Fubar Blog Posts 4

You Helpped Me
You lifted my spirit. You opened my eyes. You spreeded my wings You tought me to fly. You showed me a smile. You showed me a tear. You showed me that theres nothing to fear. You gave me hope. You gave me peace. You gave me something I expected least. The power to learn. The power to succeed. The wisdom and knowledge there is in me. ©sms 2007

Whispers
Shh, the children whispers in your ear about what they dream. There is a place beyond you and I might be able to see. Where reality is more fictional then we ever thought it would be. Where screams go unheard by those that are suppose to be listening. Protection is just a word that has long been forgotten by those who are suppose to protect. They are no longer scared and embrace the sin that we brought to them. Blood is our hands now there is now way we can hide from it. Another scream can you hear it now I bet you can not for it is you. Wishing you knew which was right got people acting like gods and dictating the way you should live. To rebel you do everything you can but it is not helping cause now you are the one bringing sin. Now its near the end and you do everything you can to repent all those sins. Shh, now the children are the dictators and they are worst for each cycle we have to best the last.

All My Tears
for the times i sat there and allowed you to say whatever u wanted, no matter how much it hurt. the time i sat there and thanked God for bringing you to me. for the times i thought u were different then every other one. for the times love was truely meant for you. for the times i defended u against my own better judgement. well i guess every tear that falls now stands for something.

A Family Contact List!!
This is the list to date! I will be adding more as more join! Add, fan and rate your family members! Danielle aka Tattooed Chickie- Founder! http://www.fubar.com/hxcnj Kev- VERY important!! LOL http://www.fubar.com/user/971514 Jeremy aka Doc is in Iraq Again! http://www.fubar.com/user/33573 Steven http://www.fubar.com/user/791538 Cathy http://www.fubar.com/user/1011921 Azriel http://www.fubar.com/user/790108 Missing You http://www.fubar.com/user/1158870

Can You Handle The Heat?
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia Is Hiring Dj's! Do you have What it takes??? If You Think you Have what it takes click a link and contact one of us...we are Interested in knowing what you got to Offer DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ Lollipop Brandy *Manager at Fantasia*Hubby to PAPA@ fubar

Just So I Wont Froget Lol Again
Something in the way she moves Theres something in the way she moves, Or looks my way, or calls my name, That seems to leave this troubled world behind. If Im feeling down and blue, Or troubled by some foolish game, She always seems to make me change my mind. Chorus: n(and) I feel fine anytime shes around me now, Shes around me now Almost all the time. n(and) if Im well you can tell that shes been with me now, n(and) shes been with me now Quite a long, long time And I feel fine.___________ Every now and then the things I lean on lose their meaning, And I find myself careening Into places where I should not let me go. -- she has the power to go where no one else can find me, Yes, and to silently remind me Of the happiness and good times that I know, you know. Well I said I just got to know that: It isnt what shes got to say Or how she thinks or where shes been. To me, the words are nice, the way they sound. I like to hear them best that way - It doesnt

What Do You Do?
What do you do when the person you know you're suppose to spend the rest of your life with dies? How are you suppose to move on? How can you give your heart to someone else when theres nothing left to give? How can I be with someone else and have them know about him? I'm worried he'll worried about you in a way, or that he'll be jealous in some way. I just don't know how he would feel knowing that my one and only love was killed. I keep thinking that someone is going to call and say they've found a way to bring you back, or that someone will call and tell me that they had the wrong body, that it wasn't really you, it was a mistake. How am I suppose live the rest of my life knowing it won't be with you?

My Good Loss Friend!
It was hard for me on Oct 19. I loss my good friend Seth. He died in car acc. at age of 16 in Hughesville, Pa. This happen Oct. 19, 2005. I know it's two years ago. But It's hard on me. On count of alot of things we did and what we were go to do. I remember the 1st time I toke my bowling. He was round 6 years old. I left him win 1 game and he really thinks he won on his own. I'll never forget him. Becuase he is more then my best friend. He is my nephew. (SETH E. MYERS) 1989 - 2005

Its Funny And Silly
my boyfriend thinks i like a bunch of my friends and i do of course but not in the way he thinks. i care about my friends because they have been there for me for a lot of things and i worry about them because they are like my family. we went to a rave a couple days ago and before the rave he wasso worried that id come home and tell hi that i hooked up with someone or even worse that i had hooked up with someone and was going to keep it from hime i got angry a couple of times and i laughed it off a couple other times because i knew that this was someone i really cared about and that i wouldnt do anything like that even if i had been under the influence of anything. so we went and i think he had a blast i sure hope he did .. and i had a blast ohh and also our friend and roomate joe went it was so kool we got to share so many things together hugs and smiles and music and laghter and lightshows and i told joe that when he becomes a dad we should all go on a vacation and just have fun li

Daddy Dom Dirty Little Girl (inprogress)
walked in and saw Carley sitting there with those big doe eyes, collar on, leash in hand. I stopped in my tracks,As always mesmerized by her beauty. She stood and crossed the room. I snapped out of my trance took the leash from her tiny hand "have you been good today?",I asked. Knowing the answer seeing the slight glistening of her fingers as she handed me her leash. "No daddy" ,Carley whispered ,in that angelic voice. "I was thinking about your big hard cock and ....well ..... I " "Get on your knees." I said sternly. She looked me right in the eye. I saw the flush of her cheek rising,trying hard not to show her pleasure at what she knew was coming. "Undress me now." I said. She reached down untied my shoes and took them off. I reached down between her legs and put the leash through and pulled it up behind her back. I heard her breath catch as the soft nylon slid across her, already ,swollen clit. As my baby girl reached up to unbutton my pants and let them fa

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President,I'm about to plan a little trip with my family and extended family, And I would like to ask you to assist me. I'm going to walk across the border from the U.S. into Mexico, and I need to make a few arrangements. I know you can help with this. I plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. I'm sure they handle those things the same way you do here. So, would you mind telling your buddy, Mexican President , that I'm on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following: 1. Free medical care for my entire family . 2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not. 3. All government forms need to be printed in English. 4. I want my kids to be taught by English-speaking teachers. 5. Schools need to include classes on American culture and history. 6. I want my kids to see the American flag flying on the top of the flag pole at their school with the Mexican flag fl

Slave Shadow
I call her shadow ,she moves like one,she cannot be caught and yet she is always there,she will do my bidding,cannot be destroyed,she shies from the light and gets lost in the darkness her presences is reassuring her absence is unsettling. She came to me out of the darkness calling me Master.I have felt her presence all my life but like a shadow she has remained just out of touch.Her gift is sublime she gives herself without thought only wanting to please her master and yet she is here by her free will I own her soul and she mine.the trust developed is like no other.....So take heed my gentle reader,the trip i will take you on from here out would only make sense if you can comprehend your own shadow ... She sat in the candle light soft music playing in the background face demure she sat on her knees and heels,eyes downcast,hands palm down on her legs she waits for me she waits for my instruction,my desire ,my firm hand if need be.I sit beside her in my red wingback gazing upon h

Seek & Hide
Seeking Searching Reaching up Reaching out Struggling to move Struggling to breathe Grasping at tiny straws Grasping for the truth Choking on what I find Choking on what is said Drowning in my troubles Drowning in my reality Stifling my spirit Stifling my voice Pulling back Pulling away Hoping Hiding

Ok Here Goes
I jsut wanted you to know that no matter what I am here for you. It will take more than the hounds of hell to make me not be here for you. Waiting for you to be ready to come back. Always I will be here.

New Job
Hello everyone. I started a new job at a sugar beet factory in Northwest Minnesota. I'm working as a process technician at Crystal Sugar. I'm starting out as a general labor person but I will be trained in four different areas within the first 45 days. Soon I can bid on new jobs and I will be able to advance within the company. My schedule will be rotating shifts but I am getting better pay and benefits than my last job. I will try to stay on fubar whenever I can. Take care everybody.

The Things They Say...
I've been doing the internet dating thing for a few years..longer than I sometimes actually care to admit..and it has presented to me 0 for 0 out of lasting relationships...a couple of them were totally great guys that I screwed up with, but for the most part they were all 100% duds. Sticking out in my memory is the date that I accepted my pre-planned fake emergency call and left before my drink was even served and the lunch date with the Elvis impersonator that had me checking his watch when it didn't seem like mine was moving fast enough...there are countless others, some were really great guys, just not for me....amongst others, there was constantly the height issue...again, guys, saying you're 5'11" on your online profile does not make you 5'11"...don't think I won't notice if you're 5'8", I'm 5'7" w/o shoes on and I wear at least 4" inch heels at all times, I will notice. Anyway, the best thing out of the experience has been the mail that I've gotten...some of which I saved and

Dripping Wet Jade (drink Special , Only Get It In Diablo's Den!
LOL THIS IS A NEW DRINK SPECIAL IN DIABLO'S DEN......CUM ON IN AND ASK FOR ONE! DRIPPING WET JADE IS : PASSION FRUIT PUNCH W/ TEQUILLA AND IT'S SOOOOOOOOO YUMMYYYYYYY! (LMMFSAO)

Monday Cleaning Update
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

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U know whats wrong with the world today. people think just cause u have all girls as friends that u r sleeping with all of them. dont they know that u can be a friend with a women and not think of sex with her. people like that just make me sick. i have alot of friends that r women and havent sleep with half of them, so i say to u that think like that.... get a fucking life..

First Ever Reunion
Latina and Latinos, It is with great joy that I bring the following news!!! On the 3rd of Nov at 7:00 pm EST, we will be having our first ever reunion. It will be held in "The NEW Latina Mafia Lounge". You can get there through my page. If you have trouble finding it, I will link it to you. This will be your opportunity to meet the other members, and voice any concerns or suggestions to the Founders and our Advisers. This reunion is meant to be a fun experience and open to both member and Non-members. So make sure you mark your calenders! This will be something you don't want to miss. Please spread the word. Either post this in a Bulletin or or blog. Tell all the member that you know. I need to have maximum participation. Hope to see ya'll there!!!!!!! payneja01 aka "The GodFather" http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51256

A Sister
Yah, I have 3, but my older sis is my only full blood sister. My family looks up to me and respects me and what I have going for myself. Yet something tells me she's jealous. She has never expressed being proud. I have proof now because of how she portrayed me to her boyfriend - he emailed me a long nasty email - and he has NO CLUE!!! He needs to turn and look at the woman he's shacked up with as to why her and I are not close. Not me.

Why You Shouldn't Flirt........ew!
Why you shouldn't flirt The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain, and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice 'chick' he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as fa

Freind Poem
October 24, 2007 @ 8:30 pm A Friend Like You There's lots of things With which I'm blessed, Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue, But of all my blessings, This one's the best: To have a friend like you. In times of trouble Friends will say, "Just ask... I'll help you through it." But you don't wait for me to ask, You just get up And you do it! And I can think Of nothing in life That I could more wisely do, Than know a friend, And be a friend, And love a friend... like you. Forever your friend Missin Ya

Cindys Home
HI ALL I JUST GOT OF THE PHONE FROM TALKING TO CINDY,JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW HER SURGERY ON HER HAND WENT WELL AND SHE IS HOME RECOVERING CAN WE ALL GO LEAVE HER SOME LOVE AND WISH HER A SPEEDY RECOVERY MANY THANKS SweetBaby655~~Proud Member Of The Night Walker~Bombers~~@ fubar

Please Help A Friend Out
Please Help him out he is a wonderful guy and he needs 5 k to go to the next level.HE will give love back to you so add, rate, fan comment. Here is his link. ~THE BIG BAD WOLF ~FuBar husband to HEAVEN~@ fubar

Friendship
** He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare, And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere. ** ** If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend. ** ** Friends never betray you, only people you thought were your friends. ** ** A true friend stabs you in the front. ** ** A good friend helps you up when you fall, a best friend laughs at you and trips you again. **

Reminds Me Daily
Reminds Me Daily What ever troubles they may be Someone else has it worse then me When, life is troubling and seems unfair God promised, not go give more then we can bare The other night, I called a friend that was leaving town He had to leave his house before, it burned down. As I hung up the phone, I looked around at my 4 walls It occurred to me, I don’t have it bad at all. We’ve got fires in the west, the south we have drought. Let’s pray to God to help us out. When, I hear of someone’s sorrows and pain. It reminds me daily, to be thankful again. As each day’s passes, I pray for strength to do what’s right. And, I give thanks as I close my eyes at night. In these troubled times, it can seem all is without hope. I have to remember to pray when; I’m at the end of my rope. When things seem bad, and I’m filled with desperation Those are the days that fill me with courage and inspiration

You Are Lovely
You are Lovely MyPrecious Your hair is like the finest of black orient silks you skin as fair rose petels blooming your lips have a taste as of fine red wine your kiss is intoxicating your touch as the touch of a goddess to behold your beauty bring fire to mine eyes a flame in my heart burning desire to my soul

Kate Havnevik ~ Kaleidoscope
Verse 1: You cut me out in little stars and place me in the sky. I lose my sense of time You know me How troubled I can be but through your kaleidoscope I let go. 'Cus you show me the world as it could be through your kaleidoscope it's beautiful Verse 2: A tingle travels up my spine a cluster of colors and twine as we melt into wine You know me How troubled I can be but through your kaleidoscope I let go 'Cus you show me the world as it could be through your kaleidoscope it's beautiful

The Fire Within..written By Me
After a long day and getting home all she wants is a hot bath an a soft bed....and when she lies down to go to sleep her mind drifts away in her dreams to a place so soft so sensual with a man who could be a complete sin and it could never feel more right............. Candles flickering red silk sheets and soft white rose petals...........No words said just looks and then his hands caress her face looking in her eyes his lips descend upon hers ....not taking control teasing softly gentle his hands wrapping in her hair her arms around his neck.....the longer they kiss the more they touch and what once was a fire because a flame and the heat begins to consume....... He lifts her gently takes her to the bed side...unties the robe and ets it fall to the floor ..she pushes his shirt off his shoulders down his arms to the floor.....Chest to chest lips to lips they stay entwined.......breath on breath tongues dancing in anticipation. As he cradles her he lays her back on the bed in the

Stole Another One! Had To Do It! Lol
~ Odd Questions ~ 1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would it be? Hmmm, although I think that blowing him up would be way to painless, I would have to say Rick 2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence, who would it be? I don't know about this one because it seems like different people find inspiration from odd areas. Wouldn't want to lose out on something good later! 3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? Eric 4. What is your favorite cheese? Mozarella!!! 5. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to man at your disposal. What will you have? Ham, mozarella, lettuce, tomatoes, pickles, and the purple onions. Can't forget the Miracle whip with a touch of mustard. 6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. Vin Diesel :P 7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music celebrity of your choice.

What Defines Underground?!
I'm a big fan of Underground music. I believe underground music isn't necessarily music that doesn't appear of various radio stations or music television channels.....I think underground music is based on independency. Like record labels and such. Like Psychopathic Records is what I consider an independent label. They were at one time under Island Records...in a way not making them a truly independent label. That's my opinion...they may have been considered underground then, but in a way they weren't. Not taking anything from them tho...I'm a Juggalo to the end. The same goes for the Kottonmouth Kings and Suburban Noize Records. They were a branch of Capitol Records at one time. Same situation there. Now they are an independent label. I'm just tired of hearing people say bands like Slipknot are underground. I like Slipknot, but they're not underground. Road Runner records is far from underground! I do like Road Runner tho! They were smart to sign CKY! That was a good move on their part

Love Is The Key
i hear the song of an empty soul bringing my tears a sound of avoice beckoning my fears i turn to see but nearly nothing there just an empty weight upon me left from ur stare as the tears rolls down my check i feel such cold pain telling my self to not do it again each time i try the pain lives on will never be rid of this till u r gone in my dreams my simple tears flow a deep haunting of you i cant let go a depression more than a pill can hide is what i feel each day inside at once im walking down an endless path a sudden light drifts me away i walk to it an im in a hell that i dont want to stay i reach for a hand to help me through then i see the nothing an i know it was you the empty in my heart the longing of my soul withotu you i will never again be whole a cry myslf to sleep now with this being done regreting the day i made you my sun a world i revolved around you so full of life didnt know to my heart you would draw the knife you took so much than i knew

"half A World Away "
"Half a World Away " Half a world away, she stares through the screened personalities, with eyes the color of the Pacific, wading in the entwined web, wondering if this masked world can hold some sense of truth for her. Half a world away, he shuffles endlessly, casual in his efforts, reluctant to depart from the surf, sinking into his enthralled thoughts of this verbose, yet vacant palace. Until arises a tide and by fate alone the two blue waves collide into one white withdrawing unity; however, the sounds they make are not quite the same. Hers holds a sweeter darkened tone, while his sighs in subtle oddities. So strange the current made that a unique bond is formed. Now gently swayed backwards the two are pulled within the vastness of the oceans. There they dance about the Earth, glimmering and reflecting laughter from one to the other, sparkling infinitely among the twilight. From half a world away they have drifted into each other. Unaware that t

Written Instructions For Font Download
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Slow Tears
Slow Tears I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those blue eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Fuck You
Fuck You Fuck love Fuck emotions Fuck desire Fuck devotion Fuck honesty Fuck dedication Fuck intrigue Fuck temptation Fuck happiness Fuck mystery Fuck deceit Fuck reality Fuck attachment Fuck your lies Fuck relationships Fuck good-byes Fuck everything You’ve put me through Most importantly, Fuck you!

Awake
Thoughts of you keep me up at night While I'm tossing and turning, my mind is keeping up a good fight Should I say yes, should I say no I can't decide which path to go You are so kind, sincere and sweet Being with you would give my mind a treat You keep your calm when the pressures high You are part of the reason I don't wanna die Hurt me0 I know you would never Hell, you want to be with me forever My feelings are similar, but not the same Something is holding me back and I don't know whats to blame Still I do not sleep, nor do I weep Silent I stay- the truth from my lips- it will not creep

3d Fonts
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Its Just My Luck Getting Stuck To Everything You Are
i think i've found my other half ok not really, but thats the line in the song im listening to right now anyway...he doesnt exactly fit the way i thought he would...he's everything i'm not, and i kind of like it that way. lately i like a new boy each week. this one is a good one...but hes also my neighbor. thats not good news. blah. I'll probably scare him off, im a little too eagar. oh well. things will work themselves out. i'm just glad i got to play with him this weekend :) i am so disapointed in Devin, shes supposed to be my best friend. shes a liar, and i dont wanna deal with it anymore. I know who my real friends are, i dont need friends like her anymore.

