Fubar Blog Posts 4

Attempted Robbery
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment; I didn't expect you to actually crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket.. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason.. my girlfriend was happy that I just returned safely from my 2nd tour as a Combat Marine in Afghanistan .. She had just bought me that Kimber Custom Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head ... isn't it?! I know it p

Mirrored Nightmare
You wish you could find the right person for you. You beg fate to show you mercy. You plead with karma to bless you. You search high to only end up sighing. You explore low only to end up below what you expected. You cry when you are alone because you feel like there is no one for you. You feel your heart breaking everyday knowing that others have found true love. You become angry at the world out of fear of being alone. You pray that God shows you His love by sending someone into your life that can hold you. You cry into your pillow trying to find my scent. You are desperate to know my touch again. You crave moments of passion with me. You think more about me than you do for yourself. You watch yourself in the mirror fall apart into tears as you collapse out of despair. You are crying your broken heart out loud of how you can't live without me. I grab you telling you I have the same nig

Tears Falling
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry.If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see.To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again.My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love can start.

Loving The Glamorous Life...
Life is what you make it. You can live however you choose. Its your decision. You can live like a hobo and sleep under a bridge. Or you can work a modest job and live moderately. You can just go all out and really make the big bucks by working on Wallstreet or being your own entrepreneur. Whatever you decide... its you decide...its your decision. Loving the Glamorous Life is what you decide is glamorous in life. It could be a walk on the beach, a hug and kiss, or spending time with family and friends. My glamorous life includes my man and my family and friends. Its not always about the money-although it does help. Just wanted all out there to know that you can choose to Love the Glamourous Life too!!

Untitled...
Untitled... Never knew what was missing, until it appeared on the screen, Goddess status, elegant, lovely... yeah she's mean. Instantly star struck, caught up in her shine, and glisten, trying to appear cool through the chatter, praying that she'd listen. Never been one for self doubt, it's not what I'm about, but her Beauty got me open, and her smile has me turned out. Feeling like a senior before Prom, she's turned me back into a giddy teenager, really feeling her spark, and the fire's becoming major...

Laughter When You Fall...
i am burning from the insidea piece of soul has diedi'm not a believer in much these daysand my vision slowly fadeshow else could i keepa wound that cuts so deepwhat else should i findinside a pessimistic mind?people lie to hurtthey rub your face in dirtthey find pleasure in your painand the never ending rainyet they turn to you for comfortwhen their rope is getting shortthey come to you with outstretched handsand beg your sympathy, uncannedthen they tell you that your life is wastedand there are things you should not have tastedand they have the nerve to tell you "hey i'm sorry friendbut yours ain't mine to mend"

Not A Diamond, But In The Rough...
i absorb the pain like a spongea gift i've had since i was youngi soak it ini bleed it outi breathe in sinthen leave no doubtas i approach the state of overloadi turn to stonei won't explodei fuckin' love this life i live alonethe weight upon my backmight weigh a thousand poundsit might never cut me slackbut still i stand my groundi am granite in a beach of sandnot worn smooth by many wavesi'm the peak that stands in darkest landsbut still i shine in my own way

If And Ever After...
how can you expect to come alongwhen you think i'm blindhow far along had i gone?and when did you stop the climb?there are things i knowand things i showthat lead you to the truththere are things insideand things i hidebut my deeds they hold the proofhypnotizethen criticizethen hold aloft the blameit's nothing newyou're words aren't truethey're not solidified by flames

5 Deadly Terms Used By A Woman
5 Deadly Terms Used By A Woman: 1) FINE: This is the word a woman uses to end an arguemnt when she knows she is right and you need to shut-up 2) NOTHING: means something & you need to be worried 3) GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission, do not do it 4) WHATEVER: A womans way of saying screw you 5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long and hard on how and when you will pay for your mistake BONUS WORD: WOW! This is not a compliment. She's amazed that one person could be so stupid.

Love
╰ღ╮❤╭ღ╯::: Love Means Having to Say You Are Sorry :::If you make a mistake by doing or saying something that is hurtful or damaging to the relationship, say that you are sorry. Many people struggle with these words, even when they know that what they did was wrong. It actually takes a strong person to apologize. Do not wait until you think you have the courage but say it immediately, and with sincerity. Too often when couples argue, there is a long period of silence, which actually makes the anger and tension worse. You need to let your mate know immediately that you made a mistake and ask for forgiveness.

Respect
WOMEN are the best creation on this earth by god.The only thing that makes her change every thing in a person's life is "RESPECT".She can turn the Hell into Heaven, She can do all impossible work so easily & what not...So RESPECT every Women.

Just Knowing
Its that feeling of awe when you find out something that you just never thought would or could happen. Like lightening striking out of no where and startling you. Thunder crashing all around as you cringe. Just knowing that you are followed by someone you think so highly of is a high that you never want to come down from. You sit and ponder weak and weary wondering just what could be. Not knowing except the thoughts inside your head that you never speak. Confused because still yet he reveals not how he feels. Just curious as to where the twists will end. Feeling deep within you finding yourself scared and trembling. Not knowing but just knowing that it is him. You want to run yet you stay. You want fear to remain yet you keep fighting it away. You smile because it is unknowing as to where it will go. The butterflies and darkness become one. You no longer linger just to see if you're noticed. You just know that always he is here.

Christians And Guns
DHS-funded course asks cops if they will confiscate guns from Christians Colorado troopers trained to consider Christians as dangerous terrorists.Kurt NimmoPrison Planet.comApril 10, 2013 Training course portrays devout Christians as a potential threat. Illustration: Norman Rockwell. Bob Livingston of Personal Liberty Digesthas posted an email written by Colorado Undersheriff Ron Trowbridge. In the email sent to a blogger, Trowbridge describes how Christians and so-called sovereign citizens are actively demonized by the government and troopers are

Tentative Duress...
i've been fighting this lonely battlethat no one else can seei'm no closer to hearing that dying rattleof the ugly part of mei still struggle with temptationthat is whispered with a kissi've crossed the threshold of exasperationi can't take much more of thisi feel myself grow weaker ever more and every dayi am haunted by an unseen seekerthat will not go awayi find myself thinking of a lifeone i might have missedmaybe someone dropped a hinti sure didn't get the gistso i pissed it all awayit came too fast and ran it's coursei never had a chance to examine the sourcei must be blindit stood right before my eyesand i let it slip awaythe earth is dry, the sky is spentthere is no chance that i can repenti beheld a golden seasoni stood spellbound in it's warmthnow for all my treasoni lie engulfed within a swarmof whispers and of guiltthis house of sorrow i have builtit's full of shame and stakes it's claimon a throne of bitter blameit's what i face each passing dayit fuckin' will not go away

Brown Eyed Angel Of Mine
Brown Eyed Angel of Mine There’s true love to be uncovered found deep underneath Where lost treasures are discovered within coral wreaths She’s a brown eyed angel of mine, so beautiful in her way The astounding stars are to the night as she is to my days Her eyes I dream to gaze in, once again of love’s strength Where thy heart will feel whispered to of all that remains My sweet brown eyed angel she’s as thy heaven and earth She’s my everything, and because so I do know her worth There’s her voice echoing as a melody softly into my ears Of such comfort and of such warmth whenever she’s near With beauty which cannot be compared to natures scenes I gazed upon her to find myself lost in those eyes of brown With a beauty uncovered in this Brown eyed angel of mine Her heart beauteous and deep with love forever entwined With roses come thorns with true love also comes despair She’s truly worth every risk of love I’ll hold her love

More Of My Story
Denise was on her way out one day when her girlfriend said "hey denise, stop for a second will ya?" Denise turned around stunned that she was there and recognized Jill, the girl lived below her. "Hi Jill i'm going to find a restaurant. Can you suggest one? Something nearby but different." She had no idea if Jill would get her meaning. hey you seem a little different yourself since i met you. Is anything wrong? I really meant it when i said just knock if you need anything.' "No, i'm feeling fine. really. i'm just hungry." she wondered if her recent decision was that obvious. "Okay Denise, i was gonna invite you over for a meal but we can do that some other night. try the true love restaurant around the corner. some nights it really moves. /and the food is always good. "thanks a lot, Jill and denise was on her way. but when she got there Denise was disappointed to find she was literally the only customer. /no one else was in the place aside from the waiterss, who doubled as c

Lost And Alone
the lost alone girl looks in the mirror and thinks wh im i here . why do i even bother trying . all i get is hurt and pain maybe i should just end my life she goes to the hall sees the dagger in front of her grabs it and slides it deep into her chest there no more pain no more hurt the sad lonly girl is no longer she is happy now one day u will you loose that one who means the world to u before u do tell them how you feel so they are not lost and alone in this world

Be Still Your Words Till I Am Done, For I Speak With Riddled Tongue
It has been a life time, 14 years, but the scars still stay, both physical and otherwise. I was 19 and you had just turned 18, you were charismatic, and yet shy. Strong, yet so vulnerable, already your life had given you more then your share, and I just added to it. I still remember walking through the park, and you asked me if I wanted a relationship with you, or if we were just fooling around. I was scared, and still trying to come into my own and figuring myself out. I wanted so much to say that I did want a relationship, but I hesitated, and you drew your own conclusion and you backed off from me, I had blown it, but worse then that I had become just another in a long line of people who hurt you and let you down. Then I had to go and tailspin out of control with my life, and you got sucked into it. Maybe you wanted to hurt me like I had hurt you, but in that moment I snapped and did something really stupid, and you got blamed for what I had done. I ultimately did the right thing, a

Not Quite Needy...
I'll never ask much of you I'll never expect more than I can give I'll always give more... Read to me Play me songs that remind you of me Talk with me Listen Hold me whenever you can Keep honesty in your pocket And faithfulness on your sleeve Try new things with me See the world with me Kiss me Kiss me more Adore me endlessly Inspire me Let me be myself always And love me for all it entails Share your dreams, your desires and your fears with me Take my breath away with a look or a word every day Cherish me Treat me as your equal Find beauty in the mundane with me Tell me of all you find amazing about me Daydream of me Cradle my heart carefully Never stop being the man you are to me right now... I know what I deserve I know my worth And I see the same in you I'll be the same for you Always... Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

At This Moment
Have you ever just glanced up to the night time sky and wondered if anyone is looking up there or as looked up there?? Some peole I know of, don't give it a second thought. I won't change my mind, to do with friendship, if you are one of that type. I do love the sky, day or night. I am in love with the stars. I am someone who may look for constellations. Like I said before, I don't know everything and I am honestly a work in progress person. It wasn't always the way it was, I had some damn fine teenage years. Its okay that now I have to think cautiously around everyone. Its okay that there are people that don't want to understand that I am doing the best that I can. If you can say at this moment in time you are where you saw yourself, many years ago when thinking of any possible future, than that is alright. You are doing fine. I won't lie and say I am overjoyed. I wanted to be doing better. I didn't so much as want to have anything change from high school. I thought I had friends, k

Arc Angel Crowe: The Meaning Of It All Through Zodiac
Astrology: My Take On It Now, I am sort of renown for being radically Spiritual and an out-spoken voice against masonry and the craft tying it into modern-day politics and governments, however I do study the dark arts closely without allowing it to compromise me. The flaws I have were preexisting and have not radified since. I was raised devote Born Again Non-denominational Christian and hold to those Beliefs with an iron fist. Not, because of the cliche to do what "mommy and daddy" taught me like most; but because I have tested and beaten it with a hammer time and again, proving itself Real and of course He is Real. I, on the other hand, am the worst example of a Christian and likely have a high punishment waiting unless otherwise dealt with. To much is given; much is expected. I used to be like any Believer; quickly cut out things like astrology with no compromise. This still holds true to do, because sometimes the best way to avoid a problem is not to play with one. In other

Lil April
Little April was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, April, who created the universe?" When April didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "GOD ALMIGHTY!" shouted April and the teacher said, "Very good" and April fell back asleep. A while later the teacher asked April, "Who is our Lord and Saviour," But, April didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. 'JESUS CHRIST!" shouted April and the teacher said, "very good," and April fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked April a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time April jumped up and shouted, "IF YOU STICK THAT F*****G THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME, I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF AND STICK IT UP YOUR ARSE!" The Teacher fainted.

Never Doubt
If your heart, mind and every essence of you tells you that something is wrong or that someone is flat out lying to you, then never for one second doubt that feeling.I can count on one hand how many times I have given a person a second chance after finding out they lied to me. It is so not like me to do so, but I can be a very forgiving person and especially if it someone that I geniunely care about. If a person lied about something, lied about who they are, lied about what they look like, lied about what they do... then 99.99999% chances are they will still continue to lie. They will never change. It is who they are. To the person who emailed me this morning saying I am a liar and doesn't understand why I am pissed off.... let's get this straight. YOU LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING. Everything that came out of your mouth was and is a lie and you make things very hard to believe you. Maybe you should re-evaluate everything and maybe then you can understand why things are the way

Res Ipsa Loquitur
“Maybe there is no Heaven. Or maybe this is all pure gibberish—a product of the demented imagination of a lazy drunken hillbilly with a heart full of hate who has found a way to live out where the real winds blow—to sleep late, have fun, get wild, drink whisky, and drive fast on empty streets with nothing in mind except falling in love and not getting arrested . . . Res ipsa loquitur. Let the good times roll.”~Hunter S. Thompson, Generation of Swine: Tales of Shame and Degradation in the '80's

Real Love
one day i want to feel loved i want to be the only one he looks at the only one he talkd to the only one in his heart and one his mind one day i hope to be that to someone one day i hope to have all the pieces of my heart put back together and never broken again i want the hurt to go away i want to let him who ever he is love me and let him in to my heart wish i could love them who ever they are back and to feel specail i ahve great friends and thats good for now i want real love just once

Sweet
you are amazingly sweet kind caring you are an amazing friend who doesnt mind taking time to talk to me and letting me let things go thank u so much for being here for me you are awaesome and a good friend to me u have a big heart and if people cant see what i do there not worth the amazing friendship u have to give to them written for a great friend sweetflirt

You Are This Person
t is rare to find a person in life that is worth it in the end. It is rare to find a person that has qualities that shine brighter than the sun. It is rare to find a person that has compassion deeper than the oceans. It is rare to find a person that has kindness that stretches forever. It is rare to find a person that has a willingness to listen when nothing else will. It is rare to find a person that has a shining beauty that is always on fire. It is rare to find a person that is a great friend. It is rare to find a person that has cosmic beauty. It is rare to find a person that the cosmos will shine to give light to that person. It is rare to find a person that the sirens want to be in the presence of that person. It is rare to find a person that the elves will sing of the love of that person. It is rare to find a person that the earth flourishes so that person can have beauty everywhere. It is rare to find a person that is mentioned for the celestial beauty of that perso

Shining Beauty
It is rare to find things in life that are worth it in the end. People do things that stand out for a short time. They gain fame for curing a disease, or helping those who are in need the most. Time passes for awhile before they are no longer remembered. It is what they say, or do that stays with a person in the end. Alot of people are only out for themselves in this modern world. Some people try to help out, but might want something in return. Few people give freely from their heart without asking for anything in return. The remaining people are rare because what they do is talked about throughout history. These rare people have a quality that shines brighter than the sun. They have a compassion that goes deeper than the oceans. They have a kindness that stretches further than the East is from the West. They have a willingness to listen when nothing else will. These people have a shining beauty that is always on fire. You are one of these people.

True Friend
I remember when we first met. I said to myself you will make a great friend I bet. I talked to you alot because there was something about you that intrigued me. Then I learned what it was as I was finally able to see. You listened to me as I cried. You were there for me when I felt like I was tried. You have done nothing that would break me apart. You helped me to pick up the pieces of my heart. From the start you have been great. Your heart knows no hate. You are really awesome. Your beauty will never end because it always blossoms. Your caring for others will never end. You are a True Friend. ================================================================================== I dedicate this poem to Carpe Diem Read Profile here on Fubar.

Cloak And Dagger...
so many times i pass by youso many times you never knewi live my life in the blindspot of your gazeyou live your life without a glance my wayi see the pain you choose to hidei've often failed but i've always triedbut there is a reason you are blind toward meyou're shadow is often hard to seeit's not an acre of silence betweenit's the silence of the ocean, not seen

Me
Pick all the number you think you would like to do to me or I'm or you want to do to me please. 1. Ugly 2. Cute... (: 3. Nice...:D 4. Sexy... (; 5. Hot... c; 6. Damn (; 7. We should cuddle(: 8. We should kiss(; 9. We should hug c: 10. Damn, wish you were mine(; 11. Nasty, gtfo 12. Leave me alone 13. Were BFF'S 14. LETS HAVE SEX! 15. Lets trade nudes 16. Text Me?(: 17. Wanna dirty message (; 18. pin you down and fuck 19. marry you 20. push me down and fuck me on the floor ;) 21. pin you to the wall and fuck you 22. have kids with you 23. fuck you in a pool 24. fuck you in a shower 25. Gangbang you with my friends 26. Cum all over ur face:3 27. Want to have Butt sex(; 28. Id hottubb with you:) 29. i want oral sex with u:3 30.masturbate in front of each other 31. I love you

Left-wing Insanity
In Philadelphia a trial is ongoing. The defendant is a physician who ran a clinic specializing in late term abortions. The parade of witnesses describing the macabre scene of live births, only to be terminated at the hands of this so called physician is graphic to say the least. I won’t go into detail of these murders, but make no mistake, these are murders, but instead I want to illuminate the dual personality of liberal politics. Recently, MSNBC, ran an ad with Melissa Harris-Perry proclaiming children “belong to whole communities”, not just their parents. If this is the case, where is Melissa Harris-Perry on the Gosnell case in Philadelphia? Where is the community for these murdered children? If not in a position to stop such atrocities, but at least report on it now and condemn the perpetrator of these homicides. Instead, there is silence. With the exception of a few news outlets and commentators, the mainstream media is blind, deaf and dumb on the Gosnell case,

Dear Diary
Just kidding. I’m not here to share my daydreams and whimsical musings. I’m here to share my unsolicited thoughts and opinions on everything. Ranting on Fubar might get me committed to a mental facility and twitter only allows me to think and speak 140 characters at a time. So, here I am with copious amounts of white space to maim and destroy with my multicolored brain graffiti.

If Ever There Were Such A Thing...
i've heard tale that in these mountainsthere is a spring called life's blood fountainit takes just one drink to realizethat body and soul have harmonizedlike a torch that burns with endless fireyour insides rage with new desirewhat is unmade becomes madewhat is made will never fadethere will be new whispers in the windand fresh dreams that won't pretendbringing newer thoughts to a fresher mindwhile these strains of stress unwind

Getting Out Of Reality...lol
Lately between me moving and not getting to see my family as much, and my having to do homework most the time, plus I have no car right now, joining this site became a very good thing for me. I get out of my reality and away from things on my mind...even if only for awhile. Plus the people I talk to on here so far (for the most part..lol) have been great! I've joined a few lounges and love 'em! You peeps are awesome! Still a few things I need to learn how to do, but I'm learning as I go like everyone else. Noone is born knowing everything right? lol MUCH LOVE ALL!!!!SYRINA WILLOWS @};-

Sometimes, Maybe Barely...
i kinda wish life was a little more like magici could just snap my fingersand all this shit would disappeari wouldn't have to spend my timerunning through the havoci could find myself like a sea at dawncalm and crystal clearanytime my thoughts would bring me underneath the weatheri could wish for some protectionlike a raincoat for my braini would find it easier to pull myself togetheri could wish for all that's meloncholicto find itself restrainedanytime my legs felt wearylike they couldn't hold me upi could snatch another pairfrom what appeared to be thin airi could drink the fine elixirfrom the goldest of all cupsi could sprout wings to fly awayfrom all these burdens that i beari could finally wish awayall the mistakes that i have madei could finally live my live like a portrait pleasantlyi could hold aloft my armsand let the sunlight never fadei could live my life unscarrednot so fuckin' cowardly

Top Reasons People Stop Talking To Me
10. I can't type and eat 9. No, I didn't leave, the power went out 8. We had an earthquake 7. We had an earthquake again 6. You bore me 5. You don't have credits? 4. Oh, that was meant for someone else 3. My phone, computer, etc, died 2. I have to wash my hair. 1. Sorry, I need to step out to Vietnam

Untitled
choices we all have to make decsions in our lives some are good and others not so good but we all have them choices we cant get rid of decsions we make that can affect someone else life not just ours we all have to relize things we decide to do not only affect us but tohers to so make the right choice there is so much hate in this world as it is we dont need any more hate

Scars
im just me a hurt lost female who has had a bad past i use to cut to make the pain go awa was so high most days that i didnt know what day it was or most times were i was all i knew is how to get my next fix and were it was at i was big into raves the drugs the people the music with all the scars on my legs and arms i would cover them up so no one could see them i was hidden from the world and f rom myself most of all i treated my body and my mind like shit telling myself i was worthless piece of shit who didnt deserve anythig better and most days i still tell myslef that . i would tell everyone not to tlak to me casue i was nothign i had few friends who would always make me feel normal scars and all didnt care how disformed i was or how ugly i looked and felt i miss havign friends like that i feel so alone these days with no one by m side as a friend so i go back to hidding in that dark fuckign hole scars and all till i can feel safe once again

Own Little World
im in my own little world most days no one seems real everyone leaves my side in real world but in my little world no one shows hate no one makes me feel dumb no one treas me bad no o ne calls me names no one hits me i like being in my world in my head were im loved and wanted and not hated the real world to me is full of fear and hate and tears i hate being in my life i like my world inside my head i feel safe there i dont feel safe outside my little world i just want to feel safe and not live in fear anymore this is why i hide from the world in my own little world

Clear Head Reveals Startling Revelations Once Thought Only Mere Drunken Conclusions
My normal frame of mind is to constantly over think things both before I do something, while I am doing something, and after the event has passed. It is my own humble opinion that being in my head is no place for anyone to be, think of it as a mine field, and any where one were to step would send them to pieces any splinter my all ready fractured personalities into the either of my my brain, no longer bound by cohesive intergration. My mind, for right now, is thankfully in tact. My past couple of weeks in the hospital I have not had time to do anything but think about all the stuff I have been through in my life, and as I focused on the revelance of it all, I could not help but notice that a lot of the thoughts I was having, were some of the same thoughts I have when I am inibriated beyond belief; most recently the night of my wretched birth, but that is going off in another direction entirely. Noticing that I was having the same thoughts as a clear headed, rationally thinking i

My Horoscope
LIBRA - The Lame One (September 23 to October 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

The Old Me
going back to the way i once was were i dont let anyone knw how i feel were i hide everything inside alot less pain that way build it all up inside not letting them out iam just me and i decided letting my feelings known is just away to get hurt . Iam sorry if u dnt like me now but this is how i use to be better off this way

Broken
the dark is everywere the light is no longer around my heart is cold my body is lifeless my heart aches for the light my body needs the warmth of the light all around me is cold and dark i live in darkness anymore no light no feelings no heart it is dead and cold need to find warmth and light to be whole again

Love Lost
I see your face still so clearly in the recesses of my mind Like it was just yesterday you flashed your smile to brighten my day The hurt and pain haven't washed away from my broken heart Words all jumbled up and feelings make it so hard to find what to say Wondering how you are from time to time you appear so cool towards me That I fool myself into believing that what we had was nothing, well atleast not to me My heart still aches for you and the plans that were made But I know now it was but a fantasy, a dream that was meant to fade I wished you nothing but the best as you made your choice for your love to leave Always know I love you and in my heart I am still bereaved

Trample On The Free Men Parts I-x...
I.i know the wind will blowacross the seas and upon the hillsand twice deliver the unshrunk shrillof mankind's swollen illsnow it glistens free and flowingfalling from the treesand they march trampling on the freeII.a smoother race standing amidst the ruins and hollow wastedid the pressures for performancegive birth to habits some instill?you follow the footstepsyou marvel the dancehypocrites us allcan't we hear the captain's call"c'mon another kill!another pile upon the hill"the scales are being drawnand forces conquer freedomagainst this bloody dawnwe face a fruitless seasonIII.are we yet another crowd still left to drown?encompassed for the glory of the greedy leader's crown?left to his own ways he'd have us tortured or gravedor starved in the streetshe'd keep us broken with blistersand scorched by the heatwhile the passing of the moments lead us down a dull lifeand the nature of our questionshas us begging which is right"is it common sense to worry?and safe enough to blame?can we c

Baby What Now
Your choking on rainbow beads and gasoline You swear it tastes like me. Like alphabet soup that pours your written words down my throat Did I force it down for you? && like your clenching teeth The vibrations from these speakers, feel so good against bare skin. You leave a melodic scale of bruises along my thighs --You play me like sweet, sweet music. I love the way you love;hold;make;break;fuck me [over.] 'Cus I'm your easy-bake dinner Eat me up [Before I'm cold.] All this time I convinced myself The words I couldn't hear you mutter-

Make Me Feel
Kill me so i know what real pain feels like.Choke me so i can feelwhat it means to be breathless.Stab me in the heart so i know what meansto cry rivers of blood. Beat me so i know whyreal tears are shed.Cut me deep to makemy world come to a halt Throw me so i knowwhat it feels to be thrown away.Leave me cold lyingon the corner so i know what it meansto be trash.Drag me, kicking and screaming, to show me real lovePush&pull meUse and abuse me...Make me realisewhat a mistakei was in your life.Make me feel worthyof living...

