So much not said,
So much I wish you knew.
These feelings in my heart,
I’ve been holding back from you.
When you speak my heart leaps,
When you smile I catch my breath.
Can’t share these feelings with you,
Keeping them locked away is best.
A friend I try to be,
A friend with secrets I hold.
If I told you what I felt,
Would I be being to bold?
Instead I keep my distance,
Instead I try to hide.
I’ve taken the coward’s way out,
I’ve tried to save my pride.
I know you don’t feel for me,
I know you never will.
But inside I hold on to the hope,
And my feelings I’ll reveal.
With tears I pray for the day,
When you come knocking at my door.
That you and I will be together,
From that day forever more.
So secretly the feelings stay,
A love that is just a seed.
I’ll smile to appear o.k.,
When really my heart bleeds.
For you I wish the best,
Even if it’s not with me.
While somewhere I will dream,
Of what may never be.
The future is in your hands,
The future happiness of me.
I hope my dreams are realized,
And you will also be in love with me.
