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One Question
Have you ever wanted to ask someone no matter how personal, and have that question answered? Heres a little game - repost this blog, and see if your friends ask you one question (it has to be via pm only) In return you must ask them one question, and they have to answer.

July 7th
a thought for today...hmmmm....well today i had many thoughts...one of which was just how lucky i am to have the friends i do...a lot of people say oh i have a LOT friends but do they really??? i would say this...take a close look at the people around you and ask yourself this...are these people here because of what i have, or can do for them, or because they truely know who i am and want to be here because of the kind of person i am...i recently had a person who i thought to be a very close friend turn on me because i did not agree with her, and she went off the deep end...i tell you all now, i am glad that she showed her true colors before i went and did something really REALLY stupid like have her around my baby...anyways...i will have more as time goes on

Really Me...
BLAH! WHY must everything be so complicated.. somedays I consider myself so simple, and then there are times.. when I look back on a day like today and think.. "WTH??" How much more OFF could I be??" I probably won't make any sense to anyone who reads this, but that's ok... I'm writing it more for me than anything... I was reading over a few things, and came across this... my friend Angie wrote it to someone about me... and damnit, she has me pegged.. right on target... sensitive..sweet..what you see is what you get..no hidden agenda intelligent..family woman..strong christian bubbily.. follows her heart can be your lover and your best friend at the same time needs a guy who..loves her enough to let her get away with things but also keeps her in enough check.. doesnt have time to play games..and is a package deal children are number one and always will be but a good man will understand that and accept it I was asked some things today.. by someone I'm seriously interested in...

Poetry
mindless floating vivid delusions irrational thinking why even bother? i hurt the ones i love lying to them… lying to myself… denial running thick lies to cover up half-truths it’s enough to make you sick yet do you even care? all that matters is that euphoric sensation one that comes from you hearing your voice… being in your arms… a sense of security i get nowhere else it lasts but a mere moment yet feels like an eternity an eternity when nothing else matters escaping reality… but only for a time then the moment ends… the pain returns… withdrawal begins… jitteriness sets in… and all i can do is crave… want… need… you…

To Let You All Know
I am not always on CT when it says I am. There are times I am on and then I go to a different site like my e-mails or myspace....and I come back here. Other times I go offline and even turn off my computer and I been told it shows me as still on here. Sorry I have no control over it. It happens though. Just letting you all know :)

Big Mamma Spider
I am in my last week of student teaching. I'll be certified, soon, to teach in our public schools... but I found another reason yesterday that I don't wanna teach elementary school. You see... there are four men in the school building, most school days. Me, an elderly math teacher, and two custodians. Yesterday, during my lunch hour, I'm settin' up the next week's materials, surfing CNN, and bitterly cursing the District Computer Nazi, who feels that access to message boards and outside email sources should be blocked, right? And a woman I barely recognize bursts into the classroom, jabbering and gibbering. I vaguely remembered her from the last faculty meeting; she was a teacher there. She knew ME, though, as my own last name was the only thing she was saying that made any sense. It seemed extremely important that I should go with her, though. As we hustled through the empty halls -- all the children were at lunch -- I wondered what could be so screwy as to drive this

The Sad Thing...
I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve done it to myself, that I’ve allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve taken myself down this path, that I’ve allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve not raised a finger to fight it… The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. That’s The Sad Thing

Dragoncon Costume
DragonCon is soon to be here. I find myself wondering....what should I go as this year? Should I go as the usual Jedi or something new. Feel free to give some Ideas of what might be cool, sexy, or just damn good:)

I Am Here And Loving It....
Hey Everyone... My name is Teela online I go by Ame. Ame means 'rain' in Japanese. Here is the low down and dirty on me... I am 21 years old. I actually just turned 21 on the 30th of June. Yea me for finally being legal to do everything. My Birthday sucked ass... For one I didn't have a drop of alcohol all day. Oh well, such is life. I am have been married for three years and because of that I have a beautiful daughter. She is 18 months old and her name is Pamila Alisun. She is life. I love her to pieces. I almost lost her in her first year but she is alive and healthy now. I love Asian culture. I am currently studding Japanese. I watch anime and dramas. It is a fun and great way to learn about everyday life and how the language actually sounds. I am trying to learn the language (writing and speaking) but teaching yourself is a lot harder. I love to sing and dance. I know it sounds silly but I take ball room dance classes at the senior center. It sounds cheesy but it is

The Touch
His fingers across my chest, It tingles down my spine, My heart starts a rythmic pounding, The temperature begins to climb. Soft kisses on my tender lips, Tongue flicks here and there, I found myself drifting away, Searching for some air. He looks into my eyes, We lay naked on the bed, Still his tender touching, Sends blood rushing to my head. He is someone very special, A great friend, I love him so, We say goodbye and hold on tight, Never wanting to let go. So to my special Friend, You know who you are, Thank you for the time we share, It means alot to me by far.

Omg!!!!!!!!!! He Leveled!!!!!!! Thank You So Much
I just wanted to thank each and everyone that took time out to level him up. What seemed like an impossible mission when this started has become a reality. Hes got lotsa of love to return when he gets home from work.To all my family and friends thank you so much for all your help. Thank you for rating and reposting multiple bulletins to help get him leveled. You are some very awesome cherrys. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for meeting the level up challenge and for always helping me with everyone to level. Much love to you...BoooBoo SARCASM DRIPS FROM MY LIPS, I EPITOMIZE AWESOMENESS, AND I SHOWER MYSELF WITH PURE LIQUID LUST@ CherryTAP

Someone Special
Rain drops on the rooftop, So peaceful and so sweet, Everytime I hear them, They put me staright to sleep. As I wake up in the morning, And the sun is shinging in, I smile and think to myself, What a way to begin. But when I wake up by myself, And I feel alone, I wish my darling lover, Was here with me at home. He could wake beside me, And see the big blue sky, Hold me in his arms and kiss me, I'd have no need to cry.

Rehab Lyrics "sittin' At A Bar"
REHAB LYRICS "Sittin' At A Bar" Bar tender I really did it this time Broke my parole to have a good time When I got home it was 6 a.m. The door was locked so I kicked it in She was trippin' on the bills I think she was high on some pills She threw my shit out into the yard The she called me a bum and slapped me real hard And in my drunkin' stooper I did what I should of never done Now I'm sittin' here talking to you Drunk and on the run I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside Waitin' for my ride on the outside She broke my heart in the trailer park So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away You know mo I'll probably get ten years So just give me beers 'til they get here Yeah I know the sun is comin' up And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up But I'm trying to drown my soul I'm tired of this life on a dirt road And everything that I love is gone And I'm tired of hangin' on She got me sittin' at a b

Don't Let The Sun Catch You Cryin'
Don't let the sun catch you cryin' The night's the time for all your tears Your heart may be broken tonight But tomorrow in the morning light Don't let the sun catch you cryin' The night-time shadows disappear And with them go all your tears For the morning will bring joy For every girl and boy So don't let the sun catch you cryin' We know that cryin's not a bad thing But stop your cryin' when the birds sing It may be hard to discover That you've been left for another But don't forget that love's a game And it can always come again Oh don't let the sun catch you cryin' Don't let the sun catch you cryin', oh no Oh, oh, oh

Im So Annoyed Right Now
THIS GUY INVITES ME OUT AND THEN FUCKIN BAILS ON ME AT THE LAST MINUTE I GOT ALL DRESSED AND WHEN I CALLED HIM TO FIND OUT IF HE WAS READY HE NEVER ANSWERED I CALLED TWO MORE TIMES AFTER THAT AND NOTHING I SWEAR WHY ARE MEN SUCH LOSERS SRY TO THE ONES WHO ARENT

July 8th~weekend
Friday~went to the track like always.n had to deal with alot of shyt tht i really dont want to get into.n thn went back to my aunts house. saturday~went to the track again.n it was hot as hell n shyt man.but yea it was alright. Sunday~im sleepin in i hurt like hell n im really fucking tired too. much love britt

Love & Death
My body stands as still as unwashed sand through the eyes of time No movement, no sound, no breath The unforgiving truth is ominous Through all of your violent shakes and unheard cries still nothing Through all your tears and all your cries Even throw the silent prayers and unheard hopes and desires Still I remain dead and motionless You decide to join me in death and take your life And you look into my eyes but you see nothing With your final breath you kiss me one last time As we join each other in the mists of the unknown

Confusing Friendship
Back in February of this year I had met this guy off a dating site. His profile said that he was looking for someone to hang out with. Mine said that I was looking for a long-term relationship. He instant messaged me early in the evening and asked me if I wanted to meet for coffee and hang out at his hotel room. I had the suspicion that he just wanted sex, but he said that, it wasn't the case. That he in fact just didn't want to get lost because he wasn't familiar with the city. So I agreed to meet him for coffee, but the coffeehouse was closing soon. When I met him we engaged in an interesting conversation and I truly enjoyed talking to him. (His name was Amir, just so we don't confuse him with other people here) Well I agreed to go back to his hotel room so we could continue talking. The conversation continued to be interesting, and I lay down on the bed next to him. While we talked. At one point I started to push him in a flirtatious way. He reached over to kiss me, and I b

Rubber Ducky--this Is So Cute
Rubber Ducky is a cute little aquarium display that sits neatly above your system tray. The elements of the aquarium monitor the state of your computer--fish for network traffic, plants for hard disk, bubbles for CPU usage, and water level/color for RAM usage. Whenever your system experiences a slow-down, just take a quick glance at Rubber Ducky and you will know what is holding it up at a single glance. Editor's review of Rubber Ducky This cleverly designed and free application monitors system activities to help you troubleshoot slow performance but doesn't get into specifics. The interface is a small yet colorful animated aquarium that hovers above your system-tray clock. Themed elements indicate certain computer-related activities. For instance, water level and color represent memory usage. Fish indicate inbound and outbound network traffic, plants show hard disk activity, and bubbles stand for CPU usage. When you right click the interface, you'll see a list explaining what al

.bugs.n.stuff.
so. we went up to flagstaff today... to venture to Target. much nicer ride than down the road aways to the ghetto. its not really the ghetto...i just dun like it. i just had one of those moments. the kind i dun much like... where the thing thats not sposed to bother you or evoke any kind of response...physical...mental...or otherwise sucks the breath right out of you. *remembers to breathe* so anyway...*breathes* spent way too much money. came home to those big huge ants in the yard goin insane...whipped out the poison...and dun dun dun...but then this lil band of...whatever they weres emerged from a different hole...and it was all bad...*shakes head* uhm...there were actually lots of other things to be said...but they got...well ruined...by that moment...and i really wanna have a smoke...but im not climbin the stairs right now to do it... so perhaps ill just...hyperventilate and kick my own ass in utter and complete stupidity instead. *nod* yes this sounds good

Again
I feel all the old feelings, come rushing in making me wish I could put an end, to all the madness that keeps creeping in, to my life of sadness Why do I let you into my heart its been nothing but bad right from the start I get tired of hurting my heart and my life of sadness Letting you go is so hard to do Love like this is so far and few reaching for dreams that aren't all of you and my life of sadness the sun will shine bright through out the night all will be right including my life of sadness Is it my fault?

Poetry
She wears a power blue gown Behind her eyes A veil of lies Tainted by contact lens And years of being use, A midnight lady arriving home Before down, Vampires leaving their mark On her neck from seeking To steal her soul, She cries to me over drinks Her long hair dripping into Her vodka along with her tears, Telling me of the last man Who drove a stake into her heart of the bleeding she does inside of the lonely nights she spend living with the living dead, fearful she will lead an eternal life

~***immortal***~
We're face to face Loyalty is what I need to see from you You're insecure I can see the fear that breeds in your heart Where will you run? Where will you hide? I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on and we will fight! I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal I need the rush There's nowhere you can hide before you die Why won't you face me? I can see the fear that's in your eyes Where will you run? Where will you hide? I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on and we will fight!

My B-day
So my 23rd birthday is coming up on the 21st. Since I have to get older, of course.. I am going to party long and hard. I am going out to a night club in Ocean City Maryland, Seacrets! Its a really hot club. A lot of my friends are gonna be there to enjoy a night of dancing and cake and I might get a hotel room .. I dunno we will see haha.. but yeah :) If ya know where that is and ya wanna come.. then join my party. Help Celebrate my 23!

Once Again No Sleep
like most of the time i didnt sleep last night i am getting really sick of not sleeping i dont want to take any drugs for it bc i know what they do to me i walk arounf half dead and i look like some one should just put me down like a dieing dog so i plan to stay a wake all day to and keep my selk busy so by to night i should just pass out lol i am just need to find stuff to do all day that all i worked on cleaning the house yester day there is so much more i could do

For My Children..
Dear Children, I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other. You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life. You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be. I know this is not a perfect world. There are many things that are wrong. There are also many things that are good. You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall. I will be there to kiss things better, wipe away your tears, and help you to stand again. You will have hurt feelings, broken hearts, and days that you feel nothing is right. I will be there to hold you, to hug you, and to let you know that there will be brighter days. You will hate me, you will curse me, you will not speak to me. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will yell, I will scold, and I will get upset. I am not perfect. I will make mistakes. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will teach you, I will learn from you. Each day will be one we fac

Life, Everlasting..
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterful writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admits fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the d

The Eye Of The Storm..
So, you're here reading this. Why? Do you care what I have to say, or were you just bored and had nothing better to do? Maybe.. just maybe.. you're actually interested in hearing what I have to say. Perhaps, you might learn a little about me. Maybe you are my friend in real life.. maybe you are an online "friend". Here is a little Rayne.. or at least a little glance, at the eye of the storm. So.. you want to know more? What makes Rayne tick? I may not answer a single question you might have.. but I will give you plenty more.. and if you still want to dig deeper, than welcome into my life. Do you want to know why I love a harsh storm. Why I view the world with such contempt, and yet find love is so many things. What makes me cry, what makes me scream, and what leaves me breathless? Do you want to know the anger and hatred that I store inside.. that I feed off of to get through each day? Do you want to try and understand the degree of psychosis that I value so highly within myself? Why I

Crimson Tears Of Joy
Looking out my window as I lay in bed.. thick fog clouds my vision as I awaken to another day. Stepping from my door into the gray abyss, I venture out across the dew covered lawn. I can feel the moist droplets covering my feet and toes.. soothing.. cool. I keep going, unable to see what lies ahead, but knowing where to go, having walked this path so many times before. A few more paces, and I stop.... I stand there, motionless, allowing the damp air to penetrate my clothes, moistening my skin. I listen, and hear nothing but the rustling of leaves on the trees that I know sit in the distance. I hear the wind whispering to me, and the leaves chattering among themselves. "Be patient", She whispers. I close my eyes, and open my soul so that I may hear the unspoken words that She shares. I feel the air thicken as it begins to swirl around me. The gentle caress of her breeze, circling my very being. The movement intensifies, and suddenly even the morning fog is parted and thrust aside by

The Raven: Part 2
A year has past and he sits so daunting , the depths of my soul I find him haunting. This foul winged beast of night that stays perched above my door. The fire I stoke ever so lightly, it's warm embers burning brightly, Warming the room ever so slightly, as I cast my gaze upon the floor. Seeking some comfort in my sorrow, though I know not what for. Avoiding sight of this Raven whom I abhor. With the passing days my mind has wandered, fleeting memories that I have pondered, pondered the reasons and purpose of all that has been before. Madness inside slowly brewing, insipid remarks I find myself spewing, Aware now of my very undoing, but not yet sure of what is in store. I struggle in vain to clear my mind so my situation I may explore. Knowing he is watching, perched silently for ever more. "Sentinel of the darkest hour, I beseech thee to relinquish your power! Allow me to see what wrong has brought you, so that I may settle the score!" And though the bird whom is eve

Moving
Well i have quit my job and am moving to the cold. Going from Sunny Queensland to Adelaide. Wow what a change that will be. I will be leaving here on Tuesday or Wednesday. I will not be only for i have no idea how long once i get there. So if you miss me that so nice but if you dont well who cares..LOL I will be back, take care and be happy, Tony.

The Marine
THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for

Rattle Snakes
These two rattlesnakes were photographed east of Laredo Texas in March of this year. They were going thru their mating ritual when they were photographed! If these two snakes are not big enough to make you wear snake boots and chaps when you head out in to the brush, you are a lot tougher than I am.

