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Poem: Cry For The Creatures
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Cry for the Creatures Gray Wolf, my Spirit Brother Forgive my people their ways I feel your tears Earth Mother At the trust that Man betrays Great Eagle, Lord of the Sky We place poisons in the air And we do not hear your cry That nests will soon be bare Brother Bear we take your home No longer have great ice floes Your places to hunt and roam The danger to you always grows Great Caribou, where are the herds Your birthing grounds silent no more Pipes divide your place into thirds Still more profits they implore All creatures Great and Small Forgive Man for his endless greed As slowly, one by one you fall And Earth's cries he does not heed

Across My Mind
Across My Mind Over time through my eyes The visions of gleaming brunet hair Draping in front of magnificence Takes me into a higher world Over time through my mind The motion of a simplistic touch Of the heart Sets a tear across my eye Over time through life You will in no way escape my mind

If You Lost Me..
If you lost me.. If you lost me, would it make you sad Would I be so easily to replace If I was gone would u lose your smile Would your heart feel an empty space If you lost me, would you be happy alone Would the love shared now feel as nothing If I was gone would it hit you hard Would I now become someone you have never known If you lost me..

.arising.recap.
You already have everything you need to make this situation start working for you, so stop searching for answers. It's time to look at your store of knowledge. Give your experiences the appropriate weight and meaning. uhm...really? uhm ya see that doesnt really work for me universe...but uh thanx? for your uhm...input. or something like that. im eating leftover coconut shrimp for breakfast...(dun throw up chickadee...think happy thoughts).. while staring at the abundance of furniture overwelming my living room. "i know you can be overwhelmed. i think you can be underwhelmed, but can you ever just be whelmed?" "i think in europe you can." theres one last delivery set for today...and thanx tree its not coming here. im out of room. i must say the new couch is a delicious shade of red. leaning towards the moroccan side. i made them leave it in the plastic...no sense unwrapping it when we're gonna be moving it in about a week. i think in all that self-honesty-searchi

Poem
when you think of the life we lead do you wish it was really free when you see me do you wish you never lost me the sun is setting the sky's blood red the tears are falling for that blessed man to scoop me up and set me free from disaster alofe i can't be seen through the staned window pain look closer and you'll see that the man i want is far from me you'll see that pain that burn's within i loved him so and no it's not pk it's the frist guy who showed me what real men where...if you haven't guessed it's you pete

Figured You Out -- Nickelback
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can't say no Too many long lines in a row I love the powder on your nose And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) I like the freckles on your chest And I like the way you like me best And I like the way you're not impressed While you put me to the test I like the white stains on your dress And I love the way you pass the check And I love the good times that you wreck And I love your lack of self-respect While you passed out on the deck I love my hands around your neck And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to f

Sagg
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sjs...(who What) Please Read All Of This You Will Be Happy Tou Did!!!
This is so you all know the out come of taking BACTRIM and being allergic to it!!! IT WILL KILL YOU!!!! My grandma died 7 months after having a reaction to it!!! IT IS SAID TO BE A UNKNOWN DEATH...THIS IS BULLSHIT IT IS KILLING PEOPLE EVERYDAY...EXPECIALLY CHILDREN!!! PLEASE READ THIS AND VISIT THE WEBSITE IT WILL ONLY TAKE 5 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME...THIS CAN HAPPEN TO YOU OR EVEN WORSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE!!! STEVENS-JOHNSON SYNDROME (SJS) The facts about RISKS SJS and TENS are life-threatening reactions. If left untreated, they can result in death. Complications can include permanent blindness, dry-eye syndrome, photophobia, lung damage, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD), asthma, permanent loss of nail beds, scarring of the esophagus and other mucous membranes, arthritis, and chronic fatigue syndrome. Many patient’s pores scar shut, causing them to retain heat. These are just some of the side-effects that have been reported. TREATMENT First and forem

Unresting
Unresting The wanting of all worldly things came to an end When I first saw the image of your entirety. The spectacle of your eyes filled my soul With temptations and desires of your infamous touch. I take in a simple pleasure of admiring a beauty that has no comparison when you are not looking. The amazement in my mind of kissing you is like that of no worth but just my unresting heart for you.

I Am Looking For A Subbie
I am looking for a subbie..... and it's not just a matter of what I want to do to that sub.... it is a matter of, "Does that person fit".... what are they looking for ... to even consider a match and so on THINGS I ENJOY: I like spanking, I like flogging, I love caning, I like CBT( Cock and ball torture). I love needles and knives.. Love Humiliation.. I am apt to have you stand in front of a crowd, butt ass naked, on one foot singing "I'm so pretty" as I beat your ass! I also like chastity and denial A QUESTION: Do you have any lifestyle experience? do you know what it means to be a sub... have you had any training as a sub ... or are you just after some "Kinky" sex ? I rarely have sex with My submissive... they are there for My amusement and pleasure...... and love every minute of it ... that is what makes them submissive .... after all this.... the next thing is.... I am not looking for a 24/7 D/s relationship, but i do want someone that wants to be part of My life

Ulimate Gift
The Ultimate Gift The gift that can be given to anyone, The gift that someone should treasure forever, The gift that should never alter, The gift that can please and destroy everyone, The gift is emotional and physical, The gift that be returned, The giving of the gift should be pure, The gift itself is love

How's The Hairdo?
This is something to think about when negative people are doing their best to rain on your parade. Remember this story the next time someone who knows nothing, and cares less, tries to make your life miserable. A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who said "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty. You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser." That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's TiberRiver called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the w

Dog & Cat Diaries-funny But Sort Of True
The Dog's Diary 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! The Cat's Diary Day 2983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up mystrength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt

That Is So Sad
STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used for consumer product testing. They are graphic.

Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
Caught sleeping at your desk ,please use new sop as below. Five best things to say if you're caught sleeping at your desk: 5. They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Tippex. You probably got here just in time." 2. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" AND THE NUMBER ONE BEST THING TO SAY IF YOU GET CAUGHT SLEEPING AT YOUR DESK: 1. Raise your head slowly and say "...in Jesus' name. Amen." .

Bored
My family is out of town.. I am all alone.. and my friends are all busy... my man went out of town.... i have nothing to do and am going out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!! i need something to do... this town is boring and depressing...

How True Is This??
Recently a large corporation hired several cannibals to increase their diversity. "You are all part of our team now," said the human resources rep during the welcoming briefing. "You get all the usual benefits and you can go to the cafeteria for something to eat, but please don't eat any employees." The cannibals promised they would not. Four weeks later their boss remarked, "You're all working very hard and I'm satisfied with your work. We have noticed a marked increase in the whole company's performance. However, one of our secretaries has disappeared. Do any of you know what happened to her?" The cannibals all shook their heads no. After the boss had left, the leader of the cannibals said to the others, "Which one of you idiots ate the secretary?" A hand rose hesitantly. "You fool!" the leader continued. "For four weeks we've been eating managers and no one noticed anything. But nooooo, you had to go and eat someone who actually does something."

Colored Men
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism.

Wooden Bowl
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dr

My Kissing Technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Poem
Dreams Dreams are the reason for my hurting They bring thoughts that are untrue. Thoughts you hope for, Those never happen. Told plenty of times it would be Then reality shows it will never be seen At least not to be seen from your eyes, But still seen from your heart.

"the Natural" Randy Couture To Aid Returning War Fighters
Couture's Foundation to aid Soldiers in need By Thomas Gerbasi Heavyweight Champion Randy Couture sees the headlines. He reads about the tragedies, hears many wonder what the youth of the United States are doing to effect change in this world, and the prognosis is almost always negative. But then he’ll visit a military base or medical facility, and he’ll see young people who are not only doing their part to improve their lives and the lives of those around them, but who epitomize the best of what this country has to offer. “You go and meet a bunch of these soldiers, some of whom are perfectly healthy and over there putting it on the line, and some of them who have come back wounded, and you realize quickly that you are looking at and staring in the face of the backbone and of the foundation that our country was built on,” said Couture. “It’s alive and well in these guys.” That’s a good thing for the present and future here in the States, but there is also the down side, the f

What Nice Words...
In your eyes, I can see my dream's reflections In your eyes, I found the answers to my Questions In your eyes, I can the reason why our love's alive In your eyes, we're drifting safely back to shore And i think I've finally learned to Love you more. I LOVE U !!!!

Falling
Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back.

Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At Mit
Please note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address. "Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing

Respect
A Word About Respect: With a modest and unassuming attitude, offer respect where it is due. o "Respect" does not mean "submission." Granting others the place they have chosen for themselves does not make you indebted to them, nor does it indicate your full agreement with their ways. o Don't use respect as a "gift." Simply offer it. o Don't use respect as a "weapon." Those who don't deserve your respect will lose it, but it shouldn't be dangled like a carrot. The idea that everyone must work to "earn" your respect is disrespectful in itself. Everyone deserves respect unless they prove themselves unworthy of it. o Always use the proper form of address in BDSM spaces. No one but your Master needs to be addressed as "Master." However, all Masters and Dominants should be addressed as "Ma'am" or "Sir" regardless of their age, their experience or how you personally feel about them. If they

Attitude Is Everything
Be happy for what you have my mom used to always say. Attitude is Everything. This story says it all. There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M," she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!"

Let The Pain Remain
Love comes, love goes. 'Till a sudden feeling never let me be. Somehow, i know, that a part of you still linger since you've been gone. Like a sturdy tree that seen a thousand season. I've to shed my leaves in winter. To grow them back in spring, to welcome life again, to welcome you. So goes my life. Still believe in dreams of having you around. Too bad memories. Feed the mind and not the heart, where I want you to be. So I asked myself what you have left behind for me. To go on each day to live as if, I had you once. What else is there that's been. But all the pain that I feel. So let the pain remain forever in my heart. For every throb they bring is one more moment spent with you. I let the pain, brings all the rains. If that's the only way, if there's no other way. If that's the only way to be with you again.

Wisdom
Do not worry over the charge of treason to your masters, but be concerned about the treason that involves yourselves. Be true to yourself and you cannot be a traitor to any good cause on Earth. : Eugene V. Debs, Speech, June 16, 1918

For Our Missing Soldiers
Thousands of soldiers remain on around-the-clock patrol, searching and hoping for any signs of the three still missing. Those three are Pvt. Byron W. Fouty, 19, of Waterford, Michigan; Spc. Alex R. Jimenez, 25, of Lawrence, Massachusetts; and Pfc. Joseph J. Anzack Jr., 20, of Torrance, California. These soldiers will be found, i've no doubt. If you can light a candle, say a prayer, plant something, we all have different ways to express our hopes, fears and concerns. Whatever you do, honor them, and their loved ones in some way, and keep it going til they are back among us. im going to light my candle in my pic for this if u would like to join be awesome if not fine..u can feel free to rip my candle in my pic..hope u all have a great night Wendy remember to thank a soldier!

Master's Hand
If ever your life is out of tune and no music soothes the soul, seek out the Master who's gentle touch will bless and make you whole. Like an old violin, weathered and worn life may not be so good but may be uplifted, transformed, renewed by the touch of your Master's Hand.

Today's Horoscope
"A small victory is all you need to give your confidence a much-needed boost. Have you thought about integrating a healthy habit into your life? Once you've got that under your belt, the next steps come much more easily." Is someone trying to hint that I need to get back on the wagon and quite smoking?

Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status
Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status By Lester Grinspoon, Boston Globe Posted on March 3, 2007, Printed on May 18, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/story/48749/ A new study in the journal Neurology is being hailed as unassailable proof that marijuana is a valuable medicine. It is a sad commentary on the state of modern medicine -- and US drug policy -- that we still need "proof" of something that medicine has known for 5,000 years. The study, from the University of California at San Francisco, found smoked marijuana to be effective at relieving the extreme pain of a debilitating condition known as peripheral neuropathy. It was a study of HIV patients, but a similar type of pain caused by damage to nerves afflicts people with many other illnesses including diabetes and multiple sclerosis. Neuropathic pain is notoriously resistant to treatment with conventional pain drugs. Even powerful and addictive narcotics like morphine and OxyContin often provide little relief. This study leaves

Khe Sanh Hill Fights Veterans
To Be Honored Memorial Day At The Wall For Immediate Release May 16, 2007 Contact: Lisa Gough (202) 393-0090, ext.109 THOUSANDS EXPECTED AT THE VIETNAM VETERANS MEMORIAL FOR MEMORIAL DAY ACTIVITIES Vietnam Veterans of America, Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Veterans, Family Members and Singer Keni Thomas to Take Part Washington, D.C.?The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund has reached out to veterans, family members and related organizations to take part in this year?s annual Memorial Day Observance at The Wall at 1 p.m. on May 28, said Jan C. Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund. Thousands of family members, friends and veterans are expected to attend. This year?s ceremony will begin with a short procession by veterans of the ?Hill Fights? of Khe Sanh, Vietnam, who are marking the 40th anniversary this year. Walt Sides, president of Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Washington, D.C., Inc., will lead the audience in the pledge of

Thinking Of You!
I cant find my way, I cant block out the voices, Cant stop following the light guiding me, Cant stop thinking of you, Cannot stop this breakdown, Cannot stop the pain of burning myself, Can not stop the thoughts racing through my mind, Can not stop feeling so depressed, The depression takes over me, The light guides me deeper into it, The thought of u drives me insane, The breakdown makes me vulnerable, The pain and thoughts making it worse, I cannot be saved from this obsession, This obsession with hurt, pain, and depression.

Manowar To Headline Kaliakra Rock Fest In Bulgaria
www.magiccirclemusic.com Friday, May 18, 2007 MAGIC CIRCLE FESTIVAL website launched The official website for the Magic Circle Festival has been launched. Check it out at http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR and other members of the MAGIC CIRCLE MUSIC roster will be joining forces for what fans hope will become an annual event. HOLYHELL, THE DAVID SHANKLE GROUP, MESSIAH'S KISS (the German/American/British metal act featuring RIOT singer Mike Tirelli), MAJESTY and GAMMA RAY have been confirmed with more artists being added to the impressive lineup each day as the festival nears. Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event.Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event. http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR To Head

Blonde Jokes
There's 1 redhead 1 brunette and 1 blonde. Their all at the NASA space center. The redhead says to the flight technician "I want to go to the moon". The flight technician says she can go tomorrow. The brunette says "I want to go to Mars". He says she can go next week. The blonde says "I want to go to the sun". The flight technician says, "Don't you know you'll burn up?" The blonde says "Well then I'll go at night." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A beautiful blonde lady stepped onto a plane going to L.A. and sat down in first class. The flight attendant proceeded to go around the airplane checking the ticket stubs of each passenger to make sure they were all in the right seats. When she got to the Blonde woman she noticed that it was for Coach seating, not first class. She tells the woman, "You're ticket says coach maam and we have a full flight today. I'm going to have to ask you to move." To which the blonde replies, "You don't

Hangin' In There... Barely.
Ok, so... if you've been watching... you may have noticed I have not been around much lately. When I do come on... it's usually just for a few minutes at a time. I've been working a lot lately. those 10 hour days are pretty nice when every weekend is a 3 day weekend, but at the same time, it doesn't leave me much time to do things off hours. All I mean to say is... sorry if I'm not the CT junkie I usually am... things are just sort of picking up in my life and the internet is paying the price for it.Ken

Someone
I walk this street before as it begins to pour i just can't take it anymore how come i can't be a bird and just soar, i want to be free and stop this pain i feel if someone is pulling me back, i feel as if i'm slain making me go insane i can't even my have life in maintain, thats why i'm in my room looking outside because i have i tried wondering how come i just can't get away as i just sit here and decay, can't somebody just take me away to anoter place where i can't be trace just somewhere where i can embrace somewhere where i won't be replace.

A Shooting Star
Midsts a shower of blazing fire envoy of a far off place. A streaking blur of vivid dreams across both time and space. Ancient traveler of mystery from galaxies long unseen. Wished upon by stricken lovers under darks lunar beams. Ravager of worlds, bringer of untold blight and woe. Erasing our existence, blue sky turns black as coal. Supersonic death, destruction as was long ago foretold. Winds of fire extinguished by winter's infinite cold. Why has your cosmic journey brought you here to me. Hard to believe a shooting star shall decide man's destiny

The Best Love Is The Kind That Weakens The Soul
I am noone special, just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and I will soon be forgotten. But in one respect Ive suceeded as gloriously as anyone that ever lived. Ive loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me that will always be enough

My Life In Statements.
I said the things I never thought I'd say. I played the games I never thought I'd play. I've led the life I vowed not to live. I've fed my body the discrimnation I vowed not to feed. I lost the virginity I tried not to lose. I chose the boy I tried not to choose. I gave everything I promised not to give. I'm living the life I promised not to live. Dawn F 1991

Never Take For Granted
Well today has been really scary for me. Well it sorta started yesterday but I just blew it off and didn't think much of it. Well I do have to say that when your body is trying to tell you something is wrong listen. I honestly thought it would be worse because of the way I was feeling but it came out better. Since yesterday my left hand and arm has been numb and tingling, and I have had a headache everyday for a week. Yea so what happens to pop in your head now? Well because of my family history of heart attack,high blood pressure,stroke, and diabetes..you can imagine what crossed my mind. Of course I take after my dad and well I really try to put it off. Well after numerous times of my hubby begging me plus a very very close dear friend begging me to go be seen I do. Yes and well you know emergency rooms. Well I ended up having blood drawn,a catscan, and ekg. So after all of that and the very long wait I am told that due to a combination of accidents from my past I have a pinched nerv

Outside Looking In
Cold rage circumnavigates scorching skin. Guttural groans against a steaming brow, disjointed bodies gravitating fast. For naught. Auburn copper-flake shafts extinguishing liberty, lust and love. Awake I dream. Splintered tongue, tastelessly sips sacred air. For what?

