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Wanna glimpse into my mind? Current mood: numb Why doe's it hurt so bad? Why does it hurt so much? Why, am I the one suffering? But then,I stop! To think...It's not a curse. It's a blessing. It's not a disease-It's the cure! For everyone I look at, there's a thousand I don't see! My darkened mind will never change, just as none of them see me! The Darkness has got a hold of me, and it won't let go!And this will never happen just as they don't know! Now that I know the answer, I no longer ask you "why?"! Now I'm always laughing, nevermore to cry! Instead I give up to the night, to lead the life of pain and cold. To tell the tales about the dark, that has me in it's hold! Angel of death, come to me here. For sweet death I can feel is near. Destroy my spirit, burn my soul. Avenge my death, turn my body to coal. And as the children laugh, and as the children play. Let them know no fear. For the icy fingers of death, I can feel are near. My fears, my dreams, my hopes, they are what make me. But they are not always as they seem to be. I am let down time after time as my fears become reality, my dreams are shattered & my hopes were never there. My fear of rejection, of being alone is beneath the surface waiting to come forth. My dreams of a perfect life of having it all become nonexistent when I take my first step and proceed to fall. Why does life seem to have a way of letting you down each and every day? I want some answers, to help me out so my dream, my fears, and my hopes may come about!
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