Double helix stairway of questions plage my mind,
following this path ensue, suggests that they rewind.
Constrain unmindful thoughts into,
oblivious to what they do,
But still these words show no remorse.
Contaminating aguished course.
I'm blind to see my sorrows source.
The curling smoke of surpressed candles,
caused by all your obcured scandles.
All your errors are so costly, yet your sentiments are lapse.
Then accuse the other side, untill accusations grasp.
All the offensive words you speak,
and still forgiveness is what you seek?
But when a fight gets dug to deep,
your always first to fall asleep.
Sleeping soundly?
just in cause?
While my heart is bleeding,
patching hearts with tearing guase,
While my hearts still needing.
Where on this side of full regret,
when words are said and fear is set.
I'm drained of all until I'm weak,
toss and turn can't fall asleep,
opened mouth where words can't speak,
I clench my chest and start to weep.
And still forgiveness... is what you seek?