Broken Romantic
Holding my breath,As if it were my last,Because with every breath I take,I lose a bit more of you.And I’m not ready to lose you.A vision of perfection,Held dear in my heart.Your voice still echoes in my sleep,I can’t take it anymore,Just take this gun and end it all.I watched your promises,All fall apart.I heard your lies but I still believed.I thought I loved you,But I was wrong,You tore my heart in two.For our past,I blame myself.I’m still shedding the tears,Meant for you.Your love for me was a lie. (A lie I believed)Your embrace does not phase me anymore.Your kiss is no longer my security. Throwing the memories away,Say goodbye to who we used to be.I’m letting go.I watched your promises,All fall apart.I heard your lies but I still believed.I thought I loved you,But I was wrong,You tore my heart in two.I’m a broken romantic,But I’m letting go.

Your No Good For Me
I’m wrapped in the blankets of guiltAnd shackled by the chains of regret. Did keeping me as your prisonerBring you amusement.Had causing me this intolerable painGiven you some sort of sick thrill.I’ve had enough I’m sick of your mind games,You dragged me down into your graveFor so long, but I will not follow you down anymore.I’ll no longer be your useless doll,The one you dressed upTo be exactly what you wanted.I’m leaving you behindNo more will I be captivatedBy your gorgeous yet cynical eyesOr the sound of your soothing voice.I’m erasing you from my lifeSo don’t except a kiss goodbye.I’m walking away without regret.Cause Darling, you’re no good for me

Not A Word
have not felt this, since long ago. My heart beats faster, and my body heat grows. Your smile is warm, and I can't help but return it. I feel odd, which is not bad. It is happiness, I'm just not used to it yet. Just talking to you, lifts my mood. And every single day, I can't wait to see you. But I'm actually scared, that you'll know what I feel. I don't want you to ignore me, not like the others. I know you're different, but the fear will always linger. I just want to be by your side, supporting you. I just want to see your smile, and hug you. I just want you in my life, even if my lips will be sealed. If it means staying by you, my lips shall utter not a word.

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Bad Boy
You’re a bad boy so go to your roomWhile you’re in there, you’ll meet your doomGet on your knees and spread your assI will slither to you like a snake in the grassI will lick you royally and give you sweet pleasureA surplus of ecstasy you can’t begin to measureCall out my name as you cry out in joyUsing my tongue in a way you’ll enjoyI slap your ass to tell you I’m doneNow turn your ass over so we can have funI see that I’ve given you a very “hard” timeWell, you do the time when you do the crimeNow I have cuffed you to each of the bedpostsLooking all scared like you’ve seen some ghostsYou wanna be bad so I’ve gotta get you goodSo I wrap my lips around your swollen woodI make it wet like hardwoods in the rainSucking your pipe trying to drain the main veinJacking you off and playing with your sacI see your toes curling, don’t you dare hold backScream my name. I said scream my name, bitch!I know it feels good, I can s

Boston Marathon Bombings & Thoughts Afterwards
It should not take events like Monday's horrific bombings in Boston,or other such tragic events, to suddenly cause people to sit down & start to re-think how they treat people in general, especially those who you're supposed to love & care for the most, like family and/or those closest friends that you consider to be like "family". And showing more care,attention,respect,love for just people in general that we don't even know is a bit of what is wrong in the world today, as I see it. And too many people are hung up on judging other people for frankly, shallow ass reasons.If you're good people & you're nice to me, then you'll get that in return. And yes, not everyone is going to get along, personalities clash.So be it. Does not mean people need to purposely go out of their way to set out to treat those we may not get along with like crap.All of us could be gone in a flash, we never know.If they really mean so much to you, there should never be any doubts about it that they have based on

My Only Exception
I told myself I’d never let love in, to stand on guard and not give in.I told myself I’d find a wayto be alone and keep it that way.But you came along and changed everythingwith a smile on your faceand your breath full of song...And you are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.When days faded into sweet nights full of lullabyI told myself to let you go, to simply say goodbye.I thought it would be easier to leave and move on.But I turned on the radio, your song was heard upon...And you are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.You make it easier, oh so much easierto live this life and realizeI don’t want to do this without you by my sidebecauseYou are the only exception.You are the only exception.You are the only exception, my only exception.And you are [But you came along ] the only exception.You are [and changed everything] the only exception.You are [with a s

How To
HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN HAPPYIt's really not too difficult but.... To make awoman happy, a man only needsto be:1. a friend2. a companion3. a lover4. a brother5. a father6. a master7. a chef8. an electrician9. a plumber10. a mechanic11. a carpenter12. a decorator13. a stylist14. a sexologist15. a gynecologist16. a psychologist17. a pest exterminator18. a psychiatrist19. a healer20. a good listener21. an organizer22. a good father23. very clean24. sympathetic25. athletic26. warm27. attentive28. gallant29. intelligent30. funny31. creative32. tender33. strong34. understanding35. tolerant36. prudent37. ambitious38. capable39. courageous40. determined41. true42. dependable43. passionateWITHOUT FORGETTING TO:44. give her complimentsregularly45. Go shopping with her46. be honest47. be very rich48. not stress her out49. not look at other girlsAND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:50. give her lots of attention51. give her lots of time,especially time for herself52. give her lots of space, neverworryi

For The One I Love
My dearest Star, Each day I look forward to talking to you. Last night when I found I that you had been in an accident everything bad went through my head. My heart started to feel empty and a void started to form. I know that without you I am not much. With you I have become everything. You are my entire universe. If I would ever lose you I would fall apart. Baby I can't lose you not before our life even begins with each other. We have made so many promises to each other and we still have to fulfill them. We are getting married. I look forward to taking walks with you and having you show me around when I get there. You still have to have pool night with me. You and I are looking forward to so much together it would be a shame to not have those now. I want to cherish you and love you until there is no breath left inside me. Since we have met there has been passion that I nevr thought I could ever know with a woman. I want to be able to lay next to you in bed and know

Forgiving Myself
20 years ago i made the decision to leave where i was because of some problems i was having. i had a few people that was friends, buit i still decided to leave because of what was going on. i never contactd anybody after i left. i had very low self esteem and didnt think anybody would really care.i wasnt one to talk abou my problems i was one to hold everything in. just the other day i had 2 of them old friend contact me out of the blue. needless to say i was very surprised. it was hard tryin to explain my actions and hearing from them just how much i had hurt them when i left being i have always been one to look out for other peoples feelings. i feel horrible knowing how much i did hurt people. and have come to see that i have people that care when i always thought noody did.they have told me that they forgive me for leaving and see why i did they just wished i had talked to them about what was going on, but thing is i dont forgive myself. if i could go back and change what i did i wo

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How Did You Think I Would Feel
your fingers unraveled the innocence that consumed everyinch of my bare skin, blending into my stomach muscles andforming into the contour shape of my face. your lips that tastedof alcohol and cigarettes were draining toxins into my bloodstream and the ribbon that held my morality in place became loosened when your tongue danced around my mouth . --you were just as lost in the moment as i was, scrambling my soon-to-be pointless emotions and your wordsthat were so hauntingly rehearsed to the point where i believed them.but just because our intoxicating thoughts clawed at racingheartbeats and created some form of comfort didn't mean thatthis had to succumb to anything relevant to what i was feeling,love was knocking on the window, and i needed to breathe.but instead, you bolted it shut, and watched me suffocate asyou inhaled my sincerity and endured it to adapt to your lungs.i let you back in, doubt swarming the ill stinging thatsettled in the seams of my stomach .--i think about it all

Just A Tease
Hard Day 1..(Taking it out on you!) For me everything always leads back to sex, happy- sex, stressed out-sex, sad-sex, pissed off-sex. So me have a very bad day will always lead to sex, either me taking it out on you or you taking me on. For tonight, you have decided to let me take it out on you, and that so makes me smile. I come home walking in the door I head straight to our room walking right up to you I grab you by your hair and tell you that you have five minutes to be naked and waiting for me. I move and sit in the chair as you quickly strip, put your cloths away, and climb up on the bed. You lay there face up your breathing hard, as I sit back and look at your body, drinking you in. Noticing how very hard you are already at the thought of me taking you. I move towards the bed pulling the cuffs out and attaching them to each ankle, then moving up and doing the same to each wrist, then attaching them to the chain that runs under the bed from

Old... But My First Short Story
As the world sleeps , i sit and pounder the days events with utter passion. For today is the beginning of a new chapter to my life. I can't fight the urge to wake all existance of man kind to share with them my exillerating excitement that I so feel, but i know that i must not. As i look at the non moving clock , hoping it would move faster, so it would bring me closer to that special moment to which will becon its existence to me later in the day. I crawled out of my sleepless bed and venture into a warm, relaxing world of lavendere.. The bubbles invading every crevous of my body. The steam over shadowing my breath as i lay there, soaking, waiting.... I descide to invade the warmth of my ever so welcoming robe. I resumed to the silent walk to the kitchen to comfort my belly with a soothing cup of coffee.... As i sit there alone in the moonlight silence, antisipating the time that will change my life as i know it. A cheerful song awakens me from my dream state of mind. My eyes

Those Damn Oscillations...
am i on a different plain?or on the same old plateau?i scream toward the heavensbecause i do not knowis it really truethat things never change?just rewashed in cycleand dried out and still the same?i take a look backin the past i seem so smalllike now i'm fifty years olderand too wise to falland is it really truethat i am the same?like a leopard and her spotsthat will never change?

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Limo Driver
It was mine and my boyfriend’s 6 month anniversary and he had a whole big evening planned. He even rented a limo for the night to pick up and take us all around town. When the limo pulled up the driver got out and I noticed he looked familiar his name was mike and he was a guy I dated briefly in high school but we decided to part ways because we were going to separate collages. It’s been years since I’ve talked to him I didn’t know he was back in town and I’m guessing he didn’t know I was back either because when he recognized me he looked a little shocked but we didn’t let on we knew each other he open the door for me and my boyfriend and my boyfriend climbed in first and mike helped me in so I didn’t trip when our hands met I felt a like spark and gave him a little wink before getting comfortable he closed the door and climbed in the front and asked where we were headed my boyfriend told him we were headed to the city for dinner and a s

Im Sorry
heavy are the thoughts that are on my mind the past few days. it will be 13 years in a few weeks since i lost you. you were the light of my life. i can still remember your laugh and you looks. you had my eyes and your daddies nose. you were so beautiful. a perfect little gift just for me and i couldnt be there to stop what happend to you. 13 years next year iw ould have been getting you your first car and teaching you to drive. so much time has passed. so much has happend. but your still in my mind every day every hour. ive let it go long ago but it still hurts and will problay hurt me for the rest of my life. if i could do things over i would have been there to protect you but i was too late. i held you body that day and i cried and screamed so loud that everything was a blur. i cursed god and everyone around for letting this happen but the fact remains the same because it was my fault i shouldnt have gone out to lunch. baby boy momma is so sorry. i would give anything to

Atrocities Such As The Boston Bombing Are Hard To Tackle, But Gun Crime Isn't
By Gary Younge (again from The Guardian comments) The greatest threat to US citizens is not one-off terror attacks, but the menace that comes with mass gun-ownership Nobody knows why he did it. But that hasn't stopped them speculating. In retrospect, from the testimony of those who knew him, there were signs. But nobody could have predicted anything on this scale. What influences came to bear? What motives could there be? What would drive a young man to wilfully murder as many innocents as possible, leaving the country both vulnerable and mournful? I pose these questions not of Dzhokhar Tsarnaev, the 19-year-old chief surviving suspect in the Boston bombing saga that left three dead and injured more than 170 last week, but of Adam Lanza, who shot 20 children and six teachers in Newtown, Connecticut in December. The contradictions in the political responses to the two tragedies and the issues they raise could not be more glaring or obscene. On Monday the Boston Marathon was bombed.

Even Your Broke , There's Fun To Be Had
Even when your broke there's fun to be had You don't have to be always be happy .. but why always be sad ? Turn on the radio and dance like mad .. Good friends and good company are so much of a joy So yesterday we were dancing over all the kitchen it was fun .. i had on my sneakers and she had heels .. I think dancing is a carefree as it feels .. We sat and we talked , like women seem to do .. It start was the start of something, something so new .. She was writer too she showed me some stuff .. it was really good , I tried to encourage her enough .. We met for lunch but i was asked to stay till tea .. it fun adventure just her and me and lovely Mum ,whos is as sweet as sweet can be

Why Was I Searching??
I once heard that is for some reason I stopped searching, it would find me. It is true, although I do believe that it depends how you are accepting everything. If you are at peace, it does come more easier. This just may be my way of placing the description. It warms me deep inside and not the way you could be thinking. My heart is calm in the knowledge that I don't have to wonder blind anymore. I finally have felt tears of joy, it is truly a wonderful feeling. Even the grayest day is holding beauty. I'm not really positive how but I have been able to see individual rays of sun and the sheer beauty of birds in flight. Of course the cold is chilly, but I found with the arrival of a certain thought my soul warms and its not so cold. If I knew how to rightfully explain it, that would be to damn easy. I know that life just can't be easy for everyone, I hope I can be considered for a part in the thought of everyone. Maybe not for every single one, still I hope there is someone. Someone

Rule #1
Vigorously seek out and attend to what pleases your lover. If you don't, someone else will. Ask questions in a way that makes him feel safe and secure, so he knows he won't get "in trouble". Explore. Find out what makes him tick. And then begin integrating what he likes into your bedroom, your texts, your eye contact, your "unintentional" brush against him.

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Getting the boy you've had your eye on to hit on you is as simple as saying, "You should buy me a drink" with eye contact and a smile. Men assume the best women are taken... and this lets him know you're single and that his company is welcome.

Paying A Little Homage
hom·age Noun Special honor or respect shown publicly. I am having a mushy moment so brace yourself I just wanted to take a little time out and pay a bit of respect and love to three extraordinary men who brighten my days who trust me, respect me, well enough to listen to me at least (haha) and who's support is a gift Pickle - my dear are a joy through the good times and the bad your someone i can lean on, depend on, and whom i have deep love for Tilt - my bff in the whole wide world, no matter whats going on with you or with me your always there when i need you a woman could ask for no better in a bff Tex - oh tex you make me laugh and you ground me at times keeping me on the level your the one friend id have who would go in to bat for me but not after stopping and assessing the situation and thinking yeah she probably brought this herself but ill go in anyway ... :)

“kings Of Chaos” - Original Rock Legends – Live In South Africa!
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My Blue Ridge Mountain Home
The pain of growing old , isn't as bad as we were told.You still feel with the same heart ,Just like from the very start ,Where his smile , as he curls his lips ,Is written in every line , Like the story of old ,It's the love we unfold , like the rippling pages of time.It was our's then , it is our's now ,Just have to turn the page , the love is like a maze . And bask in the glow as the twilight nears ,We'll face it together without any fear.The Mountains and streams without any means ,Will stay locked together as one. The love that they share , is without any dareBecause they began with love ..........Dedicated to my Blue Ridge Mountains in Tennessee

Mystery Man
Grown so troubled, was oh so humbled, time has changed this mighty mange, what is now so dark and groggy was once bright and jolly, use to enjoy the rain, now became the rain through a horrendous strain, brought upon a shining star, punched a hole and sent it a far, clasping double, not knowing of a tormenting bubble, wandering eyes go cold and weary of a man dark and dreary.....

Rant About Stupid Rules.
I find it a bit rediculous that this site has the be rated G when it is supposed to be a "Bar". I mean first off, if 18 year olds are not allowed in a real bar, why are they on here? No offence to you guys but that makes no sence. And why the feck are bikini photos being flagged? I work as a shot girl in various bars and my uniform is a bikini. This site seriously needs a reality check. On here you are allowed to get drunk. Lick people. Own people. And various things that are not allowed in a normal bar. But when it comes to photos you have to watch yourself or you can get banned? Come on. Its nothing you dont see on a daily basis at a beach or even just walking down the street on a hot day. Bunch of fecking gobshites. Only reason I am even stil here is the challenge of the levels.

Real Life Stupid People :)
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while the exchanges were taking place.ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?'ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you?WITNESS: My name is Susan!_______________________________ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.____________________________________________ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active?WITNESS: No, I just lie there.____________________________________________ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the one living with you? WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which. ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you? WITNESS: F

God Gave Me A Rainbow
God Gave Me A Rainbow In 1993, on the day before my birthday, I was working in a guardhouse and hoping the rain would go. The rain finally stopped after noon and my exterior rounds I could do. Rounding the first corner, I stopped in my tracks at the sight of a GORGEOUS new rainbow. As I stood there, a voice came to me - Jay, this rainbow is for you!!!! I quickly sat down before I fell down and watched my rainbow with tears of joy, I noticed that my rainbow was framed by oak and wall and crowned by a small cloud. I sat watching this miracle until it started to fade with tears in my eyes the whole time. Went back to work with my miracle still in view and knowledge of God's love STRENGTHENED!!!!

My Love.. My Soul.. My Stevie :)
My heart says that I have found my Soul mate. I have found the companion of my heart. The magic of your love has touched every chord of my soul to awaken me deep within. I want to find the perfect place for us where there is no suffering and pain. I will walk with you to distant lands no matter how far. I will sail with you on the rough sea just to fulfill my dream of finding the perfect heaven for you and me. A place where we can just stay locked in each other’s arms till eternity. I want our souls to rejoice and celebrate till I become you and you become me. I know that with the kind of divine and soulful love we have for each other, we will soon find our eternal bliss. Just promise to stay by my side and we can make our own little heaven on earth. I promise that I will never give upon you because I know my soul is entwined with your soul and it is the most magical feeling ever. I love you to the core and I will continue to do so till the end of time.

A Solid Hope
I have grown, my heart was thrown, I left it hidden, said good ridden, now I think, after a wink, I wanna bring it out, jump and shout, I now see, its no longer me, it creeps, gentle weeps, wanting, yearning, hope its you life will bring.....

Let's Get To Know Eachother - Nsfw Style ;-)
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Life Is Like The Falling Rain
Just like falling drops cannot be caught in a grip, similarly Life cannot be confined to a grip. The more you try to catch it the more it slips away. Like the sand slips away, opportunities go by. Everyone enjoys the Rain everyone wants to enjoy Life! But can you wait for the same chance to come twice?Rains go and come but does Life do the same?? NO!!! Opportunities, friends once lost can never be repeated as seasons do. You can feel the Rain on your face – hitting you across the face like needles during a thunderstorm. No one complains about it then why complain if Life does the same? When one can enjoy Rains as such then why not accept Life with its pains and gains. Rain comes and goes, you can't stop it then why try stopping Life?Life is a pain, Life is a gain, Life spent is not in vain.Life is short, Life is sweet,Life brings opportunities and moments sour.Life is spent by minutes and hours.Rain is seasonal, coming every year,Life is just once, never againLife is

Boogey's Beauty Of The Month
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Followers
Im beginning to think... That lucid is overrated. I'm beginning to think... That her smile isn't meant for me. I'm beginning to think... That the song is never-ending. I'm beginning to think... About beginning to think. And try to ignore the voices. And try to squelch the frantic searchings for truth. And try to love the fiend inside. And try to burn the sun. I'm beginning to think.... About beginning to think.

Shallow Graves
A cemetery of memories long dead Topped with the soil of scars from many years gone No matter how persistently I dig I cannot reach the wood of these coffins My mind rough and callused exhausted from the long days spent working to uncover my past I had buried the pain deep Covered the anguish with cheap, store-bought imitations of strength and grace I became exactly who the world wanted me to be Hiding all signs of the broken, heavy heart I carried Now unable to retrieve those fleeting smiles lost within the folds of a childhood nightmare As if I created a different kind of monster One who could swallow the history I have been running from I tore out those pages, ripped them carelessly from my thoughts Until nothing was left but an incomplete puzzle of the girl I once was The thought of finding those missing pieces, of completing that picture terrifies me Do I really want to remember? To once again hear the screams escape my lips and reapply the bruises fresh upon my skin? Or am I co

Lost Pets Who Have Recently Passed On
There is a bridge between Heaven and Earth It's called The Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow there is a land of hills meadows and valleys with lush green grass When a beloved pet dies, he goes to this place and there is food and water and warm spring weather the old and frail animals are young again those who are maimed are made whole again. they play all day long with each other there is only one thing missing they are not with the special person who loved them on earth So each day thy run and play until the day comes when one suddenly stops playing and looks up! The nose Twitches and this one suddenly runs from the group! the ears are up ! the eyes are staring you have been seen and when and your special friend meet, you take them in your arms and embrace them ! your face is kissed again and again and again and you look into the eyes of your trusting pet Then you cross that Rainbow Bridge together never again to be separ

Angels Are Praying For Your Healing
I have been praying for you to get healed since I learned what happened. I have asked my family to pray for you as well. They have reached out to others asking prayer for you also. I asked my church to pray for you this morning. The guest preacher, and his wife are asking more people to pray for your healing. I went to a revival at a different church earlier, and again I asked for prayer for you. There was also a guest preacher, and they are all praying for you now. No thanks are needed for any of this on your behalf. The angels are praying for you as well so that you will get the healing that you need. ================================================================================== I dedicate this poem to my Friend/Family member on here Lady Carpe Diem. Kristen you have lots of prayers going up for you to get healed. I do not need thanks, but just thank God for everything.

Drift Of To Dream.
I sit here surrounded by people and lightsAlone with my drink at the barYou've been here forever, so clear in my mindI just don't know where you areI know I'll find you but girl 'til I doThis is my love song for you Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moonWhile the wind through the willows plays us a tuneWe can lie on a blanket, out back in the yardAnd wish for our future on a faraway starYou'll feel the passion as time after timeI press your sweet lips to mineThen we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn'Til you drift off to dream in my arms You might be hundreds or more miles awayOr you might be just down the streetBut there'll be a hunger deep in your eyesThat I'll recognize when we meetIt might take hours or it might take yearsBut this is the song you will hear Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moonWhile the wind through the willows plays us a tuneWe can lie on a blanket, out back in the yardAnd wish for our future on a faraway starYou'll

I Don't Understand Some People
Okay, I just joined a few days ago, so I'm considered a 'noobie' or 'fresh fish'. Has anyone seen the movie "Andersonville"? It's about a US civil war prison camp for Union soldiers. The movie follows a unit of Union soldiers as they are captured and sent to the camp. Pretty much upon arrival, they are taken advantage of by some of their fellow prisoners. That's how I feel some of the folks here on Fubar treat the 'noobies'. They believe that we don't know anything and will believe what they say. Of course, the vast majority of people here are nice to us or at the least, indifferent. Here's what prompted me to write this. As many of you know, certain levels require folks to get 'noobies' to do things for them. I quickly discovered that many will only do the minimum to achieve it. No problem, all I asked is that they like, rate, and fan me first. Not so much to ask, I also need to do things to level up. A person wanted me to buy them a drink, so I sent that person a message with my req

I Am Feelin Less
I don't feel up.I don't feel down.I'm just existing.I'm just here.I can't eat.I can't sleep.I can't think.I'm just here.The lights are on...But nobody is home.It doesn't hurt.I'm just numb.I'm just here.So, if I'm not up...Or I'm not down...And I'm just existing...What's the use?I'm just hereRead more: http://www.inspirational-poems.net/poems-about-feelings/331-i-am-feeling-less-#ixzz2Rt9b9NB1

4/25 - 4/29/13
THURSDAY'S JOKES Fishing for a Week A man phones home from the office and tells his wife, "Something has just come up. I have the chance to go fishing for a week. It's the opportunity of a lifetime. We leave right away, so can you pack my clothes, my fishing equipment, and especially my blue silk pajamas? I'll be home in an hour to pick them up."He hurries home, grabs everything and rushes off. A week later he returns. His wife asks, "Did you have a good trip?""Oh yes, great! But you forgot to pack my blue silk pajamas.""Oh no I didn't. I put them in your tackle box." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Penis Requests a Raise I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:I do physical laborI work at great depthsI plunge head first into everything I doI do not get weekends

Rule #3
Throw your personal rules out the window. The more difficult you make it to connect and share intimacy, the more likely it is the guy will find you not worth the trouble. It isn't about putting out on the first night, or getting your skypebone on the first time you vidchat - but if you aren't willing to meet halfway on ANY issue, then you should get used to being alone.