Placeholder
We suage one another's emptiness I catch her gazing as I look away I affix myself against her mind succulent bits and facts - we banter all the while I bid for adoration knowing full well we're just placeholders It's not my place to hold her and there's a man in wait who'll cherish the chance and when in my place hold her She's the only one I do embrace and walk side by side in pride knowing for now I'm her placeholder

Steamy Affair
Gasps and moans disturb his sleep Forcing him out of bed to leap Treading softly on the floor He pushes open the bedroom door To the bathroom he quietly goes Steam and perfume tickling his nose The doors ajar, he can't help but stare At the naked beauty showering in there Over her body her hands slowly roam Lathering it in sweet smelling foam Steaming water over her breast ripples Exposing both her erect nipples Down her stomach her hands move Coming to rest on her feminine groove Rubbing and soaping she starts to groan Sensations causing her to writhe and moan It's all too much, he can't resist He moves towards her, thru the steam and mist Startling her slightly he enters the shower Kissing her neck and moving lower Kissing and sucking each nipple in turn Passion and desire thru his body burn Hunger and need shining in his eyes He kisses her deeply stifling her cries Her legs wrapped round him, he slips inside Slowly her body he begins to ride With each thru

Wierdness..
sup! been awhile since ive wrote anything! well i havent been on much iam sooo freaking busy! all i knw is stuff here is just.....wierd! ive been quite sick lately and im 'sick' of it =/ oh and since ive moved i have really wierd neighbors!!! the guy right next to me, who is like 70, keeps giving me his number and he buys me stuff... im sure hes trying to be nice and stuff but thats wierd! and today the guy below me, about my age'ish, comes up and asks if his music bugs me..than asks if i wanna come down and hang out at his aprt... what an excuse to come talk to me *rolls eyes* please! be original and dont have an motive behind it jeez. hmm speaking of guys thats....going. well better than usual expected :P hehe anyway! hit me up ppl :D ill be on for a bit!

Who Like Lawyers ? Me Neither !!! Lol
The scene is the darkest jungle in Africa. Two tigers are stalking through the jungle when the one in the rear suddenly reaches out with his tongue and licks the butt of the one in front. The lead tiger turns and says, "Hey, cut it out, alright." The other tiger says sorry and they continue on their way. After about five minutes the rear tiger suddenly repeats his action. The front tiger turns angrily and says," I said don't do that again!" The rear tiger says "sorry" again and they continue. After about another five minutes, the rear tiger repeats his action. The front tiger turns and says, "What is it with you, anyway? I said to stop." The rear tiger says, "I really am sorry but I just ate a lawyer and I'm just trying to get the taste out of my mouth." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A local United Way office realized that the organization had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in

Mechanical Crackers
Spaghetti noodles shrug off the saucesstanding proudly they declare their freedomindependent noodles speak out loudlydown with Italy, slurp us up for freeFrom the edge of the plate comes rude snarlingthe war machine cleans up its ruddy messFrom overhead comes the iron death spikestwirling and cutting, noodle parts scatterThere will be many casualties to comebloody as saltines marching through red square the pacifist spaghetti had no chancenear a pack of mechanical crackers

Speak Not
Let logic permeate your mindpenetrate your psyche - fortitude arms your skin builds walls round your heart.When ignorance hijacks your nervesruns rampant to your tongue - speak not and keep self respect maintain your status quo.

Pay Attention
First-year students at Med School were receiving their first anatomy class with a real dead human body. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck his finger in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing,"! he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes, but eventually took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it. When everyone had finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Men Jokes
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

Ten Things To Ponder For 2007
TEN THINGS TO PONDER FOR 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one co

Good Medicine
There is a story that goes with this one. We are both diabetic and have other health issues. When I went to meet her for the first time she was in the hospital. I was talking to her on the phone to get directions. When I got off at the exit for the hospital the song "Bad Medicine" came on the radio. We are both big Bon Jovi fans and she is in the hospital. I was like a sign. I have been seriously ill this week so I have had her ( and everyone else who knew)very worried. That Bon Jovi song is still stuck in me head, and I have told that being with her would make me feel better. After I wrote the other poem today, this one just popped right into my head. It has been over 20 years since I have finnished writing anything and now I have written five poems. Four of them have been to her and two I wrote in one hour today. To me that is what you call love. Good Medicine When woke up this morning I was not feeling so well There is something is very wrong, somehow I can just tell But I d

Ommfg!!!
OK omy godddddd. I got my septum pierced. it's fucking insane. felt amazing. looks amazing too. I will try to get pix up asap. ERRR, this feeling is ineffable. I've waited three days to get this and it's finally in my nose. XD officially a addict!

President Bush's Resignation Speech
President Bush's Resignation Speech We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable o

Poem: Nightmares
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Nightmares Time of slumber do I dread That is when the dreams come I fear the time that I'm abed Where do these demons come from Dark shadows with hungry eyes Seek my soul to devour There is no plan I can devise To escape their dark power They seek to rip my mind apart Refusing are they to be ignored In my deep sleep do they start My sanity becomes a sword Keeping them at bay a chore Their numbers never ending As I hack I seek a way, a door My mind I keep defending Creatures from a life gone awry Into my dreams they bite and claw The rest I need they deny With morning's light to withdraw Nightmares come from my life Nightmares come from my mind Nightmares bringing to mind strife Nightmares to be confined

He Bought Me Flowers Today
got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day; We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night, he threw me into a wall and started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over -- I know he must be sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other special day; Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me; Make-up and long sleeves didn't hide the cuts and bruises this time; I couldn't go to work today because I didn't want anyone to know -- but I know he's sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day; Last night, he beat me

What Do U Think
Girls i need some advice what would u do if ur bf just wants to hang out with you and the bring u everywhere with his friends and never wants to hang out with you and ur friends.....and im moving soon....and im not really sure what to think or do.....and we have been together for 7 months and some of my friends say that he would be treating me like shit...because we went out with one of my freinds and didnt stay very long cuz he wasnt feeling good...then we went to go see his friends and stayed out till 1am.....guys feel free to say something too anything will help at this point

Poem: Seeking One...
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. mATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Seeking one... Seeking one to share my dreams Seeking one that's meant for me Seeking one not there it seems Seeking one not meant to be Seeking one who's hand to hold Seeking one this life to share Seeking one in arms to enfold Seeking one to make a pair Seeking one to hold at night Seeking one to share the morn Seeking one to make days bright Seeking one and becoming worn Seeking one I know not who Seeking one who's not revealed Seeking one without a clue Seeking one who is concealed Seeking one I can embrace Seeking one to give my heart Seeking one to share this space Seeking one to make a start

Letter From Depression
Dearest soulmate, You don’t know me yet but you will, I’ll explain a bit about how. One day you’re going to wake up feeling sad, and you are going to be sad all day, and the next day you will feel sadder still. Then out of nowhere you want to cry all the time and all these issues about your self appearence and personality will become an obsession. You will sit in your room all night and want to hide away. the world will be the scariest place around. You will have 2 paths to choose from at this point, they will be a) tell someone how bad you feel and that you don’t know why b) keep it inside, you don’t know why you feel sad so you won’t be able to talk it over with anyone. You chose? You guessed it; path b, and you will follow this path, it’s a bumpy one and your soul will be shredded along the way. Then I come in and befriend you. I take over your mind, I make you want to die, I make you hate yourself more than ever, and I control your life. I tell you not to eat and if you do

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are l

Angel
Angel As I stood outside, gazing up at the diamond Speckled sky, from the corner of my eye, I Caught a glimpse of the most beautiful star. The way it sparkled was almost mesmerizing. It reminded me of the sparkle I always saw In your loving eyes.as I stood, staring up at The sparkling treasure, one of nights diamonds Went flying by.and I knew in my heart it was Your way of saying hi.

Maslow
If this is the case then the consequences need to be accepted by the few who control the bulk of the resources of the many. Before getting into a discussion concerning consequences, a basic understanding of motivational psychology is needed. For the purpose of this report the discussion of Maslow's hierarchy of needs form the Wikipedia encyclopedia will suffice. Rather then studying the most dysfunctional in society, Abraham Maslow focused on the most successful in society in his day. The study produced what he later titled A Theory of Human Motivation which he released in 1943. Subsequently this became known as Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, or simply Maslow's Pyramid. Since his study focused on the most able of the day, it has far more impact on our discussion. The current cultural environment has impacted man people of the same class which Maslow studied. Not only did Maslow focus on the likes of Albert Einstein, Jane Adams, Eleanor Roosevelt, and Fredrick Douglas, he also studi

H-e-l-p!!!
At one time or another we receive some type of help or assistance from either family members, friends, work associates, or acquaintances. When assistance, in whatever form, is received it is truly appreciated. The decent thing to do, and the least a person could do, is to reciprocate and return a favor that has been received. Taking generosity and caring to the next level, would be giving help or assistance to someone who needs it, regardless of whether or not a favor has been received.

Avon
I just started selling avon.. Anyone interested feel free to go to my website and order.. This campaign ends on the 22nd.. So hurry up and get your orders in.. Cant wait to hear from you.. :) http://www.youravon.com/julierose

*love For My Computer*
Love for my computer... For this i have many reasons... On this device Im a virtual surfer... I seek friendship, and jut people to talk to, season after season... Really I just do this just because Im bored... I set Higher standards for people I meet... You can just call it something of some sort... ***SIGHS*** Is there something i seek...that i really care for...? Yes...yes there is... there is still another reason or two why....there has to be.. *THINKING*** Hmm...Why i have love for my computer... Is it because i have no life....no... Am i bored...? Yes! Am i just insecure...? Heavens No!! Is it becuase the people i meet on this device, i really care for....? Maybe... OH!! Its because i do care for them...and i love my computer because all my friends are in them!!! **Its just somwthing silly (9_9)

Losing Time
I would like to be torn apart from the inside out Not figuratively, reach inside my ass and pull my stomach out Spread my bowels in your fucking face Lean in to the maze for your taste of grace Get a good laugh beneath your cardiac catharsis While I keep whispering in your ear that the explosion is harmless I’m an army of hedonists, we run loose shifts There’s no telling who is going to come to my lips or fingertips Flip through mental clips of barbarism Hoping to be able to keep a lid on my shit But I’m a shit slinger, and I shoot from the hip Rectangular dent mark in the skull where the sledge-hammer hit Eyes roll back, awash with blood as the jaw slacks I have a back And lower down It cracks This is the region I direct you to as I say “kiss my ass” My syllable is its own class Carry only the prettiest shards of glass Movements of a war dance super-sonic death chants I bled today and did my best to make it last But I heal too fast, my wounds are black Can’t get

At The Rainbow's End
Long, long ago when First Woman the Goddess was created, she became fully grown in four days. It seemed that every Dine (Navajo) Indian tribesman wanted her for his wife. She did not love any of them, but she did like the handsome ones. Of all the men, however, she thought the most attractive was the Sun-God. Of course, she thought he could never be her husband. To her surprise, one day Sun-God came up behind her and gently tickled her neck with a feathery plume. She was engulfed with warm sunshine, and in a magical way the Goddess became the wife of Sun-God. He fathered her firstborn, a son. Not long thereafter, the Goddess was resting beneath an overhanging cliff when some drops of water fell upon her. Soon the Goddess gave birth to a second son, fathered by Water-God. Because the two boys were so close in age, they became known as the Twins of the Goddess. They lived in a beautiful canyon that later became a part of Dine (Navajo) land. About that time, a Great Giant roam

A Lot More Then It Looks
I’ve gotten nowhere praying for everyone but myself Sick of singing a solitary hymn with no end Burnt and cut my fingers but it served no use I don’t have an answer but I have a poor excuse My hands won’t entertain the notion of a truce Pretty sure my calling is little more then a ruse The red makes purple out of my blues Hand breaks the finest tools It said disposable But I’m sure it’s good for a few more uses

You Know
you know a funny thing was said to me tonight,this guy came out of no where and ask me to see my good pictures,i thought i was being good to you all and giveing you something to look at,but i guess i was wrong..i love my picture i love taken them but if all you want is nudes i am sorry i cant do that anymore,he realy made me feel like my other pics were not good i dont like that feeling.i know some of you were here for the nudes you can take me off your list if you want.but i still love my friends also someone riped a pic just after i put it up please ask first thanks lots of love

Choctaw Creation Myth
The Choctaw who remain in Mississippi tell this story as an explanation of how they came to the land where they live now and of how Naniah Waiya Mound came to be. Two brothers, Chata and Chicksah led the original people from a land in the far west that had ceased to prosper. The people traveled for a long time, guided by a magical pole. Each night, when the people stopped to camp, the pole was placed in the ground and in the morning the people would travel in the direction in which the pole leaned. After traveling for an extremely long time, they finally came to a place where the pole remained upright. In this place, they laid to rest the bones of their ancestors, which they had carried in buffalo sacks from the original land in the west. The mound grew out of that great burial. After the burial, the brothers discovered that the land could not support all the people. Chicksah took half the people and departed to the North and eventually became the Chickasaw tribe. Chatah

Bottle Of Lost Souls....
Bored, while on fucking niquil....and feeling like the most pointless person ever as a result....Niquil is more liked Bottled lost souls...b/c you don't know where the hell your at whenever you take the shit. Coma, afterlife, purgatory, stuck in Texas for all eternity with raining conservatives around you, a lost island with hippies, all you can smoke weed and divine peace, hearing Bush's speech inability nonstop, a place with nothing but sex, drugs, alcohol, and metal....and the list goes on.

May 19th 07
It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them.

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity...all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly-paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and d

Whoa Was I Really Bored Enough To Do This?
All About You!Basics...Full Name:Sondra...not giving out my last name wtfAge:29Birthdate:10/17/77Birthplace:a hospital :) Current Location:SaskatoonRelationship Status:happily takenHeritage:French/ Russian and all CanadianReligion:AthiestGrade:not in school...GPA:Canadians don't use GPA Employment:BuyerTatoos:3...ready for anotherPiercings:13Shoe Size:8.5Height:5'4"Favorites...Food:lasagneColor:pink/redHoliday:any one that gives me time off work Season:Summer/SpringPop:Pepsi

Not Feeling Well
Nothing seems to be going my way. My relationship ended, the friend Ive been aching to see here has been MIA and Ill be damned but I drank too much tonight and feel like crap. Things just havent been going the way I want them too. Some days, its not worth getting out of bed for this crap. Yes Im rambling and feeling sorry for myself. Im entitled. I just want some happiness and a warm pair of arms around me at night to reassure me and soothe me.

Have You?
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you. Music Video Codes

11 Months Gone
This is a poem i wrote 11 mnths after my dad passed away It’s been 11 months And i still cannot believe you’ve gone Just when i think i’m coping Depression hits me so hard Time since your passing, gone so quick Will i ever adjust All the time we had I never really knew you So many things i never said You never knew my life Maybe you now know it all I hope you are at peace I miss you

School And Stuff
I only got an 82% on the test. I stayed up all night studying fro it. I spent lots of time studying other than that too. So it's kinda dissapointing. I can do test corections and get half the points, or someo of the percentage, or something like that back though. So that will riase it some. I was thinkin I would get around a 90, the first time, and then go back and raise it some form there. I guess I'll probably do better on the next test. There was atleast one question that I didn't know because it It was all multiple choice, but it wasn't real easy multiple choice. there was some stuff that I should have paid a little more attention to. all the terategens belend together. And there were some qurestions about the varous developing stages of things that I probably missed. Even though I looked over everything twice right before I went in and took the test, on top of all the other times I went over it. It's not like I just crammed the day before, and that's all. I've been studying the l

Requiem For The Pheonix
I'm new to CT... and decided to blog here to share some of my new lyrics (I'm a singer/songwriter in a band called Pheonix Rising). We're working very hard on our forthcoming EP, "Aurora", and these are my lyrics from one of the songs, "Requiem for the Pheonix", the anthemic rock duet that gave us our name (seven minutes long, for all you folks who like a good epic). To listen, click on one of these two links: (slow connection | fast connection) to open a streaming version in your media player. This is a preliminary cut; we're in the process of polishing it up and re-recording vocals for the EP. Would love thoughts/comments! Requiem for the Pheonix Through the fire and the fury I have fought my way to you And it is here I leave my ransom As I bid my past adieu No more waiting, no more watching Wond'ring how this all will end Like a phoenix rising from the ashes I will live to fight again. My soul is weak and weary From wandering the earth O'er the years that I hav

Girlfriend Application (lol Wonder If Any One Will Accully Do This)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20.Would u fuck me What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.

Helplessly Holding My Ground
Helplessly holding my ground, screaming your name. How do you twist me so, how do you always know the right thing to say to make me feel so small. Where does this hate come from that drips off your tongue. If I could I would rip my heart from my chest and leave it bleeding in your hand so as to not feel this pain any more. I want to destroy you but I stand here helplessly Holding my ground screaming your name!

I Wasnt Gonna Post This.....
...but its driving me crazy so im gonna share it with you. --------- oh & before i start my story you need to know that my backpack has patches of the marine corps emblem & the army logo on the front panel. --------- i had just left dance class & was heading to my local bookstore to unwind. i wasnt looking for a fight...just some coffee & a good book. so there i was all comfy in this big armchair sipping my coffee & reading this book on texas ghost stories. i was well into the 2nd chapter when this guy sat down in the chair across from me. i looked up & smiled at him before i went back to my book. he sat there for about 10 minutes or so before he said, "the military system is a joke". but i just took a sip of my coffee & ignored him. i guess i didn't give him the reaction he was expecting & after a few minutes he said, "i know you heard me. aren't you going to defend your military?" after he said this i looked up from my book & said, "yes i heard you. i just dont care

You Know What's Super Fun?
Asking your mom what her top 10 hottest celebritys are. Her answers were: 10. Pueblo Bryson 9. Sean Connery 8. Michael Jordan 7. Robin Williams 6. Leonardo Decaprio 5. Brat Pitt 4. Steven Segal 3. Anthony Hopkins 2. Clint Eastwood

Eyes Of Truth
You see me as i am, you take me as i was, ou accept whom ive become. But i am nothing but Everything the world open to those who wish to see its secrets a freak a mental case are my beliefs in question of my sanity? Demons an Engels are very real in the world around us though they must obey rules when either side disobeys balance must be kept by eliminating thee innocent or by damning those that commint sin..... Which side have you chosen? which side am i on? i do as i wish to whichever side...