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~the War~
~ The War ~ War of two worlds each the same yet, so conflicted Battle with no end Screaming out no one hears Shooting pain tears ripping through A new life wanting to unfold an emptiness not its own Tortured and confused blinded by the darkness Only guidance , only light taken and destroyed WAR of two worlds Tearing down the walls Insanity taking over Blood of the Innocent shed confusion, death, blank The war i face inside my worlds my mind

Off The Market
I would like to take this time to inform all of my wonderful people who have been there for me over the past few weeks that the rocky roads are officially over!!!!!!!! I can be uber happy again!!! For those of you that havent put it together yet or are new to my page...Andy got together the other night and carvedpumpkins together and really realized that while we had broked up...we were still together and that we didn't want it any other way. So...we are officially together again and I am once again officially off the market. TAKEN BABY!! I would like to take this time to thank all you awesome people for your help and advice. I would especially like to thank my two closest fubar pals (so far) Cubby and Voodoo! You guys have been my rocks!! Why??/ BECAUSE YOU ROCK!!!!! I

Just Stuff
FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol

You Alone
you alone........... you alone is the never ending battle, you alone made these consequences, now we separated and I feel negated, With you alone I find that you can end my agony, you alone is the saviour of my hurting soul, you alone will end these afflictions, you alone will make me the King of my fate, Everyday is a new sign and a new time, you alone will make end all my grievance, you alone was the secret of my hurting soul. I dont want to be alone anymore I only want to be with you

Everything
You are everything I ever wanted. On you my future happiness depends. Unless I'm with you all my thoughts are haunted. After seeing you, my unease ends. Reason warns me that I am in danger: Eventually, everything must fade. My love, like yours, is flammable in anger. Yet my trust is such, I'm not afraid. Something in our love's more than emotion, Underneath each thought and each desire; Not even all the water in the ocean Seems up to putting out this one small fire. How could this be? Within our love is something Immeasurable, infinite, and good. Nothing in all life can match this one thing Each other passion would be, if it could I love you now and forever,Till the end of time itself.

Poem
Sometimes I think you might as well be on another planet.. You live in a different world... Weve had such speical times, But your always just so far... Can you Feel me? Can you see me in the moon? Do you feel my powers? I stumbled onto you, a fluke,do you remember? You listen to my words , you also read them can you read between the lines? Tell me

How Loved Do You Feel ?
October 29, 2007 @ 1:03 pm Love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOV

The Hour Glass Drives Him Crazy
I look at you and I see perfection. I see what god intended a woman to be. I see a body so soft and full of life I almost can't believe that behind all that is heart made of stone and head that matches that core. A place to rest a cock is what matters in your life so full of shallow report. If all there was to life and love was what is pleasing to my eyes then maybe it would be worth my time to listen to your selfish lies.

Forgiving In Steps
I love you and want to forgive you. I accept you as a human being with bad and good qualities just as you have accepted me as a human being with bad and good qualities From my heart to your mind and soul... I forgive you for what happened, intentional or not. My only wish is that you're happy, free of confusion and understand yourself and the world. Please forgive me for whatever I have done to you, intentional or unintentional. I am overjoyed and thankful that we can open our hearts and minds to meet in love and understanding. I feel the warmth of healing between us and I love you immeasurably for your honesty and openess.

Ya I Don't Get It
I really don't understand this fubar thing. I am a myspace freak and someone told me Fubar is better. I only have myspace to keep in touch with my friends and shit. This doesn't make sence to me either.

An Emotion Is Lost In The Summer Dew
Drawn out life for returned fee A listless dream of tomorrow. Current goes in ebbs and flows and makes the simple more impossible. Again to wake to the cold left side ignoring the forgotten sun. Creation a myth for ignorant slobs and again it becomes truth. Born to destroy you were told that once by a sage and wise old man. Destroy you have and as death you feel no remorse nor pity nor shame. Countless times is was expressed and like a weed in your memory it was stomped. Contain your blood and force it through your veins so shrunken cold.

Impossible Expectations For The Opposite Sex
I have had my heart broken in the worst of ways. It seems to be the curse that follows hopeless romantics all around the world. As with most people, I automatically thought, "What is wrong with me?" However, I know realize that the only thing that I (or any other person) should blame myself for is not taking the time to find the RIGHT MAN for me. Were I to actually take the time to figure out what it is that I need, my romantic history might not be so tear-stricken. With all of this in mind, I present to you my "Wish List": -PHYSICAL APPEARANCE- *Taller than me by at LEAST three inches. *Darker hair (no natural redheads). *Bright eyes; I have no color preferences. *Lean, healthy build (no overly bulky muscle). *Masculine, proportional facial features. -INTERESTS, PREFERENCES, and PERSONALITY- *Avid reader (pornographic magazines do not count). *Broad musical tastes. *As big a "film buff" as myself. *Would rather watch "The Daily Show with Jon Stewart" than CNN for t

Life
So yeah pretty much my life is sucking right now! Nothing ever seems to go my way and when i think something is going good i get slammed down and brought to realize it wasnt going good nor ever will!! 19 has been pretty shitty so far!! When will it ever end? Im so tired of feeling like shit and crying. I bust my ass to make people happy and still get fucked!! Can anyone help?

Romantic Oct 30
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, October 30: If you could feel differently, you would, and the same goes for your partner. But the truth is that you're not in sync on this issue. Don't force it. Just let this situation lie for a bit. Move slowly, if at all. this is kind of ironic considering my situation

The Living Pain
The Living Pain By: April Terry She stands out in the mist of everyone, Waving her hands franticly, Hoping that someone, Anyone see her. She yells out as loud as she can, But they all just keep, Going about there business. She thought they were her family, She thought they were her friends, But in her time of need, None of them, Are here for her. She jumps up and down, Waves big red flags in the faces, And yet the still see nothing, And she cries. Cries like there’s no tomorrow, Because to her, It feel as if there won’t be, As if this is her end. The pain is so deep, The blood is so dark, She does all she knows how, And conforms into the pain. Living the pain, Becoming one with the pain, Knowing the pain has never, Turned its’ back to her. Watching as the blood, Slowly drips to the floor, And as time has it toll, And darkens its color. Wishing that she could flow, As freely as her blood, Fascinated by the path, It chose to the floor.

Im In The Best Mood Ever
im in a real good silly mood today and im up for chatting about anything and if anybody knows of any good websites that they want to share with me any sites meaning if you have to private message me and tell me about them please (im over 18 honest)

Let's All Become Apes.
I'm pretty sick of computers and the way things are going. I can't see anything positive happening in the future with computers and the internet. Corporations, Conspiracies, it all makes me cry. And by cry, I mean feel bad. And by feel bad, I mean give it a quick thought and then go to work and stare at this one chick who always wears a thong. But it's kind of gross because it's the same color thong every day and I'm starting to worry. And by worry, I mean not masturbate to her anymore. I remember years ago when everybody used AOL because it was the only thing available. But now everything AOL has to offer is free somewhere else. Here are some things AOL advertises as "free with their service." - Anti-virus - Popup protection - Instant messaging - Bookmarks - Password security - Mouse pointer interaction - Buttons - Icons - English text - The color white - The option to get up and go to the refrigerator when nobody is chatting with you and you feel sorry for yourself so

Cross Posted From My Deviantart Journal
Thoughts to words 1.0 My interests in the human body as the epitome of form & function in nature actually came originally from science, before it inevitably crossed over into art. When I was young I used to spend hours just drifting through medical books. There was also that character on the tv with the body suit I thought was cool that taught about anatomy. In school I was rather quite interested in anatomy & physiology, in addition to life sciences as well. To think over the course of billions of years, here we are, complex living organisms comprised of cells comprising tissue, comprising organs, then systems & so on & so forth. Though there are times history proves us to sometimes be otherwise we are the pinnacle of that long arduous process of adaptation & evolution. The human body is an awesome mechanism. Yet intertwined with the knowledge & wisdom of science, has long been the passion of the arts. For example classic artists such as Da Vinci literally risked their lives & f

Gun Control
>> >>Heart breaking story...... Yeah, right >> >> >> >> Shooting in Butte, Montana >> >> >> >> Butte, Montana >> >> >> >> Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders, Montana November 5, >> >> 2006 >> >> >> >> Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, >> >> probably >> >> believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia >> >> Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. >> >> >> >> It seems the two crooks never learned two things: they were in > Montana >> >> and >> >>Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. >> >> >> >> Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the >> >> front >> >>door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his > 12 >> >>gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. >> >> >> >> Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the >> >> first >> >> to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from

My Momma
well lets see last time i wrote a blog i asked forprayers for my momma. we still need them and i greatly appriciate those of you who are. bless you. ok mom is out of the hospital, the doc sent her home. he said she had to wait 4~6 weeks for her surgery. the antibitics have to run thier course and they have to make sure the infection is gone before they do surgry. wow!!! we found out what exactly the surgery entails. they're going to cut my mommy in half, length wise. to remove her colon. woa!!! major surgery. needless to say mom is terrified as are the rest of us. anyways, she has a doc apt. 2day to get her white blood cell count checked. if everything is on the up and up she'll have the surgery in 3 weeks or so. my sister finally came home thursday by the way. which is fantastic! thats ALOT of stress off mom. and she doesn't have to wonder what niks is doin or where shes at. anyways, plwase continue to pray for my momma and family.... thanyou and many many many blessing

Does Youre Name Fit
A:hott B: loves people and sex C: good kisser D: can kick ur ass E: has gorgeous eyes F: loves people wild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy L: very good kisser M:Makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: is good in bed S: makes people laugh T: smile to die for U: is very sexual V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: loved by everyone Z: can be funny and dumb at times REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???

History Of Samhain
History of Samhain Samhain's History Samhain (pronounced Sow-en), dates back to the ancient Celts who lived 2,000 years ago. Contrary to what some believe, is not a celebration of a Celtic god of the dead. Instead, it is a Celtic word meaning "summer's end." The Celts, like many other cultures, saw the dark of the day or year as the beginning and not the end of the seasonal cycle. Thus their days began at sunset, not sun rise and the wheel of the year begins at summers end; Samhain. The Celts were a pastoral people as opposed to an agricultural people. The end of summer was significant to them because it meant the time of year when the structure of their lives changed radically. The cattle were brought down from the summer pastures in the hills and the people were gathered into the houses for the long winter nights of story-telling and handicrafts. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurre

How Much They Love Jager.
Don't watch Sideways, even if you aren't an impressionable idiot. Sideways is about two guys dealing with their pathetic girl issues. One is an aging actor who cheats on his fiance. The other is a lame ass who cares more about wine than scrogging chicks. I bought a bottle of Pinot Noir after the movie ended. As expected, it tasted like rotten grapes. It was so bad that I shoved the cork up my ass to feel better about myself. Merlot, Pinot Our, Shiraz, whatever the fuck, I don't care. This movie sucked, and so does wine. Wine is for people who think they're French. I don't think I'm French. Do you? Then why drink wine? I'll pay anyone five hundred dollars if they see me wearing a suit and sticking my chin out while I sip on a glass of fermented grape juice and batting my lips like a fish with quizzical eyebrows. Everyone knows the whole "acquired taste" concept is nonsense. The second a shot of Jagermeister first hit my taste buds, I was like "Fuck yeah, gimme another." But

Re: Actor Ruffalo "baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers
RE: Actor Ruffalo "Baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 30 Oct 2007, 06:28 Actor Ruffalo "Baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers Award winning actor Mark Ruffalo says he is "baffled" at the collapse of the twin towers and Building 7 on 9/11 and has called for re-opening the investigation into the attacks, joining Martin Sheen in publicly doubting the government's official story. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/301007_ruffalo_baffled.htm

Knowing Good Food
Freezer Foods: ICE CREAM If you can't tell the difference between your ice cubes and your ice cream, it's time to throw BOTH out. FROZEN FOODS Frozen foods that have become an integral part of the defrosting problem in your freezer compartment will probably be spoiled (or wrecked anyway) by the time you pry them out with a kitchen knife. In the Fridge: EGGS When something starts pecking its way out of the shell, the egg is probably past its prime. DAIRY PRODUCTS Milk is spoiled when it starts to look like yoghurt. Yoghurt is spoiled when it starts to look like cottage cheese. Cottage cheese is spoiled when it starts to look like regular cheese. Regular cheese is nothing but spoiled milk anyway - if you can dig down and still find something non-green, bon appetite! MEAT If opening the refrigerator door causes stray animals from a three-block radius to congregate outside your house, toss the meat. UNMARKED ITEMS You know it is well beyond prime when you're temp

A Letter Home
Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route" marches, which the Platoon Sergeant says are

My Birthday
yeah so i had a great time...i put some pictures up, i will have more soon....anyways i did have a great night even if i was down for the count 2 hours later!!hahalol drank a lil to much to fast!but hey i was tryin to party!!just ended up pukin alot cause my dumb ass never eat that day....anyways i also punched my boyfriend in his jaw hard as hell....don't remember that but i think it is funny....anyways just writing thoughts...peace......

Blasts, Vip's, Tickers...
This is my opinion, so please respect it, as I respect yours... Contests, Blasts, VIP's, Tickers... I don't mind helping with all of these things as I can. I am a single mother trying to raise 2 teenagers with no child support at all. I get up at 4:30a and am out the door by 6a for work, somedays I have a couple hours to spend bombing others I don't. Some days I'm home by 5pm some I'm not. I have bought blasts, VIP's and tickers for people when I can, but first things first, my kids and the things they need. It irks me to no end to see people expecting those things from others. And then they won't help anybody else out in contests or such... I pay for my own VIP. I've entered contests to win things i sometimes can't afford and hey that's cool, send me a message with a link and I'll help if I can. If you want something then you normally have to give something in return. Friendships are not supossed to be 1 sided. If for some reason I have missed rateing your profile or any

Craigslist Murder - This Is Really Scary
Nanny Who Answered Online Ad Found Dead Man Police Believe Posted Wanted Ad Is In Custody In Minnesota SAVAGE, Minn., Oct. 29, 2007 (CBS/AP) Police say an online ad seeking a nanny may have cost a Cottage Grove, Minnesota, woman her life. Katherine Ann Olson, 24, was found dead in the trunk of her car at a Burnsville, Minnesota, park late Friday night. She was last seen by friends Thursday morning, when she went to meet someone in Savage about the job, which investigators said she had found on Craigslist.org, a popular Internet bulletin board. A 19-year-old man from Savage who police believe placed the ad is being held in the Scott County jail pending charges expected to be filed Tuesday. He worked at Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport, where police arrested him Friday night. The suspect, identified as Michael John Anderson, was scheduled to appear in court Tuesday, reported CBS News correspondent Dean Reynolds. "We're confident we have the suspect in custo

October 29, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007 My Miracle Kaleb is changing so much everyday! I look at pictures of him in the hospital and he looks like a little baby. It's like I just woke up one day and he is a little boy. He doesn't look like a baby anymore. Being able to see this makes me so thankful... He is such a miracle. We have great news! Kaleb is going to getting Hyperbaric Chamber Treatments three times a week. PRAISE GOD! All treatments are thanks to Harch Hyperbarics. This chamber regenerates cell growth and can stimulate nerve cells. This is usually very expensive and most health insurances will not cover it. Each patient will have different results to the treatments. Some patients show little results and some show AMAZING RESULTS! I know that Kaleb will benefit from this! HE WILL SHOW AMAZING RESULTS! I have faith in him! We are so thankful and excited for this! Kaleb is becoming quite the talker! He loves to talk. I put a new video up of him t

Help Please Ladies And Guys As Well
ok girls, joe is getting on my nerves omg we are officially dating now but i dont find him attractive like "you know wht" and i told him none of it cuz it is somethin i promised my self i wouldnt do but he keeps suddly mentioning it and he asked me if i would hold it against him if he wanted to kiss me all over and i said yes and he thought i was joking grrrrr i like him enough to date him but not enough to get physical wht should i do HELP!!!! please thanks to who ever comments this :D

I Just Dont Get Why
it feels like everything i do turns out wrong... i feel empty and alone and this hole inside of me keeps growing... i want to get my life together i want a job a career i want to be self dependant and strong. not single would be nice considering the guy i was dating i was willing to give into even though he was so far away but this ignore me thing is making me miserable... and i actually find somone i like here but they move.... so it was okay to like someone far away but whats the point if he dont even talk to me anymore.... my best friend rather be some where eles then here after he asked me to come and i pulled many strings to get him to come here...my dad is a drunk and treats me like shit i dont have that many friends....... all the people im interested in are never into me no matter what i do or how i look... even being totally me doesnt do it... i get all the people i dont want into me being me... so should i lower my standards and settle for what i can get???? i just wanna gi

Pound Hits 26-year Us Dollar High
Pound hits 26-year US dollar high Last Updated: Tuesday, 30 October 2007, 14:23 GMT E-mail this to a friend Printable version Pound hits 26-year US dollar high See pound vs dollar rate The UK pound has hit its highest level against the US dollar in 26 years. The pound has gained on the perception that US interest rates will be cut this week and UK interest rates will be left unchanged next week. When UK rates are higher than US rates, investors are encouraged to exchange dollars for pounds to benefit from better rates of return. The pound rose as high as $2.066 in earlier trading, before paring gains slightly to $2.064. The pound also gained against the euro. Many analysts expect the Federal Reserve, the US central bank, to cut interest rates by a quarter of a percentage point on Wednesday, in an attempt to limit the impact of a housing market slowdown. The Fed cut its main interest rate by half a percentage point to 4.75% last month

Politics!
Subject: What is Politics? A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thin king about what Dad has said.. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed.

Stupid Internet
hello to all my friends out there i dont know when my internet is going to stop acting gay. seriously i hate it right now its going so slow and i think its because of my brothers fucking tivo. ugh well since i cant really do the things i usually am able to do on here if you want to talk to me im me on either yahoo or aim if you dont have my names here they are yahoo= chezzygoober and for aim= c2a1s7s8y3. hope to hear from all of you soon since i cant on here :( but still leave me love if you want and when i can i will return the favor

Nsfw?
This site is so getting on my last fucking nerve. I have takin all my pictures last yr sometime and put all pics that have a cuss word or what have you, in a NSFW Folder... (ALL THESE FOLDERS ARE CLEARLY MARKED NSFW)Yet someone thinks they are gonna be a smartass and try to get my in some shit on here with the bouncers and Bj by marking pictures NSFW that are already clearly marked NSFW b4 you ever enter the fucking folder. So to this person I say Grow Up Get A Life. Stay Off My Page. Not much anyone can do about you marking pictures NSFW thats marked on its folder that the whole folder is NSFW. Have A Good Day Everyone!!! :)

65,000 To Godmother!!!!!! Happy Hour Target
LadyGray is on her way too being a GodMother! Shes a little over 60,000 from being there and we will make sure she reaches that by the end of the day. We need all of your help.Stop by and show her some love. HELP MAKE NANCY OUR NEWEST GODMOTHER!!!!!!!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~@ fubar

How To Argue.
A Tutorial by Dirty McDirt In a democratic society, debate is extremely important. Sadly, most people don't know how to make valid arguments and defend them properly. They initiate debates and fumble around with words and vague statements, all backed up by a poorly constructed thesis. Here is a brief tutorial on arguing logically, making good points, and defending your arguments. Chapter 1 | Terminology A. Debate - a formal discussion involving one or more people who develop arguments and logically defend their points to prove their position true. Example: "Tool gives the best live performance ever." "No they don't." "Yeah they do, stupid idiot." B. Hypothesis - stance on a topic which the debate focuses around. Example: "America's government blows ass." C. Thesis - logical comparative clause that supports the hypothesis. Example: "God exists because it says so in the bible, you moron. You're going to hell." D. Argument - something you say to piss your o

Women On Men
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected.