A Wake Up Call
For all of the new people coming into Cherry Tap for the first time...there are a few "unwritten" rules that apply here....... 1) DO NOT rate any picture less then a '10'...be nice...look, I'm a photographer and I still rate pics a '10' 2) If you expect to climb the ladder in points and levels, you must work a little for it...when you get friended and fanned.....return the favor...rate the profile, the pics.....and believe me...it will be returned 3) Read the persons profile.....He/She...may post something for a reason....at least take the time to read it. 4) THE MOST IMPORTANT THING.......DON'T BE AN ASSHOLE......this is supposed to be fun....Let's keep it that way

Dead Souls
Not a day goes by without me thinking of you your laugh your sweet smile never did i think id find someone that truly complements who i am on the deepest of levels... See Death may come for me he may take my soul but he would never hold me from being with you. Each day i talk to you each passing moment not a thought passes through my mind that isnt about you. Whether fate is playing a cruel joke on us or god has a sick sense of humor placing us so far away an having us meet each other in the oddest of places sure i had my doubt, doubt that would quickly end as you reassured me of what i should really be thinking about.... So many people come an go within my life i leave my impressions on them as time passes we grow apart it is fate that draws them near an once watever needed to be said or done passes its time for them to move on.... I wish everyone the best i hold no grudges if you hate me you hate me i wont hold anything against you but see holding grudges an hate for anothe

Sick Sick People
well there it is...i guess everywhere you go there are bound to be a couple of sick people....not sick as in unhealthy, but sick as in something not right in their heads...it makes me sad as a woman that because i am a woman and i am online, some guys think that i am here for their pleasure...wether it is for them to "play" or cyber with or whatever...here's the thing, i have said this before in other blogs and i guess i will have to say it here as well...i am a real live person and i have real feelings...i am not one of those people who want to be used and abused, then thrown away like yesterdays garbage...i don't know why i should have to put this out here but apparently i do...so if anyone reading this is looking for a good time, i suggest they call one of those 976 or 1-900 numbers and get a girl that gets paid for that kind of thing...because if you cannot see beyond the script...or the font, then you will not get very far with me

Come Chat
FOR THE CONTEST GO TO ..... @wraithking@Birthday coming up and VIC going to Expire.. Who is going to be nice and get me another@ CherryTAP ....and comment,comment,comment on her pic just reload page to chat!!! ~Cute~But~Psycho~@ CherryTAP This is the link to her profile....to add and rate, ...leave all comments on her pic at the contest ok Here is me:) ChowChow@ CherryTAP Lots of love and Cherry Kisses, Wendi Aka Chow Chow (repost of original by '~Cute~But~Psycho~' on '2007-07-05 07:53:55')

Divorce Issues
Ok, I've been separated since the begining of January, with a divorce pending. I have proof my ex belonged to a dating site, for almost our last year together. And she still denies everything. I'm not whining about that, my heart is bolted shut in that department. What is killing me, is the fact she's using my 9 year old girl as a pawn. Visitation goes to court on Sept 21st, and now, any visits are on her whim. I am not, nor ever would be a dead beat Dad. The father of her first daughter moved 1500 miles away when he found out she was pregnant. I was there every step, including the delivery room, and NOBODY on this planet had making formula down to the art I did. I coach my girls slowpitch team just to have extra time, but the ex hardly brings her to any practices, or games. And she won't let me bring her. Now, she's kicked my daughter out of her room, and moved a former crack addict in. Is this typical of a woman's vengence? My little girl is my whole world, the ex knows how to hurt m

Hurry, Hurry Has No Blessing.
In a busy family there is a lot of activity. We sometimes feel imprisoned by all the work, school, extracurricular activities, housework, meetings, and special events. In the press to do it all, we may lose our peace because of the hurry. We rush to eat; we rush to work; we rush to get there on time. Much of this cannot be helped. But hurry has no blessing, as the proverb goes. We can create quick tempers and a lot of frustration if we try to hurry too much. When we allow enough time to slow things down, we give ourselves a chance to enjoy what we're doing, and to develop along spiritual lines. Inner peace depends on our keeping a balance in all the things we do. Only then can we feel the joy that comes from having enough time to do things quietly and smoothly, and value the inner peace that comes when we do not hurry. How can I take my time today and enjoy myself

16961 Till My Next Level
How depressing. I wouldn't care but it seems like I always run out of picture allowance too soon and this time it is waaaaay too soon. So many points to go! Don't know what I'll do now. Bad enough that all of the lounges don't use Mac compatible music players. I guess its just getting kind of boring.

No Light
What is strength, if not a façade A misrepresentation of pain Hiding the fear inside me Tears washed away by the rain Smiling to control my quivering lips Not giving into the temptation Laughing, so I don't start to cry Controlling my desperation I have thrived during harder times And lived to see happier days But I wonder if I'm now too worn down For I just can't see through all the haze There is no rainbow after this storm The tunnel is as black as can be There's no light at the other end Just fear, and the darkness, and me But I won't let you see the sadness in me I've been trained to put on a good show Please don't ask me how I'm doing today Because hell, I don't even know I'll stand up tall to appear more than I am And I hope you wont see right through Because it's really too bad that inside of me I'm hollow, and coming unglued I need to be filled with love again And with the knowledge that I am me And that no matter what happens out there I

What Do I Do Now
Wow how can you go from loving someone one min to have someone else the next with in 24 hrs holly cow i dont know where i got the end of the shaft but i did and man does it hurt when you fall for someone and love them you would think tht love would conqure but let me tell you that aint true it hurts so bad like a deep open wound when you cry your self to sleep at night becasue you thought you were behind the person 100 % and come to find out that wanted something that they didnt tell you they wanted something they didnt even give you a chance to give them when you cry just thinking of them how do you keep your head up and move on and still wish them happiness but all at the same time you long to tell them you still love them long to ask them to come back you long for the word that once made you happy how which are now gone how do you live through it? anyone know how to get through tthe pain please let me know

Love Some Of The Oldies
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I Have Brown Eyes...what Do You Have?
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Special
A woman just wants to be made to feel special. All I want is to be made to feel special and important. I am with a guy now who can at times make me feel like I'm the most important thing in the world to him and at other times I don't feel important at all. I don't know where the happy medium is. I wish I did though. I also want him to make me feel special. Again, at times he makes me feel special and at other times I don't feel special to him what so ever. I hope that this all makes sense. I'm really trying to explain myself here though. Last night he told me that I was special to him. At the time it threw me off big time because that was the first time he had ever said that to me. That was the first time he really made me feel like I'm special to him. I don't even think he realizes that though. Every time I tell him that I don't feel special and/or important to him he gets really defensive. I hate that because that makes me feel like I've done something wrong. I know th

Sexually Suggestive Lines From The Star Wars Trilogy...
Sexually suggestive lines from the Star Wars trilogy... 'Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!' 'Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?' 'Put that thing away before you get us all killed.' 'You've got something jammed in here real good.' 'Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?' 'You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought.' 'Sorry about the mess...' 'Look at the size of that thing!' 'Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!' 'She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid.' 'I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me.' 'Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?' 'There's an awful lot of moisture in here.' 'But now we must eat. Come, good food, come...' 'That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while.' 'Hurry up, golden-rod...' 'I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, huh kid?' 'Po

How I Love
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

Whats My Sexual Style?
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Hot88% Soft88% Exciting81% Sweet56% Wet44% Violent44% Awkward25% Shy19% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Survey Time
Myspace sexy survey Name please :: ELLY...4040AKA DARKNESS FALLSLocation:: PULASKI NY / SUNBURY PAAge:: 40Birth date:: 5-21-67Height:: 5'2"Weight:: LIKE I AM REEEEALLLLY GONNA TELL YOU THAT...WHAT DRUGS ARE YOU ON...I WANT SOME!!!Hair color:: BROWN WITH A REDDISH TINTEye color:: BROWNPiercings:: MANYTatoos:: 2Bad Habbit:: FALLING FOR THE WRONG GUYOverused Phrase:: WHATEVERWhat Annoys You:: STUPID PEOPLE AND LIARSWho are you:: SEE QUESTION ONE....DUHHave you ever?Peed yourself after age 7?:: OK..I'LL ADMIT IT...MAYBEMad a snow angel?:: NEVER MAD A SNOW ANGEL...BUT I'VE MADE THEM...WHO THE HELL TYPED THIS UP?Walked naked outside?:: IN MY BACKYARD IN THE RAIN..MMMMMMThought an old person was hot?:: SEAN CONNERY BABYSkinny diped?: OH YEAH...FUCKING EROTICDrown and got rescued?:: NO..BUT I'VE RESCUED A DROWNING PERSON...ASSHOLE COULDNT SWIM BUT DIVED OFF THE DIVING BOARD ANYWAY....I SHOULDA SLAPPED HIMSurfed?:: NOSkiied?:: NOPEPlayed spin the bottle?:: OH YES...I ALWAYS WONPlayed nervous?::

Hi All
im sorry i havent been around much..been going through alot...my emotions are up and down and dont no which way to turn..sometime i just want to run and away and hide...you all been there im sure...ill be back soon better than ever..kitty

Lesson 3
{{7/2/07}}Ace colored for the first time today. *aws!* I scanned them and put them on here for a bit. Ima pit t hem in a scrapbook for Ace later on. He loved it. I literally had to pry the crayons out of his hands! It was fun

Mask
I heard a song yesterday that I haven't heard in awhile and, like songs tend to do, it took me back in time. This song came out while I was dating someone. I can honestly say she's the only woman I have ever dated. I've dated plenty of girls but she's the only woman. I remember why we broke up and all, I was just thinking about how nice it was to be with a real woman. I could say what was on my mind, I could be me. I didn't have to hide or put on a mask. That's not saying I was an asshole or a jerk, I mean there's a time and a place for everything and to many people are jerks and claim to "speak their mind" but that's another subject. Anyway, yeah, she had her faults as we all do. She would never win a beauty pageant but she was one of the most beautiful people I have ever known. I'm not sure why I'm writing this... I guess a part of me still clings to the hope that someday I might meet someone that I can trust, another part of me knows what a crock of shit that is. The las

Does Anyone Care?
As for me. just working my ass off and feeling the repressions of being away from home and traveling through Europe, next time I will have my back up plan and things taken care of at home before I run off to Europe again. Sure I have been traveling several times but this time it was a different feeling and the events that happened when I came home was like a snowball effect. I really know who are real friends are and those who are not my friends or do not believe me or just want to use me then I dont need them. This is who I am and hey I am easy going. For those who are just out to play head games or assume crap about me, I have news for you. As for those friends who have been a help, thank you for everything and I will repay your hospitality and kindness in time. I know words are not enough and I hope to do more for you in time. For those who just added me with out reading my profile or what I had to say about my friends request, I am sorry I talk wayyy toooo much about myself,

Shit That Irritates Me #1
OK, I guess I'm officially "addicted" to Cherry Tap. Not that that's necessarily a bad thing...I've made some really cool friends already! But with the good comes the not-so-good, and even that isn't so bad...but it's irritating. What am I talking about? Well...there's a few trends on CT that I've noticed, and they really irritate the shit outta me. They aren't earth-shattering, and more than a few of you are probably rolling your eyes already, but it's MY blog so eff you if you don't like it! #1. Phony, bait-and-switch profile photos. What the fuck is wrong with you people!? Do you really need to achieve self-worth, gratification, and self-assertion in this world by luring people to your page to hopefully get a "fan" or a "rate" this way? I love seeing a pic of some sweet young thang, and clicking it to see "her" page and maybe some naughty pics...only to find a 55 year-old with her teeth in a jar next to her!!"Fan" you? Ha! Eff you! Here's a tip...people appreciate hon

Let It Go
LET IT GO FOR 2006... BY T.D. JAKES There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to

When I Am Old
When I am old, shall I wonder where I have been? And wonder why I was as I was? Will I regret the whens and the wheres and the whos of my life And feel saddened that I didn't go more, do more, and see more Of the offerings in my universe? How will I know that I am old? My spirit feels sixteen--alive with reckless abandon. Why would I regret having been where I have been? Places are only places, after all. Should I have done more? Perhaps, but I emptied myself for others and kept little for me. And all those whom I have met enriched my life--each one teaching me more about myself and the world than I could learn on my own. When I am old? Never shall I be! Life is too good, the world is too wide, and you, my love, are all I need.

Vote For These Ladies
It was sad that they both were in the same contest. HOwever they both are on the same team. I have no idea what this team means or what not. Dont comment bomb them..just give them both 10's And you can't downrate the other ugly mother fuckers. Peace out TIMMMMAARRRGGHH

And Then There Are Those
In childhood all the sunflowers are tall. The seasons are bright, the road is long. Every afternoon can seem an eternity. Learning to whistle is an all out feat edging ever closer to success. Then there are the babies born unheard of. The corked bodies and floppy heads without a hand to support them, no breast, no crib, no morning stroll in the park. How many of these make it to the place we are. Adulthood. Sure we have troubles, annoyances, grievances with our neighbors, the principle of commerce, the government, but at least we are here to discover a new way to make amends, or rediscover an old idea. In childhood bedtime is eight o'clock, stories are read from Grimm's Fairytales, the television exhumes its white noise news and all the little ones fall asleep. Each dream a new chapter, every milestone an ideal. And then there are those whose mealtime is a stab in the dark, whose bodies are broken with hunger, whose hearts are broken too. They are visible thr

A Poem.. That I Love
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Alone Edgar Allen Poe

Does Your Name Fit?
R: good boyfriend or girlfriend O: has one of the best personalities ever S:Cute E: hot A :has gorgeous eyes B: loves people C: good kisser D: makes people laugh E: hot F: people wild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: really silly L: smile to die for M:Makes dating fun N: can kick your ass O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: good boyfriend or girlfriend S:Cute T: very good kisser U: can be funny and dumb at times V: not too judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y:is loved by everyone Z: is very sexual REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you??" You must repost this or you will lose someone very close to

Ty Poet
Motorcycle She pulls away, Back strong, a hint Of tattoo shows Beneath her shirt. Did you know She taught herself To ride, confidant. A rose on a whirlwind. Delicate, symmetrically Perfect in body, And soul Such I love. Yet, when you, Look her in The eye, she turns away, Not sure, enigma. Silly smile, wise yet Tentative, what a mother She will be, so Many gifts to give. Pickett fence In her future, A Partner in crime, Mischievous, yet Solid foundation she offers. Her name brings forth The flowers In the spring, Blossoming. Simple but elegant Yet when I hear the roar of any Motorcycle it says to me… The name, that speaks of life Life re-discovered in me… Lady. Poet 1 hr ago

The Labers Of Work
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that will make you believe that we all can make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house, next to a vacant lot. One day, a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them "gems-in-the-rough, "more or less, adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week, they even presented her with a pay envelope containing ten dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who suggested that she take her ten

How Many People On Cherry Tap Do You Love ?
How many people on Cherry tap do you love ? Merrian Webster's Collegiate Dictionary says Love (2): attraction based on on sexual desires: affection and tenderness felt by Lovers hmmmm Whatever happen to showing some ( Luv ) on Cherry Tap ? Are we sending the wrong signal out here? It maybe just me but I love my girl friend. I Love my Family (no sex there to clear that up) my son, my daughter and parents and such. I will stop by peoples pages and show them some Cherry luv. But this is the internet and kids do get on here, shouldn't we set an example. This are just my thoughts if I piss you off then our opinions differ. My love is earned , not just given.

My Mystery
I was surprised when i saw you there I told my friends that I didnt even care Deep in my heart I knew I was lyiny Because whenever I took a glance, I felt like dying It just so happens you went to the same place My heart started beating at a fast pace From a distance all I did was stare My friens told me to say hi as a dare There was no way in hell I had the guts to do it So I just stood there while my mind threw a fit Time went by, you were still there I thought to myself,Why do I care? The rest of the day I searched all around My mystery guy was no where to be found.....

Can Ya Give???
A Taxi driver is stuck in a traffic jam going into downtown Chicago. Nothing is moving north or south. Suddenly a man knocks on his window. The driver rolls down his window and asks, "What happened, what's the hold up?" "Terrorists have kidnapped Hillary Clinton, Rosie O'Donnell, Jesse Jackson, and Al Sharpton. They are asking for a $10 million ransom. Otherwise, they are going to douse them with gasoline and set them on fire! We are going from car to car, taking up a collection." The driver asks, "On average, how much is everyone giving?" "About a gallon."

Cleaning House
Ok I'm Looking At My Friends List And Damn There Is Alot. Some That I Dont Remeber, So I'm Cleaning House Slowly. If I See Someone On My Bulletiens Or Bar Tab And I Dont Remeber Them Or Talk/Get Love From Them I'm Removing Them. So If You Want To Stay Show Me Some Love Or Send Me Something Show Me That U Know I'm Here. Also If Its Someone That Does It Alot I Will Add To Family. I Think That List Needs To Grow. Well Talk To U All Later Hopefully. Special Ed

Wrote This Around My B-day Now I Know Why
If I was a tree,would you be my roots? To help me stand and keep me strong. If I was the earth would you be my sun? To keep me warm in the glow of your light. If I was the grass would you be my wind? So I could feel your soft and gentle touch throughout the day. If I was a bird would you be my feathers? So you could lift me up and take me places I've never been. Without you I am nothing,With you I can do anything.

Friend And Fan Her Please Before The Contest Starts
HEY EVERYONE IM GONNA BE IN A CONTEST STARTING AT 5PM EASTERN TIME SO IF YOU WILL PLEASE GO FRIEND AND FAN HER SO YOU CAN HELP ME BOMB IT WILL GREATLY BE APPRECIATED. ***Christie*** ~Enchanted~@ CherryTAP

The Hell With U Guys
alright i think this post will go to 2 people that i know and they know who it is so this message goes for you screw u i aint rating none of ur shit since u dont show love back :P so there u have it fuckers lol

So Cal Barbies!!!
SO CAL BARBIE! Body: Mattel recently announced the release of Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the San Diego, California area market: Chula Vista Barbie - This Spanish-speaking-only Barbie comes with a 1984 Toyota with expired temporary plates and three baby Barbies in the back seat, but no car seats. The optional Ken doll comes with a pickup truck loaded 10 feet high with mattresses. Green cards are not available for Chula Vista Barbie or Ken. National City Barbie - This Barbie now comes with a stroller and an infant doll. Optional accessories include a GED and bus/trolley pass. Gangsta Ken and his 79 Caddy (with switches) were available, but are now very difficult to find since the addition of the infant. Rancho Bernardo Barbie - This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with a Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation or secondary education.Traffic-jamming cell phone included, headset sold separately. Ocean

Cute Little Story!!
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--Me or ur life Boy: My life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Another Sex Survey
if you wanna answer this feel free and just send it to my cherrymail and i will answer and send it back to you 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Naughty Questions
if you wanna answer this feel free and just send it to my cherrymail and i will answer and send it back to you 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

I Wanna Know
I wanna know what true love feels like. I want to hear you whisper in my ear at night that you love me and will never leave my side. I wanna be your strength and your hope to help guide you through life. I wanna hear your heartbeat through the day and the night. I wanna be your everything and so much more. Will you let me?