Silence
SILENCE IS.... Silence is... deep sea,where we can drink water of life. Silence is... peaceful kiss,and that say: we can relax. Silence is... compleat rest,when our srong feelings is end. Silence is... mothers gift to her,s tired children. Silence is... only way to hear angels music. I LOVE SILENCE I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what i say. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what i,m thinking. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what God say. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing wnhen somebody suffer. "STOP,LOOK,LISSEN....!" SOMETIMES WE ALL... TOO TIRED TO THINK WHA

U.s. Congress "selling Out Middle Class America"
The basic anti-immigrant liberal position is that immigration is a key source for the drop in wages of people without a college education. A study last year by George J. Borjas and Lawrence F. Katz estimated that immigration resulted in an 8.2 percent drop in wages between 1980 and 2000 for high school dropouts. There have been serious criticisms of the methodology of the study generally but the New York Times today points out this basic problem with the argument about the importance of immigration as a factor in the lag in wages for the less skilled: The wages of high school dropouts in California fell 17 percent from 1980 to 2004...[But] Ohio remains mostly free of illegal immigrants. And what happened to the wages of Ohio's high school dropouts from 1980 to 2004? They fell 31 percent. section break So maybe the more salient comparison of those states is not that California's immigration, but the fact that California has raised its state minimum wage in that period, whil

My Art Work
Just uploaded a few pieces of my art. Will upload more later. Have a theme running through my art at the moment which is Homeless. Been on the streets and seen the misery first hand. Tis' my inspiration for a lot of art/poetry. Anyway if you feel the need, check my art work out.

The Cow
THE COW The friendly cow all red and white, I love with all my heart: She gives me cream with all her might, To eat with apple-tart. She wanders lowing here and there, And yet she cannot stray, All in the pleasant open air, The pleasant light of day. And blown by the winds that pass And wet with all the showers, She walks among the meadow grass And eats the meadow flowers. The Cow was taken from A Child's Garden of Verses Written by Robert Louis Stevenson ~ Illustrated by Myrtle Sheldon.

Loving Domestic Discipline
For sometime now I have been spanking my wife, when we first started LDD, the idea of taking my wife over my lap and spanking her for her behavior seemed a little odd too me. Like most men I was brought up not to hurt a woman, but with discussions I found out that the pain from a spanking was better than the hurt feelings we were having towards one another. The idea for starting us on this lifestyle came from my wife, she felt she needed to be held accountable, to be taught to respect her husband, and to be submissive to me as her Head of House. The thought of spanking her for her actions, behavior, and attitude may seem very odd to a lot on her, but if you look back through history, and at your grand parents, you will notice that the Husband was in charge, the wife did not decide, but the husband. After a lot of discussion we decided to set guidelines, and punishments if these were not met, The spankings are not done to be abusive, but to correct certain areas that my wife f

Recovery
Well I had backsurgery May 10th at Saint Thomas Hospital in Nashville Tn.They went in & shaved my L4 & L5,And dug disc fragments out of my Sciatic Nerve.But All Is well,Now I'm just recovering.I'm not suppose to do much for 3 weeks.I can't even leave the house,unless its to go walking.These next 2 weeks are gonna suck.On may29th I go for my check up preview.Hope it gos good so I can go back to work.Being off work since Jan.15th has gotten me behind on sum of my bills.. Anyways Just wanted to let everyone no how I was doing.. Ps.Come by my new site & check out my graphix.. ; ) www.sc0rps-graphix-effectz.8m.com

The Difference Between A Pic And A Thumbnail
A pic is much larger. You can usually make out the details of a persons face and see what they really look like in a pic. A thumbnail is tiny... usually about an inch high and 1/2 to 3/5 of an inch wide. It is an icon that is meant to represent a pic, not the pic itself.

Today's 'scope
"Conflict is normal and healthy, but you're not buying it. Some might be surprised that you're not crazy about confrontation. Just because you're strong and in command doesn't mean you like causing a fracas." Ha! This one has me pegged. LOL

To Our Loved Ones Far Away From Us
To our loved one far away, Whose strength and years this war devours, Whose sacrifice is also ours, For whose return we daily pray: Rest assured your home awaits, Your cheering squad, your loyal fans, The mouseketeers who share your plans, Your dreams, your tears, your gifts, your fate. We are the circle of your love, The wagons 'round your willing heart That keep despair and faith apart And bring the muffins where you move. There is no limit to our pride In who you are and what you do. All our fortunes rest with you Across a desert bleak and wide

Im Single
my name is jeremy and i have brown hair and brown eyes and im a single tennessee boy and i work and looking for someone to hang out with if any girl would like to call and talk to me here is my cell number 423-723-7831

May 17,2007
BEING AN ENABLER SUCKS! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG HEART, PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN JUST SHOVE ME ALL AROUND! YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED. BUT REALLY IT ISN'T THEM THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED, IT IS THEIR LIES THEY HAVE CHANGED. WHAT IS IT THAT I HAVE TO DO TO STOP BEING FUCKING ABUSED?! SHUT MYSELF DOWN AND JUST GIVE UP ON EVERY ONE!? SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW LUCKY THEY ARE? SOME HAVE KIDS AND DO STUPID SHIT IN FRONT OF THEM AND THINK IT IS NO BIG DEAL. BUT WHAT THEY DON'T REALIZE IS THAT THEY ARE TEACHING THE KIDS THAT IT IS OK TO FUCK UP, WHEN REALLY IT ISN'T!!!! I TOO HAVE HAD KIDS AND FUCKED UP AND NOW PAY THE PRICE FOR IT!!! HOW DARE YOU DO THINGS TO HURT THEM OR ME?! YOU DON'T DESERVE MY HEART OR THEIRS ANY MORE! WITH THAT I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY! OTHER THAN HOPEFULLY FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, I HOPE YOU TAKE HEED TO THE WARNING! DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF KIDS, OR HEARTS, THEY ARE EASILY TO BE BR

What A Diffrence 30 Years Makes
1975 : Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1975: KEG 2007 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2007: Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2007: Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007: Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2007 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2007: Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2007: Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2007 : Depends Just in case you weren't feeling too old today

The Secrets Of My Heart
So much not said, So much I wish you knew. These feelings in my heart, I’ve been holding back from you. When you speak my heart leaps, When you smile I catch my breath. Can’t share these feelings with you, Keeping them locked away is best. A friend I try to be, A friend with secrets I hold. If I told you what I felt, Would I be being to bold? Instead I keep my distance, Instead I try to hide. I’ve taken the coward’s way out, I’ve tried to save my pride. I know you don’t feel for me, I know you never will. But inside I hold on to the hope, And my feelings I’ll reveal. With tears I pray for the day, When you come knocking at my door. That you and I will be together, From that day forever more. So secretly the feelings stay, A love that is just a seed. I’ll smile to appear o.k., When really my heart bleeds. For you I wish the best, Even if it’s not with me. While somewhere I will dream, Of what may never be. The future is in your hands, The

The Night I Lost My Innocence
The night I lost my innocence, in the winter so cold and still. The hunger that drove us in, and turned into something real. I was far from home. By myself a long ways. Fooling everybody around me, as I took my chance that day. Deep down I feel its wrong, but my desires took in place. I was lost in the night of wonder, as I looked into his face. The heated passion that we created, made me feel different inside. Can't explain it though, its too hard to describe. Like I swam into the deep, not knowing how far it went. I must have touched the bottom, because the whole night was spent. I knew I was playing with fire, but it was something I wanted to do. I fell into the arms of a man, that desirably wanted it too. Although he is much older, I learned with every touch. A whole other world to me, one that is different very much. Just me and him, in that restless, winter night. A hunger was in the air, but was finally unleashed inside. The night I became a woman

Dreamers Love Embrace
Memories I found reminiscing, In the moonlight silvery glow, Bygone dreams I remember, On the paths where lovers go. Dreams never need to be lost, I could share mine with you, Step 'neath the stars tonight, As the moon comes into view. As I remember dreams shared, Whilst harmonising the tune, I play your love songs again, 'Neath the light of a silver moon. Dreams within lovers embrace, In moonlight upon the shore, I capture what matters most, In continuous love forevermore

Love (as Expressed Through Words)
Through all the words I’ve spoken, in a life thats been so true How can I pick the perfect ones to say how I feel for you? I have to think on everyday, Right back to the high school play. Right back to the car rides home. Every moment spent with you alone. The nightly calls and weekend stays, Ceramic pigs and painted trays. The crying beds I held you tight, And told you we would never fight. From senior year with way too many lates. To Glyn going shopping for pots and plates. Through floods and proms and double dates From the Spring of 03 to the heavenly gates I called you my angel, and I’ll never take it back. You save my life daily, and make sure I’m on track. Without you there’s no vision, just colors and a blur. If stricken by this blindness, your love will be my cure. I’ve given you my heart and soul; I didn’t have to wrap them though. You had them stolen from the time I finished writing the first rhyme. And by the time I write the last I hope our so

Tonight
As our eyes meet I feel your smile Moving closer to you, burning like a flame As my lips touch yours I feel the heat Slipping my arm around your waist My tongue touching your lips without haste My fingers upon your cheek Tracing the outline of your face Finding the buttons of your blouse Running my fingers over sultry skin Letting my tongue wander over you again Your lips finding my neck and shoulder Fingers pulling on my chest hair Our clothes hitting the floor Falling to my knees tasting you Just starting...nowhere near through Grabbing me by the hair Leading me to the bed Our hands finding a home Giving each other such pleasure Another night for us to treasure Time seems to stand still Slowly making love with you Pulling you on top of me Wanting this to last all night Loving you is just so right

Ecstasy Defined
In the still of the evening As the sun lay its rest You gaze your eyes upon me And hold me against your chest. Then like a child lost at play Your hands began to wander Roamed all over the beauty And mystery of a body so tender. As it gently caresses With each touch and kisses Seeking all the places Smelling them like roses. The heat of passion Never seem to cease The unexplained emotion Longing to unleash. The prolonging adventure Lust that cant be measured Gave way to whispers of pleasure As my body became in seizure. Your hands entwined with mine As we reached the final stop Like ocean in its calmness You silently lay on top

To..with You
To experience to share to give to get lost in your affection to hold your hand and feel the change to kiss and taste your mouth to hold you and feel our bond to gain your attention your attraction we can start with just a fraction and feel the compaction of our passion soaked bodies i cant wait... to see your reaction to experiment with our bodies our love to prove to learn your emotions the way you think the way you react and how you want to compact to take our first shower together public kiss our longest bliss our movie in the dark our night alone the first bed we share please believe i do care about you our love will weave together perfectly in perfect harmony call me hunnie i call you babe share my life my love my desires your desires all with me and ill do you right my love opened morning day and night i knew back then you were the only one and its not pretend with you i am so happy you made my life complete who else

Can You Feel Me
anticipating your touch your warm breath on my neck so sensitive, caring and kind i am those things but tonight i want i want to be greedy please forgive me i need you to take me in any way you know how i need you to taste my sweetness hold me while you press your lips against mine touch me, caress me, feel me i need desparately to hear your heavy breathing and low moans in my ears and to feel your warm breath, flowing against my body nipples hard, kitten moist, dripping i need your throbbing hardness deep in my throat give in to your own desire as if you have lost your senses let yourself go a whisper, a growl, a purr making me moan my legs wrapped around you, pulling you into me as deep as you will go i need you to talk dirty to me tell me where you are going to displace the evidence of your satisfaction. kiss me, take me, feel me, fuck me oh baby mmmmm i need you to fuck me harder i need to sit astride your body, capturing you with your essence and gr

Mine And His Mixed
le> THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13')

Up And Coming Atrist!!! Check Him Out!
Drop by and show this up and coming artist what its all about. Show him all the love you can. Fan, add and rate him. He's really a good person. plz fan me@ CherryTAP Check out some of his Videos. Tell him Just Meee sent you. ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ Œlìte Bõmber§~X~@ CherryTAP

Dvds Starting @ $1.00 Each
If you are looking for a great deal on DVDS then hit me up for the link to our online store as we have several brand new DVDS starting @ only $1.00 Each. We also have several hundred for less then $2.00 Each so if you are interested hit me up for the link.

~the Awakening~
Drew walked down the Hall of Archons, silk bag in hand, booted feet resounding off the mahogany floor as he made his way to the office of Quentin Trevane, Warlock of the Order of the Gryphon. He ran his hand through his frosted brown hair, silver eyes flashing with purpose. The news he had was not good and he wasn't in the mood for formalities, so he floored one of the guards outside the Council door with a roundhouse kick, the other he simply picked up by the throat and tossed aside like a ragdoll. Bursting through the thick oaken doors, bag still in hand, he didn't even acknowedege the shocked and angered expressions of the men and women around the conferance table. "He's awake." Drew said, locking eyes with Trevane. Trevane's blue eyes hardened under black brows- a look made more intimidating by his Italian features and Armani suit. "I want proof." Drew threw the silk bag on the table and out rolled the head of a vampire, fangs still beared in rage. The woman looked at it

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Core Updates Come On People These Poor Girls Need Some Comments They Are So Cute!
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 330 comments! 2nd Girl is..... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=1954121266 with 221 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 40 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 32 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 15 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 3 comments each! 7th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 8th Girl is...... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=2110625073 with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria

Am I More Masculine Or Feminine?
Merritt, you're 60% Feminine That means you're 40% masculine. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than average. What does it mean for a man to be feminine? Femininity in Western culture involves approaching life in a happy, optimistic way as well as showing warmth and compassion to others. But femininity is more than just being cheerful and caring. The chart above shows your overall percentages of masculine versus feminine qualities. Whether you have a greater proportion of one or the other, or whether you have roughly equal masculine and feminine qualities, this balance of qualities says something about the type of gender identity that you possess. In this report you'll learn more about your own gender identity, and what qualities were used to determine how masculine and feminine you are. You'll learn how you scored on each of the 12 dimensions that comprise your masculinity and femininity scores, an

Issues
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol!

Naughty Or Nice?
my body always aches with the anticipation of which is you. i want to sense your movements in the air. how my body trembles with thoughts of you. my breath begins to grow quicker, deeper. where would you touch me first? heart beating faster. will you kiss my lips, slid your hand along my body. make me shiver, make me ache with your pleasure. slide your hand up my inner thigh. making me wet with the thought, nipples growing hard, the thought of your mouth, tongue and teeth pulling on them. please dont be gentle, thats not what i want. dont be afraid to pull my hair, order me around, tell me what to do. spank me, throw me down, it makes my flesh grow hotter and hotter. where are you when i need you, where are you when i want you so bad. leaving me thinking about you, wanting you. but you arent here, only in my dreams not in the flesh. i am a lady but i use this word in my head. yes i want you hard and fast and now. i want you in the bed on the floor. fuck me now. rip off my clothes, p

Random Nothingness
this is my first CherryTap blog...not really anything to say just thought I would ramble and put various words together to form sentences, coherant or not. lol. How'd I do? hahahhahah Check ya later Fan or Friend me if you want to. Always happy to meet new people

Breaking In Threes
All the whispering- secrets, secrets. WE need to know- WE need our security. Take care who you keeps your secrets from, for all will be known in the end and then you are but ash at my feet. Need to stop the pounding in my head- like the trigger of a Glok being pulled again and again...... At least look at me when you shoot a bullet through my head... ......like blades clashing in battle. You're like a dagger and you stick me in the heart.... Steel shall be drawn, vengeance shall be taken, blood shall be spilled. Pay the Merc her due price and ye shall be spared- fail in that endeavor and you shall be destroyed. Pounding, pounding, like thunder in my brain- like the Beast stuggling to be freed. And woe be unto those who release Her.

Tired Of The Fucking Bullshit
OK AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE A LONG FUSE FOR MOST THINGS BUT BULLSHIT!!!! I'VE JUST ABOUT HAD ENOUGH, AND IF I GET ACCUSED OF ONE MORE THING, IM DONE WITH CT AND EVERYONE ON IT!!!!!!!

