Fubar Blog Posts 4

Nothing Compares 2 U
Nothing Compares 2 U IT'S BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS, SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSEI CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD BUT I'M WILLING TO

Why
Okay y is it that when you are with a new guy the old one always comes back some one explain that then you realize that you made a mistake and that you should really be with the old one because you still love that person. but when you get back with him you are so happy and all that but in the back of your mine you miss the new guy? and y is it that the second divorce is a hell of alot harder than the first on you mentally ?

I Think "i Luv You"
I Think "I Luv You" by BlueWolf © I can't put myself to say "I luv You" But I do so much I think When I look at you I can't turn away When I hold you I can't let go Does this mean I luv you? I can't stop thinking of you I can't stop dreaming of you I lose my breath when I'm around you No one has made me feel this way I think no I know we are meant to be.........

What Happens When You Drop An Ecosphere
Today I had my purse on my desk instead of in it. I picked it up and knocked my EcoSphere into the floor. It sounded like I dropped a bowling ball! I freaked out, the instructions say, DO NOT SHAKE! Not only did it shake, it rattled and rolled. I picked it up and checked it out, not cracked or broken and the shrimp inside were ok. Before I left work they were eating and everything. I just hope they're not dead when I go into work on Monday.

Missing You
The writing is on the wall Many sayings but no words I look around But nobody is there Can I be dreaming Or is it my thoughts Sometimes I go crazy I hear your voice I feel your thoughts But when I look You are never there I awake in the night Eyes wide open Breathing heavy My dreams of you Are you safe? Is everything ok The sweat passes my eyes The passing of night Has brought bad news Can I ever forgive When my presence was needed I turned away Now I miss you Never knowing how you felt But my visits Help with the pain As I place the flowers I say a silent pray

Reflections
As the day drifts by My thoughts seem distant I amble along As the sun drifts over Reflections Mysteries Ponderings Is what puzzles My mind People passing by As I walk along Keeping my thoughts close Their stares are blank Distant, if not there As our eyes lock But only for a brief moment Who are you? What does u do? Where have you been? No smiles, no laughter Just silence as we pass by Not knowing Not caring All our lives drift by Never wondering Never questioning Are you a friend? Or a stranger

I Cant Believe
Please do not worry now, All will be fine Give me your hand Across the miles I will hold you And the fear will go away. I place my hand in yours Knowing my trust In you is always strong As we travel my fear subsides Knowing your touch is never far away Only you make my heart sing the tune Wonder that is created in heaven above The friendship gift was given to us Blessings, happiness And joy for two lonely hearts My belief is sung As with you by my side The loneliness becomes Companions to friendship For two who’s hearts were lonely Now become one with words The joy is yet but far away Your touch is but a feeling Thousands of miles between But the thoughts and feelings Become one with us Your beautiful tune has been received With an applause and the heart beat Happy smiles and twinkle in an eye For the greatest of friendship I have not dreamt about In my entire life Well our dreams are shared Life has given us a pleasure to share With each da

Useless Penis Facts
Useless Penis Facts Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7200 Average # of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2000 Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons Average amount of water it takes to fill a bathtub: 35 gallons Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour Average speed of a city bus: 25 miles per hour Average # of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7 Average # of calories in a can of Dr. Pepper: 150 Average length of penis when not erect: 3.5 inches Average length when erect: 5.1 Smallest natural penis recorded: 5/8 of an inch Largest natural penis recorded: 11 inches Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet (blue whale) Height from court floor to the rim of a basketball hoop: 10 feet Most arousing time of day/season for a man: Early morning/fall Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exer

The Taste Of You (part 1)
The Taste Of You (Part 1) I kissed you as I laid with you on their bed Rubbing your face & body while drawing sounds of pleasure from her ruby lips "Mmm...I love it when you touch me..." you whisper "And I love to touch you MyPrecious." I reply I kissed her lips then licked her neck I snaked my tongue around the back of her neck Kissing you all over softly Sneaking a tender bite in here & there Smelling each and every inch of you As my lips and tongue explore your body Licking and tasting each of her breasts Tasting the sweetness of you white silky smooth skin She moans a little , and starts to arch her back Ah,The taste of you on my tongue is tantilizing Your body telling me You want my tongue inside you As I gently caress your pussy with two fingers I can feel your already a little wet from my touch "Ummm.... I can hardly wait to taste you MyPrecious" You let out a small whimper at my touch, biting your lower lip

What Else Can Happen To Me
god what else can happen now. first my dad in the hosp and his kemo.then my lil sis has her lil gril taken from her cause her stupid ex just wants to hurt her. and now to make things even worse she is in the hosp passin kidney stones. my family has the worst luck ever when will it end. all i want is for her to get better and for her to have her baby back home with her family.

Give Me A Break
Ok this is crazy how can someone mark a picture NSFW that doesn't show anything. I'm sorry my ass looks better then yours or your wifes but dont be like that. So who ever did that shit needs to grow up and deal wit it. For who did that u need to go back to MySpace that is a place for you. Kelli

Red Day
scars that bleed help me survive feel the night come alive almost nothing stands in my way feel the sun start the day ive lived a million lives inside my mind ive counted all the days ive been left behind my vision is tainted by a sea of black ive left it all again friendly faces crack tainted once again by love when life passes by ill be up above the scars that bleed cleanse the past leaving room for the future while they last almost nothing stands in my way red is the color that starts my day

Voice Messages...
I would really love it if you all would do the snapvine voice message thingie for me... You can turn of my music to hear mine...i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to get messages....hell i am willing to beg lol

Reporting Pics As Nsfw
This is my 2 cents on reporting pics as NSFW when they are in an album marked as NSFW. Ii is just sad that someone who didnt look at the title of said album and reported a pic that was in it. I just confused as hell as to why they would do such a thing as to be a total prick about what is in the albums, its seriously sad if you ask me. if you will look it is in a folder marked as NSFW i can not understand how someone who looks in the folder without looking at the title mark a pic in said folder as NSFW it is very confusing to me this is the secound time that a pic in my folder that is clearly marked as NSFW has had this done can you tell the person who reported it to look at the title of the folder before they report it. thank you for your time on this On 11/3/2007, shop@fubar.com wrote: One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was ma

*cough* My Ex *cough*
In psychology, mythomania (also known as pseudologia fantastica or pathological lying) is a condition involving compulsive lying by a person with no obvious motivation. The affected person might believe their lies to be truth, and may have to create elaborate myths to reconcile them with other facts. Among famous mythomaniacs in history was King Frederik VII of Denmark and Sir Douglas Conway of Suffolk. A pathological liar is someone who often embellishes his or her stories in a way that he or she believes will impress people. It may be that a pathological liar is different from a normal liar in that a pathological liar believes the lie he or she is telling to be true—at least in public—and is "playing" the role. He or she sometimes is seen to have a serious mental problem that needs to be rectified. It is not clear, however, that this is the case. It could also be that pathological liars know precisely what they are doing. Confused hashes of history and wishes are called confabu

The Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi, handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every da

I Cannot Keep Up With My Life
I seem to be having a SLIGHT issue with sliding into the world of adulthood. Now that I have a full time job, plus a part time job, and my student loans have kicked in, I can't seem to keep up with anything. You should see my room, it is disgusting. I just have mail after mail after mail thrown everywhere and I don't know what to do with it all! Or where to even start. I pay all my bills on time, but I get so much junk mail mixed in and blah blah blah. I think I have paid all of my student loans that are due, unless there is another one that I have lost in my mountain of mail. I guess I will find out next month if I get slammed with a late fee from one of them. I'm pretty stressed out with the demands of my "real" job as of lately. For some strange reason, I thought it would be a good idea to go into the world of computers. Now I am saving the world, one PC at a time. Or at least that's what I tell myself to sleep at night. If I can even sleep. Since my part time job is slinging la

What Enrages Me The Fastest? Read And Find Out...
I don't get pissed off that easily... and usually it's not even that much. I can put up with a lot of shit. I get irritated a lot, but that's different. But only a handful of things really piss me off. Shit breaking pisses me off, or shit not working also. Flakey people piss me off a lot. Shit that's out of my control no matter how badly I want it. And the worst of them all, unbeatable games. Specifically, at the moment, Guitar Hero 3. Yes, the game that I've been so incredibly wrapped up in the past few days, and been anxiously awaiting for a few months now. Why? Well, let me tell you. Go pick up the game, of course all the songs have to be unlocked first... Play these games: "Raining Blood" by Slayer, "Cliffs of Dover" by Eric Johnson, and "One" by Metallica. Three of the four songs in the last set of songs in the game (I've already beat "Number Of The Beast" by Iron Maiden... that was relatively easy with the exception of one stupid solo, which star power g

Is He In Love
everyday I wonder if there is something called love. I get into a relationship and things end up going down hill when someone else has interest in the man you think you have love forever. I want to know what is out there for love. Who can actually love me for me and I would do the same with them.

Avril Lavigne...when You're Gone.....
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left They lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The wor

Another Fake Gi Death Story! Reposted
This is another fake GI death story! IT never ceases to amase me how some of you people here have to resort to posting this fucking shit. Do you feel good about yourselves by stringing us along with this shit? Or is cause your just to pathetic to have any kind of normal life? You should be ashamed of yourselves for disrespecting our troops & America as a whole by posting this fucking shit. So if you are reading this, feel free to go to the first person below & tell them to go fuck themselves. Because this shouldn't be tolerated here. Thanks everyone! BTW: For those who don't believe me? Try doing a google search on this guy. Or go here: http://icasualties.org/oif/prdDetails.aspx?hndRef=10-2007 or http://www.militarycity.com/valor/honor_october_2007.html Sgt. Nick Vaughan of Northeast Pennsylvania, left the US Oct 14 2007. He had volunteered his unit into Iraq from Kuwait a day early. The following day, there was not enough shelter for them all to get to safety. Nic

Why Couples Don't Have Sex.... Omg Soo Funny
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I’m afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, but don’t be fooled. For God’s sake don’t be fooled. I give you the impression that I’m secure, that all is sunny an unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water’s calm and I’m in command, and that I need no one. But don’t believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness. But I hide this. I don’t want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed. That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salva

Bored
I was sitting here for god knows how long clicking links on here and for some reason being bored. I had created a account at squidoo so i thought i'd go on there and write alittle. Thought what the heck, i should write alittle on what fubar is and throw my referal link in there. Here's my lense if anyone wants to check it out. If you're bored, create your own :-). Add as many pages as you wish to it. Thought i'd share it with everyone who loves writing. Well...back to more, cya all around. Cheers

Yesterday I Cried
I came home, went straight to my room, sat on the edge of my bed, kicked off my shoes, unhooked my bra, and I had myself a good cry. I'm telling you, I cried until my nose was running all over the silk blouse I got on sale. I cried until my ears were hot. I cried until my head was hurting so bad that I could hardly see the pile of soiled tissues lying on the floor at my feet. I want you to understand, I had myself a really good cry yesterday. Yesterday, I cried, for all the days that I was too busy, or too tired, or too mad to cry. I cried for all the days, and all the ways, and all the times I had dishonored, disrespected, and disconnected my Self from myself, only to have it reflected back to me in the ways others did to me the same things I had already done to myself. I cried for all the things I had given, only to have them stolen; for all the things I had asked for that had yet to show up; for all the things I had accomplished,

When Today Is Done
Spring was the season, when I was born into my life. I opened my eyes, went forth and lived it, with abandon I did strive. Spring was the season, when I said my final goodbye. I closed my eyes, went forth in peace, content with how I lived my life. This day for you is solemn, you’ve come to mourn me awhile. But remember what I’d like best, please don’t forget to smile. Smile because I shared with you, the experiences of my life. In the hopes that you might live with no regrets, less worries and less strife. Smile because you recall, stories I told over and over again. The quiet walks, and the tender talks, these things allow our hearts to mend. Smile because of memories made, those times that we spent together. The laughs, the swims, the fun and games, no matter the type of weather. Whatever you chose to remember me by, one thing will always remain. I was blessed to have every one of you, I was proud and loved you all the same. So when today is

Pakistan
So today Pakistani "president" (actually dictator) Pervez Musharraf declared a state of emergency, suspended his constitution and put his country under marshal law. I wouldn't usually write about something like this, except that I was watching CNN today and they were interviewing Condoleezza Rice who said that a move away from democracy and constitutional law was a move in the wrong direction. I personally found this to be hysterical. Did anyone else hear a pot calling a kettle black? G

Im Ridin In Da 805
ridin in da 805 aint no better place in da 805 the weather is better in da 805 and the females are hot in da 805 when we crusie in da 805 in a dodge charger or in a mustang as we bling in da 805 or as we hustle in da 805 im repin da 805 bangin in da 805 me and my crew munkyface ride in da 805 as we have the girls shake there asses in da clubs in da 805

A Funny Thought
I may miss my diamond in the rough while playing with stones ... but stones are so much fun to play with. They have so many different purposes. Such as throwing at people who annoy me or piss me off, building walls for people to climb over, and for skipping them across a pond to see them ripple the water. Well thats just a few. Anywho... Diamonds are nice but stones are so much better. Besides sometimes you have to sift through the stones to find the dang DIAMOND in the rough.

No Fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK so I have to do this!!! I have to blog this vent!!! OK it realy pisses me off when your so called friends can bitch and camplin to you and you are "required" to listen but when the shoe is on the other foot, the run away or bitch and complain that all you ever do is bitch and complain. Hey we all hit bumps in the road and we all need a shoulder. No one is immune to the bumps!!!! I am going through a really rough patch in my life at this moment and so I thought I'd vent a little to get things off my chest since my online friends are always there. Well I get an email telling me that she was so fucking tired of my bitching and complaining. She says that because I live in Vegas I live the good life. Vegas life is fucking tough. Cost of living is high and ppl suck. So I call my mom to talk girl talk with her and all she can fucking do is talk about her and my stupid fucking sister. I have 2 sisters ond one of my sisters can fall into a pile of dog shit and come out

Saturday Night Dance - Geeze!
Oops I forgot to post this today ... (then 6 hours ago I posted it in a private album) So call it a: Saturday Night Dance by chance :) Did you have those growing up? Remember ALL my first came from results of those ... (including just "saying" I was going to a dance - and doing all the thing the youthful horny teen boys do . . .) So hopefully that thoughts of your youthful dance indiscretions made you smile ... perhaps even make you wanna go out dancing 8-p Here's to days comment, I hope it finds you with happy feet & a dazzling smile! O we waited LL those Days HOSE UglyGLY Days of the WeekEALLY WaitingREAMING BOUT the weekend :D :@ :-S iPpY! Now :) Lets :DSmile &

Contests About Looks
Looks are nice but they aren't all that's important ... you can look like a god and have the personality of a wet mop... or you can look like a mutt and have a personality that's very sweet and wonderful. I'm going to vote for the man with a personality over looks every time. To have a contest to see who can get more women, or to see who is better than the other person... well to me thats just downright childish. And if you don't like my opinion. Leave one of your own. Have a nice night all.

Life
life is a good thing sometimes could be bad deppends how u make ur life out to be my life is good but its also bad gone threw jumpings being shoot at ladys leaving me but the good things is my mom and dad and my daughter and my boy from munkyface entertianment for a shoot at the music industry so if yall think ur life good or bad remeber u got good family and friends to help u out

Nov 4
November 4, 2007 Quote of the Day "Believe that you can do it, under any circumstances. Because if you believe you can, then you really will. That belief just keeps you searching for the answers, then pretty soon you get it." – Wally "Famous" Amos --------------------------------- SO TRUE !

Spoons Can Kill
Did anyone know that if you tried hard enough...you could cut someone up with a metal spoon? I didn't think it could be true...until I found out the hard way earlier tonight. This wasn't even a spoon with sharp ridges or anything. Just your typical stainless steal teaspoon. Weird huh? Well I guess you are now curious as to how I was cut with a spoon. Your wish is my command... While I was making supper last night, Chris grabbed a teaspoon from the drawer. He decided it would be funny to come up behind me and hit me on the elbows with the spoon. It wasn't very funny. He hit me twice on the funny bone, which hurt like a mother. After he hit me I walked into the other room holding my elbow, and he came to see if I was okay (or more likely to laugh at me). After bending down to see my elbow (which I had not looked at for the sheer fact that I can't see it), he said "oh my god" and began to laugh. I asked him what was so funny, and asked if it was red. He said "sorta, but you're b

Browser Safe Color Chart
These are Browser Safe Colors. These are supported by all Browsers. The Hexadecimal and RGB are provided Below. Just copy and paste in your code. Don't forget to add RGB(Numbers here) if using the RGB Browser Safe Color Chart #000000 0,0,0#000033 0,0,51#000066 0,0,102#000099 0,0,153#0000cc 0,0,204#0000ff 0,0,255#330000 51,0,0#330033 51,0,51#330066 51,0,102#330099 51,0,153#3300cc 51,0,204#3300ff 51,0,255#660000 102,0,0#660033 102,0,51#660066 102,0,102#660099 102,0,153#6600cc 102,0,204#6600ff 102,0,255#990000 153,0,0

Css Keyword Color Chart
CSS Color Keyword Chart. Color Names, Hexadecimal, and RGB provided. maroon#800000128,0,0red#ff0000255,0,0yellow#ffff00255,255,0olive#808000128,128,0purple#800080128,0,128fuchsia#ff00ff255,0,255white#ffffff255,255,255lime#00ff000,255,0green#0080000,128,0navy#0000800,0,128blue#0000ff0,0,255aqua#00ffff0,255,255teal#0080800,128,128black#0000000,0,0silver#c0c0c0192,192,192gray#808080128,128,128orange#ffa500255,165,0

The Ache Of Missing You....
i awaken from a dream with tears upon my face... the aching in my heart nothing can erase... my hand reached out for you and found an empty space... forgotten in that moment you sleep another place... days spent at your bedside i watch your pain filled sleep... on the outside i am calm inside silently i weep... feeling so helpless i wish i could take your pain... make u whole and happy and see u smile again... i hope you can feel my love as i gently squeeze your hand... the soft kisses on your brow as by your bed i stand... i never knew a love so deep as what i feel for you... watching u hurt breaks my heart in two... the future wont be easy but time will make u whole... to make u feel loved,well and happy is my only goal... i return to a lonely bed its all that i can do... counting the hours til i can be with you...

Svg Color Chart
SVG Color Code ChartNote: Since you can also use the Color name in your code, the ones with the Astrix(*) can be used with either spelling of the color name. The Hexadecimal and the RGB will be the same.If you have any questions feel free to mail me by clicking the text or leave a comment in this blog.ColorColor NameHexadecimalRGB *********aliceblue#f0f8ff240,248,255antiquewhite#faebd7250,235,215aqua#00ffff0,255,255 aquamarine#7fffd4127,255,212azure#f0ffff240,255,255

Dailys
You may not be totally sure what's going on romantically, but you are sure of your own feelings, at least. If you think you aren't, take some time to reflect and you will get at what your heart already knows

Vicks Vapo Rub...try It, It Works..
VICKS VAPO RUB...TRY IT, IT WORKS.. I wish I'd known this when my family was young during winter colds And coughs. Share with young parents. Isn't life strange. When we had a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes You can 'taste' it. Some of us have used Vicks Vaporub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% Of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research Council (who discovered it) aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet At bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription

Working Overnight
just wanted to thank everyone who chatted with me thourgh out the wee hours of the morning...i havent worked an overnight in over a year. SPECIAL KISSES to you all. i may even have a special treat for you later in the week!!! Lots of love to you all.....

