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XaviRamblinRose's blog: "poetry"

created on 05/12/2010  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b332326  |  2 followers

Choosing a  College

Isn't much fun...

 

So many stats to read for every one..

So many questions to answer..

Do you want to be Coed?

Do you want to live on campus?

Sometimes I want to answer them sacarastically..

But that could come back and bite me..

Where the sun don't shine..

School is expensive too..

I should know I'm doing the research...

But the good thing is I'll earn more... Increase my likelihood of getting a well paying job..

And college is supposed to be fun to...

I miss all discussions we used to have in school..

Those were really cool..

Its  so interesting to see how others think...

Hurt

Hurt

Feel like dirt..

Trampled on.. Gritty , hard dirt...

Damn freakin holiday...

Gosh it sucks to feel vulnerable sometimes ...

To wear your heart on your sleeve..

Cause sometimes it just gets ripped off and trampled in the dirt...

Can't find my smile today...

But ill be OK...

Nothing is tougher than dirt...

Its on days like this we wanna hide 

Its on days like this we wanna cry...

So hide ... Cry get it all out..

Scream if u have to ...

Its days like this where the sun could be shining...

But all you see is black... For miles all around...

That's hurt and sadness for you..

Hopefully it only lasts a day...

Tomorrow could chase it all away..

Yeah I'll be OK..

I don't wanna dwell forever in this hell...

I'd rather just visit for a day or less...

love is..

Love is sometimes an illusion..

It causes so much confusion..

Having broken love hurts more than being ripped to shreds by barbed wire...

Love burns hotter then a lighting streak crashing down to earth..

Falling..falling deep..

Inside a deep bottomless pit..

Love these days seems like a game...

For shame..

 For love once the noblest thing we shared .. Beyond our word..

Love was more ... Getting to know each other..

Now love is coffee...

Thrown around so lightly..

Even politely..

Love... Such a crazy thing..

We dare to hope

We dare to care..

To our hearts we bring..

The greater we love the harder we break..

Yet we still choose to love.. No matter the stake..

Like a poker game..

With the odds stacked against you for winning..

But some of us choose to play

 

We don't see everything cause were blinded by love...

We want to believe in love

Time will tell if it is truly love..

Or rather something else  entirely...

Love

You gave me hope when you cared...

Through the friendship we have always shared

Believed in me when I felt so weak..

Encouraged me to fight on.. 

Never let me give up!

Touched my soul with your incredible kindness

You made me dare to even want to love again..

 Even..After so much pain...and darkness...

You will always have a special place in my heart

Your smiles.. Your sincerity  and conversation

Our laughter...  The journey we've shared through the years...

Have helped me heal my heart...

I have walked through fire 

And  you were there...

You didn't run away..

You have helped me find my best side of myself..

I can't say you complete me cause I'm a whole person...

But I can say... your my partner in crime..

I love you babe...

Your just amazing..

I can't imagine my life without you !

Happy Valentines Day!

Love always your Xavi

Truly Madly Deeply

Words just don't seem to say everything I feel .. As you know

But hell I tried...

 

Something Deep

I'd love to write a song for you... Or take you somewhere and dance ...you would feel my love then..

With every step we took

You'd see my love and passion with just one look...

I'd gaze into your beautiful eyes..

And even if the room was full of people..

It would be like it was just us.. Alone in the room...

Lost in each others embrace...

Lost in time and space..

And I'd want that night to last forever...

Just like a dream..

I'd never want to wake up from...

 

Love is scary

But love is true..

Love makes you want more..

Live more..

Do things you normally wouldn't do..

Love is  an adventure..

Love is a journey..

Love is beautiful..

When I think of love..

I see your face..

 I see you holding me.. In loves embrace..

Never wanting to let go...

 

 

 

 

Sunday seems so different without you

i feel my heart wanting to travel to you ..

 my body forced to stay ...

i ache ...

i hurt

i wish you were still here ..

making me laugh ..

 i wish i could hold you hand ...

but life be as it may ...

makes it so hard to know what the future will be ...

all i know is i love you ...

and even if you dont feel the same..

or we never get to be together..

i love you just the same ...

I'm putting together a poetry book.. Bout my life and my struggles as a single Mother...

I'm leaving room for some of my other single mother friends to contribute to their voice to this cause.. I'm a member of a non profit organization...that helps single mothers get back on their feet...

 

Its a hand up not a hand out...

If anyone wants to know more bout this project private message me... 

When u work so hard...

But there's no one to come home too...

Money doesn't keep u warm at night...

Money doesn't snuggle...

Money won't read u a bedtime story...

Only loved ones can do that...

Money can't be your greatest companion...

But It can pay ur bills..

Give you independence and the rest...

Money can make u greedy...

Money can make you mean..

Never chose money over a person

Good people are priceless...

Rare and hard to find...

But once you them you better treasure them..

Or one day you'll wake up and their gone....

 

Merry Christmas Mum...

May your day be special...

Being in heaven.. Must be great...

But I miss you...

I wish you could and visit me or I visit...

And could drink of egg nog and share a rum ball or two...

I miss your love ... I miss Your smile...most of all I miss your amazing hugs ...

And all the chats we used to have...

Thank you for everything u gave to me and taught me... Thank you for always being there...just thank you...

 

I pray I dream of you again soon 

Love always your darling Briar

on the first year of fu... 

Fu stalkers used to chase me...on my second year of fu.. Lounges to be my favorite place to hangout / chill..

On my third year of fu Baby Jesus gave me decent bling...

On my fourth year of Christmas... I started getting bored...

People stopped chatting and only rating pics...

I took many fu vacations I thought I had my fix...

This year will be my fifth... I've stopped going yo lounges... Blasting.. I barely care about bling... I have a few good friends on here I think I stay for them... I've wasted so much time on fu.. I should really have a degree...

And maybe a Fu doctor oh well... That's enough from me...

i don't if I'll make it to my sixth...

And if might I decide to hide or delete all my pics...

Who knows?...

I am an ocean... so deep is my soul... so deep is my pain... so deep is my journey... you can get lost in my waves... Don't let the tide drag you under... My love is an ocean like a million grains of sand... my feet are seashells they've travelled so far...yet they always find a shore to call home... The rocks are my legs all battered and bruised from my journey...but they still carry on bearing the weight of most of my body... My seeweed is my constantly changing feelings...Have you ever wish you weren't that b deep?... There are times I wish I was for a moment or two but then..I've learnt to love myself for who I am.. and I wouldn't want to regret.. because everything I've learnt has taught me a lesson of sorts... and with each step out of my comfort zone... I've grown ...
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