Yokut Indians Creation Myth
A Great Flood had occurred upon Earth long, long ago. While Earth was still covered with water, there were no living creatures upon the land. Then out of the sky one day glided an enormous Eagle with a black Crow riding upon its back, searching for a place to light. Around and around Eagle flew until he discovered a projecting tree stump, or what appeared to be a stump, upon which he landed to rest. There was a home at last upon the flat surface, which was amply large enough for Eagle and Crow to roost upon. From here, they surveyed the greenish gray water as far as they could see. The sky was a gorgeous bright blue with a few white drifting clouds, occasionally swirled by a passing breeze. All seemed serene to Eagle and Crow. Small fish were visible below the water, sometimes leaping out of the sea playfully. Hunger caused Eagle and Crow to swoop down, catching a meal for themselves from time to time. Soon a game developed between the two birds to see which one would be the

Bill Clinton The Asshole!!!!!
President Clinton and his national security team ignored several opportunities to capture Osama bin Laden and his terrorist associates, including one as late as last year. I know because I negotiated more than one of the opportunities. From 1996 to 1998, I opened unofficial channels between Sudan and the Clinton administration. I met with officials in both countries, including Clinton, U.S. National Security Advisor Samuel R. "Sandy" Berger and Sudan's president and intelligence chief. President Omar Hassan Ahmed Bashir, who wanted terrorism sanctions against Sudan lifted, offered the arrest and extradition of Bin Laden and detailed intelligence data about the global networks constructed by Egypt's Islamic Jihad, Iran's Hezbollah and the Palestinian Hamas. Among those in the networks were the two hijackers who piloted commercial airliners into the World Trade Center. The silence of the Clinton administration in responding to these offers was deafening. As an American Mus

My Emotiomal I.q.
Merritt, your Emotional IQ score is: 144 The above chart shows where you fall on the Emotional IQ scale compared to others. You scored higher than 99.8% of other test takers. Your Emotional IQ measures how well your emotions guide you towards smart decisions. In fact, increasingly, researchers are pointing to Emotional IQs as better indicators of overall success in life than traditional IQ tests alone. Healthy relationships and flourishing careers are impossible without interacting successfully with others. Even someone who possesses a genius Intellectual Quotient (IQ) can miss out on the wisdom that comes from understanding another human being. What makes Tickle's Emotional IQ test more comprehensive than others, is that we structured the test to actually isolate different interpersonal skills and how well you use them to your benefit. As such, each of your scores on the 4 emotional intelligence dimensions, Perception, Expression, Empathy, and Emotiona

Words Of A Heart
My heart is full of graffiti it is marked with love and hate . It has been tagged by a world of many emotions. It has grown to withstand many ups and downs. It knows what true love feels like …it also knows regret pain and sorrow. It is a heart of experience and compassion. It is also a heart of strength. Although it has been broken it never has been destroyed . My heart knows both pain and joy. It has been bruised by love and beaten by hate. It has also been healed by love and forgotten the hate. It is my heart that I speak of. However these words reign true for every heart in every being. We all have felt many of these emotions that I have written . Love has found me again & this love will withstand all,for it is the truest love of all.Life is so grand to be in love & to find love.I shall never be alone again with this heart,it will always love & feel the love from her. These are my words but they are also yours. These are the words of the

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver got out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked c

Mid-evil Pick-up Lines
Hi ya Princess, like to see my longsword in action? Every second of every hour of every day is like a thousand knives of fire stabbing me in the heart. I long for thee incessantly, so much that mine sorrow seems without surcease. My alliteration is small comfort next to the warm gaze of thine azure eyes. I crave the comfort of thine embrace like some lost child cold and alone in the dark So, like you wanna fuck? You wanna go upstairs and see my Holy Grail? I like the cut of your jib. If I were that horse, I'd rather you mounted me without the saddle. Wizard: You know, my hat isn't the only thing that's pointed. Thy breastplate is wondrous! Wouldst thou hold my polearm whilst I attempt to light thy fire? Dost thou practice safe hex? Dost thou know? That chastity belt of yours would look great on my sleeping chambers' floor. I had to swim the moat to get to you fair maiden. So, would you like to see my breaststroke? Wench: What's that sound? Knight: Tha

Come On In
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Understanding The Religious Reich 1.2
Understanding the Religious Reich 1.2 or How Fundamentalists Define "Religious Freedom" Copyright © 1990, 1997 c.e., Isaac Bonewits 'Deeply hath sunk the lesson thou hast given and shall not soon depart.'-- William C. Bryant A few years ago, Neopagan newsletters and journals were publishing articles about a religious freedom organization (now defunct), that had been founded by fundamentalists and which had invited Neopagans to join. The response from Neopagans at the time was, I believed, naive. That led to the first publishing of this essay in 1990 under the title, "Can We Trust 'Friendly' Fundamentalists?" Now with the growing power of the Religious Reich, which has almost completely taken over the Republican Party on a local and state level, it is even more important that Neopagans, and all others who cherish their constitutional freedoms, should improve our understanding of fundamentalism, of the long-range plans of "Christian Reconstructionism," and of what a fundamental

Writers Block? But Why My Sweet Muse Why?
creative writing slump bah i hate when i cant write an last nite that blew big im not happy with the results of that blog so im ranting an yes oh i found a new band couple of days ago named E Nomine its german an its in german really worth checking out if you like music in other languages well my ass is off to buy chinese foods!

Unexplainable
nothing can explain this feeling you give me. it is so raw, heated, explosive, makes me hungry for you. i wait for you my lips are moist, caressing you, tempting you, inviting you inside. between my soft swollen folds you linger there. tempting me, teasing me, wanting me to beg. suddenly i feel you slowly rub yourself against me. so hard, so soft. you play with my lips opening them up so gently. you push yourself within, my breath held back, my heart beating faster. but yet you dont enter me, not yet you say. instead you remain there and slowly caress me with your hardness. moaning, getting wetter. you seem satisfied with my lust, my greed you let me devour you. i feel the hardness press through my swollen lips, my wetness, feeling the tip of you enter. body shaking, i tremble, i gasp. surrendering to the lust between my legs. piece of heaven floating through my body.take me. i am yours. you fill every inch of me. our ecstacy succumbs together. the beating of our hearts engulfs our

My Lfe
If I will go and die tomorrow Please don't feel pitty, don't feel sorrow Soon, I will be back again in the sunshine, in the rain. This world has punished me enough It didn't gave me happyness or laugh I've fighted from my soul to be a winner But I am tired now and I become a sinner! If I will go to sleap and dieing too You got to know that I love you, But for this world I have no feelings 'Cause she made me think I'm crazy. Too many things has left me and had crash too many dreams it came become in ash And even if I try with all my power to be right the darkness just don't let me see the light! I didn't wanted to be born and fight 'Couse here's the place where happynes had died! I've allways felt that I'm loked in a body and a name and kept like this with no ashame; I've allways had the halth of the entire and no acces at rights and at DESIRE. If I will go tomorrow home and leave this side, please think that I've become a bride and will be gone my sorrow and my

Would You
if you were with a woman of your dreams and you were with her walking down the street and you seen this other woman comming torword you and she was better looking then the woman you were with would you a look and drewl b look the otherway

Fear Only Detroys Fate...
I LOVE YOU LUCIANO.. I WILL FOREVER CARRY YOU IN MY HEART AND SOUL...FOR YOU ARE AN EXTRAORDINARY INDIVIDUALAND...BECAUSE OF YOU.. I WAS ABLE TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS.. I HOPE TO SPEND ALL ETERNITY BY YOUR SIDE, BUT IF I AM NOT THE ONE YOU CHOOSE..I PRAY THAT YOU FIND THAT PERSON WHO ILLUMINATES YOUR SPIRIT AND FILLS YOU WITH PEACE AND SERENITY....YOU TOUCHED MY SOUL AND I AM SO VERY THANKFUL TO HAVE MET AND HONORED TO LOVE AND SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON THAT YOU ARE...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND WILL BE EVEN AFTER I DIE..FOREVER YOU WILL LIVE IN ME.... STEPH

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Who Wants To Marry Me
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.

No Fluckin Title....
Just decided I haven't done this for awhile so I'd put something up. This is about it. Not much going on really. I've added a few tunes to my stash if anybody cares to look. Other than that, same ole shit.

So Sad I Cried
I am warning you, this is very, very, VERY sad! You may need a tissue... She was only five, This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk, Her mom was an addict, Her parents kept her, Locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, It was old and worn out, And had patches of hair. She always talked to it, When no one was around. She lays there and hugs it, Not a peep of sound. Until her parents Unlock the door, She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg, A scar on her face, Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear, And softly cries. She loves her parents, But they want her to die. She sits in the corner, Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life, For a sad little kid. She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did. Then one night, Her mom came home high, And the poor child was beaten As hours went by. Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade, It

Horoscope
If they keep this up I might start to believe in these things..lol Your sunny friendliness has a flip side -- occasionally, you can get more attached to people than they merit. The first step is to recognize this tendency. The next is noticing when it's interfering with your life.

Cheating
SO WHAT IS CHEATING EXACTLY???? WITH THE FINGER POINTING ABOUT FOLKS BEING CHEATERS FOR THIS OR THAT REASON, I FIGURE I WOULD SHED SOME LIGHT ON THE WORD. MERRIAM WEBSTER'S (THE DICTIONARY) DEFINES CHEATING AS: TRANSITIVE VERB 1: to deprive of something valuable by the use of deceit or fraud 2: to influence or lead by deceit, trick, or artifice 3: to elude or thwart by or as if by outwitting INTRANSITIVE VERB 1: a: to practice fraud or trickery b: to violate rules dishonestly 2: to be sexually unfaithful — usually used with on 3: to position oneself defensively near a particular area in anticipation of a play in that area WELL LETS BREAK THIS DOWN. LOOK AT THE FIRST DEFINITION: TO DEPRIVE OF SOMETHING VALUABLE BY THE USE OF DECEIT OR FRAUD. WELL HOW TO DOES THIS RELATE TO CHERRY TAP, YOU MIGHT ASK. THINK ABOUT IT LIKE THIS, TO DEPRIVE OF SOMETHING VALUABLE. WHAT IS VALUABLE ON THI

Weekend :)
I thought weekends were for relaxing. When did that change? Last night was the third of David's school concerts in the last 2 weeks. It was chorous this time. They did great. Sang a lot of songs from High School Musical- he loves that movie. Today was soccer. They won 8-0. They all played great again. I'm just worn out from all the driving. But it is so worth it. The ex missed all but the last quarter of the game today. The quarter he sat out. He always gets a big grin when he sees me there. :) I guess tonight I will finish cleaning... Been doing that the last couple hours. Who wants to help? Please? lol Ok.. gotta finish making supper. Hope everyone has a great night.

Life
BE YOURSELF.THATS IS NEW STEP TO BE BETTER WHO YOU ARE. LEARN TO OTHERS MISTAKES.COS LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO DO ALL THOSE YOURSELF. YOU GOING TO SAY THAT YOU GO WRONG WAY IF YOU GO YOUR OWN WAY. YOU CANT STEP SAME RIVER 2 TIMES ,COS THERE ALLREADY FLOW NEW WATER. THERE BE SILENCE IN WOODS IF ONLY THOSE BIRDS SING,WHO SING BEAUTYFULL. THAT.S GOOD AT THERE IS LIES TOO-THINK IF EVERYTHING WHAT WE HEAR IS TRUE. IT,S BETTER IF YOU OWN REAL ANEMY,THAN UNREAL FREND. FRENDSHIP WHITS DIE.....NEVER START. DONT EVER SAY BAD THING OF YOURSELF,YOUR FRENDS DO THAT. ONLY THING WHAT I FEAR IS FEAR. NO ONE NEVER LISSEN NOBODY IF THEY DON,T KNOW THAT THEY SPEAK NEXT. I TELL YOU DONT ASK WHY OR CAN I...JUST ENJOY YOUR ICEGREAM WHEN IS STILL ON YOUR PLATE..THIS IS MY FILOSOFY. IF IN THIS WORLD BE THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK MORE OF THEY OWN LUCK,THAN OTHERS BAD LUCK,,WE HAVE PARADISE IN A FEW YEARS. ..........................................

Wishes
A love that lasts forever: A friendship naught can sever; A courage never failing, Though evil seems prevailing; And joyous, radiant living, Made glorious by its giving; A faith strong and enduring, Unworthy thoughts obscuring; And eyes for seeing beauty In work, in play, in duty; Life more abudant growing; Love, courage, faith, and sweetness To make up life's completeness. You know who you are my friend. You have bless me and made me want to live again! Thank you!

Where Do I Even Begin?
Okay so last weekend I had the pleasure of visiting Hot Import Nights at the Philly Convention Center. The vehicles there were freakin fascinating! That alone made me wish I had more discretionary income ($20 word people!). I even had my first Bison burger at Buffalo Billards. That was pretty cool. This weekend after smashing my finger in my car door (Yes, I sent Mensa my application) I had a chance to attend Blue and Blue Day with some friends at Chestnut Hill Academy (Its a Philly thing people). I even got a chance to have retro fun and rollerskate today. For those who are wondering, I still wear the original 4 wheel-no blades for me. I even have pom-poms on them. Nice. This girl knows how to work it.

I Wish Kids Had A Off Button
My kids have me worn out!Am I getting to old or something?Geez I rember when I could go all night.Now just a couple hours out and I am so tired Im ready to drop.I cant though my kids are still bouncing off the wall.OMG Why dont they make them with a off switch so parents can get a break?Eh maybe I just need some coffee.

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 5
At some point before I expire from this life, I would appreciate the opportunity to take off this face I have to wear day in and day out. To show the entire world what an unspeakable monster that they have created in me over the years. To show the pain, the sorrow, the loneliness that is the true me... Every morning I must adjust this old guise so as not to offend anyone during the course of an earthly day. To show them smiles, and tell them jokes, to hide the suffering. My life, as it is, is simply a series of mundane gestures and idiotic comments designed to amuse a few; annoy all others.

Sat Is Here Again
Well Now i am happy its now sat night and almost time to head to Rockin Robins club to dance and have fun with my sis Angel ( mistressangel) on here lol so i / we will be post nwe pics tomorrow some time ... Have a great sat night I know we will !!

Click Click...
Click click click goes the mouse... silently echoing in this house. Do I see you? I think not! Are you sexy, cute or hot?? I can't tell you.. do you know why? I only see pages as they go by If i comment it's heart felt. Insult not.. below the belt. kind I am, until upset :( bastard unseen.. by you yet :) shout obscenely desperate fool... here's a towel for your drool:p lick the screen may you get shocked :s piss me off you will get blocked!!!

Gas War!!
GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to US than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of THIS idea has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently wel

Why Condoms Come In Boxes
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see, " replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, 0NE for Friday, 0NE for Saturday, and 0NE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men, " the dad answers, TW0 for Friday, TW0 for Saturday, and TW0 for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. 0NE for January, 0NE for February, 0NE for March....etc."

Fun Fun Fun
church had hope 4 kids weekend tonite with a puppet show & really entertaing magic show with prizes ..... was a fun 3 hrs event ..... continues tommorrow with games, food, drinks & free bicyles for the kids ...... should be FUN FUN FUN starts after outside church service 11-4 pm

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 1
...and the dragon wept. Sitting amongst the ashes and ruins of what society had caused to well up inside him. He had burst forth, full-faced and screaming into the abyss that is this world. No one in their right mind would have or could have even imagines that this world harbored such a creature as himself. Lurking in the dark shadows, he studied his prey with a daily diligence. Hoping to find at least one glimmer of hope to save this place that he had loved so passionately. But alas, like Lot and Sara, there is none that is worthy of the escaping the disastrous effects of the Ancient One. The Unnameable. The Unspeakable. The Dragon....

Mini Golf Friday, May 18, 2007
Last night, Joe treated Andrew and me to eighteen holes at the local miniature golf course. We arrived there around 9pm, hoping they would still be open. They were! Yay! There was an "unofficial" bet placed that Joe would wipe up the greens with us. LOLOL! By the end of the first nine holes, it was obvious who was doing the greens wiping! Andrew had TWO holes in one in the first nine holes! Joe and I tried to keep up with him......well, we got an A for effort, but couldn't catch up. In a little side note, someone put laundry detergent in the waterfall at the back of the golf course. There is a little river attached to the waterfall, that runs all through the golf course. There was foam everywhere! It looked like fresh mounds of snow. Snow in May! Can you imagine? LOL We had a wonderful time! And the winner was.......Andrew! He got another hole in one in the second nine holes! Par for the course was 54 and he had a 46! Joe and I tied at 55. They close

I Never Got To Say Goodbye
I was doing something simple, taking out my trash and i noticed something very odd. No noise, nor light comming from my neighbor's apartment. Well my neighbor down the way. Then i saw the lights completely off and the windows all closed off and only the living room blinds half open. The place completely empty. Talk about shock. He was here two days ago! And today he is gone! I was beside myself because a good friend of mine was gone. It was just something else. I didn't know what to think. Why didn't my friend have the generosity to say goodbye to me? I mean i know within less than two months he had met an army girl and picked up things with her. I knew he was going to move with her, and when his daughter said "This is my new sister." when introducing his girlfriend's daughter to me, i was taken aback because i've never seen him move so quickly with anyone. I guess it hurts because my friend never said goodbye. Just picked up and left. I never thought it would hurt becuase i guess mayb

Which One Are You??
AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Seven Years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun, & sweet. Five years of bad luck if you do not repost. SAGITTARIUS -The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. Seven years of bad luck if you do not

Update On Family-1
Lets see well both my Mom and Dad are now in a nursing home to recoup..My Mom now has her leg in a cast,if that dont help she will need surgery on it..I call them daily, good thing for cell phones LOL,cant afford to go over there as much as I would like due to gas prices as there almost 2 hrs from me. For those of you that dont know whats going on ,reab my last few blogs...... Luv ya's Hugssssssssssssss Julie

Just Need 4,700 Pts To Level Up Need Your Help
Hey everyone that get a chance I need some help leveling up please Im almost there just need 4, 700 more pts to make it to level 11 so I would appreciate all the help you can give me and I will return the favor whenever you need it thank you all so much for all your help

Agreement.
Booty Call Application Name_____________ Age____ Sex___ Phone_________________ School____________________________________ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Waist_______ Breast/Penis size____ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of some

The Definition Of A Krystal
Krystal - profoundly disturbed, slightly neurotic and psychotic, likes to ponder upon the most mundane as well as the most extraordinary, creative, passionate about her work, carries the first prize for greatest amount of self esteem found in one person...ever..

