size but the actual size is a different size and it just looks like a humongous tornado ripped through it. Now I have a cute bathing suit bottom already and it's just a plain bottom so I needed to find a nice swim tanktop since my old top needed replaced. After searching through piles of beaded bikini tops and bottoms that for some reason have belts on them I find my cute top! So I get into one of the shortest lines which was still like 4 people long and wait and I give the lady my top which was the ONLY item I was getting and sh

If You Can't Get Three Feet, One Yard Will Do
Happy Independence Day, everybody! Probably even those of my readers not in the United States know what July 4 is. Once you get past all the overpriced concessions and food and fireworks and speechifying by your local politicians and veterans' groups, it's a wonderful time to be had by all! But it's also a serious time; without our men and uniform, the independence we celebrate today would not be possible. Here in Minot, the family and I spent most of the day at Roosevelt Park (named for Theodore Roosevelt, the uber-American 26th President, author, rancher, Rough Rider, Nobel Peace Prize winner, etc. who's an honorary citizen of this state) and went through the zoo there. Got to show Jeffrey of to people I know there because Daddy was carrying the digital camera and Sarah got introduced to everybody as a new big sister, which now she's really beaming about! As I write this, I'm just trying to rest and relax before going to see Martha and Jeffrey at the hospital for a 4 P.M. dinne

I Know I've Been Gone...
I know, I know, I know... I haven't been online, but I have a valid reason. I've been getting off at the jail only to drive to the village and vice versa. I finally slept some today. I called the village and told them that I wouldn't be in until after four, as I was determined to sleep. Well, I made it here by four, but now I'm about to eat the mess out of my soup and salad, as I haven't eaten since yesterday morning. I was going to eat last night, but by the time I got around to it, I was stuck at the jail and I realized that I'd forgotten to grab something. By the time I got home to sleep, food was so far from my mind that it could have been labled as a foreign concept. Well, my tummy has protested this state of emptiness for too long. I must feed the beast. Happy 4th of July!

Lesson
Love is something I have never experienced. Something I have never known. Do I want to know? Do I want to experience? Experience something so different, so crazy, So overwhelming. You don't know my torture, or my pain. How can I explain to you the feelings that Come over me while your in my arms? Or when I stare into your hypnotic eyes. Are these feelings love? Feelings I can't fight. Have you shown me pleasure or pain? Why do I tremble when you say my name? I will let you win the game you play with my heart. For a lesson, A lesson in love.

Faster-than-light Take: Transformers, Or When Is G.i. Joe The "real" Movie Coming Out?
I admit it. My pre-adolescence consisted mainly of collating now virtually worthless sports cards and G.I. Joes. Played "war" with my vast army of little plastic men and women quite often. My childhood best friend and I often spent whole Saturdays at each other's houses, seeing which of our vehicles could out-duel each other in battle -- the Skystriker vs. the Rattler. The HISS tank vs. the Wolverine. Who was hotter? Lady Jane or Scarlett? I wasn't too much into Garbage Pail Kids, Masters of the Universe, Thundercats or, yes, Transformers. I had a few: Optimus Prime, Rodimus Prime, Predaking, Scourge, among a few others. They made for a few memories, but nothing as long-lasting or comprehensive as G.I. Joe. Still, I held reverence for the cartoon series (not so much the animated movie). So again, think of many geek hearts that leapt for joy upon hearing of a big-screen, non-animated Transformers film. Only for those same hearts to sink, go into arrest and wither away upon hearing Mi

Backstabber
Sit in the dark watching time pass by I comtemplate the reasons that I try I could fight forever but Ive lost my smile I could take a step but it feels like a mile Im alone I think no ones here I taste the salt of my one tear Betrayed I remove the knife from my spine And prepare to be stabbed one more time I hide my pain behind anger and hate Ive come to accept this as my fate Ive no where to run no where to hide Im all alone I feel Ive died Bullshit and lies are all I am fed Its a labyrinth of misery inside my head They have finally broken me down to my core I just want to sleep now nothing more

The Ride
I slam my face aginst the wall I doubt myself therefore I fall Failures and fuckups pile on my plate This is my choice I have no fate No special destiny that I must achieve My rotten garden is filled with weeds Sifting through the ash that is my mind I recollect on those Ive left behind Ive kept my word, I achieved my goals you open up hell and inflame my soul I am at the wall, Ive come to the end I rode life once, and i dont want to ride again

To Reap The Harvest
A blade is in my hand, its a perfect fit it runs through flesh, a peacefull slit life flows out from my veins I stop sifting through lifes remains I taste the list of lies Ive been feed Ill come back to you, the last words she said The river red slows to one last drop Come along god, harvest your rotten crop

The Tragic Night
A wounded bird dies in flight Upon the starless, empty night Where all the roads met their end And no afterlife can begin So let me see your battle scars Proof of a life ridden hard Can you see with closed eyes Can you speak truthful lies Pointless tragedies opened inside Navigation to your own homicide Without purpose without reason God sees your acts of treason Mother told us we reap what we've sown So no excuses you've always known And heres your story for you to tell Life is beauty, life is hell

The Product
Would you take a bullet for a stranger, Stare death in the face and challenge him? Could you laugh at your own fear? or do you run screaming into the darkness, the darkness that is your ownmind, I cant see through lies and deception, take a breath and swallow water, water that tastes of salt, and with a light copper taste, the tast of blood, blood that you have shed from every heart youve broken, Lies and deceit cheating and the "game", The game you play with peoples soul, But is the soul real? Am I real? Or simply the product of someones fucked up imagination? Find me on the shelf look me over, decide am I worth you time, Am I worth the currency of your heart, the spare change of your soul, Are you the customer of the store called life going to take me the "product" home with you, going to let me stay in your home? Use me as I am meant to be used? Or simply forget me, leave me there to ruin,

No More Relationships
Well it has happened once again.....yes i have been given the old elbow. Once agin young free and single well young and single was never free, very high maintenance girl apparently lol. Feel like i have been kicked in the teeth but life must go on. But guys now that iam free thats how i intend to stay. I don't want you all hitting on me even though i am drop dead gorgeous.......lol I am gonna take each day as it comes now..... am i happy with te situation not with the split but you can't make someone love you. And i truely believe if you really love someone then you'll let them go free.

Compared To A Woman
Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don't drive in circles at any cost So i don't have to admit when I am lost Don't act like I'm in a timed marathon Everytime I go to the john I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you're two hours late I don't watch movies with lots of gore Don't need instant replay to remember the score I won't lose my hair I don't get jock itch And just cause I'm assertive Don't call me a bitch I don't wear the same underwear everyday The food in my fridge has no sign of decay I don't go to Sears To look at the tools I don't cheat at poker I follow the rules I don't smoke cigars Do

Timeline
This is a timeline of all the crap that I have been through in my life.(If you still want to be friends with me after reading this then I will know that you are a friend worth keeping) --When I was born I almost died and so did my mom. I was also born with a defect in my stomach that had to be repaired. --When I was six months old I was diagnosed with a deadly disease known as spinal meningitis and it was caught just in time to save my life. --When I was 1 and a half I had to have surgery done on my ears to put tubes in them. --When I was 9 years old I was raped three times and my trust in men was destroyed. --When I was 10, my parents separated and my mom decided that she cared more about her new boyfriend than she did about her kids. --At age 11 I gradually started losing the hearing in my right ear. --At age 13 I was sexually molested by my friends step-dad for 3 months. My parents divorce became final. --At age 15 I lost all but a sliver of my hearing in my right ear. --

Welcome 2 The Boom Boom Room
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331 hello my cherries i am about to get the party train up and running this time. i asked that you would sign in on the blog that has the dj quad video every Thursday. i will have a place for us all to come and chat chill and enjoy each other you need to have a drink to enjoy the lounge and get on the train. i was asked where does the train go well since we are on cherry tap i thought that it would be a good idea for her to take you to Cherry land for grown ups. lol this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome to come.---the lounge opens @ 7pm every thursday nite and we party until-------------hope to see you there

I Can Keep Naming Songs....
That just describe the way i think an feel about life an myself.... Heres one by Iron Maiden Called Out of the Dark off of A Matter of Life an Death. See this song to me makes me feel no matter what comes next in my life i will give it my all no matter the outcome no matter the consequence even if i know im bound to fail an lose i will no stand down an simply be walked over i will stand my ground i will be strong i will be the very best that i can be....If i am to die tomorrow will i be missed? if i were to give my life to save another would that day have been my day as a King?....unrestrained animalistic in nature Free of all obstructions free of control able to finally free to allow this Demon blood to consume my very soul in one last effort to win....I can only be pushed so far beyond that i suggest you run.... Without further interruption heres the songs lyrics Hold a halo round the world Golden is the day Princess of the Universe Your burden is the way So there

Letting The Thoughts Of My Mind Run Rampent
For the longest time i have always questioned life how it goes for me the lives i affect along my path my journey but why does it happen that way? whats wrong with me that i attract certain people? im not complaining i love the people ive met thus far but i suppose ive pushed them away from myself in some way..... Ive been told im very wise an mature for my age im not ive been through so much that ive hardened an know the truth about relationships and people for that matter. I can tell alot about a person from how they act talk or the pics they take sure we've all been hurt by someone we thought loved us all back but what price did we have to pay for the pain? the knowledge of finally being told?....why we were so blind to the truth?.... I honestly dont give a shit what anyone thinks of me i am what i am, i am who i am because of the shit ive been through i dont need to be told do this do that i know life i know what i want from it and if thats something you couldnt handle then

A Heart Stolen Forever
I Thought I Could Take The Pain, The Pain You Made Me Feel, Trying Not To Hate You, Realizing I Couldnt. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Think About You, Every Thought I Have Stays With Me, Remembering The Good Times. The Ones Where I Can't Replace, Nothing Can Ever Make Me, Forget Your Face, We Are Strong As Can Be. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Dream About You, Every Song Played, Reminding Me Of The Good Times. Every Sad Memory, Makes Me Die Inside, Every Single Tear I Shed, Can Not Be Taken Back. My Heart Is Stolen Now, By You, Making New Memories, Happy Memories About Us.

Our Love
Our Love Is Different From The Rest, Showing Two Sides,Yours Verse Mine, A Minute To Us,All Time Set For The Best, Seeing That I Was So Blind. Completeing The Right Path For Our Love To Draw Near,Time Won't Stop,It Might Feel Slow, Just Wanting Your Kisses,And Touches,Rubs And Moans We Love To Hear,But We Need Our Love To Grow. This Love Has To Last,We Have Put So Much Into It, If You Ever Leave I Don't Kno How I'd Get Through,Our Love Shall Last Longer Than 60 Seconds,Forced Upon Us Like A Sand In An Hour Glass. Our Love Will Last Like The Earth I Stand Upon, Like The Trees That Stand In The Summer Breeze, And My Heart You Grasp,Telling Me You Love Me.