Confused...
Is it strange that I still want to have a relationship with my ex boyfriend, and still want to chill with him, and do stuff with him.. With out having a love intented relationship....? I just want to be there for him, and be able to help him through whats going on in his life right now.. But he keeps pushing me away, saying 'I don't want to lose again' And I don't know what it means.. Is he trying to say 'I don't want to lose you again' or is it him saying 'I can't lose at life again' I don't know, its really starting to bother me, just a little.. I wish I was able to help him with everything that is going on, but I can't.. And I don't know what to do now.. I wish he would stop pushing me away from him, and saying 'I don't want to talk about it' or just push me awak and say 'I don't feel like talking right now' It drives me nuts... I just want him to know that I care about him, and I will always be there for him... Its just hard to understand, when an EX push's you away, just becaus

Falling
I softly fall into his arms. My dependent self wanting to depend on him. My independent self wanting to pull away. His body so warm. My heaven or hell? Should I let go, should I fall and expect him to catch me? Fall and hit hard? Float on a cloud? I shouldn't rationalize. I shouldn't analyze every little move, but I do. His soft lips of pink. His eyes a soft brown and sparkling like the sea. Soft hands of love, warmth, and compassion. I can not fall, without knowing I will not hit the ground. Do you have to fall before you can float upon a cloud? Maybe I can't let go of what's holding me up. The dependent side wants to say no. The independent side says take a chance. Falling . . . I will catch myself. That much I need. Then I am no longer dependent. Individual thoughts can be only me.

My Worst Fuck
my worst fucking experience was when i was dating an older female back in high school. not only i had to do most work, but it didn't feel right. she was too loose and smelled bad. she wasn't ugly looking, just don't have good skills. I'm waiting for the right female to walk in my life and show me a good time

Cant Believe
Saturday July 7th 2007 was the day ive waited for over 9 years i found my kids and on sunday july 8th i seen them for the 1st time since may of 1998 im in heaven i cant explain this feeling except to say im in heaven i have given up hope that this day would ever become a reality i got to hug my kids again talk with them see them make plans with them i even had to talk to my ex wife and that wasnt as bad as i thought it would be ive hated her for a long time but that hate seemed to just slide away. i always thought in like maybe 6 years or so from now that my kids when they was old enough would just show up with a knock on my door and i see these kids standing there not knowing who they are im stilll in a state of shock i cant believe i saw them i think someone is gonna pinch me and wake me up and it was all just a dream to my ex wife even tho i told u this if u read this thank you so very much and to cassie jordan and dylan i love u more then anything in this world ive missed u

Happiness
Have you ever got to a point in your life when everything just seems to fall into place, well i think i may finally be there, i have had a crappy 4 and a half years then the last six months it all just seemed to lift and become something completely different, maybe i was stuck in a rut, maybe i just decided to drag my ass into reality, i don't know but anyways i am one happy little bunny at the moment, just watch some crazy fool come and try to spoil it, ever the optimist huh...... Well you can try to climb mountains and keep falling down or just start small and work your way to the top of a little hill which is what i am doing right now and it seems to be working.

Gift Giveaway
Just Meee is having a Gift Giveaway!!! Come join. No time limit, gifts listed below 'The Rules'. Thats right... only two rules. 1. Absolutely no Drama. Period! 2. Pic must be safe for work. If you would like to entersend me a cmail with the link to the pic you want to enter, and have a ball. If you want to try for more than one gift, you can enter for as many as you want, ut the pics will have to be different for each entry. So come on, lets have a good time getting Meee to come off some Cherry Bucks! Below are the Gifts and comment amounts... 1. Yacht= 15000 2. Porsche= 10000 3. Corvette= 8000 4. Tropical Vacation= 6000 5. Motorcycle= 5000 6. Impala= 4000 7. Rolex= 3000 8. Rings= 1000 each 9. Trailer= 900 10. Earrings= 800 11. Platinum Cherry= 800 12. Mens Bracelet= 500 Any Partytime gift= 100 Romantic Vacation= 50 Dozen Roses for your favorite Tapper= 50 Flashing Hearts= 50 Trophy= 50 If yah would like a combo, let me know and I will put it togethe

Happiness
Happiness For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time to still be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time and remember that time waits for no one, so stop waiting . . . until you finish school until you go back to school until you lose ten pounds until you gain ten pounds until you have kids until your kids leave the house until you start work until you retire until you get married until you get divorced until Friday night until Sunday morning until you get a new car or home until your car or home is paid off

Lets Be Assholes Together
ok cherry tap assholes lets be fuckfaces together..wtf is with the shitty attitudes on here?? u motherfuckers need to be on an island with nothing then u can be fuckfaces!! man i m for terrorism, homicide, domestic violence, genocide, and sterilizing ppl..

Okay
I am gonna go take a long hot shower - If I come back to find anymore whiney ass, donkey kong cock sucking sluts rating my profile a 1, I'm going to call some names out - and some of ya'll aren't going to like it. Deal?

Private
Whats up with private pics. If you didn't want people to see them, why did you put them on the internet? And I love the ones " for my husband only" You could have just handed him the pics or better yet stripped naked for him, lmao. Ladies, you know what guys wanna see. Either show or don't but don't tease. It's like being a virgin. Theres no maybe, half way or partial. you either are or aren't, lol. I hope you take this the righ way. It was all meant in fun. So lets have some fun. And whats up with limiting comments? Fascist is right, lol. Another fascist idea is limiting the amount of pics I can rate in a day. I want to rate them all and show all of you ladies a lotta love

Criminals
OK i have a question and i don't think it should be a mums. when a person breaks the law and does his/her time in jail, should that be it they are free debt paid, new life ahead?or should they be tag and mark for life? the reason for this question is a sex offender does his or her time then they are marked for life, is there? should there be a difference in any crime? please leave a commit, i would like to know your opinion.

My Living Room
I will be moving back into my townhome here soon, with the hopes of selling it. If I want to sell it, there are quite a few things that I will need to replace, repair, renovate or whatever. Yesterday & today's adventure involved me painting the living room. WooHoo!!! No, not really. It sucked. My hands hurt, my, oh what the hell, everything hurts. Alas with some help from my aunt the living room walls & trim are done!!! In addition to painting the walls & trim, I also caulked some cracks in the concrete slab, then painted the slab with some white, waterproof paint. This past Tuesday night, my friend & I proceeded to rip up the carpet & padding in the living room. I finally moved it outside last night & it already being cut into pieces, bundled it up for Solid Waste Services to pick up. Now, onto the hallway & kitchen. More fun for me. Anybody wanna help??? Stay tuned.....the adventure continues!!!

Poems, Prayers & Promises
"I've been lately thinking about my lifetime. All the things I've done and how it's been. And I can't help believing in my own mind, I know I'm gonna hate to see it end." Many of you may recognize these words as lyrics from the song "Poems, Prayers and Promises" written by John Denver many years ago. I've sung that song many times but recently the words have begun to sink in. I'm at an incredible stage in my life right now. I have two great sons who have grown to be respectable, contributing members of their communities. Sure they fought while growing up but they are very good friends now. They were each other's best man and now their kids are fast friends. Oh yeah I have 4 grandchildren – 1 grandson and 3 granddaughters and I love them all to death. I thought the sweetest word I had ever heard was "Dad", but I have to tell you hearing "Pop Pop" makes my heart dance. And I treasure every little hug. This year, thanks to my company having an early retirement claus

The Look
I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAW HER FACE//BLOOD STARTED TO PUMP I FELT MY HEART RACE//TWO BODIES TO EMBRACE//FILL HER EYES WITH GRACE//SAVE ME FROM THIS PLACE//MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL//HEARTBREAK HOTEL//SHELL SHOCK CAROUSEL//MIND STATE OUTER SPACE//MAYBE I'M TOO STREET-LACED//BUT WE CONNECTED//THROUGH CONVERSATING//WE TALKED ABOUT LIFE//AND THE PROBLEMS WE WAS FACING//TWO ENTITIES//WITH PATHS//REFLECTIONS OF OPPRESSION//SHE STRUCK A CORD//DEEP WITHIN IN ME//MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE AN AFFINITY//FOR THOSE INSLAVED BY INHUMANITY//BUT THE FRIENDSHIP BUILT//EMOTION MULTIPLIED//BUT I STILL COULDN'T TELL HER HOW I FELT INSIDE//SHE DESERVED SOMEONE WHO ISN'T S.M.I//AND THE TRUTH IS SHE MAKES ME WANNA TOUCH THE SKY//BUT I'M HAUNTED BY DEMONS//I STILL AIN'T FREE//AND SHE DESERVES SOMEONE THAT MAKES HER BELIEVE IN DESTINY//AND OVER-NIGHT WE WENT FROM FRIENDS TO ENEMIES//NEGATIVE ENERGY//THE EPITOME//OF HOW VINDICTIVE//THIS WOMAN COULD BE//BUT LOVE BROUGHT HER TO ME//AND IN THE END MY HEAR

Turning To Night
a day turning to night a night turning to day and another day turning to night so many things running through my mind caution being warned out of love but the pieces that are left of me are mine and choose to roll the dice and take the advice of a wise wolf reminding me i have nothing to gain without taking a chance my heart beats just a little faster with every thought of you until my breath is caught with a simple smile hearing you playing your songs hearing your soothing voice brush ever so softly against my heart calling for me to follow instead of fight but alas i am still fighting however now it is for the chance of a lifetime battle the demons within begging for silence and a fresh start to a new day completely amazed by you..... and your depth of character and capacity for love making me close my eyes and just follow the lead of my heart i have been down this road before but it was never such an enjoyable experience as my words turn from me to we

Down Rater Alert - But This One Is A Pussy!!
Another downrater - then blocks the person before they can respond - interesting - new profile, made today ..... things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmmmm Poisonlove http://www.cherrytap.com/user/997119

Sucks
So I went camping this last week. I think I may have figured something out that has bothered me for a VERY long time and I just wouldn't admit it to myself. I hate the way I feel when I think this way, but still... It all came about during one drunken night. My uncle was rambling, which is nothing new when we go camping. He had had a few drinks. the fire was blazing and he was talking to one of his friends. He was about to start telling stories about my dad. Kept looking at my Aunt saying you know her brother and I were best friends and all the shit we would do.. There was this one time... and my aunt interrupted him going yeah Ashley's dad. And he stop short and decided that he wasn't going to tell the stories because I was there. I told him to go ahead I knew my dad made some bad decisions in life, he has cleaned himself up and I didn't hold it against him because we all make mistakes. Then my uncle went on about how it wasn't bad things he had done, that my dad had so much respo

Society
Are we as a society becoming too unpersonal, our kids are speaking to us in abbreviated jargon with text messages and internet my spaces. You cant go anywhere without listening in on someones cell phone conversation....is it too fast too soon Are we becoming an idk mbf bff jill bullshit.I will probly get a ton of crap or were ya born in cave stuff but thats ok.

Good Vs Bad Men
doesnt it feel great when you have a bad man in your life and then you get rid of him and meet soemone who treats you better, with respect that you have been longing for? I think so! And I am so glad that i have been blessed with him!

Man Of The House?
A man and his wife were on their honeymoon. The husband took off his pants and handed them to his wife. "See if they fit." "They don't." "Now you see who will wear the pants in this house." She thought a little while, and took off her panties and asked him to try them on. "I can't get into these." "And you won't, either, with that attitude."

A True Boyfriend! My Babybear!
Body: a true boyfriend will: • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying.. the first thing you say is.. "Who's ass am i beating today baby?"

Little Bit About Me
1.Name? Leah 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? Fourth of July 3. Favorite fruit? apples 4. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't? Yes, I am a huge believer in doing what you say you are going to do. 5. Are you allergic to anything? Lots of stuff, but no medicines 6. Is there someone/something you want? Yes 7. When was the last time you went swimming? last Saturday 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 28 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 5 10 is gone... 11. What's your favorite kind of drink? sweet tea 12. Does anyone like you? :) yes 13. Do you have any strange pets? nope 14. What is your dream car? no need for a car..cant drive 15. What'd you do yesterday? Went out with Frank n Lynn last night n got plastered off my ass, lol 16. Are you bipolar? Not that I'm aware of 17. So do you and your ex have a good relationship? depends on whether or not he decides to be a

Poems
I cant think mind traped just a wink a gentle smack wake up from this someone save me please Terror overwelming I can't release Tears are falling you just can't see I am fading into disbelief thoughts of feelings racing through my head I want to I have to I just can't find the time lonliness is my troubble acceptance for it so weak I cant hardly speak I am searching beyond my bounderies and nothing I have found in there mind so wondered with illimulating faces simply just tease my lasting uncovered ................................................. Quitely to my darling love I send My sorrowful feelings that tear me A lasting bond that wont break or bend For I feel my endingis what I see I close my eyes and in my mind are frames Your smile, your face feeling your warm embrsce Taken away only anger may tame The feeling that were left in your place My heart slowly dies down THe beating cease A beauty trait a smile turne

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch

Family(moms Sidevs.dad's Side).
Well, here goes. Our aunt Lucille and other family members does nice things for me and my brother,like gives us presents and takes us to the ice capades or other things while my dads side are not so nice. I mean, our uncle Jeff takes our cousins Matt, Steve and Jim on vacations and pays for everything, and our uncles never gave us presents or took us to the movies or other things when we were younger or even now. This isn't how it should be! Besides that, my grandmom( dads's mother, puts guilt trips on us, while she has 2 sons living at home with her that can do and but things for her. Thank you for letting off steam. Peace.

Oooooooooo Baby
i was thinking as i always do. this time i was in the shower while thinking of this. strange place but hey whatever works. that sex is a beautiful thing, least its supposed to be. i mean its the closest you can be with another human being, its the closest you can feel one with them. so erotic, intimate, romantic even. so where am i going with this? well i want to know whos funny idea was it to make the O face so umm unappealing? i mean everything else is so beautiful then you have that. i dont care how good looking you are, or how attractive i am to you. the O face is just not a pretty site. not to mention the body goes in an electric fit, although that is kinda hot. its like a bad ending to a great movie or something. maybe i am alone in thinking its kind of unappealing. of course the idea of getting someone off is a turn on, to watch their face as you take them in your mouth or as they are inside you. nothing like looking them square in the eyes. the build up is there, the excite

I Am A United States Marine
Some might argue that point, and say Hank you got out of the Corps in 1974I am a United States Marine Posted - 4 hours ago Some might argue that point, and say Wayne you got out of the Corps in 1970. You were a Marine, but you are not now. What? When do we cease to be Marines? I know my personal response. I will never cease be a Marine. I do, however. put it into perspective. First I am a husband, then father and then grandfather and great grandfather. America is next in line, then my beloved Corps. I was, am and will always be a Marine. Semper Fidelis is not a slogan to me, it is a way of life instilled in my very soul by our Corps. I hold in great admiration those that came before me, like WWII and Korean veterans. I tried to walk in their footsteps. For those that served with me in Viet Nam, we walked side by side. For those Marines that have come after me and served in places like Beirut, Kosovo, Afghanistan and Irag and countless other conflicts, I recognize your sacri

War
"It is my earnest hope - indeed the hope of all mankind - that from this solemn occasion a better world shall emerge out of the blood and carnage of the past, a world found upon faith and understanding, a world dedicated to the dignity of man and the fulfillment of his most cherished wish for freedom, tolerance and justice." - General Douglas Macarthur

Red White And Blue
Heaven's doors have opened once again. Another soldier is coming home. The flag is flying high we wont forget we know you'll be watching from somewhere up above. we will shed our tears, and you'll want us to remember you For all those who care to remember raise the red white and blue and remember those who lived and died. Heavens doors will open. We will meet again someday and I pray that you'll be waiting with arms open wide. Until then I will always remember the life you lived and the reasons why you died. I may not have known you or seen the tears you cried, but I will remember the price you paid. Heavens doors will open I will raise the red white and blue God bless all the troops all the soldiers who have lived and died. we will never forget. GOD BLESS THE RED WHITE AND BLUE. GOD BLESS AMERICA!