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

The Worst Is Over
Well folks I am still here. The hurricane like storm that hit the Maritimes (Atlantic Canada Provinces) has pretty much passed by my city, however the rest of the area is still getting the heavy rainfall. We are only getting the high wind bursts (about 51 km/h) now and it is still pretty chilly. So all in all we weathered the storm and all are save and sound.

Survey
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of tha other persons anwers first..that way u can think in blank Here we go: 1. Beer: want 2. McDonalds: fries 3. Relationships: fucked up 4. COLOR: blue 5. Power Rangers: tommy 6. Weed : 420 7. Steroids: small dicks 8. Cartoons: south park 9. The President: not me 10. Tupperware: wheres it at 11. Florida: hot guys 12. Santa Claus: lol 13. Halloween: candy 14. Alice: who the fuck is that 15. Grammar: hooked on phonics didnt work for me lol 16: Myspace: what 17. Clowns: sexy 18. Marriage: divorce lol 19. Paris: slim 20. Pat: cats 21. Redheads: firecrotch 22. Blonde's: that would be me lol 23. Pass the: dildo 24. One night stands: ocean side 25. Donald Trump: my suger daddy 26. Neverland: micha

Such Is The Rule Of Honor
I'm the American dream in action. One of Gods own prototypes, a high powered spirit never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, too rare to die! Whomever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward! Whomever cannot take care of Themselves without that law is both! For a wounded man will say to his assailant. "If I live I will come for you, if I die you are forgiven." SUCH IS THE RULE OF HONOR

Lost In Translation 2
MY STREET DREAMIN RUINED THE LIFE WE MADE.THE TRUST IS GONE I HATE IT THAT WAY ,I ADMIT REGARDING THIS THIS RELATIONSHIP I MADE A FATAL MISTAKE .TESTING YA PATIENCE,YEAH LIKE I GOT ANGELS TO WASTE.....LORD I'VE CREATED A MONSTER HER HEART IS DARK NOW.AND EVERY CONVERSATION IS LIKE WE FISHING FOR SHARKS NOW.ARGUMENTS I CANT TAKE IT/EVERY FIGHT SEEMS TO BE BUILT ON THE FACT THAT I SKATED.I REMEMBER EVERYTHING LIKE YESTERDAY BUT I GOTTA ACT LIKE ITS FADED.CAUSE I DONT WANNA TALK,TALKING BOUT IT JUST ENDS WITH YOU TELLIN ME TO WALK.BUT ITS OBVIOUS I DIDNT WANT US TO PART.AND MY JEALOUSY IS ONLY THE REACTION OF A GUILTY CONCIANCE.TWO WRONGS DONT MAKE A RIGHT BUT IT SURE EVENS OUT THIS MESS THAT I STARTED.......STARTED.(HAHA)..THATS WHEN OUR SIGNALS GOT CROSSED ,FEELINGS GOT HURT, RELATIONSHIP TOSSED.CHANGES OF HEART IS WHEN THE ABRASSIVNESS STARTS.YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF FINDING TRACES OF LIP GLOSS.AS LONG AS I DIDN'T RUN AWAY WE WOULD HAVE NEVER GOT LOST .

10 Secrets About Men
1. You don't want to be judged for your looks; we don't want to be judged for our wallets. Unless we're ugly and have lots of money. Then it's OK. 2. You're not the only person who likes to be called "sexy." 3. Saying "I love you" is a major step in a man's life. That's why we wait for you to take that step first. 4. We are not being cheap when we make $35,000 a year and can't afford to pay every single date. We are merely being practical. 5. A guy who spends too much time in the gym is making up for something else that's lacking. Unfortunately, you can't figure out what it is until it's too late. 6. Don't get mad at us because we don't remember what you were wearing on our first date, or the angle of the light during our first kiss. We were probably drunk. 7. You're good in bed if you make us feel like stallions. 8. Jealousy isn't a sign that you love us more, it's a sign that you trust us less. 9. Hanging up on us is a surefire way to make sure we go to bed m

Polish Sausage
A guy asks for assistance. "In what aisle could I find the Polish sausage?" The clerk looks at him and says, "Are you Polish?" The guy (clearly offended) says, "Well, yes I am. But let me ask you something?" "If I had asked for Italian sausage would you ask me if I was Italian?" Or, "If I asked for German bratwurst, would you ask me if I was German? Or, "If I asked for a kosher hot dog would you ask me if I was Jewish?" Or, "If I asked for a Taco would you ask me if I was Mexican? Would you? Would you?" The clerk says, "Well, no." "If I asked for some Irish whiskey, would you ask if I was Irish?" "Well, I probably wouldn't." With deep self-righteous indignation, the guy says, "Well, then, why did you ask me if I'm Polish because I asked for Polish sausage?" The clerk says, "Er... because you're at Home Depot?"

Thught For The Day Sunday 11/04/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "What good is kindness without temperance. In knowing ones heart is true, do we assume we also possess compassion, understanding? Without one, another is vacant within us, it has no real substance. Our eyes see what we wish them to for the most part and we ignore that which presents itself to us that we should take in and savor. Above all things in this life, love pervades our very beings. Love, a wicked emotion at times that we cling to in hopes it offers salvation for us. At others, it rips our hearts and tears at the fabric of our makeup. Life; this entity we endure each day to simply reach the next. There is a point, I'm sure. This day, it somehow eludes me, but love I eschew at moments when its grasp takes hold around my throat. I long for the truth and to surrender to loves most tender beauty. It stands before me, yet I cannot see." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Real 9-1-1 Calls, Believe It Or Not
Dispatcher: Nine-one-one What is your emergency? Caller: I heard what sounded like gunshots coming from the brown house on the corner. Dispatcher: Do you have an address? Caller: No, I'm wearing a blouse and slacks, why? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dispatcher: Nine-one-one What is your emergency? Caller: Someone broke into my house and took a bite out of my ham and cheese sandwich. Dispatcher: Excuse me? Caller: I made a ham and cheese sandwich and left it on the kitchen table and when I came back from the bathroom, someone had taken a bite out of it. Dispatcher: Was anything else taken? Caller: No, but this has happened to me before and I'm sick and tired of it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dispatcher: Nine-one-one Caller: Hi, is this the police? Dispatcher: This is 911. Do you need police assistance? Caller: Well, I don't know who to call. Can you tell me how to cook a turkey? I've

Strawberry French Toast....
On cold mornings when I have enough time, I like to make this for my family :) take strawberry jam and whipped cream cheese, spread it on 2 slices of bread... make the eggs like u do for french toast...and dip the sandwiches in the egg fry like u do french toast :) I top with more strawberries and whipped cream

To Whom It May Concern..
i uh..am not going to have internet as of noon tomorrow for one reason or another so...yup. i'll pop in if and when i can, but dont expect to hear much at all from me till i get all moved into the new place in georgia. january-ish. miss ya'll

Pain: Written By Moi
Pain Fostered yet kept so brightly-eyed, To the devil's succulent and clutching hold, Grasping tightly as we go Down to the seducive and dark waters Below. I see you there so innocent and worried, Reaching amungst the shadow's pull, So anxious there, so kind and sorry, I am not the jealous tool. Quaint with fury at the fire's edge, You lend me words to end my pain. 'Til then I drift on what the keeper said, So all my pain is all in vain. My sadness fills my empty soul, May it not consume me for far too long. I suffer deep and shallow walls that corner and insult me to where I belong. Time shall committ me to my home, Where nothing absolves this fear of alone. I shall not see nor disappear, As long as your memory still holds me near. And the longer I stay in this whirlpool of hope, I may never succeed. I will never succeed. My pain loves me because I am torn. It kisses me and comforts me, Through my sorrow

Im Giving Up
well i am giving up on the dating and finding a good guy for a relationship i dont want one nighters or flings with married men i have come to the conclusion that there is none out there and if they are they are married or gay so i will wrap myself around my kids and enjoy my life that way im tired of the lies and drama the cheaters this way i will not have to worry have a great day

Today On World Rock Radio
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16 Reasons Why You Should Date A Horse Rider*
1.We have 4 speeds and many positions 2.We wear tight pants and tall boots 3.We love getting dirty 4.We know how to ride our mounts 5.We perform well with animals 6.We like to be in control 7.We’ll ride it for hours 8.We know how to handle a big girth 9.We get off easy 10.We’re always on top 11.We like it rough 12.We have our legs spread all day long 13.We love using whips 14.Stradling is our natural position 15.We don’t mind being bucked around 16.Endurance riders do it longer

How The Fight Got Started
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road and slowly the driver gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one ARE you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started . .

I'm Sorry....
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club or party I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to Talk To, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there

2 Rings (lol)
One night, Sam went out drinking only to find the next morning he had two rings around his dick. Immediately, he went to see a doctor. "I have some good news and some bad news" the doctor said. "The good news is the red ring is womens lipstick and the bad news is the brown ring is Skoal."

Here's A Link To The Rest Of My Lisbon Photos
Hi there!! I am at an internet cafe in Paris France right now. I don't have access to post more photos but here's a link to all of the photos that I took in Lisbon Portugal. Enjoy!! :) Jeremy European Trip - Lisbon, Portugal

Embarrasing Moment
I heard the ice cream truck come through the parking lot here.. so i ran out to get one... felt like a chaco taco. I got the ice cream and she starts saying yeah i got new ice cream did you see the other new stuff and leans way out and is pointing out on the side of the truck all the different things... she glances down and keeps talking. im like yeah .. she is like where is your little girl and glances down at the ground again and she is talking to me for awhile... and she looks down again im like what in the world is down there on the ground... so i look down and see that my cock is hanging out through my slit on my sleeping pants.. luckily i was the only person out there.. i look at her and she keeps talking to me.. i put my pants in my pocket and pull away from my body to make it go back in and im like ok thanks and she is like enjoy your ice cream lol good lord

Sex Is Wonderful
Sex is Wonderful Sex is what ties us to one another. It’s human nature to want sex, to live for sex. Is there a more splendid feeling then being in the throes of orgasm? Giving you body over to someone, trusting that someone will put you on cloud nine. Then once your own orgasm is completed, isn’t it amazing how we want to give that same feeling to the one that just gave it to us? We master the act of sex improving our technique, so that the other person will think how amazing is she, how wonderful is she. To live without sex is to truly die.

More And Less
I never thought LESS could be so good, and do MORE for me than I thought it would. I started talking LESS and listening MORE, stopped being hopeLESS and started being hopeful. I started looking LESS but became more focused, I can see through the witchery of todays hocus pocus. No more hanging around clubs and girls that are topLESS, Started going out to catch more and drop LESS. Now I'm trying to mold myself and stop being shapeless, A lot MORE faithful instead of being faithLESS. Stopped hanging around friends especially those whom are faceLESS, Started depending on my real friends instead of what's close to where my waist is. No MORE going to parties and coming home wasted, I used to think I was tasteful but know i guess I taste LESS. No more lying motionLESS but I have LESS motion, Which led to a lot LESS problems but a lot MORE devotion. Now did you think LESS could be so good? If you would you could apply LESS and it should.

Jesus Our King Please Do Come Soon .
This world more wicked now than then ..> We need a new order a new way . The truth shall set you free, they say . So Im Praying Thy Lord Is coming soon ; For man can,t do any thing as God can do and achieve. Man cries out ; They need a new goverment ; They should ask in thy name O Lord for this . For no man can ever do this ; with out corruption or will never do this make a great goverment and honest goverment . . .No man can do what God Almighty Our Creator can do and will do soon. Praise Him ; ask Him and recieve Him . He is near and far and in all. He is all does all, Allehelluia !!! Amen!!!

One More Run
YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY FROM A HARD DAYS WORK, YOU HEAD TO THE STORE AS YOU PASS BY THE CHURCH. YOU STOP TO GET A HALF OF CASE, BEFORE YOU GET HOME IT'S THREE TO THE FACE. SO YOU OPEN THE DOOR AND FLOP ON THE COUCH, AND START TO KNOCK THE OTHER ONES OUT. THEN YOU NOTICE YOU'RE ON CAN ELEVEN, SO YOU LOOK AT THE CLOCK AND IT'S HALF PAST SEVEN. BUT THE NEAREST STORE CLOSES AT EIGHT, SO YOU JUMP IN THE CAR BEFORE IT'S TO LATE. YOU'RE BEHIND THE WHEEL VISION BLURRED, WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS THE LINE REALLY WAS A CURB. NOW YOUR CAR IS SOARING HIGH IN THE AIR, YOUR LAST CAN OF BEER WENT EVERYWHERE. AND THAT'S THE DAY YOU SHOULD'VE DIED, 'CAUSE YOU TOOK A CHANCE TO DRINK AND DRIVE. NOT A SCRATCH ON YOU BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE, BECAUSE OF YOUR DRINKING AND DRIVING TWO KIDS GOT KILLED. PLEASE DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!

Christmas
So Christmas is almost here!!! I'm pumped When do you put your tree up? My household puts up the tree a week before Christmas, we first dust the house top to bottom and then put up the tree. But believe me it's worth it, everyone's tree is beautiful in their own way, because each and every person decorates it they way they want to, that's whats so special about it. I am just looking forward to drinking eggnog, walking outside in the snow holding hot chocolate or a hot smoothie w/ eggnog flavouring, and shopping for gifts, but gifts isn't what Christmas is really all about, it's the birth of Christ. But also celebrating it with the people you love and everyone around you, no matter who it is. So this year people if you haven't do something for someone to make them smile, or put a glow onttheir faces, and see how happy it makes you in the end. ;) Have fun preparing for the wonderful and most beautiful Holiday of all CHRISTMAS! Leave some comments and thoughts t

Tell Me....
Why do men fall for the insecure, co-dependent women and why do women have to be so insecure in their relationships with their man that any gesture of niceness that I may give to either party is taken as me trying to get their man? LOL...I don't get it. I'm very confident and secure in MYSELF...so if you think I'm trying to get your man...keep acting all insecure and I just might! LOL...keep ur insecure relationship amongst yourselves cause the last thing I want is your man who cant handle a real woman!

The Pussycat Song
The Pussycat Song My pussycat was scratching out on the front door Scratched so long, poor pussy got sore Sore pussy! Sore…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was sitting out on the front step Sat so long it started to rain, poor pussy got wet Wet pussy! Sore…wet...pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was playing out on the back lot Played so long, poor pussy got hot Hot pussy! Sore…wet…hot…pussy Just a friendly little cat! I left my bottle of whiskey out last My pussycat drank it and got real tight Tight pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was rocking in the rocking chair Rocked so long, he lost his hair Bald pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…bald…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My neighbor and I are at the clothesline I said to my neighbor, “Won’t you look at mine?” My pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight

Intersting Things
"Stewardesses" [] is the longest word typed with only the left hand ... And "lollipop" [] is the longest word typed with your right hand. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. [][] "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt".? (Are you doubting this?) [] Our eyes [] are always the same size from birth, but our nose[] and ears []never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?) [] The words 'racecar,' [] 'kayak' [] and 'level' []are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to "do" this one.)

11-04-07
You need to break your projects down into small, manageable chunks today, or else the details will start to get overwhelming. Things are looking up, but you've got to get past today to get to the good stuff. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Hmmm I see what your saying so I should keep it lite , mumms, mumms, and more mumms!!!

Lead Is Slipping
When I woke up this morning the lead I had was gone! Right now I have the lead back but I am not sure how long it will last. Please help out! It is greatly appreciated! I love to comment and in the future if it someone was in a contest I would definantly help out! Please leave a comment or two. Thank you, Jennifer Link:

Some People....
I find it very amusing how some people must think I am a total moron.... I am so tired of being told how stupid I am being, even though I am pretty sure I know what I am doing. I can't help that maybe some people just have a guilty conscience... I have to question, what would some people think if they got the whole story? I am not going to be the one to tell any story because I am ready for all the drama to stop. I have lost 2 friends from all of this, and I'm done with it because its just not worth it to me anymore. I have tried to let it go, but I keep getting more information, and its all fitting into place now. The friends I lost, weren't really friends in the first place, just people who are out for themselves and don't care about anyone else's feelings. With friends like that, who needs enemies....all it did was make my wall go up a little further, no big deal, I shouldn't have let my guard down at all....I am part to blame for some of it, I apparently gave too much inf

Meet The Members!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR MEMBERS SO FAR!!! TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life@ fubar Duffer66@ fubar *.:.Savannah.:.*@ fubar Denno666666@ fubar bikerdad1963@ fubar rg62@ fubar snake2007@ fubar fearless

Top 5 Voting Starts 11-5-07 !
Well thanks to all of our friends, fu friends a big part of it all - we are in the Top 10 on the ROCK stage over at FAMECAST.com - an online talent contest ala American Idol - only YOU are the judges ! We need another round of support - as the competition is FIERCE ! Head on over there and vote for our video "HELL" daily - it's free - and believe me, we really appreciate this, a hard working rock band that is hoping for some big breaks can use both the exposure and the money ! Thanks yall for your help. MISTY lil drummer girl for PSYKNYNE

.to Kev.
ya ive got issues ill be the first to admit it, but i just dont what what you worked so hard to fall cuz i wont budge on a issue, you will never loose me as a friend, ill always love you. but i cant handle bs,im preggo,stressed and pissed off you of all pplz know me,.prolly the best when my mind is made up,I dont budge then being called childish showed me that maybe sweet was right and i wasnt fit for your lounge,. GO on.. Be strong, and remember i love you.!

