Fubar Blog Posts 4

Last Night At Southport's
there we were, about to start the first gig. First live show. Will, The band's front man was having anxiety, as were the rest of the guys .. Stew, Cale, Andres and Dewayne. But when they fired off with the first song, Puddle of mud's She F#ckin' hates me, Well, The whole place just came to life then. The bar staff said they'd never seen Southport's food and spirits with that many people in there on a fridaynight. By the end of that first set, Everyone had loosened up a bit and let the music flow forth. I was on the sound board for the band. Trying to balance everything out tro give them the best sound I could. Everyone was satisfied with my mixing. I think I'm the ONLY member of the group who didn't drink lastnight. Kim, Will's wife, got f*ckin' SMASHED! it was a great time there for everyone. To all those who showed up to see Ashes of Eden, YOU make the band what they are. YOU will make them who they will become. Thank you. Ded Mike, sound and tech support for Ashes of

Game Warden
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" " Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden." "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's like

Official Fallouts Blue Team A New Contest To Slam
The contest we have been workin on is over now and we have another contest to start on. He is behind in comments at the moment so lets go get him caught up and winning. "Heart of Fire" Representing Club F.A.R.!!!!~~ Official Fallout's~~!!!

With Loves To All
friends and family dont mean they have to be blood related when ya care about anothers heart and soul and feelings and understands there ways in love and life and those whom are willing to be there 4 each other no matter what the odds are then to me thats what true friends and family means !!!!!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY i want to say ty 4 being here 4 me and know that if ya need me im around .... loves huggs to you all .....

Will There Ever.....
"Will there ever....?" A very common question that passes the minds of everyone sometime in their life. Some more than others. If asked what is the first thing that would come to mind? "Will there ever be that special someone......?" That seems to be the heart and minds' question everyday. Everyday there are couples everywhere, friends talking about boyfriends they miss during breaks. You want to feel sympathetic but its oh so difficult when you have never had that experience. How many people actually hide what they are feeling so that their friends won't notice? How many nights go by laying awake wondering if you'll ever get to experience that. Has it ever happened that the one person you start to like, one of your best friends starts to date, but they deserve it more than you do. What would you do? Stand in the way of the one time something good happens or take that away for someone who probably doesn't feel anything for you? Will there ever....? A major questio

Is Love Just A Word?
I want someone to love me And not just break my heart, I want someone to like me for me And not rip me apart. Every time I fall in love They leave me here to cry, Then theres no one else Time continues to pass by. I wish I could find someone That didnt tell me lies, I want a love that last Not one that only dies. Is there even a true meaning Of a relationship without lies, Is there even a true meaning Of a relationship that never dies? Love is just a word That seems to mean so much to everyone, But look how they end up Not having so much fun. Love is a funny thing It seems to have its ways, I just want someone Thatll take my breath away.

Pesto Bowties With Chicken
6 oz (1/2 package) Muellers bowties 1 package (1/2 oz) pesto sauce mix 1/2 cup of water 1/4 cup olive oil 1 package (8oz) mozzarella cheese, cut into 1/2 inch cubes 1 pint cherry tomatoes, halved or quartered 8 oz grilled or broiled chicken, cut into chunks Cook bowties according to package directions. Drain, cover and set aside. In a large bowl, stir together pesto sauce mix, water and oil with fork until blended. Add pasta, cheese, cherry tomatoes, and chicken, toss to coat.

My Head
i feel off and real wierd today. i cant think straight and im having bad headaches. throbbing in my neck and this empty feeling. i dont remember when i fell or where i hit besides my head...is that normal? i couldnt talk right after it happened and i was in a daze. my shoulder feels out of place too. oh well though right? screw it! whatever happens happens. i dont care anymore. so yeah, whatever. for those of u that do care lol haha i might update when i come back from the hospital, if i decide to ever get back on here. hahaha

Vacation
I'm sooo glad to be here with my sister and I am having a great time with her, but still getting over some nasty chest cold symptoms. The flight this time was uneventful and went without a snag, other than my license is expired so thank GOD for my voter registration card or I'd still be in PA. I renewed it here online yesterday (how did I miss the notification???) Well, it only happens once every four years (has it BEEN that long??)oy vey! We hit a sweet beach bar called the Elbo Room last night in Ft. Lauderdale and I danced solo for about two hours to a great band (who'd have thunk it?)I had a blast :) Just popping in to say hi and let you know I'm thinking about you all. Have a great weekend.

Cherrytap
Hey I just wanted to say thanks for all the love you guys have been sending, and the ratings! I'm still trying to get used to all of this so bare with me, and I'll be updating my page and give you guys more pics and stuff about me!

What Not To Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. 2. Sorry, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't on. 3. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must have been going 125 mph just to keep up with me! 5. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a cop. 6. Bad cop! No donut! 7. You're gonna check the trunk, aren't you? 8. I was going to be a cop, really, but I decided to finish high school instead. 9. I pay your salary. 10. That's terrific, the last guy only gave me a warning also. 11. Is that a 9mm? It's nothing compared to this .44 magnum! 12. What do you mean, have I been drinking? You're a trained specialist? 13. Do you know why you pulled me over? Good, at least one of us does. 14. That gut doesn't inspire too much confidence; bet I can outrun you. 15. Didn't I see you get your butt kicked on Cops? 16. Is it true people become cops because they're too dumb to work at McDonald's? 17. I was trying to

Asdfghjkl
Have you thought about making this venture a partnership? You know someone who would be perfect for the project, but you've been a little hesitant to approach them about it -- until now. Your timing is dead-on. shut. up.

Bullshit Breakup
Damnit. Have you ever wanted to be with someone who was in love with another person? Well, if you haven't, then don't. It sucks ass. especially when you know that they deserve so much better and you just want to be there for them. Never let anybody tell you that you can't do something. Prove the motherfuckers wrong. Show them that it doesn't matter what they think, because you know what your heart is telling you. I'm so sick. Actually, I am literally sick. I haven't felt good for almost a week now. And I'm about to have to go to work, where I am going to feel like shit, which is going to piss me off. So, probably in a bad mood again. woonnnnnnnnnnnnnnderful. But I have to go. Because by October, I need to have saved up enough money to get a place in my name, so my mom and I will have somewhere to stay. And I can go hang out with my friends and not worry about a cocksucking bastard ass drunk son of a bitch beating on my momma. So

Bible Verse
COOL MySpace Comments WAS TAKEN OUT OF THE KING JAMES VERSION LOVED JOHN 3:16 FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH, BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE . FAITH PHILIPPIANS 3:9 AND HE FOUND IN HIM, NOT HAVING MINE OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS, WHICH IS OF THE LAW,BUT THAT WHICH IS THROUGH THE FAITH OF CHRIST,THE RIGHTEOUSNESS WHICH IS OF GOD BY FAITH. SAVED ROMANS 10:9 - THAT IF THOU SHALT CONFESS WITH THY MOUTH THE LORD JESUS, AND SHALT BELIEVE IN THINE HEART THAT GOD HATH RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD, THOU SHALT BE SAVED. ROMANS 10:10 - FOR WITH THE HEART MAN BELIEVETH UNTO RIGHTEOUSNESS; AND WITH THE MOUTH CONFESSION IS MADE UNTIL SALVATION. STRANGERS HEBREWS 13:2 - BE NOT FORGETFUL TO ENTERTAIN STRANGERS: FOR THEREBY SOME HAVE ENTERTAINED ANGELS UNAWARES EAGLE ISAIAH 40:31 - BUT THEY THAT WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH;THEY SHALL MOUNT UP WITH WINGS AS EAGLES;

Hors D’oeuvres
1 cup ground beef 1/2 cup grated cheese (sharp or extra) 1/2 cup bread crumbs 1/4 cup chopped onions 1 can mushroom soup 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 well beaten egg salt and pepper 1 loaf of sandwich bread (plain, square slices) butter Mix ingredients 1-8 together in a large mixing bowl (mix well). Cut the crust from each slice of bread. Melt butter and apply to one side of the bread slices with a pastry brush. Place the bread slices buttered side down in a muffin/cupcake pan. Place 1 or 2 teaspoons of the mixture into each of the "bread pockets". Bake at 350°F for 1/2 hour. Makes about 20 Hors D'Oeuvres.

Mexi - Rice Chicken
6 strips bacon 1 lb. boneless chicken breast 1 box (7.6 oz.) Old El Paso Mexican rice 1 can (10 oz.) Old El Paso tomatoes & green chilies (1 can tomatoes may be sub. if less spicy hot is to your taste) 1 1/2 c. chicken broth 1 c. frozen peas, rinsed to thaw Fry bacon in medium skillet; remove from pan and crumble. Brown chicken in bacon fat for 5 minutes on each side. Remove chicken from skillet and dispose of fat. In skillet, combine rice, seasoning mix, tomatoes and green chilies, bacon and chicken broth. Place chicken on rice mixture, cover and simmer 20 minutes. Sprinkle frozen peas on top of chicken, cover and simmer an additional 5 minutes. Makes 4 servings.

Racism?
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Towel head, Sand nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah, you have Ma'uled Al-Nabi, you have the NAACP. You have BET. But If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us racists. If we had White History Month We'd be racists. I

I Think It Is!!
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For June 23,2007 The bond between you and this special someone will grow even stronger, especially if you learn to deal with outsized expectations. Neither of you is perfect, but you might be perfect together, given some time and effort The more alcohol I consume the more I'm starting to believe that this is about me and Angelina Jolie!! I wonder if she's thinking the same thing?? Oh well, time will tell!!! :D

Meaningless Things That Come To Mind In The Middle Of The Night
I am a daughter, A sister, A grand-daughter, A neice, A cousin, A friend. I am a partner, A student, A young girl and A grown woman. I am confident and scared terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but A little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once and all I want is for you to love me.

And Again ... Lol
Tell her how you admire her when she's upset, hold her tight. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. Play with her hair. Pick her up, tickle her and wrestle with her. Just talk to her. Tell her jokes. Bring her flowers just because. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand ... let her fall asleep in your arms. Tell her she looks beautiful. Look into her eyes and smile, kiss her on the forehead. Kiss her in the rain. If you wwant to be with her ... tell her.

Pic At Work Contest !!!!!!!!!!!!
To all my Family, Friends and Fans! My Wife is holding her first contest and it is going to be a pic at work Contest!( pic must be you at work or what you do while at work) PLease come help her out and enter the contest P.S to all you domesitc goddess and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work yall hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we surive . So dont let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES !!!!!!!!! Pic Comments!!!!!!! 1st place: One month Vic or 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day blast 3rd place: Big Pimpin Gift Please send her the link to the pic you would like in the contest in private message or in shout box!! Have fun !!!!!!!! Your friend Christy!! Link

Come From Alabama With A Banjo On My Knee...
For those of you who don't know already, I'm being stationed in Alabama (Fort Rucker) at the end of September. While Alabama would probably not be my first choice, it is MUCH closer to the area I grew up in than I've been in the last 15 years. Hell, I used to go to Dothan once a week for a while, and I actually have aunts and cousins who live just outside that area! Anyway, I can't complain about Texas...it's been good to me and mine. I will miss all of my offline friends here. But, for now, I'll have to dust off my FSU and UGA hats so I can cause a semi-riot at the games!!! Rock on!!!!

Blog Reposted From Restrictive
.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.) 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A 13.)Q. What would we do if we were stuck in an elevator? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.)A. 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.)A. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.)A. 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.)A. 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.)A. 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.)A. 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look,

Because I'm Curious
Whats your favorite drink? 1. Favorite food? 2. Do you take vitamins? 3. Smoke?(everything counts) 4. Favorite 3 bands? 5. Things you collect? 6. Bondage cool or no? 7. Favorite position? 8. Bar soap or body wash?(it tells me a lot about you) 9. Morning or night owl? 10.

Impress Me
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN: 1. Compliment her 2. Cuddle her 3. Kiss her 4. Caress her 5. Love her 6. Stroke her 7. Tease her 8. Comfort her 9. Protect her 10. Hug her 11. Hold her 12. Spend money on her 13. Wine & dine her 14. Buy things for her 15. Listen to her 16. Care for her 17. Stand by her 18. Support her 19. Go to the ends of the earth for her... HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN: 1.Show up naked. 1 a. Bring beer.

My Pimpout
Just keeping this..She is definetely right when she says that noone will complain..Thank you to all my new friends and fans.I Love Sporks thank you so much for helping me. It's insane that all I ever see this lady doing is help other people. I never see her asking for anything for herself, so it's time someone did it for her She actually does return all of the love that she gets so, you guys know what to do I very rarely pimp people out, but when I do, I have yet to have ONE person complain that they didn't get anything in return! RATE her FAN her ADD her thanks :D BooBoo.......@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2007-06-22 15:50:00')

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being Everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be i

When Is It More Then Friends
You came in to my life when everything was slow nothing complete but nothing a wreck I have big dreams and big goals that is a must and need to obtain. We started as friends and that we still are but it could become more who knows so far I am not perfect and never will be as long as you except me i will always be just me I will be here no matter cause like i said friends we are so if you ever need me i will not be to far i am dedicated to those in my life now and forever i always strive i hope more will come in our lives together but friends we will stay always and forever slow and easy it will go until the day it will show if we are destined to be that we will have to see Until that day may come feel free to always tell me how you feel with ease once my friendship love and dedication is earned forever it will yern So be true to how you feel dont let fear stand in your way hurt is not always there if you let happiness apear

Distance
most people think that distance is a physical space between people i have found that just isnt the truth i have slept in the same bed with someone who was 5 thousand miles away i would lie there, awake wondering how that happened when in reality we were never in the same hemisphere In time I left and vowed never to live with someone who doesn't live with me instead of a half a world away ~me, EMB 6/23/07

Santa....he's Back! Poem #6
Ever have that felling that somethings not right? It gnawls at your stomach from morning to night. The thought kept coming that somethings amiss. It was starting to effect my holiday bliss. The day flew by fast everything seemed fine. But, i could not sleep with this thought on my mind. Then some low sounds about an hour till dawn. Some ho ho ho'ing out on my lawn. Yes, its true, Santa he's back and trippin' Healed up nicely from last years ass whippin'. I laughed in his face, "you stupid goose steppin' kraut." "Cme all the way back here to just get knocked out. "You'll find out this time I'm not so easily beat." "Say hello to my friend Cottontail pete." You'd think of a bunny as fragile and small. but, this fluffy hare was seven feet tall. "See i brought me some help a lil' egg-stra fun." "You'll be kissing my elf butt by the time we are done." Guess he thought that was funny he started to grin. So i gave him an uppercut under his chin. Pete c

Do I Know You
so whats up? i been on ct for a while now and i meet alot of friends but i dont know alot of you. wtf. you guys cant write or say hi. why did you add me? deleate me cause i dont want to be a fucken number. and to my friends that stay in touch. thanks. all you other mother fuckers write or deleate me...peace. p.s. im not tring to be a prick. i just want real friends

I’ve Falling
I’ve falling So deep beyond the earths core Beyond the depths of an human's soul Witch scares me, cause this mean I can never let you go I’ve falling 4 you But is it the real you You show in front of my eyes Is it love I feel are lies, you throw in my heart If so I rather push around an empty cart Your shadow, I stare at you because you’re the most beautiful piece of art And, im Willing to learn if you teach Willing to listen if you preach Willing to touch if you show....................LOVE But not willing to fall and you let go I’ve falling Witch has to be a blessing And these feelings I have im finally confessin But I pray and ask god.....is it him you made for me??? The equal to my EQUATION The creditor who over temps my TEMPTATION The 1st to stop my masturbation The 1 I should fall in love without HESITATION I’ve falling Deep within your waves Surrounded in the most beautiful cave My angel that'll fly me up to the sky The highest of all highs……by

Funny Quotes..
* If a woman steals your man...the best revenge is to let her keep him * * I still miss my ex...but my aims improving * * Sum people are only alive cause its illegal to kill them * * Wait for the right guy to cum along...meanwhile...have fun with the wrong ones * * Between the 2 evils pick the one you haven't tried before * * Y is everything I like to do illegal, ill moral, or fattening * * Y does Sea world have a seafood restaurant...I'm halfway through my meal and I realize I could be eating a slow learner * * If swimming is so good 4 your figure...how do you explain whales * * I have PMS and a gun..now what were you saying * * gravity doesn't exist...earth SUCKS * * I got a dog and named him 'stay'....I would say 'come here stay'..after a while the dog went insane and wouldn't move at all * * I'm blonde..what's your excuse * * How can I miss you if you don't go away * * The way I see it...the more people who hate me...the less peop

Tears That Sting
I hate when you have one of those days, or more then one, when nothing seems to go right. But EVERYTHING goes wrong. You just want to sit and cry, or pull your hair out or scream at the top of your lungs or all of the above. Then when you break down, the tears stream down your face and because your cheeks are so hot they sting like crazy as they reach your chin.Sometimes you just want to sit inside and avoid the world. Avoid everything and everyone around you. Til the next day where the stinging tears have finally washed away. And a new day begins where hopefully it will be better then the last.At least thats what you hope for.

