Fubar Blog Posts 4

Confused
Seriously, I dont know why the father of my kids that hates me so much would not call to talk to the kids each week. If he actually cared about his kids then he would at least try to be in their lives even if I am in the way. But I guess that is all that he is all about. I know that some fathers would actually die to talk to their children on the phones, even some fathers that would like to spend at least one hour with them. But because of living situations, Im here in NE and he is in AL, it makes it hard to travel back and forth. I was willing to meet half way though to make the exchange around father's day but yeah, that is just like one month away. And it is I guess too soon and they do not have the money for anything like that. Oh, but I dont have a family of five to take care of at this time, like he does; his wife wont get a job, she is just a stay at home wife that complains too much about how I am taking the time away from her hubby just because i want him to spend time with hi

Not Missing A Damn Thing...
TODAY I HAD THE BEST DAY!! IT WAS NOTHING I EXPECTED AT ALL.... BUT EVERYTHING I WISHED FOR. :D I HAD COFFEE ON FOR ME IN THE MORNING. I EVEN GOT TO LOUNGE AROUND FOR A FEW HOURS BEFORE DOING ANYTHING. (EVEN BETTER) MY SISTER TOOK ME FOR LUNCH!! (GOTTA LOVE PINA COLADAS) LOL THEN I CAME HOME TO A CLEAN HOUSE WITH SUPPER BEING COOKED! I LOVE BBQ.. WELL ANYTHING BBQ'D LOL. TO END OFF THIS DAY... I PLAYED POKER AND DID AWESOME..TILL I WENT ALL IN. *NOTE TO SELF* NEVER GO ALL IN!!! DOH! OH WELL.. JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY STORY. HOPE ALL YOU MOTHER'S ENJOYED IT AS MUCH AS I DID!! *HUGS* TO ALL THE MOTHER'S THAT I KNOW! SINCERELY, ~PROUD MOTHER~

This Goes To You Fag Boy
What I have never understood is the nerve of some people, people who say they are tollarent of everyone, yet when it comes to actually practicing what they preach they fall well short of the mark. I for one can’t stand those people who say they a diverse, the people who try to force their views and opinions on you and tell you that your views are wrong. I espically can not tolerate those self proclaimed chirstans, the people who say that since you do not believe what I believe that makes you a heathen. Well god dam it if that makes me a heathen I proclaim that loud. People need to learn that just because our views differ means very little. Yes I am racist, yes I believe that the white race is far superior to every other race, and I do not hide that fact. But when you call me that to my face and tell me I am wrong, not only do I get pissed but I will retaliate with vengeance in my heart and hatred in my eyes. I will not stop because you call me what I am, I will not faulter in my

This Was A Test
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=576109&albumid=0&i=3654505887 "This is a test. This is only a test of the CherryTap Rating System." The tappers of your area in voluntary cooperation w/the bulletin whores, mummers & local bouncers have developed this system to keep you informed on how people really rate pictures. If this had been an actual "real" default picture, drooling may have occurred followed by tingling of the groin area &/or fapping. This concludes this test of the CherryTap rating System." I'm behind on my bloging but this was a test to see how ppl really rate pictures on cherrytap but mission failed, someone marked it NSFW a hour after I uploaded it LoL! to be continued...

Ct Lover
Send me your best resume for you to become my CT Lover! Make it unique be creative and you could be my CT Lover! Just tell me all about yourself and why you want to be my Lover! blueyedgirl30 *Head Stripper *SIN*sational Cafe*Real/CT Wife of Countrycop74* @ CherryTAP

10 Irritating Things People Do Or Say
1. People that point at their wrist when they are asking you for the time. Yes, I know where my watch is.. where the hell is yours? Do I point to my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People that are willing to get off the couch and search the entire room for the remote, because they refuse to walk to the tv to change the channel. 3. When people say "you just want to have your cake and eat it too" Well, of course..what is the sense of having cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "its always the last place you look" when they are looking for something. Well, of course it will always be in the last place you look. After you find it, why on earth would you keep looking? 5. When you go see a movie with someone and they say "did you see that?" No, I paid for the movie to sit and stare at the ceiling, and have you tell me what is going on. 6. When people ask you if they can ask you a question. Do they really give you a choice? 7. When people say somethi

I Am A Marine Wife
By Pat Egan I am a Marine wife. I share my husband's pride in the Marine Corps. My husband has conquered the most challenging military training program that the United States has to offer. The Eagle, Glode and Anchor give testimony to his title: "Leader of Men---United States Marine." He has taken his place among history's Marines who have made the world feel safer just hearing the words, "The Marines have landed, and the situation is well in hand." I am proud that in an age that scorns fighting men, he chooses to be ready to defend his country. Although I can never fully understand his devotion to this fighting faternity, I realize that these closed corners of his heart and mind are no threat to our marriage. That without this dedication to the word "Marine" and all it stands for--honor, courage, patriotism and devotion to duty--he would not be the man he is. I try to be familiar with the job so I can appreciate his abilities. I wait when longs hours

And Here Is Something
For everyone who has wondered how I was doing since my last blog, I am doing better now. I had a LONG talk with some friends that I have (and some that are especially like my family) about everything I was feeling and it finally made sense. I was doing better because I had the knowledge of what the chances were that I could have been pregnant, and what the chances are that IF I had found out I had been pregnant and then it, I would be so devastated. I am not saying I'm not devastated this time but you know what I am saying. With my friends listening to me cry, and all of the comfort knowing that I still had a chance. This past week on the "rollercoaster of emotions" has been something I never wanted to have to deal with like that, but I had friends that supported me and loved me enough to care. That's what made Mother's Day special for me even if I am not a mother yet myself.

Another Fallin Soldier
on may 3rd we lost more of our soldiers again to cowards who cant face them and fight fair.i know we have lost thousands.but this death stood out.it was someone i acully worked with.i work for a company that he was related to the big wigs if thats what u want to call them.he was supposed to turn 22 next month.he was killed by a ied coming to help the vechicle in front of them that got hit with the ied first as soon as they got to there comrads to help them there lives where taking to.all you people out there that hate the government and the soldiers.fuck off.because they are doing something that u are not.they are protecting our freedom.and protecting other people.please feel free to leave comments and so forth and i got a pic of the young man i knew that lost his life this month.so please check that out.thank you to all of you in the armored forces that are protecting us and fuk the people that hate you.

Well Ill Be Back
Hello everyone. I miss everyone very very much. It sucks not being able to get on and talk with everyone. I still check my email on yahoo and hotmail. both start with losttexan2006. If anyone would like to send me an email. I hope to be back full time soon. Peace and lots of Cherry love.

Braindead.
My intellect Struck like a lightning volt Slicing through my veins Cluttering illusions Is the world going insane? an empty glass sits Waiting to be filled My mind wants more knowledge Instead it sits still Despicable world of wickedness From birth to eternity The frigid fear of aloneness Paranoid with no gleam Anxiety intensified My mind a big blur patiently I stagger Will my mind ever learn?

~blueprint For A Master~
Master Z's BLUEPRINT FOR A MASTER INTELLIGENCE Intelligence is the ability to learn the proper way of playing with the toys inherent in the "lifestyle" before using them on another person. The willingness and ability to research and learn about the "lifestyle" itself. How many times have you admitted you didn't have the experience, or know how to use a certain toy? The ability to take the time to learn their partner outside the roles of Domination and submission, to learn her as the person that she is, her likes and dislikes. The ability to learn what pleases his slave and to remember those things. The successful Master should take the time to know the physical as well as the psychological tools of Domination, along with some basic psychological aspects of his slave (knowledge should grow as people change constantly). There is nothing uglier than seeing an ignorant Master trying to use humiliation as a tool of dominance. Humiliation is a difficult tool that requires maturity, in

Maddie Interpol Poster
Interpol issues global alert for missing British child Interpol has issued a global alert following the disappearance of a three-year-old girl from a holiday resort in Portugal on 3 May. An Interpol Yellow Notice for Madeleine McCann has been circulated to each of Interpol’s 186 member countries, after the toddler went missing from an apartment in Praia da Luz in the western Algarve. The notice was issued at the request of Portuguese authorities who are leading the investigation into the toddler’s disappearance. Interpol Yellow Notices are circulated to help locate missing persons, especially minors, or to help identify persons who are not able to identify themselves. Anyone who has any information regarding this case is asked to contact their local police or the Portuguese authorities. MCCANN Madeleine Beth F-131/5-2007 Present family name: MCCANN Birth name: MCCANN Forename: MADELEINE BETH Sex: FEMALE Date of birth: 12 May 2003 (4 years old) Place of

Enslaved... (written 05-13-07- Adult)
I am shackled to your bed My gown caresses my skin heightening my pleasure Intensely I listen for any sound you may make I know your watching I can feel your eyes on me but my eyes see nothing here in your darkness My entire body tingles with sweet anticipation I feel a heady fire all the way down to the tip of my toes This yearning pools in the center of my very soul My breasts ache they long for your touch teeth lips I fantasize for a moment about how good your hot mouth will feel against my ever so sensitive peaks

Purely Physical... (written 08-08-06- Adult)
Purely Physical, Thats right, thats what I said. Slam me against the wall, Rip my clothes off, Jerk my head back, And punish my lips. Purely Physical, Thats right, thats exactly what I said. Tear the clothing off me, Pull my hair, Spank my ass, And nip my neck, Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats definitely what I said. Push me down on the bed, Spread my thighs, Lick my breasts, And caress my heat. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats totally what I said. Cover me with your frame, Grip my hands, Suck my nipples, And drive into my core. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats truly what I said. Rotate your hips inside of me, Listen to my hisses, Take my scratches, And catch my gasp of pleasure. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats indeed what I said. Your legs entangled with mine, Sigh against my cheek, Wet my lips again, And then, get the hell out of my bed.

Two Lovers....(written 04-14-07)
Two lovers, Stand so close, For both to taste, Naked, bare. Hands caress, Lips tease, Tongues meet, Eyes seek, Words inflame, Hearts are seduced. Two lovers, Lay skin to skin, For both to see, Rough, ready. Hands roam, Lips graze, Tongues plunder, Eyes devour, Words excite, Hearts are ignited. Two lovers, Seek to please, For both to smell, Wet, wild. Hands discover, Lips suck, Tongues sample, Eyes shine, Words encourage, Hearts are united. Two lovers, Come together, For both to feel, Hot, sweaty. Hands clasp, Lips seer, Tongues battle, Eyes open, Words electrify. Hearts are entwined. Two lovers, Side by side, For both to hear, Soft, sensual. Hands joined, Lips sigh, Tongues sooth, Eyes glow, Words Promise, Hearts are surrendered.

**what Every Kiss Means**
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

The Chosen One
Mr Boss they know u well, Hours of passion u do sell, Black, red, or blond brunette Pick your girl and u are set, No one fucks with u…right Sir? Leather boots, designer fur, Pay your money, take a seat, Make it quick, don’t draw the heat, Rooms are full, both hands u rub, Another soak in your money tub, Leather wallet full of bills, Another night of healthy tills, Velvet sofa all brand new, Open only to a few, Heavy drapes that u unpin, Pull ‘em closed to hide the sin Bar is closed, deals are done, Waiters off and out they run, Dancers home and off to bed, Lusty thoughts roll in your head, U lock the door and sit back down, And slowly u untie your gown, Fingers fat and full of gold, Rooms of sex that u have sold, Gin in hand, u light a joint, Raise a hand, u start to point, Come my dear, its time to play, I am your boss, u will obey. Remove your dress and dance for me, Now it’s I…not him or he. Show me what I taught u well, Give me what u have to sell,

(pet) Leash Me Beat Me Toss Me Aside.......i'm Used To It Promise.....=)
The more i meet the more i learn the pain from the past you want to know something about me well cmere, come closer look into these eyes see the pain see the tears all this anger all this hate is all i am....I've been used ive been hurt so many times makes me feel worthless...you may all think im nice happy cheery nothing could dent the happy attitude an uplifting tones.... its all a cherade... a mask an act im dead inside i feel but very little my first love was the very first step into anything to do with a woman... she was 18 i was 16 so you know she's seen alot more...i was attracted to her for her inteliegence and her breast size.... yeah two great things i love one part of me i shouldnt have been thinking with... we got to know eachother i fell in love so naive was i at that age the pain the darkness in so many hearts i was blind to see what trutly was there.. soon she began showing me things doing things with me that were amazing..so i thot the more we went out the deeper i dug

The 2 Most Powerful Truths To Understand And Live By
There once was a beloved king whose castle was on a high hill, overlooking his shire. He was so popular that the nearby townspeople sent him gifts daily, and his birthday celebration was enjoyed throughout the kingdom. The people loved him for his renowned wisdom and fair judgment. One day, tragedy struck the town. The water supply was polluted, and every man, woman and child went insane. Only the king, who had a private spring, was spared. Soon after the tragedy, the mad townspeople began speaking of how the king was acting "strangely" and how his judgment and wisdom was a sham. Many even went so far as to say that the king had gone crazy. His popularity soon vanished. No longer did the people bring him gifts or celebrate his birthday. The lonely king, high on the hill, had no company at all. One day he decided to leave the hill and pay a visit to the town. It was a warm day, and so he drank from the village water fountain. That night there was a great

Poem Written To Me By My Dearest Friend
For at night came a shadowy figure, The passion that came without measure, One kiss and one bite was all that was needed, for heart was beating the song of a thousand lovers, only time would put an end to this endeavor, for the daylight would take away the kiss and bite of the nights lover...

Ethel
Well its Monday..another two shifts done..and I am off today. Off the wall more like it, and ready for that white jacket. Sometimes my job gets on my last nerve and the need to get the hell out of there is strong...but then I think of how much I would miss all of those people...so I keep going back. And getting a hug and a "I missed you, glad your back" from some of them, makes it all worth while. But some days...ARRRRGG!! I feel like I am ready for the loony bin... On that note..here is a joke..but in retrospect..this joke is really what I see at work sometimes..and you just have to laugh. Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair and loved to charge around the Nursing Home, takikng corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed in the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwhich short of a picnic, the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. One day, Ethel was speeding up one corridor, when a door opened and Kooky Clarence

Hello
hey im not gonna be on for a while , but i will be back , cause ya know i love this site , cant keep me away, well going through alot right now so you all take care , an love all my friends on cherrytap, love ttweety/teresa

I Wouldn't Want To Belong To A Club That Accepts People Like Me As Members.
One thing that happens when the borderlines of gender are transgressed toward power is that those in power defensively miss the point. Eve Merriam's 'The Club', in which four gentlemen, a page, a waiter and a pianist in an Edwardian men's club, drink, play billiards, sing songs, tell jokes (while keeping an eye on the ticker tape), opened Off-Broadway in 1976 to reviews by one male critic after another who dismissed the show because its cast of seven women failed to convince the audience that they were really men. In the 'New York Times' Mel Gussow chided: "Did she [Merriam] think we wouldn't notice the latent femininity under the blustering masculinity?" (Gussow 1976). And Douglas Watt in 'The Daily News' complained that one actress in particular "didn't fool me for a minute" (Watt 1976). Of course she wasn't really trying to. Other critics were more obtruse - and more vicious. "The idea itself is the sort of thing one would expect to find in a girl's boarding school on pare

Welcometo Hell
15 gone from the blast of a car bomb 1 more gone when got shot being robbed 3,000 more with the falling of the towers All because an arrogant man had to prove he had power Another gone through an abortion of convenience Acting without thinking and then decided "We don’t want to deal with this" One more when she said "No" Blamed herself just because he said so Another lost because mommy can’t control her temper He will never grow or become a father Count another one gone with a bullet to the head Thought no one cared and that she was better off dead Maybe we should stop hiding in our shells Ladies and gentleman, welcome to hell

Naughty.
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ** you will get a reply!!** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Today's Starting Idea- A Poem I Wrote
A Single Survivor By Beth November 27, 2005 I wonder what people think of me. I worry that not all is well in my life. Will all the bills get paid? Will the car start today? With a meager income I decide who will wait. I struggle to buy clothes for my children, and forget about a date. I choose this life as I study round the clock in this way. My household chores suffer, my kids want to play. Friends and family are pushed to the side While I finish my homework that never seems to die. People ridicule me for having no job with clout. My loved ones say the kids should help out. The kids are fighting over a movie or toy. Who started it this time,. Oh Boy! The stress piles on as the housework and schoolwork collide. I give up on thing and try to finish another. I wish there was somewhere I could hide! It is past a normal person’s bedtime but my night is not over. Do I do the dishes or give homework a quick once over? I struggle to finish just one

Sappy Shit
This makes me look sappy, but my man is out of town and I am bored + horny without him. That is what a sexy man, and drugs do to you...hahaha!!! I just wanted to announce I miss him, and think out lound....Peace Out!!!

Decision Making
I like this stroy because of the way it ends, and explains itself. Sometimes we do not think about the impact of our decisions. When I was in the military I was taught about "intent vs impact". Sometimes our best intentions have an adverse impact. So, with that being said, I hope you enjoy the story below. Here is a small story on decision making. Please go through the story very carefully to get the sense of it. Which one will you choose? A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way? Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could

Tomorrow = Deletion Day
Tomorrow I can delete my account, YAY, I'm migrating back over to myspace, =) Anyone wants to add me on there, here's my addy! I'll be looking forward to keeping in touch with most of y'all My Myspace Link

Mommy's Day!!!
I had the most wonderful Mother's Day. I spent it at a cookout with my entire immediate family!!! My mom is getting up in years and it was really good to get to spend some time with her and my dad!!! My kids bought me roses and a necklace it was just so wonderful. I am so blessed to have such beautiful children and such a nice family!!! Hope the rest of you mom's had a great day too!!!

Daily Horoscope May 14
"If you know a certain outcome is inevitable, why are you wasting time by pussyfooting around it? Face your fears bravely and you might just discover that the situation wasn't nearly as bad as you thought it would be." Well that would depend on WHICH situation you're talkin about there, horoscope. I only have like a fuckin million things goin on right now. I'll assume it's the second thing I thought of when I woke up today and just run with that.

11 Signs...
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. (YES) TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. (YES) NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. (YES) EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. (YES) SIX: They're all you think about. (YES) FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. (YES) FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. (YES) THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. (YES) TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing. (WHAT?) ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. (HAHA YEAH)

1,000 And A Contest!!!!
Hey guys...thank you to everyone who has become a friend and a fan. Over 1,000 of you so far I feel loved and appreciated. To give back to you all i'm going to have a contest. Leave some love (a comment) on my main profile and be entered to win a signed Kazy CD. Good luck to all those who participate. I love you all Rock on! Kazy

Poem Written By My Friend
For at night came a shadowy figure, The passion that came without measure, One kiss and one bite was all that was needed, for a heart was beating the song of a thousand lovers, only time would put an end to this endeavor, for the daylight would take away the kiss and bite of the nights lover.... Author.. RAULSTAR

Life Corks
Ok so here goes why is it that a person can fall in love easily? my heart is way to soft and way to big!!!! then you get idiots that play with your heart and just dont give you the chance to even put up a block!!!! well now i am finding myself trying the dating thing again and i am scared shitless I am trying to find love again but what if i screw it up what if i do something stupid and scare MR WRIGHT away i feel like i fall to easily and thats scares guys i want REAL Love and a frienship too i know it never happens but what if it did could i find it????Do i think its out there for me probably not but Damn i wish i believed it was!!

Tears Pouring Out Of The Lonely Girl.
Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mom came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As they break in her room, th

Hotness Poll
Ok...who thinks I'm hot and wouldn't mind being with me? This is to settle a bet with Mike, since he says he can find 30 people from all the sites I'm a member of that want me, etc. HELP ME PROVE HIM WRONG! Hint: Mike is looking for 30 people total who think I'm hot, NOT me.