Screenshots
Screen capture Transferring the current on-screen image to a text or graphics file. There is a "Print Screen" function in the operating system that copies the contents of the active window to the clipboard, which can then be pasted into a graphics application to print it. If there is no active window, the entire desktop is copied. There are also numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities. For example, any or all of the windows can be selected by moving the cursor on screen. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire scrollable window Step 1. Click Print Screen located where Image above shows Step 2 Goto START menu (Programs)then (Accessories)go down to your (Paint) program OPEN....at top of screen you'll see FILES and EDIT...click EDIT go down to PASTE Step 3 After you paste the image from your computer screen save file as ______ the name under that is SAVE AS TYPE....c

For My Son
Things haven't been the same Since you've been taken away. And sharing the day to day It's been years seince we last spoke And I remember those words fresh and clear Tears fill my eyes And I wish you were here I think about you all of the time. And always with a smile. It feels like you have been gone forever. But it's only been a short while. You'll be with me forever. And that I know is true. A friend, a son Devin I will always love you

Linguine Alla Carbonara
Ingredients: 1 lb dried linguine 1 Tbs olive oil 8 oz rindless pancetta, chopped 4 eggs 5 Tbs light cream 4 Tbs freshly grated Parmesan cheese salt and pepper Method: Bring a large, heavy-bottom pan of lightly salted water to a boil. Add the pasta, return to a boil and cook for 8-19 minutes. Meanwhile, heat the olive oil in a heavy-bottom skillet. Add the chopped pancetta and cook over medium heat, stirring frequently, for 8-10 minutes. Beat the eggs with the cream in a small bowl and season to taste with salt and pepper. Drain the pasta, reserving 1 cup of the pasta water, and return pasta to the pan. Tip the contents of the sikillet, then add the egg mixture and half of the Parmesan cheese. Stir well. If sauce is too thick, add some pasta water to desired consistency. Serve immediately, sprinkled with the remaining Parmesan cheese. Serves about 4 people. (squisito)

Thanksgiving Dinner *turkey, Sides And Desert*
Roast Turkey with Sausage Stuffing Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 30 min Makes: 16 servings 1 frozen whole turkey (10 lb.), thawed 1 lb. pork sausage 1-1/2 cups hot water 2 pkg. (6 oz. each) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Turkey PREHEAT oven to 325°F. Do not stuff turkey until ready to roast. BROWN sausage in large skillet on medium heat; drain, reserving 1/2 cup of the drippings. Place reserved drippings in large bowl. Stir in hot water. Add stuffing mix and the cooked sausage; stir just until moistened. Stuff neck and body cavities lightly with stuffing. Truss turkey; place on rack in large roasting pan that has been sprayed with cooking spray. Place any extra stuffing in separate lightly sprayed covered baking dish. ROAST 3 to 3-1/4 hours or until internal temperature of thigh is 180°F, breast is 170ºF and center of stuffing reaches 165°F when checked with meat thermometer. Bake any extra stuffing with turkey during last 30 min. of turkey baking time. Sweet Potato

601
This was in a bulletin that I reposted this morning - Thought I would blog it! :D Fun Facts from Infection Control During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands Annually you will shake hands with 6 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases

I Am
I am I am nobody with loveing or care, i am the sign which states strangers beware, i am the house with the big iron gate, i am the life of lonlyness and hate, i am hatered, i am death, just as life in mac beth, some say that they care, i think that they might, but for now i am bidding you a black goodnight

Drama ,drama, Drama!!!
Okay so I am out of high school what the hell is with all the high school bullshit. I feel as though I am right back there. WHy are people so judgmental?? If I am happy why the hell does my life matter to them, I ain't hurting anyone. I don't see why it is neccescary to say that I am cheating on my boyfriend I have made my mistakes but he knows about them, and is it really neccescary to exagerate them and make them worse than they are? Is it neccescary to spread so many rumors about me that I can't get a job? DO you need to tell the whole town I am pregnant(when I am not) If I was pregnant I would be more than proud to tell my friends and family I was. I don't need you doing it for me...I don't need you trying to run my life...I got it on my own, even if you don't think so. Oh yes and can't forget you telling everyone I do drugs...okay maybe if I did I could see you are trying to help me out...but hey news flash I don't use drugs...Yeah I used to...haha you dumbass I used to get