So Very Plain To See!!!
As I look outside watching these darkend storm clouds roll in, I sit asking myself how it is I became such a joke to everyone. Once thinking I had a number of friends, yet learning most just tolerate me only to appease my feelings. Never would I have ever imagined just how low my life has actually became. Many times all I want to do is just simply run away and hide from a society which only looks upon me as a plaque or disease. I hear people all the time saying how much a lot of my poetry helps them, but honestly I don't see how, when I can not even help myself to rid these demons of depression from taking over. There has to be a spot in this world where I can go and simply be alone at times to just think and ponder the decisions I have made. At least that way, I wouldn't be a burden or problem unto any one else again!!! P.J. ..... 4/30/2013 ..... 9:03pm

Update
Okay so 3 days ago I had an episode in front of my 7 year old daughter. My Depression has gotten pretty fuckin dire lately I'm suffering from alot of stress cuz of this. My Bi polar has become unbearable and I have no clue what to do. I'm feeling like I need help, but the help I need will require medication. Currently I'm self medicating with Pot just to cope with all of this. My Daughter knows I'm sick and I will have to eventually have to tell Viking. I'm blogging this cuz I'm lost epicaly and I don't know where to start with getting better. This whole Hysterectomy thing is weighing on my mind and my body desperately wants another child. I know that it's more than likely my fault I cannot have another child and it's killed a small part of Me, People say oh get over it, I simply just can't. No one knows what's happened other than my little Girl and She's trying to help Me keep happy. I don't know if She knows or has the slightest clue on how Her Mummy is. But She's a sm

White Rose
It's gleaming ivory petals open with hopeto soak in the joy of lifeit glows with the essence of happinessand unfolds to the sound of children laughingthe petals wander the worldfeeling out all the good in lifesuddenly it touches a deep hatredand feels death and decay force its way inquickly it wraps its tendrils around the petalswar and famine turning ivory to blackbefore the rose can react its suffocatedthe blackness of mans evil taking overwith a dying gasp of lifeits overtaken by evil and withersto laugh and dream no more

:someone Like You"
I heard that you're settled down. That you found a girl and you're married now. I heard that your dreams came true. Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you... Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light... I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited... But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.. I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded.

"its All Coming Back To Me Now"
There were nights when the wind was so cold.... That my body froze in bed... If I just listened to it right outside the window... There were days when the sun was so cruel... That all the tears turned to dust.... And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever.... I finished crying in the instant that you left.... And I can't remember where or when or how... And I banished every memory you and I had ever made... When you touch me like this...

A Wish To Know!
A wish to know! Wishes come as we all know, Spending a lifetime just to know The girl of our dreams and what she sees, Through the eyes of her soul and what she shares with me. Longing to be, the man she will need, The friend of her heart, for kindness is she. A gentle touch, words meant for me

Despondant Unresponsive
none of it registersnothing inside me resonatesif i would have only known what was comingi'd have made more room upon my platebut some things i just couldn't seeexcuse the fuck out of me, i was only threei feel the tension increasingand my temperature risingit seems so overwhelmingthat i only feel like hidingit is like a cross i bear upon my shouldersthe flame inside me smoldersi am like a soul without directionor heated gas without convectioni feel the bonds of my sanity untiei exhale a desperate sighi scream aloud for all to hearthough no one's ever neari contemplate the future sorrowof the day that is tomorrowabove all else i fail to seewhy the fuck life shit all over me

Erosion...
i turn my gaze into the sunand i am perplexedthe wind has faintly whisperedso i know what's coming nextthere is a storm on the horizonif i am standing in a desertand face a sudden inundationwill the ground not sink beneath my feet?will the dunes stand still at station?and can the sand withstand the weather?

I'll Swap You Epidermis...
sometimes i don't sleep so welli carry a canvas inside my dreamsmy mind is like a raging hellno one hears a child screamsometimes i sit and stare too longthere's never a limit to what my thoughts can bringsometimes i feel i don't belongso i've always drifted my own waythere's never any consistency to the songs i singsometimes i retreat within myselfi anchor my ship in the sea of guilti retire my sails for months and months on endsometimes i get stuck on the things i dwelllike i am looking for nuggets amidst the siltand i am longing for one day outside of this skinsometimes i swallow sorrow with liquid laughtermaybe it's something deeper inside me that criesmaybe it isn't longing that i'm really afterto settle the matter, maybe it's time that this soul just dies

Be Cool To Others As We All Dont Like Same Songs Or Bands Ok To Disagree But Lets Not Smash On Others Likes And Dislikes Ok Then Rock On Man
be cool to others as we all dont like same songs or bands ok to disagree but lets not smash on others likes and dislikes ok then Rock on man so ok whos first ? lets hear about your favorite Rock band and why its your Favorite ????

An Outspoken Source Commandeered My Mind...
a rippled candle scar streaks across the pagea rippled candle scaris seared across my faceit unlocks the pen that contains my ragei'm unswallowed and disgracedhate!hate!i hate myself today!every golden apple molds inside a dayblood intensifies the painwhilst sunlight stops no rainmy life is altogether course and set against the graini keep a tiny picturei've misplaced the little framei bear the burden of the imagei speak only to my shamepray!pray!i pray shouting from my knees!"do i harbour anger for a reasonor is this symptomatic of disease?and is it all the same to strayor am i stone mixed in with clay?regardless of the windfallit's my feelings i betrayand if only for my treasoni'm sure my debt remainsis there something else to say?oh yeah, i fuckin' hate myself today!"

A Rare Moment Of Clarity (untethered)...
on horseback in the windon a clear and open fieldthe sunshine on my shouldersnot one worry left to wieldi find freedom in the breezeno warden by my sidehoof meets with earthand my spirit begins to glideit travels through the cloudless skyand tastes the atmosphere aboveit feels the loss of gravityand toward rapture does it shoveit sails through seas of grass and prairiesand bathes in crystal streamsit is lost within the momentas though the moment were a dreamthe sun tickles flesh, the skin itself is warmedand a match is lit insideit sparks the flames of inspirationand through wisdom words confide" i am free to find a different meaningand new things that bring peacelike freedom from my former trappingswith the things of old deceased"

Nhl Stanley Cup Playoff's
Personaly I am a Pens fan. I think it is going to come down to, the Blackhawks VS the Penguins for the Cup. Pen vs NYI Game 1 Pens 5, NYI 0 Wilds vs Hawks Game 1 wilds 1, Hawks 2 Duck vs Wings Game 1 Ducks 3, wings 1 Canucks vs sharks Game 1 canucks 1, sharks 3 blues vs kings game 1 blues 2, kings 1 Bruins vs Leafs Bruins 4, Leafs 1

Anne Frank's Diary Isn't Pornographic – It Just Reveals An Uncomfortable Truth
Instead of banning the diary from schools, as Gail Horalek would like, we should teach girls not to be ashamed of their bodies By Emer O'Toole Gail Horalek, the mother of a 7th-grade child in Michigan in the US, has made international headlines by complaining that the unabridged version of Anne Frank's diary is pornographic and should not be taught at her daughter's school. At issue for Horalek is a section detailing Anne's exploration of her own genitalia, material originally omitted by Anne's father, Otto Frank, when he prepared the manuscript for publication in the late 40s. I had to look up what age kids are in the 7th grade. They're 12 to 13! They're only about a year younger than Anne was when she wrote of her vagina: "There are little folds of skin all over the place, you can hardly find it. The little hole underneath is so terribly small that I simply can't imagine how a man can get in there, let alone how a whole baby can get out!" There cannot be a 13-year-old girl o

The Path Of Aloneness
Accept everything just the way it is. Do not seek pleasure for its own sake. Do not, under any circumstances, depend on a partial feeling. Think lightly of yourself and deeply of the world. Be detached from desire your whole life long. Do not regret what you have done. Never be jealous. Never let yourself be saddened by a separation. Resentment and complaint are appropriate neither for oneself nor others. Do not let yourself be guided by the feeling of lust or love. In all things have no preferences. Be indifferent to where you live. Do not pursue the taste of good food. Do not hold on to possessions you no longer need. Do not act following customary beliefs. Do not collect weapons or practice with weapons beyond what is useful. Do not fear death. Do not seek to possess either goods or fiefs for your old age. Respect Buddha and the gods without counting on their help. You may abandon your own body but you must preserve your honour. Never stray from the way.

Hockey Club Founder Mike Become The London Olympic Torch Bearer
This display many photos and trophy room in North Shields town, a hockey club, the London Olympics, the club was founded by Mike became a public figure, because Mike was selected as torchbearers of the Olympic Games in London. Mike: I was very excited, because many people do not have this opportunity, I knew I was a lot stronger than the others, so I find it really great. I am very pleased, but I will have a little guilty, because the hockey club is not the power of one person to run, but the result of joint efforts of many people. I remember that time very busy. Everyone's efforts are worth it, so I was flattered, very pleased to get this opportunity. Mike, 56 years old, engaged in hockey there are more than 50 years as a member of the professional clubs from the initial enthusiasts to grow, and then later established the club, hockey left Mike countless joy and satisfaction. Mike founded the club 14 years ago, when Mike's club strength continues to decline, to wi

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand, I never expected or had too much, But if y

I Am Still Interested....
I am still here and still interested in Our Destiny. It still amazes me how many of ya all are not interested. I may not have alot of staff or someone to promote over and over, but still. It is a nice place to relax, the drinks aren't really expensive. That is a-okay.....cuz you know as well as I do that in the end Our Destiny catches up with every single soul. It is not a threat neither, it is the truth. If I had to sum up, sum in or sum somewhat of a fast week, this last week would be so short. I think I missed a couple days or so. I may have been here, but still. I know what it is, summer is coming. The days are too short and the nights are too long. Especially when you have no company of any kind. I don't mind being alone. I know what I need and what I want, just haven't found anyone to fill the gap. Just may be that I didn't take the road that is more convinent, I don't fucking mind. This one is more sceneic. I like looking without someone telling me not too. I'd spend more time

I Just Dont Get It
I have been gone for more then a year, i gave in and came back. I must admit i missed it some what, I missed my friends that have been good and loyal to me... What i didnt miss... the crude nasty shit ppl think i want to see in my SB. Really, I feel bad that more ppl dont have more respect for themself. I do have respect for myself tho. IDK how big your shit is... or if it gets bigger with my pics, I dont want to know sizees, sorry go play with your measuring tape but leave me out of it. With that said, I am not a bitch or a prude. I am me. Simple and respectful. I will not be rude unless i feel degraded. I will stand up for myself. I have amazing friends on here that I have had for more then 5 years, I wouldnt trade that for anything. Now my final bitch lol... Leveling, i am so close. i must admit tho, having to rate the hottest members an 11 to lvl. sorry i hate do hate this part and have waited till last min to do so. There top members, they get enough rates, why can the little

Don’t Beg, Its Pathetic
I have taken a few years hiatus from fubar and returned a few days ago, I ran my first “God Mode” yesterday and within 20 seconds of activating it, I was swamped with people begging to get into my family, so they could leech some points, seriously ? Are you that desperate to claw your way to the top of a fucking ranking list ? I wont say their names but I am sure you know who they are as they appear to panhandle around Fubar a lot with their little whore Harems who give them whatever they want and kiss their ass as if they are some kind of idol, I don’t give a fuck who you are, or how high you are in the rankings you are, Grow up and start acting like the MAN you are and not like some little pussy. Its apparent that you don’t want to work for anything on your own, you just want to sit back and leech of other peoples ability blings and have your whore harem do everything for you. Then you have the balls to post a status condoning people who beg, you

Religion
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Fly High My Sweet-pea
On January 10,2013 our family welcomed into this world a beautiful baby girl named Audrey Olivia. She was born with Trisomy 13... Audrey was born with sever kidney problems and heart problems..On May 4, 2013 God came to get her...I can remember falling to my knees at her bedside crying I wanted to shout out ITS NOT FAIR!! But we knew from the get go that her life would be a short lived one. She was the light of my life. I have never really knew what love was until I became a grandma. Our lives have been turned upside down!! I keep asking myself, WHY HER????? My daughter and son in law are just so distraught over this, but yet have remained amazingly strong.You know, life prepares us to lose our parents and grandparents, but it never prepares us to lose a baby so young and so innocent. We didn't get the chance to love her fully like we should. Oh baby I'm misssing you so much today. I woke up with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. I know you are here with us, but I just wished I had

Vampires & Sex
As Lily was standing up close to the wall for somewhat protection from the rain, he got her coat but she ran as fast as her horror would let her feet fly. The bastard, who did he think he was , She hadn't asked to be so disrespected . At least she still had her ass chain, other than that naked as the day she was born.She held fast to the wet granite wall, someone was coming. Panic started swelling in her breast. Now what ..... A large dark haired man came around the wall. Madame are you alright and where is your clothes? I was out on a date when this jerk started going crazy and saying things I didn't understand. Naked or not I wasn't going to stay by him. All the new comer said you are a very good girl. Let me wrap you in my cape, it will cover everything so donâ€™t worry, I'll let no harm come to you. As his arm went sensually around her body, he could feel the strong tenets and the wettnes of her body as he pulled her tight up against his strong hot maleness, his hand drif

Nhl - St. Louis Blues
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All Internet, Phones Are Monitored By Gov't
The U.S. Government Is Monitoring All Phone Calls, All Emails And All Internet Activity Michael SnyderAmerican DreamMay 7, 2013 Big Brother is watching everything that you do on the Internet and listening to everything that you say on your phone. Every single day in America, the U.S. government intercepts and stores nearly 2 billion emails, phone calls and other forms of electronic communication. Former NSA employees have come forward and have described exactly what is taking place, and this surveillance activity has been reported on by prominent news organizations such as the Washington Post, Fox News and CNN, but nobody really seems to g

It's Like I Ride A Photograph...
i want to say i love you but i don't know howthis may seem so much more and intenseas though i've straddled a fenceso i'll just take a dive, no i'll bend my knees and bowi can't see you through the distancei don't know where we goi don't know what i'm supposed to showit's like i write a photographi don't know if i should cry or laughi want to say i love you but i don't know howi can't feel you through the distanceand the small doesn't make sensebut i bend my knees and bowall these thoughts are too much for my heartand that's been pierced through by your dartthis is a place i have never beenbut it is toward you i swimmy insides are stretched out on a rackfrom this there is no coming backit's like i write a photographshould i cry or should i laugh?the tide has ruptured, the tide of the oceanand i've swallowed whole your potioni can't feel you through the distanceand the small doesn't make sense

Rewrite/under
Another Dig Tuesday mourninghad a way of quietlypassing theshovelinto my red blushinghands { Dig }These musclesof myCemetery mindunearthing and provokingyour heart to the dirty aching surfaceOh your smile was akiller,honeyThe barrel reloadingterrific wordstoo lovely notto place the silver in my mouth and eatit whole{ Bang }I covet the bullets of lossRemembering nothing importantlasts foreverThe tomb of my heartas emptyas the .45 dangling likean idol in your handsSome things cannot be erasedNot the silkscreen of your childish laughterNot the epitaph on your overgrown grave

Hunger
The raw the gritty the unabashed Dig past all the layers the bullshit the judgements the precariousness And pull out the honest the worthy the genuine the unmistakeable Dare to embrace the madness the awkward the beautfiul the unimaginable Just to taste the way I feel Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Lost....
Online Photo Editor curling up quietly...lost in thought....how do you fight a secret war...how can you stop hate? there must be a way to do this....only she doesnt know how..she tries by talking and by sharing a time in her life she would rather forget...when she was beaten and her body broken...over and over again....reviled and made to be less than a person...a thing...an it....but still she is here....and still she does her best to open her heart to help......so many people get caught up in the differences that they forget what is really important....the things that make us the same.....we all need air to breathe and food and warmth, love.... the greatest universal truth is that we are all part of the same family.....and live within the circle ...and one day we will all walk the star path. is it not more important to leave a legacy of love and hopefullness then hate and dispair. girl has been spending her time on here learning about different spiritual views to better understan

This Is A Bag Members On The Loved
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Less Is More
After traveling over and in 4 of 6 continents i have come to the conclusion that while we want to feel sorry for kids , and adults who are poor .. they have different kind of appreciation for life . Sometime i feel sorry for us It's not what they get in life that makes them happy .. it's who they share it with . My brother went and spent time in Nambia and Zambia tow different countries in the continent of Africa and other places too.. And those kids on the surface had so little , but it took so little to make them smile. Here in the Us our kids have everything and it takes them so much to smile.My brother went over there to teach them English and found out they need Math. . those kids had needs , lots of them but everything they got ,they were grateful for .. there has gotta to be a balance somewhere .. between wants and needs and how much we give them..Or we're just lining the pockets of the already rich people and corporations To normal to give kids things now , that back in the

Bein Who I Am
I was born on a mountain, raised in a cave, an fightin an fuckin is all i crave but when i'm dead an in my grave no more pussy will i crave but upon my grave stone it shall be seen HERE LIES THE BONES OF ONE MEAN FUCKIN MACHINE !!!!!!!!!!

Glossolalia
If playlist could tell. Sadcore would be the tale. Is it unspoken word that scald? Or just hormone deeply flawed. Triple snare. Trauma stare. Echo of ego chatter thread of a hero. Shade in disappear. Sketch out fear. Grizzle emo turns off fizzle radio. Even if one tale to tell. Be no happy pill to sell. Seen as a basketcase or a brain. Kiss goodbye every label in nil pain. In the name of tea spoon at noon. And sex to do with rocker in love. There the one and the only coo coo For now and forever since long ago Humming a tune,waiting for the moon.

Empty
Why must it feel this way?? So good it felt, now you go away, inside I melt, alone again, I no longer feel human, it’s tearing me apart, you took my heart, I have a hole, will I regain my soul? like a vampire with out blood, I’m down in the mud, I still try, for you I cry, my chest is empty, my eyes are full, my body went cold, of you I need plenty, this blade so dull, story so old, I cut, make a rut, my head fills, now I take pills, emptiness will soon fill me, to the point of agony, as darkness takes dawn, again my heart dies on and on........

Is Cleavage Wrong?
Used same profile pic for months now all sudden it is supposedly against the rules since when is cleavage wrong? there was no nips ect showing is it cause i got a larger chest then some skinny chick? so they reported it out of jelousy

What I Do In My Day..
Someone has accused me of doing nothing all day.To quote them...'i sit around on my ass all day and stay on the comp..'(such atrocious grammar and spelling). So I thought I would let them know what my day consist of.. 6:30am-wake up,dogs out,dogs fed & watered,bathroom,cats fed & watered.Coffee made (x2 if hubby is awake as well) 7am-Computer consisting of emails x 3accounts,Fubar,checking sites out,chat with friend & get caught up During the day- dishes,laundry,WoW,dogs out number of times during the day,bathroom x2 cleaned,meals cooked.Yard work(weather permitting) 10-11pm-bed & read for awhile,usually half hour,lights out. For someone that does nothing all day I sure do alot. Let's not forget bout the trucking business that is run out of my house. All during the day my computer stays up and on certain pages/sites.Fu being one of them so I have tunes.Being that it is in the living room I can see it if someone hits my lounges,sb or messengers and I will stop to answer them.A

Things Have Changed
I can admit when I am wrong, this time I have and will. My daughter didn't get me a ring. She decided to surprise me with a necklace, worth over one hundred dollars. I was greatly appreciating what I found. It has her birthstone and her brother's birthstone, in between two of my birthstone, Simple 'Mom" by a beautiful butterfly in a heart. It is gorgeous!! Things do change... I don't remember getting my mom something so beautiful. Even though everything I gave to my mom was with love, I feel that I am experiencing something that might be once in a lifetime happening. I only received one more expensive gift from one boyfriend, a Blue Ray Player. That was given by someone that married the next girl he met after me. My mom had once told me that anything I gave her she treasured. I will have to say that I still feel that I haven't given her anything to amount to the love she showed in taking care of me after my accident. She had four other kids and I didn't want to bog her down. That jus

My Life As I Know It
That old saying *Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover* is so overrated. We have all said it a time or 2. But none of us truly believe it. The fact of the matter is if you passed me on the street you wouldn't look twice. Unless my tits were hanging out or my ass was showing. There is good and bad in all of us. Friendship is pretty amazing. Who else could you do the things you do that others seem juvenile or stupid, and just laugh right with you. I don't have many friends. But the ones I do have I cherish like family. And I know the ones I do have don't judge other people. They give me a messed up look if I tell them a joke wrong. We laugh together, and then they tell me the joke right and we laugh some more. That is a true friend. I tell them my desires, my dreams, my wishes, and things left to still do. A true friend will be with you till the end. I am very open and opinionated. If you take the time to get to know me all that will be water under the bridge. I like to be in control. But wi

" Between The Lines "
Love is the silent word , Between the lines. Speaking itself in a quiet kiss , Sweet secrets , Whispered in the heart. The sound of a rainbow , the flavor of light, the scent of a sweet dream the feeling of flight. the cool of the frost , one kiss and I'm lost. We all dream of lost love , I'm dreaming of a love I'll never have So just know that between the lines I'm saying " I love you "

No Stranger To Pain
Into a guarded heart he saunters as it wonders what he ponders While miles away she stands alone a Princess of stone atop her throne Fear of what she does not speak "What do you seek" she asks quite meek A soul searching for its reflection longs for perfection in such sweet affection This man who presents a certain allure Tragedies cure with a look so demure Pleading with the fickle stars above For a taste thereof this torturous love Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

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We are those that are brushed aside Those whom you overlook We are the ones who will give the world back All the beauty your gluttony took We are those that never give in Those upon which you walk We are the ones who put forth the effort When all you ever do is talk We are those you frown upon Those standing alone in the rain We are the ones who will become your Saviors After your selfishness has brought only pain We are those that write the songs Those you can no longer ignore We are the ones that will bring winds of change So that you won’t belong anymore Copyright 2007 Ella Valentine

Beginning Of The End - A Short Story
The rain had stopped, for the first time in days, but left its essence in dark, glistening pools that littered the abandoned street. Grey clouds hung low in the sky as they threatened another downpour. The bare trees that lined the road dripped and had already begun to frost over in the bitter, bone-chilling cold that swept through the air. It was dusk, although the sun was nowhere to be found, and the loneliness of night began to drape itself across the city. Andra pulled her jacket even tighter around her body and continued on, wishing class had ended an hour earlier. The wind whipped around her, biting her nose and stinging her eyes. She sloshed through another deep puddle, determined to make it home before it was utterly black on the unlit streets of her neighborhood. Suddenly, she felt the presence of something not quite human in the coming darkness. She had been feeling it off and on for some time now, at least the last month, and only in moments such as th

Life Everlasting
I found myself sitting one Sunday reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are t

The Raven Part Ii
Just because I enjoy writing I thought I'd add something to my page. I enjoy Edgar Poe and thought that his story "The Raven" could use a little more so in trying to emulate his style, I wrote the following:A year has past and he sits so daunting , the depths of my soul I find him haunting.This foul winged beast of night that stays perched above my door.The fire I stoke ever so lightly, it's warm embers burning brightly,Warming the room ever so slightly, as I cast my gaze upon the floor.Seeking some comfort in my sorrow, though I know not what for.Avoiding sight of this Raven whom I abhor.With the passing days my mind has wandered, fleeting memories that I have pondered,pondered the reasons and purpose of all that has been before.Madness inside slowly brewing, insipid remarks I find myself spewing,Aware now of my very undoing, but not yet sure of what is in store.I struggle in vain to clear my mind so my situation I may explore.Knowing he is watching, perched silently for ever more.

Just When You Thought It Was Safe.
It was a long long day at work. Waiting for that last minute to tick off on the time clock. My eyes wonder around the room. I see lots of people moving from side to side waiting for the same last tick of the time clock. I wait in anticipation, knowing soon I will be home alone, safe and free of any worries. But in the back of my mind knowing tomorrow I will have to start it all over again. We all line up at the clock knowing any second it will happen. An alarm sounds and we all start sliding our time cards through the little slot on the side. Shoving past each other to see how fast we can get out of there. As I step to the clock I feel a body up against mine. The strong smell of cologne emanating around the room. It's strong but it smells so good. I dare not turn around. I don't want to know who is standing behind me. I stand for a minute and just let the smell go up my nostrils. Inhaling so deep I feel like I could pass out. I slide my card through the slot slowly, knowing any second

Save Yourselves
STOP making excuses for being treated poorly, loved badly and disrespected. Don't you know a fool will never change unless you do? You cannot want more for somebody than they want for themselves, and until they do, don't you try to build a life around being miserable. Don't subject your emotional health to making a meal out of emotional crumbs. The Devil Is A Liar!! Don't try to make a partner out of a patient...Patients belong in a hospital room, not your bedroom, your head, your heart or your life. Love YOU! Treat yourself, don't cheat yourself.

