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Hey..
there was a bad guy who fel inlove with a good girl...the guy really love the girl so much that he will do anything jut 2 make d' girl hapi...d' girl told the guy 2 stop all his rumbles an dd' guy agreed...1 day d' girl heard a news about a rumble...she ran 2 d' place and saw the guy bloody and dying...d' girl cried but the guy smyld and sed.."i did not fight back bcoz u might get angry"..:(

An End... A Beginning
Couldn't sleep much last night.. maybe from too much sugar, maybe from too many thoughts in my head. Not sure why, but my mind kept taking my thoughts to an ending. Rather than looking at it in a negative way, or with each beginning there is an end that must eventually come, I tried to focus on a positive approach. With each ending there is a new beginning. Whether it is a relationship or job that ends, the loss of something or someone important, even in death itself, those ends will eventually lead to a new beginning. Perhaps I am wishing for an end to the stress and disappointment that has surrounded me, though most of that is because I allow it. I just don't know what it means yet.

Blessings
On life's busy thoroughfares we meet with angels unawares-so father make us kind and wise so we may always recognize the blessings that are ours to take the friendships that are ours to make if we but open our hearts door wide to let the sunshine of love inside-for god is not in far distant places but in loving hearts and friendly faces.

Joke Of The Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE." THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, "YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!" "DEAD?" SAYS HIS FRIEND, "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER." HIS FRIEND SAYS, "I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH." "A WITCH, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW."

N.a.p.rule..
1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED. 3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS. 4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES. 5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS. 6.IF YOU HOLD A POSITON YOU MUST HONOR THE N.A.P GUIDELINES,POSTIONS WILL BE GIVEN TO PEOPLE OF OUR CHOICE. 7. WE WELCOME ALL PEOPLE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE O

Love Is...
What is love? Love is dangerous, when you would take a bullet that was meant for someone else... Love is unpleasant, when you love someone so much that you help them find someone new to love... Love is a crime, when someone steals your heart... Love is hurtful, when someone walks away, taking a piece of you with them... Love is deadly, when someone decides to rip your heart out and stomp the son of a b*tch into the ground... Love is amazing, when you find someone that loves you for who you are, not what they can change you to be... Love is sweet, when that special someone kisses you and all you feel is their love for you and yours for them... Love is beautiful, when you and your special someone love each other so much that you make a child together... 10-31-07 ~*Lauren*~

Unkown
I'm married to a great looking guy that really treats me well. We've been married for over 15 years and I can say that I never thought marriage could be so good. We're not only best friends, but we also have a great sex life. I had sex with probably 10 guys before we got married but I've been faithful and satisfied ever since. I'm 5'9" tall and have long legs and nice firm breasts. I've got mid length blond hair and small petite lips. Sometimes, just for fun, I imagine that I'm with someone else when my husband and I are making love. I'll bet most of you guys don't realize that your wives frequently are thinking about some other guy while they're having sex with you. I don't call it cheating, I just call it spicing up our love life. My husband doesn't necessarily know that I was imagining that I was riding my cute doctors' cock when I cumming last night. If he asked me who I was imagining I w ould tell him... but he's too proud of his penis to think that I would want

Wow Its That Bad!
well it apears i am headed for some pretty intensive councilling.actually the term used was"heavy psycho-therapy" turns out i am actually that depressed.wow!how did things get so bad?im not sure,,,not sure of anything anymore

Saturday Night
I have had one particular guy ask lots of questions about hand jobs and other activities between my husband and I (you know who you are ... lol) So I thought he would like to see this story and I thought I would send it around once again for all to see. It is not for everyone but it does seem to have fans with those here. I hope you like it. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It was a few minutes after 11 pm when we finally went to bed. I was following my husband down the hall to our bedroom when he entered the room and I walked up behind him as he stopped to pull the blankets back. He stood before me with his back to me only wearing his boxers. I reached around his chest with both of my arms and gave him a big hug. I made sure that my breasts pressed up against his bare back so he can feel them give his shoulder blades a hug while I pinched his nipples that he loves so much. I took my fingernails and ran large circles around

The Mask
Take off that Mask. Take off that mask you wear so well, That cast iron fascade that hides your hell. Nothing in this world could dull your pain the way you wish it would. Take off your Mask and show your face that thing of grace and beauty. A mask but masks the lies you tell, those lies that run as deep as a well and all this time for what? To save a face? to save your place? to fall that much less from grace? The truth will set you free but not for free for freedom has its price to bare and its that price we bare thats so unfair, so unjust. But we pay that price and sometimes thrice, because good things come in 3's, or was it bad things? Well things come in 3's and whether you like it or not it never comes how you draw it up in your mind. A choice is left. One that is placed neatly before you. Do you stand or do you sit? Are you a passenger of life or do you ride with it? Do you put on your mask and mascarade through the great parade of life, or do you lift

Moon Phases For November & December!
November The Elder Tree The Elder tree was sacred to the faeries and branches were hung above stables to protect horses from evil spirits. It was unlucky to burn Elder and an omen of death to bring it indoors. Elder people are self sufficient, lively, impetuous and outspoken. They dislike routine and refuse to be pressured by others. Restless and highly energetic, they thrive on change and need constant mental and physical challenge. The Ruling Deity - The crown Goddess and celtic tribal mother Cailleach Beara rules this sign. The Druic Animal - The Raven symbolises healing and protection - Elders must learn to use change as a positive force in their lives or they can become reckless and confused. Planetary Ruler - Saturn Ogham Word - Ruis *The Snow Moon Winter's cold descends and outward growth slows. Make this a time for inner growth. Learn a new craft or study thwarts of divination. When the Moon is full do a reading for yourself or your friends. Develop your psychic t

Cruisin' The Country...
Good Morning All... Finally made it home once again, and will be headed back out into the wild world of Dumbass 4-wheelers again tomorrow. Just did 4,000 miles in 5 1/2 days and damn I'm one tired pup. Oh well, Dirty job but somebodies gotta do it. Next week is gonna be pretty interesting...I have to make a run that a sleeper team couldn't do. Damn I love my job. Leave Idaho Fri. afternoon, have to be in Carthage, MO. by Sun. morning, Leave MO. By Sun. afternoon, have to be in San Antonio, TX. By Tues. Morning @ 7am. Leave San Antonio, Tues. Afternoon (At least I hope it's afternoon, Gawd I'm gonna need a nap by then)..And be back in Idaho by Friday Morning...Hmmmm Will be Quite interesting, no doubt. Damn I LOVE MY JOB!!!

I Am Makin Progress
well if some of you don't know i was in a car accident a month ago...well tuesday of this week i went and talked to a lawyer and he is helping me with taking the person i was in a car accident with to court...i am still having trouble from my car accident..part of my right knee i can't feel i can touch it and everything but can't feel it...since my accident i have been getting really bad headaches every single day and they hurt like a mofo lol..so hopefully my head gets better but i doubt it...also since my accident i have been afraid of being with any1 that puts their car in reverse...my friend that i was with when it happened put her car in reverse and stomped on the gas and we ran into a post office...its funny now but no we did not check the mail while we where there...we tried to make sure they had a drive through!!!! i laugh about it and not only that but i am going to see what my lawyer plans on doing...i kno he wants me to see if she has insurance on her car the car that we ran

Miskatonic Mansion
OK I know I am a day late but hey I have been very sick all week LOL anyways I used to go to this site every year but they took it off & now its back I don't know how many of you have been there but I love it =D It's like being in a real haunted house :) * before doing the tour make sure you read the important primer * or most things in the house wont work http://www.miskatonicmansion.net/

Eating Grass
A man and a woman started to have sex in the middle of a dark forest. After about 15 minutes of it, the man finally gets up and says, "Damn, I wish I had a flashlight!". The woman says, "Me too, you've been eating grass for the past ten minutes!"

Can You Help Me?
HEY, I HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A 30 DAY BLAST, AND I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD HELP ME! THESE TWO LADIES WILL GIVE ME A 30 DAY BLAST IF I SEND THEM EACH A 150 PEOPLE THAT WILL FAN,RATE AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND! cAN YOU PLEASE GO TO EACH OF THEIR PAGES AND DO THAT AND IN THE FRIEND REQUEST TELL THEM GOLFERCHICK SENT YOU? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! IF YOU DO THAT THE 150TH PERSON TO SEND ME A SHOUT OR A COMMENT SAYING THEY DID GETS A BIG PIMPING GIFT FROM ME! HIT THEM UP PLEASE! bbGŠPassion's Purity@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Ode To Plurals
Ode to Plurals We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes, But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes. One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese, Yet the plural of moose should never be meese. You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice, Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice. If the plural of man is always called men, Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen? If I speak of my foot and show you my feet, And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet? If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth, Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth? Then one may be that, and three would be those, Yet hat in the plural would never be hose, And the plural of cat is cats, not cose. We speak of a brother and also of brethren, But though we say mother, we never say methren. Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim! Let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplan

I'm Back Online And Finally Have Time To Post An Update. . . .
I have been home for about a week and a half now. I still struggle with things sometimes, but I feel like the time I spent away was good for me. I'm still not 100%, but I'm working on it. I have been struggling to get enough sleep, but I am eating again. My medication has been changed, I was having bad side affects from the medication I was taking . . . . my dreams became more vivid and real to me and it wasn't good. I've been getting help dealing with my past so things have come out a lot lately and it's tough. I'm just glad that I'm able to get the help now even if it is several years later. As far as other things, I'm just taking it one day at a time. I haven't felt like talking much since I got home, just trying to get back in the swing of things. I'll be looking for work and all next week and trying to figure things out for myself and the family. If you still have questions or feel like talking, leave a message and I'll get back to you or if you have my yahoo we can chat

I Just Love This Guy. He Makes Me Laugh!!
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side. They share a bottle of wine and continue talking and,

My Feelings
My Feelings I'm in love with you,but: My Feelings are: No matter what you choose to do in life I just want you Happy. My Feelings are:Not as important as your Heart and Healing it. My Feelings are:If she makes you Happy then I fly away! My Feelings are:She better love The Dragon Too Or I will!!

I'm The One.......
No rush though I need your touch. I won't rush your heart. Until you feel on solid ground Until your strength is found, girl. I'll fill those canyons in your soul. Like a river lead you home. And I'll walk a step behind In the shadows so you shine. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one" Somebody else was here before. He treated you unkind, and broken wings need time to heal. Before a heart can fly, girl. I'll fill those canyons in your soul. Like a river lead you home. And I'll walk a step behind. In the shadows so you shine. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one" Trust in me and you'll find a heart so true. All I want to do is give the best of me to you. And stand beside you. Just ask it will be done. And I will prove my love Until you're sure that I'm "the one"

Great Quotes By Great Ladies
I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows. > -Janette Barber- Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. > -Lily Tomlin- A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. > -Carrie Snow- Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry with your girlfriends. > -Laurie Kuslansky My second favorite household chore is ironing. My first being, hitting my head on the top bunk bed until I faint. > -Erma Bombeck- Old age ain't no place for sissies. > -Bette Davis- A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. > -Rhonda Hansome- The phrase "working mother" is redundant. > -Jane Sellman- Every time I close the door on reality, it comes in through the windows. > -Jennifer Unlimited- Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. > -Charlotte Whitton- Thirty-five is when you finally get your

Why
it would seem as of late that people want more from me then i will give. and it is makeing so called friends back off .so i will say up front that i dont buy blasts or spotlights to me that is like buying a friendship. why should i have to buy that. it is just not me .if people want to be a friend cool but i dont ask for cams ,i dont ask for phone sex so it would seem i am an odd ball here then .so if this is what u think of me then dont be a friend .i try to be a nice guy but if i thought all ladys were the same i would get bitch slapped lol so why think all guys are the same .so i will leave it at that sorry i had to bring this up .but it hurts when some one says they are a friend then do this .so i will go back into my cave if u want to get to know me knock on my cave door it is always open to real friends

New Pics!
Hello, I am going to have some new pics of me taken tuesday maybe even some on sunday. I thought it would be but to ask what you would like to see and take some especially for my friends. So if there is something you want to see say so and I will try to take a picture just for you!