New Beginning...
Alright since the theme of summer is definitely upon us some new beginning are starting to appear in my life. I have been single for about a month now and that is going good. I am not talking to too many girls i cannot handle haha.I am hanging out with friends and doing fun things all the time. Tomorrow i start my new job and i am excited about that. Anyways things are starting to look up. :)

The Marquesse
Sweet intoxication, inhaling in the scent. Wherever you go I must surely follow. What is this spell you have woven in my heart? Luchious bad girl so torrid with bitter heat, wrap your scent about me making my heart skip a beat. All the men want you as you weave your spell so well. I'm just a shy boy so easy to dispel. I wanted you then but far too shy to ask. I'll be your sex toy or just a whipping boy. Do not dance upon my heart, as many times you do. Laughing all the time in torrid games of flight. Will you let me catch you and show me of your world. Leather and lace upon your creamy flesh, tease and taunt me beyond belief. Will you show me Mistress, all of your sweet delights. One day I'll be a man ever skilled in games. A sigh, a glance is all I get from you as you start this taunting game. As you start this game of lure, my heart shall skip a beat. Dreaming of all the things you'll show this shy and timid boy. You tell me I must be silent and only do your wish; whatever you may a

Hahahaha
11 Reasons People Think Gay Marriage is Wrong 1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans. 4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 5) Straight marriage would be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and

Whats Goin On
Steve called me last night .. and i actually had a decent convo for once... i asked him when he was coming home and he said that he was thinkin about leaving this thurs..but that he was goin to take the bus/train and wouldn't be home til this sat... he is gettin a hotel room and wanted me to be able to spend some time with him. But i can't because i have to work til midnight on sat ... and go in at 130pm on sunday... he didn't like that idea.. wants to come home on a day where i have dayshift and the next day off... well that's not until tues when i get done work 430pm and have wed off.. so he's gonna have to stay down there in new orleans a few days longer but i think he can deal with it. My mom said that i should encourage him to stay and i'm tryin .. but it's another 2 months they want him to stay there for training and i'm not sure if i could handle it ... i want him to so that he can advance in his career and better himself and his future.. esp if there's the possibility i'm

The Hope Of People
The children love so honestly. We as adult's sometimes blame others for the wrongs we have done. It's so easy to blame someone else. When does a person decide to take reaonablitity for your own actions. When does it all stop with putting someone on the curb? When does it stop for a person to disrepect someone for many years? I feel within my heart when you want to be close to someone. It might just be to late. When a person tells stories , lies for so long. They believe they have done no wrong. In time trueth always wins. It might just take awahile for it all to come. I respect people more when there honest. The only time i tell a white lie. Is when it keeps someone from being hurt. Respect is something you earn . Respecting oneself & others around you. I was told a long time ago. You trust your family & friends. I have a friend who was told by her daughter. She wasn't a good enough to be Mom or Grandma. Someday her daughter will need h

Please?
If I could take back anyting just to talk to you again I would If I could turn back time so things were the way they were back then I would Of I could be ther in person to say 'I am sorry' I would Please forgive me for what I have done. Will you?

How Easy Am I?
Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy You're definitely a flirt - and a good one. But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by. You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you. That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package. Are You An Easy Girl?

Wookie Wants Nookie
(CBS) HOLLYWOOD, Calif. A Chewbacca impersonator sexually assaulted a Marilyn Monroe impersonator in front of the Kodak Theatre in Hollywood in June. The wookie then evaded arrest, police said. According to an officer with the LAPD, Chewbacca allegedly took the platinum-coiffed actress's hand and placed it on his private parts as the characters performed for tips from tourists. The sidewalk in front of the Kodak Theater, which is part of the Hollywood at Highland complex, is often crowded with characters that pose for tourist cameras and tips. On occasion, police have been sent to the complex to separate feuding actors. Earlier in the year, police arrested an actor in a Chewbacca costume after a tour guide told him to stop harassing a pair of Japanese tourists. Police are unsure if the same wookie is involved in today's assault. The premiere of the new "Harry Potter" movie was under way during the alleged altercation, said Los Angeles police Sgt. David Torres. Chewbacca,

Painless Birth
Painless Birth A married couple went to he hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer dial to 10% for starters, explaining that even 10% was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20% pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50%. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, the husband encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to him. The wife delivered a healthy b

Stupid Ass People Screw Up My Days. And Random Messages Of Hate
Im tired, im bored, and well just now in a really pissed off mood. seriously im about to just tell everyone to get the hell away from me. then move to alaska, or canada. some place where nobody lives, ya know. cause well People suck and thats the bottom line. I work to much, almost passed out yesterday while running cars for the valet. and today i opened an umbrella on the pier, and almost got blown off with it. HATE THE WIND. I worked 108 hours last 2 weeks, cause i was covering shifts that retards couldnt work. my schedule at work shows my 5 day work schedule, the schedule in Dans office shows me at 7 day. I hate my friends, they put too much stress on my life. i hate people in general, sept for the 3-4 that are awesome (they know whats what. hate to the peaches nobody likes them. Hate to my refrigerator, which never has anything edible. Hate to myself for being such a retard and screwing things up so badly. i hate you for reading this, (well not real

To All My Computer Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In CT we chat deeply, and rarely reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the puter, and to those we

Not A Happy Camper But Life Will Go On
Lovely compliments and feeling amazingly examined. Gee thanks. I guess I finally know what some people close to me think of me now. They loved the old me. The one that was skinny and "beautiful". The one who men thought was drop dead sexy. But I was just a girl with an eating disorderand lots of pain lol So today....I am the overweight girl who needs work. Oh well....life moves on..i am not beautiful or thin but damn it i am smart, independent and I love to laugh. just venting

Help
please HELP my friend BETTIE IN THIS CONTEST,AS I WILL CONTINUE TO HELP YOU GUYS Just click on KORN Banner on her profile Page thats all you have to do, It will only count 1 click from each computer so if you have more than 1 clip on all thank you very much1482 wjjmellon Belgrade MT 1280 sH3LLz Kingman AZ 573 pathologist Tokyo 550 khriskorn Pico Rivera 485 yourworstnightmare23 Berlin 388 noting Slupsk Pomorskie 381 roush TX Why is this so important to me? I guess because I have done it for years. If anyone of you has ever done promotional work and have tips for me on how to spread the word, do not hesitate to give me some pointers. I will do whatever just to spread it a little further. Just thought I would recap those that were wondering what my standings were. And now back to your regularly scheduled programs....Kornholia Bettie(Click my Korn link for add ! HELP ME!) this is her profile page

Priceless
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do

Survey
ThAts So NaStyhow old were u when u lost your virginity?17 YRS OLDwhat is the name of your best sex partner ever?AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVETO TELL..I JUST CANTwhere is your fantasy place to do it?IN THE RAINwere is the best place you have ever done it?MALLwhats the worst pick up line u ever heard?THAT I AM HOTTER THAN FISH GREASEwhats the worst pick up line u ever said?I DONT HAVER TO USE PICCK UP LINEES,LOLever recieved oral sex?LOLever given it?LOLslow and soft or fast and ruff?FAST AND RUFF fav topping to lick off your partner.....WHIP CREAMwhere were u at when u had the best sex u ever had?MY HOUSEfrom the front or the back????BACK

Give Me Some Space!
I just want to leave a note to all my friends on here to just give me a little space and to not be so clingy. If I don't respond to you when you shout at me, DON'T keep shouting at me! I will talk to you when I am ready. I need to have some time to myself and when I am ready to talk to you I will let you know. Please respect me and give me the space that I am asking for. If i wanted to have clingy people around me, I would have stayed married... Thanks.

Mondays
Mondays are like having PMS every week. Just when you recovered from one it comes back.. ITs just as intense as you remember it. YOu know its coming.. and it still sucks getting it..u get moans and groans after the intial time.. fuck it I HATE MONDAYS ~~~~~~~Tiiimmmmaaaayyy~~~~~~

Though In My Head
thoughts in my head swimming around the calm inside it just cant be found words can be twisted and taken as more why bother sayin i love you more if you loved me at all id not sit alone if you loved me at all yud be on the phone if you loved me at all in me you 'd believe if you loved me at all yu would not decieve if you wanted my heart you give me your time if you wanted my heart thered be no more rhyme if you wanted my heart youd give me yours if you wanted my heart youd open the doors to say that yu love me and act like you dont to say that you love me and act like you wont to say that you love me while telling her too to say that you love me yet making me blue i dont ask for much i dont need much more just your heart and soul to explore just tell me you love me with all that you are just tell me you love me near or from far DONE BY CHRISITNE .

Lost In Thoughts Of You
i sit at home thinking of you and all the things you are going through we worry about hurting and we live in pain i wish there was something that i could do if there was i would take the pain from you you have brought happiness to my soul you complete me and make me whole in life we have been down many rough roads these roads have changed and ours has merged we will go thru many things good and bad life can be good and sometimes sad no matter what happens together we can overcome as our friendship grows stronger so will we this i promise you and you will see so im here watching time go by as i wait for you next call or message to come by i long for each moment i spend with you each word from your lips and emails too i know we will be together again so we will take it slow til we dont have to wait for that time again heaven on earth i have found in your arms is where i am bound soon time will pass so we never have to part but before this happens you will have my

Why It Hurts
Why it hurts ~Tony Martinez Angel I see the pain on your face I know it hurts You see the pain on my face So it hurts You know my heart You know my promise I know your heart You want me to give up so badly To stop the pain But understand my angel I can't ever give up I wont ever give up I know you're torn That's why it hurts I understand I love you My angel

Thinking Of You
I cried a few tears for you today, because you went away. I watched you walk in the door, just before my tears began to pour. Thought about your smile, and how you was with me for awhile. Loved when you touched my hair, what I felt was too much to bare. Your on my mind all day long, I hear you in every song. Wanting to hear your voice, loving you was all my choice. Just before bed I will pray, that you will be with me one day.

Back To Charlotte
It looks like I'm going back to Charlotte for the weekend. I'll be leaving Thursday morning and coming back Tuesday night most likely. Very soon I will be moving up there for good. I'm bored with the Durham area and I have my own reasons for choosing Charlotte. I'm looking forward to hanging out with people over the weekend!!! I had so much fun last time I was there and I know this trip will be better!!

Couldn't Spell
Couldn't Spell Mrs. Jones was reading a letter at breakfast. Suddenly she looked up suspiciously at her husband. "Henry," she said, "I've just received a letter from mother saying she isn't accepting our invitation to come and stay, as we do not appear to want her. What does she mean by that? I told you to write and say that she was to come at her own convenience. You did write, didn't you?" "Er, yes, I did," said the husband. "But I, I couldn't spell 'convenience,' so I made it 'risk.'"

Something Worth Reading...
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes and noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it" said Miller

So What
YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED WAS JUST TOO MUCH AND NOW THE ONLY THING TO DO IS FUSS YOU DID IT TO ME ONCE YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN WHEN WILL YOUR STORY EVER END YOU MADE A PROMISE THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP ABOUT THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SAY SO WHAT YOU USED ME

Sagittarius
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your Choice
Its your choice but let me remind you both will lead you wrong.... So choose.......... verbal abuse or enternal darkness? it's your choice... The screams or forever silence?? it's your choice... to be hated or to be forgotten? it's your choice... take the path thats laid before you or be laid to rest? It's your choice now choose.... LIFE.... or DEATH....

The Drink Of Revenge...
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue.....salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one secon

Iam He
I Am He I am he that cares too much and allows this world to penetrate. I am the man that loves too deeply, while others merely perpetrate. Do you see this man or the boy inside, with emotions to great and plentiful to hide? They've shorn my hair and crushed my pride. Taken my land and my wife from my side. A man of honour, whose spirit remains free with love to give, but finding none that need. So take the hand of a distant Crow child and with the Spirit of my fathers, the wolf will run wild. Gi-ga-ge-i-ga-so-hi-wa-ya

I Wanna Tell Him Sooo Bad
I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss o

Kiss Me In The Rain
We step out of the car and into the street You can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet It’s such a magical time, like sunset on the ocean We’re caught in its spell, and we move in slow motionI move in close, with his hands on my waist He takes it slow, no rush, no haste The rain slowly falls and the full moon shines I slide my arms around his neck, and say “you're mine”The rain picks up and it soaks our hair But our eyes are focused, we have no cares He whispers in my ear, “I love you my dear “You will always be smiling, you have no use for tears”“I will love you forever, is my vow to you” “You are my heavenly dove, may it always be true” I smile at him, with joy and bliss My lips meet his, and in the rain we kiss The rain itself, dances all around As I kiss my sweetheart, without a sound The rain glides through the air and he holds my tight It’s like the angels are crying, such a beautiful sight His tongue touches mine and its ecstasy

Passion & Desire!
When I think of you, It fills my heart with desire, A passion full of fire I long to kiss your skin, to nibble and bite you, Igniting this passion within. I long to peel offyour clothes, Exposing your gorgeous body from your head to your toes. I long to feel myself in your arms, to be caressed and held so tight... can you feel the love, until morning comes I long to taste the sweetness of your body, I long to hear your whispers and moans, So softly in my ear, "I Love You My Baby" To be with you forever, each and every day, To make love to you forever, My Lover, My Partner, My Mate. All of this is my Desire, To bring about our Passion and our Fire...

This Is Going To Drive Me Up The Wall If I Can Not Figure This One Out
ok i can not figure out how to put a video on my desktop...i am trying to upload oone from a web site but it does not have a download option. How do i do this?

Girls Girls Girls
Aww Women can't live with them can't live without them but James Brown said it better This a man's world but it wouldn't be nothing with out a woman from the moment I started notice girls when i was in 7th grade and in high school mannnn full blown girls aren't just objects of lust but some are amazing when you get to know them for every bad apple there is a good apple tree I'm a guy a fine woman always makes me do a double take and I'm not the picky type either I love all women but maybe its true when you find the right one you know aw well back to the running thoughts in my head i.e boobs,butts and a sexy smile hey i am a guy after all lol

Release
pressure i can't take it anymore i feel the sweat coming from every pore as blood hit the floor i just want i just need i just some relaease from this stress friends no good to me tug of war just to be free don't know how to be i just want i just need i just want i just need to free from this stress it's the first thing i ever wrote, so be kind!!!

My Son Is Coming Home...!
well they still have not turned off my internet..when they will i do not know but it will take some days before it is back on and i am not looking forward to not having net access. anyway my son is coming home on july 27th...him, my daughter-n-law and two grandbabies will be home for about 16 days. it has been a year and a half since i last saw my boy and being away from him has been the hardest thing ever. I am soooo excited to see my son and family but i am also having some anxiety about it. my daughter-n-law had wrote some letters to me about some things and i dont know how i feel about it still. and i am having doubts and insecurities about them coming home to what they left. all things change and i know my son has went through the last year becomming a man..i just dont want him to be embarrassed of me. i dont have alot of money and material things are not really that important to me. but i know at 20 years old they are important to him. i just hope the man that is coming home is s

Can Any One Do Me A Favor?
hey my cherrie friends, I'm sorry to ask you for another favor, I really am, but I just want to ask all of you something,I know its kinda stupid to ask this, but can anyone draw a picture of my profile pic or any other pic you want to choose from my photos? if anyone does that I'll be forever thankfull and will have that favor in mind. thank you for your time. much love, Diamond.

Personal Salute Pics.......
Hey Everybody..... Something fun to do hehe......... Make me a special personal salute pic of yourself for me! lol. Make it 'clean'..... it can be just a simple pic of you with your face in it and my name either on a body part or paper.Be as creative as you wish, I love creativity! :D I've made up a special personal salute pics album to add them in to, so, c'mon, make me smile and get a personal salute pic to me! *says pwease?* :D lol Love to All!!!!!............xoxoxo's Jade

Loddy Doddy
Wasting Time As I sit here with time to kill I think of you as I always will I sit and look at the wall and say That was such a wasted day Without you the pain that is here Will last a long year But as it goes away I find a way To say I Love You each and every day As time waste away Jessie

Hummmm
Oh, this foolish heart of mine why do you keep on yearning For the one that isn't mine and keeping this flame burning You know this love can never be so why not set it free Instead of hanging onto it..so free from it I'll be Everytime my mind's made up to try hard to forget This heart of mine starts longing and again I am beset.. With thoughts of what could be and all the how's and why's Yet, knowing that it's all in vain and then I start to cry Oh, this foolish heart of mine.. oh please, please set me free From the love I have for one that cannot ever be My heart has held on to this love for such a very long time I guess my heart keeps hoping... someday that love will be mine Jessie

So How Do I Title This?
A lady in the streets a slut in the sheets... thats what they say right? I decided to leave this profile all encompassing. This means that rather than focus just on one tiny aspect of my life in here, you will really get a chance to know me. If you think about it that is better than most people get face to face. So a quick summary of who I am. I'm a devoted wife (I wont sneak out on my husband). I'm a loving mother. I'm a professional photographer (as in I will always act professionally during a shoot). I'm an artist. I always prefer to hear how much you love my work, rather than how much you love my body. I love philosophy, discussing religion, & the paranormal. I love alternative lifestyles (goth, etc) & will never be quite "normal". I'm very sensitive & can get hurt easily. I might be a little bit crazy. :p I love BDSM & at times can be insatiable about it. I'm bisexual & always love hearing from the ladies. I can be very flirtatious & playful. Now despite bein

July 9th
It's bright, it's shiny, it's flashy, it's loud -- and you're seriously, irresistibly attracted to the darn thing. No need to worry: You're not going Vegas. You just need something different to spice it up. ok if anyone can make sense of todays horoscope feel free to enlighten me lol.