Space Cowboi
Gravity My redemption of versesspill meter bymeteoronto the starlit runway of my fearsVerbs take time from thisaltitudeA death by poemI am scrawlingmurder acrosscrumpled napkins and Saturn coffee ringsThe lead ismy space cowboy Breakingoff inpieces through stellarbackdrops of my soulMy itinerarypurges and I straddletheicy Moonlight Within thesewordsI am weightlessI amWeightless

Condoms
A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girlif she could have some brought up to the register.She asked, 'What size condoms?'The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.'The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill.When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have somebrought to the register for him.She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.'A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought what he had seen was way too cool. He had never had any type of s

Lessbreath///
Breath(Less) Reign againstthe shackledMoon of mybody Seperated sighs beneathmy clumsy kisses Filteredsnapshots blink in andout and inagain Silky crimsonsheetscrumpled andcornered Quickenme into thestorm ofYourhands Devil's godis bornebreathlessbetweenmy thighs Sweetmurder aboveme with Your hurricanedemands Freedom rings

Don't Make Me Laugh!
I just saw a status that said, "I have the dick. I make the rules." Oh My Goodness! I about fell over laughing at such ridiculousness! First of all, this is the 21st Century. Women do have equal say in everything. Secondly, if you are talking about sex, ummm - I do not need a dick to feel pleased. In fact, rarely does a dick do it for me as rarely do men actually know how to use it. Not putting all men down, just the ones I have been with. But, we women have many means to please ourselves. Men need the pussy, not women need the dick as his status implies. It is truly to one with the pussy that holds the power. I am not trying to have a power struggle, as I truly believe in equal partnership, but I have seen so many cases, and I am talking older relationships - my mom and dad, grandma and grandpa, great-grandparents etc, where on surface it looked as if the man ruled, but truly it was the woman who ruled the family. That guy is nuts to think he makes the rules. He was a younger guy - I

Fubar? Very Funny!
I'm just looking to make an announcement on this page I seem to have, or does it have me? I have no idea what's going on here but I don't feel drunk. As well I haven't had a lot of time to come here but I did notice all the drinks and stuff I'm recieving and I am still trying to figure out how to return the favors. Lee

Luckiest Man Alive
Her beauty so young and fresh,Her eyes so sweet and soft.To get caught in her gaze,I fear one's will would be lost.Like a budding rose,Her beauty grows more each day.I feel it an honor complete,When she brings it my way.To whoever catches her heart,Truly does have God on his side.Because whoever holds this beauty's heart,Is the luckiest man alive.

Quality Time
I just took a test on the "5 love languages". Found out mine is Quality time. Hrmmm. Anyway, here is what it says about me. Quality Time In Quality Time, nothing says “I love you” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Whether itʼs spending uninterrupted time talking with someone else or doing activities together, you deepen your connection with others through sharing time. Here's the link, if you want to do it yourself :) http://www.5lovelanguages.com/

My Hardest Temptation
Should I resist you ?Always lacking the courage.Should I just give in?You are like the heights I want to climbAny time that you are nearThe feelings rush through my veinsAs I watch all my problems disappearYou cause me to free my thoughtsAnd take many risksYou have become my addictionThough I know you are toxicJust one day in your armsIs my only lasting wishYou are all I wantedYou are the smile on my faceUntil I remember you are mineI fight the excitement that you presentBut I find myself unable to winYou are to strong of a attraction for meYou are my hardest temptation

News Flash Read And Pass.. Please!....karl
Intriguing Allusions Berry 6Editor's Forward on Mr. Karl Berry, Sr. (image)As I sit in the quad, here at Oxford University's Lincoln College (Great Britain), my old stomping grounds during the Bread Loaf summers of 2004 and 2007, I struggle with what to write about Odis Karl Berry, Senior. His second book of poems, Intriguing Allusions, holds an overpowering thread of circumstances that has brought so much depth to his works. I've read his works, and realize that the man has the depth and breadth of human experience that equates to the deep, abhorrently dramatic, and ostensibly dark, devious and dangerous lives of writers of Elizabethan Era literature. Though Berry may not be the sad and isolated 16th century poet, Sir Edmund Spenser, author of the Faerie Queene books (written on a fanciful notion that Queen Elizabeth I would suddenly fa

Rest In Pieces
Look at meMy depth perceptionMust be off againCause this hurts deeperThan I thought it didIt has not healed with timeIt just shot down my spineYou look so beautiful tonightReminds me how you laid us downAnd gently smiledBefore you destroyed my lifeWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)PiecesLook at meMy depth perceptionMust be off againYou got much closerThan I thought you didI'm in your reachYou held me in your handWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces?

Steven
You are the cheese to my macaroni,You are the Horizon to my sky, you are the bacon to my eggs, you are the laces to my sneakers. you are the jelly to my peanut butter you are the smile to my face,you are the gravy to my mashed potatoes, you are the bubbles to my bath, you are the milk to my cookie, you are the ink to my pen, you are the ketchup to my french fries, you are the water to my ocean, you are the icing on my cupcake.

Jumper
Standing on a ledge ready to take a leap of faith into the crowd of expectant faces, One by one they begin to dissapear as if into thin air, Hesitant now I take a small step forward to peer over the ledge, To find the people closest to me begin to vanish, Opening my mouth trying to scream "You can't leave too" but nothing comes out, I take the necessary steps back to run and jump off the ledge, Expecting people to catch me when I fall, I look and see a single person, waiting arms open, As I start to touch their fingertips they too vanish into thin air, Landing Broken, and scattered, like a crystal vase shattering on the floor, I lift my hand to try and put myself back together again for another attempt.

Why
Why do I love you With all my heart? Why did I fall for you From the start? Why do you cause me So much pain? Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain? Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away? Why did you play my heart Like a game? Why couldn't you ever Feel the same? Why do I sit In my room all alone? Why do I pray You would call my phone? Why do you come back in my life As soon as I'm letting go? Why do I still get butterflies When you just say hello? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past? Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last?

A New Begining
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Just Some Thoughts
Just some thoughts I've had lately, and I needed to let them out SOMEHOW. It really kinda sucks when you're polyamorous, and in a monogamous relationship. M'love is open minded, and I have permission to have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but it's REALLY hard to find someone open to that, especially since I am the type that has a hierarchy, and M'love will ALWAYS be first for me. Not many people, especially around here, are open to being part of a relationship like that. People don't want to share. And the ones that do, I don't have any interest in. I feel like I'm stuck settling for one of two things: either I settle for being in a monogamous relationship for life, or I settle for somone I'm not really attracted to. Either way, I'm miserable. I get so lonely when M'love is at work. I have a dog, yes. But a dog can't hold me, a dog can't have a conversation with me. A dog can't give me what a person who loves me can. It sucks. Comment if you want, I don't care. I just needed to get

Love Makes It That Way
Its just to better explain, in short we have forever, I can't handle the pain, I hope the two of you aren't together, like lightining and rain, that is a thing we must sever. The light through the shades, shows gold that never dies, all the love felt, cascades, over what lays now lies, I know true love never fades, turnin' my back to all the goodbyes. I crave to aid in one, just one, of your lovely smiles, just to do what needs done, to erase all those lonely miles, just to know we both have won, admist the losses and denials. The beauty of the day, is there because your love makes it that way. the nice sounds in the twilight will stay, just because having your love makes it that way.

Stepdad
As some of you already know my stepdad had a stroke last sunday afternoon....he spent 3 days in the nicu in huntsville, alabama....they let him go on wednesday but he didn't come home...he will be in the nursing home for 21 days for physical therapy...right now he is doing a bit better....tuesday he finally remembered who he was.....they said his stroke was caused by some type of stress....we know who caused that stress on him ...unfortunately for a few weeks we thought it was just his alzheimers getting worse and he was having depression...the neurologist and psychologist that saw him at the hospital the other day said it would be hard to tell the difference until he actually does have the stroke or a couple days before when there are more possible signs of one....the weird thing was he just had a heart cath done on the 9th....then on the 12th the stroke....but he is getting better and i want to thank all of for your prayers ....please keep sending the prayers up for us.....

Look At These 2 Fukn Nit Wits Here,,saying They Don't Think Or Does No Have Integiry To Be Maybe He Is Not,,,fukn Clowns Everywhere But Who Is To
Uwillqvr69 ⇒ As Kicker 1 Agreed, I don't think he ever was, no marine I know would act that towards a woman, so I seriously doubt he ever was. Likely wishes he was because he thinks it's cool, but Marines have a very high level of integrity which he does not... fukn jokers do have fukn clue what integrity even is,,but as they just must love having the thought of knowing their girlfriends probably just thought I was cute and they can't handle the pure fact that they aren't no where near even in fukn second place to me,,,how bout suk a dik losers but just not mine & get back at the end of the line cowards for integrity comes first over slander or even honor...have a good nite 2 clonws the circus called & they said you were missing from your areas.....

Houses
The House Last DecemberI let go of hope What is hope, but fearIn disguise? A rusty swing tied to theBranch of deceptionin my own BackYardViciousRelentless I too abandonedthose shitty houses And littered streetsthat never held my hand Under brokenNeighborhood lampsI paint myself,into a mural.. An emancipated doorwayRenovating the dry wallsOf my wandering illusions I Am Pleased Content with my diseaseand desireMy feet firm and crackingThis empty foundation Wont be long til Ichange our tomb linens These dirty crayon stainedFingers embracing the crimson bookshelf of my soul We burned December down

The Wind Must Have Sung...
it came to me one sunlit nightlike a face turns purple when choked of lifeit wasn't a thought, much less a feelingjust an ever present somethinglike no light for blindwords were hard to come bylike fleeting ghosts from off the tongueshadows whispered secretslike the fun had just begun" a circle is made complete only if it surroundsa tree exists in desertbut only if it's foundthings wax, they waneabnormal is always blessed by painwith each revolutioneverything's the samesex means birthin time means deathinside an endless cosmic breaththe circle endsat the point it beginsan exhaustive cyclethat begins againan unspoken promiseof things not trueand unachieved blissand nothing's new"

Help!! My Salute Was Not Approved!!
Believe it or not, we hear those words a lot. When your salute is not approved, its not that we are picking on you....We have high standards of what a salute is and therefore expect everyone to be held to those same standards. Lets first go over exactly what a salute is (Taken from Fubar Bible): Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22)3. AND, the word: fubar Photos must be of your FULL face and unobstructed by hats or sunglasses. They must be clear and bright and NOT photoshopped in any way. Please make sure to not have mystery man hands that are obviously superimposed. Hold the salute like a normal person and do not cut off your arms, hands, etc. If you are going to write on yourself, make sure to have a few legit paper salutes first. With that in mind, here are the most common reasons a salute is not approved: 1.

It's Not Over
I am a woman hear me roar, I don't need him anymore. I gave him my heart, and he ripped it apart, but I am strong and will move on, he will miss me one day when i'm gone. Keeping my head held high, and will continue reaching for the sky!

I'm Wide Awake!
I'm wide awake Yeah, I was in the darkI was falling hardWith an open heartI'm wide awakeHow did I read the stars so wrongI'm wide awakeAnd now it's clear to meThat everything you seeAin't always what it seemsI'm wide awakeYeah, I was dreaming for so longI wish I knew thenWhat I know nowWouldn't dive inWouldn't bow downGravity hurtsYou made it so sweetTill I woke up onOn the concreteFalling from cloud nineCrashing from the highI'm letting go tonight(Yeah I'm) Falling from cloud 9I'm wide awakeNot losing any sleepI picked up every pieceAnd landed on my feetI'm wide awakeNeed nothing to complete myself - nooohoooI'm wide awakeYeah, I am born againOutta the lion's denI don't have to pretendAnd it's too lateThe story's over now, the end I wish I knew thenWhat I know nowWouldn't dive inWouldn't bow downGravity hurtsYou made it so sweetTill I woke up onOn the concreteFalling from cloud nineCrashing from the highI'm letting go tonightI'm Falling from cloud 9Thunder rumblingCastles crumblingI a

Written By James Curry...
You can blow us up,But you can't break us down.We will rebuild, In every town.When 1 man falls,10 will rise.To dust him off,And stand by his side.Our hearts are broken,For those we've lost.Homes destroyed, Vehicles tossed.Takes more than wind,To break our stride.Standing united,That's Oklahoma pride

I Laugh At Your Ignorance.
Well I have to say this bullshit has started again.. You know last time it started with Ms Lynn, she blocked me before I could even see what she did, now she does it again only letting people see who she wants. Typical I say..It is funny how Mark cut them down and the things he said about them and now uses them for his advantage. People will never learn. Why do people when they are hurt always lash out in this manner. Well lets get on with it.. Let us do the pic thing they have posted. Might as well get right to it. This was sent from Mark to Ms Lynn.. Lets address this piece by piece, shall we? Or what I feel is relavent .. Mark is a man in his late 50's that feeds on drama of any kind, why because it is simple he is a sick man. For someone to say such things and feel good about lying shows me his true character. Do you guys remember the blog I wrote about him coming to my home town demanding we meet, well that was him. He really screwed this one up..So let me

My Addiction
Lips like Morphine Kisses like Cocaine Caresses like Heroin Driving away all my pain His fingers knowingly trace the curve of my hips As he so softly kisses my moist parted lips Lovers we are in a euphoric state of ecstacy Embracing the desire ablaze within our souls He is my sweet addiction only for him too see As what he and I have, the world shall never know Lovers in secret, hidden from the daylight Blossoming only when the curtains close Yes he is my addiction, my forbidden love Giving me the addicts fix, that fever quenching dose

Love
Love is the music Two hearts hear The magical promise That holds each dear The warming smile The tender touch The glancce that says 'You mean so much' Love is the joy That two hearts share That makes each moment Precioous and rare It's comfortable silence And laughter too Love is a dream a dream that led me to you Brynne copywritten 2013

Fold
as I close my eyes and let my mind wander, i realize, it may be lost forever... if it goes any further. restlessly I search every corner of the world. recklessly. searching for an emotion, something called "home". Around every single sharp corner desolation i find my own foot prints on the ground in front of me. On this path not all is quiet, deafening whispers a million neon judgements as I keep company with torment. with a loss of hope and heavy heart i fold. like quicksand the more i move the more I lose. it feels like swimming up a river, unable to breath. and as I sink and the light fades i find comfort... Im greeted silently with the absence of struggle and I know, in the dark, ive found my home.

Germany Berlin Polar Bear Hockey League Team Ended Three Consecutive Home Wins
A period of more than seven months of 2012/13 season, the German Ice Hockey League 21 under the curtain of sunset, the team from the capital Berlin Polar Bears win at home to Cologne Sharks 4:1 and 3:1 with a total score third consecutive German Ice Hockey League championship. cheap nhl jerseys This is also the history of the Berlin Polar Bears team seventh league title. Cologne Sharks won the runner-up, the team had in 1995 was the first German Hockey League championship in 2002, won the second. Winning number after Berlin polar bear is the Mannheim Eagles team, a total of five times. Chicago Blackhawks jersey German Ice Hockey League, founded in 1994, a total of 14 teams participated. Began in mid-September each year the regular season, eight teams into the playoffs by way of knockout grouped according serpentine produce semi-finals until the final. Boston Bruins jersey Berlin Polar Bears team in the regular season, the initial

The Dance Of The Soul
Lets go dancing under the starsLets float around togetherLocked in a never ending embraceThe moonlight lights Your face I can see the light in Your eyesGlowing stronger by the yearLiving in this epoch with You is blissSimply having this ..... Taking my Soul into Your handsFeeling the warmth of my beingThe soft glow of my life essenceRadiating, Vibrating, HummingTime is what I needEnough to make me ME againPush my Soul back inside Me so I can feelI pray to Odin to give Me strength So I can be whole.

Bear With Me
There are things that I will never understand and I am not dumb, just challenged. There are things about me that you may never know, not alot though if you read my blogs. We just might not ever get to know eachother like neighbors, that share a little more than a drink and a poke. To maybe only me, but you all are my neighbors. Okay, alright now I'm not trying to come across as another Mister Rogers. I am no man, I won't ever claim that I am. I kinda have both jobs though, being a single mom. My left arm still hurts, so I might not move that quickly. I got my laptop working better, but I guess I have yet to find out if it is in every way. I ask this of you all, bear with me and I will try to bear with you. Without getting bare and raw, and feeling like I need to growl or gnaw.

Hurt
WHY DO I ALWAYS GET HURT IT SEEMS LIKE WHEN I THINK I FOUND THE ONE SOMEONE ALWAYS HAS TO MESS IT UP FOR ME I GUESS IM NOT MENT TO BE WITH NO ONE IM THINKING OF GIVING UP ON LOVE FOR KNOW IM NOT WANTED ANYMORE SO I WILL BE SINGLE FOREVER

Сигареты.......
Любовь-как сигареты. Чтобы прикурить-надо зажечь. Когда куришь-получаешь удовольствие. А как закончится-растопчешь и забудешь... Останется только пепел-на полу и в душе...&

" Whispering Winds "
At first the winds so soft and gentle , caressing your face with tender care , The slight breezes lift your hair as a silent wave , bringing the slightest of fears, As quickly as it started with a sigh.... it turns regretfully with the strength of furror untold Trees bend , branches snap , hearts grow fearful , the wind sounds so angry , And I wondered what I did to anger her or him so vibrantly that it wanted to blow me away . What I thought and what it is can not be obtained by mere wishes .......I can feel a hard race will finally take place , So I prepare my mind .Grandmother told me a secret about the wind , You run with it , Not against it , you do it together as one and you just run ...run ...run.... Then after you've ran so long , and your breath is gasping in your throat and you wonder if you'll make it through the cold hard night , you wonder then why you were even raceing in the first place ? then only then will you hear the whisperings , ever so softly at first but i

Shit....wipe It Off And Move On
GET OFF THE PITY POT FOR GOODNESS SAKE...WIPE THE CRAP OFF AND JOIN THE PARTY/LIFE!! YOU ARE ROBBING YOURSELF BY SITTING THERE!!!! WHY DO YOU WALLOW IN THE CRAP, WALK AROUND WITH SHIT SMEARED GLASSES? IF YOU ARE WALKING AROUND WITH SHIT SMEARED GLASSES THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WILL SEE....SHIT!!! WHEN YOU ARE ENJOYING LIFE THE SHIT DISAPPEARS. IN EVERY SITUATION YOU NEED TO FIND OR BE THE LIFE THE PARTY AND NOT ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE SUCKED IN BY THE SHIT. ITS LIKE QUICKSAND AND WILL BURRY YOU ALIVE. ONLY YOU HAVE THE POWER TO KEEP FROM GETTING BACK ON THE PITTY POTTY OR SINKING IN THE SHIT. YOU FLIP THE SWITCHES YOU CONTROL YOUR LIFE , YOU MAKE THE CHOICE AS TO HOW YOU SEE IT. YOU, YOURSELF ARE THE KEY TO THE LIFE YOU HAVE AND DESERVE. MAKE A CHOICE TODAY AND BE HAPPY, LIVE HAPPY!!! GET OFF THE PITTY POT WIPE YOUR ASS AND BE THE LIFE YOU WANT TO HAVE!!!

Firewall
Can you teach me superstition? Can you light the dark corners and swallow the rivers of mud? A taste sickly sweet. Maple syrup and Lye. It's that twinkle in your eye. Can I repent? Can I erase time spent? You can unleash the beast Or beat it back. Or you can stay here with me between and betwixt the red and black.

Clicks!
bites carefully placed upon neck, the feelings linger...a whisper in ears, from soft lips...slowly, a breath of air escapes from a mouth upon skin...the familiar look in those eyes, mischevious..there is no way of knowing what to expect...moving in careful steps, then a short ascend..the floor boards creak under the pressure of feet..step into the room, pulling off clothes...they cascade onto the floor into a heap..slowly, a body slides underneath the cool sheets..hearing movements across the downstairs room and up the stairs..closing eyes and turning over onto stomachanticipation builds within...the door closes, the lock clicks..the blanket ripped away, revealing all that is...vunerable, but not afraid...a single fingertip trails up a leg, and involuntarily, pleasurable shivers are felt.

Staying Mum Until Daughter Flies The Nest
"MUM, can you get my washing out of the machine and hang it up?" my daughter Ashley asked at the weekend. She is 27 years old and still lives at home as a self employed comic and writer. It's good fun. My husband and I had made all sorts of plans for our 50s. We love travelling. Toronto, the Netherlands and Los Angeles are just some of the destinations we have visited in the past with my comedy act, but we were going to do so much more. These plans have been scuppered, as Ashley doesn't like her dad going with me. He is her full-time father and she is not about to let that go. Underneath her pretend adult facade is a wee girl who likes having her daddy around. I inevitably end up going on tour alone, husband stays at home and Ashley commandeers all his attention. Ashley lives a charmed existence - one that requires no real decision- making, except which shoes to wear or what kind of shellfish to have for tea.

Life [it's Like]
it's like a wedding on the beach when its 30 degrees shivering so bad you cant enjoy the breeze it's like kissing in the rain with your eyes closed then you realize your're all alone it's like going out to catch a buzz with a friend or two and you see your ex there with someone new it's like not wanting to throw it all away and give up and you realize the other person doesn't give a fuck it's like seeing pictures of us at prom night and knowing i'll never get to say goodbye it's like getting ready for a date and not hearing from them till the next day it's like praying for you to stop loving them and you see yourself falling again it's like crying yourself to sleep knowing their feelings were'nt as deep

Making Laundry Soap
This is an inexpesive and easy way to make enough laundry soap to last a family of 4 about 6 months. There is a bit of sweat involoved but its well worth the money you save. SUPPLIES: 5 gallon bucket with tight snapping lid 1 bar of Fels-Naptha laundry bar soap Box of Arm and Hammer Super Washing Soda Box of Borax Long stick or Drill Paint mixer Old liquid laundry container scented oil or fabric softener *optional Grate the Fels-Naptha laundry soap bar. Heat 4 cups water on medium in a fairly deep pan. Add the grated soap to the water and stir ocassionally until it is fully desolved. Do not over heat, it will boil and turn into suds. Once your done with that, add it to the bucket. Fill the bucket half way with warm water. Add one cup Arm and Hammer Super Washing Soda and a cup of Borax. Stir until its all disolved again. Fill the rest of the bucket up with cold water. Stir with a long stick or a paint stirrer. Fill Old liquid laundry soap container half way with water, fill

Wrote This For My 3 Children
To My 3 Children Phillip Stephanie and AmyDawn. They are the love of my life.Here is a poem for the 3 of you."please Forgive Me", I knew from the very first day, that you were a gift from up above, A miracle placed in my arms, sent to finally show me love. I made many promises to you that day, that your life would never be like mine.You'd never know the hurt or pain I felt, I'd protect you to the ends of time. I promised you that you'd never be alone, in your heart you'd feel love inside.And never would you feel afraid or run to find a place to hide. I promised no one would ever hurt you, I'd shield you from all harm.Never would you flee for help, your life would hold no fear or alarm. And unlike me, you'd never go to sleep, worrying what the next day might bring, I'd give to you nights of peaceful dreams, and mornings where the birds would always sing. And after all this time, I never broke, any of those promises I made to you. I only hope one day you'll forgive me, because it wasn't

To My Real Life Family...
To my real life family who will never read this here... I have had inspiration from a place I never expected. A Tyler Perry movie...first I've ever watched. It reminded me of the trials my own family has had, but also the strength and stubbornness WE all have. Our own mother/grandmother/great grandmother has the strength of no one I have ever known. Giving more to those in need even if some of us disagree. If we were needed as much...she would be there! I know there will be arguments....but YOU are not our mother! Giving all she can!!! Maybe some of us should speak up a little more! She would be there and help as much as she possibly could. I, myself, have said..."if it was so and so....." but I also know, if it were me, she would do everything she could, but I tend to stay silent like a few others. And she has been there for me, for us, Jeffy and myself, so speak up! Even for words of encouragement, wisdom or just kindness and an ear...she is there!!! I am at

Family Tree
I've decided to work on my family tree. For now, it's easier than I thought. I'm back to the late 1800's. It's not really that far back now that I look at it, lol. But....I have other parents lined up, so who knows how far back I can go. So far they have all been from the same state I live in now. It does get a little tricky considering that my state was part of another state at the beginning, lol. I'm hoping I can track my family back to another county or something, that would be really cool. I also wish that I could afford the monthly membership to Ancestry.com. I know it's only $25 a month, but yeah...I'm out of work right now. If I had that, I'd get to see actual documents and pictures. Ugh. Maybe one day soon. Love you all!!!