Letter To The President
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere ossessio

It's About Time...
It's about time...getting nearer to the end of the year and time to start fresh with a new year. I think about the changes that have taken place for the in 2007 and all I can say is wow. Who knew? I have made some very good friends...became separated and now I am filing for the divorce. Along the way those friends have stuck by me which I am truely grateful because I don't know what I'd do without them. I have found me this year...what makes me tick. That is a good thing. I know I can be independant and be alone. I am dealing with the insecurities of the past and trying to address them. Be a even better mom. This time of year is always very difficult for me so friends hang in there with me I'll need ya!

All You Muthafuckers Are Just Cocksuckers
in this day and age it's not all that hard to find something to complain about..from the stupidity of Mr Bush and his government too the price of gas, we north americans have lots of inconsequential things that we get to bitch and moan about. I sit here watching the snow fall, seeing it slowly hide all the imperfections of my lawn.And I wonder, what would it take to bring everyone in this world to the same even playing field. What would it take? I would willingly give up my car, t.v. computer, hell even most of my house, to help someone. Now I know some people send money to charities to help the poor peoples in other countries...but in all honesty how much of that money actually gets to these people. I guess I'm just a bit frustrated at how extremely broken our world is. For all our modern toys and experience we still haven't seemed to learn the most basic truth...which is this. "Love thy neighbor as thyself" Now im no christian...im not really a part of any organized religion (thoug

My Love, Do You
My Love, Do You My love, do you? Do you see the tears rolling down my face? No, and just why not! Do you hear the hurt I have each day? No, and just why not! Do you see how much I trully love you? No, and just why not! Because you don't love or care enough too, Open your eyes and heart, To see me, my love and pain! You don't see that you could lose me, Open up please, before it's to late. To The Man I Trully Love Forever,

Farm Girl Birth Control
There were three gals who were getting married and all met at the marriage counselor's office to discuss the options of having or not having a baby right away. There were two city gals and one farm gal. The counselor asked them if they planned on having a baby right away or were going to wait awhile. They all agreed that they had discussed this with their potential husbands and all agreed to wait awhile. Well, the counselor asked the first gal what type of birth control she planned to use. Her answer was, "The rhythm method." "That will work," said the counselor, "if you keep a good record." He asked the second gal what system she planned on using. "I plan on using birth control pills," she said. Again he said, "Yes that will work as long as you don't forget to take them." He then asked the farm girl what system she was going to use. Her answer was, "The pail and saucer method." After a short delay, he told her that should also work. He asked them all to come back in on

My Girl
My Girl To my wonderful daughter Jazzmen N. Cogburn. I brought you into this world Not knowing what to do. How tears of joy rolled down my face, The second you was placed in my arms. Looking into your trusting eyes I cryed, Wondering why God brought you to me. So scared of messing up your life I just pray of doing things right. I loved you then, and even more so now How I was blessed with A wonderful little girl. No matter what you're always my Girl whom I'll love for life..

O To The Drink
well i have been thinking alot about how life is going and i dont really like the way things are going so i am chance alot of things it is came down to it and i am going to stop drinking and try to turn things around and see how that helps with the shit

My Very Best Friend Wrote This For Me Years Ago She Is The Best Thank You Girl
"Inspired By You" Dedicated to my bestfriend, Mickey Cogburn. Thank you for being you! When my world comes tumbling down And my voice is lost in the crowd.... I am "Inspired by you". When I lose sight of what should be And I'm reminded of what to see.... I am "Inspired by you". When my heart is breaking in two And my thoughts are down and blue.... I am "Inspired by you". When the days seem to long And my anger seems so strong.... I am "Inspired by you". When all is said and done And my hopes and dreams are gone.... I am "Inspired by you". When nothing seems to go quite right You always seem to shine your light.... I am "Inspired by you".

In Love
In Love Do you notice when you're in love, How everything looks different? The leaves look greener more Color a beautiful thing to see, The clouds seen fluffier, The sky looks bluer.. Even rainy days seem so pretty, Seeing the way water covers flowers.. Long roads turn short, The stars shine brighter.. The Birds sing louder, The air smells sweeter. When you're in love The world looks beautiful everyday, Love is magic for you and me....

Middle Fingers In Pics.
When I rate various pictures, I notice that about 1 in every 10 pictures has a person or cartoon character holding up his/her middle finger. Why do people do that? It isn't funny, but ugly. It is rude and not polite. It is the "adult" version of a kid sticking his/her tongue out at you. There is enough rudeness, ugliness and hurtfulness in the world already. We don't need it here.

Mud Or Grass
A farmer had five female pigs. Times were hard, so he decided to take them to the county fair and sell them. At the fair he met another farmer who owned five male pigs. After talking a bit they decided to mate the pigs and split everything 50/50. The farmers lived sixty miles apart so they agreed to drive thirty miles each, and find a field in which to let the pigs mate. The first morning the farmer with the female pigs got up at 5 A.M., loaded the pigs into the family station wagon, which was the only vehicle he had, and drove the thirty miles. While the pigs were mating, he asked the other farmer, "How will I know if they are pregnant?" The other farmer replied, "If they're lying in the grass in the morning, they're pregnant . If they're in the mud, they're not." The next morning the pigs were rolling in the mud. So he hosed them off, loaded them into the family station wagon again and proceeded to try again. This continued each morning for more th

Pickup Lines
1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in. 7. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 8. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass!!!!! 9. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 10. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 11. Your parents must be retarded, because you are special. 12. Can I touch your belly button . . . from the inside? 13. I'm not too good at algebra, but doesn't U+I

He Lives In Me
I shall see him In the beauties of the earth, In the lovliness of the summer sunsets And the lonliness of winter winds. In the delicate new life Of spring trees. In the blazing glory Of fall's bright leaves. I shall see him in the faces of the youth Seeking, straining for love and truth. And in the peaceful face of age Completing the journey of our days. I shall see him In the ocean's mighty power I shall see him in the wonder of the stars I shall see him in the face of happines and care I shall see him everywhere

Yule
~~YULE~~ December 21 -- Winter Solstice -- Yule The sun is at its nadir, the year's longest night. We internalize and synthesize the outward-directed activities of the previous summer months. Some covens hold a Festival of Light to commemorate the Goddess as Mother giving birth to the Sun God. Others celebrate the victory of the Lord of Light over the Lord of Darkness as the turning point from which the days will lengthen. The name "Yule" derives from the Norse word for "wheel", and many of our customs (like those of the Christian holiday) derive from Norse and Celtic Pagan practices (the Yule log, the tree, the custom of Wassailing, et al). Yule Or winter solstice happens near December 21, which is the longest darkest night of the year. The dark of Winter is safe like your bedcovers at night. Dark whispers of a Mother's love caress you. In the darkness of the Mother's womb, the void, you are safe, sustained, at peace. and can move inward, into your own dar

Something Different....
I figured instead of the repeated "hey all...still paying off these bills"...i would change it up a bit and post some of my poetry...i have these posted in another Fu blog but you folks tend to read this one more often..so I will start reposting them here...fel fre to share your thoughts! i figured i would start with "eye opener" to really get your attention..this one is called "Wild"...enjoy! Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongu

Why I Am Hating Life
Last night on halloween the worst thing happen to me and my bestfriend...We were coming back from trick or treat on the way home...this guy in front us was messing around and was drunk or on drugs one of the two.....Well we had two kids in the car and my bestfriend got mad.. so when we stopped dude started yelling out the window bitches this bitches this....we yelled out the car we have kids back her stop doin that.....He said fuck your kids, well my bestfriend was so mad she got out of the car and approached his car and said we have kids stop....he said fuck ur kid bitch and grabbed her sweater and yank her in his car as he is hittin her in the face....me and her girlfriend ran up on the car and started hitting him and tryin to pull her out of his car...well in the struggle to get her loose he acceralates and drags my bestfriend and her girlfriend 20 fts with his car....she hit the pavement so hard.....over 20 people witness this...cops are telling us they can't find the car......i sp

Here We Go Guys Heres Another Good Contest..
Ok Everyone, time for my second contest. Send me the link to your pics with your best smile or snarl. Either one will work, lol. Now for the rules. 1. No NSFW pics or comments. 2. No one under a level 4 will be allowed to comment. I will be monitoring the contest and it will be up to you to make sure no one level 3 or under is commenting. 3. Rates count as 1 comment, doesn’t matter if it is a 10 or a 1, counts the same. 4. NO DRAMA, anyone that starts any drama will be removed from the contest. 5. No member of the Night Walkers may enter or comment. Now for the good part, the prizes: First prize is a 30 day blast Second prize is a week blast or a month VIP Third prize is a 3 day blast. Fourth prize is a 1 day blast. I would like to start next Thursday, Nov.8 and run one week. The start time will be at 6:00 PM Fubar time. The start date will be flexible due to the amount of contestants I get by then. I will send all contestants the link about an hour before the

Walking On Air
Theres a little creepy house in a little creepy place. Little creepy town in a little creepy world. Little creepy girl with her little creepy face, saying funny things that you've never heard. Do you know what it's all about? Are you brave enough to figure out? Know that you could set your world on fire, if you're strong enough to leave your doubts. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it - go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that i could feel that - i feel like im walking on air. She has a little creepy cat and little creepy bat. Little rocking chair and an old blue hat. That little creepy girl - oh she loves to sing, she has a little gift - an amazing thing. With her little funny eyes of hazel, with her little funny old blue hat. She will go and set the world on fire - no one ever thougt she could do that.

Color Or Colour?? Lmao!
Oh, I see my favorite Fubar psycho is doing the Happy Hour, oh joy! haha Well, yesterday was eventful. I took my son to go take his written drivers test yesterday to get his permit to start driving with a trainer and us. He has to have 3 lesson's with a professional. Not sure how professional they are but...we have to pay $89.00 for each lesson. Luckily I already paid everything up front. He passed his test this time. Congratulations! I think the questions on the test are so stupid. Why do they feel the need to put trick questions on the test?? So I let him drive the car yesterday after he got it. He did pretty good. The only thing is he takes corners too fast. His first professional lesson is tomorrow night. He will drive 2 hours with them tomorrow. I know he isn't excited about driving my Honda but at least it is a car! Both boys went out trick or treating last night with their friends. First time Peter didn't take Christopher. I bought a lot of candy to

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?" But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish. So always hold them dear. Take time to

Yesterday And Today
I didn't do much today, wen tot bed at almost 5am, got up at 1:30pm LOL Did some cleaning, made dinner, now just relaxing online. Yesterday I was with Mikey all day, we went to one mall, then went for lunch to Tony Roma's what I had wasn't all that tasteful, but Itook it home and finished the rest. Then we went back to the mall hung around there,t hen took the bus to a different mall in my area of the city, took us a 2 hour bus ride LOL we were both falling asleep but I tried to talk to himt o keep him up LOL, when we got to the mall I was soo happy to get on my feet and walk LOL my ass was getting sore and numb. So we then went to dollarama, bought some shit there, then I went to get my nails redone, a fillw hich was $25 YIKES! Then we went to Radio Shack, or Source. He was looking at a video camera and I saw a mirco SD memory card for my razr for 20.00 it has 512 or 518 MB. Which is fine for me. But I am happy I have one now, and it's sooo tiny LOL. I can't believe i

I Gave Myself To Him
I gave myself to him And took himself for pay. The solemn contract of a life Was ratified this way. The value might disappoint Myself a poorer prove Than this my purchaser suspect The daily own of love. Depreciates the sight But, 'til the merchant buy, Still fabled, in the isles of spice The subtle cargoes lie. At least, "tis mutual risk" (Some found it mutual gain) Sweet debt of life--each night to owe, Insolvent every noon! Author: Emily Dickinson

Thu Perfict Cuple!
An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry an extraordinarily beautiful woman, so they could produce gorgeous children beyond compare. With that in mind he set out on a mission to find the perfect woman. Shortly thereafter he met a Redneck who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them. “Well,” the Redneck replied, “they’re all lookin’ to get married, so you came to the right place. Why don’t you look ‘em over and pick the one you want?” The man was ecstatic, and decided to take each one out to dinner to size them all up. The first night he dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man’s opinion. “Well,” said the man, “she’s just a wee bit - not that you can hardly notice - pigeon-toed.” The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daug