I'll Allow You
i'll allow you to taste it as long as you vow not to waste it allow the tip of your tongue to get tantalized by it's texture look at it, as if it were your livelihood with your tongue, give it a lyrical lecture or perhaps a lashin' just as long as when you're thrashin' every prod is a poke of passion i'll allow you to touch and smell it if during said process you compel it coerce it with the tip of your nose caress it til the curling of my toes gently collide with its composition, with its construction evoke a riot, within its walls excite it til its eruption i'll allow you to get at it only if you ensure me that my breathing patterns become erratic heart palpitations of you, make me an addict make my, otherwise steady, brain functioning sinfully sporadic i must advise before you even realize it'll have you sprung speaking in lyrical tongues once you indulge whats in your pants, will certainly bulge it'l

How To Dump A Guy Letter..
Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture myself yelling out in a fit of passion. 3. ___The fact that our first dining experience to date has left MY wallet a little lighter, and YOUR pants a little tighter! 4. ___Your inadvertent

Tonite
Going to watch UNC play Ore St in the CWS, game one of the championship series. Then going to watch the Ultimate Fighter season finale. HELL YEAH!! Meanwhile, I'm getting frunked up :-D That's when you're fucked up, crunk, and drunk at the same time :-D Anyone wanna join me?:)

Ramones - Blitzkrieg Bop
Hey ho, let's go Hey ho, let's go They're forming in a straight line They're going through a tight wind The kids are losing their minds The Blitzkrieg Bop They're piling in the back seat They're generating steam heat Pulsating to the back beat The Blitzkrieg Bop. Hey ho, let's go Shoot'em in the back now What they want, I don't know They're all reved up and ready to go

Military Life!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

100 Sexual Questions
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 35 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

Uppy-date
Quite a few people have been wondering how I've been since I've left. I am very well infact. Working 38hr weeks in the seering heat I've begun losing weight and looking a bit more in shape (not a lot but somewhat) My chck was amazing and I got plenty of new things to keep myself occupied. I'm helping mom with bills. Beautiful women are not only smiling at me but giving me the time of day and that's pleasant. I've finally forgiven myself for a majority of the things that were out of my control and begining to enjoy the person I've become. So yes all and all, things are peachy ^^

Represent Your Side
ok i dont know how to do all the pretty graphics but im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west....i need 1 person from each side..so thats a total of 4 ppl... the gift will be a big pimpin gift of your choice (maybe the mansion if i have enough but no promises) contest starts as soon as i get my 4 ppl.. it will run for 1 week from the start date.. also when inquiring pls let me know what side you are representing..thanks rules are 1.you must have a salute to enter. 2.no body thats is new may bomb your contest or you will be deleted 3.you must live on the side you are representing and tell me what state 4.and you have to rate and fan the host

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've jus

Good-bye
Good-Bye Have you wondered why you shared in those past days, Given all your love and feelings in so many ways. Was your heart just longing for someone to care, Or just lonely cause no one was there. Feelings were shared from your heart you know, So much Love from feelings that did flow. If you turn back the clock those days won't end, Your love will be forever and more then a friend. But you took your loving feelings and walked away, Never saying good-bye to share another day. Life does bring loving days and some sorrow, Love is here today and could be gone tomorrow.

A Man's Thoughts On Fellatio Aka Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Mak

Finding The Old You
Look down deep - deep inside of your mind; an old part of you I know you will find. The part that is hiding and doesn't want to be found; it has hidden too long and won't come around. You know it is there, hiding way down inside the place that you think you have gone in to hide. Let your inner self free; let it run, let it ride. Let it out, let it sing; let it out from inside. It has hidden too long, that old self that is you; because you were hurt, let it out and run through. There is something there that is wonderful indeed; it was once nourished - it came from a seed. That wonderful you that you hide deep inside, let it out, let it run; please don't let it hide. Those who really know you miss the old you, it's true; and for that they are sad. They only want what's best for you. So let yourself out; be happy, be glad. Don't let the past hold you - the one that was bad. Release your old self, the one we once knew; the one we came

New Member
WELCOME THE NEW MEMBER PLZ AL ~Jody's Family~@ CherryTAP badazzvirgo@ CherryTAP Sweetdaddy_k...~~The Round Table Bombers~~ (CT husband to butterfly6976)@ CherryTAP *NiN@*@ CherryTAP †R4v3Ns† BroKeN WiNgS ShAll NeVeR FLy†@ CherryTAP "BBW WORSHIPER! " (CT hubby of Cate 45647)@ CherryTAP

Weird Sex Laws
If a police officer in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho, suspects a couple is having sex inside a vehicle they must honk their horn three times, and wait two minutes before being allowed to approach the scene. Women must address bachelors as master instead of mister, according to an Illinois state law. A law in Oblong, Illinois makes it a crime to make love while fishing or hunting on your wedding day. A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. In Ventura County, California, cats and dogs are not allowed to have sex without a permit. Clinton, Oklahoma, has a law against masturbating while watching two people having sex in a car. In Willowdale, Oregon, no man may curse while having sex with his wife. In Harrisburg, Pennsylvania it is illegal to have sex with a truck driver inside a toll booth. Hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, are required by law to furnish their rooms with twin beds only. There should be a minimum of two feet

20 Ways For Women To Tell That They've Had A Little Much To Drink
1. I have absolutely no idea where my purse is. 2. I believe that dancing with my arms overhead and wiggling my butt while yelling "WOO-HOO!" is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. I've suddenly decided I want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe I could do it too 4. In my last trip to pee, I realize I now look more like a homeless hooker than the goddess I was just four hours ago. 5. I drop my 2:00 a.m. Taco Bell bean burrito on the floor (which I'm eating even though I'm not the least bit hungry), pick it up and carry on eating it 6. I start crying and telling everyone I see that I love them sooooo much. 7. I get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because "Oh my God! I love this song!" 8. I've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to me 9. The man I'm flirting with used to be my 5th grade teacher. 10. The urge to take off articles of clothing, stand on a table and sing or dance becomes strangely ove

Suuuucccckkkeeerrr..... Lol
A man in a bar has a couple of beers and the bartender tells him he owes $6.50. "But I paid, don't you remember?" says the customer. "Okay," says the bartender, "if you said you paid, you did." The man then goes outside and tells the first person he sees that the bartender can't keep track of whether his customers have paid. The second man then ruses in, orders a beer and later pulls the same stunt. The barkeeper replies, "If you say you paid, I'll take your word for it." Soon the customer goes into the street, sees an old friend, and tells him how to get free drinks. The man hurries into the bar and begins to drink highballs when suddenly, the bartender leans over and says, "You know, a funny thing happened in here tonight. Two men were drinking beer, neither paid and both claimed that they did. The next guy who tries that is going to get punched right on the face." "Don't bother me with your troubles," the final patron responds. "Just give me my change and

Quiz: Are You A Real Man?
1. In the company of feminists, coitus should be referred to as: a) Lovemaking b) Screwing c) The pigskin bus pulling into tuna town 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: a) Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship b) Your blood-test results c) Five tequila slammers 3. You time your orgasm so that: a) Your partner climaxes first b) You both climax simultaneously c) You don't miss SportsCenter 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: a) Healthy, creative love-play b) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would ever agree to c) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend need ever find out about 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: a) The best part of the experience b) The second best part of the experience c) $100 extra 6. Your girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in weight in the last month. You tell her that it is: a)

Orginially A Mumm
i am curious about something...why is it then when someone says they have an incurable illness such as i do one of two things happens....either i get told ways to cure it or i get told "I know (insert number here) of people that have that and they aren't incapacitated"...they don't realize there are different levels and don't try to understand...i had to go to the emergency room last night the pain was so bad...so why is it so hard to understand? i even went so far as to create a page on carepages.com to try to get people to understand...(the info in in my dunno stash)

Alone And In Need
you left me alone in your dungeon,hungry,horny,and bored. I called out to you not to leave,but you ignored my cry.I had to find a way out of this cage you had me locked in,and find my way away from this dungeon. I managed to free my hands from the rope you had tied around them.I was able to free my ankles you had tied together.there was a latch on the cage that I needed to release,in order to free myself.it took me forever but I finally was able to release the latch and escape.I got dressed and left. I saw mortal life around me and I needed to feed,my body was becoming weak.I selected my mortal soul and began drinking my fill.my body began to awaken and feel alive once more. along came this immortal being calling to me,my body slowly approaching his command.he grabs me and takes me to his home.a place of elegance,fine art and sophistication.rennaisance to be exact.candles surrounding me,sexual art hanging from walls,red silk sheets lacing the bed,violins playing softly in t

Sexual Wine
Slowly your lips search out mine As passion surrounds us in the dark A heat that began in our youth Still survives within a spark. Tongues mate in a ritual dance In a frenzy of kisses long denied Intensity builds up inside of me Immense passion I can no longer hide. Your hand gently caresses my face The heat sears its imprint in my mind Breathless gasps come from my lungs As I become drunk on sexual wine. Heat courses through my veins As kisses rain upon my skin Tremors of ecstasy shake me As a night of passion begins Our eyes meet in the faint light Within their depth I am drawn My soul and heart you caress A sensual desire is spawned Nothing between us but skin Heat pricks at our senses Your hands within in my hair Passion tears down my defenses Two caring souls become one As they join in the night air Looking into each other's eyes Our passion we openly bare Your lips move upon my legs Sending shivers up my spine Even more drugged I find m

Rules For The Sexes
Let's face it we women are complicated creatures. I love you, I hate you.hold me , don't touch me. Mixed messages? Maybe, but if our men were prepared, and knew what to expect, we'd all be better off. So here is set of rules that, If understood and agreed to by both parties, should make things go much more smoothly, at least they do for me. There call the Rules for the Sexes.1. The woman always makes the rules.2.The rules are subject to change without prior notification.3. Men are not allowed to know all the rules.4. if a man is suspected of knowing all the rules, the woman must immediately change the rules.5. If a man breaks a rule, he may not be told which rule he has broken.

U Got It Bad
Doesn't everyone have a favorite Usher song? What's your's? This one's my favorite... "U Got It Bad" Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything t

I'm A Survivor
I'm A Survivor ...through and through I'm A Survivor... you can walk all over me you can spit in my face you can do whatever u want to me but this is the day i make my stand and i show that I'm A Survivor. I have done nothing but fight all my life for things and have people either take them or rip them away from me and im here to say no fucking more because I'm A Survivor....I love i hurt i ache im human just as the next person sitting next to you, the next person your talking to, No matter what it is really im human jut as the next person... I love my kids and no matter what it takes i will work whatever when ever to make sure they have all that they want and then some....I love one person that has made my life totaly differnt since the first time i met him and i seen that there is trueth there is happyness there is love out there for me....through and through I'm A Survivor.....I will make my name stand i will let it be known that im here i can take it and you...him.... her.... wh

Alone
Alone ~Tony Martinez I can't see All I feel is pain Trying to climb But I feel like All of Heaven All the Earth All of Hell Rests on my shoulders I can barely lift my arms Or my legs But I continue to climb Continue the fight Look into my eyes Does it look like I'm going to quit? Hell no! I know my angel is out there I will find my angel I will connect with my angel again You hear me Darkness Yeah I hear you laughing in the background You forgot to kill me Now I fight even harder I promised my angel I would never give up I promised myself I would never give up I never will This feeling of being alone will pass I will heal and be stronger than ever I love you My angel

Just Copying In To Save From Music Section Of Profile, Again :)
Kaikhosru Shapurji Sorabji (1892-1988) (I heard his obit on the radio back in college...) - Le Jardin Parfumé (1923), nocturne for piano. (Now: Nikolai Myaskovsky - Symphony no. 3 in A minor (1914, dedicated to B.W. Asafiev), concluding funeral march (last 8 or so minutes of the Deciso e sdegnoso finale. I've known this work since - well, the site links to a page I wrote back around 1992?- http://www.kith.org/jimmosk/schissel.html - I've known this work since around 1991 or so, from LPs recorded in the 1960s, Yevgeny Svetlanov conducting a Soviet symphony orchestra. And I think I listened to the opening and then to the ending... and those last few minutes, an unquiet...and _in_quiet (restless) - funeral march, slow, pained and painful tread at the end of an active movement... (I heard the whole 45-minute piece many times after buying the CD-transferred recording on a trip to London in 1993, and then in 1991 once or twice at least I think though the LP was very "skippy" so that may

You Know You Wanna
im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west.... i need 1 person from each side..so thats a total of 4 ppl... the gift will be a big pimpin gift of your choice (maybe the mansion if i have enough but no promises) contest starts as soon as i get my 4 ppl.. it will run for 1 week from the start date.. also when inquiring pls let me know what side you are representing..thanks rules are 1.you must have a salute to enter. 2.no body thats is new may bomb your contest or you will be deleted 3.you must live on the side you are representing and tell me what state 4.and you have to rate and fan the host LOVLYMOM (CLUB F.A.R)~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~CT WIFE TO ALMOND JOY@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'mysticaldreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~' on '2007-06-23 16:48:01')

Subject: 9 Words Women Use!
// A friend of mine sent me this. While I'm not usually into these emails he sends, this struck me as too close to the truth to pass up. No offense intended ladies! 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6

Stole My Heart
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL LYRICS "Stolen" We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart Invitation only, grant farewells Crush the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well You have stolen You have stolen my heart I watch you spin around in the highest heels You are the best one, of the best ones We all look like we feel You have stolen my You have stolen my heart

Ah, Me.
Sometimes I just feel messed up. Like I'm cracking, gonna fall apart. I can actually envision my skin cracking and nothing but shadow within. But I get that way sometimes. It's one of the reasons I hate looking back at the past. There are so many things that haunt me, even as I try to live with no regrets. But it's awfully hard. So far I've had sex with 8 women now. That's a damn lot when you get right down to it. It's so little, but so much. The first two were merely experimental, too. I just wanted to see how long I could go at a time. I was quite happy with almost meeting the two hour mark, by the way. I was just 13 minutes away. But I still regret 3 out of the 8 women I've had sex with, and that sucks. Sometimes I feel like I'm a whore. I feel so dirty and I can't get clean. I do that whole shower of shame thing, but without my clothes on. Usually I come to my senses and finish cleaning off. Today, not so much. I just washed up and got out, still feeling miserable. I

The Last Chance Lounge
Ah, so nice to find some like minds...who aren't pretentious and uppity twats like some of those in the Cherry lounges... Though, I can't say I've been in most yet, but so far, few have taken my interest at all. And vampire appreciation is always a winner for me. heh.

Everything Happens For A Reason
Everything Happens Sometimes people come into our life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some purpose, teach you a lesson, or try to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roomate, neighbor,professor, long lost friend, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair at first, but in reflection you will find that without overcoming those obsticles, you would never realize your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happends for a reason. nothing happens by chance, or by means of good luck, illness, injury, love, lost of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be safe and comfortab

Your Love You Hide
You turn my heart away, cold has won this fight Love is greatly not enough to warm this night Search no more will I, for love in your embrace A weariness there invades, passion’s sacred place Sad am I your breast beats not with heavier blows Nor skips, nor leaps, nor sighs, nor heaves with trembling flows Once pulsing floods of hope, now waste in decline As all that was of love to duties now incline All of care has gone, and you your love you hide Perhaps now you love less, since last your love had died

What Is Y/your Ultimate Sexual Fantasy?
You scored as threesome, your fantasy is a threesome. you would like to feel the best of both worlds during sex and you wouldn't mind your man having two women(as long as it's just for sex) threesome90% lesbian75% anal70% whips and chains60% romantic55% no fantasy10% what is your ultimate sexual fantasy? (for my ladies only)created with QuizFarm.com

Pictures
pictures sent over the airwaves via cellphones bridge the distance till you are back home work is put aside for a bit love takes a ride for a bit comments back and forth ignite the heat make me call your name yours is always the same MORE finally i ask "is that your favorite word?" "when it comes to you" smart man here comes more pictures sent over the airwaves imagine what the early inventors would have thought if they could only see the pictures sent over the airwaves to you from me

My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP

Your Lil Secrets
Here a lil test I found on someonelse's Blog,,,try it and maybe you'll find a lil about yourself. LET'S HAVE SOME FUN... AND LEAVE NO QUESTION UNANSWERED!!! DON'T BE SCARED!!..LOL 1.)Do you kiss in public? 2.)Do you fart in public?...is it loud or do you keep it to yourself? 3.)Do you pick your nose?...in public?...taste it? 4.)Do you hold hands in public? 5.)Sex in public? 6.)Would you date outside your race? 7.)Would you ever date anybody younger or older than you? 8.)How much younger/older? 9.)Are you attracted to the same sex? 10.)Do you smoke? 11.)Do you drink? 12.)What's the longest you ever went without sex? 13.)What makes a person sexy? 14.)1-10 rate yourself? 15.)Does size matter? 16.)What's your fantasy? 17.)What's your favorite position? 18.)What do you prefer(total honesty) Bareback or Condom. 19.)Do you kiss during sex? 20.)How far are you willing to go to live out your mate's fantasy? 21.)Should a fa

Redneck Pick Up Lines
) Did you fart? > > cuz you blew me away. > > > > 2) Are yer parents retarded? > > cuz ya sure are special. > > > > 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... > > I can't hold it in. > > > > 4) Do you have a library card? > > cuz I'd like to sign you out. > > > > 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? > > cuz I can see myself in em. > > > > 6) If you in I were Squirrels, > > I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > > > > 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, > > but beauty's only a light switch away. > > > > 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" > > Woman - "WHAT?" > > Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > > > > 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, > > but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > > > > 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? > > I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > > > > 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > > > > 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, > > we kin sleep til afternoon. > > > > and..