Words
(Pro)tection She writes like a burgler She says Pickpocketing nouns and verbs Filling up Her spider's sac Worn effortlessly at Her breast A theif of molten heart cakes Iced with dictionary rhymes Adorned with soiled bar-room coasters and Lipstick stained marlboros She writes like a burglar She says And I fall comfortably into Her web of words xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Guess I Forgot...again
Forgot that this is a game. I remember back when chatrooms were first starting up and there was a question of real vs fake. Do you have real feelings or is everything conjured. I forgot. I forgot that it is fake. That everybody in this world...is that way. Thanks for reminding me.

Wounded
Soldiers From ablack rain wesurfaceWar torn tattooed wingsdrawing youtenderly beneaththe intimacy of purple heartedsighsApologieswhispered in hot battered breathSwollenheart beatsabove silentmouths that darken corners of thisintricate loveI shake my feathers and holdyou sofuckingcloseNeverminding the napalm tasteof yourwounded kiss

Add Mroe To The Recovery
here goes i have been in sever pain since surgery i was thinking i was going to ahve to live wihtt he pain i got off crutches i was working 3 days a week 24 hrs a day well tuesday i got up and stepped down and had shooting sharp pains and couldnt walk so i went to the local er coem to find out i have a fracture of the tibia underneath where the tumor was removed so know i will be going to the orthopedic onogolgist on monday and go from there i am scared of what is going to happen i dont know if i will have to ahve further surgery or what i have to wati till monday until then i ma in an imobilzer brace and can onyl sit onhere for a little at a time surgeon doesnt want me takin any thing for the pain but ibuprophren .. i dont know what that means but i will lsiten ai ahve done everything correctly since the tumor removal and them gettin the cancer outofme , now for round 2 of what i will go through

Voice Your Opinions And Replies To This Topic.
As everyone know's the government is pushing for a ban on all visible tattoo's on America's soldiers, they lay down there lives, daily, worldwide, but some can't go into a bar and order a beer, or something else, but now Obama is trying to get this ban pushed through to where people who have tattoos in the service will have to keep them covered an if you try to join an you have them you could be disqualified so now everyone will have a chance to voice there opinions on how they feel and what should be in contrast, to allow them to represent there art work.

Hey Feminists
guess what? Amplicate collects opinions of people who hate and love Feminists. Currently more than 86% of people hate Feminists..So the next time you feel like calling me a a fucking bigot for speaking out aginst your bullshit shutup and make me a sandwich instead!

Aliens Did It.
I have got a question? what's up with atheist's making fun of other atheist's who believe in the existence of aliens? Aliens are not gods, they are beings that have evolved on other planets. Who is to say they have never visited earth? if we can visit other planets and the moon why can't other beings come visit here? To deny the existence of possible aliens in outer space is pure ignorance to me. The Kepler telescope has found tons of planets we never knew existed and a few are in the habitable zone. So what gives? Why the critical responses to atheist's who believe in the possibility?Nobody that believes that alien life exists elsewhere in the universe is not truly expressing a positive position of fact it would be next to impossible for single planet among billion of billions of planets to be the only life supporting one, we discover new planets about once every week.A probability argument is not a faith when we are simply making the assumption based on the reality of it being far mo

Deserves To Be!!
DESERVE TO BE!! Now just why in the world, would I Ever believe or even think a beautiful Lady could actually care for or about An ugly old man like myself? What ever made me think that any Woman could even look twice at me Is there any one that could be out There in this world for me? I look back on my life and see nothing But an ugly man who is only destined To be alone. Living an existence that Truly has no meaning nor purpose. Many times people will come up and Ask me why I stay so sad or depressed. The only answer that comes to mind is That an ugly failure like me deserves to be!! PJ Page .....6 / 2 / 2013 .... 8:40pm

Memorial Day Post
"An American Soldier" If you can, save a place within your heart for the tired souls of war and conflict and as you walk away take one last backward glance at the places they can no longer go. Remember what they have taught you and take their knowledge and wisdom with you so their deaths were not in vain. One day when we all look back and realize what they sacrificed, take a moment to embrace in your heart all those gentle heroes that were left behind on the battlefields fighting for their country. Let them know that you have always loved them even though you may not have. Forever save a place in your hearts for them. A young soldier once remarked:We did not go because we are soldiers; we went because we are AMERICANS "Another lonely day" The moment I awake the same hope begins The hope for a call or a letter And even though I still have several months to wait There's always the miraculous hope of hearing "Beautifull I'm finally

"my Slut Whore" Cont
A few minutes later, Denise was on all fours with her ass prominently displayed for Black Rose's benefit. She was stretched open and Black Rose easily intruded his black dick inside her. she'd learned how to relax and she was even more anxious for the sex than he was. if that was possible. He gripped her hips hard and slammed home. Denise squealed at the top of her lusty lungs. "Fuck! Yes! Fuck! Pound my white ass! Oh Rose! i love it just like that! Harder! Harder!" Black Rose let his dick do his talking for him. He pounded into her, making that tight hole sizzle! back and forth, in and out he went that wiass. She was screaming in pain and lust. The slut whore was bucking back, trying to engulf his dick down to the root! she wanted every fucking black inch and then some. Black rose figured that if he had an additional two or three inches she would have forced her ass to gobble it all. What a hot anal slut whore and he was fucking her good! Denise moved her fingers back an

The Power Of A Hug
A hug is one of the most powerful actions a person can make. From family or friends it can show love, compassion, comfort, heal or just be a simple hello. Those are all great things that a simple embrace can do. At different times in our lives we will need a hug to fix those emotions. Or will feel compelled to share a hug for one of those reasons. Family and Friend hugs are some of the best things in this world but, nothing compares to the hug of a lover.The embrace of a lover...just the thought of it can turn one on. The passion, the heat, the drive, all the raw emotions that explode between two people. Knowing that for that moment in time no others exist in the world. Feeling that those arms can offer protection. That when wrapped around you, they can make the troubles of your world melt away. Arms strong enough to lift and support but gentle enough to caress and soothe. Nothing is better then after, the heat of passion, laying collapsed together, panting and in each other

The Right Guy And Inside The Mind Of Men
Sometimes he’ll say cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile so he knows you’re a little happy. When he looks at you it puts a smile on his face for no reason. The real reason it does that is because he can believe that someone as beautiful as you is with him. He stands up for you no matter who it’s against even if he gets hurt. He calls you at night just to say “hi” and to see how your day was. When he sees you again because he missed you he kisses you where you’re pressed against the wall. Then he whispers “I missed you so much”. You know he loves you when you both have a moment where you just gaze into each other’s eyes even if he’s with his friends and you’re with yours. When you cry he wipes away the tears and he’ll hold you tightly as he says every thing’s alright then stays with you all night not wanting anything from you. Even if you say you hate him he tries to be there for you through the roughest

The Road Traveled Leads To Nowhere
The road traveling life is long n rocky , We pass many lefts n rights, around the curves , And under the bridges n to the sea's And in the space you see only me at the end. I'm waring a smile tho' cause at the end is when I'll find Who n what I'm lookin' for. I'm lookin' for gentleness , with the touch Of a feathers breath. A touch of compassion , Not to excite but to connect what is right , On this road to nowhere in sight. I see the Ocean beckoning me , It says "my darlin' , come into me. I'll take you deep into waters unknown , Where I'll share the joys that's grown. If you only knew the way I felt , When you weld the lash n stinging blows , To me it only shows , the love that you feel but......... Refuse to weld , the power of love will win it all

True Love ..
True love is not just about sexual excitement and lust of your youth. Sexual pleasures, dating and passionate fantasies are all short lived impulses. The purest form of love is a beautiful journey of soulful intimacy of two people who are connected to each other through their souls. It is all about caring for each other when you really need to be looked after. It is all about having a sense of comfort and ease after living together for years and years. Love is to hold each other close to the heart through sticks and shivers. Love is to cherish the presence of your lover when you are old and done with your dreams and fantasies. Love is to grow old together. True love is a never ending adventure that lasts a whole lifetime

She's Come Home
Its is late as she walks in the door. I am laying on the couch with nothing on. As she shuts the door and turns around she notices the room is only lit by candle light. She smiles that smile I miss through out the day as she is working at the shop. She puts down her purse upon the table next to the door. She walks over to me and leans down and pulls my hair leaning my head back. Her lips grace mine deeply. Her tongue parting my lips and touches mine. Her right hand cupping my breast and her fingers pinching my nipples bringing a gasp through our kiss. She slowly pulls away from me and takes me by the hand. Leading me to the bathroom which is also lit only by candlelight. There she finds a bath of rose pedals and bubbles awaiting her. I reach around and unbutton her blouse. Slidding it softly and slowly down her torso. I unzip the back of her skirt and let it drop to the floor. Pushing her beautiful hair of silk from her neck I begin to kiss softly from her neck down her

The Ncaa And Higher College Guidelines For Football Shirt
All About Football ShirtsThe classic football shirt is generally short sleeved inside the spring and summer season months, and while in the fall and winter gamers prefer a long sleeve football shirt.These shirts had been originally produced from cotton and very heavy, but today maillots football created from polyester and nylon as the two materials are lighter in excess weight.Previously the shirts even had buttoned collars, but these days the shirts are button-less and occasionally even collarless.In Europe football shirts are worn for soccer matches and a soccer shirt is called a football shirt!A Number about the BackOn August 28th 1938 numbers within the back of football shirts also known to some as "football kits" became trendy. Arsenal and Chelsea both utilized numbered shirts within their league games. In 1939 the Football League Management Committee introduced Maillot Angleterre Since it is challenging to associate a variety having a place while in the game, only th

Michelle Obama: Here's How To Handle The Hecklers
"One of the things I don't do well is this," glowered Michelle Obama as she was challenged by a heckler this week. Delivering a speech at a Democratic Party fundraiser, Obama called it like she saw it: "Listen to me or you can take the mic, but I'm leaving. You all decide. You have one choice." Not everyone has the luxury toleave the stage, of course, though plenty of great comedians wish they probably could. As for any future heckling scenarios, she might want to practise her putdowns with these tips. Have a line ready There is, of course, already a great storehouse of heckler putdowns, apt for any occasion. They don't need to be subtle – just funny. "I was actually told you would be here tonight – by your mum while I was fucking her," Jimmy Carr told one man. "At least, I think she was talking to me. I wasn't the only one there." Or there's: "You're so drunk. I hope you drive home," from Steve Hofstetter. Personally, I like Dylan Moran's take best: "I appreciate e

Could Someone Explain The Logic In This To Me?
Two months ago the woman I had been seeing since Christmas dumped me and I might add very immaturely via text saying the usual things in a break up "It's not you,it's me" bullshit after the fact I had taken her and her two sons to see her father's side of the family in Iowa in the middle of January the same weekend of my birthday with never even wishing me a happy birthday while on the trip let alone acting like I even existed the whole time we were on the trip, stood by her as she had a bout with breast cancer she found early, helped her with school supplies, and etc. all of the sudden starting last Sunday calls me 3 times straight and again just yesterday evening one more time without leaving a voice mail or a text message expects me to answer the phone like some crushed ex just hoping she'd call me ever again that I would pick up? what the hell, does she take me for a fool? A day after she dumped me her cousin who I work told me that while the ex and I were together she was banging

Water Works
The damn burst suddenly I was sucked under the current there had been no rain there hadn't even been sunshine There were birds, and trees and green green grass Even childrens laughter but for me nothing just a bystander watching it all pass me by no expectations little hopes but no feeling where did it come from was I going to drown emotions lost swept away Out of nowhere I'd been on a journey no real destination no feelings burned and burned out but there I was When the damn burst!!!

What A Woman Wants By Angel
As your growing upYou meet your first loveYou know it will last foreverSometimes it does, Most of the timeNo it wont lastYou have to work at it and want it.A woman wants true lovePromises that wont be brokenSomeone to share things withA mam that treats her with respectThat gives his allThat is not afraid of letting people know, she is hisSomeone that will be thereThrough the bad times, as well as the goodSomeone that says I Love You OnlyThat really means itSomeone honest and kindThat wiill protect her at all costsThat will be open to herGive her a kiss or hugNo matter who is aroundThat will not walk awayWhen things get roughJust stay and work it out togetherYou give a woman your heartShe will give you her soulIf she truly loves you.She will not make demandsOr be jealous of everyoneShe will be loving and kindYou dont have to make a lot of moneyTo make a woman happyJust stand by her,be her manA woman does not need a big houseShe does not need a big ringOr fancy clothes and big carShe jus

My Mother
She said I did the best I could I believe that Poor thing Left her children helpless In her weakness I broke that Generation of weakness Her infuriating ennui I took that away from her On purpose She always hated me for taking that way from her A thief She said Well I am a better mother A better person And I am still alive so go fuckyourself you cowardly piece of shit

What Is Knocking
Roses show feelings that words can't express.What does a rose mean when it leaves an emptiness inside?Love and romance something that goes hand in handShow me what love isCuz right now, I truly don't understandI'm going through somethingNo one should ever haveBut in this time of horrorI have learned a lotWho my true friends areAnd that I need to let go of someone Not worthy of my time.Finding me and who I really am.Will swallow me until I fight and winRumors fly and destroy the truth, yet only to small minded peopleThose that need to be the center of attention I spent a week keeping mine away from those That I knew would never understand.Walking away with my head held highKnowing I'm gonna be alrightKarma has my back,I only wish those that disappeared out of my lifeWhen I needed them the most Would get what they did,

Before...
Dreaming was easier before memories were made in perfect little rain drops upon the path Silence was easier before words were spilled like young lovers' blood upon the alter Pretending was easier before crossing the invisible the intangible lines upon the divide Desire was easier before ecstasy lingered in waves laced with absolution upon the bare Breathing was easier before sighs of life from such lovely lips fell upon the earth Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Greek Gas Supplier Selloff Fails To Draw Gazprom Bid
Pay attention to the underlined bit. Greece's problem-plagued privatisation programme, which is key to the country's economic recovery and meeting its bailout targets, has received yet another blow with the failure of the planned sale of a state-owned natural gas supplier. Officials were stunned when the Russian energy giant Gazprom failed to bid for Depa, described as one of the jewels in the crown of a privatisation process that is due to raise €2.6bn this year. "We had absolutely no inkling that this would happen," said one insider with close links to Taiped, Greece's privatization fund. "Alexey Miller [Gazprom's CEO] himself was overseeing negotiations. It's a complete bolt out of the blue." The failure to secure binding bids for Depa before Monday's deadline marks a potentially huge setback for a country that has been forced to repeatedly scale back its privatisation programme because of a lack of headway. A selloff of state assets is one of the conditions attached to a

Think You Have It Bad? --- Think Again
I'm American and I am not used to seeing this...I just took a bus home from Malate...and on the way home when the bus was at a red light, I noticed a little girl who couldn't have been more than 5 years old...she looked so tiny standing next to the cars and I could see that she was barefoot with dirty feet and her clothes were also visibly dirty...she kept going up to the cars at the red light and was trying to sell a can of soda (probably so she can get something to eat)...as I watched her, she looked up and noticed me...she gave me the biggest smile, tilted her head all cute like and held up the can of soda...I immediately wanted to jump off that bus, get her out of the street before she was hit by a car and get her something to eat...as the bus pulled away, she waved goodbye to me and gave me an even bigger smile...she's just a baby and I felt awful just sitting their on the bus watching her without helping her...this is why I'm here my friends, to get these children off the street

Its Just A Roadblock
Its just something else that I can overcome and will probably greet the same damn problem again. Damned if I do and damned if I don't. These here are the cards I was dealt and I didn't renig. I thought I was following the rules, but here is another dang blockade. Something just make me wanna growl. My hearing is going, going, and not gone just yet. I can still hear but sometimes I think that I am better off not being able to hear everything. Some people grow quite annoyed with me asking them what they said, it would really help if ya didn't mumble all the damn time. Sometimes it the truth that hurts. It is important too that someone tells the people that are too rock headed to bend a little and let the world be a comfy place for everyone. There aren't enough prisons or asylums available for the people that need quiet time the most. Anyone that knows me, already knows that I don't give in or up that easily. If you know that much then you know enough to get along rather well with me. I

Saw This And Had Tp Post This For A Friend
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN...

Need Some Help
Come and join me on my first HH accepting donations of blings hit me up if you like it I have something else to deal with available and fu bucks just in case thanks so much !!! I need help I would appreciate it !!!

Me To You
Its a perfect day for you, its your day keep your head high. Its a noisy world and there will always be somthing or somone to mess it up for u. But your strong and he will guide you to where you need to be. If someone gives you a smile, give them one back, say hi to a stranger, give to somone in need, and you will always feel better about your perfect day.

Things About Me....
I know you are justing dying to find out more rnadom things about me.... 1. Do you like blue cheese? never had it, can't get past the smell!2. Have you ever smoked? Yes.3. Do you own a gun? Nope.4. What is your favorite cordial flavor? What the hell is a cordial....5. Do you get nervous before Doctor appointments? Almost always6. What do you think of hot dogs? depends on how they are cooked...not bad on the grill7. Favorite Christmas movie? Hmmm....A Christmas Story or Scrooged8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water or Iced Coffee9. Do you do push-ups? Not often10. What’s you favorite piece of jewelery? My tongue ring ;) 11. Favorite hobby? Reading, writing, listining to music12. Do you have A.D.D? No..hey that looks shiny...13. What’s the one thing you hate about yourself? Depends on the day14. Middle name? Anne...with an E damn it!!!!15. Name three thoughts at this exact moment? work is almost done, I need alcohol and can't wait for the weekend!16. Name 3 d

Narcist, A Cat's Poem
You're looking at me like I'm suppose to care Whether your hair is braided or free to hang 'round your shoulders As if my opinion of that dress would make you change your mind You change often enough for my liking You should know by now.... It only matters to me, that you return in a few days To refill my food dish with something tantalizing and grand Make sure my water has not grown stale and tasteless And leave the bed covers exactly as they have been You know how i detest having to remake my sleepy spot Yes, yes you are running late Don't trip on your way to the car The last thing I need to do is take care of you Not that I'd mind keeping you warm

Dire Straits Walk Of Life
Ok FYI On My Playlist Is The Song Walk Of Life By Dire Straits .. We Had Gotten Off Of Work Here We Are In Scrubs On Thanksgiving Day After Working Nights , We All Decided Lets Go Have a Thanksgiving Drink , We Did Went To alil Bar In Genevea Ohio . What a Blast Played Music Played Pool Danced . So Here This Song Played I Said I Love It Fits Everything We All Agreed Laughed Had Fun ... Of Course I Was Dancin Around The Pool Table To Walk Of Life And Singin It ... As The Mornin Went Here We All Are Still Havin A Day For Us Enjoyin Each Others Comapny Bull Shitting Laughin Doin It All ... I Said I Guess The Turkey Will Be Cookin It's Self And They All Agreed Guess It Will . It Was The First Thanksgiving The Turkey Was Not Done On Time It Did Get Done But Later ... So That Song Has a Meaning In My Life It Was a Time Us Girl's Let Our Hair Down And Had One Hell Of a Good Time ... Always Think About Paula Ruth Carol My Coworkers It Was a Kodak Moment Nov 1986 Walk Of Life Got Our Attenti

45 Out Of 50
Okay, just 5 away from leveling. Thank you all for helping me out. I really do appreciate it. Right now I'm an Angel and would love to change back, right now I have fuBucks 1,162,160 So any donation will be appreciated. Thank you. *thumbs up*

Love And Life
Sometimes i feel so much .. Sometimes i feel so lost .. Sometimes i feel so mad ! Sometimes i feel so sad .. Sometimes i wonder how my heart still works .. and manages to love again it's been broken so many times .. but it always seems to mend .. Sometimes i walk my own path , and sometimes i walk alone .. Sometimes i listen to music , to understand my pain , to understand my journey .. I have so much love in my heart for others , sometimes it almost feels like it will burst .. And sometimes when i fall in love its head over heeels first .. The heart is much a precious muscle .. It alaways has things to say .. the mind is the practical part of you .. But when in love they don't always seem to listen to each other .. This is why you can so smart with IQ but in love but so blind .. (we are all guilty of this sometimes) It's almost like you can't find anything wrong with someone while its new .. while fresh .. and as the times goes on you start to see

Personality Tests For Fun.
I am often fascinated by the actions of People and how they react to different situations by their actions. I am not a social scientist nor am I doing any research but I did major in psychology in school but ended up working in Insurance....Anyway, below is a test that was developed by some students for research my senior year in College. If you would like the interpretation of your answers, you can send me a private message or chat or just comment below and I will respond as long you don't mind sharing your answers. This is just for fun but the answers people give can be really interesting and supposedly tell people something about their personality. Don't worry this doesn't determine if your a supposed psychopath. LOL, love that question. Ok Again, I'm not doing any research or anything like that, I like doing this at parties just for fun. It's especially a lot of fun after a few drinks or when you smoke a lot of weed and you think your having really mind blowing conversations!

I Am Kinda Ready
Alright there are no blisters or any kind of peeling going on. There is still pain in my shoulder area, but I have counted my blessings and I know how lucky I am. I need to get a bit of sun on my left wrist and hand, I was wearing my splint on my left wrist because of spraining it the day before I got the the sunburn. So yeah, I got a white left hand and a burned right hand. Don't try to even complain, nobody is perfect. I won't ever claim that I am. I am still trying to get use to using my right hand more. Its funny, through most of high school I used my right hand dominately. I sometimes used it accidently before I sprained my left hand. It takes a little longer to write and type with it. Maybe all of this is my right hands way of saying "I want back in active mode", maybe not.

The Lost City
The colors sway under the breezes of passion,but somewhere along the way they forgot the reason for passing , Heart felt colors of blues & greens, where does it stop and what does it mean ? Take me to the sea where it will embrace me ,rock me with the waves of disturbing dreams Then kick me back up on the sand , where I can wait an' search for thee again..... Time has no meaning in the depths of blue , just coral and sea-weeds that so wildly grew , Where are you my love ? Can't you see , how very much you meant to me ? Here in the sea , you did promise me , that one-day you'd return to me , So I'll swim an' I'll cry for the seconds lost Where we can swim in that great City of the Lost Where color of pinks an' silver play , scalloped in love for that special day ......

Luna My Bug
When I hear her name I think about the bright eyes Thats dance and sparkle when she is amused The way her face lights up the room when she smiles. When I see her I know I am in the presence Of a friend, a person I can count on When my day has been long and hard To always make me smile. I know that when I need someone to talk to I can always turn to Luna Wonderful,funny and dependable She is now and forever will be My Sweet loving Luna Bug. When I need to hear the truth about anything, When I am confused,sad, or just need someone to help Me get through the day she is always there With an open ear and a heart thats the sizeof the World that she makes so much better for those who Are lucky enough to know her. LUNA MY BUG I love you like a sister girlie.

