Well the first guy and i have been talking and he really opend up to me. He explained everything to me and now i understand and it just made everything harder. I wnat him back so bad, i crave for his touch again but i talked to the other guy and he finaly opened up to me to. im lost in my own delema. I want both of them but that will only get me in deeper. i am still deciding. ill keep it posted! lots a luv!