He Is My Man!!! Lol
You scored as Stone Cold Steve Austin, Congrats. You scored Stone Cold Steve Austin. You are the Rattle Snake. You were at one time the Biggest superstar in the buisness. Your finisher is the Stone Cold Stunner and The Million Dollar Dream.Stone Cold Steve Austin93% Stacy Keibler83% Dudley Boyz83% Chris Benoit77% HHH/ Hunter Hurst Hilmsley73% Kane73% Mick Foley/Dude Love/Cactus Jack/Mankind70% Undertaker67% Chris Jericho50% Kurt Angle50% Shawn Michaels47%

Add Me, Fan Me, Rate Me
I often have a lot of people fanning me, friending me and rating me. I don't always see it all, or sometimes I'm busy on other sites and stuff so if there's anything specific you want from me (i.e. to rate u back, fan u back, etc.) the best thing to do is stay calm, get out your cherry wallet (keep me drunk), and write down what u want. I will do what I can do, schedule allowing. Thanks "You can tease some of the people all of the time, you can tease all the people some of the time, but you cannot tease all the people all the time. I know this because I'm the biggest tease there is." - Me

25 Years Of Marriage
When I had been married for 25 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 25 years ago, we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10-inch black and white TV. But, I got to sleep every night with a hot 25-year-old blonde." "Now, we have a nice house, nice car, a big king-sized bed and a plasma TV. But, I'm sleeping with a 50-year-old woman. It seems to me that you're not holding up your side of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25-year-old blonde and she would make absolutely sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10-inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve your problems in a hurry.

~*~ To All My New Friends ~*~
ALOT OF U HAVE BEEN WAITING IN MY FRIENDS REQUEST FOR OVER 6 WEEKS & IT PROBABLY TAKE ME ANOTHER 6 WEEKS TO GET THEM ALLL DONE SOOO INSTEAD I WILL GO THROUGH MY PROFILE VIEWERS EACH DAY TO CHECK AND SEE IF U BEEN RATED/FAN I APOLOGIES BEEN A WHILE OFF CT SO IT BACKED UP HARDCORE [[ WOOT HILLTOP HOODS ]]

What The Heck 50 Cent Is Holding?
WHAT THE HECK 50 CENT IS HOLDING? BETTER YET WHY IS HE HOLING IT? OK I FOUND THESE PICS SOMEWHERE ON AOL. AND THOUGHT IT WAS IRONIC TO THE ARTICLES THAT CAME OUT LAST MONTH WHERE WOMEN SAID THEY ENGAGE IN SEX WITH MR.50 CENT AND HE IS WEAK IN THE SEX DEPARTMENT. HMMMMMMMMMMMMM SO I GUESS HE TRYING SOMETHING NEW NOW DON'T KNOW BUT ITS A GOOD LAUGH. SMOOCHES THIS COCO DIVA

A Poem I Wrote Yrs Ago, But Still Shares My Feelings On Love...plz Comment
6 crows samhain, what if I could tell you about today? The first real snow; The crows huddled in the grey fingers of that tree, Watching as if waiting for something I didn't have to give. What if you were here? Then you could say, "I don't really understand it" And I would write a few more lines, so you would know - What if I could tell you, That poem you wrote... I've hung it up, Copies along the bedroom wall, On the back door, The horse's stalls, And along the straight wire fluttering like little white flags, Between the paddocks and the pasture. Oh! what if you were here. I know what you'd say, That you never liked it anyway And only kept it out of loyalty, That poem you wrote for me, I read now like some accidental prophecy, That one you called: Samhain Someday I will return to you There on the meadow hill Where the crisp winds turn your hair to fairy knots And once more take you in my arms Having you nestle against my shoulder Whisperin

25 Reasons Alcohol Should Be Served At Work
1. It's an incentive to show up. 2. It reduces stress. 3. It leads to more honest communications. 4. It reduces complaints about low pay. 5. It cuts down on time off because you can work with a hangover. 6. Employees tell management what they think, not what managers want to hear. 7. It helps save on heating costs in the winter. 8. It encourages carpooling. 9. Increase job satisfaction because if you have a bad job, you don't care. 10. It eliminates vacations because people would rather come to work. 11. It makes fellow employees look better. 12. It makes the cafeteria food taste better. 13. Bosses are more likely to hand out raises when they are wasted. 14. Salary negotiations are a lot more profitable. 15. Suddenly, burping during a meeting isn't so embarrassing. 16. Employees work later since there's no longer a need to relax at the bar. 17. It makes everyone more open with their ideas. 18. Everyone agrees they work better after they've had a couple of drinks. 19.

1408
The Metal Guru's Movie Review (1408) ya i know i didnt do one for the 2 last movies i saw Next and Pirates 3, just didnt feel like it....but ok for those of you who accully read these or care hese my review of the movie 1408.. First off for those of you who dont know 1408 was orrignally just a writing exersize that stephen king did, but it turned out the story grew on him and he wanted to finish it, well long befor this movie was made 1408 is a short story that is in the book Everythings Eventual, a book id higly recogmend (and im not just saying that cuz ive read all the short storys in it 500000 times myself), its a good book. but any ways befor i get even more side tracked im taking about the movie, not the story in the book... Renowned horror novelist Mike Enslin (John Cusack) only believes what he can see with his own two eyes. After a string of bestsellers discrediting paranormal events in the most infamous haunted houses and graveyards around the world, h

Women Vs Females
This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step

Big People Words
Big People Words... A group of kindergartners was trying very hard to become accustomed to the first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on NO baby talk! "You need to use 'Big People' words," she was always reminding them. She asked Chris what he had done over the weekend. "I went to visit my Nana." "No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use Big People' words!" She then asked Mitchell what he had done. "I took a ride on a choo choo." She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use "Big People' words." She then asked little Zach what he had done. "I read a book," he replied. "That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?" [I love this] Zach thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with great pride, and said, "Winnie the SHIT" lol...Tc n peace..Boo xo

A "newbie" If You Will
so, my amateur status on cherrytap is evident. no crazy backgrounds. not boomin with friends galore. i will get there...don't you worry! just keep checkin in and lettin me know whats happenin. ;) thanks, in advance, for showin some luv.

Vulnerable
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side share with me the secrets that you kept in because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so lets pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that your so sure please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable impossible I was born to tell you I love you isnt that a song already I get a B in originality and its true I cant go on without you your smile makes me see clearer if you could only see in the mirror what I see and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so lets pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible

Retired
After retiring, I went to the social security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry but I seemed to have left my wallet at home . I will have to go home and come back later. The woman says, "Unbutton your shirt." So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She says, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me" and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She says, "You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability too."

Texas Humor
A man met a beautiful blonde lady and he decided that they must marry right away. She said, "But we don't know anything about each other." He said, "That's all right, we'll learn about each other as we go along." So she consented, and they were married, and went on a honeymoon to a very nice resort. One morning they were laying by the pool, when he got up off of his towel, climbed up to the 10 Meter board and did a two and a half tuck gainer, followed by a three rotations in a jackknife position, where he straightened out and cut the water like a knife. After a few more demonstrations, he came back and lay down on the towel. She said, "That was incredible!" He said, "I used to be an Olympic diving champion. You see, I told you we'd learn more about ourselves as we went along." So she got up, jumped in the pool, and started doing laps. After about fifty laps she climbed back out and lay down on her towel, hardly out of breath. He said, "That was incredible! Were yo

The Lightness Of The Soul
Truely faced with the odds of survival on this Small Planet, I have determined several steps that must be taken. Step one: Stop believing in a single God that is all powerfull, there are entirely too many screw ups in the physical design of the human specie. Not to mention the avacado! Special Quote to remember God is an Atheist. Step Two: If you are upset at the last statement youre never going to survive. I am not telling you this to make your life harder, I am telling you this because your religions are killing the world. You pray to one god each and every one of you and you think your menial lives mean more to a single god that is all powerful? You are an insect waiting to be squashed. Stop thinking Gods are infallible. Step Three: Divinity is yours to use, the entire world is full of Prophets, the hard part is figuring out which Prophet is talking for the time you live in. listen to them thank them and then do what you feel is correct. Step Four: Listen to your Feelings Luke.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as WereWolf, WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf100% Demon92% Faerie92% Mermaid83% Dragon75% Angel67% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

**hugs**
A Hug Certificate for You! *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the

Rain
I don't have a past I just have a chance, Not a family or honest plea remains to say, Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Is it you I want, Or just the notion Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around Safe to say from here, Your getting closer now, We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. To lie here under you, Is all that I could ever do, To lie here under you is all, To lie here under you is all that i could ever do, To lie here under you is all, Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun. Rain rain go away, Come again another day, All the world is waiting for the sun -breaking benjamins. beautiful song

Edward Elgar
This month (June 2 specifically) has the 150th anniversary of the birth of Sir Edward Elgar. Worth going to http://elgar.org and/or picking up the latest BBC Music Magazine to find out what one might not (or only think one) know(s) about this composer (too often typecast as the representative composer of British Empire. At least hear his cello concerto for a notion of his range...)

All Alone
Tired of this lonely feelin and the emptyness in my heart... Jus wish I could find someone to like me for who I am and not what I am or what I look like... Tired of the rejection and the feelin of bein ignored... Why does it feel like its al about looks and stature other than whats inside... Jus ventin and gettin sh!t off my mind no mind me... Take care all my friends luv ya all and be safe dis weekend...

Faded
Faded An empty shell with no heart A lone seagull without purpose Open wounds begin to heal As water and time drift past Looking for the way out Or even the way through Darkness will encase me As love fades with the wind. - KW

Erica Jong - The Long Tunnel Of Wanting You
...on of the most sensual poems EVER! The Long Tunnel of Wanting You From How to Save Your Own Life This is the long tunnel of wanting you. Its walls are lined with remembered kisses wet & red as the inside of your mouth, full & juicy as your probing tongue, warm as your belly against mine, deep as your navel leading home, soft as your sleeping cock beginning to stir, tight as your legs wrapped around mine, straight as your toes pointing toward the bed as you roll over & thrust your hardness into the long tunnel of my wanting, seeding it with dreams & unbearable hope, making memories of the future, straightening out my crooked past, teaching me to live in the present present tense with the past perfect and the uncertain future suddenly certain for certain in the long tunnel of my old wanting which before always had an ending but now begins & begins again with you, with you, with you. © Erica Mann Jong

I Guess I Will Never Get Men In General
If someone you thought was great and they started what you thought was something and they posted a blog that was advertising for a "special someone" how exactly should you take that ..... is it me or is that confusing.?

Blast Givaway
Cherry Blast Giveaway I'm hosting giveaway for Blast.This is not a contest. Anyone can join in and earn a blast. The blast will be givin out as they are earned. Self Commenting is encouraged. If you re interested please send me a private message. Please only enter if you are going to work for the blast I have set limits on how may i'm adding 10 more so please don't take up space please if you are not going to comment on them daily. 3 Day blast = 6,000 comments 7 Day Blast= 15,000 comments BooBoo.......Club F.A.R...@ CherryTAP

Another Blonde Joke
Blonde in the Everglades A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more d

Jesse Jackson Has A Heart-attack And Dies
One day in the future, Jesse Jackson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. "I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves." Jesse thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing...Such was his fate in hell. "No," Jesse said. "I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long." The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did was swing

Stay The Fuck Out Of My Personal Life
FIRST OFF TO THE PPL WHO WANT TO TRY AND PRETEND THEY ARE MY FRIENDS...DONT EVER FUCKIN TALK TO ME AGAIN, FRIENDS LIKE U I DONT NEED NOR DO I WANT....THOSE OF YOU THAT WERE FED LIES FROM THESE PPL..BELIEVE WHAT U WANT IM AT THE POINT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE..I DAMN NEAR LOST SOMEONE VERY PRECIOUS TO ME ON ACCOUNT OF THE SHIT THAT THEY WERE THROWING IN..MOST OF IT WASNT EVEN TRUE...DO ME A FAVOR..BLOCK MY ASS ON CT AND DELETE ME FROM YOIUR YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zipper
The Zipper A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." Not a phrase that men normally use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came up and said, "Your fly is open." He zipped up and finished his shopping. At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." He was planning to have a little fun with her, so when he reached the counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine standing in there at attention?" The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for a moment and said, "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel bags".

Leaving For A While
hey to all of those on my friends and family list .. just wanted to let u all now that i wont be here for a while.. cant say how long. i just have my priorities to worry about right now. i appreciate being welcomed to the site by all of u but i do need to go... take care

I'm Sorry
For all those Who have hurt me in the past This is for you: I'M SORRY I'M NOT PURFECT, I'M SORRY I'M NOT WHAT YOU WANTED, I'M SORRY I DIDNT DO WHAT YOU EXPECTED OF ME ALL THE TIME, I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PURFECT BODY, I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE A PURFECT SMILE, I'M SORRY I LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT, BUT MOST OF ALL I'M SORRY I'M ME!

Stupid Little Poser Whores
The thing that I hate most, is little girls, that cannot think for themselves. They go around, copying what everyone else is doing. That shit gets annoying after awhile. But anyways, the main girl that I am talking about, is named Heidi. She is 15 years old. Back in like February, I found out that her and my fiance Scott had secretly been talking and that they had kissed one night when they were drunk. That day, is when I stopped liking the little slut. I would like nothing more than to kick her ass, but since she is still a minor, my ass would be in jail and she is totally not worth it. But just wait. Lol. Cause one of these days I am just going to snap and punch her in her ugly ass grill.

What The Hell
why is it when you take the time to invite people over for a party, they say they are coming and then never show up? that is so freakin rude. but at least my best friend showed up and got messed up with me thanks honeybee

Yeah I Survey About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF: The Modified, Longer Survey~~~~~BASICS~~~~~Name::Nathan Birthday::05-24-78 Birthplace::kansas city Current Location::harrisonville, mo Marital Status::taken with the option to play Parents still together::no Siblings::five sister two brothers Pets::one dog six cats ~~~Physical Stuff~~~Eye Color::green Hair Color::light red brown Height::five eleven Right handed or left handed::right Your Heritage::white mutt with a hint of indian Your Best Physical Feature::my ass and eyes Number of Piercings::eight in the ears Number of Tattoos::two Shoe Size::eleven ~~~The Light Side~~~The Shoes You Wore Today::shoes for crew Your Perfect Pizza::cheese,olives,mushrooms,canadian bacon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger::kewl Your Bedtime::whenever i can Are you a Health Freak::no Number of CDs I own::a lot ~~~The Deep Stuff~~~Your Weakness::i am an attention hound Your Fears::not to be good enough Goal You Would Like To Achie

Sunday Pimpin
I ONLY HAVE FRIENDS WITH SALUTE PIC OR FRIENDS WHO ARE VIC MEMBERS AT CT CHECK OUT THOSE AWESOME BIRTHDAY GUYS & GIRLS PLZ ADD, RATE & FAN :) *Prince Jesse*~*Phoenixxx Radio*~*Bbg's Lover*~*Team Shocker*~*N*~*CREW*@ CherryTAP MIKKI44DD ~ I am NSFW!@ CherryTAP Ozzy@ CherryTAP BigDawg69~CO-FOUNDER & VICE PRESIDENT OF GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP Dunk@ CherryTAP

Cxvcv V
1. Who was the last person to kiss your hand? O_O my dick? XD 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? haha peoples 4. Have you ever burned yourself? used to be a cook...so yes ;) 5. What's crazy to you? stuff 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? some MS bitches >.> 8.Who did you last hug? i don't 9. Would you ever want to be a model? lol NO! I like to eat food!! :D 12. When is your next party? i don't do this either 15. How do you handle a break up? again with the not doing! 16. Your motivation for tomorrow? NONE 17. Last person to hurt you? hmmmmmm 18. Last person to make you laugh? Bill 19. Last thing you ate? Dog 20. Do u ever go a few days without changing your underwear? THATS FUCKING GROSS!! 21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect? mhm...oh accidentally? no! XD 22. Do daddy long legs freak you out? nope, but the wolf spiders in my apartment do!! O_O 23. Have you ever cleaned up some

Me Nsfw... On A Dare
Posted a quick snapshot of me naked a couple days ago on a request. Not really the type of thing I would usually do, but hey, whatever right? Anyways, I was told I didn't have the guts to make it open to my whole friends list and announce it. Well here's the announcement. It'll be open to my friends list for about a day. Don't go there unless you wanna see me naked... you've been warned, I don't wanna hear any complaints.

Survey
[] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing NOT But Chill? [] Hit Me? [] Makeout with me right now? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Do me? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Stand up for me? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Make me smile? [] Text me? [] Have sex with me? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? [] Want to do "other" things with me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean

Well I'm Sitting And Here And In Deep Thought And Needed To Do This
I MEET A FRIEND HERE NAMED DEATH AND I PROMISED HIM , I WOULD READ HIS BLOG AND POST A BULLITEN , WHICH I DID AS PROMISED . ONE OF THE HARDEST ONES I HAD TO DO . I HAVE CRIED AND HAVEN'T DONE THAT SINCE MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY 10 YRS AGO ON MARCH 14 TH 1997 . I DON'T KNOW HIM PERSONALLY , BUT , I FELT LIKE I KNEW HIM ALL MY LIFE , JUST WITH THE SHORT TIME IN THE SHOUT BOX WE TALKED . AND ITS WEIGHED VERY HEAVY ON ME AND HAS BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AS IM SITTING HERE . NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW I FEEL , BECAUSE IT HAS CHANGED ME ALIL INSIDE , JUST TAKE A MIN OF YOUR TIME AND KEEP THIS PERSON IN YOUR PRAYERS AS HE WILL BE IN MINE EVERY DAY THAT I BREATH . KURT AKA OAK """ DEAR GOD WATCH OVER DEATH AS HE LEAVES US ALL GOD BE WITH YOU BRO AND FRIEND .THANKS FOR THE HONOR OF LETTING DO THAT FOR YOU MAN .