"remembering With A Smile"
~~~~~ As I sit here on this Sunday afternoon, my thoughts drift to times of fun. Bennie & I always got out snacks and put some beer on ice. We'd turn on the Football game and root & woo-hoo for our favorite teams. We did so many things together everyday as he was my best friend as well. ~~~~~ My memories of our times together are full & vivid. This is my cane at this time to carry me on as I limp from this horrible experience of his death. And when some little something comes up that Bennie always did for me, that I now must do myself, it jars me to the reality of him being gone. Then he will suddenly remind me that he IS here! I feel him & can hear familiar sounds he always made. His pc and desk was in our bedroom & I can hear the door to it open & close softly several times a day. I can smell his cologne when I pick out my clothes for work in our closet. ~~~~~ The night after he died, I was fussing aloud because my electric blanket had stopped working. I went down th

My Blonde Joke
Line Painting There is a blonde that is trying to find a job and she went into a job service and asked if she could get a job. They said that they had a job opening for painting rural roads lines. The next day she got a call and the guy asked if she could start the job today. She went to work and when she got there the boss was telling her that you need to paint at least 2 miles. So she went out and started painting lines on the road. When she finished for the day she went back to the guy to see how well she done. The guy said good you painted 4 miles. The next day she came to work and started painting and finished the day and went to see how good she done. The guy said your ok but you only painted 2 miles today do better tomorrow. The next day she came to work and she finished the day and she went to talk to the guy and he asked her why she only painted 1 mile today. She said "Well everyday I keep getting farther and farther away from the bucket."

Its Cuts
When I can't see your eyes looking back at mine, it cuts... when I long to hear you and cannot, it cuts... When my life falls to pieces at your hand, it cuts... When I cry silent tears, it cuts... When you don't blieve in me, it cuts... When you use my thoughts and pain, it cuts... When you don't see me, it cuts... I shiver in the rain for you, it cuts... I beg and plead for you, it cuts... When I do not wish to face another day, it cuts... When love that knows no bounds, it cuts... When forever is but a word, it cuts... When pain is freely given, it cuts....

Pam Huber Needs Our Paryers Now >>
see she is a victime of violent crime , one her husband most likly comitted on her . she was shot in the head and now off life support . Lord Jesus help this famuly, and help the criminal department to prove and seek justice and win for this lady . She has children, and she is fighting for her life . Love her oh Lord; as I know you do > Keep her under your Grace and show mercy to all. And let some since come out of this all. Ease the pain and suffering of her and her family . I ask in thy name O Lord . My tears I shed for all hurting and suffering and in need . Amen!!!

My Plea
Everything is so messed up, I don’t really know what to say, I miss him so much, and I guess that is how it’s gonna stay. Yes I messed up, it’s all my fault, I’ve tried to fix things, but you have your doubts. You don’t believe me, You said that I lied, Now I’m beating myself up, and really crying every night. I want to go back, make everything good, but you just wont listen, I don’t think you understood. So what am I supposed to do, I really, really love you, You helped me when i needed it, and now I really need you. Please baby forgive me, Please make everything okay, This depression is killing me, I don’t want it to stay. I want you to come back, Relieve me from this pain, I can’t do this without you, Nothing is the same. This is my plea, I’m sick of the hurt, Please take me back, ‘Cuz now I feel like dirt.

Life Is A Right... Not A Choice.
In This Video, There Are VERY Disturbing Images... Please Be Prepared. Please Don't Watch In Front Of Children. ********* After So Many Miscarriages.. You Can Guess Where I Stand On Abortion. I know that there are lots of reasons why women get them... One of the biggest fights for abortion is rape but less than 2% of abortions are due to rape. 98% of abortions are due to other 'reasons' There are other avenues/options to abortion... There are hungry, lonely arms of men and women that what a child so badly. WHAT A GIFT!!!! And This Gift... is destroyed.. murdered... and for what? A Firm Figure? Not Ready For The Responsibility? A Secret Revealed?

You Can’t Go Back!!
You can tell me all your sorrows Live in hope of all your tomorrows Smile is lost when your dreams are gone Tell me you’re alright I’d know you’d be wrong A heavy heart I feel your pain within Hear the words as you try yet once again You can't hide the fact There's no going back * Today you leave and take a look behind Try to cover up what’s going on in your mind Your walk is slower no energy is shown Reflect on how much your kids have grown Eyes moist with regret on what’ll never be A life that’s so full yet still so empty You can’t hide the fact You don't want to go back * Working hard to build a home and a life One that is good and free of all strife Goodness in soul you try to do the right thing By staying with her when she means nothing Bitterness displayed each day when your home Anger expressed in screams, articles she’s thrown Give in to the fact That you can’t go back * So take a hard look around

Come Ride Me Lol
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat if you

Sundays Should Never Be The Same!
Seriously ... Have you ever work real hard at something, And have it be anticlimactic? I really hate to lay guilt on people, Because nobody ask me to put such an effort in to things - I DO them out of friendship & add a lot of love. So I -K N O W- I have no right to complain When said effort isn't met with an overwhelming approval. I -K N O W- that you should'nt be held accountable for others lack of enthusiasm or support. Because this isn't intended for those who show their appreciation & support ... Unfortunately, it's those who do show their luv - that get the burden of the blunt! (being they DO read my stuff while the ones this is directed towards don't read it) - Hence never getting an unprovoked tyrant & fit from me < /end rant> I'm sorry ... Rants over and I'll fake a smile for a minute & Knowing those caring folks out their will replace it with a REAL ONE ... in a matter of minutes! That I also -K N O W- ... I love those who car

Missing You Blues
Missing you, Feeling blue, Sometimes I don't know what to do. It wont change anything. It wont bring you back to me. Will the skies be blue again? Will I ever let love in. I can not trust, I can not risk. My heart is to tender for any of it. There is to much hurt, To much pain. There is never really anything to gain. I would give my life for you, I would give anything. To not have to miss you, Or feel the pain, But love always turns and walks away. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

What Our Fire And Ice Family Is About.
Wanted to give you the basics of what our crew does. We will take requests from family members to help either them or a friend, as long as they are within 20000 points or less and you have enough pics and stash to rate, so b4 you come to us for help please add lots of pics and stash, and if it's for a friend of yours, make sure they have plenty for us to rate. We will send a blog for the family to help us. You are expected to help us by rating pics and stash UNTIL that person has leveled, and the person leveling needs to pic one of our members to rate while we are rating that person, it will help us level them faster. We will rate one person per Happy Hour...that is if the person we are rating has alot of points to level...if we are leveling someone who only needs 5000 or less we may choose to find someone else to level for that Happy Hour....only during Happy Hour will we level anyone...also this does not mean you go in and rate a few pics and stash and leave, you must stay until they

Join Me Will Ya?? See Ya There
WANT MONEY$$???? REAL MONEY NOT FU MONEY.. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE TRY IT,I GOT AN ACCOUNT THERE IT'S PRETTY KEWL ACTUALLY CLICK ON THE ONE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL TO ENTER,THANX TO ALL WHO DROP BY

And Things Just Keep Getting Better
so many things happening all at once dealing with them pretty damn good but you know what after last night im not to sure dealing with any of them is the anserw... So ok last night i went out addmitidly not in the best state of mind that was one of the manjor reson i did so in the first place im not going to into detail on that becuse that choice i made is my own dirty little secreate but needless to say needed to get my mind off it so i went out me jackie and laura ...now laura is going thru what iam but reversed had haveing a verry bad time with it so needless to say we drank drink for drink and drank alot thu sadly i couldnt seem to get drunk no matter how hard i tried i couldnt get drunk and my agenda that night was to get drunk enough to do something stupid So first thing happens laura isnt inlove with her husband hasnt been happy with him forever so apperntly she has been seeing another man and he showed up (hes an ass if you ask me) he picks a fight with her calls her some godaw

Grandfather
Most of you guys dont know but my grandfather has recently been very ill thusly in and out of the hopsital. This morning the nursing home in which he was staying at called us to inform us that as of 6:00 am this morning my grandfather had passed away. Personal I never got the chance to get to know the man however it doesnt take away the hurt and pain of losing a family member. My sadden is drawfed compared to my mom's, she had just within the last year become a large part of her father's life. To see her pain so deeply only futhers my own. My mom rushed to Landcaster this morning and had some how managed to swallow her pain for the moment and do everything that needs to be done. I however have sit back and wondered on how can I possibly help or comfort her in this time? (shakes head) In notice I wont be around much for the next couple of days but please any and all adivce is welcomed.

Pic Info For Top Photo Run!!!
We came up with these pic types for first months Run Swimwear Useing this pose ...U can use any swimwear U want just stick to pose and keep it clean and classy Dress Use this pose Ur best dress Lingerie This pose any lingerie but remember to leave something to the imagination Last 2Pics Last 2 are Free 4 all you can pic what kind If you need ideas plz see Legz the Manager Dead line is the 10th of November! ♥ TINK ♥~Vixen La La's Wifey~@ fubar

White Boy
White Boy Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. You have Miss Black Suwannee County. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you woul

The Kiss
The Kiss For Nan Thi Nguyen Was it a breeze that touched my cheek as I lay there half asleep? Soft and sweet as an angel's prayer I felt the kiss that lingered there. The day was long and full of care, and bitter hurts were everywhere. But just before I sank in sleep I felt the kiss upon my cheek. Oh, but I'm inclined to guess the tender breeze was your caress. Bless your heart for knowing when I had a need, you kissed me then.

'take The Lead' A Movie About Ballroom Dancing...
Has me thinking of going back to Ballroom Dancing, when I just graduated from High School I applied for a part-time job at a Dancing Company. I was being trained as a Dancing Instructor, I sorely wished I had stayed cause who would have known I could have gone to the Dance Contest. Doing my best, as in everything I do, which there is alot of things I love doing so well. The Contest would have been fun whether My partner and I won or not. For me dancing is a way for me to escape all the troubles in the world and in my life. "Take the Lead' and other movies that came out before that all of Ballroom Dancing has made me want to go back to the dance Studio and just have fun again. Besides Ballroom, I know other dancing as well. Every Bar I have ever went too. I never got to sit very long and enjoyed my drink that I order before someone asked me to dance. It's not steps that I dance to, it is the bass and drums that makes me move. TTFN

Growing Up
Men and women alike need to grow up...as in reach adulthood! LOL... How hard is it to finally give up the game and say ok I wanna be with one person and one person only. *SIDENOTE...THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME CUZ I AM SO VERY SINGLE! LOL* If you still have an ex or a crush on ur mind and you still talk to that person then maybe you shouldn't be trying to start another relationship or sweet talk someone else into believing that you may want to be with that person. Life is not a game of pick and choose...cause feelings get involved and those who have ever had their feelings hurt know that it's not a good feeling to have at all. SO how hard is it to admit to anyone "Hey I still haven't decided what I want out of you or life or a relationship yet"...I would think a person would rather hear that then hear lies about how you are talking to others and yet lying to someone else's face about it all. It's really not that difficult people...

Nameless...
The exquisite taste of eternal temptation. This black fire sun, Spirit filled and symbolic. Awash my soul in darkness. Midnights' flood sweeping me away. Honing me into a spiritual weapon, A weapon of carnal fury. A passion of shadows, Chasing away the taint of light. My senses awaken to the service, The service of my hearts design. Ghost of desire, Calling out in the kingdom of eternal night! Saints of shadow, With their chalices of crimson wine. Exceeding in excellency, lavish empires through out all time. The exquisite temptation, Of cold, wicked inclinations. An immortal world of darkness, Bathed in blood. Enjoying a wanton celebration, The reign of the vampire nation! Wolves howling in tribute, A lustful, Longing sound. Ravens take flight from skeletal branches, Ominous and lithe. Weeping angels with eyes of ink, Smile with secret delight. As the marshaled forces of Heaven and Hell, Shiver from our might. For imposing and majestic are we. We who w

Dedicated To Me... Hmm Wonder Why
An empty room can be so deafening, The silence makes you wanna scream, It drives you crazy. I chased away the shadows of your name, And burned the picture in a frame, But it couldn't save me. And how could we quit something we never even tried, Well you still can't tell me why. We built it up, To watch it fall. Like we meant nothing at all. I gave and gave the best of me, But couldn't give you what you need. You walked away, You stole my life, Just to find what your looking for. But no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore. ...I can't hate you anymore. Your not the person who you used to be, The one I want who wanted me, And that's a shame but, There's only so many tears that you can cry. Before it drains the light right from your eyes, And I can't go on that way. I Can't Hate You Anymore lyrics found on And so I'm letting of everything we were, It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. We built it up, To watch it fall. Like we meant nothing at all.

Names
A woman scanned the guests at a party and spotted an attractive man, standing alone. She approached him. "My name is Carmen," she told him. "That's a beautiful name," he replied, "Is it a family name?" "No," she replied. "I gave it to myself. It reflects the things I like most -- cars and men." "What's your name?" she asked. He said, "Bob Titsenbeer"

Unfiltered Eyes
Gazing deep into my reflection as if never before. The eve of regret no longer scarring the core. The tainted perception etched in my mind, The shattered me left far behind, Has left my self image distorted, estranged. The window of truth opened; the vision has changed. The soul was entombed in hatred and lies, But the dawn clears the night, with unfiltered eyes. Gazing deep into my reflection, as if never before. The eve of regret no longer scarring the core. Promises surface. I will not subside. Now that I’ve unmasked the true beauty inside.

Adult Stories
One rainy night, Storm was working on a new project on his porn site in the other room. Brandi was in the bedroom watching TV and relaxing, getting tired she slips out of her clothes and gets comfortable. She finds some porn to watch from the Porn4Porn collection of Storms and slips the bag of sex toys out. As the movie starts, Brandi is already touching her hard nipples and sliding her hand down her stomach to her hot pussy. As she runs the tip of her finger across her clit a few times and then inside her pussy, she lets out this moan. Peaking Storms curiosity about the noise, he finds his way down the hallway and looks into the cracked door. He stands in the door way for a few minutes getting aroused, watching his slut finger her pussy. Storm strips his clothes off and walks in the room, as he walks past the bed he leans over and kisses Brandi and reaches down to help finger her pussy, as he goes to sit down, Brandi grabs his hand and sucks the juices off his fingers. S

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Rig

5 Fish Are Deadly, 3 Will Help Your Heart
Health authorities are encouraging us to eat more fish. There is good reason. Higher intakes of omega-3 oils, the healthy oil found in seafood, have been associated with dramatic reductions in cardiac deaths, ischemic strokes, cancers, arthritic pain and disability, as well as acting as a powerful protectant for the brain. But many fish are also high in mercury, which is one of the most poisonous metals in existence, as well PCBs, dioxins, pesticides and herbicides. So, is it really safe to eat more fish, and if so, which fish are safe? This, in essence, is the dilemma for the general public and a significant number of scientists as well. The EPA (which regulates fish from sports fishing) and the FDA (which regulates commercial seafood) have set limits for “safe” mercury levels in seafood, but they do not share their concerns about contaminants with the general public through the media or public alerts. The reason is they are treading a thin line of trying to protect the public

A Speech I Remember Saying In A Dream
Above All Let Me Have Honor For Honor even above Love is Worth A Thousand Deaths, A Thousand Agonies. For they can take Everything from You, But Never the Truth, Never Your Word, Never Your Honor. Your Word and Your Name , they will survive long after You are Gone. Lies will always be Uncovered even if you have to cross Generations, the Truth will be brought into the Light. Have Faith and hold True to Yourself. Know Who and What You are and never let the complications of others make you feel that Lies and Dishonor will Not be Revealed. In the Times of the Fire all their deceptions will be Burned Clean and they will be made to Answer and be brought Low. Will you Grant them Grace or will you Serve Them Justice? Choose Wisely. This was something i dreamed. I was addressing a group of people in what felt like was some type of temple, but it just struck me so I decided to put it here.

Marriage
A dietitian was once addressing a large audience in Chicago. "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. "Soft drinks erode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. Vegetables can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. "But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" A 75-year-old man in the front row stood up and said, "Wedding cake". ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Some marriages are made in heaven, but so are thunder and lightning." "Marriage is a lot like the army, everyone complains, but you'd be surprised at the number that re-enlist." - James Garner "Keep your eyes wide open before marriage, half shut afterwards." - Benjamin Frankli

Asshole
FUBAR IS A...: Please BLOCK ME ->FUBAR IS A...: No.... just the most blocked goodbye!!! FUBAR IS A...: I will become the most hated I assure you that ->FUBAR IS A...: That title is taken.....You havesucceeded in being a jerk off though!! FUBAR IS A...: leave better comments though I wanna be the most hated on FUBAR FUBAR IS A...: cause I like fucking with the weak and frail minds sorta like yours FUBAR IS A...: hich pig was yours I pissed off and you needed you to help her ? ->FUBAR IS A...: The question I have is why are you here then?? FUBAR IS A...: not at all ->FUBAR IS A...: is that the best you got jerk off? FUBAR IS A...: ont worry you can have all these fat dumpy looking low self esteem issued skanks FUBAR IS A...: dont do myspace you chum change asshole ->FUBAR IS A...: go back to myspace loser! FUBAR IS A...: Fuck You Asshole

Dedication To A Dead Friend
Dedicated to Rivers It was July 25th 2005 My best fried was no longer alive That day he slipped quietly away I wouldn't have had it any other way His pain is gone and mine begins This is the day I lost my best friend I know he is still in my heart It just hurts to be apart I sometimes sit and think off all the good times we had It helps me not to feel so bad I lift my head up high, because he has wings now, he can fly He taught me things I never knew Like how to say I love you I never heard the man raise his voice He showed me I have a choice I never saw him act in anger He never met a stranger My friend is gone But his love lives on in all of us he touched and loved so very much Knowing him has made me a better man He taught me to say I can I love you man You Betcha!

Mommy And Daddy
Mommy and Daddy I know right now you won't understand Why Mommy and Daddy split apart Sometimes love gets lost between a woman and a man I know how much it breaks your heart To know Mommy and Daddy are in love no more Just know it isn't your fault And we will love you evermore There have been many lessons taught And many more to come This one will be hard to swallow I know it is not an easy one And how it feels so hallow I to have walked in your shoes My Mommy and Daddy broke up too In the end its the two of you who lose Just because Mommy and Daddy couldn't make do I hope you won't be angry with us I can't blame you if you are For you this is a minus, not a plus On your heart there will remain a scar We will always be around when you need us Even though we won't be together Our love for you will never die regardless of what should come between Your Mother and Father

Spicy Angel
My new friend Spicy Angel needs your help. Her profile was recently deleted. She was a Rockstar before she was deleted. Please stop by her page and rate her pictures and stash to get her level back up where it was. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 Spicy Angel@ fubar

Heat You Got To Hate It
What is anyone to do about there heating stats, gas is so high I dont know how they expect us to come up with 500 right off the bat.I mean i make good money but still, I cant pay that right now I have three kids I have to buy x mas for .How do you do that with xmas coming and I am the only one working , my husband is trying for disablity he isnt alound to work because of his marfans.. So if any one has any ideas please feel free to email me or comment ..Thank you for listen....

Read!!
Beyond mind, there is an awareness that is intrinsic, that is not given to you by the outside, and is not an idea -- and there is no experiment up to now that has found any center in the brain which corresponds to awareness. The whole work of meditation is to make you aware of all that is "mind" and disidentify yourself from it. That very separation is the greatest revolution that can happen to man. Now you can do and act on only that which makes you more joyous, fulfills you, gives you contentment, makes your life a work of art, a beauty. But this is possible only if the master in you is awake. Right now the master is fast asleep. And the mind, the servant, is playing the role of master. And the servant is created by the outside world, it follows the outside world and its laws. Once your awareness becomes a flame, it burns up the whole slavery that the mind has created. There is no blissfulness more precious than freedom, than being a master of your own destiny.

I'm Back!
hey everyone I know its been a while, but I'm back. I've been MIA for quite a while, just beeb working a lot and taking care of my mom whom was diagnosed with breast cancer about 4 months back and has underwent the radation and chemo therapy. its been very hard on me and that family, as well as my mom but we are running strong with her with the fight and she's doing outstanding. I love her to death and she came first. But other than that I am finally able to come back on here and hang out with you guys. so shoot me some love back, I'd love to hear from you guys!

Agree With Bubblewrap
I have met some folks from here and some from other sites. So I know those folks are real. Then there are the ones that are on your list you talk to them for while and intend on meeting. The closer the meet time the more intense the emails get..etc. Then they suddenly go paranoid on you. Giving you a lecture about 'protection' because they have seen my profile in other sites...assuming I slept all I have met..even with oral. What?? All we were going to do is met and say hello..when did that require a condom? He basically called me a liar..did not believe me when I told him never had an std. Assumed I have slept with all men on my list--including the other sites..and judged me before meeting me face to face. I am real..I have a photo salute. I do not have a video camera or how to use the cam for such a thing. But even if I did, I would not know what to say or do. Guess it takes practice. Tom-Tom "Bubblewrap" does a damned good job of doing his videos. Tom, since

Fire & Ice Rules To Live By
Please read them and follow them as they will be our guide to a happy family. 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!!..I will not put up with any drama from anyone. there will be no exceptions to this rule! You disregard this rule and you will be dismissed from my family! Act your age, if u cant then please do not waste our time! 2)No one but upper management will be allowed to blog about Leveling..unless you have been given the ok to do so. This will only be to minimize confusion in the family! The only ones to blog about leveling are Founder, CoFounder, President, Vice President and Manager. Even so I need you guys to confirm with me before posting Blog. 3) Absolutley NO BOMBING! If you choose to enter into a contest or give away you are doing so at your own will, and you are not to expect anyone in the family to help you out. We are a not a bombing crew but a leveling family!! For now this is the rules on bombing. In time when our family grows we will divide into two different gro

All Right Everyone Not Much More To Go. Let's Show The Fubar Spirit
OK EVERYONE ITS TIME TO PUT THE METAL TO THE PETAL AND LET IT RIP. I ONLY NEED 8000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET MY V.I.P. SO COME ON EVERYONE AND HELP ME OUT. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED ME SO FAR. ITS BEEN GOING GREAT AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER FAMILY AND FRIENDS. SO COME ON OVER AND LETS FINISH THIS THING OFF. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND LETS GET-R-DONE!!!!!!!!!!! Fire My Words Text Image Generator

Ufc 78- Validation Full Fight Card