Away
so yeah i went a little bit nuts and now ive gone and driven to florida to stay with a friend.. 1800 mile trip only 2 major screw ups along the way.. getting lost in the ghettos of boston at two am is not recommended by the way.. yeah and 3 hours in the bronx freaking out wondering if im in the right lane cause god damn it im stuck in the morning rush.. yucky.. anyways i got to the pan handle at noon yester day and im trying to get my head outta my ass.. im a little tweaky but i think i can make it through all this pain.. i miss my philip and i cant beleve that with losing him and a week later getting brutally raped that it will all be ok in the end.. but some how it always is.. i need a nap~

Baby I Told U Id Love U For Ever N Dat Will Alwayz B Tru
BABY PLZ DONT THINK IM TRYING TO HURT U PLZ DONT THINK DAT IM BEING LIKE DEM OTHA HOEZ DAT HAVE BEN IN UR LIFE DONT THINK DAT IM GIVEN UP ON U BABY UR PERFECT IM NOT DOING DIS CUZ OF U BABY IMD OING DIS CUZ I CANT B WIT U DA WAY WE BOTH WANT N NEED BABY U KNO DA DRAMA IM HAVING RIGHT I WISH I CAN JUZ RUN AWAY N IT B ME N U PERO UNFORTUNALTY BABY I CANT JUZ GET UP N RUN I GOTTA GET THRU DIS MAYBE IN DA FUTURE IF U WANT WE CAN B TOGETHA CUZ U KNO ILL B HERE FOR U I TOLD U FOR EVER BABY N I MEANT IT SO PLEASE DONT THINK EVERY THING IVE EVA TOLD U IS BULLSHYT CUZ BABY IT'S NOT U KNO I LOVE U I TELL U EVERY DAY BABY DAT IM NOTHING WIT OUT U IVE TOLD U DAT U DA KEY TO MAH HEART U DA ONE DAT REMINDED ME ITS OK TO LOVE N OK TO TRUST A GUY BABY SO BABY PLZ DONT HATE ME CUZ U KNO IM STILL HERE FOR U N I WILL ALWAYZ B HERE FOR U BABY I LOVE U FOR EVER

Thank You Daddy
At times I think I know the words to say, to thank you for what you've done But they go away just as quickly as they come I don't know how to thank you though, the person who helped me grow, I know sometimes I don't tell you, or let my feelings show You were there for me on my first day of school, and spent some sad days alone, But always seemed to give a smile, as soon as I got home There aren't to many words for this I find it just to tough For all the thing I want to say Just doesn't seem enough I don't know how to thank you for all your sweat and tears For taking care of me for oh so many years You never gave up on me When you reached your end You were always proud of me You'll always be my best friend Look at me before you look at you, do you see what I've become Do you see yourself in me? See the job you have done? All your hopes in dreams your strenght no one sees That have transformed over the years The best have been passed to

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

All I Am Looking For
I kneel before you and bow my head My submission I give to you You are my Master, my Lord and Protector Always there to show me how To be my best to guide me Along the path I chose to walk To be your submissive and server you Is all I am looking for ©cherrie 2007

A Master Is......
A Master is confident A Master is self assured A Master knows the soul of a sub/slave A Master knows what he wants and does not divert from his goal. A Master is content in himself. A Master has strong character. A Master understands... "A slave should always be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows" A Master seeks the mind before the body, any 'body' can be aroused, but few minds can be owned A Master has control of his life, rather than letting his life control him. A Master is gentle in his strength and strong in his gentleness. A Master does not need to seek acceptance from others, for he has acceptance of self. A Master does not need to announce his mastery, it is shown in all that he does. A Master can control with a simple look across the room. A Master is not afraid of punishment, for he knows it is his responsibility. A Master accepts his slave/sub for who she is, building on her weaknesses, building her s

Happy 4th
Happy 4th of July to everyone. I'm sitting at home, enjoying the quiet. My fiance is out fishing with his nephew and the kids are at their mom's house. It's nice to have quiet but if they stay gone to long, I'll go nutz. Yesterday...July 3,2007...my cousin gave birth to a bouncing baby boy. His name is Austin Lee. He weighed in at 8lbs. 9oz and was 20 1/2inches long. Rumor has it he looks just like his daddy. Congrats to the family and I wish ya'll the best of luck.

7/4/07
Happy 4th of July everyone, we actually didn't do anything for the 4th today, so it was kinda boring and I was hoping there would be fireworks somewhere tonight but it's storming now, so that isn't gonna happen lol. I pretty much did the usual chatting and listening to music. My brother is doing alot better now other than with his bowels, but they are keeping him til the 14th instead of the 11th to see if they can't at least improve it a little bit since it may or may not come back completely anyway. He has a new roommate since the other one went home on Tuesday but I haven't heard much about him so I don't know if he was as cool as the other one or not, but Daniel was a really cool guy and I feel bad for him and his wife and daugther that he was hurt so badly and will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life at such a young age, but at least he is like my brother and is alive. I think my brother's accident was good in that it's changed his life some which is what h

Masterbation
This is 1 of my blog posts from a friend that I subscribe to her blogs on myspace.. < Back home | Unsubscribe | rss | add to blog group | sign out Py Kim Last Updated: May 28, 2007 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Unsubscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: Married Age: 44 Sign: Pisces City: LOS ANGELES State: CALIFORNIA Country: US Signup Date: 07/26/06 Who Gives Kudos: TONY MARTIN B (2) Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Masturbation Talks: let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Masturbation Talks: Let's Celebrate the July 4th with Masturbation Too hot to deal with some logical or serious things today. So let's be lazy and just talk about masturbation. And let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Here might be your story on Masturbation: You are alone in the apartment you've shared for the last five months, ever since you became engaged, got

Cancer Can Be Beat!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Dr.pepper Contest
Hey guys help me out Im trying to win this contest and Im pretty far behind so Id appreciate any help I can get..Thanks.. BTW---for those who might think so I am NOT begging simply ask for the help of my friends and if this is begging to you...I dont want your help!! BamaBelle

Okay
So now im back - but i'm not staying long. I'm only staying till 10 or so...I've got to work in the morning. Gotta take a sleeping pill to sleep through this chit they're doing outside. Bah! I didnt sleep while I was gone. I ended up watching the stuff I had saved on TiVo. Much love - have a Safe & Happy 4th!!!

Shrimp And Crab Gravy
Shrimp and Crab Gravy This quick and simple dish really spotlights the briny deliciousness of the shellfish. It's just terrific served over grits. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 2 pounds shrimp * 1/2 pound bacon * 2 medium onions, chopped * 2 tablespoons butter, divided * Salt and pepper, as needed * Flour, as needed * 1 pound cooked crabmeat (or a mix of white meat and claws) * Cooked rice or grits, for serving Directions: Wash, head (if using heads-on shrimp), peel and devein the shrimp. Cut the bacon into 1-inch slices. Cook the bacon in a large skillet until brown. Drain the grease. Set the bacon aside. Add the onions and a pat of butter. Brown the onions. Set aside with the bacon. Sprinkle the shrimp with salt and pepper. Roll in flour. In the skillet, lightly brown the shrimp in a pat of butter. Add the onions and bacon. Stir. Add enough water to cover the mixture. Add the cooked crabmeat. Cov

Could Be The One
i have met a young lady that is just every thing i hoped to meet.i enjoy our talks and just thinking of how it could be makes me happy.could this be the love i need in my life and in my heart.i hope that i also make her feel like some one special cause she has brought me alot of joy.love ,happiness,and joy is what i hope to find in this person.i must say that so far things are great and i hope it just gets better as time goes on ...for all who reads this just wish me luck and pray that all works out for me...wil

Happy 4th Of July To All Firefighters/soldiers/law Enforcement/rescue Workers
YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AT WHAT YOU DO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO AND FOR KEEPING THIS GREAT NATION FREE AND SAFE YOU ALL ARE OUR BACKBONE AND WE DEPEND ON YOU ALL TO KEEP US ALL SAFE LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL FROM ME AN MY FAMILY TO YOU ALL. LOVE YOU LOTS THE COWGIRL IN PINK

Big Words
There were tons of rumors about them. They were burnouts and vegans. They had pierced their bodies in strange places and had tattoos of runes and symbols and foreign languages all over. They were Satan worshippers, witches. They performed strange occult rituals involving decapitating animals and drinking blood. There were rumors that the guys in the group had taken the girls as their wives, and that they all shared them with one another. They engaged in bondage and torture and self-mutilation. They had sex with corpses. They were all gay. If you believed everything, they were tattooed Satan-worshipping Goth Mormon homosexual S&M piercing necrophiliac drug-using vegetarians. As Simple As Snow Gregory Galloway

Save The Best For Last
Your looking for that special one Ive never left your side Everytime they've broken your heart Id hold you while you cried You'd rush back out to find a man I waited for your return They'd lie and cheat, and treat you badly I hoped one day youd learn But you kept overlooking me I was always there for you I was only a friend in your eyes And i always spoke the truth I let you cry on my shoulder tonight And I pray one day that you will see That over the years and heart ache The one who has always loved you was me

Forget And Forgive.
Baby, Forget the fights Forget tonight Forget how weak we can really be Look past he blood across my wrists The shattered glass stuck in my heart Take me now and make me strong Or break me and tear me apart I promise this is not how it’s gonna end. Not this way, not over this, We’ll go through worse so just forget it and kiss me… We’re nothing going down this way… Hold me close and don’t let me go… Never let me go… So… kiss my lips and ease my pain Let’s forget the world and its hurtful game Grab your guitar and play me a lullaby So I can fall asleep and know that your still there The song you play plays in my dreams Maybe this isn’t going to be as hard as it seems, Now play me that lullaby… So I can drift away and die. Tend to your wounds, I’ll do what I can, I apologized for tonight, This surely wasn’t my plan, I didn’t mean to get so mad, To break the lamp, the mirror and TV God and everything else I had… I didn’t mean to hurt you, I only meant to hu

Happy July 4th To All
Today is a day to celebrate America's Freedom. Today I keep thinking of ALL the soldiers past/present/future who gave their lives and/or limbs so that this country can BE free and STAY free. So to ALL who has served/are serving/will serve in any branch of the Armed Forces,,,, Happy July 4th!!! I thank you for fighting for my family, past/present/future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get More at COMMENTYOU.com KT

Contest
i just entered a contest that starts on fri the 6th , This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only so please bomb my profile and ill send the same love hope every 1 has a wonderful happy 4th

Shattered And Broken
shattered hearts and broken promises as i lay in my bed , with the blankets pulled over my face so you cant see these tears i remember all the promises you made to me i remember the day you said forever , but was it all a lie? when you saw him you forgot all about me, its like i was never there at all. i remember your cold painful words that day i answered the phone i threw down the reciever and let my tears fall to the floor and as the blood ran down my arm i remebered the day you said forever, and i let the metal slice deeper through my flesh and as i lay there dying, i muttered out my last word " forever isnt long enough"

Welcome To My World
Of insanity... I'd plea the fifth but then this wouldnt be any kind of blog huh? Just messing around here, getting the feel of things. Oh the feels, feel so good.....hehe See if I can learn how to make my little world more purdy like so many others here...lol... otherwise, im just plain ole me... Ok ...enough of this non-sense... chow for now..