New Contest...on Blast
OK TO ALL MY PEEPS, I AM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT I CAN DO IN A CONTEST, ITS A RACE TO 35 THOUSAND, AND I THINK I CAN WIN IT, SO JUST CLICK THESE LINKS AND GET THE INFO, IT WILL BE STARTING VERY SOON, SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT ~JaMie~ At Least Rate My Page Since Youre Looking~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE~ WRR Army Staff~@ CherryTAP SHE IS THROWING THE CONTEST... PLEASE ADD RATE AND FAN HER, SHOW HER SOME LOVE.... ANY OTHER QUESTIONS... JUST CALL ON THE KING King Nazerene...Club F.A.R. #50 of SHADY'S S*U*P* "CT MAFIA"@ CherryTAP

Brett Favre Is The Greatest Trade Demander In The Nfl
Fox Sports is reporting that Favre, frustrated with losing and the inability of the Packers to land King Midas Moss, demanded a trade just after the April NFL Draft. The trade request was relayed to head coach Mike McCarthy, who immediately phoned the Super Bowl-winning quarterback. However, the quarterback ignored all his calls for a week, letting the request fester and perhaps showing the team how upset he was this time. Finally, in the middle of this past week, the two connected. Sources close to the situation said Favre asked McCarthy if he was aware that [his agent] asked for a trade but McCarthy immediately insisted that would not happen. Following the conversation, McCarthy told others inside the organization that the talk appeared to have cooled Favre's anger and that Favre, by the end of the discussion, admitted he didn't want to go elsewhere. It must be that time of the year when Brett shots his mouth off at his annual golf tournament.

Its Offical Ct Knows Wayyy To Much About My Life
Figuring out what makes you happy is tough, but figuring out what makes someone else happy is next to impossible -- and will drive you nuts. So put down this task and do something that is easier and more enjoyable.

Obopay Rocks!!
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Stormy
On a cold stormy night not very long ago I waited up for you It was getting late,supper was ruin Wondering where you were All kinds of thought were running threw my mind You never came home that night Ask you wher was you You gave me some kind of alibis Couple weeks went by and I found out your alibis turn out to be a lie You were with someone new On that cold stormy night my life change forever There went the trust and the love I had for you Sign: marion g

What About Older And Buff?
This is bullshit. I should get a disoount for being good looking and buff. I'm almost 47 and buffer and better looking than 95% of the population in their 20's. . Nudist camps reach out to the young and buff WOODSTOCK, Connecticut (AP) -- Here's the naked truth about nude recreation: The people who practice it aren't getting any younger. To draw 20- and 30-somethings, nudist groups and camps are trying everything from deep discounts on membership fees to a young ambassador program that encourages college and graduate students to talk to their peers about having fun in the buff. "We don't want the place to turn into a gated assisted living facility," said Gordon Adams, membership director at Solair Recreation League, a nudist camp in northeastern Connecticut that recently invited students from dozens of New England schools to a college day in hopes of piquing their interest. The median age is 55 at Solair, where a yearly membership is $500 for people older than 40, $300 f

Heart
You ran with my heart You set my heart a flame You had fluttering like a butterfly I felt really spercial Then it came the day When you torn it all down Now all thats left is the pain,you left me with I'm left wondering how you could do this to me You'll never have the chance to run with my heart again Sign:marion g

Here To Stay
Gay is more than just a word It's a simple way of life. From Fire Island to the Bay We live, we love we laugh in a very special way. We hurt we grieve, we cry We live, we love we die. So, try as you may We won't go away. Gay is here to stay!

I Feel Sick..whose Gonna Take Of Me?
UGH!!! Im feeling like crap....Im here at work with my allergies kicking my ass and as time passes im gettin worse....I need a bed, some tea, and TLC.........If only i had my baby here to take care of me...... I HATE MONDAYS!!!! Anywayz just had to share my misery with you guys, lol!! Enjoy your day...im sure it'll be better than mine....

Pink Tears
The time for life Has come and gone. Another tear was shed. Two weeks ago, Yesterday. I feel, A daughter was lost. The tears have fallen, The pain still not clear. Up to heaven, Little one. Your brothers are waiting there. And so I lay my head down, And shutter in the night. The life that lost still too new. Shedding pink tears, As she takes flight.

This Is An Interesting Email I Got
NOW THIS IS SATIRE, BUT IT IS WORTH SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT, BECAUSE IT IS ESSENTIALLY TRUE. . . Subject: GOODBYE GEORGE We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U..S. Attorney firings, Iraq , Darfur , etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. ========================================= The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about m

Armageddon
Images also include Apocalypse, Flood, Natural Disaster, Tornado. The radical annihilation of the world is a theme that seems to recur in many of the world's cultures, cults, and religions. Sometimes there is a subsequent reordering and renewal of the world that includes a particular group being placed in supremacy. Other times, there is a mystical translation of chosen inhabitants into a structured paradise. Another option is unrelenting chaos and loss of this world without recourse. Sometimes, the premonition feeling that you get after these dreams leaves you feeling very eerie. You may be unsure (or fairly sure) that what just happened in dreamland may be about to happen out in waking life. The means may be different for any given dreamer depending on your worldview, but the feeling is roughly the same-that time seems short for this world. There can be several different approaches to seeking meaning in this dream. The origins of these approaches are in personal psychology, cu

Friend Survey Get To Know Ya
Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun! Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts A bout Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yeah, a non-existant cat lol.. Kimberly was the only name the old lady next door didnt use for one of her old cats.. lol.. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? the day I had to have bonez put to sleep but this wknd was rough and almost squawled more than once over silly shit 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING sometimes.. it's good when i havent written all night at work but then it turns to shit looks like a DR's signature after 8 hrs of charting lol 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? cajun roast beef or a close 2nd is turkey 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? three: thing one thing two and

There's Something Wrong With My Ear....
This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem furthe

The Annual Nymphomaniac Convention
A man walks onto an airplane and takes his seat. He looks up and notices the most beautiful woman he has ever seen boarding the plane. He is nervous, and soon realizes that she is walking down the aisle toward him. When she takes the seat right next to him, he is anxious to begin a conversation. He asks, "Where are you flying to today?" She responds, "To the Annual Nymphomaniac Convention in Chicago." His mind reeling, he asks, "And what do you do at this meeting?" "Well," she says, "We try to dissolve some of the popular myths about sexuality." "And what myths are those?" he continues, choking back his excitement. She explains, "Well, one popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed, when in fact, it is the Native American man who owns this trait. Also, it is widely believed that the Frenchman is the best lover, when actually it is men of Jewish decent who make the best lovers." "Very interesting..." the man responds. Suddenly, the woman becom

A Tale
Niota I saw the sign coming up ahead. Cruising along I-75. A plain green sign like all the others that had whizzed past. Morning haze gently drifting upwards as the fog burned off over the heating asphalt. Pine trees giving way only to marked exits. The type where you saw nothing but an empty road stretching off into the distance. The type that made you wonder how in the world anyone out here made a living. Rolling hills. Cows on hillsides so steep that the local joke was they were born with their legs shorter on one side so they could stand up straight. Niota…. One mile ahead. I had driven this way several times over the past years. It was hard to believe it had been over 30 since I had been there. Gas Station. Post Office. Small downtown that sprawled all of a quarter mile. Sliced neatly by the rail line. The train had once stopped in Niota. Like so many other small towns. Niota’s dreams had disappeared with the coming of the Interstate I now drove down. Niota…. When w

Wow
Well after everything that has happened lately I felt it was time to get away and be with someone I trust. Yesterday at 1423 I left Midland to being the Journey to see my dad and enjoy some time with him. After an almost 12 hour trip I arrived at around 0200 this morning and it was great to see my dad again. Being around my dad makes me smile and allows me a chance to relax and be myself again. Life here is so much different than things back home but it should be expected when you are in an area where things HAVE to be different for safety. I am looking forward to the next few days with him and I hope that things will be connected between us since we have never been able to really spend time together. Things seem to be looking up here and I am excited to see what happens over the next few days. ~*~FireChic~*~

10 Ways To Lose A Man For Good!
So often we talk about RAISING THE BAR and what you should do to avoid the haters, losers, jerks and such. But what should you avoid when you DO find a Good Man? Here are just a few things to keep in mind...from a guy's perspective. BE JEALOUS - A sure fire way to make a man lose interest faster than Jeff Gordon on an Indy track. Nothing turns a man off quite so well as a jealous woman. Granted, if he's doing stupid stuff to make you jealous, then be wary. But if you are carrying baggage from a previous relationship and beating the new guy down with it, he'll eventually dump you if for no other THAN HIS OWN PEACE OF MIND. SMOTHER HIM - the old adage is true here, too much of anything is never good. If you consume every waking moment of a man's life, when does he have time to miss you, to crave you, to desire you? Put a lil space in between dates and such to make the heart grow fonder. No I didnt say have zero contact, but give him time to simmer from the last time you we

Someone Help With Advice
I feel like I ma the one that is a whore. When I met my wife, we fucked 4 times that first night. Befroe we had kids it was oral, anal, handjobs, kissing , rubbing, making love,, "red river" sex, and my favorite, FUCKING. ever since the kids, she never seems interested in me, or interested in sex period. What do I say to her? I love her, but I can no longer jerk off and pretend that I am with a woman. I think I want to fuck other women....NOT MAKE LOVE, BECAUSE i KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. I want to have sex...dammit. and altho she is my wife , and things are real bad, it just does not fell the same emotionally when we have sex. Our time has gone from 20-20 times a month, to just 3 -5 times a month. I hardley get oral sex anymore, ALTHO I MAKE SURE I AM WORKING HER OVER WITH MY MOUTH EVERYTIME WE LIE TOGETHER! What do I say to her.............."hey , can I sleep with someone else?" SOMEONE HELP ME

A Good Date
These three teenage girls were roommates. One Friday night right after the semester started they all had all gone out on dates, and by chance all came home at about the same time. The first one came in and said with a smug look on her face, "You know you've been on a good date when you come home with your hair all messed up." The second one laughed at her and said, "No, no, that's nothing! You know you've been on a good date when you come home with your makeup all smeared." The third one sat quiet with a blank stare on her face and didn't say a thing for a few minutes. Then she reached under her skirt, removed her panties and threw them against the wall, where they stuck with a loud thud! She said, "Now THAT'S a good date!!"

Fucking Perverts
WHY IS IT ON CT SOMEONE HAS TO STALK A CHICK OR GIVE HERE LOW RATES OR HARRASE HERE ON YAHOO IT'S UN CALLED FOR BUT IT HAPPEND TODAY AND FOR WHAT REASON CAUSE HE WAS PISSED A HERE SO MAKE HERE LIFE A LIVING HELL IN MY BOOK HE SHOULD BANNED FROM CT AND TURNED IN FOR HARRASMENT DONT TRY COMING BACK AS A DIFFERNT USER EITHER CAUSE IT DONT WORK JUST PISSES ME OFF WE HAVE STALKERS ON CT WOMEN SHOULD NOT HAVE TO BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT AND GO IN A LOUNGE AND DJ IT'S UN CALLED FOR AND WHO EVER DOES IT IS JUST A PRICK AND A BASTARD THAT HAS NO RESPECT.

So-called Friends
You have your sluts and you have your hoes. You have your friends and then the foes. A backstabbing slut....who in the end will know. I fucked up, but you did worse. I made a mistake, you're just a curse. Friends we were, and then you spoke. To all of us you're just a big joke. Go fuck yourself and every guy you come across. In the end, it's all your loss.

Till We Meet Again
my cousin died and i dont know when i will get back on sorry to my friends and i hope to talk to yall Tupac ShakurRunnin' (Dying To Live) - featuring Notorious B.I.G.Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.comsoon

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas

Good Enough....
... I'm happy with my physical appearance. 0.o I was looking in the mirror when I fed Engle *His tank's on my dresser, in front of my mirror*, and... Yeah, I plan on working out and getting more exercise to even out my body weight, but... there's nothing wrong with me. And anyone who's close to me knows i almost ALWAYS hate the way I look. I think part of it was tweezing my eyebrows. Simply because it made me feel more... feminine. Less boyish. I've always felt that I was too boyish... didn't get haircuts, didn't tweeze my eyebrows, or wear makeup, or do anything with my hair (mostly because i suck at hair and makeup)... and I think that me dressing more like a woman and doing womanly things helps. Also... I think the fact my personality's blossoming as well is helping .Today was the perfect example. The way my concience rationalized things, the way it made me feel... I know right from wrong. and it felt wrong. And because of that shame... I know what I need to

Angel's Exchange
"Ah, my brother angel Sleep, I beg a boon of thee," said grimacing Death. "It cannot be," answered Sleep, "that I grant a gift of slumber to you, for Death must be forever vigilant in his cause." "That is just it," said Death."I grow melancholy with my lot. Everywhere I go, I am cursed by those I strive most to serve. The forgetfulness of your gift brings momentary respite and would help a wearied spirit heal." "I can scarce believe you are greeted with less enthusiasm than I!" exclaimed the angel Sleep, Appalled and incredulous. "Despite the transience of the gift I bring to mortals, they seem ever happy to have had it for a time. Your own Gift is an everlasting tresure, and should be sought more quickly than mine." "Aye, some seek me out, but never in joyous mind," said Death, his voice low and self-pitying. "You are praised at morning's light, when people have had done with you. Perhaps it is the very impermanence of your offering which fills them with admiration; the

Just Goin Nuts
`well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and child. Just to relax. Been so long I wouldn't know how to do that anymore. All that we ever do is fight anyway. then we make up but the bent feelings are still there. Somehow sorry doesn't seem to cut it anymore. and yes it is my fault (at least part of the time) that we argue. then she argues that she needs to be out of the house and talk to adults instead of just being home all the time, So I say get a job and be with other people. then she says that she hates the jub and just wants to

About Me
Hi my name is Paolo ( Paul )or DJ.Powz.. im from Bristol Uk. Resently Divorced March 06..& I Have 3 Wonderful Kids,2 Girls & A Pain In The Ass Boy.Im A Down To Earth Guy.So now its time for some fun..Im up for a Laugh.I Like Most things in life making friends from across the world it dosent bother me one bit..As you can see from my Music I Like different kinds of music all depends on what mood im in..I have yahoo if you want it all you got to do is ask..Im Hoping To Visit The States Someday, Has Im Saving At The Moment Working My Butt Off On Weekends With Mobile Disco,AT The Moment I am Fully Booked Up To The 2nd Week In September..( It Is Now 26th May 07) Bank Holiday Here In The UK..So I Dont Think I Will Be Around On Weekends..To Drunk Or To Tierd..Or Maybe Just Drunk..Feel Free To Post A Comment..XXXX

A Cool Site - Jesus Meets Socrates
Somebody showed me a site here where Jesus and Socrates have a conversation. It's really good and I highly recommend reading it. Jesus gets pwned yet again.tag: philosophy, christian, christianity, religion, xtian, xtianity -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Must Be Deleted
just asking a favor and i will not bother you. i know you know redhead vixen deleted all her info and photos over a month ago the account was supposed to be deleted. but johnny devil and throatfawk has hacked into the account to stop me from advancing into top 10. i was supposed to go into no.10 this morning but after i went to bed they put up a ape pic as default on the account "again"like they did last time to stop me from going into no.10.will you report and tell scrapper the account was vacated and supposed to be deleted.johnny devil and throatfawk are behind it. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/40350 report the above link to scrapper to be deleted scrappers page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/22 thanks if you will. Suzy

One Person's Opinion
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like this is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia

Angelbaby
THERE ARE MANY OF YOU THAT BECOME SPECIAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO ME AND U KNOW WHO U ARE SO THIS GOES OUT TO YOU. AS OF TODAY 5-14 07 I STARETED MY RADIATION TREATMENT I WILL DO IT FOR 28 DAYS I HAVE CANCER CELLS AT THE MOMENT THE TREAT IS TO TRY AND GET RID OF THEM BEFOR IT GET WORSE I ASK U KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOSE WHO KNOW PLEASE KEEP NIBBS IN YOUR PRAYES AS WELL THANKS TO ALL YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Is All Me!
If you really want to know the kind of person I am then read this because this description fits me perfectly. So you know this is something I found desribing someone who is born in January. ------------JANUARY------------- Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. A fighter If this perked your curiousity and you wish to become friends feel free to add me :)

Angelbaby
THERE A LOT OF YOU THAT HAVE BE COME SPECIAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO ME SO THIS GOES TO ALL OF YOU. AS OF TODAY 5-14-07 I STARTED MY RADIATION TRAT TODAY FOR THE CANCER CELLS I HAVE I WILL TAKE REATMENT FOR 28 DAYS TO TRY AND KILL THE CANCER PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND NIBBS AS WELL THANKS FOR BEING THE SPECIAL PEOPLE YOU ARE AND IF YOU EVER NEED A FRIEND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.THANKS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP YA ALL

Bob Barker News
CBS Primetime Specials to Honor Bob Barker (CBS4) LOS ANGELES Emmy Award winner Bob Barker will be honored with two final primetime specials this week, paying tribute to his 50 years in show business and his upcoming retirement after 35 years of hosting “The Price Is Right”, the longest-running game show in television history. On Wednesday, May 16th, CBS will present “The Price is Right Million Dollar Spectacular," Barker's final appearance in prime time hosting the show he has led since 1972. In this special primetime edition, contestants will have the opportunity to win bigger prizes and the chance to spin the wheel for $1 million. On Thursday, May 17th, “Bob Barker: A Celebration of 50 Years on Television” will include Barker's reminiscences about his 50 year career on television and his 35 years on "The Price Is Right," in addition to highlighting some classic games from the long-running show. "After 50 years in show business and 35 years on CBS, we want to give Bob a pr

Bob Barker's Replacement. ..
Apr 18, 2007 3:19 pm US/Eastern Barker's Replacement Might Come On Down In May (CBS4) LOS ANGELES As Bob Barker draws closer to his final showcase showdown, word is that there are now three frontrunners who are reportedly ready to grab Barker’s stick mic when he retires this year. The venerable game show host will be hard to replace but after a lengthy audition process, The Hollywood Reporter says the top contenders to fill Barker’s shoes are “Entertainment Tonight” veteran Mark Steines, Todd Newton, who hosts a "Price Is Right" show on the Vegas strip, and always tan actor George Hamilton. According to The Hollywood Reporter, options on all three candidates have been picked up, while the other wannabe hosts saw their options expire. There are reports that John O’Hurley, who played Mr. Peterman on Seinfeld and who currently hosts “Family Feud”, is still in the running. Reps for CBS and ‘Price’ producer FremantleMedia North America have declined comment. None of his bosse

Who's It Gonna Be???
Bob Barker: No Favorites for Successor (AP) PASADENA, Calif. The man with a golden voice who gave away warehouses of refrigerators and sofas during his 35 years as host of “The Price Is Right” says the secret to a good game-show host is the ability to listen. Too many are thinking of what they should say next instead of picking up on what the contestants are telling them, said the soon-to-retire Bob Barker. “These people are little gems with which you can create laughter and good times,” Barker told TV critics late Thursday. None of his bosses asked Barker for his opinion on a successor. He said he doesn’t have a favorite. Barker, who turned 83 in December, said he wanted to retire “while I’m still young,” and credits his vegetarian diet for his good health. He had a different answer when asked how he’s able to maintain his energy. “Booze,” he said to a laugh. His last taping of CBS Corp.’s CBS network show is June 6, with the swan song to air soon afte

Smokeout Rally In North Carolina...
Only a few weeks till i go to THE HORSE SMOKEOUT RALLY in Salisbury, N.C.... im very excited...its my first (Small) biker rally...its 18 and over only...so from what my best friend has told me...its very very risque...alot of titties and ass a la nude...LMAO But the best part is that Billy lane of choppers,inc will be there...finally me and my best friend get to see him at the same time and hopefully get that pic of the 3 of us together... So the next few weeks cant go any faster... Is it june yet??? =)

An Open Apology To My Angel
This is an open apology to my dearest Angel. I have made terrible mistakes and hurt you when you truly didn't deserve anything but my complete trust, faith, and love. Being a Master doesn't mean that I don't make mistakes, and I realize that it doesn't mean that I shouldn't apologize when I do. I want us to go forward as a couple in everything we do...and I will do everything in my power to make her aware constantly of how much I love her...how special she is...and how grateful I am that she is in my life. So my dearest, sweetest Angel...I don't deserve you, and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I ask you sincerely to allow me to be the only one in my life as I want you to be the only one in mine.