Some Stuff
Do I grow old for you so fast? I realize now my time has passed a sparkle lost, forgotten in place concerned for me no more I am a thing of the past, a night which is not to remember words spoken now gone forever echoes of me, a shadow, a ripple pieces thrown, my heart crippled effect unknown, life as I am Sworn to be forgotten in the end ...J I am reaching for you in dreams finger tips touch soon release cannot have what you cannot hold always quiet, as Beauty unfolds wind blows through hair as from afar captures a moment pure at heart this image burned into my mind I long to drink your water fine giving life to me, still my mind hearts race towards the thought In your ocean of love, I bathe covered with drops of light outside I feel my hate start to slide My blackened heart begins to fade locked inside my body, this cage J

Be Very Gentle.... Popping My Blog Cherry !
This is a very verrry wild place. Have patience while I pace my self learning the ropes of cherryTAP !!! I wanna have lots of fun this summer... peeps from Windsor,Chatham,London.... tap me. I want to have fun under the sun... maybe on your boat ???? Catch you later

44 Things A Girl Would Die For (a Repost Thing)
i wish some people would do this... ladies: this will make you tear up :) ¢¾ fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket or t-shirt 5-kiss her slowly ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends KEEP READING 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! 19-tell her shes beautiful! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT 21-Open doors for her, walk her t

Chreating Men!
Now why is that guys feel the need to cheat? I do realize that woman do too, but alas I am a straight woman so that doesnt affect me so much! What I really hate is when every one tells you the guy is so great and that he would never cheat. Well my theory is that all men cheat and you just have to find the right guy that you can put up with it. I havnt found that man yet. In my case everyone feels sorry for him! That is sooooo bull shit! he cheated on ME! What about my feelings, huh? did any body ask how is Lindsay doing in all this? NO! Its like no body blaims him! Like I did something wrong, he is the one who was going on dates and shit behind my back, standing me up, ignoring me for a week. But, whatever. He cant say that i just used him for sex. Yes, I love sex and cant get enough but thats not all we did. I dont understand some people. If he wanted to break up with me he should have just done it and not pussy footed around. Im njust like anybody else, just because I am in a whee

I'm Zleepy
lol yeah i'm tired, nothing new on monday i'll start 2 new classes.... mondays 8 classes, tuesdays 4 classes some review in .net and java yah it's way much better for me, i need it lol and my weekend is going good and super relaxing not a lot to do chatting, being at home, here doing my bouncer job in ct, enjoying music... yeah i have to do mention of my friend dj eternal, he was playing some goodies in his lounge for me :) hummmm yeah and like a good nerd i'm home on saturday night :) lol so nothing to complain about! lol laugh with the jokes i'm gonna paste here ♥ much love Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Teens Telling Chuck Norris Jokes And Have Never Seen Walker, Texas Ranger. Come On!
i came across this in an acticle and i was dumb founded, if these teens dont know why Chuck Norris is getting made fun of then how do they come up with jokes? You would have to have watched Walker texas ranger to know he will round house the fuck out of you! haha! Newho can some one explain this to me? and there are his top 20 jokes that he has looked at or some thing! Chuck Norris jokes? Really? --> begin content --> Submitted by pswider on Thu, 2006-02-02 20:44. Teens As you may have read in the Times, teenagers all across the country, many of whom have never even seen Walker, Texas Ranger, are telling Chuck Norris jokes. Why? We have no idea. But maybe you can help us figure it out, or at least share some good jokes. CHUCK NORRIS' FAVORITE 20 FACTS (BASED ON THOSE HE'S SEEN) When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down un

Riding 2up
TANKS FOR THE RIDE "Wanna take a ride?" you say I thought you'd never ask I climb aboard and we're gone all day I wrap myself around you tight You bring me home under full moon light Anytime you want to play You know exactly what to say Look over your shoulder at me and grin You know I wanna take it all in I love it when you ride me fast I'll even chip in for some gas I'm hoping we'll be out all day Whenever you look at me and say "You wanna take a ride?" By Andrea L. Bois copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

To All My Ct Friends!!
SO ITS SATURDAY NIGHT! AS I AM ON MY WAY OUT THE DOOR TO GET MY GROOVE ON, I WANTED TO WISH YOU ALL A SEXII SATURDAY! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL SOON. ALL MY HUGS AND KISSES....MWAH!! ~SEXII CAPRIQUEEN~ PS REMEMBER VIA SIDEKICK MEANS I CAN'T RESPOND TO YOUR SHOUTS!

Hate Me
I know its not a new song but demmit its new to me. I admit I've been crying like a baby on and off for the past few hours. Never ever has one song ever been written that has just pointed out my flaws to me and more than anything just encompassed a time period of my life. And the only thing stopping me from basically thinking this song is completely about the failure of my marriage is the fact that the woman he's talking about in this song has blue eyes and Taryn has brown eyes. Hate Me by Blue October I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I t

Flaw "wait For Me"
"Wait For Me" - Flaw All these miles, haunting questions linger in my mind. And all the while, making bad decisions out of line. Still I've tried, to let go of the danger in my life. It's alright, when that's the only thing I've left behind. And there's still time... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. At this time, I'm counting all the reasons I should stay. Bottom line. I'm missing all the things I gave away. I remind, and see your face every single day. Still I'm blind. I wish that there was something I could say To make things right... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. Just hold on a little bit longer. Thoughts and memories will be enough My need for you is only growing st

"u' Must Read The First Word Down To Know The Name
When a man and woman comes together, a bond is made between there love. Man knows what a woman wants and, loves to give himself to her every need. A chance to make his love right to the, woman his heart,mind,and soul loves. Sign:Raymond Starns Dated:3/96'

Part To Of My Last Blog.
wow. just saw him again. walking down the street. he saw me. and im fucked i ran he chased after me. and ya. you can imagin. oh and after that i came home only to find out that my friend is leaving for the marines and i dont even get to see him before he leaves. be gone a year. and yeah. shit my night is gettting worse and worse. kill me please someone. gah im like crying my eyes out right now.

Grumpy Is In The Hospital
hello this is grumpy's wife hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526 & grumpy2553

Something So Real
You said you cared Your kiss felt so real Never before had I felt something so real Until the day I met you The way you held me, I felt I would melt. Every word you spoke, Made my heart race. Your breath so angelic Always made me sigh. Every gaze into your eyes, Made my world come to a stop. All Fears lifted, Every thought so blissfull, Thinking in the back of my heart, This is the one. True Love could be here. Knowing in my heart, It wasn't true, Nothing as good as this could be true. You said you'd never hurt me, That you cared too much. You said I was your one and only. Looking into my eyes, holding my hands, each promise you sealed with a kiss. Should I have ever listened? I believed your words, How could a lie come from lips so sweet? Wishing I had never fallen for you. Hoping I leave all this pain behind. Each tear shed strikes me deep within, Hitting a place deep inside A place I never knew existed Fire from within lashing out unto innocent

New From T1nyvision
Have you met the man of your dreams,but too shy to go further???? Do you wish you could be a little more daring??? Want to be a total tart and give that guy the night of his life...... WELL NOW YOU CAN WITH THE ALL NEW SLUT BODY LOTION JUST ONE WASH AND YOU'LL BE A WHORE FOR HOURS! JUST WASH AND BLOW.... (not to be taken internally....at first)

Yeah...
WELL TODAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT OF TOWN FOR THE NIGHT.. BUT THAT FELL THROUGH... WHICH I WILL ADMIT I WAS PRETTY CHOKED ABOUT. BUT I WASN'T GOING TO SIT AROUND POUTING ABOUT IT. I WENT FOR DINNER WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. WHICH I WILL ADD...MMMMMMMM CALAMARI!!!!!!! THEN... HAHAHA WHEN WE GOT IT, WE REALIZED WE COULD HAVE SHARED ONE OF THOSE... LMAO! LESSON LEARNED.. I HAD A SHRIMP COMBO, WHICH WASN'T TOO BAD... THERE WAS WAY TOO MUCH FOR JUST ME THOUGH! AND YES...ANOTHER LESSON LEARNED... LOL! AFTER WE LEFT THE RESTAURANT, WE WENT TO A BAR AND HAD A FEW DRINKS...A COUPLE OF ROWDIES (TO BE EXPECTED) ANYWAYS, HAD FUN THERE AND WENT AND GRABBED SOME MORE DRINKS CAME TO MY PLACE AND HUNG OUT FOR A BIT.... AS OF RIGHT NOW... GONNA GO PLAY SOME CARDS. I HAD TO SHARE MY NIGHT WITH EVERYONE. HOPEFULLY EVERYONE'S WAS EQUALLY ENJOYABLE. SINCERELY, ~BETTER THEN IT SEEMS~

The Closing Of One Chapter And Opening Of Another.
Its been thirteen years of school and to date, seventeen years of tears, laughter, runny noses, chicken pox, and sighing. She dons her cap and gown tomorrow for a walk down the aisle at baccalaureate and again next week for that final crossing the stage and pulling the tassel over to the right side of her cap. Declaring her a graduate. When I first found myself pregnant with her, I swore up and down I didn't want to have another baby. Her sister was only fifteen months old and she was sick and had to go through surgery, but for me.. for my family, we don't believe in abortion and theres just no way I could bring a baby into this world and give them away.. so here she came. Kicking and screaming her way into my world, taking over our lives with a such a humorous persona. She's the middle the child. The one that has the ability to make life heaven or hell and without much effort at all. At the worst of times she can make me burst into hysterical laughter. She has an amazing sense

My Smile
I get a lot of compliments on my smile, and to be honest, I just don't get it. I'm not getting down on myself or anything but I'd be less surprised to receive compliments on other things. I don't think I have a fucked up smile or anything, I just don't consider it somethin to write home to mom about. I'd maybe understand if it was brought up on a rare occasion but I receive compliments on my smile probably a dozen times a week from strangers. I'm not complaining or bragging or anything other than simply perplexed about it. I've also heard from several men that Jennifer Aniston is number 1 in hottness in their celebrity top 10... I don't really get that either. I always thought she was kind of plain and homely looking. Sweet and all but nothing really striking just overall cute at best. World, you never cease to keep me guessing. I'll probably never understand your taste in appeal... it often seems far different than mine.

Yogurt Sensations
With your hands behind your back, Blind fold over your eyes. Something cold and velvety A luxurious, sexy surprise. Greek style honey yogurt. Creamy, sweet and delicious. Runs across your body, This love now so capricious. From your yogurt covered navel, I lavishly kiss your skin. The moment gets so hot, We're covered from head to chin. I work my hands so neatly, Spread the yogurt down your thighs. Caress and stroke so deeply, And slowly sensationalise. Greek style honey yogurt. A taste I now adore. A heavenly night of passion, Left me wanting more.

You Must Be An Angel
Magic on the inside magic on the out you must be an angel of that I'm in no doubt a loving, caring smile a warm, calming touch you must be an angel that i can never clutch perfect swaying hair deep swirling eyes you must be an angel unable of disguise wisdom in your voice joy within your heart you must be an angel a subject of great art some dream of angels i dream of you you must be an angel making my dreams true you must be an angel sent here from above you must be an angel sent to teach me love

Does Size Matter?
Ok not what you think. Most people hear that and they think I am refering to a mans penis. Well your wrong. I am talking about women. Does size matter? I am over weight, I know this and i hate it because I was not always chubby. After children you know. Anyways I feel very self consience about it, yet my 2 jobs and being a single mom I guess i do not work out enough and when i do get a moment to myself i use it to relax. Anyways i feel like men look at me and think I am ugly because they see chubby not who I am. I do not want a man that sees me as chubby but finds the beauty inside and understands what kind of a person i am. Sometimes I feel like I could be with a great guy if I had my old body back. I dont know sorry i am just down tonight. My little sister got married tonight and I am very happy for her. I just wish I could find that kind of happiness too. I know who i am and what I am about, but do men take the time to see a woman that is a good cook, and a great mother, a hard work

Alone
The night creeps in and brings the loneliness. I feel a chill and look up with a start. This house, this home I know so well, Suddenly seems so surreal. Alone. Parents are tucking children in bed. Lovers snuggle down under the covers Anticipating much needed rest and the sweetest of dreams. So alone I sit here all alone, I dare not sleep. For If I do the darkness may engulf me and draw me deeper into its folds. Always alone I'll stay up and keep watch on the dark. The night is so still and I anxiously await the light. When once again life will hustle and bustle outside my door. Yet I will still be alone, so alone, always alone. Forever alone

For Nothing Can Be Sole Or Whole That Has Not Been Rent.
The maple out front is young and healthy, but it grows in the shape of a Y. Neighborhood tree experts have warned that as it grows, it will split in half as the weight of the two main branches pull down against each other. One of these two beautiful branches, already lush with new leaves, must be cut. But once pruned, the remaining branch will straighten as it reaches for the sun. It will grow faster, and the whole tree will live many years longer - all by cutting it back today. Sometimes we are like this tree. We go in too many directions, and can't seem to do any one thing well. When this happens, we need to give something up, to choose which direction we want and stick with it. The results will be well worth the price. What is holding me back from growth?

Fun Stars 5-20-07
Good relationships move to the next level under this celestial influence. However, that means one that's faltering is on its last legs. Be open to change, and you'll see results. Fight it, and it'll get more difficult.

Never Been Kissed..
who would believe that at this age, i still haven't experienced being kissed? it's not that i don't have suitors. in fact, i do have a few.LOL :-D it's just that i don't feel like doing with them or kiss anybody just for the heck of it.. how can i really think about kissing when my mind is so focused on my studies, watching animes or cartoons, reading pocketbooks that i can hardly think of boys.. i am somehow a childish person..i still enjoy what most kids enjoy.. (like watching cartoons..) come to think of it, i'm like a ten year old child stuck in a twenty year old woman's body!! :-D do i long for a kiss? on the back of my mind, i surely do!!! i'm sure every girl who had never been kissed would say the same.. i want a kiss that would really take my breath away and i also mean literally!! LOL :-D a kiss that would make my knees go all weak and wobbly.. a passionate kiss with someone i really like and who likes me back.. i'm a hopeless romantic, a love junkie and simply a FOOL a

Come Walk With Me
Come walk with me and be my love Please share your soul with me Tell me who you really are And who you've come to be. I'll listen to your memories To all the dreams you've had I'll listen to your wants and needs The good time and the bad. And as we walk, please hold my hand And let me tell you too Of all the dreams and fantasies I want to share with you. There are many things I want to say As I have many things to do Many things I need to learn Before this life is through. You've come upon a mystic soul With special things to teach Your wisdom and compassion Are goals I want to reach. I know I've met you times before In meditative dreams You are the one who holds the key To unlock this heart it seems. So once again, come walk with me My love, I welcome you Just be yourself and I'll be me In everything we do. And as you gently hold my hand I'll hold on tightly too And together we can walk along Until our time is through.

Omg The Pain !!!
Fuck Me ............... sorry for the foul language but FUCK FUCK FUCK !!! First off I burnt my elbow today when I was playing with fire. Was doing a back drop spin with my staff when I misjudged the flames hence dropping the flame on my elbow - OWCH !!! Second I have a pinched something in my lower back and it has got to be the worst pain I have ever felt in my life OMG worse than nipple and septum piercings COMBINED - OWCH !!! I hurt in so many ways right now - help !!!

Entrant #2
THE END The crooked corners of my mind are where i spend most of my time , hoping not to leave the edge and forever lose my mind . The edge is where the boundry ends , or maybe just begins . I've been beyond once or twice but can't remember how it ends . By Klown

Guestbook
Hello everyone... I wanted to write a blog to say thank you for rate me and faning me. I also wanted to say i have a new questbook if you would all please come and sign my guesbook i would love it,, thank you

Entrant #3
sexy_shell makes my head ring like a bell, her soft luscious skin is tan as hell. blond hair brown eye's are as deep as the sky, her 7 waist and D breast are the softest you could ever caress along with a nice ass to smash, to take your breath away and make you gasp. By Lildunn

Daily Horoscope May 20
"Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions." Oo that sounds familiar doesn't it? I bitch about that ALL the time. Leanne does what she says she's goin to. Why can't everybody else?

Lets Hook Up On Myspace
Hey if you are on Myspace lets hook up there as well. For the main account of The Father http://www.myspace.com/sunshynevideo Or for Sunshyne http://www.myspace.com/sunshyne9602 That way you can stay on top of whats going on with everything!

How I Feel....
How I feel.... Current mood: disappointed I lie here wondering....When will this pain escape my chest? Cold and alone are all the feelings I feel, begging for surinity, if only for a moment. The only peace I find is deep in my mind...Hidden away...like a miner trying to find that perfect gem. I beg for release..But all I get and feel are anger and fellings of emptyness and pain. I wish it would all go away, but to do that I would have to end my life. I sometimes think...What will my funeral look like..Will there be alot of people there or just my family? I kind of know the awswer to my question. But I just think it would have been nice to be loved by so many. It's sometimes hard to focus on the future when you guilt yourself so much form the past. So mush sorrow and pain. so many what If's. Christina 5/19/07

Graduating C/o '07
"All good things come to an end." I never thought graduation would come so soon till it hit me two days ago when we were picking up our cap and gowns. It's finally here, we're finally done with EVERYTHING. Anxious, excited, petrified and at the same time depressing..the kind you'd feel right before your wedding. These are the people that got me through 4 years at the s'wood..4 LONGGG years. All the laughs we've had, all the tears and heartbreaks we got through with each other. I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't have a single tear drop fall on my face on the day of graduation. I've met the most AMAZING people on earth and also made some enemies along the way but that's all behind me now. Nothing good ever comes from holding a grudge. It only produces wrinkles..yuck lol. People can talk all they want, just be happy they took that precious time of their life to gossip about you..feel special. Anyways, graduation is just 2 days away. And I'm sure I'm gonna have a full loaded camera after.

