Well love comes and goes and its just weird how someone so unexpectedly comes into your life without you actually realizing why they are there. Love and relationships are like that. But I have been through so much in my past. Things that at my age a normal person wouldn't have. I have had so man terrible things occur that I guess most of the time that I assume when I get close to someone or love someone they will be there and then be gone. Its crazy I know. How can I live when I constantly worry about it. Well I have just given up on that and well just decided to let it go, open up and trust that my heart will have made the right decision. I'm sure right now that the one person that I love and adore knows how much I really care and want nothing more than to be happy and make them happy. I am one that usually keeps to myself not because I choose to I just do. There aren't alot of people that I let get close to me and I have reasons for that also. My heart is there and open. I just want it not to be broken.