The Best Comeback Line Ever!!
Marine Corps General Reinwald was interviewed on the radio the other day and you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of National Public Radio (NPR) interview between a female broadcaster and US Marine Corps General Reinwald who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military installation. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL REINWALD: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery, and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children? GENER

Ouch!!...she Said
For years and years they told me, Be careful of your breasts. Don't ever squeeze or bruise them. And give them monthly tests. So I heeded all their warnings, And protected them by law. Guarded them very carefully, And I always wore my bra. After 30 years of astute care, My gyno, Dr. Pruitt, Said I should get a Mammogram. "O.K," I said, "let's do it." "Stand up here real close" she said, (She got my boob in line), "And tell me when it hurts," she said, "Ah yes! Right there, that's fine." She stepped upon a pedal, I could not believe my eyes! A plastic plate came slamming down, My hooter's in a vise! My skin was stretched and mangled, From underneath my chin. My poor boob was being squashed, To Swedish Pancake thin. Excruciating pain I felt, Within it's vise-like grip. A prisoner in this vicious thing, My poor defenseless tit! "Take a deep breath" she said to me, Who does she think she's kidding?!? My chest is mash

9 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, July 9: You spend quite a lot of time worrying that you're not good enough, when what you really ought to do is embrace being bad at a few things now and then. It'll make for a much happier life. No one cares if you suck.

How To Impress Opposite Sex
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN Wine her, Dine her, Call her, Hug her, Hold her, Surprise her, Compliment her, Smile at her, Laugh with her, Cry with her, Cuddle with her, Shop with her, Give her jewelry, Buy her flowers, Hold her hand, Write love letters to her, Go to the end of the earth and back again for her. HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN Show up naked. Bring beer.

Schedule
For all of you love UGA you'll want this...those of you who don't maybe you'll your team is playing mine..and for any of you who don't know anything about college football you'll know what i'm gonna be doing on saturday's when the season starts!! 2007 UGA FOOTBALL SCHEDULE Georgia's 2007 football schedule starts at home and begins with the Bulldogs' annual contest with Georgia Tech, this season in Atlanta. Home game opponents are noted in all caps. The annual G-Day intersquad scrimmage game concludes spring practice and will be played on April 7. Starting times for all games have not been announced. DATE -- OPPONENT April 7 -- G-Day Game Sept. 1 -- OKLAHOMA STATE Sept. 8 -- SOUTH CAROLINA Sept. 15 -- WESTERN CAROLINA Sept. 22 -- at Alabama Sept. 29 -- MISSISSIPPI Oct. 6 -- at Tennessee Oct. 13 -- at Vanderbilt Oct. 27 -- at Florida (Jacksonville, Fla.) Nov. 3 -- TROY Nov. 10 -- AUBURN Nov. 17 -- KENTUCKY Nov. 24 -- at Georgia Tech

Thoughts.... Mine... Yours... Advice?
I'm not sure how this will turn out, hence the NSFW rating. I know, my wife isn't part of this network. So she won't see this. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself are my son's. In the last 4 years of my marriage, I've lost my Apt., forced to live in a motel room for 8 months. Then we got a trailer(still owned by the motel). And up until Feb. 07, thats where we lived, granted not the best, but it wasn't a motel room. She and I worked different shifts, her's mostly Swings and Midnoght shift. Mine was mostly day shift, till they needed night cook. But we hardly saw each other. She slept most of the day, away till it was time to go to work. The last two years she had been thinking about this separation. Course, me being me, I agreed to most of her points, that I was not that great of a husband. But now that I've had 7 months to think... I wasn't that bad at all. First, the reason we lost the apt., was my wife was gambling. As I was on the road driving truck, she

Gator Wrestling...
A filthy rich North Carolina man decided that he wanted to throw a party invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters, BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, "I have a 10ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool. Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! He was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts, choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Both Leroy and the gator were screaming and raising hell. Fina

Nowadays
Nowadays its so hard to keep up with slang-acronyms-terms. Started with short-hand, long-hand secretary skills and continued on. Today, not only do you have 'chatroom slang' now you have text'ing acronyms, bulletin terms. On top of that you have the Geekology terms. PWNED. It comes with own elitists mentality "if you have to ask, you don't belong" clique. Damn. I bring this up because Juggalo's are everywhere, when I ask them, I get the whole 'if you have to ask, you don't need to know' I get the 411 from other people who have dealt with them. Earlier today I made a MUMM while angry, not a bright idea. but brain censors were waiting on coffee to kick in. Oh Well, they blocked me. Which is fine with me. Just like with every other group, they have good & bad side. I don't apologize for the MUMM, it was valid. just worded wrong. I deleted it because I got tired of looking at it. I don't feel bad for those who blocked me, it's all good. Probably won't be the first time

Great Weekend Finally Over...
Good Morning, wow that was some weekend and it actually started at 3:30 for me on Friday. The event was a couple’s best ball scramble. Which really turned out to be the guys against the guys other then Kate who was at least a 20 handicap and plays often. I would name more names but it would be a who’s who of names and the only names you might recognize would be Bonnie, Mandy and Jax who all had partners (I was Bonnie’s naturally) and all had fun other then Mandy who was doing terrible and like her dad wears her heart on her sleeve when he does bad. But we got her to smile and the match was a success. However, I did not turn out to be on the winning team and we were actually 8 stokes off the leaders which were Brian and Kate. There I go again naming names that you are not familiar with and I Mize-well have named Greta Garbo and Rock Hudson for that matter. We had 16 people (8 couples) in the event which all unanimously decided was to be a yearly event. So we named it the B & B Scramble

100% True
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

I'm An Indigo Transitioning To Crystal I Think...
I will put the characteristics of crystal on later...right now i'm still indigo...what are you? Indigo Adult Characteristics Are intelligent, though may not have had top grades. Are very creative and enjoy making things. Always need to know WHY, especially why they are being asked to do something. Had disgust and perhaps loathing for much of the required and repetitious work in school. Were rebellious in school in that they refused to do homework and rejected authority of teachers, OR seriously wanted to rebel, but didn't DARE, usually due to parental pressure. May have experienced early existential depression and feelings of helplessness. These may have ranged from sadness to utter despair. Suicidal feelings while still in high school or younger are not uncommon in the Indigo Adult. Have difficulty in service-oriented jobs. Indigos resist authority and caste system of employment. Prefer leadership positions or working alone to team positions.

Relax, It's Just A Work Of Fiction, Or Is It?
I awaken to the blade still in my hand. The blood dried and now brown on my skin. My hand is cramping from clenching the blood stained blade in it for how ever long I was out. I look around and see only trails of spilled life across the floor, teasing me with ideas of where I had walked after the act. I pry the blade out of my hand and try to wash the blood off then pause and look at it with almost a trophy like sense in my eyes. I look at it under my nails and on my shirt and think to myself "why did they have to put mushrooms on it, I said no mushrooms!". I sit after changing shirts....fuck it, I've already taken a bite and it WAS delivered under 30 minutes.....

I Aint Asking I'm Demanding Help!!!
Go to this link and comment and bomb the fuck out this pic for Cup Of Joe's contest...This is a great guy who help's EVERYONE and he don't dersirve 5th in this contest he should have frist so get your asses over there and bomb the fuck out of him and abny one who does let me know and I'll buy you a gift..~kiss~~ FTW LOst Goth

Remember Those Who Gave Their Life For Us
This video was produced by Stoney and re-edited by Willy. It is a tribute Video to honor the Canadian Soldiers that gave their lives fighting for our Freedom in Afghanistan.

You Know Who Ya Are ...
you told me something weeks ago and im not so sure if that was the reason you deleted ya profile .. but im pretty sure if ya did ya would have started up another one so finally my brain kicked in and i had the idea of writing this blog in the hopes thats ya might come back and visit .... if ya do and i am the reason ya went please come back and talk to me again .. i thought we was good friends and thats why ya told me !! but then ya just disapear it doesnt make sense ?? anyways if ya can just let me know your alright or get someone else too ... thanx xxxx take a care of you xxxx

The Irony Of Life.
**If something goes wrong, you don't have to be the first to admit that you're at fault. Why? Because outside circumstances had a hand in this, too -- and given time to stew, this thing may not be so 'wrong' after all.** I find it very funny that this one came up today for me. Just last night I was talking about how sometimes I don't trust my own judgement and how I am always second guessing things. You know, just being my own worst enemy again! LOL I have been really taking a look at my past, and realising that it isn't always about me. Bad things do not happen TO me, sometimes they just happen. After awhile of repeating the same mistakes it's hard to not start believing that something must be wrong with us. But today I can own my own part in things, and I can allow someone else to take credit for their own shit!! I am not always sorry anymore. Cause you know what, it is NOT always my fault. But if I let fear and anger overtake me, then that part is, my fault. If I all

Maybe Its Me....
I posted a blog earlier this morning, stating what has gone on in the last few months of my life... Maybe my wife is right, maybe I'm not the man she wanted to grow old with... Maybe I'm not that great or good, or whatever... She made me a man, by having our Son's. That she can't take away from me... But I think that this separation is taking the life out of me... I have a very few friends... allot of online friends. But, that doesn't fill the whole that has been cut in my heart. I'll do anything for anyone, if I'm asked. I'm pretty quiet, till I get to know someone. I'm not pushy.. When I have a problem, I try and solve it as fast as I can.. Well, this separation, has put a stop to that... Cause, I have no clue on how to fix it... I'm beating my head against the wall trying too. I moved back to Texas, to help my son's, as per her wish. Now, things are spinning out of control... I'm writing blogs, to vent... how I feel, as I have no one to actually talk too. I have been stuck on

Talent On My Street - Local Street Art
well some call it art and some call it an eye sore ... I think its beautiful. I grew up on these streets and have grown to really appreciate street art. this video hit the spotlight on channel 10 news only a few nights ago. council are far from happy that street kids have inked an old hospital which has been sitting languishingly waiting to be demolished. my question is why is it so bad for the kids to use these old walls and concrete as a canvas? after all come 12 months all that shall remain is rubble. anyway check this video out, it has been shot in my home city of Adelaide. hope atleast the people who can appreciate street art, like these kids work.

My Morning ( For My Angel)
My tear for you Rolls down as my day begins. How much more must I endure, When will it all end. Acting compleatly on impulse Gets me through the day. My mind wanders aimlessly, My purpose gone when your away. My heart so full of love for you, Stopped dead in its tracks. Refuses to feed my body, Till the day It has you back. This is my day, My life when you are not near. This is why my everyday, Always begins with a tear.

Some Crystal Attributes
Attributes of the Crystal Children * Extremely sensitive to everything in their environment -sound, colors, negative emotions in others, smells, food, chemicals, pollutants, the "feel" of clothing, violence, and pain of others, group consciousness, electromagnetic frequencies, solar flares. * So sensitive that they are deeply vulnerable, as well as very powerful because of their intense vulnerability. * They must have alone time. They do not live well in groups as few others understand their need for solitude, balance, rejuvenation, and deep quiet. * They must have daily communion with nature and elements. The Spirit of Nature will help them balance and clear all of the disharmonious energies that affect them so strongly. * They just plain do not understand "Man's inhumanity to Man," war, greed, etc., and thus can easily feel totally overwhelmed by it all. * If life should become too intense, or if they are traumatized or see and feel others being traumatized they

Hot Sexy German Man Looking For Wife
Man's smelly feet trigger police raid German police broke into a darkened apartment fearing they would find a dead body, after neighbors complained of a nasty smell seeping out onto the staircase. The shutters of the apartment had been closed for more than a week and the mailbox was filled with uncollected mail. But instead of a corpse, they found a tenant with very smelly feet, asleep in bed next to a pile of foul-smelling laundry, police in the southwestern town of Kaiserslautern said on Sunday.

"some I Have Never Travelled, Gladly Beyond" -- E.e. Cummings
somewhere i have never travelled somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond any experience, your eyes have their silence: in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me, or which i cannot touch because they are too near your slightest look easily will unclose me though i have closed myself as fingers, you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens (touching skilfully, mysteriously) her first rose or if your wish be to close me, i and my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly, as when the heart of this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending; nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals the power of your intense fragility: whose texture compels me with the colour of its countries, rendering death and forever with each breathing (i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody, not even the rain, has such small h

Rehashing...plus Rainbow Phase
Indigo Children: Individuals who are here to bring about the New Age of Peace. Indigo children are often psychic and sensitive and have an internal “lie detector.” They are here to make big changes in the environment, government, and society so that the earth is a place of integrity. The lie detector that they have will help them to bring about these new changes. Indigo’s require a certain kind of environment to best enhance their gifts and abilities and are often labeled by society as “troublemakers” or “problem kids”. Here are some signs that your child is Indigo, as quoted by Doreen Virtue’s book “The Care and Feeding of Indigo Children”. • Strong willed • Born in 1978 or later (Please note though that there are MANY “Indigo Scout’s” who were born before this date. Indigo’s have been here since the beginning of time. So if you feel you are an Indigo and were born before this time, it is a definite possibility. There was just a great influx of these children starting in 1978).

Environmentalist Don't Get It
A few moments ago I heard a commercial about ethanol production. The farmer said "Its wonderful that we can plow our fields in the spring, tend our crops during the summer, harvest during the fall and convert the crops to fuel our tractors the next year" This is a wonderful way to have your farm up on the auction block the following year. As to produce enough corn to convert to fuel to plow the fields would require 1.5 acres per 5 gallons of ethanol. The only farm land that could produce enough fuel to run the farm and produce a profit would be huge corporate farms where million dollar harvesters could farm maga farms to keep the cost of production down. This would cause the price of corn for food supply to skyrocket as large tracts of land are converted to fuel production so that at some point it would cause the farmer to stop growing for fuel as the profits would be greater to produce for food stocks. This from the same folks that are opposed to huge corporate farms

Time To Go Back To Work?
Alright folks, gotta be honest! Since i came here in Chicago i dawdled a little bit more than i expected. I needed some rest. Now my time in Chicago is almost finished. I didn't find any interesting job here. Then, in the last two weeks, a turning point, two big chances. Unexpectedly. From a relative who knows a VIP here in the States. She is gonna help me out getting an interview in a big company in North Carolina. They have offices in Chicago as well. So that's a good news. I'm not worried about my skills, lucky those are something i can be proud of. I had to push a little bit for the other one. I wrote to the BIG BIG BOSS of the company i had worked till April. I wrote in Belgium, and the BIG BIG BOSS forwarded my resumee to the zone director for North America, who is living in CHICAGO!!! I have a good reputation in my ex-company. That's great. I mean, i don't know what is going to be yet , but i've learned another lesson in my life. Everytime i write down a few rows i

Whatever
well she found out about me..and in the end he picked her..I kinda knew that was going to happen..I just kinda wished that in the end he would pick me..He told me they were having problems and that he wanted to be with me..Theres more going on that I found out..Her dad is his boss..so I dont know if that has anything to do with it..who knows..I havent spoken to him in a few weeks and I do miss him like crazy..also I found out that he is leaving to Iraq in September for 6 months..this sucks..

These Are Actually True!
January 2000: Kathleen Robertson of Austin Texas was awarded $780,000.00 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running amuck inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving tyke was Ms. Robertson's son. June 1998: A 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000.00 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran his hand over with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently didn't notice someone was at the wheel of the car whose hubcap he was trying to steal. October 1998: A Terrence Dickson of Bristol Pennsylvania was exiting a house he finished robbing by way of the garage. He was not able to get the garage door to go up, the automatic door opener was malfunctioning. He couldn't re-enter the house because the door connecting the house and garage locked when he pulled it shut. The family was on vacation, so Mr. Dickson found himself locked in the garage for eight

Retiring Priest
Catholics are so much fun to give shit to. . . . Retiring Priest A priest was being honored at his retirement dinner after 25 years in the parish. A leading local politician and member of the congregation was chosen to make the presentation and give a little speech at the dinner. He was delayed, so the priest decided to say his own few words while they waited. "I got my first impression of the parish from the first confession I heard here. I thought I had been assigned to a terrible place. The very first person who entered my confessional told me he had stolen a television set and, when questioned by the police, was able to lie his way out of it. He had stolen money from his parents, embezzled from his employer, had an affair with his boss's wife; taken illegal drugs, and gave VD to his sister. I was appalled. But as the days went on I knew that my people were not all like that and I had, indeed, come to a fine parish full of good and loving people."..... Just as the pries

Experiment
well looks like my experiment worked lol guys on my friends list coming out of the wood work to see my nsfw folder, thinking i have nudes it didnt even say nudes, it said revealing lol i dont have nudes, never will, i hate my body too much for anyone to see me naked lol plus i have too much self respect guys if you are going to talk to me, do it because you want to make a new friend, not so you can see naughty pics, there are other women on here more than happy to show you what they got for their birthday

Good Practical Case Study
Good Practical Case Study: Once Japan 's biggest cosmetics company received a complaint that a consumer had bought a soap box that was empty. Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to the Assembly line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the delivery department. For some reason, one soap box went through the assembly line empty. Management asked its engineers to solve the problem. Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine with high-resolution monitors manned by two people to watch all the soap boxes that passed through the line to make sure they were not empty. No doubt, they worked hard and they worked fast but they spent whoopee amount to do so. But when a rank-and-file employee in a small Indian company was posed with the same problem, he did not get into complications of X-rays, etc but instead came out with another solution. He bought a strong industrial electric fan and pointed it at the assembly line. He switched the fan

Celldweller Feat. On Spike Tv Prog.
The debut Television airing of Mindhunters starring Val Kilmer, LL Cool J, Christian Slater and Jonny Lee Miller (Hackers), will be on SpikeTV tomorrow night - Tuesday 7-10-07 @ 9PM. Celldweller's "So Sorry To Say" is featuring in the film during a key action sequence/montage in the film. Visit SpikeTV.Com for more information.

