I MEET A FRIEND HERE NAMED DEATH AND I PROMISED HIM , I WOULD READ HIS BLOG AND POST A BULLITEN , WHICH I DID AS PROMISED . ONE OF THE HARDEST ONES I HAD TO DO . I HAVE CRIED AND HAVEN'T DONE THAT SINCE MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY 10 YRS AGO ON MARCH 14 TH 1997 . I DON'T KNOW HIM PERSONALLY , BUT , I FELT LIKE I KNEW HIM ALL MY LIFE , JUST WITH THE SHORT TIME IN THE SHOUT BOX WE TALKED . AND ITS WEIGHED VERY HEAVY ON ME AND HAS BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AS IM SITTING HERE . NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW I FEEL , BECAUSE IT HAS CHANGED ME ALIL INSIDE , JUST TAKE A MIN OF YOUR TIME AND KEEP THIS PERSON IN YOUR PRAYERS AS HE WILL BE IN MINE EVERY DAY THAT I BREATH . KURT AKA OAK """ DEAR GOD WATCH OVER DEATH AS HE LEAVES US ALL GOD BE WITH YOU BRO AND FRIEND .THANKS FOR THE HONOR OF LETTING DO THAT FOR YOU MAN .