XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "thinking , reflecting"

Sometimes i feel 

so much .. 

Sometimes i feel so lost .. 

Sometimes i feel so mad !

Sometimes i feel so sad .. 

Sometimes i wonder how my heart still works .. and manages to love again 

it's been broken so many times .. but it always seems to mend .. 

Sometimes i walk my own path , and sometimes i walk alone .. 

Sometimes i listen to music , to understand my pain , to understand my journey .. 

I have so much love in my heart for others , sometimes it almost feels like it will burst .. 

And sometimes when i fall in love its head over heeels first .. 

The heart is much a precious muscle .. It alaways has things to say .. the mind is the practical part of you .. 

But when in love they don't always seem to listen to each other .. 

This is why you can so smart with IQ but in love but so blind .. (we are all guilty of this sometimes)

It's almost like you can't find anything wrong with someone while its new .. while fresh .. 

and as the times goes on you start to see thier mistakes thier flaws ... 

But love binds you to each other .. love tries to see past all that .. Love is so amazing .. and there are so many different kinds of love .. 

I love my jesus .. I love my daughter so much i can't even say in words....I love my brothers and my sisters from back home , i love my friends from fitchburg , i love my brothers and sisters in the church and i love my family away from home .. i love my adopted famiy .. I just love ... 

I won't hate .. to won't try to hurt to harm .. to won't try to evenge those who hurt me .. Life is its own Karma .. 

My best revenge to all those who wish me bad is to have an awesome life !