Love Life Bestfriend???
I sit alone in the dark, I look at the view of the park, there you sit with my best friend, dont lie to me, dont pretend, you think i dont know you cheat and lie, well I do and i sit here and cry. Your enough to drive me round the twist, so i'll find a sharp object and slit my wrists, I dig in the knife, I'll drag it, I'm fed up, I hate my life, the blood is pouring from my veins, you drove me to this, you sent me insane. You walk in my room and kiss my lips, I send you on a guilt trip, you bent down and held me tight, this is when I saw the light, I see you cry, I no longer want to die.

A Few Words Of Caution
A few words of Caution By Paul R. Mays 07/04/07 I wanted to write about the concept of a book on a friend says hes writing about “Failures of This Administration” . I have issues on even the writing of such a book and let me explain a bit. First I think the 1st amendment is critical to a free society but with that freedom come responsibility. Let’s first take a look back at WW2 as many people have never lived through a winning of war. Let’s say that after the attack on Pearl Harbor we had a bunch of writers write about the failures of that administration, and there were many. What might be the effect on what would happen in the future? First off the writings would be used by the Japanese to show how the Imperialist Americans have a corrupt government and was bent on ruling the world. Remember that only the Allies had freedom of the press. Our enemies would take the writings of well meaning Americans and use them to ramp up propaganda on how the people must stand and supp

I Just Sat And Watched You
I just sat there and watched you as you walked on by. You didn't even look at me, you acted like I wasn't even there. After everything we shared together, never even fought. You always told me you wanted me, but I needed to trust who you were. We went almost everywhere, shared a lot of good times. And just when I wanted to make love to you, you just left and never looked back. I hate you for proving your a player. And I thank God for making me strong. I don't put out or sleep around, being with someone is only shared with one person and them alone. Was everything about you a lie? Or did you ever give a damn? Just sitting there and watching you walk on by, I just cried. But not for you, I cried out of happiness, that I will never be a notch in your belt. I will always be something on your mind...the wonder and the desire of what you never had.

Some Things Will Never Change.
The cheesy smile I had once seen on your face had gone, I realised I hadn't seen you for so long, your skin now pale, your eyes so dull, the love we once had has already failed. I lay next to you in your silk filled coffin, the rose you once held in your hand was gone, I love you so much. The full moon shone above our heads, you should be at home tucked up in bed, Theres so many things I wish I'd said. Your mum picked me up in the car, it was time to say goodbye, it was so hard, I kissed your lips one last time I knew now you would be fine. Now I feel so alone, I cant face the people at home, I dont want anyone to make a fuss, so I'll stay here and miss the bus. Look at me, my tearstained face, do I look out of place? I'll visit your grave everyday, but I wont get over you, no matter what they say.

The First Writing Assignment
Our first in-class assignment was to write about out last writing intensive course. As a fun little exercise, I am posting my entry, followed by the entry of the other members of my blog group. These are the people who arew supposed to be reading and critiquing my work. I am not correcting spelling, punctuation or grammar. All pieces, including mine, appear exactly as published. I ask an honest opinion of the quality of writing involved here. Don't tell me you liked mine the best or offer some similar sentiment to make me feel good. I want an honest assessment of these pieces of work. My entry I last took a course in writing when I was in my twenties. Now, at the age of 41, I find myself thinking back on that time with fond remembrance. The title of the course is lost to me now, but I do remember the focus was on writing creatively. This appealed to me greatly at the time, as I hoped to be able to make a living as a writer. I remember sitting in the front row, eager

Daily Horoscope, July 4
"Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking!" Fuck that, I always just start walkin. It usually gets me in trouble.

New Pics
Ok guys I have sat and uploaded a bunch of new pics... also if you have not checked them out and rated the ones I had... I would much appreciate the love. I love photo comments so have at it... All love will be returned.... :) Have fun with it! Love, Geekette

So...some About Me...
Oh God, where to start... I love pizza. I hate making it. Seriously...working at a pizza joint sucks major monkey balls. Grawr. I'm a computer nerd. I practically live online. My YIM is always on...I just might be invisible. I've got a Gaia Online account to keep up with my friends, and I play Kingdom of Loathing. Pirates will again take over the world. I'm not saying this because I think Jack Sparrow is the sexiest pirate to ever sail the seven seas, but because actual, historical pirates were amazing. I graduated from High School and was nineteenth in my class of ninety. Not bad. I plan on going to college to major in Journalism and minor in Creative Writing. I love to write. I've had three boyfriends. The last one just out of nowhere dumped me. Goody. And it scares people that I didnt melt down about it. I have more important things to worry about, really. I am very, very emotional. Like...horribly moody and everything. I got my father's temper, which is not a good

Sorrow
there a hole in my heart that you ripped a part sit here and wonder what to do should i even be with you do you even want me or are you afraid to set me free feeled with sorrow hoping this will be better tomrow sould i release this beast that no one sees that i keep in a cage this beast know as rage not sure if you want me or if your afraid to set me free dont know what to do my heart is torein in two is there someone else you want to share dont think i dont notice how you stare will someone tell me if were drifing apart or if i still have a place in your heart

To I'm Sorry..all The Guys Who Look Past The Nice Girls
*Here is something that reminds me of girls like me: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or when I'm drunk for that matter I'm sorry That my body's not slender or sexy enough (sorry im a thick chick with a ghetto booty) to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I actually love it when you open your car door for me, and pull out my chair.. I thought you would have been raised to treat me with respect I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling and watching a movie with you, instead of drinking my life away at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random chick. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when

Are Golfers Clever?
A woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She looked for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog told her, "If you release me, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get it ten times!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world. And he will be ten times richer than you." The woman sa

Alone
Sitting alone wondering why why did it all go awry I've tried my best done all I could gave the love that I should Tried to understand what's in his heart but he won't share or become my equal part So as I sit here, all alone I dry my tears and I try to push away the fears Not sure now where my life is headed but I'll be strong and try not to dread it I'll move on and do whats best for me and hope that in the future a new love will find me.

Golf’s Aches And Pains
In a previous article, I mentioned the advantages of playing golf. If I got you interested and you want to take up the game of golf, you need to know the kinds of pain that are connected with golf. Back aches, muscle aches, head aches, occasional stomach aches, blisters on the feet, blisters on the fingers—these are some of the body aches that you will experience. Body pains. After excessive swings, too much bending and twisting—these will lead to back aches and muscle aches. Make sure you do some stretching before you head out to the golf course or practice at the range. The older you get and/or the heavier you get, the more frequent the pain arises, I think. There is a golf work out that you can do. It is very helpful. You need to contact a good chiropractor or a physical therapist, just in case you feel some pain and it becomes unbearable. You also need a good supply of medicine for muscle aches in your golf bag. Headaches. Playing golf under the excessive heat of the s

I Miss My Family
Hope Everyone Had Great Fourth. Spent It All Alone Didn't Hear From My Kids Or My Ex. Here It Is Seven Months Since She Left Me And Her And The Kids Are All That's On My Mind. You Would Think That I'd Be Over Her. But Fifteen Years Was A Long Time And Whether She Know It Or Not I Loved Her With All My Heart. I Don't Know How People Move On, I'm Tryin But It's Hard. Wish I Hadn't Been Such An Idiot And Realized I Forgot To Show Her How Much I Cared. Not Sure If I'll Ever Believe In Forever Again. I've Tried To Act Like A Single Man. And Aint Happy Doing That. I've Had A Few Dates Met A Few Ladies. But I Can't Seem To Move On. I Hear She Has And That Depresses Me More Cause That Just Means My Chances Of Puttin My Family Back Together Is Slim. Sad That Everyone Starts Out Believing In Their Vows And One Or The Other Stop Believing. I Undertand That Their Are Circumstances That Deem Divorce But I Never Thought I Was In One. I Don't Know How I Could Have Been So Blind.well Anyway Time To Wi

“i Want To Fall In Love With You” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1998
“I Want To Fall in Love with You” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1998 Published 19 March 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear I want to fall in love with you I want to go . . . An eye upon the soul doth see Much to which Could never be Such as love Between a mortal And an angel (Between you and me) Worlds apart I sit within mine darkness Seeing every tear You allow to fall Feeling every twinge of pain You could not hide And loving you even more I don't think I could ever fathom (Or would try to) Our worlds together Or apart And so within this existence Of e-mails sent And phone calls heard We have existed We will survive I darest not talk Or utter a word Whilst apart we stand For our togetherness Hath the power To unite in dream What we could never see I want to fall in love with you I want to see your world I want to feel your pain To see and share your thoughts (As if they are my own) I want . . . Just to see you

Never Cheat In Golf
I’ve been playing golf for ages. Over the years, I have learned so many lessons and have given a lot of importance to things like—Discipline, Patience, Punctuality, and most of all—Honesty. Never cheat in golf. If you cheat and get caught, you will be branded as a cheater for the rest of your golfing life. Even though there are a lot of courses in the United States, the golf community becomes small when a rumor is spread around. If you get caught cheating in a tournament in San Francisco, for example, give it a few days, people in LA and the rest of the country will know about it. Is it really worth it? Would you like people to talk about you and remember you as a cheater? How does one cheat in golf? Declaring a wrong score. A player may have scored a 6 in a hole but declares a 5. It is the opponent’s responsibility (the scorer) to pay attention to the number of strokes his opponent has had thus inputting the correct score in the card. “The best wood in most amateurs' bags is t