Wedding Night
Three sisters decided to get married on the same day and to save their parents money, they also resolved to spend their honeymoon nights at home. Later that night, their mother couldn't sleep so she went to the kitchen for a cup of tea. On her way, she tiptoed by her oldest daughter's bedroom and heard her screaming. The mother thought to herself, "That's normal, especially on her wedding night." She snuck by her second oldest daughter's room and heard her laughing. "That's normal too," she said, smiling to herself. Finally, she slipped by her youngest daughter's room where she didn't hear a peep, but she thought nothing of it. The next morning in the kitchen, after the husbands had gone out, the woman asked her daughters about last night's noises. "Well, Mom," the eldest replied, "you always said if it hurt I should scream." "Mom, you told me that if it tickled, I should laugh," replied the next daughter. "Now it's your turn honey," she said turning to the younges

A Poet's Dream
I stand alone, on my own two feet; It feels like I've been here forever, Alone. I want to tackle the world; Face my Fears head on, becoming stronger with each passing day. I don't want to feel my future slipping away any longer, but rather long for the anticipation of the things yet to come. I want to feel loved again; I need to fall honestly and openly. I dream not of material things, not of money or what it may bring; Not of fame nor recognition, for what I dream is so much more. It is: The kiss of Love's lips, the touch of Love's hands; The sway of Love's hips, the moments at hand; And so much more than this, of course, like the presence of that one. The welcome romance, the laughter and fun; Even the tiney tear upon my face, not of sadness, but more of grace; I yearn for that tear of happiness, brought on by three words; A sound when spoken, like the song from a bird; Like peeling bells when they are rung. These words that roll off Love's tongue; Leaving this poet paralyzed,

Hole In My Heart All The Way To China
Artist: Cyndi Lauper Album: Unknown Title: Hole In My Heart (all The Way To China) I've got a ticket, no turning back My destination... The sea of trouble, the land of pain You're sending me where it always rains Oh reconsider, i'm begging you, some hesitation I'm holding on to my sanity I feel the beginning of emergency My hands are slipping, oh please don't let me fall into This hole in my heart that goes all the way to china You gotta fill it up with love before i fall inside of... This empty hole in my heart that goes all the way to china And though you can't see the bottom, believe me it's a long way down I'm on a planet without a plan It's oh so lonely I need to see you to get out of here There's something deadly in this atmosphere I'm in a desert, without a drink of your sweet water You're my oasis in the burning sand I'm out of danger when you touch my hand Throw me a lifeline, i'm standing on the edge of... This deep, dark hole that goes all

Cheesy Chicken Chowder
Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 10 minutes Serves: 6 Ingredients: 1 can (10 3/4 ounces) Campbell's® Condensed Cheddar Cheese Soup 1 soup can milk 3/4 cup Pace® Picante Sauce 1 small green pepper OR red pepper, finely chopped (about 1/3 cup) 2 green onions, sliced (about 1/4 cup) 2 cans (5 ounces each) Swanson® Premium Chunk Chicken, drained Sour cream for garnish Directions: In medium saucepan mix soup, milk, picante sauce, pepper and onions. Over medium-high heat, heat to a boil, stirring often. Reduce heat to low. Cook 5 minutes., stirring often. Add chicken and heat through. Garnish with sour cream.

Banned From Mumms Again!
I put a Mumm up about useless Mumm comments and it got deleted! It was NOT NSFW in any way, unless someone made a dumb comment. I feel that I should not be banned if there is an unacceptable comment. Now I am sad and could really use some cherry lovin to help make it through today.

On Morphs.
Morphs. My, aren't you clever. You took a picture of yourself (or some chick you're trying to see naked) and then you took a picture of something better than yourself (or the chick you want to see naked) and told a program to morph the two together. Brilliant. You are a prodigy.

Hah...god Its Me If I Ever Heard It Lmao
Now when I go to work, I work all day, Always turns out the same. When I bring home my hard-earned pay I spend my money all on Mary Jane. Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Lord, my Mary Jane. Oh if a man should look tame now, mean and mature, They all turn out the same. 'Cause they can't do nothing to make a man feel good Like my old Mary Jane. Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Lord, my Mary Jane. Now I walk in the street now lookin' for a friend One that can lend me some change. And he never questions my reason why, 'Cause he too loves Mary Jane. Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Lord, my Mary Jane. Well, I have known women that wanted no man, Some that wanted to stay. But I never knew what happened in this world Till I met up with Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Lord my Mary Jane. Oh, when I'm feelin' lonesome and I'm feelin' blue, There's only one way to change. Now I walk down the street now lookin' for a man, One that knows my Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Mary Jane, Lord my Mary Jane.

A Small Exercise For U...
Three witches watch three Swatch watches. Which witch watch which Swatch watch? Three switched witches watch three Swatch watch switches. Which switched witch watch which Swatch watch switch?

"all I Need "
In Your darkness i find my light Fore it is Your darkness that feeds by soul. In Your chains i find my freedom Fore bound by them, i am as i choose to be. In Your pleasure i find my own Fore it is my own deep dark desire. In Your arms i find my refuge Fore i know You shall keep me safe and warm. In Your eyes i find my world Fore i see my spirit dancing with Yours. In You, My Master, i find everything i shall ever need!

Women's Ass Study
WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY. There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses, the results were pretty interesting: 30% of women think their ass is too fat... 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they wouldn't trade him for the world.

Read Please , Its Not Like Its Going To Make A Difference
I'd write a blog about all the stuff going on and I'm not sure if I understand but its not like any of you all give a damn about some nobody on CT. I just find it strange that I get all these requests to help people out with their contest. Yet when I try to get people to help out with my own its few and far between on the people that help me out. I know a few that have commented the hell out of me . I would really like to say THANKS. also another thing is I've got 384 friends and only 104 fans , I make it a point to fan everyone.in fact I am a fan of 391 people. I don't get any points for doing it but I find it strange if I want to be your friend but yet I don't want to be a fan of you? Maybe that's why not many people do it , because they don't get those precious cherry points. Damn come on people I could have a million cherry points but its not going to make me any different . On another note I thought Cherry Tap was a social network site where people actually have conversatio

Suckass Sunday
Anyone want to do a hit for me? LOL Yesterday my husband and I were pulling into a parking lot and this dude backed out (with the pedal to the metal) and nailed my SUV in my door. I'm fine, hubby is fine. The guy then pulls forward and gets out of his car. Checks his tailight, sees it's broken. Goes back to the car ( I assume to get his insurance) and fucking takes off!!! We were at a Taco Bell. They got everything on video. We got his license plate number, and so did the three witnesses. THE COPS CAN'T INVESTIGATE. It happened on private property. Now it's up to my insurance co. to find this bastard. Until then, anything that insurance doesn't cover I have to pay for out of pocket, including my deductible and the overage for my stupid rental car. Shitty shitty shitty Sunday.

Because I'm A Guy
Because I'm a guy, I must hold the television remote control in my hand while I watch TV. If the thing has been misplaced, I'll miss a whole show looking for it, though one time I was able to survive by holding a calculator. Because I'm a guy, when I lock my keys in the car I will fiddle with a wire clothes hanger and ignore your suggestions that we call a road service until long after hypothermia has set in. Oh, and when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another guy shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink beer. Because I'm a guy, when I catch a cold I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You never get as sick as I do, so for you this isn't an issue. Because I'm a guy, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groce

You Didn't See Me
You Didn't See Me But, You Didn't See Me I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you tossed your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless kids. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn'

The Fight
An elder Cherokee chief took his grandchildren into the forest and sat them down. He said to them "A fight is going on inside of me. This is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf is the wolf of fear, anger, arrogance, and greed. The other is the wolf of courage, kindness, humility, and love." The children were very quiet and listening to their grandfather with both ears. He then said to them "This same fight between the two wolves that is going on inside of me is going on inside of you, and inside every person." They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked the chief, "Grandfather, which wolf will win the fight?" He quietly said, "The one you feed." --The Cherokee Nation

Open Wider
There was a couple going at it for the first time, and after a while, the guy asks the woman to open her legs a little wider. She does and they continue. A few minutes go by and he tells her again, "Open your legs a little wider." She does, then he says again, "A little wider, hon." The woman starts getting pissed off but she does it. This continues until he asks again, "Can you open them just a little wider?" So she finally yells, "What are you trying to do; get your balls in too?" He says "No, I'm trying to get them out."

Baby Got Book
Well here we go - one more friggin soon-to-be-multi-millionaire who came up with the scam before anyone else. DAMMIT!! Jesus Laughed Preacher Dan Smith turned a rap song about babes with booty into a spoof Internet hit, and used it to help create a new church for people who hate church. BY KEVIN SITES, FRI JUL 6, 6:00 PM PDT "I like big Bibles and I cannot lie... You Christian brothers can't deny." — Pastor Dan Smith from his Internet video, "Baby Got Book" Dan Smith thinks Christians take themselves too seriously. Pastor Dan Smith's 'Baby Got Book' video, a big hit online, helped him start his Momentum Church. "We can be dorks," he says after Sunday service in suburban Cleveland. "We can be Ned Flanders and basically speak jargon that nobody understands." The 33-year-old pastor has made it his mission to turn the notion of earnest, boring, humorless Christianity on its head — and tickle its feet until it laughs. He did just that when, as a creative arts minister

Kryptonight Productions Presents- Greater Seattle Area Attention Please! Rvaer's Unite! It's Funktastic!
So, here's the deal- I'm helping my sister (Steph) promo her up coming Rave. Yes- I will so totally be there and I think- you should be too! So here's some info- If you are around the Rave scene you have probably heard of Kryptonight Productions- if not, you have now.. here's my little thing to help them out. They have been on hiatus from the scene for awhile (kids will do that to you) But please help welcome them back and show!! And Please Please repost this!! Thank you Thank you! Hope to see you there! Create Your Own Info- Kryptonight Productions proudly presents- Funktastik; All Purpose Beats Date: September 15th 2007 Location- Seattle Washington DJ Lineup- The Sounds: well check out the playlist on Myspace.com/kryptonightproductions (sorry couldn't get the code for some reason lol) You may remember them from- Create Your Own Please Please Pass this on!!!

This Week
well this is my frist blog so i thought i would start here this Friday I leave to go pick up my best friend in kentucky for her to come and stay with me for 2 weeks i will be back late saturday night we havent seen each other in 2 years cuz her hubby is in the army they just got but from a 2 yr tour in germany then he leave in october to go Iraq for 18-20 months so she is upset but she dont let show so while she is here i have to keep her occupied and keep her mind off of it but it will be hard for her but i figured it wont be too hard she get some alone time with him when she get back to him i am going make sure of that but he will be ok i know it in my gut and i know she will worry but he will be fine and thid will make them a stronger couple enough about them this about me right and i cant wait to see her and her kids lol i just got back from disney world with my sons and hubby is was great we took our oldest there for make a wish if you didnt know my oldest son is terminally ill wi

So Tressa's A Whore
My darling friend Tressa is a bitch. I love her despite this but. . .it must be said. She just got online for the soul purpose of informing me that she had advance tickets to the Press release Screening of the New Harry Potter movie. Now you may not know it just by looking at me but I love Harry potter. Not the person. . the series. I've been reading them since I was 11. I'm absolutely dying to see the movie. Would literally give my right arm. In fact I offered it to her in exchange for tickets. She declined that and all the other body parts I offered. Then after rubbing it in nicely signed off. Yep She's a bitch

Condom Slogans
Cover your stump before you hump. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker. Don't be silly, protect your willy. When in doubt, shroud your spout. Don't be a loner, cover your boner. Before you attack her, wrap your wrapper. You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey. If you slip between her thighs, condomize. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter. She won't get sick, if you wrap your dick. If you go into heat, package your meat. While your undressing venus, dress up your penis. When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse. Especially in December, gift wrap your member. Never ever deck her, with an unwraped pecker. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool. The right selection, is to protect your erection. Wrap it in foil, before checking her oil. A crank with armor, will never harm her. If you rea

Too Passionate?
Three drunks show up at the local whorehouse and the madam realizes they are too drunk to be able to function. One by one, she sends them up to a room containing an inflatable rubber female doll. The first drunk returns bragging about what great sex he just got done having; the second one does the same, but the third one returns with a puzzled look on his face. When asked about it by his buddies he says, "I thought I was doing great until I bit her on the tit, she let a fart and flew out the window!"

My Family
Since I left my husband and children its seems their lives have gotten some much better...My daughters grades came up,my son is doing unbelievable in college and my soon do be x-husband is doing everything he always talked about doing....I guess me leaving was the best thing for the 3 of them I just wish my life would getting better instead its falling apart...There is so much more drama in my life now I really wish I could go HOME!!! Where I am in my life now doesnt seem fair and I have to accept they r better off without me in their lives...WEll I am so proud of the three of them I wish them the best...I love them all!!!!

The Photo On The Nightstand
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be Reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

This Is Funny...
The Golden Years: I CAN NOT SEE, I CANNOT PEE I CANNOT CHEW, I CANNOT SCREW MY MEMORY SHRINKS, MY HEARING STINKS NO SENSE OF SMELL, I LOOK LIKE HELL THE GOLDEN YEARS HAVE COME AT LAST THE GOLDEN YEARS CAN KISS MY ASS!!! ( i found this in my gramma's kitchen) lol

Today
OMG can i say that everyone was in pissy ass moods today at work? I think i can... management, everyone.. me and two of my fellow supervisors were jokin around with cucumber and lloyd (our human resource mgr) comes in and takes it from us and puts it in the fridge makin a comment about people callin corporate for obscene jokes... i'm like whatever... it just was like "watch out cause someone would bite your head off... i pretty much just stuck to myself today... had to work on fillin my girls and boys accessories.. i was cursing under my breath cause girls was a pain in my ass... all the lil hair barrets and ties.. ughHh! lol. Anyways, I'm so glad to be home where i can take it easy .. and that's just what i'm plannin on doin.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. and everyone will be in better moods.

Redneck Medical Terms
Benign....................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria..................Back door to cafeteria. Barium....................What you do with dead folks. Cesarean Section.....A neighborhood in Rome. Catscan...................Searching for the cat. Cauterize.................Made eye contact with her. Colic........................A sheep dog. Coma......................A punctuation mark. D&C........................Where Washington is. Dilate......................To live longer than your kids do. Enema....................Not a friend. Fester.....................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. G.I.Series................World Series of military baseball. Hangnail........... ......What you hang your coat on. Impotent.................Distinguished, well known. Labor Pain...............Getting hurt at work. Morbid....................A higher offer than I bid. Nitrates..................Cheaper th

Second Opinions!
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital, he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store and thought, "That's what I need... a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see...size 44 long." Joe laughed, "That's right, how did you know?

The Healing Power Of Happiness!
This article was published in Sage Woman's Issue 71 The Healing Power of Happiness On February 19, my husband's fraternity brother Steve died of pancreatic cancer. Over the decades they had remained close, and I'd grown to love him too. We knew he'd eventually succumb to the disease, and we were prepared for that, but we were far from ready. The loss hit us hard. The next day my coven sister Phoenix was killed in an auto accident. Nobody was prepared for that. The shock and grief were terrible. Two weeks later, Merlin, one of our cats, died of a brain tumor. I thought I would never smile again. Experiencing all the symptoms of depression, I lost too much weight, too much sleep, and entirely too much hope. Don't get me wrong, people were wonderful. Cards, flowers, email messages, and phone calls cascaded into our home. Those who could came to visit and embrace us. Women all over the country did healing rituals for us. And I was grateful for their love. But my h

Ex-sex
Ever had sex with a ex? I did this weekend, just have to say, it's the best there is. You don't have to worry about trying to make them happy all the time, no reason to be worried about the next morning, no strings, no jealous guy hanging around, it's just.. great. Although after ten hours i was sort of worn out.