Random Little Things
1. On a hot night, lick the salt off each other's sweaty bodies. 2. Take a steamy shower together...but with the lights out. 3. Stay silent all through the action and just listen to your breathing. 4. Make missionary sex more passionate by wrapping your feet around his lower legs and ankles and pulling up toward him as he thrusts downward. 5. "Spooning has a tame rep, but it's incredibly hot: I can get really deep, play with my girl's breasts and feel her backside buck against my hips. It's total-body pleasure." 6. Sit on his lap totally naked...except for boots. Cowboy boots, stiletto boots, motorcycle boots, whatever -- they're so powerful and sexy. 7. The perfect oral-sex technique: Pretend his hard-on is an ice cream cone that's melting quickly. You have to keep licking at different angles, swirling the melting drops upward and putting your entire mouth around the scoop on top. 8. Hold his arms over his head during woman-on-top and nibble the skin betwee

Sex Life................adult
A husband leans over to his wife in a bar and says, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over 50 years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." "Yes," she says. "I remember it well." "OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?" "Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but very good, idea!" she says. There's a man sitting in the next booth listening to all this, and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them behind the tavern. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in. Suddenly, they erupt into the most furious sex that the man has ever seen. This goes on for about 40 minutes. Finally, they both collapse panting on the groun

The Fight
To many times I have sat by and watched, you control other people's thoughts and feeling. Not for one moment thinking about how it felt. You manipulated the weak and threatened the strong, while never blinking an eye. So many times lives have been infected by your evil plans for destruction and pain that it is to late to help them now. To many times, I have been caught in the middle, trying to force you to be kind, Instead you over ride my attempts. HOW can I fight the demon whose power is strong enough to break down walls but to weak to feel compassion? How can I fight myself? done by christine

4 Things He Doesn't Dare Tell You...cosmo
1. He has a stash of porn.I know what you're thinking: "Not my man." But it's a cold hard fact: Even the nicest guys like nasty entertainment. "Porn lets me explore sexual avenues that are unavailable to me in real life," says Adam, a bona fide nice guy from Washington, DC. Not convinced? Do the math. Triple-X films are a multibillion-dollar-a-year industry. That's about one video for every grown-up man and woman in America. But when was the last time you plunked down a piece of your paycheck for Jurassic Pork or Snatch Adams? My point exactly — your significant other is buying enough for the both of you. 2. He wants more oral sex.Okay. You know he loves it, but you might not have any idea just how much. Men are simple creatures with three basic needs: food, shelter, and blow jobs. But he won't ask for more for fear of seeming self-centered. "I'm afraid that making that request would probably be the end not only of oral sex but of all sex," says Eric from New York City. So trea

Weird Lil Article
The Outside of His Lower Lip The male mouth is an obvious moan zone. But zeroing in on that slope between his outside lower lip and chin will bring ultraintense bliss to his kisser. We've discovered that this tiny, delicate curve is packed with extrasensitive nerve receptors, says Lou Paget, author of The Big O and a certified sex educator. Manhandle-him move: While making out, suck his lower lip into your mouth. Use the tip of your tongue to stroke up and down mere millimeters below it. "That motion stimulates the whole erogenous zone in a teasing way, which will put him on the erotic edge," says Paget. "And by keeping his lower lip inside yours, you magnify the sensation. It'll feel as if electric currents are shooting from his mouth straight to his member." The Front of His Neck Women tend to pay oral attention to the sides of his neck between his ear and his collar — but it turns out they're missing the major stimulation spot: just below his Adam's apple. "The thyroid,

Come Join Us For As We Host Our Halloween Bash
Come Join Us For As We Host Our First Annual Halloween Bash Music will be played in the lounge which holds true to the festivities. Where will this be? of course October 31, 2007 @ 9:30 p.m. Mst . For a sample taste of the lounge click the picture below. It will be a scream of a night!

Ideas Ideas Lol
1. "I can switch on my sex drive." Sensually supercharged women don't wait around patiently for the mood to strike. Instead, they set in motion the sex-psyching strategies that work for them every time. "I conjure up a favorite fantasy — I imagine myself totally naked," reveals Cassie, a 29-year-old receptionist. "Whether I'm sitting behind my desk at work or I'm at the gym, I'll pretend my clothes are in a heap on the floor and that dozens of hungry male eyes are glued to my body." Another libido-lifting trick is to wake up your senses: Spritz on your man's cologne, brush satiny fabric against your skin, or suck on some fruit. "Taking time to engage each sense — touch, taste, sound, scent, and sight — will quickly kick-start your lust drive," advises Susan Block, Ph.D., a sex therapist and radio show host. 2. "My body is my pleasure palace." A desire diva doesn't waste time fretting about stubble and cellulite or wishing she didn't take so long to climax. Instead, she se

For All My Ohio State Fans
"How we do Laundry in Ohio" One day a housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to his wife, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," she replied. "What does it say on the shirt?" He yelled back, "University of Michigan" "Use Hot Water , A box of Tide and Four Cups Bleach." GO BUCKS!!!!!

Very Funny ?s (really Asked To Cosmo)
Not that I’ve ever run into this problem, but can a guy’s penis get stuck while he’s thrusting? Because that would be awkward to try to explain to a doctor. I mean, things happen, right?” —Shelley “If I frequently have sex, is it harmful to my vagina, and will that stress cause it to age faster?” —Adriana “Can I have sex with my man and use milk in my vagina? We’ve already done it a few times. Will that cause an infection?” —Sasha “I got earplugs because my boyfriend wakes me up from constantly scratching his package all night long. How can I make him stop?” —Alex “Is it weird that whenever my boyfriend and I start to get it on, we lick each other’s faces and he sticks his tongue up against my teeth?” —Anna “Is it true men pee in all different directions after sex—like in the movie Me, Myself, and Irene?” —Ginny “The guy I’m dating wants to have sex with my toes. Should I?” —Melania “My guy has a weird hair fetish and fantasizes about cutting my hair.

I Have To Waaallkkk??????
TOMORROW ILL MEET THE BIG BOSS lol means i have to stay at work the whoolllee day... but they said if i work long tomorrow i can have friday off... cuz thursday is a holiday ... so i would have 4 days off... wouldnt that be super exciting???? oh i had such a weird weekend i was working on the house again and i was so overtired and well good thing was when i was invited to pizza and wine lol... the wine was from 1976.. i wasnt even produced haha ... like.. not a lil sperm in my dads balls ;)hehe ... anyways wine tasted great looked golden and had a taste like honey.... mmhhh i was all stimulated work is alot at the moment.... i always stay 2 hours loger and .. ya its enough to stay busy and forget about a few stupid things that going on... actually my boss told me today that we will walk this 25 miles way where we r workin on... i hope he is just kidding.. i dont wanna walk so much.. i am a lazy ass... well ill pray and hope :D oh that was a short one today i am freakin

Cellular Phones Are So Needed But Such A Pain!
My son has not had very good luck with his cell phone lately. I got him one about 2 years ago when he was 10. He needed it so I could call him and know where he was if I needed to get a hold of him. It was more for me then for him. He did really well with it for the first year and a half. Never lost it and kept it in good condition. Until....September. His brother told me that Christopher's phone was broken. So, I have insurance on the boy's phones which is probably a rip off. I pay $3.99 a month to have the insurance and you can only use it 2 times within a year. When you do lose a phone or it gets broken, you call and they send you a refurbished one! They charge you $50 for the phone and charge you $36 for turning the phone back on. So I did this, get the phone and then Christopher tells me his old phone isn't broken. Anthony just thought it was. So he has his new phone for a week and it stops working. I send it back and they send another one. He has it for a wee

I Want You
I want you By Paul Mays I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

~a 2 Your Girl Is Lovely Hubble~
IT COMES FROM AN OLD BARBARA STRISAND MOVIE WHERE SHE AND HUMPHREY BOGART HAVE AN AFFAIR. BUT SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH THAT SHE WALKS AWAY AND THE MOVIE ENDS WITH "YOUR LADY IS LOVELY HUBBLE (bogart)". Basically means that yll are willing to give up what means most to yll for somene to be happy .... thats the kind of person i want to be with. like in the bible there is a tale of 2 women claiming to be the same childs mother. to find out who the real mother was god said you can each take 1/2 of the baby. when the woman started pulling on the baby one woman let go and said she could not stand to see her child hurt she cared to much forhim so she gave the child to the to the other woman who was clearly not the mother. if that makes any sence..

A Real Robin Blog
Alrighty, well, i've been posting random articles and questions i read online on cosmo's website... pretty interesting stuff I may add!! Anyways, Other than that, nothing new is going on in my world. which, frankly SUCKS. I dislike boring days/weeks/ etc. I'm moving though.. from this apartment to a new one. (they've taken so long to 'fix' this shit they're just gonna move me...) But I can't complain too much I guess. And halloween is tomorrow. I'm taking the girls trick or treating. Not sure if I'll dress up or not yet. But it should be fun regardless. And, I watched 28 weeks later yesterday... awesome movie. I actually really liked it. Although the ending sucked. But, thats life right? lol Other than all that, just been dealing with some IDIOTS like usual on HERE.... I mean, WOW. I use this like my myspace... I write blogs, I email my friends... load pics, yadda yadda ya. Then somehow I always have some idiot telling me to post naked pics so he can jack off to them... ok

Puto
Que, muy machino? A muy machino? Marica nena, mas bien putino Que, muy machino? A muy machino? Marica nena, mas bien putino (puto, puto, puto) PUTO!! el que no brinque, el que no salte PUTO!! el que no brinque y eche desmadre PUTO!! el guey que quedo conforme PUTO!! el que crey lo del informe PUTO!! el que nos quita la papa PUTO!! tambien joto el que lo tapa PUTO!! el que no hace lo que quiere PUTO!! puto nace y puto se muere Amo maton Matarile al maricon Y que quiere ese hijo de puta? Quiere llorar! quiere llorar! Amo maton Matarile al maricon Y que quiere este hocicon? Quiere llorar! quiere llorar! Y este son va dedicado a Micky, Y a toda su familia... y a Iaky, su hermano PUTO! Le faltan tanates al.. PUTO! Le faltan trompiates PUTO! Le faltan tanates al.. Puto, puto.. Amo maton Matarile al maricon Y que quiere ese hijo de puta? Quiere llorar! quiere llorar! (puto! puto! puto! puto!)

Newborns
Man is but a newborn in the line of time and how long would you like to hear the unintelligible screams of an infant. The Galactic Community may have us sitting in the far corner until we grow up and behave.

Weekend Of Oct 26 And 27
On friday night myself and Devin Lee won the TWA Tag team belts and became the first team to ever hold the PCW, SWE and TWA tag belts all at the same time. Then saturday night i wrestled at a place where i said i would never step foot into. Myself and Devin won our match there aswell. ok just really wanted to type something so i did....lol....later everyone

Japan...
Well, now here's an interesting thought. I'm going overseas on the ship I just helped build! One of our NAVY ships had a little leak and is holding in some unnamed port. I'll be gone for a month or so. Guess I just figured out where I'm spending T-day... -Arthur PS: No, I won't be taking pics. The NAVY is kinda strict about that.

You'll Loose A Good Thing
You'll loose a good thing If you should lose me, oh yeah, you'll lose a good thing If you should lose me, oh yeah, you'll lose a good thing You know I love you,do anything for you Just don't mistreat me, and I'll be good to you Cause if you should lose me, oh yeah, you'll lose a good thing I'm givin you one more chance,for you to do right If you'll only straighten up, we'll have a good life Cause if you should lose me, oh yeah,you'll lose a good thing This is my last time,not asking any more If you don't do right, I'm gonna march outa that door And if you don't believe me, just try it daddy And you'll lose a good thing

Help Me Be Pimped
PIMPED - ROUND ONE WILL START AT THE END OF THIS WEEK - ENTER NOW! Before you enter please be sure to READ THE BLOG on Stixxx's page. There are a few rules and if you enter it will be assumed that you read and understand them all. CREATED & HOSTED BY: STIXX@ fubar CURRENT PIMPS & PIMPETTES Ar vu vu Tuff77 Maryjane JustMeee Sweetz ScorpGRRL420 Sabriel Devon Highly Addictive The Irish Goddess Metal Baby More Male Pimps needed...contact Stixxx PIMPS & PIMPETTES PLEASE REPOST! (repost of original by 'STIXX' on '2007-10-30 05:37:12')

:) Yayyyyy Punkys First Blog
Punky was sad,,,punky no had blog,,, :)So PuNkYs happy now wooohoooooo doin da snoopy dance :) But like all good tings they must come to an end :( its really a sad sad day in da punkys neighborhood :( Punkys next door neighbor lady :( real nice lil lady prob 55-60 is having her leg amputated today below da knee :( Dats jus not good ting:( all from smoking :(..... She was havin pain several months back,,could barely walk,,her to fing vessels er like shot,,and when smoke makes 100x worse,,constricts them more...so they said need stop smoking... after awhile she ended up having surgery to try open vessels up more,,,but never healed,,,so like couple weeks ago was when came to point best option was to jus remove leg :( Sooo fer the past couple weeks this poor lil ole lady has had to sit home and jus dweel on losin her leg and make all da arrangements to do it,,,,,im sorry,,DAT BE ROUGH,,,,ida been like fukkkk dat,,u mofos cuttin dat damn thing off now,,i aint sitttin around 2 weeks dwelli

Because Of You (different One From Before)
I've been in the darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I've finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surly it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

Help A Friend Please?
SHE NEEDS MORE FRIENDS AND FANS, AND I HAVE TO PIMP HER OUT CAUSE SHE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WAS IN A CONTEST, AND GAVE ME SOME COMMENTS, AND I WASN'T EVEN IN IT!! HOW COOL IS THAT? CAN YOU GUYS STAND TO USE A FRIEND LIKE THAT? IF YOU CAN PLEASE STOP BY AND GIVE HER SOME LOVE!! HUGS AND KISSES!!!!! TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Re: Malkin's Flagging Site Defends "dirt-sniffing" Neocon
RE: Malkin's Flagging Site Defends "Dirt-Sniffing" Neocon ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 30 Oct 2007, 12:13 Malkin's Flagging Site Defends "Dirt-Sniffing" Neocon Over Ludicrous Ron Paul / Alex Jones Theories Here's the long story cut short for those readers who have been paying more attention to what goes on in the real world than in the desperate "it's too late to back out now" world of frothing neocon bootlickers. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/301007Dirt-Sniffing.htm

Still Werkin Lol
Hey everyone ... It easier for me to address everyone at once for now.... I sure miss getting to goof off around here! Whoooo Hoo Halloween is here and Hey I'm turning 39 on Sunday .... I'm cool with it solong as I dont look like I'm pushing 40 LOL but I beleive you look as young as u feel and I feel with my hands,Er I mean I feel about 28 so it's all good. LOL I miss everyone and I hope to be back online more really soon! *Flinging Kisses* Suzanne

If U Were Mine
IF U WERE MINE I WOULD MAKE U SCREAM MAKE THE PASSION COME OUT MAKE U BECOME ONE WITH ME MAKE U BREATH IN SILENCE MAKE U BE MINE INSIDE AND OUT MAKE U SEE IN MY HEART THAT I LOVE U AND NEVER NEVER NOT WANT TO TOUCH U MAKE U MINE ALL THE WAY

Blah
I JUST HAVE TO SAY I FEEL PRETTY NUMB TODAY.... I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN WHEN IT TOOK ME AN HR TO DRAG MY SELF OUT OF THE BED THAT IT WASNT GONNA BE A GOOD DAY I SLEPT ON MY ARM WRONG AND MY WRIST IS SORE I HAD STRANGE DREAMS MY BODY HURTS I FEEL BRAIN DEAD..THERE IS AN EMPTY SWOOSHING IN MY HEAD MUSIC IS DOING NOTHING TO SOOTH ME... ITS MAKING MY HEAD CRAZY SO I TURNED IT OFF HAD A BAD VISIT WITH MY DAUGHTER TODAY WENT TO GET FINGER PRINTS DONE FOR THE NEW JOB AND CANT DO THEM WITH OUT A BIRTH CERTIFICATE SO I HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE FUCKER COMES IN MAIL SO I WILL SIT AND DO NOTHING FOR ANOTHER WEEK WHICH IS DRIVING ME CRAZY MY HANDS FEEL DIRTY I DONT CARE ABOUT THE CLUTTER ON MY DESK.. THE DISHWASHER NOISE SOUND LIKE THE SWOOSHING IN MY HEAD ALONG WITH THE DULL ACHE THAT IS VIBRATING DOWN MY SPINE IM STILL WEARING MY SHOES...GONNA KICK THEM OFF DAMN THAT FEELS BETTER DOES ALL THIS SOUND STRANGE? IM NOT EVEN SURE WHAT IM WRITING I NEED TO PAINT MY TOE NAILS AND CLEAN M

Boyfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! DO IT NOW OR ELSE YOULL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 5 YEARS STARTING NOW!!! ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"} ***{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"} 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign?: 5. Location: 6. Height: 7.Hair (color and style): 8.Piercings/tattoos: ***HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you cou

What A Difference A Sad Event In Someone's Life Makes.
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced ou

Comes A Time
There comes a time when you have to say sorry to your friends when something you may have said comes out wrong for this im sorry ..... There comes a time when you look at the people you call friends and see them for the people they are ....... what is the world coming to when someone decides that there friendships over for the sake of an online relationship that's never going happen...... I guess when you look back at it maybe it was never friendship it was just a way of getting something else all I can say is look at the big picture before your a lonely person sitting in a motel looking at the empty bottles on the floor and this person you though was your real love is getting it on with someone else...... and the person you left behind is getting on with there life with love and real friends

Kaydees Coversation On Yahoo With Another Guy Harrassing Her And Threating Her And Me Oct 29 07
12:51:41 AM blazingnights2003: ooo katie 12:51:44 AM blazingnights2003: how i miss ya 12:51:47 AM blazingnights2003: wanna 69? 12:51:56 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: who r u 12:52:03 AM blazingnights2003: its me girl 12:52:05 AM blazingnights2003: kenny 12:52:09 AM blazingnights2003: forget me already 12:52:51 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: im sorry 12:52:52 AM blazingnights2003: ahh the fun times we had in clifton 12:53:08 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: i never hung out with a kenny 12:53:20 AM blazingnights2003: maybe you should 12:53:24 AM blazingnights2003: imma kool kenny 12:53:44 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: how could we have had fun times in clifton if ive never met u 12:53:57 AM blazingnights2003: in my dreams sweetheart 12:54:13 AM blazingnights2003: i had like this amzing internet crush on you for years 12:54:31 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: lol 12:54:38 AM blazingnights2003: what would it take for ya to gimme a chance 12:55:32 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: i

Broke Nigga Frakhun
THIS IS BOUT TO SPILL ON A DIFFERENT MAGNITUDE ,TALKIN 4 MY RADICAL .WRITTIN THIS BEHIND BARS ,THINKIN BOUT MUMIA ,HOW THE MAN CAUGHT WIND OF HIS SCRIPTURES AND MINIMIZED HIS TEACHIN ,NOW THE PEOPLE SUFFER.....MAN BUT IM STILL FISHIN FOR SHARKS MENTAL TRANSPORTATION I DELIVER AN ARCH,PITCURE ME STARVIN WITH GHANDI,WALKIN WITH MALCOM PICKIN HIS THOUGHTS,SCREAMIN BLACK POWER WITH BOBBY AND HUEY HOLDIN A HAWK,SHARIN VISIONS WITH JESSY ,WE GOTTA GET BLACK FOLK OUT OF DA DARK ,COALITION OF COLORES /ALL THESE PEOPLE COOL WITH BEIN GAY BUT THAT AINT THE WAY WE DECREASE THE RATE ON SINGLE MOTHERS. BLACK GIRL LOST.BUT WHO TO BLAME IT ON WHEN THEY MOTHERS TELL EM A NIGGA AINT SHIT CUZ SHE WAS DID WRONG ...I DELT WITH COLD DAYS AND COLDER NIGHTS I FELT LOW WHEN WE ONLY HAD HEAT IF THE STOVE A LIGHT ,TOILIT OVERFLOWIN CUZ A BROKEN PIPES EITHER WE GET PUT OUT OR THE LIGHTS GO OFF IF THE MONIES TIGHT....HEAVEN GOD WILLIN THERES A HOOD THERE IM UNDER DA IMPRESSION ILL GET ACCEPTED CUZ OF MY GOOD

Friends
hi everyone,,, i am dean/63/winder, ga,, just retired and loving it. I love making friends online ,, please say hi also love chatting and occasionally camming on yahoo and msn yahoo: deansmiling@yahoo.com msn: bigdeansmiling@hotmail.com please feel free to add me if you enjoy chatting i am very friendly,, a bit of a flirt,, making up for being shy when young, I guess smiles and grins, dean

Old Age
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko tha

Life
So its been a looooong time since I wrote a blog. So I figure its time to update. For 10 months I was a puppet....to a man I thought I was going to be with forever....It's so hard waking up everyday and realizing that my life is no longer what I had planned for it to be. He was way to controlling and made me a prisoner in my own home. If it had not been for a close friend I would still be with him to this day. Thanks Travis for all the late night convos! It helped alot and I really think you have no idea how much it helped having someone to talk to. Jason was a very good guy in the beginning and then just got out of control. I couldn't take the constant accusing me of cheating. And always wanting to know how long I was going to do things...like going to my mom's. Its MY MOM'S house why does it matter how long I am there? Or saying that someone was always at the house. If we were on the phone and he heard the littlest noise, someone was coming in the door. It frustrates me so much!

