CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Back in the States"

Day 2 0719 am Well day 2 back in the states. Doesn't seem to be getting any easier yet. I am now at my moms and using dial up, which of course getting my CT addiction in sucks...So friends, if I am not visting profiles you understand why. I am missing Rudi so bad, longing to hear his voice, see him and touch him. Last night I didn't sleep well, kept waking up, hoping I was dreaming and I would be laying next to him. But of course that dream didn't happen. Last night I when I woke up at 230 I wanted to talk to him so bad so I sent him a text to call me, and he did. Hearing his voice makes it a little easier for the time being, but yet makes me miss him even harder! I am one of the luckiest people alive to have what I have, this I know. The only thing is the being away part is so damn hard!!! I don't know what I am going to do to keep myself occupied today, my mom and her husband are at work, and I am at the house and there are no busses near by. I do know I need to find a job to keep my days filled so they will go a little faster for me. But ok enough of my babbling for now.... and on the lighter side... You know your not in Europe anymore when you go to flush the toilet on top and its on the side...DOH!