Here is the main card for UFC 78 all. Main Event!!! Lightheavyweight Contenders match Micheal "The Count" Bisping(14-0-0) vs Rashaad "Sugar" Evans(15-0-1) LightHeavyweight Contenders Match. Thiago Silva(10-0-0) vs Houston "The Assassin" Alexander(7-1) Middlewight Match. Joe Doerkson (39-10) vs Ed "Short Fuse" Herman(14-4) Welterweight Match. Ryo "Pirahna" Chohen(14-7) vs Karo "The Heat" Parisyan(25-4) Lightweight Match. Frank "The Answer" Edgar(6-0-0) vs Spencer "The King" Fisher(20-3-0) UNDERCARD FIGHTS. Welterweight Match. Chris "Lights Out" Lytle(34-14-4) vs Thiago "Pit bull" Alves(18-4) Lightweight Match Jason Reinhardt(18-0) vs Joe "J-Lau" Lauzon(14-3) Lightweight Match Luke "Lil Hulk" Caudillo(15-8) vs Marcus "Maximus" Aurelio(14-5) Welterweight Match. Akihiro "The Japanese Sensation" Gono(27-12-7) vs Tamdan "The Barn Cat" McCrory(10-0) 1. Micheal Bisping by TKO in 2nd RD 2. Houston Alexander by TKO in 3rd RD 3

Lifehouse ~ First Time
We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time We're crashing Into the unknown We're lost in this But it feels lik

My Right
for the one who stands and fights I wish for him to stand at my right he now knows the truth about me and he has no fears that I can see I would take his right with honer and pride outlaws in the world side by side now he knows whats in store and neither of us could wantit more long days and longer nights finding peace in twilight as the wolves howl in the dark of night a full moon rises to give us light

Baby Girl
I am a new father now for 5 months and I want to say that it is absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. You may see pics of her in here and see more later. It is because of how proud I am of her.

Bethany Dillon ~ You Could Be The One
Could I talk to you sometime this afternoon? About some things I know I'm reading into Because you and me come at this differently And I'm just trying to be honest with you Now that I've found you in the most unexpected places You were right in front of my face You could be the one that I could hold on to forever, hold on to forever You could be the one Yeah, I get it Go change the subject But I can't forget how much this seems to fit When you feel this way Everything sounds so clich� But I'll try to explain my side of this Now that I've found you in the most unexpected places You were right in front of my face You could be the one that I could hold on to forever, hold on to forever You could be the one Maybe you are the kind that doesn't want to say it I should just let you be But maybe if I spoke up that would be enough To give my mind some peace You could be the one that I could hold on to forever, hold on to forever Yo

Vent: Not All Military Wives Are Unfaithful
omg. i was wearing my marine wife sweatshirt today and some lady literally came up to me, acted all nice and stuff then out of no freaking now where, asked how many guys i'd slept with since Mike left. WTF!?!?!? I mean seriously. NOT ALL MILITARY WIVES ARE UNFAITHFUL. I take my marriage very seriously. I love my husband and would never do anything to hurt him. Yes, I have alot of male friends, and I love talking to other guys (and ladies!)- no matter their branch, who can help me better understand whta he's going through. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!!! AH! Sorry, had to vent.

Zack My 12 Yr Old I Am So Proud Of Him
Each one of my sons have something special about him that brings out so much pride in me ...... Today my 12 yr old went out for tryouts for a baseball traveling team this is the type that eventually are shown on t.v and has the little league world series .... Zack not only made the cut he was the first to be notified ..I got the call this evening and was completely at a loss for words at what the coach had to say about his performance ....He had hit several out of the park ...pitched with speed and accuracy that a pitcher from the San Diego padres association was totally blown away by his performance and he fielded the ball perfectly ..... so I didn't think I could be prouder of him 'till he found out his best friend might not make the team ... Zack tearing up said "I wont play cause if Ross does not make the team he couldn't take the offer...It just wouldn't feel right cause Ross wanted me to do it with him and he really wanted to play and he plays just as good as me" ...... etc

No Answer....
He grabs the razor blade, presses it to his skin. I love you he cries out.. no answer. He slowly starts to drag it down his arm. I love you he again cries out... still no answer... He pushes harder as he drags it, making a small cut.. The blood starts to run down his arm onto the floor. drip by drip the blood forms a puddle, he stops for a minute and cries out again.. I love youuuu.. still no answer He pushes it deeper ad harder, More blood starts to flow. My girl left me but i cant let her go. With his finger he spells her name in blood, Below it says I love you.. as he finishes himself off.......

You Know You Wanna
Hi all.. Come on.. You know you wanna.. come in.. hang out with the MOSH PIT HOTTTIES and listen to great music.. and have some real fun... Just click on the link below and enter the PIT!! - Get Your Own Hope to see you there.. KISSESS!!! Oh and tell them.. Cassie sent you.. :) Click the link below. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50160

Murphy's Laws Of Combat Operations...
Murphy's laws of combat operations... 1. Friendly fire - isn't. 2. Recoilless rifles - aren't. 3. Suppressive fires - won't. 4. You are not Superman; Marines and fighter pilots take note. 5. A sucking chest wound is Nature's way of telling you to slow down. 6. If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid. 7. Try to look unimportant; the enemy may be low on ammo and not want to waste a bullet on you. 8. If at first you don't succeed, call in an air strike. 9. If you are forward of your position, your artillery will fall short. 10. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. 11. Never go to bed with anyone crazier than yourself. 12. Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder. 13. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. 14. The enemy diversion you're ignoring is their main attack. 15. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: when they're ready; when you're not. 16. No OPLAN ever survives initia

Gah@ Assholes!
Today, november 4th, 2007, I had a nice little chat with someone who will go unnamed. but You all can thank HIM for any reluctance i may or may not have. gotta love the assholes! after trying to explain to me shit i ALREADY am aware of, and, as a matter of fact i tried explaining i was already aware of said ways of Fu...he proceeded to be an ignorant little snot who... and i quote.. told me he could see my tits and ass on the new photo's page, but couldnt get to them in my private folder. well no shit? i dont have him on my family thing. if i wanted him to see the full fucking pics i would have added him. so he had to go on and on about how he 'didnt care' about the photos, but that he 'just wanted me to know'. lol! anywhoo. it goes like this now. DONT ask to see the yum-yum folder. IF i want you to see it i'll offer it. if you ask? i'll tell you no. assholes abound, it seems, and cant seem to keep their thoughts, opinions, idiotic tendencies, to themselves.

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

Sexual Frustration?
Grr! x] Yeah, it sucks when you have a way hot friend, who knows every little spot that makes you squirm, and he has a girlfriend. x] Not to mention I'm in my 'peak sex drive' week. D: Asshole.

Life
In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

Joke
Icefishing A blonde wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject. And, finally getting all the necessary tools together, she made for the ice. After positioning her comfy footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed , "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." Startled, the blonde moved farther down the ice, poured a thermos of Cappuccino and began to cut yet another hole. Again from the heavens the voice bellowed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." The blonde, now worried, moved clear down to the opposite end of the ice. She set up her stool once more and tried again to cut her hole. The voice came once more, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." She stopped, looked skyward, and asked , "IS THAT YOU, LORD?" The voice replied , "NO, THIS IS THE MANAGER OF THE HOCKEY RINK."

Hi Everyone...the Weekend's Almost Over
PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site Hello everyone..... It's been awhile since I've dropped a line to say "HI", and touch base with everyone. Things have been a bit on the crazy side the past few weeks here in our house. Some of you may already know, but our son, Kirk, is coming back home, after living in Australia for the past 2 yrs.. We will be picking him up tomorrow evening at Lambert Internationl Airport in St. Louis. Needless to say, with it being over 2 yrs. since we have seen him, we are all VERY VERY excited!!!! We will all be making the trip to St. Louis...Lee, Moriah, Landon, and me. I have been spending the past couple of days cleaning, and getting things set up for his arrival. He is going to be here at least 4 months...possibly longer. There is alot up in the air right now, so this is uncertain at the moment. But, we are just glad that he is going to be home. I say it's been crazy, because we've been spending a couple of weeks now, ironing out detai

The History Of 'aprons' ....
The principal use of Grandma's apron was to protect the dress underneath, but along with that, it served as a potholder for removing hot pans from the oven. It was wonderful for drying children's tears, and on occasion was even used for cleaning out dirty ears . From the chicken coop, the apron was used for carrying eggs, fussy chicks, and sometimes half-hatched eggs to be finished in the warmingoven. When company came, those aprons were ideal hiding places for shy kids. And when the weather was cold, grandma wrapped it around her arms. Those big old aprons wiped many a perspiring brow, bent over the hot wood stove. Chips and kindling wood were brought into the kitchen in that apron. From the garden, it carried all sorts of vegetables. After the peas had beenshelled, it carried out the hulls. In the fall, the apron was used to bring in apples that had fallen from the trees. When unexpected company drove up the road, it was surprisin

My Fucked Up Week
so, tuesday I left work early cause I was not feeling very good. Wednsday I called out cause I was still feeling ill. Thursday morning I woke up with an awful pain in my ribs on the right side. I had been getting this pain pretty often if I eat spicy or fatty foods the night before and it goes away with in an hour or so. This time...5 hours later I finally decided "Okay, Chris...Take me to the ER" Not even 30 mins of being at the hospital they were talking about taking my galbladder out. I went in for an ultrasound and sure enough I had 2 stones. one was lodged in one of the ducts connecting to my pancreaus. So, They moved me into a room and pumped me full of anti-biotics and I had surgury on friday. they let me come home on Saturday. normally you can be released the same day as surgury but my white blood count was still elevated and I was running a temp. besides that, they were worried about bleeding and had a drainiage tube out my side. So, Saturday they released me home

Bright Eyes
I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. With heat to melt these frozen tears, burned with reasons as to carry on into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow. But I swear that I would follow anything just get me out of here. And you get six months to adapt then you get two more to leave town. And in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around. But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but I know that that's impossible now. And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories 'cause I just can't think anymore about that or about him tonight. But I give myself three days to feel better or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff. 'Cause if I can't learn to make myself feel better how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? And I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow 'cause I swear that I'm dying, slowly but it's happening.

Goddess
A truely Rare gift you have. The gift of natural Beauty Cherish it use it allow it to make you into what you deserve to be. A GODDESS. Allow none to taint your Beauty with there mortal hands and desires unless they are willing to sacrafice there very soul to worship you for what you are. A Beautiful Goddess.

Bleh
This weekend has sucked ass. I've had to pack all my shit so it can be moved to the new apartment... which sucks ass... cuz i hate packing. SO, other than that.... I hate when people do shit to piss me off.. esp. when i don't wanna be a total bitch to them... so then i pretend like shit doesn't bother me, and smile and go on with my day... and then i sit and let in eat at me instead of YELLING about it... i've learned in the past, that doesn't get me anywhere... so i dunno... not sure what to say or do right now.... i've only been able to talk to one person about it all... cuz that person is quite familiar with the whole situation... sorry to be so vaque... it's a situation thats weird, and i need to vent about but not let everyone know whats going on... I'm just pissed and not sure how to react... anyways, i'm off to finish packing then to bed....

Poetry
~How I Feel~ Written By: Alice C. No matter how many times we break up, no matter how many times I cry, I still find myself thinking of you, and I have no clue why. It could be because I love you, it could be because I miss you, Right now I am so confused and I don't really know what to do. I could go away and forget about the past, or I could stay around and make it last, I'm not to sure right now, but I will find out somehow. I want you to be my husband, and I want to be your wife, but it is up to you, and i will give you some time. I promised you I would change, and that I will do, but I need your help, you need to change some things to. I want you to know I love you, and that my love for you will last, it will never fade away, I can't put it in my past. I could make this poem last forever, but I will end it here, I hope you like it, I know I do, it even made me shed a tear.

Useless Facts
Diet Coke was only invented in 1982. At least one of a pair of identical twins is born evil. ...Or so tv tells me Each year over $2,000,000,000 worth of Halloween candy is sold. A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Cat urine glows under a black-light! The longest recorded flight of a chicken is 13 seconds! Most People use over 16,000 gallons of water in their lifetimes, or 2.5 quarts per day. Taphephobia is the fear of being buried alive! Elmer's Glue-All is the best selling glue in America. 1. President Lincoln, when informed that General Grant drank whiskey while leading his troops, reportedly replied "Find out the name of the brand so I can give it to my other generals." 2. Being intoxicated had desirable spiritual significance to the ancient Egyptians. They often gave their children names like "How Drunk is Cheops" or "How Intoxicated is Hathor."

Life Is So Messed Up
life is so messed up right now, things just arent going the way i want them to, i messed up so much in the past year and now that im focused and i know what i need to do in life it seems like its just so hard, i was stuck on a fantasy level and i didnt do all the things i should have done, and even though my friends right, u cant rewind and go back im hoping i can take what ive learned over the past year and make this upcoming year better. you kno my friend is well hes very special to me, hes where i get most of my advice from, hes smart, hes got a good heart and a good personality and he makes me laugh, he says some of the most off the wall things ive ever heard but our conversations never get old, we can sit on the phone for hours and barely say a word to each other but we kno how eachother feels. hes my heart, hes my support, hes my.... everything n i luv him a lot, u kno who u r, n i luv u baby luv

I Wish I Would've.......
I hate when I let my insecurities take over how I feel as far as things I want to say and do. It doesn't happen often but when it does it always seems to come back and kick me in the ass as a lesson that everyday you should say and do what you want, cause you never know what may come of it, good or bad, at least you tried. Today I got kicked in the ass by an opportunity I let slip by about a year ago.

Warning
Living in snailem boregon or portland. if I had a choice of wipping my brown eye with a fist full of rusty razor blades owned by the nastiest crack whore or the best roll of charmin ever produced I would marry that crack addict and move to PDX. I regret ever moving back to this crap hole and laughing stalk of the entire western hemisphere....... Who do you have to kill to shed the horrific reputation of ever renting a spot here, saying you spent fifteen minuets pumping gas to escape, or addmitting to the fact that your related to the delusional woman who must have been held at gun point to give you life in a city running rampint with sucessfull frontal labotomy recepiants. My thoughts of becoming a transient hooked on better ideas and moving are increasing with more severity with every chicken peck at this keyboard, which happens to have more entertainment value than salem has had since its inception into the union.

Just A Dream
As I lay here in your arms, your kisses so tender, thinkig this is true love. As I lay here thinking I'm so lucky to have such a loving & passionate man, not ever wanting to leave your arms. It is then I wake up & realize you are just a dream.

I Guess ?
I guess I am wrong with what I have decided I want out of life ? I have decided after all these years of me taking care & supporting other people that I want to be taken care & supported for once in my life. If it doesn't happen it doesn't happen I will stay alone & for once take care of myself. No one night stands & being used ...... I am not perfect but I am not a toy either. I have taken care & supported of alot of people in my LIFE & if I can't have the life I want then I will stay alone. I have said alot here on FUBAR about me so alot of you know what I have been through the last few months. I'm tired of broken promise's & the bullsh!t... You either want me as a friend & like me for me or you don't !! Don't tell me alot of promise's you don't plan on keeping. I am not a cheater never have been I take care of my man & my home so I have no need to cheat nor would I. But as you know my Fiance passed away this April & I am tired of the game's people play ....I just want t

Fairy Tails
futuristic fairy tails, lie beneath the feet of those who step along the path of the broken, bringing a new to the world that they create to be there own.. trapped inside, a mind apart, an emptiness filled with the craze, sliding of the feet as they walk upon the air, across the path they seek, to be tortured to be hurt to be lost they never know, cause in there fairytale everything is perfect.. looking in a mirror they tend to smile, a clown appears, big red shoes and rainbow wig, taking there hand leading them away, sprinkles of rain shower the land leaving sparkle and ray, however outside they drown in there thoughts of which broke them down.. but asking yourself while they run and play is it really all that sad that they are trapped this way, for once they are happy, free to be..

Doctor Visit
I had my visit with the shirk this week, we talked about the reasons why I wanted to end my life. I have a long way to go, but so of my problems stem from a lot of stress in my personal life. Another cause is the fact that I spend everyday in pain, I wake its there I go to bed its there, Im sitting here writing this and I am in pain. Ever since I got this illness it been bad. I have day where its not to bad and doesn't bother me, others where I hurt so bad I don't want to get out of bed. All this pain has made me even more depressed than I usally am. Add to all that, the fact that I broke a tooth and it became infected before I could get anything done. It was just so much to take, the trigger for the suicade was the fact of certain problems in my life with a love that I can't get over. Its not that I really want to end my life, it just seemed like the only way to end all the pain. Well with all that said, I want everyone to know that I am doing fine the urgue to hurt myself is gone for

I'll Never Say A Word
The time has come to pull out the screams inside my head, I want to give them to you and yet never make a sound. You've given me pain and have never hurt yourself, watched me cry and yet never shed a tear...I could touch you and you would never feel the warmth from my skin, you're so cold you're frozen, unfeeling stone. I've watched you tear me down, I've felt you break my heart, and in your heart there's just no place for me...Find it written on the wall, in my favorite shade of lipstick just for you to see,how it's come a time to end the likes of you and me. I never could have given you enough, you'd always want just one more piece, enough of my soul to have control over me...But here I am and now look, Im breaking you down...Taking back everything I gave you...does it make you feel like less of a man when you cant bend me, when you cant break me like you used to? Here, take back all the screams you left me with, Im giving them back to you in my broken, sad, twisted little smile...An

Shit Gets Real
Doesnt sometimes its just seems time has just flew by without you even noticing it? Michelle and I were just sitting and talking about what we were going to be doing in 5 years and the kids or what not and I got to thinking about lots of stuff. Like how I love my JR so much its crazy. My father and I used to sing this song together by the dramatics, What you see is what you get. You know that song, some people, are made of plastic, you know some people, are made of wood. I have so many great memories like that of my father, of whom I havent seen since the mid 90's I believe. But when Michelle and I began to talk, I just welled up. And realized how much I miss him and how much I miss the days when things were simple. You know like when you wanted money to want it, and not because you need it to pay off that guy that calls your house 4 times a day...When your responsiblities were keepin your room clean, no wife/husband and kids. I love em dont get me wrong, but life is soooo dam

The Troops
I frequently see people expressing the slogan 'Support Our Troops'. It isn't always clear what is meant by that. If you mean respecting them for doing their jobs well under difficult and often deadly conditions, and appreciating the extreme stress, the loneliness, the danger, and the sacrifice they undergo-- yes, by all means, they have my support. But if you mean supporting a wrongfully started, needless war that is doing harm to American interests, not good, then I say that is not supporting our troops at all, that is perpetuating poor policy and risking more needless deaths and injuries. I support our troops by calling for immediate withdrawal from the occupation of Iraq. And I support our troops by calling for the impeachment of Bush and Cheney, for violating the Constitution and international and US law. Traditionally, Americans have fought to preserve our freedom. No Americans should be ordered to fight to glorify a President who seeks to take our freedom away, w

November 5, 2007
You are spending far more energy than usual on your work or chores, but it might be tough to really connect with the people you see every day. They're not as serious-minded as you, but that'll change soon.

I Like Honesty
SOME MAY FIND IT STRANGE BUT IT MAKES A MAN MUCH MORE APPEALING TO ME WHEN HE'S HONEST.I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE LIES TO ME IN MY FACE,INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING THE TRUTH AND FACING THE CONSEQUENCES.I REALLY CAN'T STAND WHEN I KNOW SOMEONE IS LYING AND THEY JUST REFUSE TO TELL THE TRUTH.I HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR SOMEONE WHO TELLS THE TRUTH-NO MATTER WHAT...I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANYONE WHO TELLS ME WHAT I WANT TO HEAR. SOMEONE WHO I HOLD VERY CLOSE TO MY HEART IS LYING TO ME AND IT HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT WHILE I POUR MY HEART OUT TO HIM...HE LIES TO ME OFTEN. EVEN WORSE...WHAT HE IS LYING ABOUT REALLY ISN'T A BIG ISSUE TO ME...I WILL STILL CARE FOR HIM EITHER WAY...THE ONLY THING I ASK FOR IS THE TRUTH. SINCE HE CAN'T BE A MAN AND FESS UP I WILL HAVE TO TAKE HIS WORD FOR RIGHT NOW...BUT IF I EVER FIND OUT THE TRUTH AND ITS NOT FROM HIS MOUTH-THATS THE END OF ANY DREAM I EVER HAD OF SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM.ONCE YOU LOSE MY TRUST...YOU LOSE ME WE'VE ALREADY HAD ONE ALTER

Now What??
well had a better weekend....not so much drama. even talked to that friend....i appoligized....i did hurt him....it was in retaliation for hurting me. i wrote about that...it was wrong...he is a good man... i am goning to try my best to be just a friend....i dont know it it will work....i mean i fell hard....i dont think he fell as hard as i thought he did.....but you all know i fell very hard. i went to see his new pictures....i saw the comments from the other women....it made me extremely jealous...i swear i felt the heat in my whole body....my face had to be red....i wanted to message all of them, call them very nasty names....i mean to me those beautiful eyes they were comenting on are mine to look at...not theirs....and the looks he gave should be for me...not them.... took pics of his home...i wondered who asked and who did he want to show if it wasnt me?!?!?! see i dont think its gonna work....i just dont know if i can only feel friendship...and not be jealous....i dont wan

415 Am
Wow.. i am still awake... this is not like me.. i guess i am kinda starting to stress about my doctors appointment.. i am having a procedure donw on my back.. a nerve block on the nerve that is between my L4 & L5 vertabrae... they are rubbign bone on bone and messing with my ciatic nerve.. and causing me a lot of pain.. and not the kind of pain i like... oh well.. it must be done i just hope it works... if it doesn then i should be relatively pain free for the first time inline .... 15 years.. which is when i fell down the stairs and messed ujp my back in the first place..... having a blast on this site... it is sooo cool... ttyl....

I Wish?
I wish to be happy and healthy. I wish to have love, true love in my life. I wish not to be lonely. I wish for trust. I wish to find a man to love and care about me. I wish for A nice honest man to come into my life. I wish for someone to talk to. I wish I could find that here.

This Was Written By A Metro Denver Hospice Physician:
This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the 'quickie mart ' building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel.. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back

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Are We Really All That Different?