My Halloween Dream
it's one more day till halloween! it's almost time to treat the ghost,goblins ,ghouls and monsters.( and thats just my kids). and when it's over and all is quite and monsters sleep. it's time to cuddle up on couch with your sweety and a bottle of wine and watch scary movies. till bed time thin make love all night .i will or i would if my bf was a romantic . i'll get a couple hours in bed . better than nothing!

Nasa Teams Evaluate Solar Array Damage.
Teams Evaluate Array Damage Image Above: Photo of a previous shuttle mission docked to station taken by satellite. Image Credit: NASA Images Above: Views of a damaged P6 4B solar array wing on the International Space Station. Image credit: NASA TV 30 Oct. 2007 6:30 P.M. EST. Engineering teams continue to look at the damage to the P6 4B solar array spotted by the crew during deployment Tuesday. NASA halted the deployment of the solar array wing to evaluate the damage. Deployment was about 80 percent complete. The crew photographed the area on the solar array wing and downlinked the images to the ground. Meanwhile during post-spacewalk activities, Mission Specialist Doug Wheelock reported to the ground that he had seen a small hole in one of his gloves. The crew sent photos of the glove to the ground for further review. A massive rotary joint which is supposed to make sure the solar panel wings on the right side of the space station are facing

I Got No Idea
can't concentrate, can't relax can't do anything when i look into your eyes thoughts roll around of things that might have been laughter spills a tear falls suddenly wondering why i just can't sleep yesterday has left and tomorrow isn't even here feeling your heart next to mine i just suddenly disappear won't let you touch me i just may melt from your caress whether or not doing what is for the best come closer brush your tender lips across my cheek i quiver i shake i don't know how much more i can honestly take i close my eyes and take a deep breath dreaming of what is going to happen next my heart goes racing from this wondrous sensation feeling weak in the knees but suddenly your gone as i begin to open my eyes it was all in my head just the thought of you being here gets my body tingling and wild so meet me in my dreans a quarter after 8 so at last we can fall into that mind blowing state

~cycloneeeeee~!
angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar *SwEeTCaNDy~I LuV 4 U 2 LuSt Me*@ fubar puddinpop@ fubar ♥SwtKitty♥ (READ Profile 1st before you Add me!)@ fubar igotnicetitties@ fubar $DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}

Need A Lawyer
This is regarding water poisoning in two children aged 14 & 15 resulting in osteosarcoma ( Bone cancer ) Water samples and bone samples yielded positive for Gross Alpha emitters. Could have been prevented by the use of a water softener if properly informed. Our Drinking water supplied by local private Water Company contains Gross Alpha 7.63 curries and a bone sample from my daughter contains 0.83 curries Gross alpha tested by independent lab. Gross alpha decays with time , however the isotope will remain for six months before being expelled from the body 1) Several water tests yielded Gross alpha levels less the MCL of 15 pCI/L 2) Tibia bone sample removed from surgery on 10-13-2007 yielded 0.83 pCi/L The EPA has set MCL at 15 units , I guess they are wrong Since I have the direct link and correlation between cause and effect MY QUESTION TO YOU IS DO YOU KNOW A GOOD LAWYER ?

Getting To Know Me
1. What time did you get up this morning? 445 am 2. Diamonds or pearl? diamonds 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? dead mans chest 4. What's your favorite TV show? samurai jack 5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? waffles and sausages 6. What's your favorite cuisine? mexican 7. What foods do you dislike? liver and brussel sprouts 8. What is your favorite crisp(CHIP) flavor? bar b cue 9. What's your favorite CD at the moment? pink your hand 10. What kind of car do you drive? Ford Explorer 11. Favorite sandwich? Roast beef 12. What characteristics do you despise? liars 13. What is your favorite type of clothing? lounge wear 14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? ireland 15. What color is your bathroom? white 16. Favorite brand of clothing? old navy 17. Where would you retire to? still dont know 18. Favorite time of the day? mornings 19. What was your most memorable birthday? 20. Where were you born? jackson

How Sexy Am I??
You Are Sensual Sexy You exude a luxurious sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your ultra sexy self sometimes scares men away. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

So Embarrasing
its halloween and tonight im going to a club dressed as a hooker! all my friends are gonna be there its gonna suck. i´ll upload the photos on thursday...lol i want sympathy if im gonna go through all this suffering thats what you get when you bet on a game of football on the computer..Myspace Graphics i think that´ll i need a little!

Keep Yoru Fingers Crossed For Me ... If You Would
Tomorrow is the big day .. going to the doc's to have that lump i found taken out . and checked of course .. im a lil nervous and stuff about this . one because of the lump itself . the other reason is last time i had surgery .. i didnt fair too well and ended up almost being put into a damn nursing home cuz of a stroke .. so if you can . please .. keep me in your prayers that all will be good on the home front tomorrow and the next week or so .. going to take a few days to get the results of everything back .. Thanks all .. have a wonderful evening .. im gonna go soak in a hot bath and relax ... try to get things off my mind a lil .. Lots'a luv to all my friends xoxox Wen :)

Branded Pictures.
Pictures: One wonders why a picture (several) would be branded "NSFW" on my page of pretty ladies when these pictures were ripped from the Default File of someone in fubar and these pictures are still in their Default File...???????... I am sensitive to peoples wishes and would never rip unless I ask first.. so who has the beef here someone who don't like me or someone who is just being an ass.... If someone could help me to load the pictures to this Blog for better demonstration of what I am saying and of coarse better comments.. I would be grateful...Denno. PS/ Edit..For those who can get to my "NSFW" pictures Adult 2 "WOW" Ripped from Tisha. was Branded...Compare Adult 1 "Smile" which was not branded but I moved just in case apparently some one likes bare chested but not bare butt even though the lady has a thong....gee some people.. Easy to work out which is which..

How To Resolve Personal Conflicts
It's perfectly normal to run into conflicts with friends and family members at some point in the relationship. But if you struggle with handling conflicts, don't worry—we're here to help! Use these five simple steps to help conquer your fears and smooth over your relationship quibbles. Acknowledge the situation. Sometimes we don't want to acknowledge conflicts because we think they reflect poorly on ourselves. Other times, we're just scared. Remember: Think positive. Plus, it's almost never as bad as you think. Try repeating empowering and encouraging mantras to yourself such as "Be assertive," or "It's not that big of a deal." Close your eyes to ease your mind and summon the courage to improve your circumstances. Then take a deep breath—you can do it! Set the stage. When and where you choose to discuss the situation can be as important as the discussion itself. First, pick a good time. It should be when your spouse or friend is in a good mood and not preoccupied with other thi

Seeing Myself
Everyday I wakeup I see Myself without a mirror Not yet as tall as my hip Yet, my best reason to wake Young innocent naiveté Unmarked by our pain, our world Full of hope not looking past The day they are living in Looking into their clear eyes Seeing their cherubic smiles Skin so soft, blue eyes, fair hair Love without fear or an Ego Sensitive yet oblivious, These children flinch with a raised voice, And laugh at a skinned elbow Waking me to my own thoughts Knowing I’d die to save them From a life like their father’s Doing everything I can To save them from my parents Watching them grow, wanting to Protect them from all Evil Yet not shelter them from Life Responsibility, strength I think Nolan scares me most Not even two, already stormy Love unconditional and Direction will be his grace Natalie, an aged three Small precocious heartbreaker My first, my daughter, my heart Will you be daddy’s best girl? Natalie and Nolan, tiny Reminders of

She Need It So Bad .
THIS MEMBER IS ALMOST A GODFATHER LEVEL AND HER BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS,I THINK WE CAN HELP HER LOWER HER POINTS AND GET HER CLOSER,DON'T YOU THINK SO ??????????? YOU KNOW DAMN SURE WE CAN .....SO COME ON AND LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND A LITTLE BIRTHDAY GIFT WILL NOT HURT . ÇIÄRRÄ™ ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ(Fan Me & I'll Fan U)@ fubar

Holy Shit I Love Him
i'm in love with chris. i told him yesterday and, as it turns out, he loves me too. he told me that even though we haven't known each other for very long, he could see himself growing old with me. i can honestly say that's the first time anyone has ever said that to me, let alone the first time i believed it. we were walking around the mall of the mainland at about 12 am and he asked me why i loved him. i described it like this: you know when you're standing at the edge of a really tall building, looking down? you get that exhillarating feeling like you're about to find out what it feels like to fly, but at the same time you're scared of landing... that's what i feel when i'm with him. so this hasn't turned out at ALL the way i planned. i'm very impressed that he hasn't cheated or even given me a reason not to trust him. i'll keep you posted.

Men Suck
Man I hate a certain guy on here, I always have to call his ass, I thought he was different from other men, but I am compelelty wrong about him, whenever I try to talk to him he ignores me in shoutbox, I always have to call his cell phone, he never calls me but only once or twice, should I hit him to the curb? I am sick of getting hurt and guys playing mind games, I'm not a little damn kid, I'm 26 years old looking for somethnig real! It just pisses me off that they can return the favor and shit..

Halloween Sex
Top Ten Halloween Things That Sound Dirty but Aren't 10. She's a goblin. 9. I'd like to get a little something in the sack. 8. Let me see your bag... Oh! your having a great night. 7. Just get on your knees and bob your head. 6. She's got a nice couple of pumpkins on her porch. 5. If you just lick it, it will last longer. 4. Show me your Jujubes and I'll show you my Zag Nuts. 3. Have your mom check it before you put it in your mouth. 2. You scared me stiff. and #1 sexy Halloween line is...... 1. He's got candy spread out on the floor.

10-30-07
I just wanted to Thank ev1 that has been bombing me the last few days. I have been very busy with my step-son since his car accident and have not been able to do much. However it has been kept going so I Thank Everyone that has helped. He is doing great but it will be a long road back with him needing much therapy. The driver that hit them head on was drinking and driving of course but we are Thankful he and his girlfriend survived. Again Thanks to ev1 for helping me out. Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Rocktober: Tommorrow Is The Big Day!
Tomorrow’s The Big Day... Halloween. Rocktober 31st 2007. CD Release Day! Tonight, after midnight, there will be a blog post, which will tell you when (exact time) and where (location of the webstore). Look for it... x Fluffy. Release of Fluffy Starr's Debut CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Halloween Lame?
Yep u heard it here,Taisha hates halloween. I may like gore scary shit but halloween is just awful, another excuse for gurls to dress like skanks and for poser goth/emo kids to over do the morbidness. I didnt even carve a pumpkin. I guess its halloween for me everyday so what makes tomorrow so fuckin special. Anyway I leave on the weekend and i wont be back for a month.I may not even have a comp so,dont miss me too much. (sarcasm)

Naked Sleepwalking Problem
They sound more like zombies than sleepwalkers... Thu Oct 25, 9:50 AM ET A surge in naked sleepwalking among guests has led one of Britain's largest budget hotel groups to re-train staff to handle late-night nudity. Travelodge, which runs more than 300 business hotels in Britain, says sleepwalking rose seven-fold in the past year, and 95 percent of the somnambulants are scantily clad men. "We have seen an increased number of cases over the years so it is important that our staff know how to help sleepwalking when it arises," Leigh McCarron, the chain's sleep director, said in a statement. One tip in the company's newly released "sleepwalkers guide" tells staff to keep towels handy at the front desk in case a customer's dignity needs preserving. The company said naked wanderers often ask receptionists such questions as "Where's the bathroom?," "Do you have a newspaper?" or "Can I check out, I'm late for work?" Studies have found that sleepwalking can be brought on

Hell Of A Deal For House Hunters!
Couple dead serious about selling house Tue Oct 30, 4:55 PM ET It's the deal of a lifetime. Bob and Ricki Husick of Pittsburgh are offering anyone who buys their home a full refund when they die. The Husicks have been trying to sell their suburban home for almost a year, but have failed to do so in the current shaky market. Some area homeowners have lowered prices, offered free trips and tried a variety of other gimmicks, but the Husicks came up with their own unique incentive. The couple have no heirs and built the house in 1993. They want $399,900 for the four-bedroom, 3 1/2-bath home, which is located about 20 miles north of Pittsburgh. Under the Husicks' offer, the buyer would get the sale price back when they die. Wait, there's more: If the buyer agrees to care for the couple in old age, he could also inherit their retirement home in Arizona. "Why not go for the works? So if we're worth $2.5 million, you get it all," said Husick, 55.

The Pythagorean Number System
Welcome to ***The Mysteries – The Unknown truth***! This forum is exciting, and is a much needed addition to the AdlandPro community. The term Earth Mysteries, coined in the early 1970s, is today used to describe a multi-disciplined or 'holistic' approach to the study of ancient and modern sites and landscapes. It tends to fall largely outside the accepted range of mainstream research and is generally regarded with suspicion by academics. This site is intended to serve as an introduction to the various aspects of Earth Mysteries and the unknown truth as a field of study. That is why my forum is a little different than other ones here that honour members of our community to help me keep a discussion. ******************************************** The Pythagorean Number System - Numerology ******************************************** Monad: Was of course One, and represented many metaphysical principals and concepts; it was known as eidos, the source of limit and form; the eudai

10 Thoughts To Ponder
10 THOUGHTS TO PONDER Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky..... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 - Why does a "slight tax increase" cost you two hundred dollars and a "substantial tax cut" saves you thirty cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird a

The Sexual Meaning Of Halloween Costumes
Halloween is the time of the year when we’re given permission to let our dark side come out and play. For one night, you can be whoever you want with no fear of judgment, because it’s just a costume and the crazier the better, right? So what does your costume tell the world about the secret desires you’ve been keeping pent up inside you all year? Or more important, what message is your date’s costume sending? Based on the premise that your Halloween costume reveals the parts of your personality you normally suppress, here’s our analysis of some popular costume choices for both men and women and what they tell others about your inner self. Here’s your guide to costume decoding. Men in Drag – First, let's make one thing clear. It takes deep personal motivation for a man to dress up as a woman for Halloween. No one does it "just because". Here are a few possibilities: You may be feeling trapped or limited by your masculine identity and want to experiment with "being a girl". Yo

Halloween Party
A cabbie picks up a Nun... She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why a

Upset For Now.
This probably happens to more people than I am aware of, but it sure seems like I am the only one right now. One of my cars broke down, so I was talking to my wife about looking for a truck. The thing with the truck is that we were planning on getting one next year around the summer time. This was all good when we had 2 cars that ran. The one that broke down is a '93. So I went looking at trucks and found one that I liked. Talked to the sales owner to make sure that I would be approved for it. I got approved, and told the sales owner that I would talk to my wife, let her see the truck, and we would let him know. I told my wife what I had found, and all the details about the truck. Then she comes out and says that we should look for a car, and then trade it in, in 6 months for a truck. She could tell that I did not like that answer. Now she wonders why I am all upset. I figure that if she truely did not want me to get a truck, she should have told me that before I went

Forever
Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in that one moment In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away What perfect breath where my mind lay beside me And all I knew was what had overtaken me With no explanation I am comforted by inability to understand Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in that one moment In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory When I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent When I wake from this dream Will your smile

Incenerate
In the end you will be laid to rest where you belong. Bathed in the flames for your hatred and your ignorance. You're the symbol of masculinity, but I can beat king kong. I will stand up for those who suffer. I will stand up for those who have suffered, been crucified by your insecurities. You can't say what love is when you're castrated, fuckers. Hatchets castrating the fuckers. The voice that I've been given I will use to crush bigotry and defeat intolerance. With bodies ablaze sadly no one's there to push you in the flames. So throw another stick in and I swear with every once of strength I have, I will burn you all alive. In the sticks lays your worthless bodies, screaming, keep fucking screaming. And with your eyeballs boiling...WHO'S THE FUCKING FAGGOT NOW

What Do U Think Of The Songs On This Game
Tier 1: Foghat- Slow Ride Poison- Talk Dirty to Me Pat Benatar- Hit Me With Your Best Shot Social Distortion- Story of My Life Encore: Kiss- Rock and Roll All Nite Co-op Encore: Beastie Boys- Sabotage Tier 2: Mountain- Mississippi Queen Alice Cooper- School’s Out Cream- Sunshine of Your Life Heart- Barracuda Boss: Tom Morello- Guitar Battle Encore: Rage Against the Machine- Bull’s on Parade Co-op Encore: The Strokes- Reptilia Tier 3: The Killers- When You Were Young AFI- Miss Murder The Who- The Seeker Priestess- Lay Down Encore: Rolling Stones- Paint It Black Co-op Encore: Red Hot Chili Peppers- Suck My Kiss Tier 4: Black Sabbath- Paranoid The Sex Pistols- Anarchy in the UK Sonic Youth- Kool Thing Weezer- My Name Is Jonas Encore: Pearl Jam- Evenflow Co-op Encore: Blue Oyster Cult- Cities on Flame with Rock and Roll Tier 5: The Dead Kennedy’s- Holiday in Cambodia Scorpions- Rock You Like a Hurricane Aerosmith- Same Old Song and Dance ZZ Top- La Grange

Pay Close Attention
Alright, I've had a very shitty day, and tonight topped it off! I got hacked today, my yahoo address got deleted, I lost all my contacts. If you were in my messenger, pay close attention to this! If you receive anything from sagepuss1996@yahoo.com, close it, ignore it, block it, whatever! I was severely pissed about this, I had at least 30 contacts, so now I have to rebuild my list. If you enjoy talking to me and stuff, add this messenger id to urs. My new id is silversage1996@yahoo.com. I'm so sorry if u're gettin this too late, I got fucked myself! Like I said, sorry, and add my new id to urs. DeAnn