Yet Another One...lol Let Me Know When You Are Sick Of My Poems....:) ;)
LONG NIGHTS LEFT SHIVERING IN THE COLD WITH OUT THE COMPASSIONATE ARMS OF YOUR LOVE TO WARM ME BUT I CANNOT BLAME YOU FOR YOUR DESERTION I BROUGHT IT UPON MYSELF FOR ALL OF THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND THE JOYS AND PAINS WE HAVE SHARED FOR THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS YOU HAVE SPENT I HAVE ALL BUT SHATTERED YOUR HEART YET I CANNOT HELP IT FOR IF THE HANDS OF FATE HAD NOT INTEREVENED I WOULD BE HOLDING YOUR HAND KISSING YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCHING YOUR BEAUTIFUL SKIN BUT I CANNOT FOR ALL OF THE REASONS AND RHYMES THAT MAKE NO SENSE AND FOR THE GREATEST LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU I CANNOT BE WITH YOU AND FOR THAT I AM DEEPLY SORRY I WILL STILL SEE YOU EVERY DAY THAT YOU LAY THOSE PRETTY LITTLE FLOWERS AT MY FEET.

Milf Contest
Hey guys, my girl recently entered a MILF contest on Bubba The Love Sponge's show. They finally posted the pics. VOTE FOR HER!!!! You can vote once an hour! please vote for her!!! she is #47 on the picture list http://www.btls.com/milf/

It's Angela Birthday Come Show Her Some Ct Love
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Omg!!!! Guess Who Was In Washington!!!
WELL FIRST OF ALL THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND CAME TO WASHINGTON WHILE WE WERE THERE. WE NEVER GOT TO SEE HER THOUGH. I BET THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A SITE. IN ADDITION TO ALL THE FINE SERVICEMEN I TOLD YA'LL ABOUT IN AN EARLIER BLOG...LOL THERE WERE OTHERS WE SAW. WE DID SEE WYNONA JUDD. SHE WAS TOURING WASHINGTON WITH HER SONS CLASS THE SAME TIME WE WERE THERE. I WAS TALKING TO ONE OF THE MOMS IN OUR GROUP AT THE PERFORMANCE OF TATTOO. SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT THEY HAD SPLIT OUR GROUP INTO 3 GROUPS WHEN WE TOURED THE PENTAGON. OF COURSE I DIDN'T KNOW THIS BECAUSE I WENT IN THE FIRST GROUP SO I WASN'T AWARE OF HOW MANY GROUPS WE HAD. ANYWAY SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT WYNONA ENDED UP BEING IN THEIR GROUP. I SAID AWWWWW MAN WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE BEEN IN THE 3RD GROUP. SHE SAID IT WAS AWESOME. ANYWAY JUST AS SHE WAS TELLING ME THIS THEY ANNOUNCED THAT WYNONA WAS THERE AT THE PERFORMANCE OF TATTOO. I LIKED TO HAVE DIED. SO I DID GET TO SEE HER AFTER ALL. WELL ALLY AND THE KIDS AROUND ME TICKLED ME SO BAD

You Parents Out There What Are Opinions On Makeup On Little Girls In Pagents?
My great niece was in a beauty pagent over the weekend.And wasn't really surprise on the little girls that had more makeup on then a grown women would wear.What is wrong with natural beauty and I seen some of the girls later on in the day not wearing any makeup.And they looked so much better with out it.So please let me know what you think about it.

One Week
Yea I found a place. I put down my deposit and I move in on Friday. God this is hard work. If it was just me I could have went anywhere. However I have children. I wanted to make sure they could play outside without some drug addict trying to sell them something. Salisbury has really got some bad places. And if you can't afford 1500 a month rent your shit outta luck. I’m a single mom. No I can't afford that and still eat at the same time: D Oh and just a little update. I still don't smoke. I'm still taking the chantix but I think it's been about 6 weeks now. I still crave them a little bit but not much at all. I can see that in a couple of more months that wont be an issue either. Life is not too bad right now.

As Days Flew By
As Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, We

Rob
Well I am a out going person if i dont like you i'll tell you to go fuck off and go suck one. Other then that like sports, girls and enjoy spending time with friends and family. And if you wanta know more look me up bitches.

Barefeet In The Sand...
Barefeet in the sand Pt. 1 Barefeet in the sand. Smell of driftwood burning. Sand and salt, sea gullz and hermit crabs. This is what my soul needs. Replenished. Rejuvinated. The waves roaring in the near distance. Emulating a giant machine that never runs out of fuel.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 2 The golden orange sun has set. Mother nature has taken her course, like a well written play. *Stagelights dim. Spotlight on center stage.* The campfire dances and crackles, forever singing a familiar song. The wind howells as it gusts through my hair.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 3 I stare into the fire, as if there where no world around me. I push my barefeet deeper in the sand. Locking myself into position for the long journey through the night. I see, visions of you. Visions of me. Visions of the world. And visions of being free.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 4 There is a peace in this place. A tranquility. Serinity that never dissapears. A constant cycle of life that never ends that never runs out of fu

For The Man I Love He Knows Who He Is
Let me lie in your arms tonight So you can love me for the rest of our lives Let you brighten the way with your eyes And keep this love we share alive. Let me feel the tenderness of you heart With the hope that we will never be apart Baby, it was magical from the start Cuz we are this painting of art. This is for you All my emotion inside Love that will never die This is for you Can't put it in words You are my world This is for you. Let me see how much you care The love with me you want to share Splitting with you I cannot bare Taking that road I will not dare. Let me know what I mean to you Cuz I believe that our love is true Hope that you feel the same way to And loving you is all I want to do. Just give me your heart And I'll hold it tight All of your love I'll make it all right.

Trying To Sneak Home Drunk
A fellow decides to take off early from work and go drinking. He stays until the bar closes at 2am, at which time he is extremely drunk. When he enters his house, he doesn't want to wake anyone, so he takes off his shoes and starts tip-toeing up the stairs. Half-way up the stairs, he falls over backwards and lands flat on his rear end. That wouldn't have been so bad, except that he had couple of empty pint bottles in his back pockets, and they broke, and the broken glass carved up his buttocks terribly. But, he was so drunk that he didn't know he was hurt. A few minutes later, as he was undressing, he noticed blood, so he checked himself out in the mirror, and, sure enough, his behind was cut up something terrible. Well, he repaired the damage as best he could under the circumstances, and he went to bed. The next morning, his head was hurting, and his rear was hurting, and he was hunkering under the covers trying to think up some good story, when his wife came into the bedroo

About To Go Insane
OK I NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE Current mood: crushed RIGHT NOW MY HOUSE IS A WRECK ITS NOT Fair that i have to pick up after my self my son and my husband im the only one that cleans in this house and i see it as if he dosnt care if the house is i dont either so i dont do it i ask him to take out the trash for some reason he thinks that just means the trash in the kitchen when there is a trash can in the fucking bathroom witch is always full for some reason funny part is im not the on that puts the trash in it so why should i dump it the kitchen trash is always over flowing cause he would rather go to band practise and drink than take care of what he needs to when he is off he said he was going to start walking r dog gir on his off days his reason for not doing it when h e was off its to muddy we have a fucking street he can walk her on that if he knocks somthing down he never picks it up yea he works thats amazing but fucking do somthing other than play FUCK im on the ver

Remember Our Love
I was chosen today I'm learning to fly the world took me away, but please don't you cry. And I chose you today to try and be strong so please don't you cry and don't say that i'm gone. When you're feeling alone just rememberour love, I'm up near the stars looking down from above. Remember our love In a moment you'll see that i'm still here besde you when you're thinking of me. THIS IS FOR MY DOG, MY BABYGIRL, SHEBA SUE, WHO DIED ON MAY 4, 2007, SHE WAS 11 YRS OLD. I MISS HER.

Idiot Sighting:
IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the DEER CROSSING sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceb

Hey Jude
Amazing how much you can get out of the shortest books in the Bible, isn't it? For the SOCS (Sisters of Christ) Bible study two weeks ago we chose to present a study of Philemon to our blog and otherwise-viewing audience. When you, or at least when I, break down a passage of Scripture verse by verse, we'll see something we didn't realize was there. It reminds me of a line from the 1989 movie Dead Poets Society in the scene where Mr. Keating, the teacher played by Robin Williams, had each of his students stand on his desk one at a time and then leap off. "Just when you think you know something, you have to look at it a different way." In a way, this statement is both the epitome and the antithesis of today's study of Jude, the letter which is the next-to-last book of the New Testament. I don't have to say "Jude 1" because the book itself IS only one chapter, just like Philemon. It's easy to overlook -- most of the shorter books of the Bible may only be known to us as names -- but

I Want To Know You..........
I Want To Know I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

The Mind Of A 13 Year Old
We've been talking about proverbs in class and what they mean. I let the kids give me their own interpretation of some of them and they cracked me up. Thought you might get a kick out of some of them. These kids represent our future..... A bad penny always turns up -A bad penny is just another penny in a jar A friend in need is a friend indeed -A friend in need is going to sign your petition All that glitters is not gold -All that glitters is blinding All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy -All work and no play makes YOU tired Children should be seen and not heard -Children should be seen and not adults -Children should be seen and not hidden Do as I say, not as I do -Do as I say and don't distract me -Do as I say and you will get a treat Don't cut off your nose to spite your face -Don't cut off your nose. You need that -Don't cut off your nose? OK Good fences make good neighbors -Good fences makes the dog not go crazy It's no use crying over s

Wouldn't It Be Nice...
Wouldn't it be nice if guys had to do all of the hard labour? I mean honestly, what can they really complain about, being on top isn't nearly as bad as 24 hours of child birth and the 6 weeks after that you cant walk for. I think it would be amazing if the girl could have the sex, have the orgasm or orgasms, pass out and fall asleep, waking up with dinner made, a movie rented and her toes painted. Wouldn't it also be great if men had babies too? If they had to worry about getting pregnant I bet they would be having a lot less sex... I think I would have about 4 illegitimate children by now... I would think just as they do now, I would fuck ém and I would leave ém and I wouldn't give too shits. I wish that I could marry a butler. He would just do everything for me. Better yet, when we go to the bars or to the clubs, the guys would be wearing the mini skirts. They would walk into class with their cute little hair styles and possibly a V cut top. We could grab their junk anyti

Deployment
Hi friends so much has been going on. I am getting ready to go to the middle east and my comp[amny decided to give me a severance package befor I go after they recieved my orders. some shit huh! Everyone be well

You Know What.....
i am seriously beginning to think that relationships are overrated in my life. I am talking about having an emotional attachment to someone of the opposite sex. I have tried....i have forgiven, forgiven again, given second chances and third chances only to be continually walked on. I used to have these dreams of being the little league dad, with a wife and family. right now i dont care if i stay single the rest of my life. i have a luxury however of having sisters that one day will no doubt have children. i can be a little league uncle. when i get tired of the little rug rats i can send them back home. i think my new focus will be to securing my own future and beginning to enjoy MY life. this will include doing things i want to do and spending time with my family. i am exasperated with the bullshit of trying to rebuild a one sided relationship with no kind of joy or satisfaction for myself. call it selfish but there comes a time when you gotta say "whats in it for me?" so far

New Job
www.livingbyit.com I don't know if all of you know or not, but tomorrow I start my new position with my company and to tell you the truth I am scared to death! I am this laid back easy going person who hates to get people upset, it is going to be so hard for me to keep on people, to be the bad guy when need be. I am going to be having so many people watching me, trying to trip me up, I am really scared. I need to find the inner bitch in myself, lol.

Yet Another One....
DESPERATE TIMES FOR LONG LOST LOVERS THAT WE'VE FORGOT DISPLACED BY FRIVOLOUS MEMORIES CAUGHT WITHIN THEIR TORTURED SOULS RENDERED USELESS ANDTHEN TOSSED AWAY BUT NOT LIKE THEM AM I A HEARTFELT WANDERING SOUL LOOKING FOR THAT PERFECT BEING AS ARE WE ALL THUS IT IS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK FOR IT NO LONGER EXISTS NOT FOR YOU AND NOT FOR ME BUT TOGETHER WE WILL BECOME THAT WHAT WE SEEK FOREVER ENTWINED WITH OUR BODIES CAUGHT IN THE LOVE-MAKING WHICH MAKES US WHOLE AND AS THE DAYS TURN INTO THE TORTURING YEARS WE WILL BE ETERNALLY CAPTURED FOR AS WE SOAR HIGH ABOVE OUR PULSATING HEARTBEATS WE HAVE NOW BECOME THE UNIVERSE.

Daily Devotional
Health fills the body and eager anticipation absorbs the person who see the blue, blue sky and gives thanks. The sky is the flyway of the bird, whose freedom is to light and go at will, who swiftly builds a nest and lines it with soft down to cradle tiny eggs. When evening shadows fall upon the earth and a lone jet cuts the puffy clouds with straight lines, it does not bother the birds. They chirp and murmur night sounds and settle down to sleep. Only the owl and the nightingale call in mysterious tones. And sometimes the mockingbird, having recorded too many songs, must relieve itself with a midnight medley. ~ We forget and think we are all there is. ~ Jane Sequichie Hifler "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - May 14 "Prayer is the best answer to all of the trials that face us, because without prayer, even if we succeed in accomplishing some great goal in the eyes of men, we have failed in our sacred re

Moving, Moving, Moving
We are moving this weekend to Morris Illinois! Yaaayyyyy I cant wait! Im so lookin forward to getting out into a more rural area again. Of course Im thrilled to death that I will be livin closer to Mad Tatter!! She has become one of my best friends and Im lookin forward to bein able to hang out more and also having her lay some more ink down for me.

Never Argue With A Woman In Private.
Never Argue with a woman in Private. One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left leaving the woman alone

Please Keep This Going
please go to karen's page and rip this photo let's keep this going don't rate this blog i'm not doing this for points just keep this photo going send it to everyone on your friends list karen428 ~Angel Family~@ CherryTAP

Witchcraft
Witchcraft, in the United States, is a religion that has been tested and upheld in both state and federal courts as a religion that requires, and must be guaranteed, full and equal protection under the Constitution of the United States. Witchcraft is a spiritual path and way of life that is both personal and individual. As a religion, it allows a personal relationship with our concept of diety. In general, it follows a balanced path acknowledging both God and Goddess. Some Witches do primarily emphasize the Goddess. This is a personal choice of individual Witches. Neither way is right or wrong, nor better or worse. Witches maintain an openness and willingness to leave room for the personal choices on an individual's path of life. This is an intrinsic part of our way of life. Witchcraft is a pantheistic religion, that is, Witches believe that the God and Goddess energy is contained in all things manifest and non-manifest. We include ourselves as part of that devine energy. Witchcraft

Mother02
A mother's love was taken from me, Because of that I don't know who to be. Scared and alone and afraid to live, I don't know how to, her, forgive. She sucked the life right out of me, She trapped my soul; I'll never be free. I'm trapped in this cage looking out, How do I know what life's about? My wings are clipped; I cannot fly, Because of the pain I want to die.

***may Gods Angels Wrap Their Wings Around You And Protect You Always ***
www.hostdrjack.com Make custom Glitter Images Any one that wants this rip it from here,If you can pass it along to others.Thank you! ~Karen ~Angel Family~ Please post it or send as a comment to your friends... THIS IS JUST ONE IN 1000'S OF CHILDREN MISSING DAILY. IF WE CAN SEND THE PICTURES OUT OF THESE CHILDREN ALL OVER IT MAY HELP FIND THEM. I HAVE 7 LOVELY CHILDREN AND IF I LOST ONE I WOULD DIE. PLEASE READ MY MUMM I DID HAVE A TASTE OF IT AND I WAS FRANTIC. GOD BLESS KAREN AND EVERYONE WHO REPOST THIS AND COULD SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE IT A STICKY.. www.hostdrjack.com (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 10:39:27') (repost of original by 'GODDESSOFLIGHT' on '2007-05-14 10:59:45') (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 11:11:26') (repost of original by 'GODDESSOFLIGHT' on '2007-05-14 11:39:33') (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 11:44:37') (repost of original by 'GODD

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Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

40 Things Never Said By Southerners
40. Oh I just couldn't. Hell, she's only sixteen. 39. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 38. Duct tape won't fix that. 37. Lisa Marie was lucky to catch Michael. 36. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 35. We don't keep firearms in this house. 34. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? 33. You can't feed that to the dog. 32. I thought Graceland was tacky. 31. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 30. Wrasslin's fake. 29. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? 28. We're vegetarians. 27. Do you think my gut is too big? 26. I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. 25. Honey, we don't need another dog. 24. Who's Richard Petty? 23. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 22. Too many deer heads detract from the decor. 21. Spittin is such a nasty habit. 20. I just couldn't find a thing at Walmart today. 19. Trim the fat off that steak. 18. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. 17. The tires on that truck are to

Hotter Than Hot
You're sitting around a bonfire with your girlfriend, your friends have just left and the two of you are all by yourself. Your girlfriend kneels in front of you and slides her hand into the leg or your shorts, just barely touching your cock. You slide down in your chair, giving her more access and causing her hand to brush against your cock. She wraps her fingers around your cock and continues to massage it, making you moan with need. You slide your shorts down your hips, dislodging her hand from your cock as your shorts slide down your legs to your ankles. You grab her hand anad put it back on your now rock hard cock and she goes back to stroking it up and down. She bends her head toward it and lightly kisses the tip, causing it to twitch with need. She flicks her tongue across the tip and slides it down the shaft then back up where she wraps her soft wet lips around it and slides it deeply into her mouth. She continues to bob up and down on your cock, sucking harder and bobbing faste

???
Your Personality Profile You are something else for sure!!! You have a thing about Nuns in black stockings and push up bras, who think of you as a Father figure. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test

How To Collect $0 Checks From Twc... ?!
This kind of screwed me up for a while. Last week, I finally put in for unemployment through the TWC's website. I get a response a few days later... saying that I'm denied, but with instructions on how to collect NO MONEY. They even want me to head to one of the offices for an interview and counseling. I'm sitting here thinking, 'This is our state govermnent? The HELL?!' So now what? Go with what they're saying or call someone and ask them exactly why they seem to be running on crack and Mickey's?

Please Read
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time" READ THE FIRST LINE CAREFULLY. . If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust

Patience Is A Virtue
I have been told by many people that I have the patience of a saint. My job requires patience. Parenting requires patience. Relationships require patience. My fuse is VERY short when it comes to MY kids and relationships. The relationship fuse has run short way too many times.It's now shorter than ever. I never thought I would get to the point to where I didn't care. I am at that point right now. I have someone I care about, but he is just a figment of my scattered brain ( most days ). My patience ran out and now I just don't care anymore. I hurt every day. I love every day. I feel every day... every day without him and I am getting more used to it than I had ever wanted to. Is this a sign of letting go? Possibly. Not out of a lack of love, but out of a lack of patience and understanding. If patience is a virtue. I am only half the virtuous person I would like to be. The rest of me is tired and broken.

Another Great Day!
Well I am recovering still from my mothers day. My family and friends all went out and had the best surprise I could ever ask for, which was very hard for moms to keep a secret. I pulled up in my newly detailed car thanks to my friend in joliet and was greeted by my son with a dozen red roses. I went into the house and was then greeted by my dad who gave me another dozen roses, this time white. They then led me to the front room where mom had a box for me and it was a new kimono from my son and a new dress from hawaii. Mom then took me into her room so I could get changed and as i am getting ready I start to get really nervous. My mom, myself and Andrew went to the cemetery to put flowers on Grandmas grave as well as my daughters, I started to get teary eyed and then my son took my hand and told me that god wanted her to be in heaven so pop pop (my grandfather) wouldn't be sad when he went to see him. Anyway enough of the sad stuff. As we head back to the house I notice a lot

Handprints Of A Child
Sometimes you get discouraged becouse iam so small and always leave my fingerprints on the furniture and walls But everyday l'm growing i'll be grown someday and all thos tiny handprints will surerly fade away so here's a little handprint just so youcan recall exactly how my fingers looked when i was very small.