Just Trying To Get By
Caught in a vain, Heading for the heart of pain. Memories and tears remain, And an old photograph of you and I, I know it's not much but it gets me by. Life turns another page, But I don't feel lonely, cause I'm numb from pain. Your voice on the phone don't sound the same. I try to sleep late just to pass the day, It's a waste of time, so I find a way to Hold you, In my dreams. Sometimes its all I need. Some day, you won't be so far from me But till that day, You'll be the girl of my dreams. Here's to the nights, I thought I'd never miss. Smiles that were taken for granted, And the taste, from your last kiss. That gleam in our eyes, As we tried to hold back our goodbye's Feels like I'm raining inside. But you're my blue skies, My perfect little lullaby. And when times get rough, All I have to do is try to Hold you, In my dreams. Sometimes, it's all I need. Some day, you won't be so far from me. But till that day, You'll be the girl of my d

Introduction [read First!]
I've recently started playing the RPG video game Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, in which you are basically free to do whatever you want in the game-world, to include completely ignoring the story & doing your own thing. I'm terribly curious, so my natural reaction to a sandbox as such is to see what extremes I can push the game to... often with unexpected, humorous results. As a kind of social experiment, I'll be recording my progress for you to laugh, cry and raise your eyebrow at. Regardless of whether or not you enjoy reading of my exploits, I love getting feedback. ;) ;)

Dungeon Of Delight
You start the game in an Imperial dungeon, and in that controlled environment, your style of play is analyzed and an educated guess is made at your Character Class. After: • magically lighting giant rats on fire • hoarding resellable weapons and armor from dead goblins • increasing my alchemical skillz through gorging on raw rat meat • electrocuting assassins with my 'borrowed' goblin-shaman staff • donning the dead assassin's robes because they look cool • collecting bones in hopes of learning necromancy • sneaking around when no one's present • eating goblin-cheese • pickpocketing the king's head bodyguard • hoarding all the food I could find, in case I wanted to whip something up My recommended class? -Bard-. I chose Assassin.

Sex For 60 Minutes?
Based on a survey I just took about sex, it raised an interesting question about how long you last in bed. Of course I've heard lots of complaints from girls about how brief men operate in the bedroom, but I've also heard that you can last too long in bed, too. Like if your spouse or partner starts making comments about redecorating the room or changing the wallpaper, you might be taking too long. My question is if an hour too much or is it just about right? Here were the questions. The important question is #8, in yellow. 1. Do you like to kiss and cuddle in bed? 2. Do you like a lot of foreplay? 3. Do you like to receive oral? 4. Do you like to perform oral? 5. Do you like to try more than one position? 6. Do you like to try more than 3 positions? 7. Does sex normally last for more than 10 minutes with you? 8. Does sex normally last for more than 1 hour with you? 9. Do you like to wear something sexy to bed? 10. Do you like to

Good Relationships And A Dumbass
some people are real dumbass's they have the perfect relationship and fuck it up for no damn reason.i had a homie whos girl gave him a place to stay when he got out of jail, he didnt pay rent or any kind of bill. he ate for free all his friends stayed the nite and she feed them too almost every nite then he fucks her cuzzin has baby by her and beats the girl that took care of him, and her cuzzin wasn't cute and smelled like piss all the time. now none of them want shit to do wit him and his baby momma comin after me which im scared but anyway to all u dumbass people dont fuck a relationship if its real good and u get what u want cuz thats just retarted.

Abusive Men
many men who hit they wonan do it out of fear, the fear that they may loose her, that shes tired of their lazy asses, the fear that they will never find a woman that can treat them ass good as their mother did, anyman who hits his woman rather shes wrong or right is a bitch in my book a man should never but his hand on a woman no matter what as a man your suppose to be the provider and the teacher think about that, if you got kids by your woman and your beatin her think of how your kids will be when they get older abuse and not givin a fuck, too some of yall they may read this i may sound like bitch but ill kill a man before i ever put my hands on any female in and abusive way. in a mans life the one person thats actually loyal to u is your woman as long as u treat them right.

In Silent Wonder
Every Dream That Has Been Stolen, Every Heart That Has Been Broken, Looking Up At The Sky,Only Brings Sorrow. When Raindrops Fall From Fearful Eyes, Screaming Inside,To Let This Pain And Hurt Out, But No One Can See My Pain. Hurting So Much,No One Can Help Now, A Lost Cause Some Say,Thinking About Every Fault Made. Amazingly,In Silent Wonder,I Can Look Back On What Could Have Been,But My Eyes Kno The Answer.

When We First Met
when we first met, i know i was lost when i looked into your eyes, an the first time we kissed i knew that i need you for all time, and i knew i wanted you all for myself, when i first held you in my lonely arms i felt like i was in heaven,and i knew when we first made love, i truely knew that i had died and went straight to heaven,laying there next to you i knew all of my dreams expectations had come true with you there by my side..... by lonelywhitewolf

Music.
Blood is only a price I've paid ten fold, These are the lines that make up the stories we've told. A trace of red still found on those papers, The tears we've cried serve as their erasers. A deformality left as our rememberance, Deaths along the way have arisen as the comeupance. Fragile moments, lit up, left afire, Nothing takes away the hurt felt prior. Hidden neath a tight knit ingenious fabrication, All the tolls not noticed, unreckoned devistation. Well its part way done, but I'll get to finishing it soon.

More Music.
This little box contains my everything. All the memories,and how I hope it lasts. I try too hard to keep these thoughts out. You can never seem to figure this out. One foot in front of the other, I'm moving along towards moving on. My hearts wrapped up tight, undercover. Awaken by the silence, awkward to the ears, My dreams have held true to my worst fears, The sheets so cold and empty beside me, Have I imagined you so long now, vividly? Dream of dreaming, left me leaving, A new hole in my heart, lies deceiving. Take back the words you said, Repeating over and over in my head, I shouldn't feel this way, You should've just said you'd stay. Then again what use is it to lie, We would've been distant before good bye. Days never seem to stay and the nights never pass, We're getting somewhere alright, but its no where fast, You turned right around and I'm in for the long haul, A lack of composure now found, no grace left at all. I would've been better off le

An Older Poem
Here I am stuck in the middle The pressure builds little by little No hope for better days In the past is where my heart stays Nothing I say and do changes anything A brighter future is all I wish to bring I’m too insignificant to matter Slowly I realize, my dreams shatter Why I’m here is not known Hate and disgust is all I’m shown No condolences for this waste of life I finish the story with this knife More ill procurings to be said Continuing long after I am dead However bother not over this though Never have I ever sank so low Short comings of my tapestry I slit my wrists, set me free

"long Forgotten"
Looking over my shoulder towards my past Every step further, the further my shadows cast A warmth unfelt, unseen, forever gone I shouldn't have loved, been wise, moved on A grave dug early, my tombstone in lain Lonely cold nights harsh, full of disdain Light lacking in my dismal reality In a dreary state, cruel brutality Like a shot to the head, you were no more My heart empty, alone I now walk the short A look up to the moon, no hand in mine I had the opportunities, but ignored the signs Blind to the world, to life’s happiness You sealed my fate forever with your first kiss You said you loved me more than anyone It sank in only later, tore away my shining sun Another lover in only one day Further I'm crushed, slowly drowning away. Ruined emotionally, a hole directly placed Never again would I meet love face to face You said “how can I say I love you back?" My life’s foundation starting to crack Say good bye but do it silently Like a stab in the back, an ending s

Left
I care, you don’t I know you won’t, ever feel this way I say these things, It’s a shock to my heart, and it brings.. Me that ever so familiar pain You say good night, I say good bye You leave me now, for another guy You say so much, and I know they are all lies Deep within me I’m consumed by and by You kiss my cheek, another part of me fades I walk away, finally a good decision made Every night I saw you with him, I prayed Every time I heard you whisper, it was his name Lonely nights left out in the cold, it’s all the same I know your doing this to me, and that’s even worse You said that we had a chance, we had it right at first We held hands, so in love, and we held each other together You walked with me, said I love you, what a short forever

Live Love Lose
I've lived, I've loved, most of all I've lost. Time and time again I've paid the cost. How many times can you fall to pieces? Disregarded like the paper, crumpled with creases. Distinctly vague, the flame starts to sputter. Just as your ranting turn to quiet mutters. A tightening grasp, draining, claiming me. Haunting, relentless, not letting me free. I want to forget, I want to let go. Most of all, I want you to know, I will never be the same. All of these thoughts that choke memories into flat lines. Relieve me of what I have left behind. I've got some good things, not enough to cope. I've got a new dream, a different kind of hope. My perspective will not stay the same. My hearts in the past, only one person to blame. Just as you were, just as you will be. Unfurled in time, you’re bound to see.

3 Am Inspired Thoughts
You ever lay in bed and realize something? like why you had a fight with a friend? or the stupidness of the fight, when it all comes down to it and you become to bigger person as you grow, you realize its not worth it, honestly, if a friend is a friend keep it that way, dont let little things get to you, call them or in my case write them, let them know how you feel, because its better to have more friends than none, sometimes you dont even have a reason for the quit of friendship it just kinda happens a few forgetful thoughts and there goes... out the window... sometimes you have to just stand up and make things right, i think its all a part of growing up, figuring out who you are and what you want from this thing called life, you choose what path you walk down by each decsion you make everyday, unknowing where the path might lead, step up and be the better person, climb to the top of that mountain you see in the distance so far but never felt you could master, overcome your fears, st

You Can't Always Get What You Want
So, my roommate, the guy I thought was going to go to jail? He's seriously considering killing himself. I tried talking him out of it, but he's determined. He started the conversation out with, "Do you think you and Damian could pay for this place all by yourselves?" to which I replied, "No, and if you're going to off yourself, it's a stupid idea." He misses Lisa and his kid so much, but he needs to realize that she is gone and she took their kid with her. She turned her back one hundred percent on him, and even though he feels like he's got nothing to look forward to, he can learn from the things he liked and didn't like about that relationship and use that knowledge to make it perfect. He won't listen to me, though. I told him, this is the lowest point in your life. Do you know what that means? You will get better. You WILL get better. He just shakes his head and says, no, it's easier just to think about the things I did wrong. I hate it when people come to me w