This A Nice Story.
Sam has been in the computer business for 25 years and is finally sick of the stress. He quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alabama to be as far away from humanity as possible. Sam sees the mailman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise, it’s total peace and quiet. After 6 months or so of almost total isolation, he’s finishing dinner one day when someone knocks on his door. He opens it and there is a big, bearded man standing there. “Name’s Enoch… Your neighbor from four miles over the ridge… Having a party Saturday… Thought you’d like to come.” “Great,” says Sam, “after 6 months of this I’m ready to meet some local folks. Thank you.” As Enoch is leaving he stops, “Gotta warn you there’s gonna be some drinking.” “Not a problem… After 25 years in the computer business, I can drink with the best of ‘em.” Again, as he starts to leave, Enoch stops. “More ‘n’ likely gonna be some fightin’ too.” Damn, Sam thinks… Tough crowd. “Well, I get along with peo

Halloween Was Kind A Okay.
Well yesterday on Halloween was kind a of bit okay.A bit better then last year thou.I didn't get to dress or go to a party like i always used to do.I just stayed home,and watch horror fest movies.I was kind a haveing a sucky day thou,but my bro just came and bought me a diet coke,and some Doritos to enjoy the movies.He got himself a six pack of bud light thou.Well i don't have friends,and my ex-girlfriend well i send her a text message wishing her happy Halloween,but she never return the message thou.what a bitch,oh well you can't please everyone.like about 10:30 p.m. my bro. went to the store and got me a bottle of Smirnoff,and got himself another six packs of beer.You know me and my bro could never get along during our past days.We would alway get into argument and get into a brawl fight.Yesterday on Halloween i had some beers with my bro and watch Planet Terror,it got okay.Since my mom past away we both haven't gotten into a brawl together.Anyways what does piss me off is that none

My Words
A poem, A conjunction of passionate, emotional words Mixed together in a forthcoming, confused format, Only to the eyes of the Reader... For the Poet, it is revealing their Life. Their thoughts, Emotions, Dreams, Hardships, Experiences, and Hopes. Without Poetry, to all Poets' that are accomplished, or should be, Makes my World turn, and brings Inspiration to my Dreams. Desperately wanting to be an accomplished Poet, Desperately wanting to be a Good Daughter, and Solified Older Sister, Desperately wishing the one I Love would appreciate my Devotion to him... The Gratitude, and Respect for those who have enough Aspirations to write, whether the writing is good or just to unwind, To write their Intimate and Passionate experiences, and Hardships- Has provided me with more Insight to the World of Literacy and Appreciation, to Empower my Faith that I can write Good Poetry. To all Poets' and those who are struggling, provides my Predestined Faith to believe that

Could Anyone Help Me Please?
I want a T-Mobile Sidekick III or the Sidekick ID...IF anyone has one they aren't using, or know someone who does, I'll be willing to pay for it. I'm looking to spend NO more than $150.00, hopefully less. I'll even trade. I have a few different T-Mobile phones. But the Sidekick is my PASSION! I want one SOOOOOO BAD! Please let me know!

Those Born 1920-1979
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts, or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread, and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar,

Down Raters
can anyone tell me what can be done about down raters? i noticed that there r a few people that post a file of "pics" of downraters. . can u tell me how to do that? Thank u!! will be back to check . . .on my way out!! see ya!

Sick To Death
I am sick to death of being bullshitted and betrayed. Someone who I trusted and have hetlped out several times has been sharing all my personal information with anyone who will listen. I am sick of it. Because of one dumb bitch, I will be deleting my Fubar accoun, My yahoo account and myself. After having been betrayed and stabbed in the back for the last time, I cannot take anymore. Just wanted my friends to know why I am no longer online....Guess it is time to return to work-aholism. It's been a fucking slice people....See ya in hell Jim

I Am A True "lady"
LADIES get respect, HOES get what they deserve LADIES get catered to, HOES gotta serve themselves LADIES stand by they man, HOES got another one on the side LADIES wanna make love, HOES just wanna ride LADIES tell the truth, HOES lie all the time LADIES are sexy classy and smart, HOES are just fine LADIES got they own car, HOES need a oil change LADIES shoot the target, HOES get out of range LADIES want a husband, HOES want a thug LADIES want success, HOES want a car wit dubbs LADIES have children, HOES get knockd up LADIES care for others, HOES just don't give a fuck LADIES goes to college, HOES go to jail LADIES appreciate this poem, HOES are mad as hell I AM A TRUE "LADY"

If You Have A Dog... Please Read This
If you have a dog... PLEASE read this and send it on. If you don't have a dog, please pass along to friends who do. Written by: Laurinda Morris, DVM Danville Veterinary Clinic Danville , Ohio This week I had the first case in history of raisin toxicity ever seen at MedVet. My patient was a 56-pound, 5 yr old male neutered lab mix that ate half a canister of raisins sometime between 7:30 AM and 4:30 PM on Tuesday. He started with vomiting, diarrhea and shaking about 1AM on Wednesday but the owner didn't call my emergency service until 7AM. I had heard somewhere about raisins AND grapes causing acute Renal failure but hadn't seen any formal paper on the subject. We had her bring the dog in immediately. In the meantime, I called the ER service at MedVet, and the doctor there was like me - had heard something about it, but.... Anyway, we contacted the ASPCA National Animal Poison Control Center and they said to give I V fluids at 1 1/2 times maintenance and watch the ki

" Soup " Recipe.
Roasted Pear-Butternut Soup with Crumbled Stilton. Stilton cheese and pears are a classic combination—the salty milky blue cheese balances the sweet, floral taste of the pears. Roasting the pears and the butternut squash caramelizes their sugar, maximizing their inherent sweetness. You can serve this creamy soup as a first course or with a salad and crusty bread for a light autumn supper. Servings: 6 servings, 1 1/3 cups each Total Time: 1 1/4 hours Ease of Preparation: Easy Health: Low Calorie, High Fiber, Low Sat Fat, Low Cholesterol, High Potassium, High Calcium, Heart Healthy, Healthy Weight. Ingredients: 2 each ripe pears , peeled, quartered and cored 2 pounds butternut squash , peeled, seeded and cut into 2-inch chunks 2 each medium tomatoes , cored and quartered 1 large leek , pale green and white parts only, halved lengthwise, sliced and washed thoroughly 2 cloves garlic , crushed 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt , divided Freshly groun

Rememebering My Baby Girl...lacy...
Today still saddens me. Today is the anniversary of Lacy's death. When this day comes, I feel so sad. I have no idea why I feel the way I do about her. To some she is just a cat. To others they hate cats. But to me she was everything. Dont get me wrong...I loved each and every one of my cats. But she was extremely special. We were told she wouldnt have long to live. She also had Addison's disease which was extremely rare in cats. She was given meds by the vet to keep her alive is what he said. But she would be zombiefied. She looked worse with the meds. I looked at her one day and I asked her if she really wanted them and I felt from her a no...so...I stopped giving them to her and she was more normal and happier. When we first got her, you could tell she was abused. She wouldnt want any human contact whatsoever. When she finally came out of her shell, she came to me first. We held a special bond since that day. Then when she sick, she was bleeding from her vagina from a disease that i

The Struggle Continues
So as its been really well documented between friends and stuff after many years I've finally decided to re-enter the whole dating/social circle. Last night I had my first bit of moderate success. For the first time in awhile, hell maybe for the first time ever in my life if I think of it, had a random girl in the bar call me sexy. Not only that but I did flirt back and seemed to not fuck it up.. course I think the amount of alochol that was consumed helped in her judgement but hey I'll take it where I can get it. My two failings of the night were not getting the number and when Abby asked me to dance, yes Abby the curse of the rhyme scheme continues, I declined but perhaps that was a good thing. Somehow though I got some hand holding out of the deal as well as giving a quasi shoulder massage. I know its not a lot and most likely not enough to get excited over but for those who know me and my constant struggles with self esteem and everything this is actually a major step for me

British Army Tests Invisible Tank
New technology that can make tanks invisible has been unveiled by the Ministry of Defence. In secret trials last week, the Army said it had made a vehicle completely disappear and predicted that an invisible tank would be ready for service by 2012. The new technology uses cameras and projectors to beam images of the surrounding landscape onto a tank. Now you see it: How the tank might look with background images beamed onto the side The result is that anyone looking in the direction of the vehicle only sees what is beyond it and not the tank itself. A soldier, who was at the trials, said: "This technology is incredible. If I hadn't been present I wouldn't have believed it. I looked across the fields and just saw grass and trees - but in reality I was staring down the barrel of a tank. How the technology works in a combat situation is very sensitive, but the MoD is believed to be testing a military jacket that works on the same principles. It is the type of innovati

Maya * Aztec Astrology Report{long But Informative}
Maya * Aztec Astrology Report (Copyright © One Reed Publications, 2006) www.onereed.com born November 3, 1967 DAY-SIGN: 3-Eagle (Maya: 3-Men) YEAR: South-8 (Tikal System) 13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Reed (Maya: 1-Ben) NIGHT LORD: 3 VENUS PHASE: Morning Star Introduction - The Astrology of Time The ancient Maya and Aztec astrologers studied the mysterious influence of the rhythms of the sky on earthly life. Everyone knows the Sun rises and sets every day -- this is the basic rhythm of life around which we set our clocks and calendars. What the ancient astrologers discovered was that other time cycles existed that were multiples of this basic day cycle. This fact was discovered about 100 years ago in Europe and these cycles (there are many of them) are now called biorhythms. The most important time cycles in ancient Mayan and Aztec astrology are those of the day, 9-days, 13-days, and 20-days. Additionally, years are counted

Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know

I Knew It My Sin Is ....{drum Roll Please}
lust is my kryptonite you're less sinful than the average person. Still, everyone has their weaknesses, and the sin you're most guilty of is Lust In this context, Lust is defined by an unrestrained, insatiable expression of sexual desire, fantasy, and conquest. Lust is in overdrive if you find yourself thinking about or pursuing sex so much that your work life, your relationships, and your self-actualization suffer. Historically, the sin of Lust has often been seen as any sex act other than that between a heterosexual married couple who has intercourse with the intention of procreation. In a traditional religious context, masturbation, talking openly about sex, or even fantasizing were seen as sinful. This was because instead of focusing on the spiritual aspect of the self, a lustful person was seen as focusing on earthly, fleeting, self-indulgent, physical pleasure rather than moral and virtuous pursuits. Modern-day psychology tends to see sexuality quite differently,

Thursday Night
It is 5:30 pm here on the west coast and I am only home for a quick dinner and then head out at 6 pm to head 75 miles south to attend another late night meeting. I have another 3 meetings tomorrow... one for lunch with a teacher at the local high school, another meeting with a mother of a boy who wants to help me, and my last meeting tomorrow will be at the local fire station for an emergency training with other adults. But, tomorrow I am going to play a quick round of 9 holes at the local city golf course. I could use whacking some balls around the course with the frustration I have had with all my meetings all weekend long. But the problem will be that it is actually a meeting with a city councilman while we play the round of golf. Cannot even have fun without it being a meeting. Would anyone like to be my caddy in the morning.