The Price Of A Gallon Of Gas
All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; it just illustrates how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one!!!! (At least, I was...) .. Compared with Gasoline...... .. Think a gallon of gas is expensive? .. This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. .. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ... $10.32 per gallon .. Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..........$9.52 per gallon .. Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 .... $10.17 per gallon .. Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon .. Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon .. Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ... $178.13 per gallon .. Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon .. Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon .. Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... .. Evian water 9 oz $1.49..........$21.19 per gallon! $21.19 for WATER and the buyers don't even know the source.

Far Away(for My Husband)
Far Away lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving

Loosing My Mind
I have noticed over the last several months that I don't like who I am becoming. I don't know if I have been this person for a while and am just noticing or if I'm only recently changing. I am getting so angry. I take everything as a personal attack and become defensive. I am constantly on edge. I feel the stress and frustration building and it makes me feel constantly nauseous. I swear more at work then I used to, and i probably shouldn't at all. I've started realizing that I hate everybody i work with. Everyone in the company in some way or another has just pissed me off in some way or another, with the exception of a small handful. I have to force myself not to tell people to go fuck themselves. I constantly want to pick up the closest mouse or cellphone and smash it into the wall across the room. And I have to talk myself out of the urge to just walk out in the middle of my shift and say fuck you all. Its probably just a combination of my clinical depression and all the st

Taking Hold Of Who You Are.....
I have been taught many things by many wonderful teachers in my life. I am a teacher myself and a student all at once. I have said before we are always in the process of becoming and have resently been approached by a few wanting to know the meaning of that. So, I will explain as best I can..... I was taught of three voices within us. One the voice of the mind,Two the voice of the heart, and three the voice of knowing. To explain them as I have seen and know to be......The voice of the mind.... The mind is like a computer, it stores all your lifes experiences within it and never forgets. No matter if you remember them or not. The voice of the heart.....knows only love, but because the mind will bring forth experiences, it will place a wall around it so as to protect it from hurting. The voice of knowing.....that is the little silient voice we Choose not to listen to...some call it instinct, others call it gut, but it is the first thought, the one that you chooose not to listen to caus

I Heart Animals
Aw, they're so lovely and furry and snuggly and something-y. Blech! This is how much I love them.... The cow: IT tastes great on a bun with ketchup and even great grilled and served with peppercorn sauce. The fish: it is great feeling the tug of IT, WHICH is on my hook as I reel IT into my boat. And, it is also wonderful gutting, cleaning, and frying IT up. The (fill-in-the-blank): ah, fuck it... they're all good. No, I haven't lost it. I'm just poking a little fun at PETA after they sent a complaint letter, telling journalists to stop referring to animals as "it" and "which". Apparently, they would prefer to be called "he", "she", and "who" ('cause animals are just so astute, eh). PETA dispatched a letter to Norm Goldstein, editor of The Associated Press Stylebook, suggesting that it is time to revise the book’s language guidelines—which currently characterize animals as inanimate objects—and bring the references in line with 21st century attitudes. Ya, animal

Living Conditions In The Usa
You know you live in Arizona when.... 1. You are willing to park three blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can open and drive your car without touching the car door or the steering wheel. 3. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 4. You can attend any function wearing shorts and a tank top. 5. The four seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You live in California when: 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The high school quarterback calls a time-out to answer his cell phone. 3. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 4. You know how to eat an artichoke. 5. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 6. When someone asks you how far some thing is, you tell them how long it will take to get here rather than how many miles away it is. You live in New York City when.... 1. You say "the city" and expect everyo

The Pope Is A Retard!!!!
I am not a hater towards Chritians but I am a hater to iditos who make dumb staements and now the Pope is my sights! At a recent visit to Brazil he stated that the Roman Catholic Church purified the local Indians and that any attemtp to revive their orignial religions is a step backward. His royal arrogance then also stated that during the times of the conquests, the local Indians “silently longed” for the Christian takeover! LOL Can this guy be any more retarded? Isnt the pope supposed to be a beacon of light, hope, understanding of thy neighbor and all that bullshit? Since when did the Pope travel back in time and read the minds of the local Indian population and come to the conclusion that they were silently longing for the conquest so they could become good Chistians? These statements further the notion that the Church is nothing more than a power hungry, backwards, non thinkig zombie collective that has NOTHING to do with God and what he really intends us to do..

Sex For A Week
Sex for a Week A couple just got married, and when the husband went back to his house he found that his bride had disappeared. He got very worried and gathered up all his friends to search for his wife with no success. Two days after his wife disappeared the man returned home to find her in the kitchen. He asked her what she has been up to and why she hasn't been home for so long. She replied: "These four men kidnapped me and had wild sex with me for a week." The husband answered: "But it's only been two days what do u mean a week?" "I am only here to get something to eat."

Happy Monday To All
Well heres hoping you all had a lovely week end and hope all the lovely ladies had a great Mothers day, mine was a bit gloomy for I didnt get to hear from any of my boys, seem their father had other plans this year and took them on holiday and I didnt get to see them or even talk to them on the telly phone so I am a bit tissed but I suppose I'll get over it. I'm going to try to be happy even if it kills me. I made chilli for dinner last night, made 6 quarts at 7:30 last night, by noon today it was gone, so I guess it was good, glad to see it didnt go to waste, I hate having to throw food out, so many hungry ppl out there in the world that would do anything for a good meal even it it was left overs. But anyways I hope all is well and hoping everyones week goes well, mine will dont care what I have to do I will see to it that something exciting happens that I can blog about and that wont get me thrown out of cherry tap hehe. But for now I AM going to masturbate. I missed my s

The Results
okay so my throat is pretty sore...and here are the results..longitudinal furrows with increased congestion and ringed appearance suggestive for eosinophilic esophagitis..just waiting on biopsy results to confirm then i will go on steroid therapy for 4 weeks.....and then have to figure out what allergen is causing my esophagus to swell...so i am going back to bed cuz i am still a little woozy from the drugs....

Money Cannot Buy Happiness!
We should bear in mind that happiness is not merely a feeling of pleasure as defined in a dictionary but actually it refers to an ever lasting and true satisfaction, freshness, calmness and joy of the soul which are definitely priceless. It is an indisputable fact that man does not live by bread alone.Having lots of money cannot calm a dissatisfied and restless soul. No bank balance would buy you peace and satisfaction. The power of the money is simply nil when it comes to the matter of buying love. No matter how wealthy a childless couple is, they can never buy their own child. Same is the case of the orphan, he will still miss parental love even if given bagsful of money. Will you sacrifice your friends and family for a million or even a trillion dollars?? can your money replace the love of your relatives and family? In addition, if a person is dying of cancer, what good will his property and savings do to him? Did Pharoah's treasury bring him happiness and success in life? The so

Day 8 And No End In Site!
I've e-mailed 2 CT bouncers(including scrapper)and still no change in my suspension of stashing items and rating on all of your stashes.Even if someone on Ct support could at least tell me how long my suspensions for.

Another Year Shall Come To Pass.
GREETINGS, PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. I'M STILL LEARNING ABOUT LIFE AND ANOTHER YEAR SHALL COME TO PASS IN MINE. LIFE HAS WONDERFUL MOMENTS THAT ARE FOREVER KEPT IN ONES HEART AND SOUL. TO BE FOREVER CHERISHED. AND THERE IS ALSO PAIN AND SORROW FOR MANY WITHIN THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS. I HAVE SEEN BOTH. THE GOOD AND THE BAD. ONE OF THE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS, IS THAT WE ARE NOT PERFECT NOR IS OUR WORLD. WE FALTER AND ERROR IN OUR TIME ON EARTH. BUT LIFE IS SHORT. PAINFUL AT TIMES, BUT NEVER THE LESS SO BITTER SWEET. I HAVE LEARNED TO FORGIVE AND TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. NOT TO HARBOR HATRED OR ANGER, TELL THOSE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE THEM, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR NUMBERS GOING TO BE CALLED. LAUGH, CRY, TALK ,HUG AND LOVE. MAKE THE BEST OF THE WORST. JUST LIVE, LIFE AND NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH . BLESSED BE. S.F. POWELL/ AKA SCOOTER BLACK MAY 14TH, 2007

Ypu Know You're From Texas When.....
you know you"re fromtexas when.... *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. *You measure distance in minutes. *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store. *A Mercedes Benz is

Shit
So I"m all bored and at work so I started googling various things like I do and I ended up googling my last name. What pulled up was my dads section on the sex offender registry. The shit that went down for him to be on it was when I was younger and more willing to buy what my parents told me about. However I just read through his charges and it turns out it was much worse than I had any idea of. .. I'm pretty upset and still at work only now near tears cause despite the fact that me and my dad aren't close at all its still pretty harsh to find out about that. . .I kinda want to cry or go home.

Together We Shall Prevail
Why are we, the white race founders of modern functioning society, forced to accept those who wish to destroy what our forefathers fought and died for? We are the founders of this great nation, we are the men and women who for two centuries ran this country with very few major bumps in the road, and now we are expected to caterer to the every whim of the lesser races. We are the only nation who is expected to provide text at the DMV in twenty different languages, just so Jose can come here illegally and pass his driving test, and at no cost to him for he will more than likely send all his earned money back across the border and out of America forever. We are also the only nation expected to help every beggar, we are forced to pay billions of dollars to people who stab us in the back every chance they get, or to people who have showmen just how lazy they actually are. It is far past due that we as a people stop playing super hero to the rest of the world and close our borders and wo

Will He Ever Know?
Will he ever know how deeply he touched my heart and soul? Will he ever know how much I only wanted to love him and for him to love me back? Will he ever know that now that he is gone how empty I feel without him? Will he ever know how I still have to fight back the tears? Will he ever know that because of him I am now a stronger person? Will he ever know that because of the hurt and pain I am left with that it will now be harder for another man to break down my wall? Will he ever know that because I so miss his touch so that I dont know if another man can ever touch me the way he did? Will he ever know that because of him I am a stronger and more confident woman? Will he ever know that because of him I now find it easier to fight for what I want and get it? Will he ever know? I dont know but because of him, I face the world with a different outlook on life! This is NOT written about anyone in particular. Just something that came from my heart and mind.

Jerry A. Krantz! (a Must Read)
There's an asshole who got me knocked up who's calling me a whore, and white trash. his name is Jerrold Krantz. I was 17 when he knocked me up and when I was 15 or 16, he sent me pics of his dick. talk about child corruption, which he can get sent to jail for and i'm gonna see to it that he does...cause that's where his dumb ass belongs... He says it's not his...yeah it is... He told me to take his name off of my blog or he'll post my shit everywhere... well he posted my shit everywhere anyway and brought my bf into it. like this colauge that he put on his profile.... I don't want Jerrold anywhere near my son cause he's a bad example... he's trying to make me seem like a whore but look at him... he's hidious, 28 and he's an immature little fuck. and not good in bed either I might add. He's got another Daughter Lacey who's only 4 months older then my son... He denied her too till he got the test... His with the mother of that one who says she wants to leave him but never does cause she'

Sexual Tension
Man, I didn't wanna call my blog sexual tension, I wanted this entry to be called that... Oh well anyway... Let me start by saying to I love to chat. I love meeting new folks online from all walks of life. I've met some very nice people online, to include my wife. Yes, online dating does work. But thats not what this is about. This is about how men and women can be friends without drama starting from others about sex. Everyone assumes that two people of the opposite sex can't be friends without sleeping together. Sexual tension. Now let me say this. Sometimes, when you meet someone of the opposite sex you become great friends with, there's always a fleeting (maybe) thought about what a relationship with that person may be like. That being said, it is always good for two people in a relationship to be great friends as well. Thats the cornerstone of a great relationship. BUT... Friendships can be maintained with having sex. Besides, sex can mess things up in a friendship an

~*time Tells All*~
Time Tells All For Ones eyes being opened and to see that all that he and she needs is right in front of them and there is nothing more in the world that they need when they have meet eye to eye and see that they love each other more than words can ever say or do for anyone "Time tells all" when things come to a front edge and the loveing arms of each other are wraped around each other and made to feel confortable and safe. Im glad i have my safe and confortable love spot from a tender loveing man that means so much to me Well im closeing now hope everyone is haveing a great day / night ~*Mandie*~ HIs heart burns for only her as her heart only burns for him

Football..north Vs. South
Football Season: North vs. South Women's Attire Up North: Chap stick in their back pocket and a $20 bill in their front pocket. Down South: Louis Vuitton duffel with two lipsticks, powder, mascara (waterproof), concealer, and a fifth of bourbon. Wallet not necessary - that's what dates are for. Stadium Size Up North: College football stadiums hold 20,000. Down south: High school football stadiums hold 20,000. Names Up North: Doug Flutie. Down South: Kenny 'the snake' Stabler Weather Up North: Snow and Ice. Down South: Sunny, highs mid-60s, lows in the thirties. Fathers Up North: Expect their daughters to understand Sylvia Plath. Down South: Expect their daughters to understand pass interference. Attire Up North: Male and female alike: woolly sweater or sweatshirt, jeans. Down South: Male - khakis or shorts, oxford shirt, cap with team logo. Female - Knee-length skirt or Jeans, team logo tattoos on cheek, Pom Pom. Alumni Up North:

Losing Contact With Loved Ones For The Soldier Over There In Iraq
Well I bet ya'll have all heard the news today....As of today our brave soldiers that are risking their lives in Iraq are now not allowed to use most social website like Myspace, cherrytap etc. This friggin sucks ass. How can we expect them to get thru the hell they are in over there if we cut them off from there loved ones. Some of them probley dont have AOL OR YAHOO. so how are we suppose to keep in touch and know they are alright. Well they sure are getting treated worse and worse the more we are there. Hell now they have taking the websites away and have extended their tours, what else is next...we take awy there ability to write there loved ones letters home???? Sorry just had to vent since my fiance is serving over there right now as this is being written.

80's Hair
OK OK NOW LETS BE REAL I WANT TO KNOW WHO HAD BIG HAIR IN THE 80,S AND NO IF YOU WERNT BORN YET KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LOL I FEEL OLD ENOUGH OR FOR THE GUYS WHO HAD THE MULLET LONG IN THE BACK AND SHORT UP FRONT........ PLEASE SHARE AND JUST TO SHOW IM REAL HERE IS MY HIGHSCHOOL PIC.... BIG HAIR ENOUGH SAID MUAHHHS

Hey To All U Mothers Out There..plz Read
i know i was not on this weekend but i was spending quality time with my mom and stuff and i am sorry but i did not for get u all...i wish all u all had a great mother's day.....and u also have a great nite..lots of love to u mothers out there that take the time with your kids cuz in the future they will appeciate u like i do mine she is the greatest ...and i would not give her up for no one..laterz huggzz stacie left to right this is my brojake,bro matt,my mom,and me

Venting
Ok, now tell me this one...I have been putting things in my stash for about a month now. I had put a song on there that I'm not really a fan of their music, but I liked the song and the video.....and no my astonishment, I got a thumbs down...not to mentioned it showed sho rated it thumbs down. I thought that they aren't supposed to show who gave it a negative rating??? What's up with that??

Think You'll Get A Big Laugh Out Of This One!
A timeless lesson on how consultants can make a difference to an organisation. Last week, we took some friends out to a new restaurant, and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket. It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I noticed he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I asked, "Why the spoon?" "Well, 'he explained, "The restaurant's owners hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency of approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift." As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he was able to replace it with his

Michelle And Todd
SO YOU HAVE BEEN INVITED TO JOIN MICHELLE AND PUMPKIN KING AT THERE WEDDING! PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHOW UP AND HANG OUT! THERE WILL BE FUN AND GAMES AFTER IN THE LOUNGE AND BEER WILL BE ON THE HOUSE! SO PLEASE COME IN AND CHILL FOR A BIT Click the bottom pic to join the Wedding!!

Bye To All My Friends And Fans On Ct...i Have To Leave!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they are...so, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations: www.myspace.co

Winter's Discontent
Winter’s Discontent From frozen tears, once wrought with fears, now thawed to trickle free. As winter's storm moon fades at last, amidst the springtime breeze. Drip past the lips of winter's kiss- streak toward the earth divine. To soothe the seasoned memories of friendship I did find. With growing moon, upon us soon, storm takes its final bow. As restless voids complacency, fresh tears fall from the brow. Upon the plumes of springtime’s blooms, absolving can be found. So scatter seeds among the reeds in newly rain-touched ground. I lift mine eyes toward the skies- toward seasons - Heaven sent. So thankful for the memories of winter's discontent. ©2006 Paggles

Friends......yeah Right
Friends come and go Sometimes they are there And other times they don't show But you promised to always be near I've known you for my whole life It's hard to watch you leave Walk out on a heart beat What caused you so much grief? Without you by my side I dont know what I'll do My emotions and problems held inside That you used to help me through You broke your promise to me About how friends come first Out of all the lies you made me believe That one was the worst Do you even care you left me for him? An everlasting friend, who was always by your side Who always made you grin When all you wanted to do was hide I wanted to let you know you deserve better I don't know how you don't see And when he screws you over Don't come running back to me

I Want To Go Away...
There are times when I feel as if I don't belong... Adrift from some other place... A once radiant garden... Now lost to hollow shadows... I see it in the back of my minds eye... "Before you know I will be waiting all awake"

Happy Mothers Day Momma
well momma its another mothersday came and gone but u were not forgotten. i missed u alot i missed being able to take u to eat and hold ur hand and kiss ur cheek and tell u i love you. but im sure u already know that. we miss u alot and know u are dancing with the angels in heaven. but its ok momma i know that someday we will be together again and when we meet again im gonna wrap u in my arms and never let u go. we will be together again but this time it will be forever. i know that in my life how long that will be that u will never be forgotten. i will always remember the times we shared as mom and son and those memories will stay with me till i grow old and die. we all miss u and love u so very much. but i just wanted to take this time to say happy mothersday momma and i love u. and have not now and never will forget u. i dedicate this blog to my momma HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMA I LOVE U FOREVER LOVE YOUR SON BILL

Thank You, Mom
THANK YOU, MOM Thank you, mom for everything, everything you do, Thank you, mom for being there, when i was feeling blue, Thank you, mom for teaching me, things from right from wrong, Thank you, mom for not giving up, and always staying strong, Thank you, mom for rasing me, to be this spiecal girl, Thank you, mom for keeping me, safe from this dangerous world, Thank you, mom for showing me, how to do this and that, Thank you, mom for putting up with me, when i'd act like a total brat, Thank you, mom for being there, every step of the way, Thank you, mom for listening, to whatever i had to say, Thank you, mom for helping me, when i'd have a really tough time, Thank you, mom for being yourself, i knew

Why God Gave Us Friends
Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts. That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends! Author Unknown COOL MySpace Comments

----------just Me---------------
AS I GO INTO LIFE I MEET TONS OF PEOPLE SOME FROM FAR AWAY LANDS AND SOME FOM DOWN THE STREET BUT THE PEOPLE SOMETIMES DON'T KNOW HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE EVERY ROSE HAS IT OWN FRANGRACE EVERY LEMON HAS IT AROMA AND EVERY FLOWER HAS ITS OWN TIMING TO KNOW THERE LAST BLOOM SO YOU KNOW THAT EVERY WORD I SAID IS TRUE THERE A SPECIAL ANGEL READING THIS RIGHT NOW AND ITS YOU!!!!!!

The Most
Whatever space you're in, seek to fill it with positive energy and light. Whatever task you're doing, approach it as if it is the most important and fulfilling job you've ever done. Treat each person with whom you interact as the most highly respected person in the world. Look upon every experience as the most valuable experience you've ever had. Those who find the most meaning and fulfillment in life are those who give the most to each moment, to each person and each activity. The world in which you live is the world that your choices create. The most valuable opportunities are those to which you give the best of your attention, effort and commitment. The luckiest people are those who choose to create their own good luck. Every situation is a situation to which you can add value. Every moment is a moment to which you can offer love, beauty and positive purpose. Do you wish to get the most out of life? Then choose to be the most positively alive.