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
The soul of a Master has awakened within me, freed from the repression that imprisoned the fullness of my passion. This passion is a power so intense it would destroy the unenlightened, or frighten them away. But no longer must I keep my fire at bay, for I have discovered the mate of my soul. She is peacefully dwelling in the delicate body of the true submissive and has been there all along. She was patiently waiting, but eternally aching and longing for me. She is so eager to please and so ready to give, all that she is, and all she will ever be. Freely, willingly and with a joy filled spirit, she offers to me the only food that can satiate my soul. As I drink of her sweet submission and breathe in her delicious surrender, I can feel her enter my body and radiate through my soul. She fills me, satisfies me and sustains my life. Gracefully we dance in symbiosity, writhing in her gracious resignation and the power of my fiery passion. She hungers for my gift of pain and together we r

Fri Night Test And Tune 5/18
Ok a crew of us were headin up to Holt for some test and tune time. All are street cars, what was supposed to be goin was a 1996 Mustang 5.0, 1996 Saab 9000 Turbo, 2004 Ford Focus,1991 Mits Eclipse Turbo, 1990 Mits Eclipse GSX Turbo and My 1985 Ranger Turbo It was a good and bad night for all. We had good air for the turbo cars. Before we even leave town, The saab Blew a tire and was a now show. On the way there .well hell almost to the track about 6 miles from it, the exit in sight and all the 90 GSX, Pulls to the side of the road, coolin fan not workin and running hot, turns out that the relay went bad, we get her coold down some add water and hard wire the fan, Bang off to the track, worse news, the head gasket let go..... we park the GSX. I had bought just enough gas to get to the track about 3 gallons so first tru tech in my Ranger and a quick stop at the pumps to get 3 gallons of 110 Race gas.on to the stage lines My first run was against a Small block S-10 extende

May 20th, 2007
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Beerquotes:-)
Sometimes when I reflect on all the beer I drink, I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. I think, "It is better to drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." -- Babe Ruth An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools. -- Ernest Hemingway When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading. -- Paul Hornung 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not. -- H.L. Mencken When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven! -- George Bernard Shaw Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. -- Benjamin Franklin Without question, the greatest in

Three Love Poems!--read It!
CAUGHT BE HER Alone and waiting, afraid and angry I conceal myself in this shell mutilating Cringing from the death throes of day I wait for dusk, wearing a uniform of black to cover a soulless husk Challenging the divine, I yell apostasy to the sky Drinking blood as wine, I contemplate the freedom of suicide Fingers trace scars of old For fanaticism of immediate release Of a rose who stole my soul Her memory haunts me still like a lust filled beast She that enchantress who stole this poets soul That little song bird who's blood ran cold The temptress who's heart no mans love could hold She that misguided soul, who fucks for the feeling one gets from home I was lost in the murky depths of a succubus's serenade Wooed by the scent of a rose in full bloom I slit my own throat with my promiscuous blade With each visit to her Venetian cove I gave all what made me mars As she infected me with a longing that would devour my soul Will power is bitter spent on

Hot Cops!! Busted List Updated As Of May 20, 2007
Achilles@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts C.T.A.F. ID Maker@ CherryTAP **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER!! In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and nice, very few (NSFW) photos, NO "FAN ME" on your profile, must have a SALUTE, and not a drama queen. (DO NOT MESSAGE ME!!!!!). If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you. Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the busted people. MEN AND WOMEN beautifullove@ CherryTAP Aroused By Rage@ CherryTAP ABNORMAL BRAT@ CherryTAP mandy aka Ians wife (Xero666)-M.O.D. Family@ CherryTAP bkm267 "member of Angels R Real CT family" Please sign my guest book@ CherryTAP V1rus*HaTeD-bY-aLL-LoVeD-bY-FeW*0fficial-A$$h0le-0f-WMR

I Made A Deal With God
Some of you may know that I consider myself to be an atheist. Its actually not even that, I question a lot about religion and God and what not. Anyway, yesterday I prayed. I asked God to help me figure out what I had do to get the things accomplished that I need accomplished (i.e. moving). **see http://cherrytap.com/blog/84166/356780** Today my brother called me. He said, "Call Mom. She can help." For various reasons, including abandonment and betrayal, I dont speak to my mother. But I said to myself, "If I dont persue all avenues, how can I give up?" So I called my mom. We talked for a few minutes, and she offered to finance my move. So I am keeping my word to God. I promised I would tell people in a blog, about the outcome of my prayer. :)

Lovelovelove!!!
You sign on to yet another one of these sites and expect the same old stuff but, then you find someone that you never would have expected!!! I found the man I should be with!!! He loves me and adores me and I love that! How often do you think that this happens? I know that this doesn't happen a lot! I'm so happy with him, he makes me laugh, smile, and feel so good that I never thought would happen!!! I hope everyone finds the person that they should be with like i have! To the man I love, you know who you are, you mean everything to me and I love you so much, you make me melt and feel like I've never felt before, I'm so happy to be with you and that you found me!

Recent Drama In Wi And The War With Brutal
Due to some recent events within Wicked Intentions, We feel as if we need to finally speak out on the issues at hand. As most of you know, during the last week Brutal Radio has called a war against Wicked Intentions claiming that getting our lounge deleted is their top priority. This war started from a down rate on one guys page from a DJ we have and has escalated into some sort of lounge war going as far as having our server hijacked by Brutal's Owner and having drama streamed across our airwaves. For this, Wicked Intentions sends apologies to all who had to be a witness to this. Wicked Intentions has not in any form joined in this "war game" they are playing. We have maintained that we are not interested in a war, have not posted anything derogatory, nor have we supported anyone who has. We have strongly suggested to our members to ignore the drama antics of the other lounge. We are striving to keep peace within our lounge and amidst the other lounges as well. We have always stated t

My Life Sucks Bad
I just messed a great thing up with someone on here. I am not sure if this person will ever forgive me. I guess i don't blame them if they never talk to me again. I should have listen to this person first before i did what i did. I am so sorry sweetie. I will truely miss you.

New Link
Here is my new URL link,, to this kewl place a friend invited me to...Come check it out sometime an if you likes add me/leave sum love and I will return the fav! http://www.hoverspot.com/thebeautifultattoodrose

Stupid Things People Say
I walked into my pool place today to pick up more chlorine and get my water tested. While testing my water, the guy behind the counter looks at the lady working with him and says..."I hate Chinese people." Now I know that he was probably talking about the people that own the Chinese restaurant next door, but it irritated me. I was very obviously in earshot. It was rude. Oh, and had he asked he would've found out...I'm part Chinese. Doh! Needless to say, I won't be shopping there again. Not when there's another pool store 5 more minutes down the road. To be clear, I wasn't offended because I was Chinese...I was offended by the ignorance of the person behind the counter who thought it would be appropriate to denigrate another culture in front of random strangers. You can't always tell where someone's from just by looking at them... The world has become a lot more culturally diverse than that.

How To Meet People..........
Don't talk nonsense, it is easy to meet people. - Do you think? - Not really. - If someone is shy, or if someone can't get out of his place, perhaps he's in hospital, then they need to use the modern communication to take part. - This is right. - Think in the great scientist, Stephen Hawking. He can't talk anymore directly himself, he uses a computer to tell the others, what he wants to say. - So, is this a good answer? - Not at all, there are a few more..........but I can't answer them all :)

Drama Rama
You know I get sick & tired of he said she said shit, and you know who is cheating. Big fucking deal Who gives a rats ass. This place is an escape from reality for most, & thats okay with me , it use to bother me & who cares if there cheating I mean for real does it bother you that bad ( GET A LIFE ) Some times I wonder about most of your ages out there tatter telling lol

Venting/ranting
I just don't understand how some people can be so friggin' ignorant and feel so horrible about themselves that they have to leave hateful/hurtful comments on people. Does it really make them feel so much better about themselves to leave a nasty message when they don't know the person at all, calling them idiots nd far worse? The fact that posing a simple question literally has people cursing at you. Yes it is an adult site...that's just it. It IS an Adult site, so why the hell don't these people grow up and start acting like one?

My First Blog
...does that mean im a blog virgin?? Well lets see if i can get worked in real good here without making such a mess *winks* Actually im a cherry tap blog virgin...but i have posted many blogs on myspace...so u can basically say im a blog whore lol... Hmmm..what should i say here?...Im 33 single mother of one 13 yr old son...i work at the gas & electric company here in my city..goo meeee.... Divorced & single....i drive a 2006 chevy cobalt...i have hazel eyes...multi color hair... well damn im sounding like im selling myself...you get all this not for $99.99 or even $69.99 but for 2 easy installments of $25.00 or one payment of $50.00...with a bonus of house utensils and a set of pots & pans...and if you call within the next 15 minutes...we will knock off the shipping & handling LoL Im a big paranormal freak...if you have a ghost dont call ghostbusters...call me!! LoL. well im done rambling.....ttyl...

Pulling Out Carpet
well i finally did it! got rid of the nasty carpet that was here when we moved in. took me all day and i'm still removing the tack strips and staples from the wood floor. now to decide what design in tile i want to lay down. too bad the wood flooring beneath is badly damaged. ah well anything is better than that carpet. *shudder*

Wreck Pics Uploaded
got pics of the harley after the wreck upoloaded now in my profile....it don't look to bad after rollin 3 times!!! Am still thankful to God for looking over me that day!!! *sniles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy

Stupidity Is Growing In Leaps And Bounds
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/05/19/daycare.death.ap/index.html TULSA, Oklahoma (AP) -- A day care worker was being held Saturday in the death of a 2-year-old boy whose hands were bound and his mouth covered with masking tape, police said. The boy, who had been on life support, died late Thursday, Officer Jason Willingham said. Vicki Leigh Chiles was being held without bail on a complaint of first-degree murder. She was the only worker at the facility at the time, looking after eight children ages 7 and younger, Willingham said. Chiles told police the boy would not be quiet for nap time, so she used tape to silence him, an arrest report states. Chiles told investigators she left the boy unattended for a few minutes and came back to find him lying on the floor unresponsive, the report states. She said she called for an ambulance and tried to perform CPR. The state agency that oversees child day care operators was investigating Chiles' business, said Mary Leaver, an agency

L.d.c Family Members Part 1 Of 3
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

Omg So True...i Need A Man
Wondering about what might have been will just give you a headache in the here and now. Drop your doubts and stop obsessing about the past. Instead, think about ways to make your life better right now.

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM by LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998 The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth.

::: Which X-men Hero Are You? :::
You Are Jean Grey Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals Which of the X-Men Are You?

I Want.......
i want to feel the trembling of your chest as you surrender to a rumbling moan i want to run my fingers through your hair and clench it tightly within my fists i want to hear your rough sexy voice as you coax me to dizzying heights i want to squeeze, caress, lick and torture you into lust filled abandon i want to touch your body until your skin burns with hot desire i want to run my tongue around places not yet explored i want to feel the power of you between my thighs i want to feel you nibble all my soft tender spots i want to smell and taste your musky maleness i want to feel your breath hot against my neck i want to feel your fingers tease me til i ache i want to ride hard to our complete surrender i want to feel our climaxing tremors shake us i want to build our fires higher and hotter i want to go crazy with my need for you i want to hear you scream out my name i want to touch myself in anticipation i want to pulse with my need for you i want to ache for you in

Moved
hey all, sorry I've been gone for so long, but I'm back now, well at least for a few days. I moved out of Texas and moved near Fort Bragg, NC. I'm going to be back out on the road again to go to get my stuff from MN and to visit some family in CT and ME, but otherwise, I'm done and here to stay. Well at lease for a year.

My Link To Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=355183&i=2910181146 ok you guys that is my link to the contest please everyone comment bomb me if you are a level 5 or higher i would really appreciate it and the contest starts at 3 est

Just Wrote For Rudi
i love u more then words can say i love u more and more each day being able to wake up next to you was a dream come true now my dream is faded like my mind in the morning dew but I know once again the time will come and every morning i will wake to the sun you are my angel, my best friend the one who completes me when i am down the time seems so far, yet i know it is near for me to come back to trier I know this isn't great but was wrote while I was with him on cam....It rhymes way too much!

"closer"by Nin
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me it's your sex i can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees i drink the honey inside your hive you are the reason i stay alive

My Birthday
I WANNA LEVEL TO UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH.. CAN U HELP ? PLEASEEEE NEED 98,416.. CAN I DO IT ? ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP XOXOXO TY TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY

I've Come To An Odd Conclusion
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

Million Dollar Baby...!
I was at a pool party, it was my friend Ahmad going back to Yemen and I wasn't going to see him again! Was having the usual fun, partying, dancing bbqing..drinking And then guess what happened.. we took the party upstairs to where my friend lives and we were all dancing to the music when this asswhipe went and touched my crotch.. I turned around and smacked him on the arm and then I kept doing it until my hand made a fist and kept on going.! Fucking bastard! He whined and acted that he didnt do nothing and I was like.. What you gonna cry to ur mama now and tell her what happened? ASSHOLE I'm proud of myself tho..Back then I wouldn't have done nothing about it. I would just keep quiet and pretend and let it eat me up inside.. But today was different.. Today I stood up for myself and it felt great..!

Thank You
I would like to thanks all of those people who vote this past Nov. on passing the smoking law. Now I do not smoke but I work at a place where most of the customers do smoke. This law went active this past Thursday and since than the place I work at has drop in bussiness. If this kepts going I can see my hours also drop and than I will have to get me a scond job. So not only with the price of gas going up but my hours will go down so it will be harder to kept working where I work and I might have to either leave it or find me a second job. I do hope that someone out their sees how this law is just wrong and changes it soon. This is just another reason why I hate ohio and went to move out. If it wasn't for this job which I do like I woudl get the fuck out. OK well I think that is it for now more ranting later

Stairs - My Natural Enemy?
Well if you know me then what i am going to say next won't surprise you too much! I sprained my ankle again!! That's right I have now sprained one of my ankles 4 times since November. I root of all my pain are two things my lack of grace and my stairs to the 3rd floor - they are slick and lean forward so I fall down them often! So far I have had 2 sprained ankles and a broken toe from falling down the stairs! I think I need to move!! Ugh!

This Sucks(part Two)
ok grandparents are stayin one or two more nights. and i just noticed a really bad smell coming from the couch that i was sleeping on. one of the 5 cats that we have pissed on the fu*king couch...NOW I HAVE TO CLEAN THE COUCH. and its not even my cat or my couch. man right now god really did drop his pants and shit on me

Some People Are Mean
I was a little hurt today when I saw that someone rated my picture a 5????!!!!! Normally everyone on here is so nice and cool. I have a hard time even rating someone a 9. Just thought I'd put this out there. I mean, please don't get me wrong, I am not full of myself or anything. I just think that if someone is not your type, per se, don't rate them. That's all. I am going to go look at some sexy women and give them all 10s!!!!!

Just A Thought
Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spend so much time improving yourself that you have no time left to criticize others. Be too big for worry and too noble for anger.

Help My Friend Level Up!!!!
rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP Please go fan, add and rate them. They will return the love and I will give you a dozen roses!!! Thanks so much!!

Dammit! My Phone!!!
so, im cleaning up w/ a bucket of pinesol and water when i hear my phone go off. zach was right next to it, so i say 'hey, toss me my phone' so he tosses it....right into the bucket and now my phone is soaked. I'll probably get a replacement soon, but if u call/text me and i dont answer, thats why, cuz it barely turns on. anyways, just thought i'd let ppl know why im not calling back...

Fun In Da Sun
Was an enjoyable sunny day for day 2 of "HOPE FOR THE CHILDREN" event........we had snow cones , cotton candy, hots dogs, soda, & several bikes 2 giveaway.......had a big turnout and i got 2 help by running the RING TOSS GAME........we brought lots of smile to both the big kids (adults) & little ones as well.........now im home resting my back HAPPY DAY

Girlfriend Application. Lol.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me ki

Life
There are times in life that many people go through some really tough spots. It is how they get through these tough spots that makes or breaks their lives. Sometimes people chose the wrong path and chose the path of giving up on everything they have and throwing out the most important things In their lives. This path usually leads to nothing and takes you to the lowest level in your life. As I would know, As I chose this path. This path makes a person see that at the very bottom there is nowhere else to turn in life, you have thrown away everything you have ever loved and everyone that has ever loved you. Now there is really nothing left for you to do but take a real good long look at yourself and decide exactly what it is you want out of your life. Do you want to pick yourself back up and get back on your feet ?, Or do you want to just end it all and say to hell with it, it really isn’t worth the hassle? By taking a good long look at yourself you can see exactly where it was tha

Internet Stalker/assh*&le
http://cherrytap.com/user/798614 This user has stalked my sister repeatedly. He also had her phone number, since before he started this behavior, and she was forced to have the police come out and do a report. The Hillsborough county sherrifs department called him and informed he to cease calling her phone or they would proceed with charges. She has since had her phone shut off. Now this asshole decides to fuck with me. WRONG BITCH TO FUCK WITH, DILLHOLE! I've blocked him and still (through a glitch in cherrytap) he's been allowed to rate me 1s and thumbs down on my shit. Which is really childish and pathetic, btw, AND I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS YOU STUPID PRICK. He also has multiple accounts. He's sent me messages on both of them, talking shit about my sister and making up lies. I know they are lies, because I was there, I've seen the messages, and heard his phone call where he threatened to rape my brother after my brother told him to stop calling Stef's phone. Thi

Death In The Family
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,

Contest I"m In May 20th To June 3rd...please Help Out!!
Need all the votes and comments bombs that you can help me out with ...much love...**HUGS** FYI: you have to be at least a Level 5 to comment bomb for the contest...sorry contest rules..**pouts** lol anyways. thanks for helping out! Here is the link to my pic for the contest::

Life Sux And Then It Sux
life really sux when you have kids. no matter what you do your always wrong. being a single dad can be very stressfull at times. you please one kid one minute and piss another the next.girls are worst the boys., girls hit a certain age and think they can run when they want, meanwhile you got all these players out there saying what ever it is that your daughter wants to hear just for the chance to get in their pants.and of course your the asshole in the end.i got a problem right now as we speak................now get this,she is 14 and has a 18 year old friend who has a g/f but TALKS to my 14 year old about his problems.now grant it my 14 year old is more of an adult then most ppl i know lol,when is it time to grow up, get a job and hang with your own age,i was working at 8 washing windows for my spending money at a bar my dad cleaned. this guy does nothing but whine about his fines that he doesnt have the money to pay cause he wont keep a job.i even offered to pull some strings and

Help A Beautiful Lady Win
COME OUT AND HELP THIS WONDERFUL PERSON OUT IN HER CONTEST. THE CONTEST IS FOR A 30 DAY BLAST. AS OF RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN 2ND PLACE. SHE IS BEHIND BY 1100 POINTS RIGHT NOW. SO IF U COULD PLEASE HELP HER OUT. FOR THE PERSON THAT HELPS HER OUT THE MOST. SHE WILL BE DOING A SALUTE JUST FOR THEM. THIS IS HER FINAL SALUTE THAT SHE WILL BE DOING ON HERE. SO IF U WANT THIS THEN PLEASE VOTE FOR HER.