I'm Just Too Old
I’m too old for this.... Every day, I grow more and more convinced that I am way too old for college. Today, I sat in the outdoor commons area while I waited for my class to start. I watched a student approach the center. He was followed by a small group of people, and he carried his own hookah. He got the thing going, took a big draw, and said how much he hated having to go to his Marxist job. Puh-leeze! I listened for a while, marveling at the tidbits that floated from their mouths and into my ears. This was, perhaps, my favorite: "Ralph Nader should be president, 'cuz he's like, economical and stuff, 'cuz he's good at economics, and he's smart. He should be president, and then he'd get all economic on our asses." I went to class and we discussed persuasive speechs, our next assignment. The professor wanted to show that some topics are too vast to address well in the alloted time. He asked if anyone smoked. I raised my hand. He said that a speech that tried to

No Fakes Here.............................
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Lessons From Legends: Al Barr
Tue, Oct 30, 2007, 11:03 AM Getting by with a little help from your friends is fine, but sometimes your friends haven't been there and done that. That's when the heavy hitters need to come in with their pearls of wisdom and what-to-look-out-fors. This week, Al Barr, singer for Dropkick Murphy's speaks on fires, jail, and Japanese tattoo culture. AL BARR ON MODERN EXPOSURE: Bands today have a leg-up. Since the act of buying records is becoming obsolete you don't have to connect A and B so much. It's easy to get your music out noawadays that there's really no excuse. I'm from the "put a record out and support it with a tour" school. but with computers now, that's not the only way to get big anymore. People can hear your music anywhere online. In fact, I got a buddy doing 25 to life in prison who has a band. He started it from his MySpace page from his cell. AL BARR ON THE POWER OF PROMOTION: In 1984, I booked my first show in New Hampshire. We had 11 bands play an

Dancing Inside Me
I can feel you there, surging, pulsing, Dancing inside me. My body throbs as you stake your claims Dancing inside me. I fly with the eagles as you burrow deeper, Deeper into my silky wetness. I twirl in the starlight on gossamer wings While you are there dancing inside me. My body shivers on razor's edge, like the dawn on the cusp of a crisp winter morning, While you are there dancing inside me. I shudder as your cock impales me without mercy-- Mercy! I want none; Only to feel the delicious heat of a thousand flames. I am the Wind, sighing with the breaths of stolen kisses While you are there dancing inside me. I am the Earth, glistening with the dew of eternal mornings While you are there dancing inside me. I tremble with power as you fill me with your love-- Fill me to overflowing. The gods themselves scream out our names as the storm shatters the worlds. My soul aches with the tremendous need to have you al

Its All Over.........
Well Dear Friends… it’s all over. I am finally single. I am not longer an Evans. I took back my maiden name. The Judge made the final decree on the 29th. My lawyer sent me an email today. A great way to get some news huh? But the worst of it is, that he gave physical custody of my children to their father. I feel that part of my soul has been ripped out of my being and I am having such a plethora of emotions right now I don’t know what to do with myself. Please pray for me and my children that we will see our way through this somehow. My faith has not been diminished but just challenged to trust Him on a higher level. I guess I need to learn how to be completely single for a while… relearn who I am and grow from there. Thanks for your prayers and your concerns about my situation. I hope God will continue to bless you abundantly. Victoria

Religion At It's Finest...
So tomorrow is Halloween and my son's daycare isn't allowing the children to dress up. When I ask them why they tell me because of religion. RELIGION? WTF? This really get's my panties in a fucking bunch! So just because some people say that it's against their religion or what not to not celebrate Halloween the rest of us have to be put out because of it. Ya know what... FUCK YOU! If you don't like it then don't celebrate it! We're not making you. But NO... You have to piss and moan and make the people that do celebrate it change their ways because of all this PC bullshit! I could probably rant about this for days and days because it's a never ending fucking cycle, but I think I'll just leave it at that. Have a great day!

Please Read
you are on my mind as i close my eyes at night in my heart that is where you shall stay though you never had the chance to really be a mother no longer hearing lullabys a single tear is shed each day in the heavens you will grow and watch over me, your mom my angel you shall be high above the clouds i loved you before you were gone wishing our parting had never come to be a child not brought to term still your my secrect i hold inside i'll never let go nor never forget the child i lost was not a regret just a fate i was not meant to have......

Life
So right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine.

Blonde Joke
One day while on patrol a police officer pulled over a car for speeding. He went up to the car and asked the driver to roll down her window. The first thing he noticed, besides the nice red sports car was how hot the driver was! Drop dead blonde the works. "I've pulled you over for speeding ma'me.....could I see your drivers license...? "...Whats a license...???" replied the blonde. instantly giving away the fact that she was as a stump. Its usually in your wallet... replied the officer. After fumbling for a few minutes the driver managed to find it. Now may I see your registration!!! Asked the cop. Registration....whats that...?asked the blonde. Its usually in your glove compartment said the cop impatiently after some more fumbling she found the registration. Ill be back in a minute.. the cop said and walked back to his car. The officer phoned into the dispatch to run a check on the womans license and registration. After a few moments the dispatcher came back. Ummm is this woman drivi

Suicide
do you ever feel like no one would know you are gone? the world will go on with out me. i feel so completely alone. i messed up so bad and i cannot go back. the nasty person that lives here for the time being is trying successfully to steal my child; my child no longer needs me. one of the two people that means the most to me is playing games that i no longer feel like playing. unfortunately, i think he has completely screwed my life up. the other one holds me at arms length. i feel that everytime i reach for him he pulls away. im so tired of being lonely. my heart hurts too much. i dont want to do this anymore..

Fubar Adoption
FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol

Obituary Of Common Sense
My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by until today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance. For Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations. Obituary Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriora

Just Tell The Truth.....
Ladies, why not admit it, when you say that, "You wish you could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk to have a relationship with." you really mean, "I wish I could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk because I want a big/little brother to cry on their shoulder." Now, i have a few female friends that are like my sister, and I have no problems with that. HOWEVER, when someone brings a lady around to introduce her to a 'nice' guy, who isnt a jerk, us nice guys end up with another frigging sister! I mean, when I was younger, boozed, partied, partook of chemical substances in search of the meaning of the universe, and was basically your typical scum bag, I had more women than I knew what to do with... AND many of them were those respectable types who liked something on the wild side. And you cant get much wilder than a biker/hotrodder type with an attitude against everything, who wore caps that said stuff like, "I dont date women who use four letter words, like dont, q

Dinner & A Movie
The kids and I were having dinner and watching Transformers, when the house started shaking. I knew it was an Earthquake and sat still and looked over at my son. His eyes were HUGH! and mouth wide open. The windows shook and a few things fell off the walls. My son stood up and yelled Earthquake and stepped under the framing for the doorway. I smiled, knowing this was taught to him since kindergarden. My daughter was in shock hand over her mouth also standing under the frame. I sat and rode it out on the sofa. lmao When it was over.. < this all took place in little less than 5 seconds, they each were on they're cell phones. I had fogotten this was their first major quake. They are use to feeling 3.0 and below. I smiled and told them it was safe to come out of the doorway now. They are still on the phone excited and talking to friends. It was around this time back in 1989 that I felt the biggest Earthquake for me. That was 8.9 and destroyed homee, bridges, and suc

Grown Women Vs Girls
........Grown Women.... --Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. --GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. --Girls want to control the man in their life. --GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. --Girls check you for not calling them. --GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. --Girls are afraid to be alone. --GROWN WOMEN revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. --Girls ignore the good guys. --GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys. --Girls make you come home. --GROWN WOMEN make you want to come home. --Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. --GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. --Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). --GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more specia

A Womans Worth!
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE

Going On A Road Trip.
How is everyone? Good I hope. I thought it was about time I wrote a second blog and thought it might aswell be about the trip I am takeing. I will be traveling down the east coast of australia doing a 36 hour drive to see some of what my own country offers.... then a 36 hour drive back. Be away for about 2 weeks and im sure ill love it. But saying that im sure ill miss some of you in particular. This site has shocked me at the quality of some people I have found on here so ill be sure to be back with some new photos and stories after my holiday. Take care everyone and enjoy the madness.

Stupid Rant
Why is it, that I'm 395,000 points from Godmother and I'm not excited.. I guess cause I feel like no one gives a shit. I thought the last straw of this journey would be one of the happiest moments of my time here on fubar Why does it seem like I have to beg for any help on here. Why.. I do anything for my friends on here. Any one who asks for help I'm there. I always try to return the love best as I can. I've never turned anyone down, never got into any drama on here.. nothing and it seems like I have to beg or pull teeth. This doesnt pretain to the ones that I know has been there since day one. Has helped and will keep on helping me. You know who you guys are so don't think this is about you.. I know who my true friends are on here. Thank you to you all for being there. I can't thank you enough! Just been a sucky day. And just coming on here seeing how close I am and .. I dont know what I expected. I really dont. I just feel soo alone on here right now... *sigh* *sigh

This Is How I Feel
To whom it may concern: I am nothing with out you, and compleate when I am with you. You know I love you and it is hard for both of us to be away from eachother for this long, and when we are together time seems to be against us for it is far to short of a stay. Neither you or I would like more for us to be together forever, but the days grow long and the nights get cold when you are not near. My love for you is strong and it will remain that way until the end of time. No matter how much we argue or fight we will still love eachother at the end of the night. When I look into your eyes I can see the love that you have for me, and I hope that you see the same when you look into mine. Everyday I think about you and how I want to be with you and I know you do as well, I could not imagine my life with out you. You have helped me through so much and done so much for me, that I fear that I would never be able to pay back the debt that I owe you, maybe one day my love for you will do some jus

Friends With Benefits !
Friends with Benefits -- Friends with Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends with benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends with benefits, anyone?" ITS PRETTY SAD THAT OUT OF THE 1000 SOME FRIENDS I HAVE, NOT A SINGLE PERSON WANTS TO OWN M

Messed Up Day
My day was kinda messed up. My son has been fussy today. I think there is something wrong with him because he really dont fuss all that much. Im taken him out trick or treating tomorrow night for his first time to see what he thinks. I talked to my best friend Nicole and she is going to try and work in the morning and go with us tomorrow night. We are going to dress up with my son and i will so have pics of these up. I will look so hot. lol. Well this is a short first time blog but i have to run and see if i can get my son to go to bed. Night to all my sweet friends and ill see you all later. love to all lil red

E.coli
i dont know how many of u know this but ur baby girls can get e.coli from wearing diapers. they say when they have a bowel movement the bacteria gets into thier system. i for one didnt know this and wanted to make my friends with lil ones aware of this.pass this info on to all u know with lil ones.my daughter has e.coli and pneumonia and has been very sick today is the first day in a week she hasnt had a fever over 104.she finally ate a lil bit today which im happy for much love to u all

“in The Light Of Love”
“In the Light of Love” ENGLISH A joint statement signed by: Most Rev. Wilton D. Gregory, Catholic Archbishop of Atlanta Plemon Tauheed El-Amin, Imam, the Atlanta Masjid of Al-Islam Rabbi Scott Saulson of Atlanta The Rt. Rev. J. Neil Alexander, Episcopal Bishop of Atlanta As people of faith with a strong belief in individual human dignity - regardless of race, language or place of birth - we are concerned about the callous and hateful perspective of many of the loudest voices heard lately around immigration issues. Our concern includes constant reference to men, women and children in derogatory terms that seem to dismiss their, and our own, humanity and to justify any proposed mistreatment or punishment. Defaming, diminishing and dismissing newcomers as less than human strikes us as neither very faith-filled nor very American. Our concern is with family, civic and faith values. If we are to treat others as we would like to be treated, if we believe that mercy

My Life
Well this is a treat. My life as told by me. I will start by saying my life is as real as it gets there is no fairytale to it. My life is the way it is because i choose it and if it sounds like a fairytale than it's because your life is so boring you have to try and analyze mine. For those who think they know me and my life i wish you the best of luck in your failure in life as anyone who thinks they know anything. To the very select few that have the privliage of kowing everything about me Iam sorry you have to see this. My life is a story of triumph and failure, I do not live in a fairytale or anything of the like, I believe that whatever I can see i can make happen. For those that have no vision or ambition in their life iam sorry dont blame or take it out on me. Yes i came from a broken family when i was born my father and mother didnt want me so therefore i was left with the people that adopted my real father. From the time i was 2 to 5 i was molested by my older brother and over

Darkness Of The Shadow
Come from the darkness out of shadow . Into a world yet untamed ,Everyone around me feel shame .They dont Quit know who to blame. I walked the streets with a sense of fear for maybe someone is lurking in the shadows of the trees. I cry for help. Where does it come from? I hear it again,but closer. I hear the cry once more closer than before. I look all around and see nothing."Who's there"? I call out ,but i recieve no reply.I feel a precense behind me ,but see only shadows. Then something pulls me into the shadows . Icry for help and hear foot steps coming closer I cry again and hear the foot step closer, I cry once more and i hear the footstep no more I hear voice "who there"? but i cant speak for I have realized I am the one in theshadows I heard crying for help. wolfman5484118: No one other than me

Mountain Or Rainbow Fair....
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Poem:::hearts Desire
With the spirit of a wolf And a Heart of Fire He's every mans envy and every womans desire Untamed by nature and a Rogue by choice with laughin hazel eyes and his warm whiskey voice He'll tempt and teaseun till you go insane oh but this pleasure is the sweetest of pain he's hotter than fire don't be burned by the flame he can't be caught he won't be tamed Don't try to trap him he'll only soar above Only the bravest woman Is worthy of his love He's passionate and fierce this untamed soul he can move me to tears he could make me whole With his spirit of a wolf and that heart of fire I'm consumed in the flame He's my heart's desire.

What A Rose Can Say
A rose can say I love you and want you to be mine, A rose can say I thank you for being so very kind, A rose can say congratulations, whatever the occasion may be, A rose can say I miss you and wish you were here with me, A rose can say I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way, A rose can say get well soon, May God bless you today, A rose can say I wish you happiness, and the best for you each day. A rose can say farewel when someone goes away, A rose can say hello, I'm thinking of you today, There's just so many wonderful things that a rose can say, A rose can say goodbye when a love one is laid to rest, No matter what there is to say, a rose can say it best.

Ode De' What?
To where the buffalo might roam.... There will ALWAYS be fear and loathing.... Which pill or freind we choose.... It only matters who see's the credits... Creadibility only adds up if you pissed off the right of the closet people.... The deeper the sorrow the taller the story, Well sir., .... I guess thats where I matter now!..... I have done it, and done it well, My name Is forgotten................ I'm not lazy,.... but I have done my part,....... and handsomely............. done the worst, to piss off the best, Far from easy, and now the credits............ Sober and lost I weep more amptitude than "Father" would if all time where... lost, the lottery of forgiveness and come back home is undescribeable......... I know who bears the horn.... Im ready to receive it.... "FEBUS" Loosing your life is no where close to loosing your true home.. "danny legend"

Last Breath
golden hearts are meant to change and black ones are the same the grand puzzle shifts, we say "fuck the pieces!" and burst out of our cubicles, into the apocalypse rain. "There is nothing left." they said. And we left anyways. Together, blue hair and pink nails, brave hearts and rock & roll, nobody else understands. To get somewhere you gotta walk through the cold fire you gotta kiss the stars goodbye and the last glitter of hope.... is in your eyes, if there was one last breath in the world... I'd let you have it.

Drunk, I Think
I just crested marker numero 38, biologicly im fine and I still have decent curb appeal. I would imagine my resale value is up to par with the fair trade market value,(depending on how many drinks you have). Heres the deal: I have been in the construction trade for at least two decades that could easily resemble the not so desireable "roller coaster ride", none the less no matter what I did in my past or how I looked I could find a job, short term, long term, good, crappy... osama, bundy, or even manson could land one. Now.... I cant seem to hook anything, even if I baited my resume hook with money and halfway decent hookers,(and meaning most of their teeth are still intact and they take cash not crack and food stamps) Since getting a gold metal in the drunk driving olympics (twice, since they are only held four years apart)and forfeiting my ability to put more money into the silver lined pockets of our beloved oil swines. (bush) Being a carpenter used to be a big deal, now you have to

Rant And Rave
I unfortunately live here, only for the love of my life. (my ever so precious daughter who has the downside of walking amungst the bottom feeders who reside here) This R&R is so F'n boring I get more entertainment value watching two sticks fighting over the fact who has better bark. Is there a status quo to earning the most "stupidity" points? What does it take to find one halfway inteligent upright walking homosapian with a better vocabulary than a door knob? All you ASS HATS do is piss and moan on the lesser... so what does that make you? From know on if "we" see a problem, pull some grey matter together and find a solution instead of passing the buck. Sure, there is an old saying "the squeeky wheel gets the grease" but if that wheel doesnt do its job it can be replaced. Back to my point.... Salem is a joke to the map, take a second out of your less than desireable existance and look at other sites on C.L. and see whats being said then gander at the understated crap that pours out of

Wasted With A Pen
Im just responding cause im bored, Personally Hunter S. Thompson wrote better van camp buovua junkit as he passesd a 54' lincoln masqueraded as a peanut sized gaull stone later described as a wet dream confessed by a nine and a half year old sodimized by a well disquized "micheal Jackson" proclaiming to be the oh so lustrious "Adamam West" ....A.K.A. BAT MAN!!!!! "danny legend"

Half Drunk
"Crazy is what the sane muster up amungst themselves to solidify the imaginary descrepincies. Making the walk with jaded dislexia the wrong way on a narrow trail paved with doubt brings definition to empty banter with a hollow resolve" "Danny Legend"

Hoooooraaaahhhh!!!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people that we are talking about. You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/ don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off hi

My Poetry
DETERMINATION BROUGHT ON BY MY CONFUSION Written for Larry By Rebecca Corral Hopelessly I run then walk Through the complicated maze within my own head Surrounded by the swirling darkness of utter confusion I stop to wipe my face where tears have bled Mines is a heart not yet broken by you But yet it is broken all the same Searching deep within to find my smile And bear it proudly thru the pain I have tried many times to capture the moments Those meaningful glints I see in your eyes Wanting more than anything to be your happy thought Without a moment of despise I am a roller coaster of emotions Extreme highs with very few lows I can’t bare the thought of losing you But I will, eventually, I know Driven on by unrelenting passion Yet driven away by undiluted fear You are my heart of hearts desire No matter what I will always be here

Talking Animals
Cowboy: "That your dog?" Indian: "Yep." Cowboy: "Mind if I speak to him?" Indian: "Dog no talk." Cowboy: "Hey dog, how's it going?" Dog: "Doin' all right." Indian: (Look of shock!) Cowboy: "Is this Indian your owner?" (Pointing at the Indian) Dog: "Yep." Cowboy: "How's he treating you? Dog: "Real good. He walks me twice a day, feeds me great food and takes me to the lake once a week to play." Indian: (Look of total disbelief) Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your horse?" Indian: "Horse no talk." Cowboy: "Hey horse, how's it going?" Horse: "Cool." Indian: (Extreme look of shock!) Cowboy: "Is this your owner?" (Pointing to the Indian) Horse: "Yep." Cowboy: "How's he treating you?" Horse: "Pretty good, thanks for asking, he rides me, brushes me down often and keeps me in to protect me from the weather." Indian: (Look of total amazement) Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your sheep?" Indian: "Sheep lie!