5:2 Your Life
By Oliver Burkeman The first modern diet fad began in 1863, following the publication of a pamphlet entitled Letter On Corpulence, Addressed To The Public, written by a London undertaker named William Banting. Upon finding himself so fat that he couldn't tie his shoelaces, Banting wrote, he'd embarked on a series of weight-loss schemes: drinking gallons of solutions containing potassium; taking thrice-weekly Turkish baths; going horse-riding; drinking the spa waters at Cheltenham and Harrogate – "giving each and all a fair time for experiment… [but] the evil still gradually increased". Oddly, it was an ear surgeon who eventually suggested that Banting should turn his attention to what he was eating. The resulting diet plan was simple and non-extreme – it mainly involved abstaining from bread, dairy and beer – but it worked wonders, Banting reported. His name became synonymous with dieting. There was a time, in the mid-1860s, when it wasn't uncommon to hear

Remember This Mlb Highlight???
Hey Baseball fans; Remember when Colorado Rockies reliever Alan Embree recorded a save without facing a single batter? It was only one of four such instances in MLB history and one of many All-Time MLB highlights. Wanna know more?? Contact me! Oppty for SEO-type to buy an established baseball blog: www[dot]blogging-baseball[dot]com

Things I've Learned Iin The Army
Since I've been in the Army, I've learned a few things:1: Nothing is ever clean enough. Ever2: If you pass a piece of trash on the ground, it becomes your responsibility. 3: Everything we use is built around how much it costs. The weapon we carry, food we eat, healthcare, etc.4: When given a task, you must determine the most common sense way to do it and do the opposite. 5: There is never enough room in your ruck. 6: Drinking water will cure dehydration, nausea, dizziness, the flu, athlete's foot, skin rashes, cancer...7: If the government owes you money, it will take several months. If YOU owe the government money, it will come out yesterday.8: Your physical fitness uniform has reflective logos. However, you still have to wear a reflective belt.9: Even if you can't see though you NVGs, you will still wear ballistic eye protection10: For every level of your chain of command that the information about an even goes through, you must arrive 30 minutes prior for each level. 11: Privates wi

Poem Post #2
Time Is of The Essence Time is of the essence So I'd like to make a difference But Im only on girl, I dont want to change the world. I just want to be a smile That lasts longer than awhile, Only to hold a place in a heart, That keeps it from falling apart. I'd like to be honest faithful and true It's just what I want to do Give my all to one special man, Do everything to show him I can. ***** By: Annaliese Edie

Poem Post #3
Untitled I a drawing a blank Just cant even think. Want to find someone, But left here all alone. Broken up from my pas Wishing life wasn't so fast. Wondering where it's taking me, Feeling like I'm not free. Tied down by mistakes, No room for such a flake. Misery is my only friend It will last until the end. *** By: Annaliese Edie (October 27, 2012)

Poem Post #4
Hearts Protector I've come to find the hummingbirds love to be true And I'd like to say I've found that love with you. Fluttering hummingbirds fly until they find That red, beautiful flower that's one of a kind. It will last the day until it finds that sweet nectar, Like, I have with you-- my heart's protector. The hum of a hummingbird is such a sweet song, Just as the humming in my heart for you so strong. **** By: Annaliese Edie

Poem Post #5
Scarred Life Dead inside my soul- my heart starts to beat. The crazy thoughts in my head- my mind will defeat. I feel an empty void inside, which came from deceit, Keep trying to run- but can't get away from the heat. Everything will stay hidden, forever, deep inside. There's not a person out there in which I wish to confide. I'm just gonna let life flow along with the tide, And see where I end up at the end of the ride. I've got myself this far just going along with the flow. Now it's about time for the wind to start to blow. One day again- my eye's will get back their glow. This just seems to be something that I know. In life- I'm not sure I've ever had a true friend, Someone who was there from beginning to end. But Ill always be there if someone needs me to lend, For my outcast feelings- I can later on- attend. **** By Annaliese Edie ( June 23, 2007)

Poem Post #6
As Long As You Shall Live If I shall die tomorrow, With no more life to live, I want to tell you that I love you And say thanks for what you give. Everyday I smile, Everyday I know, That you truely love me No Matter where you go. I love you more than life itself No matter what the change. You'll stay in my heart forever And live within my soul's range. So if I'm not here tomorrow I'll still have something to give, My love will always be here As long as you shall live. ***** By: Annaliese Edie (June11,2006)

Your Kind Word
To be able to touch the heart means enough so what is the hype, to cause a rumble in the jungle you just have to be the wanted type. I won't beg or even plead, for any one person to fake a loving need. I will remain ready wth a calm and kind word, I would rather be read always instead of heard. I just don't need to be perfect, nothing is wrong I haven't wrecked. Sliding in is the expected cumming, I won't be the one for attention bumming. Sweet sin will be completed much sooner than later, then the overly spread becomes the hater. Can I touch your heart and soul?? you might see heaven and your kind word is the toll.

Best Friends Can Always Annoy Each Other, Can't They?
Sep 3, 2011 12:44:30 AM 12:26:29 AM redwolf470: 12:30:21 AM twisteds_angel08: Lmao 12:30:30 AM twisteds_angel08: So how U been 12:30:37 AM redwolf470: been ok 12:30:45 AM twisteds_angel08: Thats good 12:33:09 AM twisteds_angel08: I am so fin bored 12:33:25 AM redwolf470: watch porn? 12:33:42 AM twisteds_angel08: lol no thanks not my thing 12:33:57 AM redwolf470: make porn for money?? 12:34:31 AM twisteds_angel08: Again no thanks 12:34:41 AM redwolf470: masturbate? 12:35:31 AM twisteds_angel08: lmao is that all U ever think about is sex 12:35:42 AM redwolf470: mostly, yeah 12:35:51 AM redwolf470: i'm always horny 12:35:58 AM twisteds_angel08: lmao 12:36:03 AM redwolf470: i'm touchin myself right now 12:36:08 AM twisteds_angel08: I bet U R 12:36:27 AM twisteds_angel08: DId U expect that to suprise me 12:36:47 AM redwolf470: i'm masturbating

Wanting You
I crave you My insides are aching for your touch My lips are ready to be kissed My body is on fire for you darling Wanting you is so deliciously sinful You are so far away.. Physical touch is impossible I only have my dreams Wanting you will be the death of me If I can't feel you near me To please me I'm so aching for you darling I want you....

How I Became A Cuckold
How I was Cuckolded This is a true story about how I was cuckolded without wanting to be cuckolded. I started out a dominant man wanting to be with women and over the last 12 years have become a bisexual male that wants to be dominated by a white woman or a black male. It all started in 2001. I was 26 at the time and very confident in myself and was dominant in nature. I had a much younger girlfriend who was 18 going on 19. Her name was Jessica and was not the kind of girl you take home to mamma. She had quit school and had moved to my city just a couple months ago. She had just ran away from a broken home. I met her through a friend of hers that my friend was fucking. She was so hot, curley long black hair, snow white soft skin, big dd tits with huge areolas, about 5"5 ,145 pounds and a big ghetto booty. We hit it off right away, I was fucking her the first night we met. She liked to drink and smoke pot and I was game as well. She

My Observations, Experience & Advice Thus Far On Fubar.com June 19th 2013
Was Bored so, I thought I'd create a list of things that I've learned on Fubar in my time here. This isn't going to be a complete list, but, here's what I got for ya. ---NOTICE--- These are my personal experiences, and advice I'd offer having HAD these experiences, for anyone that wants it. Feel free to take it or leave it. Your Fubar experience may vary! If you find this helpful, thats great!! I'm glad I could help, you're welcome! If you find it not so helpful, but entertaining none the less, I'm glad I could give you a few chuckles. If you find this not helpful, and not entertaining, well, then I apologize in advance for wasting the time you took to read it. I do moderate my comments so if you read this and feel the need to be a douchecanoe, well, I suppose thats your perrogative but, I'll delete the comment. Enjoy my random ramblings! =) #1 - Salues. Are. Nessicary. Not JUST for the sake of leveling but, because, MOST veteran players, will AUTOMATICALLY assume, yo

My Life
i am a retired and loving grandma of grand daughter and expecting my second grand baby in september his name will be zack and i am looking forward to birth of my grand son and love country music and classic rock love dancing walking love camping and i am a criminal justice grad i have three children in which all are grown up and love living life and enjoying my grandbaby and making new freinds

Reason--europe--from Their 2004 Album Start From The Dark
And everybody will get to play The hand they're given And everybody will deserve The space they live in And everybody will get to feel Some peace within And everybody will get Someone to walk with Cause there must be a reason Why you're keeping me alive On broken days like this There must be a reason A hope that God exist And everybody will lead a life They feel will matter And everybody will know such a simple thing Like laughter Cause there must be a reason Why you're keeping me alive On broken days like this There must be a reason A hope that God exist After all the fear is gone There's place where everybody goes After all the feelings show There's a secret everybody knows After all the fear is gone There's place where everybody goes After all the feelings show There's a secret everybody knows Yeah there must be a reason Why you're keeping me alive On broken days like this There must be a reason A hope that God exist Yeah there mu

Reason To Push In My Life!
you're so special more than you know and more than I show.you're my soul mate, you're my lover, you're all that I know.it's your smile and it's your eyes it's your heart and it's your cries.I'll love you forever even long after we die.you're my friend and you're my life.you're my light and you're my wife.you're my shoulder and my strength.I would die for you and go to any length.you're the person I need and the one who is there.I have you right now and it doesn't seem fair.cause right now isn't enough and forever is too soon.without you I would die and not know what to do.you're more than a friend and more than a wife too.you're my forever and forever isn't long enough for me and you.there's a place in heaven waiting just for you.I pray there is room right there beside you for me too.you're a beautiful soul and I could forget you never.I just pray that we are always together now and forever. I LOVE U REBECCA ANN

Just Yelling In Text :o
Okay here's how I'm feeling. I'm 32 and I think I'm approaching the Menopause. I feel like shit on a daily basis and it sucks. I'm not gonna blast anyone via this but if You feel the pain I feel then pretty much You know who You are. I live in England BUT I'd rather just upsticks and move but I CAN'T. I have had several Fubar relationships that ended and I feel like all of em were My fault. I get pretty full on and attached too easy. My heart just wants to love and all I wanna be is loved, FOR ME. NOT FOR WHAT I HAVE BETWEEN MY LEGS OR UNDER MY SHIRT. This world is so fucked up and FULL of shallow selfish people and I regret bringing a child into this place We call Earth. I'm being honest and open. I'm sick of feeling like this and I DON'T want to be alone on Fu. Being Alone is the worst feeling ever. So I need time to heal and make myself who and what I was before the Impy brain bomb went off !!!!!

I Wished Ya Was Here
I can be tough, I can be strongBut with you, it's not like that at allThere's a girl that gives a shitBehind this wall, you just walk through itAnd I remember all those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereAll those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were hereI love the way you areIt's who I am, don't have to try hardWe always say, say it like it isAnd the truth is that I really missAll those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereAll those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were hereDam

The Waterfall
I so love waterfalls so a writer friend wrote this beautiful piece to appeal to my very lustful nature and sent it to me , It deserve 5 stars ***** in my opinion . I hope everyone who reads this enjoys it as much as my imagination did. Symphony of birds accompany with melodic charmas I stroll in the woods with you upon my armTo a secluded place where the trees grow talland there we stop beside a gracious waterfallThe sound of rushing waters calls us to joinand wakens lustful feeling deep within my loinWe undress each other with passions flying highwithout the tiniest care if there is a passerbyHere in this wondrous place nature's dance we docombining our spirits, you in me and me into youLust depleted, spirits filled we lay upon stoneeach content in knowing that the other is our own

Nueva York, Instale La Estación De Carga Móvil Gratis Efox News
En menos de cinco años, los teléfonos inteligentes se han convertido en un componente importante de una parte la vida moderna. Este punto se lleven a casa el otoño pasado, el huracán de arena golpeó el Corredor Noreste, telemoveis chineses sin electricidad a amplias zonas de la ciudad de Nueva York metro. El resultado es un trastorno de la comunicación. Millones de personas que ahora no tienen conexión a cuenta de teléfono, confiando únicamente en sus teléfonos celulares con la familia, amigos y contactos de trabajo. Fabricantes de terminales portátiles restaurar rápidamente el poder a su red a través de un generador de emergencia, pero resultaron ser pequeños clientes después de doce días. Batería del teléfono inteligente sin electricidad, y rápidamente corrió hacia abajo. Sandy, parece que la exposición al talón de radio comunicaciones apagón de Aquiles. Ahora, menos de un año después de la tormenta, la ciudad de Nueva York y las compañías AT & T se han embarcado en un

" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
I was a little suprised to say the least. with john's car parked out side. I figured i would find him and Vanessa chatting away in the living room. Maybe he's meeting with a client near here, i thought to myself, slowly heading up the stairs to see if Vanessa was in the bedroom. "Why does she have a candle on?" I whispeared to myself. As i reached the top of the stairs, i heard a sound that immediately registered in my head. it was unmistakable. up until that very moment, i had never once wondered if Vanessa would ever cheat on me. Never once did i feel jealous toward anyone else. at no time did i worry that she would even think about having sex with anyone but me. Understand that we had an incredible sex life. I mean, we fucked four or five times a week. Almost every time we had sex Venessa enjoyed a powerful orgasm, finished off with me exploding in her moist pussy or her mouth and even sometimes her ass. Our sex life was extreamely fulfilling and very exciting. We were bo

Why You Shouldn't Sag
What is it with this stupid sagging crap?!?!?! How the hell can you be comfortable wearing your pants halfway off your ass?! Especially when you're walking down the street and constantly having to pull them back up?! Did a rapper get shot and you're wearing your pants at half mast in honor of him or something? It's freaking retarded!! 1: NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR UNDERWEAR WHILE YOU'RE WALKING DOWN THE STREET OR RIDING THE BUS PEOPLE!! 2: Do any of you dumbasses even know what sagging represents?! I'm pretty sure you don't otherwise you wouldn't be doing this stupidity. Thank you and have a nice day! :D

" I Caught My Wife Cheating""
I didn't know what to do. i stood quietly at the door, watching in the mirror the reflection of my wife and that ass hole kissing tenderly, their naked bodies tight together, his dick still deep in side her. i slowly began to move back down stairs, holding my breath, afraid to make a sound. It took me fifteen minutes to get down the stairs, open the door, and get out of the house. I stood on the porch and tried to focus. after what seemed like an eternity, i made my decision. i turned and rang the doorbell before i could chicken out, and reached for my keys again. I unlocked the door, making as much noise as i could, ringing the bell a second time just to make sure. I yelled out, "Hey Nessa, i'm home!" I realized i was a little too loud and took a deep breath. Then added, "Hey Baby! Yuo home?" I could hear movement coming from the bed room and smiled, knowing that the two lovers were rushing around, trying to get clothes on. Vanessa called down the stairs, " Lee!

Katie's Poem -
Katie's Poem created @ 2008-10-26 21:36:11 The original version of this poem I wrote earlier today and was personalized for Katie a soldier who passed away in January of this year. I sent the original to her Mother. May she be with God resting in his Kingdom. Only a few words were changed. Katie's Poem As the sun sets each evening, On ships and Posts throughout the world, A bugle call sounds all to attention, Followed by the slow and gently sounding of Retreat, As the Flag is honorably lowered, We cease all work, focus on its beauty, and give a proud salute. For in this moment in the evening we think of all those we've lost, Not only those in combat but friends and family whom we deeply did admire. And so my friend I'll think of you, With the sounding of each note. Imagine their sweet smile in the sunset blowing you a gentle kiss. Later on the sounds of Taps, reaffirm our day is done, Feel their soul come back

Mexican Lasagna Recipe
Mexican Lasagna-1 box oven ready lasagna noodlescan crushed tomatos reg size1 l/b shred cheddartub of sour cream 8ozreg size can cornlrg can refried beansbag shred lettucecan sliced olives1.5 pound ground beef taco season packetonion minced or reg white __________________________________________Brown ground beef add some onion taco season packet when cooked turn off n add corn Layout some noodles to cover bottom of a 11x13 pan it never fits right so we break em in half to make em cover spread a layer of beans down spread some crushed tomatow over that n throw some cheese down then 1/2 the beef mix n then do another layer like that and then another layer of noodles on this last layer take 1 cup water pour over then spread crushed tomatos down n cover in the rest of the cheese cover w tinfoil bake 350 for 1 hr un cover when comes out spread tub of sour cream on top sprinkle w olives chopped green onion what u like on ur taco. and serve on a bed of shred lettuce.

Auntie , Mom Carmen
To one of the strongest women I've known with my natural mom and other aunt .. you taught us strength , courage, wisdom and to never give up... Now I watch your health fail , you soul will prevail, you made peace what needs to happen still we morn what is coming, no matter how ready you feel like you are... even stars fall.. you my ladies moms, aunts and loves, are stars and what you taught and instilled will always be with us.. we love you so much.. May you pass peacefully my beloved Auntie mom Carmen , and thank you sooo much for every thing you've done ..

Unaffected
To be 17 again The whole world at my feet A future so promising birthed of a past painted in tenebrosity To be so ignorant again even in all I'd seen so blinded to the truly evil ways of wicked men Still carving an expected place for me a cozy little corner I could call it my own Put up my little picket fence plant my garden of flaccid daydreams wear my apron proudly like a good, obediant little lady created of their colorful lies laced with romaticized propaganda To be so certain again believing the best laid plans of fairytales writing my own in droves of unbridled reverence for things I never really understood throw caution to the wind morsels of my soul devoured by dissonance Lack of experience trumped by illusions ...to have those illusions again Coyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Shattered Heart
I use to write poems when I was a teenager. But through life and no passion in my life I stopped. Recently with events in my life I started writing again. This is my first attempt at a some what kind of a poem. Please don't be hard on me. It's just the best I could do with my words to get my emotions out. You walked into my life with words honey sweet dripping off your lips. Sweeping my heart, mind, body and soul away in a title wave of passion and romance. I swore it felt like a dream when I was in your arms, a dream I never wanted to wake from. But one phone call decimated my world apart with words so confusing. Unsure where lies and truth start or end. What did I do to lose you? Why did you take it all away? Time was never and issue because with you all I knew was that I loved you. Now I sit her alone and crying while you drive away. Walls are being built around my heart to ensure this will never happen again. I should have done that from the start. Fix your life back

Life Goes On
Things are different since he walked out of our lives. Not terrible, just different. I have a wonderful person in my life that makes the transition easier. I have some realizations that have come to light with what has become of my life. This is not a new chapter, more like a entirely differnt book. Even as the story continues in a new cover and title, things will never be the same. Never be as they once were. Some people we thought would forever be there, will never be there again, even as they still walk the earth. As marriages go, another one bites the dust. I bow out, and not with much grace, but plenty of relief. Life doesn't feel as wicked. Being alone, proves to be better than being in the company of someone who does not, and never did, actually want to be there. It can be a scary world, a sad world, a frustrating world. But theres much to be found in way of joy too. It may be something as rediculously simple, as the sun rise, or the sound of the breeze in the trees

First Morning.
Thick, cold, and deafening with mute.Quicksand since.The folds, and scent remained for weeks.In all the numb holes and dead walls that brings.That was getting in, as well as out.Could have asked for more sense.Something a little more fair.

Crew Chief
During a commercial airline flight an experienced Air Force crew chief was seated next to a young mother with a babe in arms. When the baby began crying during the descent for landing, the mother began nursing the infant as discreetly as possible. The crew chief pretended not to notice, and, upon disembarking, he gallantly offered his assistance to help with the various baby-related items.When the young mother expressed her gratitude, the crew chief responded, "that's a good looking baby, and he sure was hungry!"Somewhat embarrassed, the mother explained that her pediatrician said that the time spent on the breast would help alleviate the pressure in the baby's ears.The Air Force crew chief sadly shook his head, and in true crew chief fashion exclaimed, "And all these years, I've been chewing gum."

Friendships On Fu
The last time I did a blog, was about fu marriages and relationships and some of you got the idea and some didn't. That's ok. This time I want go in more personal way of what I have experience and seen on Fubar. Don't get me wrong it's has its faults and it also has its positives. When I make friends with someone here, I give them the respect and true friendship that they deserve. What I seem on this site is some use lips service or use friendship to get something outta someone for their personal gain. I look for friends to be just that friends and nothing more. If something grows outta the shit, then that's a good thing. It just I seen people on this site being up drama and jealously to just fuck up a good thing. Also, I hate say this I also seen racism on this site too, and it's shame that its 2013 and we still got some stupid people who thinks mixing of races is totally wrong. This is a social website for people to make new friends regardless of race, creed or sexual choice. It just

Utterly Disheartened
The Voter's Right Act didn't require or detract from any citizen. The Act only asked that state governments with a history of discrimination look after their citizens and ensure everybody they represent has an opportunity to participate in democracy. The Supreme Court's decision to rule the Act unconstitutional is mind boggling since the Constitution has an amendment made specifically to support this very type of law. By defying the document they are sworn to protect, and to do so on a benign piece of legislation whose only purpose is to empower citizens to participate in democracy, the Supreme Court is willfully adopting a position of inequality. Their logic for their decision is so infuriatingly idiotic that a child could see the stupidity in it. Essentially, they say that the law is no longer necessary because it has worked so well. Really? So because polio is rare these days, we should stop vaccinating our kids? Since there's less sexism and racism, we should just do away with th

For If You Only Knew
just what your smile would do to my day .. it would be as bright as the sun even in the darkness it would still be my light to guide my way back to you.. just what your embrace would do to my world.. it would be like i was in a world with out fear just knowing you are there with in my reach.. just what the softness of Ur gentle kiss would do 2 my heart as you touch my lips softly.. as you make it beat with in side of me feeling of the life with in me.. just what the shine in your eyes would do to my life... it would make me feel like i always had the stars in my reach and would always hope that they shine just as bright for me .. just what the soft whisper of you voice would do to my soul.. as you light it with the fire that give me a passion that i can only compare to the vastness of the deep blue sea and would bruin deep with in me only for you to see as i give my all to you in every way if you only knew how i love to be the one you see and hope you know you alone hold the key a

For Those Asking About Hedonism Ii Resort Updates......
I am currently in Day 6 of my 10 day stay here at Hedonism II resort in Negril, Jamaica and my 9th time visiting the resort (also my 7th Annual Group Trip Adventure & Rendezvous) and very positive changes are occurring daily. Every day I am seeing new flat screen TV's and king size mattresses being delivered to the rooms along with new paint and old woodwork being replaced etc. There have been zero issues with drinks or food being limited and staff attitudes have been outstanding. In addition, I toured the new room remodels yesterday with an on-site engineer and wow....I was most impressed. I have posted some new photos daily in my various online accounts (Twitter, Flickr, Yahoo! Groups) and a detailed post trip report will be done next week. In with new Hedo, out with the old, and put Hedo on your Caribbean bucketlist for sure. I know I'll be back next June for another great time with the group. Try it, you will like it! Ann, TS

Shady Girls
So okay I wanted to blog about a situation that happened to me a while ago to get opinions.So, My boyfriend and I have been dating for 8 months.He has this friend ( who is a girl) sarah she is in the army.Well My boyfriend has tons of female friends and I have no problem with that.The thing is this chick messages him and tells him she is coming into town and talks to him for about 2 weeks every day prior to her coming. She asks if she can stay at his house and spend the night whle she is here.He tells her no that she can't because he did not think it was right considering he is in a relationship with me.( besides this girl kinda annoys him) hes friends with her but I think she thinks he likes her more than he does.So she gives him this pitty party about how she " just broke up with her b/f"blah blah blah he still says no.so she gets into town and him and a few of their mutal friends are going out For drinks.My b/f did not even want to go because he had to work the next day and he did

A Belated Update Due To Necessity.
As of today this will have to be my uptodate record.Current medication levels are set to reducing down to 100mg Lamactil daily (50mgx2daily)At present I am half way through reaching this goal taking 100mg every other day and 125mg. In two weeks I will decrease to 100mg daily in total. It has to be said that with my neurologist pointing out that completly ceasing medication is risky due to the fact that if seizures return then medication will not control the seizures again so it is better to have a low maintenance dose.My current status is Seizure free since May 2008.

More Videos Uploaded
Another video of mine was just uploaded! Go check it out and feel free to purchase it if you want to see the full video! To Make A Readhead Creampie - http://www.xtube.com/amateur_channels/play.php?preview_id=v0kFj0LE___&type=preview Thanks again for all the support and hope everyone enjoys them :) -Julie

A Gentle Kiss
Let us put aside the sex and love makesoft and gentle, for sensuality's sakethough our love is stronger than beforestill it leaves me always wanting moreLet us forget the dungeon going to bedForgetting Sire I am your love insteadLet us seek heaven within untold blissAnd let us start it with a gentle kiss Your gentle brow I do kiss , always wonderin' What I did to earn such a love as this , I know Not nor do I care , just always wanted you to be there, You opened my mind to new idea's , through all that you became my friend , my mentor my hero and my lover . Then you shared a word of wisdom , Don't turn your back on your heritage, be true to the blood , walk strait and hold your head up proud, and never let them pass you around . You have royal bloodline's close at hand don't get the spirits angry , cause they know the Great I Am .

Overcastskies And Downcast Eyes...
distance overshadows everythingthere is no trace of strength to findmy body lacks the courageto keep itself in stridemy mind feels dehydratedlike a land not soaked by droughtmy soul gave birth the questionthat time turned into doubtmy essence feels unnourishedlike a nation beset with faminethe serene is phalanx'd by the nervishthe complete is reduced to fragmentthe clouds hang lowand darken up the skyhowever soft, it's not a gentle blowand the sky opens up to crythe deluge that is my tormentis like a stone upon my soulall the former that had lain dormantis beyond all of my controli am swallowed up in feelingsfrom a time so long agoi chance a glance up toward the ceilingfrom the floor beyond belowthe destined is never destinedif it's not the place you thought you'd endthe questioned remains a questionif the thought did not begin

Easy Honesty
people look down on the words i say or the questions i ask. the fact is im honest and up front. it hard to hold back what i really want to say which is, if ur looking to get down with out the strings so am i or if u wanna chat sexy so do i. dont hate me for it honor the fact that im honest. im a nice guy that gets judged for the dumbest thing. im easy, if u are we should hook up seriously.