Major Update From Fu-friends
As some or many of you have noticed the fu-friends site has not been accessable for the last couple of days now. There has been a big database problem on their end therefore i had to start taking stuff down. In the process of that i've been working on putting it together again in a much cleaner way. The navigation will be much easier and user friendly. All the Hot Spot members have been put back up on the list so no worries there. Please check to make sure i didn't miss anyone, if i did let me know. The last fu standing will be extended from 2 days ago to the day it gets back online. Sorry for the inconvenience. Click here to view the site

Sauteed Chicken In Chive Wine Sauce
Sauteed Chicken in Chive Wine Sauce We just adore creamy sauces flavored with chives, like this one. It tastes rich but remains nice and light, and it's the perfect partner for skinless, boneless chicken breasts. Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 6 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves * Freshly ground pepper * 3 cloves garlic, chopped * 1 1/2 cups fat-free chicken broth * 3/4 cup dry white wine * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 cup skim milk * 1 tablespoon fresh chives Directions: Spray a large nonstick skillet with cooking spray. Sprinkle ground pepper over the chicken. Brown the chicken over medium-high heat. Reduce the heat to medium-low and add the garlic, chicken broth and white wine. Cook until the chicken is cooked through. Remove the chicken from the pan and place on a warmed plate. In a small bowl, mix together the cornstarch and milk. Whisk the milk mixture into the pan slowly. Cook for about 2

Stir-fried Steak Strips With Red Peppers And Cashews
Stir-Fried Steak Strips with Red Peppers and Cashews In this stir-fry, the soy-ginger steak marinade is later cooked along with hoisin sauce to become an irresistible dressing. And you'll love the nutty crunch offered by the cashews. Credit: Kathy Gunst with the editors of Parenting magazine Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound boneless steak * 3 tablespoons light soy sauce * 1 1/2 tablespoons mirin * 1 tablespoon balsamic vinegar * 2 tablespoons fresh ginger, peeled and finely chopped * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 2 cloves garlic, finely chopped * 1 large red bell pepper, cut into thin strips * 6 scallions, cut into 2-inch pieces * 1 cup unsalted cashews * 1 1/2 tablespoons hoisin sauce * 1/4 cup water Directions: Cut the steak into thin slices, trimming any excess fat. Place the meat in a bowl and cover with the soy sauce, mirin, vinegar and 1 tablespoon of the ginger. Toss to make sure the meat is cove

Distorted Perspectives?
this up coming weekend marks the beginning of the "i hate this time of year" thing for me.... (something which few people know, because I'm usually just down on 4 specific days, and fake a smile thru the rest during the period from 11-3 thru 12-15) but I think I'll explain since well.... I feel like it I guess. November 4th, 1947 - my Mother (Lynne)'s birthday December 13th, 1994 - Mom passed away. ((12 days of christmas....)) November 3rd, 1998 - my daughter Ashley (my "bright eyes") was born December 11th, 1998 - Ashley passed away from SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome) December 13th, 2006 - I watched my grandfather pass away (literally minutes -seconds even?- from being 12 yrs and 12 hrs after my mother's aniversary) ((see blog titled "a life lived well" for the full details.... I just don't feel like getting into it right now.)) anyway, a friend of the family, Daniel Wolfenbarger passed away on Tuesday of this week.... I've known him since I was a baby. I saw him

Another Poem
I think about you night and day. Morning and night always the same way. Woundering, thinking, wishing, and hoping these are the things i do everyday. I say I love you but how do you know? Love is more than a word. It is a special name, an action, a feeling, a special phone call and much much more.... Love is more than a word... It is a special name. I am a little giggle box and blush when i am called that. Special name is something between us. No one else shares love like ours. Special names add to the mix and help passion and desire build. Love is more than a word... it is an action... Like walking through the rain getting drenched just to say hi. Risking getting sick to talk to that someone special. You make me blush, you make me see just how much you love me. Love is an action like buying a cd for one song because you wanted it. Love is more than a word, it is a feeling... When i talk to you, I have a feeling that is new. I get tingly and warm and some

The Signs
VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationshi ps. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Hav e own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. ARIES - The Daredevil En

Sex Poem Gotta Read
eat me,beat me bite me,blow me suck me,fuck me very slowly if you kiss me dont be hasty use your toung to make it tasty roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed

School
i offically hate my school. i have to drop my math class because im not gonna pass it..i got the wrong book and the teacher failed to tell me until today so because i had the wrong book and never took the training program that goes with the book NONE of my tests counted. well i got an email today saying im on financial aid probation and i dont see why or how. they said i dropped a class over the summer(because it turns out i didnt need it for my major) and that if/when i drop this class ill have to submit an appeal to request further financial aid. i didnt use any aid for the summer so WTF. i swear if its not one thing its another.

What Tree Did You Fall From?
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? > > Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is cool and somewhat > accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it > to you, so they can find out what tree you fell from, but do not forget > to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see > what you are like ... > > Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree > Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree > Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree > Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree > Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree > Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree > Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree > Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree > Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree > Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree > Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree > Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree > Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree > Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tre e > May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree > May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree > May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree > Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree > Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree > Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree > Jun 25 to Jul 04

What A Friend Means To Me
What a friend means to me What a friend means to me is someone who is always there for you. Someone who will listen to all your rambeling and not putting their 2 cents in. Someone to be there when you are in trouble or in need. Someone who will always laugh at your jokes even when they are not funny. Someone to pick you up off the floor after a few too many drinks. Someone to make you laugh when you are feeling down. Someone who will tell you the truth even if it means hurting your feelings. Someone who will keep your secrets unless it will truely hurt someone. Most of all, someone who will just be a friend. Let me know if you are truely my friend.

Scandalous
why is it that people now seem so damn fake and scandalous. they make you think they are one person but after you start getting to know them or even after a long pierod of time. you find out who they really are. i mean i am who i am and i am never going to change that. i am a pervert why loves to flirt but when it all comes down to it, i am a sweet loving,caring person who will give you the shirt off my back and the last 20 in my wallet if i know it will help you more then me. i am a trusting person who trys to take people for what they say they are. but as of late it's harder and harder. this blog is in part thanks to my soon to be ex-sister in law and also my best friends soon to be ex-wife. if you are not happy being who you are or who you are with. end the shit before moving on

Update 11-01-07 Dad
So, Dad's pain is some better and he is now home....we got a second opinion today at UT Southwestern Medical Center in Dallas...pretty much confirmed what the first doctors said....which was that the cancer my dad has can not be cured...they can lessen his pain and give him more time with chemo but it can't be cured.... How long he has depends on how well he responds to the chemo....But they feel like he should respond pretty well to it since the radiation is shrinking the size of the tumors... So PLEASE say a prayer or two that God's will be done in this matter hopefully to cure this cancer, but if not, to make it a painless as possible.... Thanks all....Love 2 my friends.

Lil Perviness For Ya
Hot kinky hard or soft, I know a thousand and one ways to get you off. Beat it up till I'm covered in sweat, Then lick it off cause I'm dripping wet. Tie me up and make me beg for more, I can go all night till we settle this score. Cause baby when I'm good, I'm great, but when I'm bad it's even better. Do it so good I'll make you forget her.

Blah Blah Blah
The Second Chances love story is rooted in nostalgia. Whether you're longing for the ex you haven't seen in a year, or are reminiscing about the crush you never connected with 10 years ago, this kind of searching is indicative of more than dissatisfaction with your current romantic relationships. Whether you do it consciously or not, most people who migrate towards the Second Chances love story either want to revise a past decision, confront someone you couldn't at the time, or revert back to a specific point in time. Do you ever wish you could return to a different period in your life? This story is repeated more times than you could imagine. Take the film "Peggy Sue Got Married," for instance. In it, a housewife faints at her high school reunion and wakes up in her senior year at high school with the chance to change her destiny. The root of your story too, may arise from these feelings, that you need to reconnect with a time in your life when love was a larger focus of your

Care Package Ideas?
So I know that I've got alot of military people on my friends list and a few that are frequent readers. Anyways, my question is about care packages. My hubby doesn't really know what he needs or even what he wants half the time, so I'm stuck trying to come up with ideas for myself of things to send. And I'm tired of candy & sweets. It gets old after awhile, sending the same thing, which is candy, movies & cigarettes. I have done the jar cakes and they went over pretty well, so I'll do those again eventually. But in the mean time, what were somethings you guys really liked to receive or wish you had received?? (Especially with Thanksgiving and Christmas around the corner :( ) Please help!

Concert
OK So the concert fuckin ROCKED.. It was fuckin awsome.. And so during Gym Class Heroes the lead singer made a good point.. And I have been finding it true.. There is this angle that woman take pictures at that makes ANYONE look good.. Makes fat chics look thin.. Makes ugly chics look cute.. And it seems like they all know about this angle.. Stop trying to be what you arent and be your fuckin self.. Thats my piece on it.. Peace..

Very Interesting
It is amazing to me how many people ask to be fanned and rated before becoming your friend. Am I the only one who thinks that is a shallow request which makes them a shallow person? Obviously they don't want true friends, just want to feel famous. How funny. I seem to be pissing people off left and right because I don't return their so called favor of rating and fanning me. I could care less of my status on here. Well, now that you know how I feel about that, what is your stance?

Scared
Hi everyone. Ive had a pretty messed up day today. I went to go so a friend of mine and he has his door open up it was locked from the inside so i knew he was there. Well i knocked on the door, Yelled and kicked the door and he wouldnt answer so i thought something bad happened to him. I had to call the police and by the time they got there he walked out of the house and i started crying because i thought he had a heart attack or was died. My friends 6 month old baby is have surgery tomorrow and I know thats going to be a crazy day for her tomorrow. I hope everything goes ok with the baby and i hope they come home safe. My sons was with my dad last night after i took him trick or treating. I got some sleep last night. Hes sleeping on me right now because hes use to me holding him for a while before i lay him down. well anyway i need to go but i love all my friends lil red

All I Ever Wanted Is You
All I Ever Wanted Is You Dedicated to that Mr Right, (Who I Can Never Have) All I ever wanted is you: Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears. I want to give and to be given to So I might feel myself flow through the years Alive in you, the wonder of my tears. Do not doubt I love you, even though My actions may have undermined my words. We could be as connubial as birds Had I not let my wild longings show. I cannot help wanting to devour All the world that comes before my eyes; But more than all the world is that which lies Within the precious circle of our bower. I'll do anything to keep you with me; Our love will last as long as you have will. Despite my untamed need, my love is still A rock against the surges of the sea.

Do I Deserve This?
Hows it goin everyone? i miss you dearly and cant wait to see you all again. I have a revelation to make....I have not always been there for my kids, I was a young father and didnt know how to accept the fact i was a dad now. I tried to do the right thing and marry my oldest kids mother and it didnt work when the only time she wanted to see me was on payday....lol. I have realized over the past couple of years is that i am a dad and i do have kids i have to look after and provide for. I got some texts tonight that kinda hurt, well hurt alot, but i want to say that I have been bustin my ass to get back to my kids. I made a promise to my kids that i would visit them every weekend that i had off but when i got here my car broke down.... I have been workin my ass off living off of raman noodles and sandwhiches trying to make a living to provide for my kids. The only reason i am living is the fact that my kids will have a dad to look up too and be proud of....My oldest have another guy the

Cult Suicides
Occasionally the most tragic of events can hit the headlines. When it happens, we all wonder why. But all too often a cult can explode into violence upon itself, the result being mass suicide. Why does it happen? What social forces are involved in this will towards self-destruction? This essay is an attempt to understand. And we need to begin with a few examples. Order of the solar temple: For instance, on 22 December 1995, sixteen corpses were discovered on a plateau in the French Alps in the shape of a star. This was the second mass suicide of the Order of the Solar Temple, a cult formed by fraudster Joseph di Mambro and homeopath Luc Jouret. The first had been fourteen months earlier, involving infernos in two Swiss chalet complexes, proceeded by the suspicious deaths, by fire, of five members including a young mother and child in Canada. The Solar Temple was based on a mix of Knights Templar mythology and new age mysticism, with a distinct apocalyptic nature that would lead to a ne

Family
How can a child pick and choose who they want in their life. Even though they my have been adopted at a young age and then they found each other again....how can they hurt one set of parents and not want to hurt the other? My husband lost 2 of his children due to unseen circumstances with his ex-wife and they lost the 2 children. Well when the oldest was 18 they found my husband and never the less now the daugther doesn't want anything to do with my husband but to use him and hurt him and her brothers. I just don't feel that it is fair or right for her to do this. I have lost my daughters due to divorce and it hurts every day and every holiday and birthday and mother's day. I know how he feels and I just don't think it is right.

