For everyone who has wondered how I was doing since my last blog, I am doing better now. I had a LONG talk with some friends that I have (and some that are especially like my family) about everything I was feeling and it finally made sense. I was doing better because I had the knowledge of what the chances were that I could have been pregnant, and what the chances are that IF I had found out I had been pregnant and then it, I would be so devastated. I am not saying I'm not devastated this time but you know what I am saying. With my friends listening to me cry, and all of the comfort knowing that I still had a chance.
This past week on the "rollercoaster of emotions" has been something I never wanted to have to deal with like that, but I had friends that supported me and loved me enough to care. That's what made Mother's Day special for me even if I am not a mother yet myself.