Common Myth And Misconceptions
Common Myths and Misconceptions 1. Wiccans worship Satan Satan is a Christian creation and part of Christian mythology. Those of us who do not follow Christianity, do not accept the existance of this character. We do not worship Satan, nor do we summon demonic forces to do our bidding or our laundry. But wouldn’t it be fun if we could? (hehe) 2. Wiccans engage in ritual orgies This misconception may have arisen from the practice of doing ritual in the nude – or skyclad. Not all Wiccans practice this way, and there is nothing sexual about it. 3. Wicca is only for women Wicca has attracted a great number of women because of the focus on the Goddess, which is an uncommon alternative among other mainstream religions. But Wicca is open to everyone, male or female. 4. Wicca has no rules We may not have books of commandments to bind our lives, but many Wiccans do follow one single law: An it Harm None, do what thou will. Those words have as much power as an entire book of rul

I'm That Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Pagan, Wiccan, Witch And Warlock... Is There A Difference? What's The Difference?
Is there a difference? What's the difference? Please try to remember that these are my opinions. Feel free to agree or disagree with what I say, but remember it's my website and therefore a forum for my thoughts along with any information I choose to post. I wrote this section in response to the overwhelming amount of emails I get asking if there is a difference between a Wiccan and a Pagan. So, instead of replying with the standard, and the often-confusing phrase "Wiccans are Pagan, but not all Pagans are Wiccan." I thought I would elaborate. Pagan What is a “Pagan”? Some will say "any non-Christian religion," but that would include Judaism and Islam. Some would say "any non-Christian, Judaic, or Islamic religion," but again, that would include Hinduism and Buddhism. Then they might go "any polytheistic religion," which would include Hinduism. Occassionally I have heard people say "any religion but the Big 5 - Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism." You c

Changing Faiths
Changing Faiths: Changing from one religion is easier said than done. Since Wicca is only around 50 years old it is still a religion that most people will find rather than having been raised Wiccan. A great many new Wiccans are faced with the task of leaving one set of beliefs behind while embracing a new set. Switching religions can be very difficult for some people. Many people expect this to be easy, and when it's not they start to question their new-found faith. Just because your mind may continue to linger on beliefs of your first faith, you shouldn't interpret that as some sort of sign that you have made a bad choice. It can take work and conscious effort to change one's patterns of thinking. And while it can be extremely difficult, the extent of that difficulty has no bearing on whether you are making the right decision to switch. Now, when I gave up Christianity and embraced a Pagan path I had no difficulties changing my perception of Deity from male to female

New
hello all i have some new pics just letting everyone know.. ok here we go its been a while since ive done this. here latly ive been living life having fun doing things ive wanted to do for a long time and its great. im still single cause i found out that noone wants me but thats ok. ive been meeting alot of new friends witch is great alot of cool people. i got to hang out with a friend i havent got to in a long while she is great. on the 3rd we was mudd wrestling witch was a blast. well anyways talk at you later feel free to commnet my pics if you like. love ya all good night.

The Witches' Creed
The Witches' Creed By Doreen Valiente, 1978 Witchcraft for Tomorrow This can be confused with the Wiccan Rede. The two are separate documents, although they both have similar intentions. I personally find the Creed to be much more effective and certainly more poetic. Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny’s pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air. By hidden quintessence we know them, And will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magickal ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, And the witches are seen, At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Even and old Hallowe’en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Agai

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Moving Soon
GOING TO BE MOVING SOON. NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO PACKING EVERYTHING UP AND MOVING IT TO THE NEW HO USE, HOWEVER IT IS VERY CLOSE AND THAT ALLEVIATES THE PAIN JUST ABIT. IF ANYONE LIKES TO PAINT, LET ME KNOW.

Another Idiot...
The email I got: On 7/5/2007, ********@cherrytap.com wrote: looking for some fun to be had with me and my girl, i;ll send you some pics of her if you want to see;) ---------------------------------- My response: Re: hey you.... Show header Date: Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:54:03 -0700 From: To: ********@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 2 KB I'm married you plebiean. Go get your head out of your ass, and pay the fuck attention. If the word "Misanthrope" didn't mean anything to you, you're not bright enough for me to want to socialize with you. Go back to high school and learn something. Fucking idiots. -.-'

Look Out New Artist For Eagle Dreams Promotions
The hot sexy and awesome country indies artist J.K.Coltrain is here in CT so please check him out add him , buy his music. He says he has a new cd soon to be released, look in my fan of :)

Quick Haydn Note
A piece at least somewhat related to the adagio movement of the Haydn sonata a performance of which I "stashed" today (erm, a link to which I "stashed" today, and will link to a PDF score later I think!)- is his piano variations (Andante con variazioni, written 1793) in F minor, a performance of which has been uploaded to YouTube also, by Alexander Bildau here - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dAsmRUZ2ak. (and probably others).

Who Am I?
I AM WHO I AM NOTHING MORE OR LESS..I AM A CHILD OF THE DARKNESS WITH NO WORRIES NO CARES...I WALK IN THE NIGHT AND EMBRACE EVERY SOUND..EVERY BREATH. I AM THE ONE WHO VISITS IN THE NIGHT. WHO TALKS TO YOU IN YOUR SLEEP..I AM THE FIRE YOU FEEL IN YOUR SOUL...I AM VAMP..AND I AM PROUD...LET THE DARKNESS EMBRACE YOU AND BE SET FREE..

If It Feels Like She Is Stil Here... Did She Really Ever Leave?
She’s been gone for more than 3 hours, but I can still feel her all over my body. I can feel the smooth skin on her neck still tingling against my lips and her hair on the side of my face. The smell of her sweat mixed with mine. An echo etched into my soul.It's strange to have her be but three feet from me and feel a million miles away, and then have her be so far from my sight and have everything that makes her wanted so deep inside my body. Her perfume in my lungs, the sound of her breath in my ear, and the muscles of my body still sore and tense the way only a lover can make them.Were it up to me, the world would be a smaller, more simple place. A place of small quiet nests and cafes hidden from the rest of the world by its own bustling activity. A place of tall trees and cool grass to lie in, naked and warm in the sun, caressing each others bodies into levels of pleasure to be felt only by each other and viewed only by birds.Late at night, I visit these places. She may be somewhere

Punishment And Pleasure
Last night was a wonderful night. It started not so great. i offended Mistess M the other day and was punished for it last night. On cam for Her, i had to whip myself with a belt 50 times. It was very painful, but worth it to get Her forgiveness. After, however, i received a great reward. i am allowed to cum every 7 days (if my Mistress continues to allow it). i have a set ritual i am to follow. i put on stockings (which i sleep in nightly), clothes pins on my nipples and when i am done i have to take a small taste. Last night, however, i was able to vary that. Mistress M made and amazing video, you can view it at http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2488690 It shows Her beautful feet. i played that video and worshipped her feet as i came. In order for Her to allow this, i had to eat all of the cum this time which i happily did for the pleasure of worshipping her feet. it was a great night

Damn....
Someone flagged one of my mumms last night. I don't remember what it said. Anyone have any ideas? See...this is why we need to be able to see who flags the mumms, lol...if I knew who flagged it, I could ask them why :) http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=95888

Death
Well, I got the phone call at 1:15 this morning. The phone call that I knew was coming but that did not make it any easier to accept. My mom called me to tell me that my grandmother had just died. She was diagnosed with final stage leukemia of the spine about 2 months ago. The doctors said that she had 2 weeks to 2 months left and she made it to the 2 month mark. My mom had to put her in a nursing facility that could be sure to take care of all of the medical needs that would arise so she brought her down to florida and put her in one not to far from her house. My mother went and visited her daily and took care of everything that was needed. We were told Sunday night that she had 1 to 2 weeks left. I drove over to my mothers yesterday so that I could go and see my grandmother for one last time. She had a fever and was not waking up from the pain meds but they said we probably had a few days left. We were there til about 1:30. I left my mothers house to come home at 4 and at 5:15

Trip To Georgia
Well, I am getting ready to go to Georgia momentarily. It is time for Haley's wedding. After all that I went through last night and this morning, i think i really need to see her right now to have a supportive friend. Plus this wedding will get my mind off of everything that has just happened. I am leaving now, Thursday, and will be returning Monday night. If you are in Georgia and want to get together, give me a call and we will see if we can set something up. For those of you in Florida, I will see you when I get back. As for those of you in New York, I will see you guys as soon as I can. I am trying but money is real tight right now. (Maybe you should all donate a little bit of money to Dominic so he can fly me up...LOL). Anyways, I will talk to you all later and will hopefully see some of you soon.

July 5th, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 5,2007 Let yourself be vulnerable. Your loved ones are pretty sharp (and considerate). They're highly unlikely to mistake your soft side for weakness. The best way to get what you want is to be honest about why you need it.

"the Way I Are" - Timbaland
"The Way I Are" (feat. Keri Hilson, D.O.E.) [Verse 1: Timbaland] I ain't got no money I ain't got no car to take you on a date I can't even buy you flowers But together we'll be the perfect soulmates Talk to me girl [Bridge: Keri Hilson] Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free We can work without the perks just you and me Thug it out 'til we get it right [Chorus: Keri Hilson & (Timbaland)] Baby if you strip, you can get a tip 'Cause I like you just the way you are (I'm about to strip and I want it quick Can you handle me the way you are?) I don't need the cheese or the car keys Boy I like you just the way you are Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip 'Cause I like, I like, I like [Verse 2: Timbaland] I ain't got no Visa I ain't got no Red American Express We can't go nowhere exotic It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that love you best Talk to me girl [Bridge 2: Keri Hilson]

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Gotta Love The Irish
You Got To Love the Irish! A concert in Ireland At a U2 concert in Ireland , Bono (the lead singer) asks the audience for some quiet. Then he starts to slowly clap his hands. Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone . . . "I want you to think about something. Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies." A voice from the front of the audience yells out . . . "Then stop clapping, ya asshole!"

Heather
Someday I will be somebody, maybe in the near future. Someday I will make things right, for you and for me. Thinking how can I change being so old, maybe i cant change for the better. I can make you happy, if you will only let me. I am the one I need to make happy, you are not the one. So right now I cant be compared, to those who surround you. Because the richest man in the world, couldn`t even make you happy. So get out of my life, you heartless, careless woman. Someday i will be happy, but right now i just want to die. Someday you will be happy, just keep reaching for the sky.