Herb-butter-roasted Turkey
Ingredients * 1 14-pound turkey * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/2 cup butter (no substitutes), softened * 2 to 3 tablespoons snipped fresh thyme, tarragon, marjoram, and/or rosemary * 2 cloves garlic, minced * Pear-Pecan Stuffing (see Recipe Center) Directions 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F. 2. Remove giblets and neck from interior cavity of turkey; reserve for gravy stock. Rinse bird; pat dry. Cut off wing tips; reserve for gravy stock. Season cavity with salt and pepper. 3. For Herb-Butter Seasoning, combine butter, the fresh herbs, and garlic. Starting at the neck end of the turkey, loosen the skin by sliding your fingers underneath it, being careful not to tear it. Slide your hand as far as you can toward the other end of the turkey, separating the skin from the meat. Rub about two-thirds of the herb-butter seasoning over the entire breast. 4. Spoon some of the Pear-Pecan Stuffing into

Virgin Whore
It seems a though the night brings the darkness within my soul I fear the day the conspiracy is in sync with my own mountainside My crucifix is awaiting I wander the hillside awaiting the path desperation is lurking behind the fear that hides it's desire I move in beat with the movement of my own lost passion This is the revelation i am aware of it's existence i am the virgin whore © 2007 Rainn (All rights reserved)

Omg Hes Dying Slowly.. :(
OMG HES IN 4TH.. THAT IS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME TO BARE.. I'M ABOUT TO FAINT.. WE HAVE NEVER TAKEN FORTH PLACE BEFORE.. NOTHING LESS THEN 2ND. BUT MOSTLY 1ST.. OMG I DON'T THINK I COULD HANDLE SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. SOMEONE COME QUICK AND SAVE US.. WELL YA KNOW IF YOUR FREE AND ALL.. LOL HES IN FORTH.. DID YA READ THAT? OMG.... DYING A SLOW DEATH.. PAINFULLY SLOW DEATH.. SOMEONE QUICK PUT ME OUT...LOL BUT IM DOING OKAY IM IN 2ND.. YA MIZZ SHADY IN 2ND PLACE.. THIS IS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE.. OKAY FIRST 5 OUT OF 10 TO HIT 17,000 I THINK IT IS.. LETS MOVE ON IT BABY.. WAHOOOOOOOOO TIME TO KICK SOME BUTT. WELL AS SOON AS MY COMMENTS COME BACK. I MAXED OUT A FEW HOURS AGO PLAYING THIS STAND OFF GAME WHICH NOW MADE MY HAND HURT.. LOL THATS HIM MY POSSE BOY.. WE WANT HIM TO WIN..

Difference Between 1977 And 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1977 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI are called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called; SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes

New Poem I Wrote 2 Yrs Ago
Today And Yesterday!! I have loved you all. So Much I've cherished . Every moment , we shared Deep in my heart. But , if I leave . This world tomorrow. Will you know how much. I loved you ALL And how deep I cared? I've tried to be here. To be a friend, And to dry your tears . That would fall. We talked about everything , Big and Small. Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried. I can Remember , The First time I met all my friends . And each one That Call's me MOM . The first kiss. From each man in my life . Each touching a part Of my heart . In different Way's. The first time I held one of my Children And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven. Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve!

Get Your Plates Ready! This Is Incredible!
GET YOUR PLATES READY! THIS IS INCREDIBLE! Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing. Imagine that! When I found it, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN 6-7 lb. chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (Orville Redenbacher's Low Fat) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done. And you thought I couldn't cook.........

Members!!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR MEMBERS SO FAR!!! GODDESSOFLIGHT *FU-WIFE OF ARMYDAD* R/L GF TO NYPHOTOG *MY MASTER*READ THE PROFILE B4 YOU ASK 2 ADD@ fubar froggy@ fubar Master Feather the Lord of the Lash{{Owner of Fubar Paganism Family lounge}}@ fubar cavey@ fubar ~Broncos Angel~Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers~ BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Read Gary's Blog Please
THIS WAS AN ATTACK ON DSC AND DIRTY ADDICTION OUT OF PURE JEALOUSY!! I USED TO BE A PROUD MEMBER OF EXTREME X AND I DECIDED TO MAKE A LOUNGE JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT. ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT I WAS A 100% SUPPORTER OF X FOR MONTHS!! BUZZ USED ME TO BRING IN MY DSC MEMBERS! WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT I MADE MY LOUNGE THAT HE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH EXCEPT FOR 1 CODE HE HELPED ME WITH, HE GOT PISSED BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WOULD LOSE ALL OF DSC MEMBERS IN HIS LOUNGE!! I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS STILL GOING TO SUPPORT EXTREME AND I DID UNTIL HE UNSUBSCRIBED ME FROM HIS LOUNGE FOR NO REASON!! HE ALSO DELETED ME, MYZTERY, BRENNA, AND MANY MORE FOR JUST HANGING OUT IN MY LOUNGE!!! IM NOT THAT CRAZY OVER LOUNGES LMAO...THIS IS THE INTERNET!! I COULD CARE LESS WHERE ANYONE HANGS! AND THE ONES YOU CALLED COCKROACHES..YOU WERE KISSING THEIR ASS WHEN THEY BROUGHT YOU BUSINESS....ITS ALL ABOUT FRIENDS FOR ME BRO AND YOU ARENT ONE OF THEM....MY FRIENDS KNOW WHO I AM...AND I GAVE YOUR BLOG A 10...IM NOT A DOWN

Photos
I am new here to this site, and I am always full of compliments, As My profile states , I love all women. When I review photos, I always have something to say, or I say nothing, But It really pisses me off when users dont allow comments. If you dont like comments, then why put the damn picture up for the world to see it. Second of all, Try and open a gallery where you can be seen, It seems so many profiles contain all private galleries, or is full of comic style or photos. I am not asking to open your galleries of nude photos, family photos , or etc, But let people see who are unless your hiding behind mask so you can be the person you pretend to be.

Mmm!!!
“An Evening out with Friends” It was a cool fall evening; the foliage under foot was making crisp crunching noises as I escorted my divine Kelli to the van. She was wearing a pair of blue jeans that hung to the curves of her ass like a sports car on the open road. My fingers coursed across her velvet blouse as I put my hand on her back as she stepped into our chariot. Kelli looked so good her, soft brown eyes that pierce my very soul casting stares in my direction. Jon and Kassy were good company on the journey. Jon was long time friend of Kelli’s and Kassy was his wife. Kassy was assisted by an adaptive chair the results of a car accident and Jon had been taking care of her for over a year with little assistance. So, they could really use the change in atmosphere. We arrived at the club and was escorted to our table. There we sat just rows from the stage, ordered some appetitizers and drinks awaiting the f

Bad Day
so today was not a happy day. i woke up after a really bad dream to my ex all over me... not fun. it was one of those days when "no" just wasn't good enough. arguments happened. sleep didn't. not a happy start to my day. so i got up, took my friend to work and dropped my other friend's drum off and came home. the burger i had just eaten was not settling well and i was still really tired so i went to go lay down. But no, he wanted to talk. i talked for a bit but then i started to nod off, this displeased him. and so commenced the arguing. finally he shut up and called a buddy of his.i fell asleep... but 20 min later, in he storms in the room in a foul mood. again arguing... (only this time my phone goes through the wall, you should see the hole!) but harsher words were exchanged so i rolled over and slapped him, lightly on the back might i add... and he reciprocated... about 10 times harder. it hurt, it bruised. then he took my phone and called his buddy to come get him. i told him to g

Getting Home
So today I flew home to attend my grandmothers funeral. Well the day started off alright, my friend Natasha dropped me off at the airport, and I got through security and I was glad that I didn't have any problems at the airport. I would have been lost if I couldn't get through or if the ticket wasn't there. Flew out of phoenix and not more than 10 minutes into the flight I was sick :( not fun, oh not fun at all. Land in Dallas, start to feel better and then find out our plane is broken and so I get delayed 4 hours in Dallas. Nothing to do for 4 hours but be bored and study college work, not a fun time let me tell you. Finally after the plane gets fixed and 4 hours later, I get on the airplane, no sickness this time yay. Get home get all of my bags together and meet my mother, we get to my grandparents house and my grandfather wont even hug me, only a hello, your rooms upstairs in the 2nd guestroom. Thats it? Not even a hug or a kiss, I'm his only granddaughter. I so d

Player Alarm
BEWARE!!!!! Attention Women on Fubar the following user is a Player and has two Accounts.... Guys if you think you aint finding a nice Girl on here its because of Guys like him, so tell him what you think of him. SHOW HIM SOME 'Special' LOVE Very erotic male, Free to good home. Is house broken ,And knows how to use is (Tung).....@ fubar **DRAVEN**@ fubar

Meet My Awesome Friends
Myspace Layouts THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME!!!!!!!! These People are the ones who Helped me to win this Contest. I love you all!!! Please show them some Love because you wont find any better Friend then them. ƒº METAL FOREVER!!@ fubar demon warrior of purgatory fighting to keep his soul@ fubar DJ Azrael~Soul Taker~Wolf Spirit@ fubar Jeff@ fubar Judes~Native Spirits Tribe~Lady Warrior~@ fubar Mychele(Elder) ~ SpiritMother ~ NativeSpiritsTribe@ fubar shortstuff squaw native.spirit.tribe@ fubar ~Chrissy~@ fubar **Miss Sensuality** AnnBi(G)url@ fubar larry1963@ fubar

Hookers.
i just saw my first hooker goin across the top o the screen with the status "need FU bucks" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. and shes a VIP. its probably a dude. god damn this place just gets wierder and wierder. but the few i talk to....make it SO worth it.

Witches Creed
The Witches Creed Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into light Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air, By hidden quintessense we know them, And will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magical ring. Four time in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When the sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen siver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times as Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere time and

Detective Vows To Find Madeleine
Detective vows to find Madeleine A Spanish private detective hired by Gerry and Kate McCann has vowed to find missing Madeleine within five months. Francisco Marco said he believes the four-year-old is alive in Morocco and is already following up reported sightings of a blonde-haired girl with her distinctive right eye. The detective's Spanish-based agency, Metodo 3, was given the job of finding Madeleine in September. He said: "We have a six-month agreement with the McCanns. We have already spent a month and a half working. I will find her before that period is up." Mr Marco said he is certain Mr and Mrs McCann had nothing to do with Madeleine's disappearance from Praia da Luz, southern Portugal, on May 3. Mr Marco, head of a 40-strong team, said: "Our staff interviewed the McCanns for 10 hours - enough time for us to tell if they were trying to fool us. "My specialists assure me they are not hiding anything. I would not risk the prestige this agency has gaine

4 U My Darling
Flaming Passion. On a rug by a fire, I lay with you. The warmth from your body, And the flames too. Touching and feeling, The passion will grow. Then my sweet darling, We will go with the flow. The ebbs and flows of life, Will not be lost. Rejuvenated and our hunger fed, Then we will make our way to bed. Resting in each others arms, Cosy, snug and warm. You know I am under your spell, I have fallen for your charms.

Sign Sign... Stop The Train... I Changed Directions
Good Morning… I had put together a little segment on the Lyrics to the song performed by the Five Man Electric Band, yeah you guessed it, “Sign, sign everywhere a sign”. But, I will save that for another day and not send that little tid-bit today. The reason the song, those lyrics and my need to put it down on paper was two-fold. Yesterday after lunch I was informed that we were out of cat food, so I was instructed to purchase some at the local Wally mart. No Problem getting right on it. Basically the local Wally mart was under attack by hundreds upon hundreds of shoppers. Oh Wal-Mart sorry I get carried away sometimes in Marty-ism’s So… oh and under attack just meaning there were numerous patrons or shoppers if you may clogging up the aisles and slowing any real attempt at progress for anyone. The song came into play while in the store and actually more so when I left the store. There was a young lady standing while holding a sign out at the entrance to the store drive way while talki

If Jesus Was A Drive-thru Cashier
I have to confess, my youngest daughter wrote this. She works in a fast-food restaurant and has an odd sense of humor. She makes me laugh hysterically. This might be blaspheming, but I'm prolly gonna end up in Hell anyway... ah the things i think about... Jesus: Hello, welcome to Eternal Damnation, may I take your order today? Customer: Ya hold on a second would ya? Jesus: Go ahead and order whenever you're ready. (two minutes tick by) Customer: Do you have any specials? Jesus: Today we have the Devil in Georgia meal on sale, which includes a picture of the Charlie Daniels Band. Customer: Uhhhhh.... (silence) Customer: I'll take two of those. But can I have one with Angel Food Cake? Jesus: That will be an extra 29 cents. Is that ok? Customer: Shit... Yeah... I guess. And I want one of those thingies... with chicken? Jesus: Are you referring to the Acts of Job side order? Customer: No... the other thing. With cheese and stuff like that.