Judgemental People Make Me Ill!
I'm disgusted.... FLAT OUT! What is going on with this world today?? People are so quick to judge without even knowing someones story. I know what it's like to not want to go on but i HAVE to. I know i have to pick up the pieces and continue on... NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!!! I paste a smile on, I live my life day by day.... I work...... Just because i don't constantly whine and cry about my problems doesn't mean that they are not there. Just because someone doesn't act themselves with you because you just met them, doesn't mean you have the right to judge them.... Especially someone that would give you the shirt off their back.. So close your mouth and open your eyes, and realize WE ARE ALL ONE..... We will never make it being judge mental or better than anyone else. Tip of the day: Don't judge someone until you have walked a mile in their shoes, and even then if you don't know them SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is all.... i feel much better.

My Best Friends
Promise To Stay In Touch © Louise I couldn't find the right wordsNothing seemed to rhymeTo write something for you allI think it will take timeBecause when you have friendsThat are very hard to findThere's so much to sayBecause you make everything alrightSo I will tell you right nowexactly what I need to sayTo show you how much I appreciateYou being there everydayYou're worth more than anyoneeven a million poundsBecause you always know what to sayWhen I am feeling downYou make me smile big smilesAnd my days so very brightAnd when I lose my wayYou find me in the nightI sometimes wish I could explainHow much you mean to meBut its just not possibleTo list a billion thingsSo I just wanted to sayI love you so so muchAnd I hope you never leave mePromise to stay in touch

On Display
What an exciting night. He picked me me up and we went straight to check into a motel, not too seedy, but a little off the beaten path. I didn't know what was going on, but I thought we were there for making out. Then, he tossed a bag to me and said "put this on." Inside was a short, tight, dress, a "sausage casing" type, mini-skirt, in a leopard print. I put it on and came out to show him. He grabbed me and kissd me. Then he pulled off my panties and told me to go out side and show off around the motel. Our room was on the second floor, with a balcony, facing in, toward the open area and the pool. All the rooms were arranged around the pool area with first floor rooms having open patios and the second floor with balconies, like our room. It was a warm afternoon and there was party atmosphere around the motel, with a lot of people out on their patios partying and people around the pool. So it was out into this scene that I was sent, dressed in a tight, revealing dress and long spike

In The Forest Of Green
Come with me for a walk in the woods It's cooler there , then here in the sun, Where we can relax on the moss of green Watching the river flow by An wondering what it all means Let me kiss your lips and touch your hair We'll act like we're young without any cares, Your kisses like wine , heady and sweet Makes me want to kneel at your feet . You're still my Sire and always will be You haven't released my soul back to me So come and love me , I'm cryin' in pain, I really can't do this ever again..........

What Is Bdsm?
BDSM can be: Bondage/Discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism BDSM is not abuse. It is consensual activity between willing partners. BDSM is a way for some women to gain power by pushing their limits. Some examples of BDSM are: spanking, bondage, whipping, acting out scenes and attending play parties.

Land Of The Free. Wait, What?
credit: http://www.presseurop.eu/en/content/article/3940371-why-europe-must-protect-edward-snowden On 12 October 2012, the European Union won the Nobel Peace Prize for contributing to the "advancement of peace and reconciliation, democracy and human rights in Europe". The EU should show itself worthy of this honour and show its will to defend freedom of information, regardless of fear of political pressure from its so-called closest ally, the United States. Now that Edward Snowden, the young American who revealed the global monitoring system known as Prism, has requested asylum from 20 countries, the EU nations should extend a welcome, under whatever law or status seems most appropriate. Although the United States remains a world leader in upholding the ideal of freedom of expression, the American attitude toward whistleblowers sullies the first amendment of the US constitution. In 2004, the UN special rapporteur for freedom of expression, as well as his counterparts in the Organis

What To Do...
My friend and I had a debate Wednesday night while getting drunk. Yes, very classy I know. Were two single girls and sometimes just tired of the dating world so we bitch to each other while drinking those horrible memories away! LoL no offense men. Anyway. She went on a date Tuesday night and the guy had a good stable job, not hot, but cute, he has his own place. His only down fall would be he is going through a divorce. My friend tried, but she said theres just no spark. Now, she has said this about prior guys. One, she said she would never, but ended up dating and falling head over heels. He broke up with her, but shes still into him. So it can happen! Then theres guys that are fun, hot, excting... but a lot of time, they have a shitty job and are very irresponsible or if that doesnt apply they end up being jerks, fun, but jerks. So, I guess our debate was, giving the "nice guy" a chance is really in everyones best interest, but that doesnt mean youll eventually fall in love an

The Bdsm Circus
Absolutely everything! That's what prêt-a-porter slaves always claims to be ready to do. And of course Masters and Mistress are always ready to give orders and punishments, in a sort of general BDSM orgy. Here comes the BDSM Circus. Welcome to the circus Armies of utter slaves, entering your PM at the shout of "May I crawl at your feet, Divine Mistress?" And Stern Masters always ready to type an icy "down on your knees, you slut". But it's not a pure masculine sport: bratty or docile female slaves roam around the web always ready to bend at the words of a caring, but cruel Owner. And Mistress too, half looking for credit cards and paypal accounts, half looking for the thrill to have a male at their feet. And it's not a pure online phenomenon: just step in a BDSM club and you'll easily spot someone ready to flatten at your feet or change the shape of your ass. And they all call each other "Master, Mistress, slaves". But, what is wrong in all this circus in the end? Nothing

Legit? Or Was His Intention To Seduce Me?
Living alone is quite expensive in the past i've had some boarders. I don't know if anyone has tried this but i did first i had 2 other women living with me didn't work out too much drama. Three women in the house means competition not my thing. I knew i needed boarders and Men are least dramatic. I decided to let 5 men rent out the extra rooms. One of the guys got a house house sitting and he asked me to go with him to get grocerys for him to have at the house he was watching and at same time he could pay me what he owes me for the week. Nothing out of the normal for me to go out shopping with one of the guys to shop or to cash checks. First stop was at bank getting money, second stop was getting grocerys I am short so he put his arm over my shoulder i laughed it off , from there we wen to liquor store. While in liquor store he pinches my lips and ask what i like to drink. I decide ok i use to take sips of a coronas from friends drinks yet never had me a beer for myself. I thought may

John (fire) Lame Deer Sioux Lakota - 1903-1976
"Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn't have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn't afford a horse, a tent or a blanket, he would, in that case, receive it all as a gift. We were too uncivilized to give great importance to private property. We didn't know any kind of money and consequently, the value of a human being was not determined by his wealth. We had no written laws laid down, no lawyers, no politicians, therefore we were not able to cheat and swindle one another. We were really in bad shape before the white men arrived and I don't know how to explain how we were able to manage without these fundamental things that (so they tell us) are so necessary for a civilized society."

― Christopher Hitchens, God Is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything
One must state it plainly. Religion comes from the period of human prehistory where nobody—not even the mighty Democritus who concluded that all matter was made from atoms—had the smallest idea what was going on. It comes from the bawling and fearful infancy of our species, and is a babyish attempt to meet our inescapable demand for knowledge (as well as for comfort, reassurance and other infantile needs). Today the least educated of my children knows much more about the natural order than any of the founders of religion, and one would like to think—though the connection is not a fully demonstrable one—that this is why they seem so uninterested in sending fellow humans to hell.”

Continue
I notice time is getting late and we are stil at the house he is housesitting. i threw it out there its getting late his reply was laydown lets watch a movie i knew where it was going from there yes i stayed as he got in to bed behind me he was rubbing my back wow it felt nice and the weather was kind of chilly i told him its cold so he pulls me closer i can now fill his hardness pressing against me. then he pulls covers out from under us and he tells me body heat is most effective. i am so buzzed and relaxed i don't mind him undressing me till he gets his head under the blanket he is actually starting on a path i have little experience about. I react pushing him off me and he just comments on how nice my nipples look with the light hitting them. As he comes closer again i decide i really want to go thru with this. I'm over 21 twice and i am feeling some blood rushing thru areas around my nipples as he begins to suk one and soon enough i feel throbbing between my legs.

A Puzzle Left Unglued...
i held all the powerand i threw it all awaymy kingdom stood for hoursis there more that i should say?i bathed myself in magici gave myself a stonenow i rummage through a carcassand there is nothing left save bonesand i grazebasking in sunlight and golden raysmy eyes?they are glazedbut not because i'm highi give myself a reason and i never wonder whyi am drinking something dirty that is bitter to the tasteand all the little pieces are more than i can pasteshe spoke to me in volumesthough i did not catch her hintnow she's wearing stones for armourthat i cannot seem to denther eyes?they are like flintthey spark a fire and i'll fryshe left me out to season though i'll never wonder whyi am discarding super structuresconstructed out of hastefor all the little pieces were more than i could paste

Why Alice Couldn't Stay In Wonderland
Alice tumbled down the rabbit hole no end in sight Floating down gracefully to a room all white She thought to herself "What place could this be?" Then two men appeared Dr. Dum & Dee "Alice my dear this is all in your head, an illusion you created." They daringly said Maybe it's the Lithium or Prozac causing these hallucinations Or maybe dear Alice it was all your strange creations Alice tried with all her might to stay in Wonderland But three injections later it was out of her hands Though Alice now lies behind four paddled walls At times she still hears the white rabbit's faint calls

Beer Versus Pussy
It is time to do a comparison between two things treasured by men, beer and pussy... A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. advantage: Tie If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, your wife may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving

How Bad Is The Economy?
The Recession hits everybody in the US ........ I got a pre-declined credit card in the mail. Wives are having sex with their husbands because they can't afford batteries. CEO's are now playing miniature golf. Exxon-Mobil laid off 25 Congressmen. A stripper was killed when her audience showered her with rolls of pennies while she danced. I saw a Mormon polygamist with only one wife. If the bank returns your check marked "Insufficient Funds," you call them and ask if they meant you or them. McDonald's is selling the 1/4 ouncer. Angelina Jolie adopted a child fr

Thumb Screws.
Running from it, if I had to answer honestly.Sweet, silly nonsense, dripping sacharine with memory and delusional promise.The fluffy love notes of naive children that have never felt or injured.Maimed or cried into a bloody shattered mess of whiskey bottle and tepid shower water.An odd surge of raging bile, and a soft plunge in my heart.The warm knife of a friend. Welcome like a well-mannered guest.Or a handy neighbor with a fully stocked kitchen.In my white, sterile, unwriteable suite in hellthey'll pipe this blissful dross into my head.

"setting Up My Slut Wife"
"My God!" Emily said, her hand now tight around my shaft. She pulled her eyes of the screen and looked at me. "Fuck me, Lee. I mean, fuck me right now!" Before i could say a word, she turned on the bed and got on all fours. She looked back at the laptop and continued watching the sexual pictures as i climbed up on the bed and got on my knees behind her. My Dick slid inside her pussy and i began to slid it in and out of her pussy as we both stayed glued on the fuck happening live in my bedroom. I tried to match my movement to the dildo sliding in and out of my wife. Emily started to moan loudly again, and i knew that she would cum quickly. all of this was simply far more than she had ever thought possible, and her pussy was responding accordingly. i also realized that i wasn't going to last long either. Watching my wife cheating on me in my own bed as i fucked a hot readhead hundreads of miles away was too much

"setting Up My Slut Wife"
All of a sudden John pushed the fat toy hard and deep in to my wife's pussy and she tightened her body as her climax hit. At that same moment, Emily's pussy gripped my shaft and she screamed with pleasure as she came. My dick responded to the tight pussy as my load filled the shaft and exploded into Emily's canal. We remained completely still for a few moments, my dick resting inside of her as we watched John pull the moist dick out of Vanessa's pussy. They laid down together on my bed as i pulled my shaft out of Emily and pulled her into my arms. We rested, knowing that we were going to get very little sleep that night, or any other night all wek.

All I Will Ever Be...
It seems I am constantly changing what I think is okay for me. i think i have been pretending to be some Vanilla House Husband for so long I'm not even sure what is acceptable to me or what I want. I do know that I want to be me. and I want other people to be themselves. it makes it so much easier to determine if I like you when you are yourself. I hate when I fall for someone who is pretending to be someone else. Or when I tell someone I love them, but they want to put conditions or prerequisites on my love. IT IS MINE. I will give it to whomever I choose. and withhold it from everyone else. either you want it or you don't. I'm not going to force you to accept my love. I'm not going to change who I am to suit your version of what my love should look like. And I am damned sure not not going to accept being treated in a lesser manner because I can't choose not to love more than one person. it isn't fair to me. I've been trying so hard to be someones prince charming. when in all reality,

Our Heartbeats Synced In Rhythm...
the echo of your footfall signals you are neari long to feel your breath tickle against my earto have our fingers clasp and wrap togetherand feel the strength of love broke neveras we stroll along while lost in raptureby these thoughts of ours together capturedand we sing in tune from me to youa whispered ballad of love so truewe feel our souls as they entwineand merge as one, yours and mineit's a feeling we get, we can't let goand no one can take this love we knowwe come together and we just feel themour hearts as one, they beat in rhythmand you are mine and i am yoursand if nothing else, of that i'm sure

Bad Mood
Wow I go to work everyone is like in bad mood , now this starting to rub off on me. I waking up this morning in real shity mood , last night the woman was in really fuck shity mood , this not going to be good day. When I am going start in bad mood , maybe its a money thing? I know I am in big hole right now , its going take 3 months get out of. Maybe I should look for 2 job get me out of this hole ? This Saturday after work I am working on my winter truck , I have not driving it since I went to PA. To meet April . Yea bad on me thinking about winter already. But when it snows I want to ready , not doing it the last min. So when there 3feet of snow and roads are closed I have no fear I'm going out to fish fuckers out of ditches .

Me
I am really annoyed . I come here to rate my online friends , maybe chat a little if I have time .Its kinda a social thing. Maybe I should expect to be hit on sometimes and I have to admit it is a bit flattering (since I am not a spring chicken anymore -lol) .But I wish men would accept no as an answer .I say it politely ( mostly) but yet my answer is ignored more often than not . My no doesnt mean maybe .My no doesnt mean try again .My no means NO ! I am ONLY interested in friendship here . Please accept that In the future anyone who doesnt accept that will instantly be blocked . I dont like having to write a blog like this but the alternative is to stop chatting at all .Which may happen yet.

A Poem I Wrote For My Late Wife When We Started Dating
The Angel"Such a majestic beautyWith a brilliant mind and a witty personalitySoft and caring, yet a stature solid as stoneUnmoving and Unyielding against opposition.Much like an angelic deity from the heavensWhose precious lips carryDivine promises of a galant futureWhose beautiful eyes showA grand and undying greatnessFor those who shalt be allowed within her heart.Yet, There is an air about her . . .Something in this Angel's attitude . . .She is not the type to be fooled by false charmAnd empty promises of sweet nothings.She is an angel sent from above.My heart pangs with emotion for this angel.'Tis it love? Doubtful.'Tis is lust? Unlikely.What I feel is nothing more thanA deep feeling of curiosity and affection."

"my Week With Emily"
I handed her the note back and peeked at her as she read it. Her eyes were wide as she read my words. It was clear that she was turned on by my words. it was going to be a very sumissive slut all week long. Emily was the first one to get up as soon as the teacher dismissed us for lunch. She quickly left the room, not looking at anyone. Meanwhile, i took my time, engaging in small talk with some of the other men in the class. A couple of them watched as Emily spead past them, and then turned to joke with each other about how nice it would be to fuck her. I joined them and together we talked about how fine a body she had. After about 15 minutes i left the class and walked toward the singlebathroom. I knocked three times on the door and it flew open immediately. "I was starting to wonder if you were coming," Emioly said as i closed and locked it behind us. "I believe i said no talking," i commented as i unzipped my pants and pulled out my semi hard dick

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
Emily looked down at it and dropped to her knees. she opened her mouth and wrapped her lips around my dick. It finished growing in her mouth as her tongue began to circle the shaft as she sucked eagerly. This time she needed no coaching, and her hands began to play with my balls as she willingly devoured my dick. My hands played with her hair as i watched her suck me off. She continued going at it for a few minutes un till finally i came, filling her mouth with my load. She sucked harder, swallowing every drop that i gave her until finally i was done. She slowed down, keeping my dick in her mouth, sucking gently for a short time. Finally she stood. She was flushed. She was clearly horny. She was definetly hoping for more. "Fuck me right now, Lee!" She said, pleading. "No. You'll get yours tonight. I want you moist and horny all day long." "But i can't stand it! I need you inside me so badly right now. If you don't fuck me, i'll make myself cum while you watch." She reached

Caught
so now we were caught not in the act but both of us in the shower. I felt kinda embarassed but i knew i am an adult with needs and desires and he (Abel) was daring enough to take a chance, the whole day my other roommates joked about how i was in a better mood which was kinda making me pissed i held back from saying anything that night Abel left back to house sit and believe it or not i still couldn't get the sex out of my mind i so wanted to get in my car and drive to the house where Abel was house sitting i wanted more great sex. I didn't have it in me to go to him. I go to my room and start undressing to get into bed my Nipples hard with excitement. I felt my cotton nightgown rub against my nipples and i just turn on tv and start playing with my nipples thinking of him i take off my panties and lay in bed and get under my sheets my bed is cold... suddenly i hear a car drive into yard i am not intrested in getting up to see who it is i know what i want and i am in a very naughty mood

Friday Thoughts
Some ppl should either learn to think before they speak not speak at all or just not talk out of there ass!! If your going to talk make sure you got some action to back that talk up or shut the hell up!! Also, If your goimg to step upon someone's bridge and attempt to cross it expect your punk ass to get burned...some of the ppl out there who like to run at the mouth need to watch what they say because in the end they will get burned and it's usually by good ol karma...food for thought!! Have an awesome weekend fubar freaks and peeps:))

For Both Men And Women: How To End Being Controlled By An Ex~you Wont Be Able To Start Living Life On Your Terms Until You Make The Break!!
POSTED THIS FOR A FEW OF YOU AND OUT OF LOVE AND CARE I HAVE FOR YOU! *THANK YOU GOES OUT TO http://www.wikihow.com/End-a-Controlling-or-Manipulative-Relationship FOR THIS ARTICLE!!! Ending a controlling or manipulative relationship can be even harder than being in one. Though you may think that you don't have the courage to end the relationship or that your partner won't be able to make it without you -- even if he hurts you all the time -- you won't be able to start living life on your own terms until you make the break. If you want to truly end the relationship, you have to prepare in advance, execute your plan, and follow through. Here's how to do it. Recognize that you're being controlled. Many controlling or manipulative relationships last far longer than they should because the person who is being controlled or manipulative is in denial about anything being wrong. You may think your partner is just a bit moody or needy when in fact, that person has slowly taken over every a

The Beauty Of It All.. B D/s M
Whips and chains, collars and leather. Latex and vinyl, cuffs and rope. Naked bodies.. wild sexual encounters. These are some of the aspects of BDSM that come to the minds of most who do not understand the lifestlye. Some of the most intense encounters I've ever shared with a submissive did not even involve a single sexual experience, or even a single piece of clothing coming off. To all of the persons wishing to venture into the world of BDSM, take the time to understand the many facets of it. Those things listed are only a small intricate part of the whole. If you chose to venture into the D/s part of it.. do not proclaim youself a Dom simply because you crave power, and do not dare consider yourself a Master, unless you understand the difference between the two. The beauty of being a Master is not about control. If you do not realize that the balance of control rests between a Master or Mistress and His or Her submissive, then you need to become a Master of yourself prior

Why??
Ive driven to alot of places over the years of being a truck driver. Maine to California. Florida to Oregon. And in all the places Ive been Ive heard nothing but the same thing. Where have all the good men gone? And my answer is..They are tired of being hurt. Just recently I found out what opening your completely feels like, and also felt the betrayal and pain of watching it stepped on, tore apart, and pissed on by some one who said they wanted everything to do with me. Yet when plans were made for me to uproot my life, travel 1000 miles to this person, and arrive to see them, I was left standing at a bus station for over 8 hrs before getting amessage to get a motel room. Then this person proceeded to continus playing me through the next day until that afternoon i was told good bye and she loved some one else. So when you all ask those around you..Where have all the good men gone? Look for those hanging there heads, those you look past because they arent some muscle head, or so

How You Make Me Feel ... Poem By Temptation
I wish I had the words to explain Just how you make me feel How for the first time in my life I know a love that is real You make me feel safe Like nothing can ever hurt me Held securely in your arms Is where I want to be You love gives me a strength To face what each day brings A strength I never thought possible Giving me the ability to deal with things You make me feel wonderful Both inside and out What others think doesn't matter How you treat me leaves no doubt You give me hope for a future Full of happiness and love Someone I can count on You're more than I ever dreamed of You make me feel things That I never have before Each new feeling Causing me to love you more There are no words to express How much I truly love you But I can promise to show it In all I say and do

Heavy Metal Christmas - Twisted Sister
On my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,a tattoo of Ozzy.On my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Two pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Three studded beltsTwo pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Four quarts of JackThree studded beltsTwo pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Five skull earringsFour quarts of JackThree studded beltsTwo pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Six cans of hairsprayFive skull earringsFour quarts of JackThree studded beltsTwo pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,Seven leather jacketsSix cans of hairsprayFive skull earringsFour quarts of JackThree studded beltsTwo pairs of spandex pantsAnd a tattoo of OzzyOn my heavy metal Christmas my true love gave to me,

Man Calls 911 Says He Too Drunk To Drive
I thought this was funny in a way...let me know what you think after you read it.. Man calls 911 says he's too drunk to driveCambria,NY - Authorities say 33-year old western New York man calls 911 and reports that he was too drunk too drive.The Niagara County Sheriff's Office tells Buffalo's YNN cable television news that the Lockport resident was driving on a rural road in the neighboringtown of Cambria last Wednesday night when he called emergency dispatchersto report he was drunk and didnt want to drive any farther because he didnt want to hurt anyone.Deputies found him in his car a short time later and arrested him after he failed a field sobreity test.Police say he had a blood-alcohol content of .15 precent nearly twice the legal limit for driving while intoxicated. He was charged with DWI.

Ocean Minds
Ocean Minds It was always magic imagined we couldn't cross the distance that blew onto our separate shores a crazy love tangled web twisted emotions on oceanic minds under my night sky and your summer blue the moon lit my face with kisses sent by you from the burning sun connected by a thread overstretched I never knew it would fly so far build to the height of unsteadiness it was love unimagined before it came we hungered and devoured greedily fed fast without thought until we started drowning in the tears under my night sky and your summer blue the moon lit my face with kisses sent by you from the burning sun connected by a thread overstretched would you love me for all I remember would you love me if our worlds collide would you love me if I stood on your shore would you love me at the end of it all would you love me if I was more real than a dream

Message From The Universe
The Universe said to me :Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,Happy Birrrrthday Dear Eugenia,Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu!A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like Eugenia Holt doesn't come along all that often. In fact, there's never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You're an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is.Quite simply:You're the kind of person, Eugenia,Who's hard to forget,A one-in-a-millionTo the people you've met.Your friends are as variedAs the places you go,And they all want to tell youIn case you don't know:That you make a big differenceIn the

Poems
HELLO HEART HELLO HEART CAN'T YOU SEE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH YOUWHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSED CAN'T YOU SEE YOU'RE BEING USED. PLEASE ALREADY THIS IS ENOUGH. STOP MAKING THIS SIO TOUGH STOP THINKING OF HIM ALL DAY. I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM THAT WAY STOP BRINGING HIM INTO MY DREAMS REMEMBER HE IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMS STOP WAITING FOR HIM TO CALL YOU REALIZE THAT WE ARE THROUGH MY BRAIN CAN'T DO THIS AN IT'S OWN PLEASE MAKE THIS PAIN GONE PLEASE JUST LET ME MOVE ON.....