Whatever....
It's not worth my time to worry about all of you that have chosen to "delete" me from your life because I have found the man for me. Do as you must for I have come to realize two things...In the first place, those that are parting ways were not true friends to begin with or they would be happy that I have found someone. In the second place, you never really wanted anything from me but cyber anyhow...which doesn't surprise me as it is the internet after all. To those that have chosen to remain in contact with me (and are happy that I found someone) I thank you. You've proven what a true friend is!

For Those, A Name On The Wall...
For those, a name on the wall. Letters in glass. Photos of your face. Tears upon mine. I thank you so, Your name on a wall. Medals in a hall. You are neither forgotten nor lost. Come home to those who love you. Forgive those who left and those who forget. How you died for us. Defending the ideals we all needed to believe. Those who's name is on the wall, the wall of those missing or dead. From a war we cannot forget.

Loss
i never realized how much i could miss something i couldnt see....i told my boys about their brother/sister that never was. hard to explain to them but they came across the baby book last week..i felt i owed them an explanation of why there are three and not just two. my oldest has the biggest heart of any child i have ever seen...when i told him the story he cried...about broke my heart but i knew one day i would eventually tell them. just didnt want to so soon after divorce they have been through enough without me adding more for them to deal with. today he told me that his sister was in heaven pouring the rain out and putting the stars up at night. i have always believed that about death..so its no surprise he probably got that from me saying it to him when they lost their grandmother (nana). i asked him how he knew it was a girl....he replied "mommy i know the baby was a girl cause you wanted one"....all i could do was hug him....

The Mask And The Angel...
As the mask burns into my skin, she calms my soul. As the rage burns into my heart, she brightens my dark. As the mask hides my pain, she loves me more. As the mask bares my soul, she comes and sets me free.

Imagine A Mother
Imagine a mother who believes she belongs in the world A mother who celebrates her own life. Who is glad to be alive. Imagine a mother who celebrates the birth of her daughters. A mother who believes in the goodness of her daughters. Who nurtures their wisdom. Who cultivates their power. Imagine a mother who celebrates the birth of her sons. A mother who believes in the goodness of her sons. Who nurtures their kindness. Who honors their tears. Imagine a mother who turns toward herself with interest. A mother who acknowledges her own feelings and thoughts. Whose capacity to be available to her family deepens Imagine a woman in love with her own body. as she is available to herself. Imagine a mother who is aware of her own needs and desires. A mother who meets them with tenderness and grace. Who enlists the support of respectful friends and chosen family. Imagine a mother who lives in harmony with her heart. A mother who trusts her impulses to expand and contrac

Katie...for My Little Girl...
With tears in my eyes I walk out the door. Not exactly like others before. This time for sure I know I'm not coming back. My dear sweet girl, I know I must be crazy. To leave you this way is what I must do. Take care of yourself and be kind to others too. I love you more than words can express my deepest regrets Goodbye and god bless.

If Only
He blew in like the wind On a warm October night Carefree and wild With his smile, his charm, And those deep eyes you could swim in He tousled my hair and caressed my skin, Covering every inch of me, Whispering sweet nothings into my ear, And I believed them to be true At once, the sky turned gray and unstable, Forcing me to find refuge away from him, To let go of him for my own safety Just as suddenly, the air was clear and stagnant, For he was gone, swept away by the same wind that blew him in If only I could have made him stay, Held on tighter, been more than I was If only I hadn’t been foolish enough, Foolish enough to believe the stories, the fantasies Foolish enough to believe that he could be caught But like the wind, he slipped through my fingers

Come In Take A Seat And Injoy
NEW LOWRIDER LOUNGE COME IN HAVE A SEAT AND HAVE FUN MEAT NEW PEOPLE OR EVEN SEE SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS HERE. COME ONE COME ALL JUST CLICK THE LINK AT BOTTOM OF PIC http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7134

My Childhood
Asleep in the bed dreaming what kids dream about, something wakes you up you start to shout. Then you see your daddy, you think he's there to hold, instead he slaps you silly says "Do what you are told." He tears off your panties and you begin to cry "If you make a sound" he says "Then you'll have to die." Then you start to struggle as you feel him touch you there but you can not get away, is this a nightmare? I thought that he loved me, my daddy hurt me instead, used me like a little whore, I wished I was dead. So I went to the basement and climbed up on the shelves, put the wires around my neck so I could kill myself. If only he hadnt found me, if only he hadnt took me down, I'd be free of the nightmares, why did he cut me down? Then he started selling me to anyone with a beer, his own litte daughter now lives in fear. I'm 37 years old now and still the nightmares reign, the terror of innocense lost, the crushing, horrifing pain.

Secret To Longer Sex
Two old ladies were chatting one day. They were talking about this and that and the subject finally got around to sex. The first old lady said she enjoyed sex all the time, and just as much as ever. The second old lady was surprised and asked her what her secret was. The first old lady said when she hears her husband pulling the car into the garage she hurries and takes a shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. When her husband comes into the bedroom he gets turned on and has his way with her. The second old lady decides to try this approach so that night when she heard her husband coming home, she takes a quick shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. Her husband comes into the bedroom takes one look and says, Jeez.... Maude, comb your hair and put your teeth in.

Inside Out
Down into a big black hole I fell Twilight's hell revealed Swarming down my own mistakes God help me I'll do what ever it takes Sacrifice my own spilt blood For eternal glory with my love Pray for forgiveness with remorse Fall to my knees with bleeding tears Rain, rain cover my face Today it was disgraced Violated by most part Killing my beatless heart Swerving on a curvless road Trying to find my own way home Throwing up blood and gore Blackened and ugly is how I feel Torn in and out once more 6 feet under is where I should be Far away from my broken skin You wretched bitch Burn with me Gain my scars along your wrist Does it feel like eternal bliss Lonely I travel Day by day Endless street, lead me to deceit From my noose I hang in shame After all of the childish games

Suuuuurvey
1. What Is your natural hair color? dark brown 2. Where was your default pic taken? on my couch. 3. What is your middle name? Classified. 4. Your current relationship status? Very confused. I guess im mentally taken, yet still single. SOmthing like that. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? She says she does, some days i believe it, some days i dont. 6. What is your current mood? Confused. To the max. 7. What color underwear are you wearing? plad! 8. What makes you happy? Being with her. 10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change? I would have not messed around with credit cards. 11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? A male duck billed platypus. 12. Ever had a near death experience? Maybe, i dunno. 13. Something you do a lot? Think. 14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? Better than me-hinder. 15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Adam. 16.

The Lonely Drive
This is just something random that came to me the other day as i was driving down the road...its not very good but i dont care...i just feel like sharing... A long empty winding road Late on a summer's night The headlights barely showing the next bend Nothing but the dashboard lights and the voices on the radio for company The wind rushing in the open window, through her hair, breezing over her flesh like a lover's caress. Pushing the petal farther toward the floor Fingers tapping on the wheel to the music that is all but drowned out by the roar of the engine. A single tear slides down her cheek. Then more begin the blur her vision as thoughts blur her mind. Pushing the car faster yet. Trying to run from... A figure on the road, the screech of tires, the deadly thud of a body. Coming around to gaze into the lifeless eyes of the lover who abandoned her. ...the fate that she would run into him again.

And Again... Sorry I Had To Do It... Yoy Know You Grew Up In The 90s If...
Just wanted to remind people of the good ole days. You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after

May 14th Horoscope!!!
If you know a certain outcome is inevitable, why are you wasting time by pussyfooting around it? Face your fears bravely and you might just discover that the situation wasn't nearly as bad as you thought it would be. Hmmmmm. That good be a positive or a negative.. On a lighter note I watched a really funny movie tonight... School for Scoundrels.... Anybody seen it?????????

The Ripper [erotic Short Storie]
She woke up with a start. It was one of those defining moments where your mind becomes instantly alert. Where the subconscious blends with your conscious and you are suddenly aware of much more than you have been able to notice in the few seconds of wakefulness. In those few seconds she already felt the presence of danger. There was an unfamiliar sound almost like a scratching, permeating the silent night airThere was an eerie light flickering across the ceiling. Immediately her body tensed with the alertness that adrenalin rush that fear brings. But there was something else very very wrong… In those moments of adjustment to full wakefulness, she tried to force her mind to reveal its secret but all she could focus on was the coursing sensation of fear. She tried to cry out, but the sound came out only as a throaty gurgle, Even though she was able to see light her eyes could not fully open. She felt completely oppressed, something held her down… She began to squirm force herself

I'm Sick Of This
This shit is getting annoying. One of my pics got marked NSFW b/c it was of my shirt and mainly my tits. I've been seeing a lot of chicks on here with their main pic with damn near nothing on. I could see the top of one chick's nipple. Why in the fuck are my pics getting marked and not their's???? If you can't see any of my skin, what makes it fair for me to have to see a lot of theirs and part of their nipple????? What in the fuck makes this fair? If my shit is gettin marked, they should have their shit marked, too!!! I mean really! The only thing I was tryin to do was show what my shirt says......but someone decided they didn't like what is in the shirt. I didn't know x-ray vision existed on here!

Silverchair-anthem For The Year 2000 (live)
We are the youth Well take your fascism away We are the youth Apologise for another day We are the youth And politicians are so sure We are the youth And we are knocking on deaths door Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 with... Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 Make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 with you Never knew we

Alone
Alone Lying all alone wishing You were here Wanting and needing to Feel you near My heart yearns, My body pleads, For tonight to be more Than just dreams If only to hold you close And tight Would be more than Most other nights I miss you, Love And need you, too So now and forever Hold me to you If ever I need you, If ever at all, Would you be there If only I call? I've fallen, my love Please come to my aid For tonight and forever There is great love to be made Always and forever Truly there will be, This magnificent love I have for thee.

Seasons
I Wish You Knew Me I wish you knew me in the Summer, When the sun was ripe and hot. I wish you knew me in the Winter, When snow filled the empty lot. I wish you knew me in the Spring, When everything was new. I wish you knew me in Autumn, I wish you knew me, like I know you.

How Cities Ranked In Road Rage
Residents in the following 25 cities were surveyed and are listed in order from those reporting the most incidents of road rage to the fewest: 1. Miami 2. New York 3. Boston 4. Los Angeles 5. Washington, D.C. 6. Phoenix 7. Chicago 8. Sacramento, Calif. 9. Philadelphia 10. San Francisco 11. Houston 12. Atlanta 13. Detroit 14. Minneapolis-St. Paul 15. Baltimore 16. Tampa, Fla. 17. San Diego 18. Cincinnati 19. Cleveland 20. Denver 21. Dallas-Ft. Worth 22. St. Louis 23. Seattle-Tacoma 24. Pittsburgh 25. Portland, Ore.

Morning Song
the twitter of morning drips in my window, the birds in song, the whisper of tree leaves, and i'm cloaked in darkness... i just haven't slept yet is all. and my eyes get heavier with a passing minute but i can't lose my thoughts, most nights they keep me staring at the ceiling, or is it the wall? it's so thick with black in here, i can't tell. facing the sunrise seems like a bad idea, the pinks and yellows that swarm my eyes make my head hurt just thinking about them, but oh, how beautiful it might be to witness it once more. i prefer my night, my shade, my shadow... so uncertain, like myself.

A Warrior And His Witch
Life had been too short. They had just found each other, and things felt desperate in the light of recent events. The danger they were now in pushed them closer, and it was all happening much quicker than either of them had expected or wanted. They clung to each other in the night. Passions flared, and their kisses grew hotter. Though the desire lay there between them, burning them, they did not consumate this yet. The danger was too real. They could not risk being in the midst of that in an attack. Still, she felt the passions fueling her powers as she kissed him fiercely. His touch left her wanting, and she felt it all building stronger within her. If she could just maintain it without releasing it yet, then they might have a chance to survive this. They had both realized that their phone signals were being jammed. Their cell phones had both quit working at the same time. The landline was full of static, too. This was the night when things would begin, and neither of them knew if

Formal Suspect Named
ROBERT MURAT NAMED AS FORMAL SUSPECT IN MADELEINE McCANN INQUIRY Portuguese police have confirmed that "ROBERT MURAT" has been named as a formal suspect. In order to arrest hin according to portuguese law they must obtain a court order. They have confirmed that the have drained a cess pit on the property ans knocked down an internal wall, forensics have also seized amonst other things his car - blankets - computer - video tapes and camera. Roberts ex-wife who lives in the Uk in Norfolk was last night pulled in by police around 10pm for questioning, Robert had visited the her in Uk this week. Police also confirm that ROBERT MURAT has been under electronic surveilance for past week. DESPITE ALL THIS MADDIE IS STILL MISSING !!!!!!

Senses Tingling
It all seemed too easy. To just watch them leave without suspicion on their mind. I enjoyed days of solitude, proceeding with business before I myself could leave for home. The sun rose one morning as I was ready to get some sleep as I looked above the laptop screen to see the door open slowly. It was him, I knew right away, and he immediately approached me with a baseball bat and a grimacing expression. My paranoia was right, I quickly hid the $2500 laptop under the bed and braced for a spine shattering crack as I turned my back towards him. FUCK! More like a long stretched FUCCK! I yelled out as I made sure the valuable was safe and hidden. Only then was I ready to turn and unload on him. He swung again, barely missing my head which would of knocked me out easily, and I ran him into the wall, his grimacing face focused straight on mine which fueled my reckless abandon as I continously pounded him on the wall by his shoulders, trying to distract him from swinging

Conspiracy Theories
I can't remember when I became interested in conspiracy theories. Some are interesting, and some are totally off the wall--I admit that. Anyway, I thought I'd share one with you that I pulled from a book written by KATE TUCKETT called CONSPIRACY THEORIES ======================== BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU Have you ever felt that THEY are watching you? Have you ever felt as if you are in the hands of the authorities, the plaything of a conspiracy about which you know nothing and over which you have no control? Not wanting to cast aspersions, suspicioins or doubts onto our government, here are some facts which may make you feel ever so slightly more uncomfortable: *Surveillance devices now in the hands of government officials include, according to MIT professor Gary Marx, "heat sensing imaging devices that can tell if a house is occupied, voice amplifiers, light amplifiers, night vision devices and techniques for reading mail without breaking the seal." Cameras can be conceale

Okay So Maybe I Was Wrong.
I'm starting to change my view now on whether someone I'm crushin' on likes me or not. I mean who asks a question and makes statements and researches my myspace page if they aren't slightly interested?! My confidence level has risen up a notch. =)

Death Jus Fkn Sucks.
This is not what i normally write about. So please, if youve got something to say,,, say it in here. Dont bring it to my attention. Hard for me to talk about. Im surprised im even writing it… when i was younger i never knew my father. hes was takin from me when i was 3 weeks from my first birthday. at that time i didnt understand why when i was growing up, i had seen all these guys who werent my dad coming in and out of my mothers life. i suppose i should tell you what happened to my dad, huh. when i was jus barely a yr old, there was a major drug deal coming in to tonawanda. jus before the whole thing went down, the cops got wind of it. when the deal went through, alot of people got busted. Well by this time somebody was gonna pay. The people that this drug shipment was for were pissed… They had an idea of who the snitch was,,, but they weren't sure… so these supposed friends of my dad went up to my mother and brought it to her attention… they automatically assumed that my

About Me
FOR THOSE THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME KNOW THIS BUT FOR THOSE THAT DONT THE 16TH I WILL BE A WIDOW FOR 8YRS BUT IT WILL ALSO BE MY GRANDMOTHERS BIRTHDAY SHE HAD JUST WENT HOME TO SLEEP WHEN HE PASSED AWAY I HAVE 3 KIDS TWO BELONG TO HUSBAND AND 1 FROM LATER AND I TELL YOU IT DONT GET BETTER HE LEFT THIS WORLD FROM THE BRAIN CANCER I WAS ONLY 20 YEARS YOUNG IT WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ENJOYING MY LIFE BUT I WAS RAISING A FAMILY SO I LIVE MY LIFE NOW FOR MY KIDS TAKING CARE OF MY MOTHER LIVING IT UP HELPING OTHERS AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE TO TAKE MY LIFE NOW I THINK I KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO AND THEN I HAVE OTHER IDEAS ITS LIKE I WANT TO MOVE AND EXPLORE A NEW LIFE WELL A LITTLE ABOUT WHATS UP WITH ME NOW FOR THOSE THATS BEEN WONDERING LOVE YOU GUYS SO IF I AM NOT AROUND SORRY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE ME AT THE MOMENT CHAIRBEAR Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

You Can't Fix Stupid
EIGHTH PLACE: In Detroit , a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. SEVENTH PLACE 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker, who "totally zoned when he ran," accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily run. SIXTH PLACE : Buxton , NC : A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hands and shovels, trying to claw their way to Jones, a resident of Woodbridge , VA , but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him while about 200 people looked on. Jones was pronounced dead at a h

Hotornot Emailed Me Hahaha
BWAHAHAHA!!! So HotOrNot.com (Jim & James) emails me telling me that, after all these years, it's finally free. You know what's funnier? I got that email because I *was* a member, like, in 1927. BWAHAHAHA!!! This comes at a very interesting time...*aside* from the Time of Free Websites Like Myspace®. I think HotOrNot and other used-to-be pay sites are feeling the standard set by MySpace that humans can interact, flirt, e-bang as much as they want for free and the recompense is manifested by spam in my email. le yay. Strangely...I think I'll give it a RE-shot. This comes at an even *more* ironic time, as I have just "graduated" a website home of FIVE YEARS I was extremely active in...and, let's face it - myspace certainly doesn't cut it for instant gratificative website fun. So *most* of my active e-life has been removed and soon-to-be replaced, I suppose. If you have any suggestions of WORTHWHILE forum and thread-oriented place (that also has a nice mix of flirtati

Reflection
Well, another Mother's Day has come and gone. I am reminded I have been a mom for 8-1/2 years now and it's so wild. I am 35 years old and have 2 boys both under the age of 9. Talk about a trip. I look at them and wonder how did I get so lucky to have 2 boys love me the way they do. I hope it's because I want to instill the right values in them. I get so mad when their sperm donor doesn't make them respect people the way they should when he has them. I believe in YES MA'AM/SIR NO MA'AM/SIR...AUNT/UNCLE so and so. He don't make them do that when he has them. I just hope while he has them this summer he won't destroy all that I have been working hard to teach them. As you can tell I have always been the one to instill the values, love, and care onto them. He wants to BUY them not love them. Good thing the boys have a wonderful step-father that love them and believes the same things I do and wants to help raise the loves of my life will love honor and respect.

You Deserve To Feel Like #1
It's time to clean house and surrender any destructive thoughts in your head. No more will you allow negative people to scramble your brain. No more will you dwell on painful uncomfortable times. Let go means- let go! Make it a priority to keep investing in yourself and your well being. Make room in your life for happiness, sucess, healing, and fulfilling relationships. Before you know it, you will start feeling entitled to abundance and that is as it should be, because you are Number One!

Rise Above Frustration
Rise above frustration Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with

Quote For May 15
We can allow satellites, planets, suns, universe, nay whole systems of universes, to be governed by laws, but the smallest insect, we wish to be created at once by special act. -- Charles Darwin Bonus Quote: For me, love is very deep, but sex only has to go a few inches. -- Stacy Nelkin This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Omfg
ok well ya see i've been going to the tanning bed now for about a week and have managed to get myself fried... and now that im healing, im itching like crazy... i scratch and it feels good.. b ut as soon as i stop, it becomes more intense.. im about to seriously go crazy here...

