How much Drama can one guy go threw before he snaps?
How many more times am i going to get close to someone just to get pushed away again? how many times am i going to pick up the pieces of my heart and attempt to keep on going?
I know the commitment i made to the army and that is something serious , but why cant anyone make the same commitment to me?
Am i that horrible? Am i that unworthy of love? I cant see why ....
I know i was a bad person in the past, i know i am trying to be a better person now but this isnt fair i am not that bad i deserve to feel heart break over and over and over again.
is it that hard to be loved? am i that bad of a person? i wish i knew because i feel so lost and so confused and so scared because once again i am sitting here totally alone in my thoughts.