Barbecued Jerk Chicken With Tropical Salsa
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 25 Minutes Total Time: 25 Minutes What you need: 1 (16 ounce) package boneless skinless chicken breast halves 1/2 cup Market Pantry™ Caribbean jerk marinade 1 cup refrigerated mango peach salsa 2 tablespoons cilantro, chopped 1/2 small banana, diced What you do: 1 Combine chicken and marinade; cover. Refrigerate until ready to grill. 2 Heat grill. 3 In a medium bowl combine salsa, cilantro and banana. Refrigerate until serving time. 4 When ready to grill, place the chicken over medium heat; cover. Cook for 15 to 20 minutes, turning once, until chicken is no longer pink. Brush frequently with marinade during the first 10 minutes of cooking. Serve with salsa. Submitted by: SuperTarget Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 219 (6% from fat) | Protein 26.3g | Fat 1.5g (sat 0.4g) | Carbohydrate 19.5g | Fiber 0.3g | Cholesterol 66mg | Sodium 1148mg

Beef Tenderloin With Black Olive Roasted Red Pepper Butter
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 4 tablespoons Market Pantry Butter™, softened 2 tablespoons Tassos(tm) Black Olive Bruschetta Topping 4 tablespoons diced roasted red peppers 4 (6 ounce) pieces Sutton & Dodge(tm) Filet Mignon Archer Farms(tm) Steak Seasoning black pepper What you do: 1 Preheat broiler or grill. 2 Combine butter, black olive bruschetta topping and peppers in a small bowl and mash together with a fork to combine well. Season to taste with black pepper. 3 Brush steaks with a little olive oil and season liberally on both sides with Archer Farms steak seasoning. 4 Grill or broil steaks to desired doneness. 5 While steaks are still hot, top each steak with a dollop of prepared butter and serve as it melts over the steak.

A Friend Of Mine Was Killed In A Hit In Run
I Think This Is A Needless Accident,I Want To Know What The Hell The Police Were Doing? If Anyone In The Jacksonville Area Has Any Info Please Call The Jacksonville P.D. Thank You. JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- Jacksonville authorities are searching for a hit-and-run driver after finding a man dead in the middle of Beach Boulevard early Sunday morning. The incident took place at about 3 a.m., and 21-year-old Tyler Beggs was found in the westbound lanes of Beach Boulevard near Desalvo Road. According to authorities, Beggs had been lying in the road before he was struck. Rescue personnel responded to the scene and pronounced Beggs dead. After losing his youngest son, Beggs' father, Michael Beggs, is on a quest for answers. "Because of the circumstances, I don’t know if it could have been avoided but at the same time we want to know what happened," Beggs said. "He was definitely hit by a car on Beach Boulevard and died instantly, they said, of massive upper body injuries." T

Constant Headaches
WELL EVERYONE THIS IS BECOMING A EVERY DAY EVENT ANYMORE. (HEADACHES) EVERY SINGLE DAY I HAVE A HEADACHE & EVERY DAY THEY SEEM TO BE GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TO THE POINT THAT I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH & ITS HARD FOR ME TO SIT UP. I JUST FEEL LIKE STAYING IN BED ALL DAY LONG,BUT OF COURSE SINCE I HAVE A 3 YR OLD CHILD I CANT DO THAT. I HAVE GONE TO THE DOCTORS ABOUT THE CONSTANT HEADACHES SEVERAL TIMES & THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THE SAME THING. WE CANT FIND ANYTHING WRONG. SO NOW I JUST DEAL WITH IT. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO ABOUT IT. TYLENOL DOES NOT WORK ANYMORE....ALEIVE WORKED FOR AWHILE,BUT THAT DOESNT WORK ANYMORE EITHER AND BEING THAT I CANT TAKE ANYTHING WITH ASPRIN IN IT I'M PRETTY LIMITED TO WHAT I CAN TAKE. WELL I GUESS I'M GONNA GO TRY TO LAY ON THE COUCH FOR AWHILE SINCE MY DAUGHTER IS LAYING DOWN WATCHING CARTOONS. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY! ERIKA

Respect Pt. 2
Do u hate when a mothafucka come to ur page and don't say shit to u or start sum shit like: rating ur pics , blogs, profies, etc. wit sum low score. I really hate dat shit. So questing: Should u fight back and tell dat motheafucka u better respect me or just sit there and cry like a lil kid?

Drive
Artist: Incubus Album: Make Yourself Title: Drive Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh It's driven me before, it seems to be the way That everyone else get around Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there Would you choose water over wine Hold the wheel and drive Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be ther

Learning
You Always look Good, even on the days that u are worn out, You always makes me laugh, even you are feeling low, You drink coffee off my cup, even thou you hate coffee, I hated pickles, And you promise u will never eat them, I hate the loud music you played, and you stop listening to them when i am around, I like calling you fat although you are not fat That pisses you off, But you never got mad at me, Maybe this is how love is about, Sacrifices and Compromises Learning how to give and take Learning how to make another person smile Learning how to love again learning how to accept someone in your life.

Replacement For Lcd Displays?
New generation of lighter displays to take on LCDs Reuters Published on ZDNet News: July 5, 2007, 8:37 AM PT + 0 0 votes Worthwhile? ZDNet Tags: Monitors and displays, Sony A new generation of super-thin, power-sipping displays is making its way to the market, stretching battery lives to new limits and perhaps one day posing a challenge to heavier, energy-gobbling LCDs. New screens that glow on their own are taking on their clunkier liquid crystal display rivals--which require powerful backlighting--by producing sharper video images for smart phones, game consoles and portable media players. But industry watchers say it will be years before a clear winner--if any--emerges with the clout to outdo LCDs. Organic light-emitting diode (OLED) and bi-stable technologies are the most likely challengers to LCDs. An OLED screen uses as much as 40 percent less power than a comparable LCD and could be twice as thin because it does not need backlighting. These tech

Independence Day
Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! A day we can look upon as freedom. The freedom to speak our minds and express our spirit. A day where we reflect on the founders of this country. The trials they have endured and the hardships they overcame. We celebrate this day in honor of our soldiers who have fought, do fight and will fight for our freedoms. By remembering the past, we are able to understand the present. With the understanding of the present, we will succeed in the future. We celebrate with fireworks to show the beauty and color that life has to offer. The ever changing world in all it's awe. Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! May God Bless America!!Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Lasers Boost Disk Drives
Lasers Give Disk Drives a Huge Boost Researchers user lasers to increase disk write speeds by one hundred times over current drives. Chris Mellor, Techworld Thursday, July 05, 2007 8:00 AM PDT Recommend this story?Yes 0 VotesNo 0 VotesPlease Wait... Researchers have demonstrated disk write speeds one hundred times faster than current hard drives. The method uses a laser to heat the recording surface and alter its magnetic field. There is no equivalent read speed increase though. According to a report in Science Now, Dutch scientists at Radboud University Nijmegen used a laser to send flashes of polarized light to a 5-micron-wide spot on a disk surface which was heated. The sheer angular momentum of the photons hitting the recording surface was then able to flip the magnetic field if the light was polarized one way, but left it unaltered if polarized in the other direction. A traditional magnetic field reader was then able to detect binary ones or zeroes accordingly. Th

Rip Brenda Harris
this had been hard week for me. my best friends mom died. i called her mom. its was very fast shw was olny in the hosp for 2 week. i would have never thought at the 1st of this yr. that we would have to say goodbye to her. i going to miss her so much .

Glad To Be Back...
This week has been crazy.. As you know my Dad had surgery on Monday.. Everything went ok, but once the doctor got in there my dads knee cap had shifted so they had to move it back. He is doing ok just in alot of pain. I have been really busy this week doing this and that. I am glad to be back and to the ones who left me comments while I was gone.... Thank you... Oh yeah another update on my cousin he is now out of the hospital and doing ok. He had a short term memory loss but is doing better now. I'm just thankful that he is still alive...

We Was Just Leaving The Movies
we was just leaving the movies when you said that you wanted something to eat. so i went ahead and drove to the waffle house so we can grab something to eat before we went home. after we got done eating i decided taht i wanted to go to the park. it was late, like around 1130 or 12 but i didnt care. you know that i just love being around you and making you smile. so while i was pulling up in the park i was steadly undressing you with my eyes. i could see the print of your nipples poking out through your shirt, and the print of your pussy bulging through your shorts. at the same time you was also undressing me with your eyes. you saw that my dick was starting to get hard and you just let out a lil smile. i got out of the truck and came to your side so i could open the door for you. i watched as your right leg came out first and then your left leg made the sight look even more beautiful. as we began to walk toward s the benches, i wrapped my arms around you and sta

I Need Your Help Please...
I WOULD BE MORE THAN GRATEFUL IF YOU COULD DO THIS FOR ME!!....I came in at 2nd place in the June round so this time I let make me come in 1st!!!:-) This will only take a few mins of your time if that! please help me become Miss July in the Calendar contest. I will get 5 points for every person I get to join using my recruiter ID# 457!! just sign up and upload 2 pics of your self and your done and don't even need to use it if you don't want to. it really means alot to me if you could take the time to help me out. thank you very much and have a great day ;)!! make sure you use my recruiter id#457 when you join otherwise I won't get the 5 points:( click here to join Tri-state Hotties

Thoughts From A Friend Of Mine...
I don't know if I feel as strongly as this person does, but I love the way he writes and I like what he has to say about the topic at hand. You know. I am all about independence and freedom as most of you know. This was a pretty good holiday for me. We just had a baby, it was my last paid holiday for work and we were with good people. But thinking further about what we are celebrating is a bit disturbing to me. We light small explosions to celebrate a war that happened to free mankind of a brutal and unfair government. While at the same time we have a government that is oppressive and obtrusive. Our phone lines are tapped without due process. Children are taken away from parents who deserve to keep them and left with parents who shouldn't have a pet. Every day the abuse of power by our corrupt and illegitimate system grows. There are camps being made to house people when they do just kick it into gear and set up a quarantine for an outbreak of a disease or plague that they created.

The Serenity Of Despair
Meandering the darkness, comatose to the truth, this is the apex of loss, entombed in a memory of you, Corrosive lament, capturing my attention, the outcast of fools, the height of discention, is this what I searched for, the truth in the absence, the apparition of joy, the cold touch of your presence, This miasma of perplexion, the labrynth of control, without the abuse of your gaze, I can never be whole....