Steve, My Words For You.
My Vow. The light in your eyes, As you stare into mine. Just makes me see, Gods perfect design. The warmth of your hand, The feel of your skin. Moves something inside me, Something deep within. Your feelings so gentle, Your love so sweet. I feel the passion, Every time we meet. So to-day I give, A promise to you. That my love will be, Honest, faithful, loving and true.

I Wear A Mask
Some call it pulling it together I call it falling apart Some call it strengthening I call it a weakened heart I call it love Some call it lust I know I love you Some think its a crush You call me fearless Though fear controls me It won't let me go Yet, you think I'm free Really I'm weak Some call it tough I'm not what I seem I tend to bluff Some think its fake I know we're real They throw comments at us As if we don't feel Its killing me now And has been for a while I show you a frown And you see a smile You think I'm happy Honestly, I'm hurt Things look to be getting better Wake up, they're worse I don't know what I think I think what I don't know Few things I'm sure of I know what I think of you though

The Best Day So Far ~
The best day you have ever known. Instead of waiting and looking back on your life and realizing how great it was, realize how great it is while you're living it. These are the good old days. This is the time to treasure right now. Don't put off your appreciation for today until some time when all you have of it is a faded memory and a photograph. You are swimming in a thick sea of overwhelming richness that is this moment. Wake up to how truly blessed you are to be right where you happen to be. Sure there are frustrations and annoyances, challenges, pains and disappointments. And you have the good fortune of being in a position to transcend every one of them. Stop wondering what life is all about and start choosing what you are going to make it become. Stop waiting for someone else to make it all better and start taking your own steps to make it uniquely great. This can be the best day you have ever known. All it takes is for you to decide to make it so. -- Ralph M

Pictuers
http://s56.photobucket.com/albums/g161/ch1ldr3n/ So many have asked for more pics well here are a bunch more i also have myspace lol www.myspace.com/n1gh7 last name to add me is vanlomwel there are also a lod of pictures ppl lol dont over do it ok he he he he he he

Ninjas Of The Carribean
Scene 1 A curse is put on all ninjas so they can't feel pain or die. Ninjas don't even notice because there is no change. One ninja chops off his head with a spoon just to prove how badass he is. Scene 2 A ship full of pirates has been sailing for 3 months looking for a pirate medallion to end their curse. (cut to two pirates talking) Pirate 1: "I can't taste, smell, or feel anything besides overwhelming greed.. waa I'm a little baby boohoo." Johnny Depp: (throws back a bottle of rum) "Ugh. I can't take these whiney idiots, I'm outta here." (uses his fake credit card to rent a red mustang and drives off) The pirates find the medallion at a port belonging to the governors daughter. Suddenly 3,000,000 ninjas appear from hiding, take turns porking the maiden, then eat the boat. Scene 3 (big fight scene) A ninja vessel is battling with a pirate ship. The battle lasts about 3 minutes until I come with my seawolf class attack submarine and feed both ships a healthy dose

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Car Wreck
Debbie and i were in a car accident Tuesday afternoon. we got rear ended at a stop sign. i pulled every muscle from the base of my skull down and had a mild concussion, and Debbie and a concussion and an acute cervical sprain and messed up her shoulder but it has been so swollen that they couldn't tell what was wrong till the swelling went down. Oh yes we have a lawyer! we go in tuesday to meet with her (she's a former senator!) what a way to Fuck up a weekend!

Killing Loneliness...... *thanks Joe*
Killing Loneliness lyrics Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to the cross, together As solitude begs us to stay Disappear in the lie forever And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Killing loneliness With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you

Wings Of A Butterfly.... *thanks Again Joe*....
Wings Of A Butterfly lyrics Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

Tee Time
I have a 8 am Tee time with an associate this morning. He and I like to swing at (and sometimes hit) the ball at least once a month. We are terrible... but it is fun. Afterwards I have a lunch meeting with a high school teacher and then another meeting this evening with a fire chief in town so that will be interesting. I better go and get ready for the 9 holes. But it is so darn cold this morning... and it is still dark here at 6:45 am ... I hope we will be able to see the ball after (if) we hit the ball.

Kevin
Kevin You hold me tight When I’m at fright, To tell me it’s ok. I love it when You hug me close And whisper when you say: “I love you sweetie With all my heart, I’ll always be right here. Close your eyes And take deep breaths, I’ll wipe away your tears.”

Because Of You
I've been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I'm finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surely it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song. The

To My Sister (poem)
It brings tears to my eyes and ache to my heart Knowing that my sisters feelings have been hurt, You are such a wonderful person, and a beautiful woman, I still can’t understand why love hasn’t knocked at your door and stayed. You poor thing, you have been hurt so many times, I still wonder to this day, if you’ll ever get rid of all that pain. But you have to be strong, for you have a greater reason to keep going on. That little boy you have, one day will be a man, and you have to make sure He’s not a wife beater, but a romantic and charming gentleman. Time will pass and the pain will subdue, Only God knows if you will ever have the love you deserve. Open your eyes wide, let your self be happy with what you’ve got, Maybe that man by your side isn’t so bad.

Cleanin Out Friends List
HELLO WONDERFUL PEOPLE. EITHER 2DAY OR 2MORROW IM CLEANIN OUT MY FRIENDS LIST. SO IF U WOULD LIKE 2 STAY ON IT PLEASE LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE 2 LET ME KNOW, IF I DONT GET 1 FROM U THEN I WILL DELETE. BUT I HOPE ALL YALL WANT 2 STAY ON IT. SO PLEASE READ THIS AND LET ME KNOW. CAUSE LIKE I SAID I WILL DELETE IF I DONT HEAR FROM U. ILL C YALL LATER..

Moving Again
Hello to all fubarians. Hope everyone is doing great. Me and Just Shizzle will be moving today back to Florida and won't be able to get on for a while. I hope you all have lots of fun while we're gone and don't do anything I wouldn't do. Keep us in you're prayers and we will miss all of you. Hope you all have a great one. God bless you all. Trista Just Shizzle's Fu-wife

"wake Up..." A Poem On Depression
"wake up"....... a small voice inside my head my soul stirs "wake up"..... gentle voice my mind crys, my body pushes it away "Wake Up"..... more insistent "Wake Up"..... urgent go away, please, just go away can you not see i hurt "wake up... wake up... wake up"... whisper in my mind "can you not see, your day has begun without you".... gentle, mournfull, but there is no pity, only love and pain "wake up"..... my mind crys, my body pushes away, i dont know how.... i dont know how..... "i cannot do it for you.".... soft whisper, small voice my mind crys, my body pushes away "WAKE, CHILD OF GOD. DO YOU NOT SEE, YOUR DAY HAS BEGUN WITHOUT YOU!" i am afraid, my mind crys, my body pushes away "the world turns, Oriah, and watches dispassionately as you sleep on. Wake up... Wake up... Wake up..."

Where I Am Now..
Hi everybody, As some of you know, I'm very rarely to be seen online on my page these days. But I'm not gone, I'm just utilising a new page that Poo & I have started.. so f you want to find me, click this pic, come by (chances are one or both of us will be there) & feel free to add us.. I miss you guys.. but sharing a site with Lysa (Poo) just makes more sense foe both of us these days. Cheers, Staz

Family Loses All In Mobile Home Fire -prayer Request
Family loses all in mobile home fire on 10/24/2007 A local family of eight lost everything in a fire that completely destroyed their mobile home at 761 Jim West Road in northern Morgan County on Tuesday, October 16. Frank and Janet Watson, their five children and Janet Watson’s sister lived in the home. The family also lost their pet dog, a ferret and a turtle in the blaze. No one was home at the time of the fire. A mail carrier called the house fire in to the Morgan County 911 center at 2:23 p.m., said Dave Michael, Office of Emergency Services Director in a press release. Area firefighters found the residence totally engulfed in flames when they arrived on the scene, said Michael. The home was a total loss. The structure fire also began a brush fire on an adjacent one-acre lot, he said. Units from Berkeley Springs, Great Cacapon, South Morgan, Hedgesville, Hancock, Orleans, Clear Spring and Needmore Volunteer Fire Departments responded to the fire. The Morgan C

Grandmas
This is for all the “Grandmas”. (Note the larger print) She was in the bathroom, putting on her makeup, under the watchful eyes of her young granddaughter as she'd done many times before. After she applied her lipstick and started to leave, the little one said, "But Gramma, you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-bye!" ******************************************************************** My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ********************************************************************* After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. Finally, she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warni

Boo
LOVE YOU BABY My vision of love is spending my life with you. whether it's dating or in matrimony. The things I would give to know you feel the same way too. Looking into your eyes has me open completely. Happiness is no longer a figment of my imagination. It is now part of my being and won't go away. This love is so unconditional that it creates inspiration. My heart falls for you constantly day by day. Dreams of romance no longer has me in tears. It now keeps my soul exploding inside and out. I'm glad I found you after all these years. Believing in you and me with no doubt. Love and me are finally face to face. To me feeling special is new. I thought I knew everything but I didn't even have a taste. Once again, My vision of love is spending my life with you. A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fil

Cpntest At Midnight 11/2 Or I Should Say 11/3 Till
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ THIS IS FREAKING NUTS!!! BUT SO VERY TRUE!!! WE WILL BE HOSTING THE ULTIMATE GIVEAWAY!! EVERYTHING IS UP FOR GRABS! EVERYONE CAN GET SOMETHING!! REWARDS LIST FOR GIVEAWAY! BLASTS 1day...**3,750 comments **1 weeks time limit 3day...**6,000 comments **1 weeks time limit 7day... **10,000 comments **2 weeks time limit 30day...**25,000 comments **4 weeks time limit VIPS 1month...**10,000 comments **2 weeks time limit 3month...**25,000 comments **4 weeks time limit 6month...**40,000 comments **6 weeks time limit 12month...**60,000 comments **10 weeks time limit TICKERS ticker pack...**10,000 comments **2 weeks time limit HAPPY HOURS happy hour...**50,000 comments **8 weeks time limit Super Pack!! The Max of Everything!! 30day blast, 12month vip, ticker pack, happy hour **140,000 comments **16 weeks time limit FOR THOSE THAT WANT TO WORK TOGETHER ON A REWARD... YOU CAN CHOOSE THE THINGS THAT YOU WANT AND B

Breaking And Reaching
I run and I fall while the world keeps on running running right by me don't bother to lend a hand they want me to follow but I can't understand and I'll wait I'll wait but they don't acknowledge me I've bought the answers even when I disagreed breaking breaking my inhibitions reaching reaching my destinions when you're sinking you'll learn to edify treat yourself like someone give someone a piece of your mind regrets are tokens of what has gone untold you're only special when you break from the mold breaking breaking my inhibitions reaching reaching my destinations

11-02-07
Your social energy makes hanging out with friends just about the perfect activity for you. If they're busy for some reason, you're feeling bold enough to head out on your own and make a few new ones. **************************************************************************** It's always good to make new friends. I hope you all have a Great Day:D

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ok since i dont do mums thisis the only way for me to rant about shit so anyway after 20 some odd years the most wonderful man comes into my life and i am so greatful for him ...now my rant starts everything is so good EXCEPT for my ex yes i said es because thats just what he is but now all of a sudden his g/f packs up and leaves and he thinks i am suppose to just let him run back here like i dont have a life of my own and for some reason NO is just a word he dont seem to understand so he calls 100 times a day and if i dont answer my cell he starts calling my home i just want to break my cell phone into a million little pieces and rip my home phone out of the wall wtf is he thinking that if he just keeps on he will wear me down grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i am so pissed and my day always starts so nice but then comes along some fucker who has to piss in my oats ...ok again guys i am sorry just needed to vent