A Wonderful Sight
The shadows extend, The beautiful lights, The magnificence of the sun, A wonderful sight! The birds are singing, Praising God, Each one knows their Maker, A wonderful sight! Harvest time has ended, Each grain retrieved, The land now rests, A wonderful sight! Who is the Maker? He who keeps the sparrow, He who watches over the land, A wonderful God! 03-25-05 ~*Lauren*~

So Bummed 2 Nite!!!!
Why is it that undeserving ppl get every fucking thing they want but ppl who really deserve things get screwed by the system????????????? I am so tired of getting screwed by the system but yet ppl around me that don't try get things handed to them!!!!! OK that is all I will bore you all with for now...If you all wanna know more ask me!!!!

I Still See You
I still see you my daisy. I see the smile on your face everyday... I still see the look in your eye when you saw how voilent i was in that ring... I still see the look upon your face when you saw how badly i was hurt... And you never left my side... you were there for me when they said that i might not walk again.. I still see you skipping the rocks on the pond in your back yard... You used to do that everytime you got mad or confused... I still see your laughter when I tickled you... I still see you dancing when I played the piano for you... (sniffiling) I still hear your voice calling me when you were upset and you wanted me to just talk to you... I still see you crawling through my window and laying down with me at night when I stayed with my mom... I still see you crying when I promised you that I would never fight again... I still see you holding me when i was upset or crying and i needed refuge.. I still see you yelling at your dad about me... You were sticking

Ghoul Morning, A Missive Fit For Halloween...
Happy Halloween and a Ghoul Morning too ya… It looks like that kind of night that will find her prowling the Great Lakes Region. Some say she is not real but others know she is… The thought always circles the minds of Captains and Sailors as they embark on any voyage through the great lakes, will she appear? Is she out tonight? Will the last wave I cross be the last wave I cross… There is a legend that many sailors of the Great Lakes fear Since the beginning of time…many a vessel lost their crew, their cargo and their lives… It’s the legend of the Storm Hag. She lurks below the surface of the lake near Presque Isle, her lithe form forever swimming through the weeds and the mire. Pale and green of skin, her yellow eyes shine luminously in the dark, and her thin long arms wrap themselves around the unwary, while foul-green pointed teeth sink into soft flesh and sharp nails at the end of long bony fingers stroke you into the deepest sleep there is. She is called by many names, but to s

Romantic Oct 31
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Wednesday, October 31: Dealing with your family or your significant other's can bring up some pretty big feelings about your past. This is a great opportunity for you to permanently unpack old baggage before it affects your future.

Tormented Dreaming.
The distence I have spaned, Farther then my somber soul ever dreamed, Feeling as if I'm standing on the edge, Looking down the lip of a malicious waterfall. My essence is burning to be set free, I wish to be released from my insecurities, Too much pain has cracked my being, I am internally fragmented. I have been destroyed, No longer sure where I begin, Or where the torment ends, It no longer matters to me. These are the terror of my night, The blistering despair that haunts me, That which is fated for my everwakened mind, The things that keep me from peaceful rest evermore.

To All My Friends And Family
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "_anymore_". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you.""And to the fellas: Luv ya man!" So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... And old cars . And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are specia

The Void.
Distent eyes caress voids of emotion, Traping themselves in discontented dreams, In the world of happiness but not of it, Forsaken to be alone for all the seconds of time, I do not belong in this life or the next, Too hateful and dark hearted for the light, Too loving and benevolent for the dark, Between two worlds I want no part of.

Wartime Psalm.
Silent nights bring silent hearts to silent streets, Covered in dust, ash, rubble, and spent casings still smoking, Mental and physical walls bar the way, The blood still fresh on the pure white stone, Excruciated faces attached to huddled curled up forms Clutching gaping wounds that will never heal, Wartime psalms sung in solemn whispers through broken teeth, Meaning ceases to matter as more and more bodies are fed to the dirt, Broken bloody men that once walked with gods Only to be killed by loud flashing demons in their innocent faces.

Gaian.
When I was a child, I pretended, To believe in a god, That I never thought was real, When I grew some, I called myself an atheist, Because there was no god for me, Now, I know what I am, I am, Gaian, And Gaia is, Where I came from, And, Where I will go, When death takes me, To be, Reborn again.

All That I Am.
All that I am is in my eyes, All the pain, All the fear, All the hate, All the loneliness. All that I am comes from my soul, All the compassion, All the warmth, All the beauty, All the love. My tears my fall, My heart may break, But I, The person, The animal, The box of emotion, Shaped like a man. Will never fall. Will never break.

31st October 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Wednesday, October 31: You'll be shocked today when a tiny sliver of sun slips into your world and illuminates the dreary darkness you've come to think of as home. You'd let it cheer you up, if you had any idea how to.

Snowy Nights.
I love snowy nights when everything is Quiet and glowing like nothing else can I love the silence I love how the snow looks On the branches I love to watch my dogs Run and play in the snow I love the breezes That blow the powder snow into little cyclones I love to stand at my window and stick my head Out and watch the snow fall I love snowy nights.

Widows Hour.
In the widow's hour was I conceived through the mourning of the dawn and feasting of the day. On the morrow in the dark of night will I shine like the moon in radiant heat for love of life ill deceived. Within this shallowed shell of hates embrace should I leave and wake in fields of silky green. I wish with all my will that I were able to steal the scent of heather and rose to give with sweet abandon. Could I love with expanding sight I would bring it with me through all my days and deaths touch I would evade. With the light of day beyond my side in the willowed winter of this day my love would grow to hear the whisper of my fate. The stars in the eyes of the heavens scattered clouds and winds can heal this sickly and withered heart of mine.

Eternal War.
As sun rises on horizon far to cast shadow long of emaciated skull And bring forth long dead to roam the earth with stench of decay Cold rays of hot sun beam down on surface wet to freeze the lives Of worm eaten soldier with battle cry it does join the breach With blades of light and spears of wind battle rages on to the end The eternal battle of darkness and light will forever roll in to the future And back to the past never a victor never an end.

Metal Bard.
I am the Metal Bard I like my music fast and loud I like my poetry soft and proud I like my friends true and kind I like my words to flow in time I like my soul and its rhythmic chime I like my life and my poetic mind.

Living With My Pain.
My heart still bleeds its faithless tears. My soul still waits for sweet release. My pain still comes everyday. My fear still beats and holds me down. My honor still feels dishonorable. My pride still creeps along the floor. Though I have so much pain in my life I am happier then I can ever remember being, my life is full of pain but I’m still here, I will live my life to the fullest possible and to quote some very smart guys, I will not go gentle into that good night and I will take the road less traveled by.

Black Rose.
This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see.

My Journey Through Worlds.
My journey has yet to begin and already I have set forth on the road of what I will come None can say but I shall slay the dragon when it appears and sing with the folk of the Lands I come to I shall be the shadow when need be and the valiant knight when I must I shall meet new comrades and love more for it I shall have my proud and noble steed I shall be the man I want to be and triumph when I may and be defeated when its time But until that day I shall ride through the night to save who I may to fall in love and Have my castle I will defend my family what ever the cost and be the victor over evil But as I stand this day I have no sword yet to speak of no love to save no place to sing No horse as of now and no castle that can be seen but I will be the champion of this life If I have to come back again and again I shall win my prize.

Perspective
Perspective One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve other

A Bear Walks Into A Bar
A bear walks into a bar... A bear walks into a bar in Billings , Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer. The bartender approaches and says, "We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings " The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer. The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, "We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings " The bear, very angry now, says, "If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar." The bartender says, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings " The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised, eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer. The bartender states, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings who are on drugs." The bear says, "I'm NOT on drugs." The bartender says, "You are now. That was a barbitchyouate."

Lol.. A Week At The Gym
If you can read this without laughing out loud.... well...... This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my sixtieth birthday this year, my daughter Rachel (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26 -year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. ! My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY : Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair,

Pc Keeps Freezing
MY COMPUTER KEEPS FREEZING. SO ANYONE WHO IS CHATTING WITH ME AND THINK I AINT CHATTING WELL IT AINT THE CASE. MY PC KEEPS FREEZING AND I HAVE TOO RESET IT. SO BARE WITH MEI WILL REPLY TO EVERYONE PROMISE

Weekend
For those of you who are interested here is how my weekend went. Friday I left work and headed to Spartanburg to hang out at my cousins. His brother and his brothers 2 sons were there. The oldest son left for Navy boot camp Sunday. We cooked us a big ole pot of chilli beans and sat around the fire and talked and told old boot camp stories from when we were in. He was kind of nervous about going in but we both told him that we would trade with him in a heartbeat. I really miss being in the Army. I wish I would have been smart enough when I was in to realize the things that I know now. We had an awesome time sitting around the fire and drinkin a few Bud Lights. Saturday I got up and got my son. We went back to my cousins and hung out all day. We went out to eat that night with my cousins and aunt and uncle. I'm suprised my ex let my son because it was past time for me to bring him home. Thats the first time in 2 years thatshe has let him stay with me past the time I am suppose to drop hi

Is Every Republican Politician Secretly Gay?
Oh, and LMFAO AGAIN- ANOTHER anti-gay Republican is busted, this one dressed up Like Guliani (women's lingerie) having sex with a man in a nudie booth... Republican Richard Curtis hastens to say : "I'm not Gay". I just like having gay sex while wearing women's clothes in public places. Oh, Well THAT makes it okay then. Carry on. How can we win the war in Terror if our Republican war mongers can't dress up like chicks and blow men in public restrooms?

Part 2...............
People who refer to themselves in the 3rd person...... People who drive with their hazard lights on when it's raining. WE KNOW IT'S RAINING. Plus, unless your car is super new, your brake lights are disabled when you have the hazards on.... This one is for my fellow males........they are called breasts, tits, sweater puppies, juggs, funbags and a million other names. Act like you've seen a pair before and not leave ridiculous comments on women's profiles or pictures........ People at work who want to find out who's to blame for a problem FIRST, before they fix the problem. Take care of the problem, particularly in customer service, then we can figure out who to fire later......... People who wear clothes too small for them. I'm a big fat-ass and I know it. At least I have the decency to choose my clothing accordingly....... more to come.........

Spirit Levelers!!!!!!
Want to make new friends and get help leveling at the same time.Due to the recent increase in (BOUNCER ID CHECKS)Spirit Bombers has decided not worth fighting them,so we have become a leveling family.So if your tired of trying to level yourself let us help! SPIRIT LEVELERS SPIRIT LEVELERS HOMEPAGE@ fubar Accepting new members,you must have at least one verified salute! Why wait join today! Redsun Videos | Music Video Codes Hope to see you soon!

I Really Think I Relate More To Her Songs Than Anyones....
Sick of circling the same road Sick of bearing the guilt So open the windows to cool off And heat pours in instead Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone All my efforts to clean me Leave me putrid and filthy And how can you look at me When I can't stand myself I'm tired to be honest I'm nobody Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone Perfect in weakness I'm only running in just your strength alone I tried to kill you You tried to save me You save me You save me You save me You save me Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone Perfect in weakness I'm only running in just your strength alone

More Random Flyleaf Lyrics I Love
Here I stand Empty hands Wishing my wrists were bleeding To stop the pain from the beatings There you stood Holding me Waiting for me to notice you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) I'm screaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life The warmth of your embrace Melts my frostbitten spirit You speak the truth and I hear it The words are I love you And I have to believe in you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) I'm screaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life My hands are open And you are filling them Hands in the air In the air, in the air, in the air And I worship And I worship And I worship And I worship You are the truth (you are the truth) I'm screaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life

20 Ways To Make A Gurl Fall Head Over Heels¢¾
What girls really want from you. 1. Don't flirt with other girls. | It makes us feel like we're not good enough for you. We feel like we did something wrong so you are making up for it with another girl. 2. Even if you're not going out, heck, even if you're not friends, don't say bad stuff about us. | We could be the meanest people in the world to you, but most of the time we're joking and we think you're serious. You haven't seen mean until you say something bad about us. We have evil sides and we're not afraid to use them. 3. We're not toys. | Don't just have your fun with us and drop us. We're serious about things. That's just mean and we'll spend days wondering what we ever did wrong. 4. Put your arms around our waist firmly but gently, holding us close to you. | If you can, smell our hair! For most girls, we try to succeed in making it smell and look good! Plus, we know you love the smell, why try to sneak around? 5. If you've done something wrong, fess up. | Tell u

10 Ways To Be A Black Metal Elitist
1.Release song lyrics written in kvlt. 2.Wear corpsepaint for a photoshoot 3.Desecrate a virgin 4.Carry a sword in a photoshoot 5.Paint fingernails black 6.Growl at random people on the street 7.Murder someone for no obvious reason 8.Use the word KRIEG several times in a song written in english 9.Wear a cloak in everyday life 10.Claim to be a fascist when you're actually not

History Of Halloween
Ancient Origins Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain (pronounced sow-in). The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and northern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies were an important source of comfort and direction dur

Dogs
Notice When Something Can't Be Controlled Or Understood The Thing To Do Is To Destroy It... You Know What I Mean.. Witches... Burning Of Books... And Now... Dogs? Man's Best Friend... WOW!! What's Next? Help Put A Stop To This Pathetic Injustice! All These Things Being Destroyed Are Because Of Man Made Decisions... Never Too Late To Change A Mind - Except When Life Is Killed. Please Repost (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2007-10-31 06:18:42')

What Is Krav Maga?
In Krav Maga, there are no hard-and-fast rules, and no distinction in training for men and women. It is not a sport, and there are no specific uniforms, attire or competitions. All the techniques focus on maximum efficiency in real-life conditions. Krav Maga generally assumes a "no quarter" situation (No quarter meaning...no prisioners) and aim to neutralize these lethal threats and escape via maximum pain or damage to opponents, as rapidly and safely as possible. Maximizing personal safety in a fight are emphasized. The guiding principles of Krav Maga are: 1. Neutralize the threat 2. Avoid personal injury 3. Go from defending to attacking as quickly as possible. 4. Use the body's natural reflexes 5. Strike at any vulnerable point 6. Use any tool or object nearby The basic premise of Krav Maga are: 1. You are NOT going to care how much damage you are going to cause. 2. Cause as much damage as possible and escape. 3. Do NOT try and prolong a fight. Do what

Samhain/all Souls Night/halloween
Hey everyone I just wanted to send this out to all my Earth based spirituality/Pagan/Wiccan friends :-) Free and Magickal Graphics by MyspaceMagick.com Free and Magickal Graphics by MyspaceMagick.com May you reach long lost loved ones on this night :-) and if you are casting a circle..many blessings for your event

Stolen
Never before had she felt such pain, It shot through her heart at the sound of his name, She'd stand in the darkness; despite the hard rain, She swore on her life she'd love no one again. Gone were the days that she loved so dear, Tarnished forever and scarred by her tears, He'd laughed off her nightmares, hugged away her fears, Yet a memory like this one would linger for years. She wanted so much to just hold his hand, Playfully run from him down on the sand, To build their own house upon their own land, So many things together they'd planned. Two children they'd wanted; a boy and a girl, With his saphire eyes and her golden curls, He bought her a ring; 2 diamonds a pearl, Soon to be happy in their own little world. Two days before their white wedding day, A very drunk driver stole him away, She cried and prayed and begged him to stay, But in stepped fate; it's bad hand in play. One year later at his last resting place, The sun shining brightly, the clou

10 Reasons Halloween Is Better Than Sex
10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack 9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gives it to you. 6. It's OK if the person you're with fantasizes that you are someone else, because well... you are. 5. Forty years from now, you'll still enjoy candy. 4. If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door. 3. Less guilt the morning after. 2. It doesn't matter if the kids hear ya moaning and groaning. And the No. 1 reason why trick or treating is better than sex is............. YOU CAN DO THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD!!!

Brain Vs Heart
Brain vs Heart I wonder why I put myself Out on the line, I let you delve My heart is weeping in this pain Why can't I use only my brain? My brain is angry with my heart Allowing me to fall apart The hurt is huge, close to breaking Taking all, my brain forsaking My tears connected to the pain I let you hurt me once again I sit here waiting 'till you come Begging you for that single crumb What have you made me into now NO! It is me, for I allow I'm a wreck, can't stop this crying Inside me, my heart is dying Soon my brain takes over, takes charge This I know - my heart is too large I can't take much more, can't survive Soon nothing is left to revive ©dutch2lips July 3rd, 2006

Charlie Horses..woohoo!
So I have been totally slacking on my blog, but not on working out..thankfully..I wasn't able to go to the gym since last Wednesday.. until this morning, because my parents were in Vegas and everybody else has been sick, or I didn't have money at the time to pay a sitter... but I have been working out at home so I didn't slack off TOOO much.. I definately made up for it in the gym today though.. did 40 minutes of cardio / 20 on bike, 20 on treadmill and then I did circuit training and cruches, and then did my first step aerobics basics class... yowza.. I got charlie horses in both calves and got really dizzy.. so I didn't complete the hour long class, just 30 minutes of it.. but it was definately fun and could feel the burn after just a couple minutes, so I am going to have to make sure I am there every Wednesday to work my way up to doing more. I am eating Healthy and making sure I avoid the aisles with all the junk at the grocery store and the over processed foods and even working

Why Cold Weather Bothers Me;
I don't really like cold weather because once I get cold I can't get warm. The worst thing is, I'm a girl so I can't really hide when I'm cold. I don't like my nipples to get cold because everyone knows when I'm cold then. Sometimes I hate having 34D's. I just hate being cold plain and simple.

~not Looking Forward To This Even Though My Tells Me No~
~My ex called me the other night & asked if he could see our son on Halloween. We live a good hour apart. So he suggested that I bring our son down there so when he gets off work our son can go trick or treating with my step son as well. (fyi i still see my step kids on a reg basis they are both 13). I really didnt want to but I didnt want to deprive my son of seeing his dad or brother. i asked my son if he wanted to and he said yes. Then my step son asked if we (his brother and i) stay over at his daddys house. So now Im locked in and will be under the same roof as the man i was married to for 7 yrs for the first time in 4 yrs. my ex atleast lives with a common friend of ours brad and he is chill so im cool. But i dont know why it just feels off. but oh well i guess well just see how it goes.... i just cant stomach my ex at all. i hope everyone else has an awesome halloween! ttys ~me~

Away...
I won't be here for a little while. I have some important shit I need to take care of. I just want to let my friends on here know that I will be back to cause more havok in mumms and chaos to the souls of other fu-idiots. Don't forget about me, fuckers! - Dragon Lady

Poem
Your life was done way too soon. You had no time to reach the moon. The time we shared was short and thin. But I know friend we shall meet again. Beyond the stars where dreams come true. I know there’s space for me and you. Such a warm soft heart stopped cold dead We wonder why it was in your head What thoughts gave you the fear to run And take your self from everyone The things we did were ours to share They are done and that’s not fair You’re not to blame; it’s all our fault For us not to see the pain you fought You gave in but I know you tried But the fact remains that you have died I remember well when I got the call All I could do was cry and fall I thought it was a nasty joke Like a dream till I finally awoke I love you kid with all my heart And our memories will never part So till I see your smiling face Your sorely missed in this place So long friend I must go I miss you man thought you should know

I Decided To Be A Comedian.
I'm here in Atlanta - Georgias Hollywood. And I've been going to a lot of standup comedy shows lately. They all suck at maximum intensity. Every single show I go to is ten assholes lined up backstage. Each one comes out and wastes my precious eardrum vibrations talking about their boring lives and telling shitty relationship stories. If these comedians were a vacuum, it would be on the floor setting, not rug. Or something like that. Yeah, that was dumb. See, listening to these guys is even making me less funny. That's not a bad conception. It's accurate. The comedians in Atlanta are that deformed and disproportionate. And most of them only have four fingers. So I finger.. er.. figure, hey - I could go up there and clean house.. with my vacuum set on floor setting (that's called a callback for you non-comedian folk. So laugh because it was funny.). And I don't even have to be that good. I could stand on stage and read a dictionary in monotone and it would be funnier than these h

Rumblecat
So I am sitting here bored outta my wits listening to one of my cats purr. She sounds like an outboard motor. She's laying on top of a couple of books, and due to the way they are stacked she has the topmost one tilted so that every time she she inhales it tips down, when she exhales it tilts up. Yep. I told you I was bored. I'm going to go work on some knitting.