Optimistic Fool
I awaken to find myself missing the bittersweet reality of my dreams The comfort of them calls to me every second I'm away Yearning to escape the surrounding... Even my worst dreams seem somehow better than this place at times This world I walk, A world rich in ignorance, greed betrayal & selfishness Disconnection through technological connection Now aren’t I a hypocrite… Basic instinct means nothing to these creatures It is no longer simply Live but now "How Well I Survive" "How Long I Survive" The means by which we meet our goals is the expense of morality of balance Destroying all that we see to prolong our own suffering Live forever Horde it all crush whomever or whatever stands in the way Feeding off the Life Force the very soil on which we stand Until we get the satisfaction we crave then move on to the next I crawl beneath my blankets hoping tomorrow will see a different view But knowing that is no more than an exercise in futility

Ravings Of A Mad Man...
AWAKEN Electro hippie dances in the corner with tubular dreads projecting color matrix over our faces. The floor rises up to meet her feet with rhythmic incomprehension of what fluid step may come next. We set drinking blue and watching her movements like mathematicians brainstorming the next equation. Then her pattern comes clear to us and she vanishes. That was the night we burned the paradox, and would forever become knowing. We never saw the world as what it had been ever again. The rain pushes us further out into the night upward towards a bliss that only love or the taste of another drug on the tongue would complete. The patterns encompass us pulling to the destination of being, of knowing, of finally living or maybe even, if we were lucky enough, death. nZ

What Is Love ?
What is Love? Is it attraction, beauty, fun? People have found it, claim to have, yet no one can define it. What is Love? Is it personality, interests, charm? Some people go on looks, others far from it, yet no one can define it. What is Love? Is it the same fore everyone? Or is it different from one to another? All I want to know is, what is love?

Dear Beautiful You
Dear beautiful you… this is your life (your very own life). Get to know your soul. Dance your dance. Sing your song. Take charge of your story. Love your day. Let your heavy stuff go. Embrace your blessings. Kiss your beloveds. Thank your everything. See you place. Stand in your power. Forgive your mistakes. Forgive your enemies. Drain your secrets of their poison. Heal your pain. Find your tribe. Rest your body. Share your talents. Practice your passions. Find your bliss. Live your life. Love your life. Because the best years of your life will happen, as soon as you open your hands to your happiness.Dear beautiful you… this is your life (your very own life). Get to know your soul. Dance your dance. Sing your song. Take charge of your story. Love your day. Let your heavy stuff go. Embrace your blessings. Kiss your beloveds. Thank your everything. See you place. Stand in your power. Forgive your mistakes. Forgive your enemies. Drain your secrets of their poison. Heal your

Waking The Cadaver - Pigtails Are For Facefucking
Forced deep into the separated cranium of a crusty used up slut, my gigantic rod. Swollen member penetrating her now empty eye sockets, and all other holes are to be filled. Crushing and fucking pulverized brain tissue with a still moist tongue caressing my sack. The bitch never saw that one comin. She tried to scream, she tried to fight. But I plugged her throat. With my ten inch pipe. She choked and gagged and punched for mercy. But this whore should ave known better. I busted out my trusty blade. and removed her skull from her twitching body. Now theres silence and the bitch is dead. Finally I can fuck some face in peace and quiet

You & I
7/15/2013 ~~~~ We Will Fly , You & I As the rain fell upon me , all the pain did melt away It freed my mind , then my heart so I can give again. So we'll fly , always touching the sky , we'll fly You an I Because I do feel loved , I do feel whole and I do finally know ,That I'm worthy of love , And I do know to whom it it given ...I know he'll take my hand and with me stand , But most of all we'll fly Him & I A brand new door has opened wide , his arms they do en-fold. And whatever happens now , I'm strong enough to hold ,It's something I must do , To be there , With the one who caresAn we'll fly ,Aways You & I

My Psychic Vision
I know not many ppl beleive in psychic's or the ablility to even have that for any man. I say unto you, that is fine to feel that way, I wont judge you for your beliefs. Each man has has beliefs. I have been doubted b4, and i have proven also to many. I fear of nothing, only cus i have seen things most could or couldn't only imagine. I know things that only ppl can say its a maybe or its not possible. I had a vision last night in a dream.. Sure it is a dream but i know how and can know what is a vision and dream. Got to be careful not to get them mixed up. ever had da javu? (if thats how you spell it) It's most likely a dream you have had in the past still locked away deep into your mind that you have forgotten about, then you ponder on the fact but it never comes to you. That is a vision you have had long time ago about the future, but with the mind being a dark and sinful place within yourself, you are too lost too see it, or know what it means, You cant separate that part

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
Emily leaned forward, imitating the position my wife had been in, rasing her ass into the air, exposing her pussy and ass hole. I pushed her cheeks apart and licked at her holes, causing her to moan. I pushed again, pressing my tongue against her tight button, forcing it slightly into her. My fingers went to her moist pussy and easily slid inside. I put one, then two, and finally three fingers deep inside her. My juice covered fingers then moved up to her tight hole and i began to play with it, relaxing it, softrning it up. Slowly i introduced one finger into her hole, pushing it deep inside of her. I moved it out until only about a quarter of the finger was inside. Gently i began to push on the sides of her hole stretching it. A second finger joined the first. And then, slowly, a third. Her breathing was intense. Her juices dripped down her thighs. she was on fire as i finger fucked her ass. I moved back to a standing [osition, keeping my fingers inside of her. I positioned my

What A Women Want
what a women wants A woman wants to be held tight, To be told everything will turn out all right, She wants a man who understands, That she can't always be strong, She wants comfort in the night, To be told she's safe in her lover's arms. She wants to be told she's beautiful, Especially when she doesn't feel it, She doesn't want to hear frustrated sighs When she's down, She wants to hear "I Love You". A woman wants compassion and love, She needs to be told every day That she's loved in every way, When she's down and you don't know what to do, Just hold her close to you, She needs to be touched in every way, She wants to be romanced, She wants to be fought for, To know she's worth the sacrifice that you will go through. She wants to know you love her deeply, And if you don't show it she'll think you don't. So if you want a woman's heart, Just keep one thing in mind, She'll give you everything she's got, If you do the same, But if you deceive her, There's only so far you can go, Bef

Life Lessons
I'm going write this, cause today I learn valuable lesson. You see when I was younger I always thought that being with coolest people would get you far in social circles, and reality is I didn't know what true friendship really was. I was talking to old friend today about my ex, and she was telling me how her life took solid nose dive and really had no desire to better herself in life. As I listen to what was going with her, I remember all shit she put me through, and tell you truth I was down and out two years ago, I thought I lost everything and I had crawl my way back. Now, I made little progress in life, I realize what kind of stupid asshole I really was. I was trying to cool for all wrong reasons and I got totally used by her after those years I was with her. When going got tough she was really no help or no where around. That's why when I speak about fake ass people, I know what they are about cause I seen this first hand. Do I hate her? No I can't I can forgive but I can't forge

Family
Many of you probably have wondered why i appear and disappear from fubar* its been a painful six months! I have had so many family members pass away here recently. Just didn't want to make anyone feel down even if i was" I have lost a cousin right before Easter and a uncle after Easter* another uncle before fathers day* and my aunt that passed away the day after the 4th of july we were expectin her to pass cause the doctors gave her 2 months to live and the cousin that past before easter was her son! Her funeral was 1 week ago and the day after her funeral her brother which is my uncle had a stroke * he is ok for now and i pray he will be that way for awhile* But it doesn't end there "last night my mom calls me and she tells me my cousin's daughter commited sucide she was only 28!!I just don't understand why all this is happening i know its part of life but its like its not stoppin till everyone is gone! This is my mothers family and its scary and im scared for her! Since last year i h

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
Emily looked at me with wide eyes. "I can't do that!" she said a little too loud than she wanted to. "Two of you?" "Yup, two of us. And you can do it. In fact, by lunch i'll bet you'll want to do it more than any thing else. I'm so sure of it that if you're not moist with the idea of two men by lunch time, i'll call the whole thing off." She sat quite, staring at me. Shocked Uncertain. Later we found our way back into the handi cap bathroom where emily again sucked me off. I was in heaven. This lovely redhead was willing to do anything i desired her to do. She was so desprate to experience anything sexual, thanks to her cold vanillia husband at home.

The Tale Of The Pumpkin Pie Smiley Face
My Momma was the best cook in Alamogordo, New Mexico. I’m not just sayin’ that. I’m saying we always took extra to every potluck regardless of who was going or how many people were gonna be there. Unless we got there so late that everyone had already stuff themselves (like that ever happened if they knew Momma was bringing something), we took home empty stuff. I got to enjoy nary a bite of those scrumptious leftovers because there were no leftovers to be scrumptious so I could enjoy them. That just isn’t fair, you know. The doctor’s family gets the worst medical care and the dentist has no teeth. Ok, that may be fine for them, but I gotta eat too! After all, I was a growin’ kid. My momma even said so. “You are growing just like a little weed!” she would say. My mother invented new ways to enjoy your broccoli, carrots, beans, or whatever it might be. Not only did you enjoy eating them, if it was a potluck, you would enjoy looking at them

Thine Eye's
I sit and watch you look at me, the thoughts you have..the wonders you see. As we view what we both truly desire, the heat it produces turns to flame and fire. The more time passes I am in your presence, the deeper the pit becomes of love's true essence. I seem to recall earlier days when I was young I would sit in a haze, Now with you the haze returns but with pure pleasure my heart it yearns. Your soul belongs to you and mine to me, together now we both can see. For the future I want to know there's no lies, all I can see is love in Thine Eyes. Kevin Williston

About Me I Suppose
So a little about me and some ranting and raving I suppose. I grew up in the country in the woods northern PA. I have numerous brothers and sisters and only talk to 2 of them. My father passed away when I was 7. Best friend when I was 10. I moved to Western NY when I was 13. Graduated high school. Never made it through a full semester of college because I was drunk everyday. I've had my fair share of relationships...and obviously none of them have worked out. I've either been cheated on, lied to, or completely ignored which ended the relationships. I have trust issues. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm an old fashioned type of guy when it comes to dating or life in general. I'm very laid back until you piss me off. I love sports. Hockey - Pittsburgh Penguins. Football - Pittsburgh Steelers. Baseball - Atlanta Braves. College - Pittsburgh Panthers. I've tried hard to have my past relationships work but when only one person is committed...it's bound to fail. Total commitment is key to ha

Pajamas
1.u like long surveys? yeh sure lol 2.Name someone with the same birthday as you: no one... i am the only one mwahahah oh wait no.. this dude .. i can't remember his n ame. 3. Favorite fruit? i have been diggen peaches lately lol 4. For or against same sex marriage? all for baby!! 5. Are you allergic to anything? yeh a couple things. 6. Are you bisexual? yeh 7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? yeh lol 8. How many U.S states have you been to? dude i really don't feel like counting.. to high for this lo l 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 3 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? no sir 11. Name something physical you like about yourself? my boobs lol 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? my amazing personality lol 13. Do you have any pets? not anymore :/ 14. What is your dream car? that is my dream you may not enter 15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? columbia 16. Are you bipolar? i beli

Don't Worry
I want everyone to know, I am jealous of everyone that can walk without a limp. Never thought I would ever say that, I never really thought I would ever need to. I use to run. I never thought I wouldn't be able to run. To be able to pick up pace. I miss that great feeling, breaking lose from the shackles of hell. Maybe I am not in a tower, I am in hell. Ageing at a rapid pace, on the inside not the outside. The ideal of dreaming of a better life, isn't going to happen. I have all I am ever going to get. I can't afford the time it could take to create a plan and then follow through with it. I am on a stage. From this stage, I see enough to see pure perfection out in the audience. Some know they are perfect, some don't. If you can see without glasses, you are. If you don't smoke, you are. If you can run, you are. If you have your own teeth in your mouth, you are. If your memory isn't short, you are. I was all that I wanted to be when I was sixteen. I didn't think I would wake up on

Rap Song
Hoes turn tricks,bitches turn crazy,sluts turn free,whores do the deed,snitches turn dead or snitches get killed,drug addicts get high or drug addicts get jailed,baby mama's and daddies are too much for me to handle,my best friend that keeps coming back with lack of judgement toward me,i'm broke person living with parent until i move out with money,losers that i know tend to steal from me and i beat them down until they bring their weapons and police shows up sayin they cant do nothing at all in ghetto where i used to live at, It is not good to mess with bad crowds even in the past also,present so i turn my life around for the future to move on and be grown up instead

You Know What Time It Is
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? yeh quite a few times lol 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? i can't even remember the last time i was on a roller coaster. 3. When’s the last time you’ve been sledding? dude like over 8 years ago lol 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? depends on my mood .. i am like a cat.. cuddle me..don't cuddle me.. why aren't you cuddling me??? REPEAT lol 5. Do you believe in ghosts? to an extent. 6. Do you consider yourself creative? hell yeh i got that spark yo 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? erm 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? neither bro. megan fox. 9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? i can honestly say. NO. 10. Do you know how to play poker? idk.. check out my poker face 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? LOL umm yeh plenty of times. NO MORE THOUGH OOOOWWW 12. What’s your favorite commercial? "If you're looking to conv

The Red Road
The Red Road was believed to be the path , through this world leading to the Higher Power, Anishinabe ( The People ) Ma-Nee Ta-haem ( We feel good in our hearts ) Wa-Wa-Non (We thank you ) Mau-Ne-Ka-Ka-Saw-te-wa (we have everything ) Wa-Wa- Non (we thank you ) Mah-Maw-Koh-Ne-No ( our Father up above ) Now my brothers & sisters , we can't get where we're going , Without traveling the Red Road. We will encounter many friends & mostly enemy's We need to walk carefully and avoid as much trouble As we can. People will want to hurt you , taking your soul , And twisting it , making you hate , but don't , Don't give in to the hurtful feelings , just keep on walkin' , And keep on lovin' , it'll all be worth it , in the end.............

Love Or Lust
Examine whether you treat the object of your interest as a person or a thing. You care for this person even knowing his or her faults. You are committed to sticking together even through the most difficult circumstances. You can tell this person anything about yourself, even if the truth doesn't flatter you, and you know that your partner will accept you. Evaluate how secure you feel. You know that your partner will stand by you no matter what, and you are prepared to commit to your partner for the rest of your life. Think about how long you've been in the relationship. You have known the person for a long time, and you can't imagine life without him or her. Observe how sex affects your feelings. After you have sex with your partner, you feel closer to him or her. For you, affection and post-coital cuddling are just as important as sex, although you love to keep the flame alive. Analyze the way that you're thinking about

Unnecessary Surgery Exposed! Why 60% Of All Surgeries Are Medically Unjustified And -
Unnecessary surgery exposed! Why 60% of all surgeries are medically unjustified and how surgeons exploit patients to generate profits Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/012291_unnecessary_surgery_hysterectomies.html#ixzz2ZVLjUgeO my port placement was a totally unnecessary """" surgery """" it`s never been needed """ and i have the berden to remember to have them flush it once a month, they should have your cancer doctor have to order that after he`s decided your treatment "" not the hospital before you`ve even seen your cancer doctor "" i may have to go though another one to have it removed and more time to have it heal back up again """"" wish i would have known to say let me talk with my cancer doctor first """""

I Must Admit
Relax, its nothing thats going to change anything today anyways. As time goes on, who knows, it might alter someones mind. Sometimes I don't fully grasp the here and now. You know what I mean, dontcha?? Like taking a quantum leap, or jumping into a stargate. Just something to change the everyday happenings. I already guess you could be thinking that I am just zoning, and maybe you are right. Here and now, as far as I know, it isn't illegal yet. I am a changing person and that is why I don't think anyone could possibily treat me like the china doll I am. I bruise very easily and cry at stupid things. Not every god forsken thing, but still. If I could walk well enough, I could walk right out into the world without hesitation. Some miracles still happen, but I am not holding my breath for one. There comes a certain time in your life when you know what is possible. That time as peeked around the corner. Being sure of myself as its limits. I might want to fly, it just isn't going to happen

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
"Oh yeah, Emily, i do like how moist you are. Yuo're a sweet little fuck, aren't you? I'll bet you like fucking all the time, don't you? You think about dicks all day long," He said, his fingers pumping in and out of her. I watched from the side, my hand pumping my dick hard. "Yes i do love dicks," emily said. "I love sucking them and being fucked by them. Are you going to fuck me?" "Oh don't wory you slut, i'm going to pound you alright. I'm going to ram my dick so far inside of you and fuck you til it floods your pussy over>" The guy moved his head down bewteen her legs and removed his fingers, sliding his tongue inside her drenched pussy.

I Can Be Both
I'm only bi-curious, but just like in high school, I am drawn in by men with long hair. If you didn't know that before, you know it now. Yeah, yeah I have short hair now, but that ain't saying I am like reversed. It is just how it is, in the summer I like having my load lifted. Back to men with long hair, I still think that those have choosen to have longer locs of love hold so much power over me. I still figure they have a deeper soul than men with short hair. They know there are well respected men with short hair and those men just may have nicer cars or better jobs, yet there is the seed that I would like to hold onto. They don't show that they have time to care, what is seeming to be acceptable. For that, they will always win my heart. I use to say they had bigger balls, until I was corrected once. There is still the over amount of courage though, that I will be liking. I'm not gonna change, ain't no how-noway- nope!! It is a good day, so far. I would like to thank those that h

"emily's First 3 Some"
For a little while things was quite as we regained out strength. The guy climbed off emily and went into the bathroom to clean off himself. I leaned over and kissed Emily, who laid quietly relazing. When the guy returned, i got up and walked over to him. "Thanks for joining us, but now it best for you to leave now." "What the hell? Are you kidding me? Look at her! I want to fuck her some more at least a few times before i go anywhere." I shook my head. "Sorry my friend, but we had an agreement. I told you that you could have her once if you did as i said. Well, you had her. And now you can leave." "But i'd like her again." "I don't care what the fuck you want. You need to hear what i'm saying. You were not invited here for your pleasure. I could care less how you feel. you're in the room for one reason, to give her pleasure. And now it's time for you to leave." The guy looked at me and quickly relized that he'd better not argue with me too much. He angrily grabbed his

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME,AND I'M NOT THERE TO SEE,IF THE SUN SHOULD RISE AND FIND YOUR EYESALL FILLED WITH TEARS FOR ME; I WISH SO MUCH YOU WOULDN'T CRY,THE WAY YOU DID TODAY,WHILE THINKING OF THE MANY THINGS,WE DIDN'T GET TO SAY. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME,AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU.AND EACH TIME THAT YOU THINK OF ME,I KNOW YOU WILL MISS ME TOO; BUT WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME,PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND,THAT AN ANGEL CAME AND CALLED MY NAME,AND TOOK ME BY THE HAND, AND SAID MY PLACE WAS READY,IN HEAVEN FAR ABOVE,AND THAT I'D HAVE TO LEAVE BEHINDALL THOSE I DEARLY LOVE. BUT AS I TURNED TO WALK AWAY,A TEAR FELL FROM MY EYE,FOR ALL MY LIFE, I'D ALWAYS THOUGHT,I DIDN'T WANT TO DIE. I HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR,SO MUCH LEFT TO DO,IT SEEMES ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE, THAT I WAS LEAVING YOU. IF I COULD RELIVE YESTERDAY, JUST EVEN FOR AWHILE,I'D SAY GOOD-BYE AND HUG YOUAND MAYBE SEE YOU SMILE. BUT THEN I FULLY REALIZED,THAT THIS COULD NEVER BE,FOR EMPTINESS AND MEMORIES,WOULD TAKE THE PLACE O

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
"Besides, it's time for our nightly show, and i don't want to watch it with him in the room." I got up again and turned on the laptop. I was soon connected and looking into my bed room at home. It was empty at the moment, so i turned back to emily who was still tied up and blindfolded. "And, i'm not done with you yet," i said, looking over her gorgeous body. Her breasts moved up and down with each breath. They were still covered in cum i had spent on her just a few moments ago. The cum was shining against her skin, dripping down between her breasts. Her stomach was a little firm, and my eyes continued down lower to her read haired, shaved bush. It was matted down from the pounding she had just recived from the other guys dick. I could see his cum oozing out of her well fucked pussy and spilling onto her legs. She looked delicious and i once again whispered a slient "thank you" for being the guy to hook up with her for this week.

Life Is ....
Principle of Life ! Take the day as a precious gift. Enjoy every moment of it. Looking forward, never back. Past is past ..... Future, is never all the same ..... But in the present, in the here and now, it is to live,Can there be a finer principle? I wish you a super nice Sunday today and hope that each day is as a precious giftThis message please include in your heart ..... That love is as fleeting as the Wind...

10 Things Americans Didn't Know About America
Imagine you have a brother and he’s an alcoholic. He has his moments, but you keep your distance from him. You don’t mind him for the occasional family gathering or holiday. You still love him. But you don’t want to be around him. This is how I lovingly describe my current relationship with the United States. The United States is my alcoholic brother. And although I will always love him, I don’t want to be near him at the moment. I know that’s harsh, but I really feel my home country is not in a good place these days. That’s not a socio-economic statement (although that’s on the decline as well), but rather a cultural one. I realize it’s going to be impossible to write sentences like the ones above without coming across as a raging prick, so let me try to soften the blow to my American readers with an analogy: You know when you move out of your parents’ house and live on your own, how you start hanging out with your friends&rs

Hurt By Family
so i been hurt by one of the ppl in the worset way and never thought they would ... My real sis has not only broke my heart but my trust... She has picked a mans side over her own sister i didnt expect her to take any and to stay out of my business. she finds it ok to have a man abuse u mentally. i dont have to be with a man to be a mom but she thinks pressuring me into going back is gonna work she is wrong. i went back once to try and do the right thing but it didnt happen... she says i dont know the man im in love with long enough to love him 2 years is not long enough... she shouldnt knock the shit cause she has done the same damn shit How do i ever forgive someone like this??? my heart and back feel like a knife has gone thro them

Beyond My Words
To tell her amazing still not worthy,I have lost words to tell what I see.She so beyond beautiful,Intoxicating,An earthy Goddess she could be.Her beauty commands respect,Her eyes capture me beyond her allure.Forever her beauty will entrance me,She could hold me body and soul,Deeply of this I am sure.So more amazing each time I see her,Like a rose blooming endlessly.She flowers more each day,I say this to you all thoughtfully.Bring your beauty to me each day,I will covet you with my words.And I will speak to all of you,Till your beauty is known throughout the world.

Making Shit For Jeff Goldblum (another Metaphor Based In Real Life)
How does that happen? He is so cool I am so cool Is there a STRATA Of coolness Where dimensions cross paths and make things inevitable Is that what all past sages have called fate? Not fate but clear simple math In my not so humble opinion From centrifugal force I am sure that reeeeeetards reading this will focus on Jeff Goldblum And think it's all about Jeff Goldblum It's not It's about MAKING shit And begs the question FOR? WITH is more accurate But will spark Jealousy in others "Who the fuck does she think she is?" You know what The facts are that I do that And you probably don't My disdain overtakes me when judged by a person in a small pond A big fish in his own mind Disdain is not judgement It is the reaction from an audience That tells you Whether you are understood Not an authority figure Dictating a SHOULD I don't judge.....I do...or I chose not to do Lying about what you DO Or WANT to do Is tantamount to lying about WHO YOU ARE I have found

Coding And Designing!
Oh well This isnt a Blog to teach you how to code.. but its a blog to Teach You how to be creative and make ur own thing! I am Sick of people (and am sure they know who they are) Saying they are Graphics designers and Lounge Or Skin Designers If they dont make their own thing, If you are what u say you are, Then be creative, make ur own thing, BE PROUD OF IT, then say ur a coder, not be like .. yeah i am the best graphics designer and coder on fubar, when u have no creativity to make your own, and yet, whats funny is, ur charging people for it.. seriously Its a Simple 1 2 3 Methos, And Lemme tell u some exampels of what happened, I Had Club 69 Open Before and no 1 had the same layout as club69, i went away for few months, I Came Back to 5 Other Lounges Looking Exactly the Same, if u ask who made them, They tell u the same 2 Names, Which i am not gonna mention, but am so damn sure YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, and another time, i made This new layout in 69 with 2 cams, Got sick for a week, t

Big Red’s Tools For A Happy, Sound Psychological State
BIG RED’S TOOLS FOR A HAPPY, SOUND PSYCHOLOGICAL STATE 1. Anger Management 2. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy 3. Let Go and Let God 4. Forgive and forget 1. Anger Management: Take a time out ASAP when you realize that u r angry and/or about to rage. Time outs can consist of leaving the room, counting to 10 or back from 10, etc. Later, after the time out, when all parties are civil and calm, have a conversation with the other person using "I" statements. “I” feel (an emotion) when u (an act). Suggest a solution. If either/or any party becomes angry/ enraged, another time out is called. The parties are not allowed to be in the same space or communicate while angry/raging. Rules: No bringing up the past. Stick to the current issue(s). 2. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy: Monitor your thoughts as much as possible till it becomes natural to monitor your thoughts, especially when emotionally down