Birthday Coming, Another Year Gone.
Well here comes another birthday and I must say that this last year has been anything but boring. A cheating hubby (seperated from), A cheating & lying boyfriend found out, many new & wonderful friends made, new lust interests, new love interests and seperation from a child. I am not gonna say it has been a bad year but just very trying. I will say that I am very ready for that one true man that will do me right to step up and take charge though. I deserve to be treated like a queen and I will honor him forever as my king. I would love to have again that love that is eternal and meaningful. I miss love, cuddles in the dark, passionate nights, surprise kisses, gifts for no reason other then they love you and sensual showers with the one of your dreams. Doesn't anyone have romance and passion anymore? I know that it still exists but it has once again eluded me. I pray this year to get that great love and passion once again and this time have it eternally. Where is my soul mate, true love

Horny Needs Ur Luv!!!woop Woop!
Ok homies...one and all.....on the next happy hour...we NEED to get this ninja leveled up. He is so close now, so to all the homies that Horny has helped, pimped in his train, or anyone new reading this.....drop in, ADD/FAN/RATE!!!! HORNY???JUGGALO!TWIZTIDMONKEYS(hubby)JUGGALO MAFIA!!!!!(DON-MeGa)@ fubar

Worries Of A Parent
Sometimes, I feel like I am losing my mind..Here I am, a single mother of four beautiful sons...but four...four is a big number now a days...Yes, their father is around but that's about all he is anymore "around"..When the boys ask him for something, something as simple as help with homework all they get out of him is "ask your mom"..Mom does all the laundry, the cooking, the cleaning, the doctor appointments, runs up to the school when someone forgets a bookbag, etc, going on school trips, parties in school-- you name it, I do it all..But that is another story all in itself..One day, I swear karma will catch up with my ex ...he will be old and need his children's help and they won't be there..if there is a God, he will punish my ex for all he put ME AND OUR BOYS through.. I went up to my oldest son Robert's school today to find out he has turned in practically NONE of his homework and will be failing this marking period..If that isn't bad enough his teacher is more concerned bec

How To Party In A U-haul
HOW TO PARTY IN A U-HAUL: How to party in a U-Haul??? Easier said than done, but I can tell you what I know from last night. Step 1: Rent a U-Haul from your friendly truck rental. (It's a good idea to actually have some official work such as moving to get your full money's worth. And whether you do or not, thats your story and you're sticking to it!) Step 2: Spend all day with a good friend struggling to get your wordly posessions out of your former apartment. It helps if your friend hasn't been up all night partying/playing video games. This prevents delays and injury from unorthodox moving methods involving large pieces of furniture and the confined space within the U-Haul. (If you just wanted the U-Haul to party in, just lie to the truck rental and skip to "Step 3") Step 3: Either prepare in advance by calling your friends or just achieve ultimate suprise by just showing up with a big-ass U-Haul as your ride. Encourage large numbers of your friends to climb in back t

Ensign: Heed The Saving Beasts
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 November 2007 Yesterday morning I got a phone call from my church's Sunday School superintendent and was asked to teach this Sunday for one teacher who can't be there. Of course I said yes; our lesson we have this rotation (a five or six week series where the lesson is presented to each grade in a diferent learning style each Sunday), our Christmas lesson, could be considered anthropomorphic. "Anthropomorphic" is a ten-dollar word for ascribing humanlike or at least human-relatable behaviors to animals; the emphasis of this lesson is on the reactions of the beasts in the stable to Jesus' birth in a manger. Probably not as elaborate as the traditional Nativity scenes we see every Christmas; the story in Luke 2:1-20 doesn't refer

Oldest Daughter
Few know but it is time to work this out for me and it helps to vent. This is a issue that is very sensitive and heart wrentching for me. Years ago my oldest was molested and after she told me finally of it, we went to the police. A report was made and all different questions were asked of those involved. She was assaulted by three men and one has since been arrested and tried for his crime. No one knows how many times these men had done this before getting to my daughter. All these men were trusted in the home and two of them were ex church members. One has children of his own where there was a question of the same thing with them. All had a record of doing this type of crime before. All were supposed to be registered sex offenders and were not. All were on probation at the time for lesser crimes. I can say that the incident has cost the family very much and made caution very necessary. Some people did not handle the situation in a good manner at my old church when I went to them for

True Friendship
True Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold trut! h of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The hateful bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well

2 To Go
So Chemo was yesterday, all my numbers are up, my iron, my red count, now my whites were down to the lowest they have been since starting treatment...had they been 0.1 point lower I would not even have been able to get my treatment yesterday! As you know the white blood cells fight infection, luckily to this point I haven't had any issues with sickness, and me and the Doc plan on keeping it this way! So he has upped my immune booster shots by two giving me 7 shots ever other week! BLAH! But as long as they help! I am trying a new anti nausea med., called Kytrel, it seem to be working well so far, although the day after is USUALLY the easiest! The doc and I also decided to NOT skip the treatment that we had discussed doing....We will just stick to the regimen and that will just get me closer to done faster as far as I'm concerned! I had a waffle for breakfast this morning...I will probably stick to my vegetable soup the rest of the day and then I also bought some V8 juice

Night Dreams
As I lay here in bed tonight. Thoughts run ramped through my head. As I drift off into sleep. I turn and look, You are next to me. We are together under the midnight skies, Full of stars and the moonlight above. A warm tropical breeze, Blowing through the air. You hold me in your arms, Telling me you care. How your love for me will never die. The way you are always going to try. Wanting me with you til the end of time. Then taking my hand into eternity. You kiss me deeply, Then look in my eyes. As you softly whisper I Love You. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Another Song
So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for w

Golf Game
what a mess... I need lessons. We didnt even keep score after the fifth hole... absolutely terrible... lost one ball into the water. Lost another one down a gopher hole. Hit trees all over the place and it was FREEZING. but it was fun (and frustrating) Now I may play a round with my son on Sunday. I bet he beats me too. LOL

I Need Pic Bombs Please!!!!
hey everyone its me again beggin for you to please bomb my pic for the vip contest. . i will return all love . . so please please help me. ..and send me a message and let me know if you want gives or comments or if you need me to bomb you as well.

Returning To Work
I find that sometimes that in my life I don’t feel fulfilled. I don’t have a hard life which is a blessing, but a lot of times I wish I could do more. I’ve come to grips with the fact that esteem that I held my family in wasn’t warranted. So I need to find another body to fulfill that empty piece of my life. I’m going back to work in the youth shelter. Going to volunteer, and possibly start that art program for the kids they've been pushing me to do. Tomorrow I’ll be at the Gala event in Huntington Beach CA helping the shelter raise money for the kids. The theme is Hawaiian tropics, so I get to wear fine slacks and Hawaiian shirt, hehe. Should be fun, I haven’t hung out with gals from the shelter in a while. Plus there is always free Champaign. Woo! -Rafael

Hey
Hey everybody! In case anyone has been wondering where the hell I have been, let me tell ya. I have been soooo sick. About a month now. Just when it starts to go away it comes right back. I have been coughing so long and so hard that I think I actualy pulled a muscle. Crazy. The good thing is, my kids didn't get this shit. I am feeling a bit better. I don't know if I really want to come back on here. Well maybe not that often anyhow. It has been really nice to be drama free. Not that I am in anyway involved but I see it and read it. Can't help it. Since I am so undecided, I will keep the profile until I decide. Should you see it gone one day, you will no why. I have met a lot of great people here, but do you know of all my "friends" only 2 of them have contacted me by im or writing me here to see if I am ok. Not mad about it at all. More of a wake up to the real world. I want to thank these two people. You know who you are. Especially to the one that always has my

Mr. Nice Guy?
Ok, so some people tell me how nice I am, that I am such a sweetheart, a wonderful person. I say that they are full of shit! If I was such a nice person, why do people shit on me? Why am I treated with such DISRESPECT? There people out there that really hate me, some of them have a reason, I suppose. Most people that hate me, or at least don't like me, don't really have a reason in my eyes. Tessa was supposed to come over around noon, unless jesse had something else to do. She said that she would call and let me know if she was coming over later, and she was going to call when she left there, well, she has not called either way yet. The funny thing is is that jesse has said out loud within my hearing that he fucking HATES me! Now what have I ever done to him? Not a goddamn thing! I try to be respectful and not do or say things in front of him that might cause hard feelings. Yet, he says things and does things that bother me. So, I have to respect him, but he can disrespect m

This Sat Orlando, Florida
Ok people you want it you got it. Moshfest this weekend 2 till we fucking leave! The Dungeon-6440 N Orange Blossom Trail in the heart of Crack Town! Come join me! I'll be there sometime seeing my bros play at 11! See ya!

Nut - The Egyptian Sky Godess
Nut was the Egyptian sky goddess. She was depicted as a giant woman who was supporting the sky with her back. Her body was blue and covered by stars. The Sun was a child of Nut. According to an Egyptian legend, Nut married the earth god Geb without the permission of the powerful Sun god, Re. Re was so angry at Geb and Nut, he forced their father, the god of air to separate them. Moreover, Re stopped Nut from having children in any month of the year. Fortunately, Thoth, the divine scribe, wanted to help her. He tricked the Moon into playing with a game where the prize was the Moon's light. Thoth won so much light that the Moon had to add five new days to the official calendar. Thus Nut could finally have children.

Check It Out And Comment It
He pushed her up against the wall, And screamed directly into her face, Telling her how she fucked up again, & How is she only taking up space. She cried as he told her she worthless, Her make-up now smearing; making her a mess. He must have not cared about her painful cries, He just kept hitting her as she tried to apologize. She tried to tell him to stop, But he didn't until the last teardrop. She was battered & bruised; left all alone, Her heart had been ripped to pieces & left unsewn. But no matter what he did to her she'd never leave, Everyone of his lies she wanted to believe. Pain and love was wrapped into one, For what he did cannot be undone

Happy Birthday Christina!!!!!
Get code for this comment MySpace Comments Let's all go wish one of my best friend's (and my partner in crime) a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! ♥Thelma♥ OwNeD by LoUiSe GF oF oNeUnIqUeFeMaLe & *ILLAPUERTOROCKS QUEEN*@ fubar Get code for this comment MySpace Comments

Insanity
So, today had been a BITCH. Dennis was supposed to pack last night... recap, remember how my apartment flooded a couple weeks ago?!? Well they're justnow moving us... yeah, just now... so anyways, dennis was supposed to get this shit packed and didn't... so with two girls here I was supposed to pack everything... yeah fucking right. And then he bitches at me cuz I should have been doing it.... I have to do everything as far as he's concerned. I have never hated someone so much in my entire life. I'm soo moving early next year. When, well, I HAVE THE FUCKING MONEY. I have just gotten so sick and tired of dealing with him. It's a constant fight between him and I, and i'm so fucking sick of it. He woke me up this morning calling me a bitch cuz I wouldn't help him get the girls dressed... cccuuuuzzz he has no clue how to?? Fuck if I know why, but its shit like that all the fucking time and I am so fucking sick of it. I just really dont know what to do anymore... I sit and g

Nsfw's Et Al...
is it just me, or are there more who see these intrusions upon people's profiles as being a rather insidious invasion of one's right to adorn their profile as they see fit? people enter other people's profiles unannounced and also uninvited and yet, on the basis of their own narrow and/or close mindedness pictures, photos and other other adornments are either labelled for censorship, or-if the person doesn't agree to moving or deleting them-said person is removed from this site. why is it that the ones who moderate fubar aren't going after the ones who are complaining to them about pics, etc, for having the audacity to go first into other people's profiles and then complaining about what it is that they discover there? there are actually people going around with the express purpose of shutting people's profiles down, or at the least, having imagery, etc, they find offensive removed. and that has to stop. on a related topic, personally, i have to wonder about some of those out

Missing You!
My skin misses your skin, my cheeks, my chin, my neck, earlobs, nipples, stomach, navel. My thighs, behind my knees, all the way back up to my clitoris...misses the softness of your tongue. The softes part of me...you know that part that's wet & warm...so thigh. It's missing you, that strong, full, firm, part of you. The part that you share with me, rub against me, gently push inside of me...only to pull out, then thrust back in. I love to rub my hands down your back while you are on top of me doing that. Then my hands slide across your ass & I can feel you moving, grinding me, all the while inside of me, filling me up with all of you. I can't remember when my orgasm began or end. What I do know is...that I'm full of moisture, lust, & you. I'm about to have another one. You make me want to go back to virginity, so you can be my first & I can be your play ground.