Are We Really All That Different? Author: EarthlyEpona Posted: November 4th. 2007 Times Viewed: 181 Something to Believe In For several years now I have been writing as a way to work through some past hurts, angers, labels and just figure out what I am made of and who I am. I was not raised in a church or under any specific religious belief, but I was raised with morals and taught respect for others. Respect. To me, respect is given freely to each and every person whom I see or meet... simply because they are another human being. I do not agree with those who say, "You have to earn my respect". Why do they say this? Have I done something to offend you by my existence? Respect to me is a two way street, if given freely it should be returned freely. How can you freely give respect to another who does not reciprocate in kind? Anger. I have learned that anger is natural and normal. But really, it only harms the one who holds it. It seems through my e

Wiccan Wish
Wiccan Wish If I could make one wish, And know that it would come true I'd wish the whole world wiccan So you can be a witch too. I think wiccans get the best in life, We also get the worst But that’s because the Christians Rained upon our faith a curse Common misconceptions of our faith include Bloodletting, putting spells on men, Riding broomsticks, eating children And consorting with Satan But on the inside, it's not like that, Nothing like that at all We're all a part of an intricate web, A web that’s called the world We stand in circles and call to us Energy to love and heal We thank the lord and lady For what we get out of this deal We celebrate all of nature In an intimate way, Marking all our sabbats with The dark of night and light of day We see life as a circle A never ending cycle In death we see new beginning Not the start of trouble If the whole world was wiccan More trees would be standing Greed would almost be nonexistent

Only You
I take your hand in mine Sat you right beside me Under the big tree we used to make love Staring in your eyes I whispered in your ears You are the love I prayed for God to be mine In your eyes I see the love that captivated me the first time you stared into you eyes In your smile I see the love that devoured my heart when you first smile lit up my soul In your voice I hear the gentleness that soften my depressed heart Pull me closer to the love I crave In your hands I feel the beauty of life that I thought have abandoned me a long time ago In your kiss My body melts when your lips touches mine warming every corner of my soul In your heart, I found a place for me to reside in happiness holding my soul forever in peace Under the shadows of the tree I gave you my word I will spend every waking and sleeping moments with you My heart will never fades and as each day goes by it grows stronger In my life there is always you My

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Grrr My Telescope Is Still Being Fixed :(
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. - A comet that has unexpectedly brightened in the past couple of weeks and now is visible to the naked eye is attracting professional and amateur interest. Paul Lewis, director of astronomy outreach at the University of Tennessee, is drawing students to the roof of Nielsen Physics Building for special viewings of Comet 17P/Holmes. The comet is exploding and its coma, a cloud of gas and dust illuminated by the sun, has grown to be bigger than the planet Jupiter. The comet lacks the tail usually associated with such celestial bodies but can be seen in the northern sky, in the constellation Perseus, as a fuzzy spot of light about as bright as the stars in the Big Dipper. "This is truly a celestial surprise," Lewis said. "Absolutely amazing." Until Oct. 23, the comet had been visible to modern astronomers only with a telescope, but that night it suddenly erupted and expanded. A similar burst in 1892 led to the comet's discovery by Edwin Holmes. "This is

Apology
Why do i always make myself so mad, and then I just get upset and sad. I always have to deal with my pain, even though there really is nothing to gain. My closet is just so full of shit, wish I could dig a large pit. Maybe jump in and bury myself inside, would you call that suicide? I hate some of the things I do, like the bad words I say to you. Sometimes I think I should just leave, is that what you want of me? Don`t mean to say the things that hurt, my words always come out fast and so curt. I just want to know how you feel, sitting here feeling like a heel. It is okay if you hate me right now, don`t know if I can make it better somehow. Maybe if I say I`m sorry will do, didn`t mean for words to hurt you!!

The Super Bowl Is Super Bullshit.
I hate how fans pretend to be part of a sports team. They scream, "Yay! We scored!" Who is "we?" Last I checked, watching a game happening two thousand miles away does not qualify someone as a member of the Patriots. Now take something we're actually a part of - our country. All of a sudden it's a "they." "They banned gay marriage"... "They legalized medicinal marijuana." How are Super Bowl fans not a part of their country but are part of a sports team who they've never met or been remotely associated with? America doesn't want us to feel like we're a part of the country. People in control want us to feel free but politically helpless. Ironically, our lives are controlled by the government. To support their agenda, the powers that be have created hypes like the Super Bowl to shroud us from what's important. It's a big slight-of-hand magic trick the government performs to distract us. In one hand they're flashing the fun and exciting Super Bowl excitement and superb commercial experi

More Random Thoughts
If you have ever seen the miracle of child birth, how can you not believe in GOD ! Sometimes I am overwhelmed bye my own existence! There is a quote" it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" I wonder if the author has ever had their heart broken, turned out, and served back to them on a silver platter! Is cynicism actually a part of humor, if so I am one twisted FUCKER ! I write for a release,I laugh because laughter is good for the soul, I think entirely too much, I see beyond the surface, I hope for a better future for my children, I pray because it helps me to believe,I care because thats what I have always done,and I love unconditionally and with reckless abandon ! If I were to die tomorrow the only regret I have is never being able to show my "SOULMATE" how much I truly love her! Would you change yourself to suit the one you love,or would want them to love you for who you are? I would rather be broke and happy, than rich and mis

I Wonder
I wonder how many silent tears You have cried for me I wonder how many scars I've left No one will ever see... I wonder why you just sit And take it all on the chin Who said you couldn't have emotions Is to cry out loud a sin? I wonder how much you could give If you weren't made of rock Life might even touch you hard To turn the key in the lock. I wonder if anyone will ever Accept you as you really are? Or will you cry those silent tears Adding scar after scar after scar.

Think For To Much Or Maybe Not Enuf
i keep thinking what should i do.. should i stay or should i go... shoudl i keep wondering this earth thinking there is no happyness for me,, or should i go and find it somewhere even if im not real sure its there either. or maybe happyness is for the ppl that really honestly and truely mean something to someone that dont care that they are a bit to this or a bit to that... or dont have the perfect this or that... i dont know maybe happyness is just a cover up for ppl that really dont know what a true feeling of hurt and lonelyness is.. i dont know maybe that is the problem . i dont know.. maybe i need to find that out first... maybe i need to find ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, just maybe i need to fine me

This Cool Chick!
href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=824532&friend=824532" target=_blank>stacee40@ fubar hey everyone thischick is totally awesome, she only has a lil over 1000 points to level up to rockstar, please help her out thanks :)

Life Partner
Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate I'll love you till I get to Heaven's gate And if I go first sweetheart I'll wait 'Cause I know I'll never find another Soulmate Your love There's no telling where I'd be Without your love Stumbling in the dark Would be pretty rough When I get down you're the one That lifts me up I thank the Lord above For your love In this day and time The right one is hard to find Girl, that's why I'm holding on to you [Soulmate lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Each and every night When we turn out the light There's no mistaking what we have is true Soulmate I hope that we grow old together Soulmate In the good and bad Even through the heartache We've got a special bond That'll never break 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Yeah, I know I'll never find another Soulmate

A Man
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Update On My Yahoo Id
Okies.. looks like yahell actually came through this time! They sent me a password reset message this morning, so anyone that already has my yahoo ID, it's all good once again! WOOHOOO!!! *hugs*

Private Pics
Who here has those private pics that maybe they never wanted to show anyone and I am not talking about Nude pictures, I am talking about any picture(s) that you would not want people knowing you have. Some people need to grow up and look reality in the face....sheesh

Thankiing All Of You That Have Been Helping Me
Thank you so much everyone for helping me on this contest. As you all can see It's making me crazy. Needless to say I will never let another person talk me into a contest again. When it ends on November 10th I'll be back to normal again (whatever that may be, lol) I know all of you who have helped thank you so much I'll make sure i rate all of your stuff when it's all done. If I had not put more money into it then the prize I would of dropped out but Mark the one giving the contest keeps asking me to stay. It's a close one, it's between me and one girl, we are always 1000 behind or ahead on each other. Needless to say I will be doing bombing until then. Please bear with my my awesome friends. I promise not to put you thru this crap again!!! Bloody insane MINA

Angels Care*
I feel so Comfort in your arms I am like a soft cotton balls wrap around in your tender and loving arms I have no doubt,nur even have fear Because I know you will be there If I cry deep in vain I know you will wiped out my tear For sure I will close my eyes with sweet smile Because I know we will meet at Heavens doorway...

Today Memers To Be Leveled Ty All
levelin today first member http://fubar.com/user/924038 about 4000 now, then Xminister http://fubar.com/user/1081005 about 1000 and to finish littlemen http://fubar.com/user/1205135# 9700 points

Deteriorate
de·te·ri·o·rate ..> 1. to make or become worse or inferior in character, quality, value, etc. ..> ..> 2. to disintegrate or wear away. ..> In your life you decide the paths you want to take. Weather it be wonderful or bad , it's all about what you make it. When all is is running smooth and working out according to some kind of invisible plan you feel as if your life is begining to make sense. But what happens when that plan is cut off and you come to realize that it wasn't as smooth running or as great as you possibly thought? Do your dreams begin to deteriorate? Trying to concentrate on the positive, you can't help but let the thought of loosing your grasp on something you wanted so intensly consume you. Will you let it eat at you until there is nothing left of what once was alive. Are you holding on to something that wasn't meant to be? Was this just a lesson in life to prepare you for something to come? Are you willing to take that deep breathe

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Urine Test
Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a . Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . . . Something has to change in thi s country -- and soon!

Wounded Warrior Project
I support this whole heartedly. This foundation was created to help wounded troops that are returning from overseas. Please help them!!! I am a retired US Army Ranger and I have many friends that were wounded in combat to include myself!!! The website is woundedwarriorproject.org

7- Days Left People
HEY EVERYONE I ONLY HAVE 7-DAYS LEFT TO GET THIS V.I.P. MY OLD V.I.P RUNS OUT IN 7-DAYS SP PLEASE COME AND HELP ME.I OWE ALL OF U A GREAT DEAL OF GRATITUDE FOR HELPING ME THE WAY YOU HAVE AND THANK YOU ALL SO LET'S GET THIS ONE OVER WITH SO I CAN GET ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. JUST CKICK THE LINK BELOW AND START UR COMMENTING. Fire My Words

More Than A Friend
More Than A Friend Every now and then you find a special friend who will never let you down. And you're my friend its true with the little things you do I always want you around. I love you with my heart and soul, I will always be here and so I am letting you know tonight. That I will never leave your side even when our love is being tried because you never felt so right. If I wish upon a star in the sky, will you be with me until I die? For now it's only in my dreams. Then one day it will be and we will finally come to see love is as easy as it seems. Now my friend I kiss you goodnight, in my arms I'll hold you tight and never let you go. As you drift to sleep for awhile, still feeling some denial because you can't believe I love you so.

The Word Of The Witches
Hear now the words of the witches The voices of a world long past Our ways were long forbidden but we are rising from the ashes at last The Goddess is our mother The one from whom the God was born We try and bring the old ways back Even though many of the old ties have been torn We sense the energies of the world From the Earth and the people who live here Sometimes it's good and pure Other times it's dark when evil is near Some believe we are evil And that we worship the devil But that is not a part of who we are Nor will it ever on any level. Do what ye will, yet harm none This is our most important rule This every witch must follow And if they don't they're a fool We don't need a building to go to and pray The world itself is our place of worship Every single day This is who we are Not evil or bended Too many times we've been portrayed this This is something that must be ended We must show the world we're good And not devil's in disguise To

Thought Of The Day
redneck term.... sum bitch translated son of a bitch haha ..... you know im like gosh these are some weird people that hang out online...im thinking im possibly the weird one hahahaha... no im normal just a dork ....peace!!!

Dream Shadow
She came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beckoning me to come to her.she is a powerful creature she is not to be denied nor would I want to. She has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet I am not uncomfortable. I am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no story has ever described a creature so lovely she spins in the air teasing me my heart is pounding my throat is dry as I get closer she settles to the ground ,wings out ,showing

Fu-bucks!
FU-BUCKS are in need for my lovely friend below. She has been stationed with husband overseas. One day I will get the chance to meet her. So if you can spare some FU-BUCKS to help her get a spotlight. It is very hard to come up with that much money those bids are going for!!! *DONT USE PROGRAMS - DONT SPAM - NO CHEATING REFERRALS MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE!!!!!! IF U CAN THROW SOME HER WAY OR EVEN RATE HER STUFF TO HELP HER ALONG FEEL FREE TO TELL THEM "MJ" sent ya!!! :D *MUAH* ~army princess~@ fubar

Hello To All Fubarians
this is the 1st lady of the REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY, looking for all those interested to help out or who would even like to join the family.nwe r in the process of getting things together for a soldiers christmas boxes...we now what we r sending now i need some suggestions of which troops to send them to. if u have family members over in iraq and would like for them to recieve a box plz contact me here on fubar so we can get things rolling on our part. just another way to say thank you to them for supporting this great country or ours,, again thank you very much for ur time and again ty for helping those who can not help them selves....have a great week!

Taking Things 4 Granted
People seek others for many reasons. They want a friend to be there 4 them which is good, and to laugh n bug out cuz they click well. Some people look for others to learn from them n gain more knowledge and wisdom. But many I have seen, have seeked another person for the power or authority that they possess and they are either fear or respected. So they seek those people out to say "I know this person so I am big shyt"...Thats not cool. using people to make urself look good is not right at all. Then u say u r their friend? Friends dont use eachother! AT ALL. When people realize that they r being used it fucking hurts and people have their face so far up their ass that they dont notice it n it sucks or they do notice it n dont care at all. Thats messed up. I am tired of my friends being hurt because of it. When others hurt my friends I get pissed too. I know alot of good people who deserve respect and deserved 2 be cared for n not used just because they are looked upon as important or

A Little Piece Of Heaven
1. Does someone love you? yes. 2. Do you know anyone named Dave? yes. 3. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a J? yes. 4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member? no. 5. Have you ever tried Propel Calcium Water? yes. 6. What color are the walls of your parent's bedroom? off white. 8. Are you named after a grandparent? no. 10. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?? pass. 11. Are you taller than 5'6? yes. 12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? no. 13. Ever seen a dead body? no. 14. Do you like the color green? sure. 16. How long is your hair? past shoulders. 17. Who was the last person to send you a text message? Will. 18. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? no. 19. Last restaurant you went to? Olive Garden. 20. What is the weather like today? warmer than yesterday but still a bit chilly. 21. Last voicemail you received? Scott. 22. What did you do yesterday? worked on tour dates. 23. What's the first thing you would

Childhood Of None!
You put me through things that no child should know Living and playing is all the care one should have What child hood should have been No, not for me I had to grow We had nothing and at times not even a roof over our heads Sleeping in cars bathing in restrooms But that was easy compared to others The life of the city streets Is so unfair a mother on the stuff With the pimps in the house Dancing and not knowing what is really going on Living a childhood with no love but no one around to care Being judged and told nothing you did was okay Never enough for you, never right No matter how much I tried your love was never there To love and trust someone so deeply But to never make them happy cause they love the streets and the men You left me after all I did to make you happy In the system I spent a couple years with no love When I was out oh so happy to see But for some reason I felt at fault, why me I was a child not your thief your disappointment But your child you

Fears Of Violated Women!
Fear of violated women! The damage is done at a very young age How do you get yourself back How do you get comfortable with in your own skin To feel secure with the opposite sex ever again Be able to relax and give them your all They have your heart your mind and your soul But how do you give them your body Mindless is a women to be To go through a violation of one’s self At such a young age To men she should trust with life to come But tell, please tell me how is this to be done How do you explain that you love so deep But are so afraid and uncomfortable you cannot love complete Physically and mentally this is very draining We try so hard to give our hearts desire our all Of almost thirty years I cannot figure Still self conscious and in fear of being hurt But what is the worst of it I try and I try do you know how hard it is To never get pleasure and peace with ones mate Please don’t get me wrong I love him with all my heart But scared to let go and trust

A Dominant Male
After talking with a few people over the last few weeks I have come to realise that there are a few things I would like to get off my chest . I understand If you dont agree with me these are my personal feelings and insights but the great thing about this blog is it is not required reading. To me a Dom/Master/Daddy does not have to verbaly command obediance or submission.This is something given to him because of the type of person He is. Through his actions he shows his Slave/Sub/Babygirl/Brat/Princess that he is worth following. He also prises his possesion to the Nth degree. He understands that his slave has given him something that is very valuable and quite frankly very rare. He would never put his possesion in harms way or allow anything to go on that he felt was unsafe. If I was at a play party and someone touched what was mine with out asking first more than likely that person would find himself being taught a very hard lesson on what it is like to submit with out c

Hello
I just wanted to take a minute to say Hi to all of you on this team and tell you that even though you have been placed here;you DO NOT have to remain on this team....in fact it's my sincerest hope that you will go to either the blue or purple team...... If there are extenuating circumstances which have made it hard for you to stand by the bombing rule I hope you will take the time to send me a mail,give me a shout or ask for my yahoo addy so we can discuss this.....or even better we can have a meeting in the family lounge with Corky and Sweetbaby and let them decide how best to help you get back on track... I'm not here to be a hardass,but if you want to know if I am one...the simplest answer is yes... If I give my word I stand by it,but I will also look at all sides of an issue before I give my word on anything.Please know that I will help you,but I expect you to help yourself as well. Thank you for reading this and hopefully you will excell as you know you can. We will bomb

The Decision....
So most of you know that our Godfather (Joe) and Godmother (Mari aka Chica) have split up. Well now that has left us to question what is going to happen with the "Latina Mafia". Well right now Joe, Guy and myself are trying to make a decision as to what happens. What I have mentioned to Joe is that I think the name should be changed seeing how we are the Latina Mafia due to Chica. She was the only reason why that was our name. And then I feel that all the current members should have the choice whether to stay or go. So...that's where we are at right now. We are encouraging people to keep there tags and names up linked with the Latina Mafia and then once we make a final decision all the members will be notified. Thank you Danyell Advisor of the Latina Mafia

What Does It Mean To Be Goth These Days?
What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to go up to The Church…it's become obvious that the scene has really changed. And not for the better. It seems every time he does show his face around there now…there is always some young punk who wants to bow up at Beazil for no reason, telling him he doesn't belong there and calling him a poser. I know it's happened to other people also. Same thing last night as well. Some kid feeling a little too big for his britches decided to walk up to Beazil and attempted to mark The Church as his territory. Beazil usually just rolls his eyes at these immature outburst…and it g

Another Application
Sex Application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? night light? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Dream
every girls dream.. every girls dream is to find mr. right yeah u know my shining knight. does he exist . he is out there if so, god tell me where. i have gone through thick and thin but know i feel i am on a tail spin. i keep my eyes open looking for him but here i am hanging on a limb. i know he's out there somewhere you see oh god please bring him to me. i want what every girl dreams just to be loved as it seems. it's tuff being home and all alone and i am scared to come out of my comfort zone. so i ask you god, if you are there please help me find him somewhere. written by butterfly kitty aka Kacy

Men With Egos... Dont Arouse Me.
I dont care about your money Honey... you most likely have a disease. I have a man... and He makes me happy... I dont need you telling me your better than him... Your dick is probably about 3 inches big... and I definatly know 8 1/2 is bigger than 3... Also you dont fucking no me dirtbag so Dont hate... IM NOT INTERESTED IN PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MAKE... SERIOUSLY... IM BETTER THAN THAT... IM BETTER THAN YOU... I HOPE THAT YOUR LIFE IS SO WORTH BRAGGING ABOUT... BUT IF IT IS... THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO PICK CHICKS UP OFF THE NET? http://fubar.com/user/374509 WAVE AROUND YOUR ONES... YOUR COOL... WAVE AROUND YOUR CASH... YOU'LL ONLY GET A GOLD DIGGER ... AND THATS NOT WHAT IM ABOUT.

Soon To Be Godfathers!!
I want to help out some people who have been helping me out!!!! These people are close to godfather/mother!!! go help them out!!! 609,983 to godmother!! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ fubar 2,520,073 to godfather!!! FuBob@ fubar

Paper Bag
A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. He sits down and places the bag on the counter. The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about one foot high and sets him on the counter. He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it on the counter as well. He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, which he places in front of the piano. The little man sits down at the piano, and starts playing a beautiful piece by Mozart! "Where on earth did you get that?" says the bartender. The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and says: "Here. Rub it." So the bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke and a beautiful genie is standing before him. The genie says, "I will grant you one wish. Just one wish.. each person is only allowed one!" The bartender gets real exc

Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved

You Me And We
i was thinking there is you there is me and there is we. when we are together we are we but when we are apart it is just you and it is just me i like the we WE- we share we talk,touch and laugh we walk we hold hands,kiss and hug we care when i am me and you are you it is good but not the same no i like the we best cuz when we are we there is no rest © nov 5 2007 by sms

Secrets Of My Heart
Why does my heart still hold on to you At every waking moment, in everything I do Why do I have to see your face all day And if you knew, what would you say? My heart breaks in two when I see her with you And I think to myself, what didn't I do I wish I could somehow turn back the time And relive one second when you were mine. I wish no one ever had to know The feeling of lovesick pain from head to toe Like someone rips out your heart and tears it in two And sit back and watch is all you can do. In my dreams you say those words I long to hear And when I look in your eyes, I know you're sincere So I'll see you later, when the day is through When I'm asleep in my bed, dreaming of you.