Controll
i am so lost and just do not understand why some peopele have to be in controll of every thing and every one around them..at what point in ur life do you break away and live ur life the way you want to live it??at what point do you stop letting another person controll ur happiness??at what point do you steo up and just say enough is enough and if this continues i will have to let you go???others can only controll you if you give them the ability to do so....think about that and ask ur self how long are you willing to live in fear and miss out on happiness because of some one elses problems....wil

Special Time
SPECIAL TIME by Kathleene S. Baker Admittedly, I pitched a bit of a fit when my dad informed me he was driving down to Texas from Kansas! He'd not made the journey by himself for two years. But, with his new knee and a few minor health problems under control, he was back in charge at the age of 88 and darned proud of his independence. "Dad, I'll just have a pow-wow with Jerry and Marland and see what they think about you driving. I'll let you know what we decide." "Well, you guys just pow-wow on! I'll call when I know what day I'm coming." That was it. Period! End of conversation. He hung up the phone. My husband, Jerry, and older brother, Marland, didn't like the idea much more than I did, but what do you do? Our pow-wow was a pitiful failure. Dad's driver's license had just been renewed, and he had a brand new reliable car. Short of hog-tying him, there was nothing to do but wait, wonder, and pray. We lost and Dad w

Leaving
I was not aware that this was a dating site and I don't want to be looked down upon for wanting to be faithful to my husband. In that case, I am going to just get rid of cherry tap. I don't need any drama. 8-) I do have mspace and that seems to be drama free for me 8-) So if you want my myspace page just let me know! I wish everyone a long lifetime of happiness

Our Little Lyndsay
A new friend asked how my Daughter passed and was understandably wondering if it's OK to ask: Yes, it's OK. Our little Lyndsay was diagnosed with a brain tumor prior to her 3rd birthday. It was a Primitive neurological endocrine tumor, sub-class modulo blastoma. We had emergency brain surgery 2 days following diagnosis and then radiation for 5 days, then 3 types of chemo run simultaneously for 8 months. She was doing really well for a few month and relapsed on Christmas day, '05. We found that she has 'multi chemo resistant tumor cells that had grown tumors in the original spot (brain stem) and many more tumors. She passed on Mother's day '06, shortly before her 5th birthday. I don't know how the fuck it is that a child gets cancer. Our surviving daughter, Susan, is in her second year of university and is the light of our lives. Each time we lose a loved one, it's different. There are good days and bad. I'm just thankful that we were able to have her in our lives a

The Next Time...
The next time I stand so close to you I want to explore you with my tongue. I want to feel the outline of your lips, taste the saltiness of your neck. I want to feel you growing, pushing subtly against me. I want to run my fingers lightly through your hair, around your neck, and across your chest, gently squeezing your hard nipples after I have circled them slowly. I want to run my tongue down the length of your torso, gently nibbling along your hips. Then I want to draw your erect nipples into my mouth and caress them with my tongue. By now I can feel the tingling, throbbing sensation growing between my legs and when I close my eyes, I can feel the warmth of your sex against my face. Stepping back you lead me to my bedroom and close the door as I sit on the bed. I am wearing only my silky button up shirt and cotton panties as you lean over and kiss me, drawing me to you and causing chills up and down my spine. I lean back and I can feel your body so close to mine, my nipples har

Love James Gang
Sleep all day, out all night I know where you're goin' I don't think that's actin' right You don't think it's showin' Jumpin' up, fallin' down Don't misunderstand me You don't think that I know your plan What you try'n'-a hand me? Out all night, sleep all day I know what you're doin' If you're gonna act that way I think there's trouble brewin'

Nothing Compares To You
Cant explain the feelings inside, and I just cant seem to hide. The way you make me feel, because my heart is what you steal. Your laugh just makes me want you more, your smile has me down on the floor. Your eyes just light up the room, all I want is to be your groom. Nothing compares to, the way you make me feel. Nothing compares to, the brightness in your eyes. Nothing compares to, the love you give. Nothing compares to, the sweetness of your touch. Nothing compares to, anything that you do at all. Nothing compares to YOU!!

She Sings Across The Sea(for Patty A.k.a Moomoo)
Her beauty sings to me from across the sea. I wonder what her thoughts are,what she feels,what she sees. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. Her image comes to me through to skys in the air. Is she really different from me,do I even care. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. How can someone so wonderful be so far away. To hold her hand in mine,may I live to see that day. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. To walk with her,to be with her where she lives. No matter what the cost,I will give what I have to give. I long to hear her voice,because she sings to me from across the sea.

The Darkside..
The Dark Side, I visit there when I am down, it's not your average tourist town The bell hops, they'll save a table for you, one with with a cold and dark view It's very hot there and the service sucks but, sometimes the screaming is hard to bare This is where I take all the darkness and set it free, they also serve my favorite tea It is not a pleasant place and the only tourist, are others like me, dark and twisted You won't find skiing, or any of that, you'll see pain though, people not looking back I visit the darkside for cleansing, I leave my rage there for a fee, I sit and I drink my tea No you won't find any cute t-shirts to bring your friends, only darkness at the end The Dark Side, I visit often, I leave what I don't want others to see Oh, did I mention, they serve my favorite tea

Who Am I?
Who I am is not where I've been Who I am is not what I've been through Who I am is not the people I know Who I am is not the mistakes I've made Who I am is not the way I look Who I am is not who I've loved Who I am is not any of these things alone Who I am is all of these things twisted into me

July!
Make Me Miss July! I'm on the bottom of the first page.;o( I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Depression Kit
Smoky quartz is a grounding and stabilizing stone. It brings calm and centering, lifts depression, enhances practicality, and generally removes negative energies, bringing happiness. Smoky quartz is also a good luck stone. It can also assist in tapping subconscious wisdom. Smoky quartz is a protective stone, particularly for physical protection, protection from negativity, and psychic protection. Physically, smoky quartz is helpful for kidneys, abdomen, pancreas, reproductive organs, menstrual cramps, fertility issues, water retention. Smoky quartz is associated with the root chakra. Rose quartz is a stone of unconditional love. It opens the heart chakra to all forms of love: self-love, family love, platonic love, and romantic love. Rose quartz has excellent protection energies during pregnancy and childbirth. The elevated energy of quartz gives rose quartz a property of enhancing love in virtually any situation. It also brings gentleness, forgiveness, and tolerance. Rose quartz i

Tranqulity-radio Lounge
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Chillin' In Vegas!
Well, we got in Vegas sometime around 5pm on the 3rd...and things have been pretty good thus far...we have had a few things go wrong, like the Durango over heating really bad and shit...but its all good...we are getting it fixed and we have us a rental car right now...YAY US!...so everything is good now...lol...I have been whistled at a few times and everything here...its kinda funny...that no matter where I go men still seem to react to me the same damn way...YAY ME!...lol...my SunShyne and I are having a ball fucking with The Father...its just GREAT!...lol...we are lovin' it!...lol...he dont seem to be minding to much either...he just keeps pickin' right back...well, Im not sure what we are gonna be doing today but tis gonna be nice to get the hell out of this room for awhile...lol...the only issue is that I miss my Wolfy...he is all the way back home working...and I hate it for him...but its ok...distance makes the heart grow founder...I guess we will just have to wait and see how t

Friday July 13th
WELL IM GOING IN NEXT FRIDAY FOR MY SURGERY WISH ME LUCK SINCE ILL NEED IT SEEING AS IM GOING UNDER THE KNIFE ON FRIDAY THE 13TH IF YOU WANT TO SEND ME ANYTHING LIKE GET WELL CARDS OR ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE SEND IT TO MY PO BOX AT D GONZALES P.O. BOX 1533 GLENDALE,AZ 85311 FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME ILL BE AT ST. JOESPH HOSPITAL

All About Me
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

Woot!!!!! I'm Getting Married
YES you read it right, im engaged and me and chris are gettin married, and i want you all there, its not for a while but it is gonna be happening, keep your eyes peeled for more info, He asked me this morning to take his hand in marriage and be his wife, and of course i said yes, hes my world and i wouldnt be without him, Baby Skye-logan will be old enough to take part in the wedding, but it wont be a traditional church wedding, oh no lol, its a Pagan wedding, a handfasting, even though its not a recognised marriage here in the U.K we are gonna do it all legally after the ceremony in the registery office, I would like to see you all there, and meet my friends from the otherside of the river in america as they will be commin to the wedding too, so all my friends will united toogether for our special day, ive waited so long for. If you guys do come to it, it will make me the happiest person alive and make my dreams come true. hehe more info comming soon. Take Care Raven

Do You Want To Live Forever? I Can Make It Happen ....vvv-vvv
Do you want to live forever? She stands behind me, I feel her body pressed up against mine, feeling her breath on my neck. I hear her voice whisper in my ear. "Do you want to live for forever, my love? I turn around to face her, I look her in the eyes, oh her eyes, so brilliantly green, I answer, "Yes". She tells me, "Never will your life be the same, you will live in the darkness of the night, you will love me forever, I will be your Mate, you will be my love, this shall be the your fate. She asked me again, "Do you still wish to live forever? I answer her, looking into her eyes;" Yes." Her arms holding me, strong, but gently, I feel her lips gently kissing my neck, oh god, I feel the chills running down my spine, I throw my head back to let her enjoy more of my skin, my neck, my chest, giving my body to her. Her kisses gently moving down my body, oh I want her. She moves back up to my neck, her tongue dancing on my skin, I feel the coolness of her breath, she whispers in my e

A Modern Scottish Hero!
'Twas doon by the inch o' Abbots Oor Johnny walked one day When he saw a sicht that troubled him Far more that he could say A fanatic muslim bast@rd Wiz doin what he'd planned And intae Glesca's departure hall A Cherokee he'd rammed. A big Glaswegian polis Came forward tae assist He thocht "a wumman driver" Or at least someone half-pissed But to his shock nae drunken Jock Emerged to grasp his hand But a flamin Arab loony Frae Al Qaeda's band The mad Islamist nut-case Had set hissel' on fire And swung oot at the polis GBH his clear desire Now that's no richt wur Johnny cried And sallied tae the fray A left hook and a heid butt Required tae save the day. Now listen up Bin Laden Yir sort's nae wanted here For imported English radicals Us Scoatsman huv nae fear Oor hame grown Glesca Asians Will have nae bluidy truck So tak yer worldwide jihad An get yersel tae F***

Think About This
"Whisper" Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus x3] Servatis a pereculum. Servatis a maleficum

Downrates...
I know they shouldn't upset me or offend me...but they make me sad. Most of the time it's from other women who just want to downrate...and that makes me sad. The rate system isnt really a rate system...it's more about getting and giving points. So when people downrate...its kind of a sign that the person is really pathetic. *sigh* C'est la vie...

Me?
What color is your soul painted?RedYour soul is painted the color red, which embodies the characteristics of love, strength, physical energy, sex, passion, courage, protection, excitement, speed, leadership, power, danger, and respect. Red is the color of the element Fire, and is associated with blood, life and death, birth, volcanoes, and intense emotions.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

Hope
Hope can be as large as the universe itself and very powerful as well. When we have hope, we believe that what we are hoping for is truly possible. In turn, when we believe, we can experience and achieve just about anything we set out to do. Hope helps to smooth the bumpy road and to help us see beyond the obstacles or crisis. The key is to have hope at all times regardless of the current circumstances we may be in. With hope, the entire universe literally opens up to us.