Limp Bizkit-boiler
Looks like I'm'a do everything myself, Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You got to do it yourself. Maybe life is up and down, (up) My life's been what to now? I crawled up your butt from hell. And that's when things got turn around. You used be alive, now you feel pathetic. But now I get it, What's done is done, Just leave it alone, and don't regret. Sometime- something- turn in-to dumb thing. And that's when you put your foot down. [chorus start] Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, You know that I'm never coming back. [chorus end] Looks like I'm going to do everything myself. (everything myself) Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You just do it yourself. (got it?) Maybe life is up and down. But my life's been what to now? (got it?) I crawled up your butt from hell. (got it?) And t

Poem:a Honeysuckle Kiss
Your memory comes to me, in a spirit form of the wind. That's gentle and passionate, as I sleep deep in my dream. When you touch me, I spread my arms apart. To meet "YOU" as the wind, pressed against my chest. I fold my arms to hold, and feel you close to me. As I look to see your eyes, and nothing is there, but empty space between me. Before I can move a lite breeze, presses softly against my lips. Then I knew you had just kiss me, in your own special way. The sweet moist lucious taste, that you gave in a honeysuckle kiss. Makes me interested in the smell, of your perfume that I have consumed. Sign: Raymond Starns and Revised Date from 4/98 to 4/15/2007

5-15-2007
Today, I am just not feeling right. I think that loneliness is setting in. I had a party at my house last weekend for mother's day, my brother showed up with his wife, and brought a friend that in turn brought his girlfriend and we were discussing camping and how they were invited to camp if they wanted to. How out of place would I feel being the only one out there camping by myself when everyone else had someone?...At being almost 36 years old, you think that I would be over these feelings by now...I mean heck I have been single for a long time...but, I guess those feelings never go away do they...kinda sucks big time.

Can You Read This?????
Only a great mind can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

Jerks
Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games. Life itself is so short and I spent too much of mine in a bad situation. NO MORE I have my days ahead to go through and I DO intend to make them great ones. Either get ON the bus WITH me or clear out. Your choice.

The Sorceress
Naked she dances around the fire. The movement of the flames, mirrored in her hand. She summons Efreeti to work his ire Enthralled by her movement, he acts on command. Naked she dances around the flames. The rhythm of the fire echoed by the beat of her feet. She bids the elemental to achieve her aims He responds with an increase of heat. Naked she dances around the blaze Pyre and Woman as one. Softly she thanks the gift she was given Her dance now is done.

1st Time Grandma
My daughter told me yesterday the day after Mother's Day that I am going to be a Grandma. She found out she is 7 weeks pregnant. Woooooo Hoooooo! I need to level up by the time my grandbaby gets here cause there will be a lot of pictures of Grandma with baby, lol.

Warning
The following warning labels should be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and knckers/boxers WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a fanny WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause break-ups WARNING: The consumption of alcahol may Mack you tink you can tipe real gode

Study Confirms The Amazing Strength Of Mothers With Children On The Autism Spectrum
What is it like to mother a child with autism? According to a study published this month in the Journal of the American Association of Pediatrics, the answer is ... complex. The bottom line, however, is that mothers of children with autism are stressed, anxious - and intensely supportive of and connected to their children. The study involved reviewing findings from a 2003 survey of mothers of 61,772 children who were 4 to 17 years of age. There were 364 children with autism in the sample. Here's what the researchers found: RESULTS. Mothers of a child with autism were highly stressed and more likely to report poor or fair mental health than mothers in the general population, even after adjustment for the child’s social skills and demographic background. However, mothers of a child with autism were more likely to report a close relationship and better coping with parenting tasks and less likely to report being angry with their child after adjustment for the child’s social skill

U Know Ur A True Scot If
You know your a true scot if................... 1. Ye can properly pronounce McConnochie, Ecclefechan, Milngavie, Sauchiehall St, St Enoch, Auchtermuchty and Aufurfuksake. 2. Ye actually like deep fried battered pizza fae the chippie. 3. Yer used tae four seasons in wan day. 4. Ye canna pass a chip/kebab shop withoot sleverin when yer blootert. 5. Ye kin fall about pished withoot spilling yer drink. 6. Ye see people wearin shell suits with burberry accessories - pure class! 7. Ye measure distance in minutes. 8. Ye kin understaun Rab C Nesbitt and know characters just like him, in yer ain family. 9. Ye go tae Saltcoats cos ye think it is like gaun tae the ocean. 10. Ye kin make hael sentences jist wae sweer wurds. 11. Ye know whit haggis is made ae and stull like eating it. 12. Somedy ye know his used a fitba schedule tae plan thur wedding day date. 13. You've been at a wedding and fitba scores are announced in the Church/Chapel. 14. Ye urny surprised tae find curries, piz

You're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always here, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend

A Letter From My Ex.
AIGHT SO THIS IS A RECENT EMAIL I GOT FROM EX-GIRLFRIEND AIMEE. AIMEE TOOK OFF ON ME, HAD AN ABORTION, AND JUST CAUSED SHIT LOADS OF DRAMA. HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER SINCE OCTOBER SO SHE SENDS ME THIS. ENJOY IT AS I HAVE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LAUGHING. hey, i've been thinking about you lately, mostly about the things worked out. I've tried to call you but you don't answer. I guess everything that happened is running through my head and being high finally doesn't make the pain of an abortion go away. I guess its just now hitting me. I wanted to say sorry for dragging you through that. I really do see that you always wanted the best for me and you really did love me...you did a lot for me and taught me a lot and i will always cherish that. I don't know how you felt about the abortion...im slowly forgiving myself for it....i wasn't ready for a baby much less one that was most probably diabetic and the phsical toll it was causing on me. Just know that there isn't a d

Regrets (poem)
I loved you, But we were not lovers. I lived with you, But we had seperate homes. I laughed with you, But never at you. I hurt you, But no bloood was shed. I cried because of you, But you did nothing. I lost you, But you are not dead. I missed you, But never wanted to go back. I can touch you, But you nolonger feel it. I can talk to you, But you nolonger listen. I ignore you, But your presence overwhelms me. I thought of you, But without regret. But now I think of you, And I regret it.

Always Drink Upstream From The Herd.
Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following: 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. 7. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. 8. There are three kinds of men: The ones that learn by reading. The few who learn by observation. The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence and find out for themselves. 9. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. 10. If you're riding' ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. 11. Lettin' the cat outta the bag is a whol

End Of My Shop
I will be ending my time running my shop..I gave it hell..lol..I am closing by the end of may..I have to get a normal job and work for a living..I really liked meeting all the new people for everyone thanks for the love I got form everyone my profile will be up for another 2 weeks or so..Luv all..I will miss you all...

Dog Wash
Dog Wash A young boy, about eight years old, was at the corner "Mom & Pop" grocery picking out a pretty good size box of laundry detergent. The grocer walked over, and, trying to be friendly, asked the boy if he had a lot of laundry to do. "Oh, no laundry," the boy said, "I'm going to wash my dog." "But you shouldn't use this to wash your dog. It's very powerful and if you wash your dog in this, he'll get sick. In fact, it might even kill him." But the boy was not to be stopped and carried the detergent to the counter and paid for it, even as the grocer still tried to talk him out of washing his dog. About a week later the boy was back in the store to buy some candy. The grocer asked the boy how his dog was doing. "Oh, he died," the boy said. The grocer, trying not to be an I-told-you-so, said he was sorry the dog died but added, "I tried to tell you not to use that detergent on your dog." "Well, the boy replied, "I don't think it was the detergent t

A New Journey!
What a multitude of delights I experienced this weekend! As you know, my LLW and I traveled north to attend a meeting of rope enthusiasts. We were apprehensive at first, as we have never attended such an event. However, all of concerns and trepidations were immediately put to rest. The people were gracious, charming and welcoming. First on the agenda was a demo/workshop on energy exchange between partners. It was fascinating to watch, even for a skeptic like myself. The bond between the two people who led the exchange was unmistakable, and she truly did seem to know exactly where he was and what he was doing at any moment, even though she could not see him. Additionally, she could sense the presence of other persons and had very strong reactions to them. After the workshop, we practiced some rope ties, and I did my first Shibari styled tie. It was a beautiful piece of rope work that secured LLW completely, leaving a lovely display of diamond shaped patterns in the rope

Quotes From Stephanie Ericsson. . . . .
". . . madness is actually a sane reaction to an insane world." " A country song I once heard said it all for me:'You've got to stand for something or you'll fall for anything.' "

Talents
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Military Bans Myspace!! Is Ct Next?
The military today blocked MySpace and a number of other sites from it's servers because they may be potential security risks. So all you GI's here on CT had better enjoy it before the military decides to add it to the list

I Think Of You
I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him... That I spend hours thinking about him... Hours talking about him. I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him, But he doesn't even know them. Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him? That everything makes me think of him.... Many song lyrics remind me of him. Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him? I guess it's not that obvious. One day I'll tell him everything... How I've day-dreamed about us being together... That I've dreamt of kissing him or being in his arms... Maybe one day I'll tell him, But today is not that day.

Ron Paul Is America's Last Hope.
Dr. Ron Paul is one of the contenders for the GOP nomination for President. He is a long time congressman from the State of Texas. He was included in the recent GOP debate although the mainstream media ignored him afterward. Here is a link to a video of his debate responses and a link to a news article about the media blackout concerning Dr. Paul. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Hfa7vT02lA http://www.lewrockwell.com/woods/woods67.html Research him. Visit his website at: www.ronpaul2008.com. And do whatever you can to make sure he gets on the ballot..then vote for him!

Productive
A busy person is a happy person. This rings true in all aspects of life because we are putting forth an effort when we are active. When our efforts are directed towards activities that are productive and constructive, we experience progress and success, as well as the ability to overcome hurdles and unexpected events. Another benefit of an active agenda that is productive, is that our time, efforts, and activities are organized which helps to make things go a lot smoother.

I'm So Happy
OMG U ALL U JUST DONT KNO HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW 0N 5/15/2007 I DID IT I GOT MARRIED TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD PUMPKIN KING B.K A. TODD.. HOW CAN I GET SO LUCKY??TODD ALL I HAVE TO SAY I WILL MAKE U HAPPY I WILL LOVE U FOREVER... YOU ARE THE MOST LOVING MAN OMG LISTEN TO ME IM SPEECHLESS....I ♥ YOU TODD MUAHHHHHHHHHH ♥ ♥ ♥ SOMEONE PINCH ME TELL ME IF THIS IS REAL

My Pics And Folders
I have gotten alot of requests to see my pics and friend adds but heres the problem..... Alot of people have pics of everything EXCEPT their face!! WTF is up with that?? I am going to go throu my fiends and check new ones from now on.... No Salute No Access my Folders and Risk being taken off my friends list.... now if you got a few pics of you and no salute then your prob fine but no more people without pics of them or pics that are not everyday pics that show your real...if you have a modeling or not really you looking pic and thats it then you will prob be deleted..... I like to see who sees my pics just like u like to see my pics so salutes or more then 2 pics of YOU & your Face not just body parts need to be uploaded!! Everyone will also be happy to see who u really are too :) thanks

May 15, 2007
There are only so many times you can say, 'But I didn't know!' and have it be a legitimate excuse. From now on, make it your duty to find out what's going on so you can take responsible action. Life will get much better. I have made this my duty more recently! It seems to be working out nicely for me :D

On Vacation
To any of you who have noticed i havent replied to your messages or comments. Its because Im out of the country at the moment. Im currently in Vancouver. And before that I spend a week in Venice Beach. Anyway, i havent forgotten about you guys. I will be home in about another week, and I will get back in touch with you all. Take care.

Thank You Tam Tam
Just wanted to say thanks TamTam for helping me find my way through this cherry tap thing, your a life saver.. IM SO LOVIN CHERRY TAP, is so much better then myspace woohooo.... TIme to go to work so be home later... Liz

Thinking
I am always thinking of you About all the amazing things you do I think about how we love each other And would do anything for one another I think about your gorgeous smile And how this is all worth the while I think about our amazing relationship And our journey on this trip I think about the memories in the past And how all this is going to last I think about our wonderful life together And how I want to be with you forever I think about our love being so real And all of the feelings that I feel I think about you showing me what love is all about And how you're always there to help me out I think about you being the only one And how you shine like the sun I think about the ring I gave to you And how it represents my love being true I think about how He sent you to me And how I love you endlessly I think about giving you my whole heart And how you are a beautiful piece of art I think about how you are my entire life And how I want you to be my wife I think ab

.sleepy.packing.
so. tired. if i had the luxury of being able to close my eyes and go back to sleep...i would. but no. ive got things to do. and boxes to pack and Monkeys to feed. brain function is not very..high, yet. i think i slept wonky...cuz my back is not happy in the least and my wonderful Monkey thought it would be uber cool to sleep with her sippy cup upside down after she climbed into mommy's bed...so i woke up covered in juice. go me. *yawn* i should be packing. it seems never ending yannow? ive gotten rid of so much useless shit... and even that...is never ending. good thing i bought garbage bags. somehow i think stayin on the phone til...ehh 2:30 ish didnt help my tiredness in the least. *shrug* oh well. or something no more thinking.

Today I Miss You So Much-
OF ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG IN LIFE- I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU BUT I DO NOT JUDGE WHAT HE DOES. HE KNOWS BEST- AND THIS WORLD REALLY DOES NEED TO SHAPE UP BEFORE ANYMORE BABIES ARE BORN- KEITH - MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO BAD- I WONDER DAILY HOWE YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOUR FAVORITE TEAMS WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE PLAYING LITTLE LEAGUE BALL IN SCHOOL- I ALSO CAN LOOK AT THE 4 I HAVE HERE AND KNOW YOU WOULD BE ADORABLE TOO- JUST LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. I MISS YOU BABYBOY- YOUR MOMMY'S LIL ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THIS IS MY BABY BOY KEITH ALLEN- BORN 11-21-99- PASSED AWAY 11-21-99. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN.

Its What You Do To Me...
So the song that Amy is currently addicted to was the inspiration for the ramblings in my head on my way home from work today. So here's the lyrics... PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS "Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to yo

Fantasybaseball!
WooHoo, Im excited! My Fantasy Baseball team has moved up into 4th place! I keep checking on them and one day they are up and the next day they are down. But They seem to be up more than down so thats a good thing. Anyway, Im proud that they are doing good because this is the first year that I have actually built my own team. I have watched & keep track of the teams in the past but wasnt brave enough to try it myself. I didnt do my picking till late, after about the second day into the season, But I was still able to get some pretty good players. Anyway, Im just happy not to be in 11th or 12th place. WOOHOO Go TNBraves!!! http://msn.foxsports.com/fantasy/baseball/commissioner/standings/home?leagueId=18354

Bastard!!!
Man charged with stealing $250,000 worth of Skittles • Alan Chavez, 22, charged with stealing truck with $250K worth of Skittles inside • He was removed tires from truck when police arrived • Chavez said he'd paid someone else $500 for the tires DALLAS, Texas (AP) -- A little candy can add up to a rainbow of trouble. A man caught removing tires from a truck has been charged with stealing the tractor-trailer containing $250,000 worth of Skittles, police said. Seven pallets of the 28 in the truck are still missing, authorities said. Alan Chavez, 22, has been charged with first-degree felony theft. It was unclear Monday whether he had a lawyer. Chavez said he had paid someone else $500 for the truck's rims and tires, police said. The truck has an estimated value of $85,000, and the trailer's value is $30,000.

Hmm
Ever have a good idea for a blog and then when you start typing it out it sounds horrible and you wonder who the hell would want to read your ramblings? This blog started out as a tirade about how dating sites are laughable but even I got bored writing it. So it turned into something about boring blogs. Lol, not sure which was worse.

Darien Lake Concert
If anyone's going to see AMY and the gang in early August (I think the first Friday or something like that), and either have an extra ticket, OR want a pal to go with (and we need to get tix, if still available), let me know. My niece was going to be my 'date' but she's not coming into town now until after concert is over :-(

When U Lose Someone Close
when u lose someone close to your heart and u must learn to move on without them in your life but always remember they are not really gone because they are in your heart always and always remember how much they loved you and the memories that u cheerios is a good feeling to have yes they are gone but will always be with u always thought the love u shared the stories and mommies and that u will always have to pass down to your kids and remember them as they were not as they was and remember they are always with u.

You Were There
YOU WERE THERE TO PICK ME UP WHEN I FELL OFF MY BIKE YOU WERE THERE WHEN I FELL DOWN AND I GOT A CUT YOU WERE THERE WHEN I CRIED YOU WERE THERE WHEN I WAS SCARED YOU WERE THERE WHEN I NEEDED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON YOU WERE THERE TO SCARE OFF THE MONSTER FROM UNDER MY BED AND OUT OF MY CLOSET YOU WERE THERE WHEN I HAD A BAD DREAM AND YOU LET ME SLEEP BESIDE YOU YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NOW I LOOK AROUND AND DON'T SEE YOU THERE I CALL OUT TO YOU AND YOU DON'T COME NOW I KNOW YOU WENT HOME TO BE WITH GOD HOW I MIS YOU EACH DAY WHO WILL NOW SCARE THE MONSTERS AWAY AND PICK ME UP WHEN I FELL DOWN AND GIVE ME A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.

If
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you But make allowance for their doubting too, If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your t

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

When I Look
WHEN I LOOK UP IN THE DARK BLUE SKY AND I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME BUT I DON'T SEE YOU THERE WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT SO I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW EVERY NIGHT HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I DONT WHAT YOU TO FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT

Tales Of Woe In Los Angeles
So yesterday wasn't my best of days. I had a mediation yesterday starting at 11:30 a.m. in dowtown Los Angeles. From my house, that's about 20 miles and with L.A. traffic, about 45 minutes. No big deal, I got there on time, enjoyed the trip, had time to stop at Starbucks and get my mandatory iced coffee, etc. So I meet my two clients at the mediation, along with our expert (for those not in the "know", I'm a construction defect attorney). This is a big multi-party case involving the owners of a 3 million dollar home, the general contractor and several subcontractors. I represent two plastering companies. The first one did the first two parts of the stucco system but then formed a new company. So my second client came in and did the final part (the new company), which is the "color coat"). OK, so now that you're bored. Because the first company is out of business, there isn't much chance they're going to pay money. So that client left. Then the president of the new com

Lovin' You
Put your arms around me baby Can't you see that I need you so Hold me close against your skin I'm about to begin lovin' you Youâ€™re the man I always wanted to know From the touch of your skin that I've always wanted to feel To the kiss that I long for more For your arms that crush my soul. Youâ€™re the one to see into my darkness And youâ€™re the only one to make it light again Canâ€™t you see I need you so Please come back to me again So I can love you skin to skin So put your arms around me baby Can't you see that I need you so Hold me close against your skin I'm about to begin lovin' you

Rating Photos
Okay don't get pissy if I don't give you a ten on every photo in your album. I get bored I hit the I'm bored link and I rate the photos it sends me to. I rate based on this criteria: A)General quality of photo...is it grainy can I see what or who it is depicting? B)Next if its a personal photo...I don't care if you got nice abs or the paunchiest belly in the world....show a face get a decent rating as long as other criteria suitable. C)I do NOT base on your looks. It's a decent photo of a person or its a bad photo of anything. D) Scenery (given I can tell what it is always gets an 8 or better E)Military photos automatically rate a 10. They deserve no less!!!!! So if you got a bad rating scuze the F**K outta me...it's my personal opinion not the worlds cutest baby contest for crying out loud. Rant over...

Irish Medical Dictionary
IRISH MEDICAL DICTIONARY Artery......................... The study of paintings Bacteria....................... Back door to cafeteria Barium......................... What doctors do when patients die Benign......................... What you be, after you be eight Caesarean Section.............. A neighbourhood in Rome Catscan........................ Searching for Kitty Cauterize...................... Made eye contact with her Colic.......................... A sheep dog Coma........................... A punctuation mark Dilate......................... To live long Enema.......................... Not a friend Fester......................... Quicker than someone else Fibula......................... A small lie Impotent....................... Distinguished, well known LabourPain..................... Getting hurt at work Medical Staff.................. A Doctor's cane Morbid......................... A higher offer Nitrates............

Technical Problem
Technical Problem Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Goingtothepub 7.5 , and Softball 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 .. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING !!! It is also

The Person I Long To Be
The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 4-30-07

A New Beginning
I am getting to that point again where I close myself off from the world and stop caring. Luckily enough I have done it enough to adapt to still be able to care about a few things mostly my daughter and about 2-3 friends. Nothing else I am ready to drop a match to the shop and walk away. As for my ex god if he could turn the knife in my heart he would but hell enough I can't do it. Sick of it all if it goes up in flames tomorrow as long as my kid and a few others are ok I don't care. I could sit here as the world burns and roast marshmallows. I don't like it when I get this way because I am a cold hearted bitch. The pain is getting too much so I am just going numb. Knowing if I walk away from the bike shop I will be screwed but the bike shop will close barely has effect on me. If it wasn't for my kid there is not a thing on this earth that could keep me anywhere.