Members
THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO

The Official Band Of Brothers Member List
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

Reality
The amazement of your knowledge of my hearts needs & the quickness that you tended to them leaves me in awe of your talents. You envelop my heart in a scarf of bliss which made me drunk with happiness only to look in the mirror in front of me to see nothing but me by myself. You hold my hand and give me the illusion you are mine, you kiss me as if your saying my heart is yours and to just be gentle. Yet when I reach out to touch your heart it disappears as if it were smoke and mirrors. Are you an illusion or are you for real, I wish the magician would grant me this request! Is it all real and are you mine?

Deleted
Well once again I found myself sitting here this morning going thru my friends list sending user comments, thinking to myself ya know Chas...why..why do you constantly send out user comments to those that NEVER send them Back. So I deleted many off of my list, dont take it personal if you were one of them, I just dont care to spend over an hour each day skipping through user names trying to get to the ones who do actually show they are a friend by sending comments back, or by coming back to check my page for updates or new pics, or giving a shout every now and then. The ones I decided to keep have shown me that they are a "real" friend and not here solely for points...which is why I am here..to meet new people and make some new friends joke laff and have a good time. With this i shall close and say THANK YOU to those who have taken the time to show what friendship is about. !!!SNIPER!!!

See If You Can Do This
WOW, This is so cool, see if you can do this? I couldn't. This is creepy! Think of a letter between A and W. Repeat it as you scroll down. Keep going . . . Don't stop . .. Think of an animal that begins with that letter. Repeat it as you scroll down. Think of either a man's/woman's name that begins with the last letter in the animals name Almost there........ Now count out the letters in that name on the fingers of the hand you are not using to scroll down. Take the hand you FIRST counted with and hold it out in front of you at face level . Look at your palm very closely and notice the lines in your hand. Do the lines take the form of the first letter in the persons name?! Of course not...... Now TAKE THAT H

Sorry
sorry everyone i haven't been on in a while because my nephew had me disconnected because he is mad at me. So it wasn't that i was just ignoring everyone. but i'm back now so i can reply to ya'll hope everyone has a blessed day. Pixxie

Male Members (literally)
Sorry that my first blog entry has to be a gripe. I just have to grrr for a minute. If I get another male cherry messaging me with "Are you horny" or "Do you want to ride my cock" or anything resembling a remark like that, I think I'm going to finally give up hope for the male species. Good grief!! Don't misunderstand. I like sex just as much, if not more than the next person, (Hitting 30 soon...that should give you a hint. Can you say PEAK?), but I don't go sniffing around for it everywhere I go. Nor am I single-minded about it...meaning: I don't view sex as sex, as if it's no different than pizza (Even when it's bad it's still pretty good.) And I don't feel like sex is something where it doesn't matter who you do it with or approach for it. I like my partners, in person (preferably) or cyber, or cam, etc. to be people I have a genuine interest in...and to get that interest ya gotta talk to someone first. So take note all you cherry dudes out there looking to use you

Blah Blah Blah... Talking Like A Girl.. Really
I don't know how I actually manage to keep upwith things the way that I do. i'm always busy and hey thats ok it's keeping me out of the house but sometimes I just want to strangle an ass hole or two bitching at me like I live for them. Man it just pisses me off, I'm not coming to your whim or every childish need. Grr arg... I enjoy my freedom being single but I miss the intimacy that your friends can't give you. I have had a very great week all and all actually. It shocked me. The baby turned three on tuesday. I went to breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace on thursday, which was the best show I have ever been to. Drunk on Friday and tonight i have the baby's party at chuck'e'cheeses. I have no days off so add in that I have worked at least one job everyday. Damn i guess i should get to bed and dream of being debt free... oh life its always a double edged sword..

Broke N Rebuilt
Broken and rebuilt I struggle Picking up the nutz n bolts I rebuild Hammering out the dents Painting the scratches I'm new again Moving on n puting the past behind me I'm a new person for a new life I don't know will come Happyness or more heart ache But for now I'm rebuilt and going strong My head held high New scars to show old pains Selfinflited wounds to show the emotional one's But thats behind me I'm a new me I'm heading forward into a new time I'm rebuilt and will survive.

Wicca
"pronounced "wick-ah", is a modern religion, based upon the ancient Western European, pre-Christian shamanic traditions. It is fertility, earth-based and nature oriented; Wiccans recognize and worship during the change of the seasons and the full and new moons. Wicca is a pagan religion, which means it is not Judeo-Christian in origin. Pagan simply means "not of the city" or "country-dweller" and should not be thought of as a negative term. Wicca is unique in that it has no dogmas, docterines or set of rules. This can be confusing for new practitioners, because Wiccan practices are derived from within, are personal and individual and are not mandated by any one person, hierarchy, or "Bible". Many people brought up in an organized religion are not used to such an open and free belief system. It takes time to become comfortable in developing your religious practices from your personal experiences and knowledge, but therein lies the beauty of Wicca. Individuality is an honored trait fo

This Is Beautiful If I Was In Love
This is beautiful if I was in LOVE ..> This is beautiful if I was in Love Breathless Thought our time together has been brief your charm and passion have set my captive soul free, and I am... Breathless With every smile, every laugh you erase dark days of a bitter past and I am... Breathless With every word you speak, this tattered heart skips yet another beat and i am... Breathless By day my thoughts are filled with you, my dreams at night are in full bloom, and I am.. Breathless You say "I love you" and we were meant to be, my once guarded heart you now hold the key and i am.... Breathless Fate has brought us close together, and destiny now is ours forever You took away my pain and sorrow, turned it to joy for a better tomorrow, and I am.... breathless

Kitchen Witch
"You will hear this term every once in a while. Basically, this type is one who practices by hearth and home, dealing with the practical side of religion, magick, the earth, and the elements. There are some who groan loudly at this type of terminology, viewing it as degrading or simply inappropriate. Just remember that the Old Religion started somewhere, and most likely the kitchen (or cookfire) was the hub of many charms, spells, healings, and celebrations. After all, where does everyone congregate during the holidays? Grandma's kitchen has always produced magickal memories for humanity; visions of Mother making that something special for a sick child still holds true today for many of us." (Taken from "To Ride a Silver BroomStick" by Silver RavenWolf) Starlite's Kitchen - http://members.tripod.com/~Starlt/index.html Cyn's Moon - http://www.cynsmoon.com/

What Do I Do
WHAT DO I DO WHEN NO ONE IS HERE WHEN NO ONE WILL COME WHAT DO I DO WHEN I AM ALL ALONE AND MY MIND WONDERS WHAT DO I DO WHEN I SEE YOU WHEN MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHAT DO I DO WHEN I WANT YOU KISS WHEN I WANT YOUR LOVE WHAT DO I DO WHEN NO ONE IS HERE WHEN NO ONE WILL COME

Where Are You
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED A HUG HWEN I NEED A KISS WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED A WORD WHEN I NEED A TALK WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE YOU DON'T EXIST

Fun Fun ?
Just got home from camping this weekend. It was a good time, but also a bad time if that makes sense? I felt sick ALL weekend. So sore, weak, and tired I'd have to go lay down. I felt bad because I couldn't always be out socializing(there was a whole group of us camping). Tiger & Colton did some fishing which they both love. But Tiger was/is in some sort of cranky mood which makes me be in a mood :( I was able to pick up someones wireless internet while we were there, but felt too crappy to get on CT and really do anything! Anyways I'm glad we're now home & I'm definitely ready for a nap. Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend :) Laterz

Inhibited
As I sit here watching you work.Thought's running through my mind. Thought's I wish would go away. God how I would love to feel your hands caressing my body. To have your strong arms wrapped around me. I have imagined taking your clothes off of your body. As each article falls. My eyes take a languid tour of your body. So that I might find those spots that turn you on.To tease those places that bring you pleasure. Finally being able to do all those things I have imagined. Wanting to press my lips to your passion heated flesh. To be able to start fulfilling the dream of us. Tasting those places I have only imagined seeing. Needing to run my hands down your well defined chest. Feeling the texture of your skin. Desiring to do thing's I know must be a sin. Wishing that this fantasy could come true. How I would love to turn you on. I can not say. Looking at you and wanting to do all these thing's I have never let myself do. How I have dreamed of lapping the taste of you off your skin. To le

A Submissive's Prayer
I found this today, and wanted to share.... the submissive's prayer ~Unknown Author Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know His needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my grea

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this guy likes me and is upset cause i dont have time for him so he was saying how i love the attention and was saying i have alot of guys and you all are play toys for me and i told him the only toy is here where he isnt lmao

Discordianism
The Discordian or Erisian movement is described as a 'Non- Prophet Irreligious Disorganization' and has claimed 'The Erisian revelation is not a complicated put-on disguised as a new religion, but a new religion disguised as a complicated put-on. " It all started with the *'Principia Discordia, or How I Found the Goddess and What I Did to Her When I Found Her'*, a collection of articles and ideas compiled by Greg Hill (Malaclypse the Young-er). The central theme is 'Chaos is every bit as important as Order' as illustrated in the story of The curse of Greyface: *Humor is central to Discordianism, but Discordianism should not be dismissed as a joke. Profound experiences frequently accompany the practice or Erisinaism. It is a perceptual game, one which demonstrates that the absurd is just as valid as the mundane and chaos is just as valid as order. It frees the practitioner from the order games (that most have forgotten are games) to play games with order or games with chaos, or both

Discordianism / Erisian
The Discordian or Erisian movement is described as a 'Non- Prophet Irreligious Disorganization' and has claimed 'The Erisian revelation is not a complicated put-on disguised as a new religion, but a new religion disguised as a complicated put-on. " It all started with the *'Principia Discordia, or How I Found the Goddess and What I Did to Her When I Found Her'*, a collection of articles and ideas compiled by Greg Hill (Malaclypse the Young-er). The central theme is 'Chaos is every bit as important as Order' as illustrated in the story of The curse of Greyface: *Humor is central to Discordianism, but Discordianism should not be dismissed as a joke. Profound experiences frequently accompany the practice or Erisinaism. It is a perceptual game, one which demonstrates that the absurd is just as valid as the mundane and chaos is just as valid as order. It frees the practitioner from the order games (that most have forgotten are games) to play games with order or games with chaos, or both

Daughters Grad Party
Well we survived my daughters grad party this weekend. We weren't sure how it was going to turn out since we did everything last minute as usual. It startedc off boring as usual, cuz it was family in the daytime. Then came the night and I ended up with about 150 kids in my yard, drunk as pigs and every bit of alcohol I did have was gone. That part wasn't so bad but when I ended up having some gang members from our rival city show up with guns, things were out of hand! They tryed starting all kinds of shit and here I was trying to be Mom, the boss, right, you know, the one in charge....lol. That didn't work out to well and the next thing you know I must have had the whole cities police department here trying to catch these kids. In the end everybody partyed and had fun till I threw them out at 4:00 am cuz I had to be to work at 9. What a great night it was!!!

Celtic Traditionalism
This may not be a familiar term to many people, it consists of trying to reconstruct the beliefs and practices of the original Celtic people, as opposed to Druidic learnings, this tradition focuses more on the beliefs of the average Celtic man or woman. *Celtic Reconstructionism. Celtic Religion; what information do we really have? - http://www.unet.univie.ac.at/~a8700035/celtreli.html The Ancient Keltic Church is a religious organization dedicated to the rediscovery and revival of the pagan mystery faith of the ancient Celtic peoples, and the incorporation of this ancient faith into modern 20th century America. It was founded in 1976 by Ann and David Finnin as an experimental group called The Roebuck. The Roebuck: http://members.aol.com/akcroebuck/index.html "The Root Tradition of the Ancient Keltic Church" The Clan of Tubal Cain - http://members.aol.com/CTubalCain/

Quite Interesting Survey
1. Why do you or don't you believe in God? I grew up in church, so believing in God comes natural to me. If I didn't grow up in church, I'm sure I wouldn't though. I find God... questionable. Confusing. I don't know. 2. Why do/did all your past relationships end? Because I have an intimacy problem. I can't allow myself to get too close to most people. 3. Why do you or don't you enjoy your career? I love my career! Why? The reasons vary. 4. What are the reason's you have for supporting Republican/Democrat Candidates in the Presidential Election? I don't vote. In my opinion, it's all a bullshit psych job to make you think you have a say, but I don't think, when it comes down to it, that you do at all. I don't want to get into that though. 5. How do you open your mail? Hoping I don't get a paper cut. 6. What reasons make you believe you are better than other people in society? I don't think I am better than most people in society. 7. Do you give to Ch

Lil' Red Riding Hood.....
Soooo,,, Lil' Red Riding Hoods' walkin thru the forest on the way to Gramma's house , when from outta nowhere jumps out the Big Bad Wolf!!!! "Mmmmm." says the Wolf "you look sooo damn good I think I'm gonna have to fuck the hell outta ya".... When Lil' Red Riding Hood pulls a .44 outta her basket and exclaims..." Ohhh Noooo Ya Don't....I don't mind if we screw but you're gonna Eat Me 1st....JUST LIKE THE STORY SAYS YA ARE".!!!!!!!

When?
When? I used to think you loved me; your gentle hands and softened eyes, But now I see differently from the bruises on my thighs. Now everyday I feel your anger I see the hate behind your eyes, When I wake up I feel sick, and when I go to bed I cry. I used to think you loved me in your smile and all your charm, But now I see through you, because of the bite marks on my arm. Now I see clearly that what I thought was not quite real. Now I know you never cared about the way you made me feel. What happened to the loving man that I once thought I had? When did you become this awful man, when did you become so mad?

"one Of These Days"
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothings he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life. Now I read more and clean less.I sit on the porch without worrying about anything. I spend more time with my family, and less at work. I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day.. I'll wear new clot

Ground Beef Stroganoff
1 pound ground beef, lean 1 small onion, chopped 1/2 teaspoon garlic salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 10 3/4 ounces cream of mushroom soup, condensed 4 ounces mushroom stems and pieces, drained 3/4 cup sour cream, or yogurt In medium skillet, brown ground beef and onion; drain excess fat. Stir in garlic salt, pepper, soup and mushrooms. Simmer covered, 15 to 20 minutes. Stir in sour cream; heat through, but do not boil. Serve over rice, noodles or chow mein noodles. Serving Size: 4

No One Wants To Read My Bulletin So Ill Try This
im in my first contest on ct and i have no clue on where my friends and family are but a few has come to help me for thst im very greatful to those friends..i have helped ppl on here from day one since i joined ct ...i help bomb contests and read the blogs,and repost bulletins.. and the time i need help no one comes ...if i cant get my friends and family to help ill do it on my own..then ill clean out my friends list ...this is a load of crap..no honor among theives is how it goes if i remember it right ....i have even stopped bombing myself in this contest to help others in theres ,well that stops today ....so if your really my friends i will find out.. im very hurt . here is the link one more time....

Spinach Lasagna Bechamel
SAUCE: 6 c. milk 1 c. butter 1 c. white flour Salt and pepper to taste 1/8 tsp. nutmeg LASAGNA: 1/4 c. vegetable oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 c. onions, chopped 2 lb. spinach, frozen, thawed and drained 3/4 c. chopped fresh parsley 1 lb. ricotta or cottage cheese 2 eggs 2 c. grated Parmesan cheese 2 c. grated Mozzarella cheese 1 pkg. lasagna noodles Sauce: Heat milk until hot but not boiling. In another pan melt butter. Whisk in flour, cook 3 to 4 minutes, stir constantly. Add milk gradually. Stir until sauce thickens. Lasagna: Saute garlic and onions in oil until translucent. Stir in spinach and 1/2 cup of parsley. Set aside. Mix rest of parsley, ricotta or cottage cheese, eggs, 2/3 cup Parmesan cheese. Cook noodles al dente. Better yet, don't cook the noodles. Just layer the raw noodles in the pan as you would if they were cooked. Oil a large pan, layer ingredients in following order. First, 1 1/2 to 2 cups of Bechamel sauce, 1/3 of noodles, half spina

This Sucks
well yet another Birthday rolling around and like the last few alone.Just once I would like to share it with a special person hey Maybe next year. Its been a hell of a year and just glad its ending hey maybe 41 wil be the best year of my life.Just started a new job moved and Im starting life over. Have meet a few good friends on ct' and a couple of ppl in the town I live in. well just wanted to up Date my friends on whats up with me talk to you all soon. Havent been on much have dial up and takes for ever to open a page . Love to all my friends.

June Update
As some of you know I made it back to my base last week. The return trip wasn't to bad. The flight from Denver was packed and my 6'2 candy @$$ was in a middle seat.... for 10.5 hours... but I only had a 2 hour layover in Frankfurt then another 5 or so hours to Kuwait. The doc had given me some sleeping pills and I think I was awake for maybe 30 min of that flight.. YES!!!! Got into to Kuwait and started up the stress machine. I was in a good mood since I had been sleeping and just back from vacation but man, some people are NOT built for customer service. I went to get a military flight up to here and had to deal with a pissed off 80 year old E-6 who was hating life... the fun never ends. I get back here and everyone is gripping, bitching, moaning, complaining and I just have to laugh. That was me before I left and that will be me in a couple of weeks. Been busy getting caught up with school, summer session, yuck but a good use of my time. I'll post some pic's of my vacation s

Hey Girls Wanna Make A Lil Extra $$$
................................................. if you wanna make a lil extra money click on the banner^^^^ talk to THEONE she'll help ya out on wut ya can do chat is free by the way so feel free to drop by and say hi make sure u tell her how you found the site and guys can sign up as a high roller to get private shows from some of the girls on there.