Poetry
These are a few poems i wrote over the weekend, let me know what you think.. Thanks, Kristal Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture. Warmth of hand Tender touch Memories, fantasies Miss you much Stolen smile Telling heart Too much time Spent apart Choking tears Amongst regret Passing time Destiny set Open book In your eyes Longing love No more cries Together for almost a year We only had a few months to go You told me things aren't working out You tell me to move on and to go out and have fun My life with you was the most memorable Now that you aren't mine to hold and love My life is crashing down I'm lost without you dear... This was my worst f

For All Non-military Here's How You Can Help
Rules for the Non Military Dear Civilians: We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem --- kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest --- kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. We

How To Win 'bonehead Of The Year' Award
If you want to know how to win th BONEHEAD OF THE YEAR Award, take a page from truck driver Larry Walter's book. One day in July, 1982, Larry (33 at the time) attached 42 helium-filled weather balloons to a Sear's lawn chair and went for a little skyway cruise. He launched himself from his girlfriend's back yard in San Pedro, Ca., with the intention of leisurely floating out over the desert to enjoy the view below. He took along such necessities as a bottle of pop, a camera, his CB radio, a few water jugs for ballast, and a pellet gun - to puncture balloons when he wanted to come down. Things didn't go exactly as planned. When he directed his 'ground crew' buddy to release one of the ropes tethering the apparatus to the bumper of his car, the other rope snapped, and instead of drifting slowly upward, Larry and his chair shot into the air like a rocket. He lost his sun glasses and soon found himself at 16,000 ft,. freezing cold and lacking oxygen. Instead of moving towar

Cheaters Red Handed
Cheaters on the internet >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> there in trash can you will see pic of the person that could be cheaten lieing and abusing your trust http://www.fubar.com/user/1226321 and http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=273224308 aka known as alen hellbent69 has cheated on more women in the last two weeks he has cheated on two ladies with i knows my self known as broken angel and inky after investigating it has been known to facts that more than thses two ladies have been used abused and lied to this is a note to allen ...............................Alln allen allen what have you done one is young singel and was hurting from last and the other has cancer with kids and you go playen them tellign them you are goign to see them take them to ranches buy rings and baught ring so not right allen what where you thinking honestly what where you thinking you know i would stand with inks and broken we are n a chat room with like 30 odd ppl and

Need Help
I hate asking this but i am about 3000 points shy of leveling . I have some neat pics for wolfs and other If any body would help me ill return the favor , anyway i would appreciated any help. Thankyou Padlocker1969 K.O.W. KINGDOM OF WOLFS.

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you and I feel content . . .joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

For Mother's From There Kids
MyHotComments Prayer for a mother I know We caused you heartaches And sleepless nights-more than a few I know I brought you many tears While you wondered what I'd do You prayed that I would choose the path That you had led me to No parent can force the choice to be made And now I'm thanking you Thank you for the many prayers You offered up for me Thank you for the lessons taught And prayers that God I'd seek Thank you for the love I know You held within your heart Thanks for teaching me God's Word His Truth will not depart I tried to take some detours As I journeyed on my way You did your best to steer me back If I'd not heed, you'd pray Your prayers were not ignored God heard every single one I'm trotting down the narrow path Until my race is done We all may get distracted Even when on the right road But mother's prayers are always there To help relieve the load A mother's heart is full of love For the children that God gives And Mother's heart is full of prayer That for her Lord they

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be me beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Hand In Hand
Hand in Hand As we sit in the snow white sand, And the waves crash upon the shore, I stare to the sky trying to understand, Why the stars seem brighter then ever before. Is it because the sky is so clear, That the stars are shining bright? Or could it be that love is near, On this perfect summer night? We laugh, we kiss, we talk, Draw pictures in the sand. Along the ocean we walk, Just her and I, Hand in Hand. Our night is almost finished, As the moon is fading fast, Another day will be diminished, Put with the others in the past. Everything seems to melt away, Faster then the drop of a dime, As night dissolves to day, We lose more precious time. Surely soon the sun will rise, As this is Gods command, I know he can see the twinkle in my eyes, As we walk Hand in Hand.

Fu-hubby Application
Fu-hubby application Directions: Fill in your honest answers then send to me via fu-mail Date of birth: Status (ie married divorced, single): Number of children: Criminal backround (note this is an equal opportunity fu marriage and having a criminal backround will not disqualify you): yes no Daily activities: Are you currently employed: company Dates of employment wage company Dates of employment wage Other names used: Current vehicle driven: Current location: Location Time at location Reason for moving Location Time at location Reason for moving Special Qualities: Reason you think you would make a good fu-hubby to me: Music preference: Thank you for applying all applications will be reviewed please allow 2-4 weeks for a response! All questions should be sent to figmant13@yahoo.com where they will most likely be ignored and deleted! Thank you!

Our Night
Our Night Taking your Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Winter Love
Chill frost of fall upon the lawn Breath dangling in the air like a participle Snow beginning to cap the mountains Yet no chill can touch my heart I loved you from the start Foliage turning color, blowing in the wind Leaves dancing down the street Chimneys blowing forth to the sky Lay here next to me wrapped in the sheet Bodies entwined in a love that cannot be beat The cold of winter is held at bay Not by siding, insulation, windows...our house But by the love that makes it a home My fire for you shall never flicker and fade Giving my love to you is why I was made

Usa,usn,usaf,usmc,uscg
Does any one know of a group that is made up of military, ex-military, members, to include family members? If so, what’s the link/site/etc? If not, why doesn’t someone start one? (I’m not smart enough to. LOL) JC

The Perfect Woman...
You know I see all these graphics and bulletins about the "perfect guy" one who will do this and that and blah blah fucking blah.. so I think its time we post one about the "perfect woman" and just like all those perfect guy ones where the bar is set way too high and no one man will ever reach the perfection that is described in the bulletins and graphics mine will be very unattainable as well. I do note however that I'm not looking for ALL of these traits in females..just certain ones.. I'll leave you to guess what ones I'm talking about I want a girl who never asks me what her ass looks fat in, if you have a fat ass you know it. You don't need me to shatter your fragile self esteem by confirming the fact nor boost up said self esteem by lying to you and saying no. I want a girl who will except the fact that RPGs (tabletop, console and MMORPG) can be life I want a girl who won't ever walk between me and my tv while watching sports unless she's naked and bringing me hot wings

603
Thanks to FuBob for posting this. I really needed the laugh!!! Baked Beans - This is hilarious! (This one is much too cute not to share. Enjoy! Be sure to grab a tissue; I think you'll be laughing so hard you'll cry!) One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans. All the way home, I made sure that I released ALL the gas. Upon my arrival,

I Wanna Hear You
I wanna hear you When i hear your poem, i don't just hear it i feel your words, but i don't just feel your words, i hear your heart. and when i hear you heart, i don't just hear your heart i feel it bleeding. bleeding onto the pages, bleeding into my heart and when i listen to my heart, i hear your voice

"friends W/ Benefits"
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your FUBAR that wants to date you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your FUBAR that wants to date you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery..

There's Been A Prolem.
My computer totally died. And I can't get it fixed for free again. I'm going to be offline for a few months. There's a few things that need to be done for me to get a new computer, and it's going to take a while. I'll be back boys and girls. Have no fear. Lovies.

I Wish
Sometimes I sit and reflect on the past, Like I wished I'd paid more attention in class. Or I wish I'd let people see, The more passionate intellectual side of me. And sometimes I wish I would've made better decisions. Based on facts reviews or revisions. Then sometimes I wish I was closer to God, So I could've had someone to talk to when times got hard. Or sometimes I wish I'd taking more advise, Instead of learning the hard way about life. But what I've been through has made me wisher and bolder. And throughout all the wishes I never wish to do it over.

Buying Votes!!!! (repost)
OK SO THIS CONTEST IS WRAPPING UP SOON.. 8 PM CENTRAL AND IT'S BEEN PRETTY TIGHT ALL ALONG... FOR SEVERAL OF THE CONTESTANTS... NOT JUST 1ST PLACE. BUT 2ND PLACE HAS JUST MOVED INTO 1ST BY PAYING OFF PEOPLE WITH FU BUCKS SO... REALLY GO SEE WHO CAN BE BOUGHT ON FUBAR! I FOUND IT QUITE FASCINATING!! WHO WOULD BOMB TO BE A FRIEND AND WHO WOULD BOMB FOR PLAY MONEY SO SOMEONE COULD GET THE LEAD IN A CONTEST WOW AMAZING LOL HERE IS THE GIRL WHO HAS FALLEN NOW TO 2ND PLACE IF YOU FEEL LIKE HELPING HER OUT TO 1ST PLACE AGAIN THAT WOULD BE GREAT!! IF NOT .. IT'S ALL GOOD. IT'S JUST A CONTEST. BUT SAD OTHERS ARE BEING BOUGHT!

What Tears May Bring
What Tears May Bring These tears never change. Wow..what an expression Something I've let out only in discretion In fear of judgment In fear of more tears to come. The years I spent The time that flew The moments I took for granted The fact that I miss you Everything comes into play The memories of our last winter Gosh, it seems like it was yesterday When I last said that I loved you And wished you were here But I pushed you away for the same reason That I want you near. It was never meant to be, I'm not your destiny, You're not my future Like a poet without stanzas, I'm the illusive words of the writer Which I've now become. But I've decided to disappear Don't blame it on yourself Its no one's fault, my dear. It was meant to be this way, We shall go our separate ways Find something better; Who knows? Maybe we'll end up finding each other! Only God can tell I'm sorry if I sound so cold But I know what I'm doing here. Its the years you spent The

Drugs Or Me
Drugs or m I wrote this poem about my friend and her boyfriend because there going through some hard times and this is for anyone who has had a boyfriend who has choosen drugs over the girl.this is from thr girls point of view. All alone noone to talk to wondering why you feel so far away when ur standing right next to me do i feel so cold rap ur arms around me do i look so sad because i am inside nobody cares and i know ur just with me not because u want to be like its an obligation you make me see sumtimes that this dosnt feel right and that i need to let you go but inside would that honestly kill me i would be so happy to finally be free from these chains that are holding me for pleasure you say but thats all ur about you dont really even love me because if you did u'd stop hurting me and sending me to this place when u know deep down inside what ur doing itold u to stop and now as im walking away knowing this will kill me but it needs to be done to leave y

That's It, I'm Convinced!
I'M SUCH A DORK FOR CARING LOL .........(AND YES, I'M ACTUALLY LAUGHING ABOUT THIS, GO FIGURE!LOL) I HAVE NO MORE DOUBTS ANYMORE, I AM TOTALLY CONVINCED THAT MEN WANT A WOMAN THAT'LL BE MEAN,RUDE,CRUEL,BITCHY,CHEAT,DRINK N DRUG, AND IN GENERAL TREAT THEM LIKE THEY COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS ABOUT THEM! LOL. SEEMS THE ONE'S I KEEP RUNNING IN TO JUST LOVE THE WOMEN THAT GIVE THEM A HARD TIME, SOOOOOO....... WHAT'S A 'GOOD' WOMAN TO DO ANYMORE? CAN'T BEAT 'EM, JOIN 'EM ? HMMMM. I'VE TRIED TO CARE, DONE MY BEST TO BE THERE, THEY DON'T WANT IT, AT LEAST NOT FROM/WITH ME I GUESS SO, WHATEVER, I'D RATHER STAY SINGLE THEN BE IGNORED N TREATED LIKE DIRT........... (LOL) I HOPE THOSE THAT I'VE CARED ABOUT ARE HAPPY THOUGH WITH BEING TREATED LIKE CRAP THEMSELVES.LOL.NO MORE SECOND CHANCES WITH THIS CHICKIE POO! AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH,THEN SO BE IT! LOL :D I WISH THOSE THAT GOT IT, ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD, THIS CHICK APPARENTLY DOESN'T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO DEAL W/ ALL THE CRA

Life Right Now
I really really love my job, but I just hate the place that I work. It feels like just about everyone there is happy with just being average...I just don't understand it. I mean, when I do my job, I make everything I do look the best that it possibly can...with some others, it seems like they just get by. Don't get me wrong, there are people there that do a good job, too. After Saturday, when the tire in my live truck blew out on the side of the 10 and my boss just got pissed because he actually had to do something, I just got to thinking that I need to move on from this place. I mean what kind of boss hangs up on someone because he doesn't want to bring out a vehicle so I can get off the freeway and do my job. What an idiot. I repeat, I need to move on from this place. Well I have many more frustrations with CBS 2 in Palm Springs, but I need to forget about it for a few more hours.

Arroz Con Pollo “valenciana”chicken & Yellow Rice
Ingredients 2-lb. chicken fryer, cut in quarters 2 onions, chopped 1 green pepper, chopped 2 medium tomatoes, peeled, seeded and chopped 2 garlic cloves, minced ½ cup olive oil 1 bay leaf 4 cups chicken broth 2 cups long-grain white rice, uncooked ½ teaspoon saffron ½ teaspoon salt ½ cup small green peas (cooked) 4 asparagus tips 2 roasted red peppers, cut in strips ¼ cup white wine Preparation In a skillet, sauté chicken in heated oil until skin is golden. Remove chicken and place in casserole dish. In same oil in the skillet, sauté onion, green pepper, tomatoes, and garlic for 5 minutes. Pour over chicken. In same skillet, add chicken broth, white wine, saffron, salt, bay leaf and rice. When mixture begins to boil, pour over casserole, cover and bake in oven at 350 for 20 minutes or until chicken is done. Sprinkle with a splash of wine and garnish with peas, roasted red peppers, and asparagus tips. Serves 4.

Wow Brew Cooked And Didn't Screw Up
HEY GIVE ME A " A " BREW COOKED SPAGETTI AND I DIDN'T BURN THE WATER OR THE MEAT OR SPAGETTI NOODLES , FINALLY ONE THING HAS GONE RIGHT , SINCE MMMMM I IM GOIN TO BEAT HIS ASS WHEN I SEE HIM , AS I GIVE A DEVILISH GRIN HE HE , I WON'T BECAUSE I LOVE MY KAGE .

Shrimp “al Ajillo”
Ingredients ½ cup extra virgin olive oil 10 garlic cloves, minced 2 dried, red chili peppers ¾ pound of shrimp, sized 41-50, peeled and deveined 4 ounces white wine 1 teaspoon Columbia seasoning 1 ½ lemon 2 teaspoons chopped parsley Preparation Heat oil and brown garlic in a saute pan. Next, add chili pepper, shrimp and Columbia seasoning. Add white wine, and sauté until shrimp are pink. Add lemon juice and chopped parsley. Serve in small cazuela. Serves 4.

Intro To My Poetry
I moved to Dubai in 2oo5 and since I have moved here I have been writing poetry. A poet is a mysterious person whom no one could fully understand or explained except the poet themselves. Many people have tried to understand poets, but every poet is different at heart and in mind. Psychologists could try to understand a poet and almost succeed, but not fully because a poet is like a closed box with many more closed boxes inside of each. It would take forever to figure out what goes on inside one poets mind, and then trying to figure out the rest would be an endless mission. Poetry is a way of expressing emotions; a way to escape ones intimidating thoughts. Most of the ideas for my poetry come from disturbing dreams and freaky nightmares, and the only way I can get these dreams out of my head is by writing about them, after writing about the dream or nightmares I feel relived and less emotional. Poetry is my way of putting things that bug me on paper and out of my head.

30 Stupid Questions
30 stupid Questions The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself. 1. Did you end your last relationship? Never had a real relationship. Sorry! 2. When is the last time you shaved your legs? Never. They are not hairy! 3. What were you doing this morning at 8am? getting out of bed 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? checking my bank 5. Are you any good at math? yes. 6. What were you doing last night? surfing the net 7. Do you have any famous ancestors? don't know, but I might 8. Have you ever burped in front of the opposite sex? unfortunately yes 9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page? Nope, but working on it! 10. Where is your mom at? in my sister's kitchen 11. How many different beverages have you drank today? Juice and Coffee 12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself? I need a weight change. No gastric bypass needed! 13. What do you wish for? to find a better job to get paid! 14.

What Do You Want To See????
Hey everybody!!! So, everyone's got an opinion, and I'm sure you do too :-) I'm loving my first DVD line, Bring Your Own Bitch, but it's time to expand :-) Bear in mind, I work with amateur and first time girls, and that's not going to change. So...what do you want to see??? I'd love to hear your ideas, and you might just see your fantasy next :-)

Asshole Alert
THIS IS A MESSAGE I REC'D FROM AN IMMATURE FUCKTARD AFTER HE RATE DME A 7 N RATED HIM A 7 BACK PLEASE DOWNRATE HIM FOR ME TY SO VERYMUCH Fuck You CUNT! Hide header Date: Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:18:06 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: italygirl1206@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I dont do fat useless cunts like you I dont like fat rolls and stretch marks EWWWWWW

Graveyard Suicide
Graveyard suicide I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was at peace I felt so welcome, so at home there among the deceased I begun thinking, why do I continue on why do I inhale even one more breath when all I dream of is the eternal slumber that can only be brought about by death Grief and pain are the only inhabitants of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space Was it time for the end? This was the choice which I faced After all, everyday is merely a continuation of the one which preceded it There have ben times when I felt slightly hopeful but there was never any hope when I most needed it And there is little I wish to recall the years are wrought with sadness I've lost my mind, a million times but I always find it again within madness As my heart has drifted along I knew it could not stay afloat with each day that passed I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat So there, amongst the dead I came to the con

Favourite Lyrics!
this is the first in a series of blogs that are lyrics from some of my favourite songs by favourite bands. tonight's lyrics: The MisFits- Last Caress "I've got something to say, I killed your baby today And it doesn't matter much to me, As long as it's dead Sweet lovely death, I am waiting for your breath, Come sweet death, one last caress I've got something to say, I raped you mother today, And it doesn't matter much to me, As long as she's spread Sweet lovely death, I am waiting for your breath, Come sweet death, one last caress Well, i got something to say! I killed your baby today It doesn't matter much to me, as long as it's dead! Sweet lovely death, I am waiting for your breath, Ugly death . . . One Last Caress . . . One last caress sweet death, One last caress sweet death, One last caress!

Pats Said Colts Cheated
Yahoo! SportsNews Travel Finance Entertainment Yahoo! My Yahoo! Mail More Welcome, beerchic2000 Sign Out Help NFLMLBNBANHLNASCARNCAAFNCAABGolfTennisSoccerMMABoxingAll SportsShopRivals.comYahoo! SearchWeb Sports SPORTS HOME>NFLNFL HOME SCORES & SCHEDULE STANDINGS STATS TEAMS PLAYERS ODDS VIDEO RUMORS BLOG PICKS Fantasy NFL Experts Blog Production cause of audio glitch during Pats-Colts telecast By Jason Cole Monday, Nov 5, 2007 12:13 pm EST The NFL has determined that an irritating sound heard during the telecast of the New England Patriots' 24-20 victory over the Indianapolis Colts Sunday was a broadcast audio glitch. "CBS has informed us that the unusual audio moment heard by fans during the Patriots-Colts telecast was the result of tape feedback in the CBS production truck and was isolated to the CBS broadcast," NFL spokesman Greg Aiello said. "It was in no way related to any sound within the stadium and could not be heard

Come Join Hott!!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you on our top list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Feeling Used.. And Not Wanted Anymore
y is that i find what i think will make me happy then it turns around and makes me feel used... i guess im not ment to me worth a dam thing to anyone.. so fuck it i dont even know y im here anymore... maybe i shouldnt be

Zuviel Liebe Kann Dich Töten (too Much Love Can Kill You)
My skin is too tight for me I can't breathe My veins lay open Slowly it becomes clear to me Hell is so close My wounds are already numb From the long wait My time is almost here When will you make it true When will you finally be there Too much love can kill you No one here forgives you Too much longing can kill you Only death has loved you Since you were born Since you were born My eyes get heavy Soon I'll sleep My dice have been thrown Soon it'll be clear to you How hopeless I was Slowly I dive into the Godforsaken harbor My eyes are closed But I'm aware of you All of the sudden you're there Too much love can kill you... Rescue me tonight Come back to me Tonight Rescue me tonight Come back to me Tonight Too much love can kill you...

Communication
Why is there such a problem with communication in the world? I believe there is a lack of even fundamental communication. You, as a person, should be able to talk to another person, even if it's just to say hello, hi or how are you. I believe there needs to be a class on communication in jr high, high school and even when you are an adult. If you have a problem with someone, talk to them. Why is it that we have the need to shut people out? That is such a BS reason to escape talking to someone. Everyone just needs to grow a pair, even the woman, and stand up and face the music. Hopefully I've communicated my point.

:)
I am in an quandry here ,,,im trying to figure out if i should forgive my brother for the years of verbal abuse i endured. I had no self esteem for most of my growing up and now that im in my 40s im working on my inner and outer self. I have a chat sis i love dearly and she helps me immensley :) I also have a friend ive know for 10 years that is totally awesome,,,he is always boosting me up :) So im figuring a Christmas present to me would be to tell my brother i forgive him and we can start anew :) Thank you my fubar friends and family love ya xo :)

Yep...this Says It
Fuel- Wasted Time Say it to my face Look me in the eyes And say what you have to say You know we can't erase These words before they bind And turn the final page Ah, here comes alone again Coz everything's broken everything's vacant everything's wasted time again Sentiments, hopeless Innocence, jaded everything's wasted time again And so we leave this stage And all our best written lines and all the acts we played so, say you want to leave and say we'd never have the way we always hope and we'd cry And say hello to alone again Coz everything's broken everything's vacant everything's wasted time again Sentiments, hopeless Innocence, jaded everything's wasted time again Someday we might find (someday we will find) some sacred place in time (yeah, in time) but until then all we'll share our dreams we left behind

Ima Supabitch
Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together If you repost this ...*I erased the bullshit* enter: blah blah blah here_______________________

Wrestling Fans
Went to my local neighborhood BW3 the other night to have a burger and watch the game, big surprise - WWE Pay Per View party going on!!! Yee freakin’ hah! Every damn TV - nothing but oiled up freaks shouting at each other and rolling around in completely non-gay ways. So I figured instead of leaving - what better time to mess with a room full of drunk, brain-dead wrestling fans. I found if you really want to piss them off, wait until the guy on their T-shirt is rasslin, walk up and say you saw that guy in a gay porn last week. And apparently people could vote online for who they wanted to see fight, which took forever, since most trailer parks still only have dial-up access. I thought - wow, there actually is something more lame to vote on than karaoke singers on a lame reality show. Now I’ll admit - I used to like wrestling… and then I turned 6. Really, how long can you sit and watch people NOT hit each other? I haven’t seen that total lack of hitting since this year’s Nebra

Foreplay – Steps To A Whole Day Affair…
Foreplay is not something to be rushed. In fact, the longer the suspense, the tighter the tension, the hotter the passion! You see, if you are trying to put foreplay back into your lives and then rush through it, then you are undermining its importance. Instead, plan for a night of passion you and your partner won’t forget. Start the day right. Start foreplay the minute your partner wakes up. For women, try leaving erotica (a Kama Sutra-type book always works!) by the bedside or ‘accidentally’ leave a pair of black (or red) thongs on the bed. Titillate his imagination! For men, leave a dirty magazine under the pillow or on the bed. The ‘accidentally leaving your underwear’ thing doesn’t work for men as successfully as for women though. Instead, wake up with, er… an erection and be sure your partner sees it or ‘accidentally’ comes into contact with it. I guarantee your partner will wake up with thoughts of sex in the air! (There you go; foreplay has begun!) Now conti

Damn
you know it hurts when the person you love calls you a lard ass and you dont even get im sorry out of it.i hurt so bad my chest hurts and my arm is going numb but fuck it i dont care anymore you know i wish i wasnt around anymore its not worth all the pain. you know i want to get so far away from martinsburg its not even funny i know if i had a bottle right now i would get drunk belive that im so stressed im about to have a breakdown. i feel like im in a dark hole and noone to talk to nothing wtf??? do i keep it bottle up until it blows a cap? or do i just let it flow with the wind? or do i just let it eat at me?i really dont know what to do anymore i hurt inside so bad its dying

