I'm going write this, cause today I learn valuable lesson. You see when I was younger I always thought that being with coolest people would get you far in social circles, and reality is I didn't know what true friendship really was. I was talking to old friend today about my ex, and she was telling me how her life took solid nose dive and really had no desire to better herself in life. As I listen to what was going with her, I remember all shit she put me through, and tell you truth I was down and out two years ago, I thought I lost everything and I had crawl my way back. Now, I made little progress in life, I realize what kind of stupid asshole I really was. I was trying to cool for all wrong reasons and I got totally used by her after those years I was with her. When going got tough she was really no help or no where around. That's why when I speak about fake ass people, I know what they are about cause I seen this first hand. Do I hate her? No I can't I can forgive but I can't forget what I went though. That's why I speak sometimes like a asshole cause I don't want live that same shit again. So I really realize I met a lot of beautiful people here on this site, and I also met some fake ass mutha fuckers on here too. I could easily hate them too! But why waste the engery on that. Just learn your mistakes and move on, know that this people you wouldn't invite to coach roach show. So on this blog I do want apologize to anyone I offended and especially to women if I can on too strong, please forgive me for my brash behavior. I'm not perfect and I'm still learning and I will always will still be learning until they throw dirt on me. I can only be myself and I can't be who you want me to be. I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my past and present, and I just want you to know that anything I said was to build rapport and friendship with people on this site. I'm not just learning what true friends are and what fake friends are. I understand if not your cup of tea but, I'm going be me, and if you can't except that then fuck you! But I will no more try to be something that I'm not. I'm going be Andre and that's way it's going be. If want Andre as your friend cool, if not then move out way so person that is right can. I realize I did friendship thing the wrong way, now in my later years I will try to best friend person can have regardless if they cool or not. You need friends that will ride with you good or bad. Money can buy u friends but when that shit is gone, so are they. True one like your ass no matter what. I hope understand this blog, and I know some asshole going make light of it, and I don't care. I had something on mind that I wanted to say long fuckin time. Thanks for your time and good reading. This will be last of my blogs I guess lol