My Shout Box
Isnt Working Right And I'm Not Getting everything you Say to Me Pls Mail Me I Dont Even Look At the shout Out Box Because I'm Not getting everything you send... UGHHHHHHHHH so Please Dont think I'm Blowing you Off Its Just I Cant Read It Soooo Either Mail Me Or Sorry I Wont Answer It :(

Post-dj Battle Thoughts - Part One, General Thoughts/observations
Last night was the big CT-wide DJ battle. In the interest of fairness, I won't share my thoughts about who I think was best in the contest and why until after the contest ends next weekend. This blog will just be for my other thoughts on the night. So here goes: -This was the busiest I have EVER seen Twisted Radio lounge! 45 listeners JUST IN THE LOUNGE at one point in the night! We had so many listeners, we crashed the shoutcast servers I do believe... -On a related note, there were several technical glitches last night, and one of them had to be resolved by our lounge owner, but in a couple cases I was able to fix them myself and/or fill in some space while others worked on the issue. -For the most part, everyone was pretty well behaved. -Yours truly was up til 2am - and had been on air for 9 and a quarter hours by the time I went off air at 1:30am Eastern. -I became CT engaged once again. Me and DJ BerryBerry have set a CT wedding date for July 28, 2007 at TR lounge. All my

Sex One Liners
“Sex is one of the most wholesome, beautiful and natural experiences money can buy." Steve Martin ---------------- "You don't appreciate a lot of stuff in school until you get older. Little things like: being spanked every day by an attractive middle-aged woman. Stuff you pay good money for, later in life." Elmo Phillips ---------------- " It isn't premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married." George Burns ---------------- "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." Woody Allen ---------------- "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." Rodney Dangerfield ---------------- "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." Lynn Lavner ---------------- "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with

Band Of Brothers
sic vis pacem para bellum (If you want peace prepare for war) THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST y our NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must

Horoscope For June 24
You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either.

Challenge Of Life
Finding the right person.. the person you want to spend the rest of your life with... I have come to this analysis of things... The person I want to be with for the rest of my life. She has to be a friend, have to be able to talk, laugh and carry on a conversation, humorusly and seriously (and knowing when to be each), I have to have trust in her at all times. Knowing that if I turn my back for a minute she wouldnt be with someone else. I figured out.. This describes 15% of the world population of women and of those 15% 3% of them are lesbians, 11% of them are married, and .9% percent are nuns. that leaves .1 percent out there to find And of that .1 percent there are other factors that would filter them out to finding the right one.. Finding a needle in a haystack.. thats simple rubics cube thats simple finding the right person (your soul mate) thats the challenge.

I Think Everyone Can Relate To This
"When You're Gone" I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I ne

Ok... I Just Had To Share
I try not to do two blog entries in one day.. but.. i was browsing some sites and ran across this.. and it just sort of struck me as something to share.. please enjoy, and trust me ... i do not at all agree to all of these.. these are simply the views of another sub.. however.. i did post my thoughts on them at the end.. The Rights of a Submissve Author: Jill Kneer *this list is the view of the author* I have the right to......... 1. set limits, and expect them to be respected 2. to adjust these limits at any time, with notice to you. 3. to expect You to push them, to force me to create new limits and boundries 4. to expect You to be concerned about time W/we spend apart, but i expect You to understnand that i am a person, seperate from You, and thusly having problems and situations in my life that i will not need Your help with. 5. to expect You will respect me for my independece and not criticize me for it. 6. to be trusted, providing that i have ea

Change Of Career
Hello my friends. I have decided to drop out of college to become a farmer. I've put a great deal of thought into this, and it's what I want to do. I need a good woman to be my wife. She must be hard working, willing to relocate, and must own a tractor. Please send a picture...of the tractor. Eat a peach... Todd OK, you know I'm kidding, right? LOL

Poetry
Because I could not stop for Death He kindly stopped for me; The carriage held but just ourselves And Immortality We slowly drove, he knew no haste, And I had put away My labor, and my leisure too, For his civility We passed the school where children played, Their lessons scarcely done; We passed the fields of gazing grain, We passed the setting sun We paused before a house that seemed A swelling of the ground; The roof was scarcely visible, The cornice but a mound Since then 'tis centuries; but each Feels shorter than the day I first surmised the horses' heads Were toward eternity Emily Dickinson

Took A Moment To Think
this very american society this very american society via the web has americanized the way we perceive and believe and read this american society has created an online myth... or is it a myth? in this fantasy? in this reality of art and debauchery in this reality of purchases of homes and sex trading pictures and heirlooms trading our souls, sometimes is it a myth? this american society has made voyeurs of us all why do you think i visit your profile? why do you think i will say the things i say to you? or say on my profile when i certainly would not do it under the discriminating eye of american society.. in reality. you look at me for what you want and i do the same even if we never meet it's a pen pal game until someone stops writing today texting or camming but i want to be where you are in that fantasy we are sharing this american society has made fantasy a reality reality a fantasy how many people have met their soulmates or victims here

Getting Ready For Work
How many of you took your pic in the car before or after you left work?? this would be considered a pic at work. How many of you taken your pic at home right before you head out the door? This would be a pic at work. How many of you had a long day at work and you got home took your pic ? This would be a pic at work. So get those pics out and enter my contest !!!!!!!!!!!It will be fun . Contact me for the detials. Your friend Christy!!!!!!

Poetry
He wishes for the cloths of heaven Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths, Enwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of night and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet: But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams. -- William Butler Yeats

Chilling
so I'm not here much. i'm actually taking a long summer vacation. I've been partying, reading, gaming (duh), and workin on finding a new place to live. long story there. I'm not much into this blog thing really. just wanted to post a "what's up" with me post in case anyone wondered. does anyone really read this shit?

Anyone Want A Vic Or Blast
Hey there friends my wife is going to try tha contest thing i did it and we had a lot of fun so if any one want in let me or her know tha contest will start tomorrow and there is only 5 people in it that want be too fun

Idiots Making News: Vol. 1
This is a ture news story. Apparently in Austraillia, there was a man jerking off in his girlfriends bedroom, left the bedroom to take a hot shower. After this shower he got out and still hadn't been able to please himself... So he goes back to bed, and rolls around and annoys the woman to the point where she gets out of bed and makes herself some breakfast. The man then goes into the kitchen, still trying to pleasure himself. The woman then leaves the man in the kitchen telling him to get dressed and stop, because she has to give her child a bath. The woman got her child and took it into the bathroom and proceeds to bathe her child. Moments later, the man enters the bathroom still jerking it. The woman threatens him by saying "If you dont stop, I am going to stab your shoulder". The man continues to jerk it, so the woman stabs him through the shoulder... He still didn't stop, so she called the police. When the police arrived, the man was taken to the hospital for "Unlawful

Hopeful Hatred
In all things there is Hope Hope is the justification of sorrow Confidence of shattered ecstasy In all things there is Hate Hate is the justification of anguish Confidence of shattered reality We love, we live We hate, we die We hope, we ? Is there a cure for either or are they the means to each other? Deception through Passion Truth through Obsession Claims to love we say, falling from the tongue as blood from a wound yet to be Blood, the life inside. Soon to be spilt in Hate. How can Hell from the purest Heaven form? Wonderment at the spiral, the decadence of the dance the two become one, become farthest apart love is hate Obsession, Passion, Jealousy love or hate or both one and the same Love is internal, feelings secret inside Hate is the rage, war torn heart fighting without a shell We are the passions and obsessions of the Hopeful Hatred!!!

Not One Of My Better Thoughts...
so the lesbians next door are having a get together. No big deal, right? i mean, they're in their own back yard... who should care what they do? they are getting a bit frisky (so to speak) and that kind of makes me want to be anywhere but my own back yard (hence me in here blogging instead of finishing up the mowing). here's my issue... there are a bunch of kids over there too... and i realize that i may be showing my parents puritanical roots, but that seems wrong to me... no matter what the orientation of the larger group... keep the overt shite away from minors... meh.... not my place to interfere... just bugs me... *goes over to beat noisily on the piano for a bit*

Passion
Passion Passion found its fragile reeds Poisoned stem to thorn Starving its unnourished needs Bulbs all cracked and torn Spreading thin its brittle seeds Wounded, used and worn Withering toward destiny Broken and forlorn Love had hitched a lengthy ride Down a rocky road Started with a healthy stride Ending as it slowed Hit head-on with it wounded pride Heavy was the load Happiness to be denied Heartache now bestowed Hope curled up on hardened ground Parched from lack of tears Dried-up dreams upon its crown Nightmares full of fears Dehydration brought it down Blistering it sears Undernourished it was found Wishing death was near Faith had squandered all its might In the end did lose Knowing not which fight to fight Choosing not to choose Falling like a wounded knight Crushing its enthuse Darkness cloaked itself in light Trust had been abused Death had come to reap it’s own Stealthy as can be Muted screams were heavy thrown To eternity

Sanity Or Insanity
i go for insanity cuz thats where i am leading this weekend was too much but i hope she gets help today i would hate 2 lose her to death.... whose her n she? only those who know me know woh i am talking about pray for her n me

My Weekend
turtlesymbiote talkin about the tripAdd to My Profile | More Videos d and doc talking and the tripAdd to My Profile | More Videos doc trying to get me to hurt my selfAdd to My Profile | More Videos longboarding with turtlesymbioteAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Motortickle Nonsense...
there is nothing like a riding a fast bike on a twisty road to clear the head...nothing... ok...well maybe sex, but since THAT ain't happening... that damned bike, it's a serious rush...better than any drug I've tried (and...well...that would include a fair few) and safer in the long run...now, i'm not going to say i was breaking any of the fine laws of the keystone state, but... ummm... hehehe... nice to know the bike can still do every bit of 160... it is a ticket machine though... ;-) *whistles and looks around...* No tickets today though... :D bike's in the garage ticking away the heat now and i'm back in my studio for another stab at a new song... feeling pretty damned good right now... music time. *cracks knuckles and heads for the drums...then the bass and then... ;D *

About Things
It's been a week since it all went down. My wife threw me out of our house. I'd found out a couple months ago that my wife wanted a divorce, but because I have a deployment coming up, we'd agreed to let me stay so that I can spend time with the kids. We also agreed to hold out on the divorce until I got back from Iraq. Then I left for annual training, and after I left she got to thinking, and decided that she didn't want to do all of that. Two days into training, I get a text from her telling me to call home later that evening. When I finally called, she informed me that her parents were paying for the divorce, and that their stipulation was that I move out. Less than 24 hours after I got back from training, most of my stuff was packed, and I was moving in with a friend of mine in Springfield. I've been here for a week, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm kinda glad the she fucked me over the way she did. I've been a lot happier since I moved down here. I've bee

My First Blog
I'm blogging about chst site drama. Yesterday I rated a profile photo as I always do and suddenly I get a guy viewing me. No problems the jealous types of guys usually check out other guys if they've been on a womans site. Its all good no worries! Last night though I get this pissy high school type reaction from this guy about his wife. It was immediately followed up by a comment from the girl saying don't flirt with me I'm married blah blah blah. My reaction was quite swift. I though it was funny that this girl reacted this way, purely because her guy caught her I suppose. funny thing is I was bluntly generic and never said anything remotely naughty. So, I told this (cherry) that he really should not be on the same site as his wife (Cherry Warrior) because he'll find himself pissed off every 10 seconds. I then send her a message telling her to get a life lol and I blaocked them both. Problem solved with minimal drama, but what a piss off! Don't people realize this

Annoy Your Public Bathroom Stallmate
1. Stick your open palm under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, 'May I borrow a highlighter?' 2. Say, 'Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't have put my lips on that.' 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, 'Damn, this water's cold.' 5. Drop a marble and say, 'Oh shit! My glass eye!' 6. Say, 'Hmmm, I've never seen that color before.' 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantelope into the toilet bowl from a height of 6 feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, 'Now how did that get there?' 9. Say, 'Humus. Reminds me of humus.' 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, 'Whoa! Easy boy!' 11. Say, 'Interesting.. more floaters than sinkers.' 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop the wad under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, 'Whoops, could you kick that

Business Logo
Im making out my first ever business card and it has a space for a business logo. Thats when i realized I dont have a logo for my business. Im looking for anyone that can and would like to help me create a logo. Your name will be mentioned on my business website and it will mean alot to me. So if anyone can and would like to help please please let me know so i can get my business cards printed out.

Regreting Survival
a shot gun screams a mother cries she looks at what she lost then she's angry when i survive sometimes i hear mommy wish that i had died she churns and burns for another look secretly fueled by those who sympothize the pathological spider web has crossed my family tree she waits, dreams, and secretly hopes that a body bag will show up containing my corpse i stare out in to nights darnkess cause i cant look my family in the eyes the roses wilt, and drift away as i release a painful sigh sorry mommy im still alive

Have I Found What I Am Looking For?
I have been talking to a guy for a couple months now off and on when we have been able and he knows about me being with mike and he is open minded to learning about this lifestyle and it would appear that we love each other already. It seems like its been something that we have both wanted to say but just never knew when the right time was to say it. We finally both laid all our cards out on the table last night and we both feel the same and for ONCE I have found a sweet nice guy that is actually close to where I am...him in IA and me in WI. We have vowed to make time to talk more often and stay in touch more often than we have. I hope that this works the way I hope because I care so much about him and want this to work so badly

Priceless
GIVE THREE PERFECT STRANGERS A GOOD DINNER $ 100.00 BUY AND DONATE 25 NEW BOOKS FOR A SCHOOL THAT HAS VERY LITTLE $125.00 DONATING YOUR TIME IN A SALVATION ARMY SOUP KITCHEN 0.00 SPENDING 2000.00 DOLLARS IN UNDER TWO WEEKS ON A FREE SITE, NOT HELPING PEOPLE THAT ARE STARVING IN YOUR STATE JUST SO YOU CAN GET A GODFATHER STATICS AND COLORED NAME, AND VERY LITTLE RESPECT FROM ME ...PRICELESS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE THERES MASTER CARD.

Freedom
I released you, you're gone I gave you freedom today The loneliness I'll face Is worth the price I'll no longer pay For 3 years I let you Destroy and break me I let your dominane and ownership Completely just take me I believed all your lies When you said you loved me When you said you needed me You worshipped and adored me I guess, for awhile I needed to believe That you were being straight up With no intentions to deceive You called me your baby The love of your life Stupid me never knew You were thinking of your wife So run to her As fast as you can Lie to her also You're not even a man You have no soul And your heart is pure black I feel sorry for you Karma always hits back Someday you will need me Someday you will crawl When that someday comes I'll hang up on your call Cuz I released you, you're gone I gave you freedom today The loneliness I'll face Is worth the price I'll no longer pay

Ray Update 6-24-07
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I went and seen him today. He said that he hasent felt as good as he has the pst 2 days in a year. I want to thank you all for your prayers, hopefully he will be able to come home really soon. They have not said when he could yet. When he went in he was on 8 liters of O2 and has been between 6 and 8 since October when they told us the disturbing news of his health, well now he is on 5 liters, walking all over the hospital, going outside, not sitting still at all, and hes not even getting wore out. But I dont want him to overdo it either, but hes stubborn...LOL...and a fighter...When I find out more I will let you know. MAUHHHHHHH

And I'm Really Bored
Guess what? Yeah, that's right. I'm really, really bored. So I want to laugh some. Let's see just how funny you are. Leave me some funny, gross, weird, sexual, whatever comments on some of my pics. I need some entertainment please.

Burnt Bread
thought that I might post something on here since I havent in a while.. well, the night before last someone committed suicide at work.. some mold setter named Duke.. had just gotten married.. I left at 4 though.. and wasnt there I guess the police were there and so was a drug dog.. so I dont know... that place is bad I guess.. I am hired full time though....and off my 90 day probation and have worked there for 6 months now and now have insurance other than that.. everything is the same.. :P

No More Drama? What A Joke!
It is so nice to see the sub human alive and well here. Homophobic neandertal thinking. I gave some couch heap a 9 on his photo and he comes to my page and calls me a jerk off and then apparently blocked me so he doesn't have to deal with his fears of having someone give him a compliment (by the way I did it just to get the points for having the guts to put his face on his page)I would love to see what a psychiatric eval would show for his MMPA. Probably a texbook predator with delusions of granduer. Well beyond all that I feel for him and his kind will be missed when His God calls for his soul and finds it is lacking. No More Drama what a name! He thrives on creating drama those in the know call him a Psyvamp. Go Away little girl! Your thoughts and fears Make me sick!

Earth Magna Charta
Earth Magna Charta By John McConnell Founder of Earth Day A world view, goal and agenda for the people of Earth that will provide a healthy, sustainable future. "John McConnell's inspiring and carefully crafted document, the Earth Magna Charta, could serve as a vital global rallying cry at this moment in history." -- George Gallup, Jr. Earth Magna Charta Prelude The people of planet Earth have the raw materials, natural resources, and the technology for all to enjoy a life of quality. But they are still restricted by the evil that has dominated history. They lack the vision of the great future now possible and how to attain it. As a result, the world is filled with confusion and conflict. This Earth Magna Charta provides the needed vision and the way. Individuals and institutions can now be trustees of Earth, seeking in ecology, economics and ethics policies and decisions that will benefit people and planet. In the present state of the world, this Space Age trustee

My Childhood
Did they love you? Did they hold you? Or were you never good enough... Why did they make you grow up? Grow up too soon. I could see you were still a child You were for spite, oh strange disdaining You died for love, yet knew not of the emotion Were you scared in the closet? Was it dark? Was it cold? Was he there? Breathe child, it's over Take your heels off and stand three feet tall. Are they happy now? The childhood you never had is now gone, taken so soon Will you ever grow up at all? Yes breathe child, he's gone The world saw you on television, like a lonely wife, mother of two How old are you? We love you Will you ever grow up at all?