A Must Read For Women!
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1 . Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday Brunch. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want he

Its Not Over.
Violet colored flesh pressing between the mass. Singing blue. We never look in their eyes. They never look the same. I see mass-less, huge humanity. I see the falling stars, wishing for destruction. You press against me. Crimson passes over my eyes. Eyes pass over me. Streams of black conscious flow over velvet thoughts. They make fools of us. We they talk, but say nothing. It hurts to hear the words, nothing is different. Slighted songs of blasphemes ring in our ears. Burning red crosses flash on our bodies. We are the signature. We are the last. The lost ones. Found nevermore. Finding nothing more then coy cliches wrapped in gossamer wings. We bleed. Bleed rainbows of strained skin and anguish. Flies pass over your dead and decaying soul Harbingers of your prophecy. The glorious sex of bleeding goes through us. Ribbons of stained glass mask the screams coming from our hearts. And all is left whole. But shattered. Dead. But Spro

Never Enough Of You
Never Enough of You... You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you. "Never Enough of You," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2000

The Cross Room
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I cant go on, " he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. then, open that other door, and pick out any cross you wish." The man was filled with relief. "Thank you, Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord, " he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." Many of us believe it is not FAIR to be going through the difficult times we are going through in life. But take a good look around you, and you will realize, that YOUR problems arent nearly as bad as alot of other people in this world. Most of YOUR problems are temporary, when most others are lifelong. Thank God f

I Miss You
Picture of Us... Every day, my mind paints a picture of you... then of us, and suddenly we're the stars in a romantic movie made for two, our bodies entwined... And I can't stop these fantasies, I don't even wish to. For when my mind finds you, I fill in the missing pieces that the distance between us creates and nourish my heart with the images it craves. And I can't stop it. Fool I'd be to want to. For my whole body feels your touch, which is as light as the whisper of butterfly wings, yet strong enough to inflame every nerve, and fill my being with your being until I'm satisfied that we're one in body and spirit. And I can't stop it. Why would I want to? "I Miss You," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2003

Basic
Grant has now been in basic for 1 week, and doing well. Yesterday was his birthday! My son is now 19 years old! He sent a brief note which I got today. If anyone wants to write to him i will give you the address!

Alphabet Of Happiness
Alphabet of Happiness... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Been There , Listen Up!
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

As Long As
As Long As... As long as there's a breath left in your body, there's hope. As long as mankind has prowled the earth, miracles have happened, restoring life and health. As long as you have a loving heart, God will send much warmth and love to you in return. As long as you've been alive, God has been watching over you and answering your prayers. As long as the heaven and stars exist, God will be there for you. "As Long As," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2001

Will I Live To See 80?
WILL I LIVE TO SEE 80? I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either!" Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you even give a shit?"

Please Help!!!!!
Hey everybody! I'm in BadGirl's Default Pic Contest that just started today and goes for the next two weeks. This is my first contest so I'm pretty excited about it. I need your help! Please click my pic below and go Rate or Comment BOMB the hell out of my pic. I'd really appreciate it and will send love in return! Anything you want! Please help me in any way you can. Please repost this and send to your friends too! Thanks! FL_FunGuy603 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=178222&albumid=440850&i=789747561 ~Danny P.S. - Show BadGirl some love too while you're at it! DJ BADGIRL~ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS~@ CherryTAP

Why
All I’ve been doing was crying, Crying my 1,000 tears Wishing you would come back to me, Wishing that you were here It seems right now as if you want, Want to hurt me even more I wish that you could understand that My heart is already sore I still cry a 1,000 tears cause you Throw a lot of women in my face I tried and tried but I can’t move on I don’t know why I think you can’t be replaced I don’t understand how you can tell me That you will never stop lovin me Every time I turn around I cry Tears my eyes can see Why o why is what I ask myself Why do I keep on letting you hurt me I never made you cry a 1,000 tears So why would you want to make me How can you tell me I’m not the one When it has been so many years Within those years you would think no tears But they came because you didn’t care You would think because of a 1,000 tears That I would be all dried out Nothing hurts more but to know you’re not here And that you are no longer my spouse

Qwench
QWENCH Hot Water Beads My Body, My Hands Hard Pressed Against the Wall, Goddess Behind Me with Soapy Sponge, Bathing Me as Her Duty Calls. I Stand Erect as Her Arms Surround My Waist, Delicate Hands Sudsing Up My Chest, Loving, Tender Strokes as She Kisses My Back, Tormenting Me with Her Breasts. Goddess of Love, to Her Master Above, She Kneels Behind Me to Wash My Feet, Warm Lips Upon My Buttocks and Light Nibbles with Her Teeth. I Turn to Face Her, Gazing Down at Fawn-Like Eyes, a Waterfall from My Brow, Bare Hands She Lathers My Genitals, Taking Her Time, Expressionless as I'm Aroused. Clasping My Knuckles Behind My Head, I Tilt Back to Cleanse the Sin I Crave, gary L: She Continues Rinsing until I'm Satisfied, Never Taking the Chance on Her Own Desire, Distinguishing the Goddess from the Slave. Reaching Down with Both My Hands to Each Side of Her Face, Fingers Behind Her Ears, Thumbs Beneath Her Chin, She Rises at the Gentle Pressu

The Lap Dance
Written by a CT friend of mone :) Enjoy! MY FANTASY...WRITEN BY DIANE (TasTLuv) TURN YOUR VOLUME UP AND ENJOY! USE A VERY VIVID IMAGINATION AND TAKE YOUR SELF INTO THE STORY AS THE CLIENT AND I AM THE DANCER! THE LAP DANCE I hurriedly enter the club so I won't be late for my evening shift! I enter my dressing room and change into an erotic and sexy g-string with a matching push up bra that accentuates the curves of my full breasts and erect nipples! I pull on a tight pair of jeans, a silk shirt that barely reaches down to my belly button and slip on sexy red high heel pumps! I go over to the curtain and take a peek into the club to see who is there for tonight's entertainment! I see the other dancer finishing her last song of her set! I look around at the clients and in a flash I see you there sitting so very close to the stage watching intently as her set comes to completion! Perfect! You have a look of sheer contentm ent and longing on your f

Make Him A Mother Fucking P.i.m.p
OK FOR EVERYONE WHO I HAVE HELPED OR FOR THOSE WHO JUST LIKE ME I WANNA BE A PIMP EVEN IF IT IS A CHERRY PIMP......SO HELP ME OUT PLEASE drew64_4**Underground Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard##@ CherryTAP 50 CentP.I.M.P.Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by 'drew64_4**Underground Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard##' on '2007-07-09 13:34:56') (repost of original by '-->♥AsH.WєєE.♥RJeezys CT Wifey..((Underground Promoter/Mod))' on '2007-07-09 15:33:25') (repost of original by 'bucs24,CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*undergrounds promoter*' on '2007-07-09 15:45:53') (repost of original by '~shady326~' on '2007-07-09 15:46:41')

Ahhhh Shiznets
It's freaking Manic Monday and life sure is hecctic. I'm sitting here all hyped on ceffeine and not a damn thing to say except blah. Just wanted to let you ppl to know again I thank you for stopping in rating me and all that good shit. I would also like to say thanks to the ppl that make it possible to have happy hr, one of these days I plan to sponsor one myself, I dont know a whole lot about it but I will for sure find out. I will also try to get some more photoa uploaded as well, I am kind of waiting for this black eye to go the hell away, It's not very apealing I know but hell neither is my face muahahahahahaha beat ya to the punch line didnt I. A lot of ppl have asked me why dont you upload nude portraits well my friends it's like this, I dont feel the need to advertise myself in that manner on here. I dont want just anyone looking at my goods. I already have some crazy chic obsessed with me. Thats enough to make a person not want to go any further with broadcasting any m

Decifer Then,,, Win My Mind,,,,,,,
To be one, is to know who you really are, and what you really want or would like to have,,,,,, If you arent in sync with your own world,, how could you ever be in sync with mine?? Food for thought!! Decifer that shyt.... then you will have my mind!

Fun Yet Serious
Boy, I want to tell you I had loads of fun yesterday, but it ended on a serious note. Traci, Jason and I were invited to a friend named Kevin's birthday party today. It was a birthday/swimming/barbecue party. Everything went fabulous and I had a blast, which is a first in about 7 months. After everyone left about 9:30 p.m, the 9 adults of us left decided to all crowd in the hot tub for awhile. It went great and we all had a pretty good time, drinking and just talking. The last nine adults were, Kevin, Laurie, Julie, Ron, Jack, Jason, Traci, Garrett and me. Well considering Jason had to go to work early we decided to leave about midnight. Traci and I were drenched to the bone and ran inside to change into drier clothes. We took Jason's cigarettes and lighter in there with us and he asked us if it was in there with us and we said yes, but he nevertheless had to wait to get them. Next thing we know, Garrett's daughter, Alley, came running in there to Traci and me and said there was a

Lyrics
This song is called Kiwi by Maroon 5...Anyone else think there is a hidden meaning here?? You’re such a flirt, I know you hurt And so do I, I empathize I see you out, you never cared A conversation that we never shared But it’s so strange, it’s something new Amazing feelings that I have for you I close my eyes when I’m alone Wonder what it’d be like to make you moan I wanna give you something better Than anything you’ve ever had A stronger and a faster lover The world, it disappears so fast Sweet kiwi Your juices dripping down my chin So please, let me Don’t stop it before it begins So give it up, and don’t pretend And spread your arms and legs across the bed And when you shake, you won’t regret The things I whisper in your ear (What?) I said: I wanna give you something better (You wanna give me something better) Than anything you’ve ever had (Than anything I’ve ever had) A stronger and a faster lover (A stronger and a faster lover) The world,

The Countdown Has Begun (kaleb Update) From Kalebs Mom
Sunday, July 08, 2007 The countdown has begun The countdown has begun. Kaleb is still doing Very Well. He is so much more awake since they have started wheening him off of the phenobarb. He moves much more and makes more noises. He still doesn't blink though... It is so weird. They are shooting for Thursday to have him completely off of the Phernobarb. After that he will have to stay 3 whole days to ensure that he doesn't have a seizure. If all goes well, Kaleb will be coming home by next Monday! I am excited, scared, happy and nervous all at once. I think it will REALLY hit me hard when he gets home that he is changed. I mean the last time he was home he was sitting in his Walker and smiling up at me in the kitchen. I miss his smile so much. I think that being home will help him so much though because that is where he was the happiest. He LOVED to be home. I just miss him so much. We have tons of pictures up of him and I look at them and think "God pleas

Ficky Ficky Y'all
Friends By Chance One day you sat before your screen Typed to some nonsence name like mine We entered into a sea of text And our world would never be the same Who would have thought in this text filled world With faceless voiceless words we used I would find someone like you to bring Joyous rainbows and happiness without end Now everyday before my screen I sit and type and ponder How someone I have never seen Could fill my world with wonder People say you cannot love someone That is a stranger so very far away They cannot judge what they do not know They have no concept of the seeds of friendship we sow Even though my dear sweet friend Beside you I cannot be I know deep down inside my heart You will always be standing next to me! Jessie

The Gratest Irony Of Love
THE GRATEST IRONY OF LOVE&m=Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out u love someone right after that person walks out of your life...& sometimes you think you're already over a person but when u see them smile at u you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again...for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person...in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else...most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little...as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right...most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that

Changing For The Better
On 3/6/07 I was hit hard with reality. My world cam crashing down and I knew I had a long road ahead of me to rebuild. As I lay crying Barry smiled. He knew that what I was going through at that moment was a life changing event. And it was! I was suddenly able to see all the things I refused to see in the past. I was able to recognize things in myself that I ignored for so long, and that night I vowed to let the changes take me to a new and better place. After my sobs subsided Barry asked me how I felt. I told him that I had no emotions to myself at that moment. His respond was "That's enlightenment." I lay there for a long while, feeling high and gitty, allowing all the stimulus around me fill me with sensations. The moonlight through the cracks of the shade, the cool sheets on my skin, the tears drying on my face (and how they itched ever so slightly), the sound of Barry's breathing beside me. All these things filled me in a way that is inexplainable. It's taken me a lon

You Left While I Was Gone
You left while I was gone. You left me here feeling so alone. You could have held my hand. Now I'm here alone I see you in my dreams at night. The parted tears falling without light. You tore me apart without a breath Now I know you cannot come back but, someday soon I won't regret.

My Job Search Finaly Ends.....
so0o i have spent the last month looking for a job that would fit into my nitch of acceptable jobs and today i got it *crys* finaly! i am totaly freaking out, i dont know wether to cry or scream.... so i am silently freaking out but yeah! OMG! *laughs* i almost settled for fast food haha!

Home. It's Where The Heart Is.
Grr.... I'm so frustrated with the world right now. Don't know what the hell has been going on the last like 2 weeks, but it's just been a fricken downward spiral. I'm ready to go home. People are making me angry, and just like I said generally frustrated. Maybe it's just because I don't feel good right now and have been throwing up for 2 days that I'm a little more on edge than normal, but whatever. I think I'm like done with Ohio. I want to just start school... move on... sorry, but the people in ohio are making me upset. grrrrrrrrr.... I need a drink.

I Can't Get This Song Out Of My Head
So, I heard this song on my friends page and I fell in love with it and I can't get it out of my head. Wanted to share it..... Here are the lyrics: I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel Hoping what you need is behind every door Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else Feeling as though you never belong This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy I truly understand. Please, don't cry now Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you Being like you are Well this is something else, who would comprehend? But some that do, lay claim Divine purpose blesses them That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway A part of your soul ties you to the next world Or maybe to the

A True Woman
Women have strengths that amaze men. They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy, and laugh when they are nervous. Women wait by the phone for a "safe at home call" from a friend, after a snowy drive home. They are child care workers, executives, attorneys, stay– at–home moms, biker babes, and your neighbors. They wear suits, jeans, and they wear uniforms. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up against injustice. They walk and talk the extra mile to get their kids into the right schools and to get their family the right health care. Women are honest, loyal, and forgiving. They are smart –– they know that knowledge is power. But they still know how to use their softer side to make a point. Women want to be the best for their family, their friends, and themselves. They drive, fly, walk

100 Years Of Kisses!
Congratulations to The Hershey Company!!!!! Hershey(R)'S Kisses(R) Brand Chocolates Celebrates Centennial Birthday "World's Largest Hershey(R)'s Kisses(R) Chocolate" Inducted into Guinness World Records(TM) HERSHEY, Pa., July 7, 2007 /PRNewswire-FirstCall via COMTEX News Network/ -- The iconic Hershey(R)'s Kisses(R) Brand Chocolates commemorated its 100th anniversary today with a record-breaking celebration in Hershey, Pa. The Hershey Company celebrated the brand's centennial by unveiling "The World's Largest Hershey's Kisses Chocolate" at a birthday event hosted at Hershey's Chocolate World(R) Attraction in Hershey, Pa., The Sweetest Place on Earth(R). Complete with a seven-foot-long plume and 16,460-feet of foil wrapping, The World's Largest Hershey's Kisses Chocolate weighed in at 30,540 pounds and was certified by Guinness World Records(R) as "The World's Largest Piece of Chocolate." (Photo: http://www.newscom.com/cgi-bin/prnh/20070707/CLSA005) "Hershey's Kisses Choco

Yeah I Am Feeling Sappy Today...lol
A Fragile Heart Author Unknown If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me? Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately? I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago, He mishandled it. dropped it and broke it fortunately, not irreparable so. I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile, It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile. I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same, It's still too fragile to trust to anyone, who plays an unfair game. It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and from, And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go. I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love, If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently.... like a dove. Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot, It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got. So, are you able to keep

Web Designer Needed!
Web designer wanted I need some help getting my website to what I want it to be. If anyone's interested in helping me I'm willing to trade my chocolate covered goodies for web design work!! Check out the website I have now. It's good, but there are a lot of things I'd like to do with it. http://WWW.DIPPEDDELIGHTS.COM I want to have a "Limited time only" section, a "Coming soon" blurb, little things that someone who knows what they're doing could get done in no time. Thanks, ~Karoline~ P.S. If you're reading this, please repost for me! lol I need someone desperately.

Got Some 11's To Give Away
Hey for any of you who come by rate my pic and a few comments or you already have I have some 11's if you need them during happy hour just give me a shout and I will hit you up with some of them.... THANK YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH........

My Nsfw Pics
ive been getting strange men who i dont even remember adding to my friends list, requesting to see my nsfw pics they arent nudes, i dont let just anyone see it, and if you want to that badly buy me a blast lmao

Current Family List..
HEY EVERYONE..ME AND MY GREAT FRIENDS AND SISTER FREAKS DECIDED WE WANTED TO FORM A FAMILY..WE ARE ALL CONFIRMED FREAKS AND SO WE'VE COLLABORATED WITH OUR FAV LOUNGE "CIRCUS FREAKS" AND ITS FAB RINGMASTER, RIPPER AND CREATED THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. "CLICK THE PICTURE TO COME SEE" > WHAT WE ARE: PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO MEET NEW FRIENDS..WE ARE HAPPY TO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT TO ALL THE MEMBERS IN OUR OWN FAMILY AND TO ALL THE CT COMMUNITY. WE HATE DRAMA..BOOOOO. NO DRAMA FOR US. WE WANNA HAVE FUN IN THIS CRAZY CYBER WORLD KNOWN AS CHERRY TAP. I MEAN REALLY THAT IS THE POINT OF BEING HERE ISNT IT..LOL. WHAT OUR FAMILY IS MADE OF: THOSE WHO ARENT SCARED TO BE WHO THEY ARE..PEOPLE WHO LOVE TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS AND ARE JUST NOT AFRAID TO STEP OUTSIDE THAT BOX IN WHATEVER WAY THEY SEE FIT..PEOPLE READY TO ENJOY BEING AS FREAKY AS THEY WANNA BE... WHO IS WELCOME: EVERYONE..YOU CAN BE IN ANOTHER FAMILY OR ANOTHER GROUP..YOU CAN BE A LONE WOLF..IT ABSOLUTELY DOESNT MATTER. IF YOUR

Bored And Tired
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Have a awesome night friends and family! Love to you all! I am heading off to slumber land to dream of my baby~still missing him but he'll be home soon. Have a gret tuesday all!Hugs, Kisses and sweet dreams~Heather

Strawberry Tequila Overdose
My angel My demon My best addiction She lubes me And doobs me To reduce friction I am her shoulder To lean on My waist She wrestles When it gets To heavy In peace we nestle I may pull Her hair But never scold her The best part Of each fix Is when I hold her I tap it And slap it At her request She is open And listens And treats me best Her heart is My new drug I must confess But I am still Addicted To all the rest

Freaked Out
Ok so I was in the bathroom and someone out side started setting off firecrackers and I freaked out!!! Now I feel stupid and mad and upset!! I should be over all this crap by now. What's wrong with me?!?!