If We Had Sex
Body: Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomor

Make It Through
Here I am alone in the dark, Noone here to see. I just wish that things didn't change, And you were here with me. I gave it my all, Everything I could give. But it wasn't enough, Because of where we live. There were miles between us, But I wanted you still. You gave me hope when all was lost, But now I have lost my will. How will I cope without you, As all these days go by. For this I have no answer, I will just have to try. I wish you the best, In all that you do. Don't worry about me darlin, I will make it through.

My Eyes Show Mystery
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Passion92%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Made Witch
You scored as Witch. Ooooh, you are one cool spell caster. Though you tend to swoon over full moons, invoking spirits through dark rituals, and hell raising demons, you do have a good head on your shoulders, though i couldnt say the same for anyone who gets in your way. Go get 'em tiger!Troll60%Witch60%Faery40%Werewolf40%Vampire40%Mermaid20%Human20%Demon20%What kind mystical creature are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Im A Pissed Off At The World Cat Yay
You scored as Pissed at the World Cat. And here we have the next serial killer. Try having some cotton candy, it'll make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, Psycho.Pissed at the World Cat67%Ninja Cat50%Derranged Cat33%Drunk Cat0%Love Machine Cat0%Nerd Cat0%Couch Potato Cat0%Which Absurd Cat are you?created with QuizFarm.com

.blink.
im. effing. tired. tired of packing. tired of cleaning. tired of doing laundry. i need a fairy godmother to wave a magic wand. i havent eaten in 2 days. this would normally alarm me... but... im not effin hungry. nothing sounds remotely appealing. so...whatever. in certain ways im much much calmer now that...im in the 'know' its still slightly mind boggling. yet as long as i dont 'doubt' it'll all work out fine. oh. chickadee? i found the dress *nod* *heads back to puttering*

I'm Backkkk
So...after a long break I'm back. Sorta, lol. Sorry to those who weren't sure what was up. My life got pretty crazy there for awhile, and ya just get to where ya gotta make a list of priorites, and follow 'em. There just wasn't enough hours in the day for awhile there...but things are settling down now, thankfully! Anyway, feel free to say hi...if ya even remember me, lol. Best wishes to you all! ~Sweet~

My Only Weakness
I have no weakness, I have no fear. Except the moments you are near. Then I'm filled with chaotic bliss. You are my only weakness. I fell in love with you so much I'm swept away by just your touch. When I'm alone, it's you I miss. You are my only weakness. I hope you feel the same way too And love me as much as I love you. Forever will I need your kiss. For you are my only weakness.

I Banged My Crush Because I'm Sexy As Hell
Pick the month you were born in... 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I banged 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I killed 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - a stripper 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - my crush 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a condom 13 - a bag of weed 14 - a pornstar 15 - a pickle 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my lover 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - an easter egg 22 - trojan man 23 - paris hilton 24 - a toothbrush 25 - a homeless man/women 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy as hell Pink - Because the lil people told me to Red - be

One Sunday Afternoon
SHIT,YOU KNOW,I DON'T PLAN THESE THINGS,THEY JUST HAPPEN,AND FIND ME,IT WAS WAS ONE SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND I RAN INTO AN OLD FRIEND,CHANTELL,WE HAD PLAYED BEFORE,...BUT TODAY,SHE WAS HITTING ON ME,AND I JUST COULDN'T RESIST,SHE STARTED STRIPPING ME AND SUCKING ON MY NIPPLES SHE EVEN NIBBLED AND BIT,FOR SHE WANTED TO BE A LITTLE ROUGH,I DID THE SAME,SHE FISTED ME,AND I TOLD HER TO GO EASY ON ME,THEN SHE WENT DOWN ON ME AND HER TOUNGUE JUST CURLED UP INSIDE MY PUSSY AND IT WAS EXCELLENT.I RETURNED HE FAVOR,AND WENT DOWN ON HER AS I FINGERED HER,AND TASTED HER HOT WET AND JUICY,AND WHEN WE WERE DONE,WE WERE BOTH SATISFIED.

Mothers
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven! This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at footbal

My Horoscope For Today
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want. ok that was my horoscope for today! and wow that was pretty dead on about things goin on in my personal life. Instead of goin for the things that i want i settle for things that others want just so that i can be around them. I want to be in a relationship and i wont settle just for being someones thing to poke.. FUCK THAT!

How Smart Are You...
Socially Smart As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in. 60% applied intelligence20% learned intelligence Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

How Messed Up Are You????
You are 39% messed up.You are secretly messed up. Most people probably couldn't tell but you are messed up beneath your calm appearance. You are likely to plan elaborate schemes and be the instigator in events - so you can keep your messed up nature a secret. 'How messed up are you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Drunk Driveing
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sunshine Date: May 20, 2007 3:27 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: I thought of just your face Date: May 19, 2007 8:16 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 operations. Jacqueline was caught in the burning car and her body was heavily burnt during around 45 seconds. With her Fathe

Drunk Drivin
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sunshine Date: May 20, 2007 3:27 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: I thought of just your face Date: May 19, 2007 8:16 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 o

Its Just Funny
where the person and atmosphere is person is at and really change who they are, in WV i was a loser, i hated myself and i hated my parents, sister, and everything i saw, I when i moved to NC i was sad cuz i guess wat i hated brained washed me to like it or i didn't know their was better, that was back in the day after about 2 years down in NC, for once i can wake up with a smile, i love my parents, i like where i am and where i'm determined to go and i will go! I'm started to find my nac in life, and everyday i'm learning to like myself a lil more, instead of always thinking about taking my life away from me. I am who i choose to be and no one will take my soul away. ya doesn't really make that much sense but i don't give a damn

Fly, My Pretties!
I often wonder if all of the flying monkeys in that creepy movie had names. And if one of them was named Bob. That would be a very lame name for a flying monkey. I bet Bob was an angry flying monkey.

What Color Is Your Psyche
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

...and The World Stopped Spinning...but It Just Wasn't Enough For You...
So you're gone now.... and what once was, will never be. Maybe tonight there is another in your arms, but she'll never be me... When you left, you looked back. You knew it wasn't over. When you left, I kept on going. I knew we'd never have closure. And I think....I think....I think.. about you sometimes... and what could have been.... and what might have been... and what should have been... and I lose sight again... Sometimes when I feel empty I think about you and it hits me. Sometimes when I'm cold... I think about, "What if he was here...to hold...me..." But you're not. And there's always that one song. When I hear it I see your face. But I don't turn off the radio...no, I leave it on. Hurt or not, it was all real... Sometimes I still feel you next to me. ...and sometimes I feel blessed because someone even let me... have you at all...have you in my life... And I bask in the glow of what it was like to feel your hands on me to look at you and y

Afraid. (quick Release)
Afraid to live. Afraid to die. Afraid to laugh. Afraid to cry. Afraid to see. Afraid to hear. Afraid to touch. And to be near. Afraid to know. Afraid to not. Afraid to recall. What you forgot. Afraid to want. Afraid to need. Afraid to look. For that in me.

Genius Plan Proves Idiotic
Genius Idea proves Idiotic So I’ve been meaning to do laundry all day right? I’d been putting it off for a couple days on the grounds that I didn’t have any quarters and it was a bit of a walk to obtain them plus I only have five dollars to my name till next Friday and I’ve got to get to work all week. Well anyway all day today I was saying to myself I’ve really got to get down to the store and get some change. But being me I put it off. So at about nine I realized I had in fact not gone down to get quarters and its now dark. Well I decided I could just hand wash the laundry that needed done seeing as I have a scrub brush and not too much laundry to do. . . This was a terrible idea but at the time it seemed like the answer to all my problems. Now the first bit of laundry I did was quite easy every thing was all smell pretty and hung up. So I decided why not do my bedding too. It could definitely use a wash and the first load was so easy. So I get to it. The initial cleaning was a

Love
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of the one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fu

Leave Me Alone
THERE YOU GO AGAIN, TELLING ME YOU MISS ME. THAT YOU LOVE ME AND YOU WANNA SEE ME. THAT YOU WANNA SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ME. THERE I GO AGAIN TELLING YOU IT'S OK, YOU CAN SEE ME AND YOU CAN SPEND THE NIGHT. AND AGAIN YOU DIDN'T SHOW UP. WHY DONT YOU JUST LET ME BE AND LEAVE ME ALONE? I DONT WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE. DO YOU KNOW HOW I LONG FOR YOU EACH TIME YOU TELL ME YOU'RE COMING. I'M ALMOST OVER YOU. I ALMOST DID. HELP ME TO FORGET YOU, DON'T BOTHER ME ANYMORE. FOR WHAT IS THE POINT OF US WHEN THERE'S BARELY YOU IN THE PICTURE? LET ME TELL YOU AGAIN WHAT I ALWAYS TELL YOU. LET US PARTWAYS ME LOVING YOU, THAN ME HATING YOU... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!

Why Do I Even Bother
How much Drama can one guy go threw before he snaps? How many more times am i going to get close to someone just to get pushed away again? how many times am i going to pick up the pieces of my heart and attempt to keep on going? I know the commitment i made to the army and that is something serious , but why cant anyone make the same commitment to me? Am i that horrible? Am i that unworthy of love? I cant see why .... I know i was a bad person in the past, i know i am trying to be a better person now but this isnt fair i am not that bad i deserve to feel heart break over and over and over again. is it that hard to be loved? am i that bad of a person? i wish i knew because i feel so lost and so confused and so scared because once again i am sitting here totally alone in my thoughts.

Lost My Way
I sit here wondering why all of this has to happen all the heartache all the pain all the suffering within all the bullshit with nothing to gain You pushed me to all my limits Youve taken my loved ones, and uve made me cry you've started a war between us and yet i still dont know why Well here it is, you and me face to face, for everyone to see I've shown my faith or lack there of Youve put me up against my own brother one of the ones i so dearly love You wont convince me to turn back to you For you have taken everything from me evertyhing i held so dear and true This God You love for his so call might he"s called me out and has given me this pain And every reason to fight Now ive cuss you and begged you to show your gace come down and meet here, right here Face to Face You are the mighty one, the Holy One With all your power and might Step up and meet you

I Am But A Bard
I am but a bard I am but a bard; no flute or lyre just my words and their rhyme. I am but a bard; who fell into darkness, living in sorrow for some time. I am but a bard; whom had not muse, nor stories to tell left a emotionless mime. I am but a bard; that searched for forgiveness finding only repugnance seeing my sustained life as a crime. I am but a bard; whose life was saved by an Angel, renewing my spirit, such a muse is truly sublime. I am but a bard; twice dead, now learning to live but bear sorrow for me not- for the beating of my heart, is prime. I am but a bard!

It All Starts With You
Punky@ CherryTAP Punky has this quote on a blast and I wrote her this comment.... Your Blast quote, "There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level." by Jim Morrison.... is true. If one does not have a solid reality, you will place too much importance on the opinions of others and on your reputation which lies in the opinions of others and is out of your control and none of your business. If you do not love, accept, trust, have security in, have happiness in, have validation in and have serenity in yourself; you will place too much importance on others and circumstances outside of yourself for those things and will always be disappointed because everyone else will come and go in your life, but you ALWAYS have your Self, 24/7. This is why it is true when you hear "You have to love yourself and be happy with yourself before you can love and be happy with others."

Too Much Info, Insides Overblown
Well anyone who has been a friend of mine in the past 10yrs or so knows about Doug. They know my whole world was wrapped up around him and his words were gospel to me. That my love for him was deeper than any love I thought I would ever have again. That he even has been an issue between Phil and I, that I have struggled with staying with Phil to go back to Doug. That Doug has said he would change if I went back to him and dumped Phil. But that I did choose Phil over Doug. Last night I found out all those years Doug was also with Kath. That he was not sleeping on the couch. That they were only ever really broken up for very short spurts. I learned a ton more but it's really not worth writing it all out. I mean just what I have written right now is enough. How does a guy get away with that for 10yrs? Now he is going to put someone else through it? How can he live with himself? I think Phil is happy just another thing to throw in my face to prove he is better than Doug. I hate how he u

A Few Wishes Left
My foot feels like it is caught between a stone, My heart has been breaking,why do I have to hurt??? My friends are Dear to me as much as life itself, I have drawn them closer,and love is deeper than I have ever known,I do follow my heart, And with help my heart is trying to mend, Just like my friends I want you to know that I still have a few wishes left for you,...And One of them is to know,that "I LOVE YOU." SWEET&KINKY 2007

Fear And Ignorance In Action
Hard To Handle had this quote on her blast. I noticed it popped up right after I wrote the blog about Punky's Blast quote. LOL I collect quote that I love and I love philosophy, so I commented on hers too. Hard 2 Handle@ CherryTAP Noticed your Blast quote: "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe Actually, it is fear in action that is the most frightening. All human emotions and actions derive from love or fear. When you come from love you can never be wrong, aruged with or proven wrong. you create wonderful things from love. When you choose to live in fear, you create horrible things and fear will come back to haunt you. Ignorance means "to have a lack of knowledge or information." Everyone is ignorant to something. We are ALL born completely ignorant and no one knows everything and no one ever will. There is knowledge of things that we will NEVER come to know about the universe, physics, and what lies outside the finite view o

Members Of The Covenant Of Shadows
The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP -----FOUNDERS----- ~Gothic Rose~™Goddess of Death~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~ Member of The Confederate Bombers Family~BBG Fan Train~F.A.R.~CT Wife of Warlock~@ CherryTAP warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP -----CO-FOUNDER----- MOOSEJR /Ct Hubby of annieo/ / Co-Founder of The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP --------BOUNCER------- **DJ WICKED**JUGGALO ENFORCER OF** Covenant of Shadows**@ CherryTAP -----MEMBERS----- Sahib of Flesh of The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP BLUEMADDNESS CTAF SQUAD 3 RANK 15 RAZIEL THE SOULREAVER OF THE COVENANT OF SHADOWS@ CherryTAP **AGENT SMITH**C.O.S.~Brother of Oracle~VIP for Club Contageous~@ CherryTAP Silver Dragon of the Mist of LDC~Covenant of Shadows~ Charmed Outlaws of Darkness@ CherryTAP

Stupid Test Shit
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! — Monday, May 21, 2007 There's ths purity test thing that is upsetting. I think about things too much sometimes I guess. I think the purity test kis stupid. Most of those things don't have much to do with being pure. And It's actually someewhat offensive that they are on there, as if they do have something to do with being pure. I guesse it depends on what they actually mean by pure. I think they should have used a different word. Maybey conservative, or maybe borring, or just put different criteria on the test. I know it's just for fun. The quiz still seems to refect the awefull effects society seems to have had on people. The author may not have thought about it much, and that's what came out. That's what makes it so scary, those things have become automaticly associated with purity. I realize there's no clinical basis for the tests. It's what the existance of the test says more than the said results of the test that bother me. It's that somehow

Return Of Insomniac Behavior
... and now, I can't sleep. This is reminiscient of last year, when I was out of work, and logged into here every night about this time. Of course, everyone I knew was asleep, so it led to lots of talking to myself. Tonight seems kind-of the same... No one's really on, no one's talking on IM, and Elvis is still dead. Some cheesy Steven Seagal movie where even mob bosses are paying him respect is playing in the background. In additoin, I have completely lost interest in the soft porn that's playing on Cinemax (to the point where I'm watching some cheesy Steven Seagal film). The beer, which already doesn't taste good, is even starting to lose its flavor. However... if you can't hang out with yourself, who can you hang out with... right?

Grandma's Hands
Grandma's Hands Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. She didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands. When I sat down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if she was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb her but wanting to check on her at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. She raised her head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," she said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to her. "Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I mean really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point she was making. Grandma smiled and related this st

Ich Will
This is one of many song I love by Rammstein. Ich Will Videos | Music Video | St. Paul Homes Here are the lyrics, German and English translation. Ich will (I want) Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt Wir wollen eure Hände sehen Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ih

Cycle Of Life
Death, the life unknown, Bound by the cold, Dead hands of the shadows, From whence we lingered, In order to substain, The role assigned to us. By the deities, Who grow tired of, Their previous creations. I exist only to, Ensure the entertainment, Of a probable power, Dedicated to unite us all as a whole.