Me Now
Continuously searching for that field of gold. Forever looking for someone to hold. Close to my heart. Never wanting to be apart. But all I ever feel is a deep chill. Wonder if I still have the will. To live day by day. I sit and pray. There has to be someone out there. But I can't see where. As the days go by. I sit and wonder why. I feel the touch of a hand. But nothing takes me to that fantasy land. My soul feels dead and weak. But still I seek. For one who shares those simple things. That lead to those golden rings. A life of security and family. It's easy to see. But to capture it. I just can't make it fit. I want that dream so bad. But my heart's so sad. People use me for pleasure. I use them to fill the emptiness, why I'm not sure. It used to be easy. Now it's just sleazy. There's something wrong with everyone. If it feels right they're gone by rising sun. I'm left feeling cold. That scenes already old. I want

Crying Alone
To cry alone.... In my heart there is this despair. That no matter where I turn you'll always be there. When I cry alone at night, your face always says goodnight. I scream in vain and shiver in fear. Why can't you leave me to cry alone? I no longer love you or care. Why do you jog my memory, when you know I hate you beyond despair? The clouds now gray are fogging me in. I no longer see the light. I pull my knees up to my chest. And pray with all my might. That one day I will no longer be scared of you in the night. A tear drop trickles down my cheek. I shudder with a heart of vain. I know not why you did this to me. But even though, you seem to cry through me. When I cry alone at night, I see your face smiling. And yet to cry alone at night my memory always seems to jog me.

Product In Works. Medevil New World.
Darkness burns away Showing a new day Peacul and seren Filled with blood curdling screasm We bath in crimson rivers On the 25th of novmerber Hell's fire are burning With grey snow flurry The modern dark age Caused by nucalur rage As dragons stir from hybernation As the undead awakin Arcane and dive magic starts too brew Mythical and nightmarish creaters are in bloom Mage's and sorcers growing in power Fighters becoming bloody We bathing in crimsion river On thi 25th of December Hells fires are burning With grey snow flurry's Cast into the time that man has forgetten Brought anew from a hallowcost Or sin's to be paid in full Within this medevil born world

Favorite Quotes
Your always goina fail but you'll learn from those mistakes and overcome and advance from those mistakes... If u can't run with the big dogs keep your ass on the porch and stay out of the way or you'll get ran over...

Close Call
I HAD A CLOSE ONE ALMOST GETTING T BONED TODAY ON THE SIDE MY LIL GIRL WAS ON MISSED ME AND TOTALLED A BRAND NEW DODGE TRUCK I THANK GOD MY LIL ONE IS OK AND HEALTHY SO IM AM NEVER SAPPY BUT I LUCKED OUT TODAY SO THIS IS FOR THE KIDS THAT NEVER MAKE IT WITH SICKNESS AND CRAHSES AND FREAK ACCIDENTS XOXOXOXOX

I'm Not The One You Want.
Tired of getting chance's that I don't deserve Don't you see these nothing I want from you There's somthing you want from me that I cant give Why are you still pushing I've told you how I feel yet you go behind my back probeing and prying try to find a way to get to me I'm not one to be tied down I need to be free Havent you notice the more you pull I'm going to push I can't tell you what I want cause I don't know All that you can do is give me time An stop going to every one about me Thats all I can say is give it time and dont' say I LOVE YOU Cause I knw you do but you need to give it time Time has past n your still trying our time is done I know what I want and your not it Don't you see I'm a asshole Don't you know I can't stand you Why are you putting your self through agony Your trying and your trying and your pissing me off Turn away and don't look back Walk away before I snap I'm trying to be nice I'm trying too keep my cool Yet every time I hear you open y

The Rendezvous Was Fucking Awesome
What a time we had at the vous looking forward to going back next year.... If any bikers out there haven't been should definitely check it out lots of titties, ass, and more.... LOL

My Intro
Ok all just thought I'd pop on here and give a proper introduction. All the basics are covered in my profile my name is Zan or Xander which ever you choose to call me is cool with me. Welcome to my blog, here I will be posting whatever the hell I feel like posting at the time. Some you'll like some you won't I don't really care either way. That may sound a little mean to some of you, but I have better things to do then worry about what people think of me. Most of what will be posted here will be my poetry, and a few things that just annoy me enough to rant about. I will try to post in here at least once a week, but I'm sure I'll forget to sometimes though. Anyway, If you want more insight into my mind read away if not oh well... I'm outtie I’ll see you all later.

All Bottle Up.
In need of a blade Wanting a release from my pain To feel that cold steall agains my skin That slight sting that brings extasy Blood flowing through the small slit Just one new scar is all I pleade Let me releast all this shit In a bottle thats needs release The presure is building up Where is that knife at An not the one in my back I need a release GIVE ME A FUCKING KNIFE NOW!! I need to release this shit now Got to lead the pain bleed away The anger is building the depression evergrowing Give me that cold steel Me me my release For I've bottle up every thing I need to release it all Just let me have one more scar Give my the knife to pop the top.

Existence (first Poem I Ever Wrote)
My existence is an enigma Why do I a body with no soul exist I serve no purpose y do I exist In this world where I don’t belong in a world where I’m not wanted In a world where I’m not loved y do I exist me a body with no soul Why am I here to suffer through this miserable existence called life in a place where ill never find happiness where every goal I could hope to achieve will always be out of reach where all I can do is watch others live life and wish that I could be like them y am I forced to wake up in the mourning y cant I just sleep forever y wont it all just end am I destined to forever be imprisoned in this miserable place y am I alive I who serve no purpose but to walk this earth unwanted unloved y do I exist me a body with no soul to speak of

Blinded By The Bitterness
[ Blinded by the Bitterness ] As the shadows overwhelm me My Days and nights go old Your love is digging me deeper Im sinking into your whirlpool My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Im growing more to hate you Your turning into my bitter regret I spit at your comfort Cause its all bullshit My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now Your Love is just a cover up For games and alibies Your love is just a hatred Making me so insane My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleeding, bleeding into you now

Real Friend Test !
This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend c

Love
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Are You Worth It?
I gave things a lot of thought over the past week. I've decided that, for the future, instead of worrying about what I'm doing wrong in trying to be social, I'm going to flip the script a little bit. See... I realize I've already blown it with some people on this site... a few of whom I liked a lot. Why? Because I spent all this time worrying about how I was going to get them to like me back, and not enough time stopping to think. About what, you ask? (Well, I really don't care whether you ask or not.) About whether or not these women measure up to my standards. All along, I've been thinking, "What's wrong with me? Why am I not there yet? Ore ga, mada mada desu ka?" (Okay, I wasn't really thinking the last one.) I should have been thinking, "Wait a minute. Why am I worried about that? They should be living up to my standards." So... here's the new plan. If I'm going to get with you, you have to be worth my time, now, and not the other way around. No more psychos

Respect
respect verb To have a high opinion of: admire, consider, esteem, honor, regard, value. Idioms: look up to, think highly (or much) (or well) of. See praise To recognize the worth, quality, importance, or magnitude of: appreciate, cherish, esteem, prize 1, treasure, value. Idiom: set store by. See praise noun A feeling of deference, approval, and liking: account, admiration, appreciation, consideration, esteem, estimation, favor, honor, regard. See respect A person's high standing among others: dignity, good name, good report, honor, prestige, reputation, repute, status. See respect Friendly greetings. Used in plural: best, regard (used in plural). See greeting The particular angle from which something is considered: angle 2, aspect, facet, frame of reference, hand, light 1, phase, regard, side. See perspective

Chasing Butterflies
last night I had the weirdest dream, I will not share the details...(I know I know.. why bother to mention it?) but it was......interesting. tonight I came to sissy's house where we shall have our own little live out of Absolutely Fabulous. It has been awhile since I actually stayed over and we got silly. should be fun. champagne...movies kids can't watch... talking s**t about people..... nahhhhh just kidding on the last part. kids go to bed in a few hours...yay!!! and then......silliness commence! how did this night of revelry come about? hubby has to work of course. but not just any work. He went in for shift today and since the new work week starts with first watch he has to stay since the changed his schedule and he is on first watch the next 2 weeks. so I came here with kids so loving hubby can get some peace to sleep when he gets home. ok...let the champagne flow!

Fuck Buddy Game!!
haha... you opened this ok you can't turn back now there is atleast one person in your friends list that wants to either sleep with you or go out with you if there is someone on your list that does then you will recieve a message saying either " i'm yours" or "i'd hit it" if they want to go out with you then you will get a message saying"im yours" if they just want to sleep wit you you will get a message saying"i'd hit it" so, come one if you want to know who likes you then repost this as fuck buddies (game) (repost of original by 'Dj JoKaZ ** ~JUGGALO~FAMILY~' on '2007-06-14 13:55:58') (repost of original by '**Nikki~The~Ninjalette**Sign my guestbook**' on '2007-06-14 15:30:36') (repost of original by '+*¨^¨*+Lø§†$øûL+*¨^¨*+" Tat2ed White Trash"' on '2007-06-14 15:32:37') (repost of original by 'BBW Pin-up Girl Luscious Lillyth Crow *Freaks R Us Family Member*' on '2007-06-14 17:55:42') (repost of original by 'tattmndo69***freak show family****sick weird and tw

Well It's Moving Day 6-25-07
It's that time where we move to a new place and a new area in Jacksonville,Fl. I'm sorry to say that I wont be on for a few days or even a week or so, but don't be sad I'll be back to rate,fan,and befriend all of you that passed by my page....

Tomorrow Is Not Promised
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose; teach you a lesson, or help figure out who you are, and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be: your neighbor, child, long lost friend, or even a stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life, in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you, and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize, that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential strength, or your hearts desire. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, as well as experiencing sheer stupidity; all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be li

Shooting Competition
Hmm blog time huh, ok well here goes the last three days Went to the South Texas Tactical shooting competition in Mountain Home, Texas. The rules had changed a bit since last year, but after the first ten minutes in the office, it was clear that me and my team mates had a lot of catching up to do. We took our weapons to the "Range Safety Officer" , that is in title only, he had no clue what he was doing there. We had some time to kill, so after lunch we took a look at the course we would have to be navigating Saturday morning. The course was laid out like a four block section of Smallville, USA. Building on the sides and gutted cars on the streets. The object is to make your way from point "A" to point "B" shooting a set number of targets along the way. You compete in three man teams, a change from the five man teams of last year, and this is a live round competition, no paint ball, no laser tag. My team has been together for four years and we work well together.

Damn Those Little Things
grrrr. take the little things i was talking about in the last entry and added about 4 more on top of them. yeah i know you dont know what they were or how many there were but now that count is somewhere around 10. but one of these new little things is a really big thing that pisses me off regaurdless of the person doing it. thats ignoring me. i cant stand it. i really hate it when the person ignoring me started the converstation. i mean my god if you dont wanna talk to me dont say 'hi' first. and if i say 'hi' dont just say nothing, just tell me you dont feel like talking. i mean damn i wont take it personal if you tell me something before i get pissed off bc your ignoring me. after i get mad about dont try and talk to me like nothing happened or make some piss poor excuse as to why you didnt answer me. that will do nothing more than piss me off even more. grrrrr. sorry to waste your time reading my rant but hey i had to do something before i got to mad about it and mad someone else ma

Lost Love
Love Lost As I sit and ponder my life, I wonder where true love lies. Where is the one who can make me feel again? And the "One" I can truly trust? Can it happen one more time? Or does life only give you one chance? When will I feel safe again, To share the emotions and passions inside of me? To find a gentle touch and soft caress, And words softly spoken to me. I want to be filled with emotions that are not there now. And wish my time would never end. Ah to whisper my love again could fill my soul, And life would be so brighter. by Mary

Problems
Ok I want to let everyone know that I have been experiencing problems with being online. Not sure yet if it is my router or a bad connection but I will be online either on CT or somewhere else and either my screen freezes or I just get booted. So if I am here and all of a sudden I am not it's not that I left anyone hanging on purpose it's my connection. Also if it has to do with the connection I have to go and unplug the router and reset it so it takes awhile and sometimes that doesnt work so I usually if I am sleepy or am busy will just give up and try again later. oh well the frustrations of internet problems..fun fun fun

Crushes
So...one day I came on my loverly CherryTap webpage to find that I have a crush...now i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww it doesnt tell me who it is ..and those types of things should remain a secret but..To the person that has this crush..if you come forth and identify urself with proof that u are my crush..i will give you my msn messenger address and get on cam for you...That is all

Scary Pics/profiles Lately
Wazzup with the angry, hatin' young dudes flashing the finger or pointing the pistol? Pretty scary, if you ask me. When I first logged on here, I posted a CARTOON of a chick holding 2 smoking pistols in the air, and I got crap for it by the Cherry police. Why not these more disturbing images?

Every Soldier Gives Up So You Can Live Your Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

The Real Ten Commandments
The Real Ten Commandments By Richard Carrier I keep hearing this chant, variously phrased: "The Ten Commandments are the foundation of Western morality and the American Constitution and government." In saying this, people are essentially crediting Moses with the invention of ethics, democracy and civil rights, a claim that is of course absurd. But its absurdity is eclipsed by its injustice, for there is another lawmaker who is far more important to us, whose ideas and actions lie far more at the foundation of American government, and whose own Ten Commandments were distributed at large and influencing the greatest civilizations of the West--Greece and Rome--for well over half a millennia before the laws of Moses were anything near a universal social influence. In fact, by the time the Ten Commandments of Moses had any real chance of being the foundation of anything in Western society, democracy and civil rights had all but died out, never to rise again until the ideals of our true

I Am A Gibson
What Guitar Are You?GibsonYou're more or less a mellow guitar. You're not known for your heavy riffs or true metal style, but you stand out and provide excellent quality among the masses. Many famous soloists rely on you for their technical riffs and fast play. Your popular artists are Kid Rock, Soil and AC/DC.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Just Me Rambling
Ok well for those who know me really well on here know that my boys are gone right now at their dads. Well earlier I get a phone call that was pretty upsetting. My baby boy who is 12 was taken to the hospital. He is 12 and his dad had bought a 110 motorbike. Well while their dad was working my 12 yr old got in a wreck on it. His stepmom had to take him to the hospital and then I was called. My son has a really bad 2nd degree burn and may have to have a skin graph because of it. His arm underneath from his armpit to his elbow when he fell landed on the muffler. I am feeling so sick right now cause my baby is hurt and hes miles and miles away. There is nothing I can do for him. I just want to hold him and take away his pain. I do know that if his dad calls and tells me they have to do a skin graph that I will be headed to South Carolina. I just feel bad and so does his stepdad because there is nothing we can do from here....I will keep updates as much as possible ....thanks for listening

Cloves; Smoke Them Up
Djarum cigarettes sold in Europe and South American countries have 10–12 mg tar and 1 mg nicotine, as indicated on the pack. This level of tar and nicotine is comparable to regular or "full-flavor" cigarettes. The venous plasma nicotine and carbon monoxide levels from 10 smokers were tested after smoking kreteks and were found to be similar to non-clove brands of cigarettes, such as Marlboro. Rats were given equal inhalation doses of conventional tobacco cigarettes and kreteks over a short period. Those that had inhaled kreteks did not appear to show worse health effects compared to those that had inhaled conventional cigarettes.The study was repeated with a 14-day exposure and kreteks again did not produce worse health effects than conventional cigarettes. The eugenol in clove smoke causes a numbing of the throat which can diminish the gag reflex in users, leading researchers to recommend caution for individuals with respiratory infections. There have also been a few cases of

My Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic This one was pretty true! :)

Update On Amputation...
So I blogged a while back about me possibly getting my leg amputated due to a car wreck 5 years ago. Well I went to the doctor last week and he told me we are scheduling the amputation in 2 weeks. I find that I have mixed emotions to this news. Also I have a 50/50 chance of having a normal amputation or a 2 stage amputation. A two stage amputation is very painful and stressful. With a regular amputation I would be out of the hospital in 3-5 days but with the 2 stage amputation it will be 2-3 weeks. A 2 stage amputation consist of cutting the leg off one day hooking me up to a wound vac and putting me in a hyperbarric chamber for 10-13 days then sewing me up. I have been battling this infection and the broken leg for 5 years and I'm glad to have a light at the end of the tunnel now but I am also very nervous and growing more scared every single day. Anyway I just thought I would update everyone on whats going on as so many of you have asked. I have just learnt to take things as

What Is Your Sex Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Gov't Struggles To Cope With Wounded Gis
By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer More than 800 of them have lost an arm, a leg, fingers or toes. More than 100 are blind. Dozens need tubes and machines to keep them alive. Hundreds are disfigured by burns, and thousands have brain injuries and mangled minds. These are America's war wounded, a toll that has received less attention than the 3,500 troops killed in Iraq. Depending on how you count them, they number between 35,000 and 53,000. More of them are coming home, with injuries of a scope and magnitude the government did not predict and is now struggling to treat. "If we left Iraq tomorrow, we would have the legacy of all these people for many years to come," said Dr. Jeffrey Drazen, editor-in-chief of the New England Journal of Medicine and an adviser to the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs. "The military simply wasn't prepared for its own success" at keeping severely wounded soldiers alive, he said. Survival rates today are even higher than the rec

Broken ......
BROKEN PROMISES, BROKEN VOWS BROKEN HEARTS, TEARS FALL DOWN. BROKEN LIVES AND BROKEN DREAMS, TIME BREAKS AWAY TO THINGS UNSEEN. BROKEN HOPES AND BROKEN MINDS, BUT EVERYTHING BROKEN MENDS IN TIME. THAT IS WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT BROKEN THINGS.. AS MY WORDS GO UNSPOKEN WITH MY BROKEN DREAMS..... www.hostdrjack.com

Pledge Of Allegiance?"
"With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, "Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?"