Sweet Dreams
kissed your lips tasted your flesh the feel of you nothing can contest your contours all around tour my fingers glide i want more of u baby unlock my heart inside.... look in your eyes that look in your eye makes this man weak stutter when i reply see thru me consume me with each fleck of color control me hypnotize i never want another.... whiff of your hair asleep, i said "yeah" gone from me 2nite but yer still here ....i cuddle my pillow

Peter Griffin
Although he is loud,rude and obnoxious,he love Lois with all his heart,and if that makes him a bad guy then ur all fucked! :P Hey Chris,ur gay. But I love the big dumb animal! ;) *muah* My Peter Griffin.

Asfasd1?
Just don't want to cry anymore. In the last week to two weeks I have cried more than I have all year. Why do people insist on pushing and pushing and pushing? I don't get it. Stop playing games. Stop lying. Stop acting like you care. Just stop.

Eh Hell Who Knew
Who knew I'd still be in such a good mood days after my trip . . . maybe I should go to Cleveland more often damn!!!! Anyway, my plan of being happy is working out right now. I am still in a good mood despite the everyday bullshit I have encountered. I was painting my nails a few minutes ago (a nice pretty pink even) when I started laughing because yes I still want a man to paint my nails for me once . . . hehehe. I contemplated aloud to no one that I am never going to be that skinny little blonde girl that so many men fantasize about - but fuck that I don't want to be. I am not uncomfortable with who I am dammit if other people aren't then fuck them. I enjoy who I am, mind, body and spirit. Yep, my mood is still good and I am seriously considering weekly road trips to various places just so I can feel good. Hehehe! I know I said I was coming back to bitch, but painting my nails calmed my mind and I am not in the mood to bitch anymore - gonna go touch them up now - wooho

The Next Metal Band
Hey everyone, If you haven't heard of these guys you defintely have to check them out! Five Finger Death Punch fucking kicks ass!!! Here is their my space link: http://www.myspace.com/ffdp You can also check them out on You Tube. Check out this video: Behind The Scenes With 5FDP!!!!!! Add to My Profile | More Videos

Temperature, Chicken, And Pips
You know you're in Texas when: Now, before my bestest Indian Palace buddy (more on that later) gets in a tizzy, it really wasn't 109 degrees out...it was probably only like 99 or something, but Texans get picky about their summers so I had to clarify. To me, if it's over 80, it's hot. If it's over 90, there is no such thing as "dry heat", and it might as well be over 100. Argue all you want, but my biological Midwestern temperature gauge says it's true. Most native Texans have been disappointed in their lack of glorious sunshine this summer, but I have been counting every raindrop as a blessing. That statement, of course, could be considered sacrilege in these parts, but with the rain, comes clouds, and with clouds come lower temperatures because the star-cinogen (my name for the sun) is hidden, kinda. In more important news, I, yes, I, cooked a chicken on Saturday. It was quite the experience. And before any of you witty family members pipe in about my earlier cooking p

Note To Self
So yeah I'm single NOTE TO SELF: I LIKE IT THAT WAY Its seems like everyone I'm with makes me bored....It makes me laugh everytime. NOTE TO SELF: BE BORED ALL I WANT A couple people I dated either cheated on me or flirted with other girls when we were together. NOTE TO SELF: ALL MEN ARE DOGS IN SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER The relationships I was in was a joke, all they did was play these head games with me telling me they love me, or some even talked about marriage one day. NOTE TO SELF: RELATIONSHIPS ARE JOKES WAITING TO HAPPEN So I have no idea what I should do anymore, I dont know what to believe anymore. NOTE TO SELF: FORGET PEOPLE I'LL PROBALLY LIVE BETTER WITHOUT SOMEONE I'm starting to have a cold heart. I got to the point where I'm not even sad or depressed anymore. NOTE TO SELF: NO ONE CAN BRING ME DOWN I'm mad at the lies and trust people have made me believe. NOTE TO SELF: I DONT NEED DRAMA IN MY LIFE You know what I'm soooo

This Is The Soldier Promise!!!
THIS IS THE SOLDIER PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know

True Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

Nothingness
in the vast depths the churning slows til all is still--a silence that none can hear she strains to see the silence looking for signs of life but nothingness prevails the dark fingers encase all gripping the dead breath sucking it away into the nothingness a place where no sun can be a place where no light exists just the dark dark nothingness

Forgettings
Outside in the fog, I wander. I’m feeling a little lost lately. Something’s missing, but nothing much has changed. Across the planet, she’s dreaming under a starlit sky. Something’s missing, but she’s sure nothing has changed. -Jack http://lokilistens.wordpress.com

Why Am I Surprised
I cant seem to stop thinking about it. I was bored so I hit the "I'm bored" button and proceeded to rate people. When I say rate I mean look at pics and give everyone one a "10". Why not? It really isnt any problem to make people feel better no matter how ugly they are. Have you noticed that some profiles black out the last few numbers in the rating and its almost difficult to find the 10? I made a mistake and hit a "7" for this woman instead of a "10". In all honesty she was a 7 anyway. I later get this HORRIBLE email message calling me all kind of horrible names and saying that I wasnt even a "1" how could I rate her a "7"? She obviously has an issue with her self confidence. I sent her a message saying I was sorry and that it was a mistake. She never said she was sorry. The more I think about it the madder I get. Why did I appologize? SHE WAS A SEVEN! Who is she to get mad at me because I said so? Then she told me not to worry that she wouldnt report me for down rati

Well.................
Well folks I will not be online for a couple of days........I am going to be moving into my new place and stuff and of course you know how the cable company is.........they wanna take there own sweet damn time to come out and turn on ur cable and internet. So I will be off..........but shall return......much love to all muh friends......if ur ever in GA, come by and help me unpack,lmao. Love u All!

Gone?
To all the girls I've loved.....oops...that's already been sung huh? lol....To all my friends on here/there, I've been gone, getting my bitch back on the road has been my passion lately. If I've neglected ya'll, then please accept my SINcere appologies.,....but she is my bitch and she needs to be between my legs.....if you don't know What the F++k I'm talking about, read my profile dammit!!. Laura darklin, TY for the Silver MC....and you can ride me/mine anytime..... bbl8r ya'll.......g

What Is Cf!!!
Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that: clogs the lungs and leads to life-threatening lung infections; and obstructs the pancreas and stops natural enzymes from helping the body break down and absorb food. In the 1950s, few children with cystic fibrosis lived to attend elementary school. Today, advances in research and medical treatments have further enhanced and extended life for children and adults with CF. Many people with the disease can now expect to live into their 30s, 40s and beyond.

The Mask
The Mask~ A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown Wondering where her place is in this life She has come close to sharing herself Never completely revealing anything to anyone Feelings of invisible chains corner her When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out She roams day by day, playing roles Strength unknowingly resides in her History repeats itself once again The translucent veil she so proudly wears Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside One day there will be no more mask for her to wear One day her beliefs will be known One day she'll know her place in this life One day she will share herself One day this mask will be

Before I Was Mom
Before I was a Mom - I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been Puked on... Pooped on... Chewed on... Peed on... I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I could'nt stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before

Still Alone!
I am still alone- I am not so sure that it is by choice anymore! For awhile I liked being alone and for the most part I still do- But I just want that one person that can make me smile, and who wants to be with me- Who wants to hold me in the middle of the night- And who wants to hold my hand through the good and the bad- Maybe I am just down today- Or maybe there is someone in my life now that i should just give in too- Its true there is no gold at the end of the rainbow- No prince charming after you kiss the frog! BUT isnt there someone out there that can sweep me off my feet- That can come and blow me away and show me that not all guys are the same??!!??

This So Speaks The Truth
So long since I've waited To live again You've brought my world to an end Love takes its victim and leaves its remains My broken heart has died in vain Tell me why have we forsaken the dreams we had The pain makes it so hard to understand You're a lifetime ago but a memory away And I'll love you till my resurrection day Love kills the fire's gone Dying embers still remain Love kills and now you're gone Girl, I'll never be the same again Without your love, seems so dead and unreal And now there's nothing left to feel Someday we'll meet again--girl that much I know At heaven's gate we'll say hello Now I hear the wind is calling my lonely, Lonely soul For sorrow's trembling hands please let me go Love's dying sin is just dust in the wind I face the other side of no tomorrow Love kills the fire's gone Dying ember still remains Love kills and now you're gone--Girl I'll never be the same Love kills and love is just a dying ember in the rain Love kills a heart betray

Randomness
Light the night with fire A shady baptismal of heat and turmoil To recreate and become new again Churn it and mix it until the darkness and the light become one Emminent and threatening but with ferver and love Peace comes after destruction When the old is torn down and the chance for rebirth arises And there in the midst is you Whomever you are, you stand there staring! As if out of the gloom and fog stood a pillar of nothingness And something altogther And I understand The darkness, the light They combine to make you. You stand there waiting for me Waiting the baptism and the chaos and flames To depart Or perhaps you are the light And I the darkness Together we disperse the differences and unite No, because the light is in your eyes The goodness and mirth behind your smile Shy and kind, melting my heart like the fire I gladly walk through the flames To be consumed by you

To My Dad Blessed Be
This is to my dad who has recently passed on. I will never stop hurting I'll never forget. Im Forever blessed because we were a part of each other. What I’m feeling time will heal it I’ve been hearing that for so long now They’ll say I’ll move on Got to try and be strong Life will go on I’ll get through this some how But how when I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting It was a Sunday we buried you in the rain I never knew pain till that first night alone Opened your closet breathed you in and lost it The truth of it baby finally hit home No you’re not coming home I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting Wish you could talk to me some how Tell me what do, I do now I’m still waiting For you to com

Words I Never Thought I Would Say
So I never thought that I would ever say "i'm going to sue you" and actually mean it. I am actually starting up a lawsuit against..... a lawyer. Mainly for him trying to get me to pay for some bad checks that I already paid off to the bank and he thinks i need to pay 1,295.86 for 6 checks. He refused to send me proof of the debt, threatened me with jail time and told me that this has gone to court 2 times already and was getting ready to go back to court again. On top of that he was trying to hit on me. So I am suing him for threatening, false information, mental anguish, sexual harrassment, and also for basically being an ass. just a reminder for anyone who has bad checks out there...... if you get calls from the collection agency...... statutes of limitation for legal action for bad checks is 1 year. If they have not filed with the courts before the first year is up then they can not sue you over it, by law they have to send you proof of the debt, they are not allowed t

A Short Story I Have Written And Am In The Process Of Writing More To It
Deep in the chambers of the stalagmite house knows as house Mae'Iryn sat Matron Mother Zaani on her bed surrounded by her daughters, all high priestesses oh Lloth the spider queen, Zaani began the long process of labor. "Myrizz should i pass during this labor you are to be Matron in my place." Zaani said to her eldest daughter. "Matron Mother do not speak of such things. You have given birth to 5 daughters and are highly in Lloths favor you shall not perish due to mere childbirth." she said softly. "Quiet! This labor is different then from all of yours. It is draining me of my strength like its sucking my life." she said through a pain filled grimace. "Understood Matron Mother." Myrizz said solemnly. During the next 15 hours of labor Zaani labored to expel this child that was tormenting her, threatening to take all of her strength away. All the daughters helped in any way they could. Zar'Uit stayed at her mothers side holding her upright trying to make her more comfortable

As I Remember
Prisoner of my drowning faith I huddle in the shadows of my fears Lost in the dark river of my loneliness Alone I listen choking in hate to the defeaning screams of my silence The lies are just now irreverent ashes of the fire you left behind All the traces have faded Swept by the wind of your empty promises And never ever will you comprehend deep inside where my silence howls the past shall NEVER pass.

The End Of 1 Jouney And The Beginning Of Another
Last Monday I lost my job and the ability to save money to pay for a surgery I need. Spent the rest of the week camping and trying not to think about the occurances going on. The weekend was stressful and it finally all came to a head when I got my foot tangled up in a sprinkler and ended up crying for the next 15 minutes. Today I rested and tomarrow I will start the new journey and go do the footwork to see the direction I need to go. I always trust that when I write the power is taken out of painful situations and I am given answers I need because I can get quiet and hear. This may be the an outlet where I can get a better view that I usually do. Thanks

Alfie....funny
Ooooo deary me, My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed, I tell him he should get up cos it's nearly half past three He can't be bothered cos he's high on THC. I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea, I can't even see him cos the room is so smoky, Don't understand how one can watch so much TV, My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see. [Chorus] Oooooo I only say it cos I care, So please can you stop pulling my hair. Now, now there's no need to swear, Please don't despair my dear Mon frere. Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day, I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid. Get off your lazy arse, Alfie please use your brain Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray, I'm feeling guilty for leading you astray, Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid, When all you do is stay and play on your computer games? [Chorus] Oh little

New Screename And Some Of The Same Fake Friends......
I HAVE A CHERRY TAP ACCOUNT ALREADY AND WAS TAKING A BREAK FROM THAT ACCOUNT BUT ACTUALLY MISSED CHERRY TAP AND MADE THIS ACCOUNT TOO. FUNNY HOW I MADE SOME GOOD NEW FRIENDS AND CONTINUE TO ADD FAKE FRIENDS THAT ARE ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT TOO. I WILL BE DELETING SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS OFF BOTH ACCOUNTS. FUNNY HOW YOU TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND TO PEOPLE AND HELP THEM OUT AND GET STABBED IN THE BACK, WONT THAT MISTAKE ANYMORE. THANKS TO MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE! MUAAAHHHH

~~for My Husband~~
Michael,,I thank you for loving me and caring about me the way a true Husband should,,,I thank you for always being there through the thick and the thin.Your smile everyday brightens my life,, your voice, softens my soul. I am now and forever a part of your heart as you are to mine. I love you so very much.

Loving Female Authority
Loving Female Authority (LFA) is a belief system and way of life which combines elements of feminist sociological theories and philosophies with Domination and submission (or "D/S") sexual practices that are rooted in a BDSM type of Female dominance (or "FemDom") emphasis. The author Elise Sutton coined the phrase "Loving Female Authority" as a broad term for FemDom lifestyles which does not have a narrow focus on sexuality, and avoids negative connotations associated with "Female Supremacist". Women and their submissive male partners who believe in "Loving Female Authority" often do have strong beliefs in the natural superiority of the female gender. Men with submissive desires will sometimes use the terminology "Loving Female Authority" when trying to introduce their female partners to the Female Domination lifestyle, has more conventional and less out-of-the-mainstream connotations than the terms FemDom, D&S or BDSM. By emphasizing the word "Loving", the male is conveying to h

Ashes Poetry For The Angry
Bring forth the fires to consume heaven the place that banished me eons ago and I await with terrible vengeance at hand to trouble those who pledge to the light of the Ultimate liar and he who holds the ultimate tyranny I bring forth coming Death to the world of Silver and Peace and further corrupt the air surrounding it, I will Destroy and burn its council, I will bring terrible order to its rank of Angels and I will satiate my hunger with its light and lend to it perpetual Night I will bring fear to Michael, lord of its righteous Angels himself with my eyes of fire,and my Dragon breath of hellish flames and keep his burnt wings on my belt and proclaim the land New Hell.. -Azrael-

Some Lyics I Want To Share
ok so this is a song me da used to like when i was a kid and it always kinda spoke to me.has become a big part of me beliefe now and so,,,heres "to beat the devil" by kris kristofferson, [voice: it was winter time in nashville, down on music city row And I was looking for a place to get myself out of the cold, to warm The frozen feeling that was eating at my soul, and keep the chilly Wind off my guitar; my thirsty wanted whiskey, my hungry needed Beans; but itd been a month of pay days since Id heard that eagle Scream; so with a stomach full of empty and pocket full of dreams I left my pride and stepped inside a bar (actually I guess youd Call it a tavern). cigarette smoke to the ceiling and sawdust on the Floor. Friendly shadows. I saw that there was just one old man sitting At the bar; and in the mirror I could see him checking me with my Guitar; he turned and said come up here boy and show us what you Are. I said Im dry and he bought me a beer. he nodded at my Guit

Funny Things
funny thought for the day... — Monday, July 09, 2007 --------- I like making people happy. It's some weird need I have. And even if it means going to their house when invited, eating food they make, and having lots of crazy sex, I'm usually willing to make that sacrifice. Hey, whatever makes THEM happy. Yah, it sux to be me. It's kinda a pain, and a waste of gas, a lot of time and effort. The long drive there and back, and the soreness the next morning from all the physicial exertion. Between stuff like that, and all the time I have from only having two classes now, life is pretty difficult. I guess I'll manage to get through it somehow though.------- It's supposed to be funny. So all you people who are thinking " go fuck yourself!! Those aren't real problems. " Just read it, laugh, and go on with your day. I realize that from the outside my life looks great, and my issues and concerns are relativly trivial compared to other people's serious problems. They are howev