And Now A Breaking Update
DADDY IS GOING TO BE OK. for the most part. it is a long road to recovery. He is off the ventilator tube and breathing strongly on his own. He just has to make it past the hurdles of avoiding pneumonia and blood clots. He is frustrated as his voice is not there yet, and I can only imagine he is a little scared. I am....tired to say the least. now that he is awake I am not at the hospital every moment since it just gets him a little worked up that he can't talk. so I give him time to rest, he is still in ICU and weak. visitation is still family only. I am still dealing with the stress, just a little less than I was. on a small happy note, I will get my net back tomorrow according the cable guy this morning. so once more I will sit for hours on end and stare at my little glowing world. oh... how I have missed it.

Political Correctness
The instant art becomes ‘Politically Correct’, it ceases to be ART. Art is supposed to inspire and provoke thoughts and emotions. Anything less, and you’ve got a Hallmark greeting card from the 1950’s, or worse, a Thomas Kinkade painting or ‘embellished [wtf?] print’. It might be an up-to-the-minute decoration. It might go with your couch and your wallpaper. It might even mollify your bourgeois in-laws. But it ain’t ART. How can we evolve — as individuals, as a culture, and as a species — if we let the sad, little scaredy-monkeys police our thoughts? How can we exchange our ideas and develop our ideals when we let the bleating herds censor our discussions and debates? And I wanna know when the hell did it become wrong to exercise the right of Freedom of Speech?!! “Oh, you shouldn’t say that!” has rapidly degraded to “Oh, you’re not allowed to think that!” WTF? Do these half-wits assume that I am a half-wit like them and therefore not to be trusted with the spoken or w

Girl You Know It's True
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your

To Hell With You.
What do you think I am? Some sort of monkey who exists merely to entertain you? That I'm just here to bring a cheesy grin to your damn face? Well... ok then. Now that we have that settled, smile for the monkey you ungrateful tools.

Round 2
Well, I took a whole week and I still can't figure out why everything went so wrong. I guess that I should have known it from the start that I was just a temporary replacement. Maybe I just wanted to believe so badly that somebody actually loved me that I was deaf, dumb, and blind to the obvious. I can't make heads or tails of the situation and I'm done trying to. I mean, can you tell me why someone would go back to their ex on their anniversary with their new significant other? Pretty effed up right? Oh well, she's not worried about it, so I won't be either. I wish people always mean what they say...especially when they say "I love you."

New Piercings And Tattoo Fixed
The other day we had something like a piercing party at my house, i got my nose pierced and my belly done three times so now i have 4 belly rings and then i went and got a heart tattoo i have on my arm filled in, it still hurts, i cant wait for it to heal... im tired of worring about it! so yeah i am through with the piercings.. all together i have 14 holes !!

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Promise By Jagged Edge
For KallY Nothing is promised to me and you So why will we let this thing go Baby I promise that I'll stay true Don't let nobody say it ain't so And baby I promise That I will never leave That everything will be alright, I I promise these things to you Girl just believe I promise Should of known the things you said been right Forever is such a very long time We never even had a fight Don't let no one change your mind Cause they don't know how much I care They don't know the things we share unless they're here babe But since they're not How can they say I'm not true, oh, oh, oh 2 - If you need a love, I got the love that you need Ain't no way they can take that from me And I pray to God that one day they will see (They'll see that im all you need) Repeat 1 When I think of all the times I said That I will see you another day Baby now that's gonna change, yes it is Said you mean the world to me And babygirl I keep you first,

Let's Get Married By Jagged Edge
For Kally See first of all, I know these so called players wouldn't tell you this But, I'ma be real and say what's on my heart Let's take this chance and make this love feel relevant Didn't you know I loved you from the start yeah eah eah yeeah Then I think about, all the years we put in this relationship Who knew we'd make it this faar Then I think about,where would I be if we were to just fall apart And I can't stand the thought of losing you. uh oh Chorus: Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't get no younger we might as well do it Been feelin' you all the while girl I must confess Girl let's just get married I just want to get married Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't gettin' no younger (so) we might as well do it Been feelin' you all the while girl and I must confess Let's get married Said I done it all, but frankly girl I'm tired of this emptiness I wanna come home to you and only you Cause making love to just anyone ain't

Blah Blah....blah....
OK...SO TODAY'S BEEN AN EXCEPTIONAL BEAUTIFUL DAY! I'VE SPENT SO MUCH TIME ENJOYING THE SUNSHINE... ONLY REALLY HERE TO ADD PICTURES...OR LEAVE COMMENTS. I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS TANNING BUSINESS... YES.. I AM AN INDIAN... LOL OK...SO I NEED SOME IDEAS OF WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW. I GUESS WHAT I NEED TO DO WITH MY LIFE. AND I'VE BEEN GETTING MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN. I'LL BE GOING TO WORK SOON... OR TAKING A COUPLE OF COURSES... WHICH WILL LEAD INTO A COUPLE MORE COURSES...PRETTY MUCH... BUSINESS MANAGEMENT. AND A COUPLE OTHER'S ON TOP OF THAT ONE. ANYWAY... WHAT I'M SAYING.. IS IF YOUR READING THIS... THEN GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND ENJOY THE SUNSHINE!! HAHA LIKE ME... HAVE A GREAT REST OF THE DAY... SINCERELY, ~NEEDS A TAN BAD~

Charity From A Lawyer
A local United Way office realized that the organization had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in charge of contributions called him to persuade him to contribute. "Our research shows that out of a yearly income of at least $500,000, you give not a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give back to the community in some way?" The lawyer mulled this over for a moment and replied, "First, did your research also show that my mother is dying after a long illness, and has medical bills that are several times her annual income?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbled, "Um ... no." The lawyer interrupts, "or that my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair?" The stricken United Way rep began to stammer out an apology, but was interrupted again. "or that my sister's husband died in a traffic accident," the lawyer's voice rising in indignation, "leaving her penniless with three children?!" The humiliated

Wtf!
OK... so why is it that when you are doing your damnest to make a go of your career all hell has to break loose! Ok... so I make less then $11 bucks an hour to do a professional job that should be paid 3Xs that amount and be full time! BUT NOOOO the state likes to make things hard, and I have a bachelors degree! So here it is.. I bring home less then a grand a month... do you think my truck could hang on to its clutch for a while longer, till I got that perm. job?! Oh hell no! So here I am sitting drinking way to much coffee and chocolate waiting to pay $700 for a new clutch! SHOOT ME! Ok..rant over! :P

Who's Guilty?
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 O�clock in the morning, a resounding noise came form outside... The woman, sort of bewildered, jumps up from the bed and yells at the man: - �Shit!, that must be my husband!� So the guy quickly got out of bed , scared, and naked. He jumped out the window like a crazy man, smashed himself on the ground, went through a thorn bush, then he stood up and started to run fast to his car. Just a few minutes later he returns and tells the woman: - I�m your husband, you slut!!! So the woman answers: - Oh, yeah?!! And why were you fucking running?!! You son of a bitch!

If We Had Sex!
1. Would you be in control?- 2. Would you let me pull your hair?- 3. Would you whisper in my ear? - 4. Would you talk dirty to me?- 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? - 6. Would you say my name?- 7. Would you go down on me?- 8. Would you let me give you a hickie?- 9. How many rounds would we go? - 10. What would you wanna do afterwards?- 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?- 12. Would you lick and bite me all over?- 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? - 14. Would you want me to take my time?- 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?- 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?- 17. Where would you wanna "do it"?- 18. Would you be loud or quiet?- 19. Would you mind if i liked you?- 20. Would you do it today?- 21. Would you do it tomorrow?- 22. Would you call me in the morning?- 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them f

My Feelings
I have gotten to a breaking point. I do not know what to do. The drama has gotten so freaking deep. I try and pull myself away fromt he drama only to be pulled in no matter what. I do not have to be where the drama is to be pulled in to it. Seems like everyone keeps pulling the BS around me. Which in turn I am shutting down. I do not wish to do anything anymore. I want to hide under my rock where its safe. There for I do not have to deal anymore. I guess that is that.

First In A While.
1. Does anyone know your password to MySpace besides you? I HARDLY REMEMBER IT AT TIMES. 2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? GRILLED CHICKEN CEASAR SALAD. 3. Are you an emotional person? INTENSE YEAH, NOT REAL EMOTIONAL. 4. Do you like your middle name?: I HATE IT. 5. Do you believe in love at first sight? NAH, BUT LUST AT FIRST SITE FOR SURE. 6. Does the person you like, know that you like them?: I THINK I MAKE IT PRETTY CLEAR WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE. 7. What was the last thing you did? ATE 9 ALEVE'S. MY TOOTH IS KILLING ME!!! 9. Who was the last person you ate with? MY MOM TOOK ME TO MONTERREY'S TODAY. 10. What song are you listening to right now?: MY DINGALING BY CHUCK BERRY. 11. How's the weather right now?: CLEAR AND KINDA COOL. 12. Last person who called you? SMACK MADAME. 13. last person you gave a hug? Q-BALL. 14. Last song you sang? SADLY THE SESAME STREET THEME SONG.... 15. Do you love anyone? NAH, FUCKING HATE

Apple Thoughts
Why do apples taste better when they are cut up. I also find the same thing when you put chocolate on strawberries. Cherries taste good by themselves Oranges taste better not so cut up. Seedless oranges would be good. ~Timmy~

Always A Little Too Late
WHy is it that I cant seem to show my feelings at the right time. Is it because I am afraid of getting hurt yet again.. then why is it that no matter what I do I get hurt. Am I not ment to love someone w/o getting hurt. "dont do this or that because you might hurt so and so" well fuck 'em!! I guess I should turn into the royal Bitch and do what ever feels best for me. I give up trying to make everyone else happy! I'm not one who hands out my feelings lightly. Yes I care for many people but there are those who are very special to me. Why cant I show those feelings to the world with out worrying what this bitch that doesnt know I exsist feels or what that one who thinks I'm just a friend because she has a major crush on him..... fuck it So I guess for the sake of my heart andthe sake of my sanity I should probably keep all feelings out of my life. no like no love no happiness no joy no hate no anger no trust no nothing.

Assuming We're Wrong
It doesn't matter who tells you how to be saintly. It doesn't matter if you agree with every word I say and intend to do something about it. Actions speak louder than words, and often we don't understand our lessons unless we're acting them out. How can we assume we're wrong though? Second guessing ourselves constantly will result in pandemonium. Just imagine coming up to a four-way stop sign with three other cars and no one taking the initiative. We need quick thinking and impulse decisions just as much as we need slow, careful thought. So how do you balance the two? Empathy. Spend one day, one hour or even one second trying to understand how someone else feels and you become a better person instantaneously. If you can step back from anger and hate for another person, and for just one moment realize why they act the way they do, you can't hate them as much. You can't be selfish if you truly understand the other side of the fence. Your pride can't withstand the understandin

Wiser Than One Who's "good?"
If there is one truth that is evident on this floating rock of ours, it's that evil people never simply die. Oh sure, they have their lives extinguished for them, usually in unsavory ways that their pernicious behavior completely warrants, but they never just fall over dead. Why is this, exactly? I theorize that the evil that courses through some people's veins coats them with some kind of a death-deflecting, Teflon-like material. Death just slides off of these fuckers like a grilled cheese sandwich off a brand new skillet. Look at fucking Castro, for crying out loud. And what about Yassar Arafat? Sure, he laid there in a coma for awhile and some speculate that he was poisoned anyway, but however you cut it, the terrorist leader of the PLO did not die without a fight. The thing is, never -- NEVER I say -- do you hear about someone evil just keeling over and dying from natural causes. They always have to go out in some big dramatic fashion. Wouldn't it be simpler if some people just.

The Gift Of Words...
The gift of words. As a teenager I used to walk a little under a mile from the bus stop to my house. We lived out there in the middle of nowhere. In a valley. with mountains that surrounded us in every direction. It really was awsome. On the way home I'd smoke my cigaretts, sing songs and avoid those damn cows whenever possible. The road to my childhood home is almost always littered with cowpies or coyotee crap. It snakes round and around and around. left right left right. It's enough to make you sick if you are unused to it. The road is so narrow that you are constantly on the lookout for a vehicle coming the opposite direction. One must pull over and take turns passing. When you walk up my parents driveway in the fall, it is certainly one of the most glorious sights to see. Thier hundred and something year old farmhouse with its tin roof that shines in the sun stands there. You can almost hear it creaking.... this house. You can almost see it huffing and puffing. It is ol

Information You Might All Want To Read
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS HERE ON THE TAP I HAVE BEEN GOING AROUND AND DOUBLE CHECKING MY FRIENDS MAKING SURE I HAVE RATED THE PROFILE AND FANNED MY LOVELY FRIENDS I AM ALSO SLOWLY BUT SURELY COMING BY AND RATING ALL OF YOUR PICTURES AND EVENTUALLY WILL BE COMING BY TO RATE ALL YOUR STASHES ASWELL. IF I HAVE NO FANNED YOU OR RATED YOU PROFILE PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND IF YOU WISH FOR ME TO COME BY TO YOUR PAGE TOMORROW AS I AM OUT OR PICTURE RATES TODAY JUST LET ME KNOW THANK YOU LOVE ALL YOU CHERRIES P.S IF I HAVE RATED YOUR PICS PLEASE TAKE TIME TO COME DO THE SAME FOR ME ASWELL AS PROFILE RATING AND FANNING THANKS

More Tidbits
*At one point I had no nose *I'm double jointed *Very clumsy *Toenails are usually pink *I can't feel my left knee *I've broken both my pinky's *Very shy *I've crashed a car that wasn't mine *Never owned a fake ID, but always got drinks :P *I love the rain, and thunder storms *Like to play card games *Not fond of shopping *Love to read, yes, Harry Potter, think of me what you will *Favorite Artist is Amy Brown *Musical obsession is currently a lady names Aslyn *love LOVE the movie Goonies *I've made 2 quilts *I play gameboy at work *Still play UNO *Kick ass in poker Thats all I can think of at the moment, please ask if you need me to elaborate

Lost Baby .
Well here i am again . I lost my granddaugher on the 12 of May . My daugher was 6 months preg . Her water broke and she ended up in hosptial 5 hours from me . She had the baby at 4 am sat morning . The baby lived all of 5 mins . She was soooooooooooooooooooo pretty and so very small . Her lungs just was not ready for this big bad world . I know she is being watch over . I lost my mother inlaw in dec and my dad 3 weeks later. So i know she is being looked after . I have to Take care of my daugher now . She will n ever ever get over this . And the same day they told her she might not be able to carry a baby to term . She will fine that out in 3 months. We have not gotten our Little ones ashes yet in a few days . Then we will lay her to rest . Just though i share . Hugsssssssssssss

Where Have All The Real Men Gone?
I am so tired of wussy men, that are all emotional, "whoa is me", hold me, "Why can't you just love me", stalkin my every move and need more attention than a newborn. Where the hell did John Wayne go? If you find him can you ask him to stap the shit out of this pansies we are supposed to call men? I am the woman. You need to hold me every once in awhile. Ask me how my day was, ask me "How are you feeling today?" I need to be able to cry every now and then, without having to feel sorry about how emotional your getting. WTF!!! Where did the men go who can use a hammer? Who stub their toe and walked it off? Where is the man who can get punched in the face and grab another beer? Why do I always have to be the strong one? If I have to kill one more spider, or fix another man's car, I'm going to scream!!!! So if there are any real "man's men" out there, let me know how evelotion evolved all the other men into women. For the love of God, please send me a man's man. I need someone

Avon Client Rant.. Grrr
ugh... Gonna rant here. You know every one of my Avon clients are fine.. except one. I got introduced to her ... and I regret it since. She's been nothing but a whinger. I don't mind it when she says she can't pay for something... I've even had to take stuff back but I understood. BUT when I don't do exactly what she says.. look out. How dare she leave messages on my phone with attitude!! 'You didn't leave me a message Wednesday night"... NO darling, it helps when your machine is turned on.. dang thing rang out! I rang her just now and told her that I will no longer drop off books. I am tired of her whinging.. tired of her condescending behaviour and one very telling sentence she said a while ago gave it away.. "I'm always having arguments with everyone" .. like it's our fault. Hello lady, I don't seem to have a problem with any other client ... just you!! Funny that. So anyway she told me that I am full of sh*t and I told her that she has to remember that I have

Playlist For The Week Of 5/8/07 - 5/15/07.
Anthrax - Spreading The Disease Carcass - Necroticism: Descanting The Insalubrious Carpathian Forest - Fuck You All!!!! Coroner - Grin Dark Throne - Plaguewielder Genitorturers - 120 Days Of Genitorture Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Hypocrisy - Penetralia Impaled - Death After Life Incantation - Primordial Domination Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Alive III Left Hand Solution - Fevered Megadeth - Peace Sells...But Who's Buying? Mercyful Fate - The Bell Witch EP Motley Crue - Girls, Girls, Girls Opprobrium - Discerning Forces Overkill - Necroshine Pestilence - Malleus Maleficarum Poison - Open Up And Say...Ahh! Sathanas - Black Earth Sinister - Cross The Styx Skid Row - Skid Row Solitude Aeturnus - Adagio Unleashed - Victory W.A.S.P. - The Last Command

Little Johnny
> Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on >>> her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself >>> beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a >>> tissue. >>> >>> "What's the Matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in >>> class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and >>> 44?" >>> >>> Little Johnny quickly replied, "NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!" >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Little Johnny's kindergarten class was on a field trip to their local >>> police station where they saw pictures tacked to a bulletin board of the >>> 10 most wanted criminals. One of the youngsters pointed to a picture and >>> asked if it really was the photo of a wanted person. "Yes," said the >>> policeman. "The detectives want very badly to capture him." >>> >>> Little Johnny asked, "Why d

~~late Breaking News...........
Subject: Fw: Church Squirrels There were Five country churches in a small TEXAS town: The Presbyterian Church, the Baptist Church,o?= o?=the Methodist Churcho?=, the Catholic Church,o?= and the Jewish Synagogueo?=.o?= Each church was overrun with pesky squirrels. One day, the Presbyterian Church called a meeting to decide what to do about the squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they determined that the squirrels were predestined to be there, and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will ... In the Baptist Church the squirrels had taken up habitation in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a cover on the baptistery and d rown the squirrels in it. The squirrels escaped somehow and there were twice as many there the next week. The Methodist Church got together and decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creation. So, the y humanely trapped the Squirrels and set them free a few miles outside of town

Important Info
If you're a Jezebel Tempting fan and have been anxiously awaiting her website ..there is finally news. Here is your official invitation to join her official websites mailing list. Make your way now to: www.JezebelTempting.com or click the picture below Join the mailing list and get the latest updates and news on your favorite gothic bondage fetish slut;) Thanks for your support. Dark embraces and bloody kisses, Jezebel Tempting

May15, 2007... Horoscope
Rubbing elbows with the creme de la creme of society casts a rosy glow over your self-esteem, and no wonder -- these people just adore you! Keep hold of your common sense and you won't get knocked off your feet.