Hillary For President? Seriously?
This is the attitude of an American President (?????) "I am a fan of the social policies that you find in Europe " (From the book "I've Always Been A Yankee Fan" by Thomas D. Kuiper, p. 76 - Hillary in 1996. Comment: This shows that she's truly a Socialist and not a capitalist) "Where is the G**damn f**king flag? I want the G**damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise." (From the book "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) "You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out!" (From the book "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer.) "F**k off! It's enough that I have to see you sh*t-kickers every day, I'm not going to talk to you too!! Just do your G**damn job and keep your mouth shut." (From the book "American Evita" by Christopher Anderson, p. 90 - Hillary to her State Trooper bodyguards after o

Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON

The Love Of My Life
I wanted everyone to know about this girl. Her name is Ashley. She is the absolute love of my life. I dont know what i would do without her. Her smile just warms my heart and makes each day, good or bad, easy to go thru. I am the luckiest guy in the world to have her in my life. Ashley, u have no idea what u do to me. U just make my life better and worth living. U just make me so happy. I love hearing ur voice when we talk on the phone. U have the sweetest most beautiful voice ive ever heard. I love the fact that we can talk for hours all night online. The day i saw ur beautiful and that beautiful smile on cam was the best day of my life. The only way i could top that day is when i finally get to meet u in person. That will definitely be the best day of my life. I cant wait to hold u, kiss u and just love u. I wanna give u all the love i can give u cuz u deserve every bit of it. I love u so much babygirl forever and always. Please dont ever forget that. You are the love of my life.

Poison Ivy
Ok it really gets me that people only have a one track mine. I ask a question about poison ivy and I get answers about STDS. So to clear it up the person that has the poison ivy is my best friend, not a guy or my lover. I wish people would just pull their heads out of their ass and grow up a little. Now I feel better Bitch with a sun burn

Angels Revelations
Days spent and lost amongst tireless trivial notions from stress filled sources..This has gone on far too long and unanswered questions have parched these lips for a time long past..Breathed in a dream and exhaled a cursed brought forth from pain and agonizing torture..fed lies upon lies til my world I have know was built entirely of that faith..trust in one other...a trust in deciet..Now lost and frozen within, unable to speak...This Angel though soft exterior the twisted inards of the interior are blackened..This Revelation is only a beginning of what happens to something and innocent corrupted into A Cloaked masked figured with the guise of an angel...we reap what we sow...so lets reap those who sowed and sowed til nothing was left but emptiness....hollowed and darken like tired eyes that stare back fro ma cracked mirror.... hm thats a good intro but i need to work on it check back for futher developments..and it'll be on this blog not a newer one blasting through misc

Lost And Alone
im lost and alone with no where to go, no one to come home too. i feel so alone with no one there i only wish i had someone to give all the love i have, i give up my heart just to be hurt, ive give it to the one i love just to be denied and alone. i hope that soon ill have one to share until then ill be lost wondering my days alone .

Small Steps
She carried that notebook with her everywhere, it was the keystone no one could unlock. She wrote when he wasn't looking, song lyrics that reminded her of home, detail of a woman's face that was very close to her mother's, or the way he could make her hold on to the past while trying to run away from it. She couldn't recall why she ever started, but she knew she had to keep this, if not for now, for someday. Going home was not in the cards. It was too far gone now, and she wasn't even sure she remembered the way. She forced herself not to read it, just continue the story, always signing the end of each entry "God's hand is the wind, it pushes you where you were meant to be." It was something her grandmother told her a long time ago, and she remembered that more than her face, or the way her hands made her comfortable, like nothing would ever happen to her. Well, wasn't THAT a crock of bullshit. And she scribbled, when she thought no one was looking..."Funny how our youthful

Handle With Care
She wears a fragile sticker Where others cannot see Her heart seems to shatter Her soul weeps bitterly The contents of her inner self Need gentle love and care And every part needs comforting Of this please be aware Hold her close remembering A feather-touch is best Careful not to hold too tight Is all that I request…

Hanging On The Edge
Silent words, I say little afraid I've fallen to the night a flightless bird, no wings just soft feathers... Scattered in the air, the cloudless moon playing my nipples. Without asking I touch you, from left to right. no fingers, just my spirit. Memorizing your body, a poem put to use, the patterns of your breath sustain... I touch you more ... ... softer than louder, hanging on the edge of a sigh.

You Knew It Was Coming Sooner Or Later Pt 1
Ok Ladies and Gentlemen..Let me pose some questions: how concern are women with large breast bout the unwanted attention they recieve from men with no kind of manners? let me explain..you get a nice looking woman, chick, girl, female, or what have you that happens ro be of the female persuasion..anyhow.she nice looking with natural large breast (fony balloonis for some who like theirs on the operated side.) she has them all out served up looking like a delicious dessert..do you stare and oogle a booble or pay it no mind? thats like posing the question to a woman saying if clothes were made to make men sex like open crotch jeans that showed the junk would they look..I mean the rope and 2 ton bowling balls just a hanging and a swinging in open view..now what if that guy was packing a Monstro the Pussy Killer and Thrilla..You'd look no denying the fact that its there for your viewing pleasure and fantasyfulfilment..i am not knocking women with small breast..i love all breast all shapes an

What About Today?
what about today? well I got up at like 8am to leave my parents house to come over here and babysit for my brother, that was nice, we talked on the drive here..very lovely indeed holy crap I never seen it rain so hard ...like ever..haha..it was kraaazy well other than that..hmm what else? watched some tv watched the movie "Prime" and "Hitch" now im sittin here...being bored on CT and writing in my blog about my day did a few mumms..that was fun.. :) anywayz...got work tomorrow write another day!!!!!

What Is A Swinger?
I get so many questions so I thought I would start a blog...feel free to add you swinging experiences to the comments. So here is the answer to the most common question: What is a Swinger? Swinging activities can include (but are not limited to): Exhibitionism: having sex with a partner while being watched. Voyeurism: watching others have sex (perhaps with the above mentioned partner). Soft Swinging or Soft Swap: kissing, stroking, or having oral sex with a third or fourth person. This may be in the form of a threesome or group sex, or partners may literally be swapped. Full Swap: having penetrative sex with someone other than one's partner, which is the commonly understood definition of swinging (though not necessarily the most common type). Group Sex: An all inclusive term for activities involving multiple partners in the same vicinity. Typically, swinging activities occur when a married or otherwise committed couple engages with either another couple, m

Higher Ranks Suck!
Why is it that no one will listen to the person who knows their shit? I get people with more rank then me all day telling me i don't know shit about my job and to just get it done. Well for someone who doesn't know shit i sure do enough to cover their asses. "We need this now," they say. So what do i tell em. "no one has one, trust me. we went through this last week." "we don't care, shit us one but you better find one." So after calling every concievable person, getting confirmation from all of them. THEN and ONLY THEN was it good enough. and then the assholes have to audacity to tell me "we told you so." people are lucky, hell I'M Lucky, that i have as much self control as i do, or they would end up hurt, and i'd end up a lower rank. sorry for the venting but it was either this or break my hand against the wall. I think i chose the better alternative. Jayden

Sister Pains
pains it pains me to know you are hurting again it hurt to know i cant make it go away even more when u ask me to but theres nothing i can do i wish i could be with you to hold u as you cry i wish i knew how to make u all better make it so u cant get hurt again i wish i could figure out how to put all the pieces back so your heart is whole once more i sit here trying to figure out what i can do you mean the world to me it kills me a little to know i cant make u smile cant make u happy like you once where if i could take all you pain i would for your the reason y I'm still alive i love you so and it pains me to know that your heart is broken once more and you cant stand to be alive by jna

Pain
Why does this always happens to me I think I find some one And then I just say something wrong And it pisses them off Why don’t you just rip out my heart Cause I don’t want it any more I don’t need it All I want to do is die I want to take the knife That sitting right next to me And run it along my arm To watch the blood run out For I can’t be happy Not any more Its been way to long Since I’ve know that feeling What would you do if I just left this world for good Would you miss me then Well we can always find out I won’t be here much longer Your time is running out

Sleep (old)
Your so mean but your my everything the person that makes me scream the person who makes me bleed the person that makes me smile But only in my deepest dream my love for you will forever stay as i lay in my grave Forever meant to sleep my love Cold in frozen tears my love Waiting for my love Now i sleep Forever meant to dream Sleep Sleep Forever, forever meant to dream to be with you Even if you wont be with me in my dreams we will forever be

Sun Cry
She can make the sun cry With a single tear from her eye She can make roses bloom Just by walking in the room Her smile is the sun in my sky Her laugh is my stars at night She is my solid ground She is what makes my world round Her voice is the sweetest song She's everything that is right when it all goes wrong If there is one thing that can not be denied It is the beauty of a woman who can make the sun cry

Patsy Cline
Patsy Cline was one of the most prolific and talented female vocalist of her time. Her voice still stands out today. As part of my Icon Week, she will be my topic today. Please feel free to share your thoughts or favorite songs of this talented songstress. What did you like best about her?

Die Vernichtung Der Menschheit
Die Vernichtung der Menschheit füllt meine Seele mit Heiterkeit Ich gehe als ein Soldat in diesem Krieg spazieren! Das Brennen von allem in Sicht... Die Welt wird unter uns zerbröckeln Der Anstieg des Teufels sind wir erfreut! "jetzt beginnt die Stunde unseres Führers den Ritus des Feuers jetzt wieder, über die Erde mit einem Begräbnis pire zu herrschen entstehen Sie alle Dämonen, um das ganze Licht zu suchen auf Sie Knie könnte derjenige, der uns gewährt! " Ich bin ein Soldat, geboren, um zu vergewaltigen und zu töten Für immer im Kampf werde ich Himmel fordern! Wir wüten über die Sterne mit für den Krieg gezogenen Schwertern das Suchen des Himmel-Untergangs mit einem Hunger nur dafür BLUT!!!! Ich gehe als ein Soldat in diesem Krieg spazieren! Das Brennen von allem in Sicht... Die Welt wird unter uns zerbröckeln Der Anstieg des Teufels sind wir erfreut!

6-25-07 New Hazel And Ezra Logo Preveiws.
6-25-07 New Hazel and Ezra Logo Preveiws. These are the samplings of logos we will be using. All logos will be availible for purchase on a T-Shirt. You may contact me about purchasing a t-shirt at smokie_hazel_ice@yahoo.com, please put "ATTN: T-Shirt" in the subject line. Also, if you missed them, there are new pictures up from Ezra's and my movie entitled: Hazel & Ezra: A Day in the Life. Also for a as yet undetermined reason, Xpeeps has taken down H&E Slut Club. We had just reached our 50th member in just a little over a week. It will be back though so don't you worry. Xpeeps has not commented me back yet so I do not know their reasons taking down our club. but we do own our domain name so it will be back soon along with our website. Well anyway thank you to everyone for your support. *spanks and kisses* Hazel

This Is Why You Should Now What You Are Buying At The Store.
when i first heard about this i pretty much blew it off as another stupid celebrity faux paz, but when i read this article i had to respond about it. so read the article and dont forget to read my two cents towards the end.... LIMA, Peru - Cameron Diaz apologized Sunday for wearing a bag with a political slogan that evoked painful memories in Peru. The voice of Princess Fiona in the animated "Shrek" films visited the Incan city of Machu Picchu in Peru's Andes on Friday wearing an olive green bag emblazoned with a red star and the words "Serve the People" printed in Chinese, perhaps Chinese Communist leader Mao Zedong's most famous political slogan. The bags are marketed as fashion accessories in some world capitals, but in Peru the slogan evokes memories of the Maoist Shining Path insurgency that fought the government in the 1980s and early 1990s in a bloody conflict that left nearly 70,000 people dead. "I sincerely apologize to anyone I may have inadvertently offended.

Warlord's Castle
In a valley filled deep with myth Far away from where the eyes can see A castle stands as a form of power The king that rules this sacred abyss Holds control to anything within its walls An army of misery and punishment Dealing death to foriegn intruders Awaiting the time To unleash their might to the world. Stone and metal as dark as shadows Light ceases to find a way near his stronghold Hallways and towers speak legend of gold Treasure of many fallen warriors in battle A demon that seems too human for hell He lives within the halls of this sacred realm. Madness and insanity have built a moat Surrounding the mental aspect of closure Hidden from the sun and the glow of light Eternal creature and his legion of destruction Claim the soul of a innocent man Many more shall become his children Puppets to act under his fingers. The god with flames that burn spirits into ashes Darkness corrupts at every corner of his sight Electric exposure to swift conquering A

Just Wondering
Just wondering who decides what is NSFW cause I got a couple rated that and they weren't even close to it. I have seen many tits and ass(naked) that are in default albums, and as default pics) so what gives? the more you show all together the better your treated or what? And not that I give a shit weather mine are or not , but lets be fair to all on this site. so guessing baby jesus is the one who decides, but not 100% sure.oh yeah asked this question once to the owners of the site and got no answer Thank you for the ramble

Check This Out. I Just Wrote It! It's Cute I Think.
I don't see what's wrong. Everything felt so right. When you held me tight, The world didn't exist. You said that's right. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt myself, You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right. . The sun has set, But my minds still awake. My hearts still aching. You left with out me. Left me here to cry. Told me you needed a break. And that it was to late for a change. That the chance has gone. You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right. How can it be wrong It felt so right. You filled my heart with love, I just can't let you go. I know this is right, How can you say it's wrong? You said I'd realize in time, That it just wasn't right... Now I know your right.. I seen you with him today... Let me know what you think!

This Kind Of Blod Is Lovecraftian
Many people have used this argument with me before. Its not bad. Lots of people like it. Well, there are a shit ton of people who watch american idol weekly and my credulity does not permit me to believe that american idol is something mentally engaging. Seriously, people don't want good typically. Look at american idol. The premise of the show is to create more of the same. We are not looking for new or innovative. We aren't even looking for interesting. We are looking for comfort. We are looking for familiar. So there you have american idol. More of the same. We are making the next great american pop star who will last about oh five minutes in the lime light. I just like new and different. I don't watch tv anymore because of that. I buy books and I bounce around from author to author hoping to find someone who can give me something new and different in their writing. I like writing style for that. I'm a writing fashion person. Not a clothing person. I hate social t

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

New Lyrics From Me
Moving on Let the tears drop From your face Dwell on the thought That I disappeared You chase the memorys That were never there you run with my shadow just to run empty Move on Move on You hold yourself up Thinking there be something But you don't see What in front of you You just keep running running running

Hey Party People!
hey all. been a while i know. Life's been busy and full of a ton of fucking surprises. It's a bit mind boggeling to look back now and see where life has gone. I can't believe that i've found my soulmate and it's NOT harold. i'm not even sure now that if you had asked me a few months ago when we were together that i would have been able to give you a definite answer as to believing him to be my soulmate. See, isn't hindsite always fucking 20/20??? I wish that i could have known then what i know now .. .. make some things a lot fucking easier! but none of that is in the here or now at all. Fuck . . .a lot of things are i wish i knew that i now know. oh well, c'est la vie and ce le gare. can't dwell on the past and still expect to move on with the future. it's one or the other right? of course right! okay, off for the day to work. untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

A Little Bit Goes A Long Way
My fiance sweetlady_tx (stacey) is in a contest. I need my friends to stop by and help her out if you can. I know that I have alot of loyal friends and any help you can give her would be greatly appreciated. First place is a 30 day blast and she really wants to win it. Thank you in advance for any help you can give.