Basically...
myspace tour concert. wow. i stayed for the first band, polysics which was heavy metal techno from japan. after that, i couldnt stay any longer. i wasnt feelin well cuz i thought brandon gave me mono from a coke we shared (he thinks he has it, all we know is that his throat is sore and i'm running him to walmart all the time, which doesnt bug me, cuz i like driving and he likes listening to my music) so i went back to my room. my sis was there too with her friend and i laid out their sleeping bags and basicall went to sleep. dragged my sis out of bed along wit her friend at like 11 and took them to servo for food. we went to walmart and bought stuff (yay new slippers!!) and went to go watch the football game. we won by a lot and we were all thrilled! and linebacker intercepted a ball and sprinted his ass for the touchdown. my dad and i were going crazy as were all of the fans. mcdaniel fans looked REALLY disappointed. they left finally and i drove brandon to walmart f

How To Know *if* You're A New Yorker By Willy -- A Born & Raised Nyer!
How to know *IF* you're a New Yorker By Willy -- A born & raised NYer! 1. New Yorkers ARE NOT FUCKIN' RUDE! AND ANYBODY WHO THINKS SO CAN SHOVE IT -- you know where! (I told you we ain't rude). 2. Born and raised New Yorkers don't have accents; people from the south have a "lazy drawl," people in Cali talk "like Oh Wow that's awesome," Midwesterners talk "corn porn," Bahstuners are always driving a "cah to a bah." etc.. Of course New York's many immigrants all arrive talking "funny." But much of that language, in a few, becomes NY slang. See number 13. 3. Crosswalks WTF are those? You cross the street from wherever YOU are NOT the freaking lines on the road! 4. Depending on your age, and musical tastes, you've been to a "live" music concert at; Averery Fisher Hall, the Metropolitan Opera, Lincoln Center, Radio City Music Hall, the Filmore East, Roselands Ballroom, Madison Square Garden -- screw the Meadowlands it's in Jersey - The Bottom Line, CBGBs, or all the above! 5.

Fiction
I think it’s a common saying that life is stranger than fiction. But I remember my Lit prof saying that same line (he said it in the best way) and me thinking how so ironically true it was. Because I guess life’s the stuff fiction is made of. And perhaps, life gets so weird that you’d rather think of it as a fabrication of imagination to be able to cope or even to better understand. And maybe what I’m about to write is purely fictional. But it doesn’t really matter. *Playing inside my head was Starlight by Muse.* Had my night all set: I’d head out at around 9ish to catch the bus. Then we’d meet at around 9:20 at the square and head to the Bar. That night would be me and my classmates, my first “real” night out in a Bar with them. I wasn’t really THAT psyched. I mean it sounded fun but the idea of me catching (or running after) the bus wasn’t something I was looking forward to. The walk home was worse! But I promised this classmate of mine I would go after announcing to the

Sleepless
She can hear the water dripping off in the distance. It's annoying but not what's keeping her awake. Lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling that she cannot see in the darkness, there is only one thought. Her heart hurts. Pressed for specifics, she couldn't tell you why. Things have been good recently. Work, school, and the kids have kept her busy, allowing her to use her mind on something other than the thoughts. She comes home and is physically and mentally exhausted. A hot shower soothes her and her cool sheets invite her to find the path to a restful night's sleep. She waits for the sleep to come. The water is still dripping. Her chest feels like it is constricting. The memories pour in. The doubt and the fear. She rolls over onto her left side, tucks her folded hands under her cheek. The first tear slides out of the corner of her eye, wetting the back of her hand. She has developed a rich fantasy life, one that removes her from her stark and lonely reality. But the nights come, t

Rejection Hotlne Numbers
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**warning!!** Microwaves Create Alien Lifeforms!!!
Today was a fun day at work. It started out kind of rocky because I realized that they didn't get anyone to cover Lindsay's shift so...it was just me. Half the prep work in the kitchen wasn't done and I had to do a lot of that, refill all S&P shakers, refill sugar caddies, and clean the fish bowls. Dick, one of our bartenders, was the sweetie that he usually is and offered to help me with the shakers. I love working with Dick. He is probably in his late 60s early 70s and used to own a bar called McCormicks. He always has the best stories to tell. I usually get scolded for interrupting with a comment, but none the less...he adores me. He tells me at least once a day when I work with him that he is my favorite cuz I always have a sunny personality. It was somewhat busy for a monday and since I have only been there for maybe 2 weeks...I am still a little rocky at certain things. Marty was a god-send by getting drinks, helping deliver food, and clearing/cleaning tables. I made s

Compassionate :)
People like you who are extremely Compassionate view the circumstances of a situation before deciding your position on it. You probably feel that understanding the needs and desires of the people involved or affected is the only way to truly make sound judgments. In addition, you're likely to be attracted to maintaining harmony in the relationships between people, even if it means stretching the rules sometimes. The world is a subjective place, and you prefer to live by rules that are meant to be stretched from time to time. This makes you a caring friend who can be trusted. While being Compassionate does have its benefits, there are some less positive tendencies associated with being so outcome oriented. You may find that you are so tactful that you have trouble delivering bad news or telling the whole truth. You might also find that you tend to be too idealistic or you are viewed as mushy or sentimental. If you are troubled by these tendencies, try allowing yourself to deliver bad n

Banter Lmao
Like a king of pinball, you've made an art of playing off of people because your sense of humor is all about banter. Like many great comedians before you, a roundtable of friends, or a roomful of targets, is the catalyst for what makes you laugh. It brings out the wit — and sometimes the nitwit — in everyone. It's quantity, not quality that matters as you and your friends alternate outbursts like the riffs of a hit single. Here's the bottom line: You're a social creature. Other people's inside jokes even strike you as funny. You manage to gravitate toward people who can appreciate a tall tale and you've probably never hesitated to fire off a zinger — even in a roomful of strangers. So keep it up with your bantering methods. Laughter, after all, keeps the world going 'round. Need to get away from it all? A trip to Texas could be just what the doctor ordered. Find out more about vacations to beautiful sandy beaches, dazzling cities, historic ghost towns, and much more

This Is What I Want To Say If Given The Chance In Court
What Randy’s death meant to me. Randy and I were on the outs when he was killed. We had split up temporarily, like we had done a few times before and I told him that if he wanted his family back he had to prove to me that he could get it together. He was not a bad person, he just made a few wrong choices in life. I know that he loved me and his children very much, as we loved him very much as well. The day that Randy was taken from us we had a little falling out. He had told me that he was going out to celebrate him getting a new job, and that this was the first step to getting us all back together. Randy was not only my husband he was my bestfriend. We shared everything, even when we were split up. We were supposed to go to the park on a family outing on the 6th, but after going out we never saw him again till we put him in the ground. I was staying at a friends house and my sister-in-law called at 6am asking me where I lived. I told her, but automatically knew something

Tasty Turkey Wrap
1/4 cup whole berry cranberry sauce 1 Tbsp. MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 2 TACO BELL® HOME ORIGINALS® Flour Tortillas 2 lettuce leaves 4 thin slices cooked turkey breast (2 oz.) 2 KRAFT Singles 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon, crisply cooked MIX cranberry sauce and dressing; spread evenly over tortillas. TOP each tortilla with lettuce leaf, 2 turkey slices, Singles and 2 bacon slices. FOLD tortillas over to serve

Random Thoughts 1
i have been pondering things lately things that make me wonder what if. what if a elephant and a goat had babys would we have a gophant or a elepat if a porcupine and a beaver would it be a bepine or a porcer(porker) if ya took a bull dog and a dragon would it be a dull or a bragon if a t-rex and a dragon got together would it be a dragisorus or or a tryagon what would it be like if planes had to use turnsignals and the skys had speed bumps

Di Giorno® Easy Chicken Cacciatore With Light Ravioli
1 pkg. (9 oz.) DI GIORNO Light Cheese Ravioli 2 boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into strips 1 large green pepper, thinly sliced 1 pkg. (15 oz.) DI GIORNO Marinara Sauce PREPARE pasta as directed on package. MEANWHILE, spray large nonstick skillet with cooking spray. Add chicken; cook and stir on medium-high heat until cooked through. Add green pepper; cook and stir 1 minute. STIR in sauce; cook on low heat 1 minute or until thoroughly heated. Toss with pasta. Serve with KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, if desired

Mediterranean Wrap Sandwich
1/4 cup KRAFT Mayo Light Mayonnaise 1/4 tsp. dried oregano leaves 1/4 tsp. garlic powder 4 TACO BELL® HOME ORIGINALS® Flour Tortillas 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Honey Smoked White Turkey 1/2 small cucumber, cut into thin strips MIX mayo and seasonings; spread evenly onto tortillas. TOP with turkey and cucumbers; roll up. SERVE immediately, or wrap tightly in plastic wrap and refrigerate up to 4 hours.

My Love
If anyone wonders why I haven't been in your lounges, or seem to be distant, and not here much..........Well, as some of you know.I've been trying desperately to get my fiance here, or at the very least to to fubar. I have contact with her in email, and periodically by phone. My time online is very limited by my working hours, and now don't have as much time to be here. I will get to you as I can, and will return any communications, gifts, rates, and etc; as soon as I can. I love fubar, and all of you too. Cheers!

What's Your Superpower?
Holy smokes, you've got X-RAYVISION! Your answers show a keen sense of insight, coupled with a piercing mind. Okay, so you may not be able to see through brick walls — not yet, anyway. But you probably enjoy looking beneath the surface of things and reading between the lines. Your X-ray vision lets you see things others can't, making you good at reading people's motivations, solving mysteries of all kinds, or maybe just finding misplaced car keys. You've got the gift, so if you haven't started using it, it's high time you did. Just think of the benefits: You could really start undressing people with your eyes. Winning lottery tickets and grand prize soda-bottle caps will be effortlessly revealed to you. So start practicing! All superheroes know that developing your powers begins with mental training. To start honing your X-ray vision, try looking for the hidden meaning in things. Read old English poetry. Do crossword puzzles. Think metaphorically. Once you've trained your mind, you'll

Maybe
MAYBE By Leslie Winsor Buckland I’m done. It’s over. No words Will work. To much Has died, There is No hope. You’ve made Me feel Like I Am nothing. You’ve proven To me, I don't count. Maybe another Will see I’m beautiful. Maybe someone Will notice My soul. Maybe I Will find A love, Who will Love me In return. (c.)

Handwriting Reveals That You Are Resilient
Your writing style reflects that you don't feel easily defeated and that you weather the storms that come your way. Tickle research indicates that people who are resilient generally have a few or all of the following characteristics in their writing: Average or faster writing speed A rightward slant A vertical slant A baseline that is neither false ascending nor descending A normal left margin Average-sized letters A writing style that combines print and cursive, or exclusively printing Your writing tends to be fast and slanted forward toward the right, indicating that you're ready and willing to move toward the future. You have unconscious faith in your own resilience, and thus you don't resist moving forward. Of all of the personality characteristics that are projected in your writing, resiliency is the one that predominates. However, Tickle has also included in this report a comprehensive handwriting analysis, using traditional methods, to give you a deeper view in

Lifes 2 Questions
in life you get two chosses live like theres no tomorrow or live for ten years down the road if you live like theres no tomorrow you miss out on life and if you live for ten years down the road you forget abouthaven fun and what life really means so you tell me what life really means so you tell me what i should do miss out on life or forget about fun and what life really means is there a in between or is it just that should i have for the things i need should i have to cry myself to sleep cause life isnt working out should i have to fight for my life thats just it you get nothing for free life just one big fight you fight for your you fight for your job so you can feed your self you fight to keep your family and friends safe you fight to survive in a world your not ment to fight is that it are we fighting a fight we wont win is there no hope should we just give up and not fight but thats it if you give up on the fight your called a failure but if you keep the fight going what are you

Romantic Nov 6
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 6: You're in a sweet and sentimental state of mind, which could lead you to feeling a touch more nostalgic than usual. It's fine to miss the way things were, as long as you also appreciate where you are now.

Oh Well, Never Mind
Can't remember when I forgot Can't forget when I remembered Was it February or March? April, May or December? I guess, it doesn't matter I'd remember if it did I couldn't forget if I wanted In my heart its safely hid Can't jog my memory Can't leave it all behind I guess it doesn't matter Oh well, never mind.

Why Won't People Talk
Here I stare at the screen, and wonder what it is that people want to see... I wonder what it is that they want to hear... I wonder what it is that they mean..... I wonder what it is that most people here think a friend is... To me a friend is someone that talks to u when u are here... I wonder if that is what most think too... It has come to me that friends here are nice to have... I don't care about rates and fans... I don't care if I am liked... I want to meet interesting and caring people... So now I wonder if anyone will really read this... I wonder if I am worth the time and effort that I put in on here... I wonder if I am fooling myself.... I WONDER...

Someone Help
hey all i need some help i come on here and rate peoples pics all the time well today i got a message that i cant rate ne more tilli post a salute to level up socan someone make one for me i would appreciate it tttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

More Poems
IgnoreIgnore my feelingsmy painmy wordsmy heartmy lovedon't pay any attention to mejust let me bejust ignore meHurtPlease Don't hurt meI can't take the painI'm about to go insanelove is a powerful word...with absolutely no meaningit feels like i've been buried aliveit seems to get worse with timenothing ever gets betterthe tears I cry seem to get more wettermore bloodshotmore my heart seems to breakit just seems to hurt more with every breath I takejust hurts everytime I breatheI think it would be better to just leaveleave all this pain and broken hearts behind methe misery will just always come back to haunt meI wish life was as happy as my non-reality world would beI'm not sure how much more hurt I can beFor YouKiss me softlyKiss me longinglyhold me in your armsprotect me from all harmhold me tightlove me tonightTonight I am yoursI will love you forever and right now50,000 tears I criedjust from not being by your sideWhy must I feel this way?What did I do to deserve someone as perfec

The Price
Black, only black and the soft whisperes.. "I saved this for you" "You didnt have to" "I saw it bloom. It was your smile and now I see you smile once again" Scraping, Metal on Rusted Metal. Clamping shut... Tight A single scream... "I wont let them hurt you!" "DONT GO!" Another scream. laughter and pain. hot smoldering pain. "Meun? Where are you Meun!" Searching through the rubble through the destruction "No... No... NO!" silence... reflected silence Metal on metal Scraping shut a gasp of pain Bound gasping tearing cutting bleeding In the mind... ~Dont worry Tien~ "Meun?" ~Its alright... I'm here with you~ "Im sorry I couldnt save you" ~Quite, let go~ "I'm sorry Meun, I should have been there to protect you" ~Shhh Tien, I'm right here. I'm with you. I'm with you~ release Sudden Sigh the darkness lifts She smiles soothing Joy her touch is warm Her kiss is sweet no more pain...

11/06/07 - 40 Questions
Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what [One] Who was your last text from? Vanessa [Two] Where was your default picture take at? in my car [Three] What's your middle name? Lynn [Four] Your current relationship status? Single [Five] Does your crush(s) like you back? I think so [Six] What is your current mood? mellow [Seven] What's your dads name? Jim [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? black [Nine] What was the last thing you drank? Pepsi [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? why not [Eleven] Have a crazy side? do I have a sane side????? LOL [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? think [Fourteen] Angry at anyone? no [Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now? yes [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dennis [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? Sunday morning [Eighteen] Who would you do anyth

Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself.
Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what [One] Who was your last text from? Sammy [Two] Where was your default picture take at? it was made for me [Three] What's your middle name? stephen [Four] Your current relationship status? taken [Five] Does your crush(s) like you back? yes [Six] What is your current mood? stressed [Seven] What's your dads name? john [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? blue [Nine] What was the last thing you drank? hot coco [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? no i wouldnt [Eleven] Have a crazy side? yes more than a bit [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? think [Fourteen] Angry at anyone? no [Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now? yes [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? shadow [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? several weeks ago [Eighteen] Who would you do any

One Of Those Days
its one of those days,were i wish.the world would just go away.its been 3 years since my best friend passed away.and its coming up to dec,she passed away dec 26th in her own home.even 3 years later it still hurts like it was yesterday.people say get over it,life goes on,but how do you still go on,i dont even know how i made it this far the past few years without her,but i did for the sake of my daughter,today just hurts a lil worse,.i use to call her jewelz short for julie,just really sucks cause its like no one understands me even 4 years later it still hurts just the same,i miss her alot,she was my angel.she protected me,pratically raised me while i was a teenager,i tho of her as my sis and my second mom,i know im suppose to protect my daughter,as a angel.but i cant do that if my own mind aint clear and straight,.just somedays are good somedays are bad,somedays i just wanna scream and be mad,but i already know that wont change the fact she is gone,and it wont bring her back,so the me

The Gift Of Roleplaying
hello all usually i post random poems or rants but i would just like to take the time to post somethng about roleplaying. ever had that situation come up, you watched your character grow up, from a simple youth to a full grown adult, youve seen him or her fight, bleed and you started bleeding with them, you knew him or her like the back of your hand, you cried when he cried, you felt what he felt. from the first adventure you went on to the last one, you fought your way up hard roads, fought monsters, ghouls, goblin armies, destroyed dragons. helped save villages. you watched them grow up. bleed laugh cry, like a child you gave birth to. your heart your soul is within that character. that one character that you used to live out an adventure, your imagination was guided by the storyteller. you flew on the wings of rocs (for any of you a roc is a huge hawk no a rock, but a huge eagle like creature, i might be wrong havent played D&D in a long time) you used magick spells, you stopped

Moving Forwad In Reverse.....
Tumbling from a nest I never helped build, Soaring wings borrowed and clipped, Endless hunger aft a serving of help yourself, Tommorow stays in the past of maybe, Maybe the nest was mine...... Danny Legend...

Spiral
i am one within and without i am one wth rage inside and out all around and bringing fear dominion and all is what is near listing me in side myself breaking free and killing darkness enveloping day turning red to grey turning turning all around the spiral turning turning all around the spiral silence madness screaming loud with everything silence madness screaming loud with everything the cone and the calming sweet songs of blood all around inside and out i bring you everything and doubt the spiral turns and outside to in inside to out outside to in white is black and black is grey all is not calm when there is dismay it turns and runs through inside and out outside and in without and with sin turning turning all around the spiral turning turning all around the spiral silence madness screaming loud with everything silence madness screaming loud with everything all for this and all for that its the end and thats a fact giving up and givi

Add Your Team Members And Read Rules!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR MEMBERS SO FAR!!! PLEASE MEMBERS ADD EACH OTHER!! ALSO PLEASE READ OFFICIAL RULES! Logan ~***SECURITY/BARTENDER**~GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE@ fubar Duffer66@ fubar *.:.Savannah.:.*@ fubar Denno666666@ fubar bikerdad1963@ fubar rg62@ fubar snake2007@ fubar fearless

Touch Me Tuesday!..lol Revised..lol
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! I TRIED A BLOG EARLIER AND SEEMED TO GET SCREWED UP..LOL SO HAPPY TOUCH ME TUESDAY AGAIN! HUGS AND KISSES! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

Going Shopping
ok the old horoscope is telling me to go shopping with a friend....who wants to go?? I need your money haha....maybe we should look into stocks hmmmm It's a good day to make purchases, especially if you're going in on them with someone else. The combined judgment should yield a great investment, or at least a solid addition to your collection of stuff. whos in??

Some Thoughts
Four wheels move the body. two wheels move the soul. Life may begin at 30 but it doesnt get real interesting until about 60mph. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everthing you want. but they can hold everthing you need. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in the rearview mirror. Dont ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Riding faster than everyone else guarantees you will ride alone. If you dont ride in the rain than you dont ride. A bike on the road is worth 2 in the shed. Young riders pick a destination and go... Old riders pick a direction and go. People are like motorcycles: Each is customized a bit differently.

Ever Had A Friend....
Who just left you hangin? It annoys me to no end when someone stops talking to you cause he/she has found someone else who better occupies their time. Sometimes i let it depress me...but no...not this time....this time i am good and pissed. Sick to damn death of bein good enough when there is noone else around...*I* am pretty fucking amazing...and a damn fine friend. If you are too stupid to see what a great person i am then you should go jump off a big fuckin cliff. Fuckin SICK to death of people who claim to be my friend but only are when it's convenient for them. Fuck off now...i am off to the eye doctor.

Im Here
ok cherrytappers im at the hospital getting ready for my open heart surgery tomorrow morning , i hope i make it thru this one , lol send all the luv u can to my page and i will see everyone in about 5 days i hope take care and happy cherryin

One Flaw In Women
post date: 2007-11-06 05:33:09 views: 7 comments: 0 ratings: 0 By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't,' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18

Broken Window
the old broken window shattering the light the days have passed long alone i slumber waiting for you the part of mysoul ive been searching for love is a diamond buried underground waiting to be found the old window shows me one thing how my life reflects away from me love is a balance trials once i loved you but you dont show it back ill sit and stare at the old broken window

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 6,2007 You cheerfully put off your own needs in order to help a friend or family member who's in trouble. It's probably not as serious as it looks, but you'll still score points just for stepping in and helping.

Been Awhile!!!
Ok i got burnt out on this site a few months ago and made the mistake of being gone too long... So I wanted to say SORRY to all my friends who stayed with me anyway! I hope we can all play catch- up!!! love ya'll xoxoxoxo

I Am Done
I am so done with this, The Coward that treated my friend poorly has once again hidden behind his computer. You would think a real man would have had enough guts to just talk it out like a human and realize his faults, sadly no. This one is throwing a little pitty party to gain sympathy and play the victim when he needs to realize that he is the one at fault and he was abusive. Sad that our country has people like that in the military... makes me feel very unsafe at night. He comes on this site acting like he is the leader of some massive cult, not realizing that it is all just penis envy. He needs to feel like he is in power and will take advantage of women to gain that. He is a sad predator and women need know this. He is only out there to find a woman he can make his slave and when my friend realized all of this he got mad and retaliated the way all sick minds do... he should not be in the military... he should be in jail. so ... BEWARE WOMEN... THIS MAN IS VERY TWISTED AND WI