It's All About Loving!
Every teardrop is precious So better make sure That if you drop some, It is worth crying for, Because, You can never pick them And bring them back to you eyes! It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone An hour to like someone And a day to love someone But it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Love Wisely! ƒº

Update On Me And My Family
Well grandma passed away in april and all I am doing is hanging in there.. Sorry not on for a while but this is going to be like this for a while.. I am doing fine just helping out with my grandpa with the bills and cleaning the house.. Plz I will do what I can to comment and comment off pictures ok.. I hope you all have a really good night and have a really good day tomorrow ok.. Again I will give you updates on me and my family when I can.. Virgo24

Mudvayne "happy"
Happy? Lyrics Artist(Band):Mudvayne In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh, this pressured center rising My life overturned Unfair the despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY?! Are you HAPPY?! Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Whats my release?? What sets me free? Do you fall beyond just to push me down again

Journey "lovin' Touchin' Squeezin'"
LOVIN' TOUCHIN' SQUEEZIN' Lyrics Artist(Band):Journey You make me weep and wanna die Just when you said we'd try Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other When I'm alone, all by myself You're out with someone else Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other You're tearing me apart, every every day You're tearing me apart Oh what can I say You're tearing me apart It won't be long yet, till your alone When your lover, oh he hasn't come home Cuz he's lovin', ooh he's touchin', he's squeezin' another He's tearin' you apart Oh every every day He's tearin' you apart Oh girl what can you say? Cus he's lovin', touchin' another Now it's your turn, girl, to cry Na na na na na na (Repeats)

Truths To Live By
TRUTHS TO LIVE BY 1. Faith is the ability to not panic, but to trust God. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so God can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. Life is not about toys, but about what we do for others. 16. We do not remem

U R Not Blonde R U
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day, so she eases her car over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk, takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The life like cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic becomes snarled and backed up. It isn't very long before a police car arrives thru the mess with lights flashing. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer. "Hellll-looo, those are my emergency flashers! As required by law," she replied.

Kiss Me...
Love those kisses. Puckered up by every kind of emotion under the heart. Heated by passion, chilled by desperation, even soaked with tears. But with all the salt, it could never take away the powerful thump that shakes me. So many kinds of kisses; The leaned on lovers, joined only by their lips and never touching, as if their bodies could be felt without the use of their hands. The frantic tongue play of a couple seperated too long, rediscovering their hidden readiness. The sealed and long lips of an aged and wedded, over comfortable days and hand holding between the blankets and years. Finally, the quick and sudden first kiss. Filled with excitement and electricity that sparks the mind and leaves behind a scorch mark to remember and reflect upon for years to come. Experience all these things at some point in life, but for now... Come on over here and kiss me.

Fart. Yeah, I Said Fart.
If you sit on my couch without underwear covering your butt, I'm going to have to ask you to not fart. hehe. I said fart. Hey, wait a minute. Why the hell are you in my house, on my couch and sans sous-vêtement?

Forever In This Moment.......
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching, tasting, exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our time Want me like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Yes It Is Pretty Much Sos
I am a whore........ A sports kind of whore that is. I mean, I am sure if enough quality women would step up and I was capable... Never mind that. So here is my past week, and week ahead. As I mentioned I had the intense golf weekend in Lake Geneva. And well Monday brought me back to work. What a joy. We are having a slight slow down right now. And that kind of sucks. Gets quite boring, and makes the dumb people all that more annoying to deal with. So lets talk about the fun part. Monday- golf league, week one. We pushed the week. As in we tied the team we played against. Troy and I were not playing the top of our games. Tuesday - softball. we won, I forget the score and all that, but it was fun. That is right, I did talk about that. Wedensday - Softball, 9:30 game, those suck BTW. We won. I had a so-so game, not like tuesday night. But I managed to get a hit when it was important. But the rest of the team came up big. Thursday - Softball(seeing a trend h

My Guy.
It is so nice to finally meet someone that wants to be with you and wants to see you! Its so great when that person thinks that you are gorgeous and pretty. I think I have met someone very special. I can't wait to spend more time with him and really get to know him! I am so happy!!! I am so excited about this guy I can't tell you because I can hardly express it! I hope everyone meets this kind of guy that makes your heart melt and makes you feel like you are the only person he wants!!!

10 Best Herbs For Indoors
You can grow herbs indoors in the winter and add that just-picked taste to your meals, even when snow is drifting up against the kitchen window. You don't even need special lights—herbs fare just fine in a bright window. Here are the best herbs for growing on windowsills and the smart techniques you need to keep them happy and healthy until you can plant outside again. Basil: Start basil from seeds and place the pots in a south-facing window—it likes lots of sun and warmth. Bay: A perennial that grows well in containers all year long. Place the pot in an east, or west, facing window, but be sure it does not get crowded—bay needs air circulation to remain healthy. Chervil: Start chervil seeds in late summer. It grows well in low light but needs 65 to 70 degrees F temperatures to thrive. Chives: Dig up a clump from your garden at the end of the growing season and pot it up. Leave the pot outside until the leaves die back. In early winter, move the pot to your coolest indoor s

Create A Flowering Landscape With Herbs
Who says herbs have to be just plain green? Many herbs can hold their own in any flower garden with bright blooms and beautiful foliage. As an added bonus, you can harvest your handsome herbs for cooking or crafts, so they're practical as well as pretty. Many of these attract beneficial insects, too. A flowering herbal border is a great compromise for gardeners with limited space because it does double-duty as an herb garden and a perennial border. The herbs described below are some of the most beautiful and easy plants you can grow for flowers and foliage. The colors are mostly in the pink, lavender and blue range, with silver, bronze or green leaves. White and yellow blooms add splashes of color off and on through the growing season. Anise hyssop Agastache foeniculum This perennial herb grows in bushy clumps, with upright branching stems topped with spikes of lavender-blue flowers in mid to late summer. The flowers attract pollinating bees and other beneficial insects to your

~these Dogs Need Our Help Not Our Hate!~
Denver Has Banned Them - Aurora Now Too!! When Are People Going to Learn That It Isn't The Breed Thats Dangerous - It's US! ~~*Bear & Cole*~~ To Lose Such Loving And Faithful Dogs Due To Some People's Ignorant Fear .... Is Just Heartbreaking. They Now Reside With A Family In Colorado Springs... Thanks Goes To The PBRC ~Pit Bull Rescue~ For Getting Then Relocated Out Of The City, So They Were Not Destroyed. ¢¾They Are ALWAYS In Our Broken Hearts¢¾ "THESE DOGS NEED OUR HELP .... NOT OUR HATE."

Opportunities
Days come and go one without number right after another. There is a small difference that makes a big difference on how each day is experienced and utilized. Every day is a good day, some days are better than others. To see every day as a good day opens our eyes to the abundant opportunities that allow us to experience and enjoy each day in a natural way. Whatever the challenges and joys are that await us each day, we can always see it through in a natural way.

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!
Yes, my baby is officially 11 today! Well, technically at 7:06 p.m. but close enough! COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments I chose this last one because I made her cupcakes to bring to school today and I turned my back for ONE SECOND and my mutts got two of them LMAO.

Tesla "love Song"
Tesla - Love Song Lyrics (Keith, Hannon) [Solo] So you think that it's over, say your love has finally reached the end Any time you call, night or day, I'll be right there for you If you need a friend It's gonna take a little time, I know, time is sure to mend your broken heart But don't you even worry, Philadelphia, 'cos I know you'll find love again Love is all around you, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know Love is all around you, yeah yeah, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know [Solo] It's all around It's all around Love will find a way - darlin', love is gonna find a way Find its way back to you Love will find a way - so look around, open your eyes Love is gonna find a way - love is gonna, love is gonna Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way, yeah

Beautiful Boy By Celine Dion
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy. Before you go to sleep, Say a little prayer, Every day in every way, It's getting better and better, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy (Beautiful boy), Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy. Out on the ocean, sailing away I can hardly wait To see you come of age But I guess we'll both just have to be patient Cause it's a long way to go, A hard row to hoe Yes it's a long way to go, But in the meantime... Before you cross the street, Take my hand, Life is just what happens to you while you're busy making other plans... Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy(Beautiful boy), Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy (Boooooooy) Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautifu

Presidential Address
----- Subject: FW: Presidential Address I’ve seen this before but thought maybe some of you hadn’t so am forwarding it. It’s just too good to keep to myself. WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that li

To All Who Have My Yahoo
if u have my yahoo u know damn well wut i do on there so plz be kind lol and not rude i really dont need the drama about it lmao but n-e how lol if n-e of u lovly ppl want to know wut i do my yahoo is dark_1_2010 lol feel free to stop by

Inescapable Pain (free Verse)
Time and time again, these feelings overwhelm. They take hold by the reins and never let go. Each effort in escaping is worthless, my destiny already predestined. The dark room shows the feelings left in me, numb to all light, all emotions. Joy, pain, compassion, love, hate, depression, frustration, devastation, It's all become gray. Emptying my feelings through a ball point pen, spraying words of a bleeding heart. and to no effect it takes, besides telling a story yet to be told. Nobody knows the pain endured, every minute of every day. The desire to slip-- --slip into an unawakened unconsciousness. Permanently rending all hurt, and darkening my gray world. It wasn't because of her, or the pain withstood without. It wasn't because of them-- --the friends left hiding behind walls. It wasn't because of failure, ensured nearly everyday. It was the undesirable loneliness, captured by each cause. Overflowing and encasing me, in this glass box, with no

Drink For Freedom
He sits alone with a bottle of wine, swallowing bottles of pills waiting for his time. Drink after drink he slowly fades, and memories of his life begin to go away. Drink after drink the room becomes dark, all his worries gone and the end begins to start. Drink after drink he begins to tear, at the thought of no one wanting him here. Drink after drink his life leaves silently, simply because he drank to be free.

Fog
Fog Creeping in, And rolling by. I felt the fog weigh down that night. Calmly I watched, It flowing in, Slowly let it invade my space and then, I let it spread, Over my soul, Breathing the fog, I felt the heaviness within. It came so slow, I never noticed when it fully took over. 5/16/07

Be Free
I wanna let go of the past, Forget about you and the love I though would last, Leaving my heart crushed, And my feelings that you just trashed. I thought you said you love me, I thought you said you'll save me, I thought you'll never leave me, I though you'd stay caring for me. Now that you've left I'd throw away these feelings that I kept. If you just know how long I wept But still, my life turned into a wreck The memories of you that I treasured, Which seemed to be a source of my pleasure, And the love you proposed I thought was pure, Let my heart wounded; there is no cure. Now your sympathies turned into neglect, I just wish you would never come back. Now, all I want is to forget A love that you once set. A future of you and me Turned into a darkness and no one could see. Although I tried to hide I still want to confide. That once I've loved you That I've always cared for you. You never said you love me still But your love and care was all th

A Feelin Like That
Baby, you give me a feeling like that I've found the future, I don't wanna look back Hold onto me tight and never ever let go Tell me if you care, just so I'll know Baby, we got each other and that's a lot We'll have to fight for what we got But together, we shall make it through Even if it's just me and you You can make my heart skip a beat or two My heart crashes into my chest and threatens to break through You're my reason for standing up so strong When nothing is right, and everything is wrong I could travel down a road in the middle of the night But you and I both know it wouldn't work right Anything to get that feeling back now I can't figure it out and I don't know how If running would give me that feeling, I'd run for miles If laughing would work I'd be all smiles But there's only one thing that maks me feel that way And that's being able to see you each and every day

The Silhouette Of Me
Are you just another line on a piece of paper, A piece of paper that holds my soul, Are you just another scar burdening my heart, From red to black you change my blood. Are you just another person set to break me down? Make me crumble, wince in pain. Are you just another hopeless case? One to surround me in loneliness again. Are you just another burning feeling? That makes me nervous for no good reason? Are you just going to let me fall? While watching me hit the ground. --No-- You are more then just another line on paper, You are the whole story, You are the piece of tape, That holds my heart together. You are the one to pick me up, Whenever I am feeling down. You are not another hopeless case, You are my favorite company. You are the one that holds me close, The one that makes me happy, You were the one that let me fall, But you were there to catch me.

Waiting For Something More.../magical Kiss/in More Ways Than One
I'm waiting for a new love. Waiting, and watching the moon. Praying that my new love. Will please come soon. Longing to remember the feeling. A feeling that is now lost. Longing for the familiar healing. Keeping my fingers crossed. But again it is better to love and lost. Than to never have loved at all. Even if your heart is at cost. Just remember to always stand tall. Love will show its face. In life time and time again. But only one love is impossible to replace. Only one love to give you true zen. I'm still waiting for this love. I'm longing for the notion. The love that comes from above. The divinest of emotion. I pray this love will come before long. I hope it wont be negating. I will hold on strong. For I am not yet done waiting... I look in her eyes, and it tickles my soul, the magical kisses, are about to unfold.. staring into her eyes, while holding her hips, my body starting to tremble, anticipating those lips.. i close m

Driving Quiz
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot over take it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Scroll down to see answer GET YOUR DRUNK ASS OFF THE MERRY GO ROUND!!!!!

Heather Gives Wood!
HEATHER'S GIVIN OUT WOOD! CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE SEXY AND SCANDALOUS HEATHER WOOD... GUARANTEED TO SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME... ON AIR NOW TILL ??? ONLY ON... SHOW HER SOME LOVE! ¢¾ HeAtHeR ~ Fu*KiN ~ WoOd ¢¾@ CherryTAP

A Troubled Heart
I do not know what further i can believe, I feel as thought i am slipping away from what i once new. As if my life is losing meaning and that scares me more then i admit. I have no honest idea what will become of my life and am very sure that if things do not get better i will probably not live to see my next birthday. All those who i once cared for are gone from my life and i fear only myself to blame for that, I have been so self destructive and failed to see it only because i always believed last minute i could pull something out of my butt and figure it all out and still come out smelling like a rose. When in truth it has been far from that, I am still dealing with the emotions that i have inside myself and i am not sure if i can cope much longer with them. I have concidered counciling again but that in honesty did not help me alot the last time and left me with more questions then answers. And answers is what i so despritly need. I see my life traviling down hill an

My Love
Well on the bright side of things rachael has been the greatest persone to me and I love her so much I can't even begin how to describe it. We've been together for just over a month and no matter how many times she say I love you to me I still get this big goofy ass grin on my face. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more every day, I eagerly wait for her phone calls and am sad that I have to sleep alone cuse I would much rather be with her holding her in my arms. So yeah I think that's all I have right now.

A Guys Idea Of Rules.....smirk!!
This is a guys idea of rules ...I must admit it brought a chuckle...most rules are generally heard from the gals side...... Now these are rules from the male side...Please note these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. 1. Sunday sports. It's like a full moon or the changing of the tides ...let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want.Lets be clear on this one subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! JUST say it! 1.Yes and no are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1.Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. Thats what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1.A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem, see a doctor 1.Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact all comments become null and void after 7 days. 1.If you won't dress like Victoria Secret girl

Vote For Plan B
Wouldn't you like to turn on the TV and hear any U.S. president, democrat or republican give the following speech? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries that have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on Lis

Real Friends
I like you because of who you are to me.... A true friend. Proud To Be Your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned..that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned.... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done. To all of you.... Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. It's National Friendship We

School And Stuff
Hi, to all. Or to all who read my blogs. So all being only a few. lol. I didn't have have internet over the weekend. Now it works again, but I'll be mostly busy with school. So sorry if you miss hearing from me. Well, today was kinda dissheartening. I went to school to figure out when one of my classes was. It turns out, it's an online class. So that's odd, but ohwell, it'x on excell, and I should be able to do it ok. I also realized the last time I looked at my schedule, I read it WRONG!. So that sux. The times and days of the classes are under the other info, under a colored bar. So I mistook the info above the class to be for the class, instead of the info underneith the colored bar. The bar seems like a divider between the classes, It looks like something that should be a headline, not something that follows soemthing else.. I should have checked to make sure what time my classes were sunday, so I knew for sure my schedule for the week. That may have prevented the problem.

Goodbye My Love.....
My eyes are fixed, I dare not move, I packed my bags, hid them away, Not a sound, as we lay here, My mind is made, I cannot stay. Must wait here, until its time, To lift the cover, leave this bed, Not a breath, I can exhale, As I creep slowly, past your head. Years and years of utter hell, I fell in your seductive trap, I love u dear, your lips would lie, As you caressed me on your lap. I fell so deep, into your world, Blinded by your handsome face, U showered me with dirty lies, You are simply, a disgrace. Supply of whiskey, at your will, Love is gone, u have no soul, Your charm is sick and so untrue, Don’t want to be your pretty doll. Spat your filth, right in my face, Raised your hand, one time too many, Burned me with your smoking stick, Respect for u?? I haven’t any. Wild with rage, u made your move, Raised your hand, u got me good, Made your mark, on tender flesh, Fuck u off ???...u knew I would. It was just a matter of time, Before I f

Golf
dirty 1. Look at the size of his putter. 2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent. 3. You really wacked the hell out of that sucker. 4. After 18 holes I can barely walk. 5. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip. 6. Lift your head and spread your legs. 7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves a lot to be desired. 8. Just turn your back and drop it. 9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls. 10. Damn, I missed the hole again

Lonely
peace n quiet is all i ask but even that is such a task screaming shouting in my head leave me crying on my bed dont watch as i shed a tear cus these are the words u dont want to hear i miss u im lonely iwant u bk but god has taken u n left a crack my heart is empty my heart lacks fire can anyone truly fulfil my desire i dont ask for much just the love of a man to fil this gap to do what he can

Religion
If ya wanna get religious...God's purpose for us is not a life on earth to determine heaven or hell. our purpose according to him is to have a relationship with him. we were created for that. if we do not believe in him we will not go to heaven. whether we live a good life or a bad life doesn't matter if we do not believe in him and live accordingly. He created heaven and hell not us. it isn't up to us when we die where we go it is up to him. say you become obsessed with someone and you fall in love with that person but they don't know you exist and so you kill yourself with a suicide note that says I loved them so much why didn't they love me back...well it is because you never made contact, you never made conversation, your relationship was all in your head. you never really knew them you never shared with them so how can you blame them for your life not being fulfilled and ultimately your death? what it all comes down to is faith. either you have it or you don't. faith in your

A Good Relationship
A good relationship Has a pattern Like a dance And is built On some Of the same Rules. The partners Do not need To hold on tightly, Because they move Confidently In the same pattern, Intricate But gay And swift And free, Like a country dance Of Mozart’s… There is no place here For the possessive clutch, The clinging arm, The heavy hand; Only the barest touch in passing. Now arm in arm, Now face to face, Now back to back- It does not matter which. Because they know they are partners Moving to the same rhythm, Creating a pattern together, And being invisibly nourished by it.

Because
Because of your strong faith I kept the Track Who’s sharp-set stones my strength Had well nigh spent I could not meet your eyes if I turned Back; So on I went. Because you would not yield to belief in me, The threatening crags that rose my way To bar I conquered inch by crumbling inch-to The goal afar. And though I struggle toward it through Hard years, Or flinch, or falter blindly, yet within, “ You can!” unwavering my spirit hears And I shall win.

Dumb Guys, Sex, & Technology
I will be the first to agree that we maybe the stronger of the 2 sexes we are certainly the dumber of the 2. And maybe it goes back to that old joke that we have 2 heads but only one to think with. I would like to know if a female gets as much junk mail that is sexual oriented as we guys do. I guess you might not if you have never browsed the porn sites just to look. Thats where they get you. They get your email address and boom then they send you a butt load of emails on how to get sluts in your area or how to increase your penis size by taking a pill. Back in the day..it was just the 1-900 numbers. They advertise them in the backs of porn mags and on late night cable tv. Well now if some of those late night commericals weren't ridiculous enough now they have commericals were they want us guys to text HOT BABES.. WTF? Ok think about all of this for a minute. It is somewhat of a chanellge to disguise your voice over the phone..but anyone can text someone. Hell I could text that numb

Mysterious Ophelia
Mysterious star! You were my dream All a long a spring night- Now my theme By this clear stream, Of you I will write Mean time from afar Bathe me in your light! Your world has not the dross of ours Yet all the beauty-all the flowers That lists our love, or decks our bowers In dreamy gardens, where do lie Dreamy maidens all the day, While the silver winds of Circassy On violet couches faint away. Little –oh! Little dwells in you Like unto what earth we see; Beauty’s eye is here the bluest In the falsest and untruest- On the sweetest air does float The most sad and solemn note- If with you be broken hearts, Joy so peacefully departs, That its echo still does dwell Like the murmur in the shell You! Thy truest type of grief Is the gently falling leaf- You! Thy framing is so holy Sorrow is not melancholy.

Bdays Alone Suck Like Root Canals
well here we are its my birthday.... again alone... got my eye on someone but hmmmm thats not going well.... so heres a bday no gifts no cakes... but i have one thing worth way more... my baby daughter ... she spent 3 weeks painting me a picture for the place i am moving into.. going to get it framed it means way more then any pricy pic i could find to hang up