XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

Silent tears she cried 

all alone 

lost in her thoughts .. 

fear was all in her mind.. 

her nightmare could be over ... 

if only she had the courage .. 

too many times she broken down and cried .. 

too many times she listened to his lies .. 

over , over she tried so hard .. to  make it all work 

but it still fell apart .. it was so over .. 

She no longer loved him , 

She knew how much it hurt .. 

She there was no future there .. 

there was only past .. past pain , past hurt 

 Nothing she alone could do to make it better 

The next step seemed so hard to take on her own ... 

but then she wasn't alone .. 

but she was still scared .. 

No scars on the outisde , all were deep within . where noone could see .. 

She hated pity .. She despised it ...She hated asking for help 

Her own private nightmare ... 

One wish she wished she could wake up from .. and it would be all over ... 

She need courage more then anything , she needed courage to take the steps one by one that she needed to take .. If life was to get better she had to hold on tight .. she was sure there was light at the end of the dark , cold tunnel ...