Rip - A Great Man
I just wanted to chat a bit about my great , uncle Salvatore blacky orlando, he was a good hearted man , he ran one of the best italian pizza places on the north shore for over 30 years. Not one person that crossed his path ever went hungry or felt un-loved , he loved everyone. during the holidays him and his sister my grandmother katie lovasco would feed over four hundred strangers a night for seven days. free food and drink, and each left with a full belly and an orange, a lemon and some blessed home made bread fresh from the oven and blessed as it came out by a Catholic priest, as a thanks and as an offering to the saints to which he worshiped and loved so much, his love never stopped or faded it just grew stronger. he never had children himself but all the nieces . nephews, cousins, and all our friends for three generations all saw him as uncle sammy. for a man that had no children he left behind a huge family that loved him so very much and He will be remembered for e

For My Brother And Friend
i rember back to when u was in high school and you told i want to go in the army and i told u that what a good idia even the army has took u places and showed u thing i could never show u thay tought u to fight and kill they brought you kids in you live they made u a man and i am so proud to call you my brother we have had good time and bad time witch that comes in life i dont care who reads this weather you dislike what i said or like what i said this if for my friend and brother whom i loved dearly i cant tell him my self how i fell but if i had not told him that he had a good idia to make himself a better man he would still be with us today in memory of Cris Moore who was KIA on 5/19/2007 we will miss you and allways love you RIP

A Bit Scary
This is an email I got from one of my four younger brothers who is a Christian. I wrote a reply to it and as usual, I tell it like it is and challenge what the world teaches you. -+-Wikkid-+- .................................. Allah or the Lord Jesus Christ? ...A Bit Scary This is very interesting and just a bit scary ... The Muslim religion is the fastest growing religion per capita in the United States, especially in the minority races!!! Allah or The Lord Jesus Christ? ... By Rick Mathes Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in what the Islamic Imam had to say. The Imam gave a great presentation of the basics of Islam, complete with a video. After the presentations, time was provided fo

Photos
some of my photos are me and some are not. not really a blog i know but i wanted to make it clear on the photo thing. why some photos that are not me? why not! i put them up cause i like them and they make the place look really nice.

Lack Of Sleep = Rambling
I hate change. I know life is constantly changing around me and every little detail and choice creates an even more drastic change. Perhaps I don’t hate change; I guess it just terrifies me. That’s why I overly analyze everything and always weigh my options. I don’t want to make the wrong choice; I know we learn from our mistakes. I just don’t want to have to learn the hard way from a huge mistake.

This Poem Reminds Me Of The Day My Father Left Us
Leaving behind others to take your place, Carrying on your name, walking around with your face, Knowing you go left behind, Wondering what's on my fathers mind. He didn't even think to try. To leave my mother with tears going down her face, Left me only to embrace, Only for me to ask her why? My mother can give me answers; My father left behind. For he can give his love to another, But can't give his love to me, My mother would give her life, As she's given life to me, My father I hope to love. Will he ever really love me? He can take and make a life and keep living on, But what is it like to live without a father, He doesn't even know, Because he doesn't even care, He left me alone.

What If................................
IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave

Funny Farm Where I Belong,lmao
Lyrics for: They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds

Not Fair
When I was a kid the playgrounds that I played on were sand blacktop, or a combination of them...When you were playing on the monkey bars and fell you learned not to fall again really quick.....when you fell off anything you either had the wind knocked out of you...or you recieved some kinda injury that taught you to be tougher......I took my son to school and looked at there playground and it was a rubber material under everything...I watched a little kid fall off the monkey bars, take a bounce, and get up and proceed to do the exact same thing again...now I am all for making kids safer...but I always thought that the blacktop and sand were an important and humiliating lesson...they toughened you....they gave you cool scars...good memories and lessons on how to administer first aid on your self...now we are teaching our kids to be wusses and that it is ok to do the same stupid stunt over and over because you will just bounce

Fire
today i just found out that my cosins home just burned down on saturday evening and im hope for some help she has 2 children which the were not at home the only one that was there was her husbend he was in bed sleeping . they lost everything in the fire. so if anybody has any ideas please let me know . and right now my main idea is getting a doation box set up but who do i call for that ? so give me some help . and the only one that died in ther fire was ther cat

Unanswered Questions
i sit hear wondering waiting to see what will come of you and me..Are playin with fire to know that we will always get burned by the flame.. There so many question yet un answered yet i still keep hope alive.. I feel ur lonliness and i know your pain..But i cant bring you home again..You have choices of ur own to make and i have mine.. But it makes it so very diffcult to walk away from a love that is as pure as urs and mine.. We walked away from it once and you found happiness for a while, i only found that with my childrens smiles i was ok.. i hear ur voice on the line and know every word is true.. But i just am wondering if you will ever find you way back to me..Or friends who truely love each other is all we will be.. so many question, go un answered,But one day not hearing from you, im lost in broke dreams and tears fallin like rain, there is no end to the pain,But i cant find the road to letting you go. you have the comfort of someone else and i set alone, with a heart full of lov

Day 2
Day 2 0719 am Well day 2 back in the states. Doesn't seem to be getting any easier yet. I am now at my moms and using dial up, which of course getting my CT addiction in sucks...So friends, if I am not visting profiles you understand why. I am missing Rudi so bad, longing to hear his voice, see him and touch him. Last night I didn't sleep well, kept waking up, hoping I was dreaming and I would be laying next to him. But of course that dream didn't happen. Last night I when I woke up at 230 I wanted to talk to him so bad so I sent him a text to call me, and he did. Hearing his voice makes it a little easier for the time being, but yet makes me miss him even harder! I am one of the luckiest people alive to have what I have, this I know. The only thing is the being away part is so damn hard!!! I don't know what I am going to do to keep myself occupied today, my mom and her husband are at work, and I am at the house and there are no busses near by. I do know I need to find a job to keep

One Of My Poems That I Had Published
Vampyre Life To anyone who has gone through a dark time in their life. Vampyre life is a dreadful life to live. You drink to live and live to drink The sweet red nectar of the mortals. I am of the Third Generation One of the strongest there is. I am considered Prince And virtually unstoppable. My symbol is the wolf. I am a Gangrel. When I go in for the kill I use the tactics of my clans symbol. I go in swift and strong And aim directly for the neck. When I grab hold WATCH OUT! It is the end. Bones crushing, flesh ripping, blood pouring. As I bring you to the point of death I will then give you a choice. A choice of peace or darkness. Darkness being a life of eternal thirst, Or a life of peace being death. This is your last chance. Choose your fate wisely, The end is here. This is a vampyres life. We all go through a time in our life that is dark. If you have read my Oh How I Yearn series, then you know what the dark time in my life was. This poem

I Cried
When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You th

A Phone Conversation No Child Should Ever Get!
SUBJECT: A PHONE CONVERSATION NO CHILD SHOULD EVER GET! OK,THIS IS WHERE THE STORY BEGINS! IT WAS SATURDAY NITE(5/19/07),MY 17YR. OLD SON & HIS GIRLFRIEND(who lives with him)(she a very sweet girl)CAME OVER TO VISIT HIS DAD & I, I NOTICED HER FOOT WAS SWELLED & HAD A BIG NASTY BRUISE ON THERE,I ASKED HER WHAT HAPPENED,SHE SAID SHE FELL DOWN THE STEPS @ THEIR APARTMENT, IT LOOKED LIKED IT COULD OF BEEN BROKEN & SHE NEEDED TO HAVE A DR. LOOK @ IT,WE TOLD HER TO CALL HER MOM CAUSE THE GIRL IS ONLY 16 & HER MOM WAS STILL RESPONSIABLE FOR HER,(we couldn't sign papers),BUT WE WOULD TAKE HER,NOW GET THIS....HER OWN MOM DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE UP HER LIL' CAMPIN TRIP TO SEE TO HER DAUGHTER'S NEEDS FOR A FEW HRS. NO INSTEAD SHE CHOSE TO CALL HER DAUGHTER & PERSEED TO TELL HER(this is all true BY THE WAY)NOT TO CALL HER ANYMORE,NOT CALL HER MOM ANYMORE & THAT SHE WAS NO LONGER HER MOM,& ALL THIS SHIT CAME OUTA NO WHERE! HELL,WE ALL THOUGHT THEY WHERE GETTIN ALONG JUST FINE,SHE JUST DIDN'T WA

Get A Life
look,please dont request to be my friend if you have pictures of your penis or vagina or breast in your photo albums on ct. its tastless and obviously you have wayyyyyy to much time on ur hands to do that. ur a loser basically!!!!!! im not a prude but ,thats a little much.........dont ya think???????? its ok to send someone a picture like that in private.......like in an im or email. and its ok if its"art" like for a professional photo shoot. but alot of people think that they "have it" and sadly..they really dont

Regrets
some days come easier than other...then theres one day in ur life u cant for get about...something has happened and u just cant forget. 2 years i lost someone very near and dear to me.. my brother nate..there was nothing i could do to save him when he took his owne life cause he thought life was so hard and that he wasnt love that he didnt need to be here anymore... today is a very hard day for me and i miss him very much..i know my whole family does... Dont ever be sorry for thing u cant control and never forget the ones u loved and lost.. lifes to short to worry about stupid shit and u will have regrets if u do... live life to the fullest and think of others when u make choices that could affect anothers life.. life is a game of chance and if u dont take the chance u'll never know what lifes about.. much love Cassie

Can I?
Can I love you the way you should be loved? When my heart is captive in someone else's hands. Like a bird in a gilded cage, unable to fly away... It's so unfair to you, so I must apologize. My intention has never been to deceive you, or to ever break your heart. But you knew and said you understood it all, from the very start. Still you made it your mission, to conquer my heart and my love. It became your purpose- a challenge you wanted to win, above all. Now I sit here silently, wondering how it came to be... Because I don't want to cause any unhappiness for you or me. This situation is impossible... heartbreaking, and with it our friendship lost. So how can I love you, the way you should be loved?

My Birthday
yep its a ways away but i want to go skydiving. i have since i was really little i think it would be fucking awsome and im gonna fucking do it ... i just need to find place around here that does it and even then it cost around $300 so im gonna start saving now hehehe im so excited

Take The Test
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

Spank An Ass
Today is Spank an Ass Day!!! Send to 7 people you want to Spank there Ass badly whether it's friendship or for real. If you get 5 back your getting your Ass Spanked! If you get more than that back, hell, you're lucky!!

Crazy Tattoo Contest Starts 5/23
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/21 thur 5/26 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Luv N U By Boyz Ii Men
For Kally Verse 1 Your eyes are telling me On my knees is where I should be On your lips I can read my name Even though you ain't said a thing I know I've been here before A familiar place in fact I'm sure That I, you, and something in between That's haunting me Chorus Instantly you're on top of me So good to see you on top of me This is where I'm supposed to be All up into you There's no place I would rather be Livin' inside of your ebony Lovin' you, make love to you Love ya, oh my lovin' you Verse 2 Got me open and I can't explain How in our ecstasy there's no shame Composure we had is gone Lust in us we can't tame We've been here before This familiar place in fact I'm sure It was a dusk, dawn, through the afternoon I'm still in you Chorus Repeat Breakdown (Seems like the longer we stay together, the more I can't get enough) Baby I just can't get enough (And even though you're mine, I just want you more and more and more)Even though you're mi

We Broke Up
I love michael so much and it hurts to think Im not gonna be with him anymore.There was just some stuff that happened that we tried working out and well it never got worked out.I hope he finds someone to make him happy and Im just sorry I couldnt.I dont want to ever date again or get married in fact I wish I would just die.Im so tired of living and being hurt by men I love.

Sensal Grace
Whispers trace along skin sheathed In lace While my fingers trace along the lines On your face Lips blaze a trail of flame As passions rise once more Burning and yearning Just like before Finding those special places on you That tingle While our heart beats and our scents Start to mingle Climbing to heights Never reached before As we vow to love each other Forever more With each thrust you claim What I give to you With each arch of my back I claim you too As our passions explode We fuse together Knowing we’ll always Love one another We revel in this gift Sent from above As we lay in the silence Wrapped up in our love

An Interesting Fable
Tuesday 30th April – 11.55 pm The four young men laughed and joked as they pushed and groped their way around the mist-covered graveyard, pulling the grass away from the weather-beaten stones and trying to read the age-old inscriptions. Years of neglect had made the place an unwelcoming sight. The headstones were crumbling and covered in moss, and the mounds themselves were indistinguishable from the paths, so high grew the grass and weeds. A grinning moon shined down from a clear, still sky, casting eerie shadows here and there; but none of the group were unnerved by their hostile surroundings, or the deathly quiet of the vacant atmosphere. ‘What sort of place is this you’ve brought us to, Damien’ asked Mike. ‘I thought there was gonna be something interesting here.’ He threw an empty beer can down and kicked it into the distance, lighting another cigarette. ‘I’d rather picnic in Highgate any day. At least it’s got legends, at least there’s some interesting peopl

Chapter 14 Reflections On A Lifestyle
Chapter 14 Reflections on a Lifestyle The end of May came and, with it, the end of school. This time, when Q-96 played Alice Cooper’s “School’s Out”, I could believe it. Lauren and I were at the Overlook as the song played, watching the sunset on the water, tossing rocks over the cliff’s edge. We had been seeing each other regularly for a little under two months and the charm hadn’t seemed to wear off yet. We had settled into a life that combined the best aspects of my metal existence with her high society life. Lauren had finally convinced me it was alright for us to make love and, though she had been a virgin, she proved to be one of the most sexually exciting, experimentive girls I had ever known. Thought the age of safe sex was still years in the future, I cared enough about Lauren and myself, that I took precautions. Lauren curled in my lap and began tracing circles on my chest. “Like the man says, ‘School’s out, completely!’ What happens now?” “Summer.” I s

Greeters Camp
Hello Tappers, for you burners out there that like heading out to the playa early don't forget to sign up for greeters station. The schedule went up live and is filling up quick. http://greeters.burningman.com/schedule.html

Do I Know You?
> A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an > attractive woman waving at him. > > > > She says hello. > > > > He's rather taken aback, because he can't place > where he knows her from. > > > > So he says, "Do you know me?" > > > > To which she replies, "I think you're the father of > one of my kids." > > > > Now his mind travels back to the only time he has > ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My > God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party > that > > > > I made love to on the pool table with all my > buddies watching while your > > > > partner whipped my bare ass with wet celery???" > > > > She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm > your son's 2nd Grade teacher."

~*~ Unwanted ~*~
A dark cloud hang over my head it brings nothing but pain the wind blows in more sorrow to be an out case part of the unwantedthat empty feeling of how I don't belong in your worldyou have push me away long enough for meto see how I don't fit into your way of life what is it what is it about me that make you act this way. what have I done to make you feel this way...I guess i really am unwanted by someone like you......~*~ Lady Mystique ~*~

Dreaming...
Dreaming ... As I sit here, I think of the beauty that is sitting before me. The wonder that is you. As I close my eyes I see the stiloette that is you. Feeling the warmth of your sweet touch. As I sit here with eyes closed I sense your spirit connecting with mine as I am in sweet surrender to you. The feelings of love & passion mixed with deep caring make my heart race & beat all the more faster. As I sit here with eyes still closed I sense your soulful touch... The connection that makes us one... The place where love is immeasurable... passions beyond our wildest imagination. The place where two souls innertwine & become one, where love never ends but only continues to grow. The place where 2 hearts & souls go to grow old together... To forever love only one another... Getting lost within your loving embrace, your warm breath upon my face. Closing my eyes as I lean in & gently kiss your soft sweet lips, feeling your passion & desire. Oh my love, how you set my very

"uber" Birthday ??
I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 92,172 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP **** ALSO IF I FORGOT TO HIT UR PAGE BACK PLEASE LET ME KNOW **** XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !!

Seriously Contemplative
I'm so deep in thought right now. I have alot going on with my health. Funny, ever notice that ALOT of folks here have serious health issues? Thankfully mine are serious but I do have to have surgery in July. I've been healthy as a horse most of my life and in the last 4 yrs I've had more health problems than I can count on one hand. Two knee surgeries endured, more to follow and now this. Course theres more mixed in but I won't go into details. So I sit and ramble. This is the stuff that makes me cherish my life and appreciate what I have. I'll be .. *gasp* ... 35 this year and I feel it coming full throttle. Any suggestions to help me feel young??? I could use them :)

Happy Birthday Dad..ur Missed So Much!!
Graphics & Layouts HAPPY 68TH BIRHTDAY DADDY !THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MY DAD WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY EVEN THO HE HAS PASSED ON I STILL FEEL THE NEED TO GIVE HIM HIS SPECIAL DAY. DAD UR STILL MY ROCK,U KEEP ME STRONG. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE NO MATTER WHAT. IZAIAH ASKS ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY,HE REALLY MISSES YOU..EVERYONE THOUGHT HE WOULDN'T REMEMBER CUZ HE STILL LITTLE BUT I KNEW HE WOULD BECUZ WE KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE,BY TALKING,TELLING STORIES,KEEPING YOUR PICTURES UP.PLUS WHERE EVER U WERE HE WAS THERE RIGHT BESIDE U. I SIT HERE CRYIN BECUZ I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. U WERE HIS "PAPA" AND NOTHING OR NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT.HE IS GETTING SO BIG ALREADY,ACTING LIKE HE GROWN.(HAHA). AN I'M GLAD YOU ARE HIS PAPA AND MY DAD BECAUSE AIN'T NO ONE THAT COULD TAKE THAT PLACE.MOM REALLY MISSES YOU TOO.SHE IS STARTING TO TALK ABOUT YOU A LIL MORE NOW,I ACTUALLY THINK IT'S HELPNG HER. I COULD TYPE ALL DAY ABOUT YOU,HOWEVER I WOULDN'T GET ANYTHING DONE(HAHA) U KNOW HOW I AM ABOUT MY CLEAN

Oh My God Sad
jonny brought a gun to school "Mommy" Jonny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight As', I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And tell my little sister; That she is the only now, And tell my dear sweet Grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best, Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better then the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass. Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,

A Sons Love
aiden is being his usual cute but extremely ornery self. i was playing with him last night on bed and his binky fell so i bent down to get it and i fell off the bed he laughed at me. his evil laugh then threw his cup at my head fo good measure. laughing hysterically that evil laugh of his. ahhhhhh a sons love for his mommy.

New Guest Book!
Hey everyone! Hope things are going swell for everyone. Things are going ok here. But I have a new guest book and I would really love and appericate it if you all could sign it for me! Thanks in advance for showing the love! xoxoxo