It,s As Easy As Breathing....
www.hostdrjack.com CLUB RULES AND REGULATIONS IT,S SIMPLE........... PLEASE GIVE THE RESPECT THAT YOU EXPECT. OUR GOAL IS TO HELP OUR MEMBERS. WE WILL REMAIN A STRESS FREE AND DRAMA FREE CLUB. NEVER TAKE ANYONE OR ANYTHING FOR GRANTED IF YOU DON,T KNOW...ASK. SIMPLE IT,S LIKE A GOOD BOOK I READ ONE TIME SAYS DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU... AS WE WILL BE CHANGING ALOT OF THINGS AS WE GO ALONG PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME ANY QUESTIONS OR SUGGESTIONS IN A MESSAGE AND I WANT TO KNOW YOUR IDEAS HEY I AM NEW AT THIS TOO... BE SURE TO WELCOME ALL OUR MEMBERS WITH RATINGS AND COMMENTS, I,M SURE THERE IS SOME THAT YOU DON,T KNOW. WELCOME ALL NEW MEMBERS THE SAME WAY AND BE SURE TO CHECK FOR UPDATES FOR AGENDA AND INFORMATION IN MY BLOGS ON A DAILY BASIS THAT,S IT! MORE INFO FORTHCOMING... HAVE A BLESSED DAY

My Life Really Sucks
i have one day to come up with 200 dollars to keep my husband out of jail. he got a ticket for no insurance and the judge said that if he didn't have his license changed from oregon to texas by tomorrow then he'll go to jail. and of course when it rains it pours cause i checked my bank account to see how much money we had cause i also need to get my son some formula we're over drawn by to much money. i know most people on here will tell me that i need to manage my money more better and if i didn't have some many bills going out and so many different needs i'd be able to. i was stupid and told a credit card company to go ahead and give me a credit card even though i didn't have a jobe. then my daughter got sick and needed medicine so i ended up using it on stuff we needed so there it is my bad credit and needing stuff i'm not asking for money i'm just venting cause this is the only way i can. and people are wondering how i get on the internet with needing stuff its cause my mother in la

So Tired.....
Please let me start off by saying this... I am not one of these kinds of ladies that goes around hating ...nor am I judging other people....yeah I may talk about ya and laugh a little...but I sure am talkin about myself at the same time.... So that being said..... WHy in the world do people pretend to be something they are not! I am so sick and tired of dissapointment in my life steming from assholes that are not true to who they are or what they say! I have done a whole lot of shit in my life and not all has been positive by any means But please God I feel like I have payed my debt and things have come full circle! I guess I should be loooking at myself and the people that I am choising to be around.... I thought I had a high standard to hold people to...but apparently its not as high as it needs to be! And just as In my last blog I spoke about this might just be about you..... well it sure the fuck is.... so all of you assholes can get off your high horses and check yourselv

Hmmm
Well after speaking to my mom, I can stay out there. Thats not a problem. The only thing is, her internet connection is dial up so that will blow for me. I wont be able to work where I am currently, but can possibly find another job. My boyfriend, as wonderful as he is told me that I do not deserve to be treated like my sister is treating me, and if it came down to it he would pay my complete way back to Germany. I didnt want that at all, but once again just goes to show that I have an angel!

Coming Home With Mommy Today!
Yes, little Jeffrey gets to go home with Mommy today after being circumcised wust like his Daddy! Last night before I had to leave the hospital the nurse commented that he actually smiled when I kissed him goodnight -- that is just the thing to warm a proud parent's heart, isn't it? Today's my first day back at work since the beginning of July, so after work I get to pick Martha and Jeffrey (and Sarah, the new big sister) up at her parents' house and we go home. For the next six weeks, Martha doesn't drive --she really hates that -- and doesn't get to lift anything heavier than close-to-eight-pound Jeffrey. No climbing stairs either, but I do the lion's share of that with Sarah anyway! Thank you for all your welcome messages and gifts! We thank you from the bottom of our hearts. David

6 Canadian Soldiers Killed :(
Afghan roadside bomb kills six Canadian soldiers Wed Jul 4, 3:36 PM ET KABUL (Reuters) - Six Canadian soldiers were killed in southern Afghanistan on Wednesday when their armored vehicle hit a roadside bomb, the Canadian government said, in what was the deadliest attack on NATO forces this month in the country. The Taliban claimed responsibility for the attack, the deadliest since April, when six Canadian soldiers were killed in a similar incident. It brings the total number of foreign troops killed in action in Afghanistan to more than 70 this year. Afghanistan is going through one of its bloodiest phases of violence since U.S.-led troops overthrew the Taliban's radical Islamic government in 2001. The Taliban are strongest in southern Afghanistan. Ottawa said the six men and a local Afghan interpreter died when their armored vehicle hit the device in the Panjwai district about 20 km (13 miles) southwest of the southern city of Kandahar, which is home to Canada's 2

Cherrytap
Hey Everyone! I want to let All my friends and even people I dont know that I have alot of skins for CT that I have created so check them out and feel free to rip some..I can also make you one if you ask nicely :) I also want to thank all my friends and fans for being so awesome..I appreciate all the rates and luv that you leave me. I am not on as much as I was because this is my busy time for work...I live in a resort place so in the summer all the tourists come here and want my massages so I do about 5 a day and am usually pretty beat afterwards so dont think I forget about any of you..just really busy right now. If there are any on my friends list that I have not rated yet or need some rates let me know by leaving me a message and I will get to you! Luv Simmer

Friend In Need
Hey guys & gals; a very sweet friend of mine had his account hacked into. He was a VIC & a high level cherry. Sadly starting back a level one sucks so go show him some cherry love. Spank him with rates & fan him too if ya don't mind. badactor@ CherryTAP XOXO~Lizzy

Manners
I consider my page my house. I, as should you expect when you come to my house you act respectful. When I go to your house I should respect you. I don't come to your house and piss on your couch. I don't understand why people come to a page and downrate people.If you don't like me don't come to my page. If you don't like a pic don't rate it. Grow up dumbass. If you gotta hate someone, hate yourself. You need Jesus.

A Litl Humor
YOU ARE FROM OKLAHOMA IF.... 1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, and Chickasha. > > 2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are > sissies. > > 3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. > > 4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. > > 5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. > > 6. You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. > > 7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. > > 8. You hear people say "ya'll"instead of you guys. > > 9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. > > 10. You measure distance in minutes. > > 11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." > > 12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in an airplane crash. > > 13. Little smokies are something you

Bad Day At Work
Ive really had day at work. My boss yelled at me and had no right too. I may have a disability and may not be perfect. This have been going on for awhile. I do not like my boss nor get along with him, because he is rude and very strict. I seriously hate it very much. I just get frustrated because with our job we do labeling and numbers and such, I may not know much and am not PERFECT! I do have disability so what, but he has to understand where I stand and no right from wrong, but he doesn't need to yell at me and my friend and such when we do something all the time you know..what should I do? PLEASE HELP! LOVE YOU ALL!

Just Have To Ask
Why oh why do the same people continue to come lurk around my page .... seem to do nothing ~ Oh goodness I dont wanna know what they are doing ...Ewwwww and continue to send me a friend request that I have rejected time and time again ! Do they think I will change my mind ? Nope, Notta Does this happen to you to ? Please help me here .. I am again never ceased to be amazed by stupidty Ho Hummmm

The Last Day
Well Folks..Its Time To Call It Quits Here On The Tap...Had A Great Time With All Of You...There Were A Few Exceptions And You Know Who You Are...Remember, Kharma Can Be A Bitch...I'd Like To Thank One Special Person For Helping Me Find My Old Self Once Again....She Knows Who She Is....A Godsend..An Angel..Words Won't Do Her Justice.... Had A Blast People....Always Remember "It's 420 Somewhere" Have A Good One Folks EK

Goodnight
I watch you sleep in our bed I lay a soft kiss on your head I lie listening to you breath And think of how this came to be How did I get a girl perfect like you One who loves me through and through i hear you sleep and release a sigh I dont want this moment to pass me by I promise i will never walk away As long as you love me here I will stay I swear that I will never let go Beacause your the only one i need to hold I say goodnight and kiss your cheek How do you make me so strong yet make me weak Your my lover and my best friend And i pray to god this will never end

Regret
New Order Regret "Maybe I've forgotten the name and the address Of everyone I've ever known It's nothing I regret Save it for another day It's the school exam and the kids have run away I would like a place I could call my own Have a conversation on the telephone Wake up every day that would be a start I would not complain of my wounded heart I was upset you see Almost all the time You used to be a stranger Now you are mine I wouldn't even trust you I've not got much to give We're dealing in the limits And we don't know who with You may think that I'm out of hand That I'm naive, I'll understand On this occasion, it's not true Look at me, I'm not you I would like a place I could call my own Have a conversation on the telephone Wake up every day that would be a start I would not complain of my wounded heart I was a short fuse Burning all the time You were a complete stranger Now you are mine I would like a place I could call my own Have a con

I Haven't Been On Here Much
If you are rating me and fanning or whatnot please have patience I am trying to get to everyone!. I have been ill lately and just haven't been around as much and that makes it hard to keep up! Thanks xoxo

People That Dont Wanna Read A Profile Befor Talking You Us!!!!
Ok heres the lowdown on wut ive been trying to say .first of all right behind our ct names is usually a small little note describing our name well if i say im a dammm lesbian dont keep trying to talk to me asking nasty questions.if i say im only wanting to add gurls to my friend list then dont ask why and dont get me to change my mind.....im not ok their are too many perves in the world we live in for me to have to repeat my self...OK.....THANKS

Best Friends
When I cry you help me out When I'm happy you hear me shout When I grin you know I'm really mad because you are my best friend You can tell when I'm sad You're there in thick and thin You're my best friend You hear me out when I want to talk You help me out when I get mad You are the bestest friend I've ever had So hear me out when I say You're the light in my day You are the moon in my night You shine very bright You are the bestest friend I have and I miss you

Alice In Wonderland!!
This makes no sense, but it so my favourite ever horoscope = D "Sometimes you feel like Alice at the tea party, but other times you identify with the Mad Hatter. Hey, go with it. Even a balanced and graceful sign like yours feels off-kilter every now and then." Though not too sure how i would look dressed as alice, the Mad Hatter rocks though! (Do i get to be a bit Cheshire Cat tho?)