Sex Poem
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 90 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply.. Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed

Just Think
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who we nt too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER. And when de

Spinach Pie - No Butter Version
I've always made spinach pie with loads of butter (about half a pound)brushed on delicate sheets of phyllo dough. It took forever to make and had tons of fat in it. Then I came accross a recipe that made spinach pie more like a cassarole, without all the butter. I increased the herbs added some mushrooms, and it tastes great! 2 large bags of prewashed baby spinach 1 medium onion or 3 large shallots, chopped 4 cloves of garlic minced 3 large shitake mushrooms chopped 4 eggs 1 small block of Feta (about 4 oz.) about 2 Tbsp. shredded assiago a small handfull of fresh dill chopped salt and pepper olive oil 1 package of Phylo Dough thawed Steam the spinach till limp and squeeze the moisture out. I use a towel or cheescloth, and just wring the spinach out. You can also use a mesh strainer. In a large skillet saute the garlic, mushrooms, and onion in olive oil, sprinkled with salt and pepper, until the onion becomes translucent. Add the drained spinach and chopped

Making Up "fuck Me" Style
The moonlight shines down on the quiet beach. Sarah walks toward a solitary palm tree, its fronds waving gently in the breeze. She sits on the warm sand beside the tree, kicking off her sandals and digging her toes into the sand. She bends her knees and rests her arms and head on them, just sitting there watching the moonlight reflect off the shimmering waves of the ocean. She starts to doze off as the calm sounds surround her, relaxing her body and mind. She falls asleep and does not see or hear the man walking along the beach toward her resting place. He just barely makes out her resting form leaning against the trunk of the palm tree. He quietly walked up beside her and saw that she was sleeping. Jim hesitated a moment, then quietly sat beside his wife before he put his arm around her, pulling her to him. She started a little, then looked up at him and smiled sleepily. He stood up again then took her hand and pulled her to her feet. He bent and picked up her sandals before p

The Story Of The Jack-o'-lantern
Long ago there lived a nasty, quick-tempered little drunk named Jack. After years of drinking, fighting, and all-around bad behavior, Jack stumbled into a pub on All Hallows' Eve. He proceeded to get "in his cups," so much so that he was actually facing death. As his life was slipping away, the devil appeared to claim his soul. True to his nature, Jack begged for one more drink before he was taken to hell. The devil agreed and Jack ordered a pint of beer. And wouldn't you know it, Jack didn't have the money to pay for his final drink. Here's where things get a little odd. Jack asked if the devil would transform himself into a sixpence piece to pay for the drink. And the devil agreed. (How this guy became the ruler of hell is beyond me.) The devil turned into the sixpence and Jack shoved the coin into his wallet, which had on it the sign of cross. The power of the cross trapped the poor devil. The devil demanded Jack release him. Jack agreed, with the condition that the devil leave

Noises On Halloween
I LIVE IN A TOWNHOUSE I LIVE IN IT ALONE JUST ME AND MY DOGGY AND NOT EVEN A PHONE ITS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WOODS SO CALM AND SO STILL NICE AND PEACEFUL WITH AN OCTOBER CHILL BUT EVERY YEAR COME HALLOWEEN NIGHT I NO LONGER FEEL PEACE BUT FILLED WITH FRIGHT WITHIN MY WALLS THE SOUNDS OF VOICES LOST IN THE NIGHT, SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING SOMEONE TO COMFOFT THEIR UNBURRIED SOULS BEFORE MIDNIGHT...I GRAB MY DOG AND RUN FOR THE MAIN DOOR, BUT I AM STOPPED IN MY TRACKS , AND PUSHED TO THE FLOOR BY A SUDDEN THRUST BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS... I LOOKED AROUND IN A PANIC, NOTHING THERE I MUST BE HAVING A REALLY GOOD BUZZ..THE VOICES AND SOUNDS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THEN THEY DISAPPEAR, ALL OF SUDDEN I FEEL NO FEAR, THERES THAT PEACE AGAIN, I GUESS I WONT HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT UNTIL HALLOWEEN NEXT YEAR! JUST A STORY THE END "BOO!"

Online Arguments... Yikers!
.::Master Jerry's Detailed Submissive Information::. * Master Jerry trains all sluts & slaves* PLEASE READ THIS STATEMENT BEFORE PROCEEDING! This True & Proper Master JerryVG2 is here to discuss with everybody online here on fubar who visit My pages and have curiosities or perhaps interests in this Lifestyle. The visitor is SEEKING ME!!! I do not search nor seek out anybody online. I make Myself available to all visitors and I will use shout box exchanges to talk further with anybody here. If you are interested but not aware of My Ways, My Terms, or My Lifestyle, then you shall ask this Master questions and refrain all criticisms. I do not request advice. I am not learning here. I am The Teacher. This online kid's game of arguments is never a good thing. I block everybody immediately as soon as a tiny hint begins that you are one of these kids who somehow convinced an adult to buy you a computer for your school work yet you do not attend school. These wasted efforts is n

Why Won't It Get Better?
Ok... so I have come to the conclusion that I can not handle all this crap with my mom! I can't handle talking to her last night only to have her in tears the whole time we are on the phone. I can't handle having my dad tell me that they aren't really doing anything to help her. I can't handle her having a horrible panic attack today and calling me in tears freaking out cause she can't get in touch with my dad. The effing doctors and nurses call my dad to have him calm her down and talk to her... they don't do anything for her... they decide that they are going to keep her for 5 days, but tell my dad that they want him to tell her... why? why can't they do that... that is what they get paid to do is it not??? I can't handle being 3 hours away and sitting here knowing that there is nothing that I can do... I know there would be nothing for me to do there, but this is killing me... sitting at home by myself just driving myself insane. Everyone keeps telling me to think positive... I can'

I Played U 2
Roses R Red Violets R 2 I'm still in love but not wit u You'll tell ur boys u played me like a bit*h I'll tell my girls u had a little a*s di*k U thought u played me but it wasnt tru Well guess what mutha fu*ka I played u too

Someone
Just thoughts to share, some of u may have heard this before, some not, but I believe it!! 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably,

As Written By A Guy
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Do Not Weep For Me
Do not stand by my grave and weep for I'm not there, I do not sleep, I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamonds glint on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn's rain, When you awaken in morning’s hush I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circle flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night, Do not stand by my grave and cry I am not there I did not die, For in your heart I am still alive.

Through The Dark
I’ve been on the receiving end a lot in my lifetime, I know how it feels alone in the moonshine. When someone lays down a hand for you to hold, You believe them, believe anything you’re told. Then you see the truth, what have they done? You thought you were their life, their number one But you were proved wrong, you’re just someone that came along A broken record, playing the same old song. When you move on, you have the fear to commit You’ve been through so many girls, heartbreakers, it’s hard to forget The pain, suffering, that you’ve been through, But you have to get over all this, become a better you. Wake up, don’t live in the past, you have a brand new start A bright, better life, a life without the dark. I’ve grown up, learned through my mistakes. I’ll find the right girl, search, for as long as it takes.

"halloween"
Halloween is one of the oldest holidays with origins going back thousands of years. The holiday we know as Halloween has had many influences from many cultures over the centuries. From the Roman's Pomona Day, to the Celtic festival of Samhain, to the Christian holidays of All Saints and All Souls Days. Hundreds of years ago in what is now Great Britain and Northern France, lived the Celts. The Celts worshiped nature and had many gods, with the sun god as their favorite. It was "he" who commanded their work and their rest times, and who made the earth beautiful and the crops grow. The Celts celebrated their New Year on November 1st. It was celebrated every year with a festival and marked the end of the "season of the sun" and the beginning of "the season of darkness and cold." On October 31st after the crops were all harvested and stored for the long winter the cooking fires in the homes would be extinguished. The Druids, the Celtic priests, would meet in the hilltop in the dark oa

Mm How Kissable Is This??
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Unbelievable!
OMG! I never win anything and I mean ANYTHING and I just won tickets to the Washington Wizards/Detroit Pistons game in March, ground floor seats worth $275 a piece. I'm extremely in need of money right now so I will definitely be selling them but what a blessing just when I needed it!!!!

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 31,2007
You may need to check in with your family, if only to confirm plans. It's a good time to build stronger bonds with those who may have drifted a bit. A gentle touch is all you need to make it happen.

Working On Some Songs
The guys in my band have been busy doing other things for a while so i have been using our studio for some of my pet projects. I have been writing and recording some songs that i dont really see my band using at all, mostly rock/country style tunes that have absolutely nothing in common with the House music i do with my band. I bought a new overdrive pedal made by TC Electronics in Denmark, its similar sounding but vastly superior to an Ibanez Tubescreamer, it adds a really nice texture to the sound of my Telecaster, i will probably be using this overdrive on every song i record from now on, it just sounds that good.

I Give Up
I am just on here to get my feelings out!!! Do you ever feel like you are wasting time on something or someone???? You are putting your all into them but they just do not seem interested...but then every now and again they do seem interested? I know...probably sounds a bit confusing...well I am confused to. Not sure what to do..just leave them alone...or keep on trying. I know what I want to do but really not sure about it. I have got a million things to think about so maybe just maybe I need to let go. Anyone who would be willing to listen I will be glad to talk to you about it so I can get some kind of direction. Thanks!!!!

Dear Abby,
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before but I really need your advice. I have suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs; phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with 'the girls' a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, 'Just some friends from work, you don't know them.' I always try to stay awake to look out for her coming home but I usually fall asleep. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. Around midnight, I decided to hide in the garage behind my golf clubs so I could get a good view of the whole street when she arrived home from a night out with 'the girls'. When she got out of the car she was buttoning up her blouse, which was open, and she took her panties out of her purse and slipped them on. It

Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Halloween Special Tune At 7pm
SODOMITES... listen to me spout to thee... The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show & The Noize Network over the last few months has been expanding at a rate I wasn't expecting... I, Rebbi Kastler am totally overjoyed to see that the past few weeks even though as crazy as they have been, that the listeners that listen to my show have been concerned and showed great loyalty to me in the past weeks by dropping me alot of love, shout outs, concern about me... etc.. etc.. I hope they will continue to do so in the future which is why I am announcing my return to the airwaves not only on my station WBRK - 96BunniRock.com.. but I will now be heard on WFLMRadio.com, V-M-U.com, MusiciansAddict.com & hopefully soon.. K94rocks.com So don't forget to tune in at 7pm EST, 4pm PST MONDAYS, WEDNESDAYS & FRIDAYS!! Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. Since it's Halloween, I'll be celebrating it in classic horror fashion...we'll be talking about the scariest craziest costumes in Rock, plus th

Peace?
with all the anti morman propoganda out there i guess I can understand the views out there, but the thing is the lds church has never come out with anything negative against anyone they have never picketted anyone and they have never killed because of ignorance. Why are we so hated can't you focus on the kkk or white sepremicists (sp) ? why is there so much hate towards a group that focuses on family, equality, and the phrases like love one another and choose the right? ok ok lutherans and non cristians have missionaries too... and yes they denied blacks moving up in the church in the past, but not anymore. An african american can be anything in the church now. Almost every church had downfalls in the beginning also the lds church was in the usa so giving blacks higher powers would draw even more attention to an already persecuted group... but its not my job to preach to you only to defend what i believe in. and christians are the people who killed us so you can kill us and stand outs

Neighbors With Benefits
When my wife explained to me what was going on with a friend of ours who is a neighbor on our block, I was surprised that my wife had made us neighbors with benefits to be available to her. For those of you who don't know, the term "friends with benefits" means that a casual relationship is developed between people who may have a sexual relationship, or near sexual relationship without necessarily demanding or expecting a more formal relationship as a goal. It is more than a one-night stand or just casual sex. Related terms are "buddies with benies," "cut friends," an "extended hookup," a "fling," "friends with privileges," "fuck buddies," or a "sexualized friendship." With this story, if it hasn't already been done, the term, "neighbors with benefits" is now included with that list. There is no need to get into the details as to why I was surprised by this latest development with my wife, and our neighbor. Suffice it to say, the skinny of it is that our friend has a religious ba

Growing Older
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't

What Song Reflects Your Life Today?
Music plays a big part of my life.. and i find certain songs I relate to more than others.. so what song is big in your life right now? Right now i am goin back and forth between Passive by APC and *gasp and groan* Gravity by Sara Barielles.

Drops Of Sadness
Drops of Sadness by Radica Sooknarine Sitting in the dark Moonbeams on my face The arrow hit its mark Feeling so alone; feel so out of place. Desperately seeking answers but no one to ask Life now seems to be an ill-burdened task. Helplessly wearing my heart on my sleeve Constantly praying that this pain would soon leave. Drops of Sadness falling from my eyes Broken dreams covering the blackened skies. Wanting to run so far, far away Wishing that Oblivion would greet the dawning day. Thinking back on the time gone by, Wondering exactly where things went awry. Detesting that I just could not see That I am the one who brought this affliction upon me. Desiring so much to just move on, Wanting so badly for the pain to be gone. Hoping endlessly that I could just forget you, Realizing at last, nothing you said was ever true. Quietly questioning why it had to be me; Did I really deserve your cold cruelty? Sitting alone with my thoughts tearing me apar

The Black Parade
Band : The chemical romance Song & Lyrics : The chemical romance When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" Because one day I leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on, We'll Carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on Carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I cant contain

Have You Been Told Today Just How Much!!!
Guess who's birthday it is!!! Stop by and wish her a Happy Birthday!! Don't be shy and come say hi!! A friend is someone who reaches out for your hand...and touches your heart. Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in our heart. Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. Lots of love ... now and forever ... xox DJ Butterfly Warrior ~ K.O.P.E.~ Hell Hound @ Guardians of Hell

Open Letter From A Witch.
An Open Letter from a Witch: I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a frie

A (groaner) Halloween Story. . .
Two vampires wanted to go out to eat, but were having a little trouble deciding where to go. They were a little tired of the local food in Transylvania and wanted something different. After some discussion, they decided to go to Italy because they had heard that Italian food was really good. So off they went to Italy and ended up in Venice . On a bridge over one of the canals, they hid in the shadows and waited for dinner. A few minutes later they noticed a young couple walking their way. As they neared, the vampires made their move - Each vampire grabbed a person, sucked them dry, And tossed the remaining bodies into the canal below. The vampires were extremely pleased with their meal and decided to have seconds. Another young couple approached a few minutes later and suffered the same fate as the first, sucked dry and tossed into the canal below. Our vampires are now fairly full but decide to get dessert. In a short while a third young couple provides

Dont Scream
fingers crawling down my hips steep slope-curved back arched in dripping light feel your fingers sweep across my lips ready for the tangible meaning of love. dangling feet slip over the sheets frenzied soft hair rubbing against something smooth a contact that's warm and sweaty placed where our skin meets mind is exploding with each movement. drenched soaking wet in quiet muffled wimpers shifted between reality and dreams of the smell of you tainted with me the mixing bowl of ecstasy as our body heat simmers reminds me of solitary summer nights. a rhythm mimicking the beat of the music's flow quivering bottom lips, legs clenched driving my skin insane- your hands moving so slow i'd scream if there weren't people next door. there are shivers and rivers running up, down my spine rolling our eyes in uncovered pleasure our mouths, our fingertips, our tongues move in time we are released together as one.

Halloween ...fun Things To Do On Halloween ..hee Hee Hee Mwahahahahaha *evil Grin*
1.Give away something other than candy. (Toothpicks, golf balls, bags of sand, etc.) 2.Wait behind the door until some people come. When they get near the door, jump out, wearing a costume, and holding a bag, and yell, "Trick or Treat!" Look at them, scratch your head, and act confused. 3.Fill a briefcase with marbles and crackers. Write on it, "Top Secret" in big letters. When trick-or-treaters come, look around suspiciously, say, "It's about time you got here," give them the briefcase, and quickly shut the door. 4.Get about 30 people to wait in your living room. When trick-or-treaters come to the door, say, "Come in." When they do, have everyone yell, "Surprise!!!" Act like it's a surprise party. 5.Get everyone who comes to the door to come in and see if they can figure out what's wrong with your dishwasher. Insist that it makes an unnatural "whirring" sound. 6.After you give them candy, hand the trick-or-treaters a bill. 7.Open the door dressed as a giant fish. Imm

Going On Vacation
I am going on vacation tommorow (Nov. 1st) untill Nov. 9th, so if I don't comment you, etc. thats why. I'm not too sure if I'll have or have time to get on a PC this week. Those of you that have my cell#... feel free to call. Love to you all... cya when I get back!

Tower Of Dreams
Tower of Dreams Yellow, withered leaves murmur haunting chords, where new life's beginning old drags down in puddles, memories consume heart plunged in wet dirt, as the words are playing with rhyming numbers... ...out of tune, but oh, so sweet... Trials of past float over bridges once destroyed, well- known paths mystified by stunning confessions; dreams unfold under the pillow behind iron doors with thousand unbreakable locks bringing back smiling face of ragged yesterdays. Silhouettes of summers dance out of reach, calling out the tears to show me what is real; a temple is being built under my feet while our hands, through blazing membranes, meet. ... you visited me in my sleep.

Ror The Women
MENSTRUAL CYCLE-PLEASE READ! PASS THIS ON EVEN IF YOU DO NOT USE IT Recently this past week, my cousin Nicole Dishuk (age 31...newly grad student with a doctoral degree about to start her new career as a Doctor...) was flown into a nearby hospital, because she passed out. They found a blot clot in her neck, and immediately took her by helicopter to the ER to operate. by the time they removed the right half of her skull to relieve the pressure on her brain, the clot had spread to her brain causing severe damage. Since last Wednesday night, she was battling.. they induced her into a coma to stop the blood flow, They operated 3 times.. Finally, they said there was nothing left that they could do. They found multiple clots in the left side of her brain. The swelling wouldn't stop, and she was on life support.. She died at 4:30 yesterday. She leaves behind a husband, and a 2yr old Brandon and a 4yr old Justin. The CAUSE of DEATH - they found was a bir

Lost
Lost Is anyone here Does anyone care About the feelings I wish to share Lost forever in darkness Can no longer see the light Trapped forever In this eternal fight When I see the light It is only delusion The thing I feel most Is mere confusion I've been walking in darkness For nearly 15 years All this wondering And so many tears If someone is out there I'm ready to be found But as far as I notice I don’t even hear a sound This emptiness I've fallen into Is my life long cost And unless I die I shall forever be lost

Her Beauty
Her Beauty As she bites her nails I suddenly realise. That she is everything I want and need. Any wrong she does I will not criticise. Her beauty will soon make me bleed. As she types smoothly across the keyboard. Her lips move as she mouths the words. I feel that there is a lot more to be explored. Like the soft sound of sweet singing birds. Her hearing blocked by sound. Her eyes reflecting her feelings. Feeling like my movements are bound. Feeling like my love is only concealing. I wish she could understand her beauty.

