Just reiterating...I wrote this a while back (obviously not on CT) but when I started typing the thoughts in my head tonight, it seemed like a bit of deja vue. So, being the one who hasn't slept much the past couple of weeks, I opted the easier route: copy and paste....
I've come to the conclusion that the little thing called Tact isn't part of the majority of general society! Thoughtless comments are a little out of control at times, you know? Approach is key because it's probably the one thing that's going to determine how another person views you. Grant it, some things may change over time…but really now. This is something I've been thinking about for quite some time, and honestly throughout the day… It's almost ridiculous how selfish and judgmental some are. You have people that give one hundred percent of their all as often as humanly possible followed up by people who do nothing but rip those others apart. You confide in others out of trust, and so many times that bites you in the ass. People you think are friends, turn your life around in a joke to whomever they please not caring how it effects the person at hand. Life's too short not to enjoy the short time we have, let alone be so closed minded to the surroundings in the world around you. Different people have gone through varieties of obstacles throughout life, regardless of their age, which is something we should all be mindful to, but that's truly a rarity. Wisdom doesn't come with age…many of times age clearly surpasses any remote chance to gain knowledge…and then some plainly do not have any common sense whatsoever. Some things we'll never truly understand, but given that…maybe some things just aren't meant to be understood or figured out. Nevertheless, I honestly think some people have just lost the power to love straight from the heart and the soul to reach out to other people… You should be able to just have fun in life, regardless of the situation… Life's too short to waste day in and day out shutting off so many new adventures…people…places…and memories to be made for that matter. I'm not trying to change the world by any means, but as Terri Clark says, "I think the world needs a drink." There are so many things I'd love to do with my life before I die. But I'm surely not going to sit around dreaming about it because nothing will ever be accomplished that way. Along the way, however, I'd hope that I find someone to share the discoveries, adventures, laughter, sorrow, and love with that truly appreciates life for what it is. What I'm really looking for is someone who loves to have fun, isn't scared to take chances, and gets a kick from experiences new things, places, and has just a strong urge for life itself. I'm not worried about "settling down" or any of that mess, that will happen when the right person comes along who is strong enough to take me for all that I am. My life is being straightened out little by little from the heartaches, injuries, and drawbacks casts upon me….and I will fight to keep it that way. I don't like talking about things that are bothering me because all it will sound like is a constant bitch because "shit happens" daily to everyone. So, mainly I bottle things up inside with me, deal with it on my own, and then maybe talk about it later. To the pessimists: have you ever thought that the reason you're always depressed is because you're continually thinking of the things depressing you? Get over it, work through it, and move on. We all suffer a little heartache, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Back to what I was saying: I'd love to be scared out of my natural born mind because of how someone makes me feel, but have nothing but the yearn for more. You know? Love is one of the hardest, but one of the best things on Earth. Anyways, yes, that's my little splurge into the pool of thoughts for today… back to listening to the neighbor's bed above me knock on the wall. Ha, guess it's better than listening to them running around screaming like they have an indoor's basketball game… Haha….
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And just to clarify this before any confusion gets made from reading the above, I'm not so much "looking" at this moment in time...but you get the point. K, that will be all for now. Thanks for stopping by. Please drive thru....ha
