The could of fog is blocking my view
I'm not able to tell what is real and what is fake
I don't know if it's really there
Or if ti's juat a figmant of my imagination
Wishing there was a way to find out if it's real
Laying my head down on that soft pillow
Dreaming that it's real
Hoping it will be there when this fog ends
Crying from all the pain the fog brings
Hoping that I can do all I can to make this happen
Knowing I deserve the best
Knowing he deserves something
Hoping I can give him what he deserves
Trying my best to do all that I can
Just this fog is so thick
I sometimes wonder if he does
If he really does care
I have been lead on before
It wouldn't be the first time
Yet it would still hurt
Just laying here
Hoping
Wishing
for this fog to clear