Friends
To all my cherry tap friends... I just wanted to say I love all my friends on cherry tap and to say I am sorry for not being able to send comments every day like I use to but I have had alot going on in my life right now (going to be grandma) my 16 year old got impregnated and I have just been real busy with all that is going on....But I have not forgotten my friends....I LOVE YOU ALL

6 Signs Your Falling In Love
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind..... Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:11

Where Are My Friends???
PLease help me out on this one. Get your friends and fans to help as well . Contest will open tonite at 8 pm so hurry before time runs out and get your pic to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont let me down please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Fireman Prayer
Fireman's Prayer When I am called to duty, God Wherever Flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life Whatever be it's age Help me embrace a little child Before it is to late Or save an older person from The horror of that fate Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout And quickly and efficiently To pat the fire out I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life Please bless with your protecting hand My Children and My Wife

Cherry, Mike, And Bill In The Sf Chronicle
I ran across this while looking for something else, and felt I should blog it here, as it may be of interest to Cherry Tap users. TOAST OF THE TOWN Buddies' virtual pub puts 'Cheers' camaraderie online for everyone Heather Maddan, Chronicle Staff Writer Sunday, April 1, 2007 Staying in is the new going out for CherryTap.com, an online pub where you never have to worry about last call. Forget cover charges and dress codes, the Web site watering hole -- which says it has 780,000-plus members -- offers those 18 and older the opportunity to mingle without leaving the comfort of their computers. Users earn "cherry bucks'' for interacting and can cash them in at the virtual gift store to buy presents for other users. A plethora of goods, from gag gifts like a pair of beer goggles or a chill pill to flirtier ones -- a condom or fuzzy handcuffs -- are available there. Co-founders Bill Lee, Mike Hed- lund and Ryan Riccitelli "scraped together money off credit cards

He Is On His Way
Well, the time has come and gone and I'm ok. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Grant left at 9:15 this morning to get on a bus to go to MEPS in St. Louis. Then tomorrow he will fly to Ft. Sills, OK. He spent time this morning talking to his sisters, each by themselves. And wouldn't tell me what he said to them. Knowing my son, he gave them strict instructions on how to behave and the consequences upon his return for any bad behavior. (lmao) He didn't have much to say to me, which is ok, as my son and I have a bond that doesn't need words. I chose to write him a letter and stick it in his bag when he wasn't looking! Saying all the things I knew I wouldn't be able to say when he left without tears. And since he can't stand to see his momma cry, i Know he understands. I am so proud of him, and can't wait to see how this experience changes him. Thanks to my sis and all my friends on here for your continued support. One person in particular, and they know who they are

Random Thoughts
" how many slices with a lotto ticket will it take to get to the center of this idiots throat " was my thought after checking my 1000'th losing lotto ticked yesterday, people suck lol have a good day = cashiers way of saying " i hope you get hit buy a truck, you rat bastard "

It's A Kentucky Thang!
IT'S A KENTUCKY THANG! There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Kentucky. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Kentucky plus a couple no one's seen before. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. Onced and twiced are words. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. People actually grow and eat okra. Fixinto is one word. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM Kentucky IF: You measure distance in minutes. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in t

Men
women how many times did he tell you he loved you , and how many times did he say he wont hurt you,well i dont know about yous but i have been hurt so many times in my life , first marriage ,he decided to get another woman, second marriage,alcohol and drug abuse and decided to find another woman i mean lots of women, lol, now trying to see if another one will work out.You know how much trust do you really have after that. It is so scary and they dont understand after going through all of this they expect you to just live with it , it takes time. right ladies.If anyone has gone through this please speak up , i would like to hear from you .

The Angry American Part 6
Again, sadly...I have ran across something else that has chapped my ass. Now I understand that 9-11 is a big thing, however I don't really give a shit. 3,500 innocent American's lost their lives, I'm sorry, shit happens, get over it. However, the survivors are wanting compensation??? WHAT THE FUCK? I don't believe that you are entitled to a DAMN THING, an innocent person who is killed by a gang banger, recieves NOTHING MORE THEN A HARD TIME. And I think that's what they (9-11 survivors) should get as well. If anyone and I mean ANYONE deserves this 'compensation' it's the men and women fighting for this GREAT NATION that should get something. For those 3,500 plus lives that have been lost, not to mention the thousands of lives that it has affected. By that I mean think of all of those that have lost a limb, or sight, or hearing, or something that you and I take for granted. The brave men and women went over there to take out our trash, to rid the world of these terrorists, and

My Pregnancy
hello there im Antonia and im pregnant my baby is due on the 24th of december yes a christmas baby hehe cant wait, hmmm, i dont no wat it is yet but if its a girl im calling it Serena and for a boy its going to be called Reece xx

So Lonely In The Lone Night
lonely guy stares at the stars in the cold night There are just tears and past memories. It's the long time night. Your hug never come back again? How much I love you but we far away in the end The empty heart, so lonely in the lone night Must bear in the bad dream, last times stuck in my herat. When morning comes? When will I forgot? The word "bye" when we were far away, you just spoke silently. I listened with tears and hurt heart. How will I forgot? Wanna forgot you but never know when.

Finally
I know this will put some of you in shock, but I finally made an appointment to get my ankle checked by a second Dr. No, not a specialist, but this is the Dr I normally went to and I trust him. The Dr that handled it the first time was the only one freeat the time. So after all of you bugging me to go get another opinion, I finally am. Of course it was the pain I felt playing ball yesterday that convinced me lol

I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm honest I'm sorry you missed the point. I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry for my ugly face. I'm sorry about my problems and I'm sorry about my disgrace. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurties I'm sorry for screwing around. I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears. I'm sorry that I'm human And I'm sorry that I care. I'm sorry for making you laugh I'm sorry that I shared. I'm sorry for having ideas of my own Sorry 'bout trying so hard So sorry for trying to be nice to you I'm sorry I played the wrong card. I'm sorry for you, And I'm sorry for me But most of all, I'm sorry for being sorry.

Hot Weather
Is it to much to ask for a leagal bill to be passed that us women with large breasts to go topless! I mean its hot out thier and Im constantly pushen em up and thinkin about carryin around a spray bottle just for the girls!

Where Did U Go
Ok people.. the first high school to get to 100 wins the face off and is crowned the king of high schools........ Ok the rules are simple all you do is type your name in the next free space for what high school you went to or are attending,or add your school then re - post the bulletin so all your friends can Play..... SALLISAW HIGH SCHOOL 1. JaNell Bormann (Ontman) 2.Jason Walker 3. Danny Fuller 4. Cohene Busch 5. Katie Horn 6. Jenny Newport-Young 7. Jamie Anderson-Barrett 8. Krista Livers 9. Toni Ruark 10.susie boggus(lockhart) MULDROW HIGH SCHOOL 1. Jill Kinser 2. Angela Collins CHALMETTE HIGH SCHOOL 1.Mindy Beaubouef 2.Laurie Trosclair 3.gina virga loze 4.ashlie larocca 5.Shelby Fraino 6.Arielle Fraino 7.gabrielle facio 8.Rachel Fernandez ANDREW JACKSON HIGH SCHOOL 1. JoEllen Mancuso 2.Arielle Fraino 3.gabrielle facio 4.Rachel Fernandez HAMMOND HIGH SCHOOL 1. Dale Campsen HANCOCK HIGH SCHOOL 1.gabrielle facio L.W. HIGGINS HIGH SCHOO

Going Away Yet Again...
Well, I have to tell you punks that I'm going away for approximately three weeks. Three weeks without any internet access other than the public library... in good ol' Shelburne. It's a long story of exactly why I'm going away, for those that know me, you know what's been going on here. But I'm looking forward to laying out in the sun for long periods of time with Kiera and Coco Poco Von Nibble Poops, bbqs, old friends, and stealing my father's ashes from my brother's house. Anyways, I think I'm leaving Wednesday or Thursday sometime. Eat me!!!

Cant Believe This
This girl rated my pics all 7s and 6s and when i went to her profile it says that shes only 14...what happened to checking peoples profiles for age? go and have a look cos shes blocked me now cos i told her id report her for being under age Cheyenne@ CherryTAP

Alright Im Fucken Pissed
I know there are always gonna be haters i know there are always gonna be ppl who put us down but why do we have to be put down by some of the most jelly beaned testicled, narrow minded, ignorant pig lickin, cousin fucken, children in the world? How can these ppl be so stupid as to not read btw the lines and see the true meaning...when the bass from the beat is the heartbeat beneath the street! As the saying goes High School never ends.. in high school u pick a clique to be with..and u basically either just follow or are branded with that clique for the rest of your life...i hung out with the rejects in school..the out casts..the unpopular kids..and u know what i had fun! cuz i accepted that i wasnt the popular kid, or the brainy kid, or the pick my nose and eat it kid..what the fuck ever "ME" is a small word but "Me" stands for this: i am a juggalette i am the outsider i am the unpopular kid i am the fat girl that got picked on i am the one that lends an ear

My Life Now
I grew up in a small Texas community.Where I join the band.Went to all the football games,basketball,and any event that met my fancy.I had many friends,that I have never forgotten.Cousin all over.Plenty of childhood memories.Then My daddy died,and my life was over.For he is My hero,still to this day.My Mother Dearest shipped me off to whomever wanted me,but,never the ones that wanted me the most.Aunt Betty ,and Uncle Bobby.So at 15,I was married,went to school,and at 17 I had my first son.Soon after,my second one.Which I am very proud of.Well as fate would twist. We said our goodbyes,and for about 10 years,it was just me and the heart of me,my children. My smiles are now my grandchildren. Then somewheres down the line,I met the love of my life.And that twist,sent me right back where I came from.Yesterday,I found myself among strangers,I havent seen in 30 years.trying to fit in,yet,wondering where life will begin,and end.I said goodbye to my aunt,and a sister,and my father,all in the sa

Beauty
SLOWLY THE RAIN FELL BEATING EVER SO GENTLY ON THE GROUND BELOW. THE BREEZE FROM THE WIND PASSING THROUGH HER HAIR AS IT BLOWS. MY EYES MUST NOT DECIEVE ME FOR HER BEAUTY IS TRULY UNMATCHED. YET OTHERS SAY SHE IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS I SAY SHE IS ...BUT SHES A WONDERFUL CATCH. HER BODY IS SHAPED SO BEAUTIFULLY THAT HEADS TURN WHEN SHE WALK. HER VOICE MAKES MEN TOTALLY MELT FROM HER TONE AS SHE BEGINS TO TALK. HER HAIR IS LONG AND SMOOTH AND HER EMOTIONS NEVER GET OUT OF LINE. SHE BEAUTIFUL,SMART,DELIGHTFUL TO BE AROUND AND LETS NOT FORGET FINE. SHE SPEAKS TO ME FROM TIME TO TIME AND HER VOICE PUTS ME IN A TRANCE. WHEN SHE WALKS I FOLLOW BUT MY WALK TURNS INTO A DANCE. SHES HYPTNOTIC AND ALLURING AND I CANT HELP BUT FALLING IN LOVE. I THANK YOUR MOTHER AND AND YOUR FATHER FOR YOUR CREATION ....LETS NOT FORGET THE LORD ABOVE.

Sexy Girl Blonde
Apparently, she needs fans, please party 'cause you know an internet party is hawt, like Paris Hilton. That aside, I'm feeling perfectly ill with the world at large today. People tend to disappoint me. Greatly. Though I've made my own small changes in the world, I fear the world has changed me more so than I have changed it. I've come to realize that it doesn't matter how nicely you treat certain people. Some people are simply jerks. It doesn't matter if you're a good kid. Some people will speak/think poorly of you. I've come to realize that regardless of how you didn't mean it, that's how some people will take it. I guess that's called growing up.

It's Ok
unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday i ran away to a room here on the bay interrupted life again, another new beginning where the silence echoes you're no longer with me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok through the darkness i would walk in the streets confessions never seemed to provide me with a release held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason but nothing could separate this burdened mind from me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok and looking out to a different sky will disengage me absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade i do not seek and do not intend to find a calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise my world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts and i'll move on and then forget you all over again moving on, i can forgive you all over again here and now, i feel that i'm embrac

Work...
Most know I've been handed the responsibility of developing a training program for my work. We were so small there really wasn't one. At this point and with our current growth we HAVE to have it. So after the powers that be wanting everything in physical manuals now that want everything on powerpoint, web demos etc. It is far easier to traing a class of new highers that way. I only wish they would have agreed to it a month ago when I pushed for it. I guess a "VP" had to or a "power that be" had to come up with the idea. Well let's be honest, they sidetable the great idea and kept their bosses from hearing it. Waited and later claimed is there's so they're bonus is $80k vs $60k or some crap like that. (argh!) So I get sadled with extra work due to last minute changes. Result? I'll be on here every morning only. It will just be long enough to check private message over the next coupe of weeks. C-Ya around!

New Radio Station On Ct
NEW STATION STARTING HERE ON CT WE ARE HIRING ALL STAFF AND DJ'S AS WELL NO EXPERIENCE NEEDED WILL TRAIN. COME HANG OUT A LIL BIT COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK PLEASE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8192

Sounds Like I Am Fixin To Have Fun :(
A small amount of bone marrow is removed during a bone marrow aspiration. The procedure is uncomfortable, but can be tolerated by both children and adults. The marrow can be studied to determine the cause of anemia, the presence of leukemia or other malignancy, or the presence of some "storage diseases" in which abnormal metabolic products are stored in certain bone marrow cells.

Need Sleep......
This is getting ridiculous. I am so tired, but can't get any sleep. I guess I just have too much going on right now. Maybe as soon as the move is done I'll take a week and just sleep. God knows I need it. Haven't gotten more than an hour or two a night for the past two months. I've tried everything I can think of except a hot bubble bath, but that's because I don't have a tub to take one in. Half tempted to go to a friends place to see if I can borrow theirs. LOL. Anyways, August 1st is almost here, so here's to another month of sleepless nights.

Friends And Family
Well folks, someone was soooo gracious to give me a wonderful virus but guess what.. I AM SMART ENOUGH TO FIX YOUR DAMAGE,, and I am back now so na na boo boo!!! lol..I am trying to drop love to you all so bare with me!!!

Song In My Head
ok, so this is seepage from someone else's brain. this is a song written by michael knott. his work is so brutally honest, almost agonizing to listen to. anyway, i'm in the mood to write but nothing is coming out. this song is on my mind today, so i thought i'd post the words. it's called "double". you're sittin' there wondering why is it like this and the whole world's crazy and the earth is sick and someone's yelling from the bathroom door the toilet's overflowing on the floor and the one by the phone says i cannot hear while the one by the jukebox spills his beer and the man on the pinball hits sixteen mil someone ducks behind the counter to pop a pill and you reach in your pocket to see if there's more and the biggest bill falls so you're left with four and you're too gone to look but you still try then you see it in the hand of a great big guy who looks just like he'd kill you fast and you think for a minute you let it pass and the stool falls over when yo

Kaleb Is Making Progress! (from Kalebs Mom)
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more tr

Just A Lot To Tae
thank ya all for being such a friend to me and all tha support tha been giveing me but untill this test comes in im going nut so if i dont talk tooo much this week please forgive me its just a rufff time for me right now

Aribbean Pork Ribs
2 1/2 c. pineapple juice 1 lg. onion (sliced) 2 tbsp. orange-flavored liqueur 2 tbsp. dark rum 6 tbsp. honey 2 tbsp. Jamaican Hot Pepper Sauce (or to taste) 2 tsp. garlic (minced) 1 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. nutmeg 1 tsp. curry powder 4 lbs. baby back ribs (4 racks) For marinade, combine pineapple juice, onion, liqueur, rum, honey, pepper sauce, garlic, salt, nutmeg and curry powder in a medium sized bowl. Reserve 1/3 cup marinade and refrigerate. Place ribs in a rectangular baking dish and add remaining marinade. Cover and marinate ribs overnight in the refrigerator, turning the ribs several times to coat them evenly with marinade. Prepare a charcoal grill or barbecue. Cook ribs over the hot coals, turning occasionally and brushing with the reserved marinade until ribs are cooked through and crisp on the outside, about 15 minutes. Serve with Jamaican Hot Pepper Sauce on the side. Serves 4.

Golden Petals...
Ive Often Wondered if there's a perfect family. Ive always longed for undevidedness and sought stability.... A flower taught me how to pray, But as I grew, that flower changed she started flailing in the wind .. like golden petals scattering. I gravitated towards a patriarch so young predictably.. I was resigned to spend my life wit a maze of misery... A boy and a girl befriended me.. we we're bonded through despondency I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity... so many i considered closest to me. turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully ..... Although that knife was chipping away at me They turned their eyes away from me and went to sleep.........

Fun
i went to a club to watch wrestling and havea bit of fun and met up with a few ppl that i have not seen in a while and we chatted for a couple of hours while watching the wrestling then came home and went on msn and cherrytap for a lil while

You'r The
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER, You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND

This Is For You
as discouraging this may be i refuse to let myself let go it would be to easy just to give up i've never been one for taking the easy way through i don't see any gain in starting that now this love i have is like no other i have felt and the situation in which this emotion rests is surly far from any place i have seen before i hope that you do not let this drive you away i hope that you do not decide to take the easy way i can't blame you if you do as i know this not the most ideal thing t go through and i wont hate you if you do cause i could never do that but i will understand and will always be here ready for that chance it hurts inside because i feel so stuck i hate that the burden i have placed on you that i have no way to step up if i could make a move god i would have already made it no question about it but as of this moment that is not an option i hate that i have never felt so helpless in my life though i have also never had anything just handed

Pimpin My Man Lmfao
To all my friends, family and fans... I would greatly appreciate some help with leveling my man. His work sched. keeps him pretty busy and I just wanna help him out. Please see his link below and send him the same Cherry luvin that you have shared with me!! Dan of the HTA grenade launchers and CT Hubby to ~*J€nn*~ ^ HTA ^@ CherryTAP

My Brother
Today is my brother's 23rd birthday, but he is not here to celebrate it. He will not be celebrateing any more birthdays or any other holidays for that matter. June 11th will mark the first anniversary of his death. My brother was serveing in the army, stationed in Germany for more training and just about to go on his secound tour of Iraq. He had the world at his feet and was moveing quickly through the ranks. But as many who have served could atest to, it truly messes with your mind. There are many things that one who has never served the military could only try to begin to imagine what it feels to go through. The torment of his mind became to much, and my brother ended up takeing his life. My family and I struggled with this unexpected news for a long time, (even now it is hard to believe). After awhile I had begun to do alot of research online as I wanted to make a website tribute to my brother and to perhaps help others who have lost loved ones due to suicide. But what I found s