I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen to her and she couldn't care for him anymore?!? Well she knows that I would see that he is taken care of but I just can't think about loosing my BEST FRIEND right now... I hope that someone out there understands me... I would love to be his GODMOTHER but not at the risk of loosing her... I mean I would love him know matter what but, If something should happen what am I to tell him... I'm not good at things like that... I already love that little boy more than anything... He has already became my heart... What am I to do??? Please give me some advice... Cause I'm lost on that... Yet I'm still as happy as ever cause A little boy will be brought into this world tomorrow for me to love... He is gonna be one spoiled baby... Well I hope that someone can help me on this... Much Love to you all that do read this...