Badass22 Bound Back To Baghdad
As most of you know, BadAss22 is my youngest son, who is serving in the US Army doing a tour in Baghdad. His family just had the pleasure of having him home for 18 days after almost a year of being in Iraq. We had a great time with him being home, some family members more so because it had been more time than that since they had seen him. While BadAss22 was home I turned him on to Fubar & ALL the great people that are here, he is now officially ADDICTED (lol). He left this morning at 7 am est until possibly Aug 2008, (hopefully he won't be extended) we will keep him in our thoughts, hearts & prayers until he returns to us safely & in one piece just like I gave him to the Army, while he will get on the Fu from time to time, he said the internet over there sux, so if you read this blog, if you would all stop by his page & show him the fu-love, his whole r/l family would appreciate it & return as much love as we can. For those that already met him, Thank You from the bottom of our he

The Rose In His Heart
All things uncomely and broken, all things worn out and old, The cry of a child by the roadway, the creak of a lumbering cart, The heavy steps of the ploughman, splashing the wintry mould, Are wronging your image that blossoms a rose in the deeps of my heart. The wrong of unshapely things is a wrong too great to be told; I hunger to build them anew and sit on a green knoll apart, With the earth and the sky and the water, re-made, like a casket of gold For my dreams of your image that blossoms a rose in the deeps of my heart.

I Wish This Poem Were Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one.

N.a.p.rule..s
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN PLEASE LEAVE EITHER THE FOUNDER OR CO-FOUNDER A PRIVATE MESSAGE. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE ! Proud Native American ~Founder of Native American Pride~ Club F.A.R. #1 FAMILY ON FUBAR~@ fubar SWEET CHEROKEE LEATHER & LACE QUEEN CO-FOUNDER OF NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE@ fubar 1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED. 3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS. 4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATI

Halloween -- Please Read !!! ---
Here in Germany, Halloween becomes incredibly popular since the last 10 years and this year, it was a even bigger event than last year. Tonite dozens of kids (some with their parents) knocked at my door, begging for sweets and candy. I didn't give any. I like children very much, but I would not spend any money on giveaways for Halloween. On 31.10.1517 (490 years ago) a monk named Martin Luther pinned his 95 Theses on the Castle Church door of Wittenberg, which started the Reformation of the Catholic Church. Since then, the Protestants celebrate October 31st as REFORMATION DAY in remembrance of this throughout Germany and the whole world. Too bad this is forgotten... Normally, on November 11th, we would celebrate St. Martin's Day. In my own childhood, this was the most important feast where we would walk through town with self-made paper lanterns and singing songs about the mercy and charity of St. Martin. This tradition has become obsolete in the growing popularity of Hall

Do You Believe In Forever?
Do you believe in forever? If it existed in the realm of this world Wouldn't a rose bloom always I don't know what made me think that anyone else cared if I was happy But it's not all about me now is it The sky only turns purple at dusk when the dust particles are in the air I want you to be happy and when I ask what color is your moon Tell me that it is pale black like the lifeless mass I call my heart Now I am afraid that my mind is a mess my soul is not whole and my body yearns for your touch I will not die, but I feel dead I will go on but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel

Bliss
a soft gentle kiss deep inside of me ready to explode to feel you inside of me would be wonderful you have unleashed my pleasure don't stop now go for the gold take it all no please don't stop now leave me motionless in my bliss

Writing To The Guys In The Military
To write to the guys in the Military I found a web site which is much better than just getting addresses. They make sure the guys who don't get much mail get some or most of what is sent here. Want to send your support to a Soldier in harm's way, but have no idea of what to send, who to send it to, or how to send it? Home About Us FAQ News & Stuff Where to Send What to Send How to Send Success Stories Sales & Donations Soldiers Apply Here! Other Efforts By using this website, you acknowledge that you have read THIS AGREEMENT and that you accept all terms and conditions as stated. Sergeant Brian Horn from LaPlata, Maryland, an Army Infantry Soldier with the 173rd Airborne Brigade was in the Kirkuk area of Iraq when he started the idea of Any Soldier® to help care for his soldiers. He agreed to distribute packages that came to him with "Attn: Any Soldier" in his address to soldiers who didn't get mail. Brian later completed a tour in Afghanistan and is now ho

Feel You
I feel you in my arms a whisper in my ear a passionate kiss pull on my hair don't let me go squeeze me harder a nibble and lick to feel the pleasure building oh how sweet love can be hold on for the ride hope it lasts forever..

My Passion
my passion is real i crawl to you climb up to your private parts warship you pleasing every part of your being kissing and licking and you are delighted my passion surprises you pressing on your thighs squeezing you with my lips our kisses are deep and wet never thought you was in my fantasies hold on tight the lustful pleasures have only just begun

My Journey In Life
In my Journey in the this life I have found new beginnings and lots of endings We are here under the tree Just talking to each other Tiring to understand what we share Look into my eyes A gentle touch on my lips You begin to touch my lips to yours So tender and passionate All at the same time I look deep into you eyes You have touched my soul You and I set and hold each other No need for Just to feel you there is all I need.

Have You Ever...
have you ever felt so hopeless that no one and nothing can cheer you up? have you ever had something you held so close to your heart ripped away? have you ever thought you had met that special someone but then ruined it with stupid things? i have, it really sucks... what about you?

Go Away.....
Ok, guess it's my turn to bitch again......so brace yaself! If you stop by my page un-invited and decide to rate some of my pics, if you dont like em then get the hell away from here. I never freakin invited you nor did I ask you to rate em. You got some nerve to downrate my pic when you look like the south end of a north bound dog and the size of a damn barn! Maybe before you rate me you should try walking past a mirror with your eyes open for once, I promise it'll be a damn good wake up call for ya. I see lots of homely peeps on here but I'm not the kind who will stop by just to downrate someone. I also dont sit here and try to be some hot, sexy irrisistable babe either...so grow up and if you dont like somethin on my page then get the fuck off!

I Miss You...
haha something i just wrote... The way i feel for you is like nothing I've felt before. My day always brightens when I see your face. I wish it could have worked for us, but i know that we are through. I want to be in your warm embrace and to see your face. But I know I couldn't face you now... I love you.

Thanks!
Hey FU BOMBERS!! I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE AWESOMENESS YOU DID ON HELPING ME WIN A SEVEN DAY BLAST! I WAS GIVING THE OPTION TO GIVE IT AS A GIFT AND AS MUCH AS I WANTED A BLAST, I DID GIVE IT TO SOMEONE SPECIAL! SHE WILL APPRECIATE ALL YOUR HELP TO! MUCH

Why?
Why can't men just be upfront and honest? Why do most of them feel the need to lie?? Lies almost always end up coming out eventually, and then what do ya have? ...... somebody that's hurt, sometimes I don't blame some of you for wanting to hurt some , hell, can't say that some don't deserve it........ but, there are those of us that really DON'T deserve to be hurt! I know that not 'all' men are assholes,liars,cheats,etc. so don't think that for one minute that I'm 'man bashing' all men. I'm not. I just wish those that hurt others so damn much would at the very least grow a set and at least be upfront, give a woman the choice to decide whether she wants what you can offer or not....... the worst she can say is no, and so what , is that such a big deal ? NO! move the hell on and find one or a million if that's what you want,that WILL want what you can give or offer, even if it's only a fuckfest .......there ARE women that want no strings, go find those and leave the one's that w

Attractions
Ever talk to someone and everything clicks? Within 2 minutes you feel like you've known each other your whole life. An attraction this powerful could possibally be the meeting of soul mates. Warning Signs: You've talked all night and went home, just to talk all night again. You don't care what she talks about, every subject is just as fascinating as the last. That kiss ...well, you expected it when it came, and you wanted it when it was expected. But it still took your breath away. A good damn movie is ignored ...by both of you. You have a meal fit for a king, but no one eats. If you show any of these warning signs ... there is no hope for you. Hang it up, attractions this powerful have a way of sticking around.

A Gift
A Gift They mean nothing you say But yet you schedule your day To see them and please them And make them feel wanted You desire and need them I feel forgotten It matters not that your motives aren’t sweet It makes no difference they are simply a treat To be toyed with and played with turns them on To be used as a tool for your carnal needs Means the world to these girls Fulfilling your fantasies with their dirty deeds It’s what they live for; it’s what they crave To break all the rules and misbehave What’s meaningless to you Becomes a gift in disguise This gift is the part I truly despise So when I complain as to why it’s not me Please take a moment and try to see That while they may not Have meaning to you The meaning you give them Becomes real and true I’m the one who had pledged my heart But I’m the one who’s world fell apart When the truth was revealed After all these years Which is why I’m constantly Still shedding tears At tim

My Place
My Place Sometimes I feel I have no place I don’t belong; I’m just a face There are things I’ve been taught And feelings I’ve fought How those two Worlds collide The one we all live in; and the one some hide This battle, I know, comes from within And it is one I am determined to win What’s the best choice for one and for all Do I follow what’s “right” Or let my feelings make the call? Is it a choice between wrong and right? Is it something I need to fight? I am a good person just living my life As a daughter, a sister, a mother, a wife I want those I love to like who I am I want to belong, please take my hand Show me you see more than my face Tell me you love me, and I will find my place ~September 10, 2007

Caring
Maybe you've read in the paper where a mother picked up a car that had fell on her son. Or where a brother donates one of his kidneys to save his brother. The power of love, true love can make people capable of superhuman acts. It just makes me wonder if real love can be strong enough work miracles. Say a friend has medical problems. And the bond between you two is strong. Can caring and love help the friend that's ill? Sure it can provide comfort, but is love strong enough to cure? I belive it is boundless enough to help. Caring is an emotion we seldom control if it is true to us. You can't make yourself care just as much as some fight themselves not to care and fail miserabally. Be true to yourselves, care openly, love freely and we all would feel a little better in our world.

The 1st Mas Family Wedding
imikimi - Customize Your World Just copy an paste the link http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50224 and u will taken to the Fu Chapel where Wild Horse... Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar will be performing the Samhain nuptials

4 Days Left
Four days are now left the days grow near.. Tomorrow when I wake they’ll be three days remaining oh how the excitment grows I can hardly contain myself. I can’t wait to great Him at the door in my corset with my leash in hand, on my knees, head bowed….. The beginning of what shall be…I can’t wait to be there.

New Top Friends Feature
Just found a great new feature added to Fubar. Goto your friends tab, click on "see all" and there's a button to "manage your friends" It gives you the option to see what your non family friends are up to and gives you the option to ad them to a "favorite friend list. When they are online now, your friends will never complain about not being seen. Very cool addition Fubar staff, 2 thumbs up on this one

Sadfhuiaejpijd
ahhhh I hate my fucking jobs! They both suck and cause me a great deal of stress adipuhhfkjlndflkj I want to quit them all and just live off the system like everyone else! But I can't! Damn integrity!

Halloween Wedding.....check It Out!!
On This Hallowed Eve Two Fu Souls Shall Unite In The Most Evil Of Ways..... A Wedding... Big Beautiful Juggalette and Jesse1k Shall Be United By The Hand Of TwizLette Hit Big Beautiful Juggalette up for details!

My Mentors
Enjoy the days - make of them what is allowed, play as hard as you work, don't forget to DO WHAT YOU WANT TO before it's too late even if you could later do it. Old folks who have money and no memories are pretty boring company, so that should NEVER be a goal. Who I am doesn't matter - it's who we BECOME that might one day improve the world, if only by a fraction. My "Heroes" wear the Unform of the USA, my mentors have been those whose lives have changed the world for the better. Be they good teachers, great Doctors, hard-working scientists, engineers, realtors, lenders, store owners, single Moms/Dads, if their lives somehow improved theirs AND others', I listen carefully to all they have to say

I Wonder
So, my bday is on the 10th. I am taking Fri-Mon off. I wonder if I'll get to do anything fun or if anyone will end up showing me a good time. Most likely, all I will do is at the most hang out with Family. I say that because the guys i've recently been involved with.... well nevermind. I just wonder who, if any will step up to the plate :)

Colonoscopy?
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated,

A True Friend
A true friend Doesn't scam on your man. A true friend Doesn't hurt you when you are at your lowest. A true friend Is there when you need them most A true friend Makes you laugh when you wanna cry. A true friend Cries with you when you are crying A true friend Doesn't just hand you a tissue they dry your tears A true friend Puts their arm around you and comforts you A true friend Doesn't stab you in the back then say I'm sorry. A true friend Loves you no matter what and is always there. Are you a true friend?

22 Ways To Make Her Smile.....
1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy or CUTE) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes

Most Beautiful Flower !!
The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent ..ging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors: orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. S

Halloween Blog.
I figured with today being Halloween, this may be a good blog subject: DEATH. What is it about DEATH that scares us so much? Is it mainly just a fear of the Unknown? A fear that one minute you could be talking to your best friend on the phone, then two minutes later, you're walking out to get your mail, only to be ran down by a passing motorist. Or is there more to it? Could it be just the fact that you're being forced to leave every single one of your loved ones immediately, without being able to say goodbye. Maybe it's even just the fear of going to sleep, and never waking up. Maybe it's just because DEATH is such a permanent result. Once you are dead, you're not coming back. Maybe also because DEATH is inevitable. No matter how many times you try to defy it, eventually, it gets you. DEATH does not care who you are, what your occupation is, how much money you make, or anything like that.DEATH is uncaring, cold, and inhumane. Yet, in a strange twist, DEATH is crucial to Life. DEATH

Ok Halloween Is Over Lets Get Down To Business
COME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH V.I.P, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. HIT THE GOOD FELLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT. Fire My Words

Salute?
So I was looking over my pictures, and I've saluted some friends, but no one has saluted me. Yet people continue to ask me to do it. So here's an idea. If you make me a salute, and tell me that you did and it's a decent salute, I'll give you a gift. Granted it's an internet gift, but it gives points. It's up to you if you wanna do it. Spanks and licks, Laura.

Air Scrabble -keep It Going
! CHANGE ONE LETTER OF THE BOTTOM WORD POSTED AND SEE WHO GETS STUCK AND CAN'T CONTINUE! RULES: YOU CANNOT ADD LETTERS YOU CANNOT USE FOREIGN LANGUAGES YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE ONE LETTER Send it back to the person that sent it to you, plus 10 new people. STARTING WORD: foot

Hott Bombers
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you in our top 100 list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Fuck You
Fuck you For Every thing you did Brings back memories that I hid For they hurt me like you do Your the reason why I hate this world and want to die It All makes me want to HATE YOU YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU DROVE MY HEART TO PAIN YOU KNOW I HATE YOU YOUR A FUCKING LIAR I FUCKING HATE EVERY THING YOU DID TO ME I FUCKING HATE ALL THIS PAIN YOU CAUSED ME Fuck you Every thing says your fake All you did to me I fucking hate AND YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON ME YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU DROVE MY HEART TO PAIN YOU KNOW I HATE YOU YOUR A FUCKING LIAR I FUCKING HATE EVERY THING YOU DID TO ME I FUCKING HATE ALL THIS PAIN YOU CAUSED ME Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you FUCK YOUUUUUU (Every body is such a damn fraud, Isn't it fucking odd that people do what they do to me, Every one is fucking fake an eye for an eye is how I take My revenge will not make me bleed) YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN MADE A MOCKERY OF MY NAME YOU D

First Ever Blonde Guy Joke
The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait !!!! An Irishman, a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction w ork on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, " Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping.She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I n

Here I Am Again..
so its past 3am and i have been trying to sleep since 11pm with no luck. thoughts just keep racing through my head. i cant get them straightened out. i cant cope with it all. i feel so restless, so broken inside, so completely destroyed. i dont know what to do with myself anymore. all i can do is think of HIM. and i hate that. he knows it too, and he doesnt do a damn thing to stop it. he knows im hurting, he knows i wana fucking off myself coz i miss him so bad... and nothing. i hate that the most. it used to be he couldnt go 2 days without talking to me, missing me, calling me at 1am to tell me he loves me and he needs me. asking me to meet him somewhere so we can be together. but he hasnt done that this time. and i hate it, coz i always looked forward to him needing me, coz i need him too. i need him so badly. what am i supposed to do when i cant go bck, but i cant move forward? im stuck. i'm lost. im dead.

#18 10/29 - 11/04
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/29 - 11/04 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 361,863 Points to Henchman **********************************************

Work.
so some motherfucker broke in or more appropriately used a key to get in, or even more likely, dumbasses didnt lock the front doors at work and a huge as fuck flat screen tv got stolen like a month ago. fuck this. not my problem. i lock doors. i check doors. i wasnt even working when this happened. yet still or ass of a boss talks down to me like im retarded or something. dude. im 27. im not retarded (all that much). and im not a little kid. so i dont have to be, or should have to be told "dont leave the door unlocked, okey? can we do that?" and then given that stern, almost father-like seriousness of a look. jesus christ. then these people wonder why im an ass. or have "an attitude". because. stupid gets stupid. plain and simple. so i stand there. may as well cross my eyes and drool. uh. so we cant have the door unlocked anymore? no. thats what i just said. oh. i wasnt sure. and then i walk off. fuck that. i haTe people.

You No I Am No Good
i dont really know why i am made that the title of my bog other than the fact that the song is stuck in my head.its been a really long day, some things good and some bad and a lot of drama. i took my son out trick or treating. he was so cute, he loved it. the way russell looked taken rai to each house made me love him so much more. i know how lucky i am to have such an amazing man in my life. i love the way he loves our son as much as he does. ok so that was the good now for the bad. i got in this big fight with my friend who is always full of drama. so i think i will no be friends with her anymore. also i had a mumm post about me, where the person who was writing said i was playing innocent, i am sorry but i am. i have told this woman she can speak with my bf, i have told her nothing is going on, i have asked her to leave me alone. does she do any of this nooooo. so thats it i am done playing games, done with all the drama. I have nothing to hide. anyways now it is late and i can

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Thinking
im at work its 523 am just been doing alot of thinking about my life and thing that are in it like my job and people well a certain person that i love very much and care for very much i probably love him more then i sud but i cant help it u cant help who u fall in love with right? but anyways i was saying ibeen thinking maybe its just time for a change been thinking about takeing a different job and moveing to a different town i love my job dont get my wrong and i love the people i work with for the most part there just so much bullshit happening im so tired of it one person can only take so damn much iv been at my job for almost 7 yrs and they are like my second family for the most part a lot of my co works i known since i was lil and are like second mothers its really hard to just walk away for a job u love y cant people just keep there nose to themself they may think they know what going on but in all reality they have no clue. Then there well this person in mylife that i care for s