Come Hang Out Wiff Me:)
OK FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS AND WHOMEVER ....CLICK THIS BANNER AND COME CHECK OUT THE AWESOME PARTTTTY @ THE HAUNTED KICKASS TUNES.... IF YA CARE COME IN AND CHECK ME OUT AND SAY HIYA AND STUFF:)HOPE TO SEE YA THERE!!!

Vocum Habeo Non
And I feel like Custer, Surrounded by Indians. Outnumbered, outgunned, doomed to fail. Yet righteous. Never abandoning belief. . . For all the good it did him. Overcome by events greater than he. His voice was lost. And I feel like Kitty Genovese* Battered and abused Again and again Crying for help for thirty-two minutes. Believing in the inherent good of people. . . For all the good it did her. Her voice was lost. So be it hilltop, alley or classroom, I make my stand and cry out. Surrounded by Indians, abusers, hypocrites. I never lose faith. I never give up. I never stray off my path. . . For all the good it does me. And as I realize that it’s hopeless. It occurs to me what George and Kitty said; “Vocum habeo non. Vocum habeo non. Vocum habeo non! I have no voice. August *In 1964 Kitty Genovese was brutally stabbed to death at the door of her own apartment in queens. Thirty-eight people overheard her cries for help, and her attacker left the scen

Girlfriend Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dan

Love And Friendship
love these days is so much like a double edged sword. you tell them your damned you dont you never would have known. to love a friend is to love like family but in that there comes all the problems with it. i hurt a friend who is dear to my heart and why because of a jealous remark i should have never made. will she feel my pain or stat true to you always say what your feeling. wel im feeling like shit and want my friend back!!!

All About Me
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

Why Things Fade
I was fourteen and on my way west, And she kissed me with tongues for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." She said. But the west it was calling. And back is a place that I don't care to go. And she was the first to fade away. I was eighteen and Army bound, And she kissed me for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." she said. And oh how I wanted to stay. But my uncle was calling. The man I was to become was waiting. It was years before she began to fade. I was twenty-four and headed west, And we made love for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." she said. And I knew I'd be moving on, Even faded, she left an impression. I was twenty-nine and headed. . . somewhere. When she said; "How come no girl ever captured your heart? In all of your travels, has no one ever, Given you something to come back for?" And how do I explain how things fade? Back isn't a place that I go. And what saddens me, Is that no one o

What It's All About
But it's all about words man It's all about words Some words are better than others Some words have class Some words are so elite That they're downright snobbish Like antidisestablishmentarianism Other words are funny Like bunny, not rabbit, bunny Or frog, frog is funny Deer is not You have never heard a joke that starts. . . "O.K. A deer walks into a bar." It just doesn't happen Although, Bambi is funny Other words produce images, Set fire to the imagination, Leave you encrusted in muck, Find you soaring in ecstasy It's all about words man, It's all about words. August

Who Agrees?
I stole this from thatotherguy269 Quite frankly, beautiful women come in all shapes and sizes. And today, when most people think of an attractive woman in the fashion sense, they usually imagine a slim-hipped waif with hollow cheeks, narrow shoulders, and a rather unremarkable bust line. This is what commerce has brainwashed modern society into believing is the ideal woman. It is a lie, propagated by marketing forces and fashion designers who use the obsession with a slender female form as a means to earn millions of dollars selling weight-loss products and other health routines. But some of us know better. There is another female form that has been idealized for centuries. She is the familiar hourglass or pear-shaped woman of wide hips, an ample bust, plump cheeks, soft-full lips, and a generally healthy profile of alluring curves and crevasses. She is the Rubenesque Woman. Elegant. Cultured. Educated and Beautiful. In fact, the very word "rubenesque" originates

Knowing Your Stuff
I signed my last signature Gave back my name I'm done with paper Turned in my credit cards Checkbook Library card Driver's license Poetic license, The whole deal. I went through the government files, Blotting out all references to me. Abandoned my car Traded my kilt for a pair of baggy pants My cell phone for a battered sax. I kept the beret. 'Cause now I'm a jazz musician. That's all I want to be. People will say "Hey did you see the latest political scandal?" And I'll blow out the most outrageous jazz. *Doot Doot Doot* And they'll say "Wow, you really know your stuff." Lovers will walk by holding hands And I'll blow the most outrageous jazz *Doot Doot Doot* And the lovers will kiss, then look at me and say "Wow, you really know your stuff." And my days will be filled with *Doot Doot Doot* And the next generation of beatniks Will flock to me for understanding And I'll blow the most outrageous jazz *Doot Doot Doot* And the beatniks will feel enlightened, T

Men!!
Why is it that there is no 50-50 in a relationship anymore? Or am I the most hateful biotch to live with? I sure did not see myself miserable so soon in life. And people wonder why I dont want to be married again. Maybe I have too high expectations out of a man. Hell,,keep a job,,weedeat the grass,,,hell ill mow, take out the trash...and occasionally tell me you love me and hold me like there is no tommorrow...Hell im lucky if the trash gets out. Maybe I am just having a bad month..cause im not pmsing right now..lol. I work...cook..clean,,,and any of the above....Or maybe noone is happy anymore and its all a facade?

True Love??
True Love, it only comes once in every persons life. Now we may turn it away and love another but that ONE TRUE LOVE only comes once. It has always been said that for everyone there is one person who is his/her match. So few of us ever find our one true love. So many of us give up and just take what we have before us. Or either we find True Love and are to lazy to do what it takes to keep it. And then there are those out there who just can not be faithful and with cheating comes lieing. But what ever the reason, True Love was never promised to be an easy love. And wise man once told me that if you did not work for it then it is not worth having. I have watched so many of my friends including myself just give in to what is before us or either not believe in it. And yes I was one of these people. Then about a year ago something happened to me that would change my life forever. Yes I finely found what I had heard about and did not believe in. It hit me so hard and fast it took my breath a

Voice
But what if it happens to me? My boyhood question lingers What if the shadow of the moon finds me? Like in the song "and if I ever loose my eyes And if my colors all run dry" I wore a blindfold for a day just to be sure Fascinated by how easily I adapted Everyone I encountered accepting me as I came For the most part Seeing is better, but not seeing isn't so bad "And if I ever loose my hands Loose my plow, loose all my land." A broken wrist answered that one Adapting, overcoming, getting by Still, only one hand, not so bad "And if I ever loose my legs I won't moan and I won't beg." An infected foot solved that one Crutches for three months But the foot was saved Although in the end, I was ready to let it go No big deal "And if I ever loose my mouth All my teeth north and south Yes if I ever loose my mouth Away away I won't have to talk. . ." That one was a bit more difficult I talk a lot. . .no really And if I can't use my voice Can't be poetic Can't spe

Value Your Props
Many people have seen me juggle three bowling pins. In fact, when I arrive at a festival I am always asked; "Did you bring the bowling pins, and if so, why?" This can best be answered with a story. The story begins in 1996. I was on my way to Las Vegas from Seattle. I stopped in Provo, Utah to visit a friend. We went bowling. On the shoe counter stood a single bowling pin and a sign which read; "USED BOWLING PINS! $1.50 EACH!" I read the sign aloud, thus attracting the saleslady's attention. Feeling mischievous I asked; "Ya got three of em?" And before I could explain that I was just kidding, she placed three bowling pins on the counter and said: "I'll tell you what. If you can juggle them, you can have them for free." The manner in which she said this led me to believe that she had had this conversation many times before. I felt my only option was to smile in mock surprise and say; "Really? I'll try." I arrived in Las Vegas with three, brand new, used

Wow When I Read This
this was in the thing they hand out at the funeral it had her pic and this typed around and next to the pic After Glow I'd like the memory of me To be a happy one. I'd like to leave an after glow Of smilyes when life is done. Whipsering softly down the ways, Of happy times and laughing times. And bright and sunny days. I'd like the tears of those who grieve To dry before the sun Of happy memories that I leave When life is done. i have a lot of good happy memories of my aunt mary kaye. and i will always remember them and her. and she will alway live in my heart.

Specifics
I want a kiss O.K. I'm going to come over and talk to you now, And you don't even know me yet, so just relax. Now don't start with those old killer phrases, like: You remind me so much of my brother, or, Aren't you gay? Come on now, play fair. Play hard to get, sure, but play. Don't turn me into some lunatic stalker as I approach your table. Don't look at me with disdain and say, "He only wants one thing." As if only one thing could hold my interest. At least let me get to your table, Let me compliment your hair, Drink in your eyes, Give me a chance to be charming. 'Cause I can be charming I can say things that you've never heard before, But will long to hear again. I'm at the table now, been here awhile We've sat at many tables together, Gone out a few times, Gotten to know each other a bit. But you've still got to play fair. Non-lethal ordinance only. You can't use the deadly weapons in your arsenal. "I'm so glad there's no sexual tension between us" "You

Soulmate
How I long to tell you that I love you. How I long to see the sunlight on your face. I still have no idea where to find you. Are you hiding in some strange enchanted place? You come to me in dreams each night, When I rest my weary head. I think of you in the morning light, As I struggle out of bed. You are with me every moment, I don't even know your name. And although I've never seen you, I am sure we are the same. You must be searching for me too. It simply has to be. Someday our dreams will be fulfilled; I'll find you and you'll find me. But until that day, keep searching. Find your soulmate tried and true. When you ask me where I've been I'll say: "I've been searching the world for you." August

The Strip Club
Well it's business as usual at the local strip joint. The crowd looks good tonight. Some are eager, some pensive, All are wondering if the show will meet their expectations. So they sit back and sip their lattes as the show begins. There are different kinds of strippers. Some can't wait to remove every article, To prance about with every orifice clearly exposed, To shout to the crowd "This Is Me!" I'm not one of those. Others just stand there, naked. Saying, "I'm exposed now, what do you think?" I'm not one of those either. Still another type will walk out on stage, Strip completely, and dare you not to accept them. I am definitely not one of those. I'm a fan dancer. I stand naked on the stage, Covered only in two huge feathery fans. I begin my song and dance. I give a little shoulder, Then I take it right back. Then I give a little leg, And I take it right back. My feathery shields are in constant motion around me. The spectators strain to catch a glim

Wants
When do I get to be unreasonable? When is it my turn? Why do I have to be the bigger person here? I want to be small today. I want to blame you. I listened Waited Gave into your every eccentricity Waited Allowed myself to be teased Waited And waited some more AND YOU FRIEND ME!!!!!!!???????? And I have to just stand there and take this? 'Cause it's not me, it's you? Of course it's you. I did everything you asked. We know it's not me. I wish it was me. I want it to be me. I want to be unreasonable. I want to call you names. I want to cry. I want you to feel one one millionth of the despair That I feel right now. And watch you just stand there and take it. I WANT TO BE UNREASONABLE!!!!! But I'm not that type of person. Even if. . . Today, I really want to be. August

Strange But True
In 1988, or 89 I decided to kill some time by opening a leather crafting kit that had been purchased at a garage sale. The kit was missing pieces, but there was enough there to make a wallet. For about a month I worked the leather, tracing patterns, using punches, slowly putting together what turned into a one of a kind, very nice wallet. I planned to give it to my son one day if I had one. In 1990 I got mugged. My wallet was taken and I got a bloody nose for my trouble. I've often wondered what happened to that wallet. In June of 2001 I was working in the fast-paced glamorous world of fast food. About fifty miles from where I was mugged. One day a customer came into the store, when he payed for his meal, I noticed his wallet. I asked to see it, and I asked him where he got it. He bought it in a thrift store about ten years ago. It was a little worn, but in excellent condition. I explained that I had made that wallet, that It had been stolen from me, and then I offere

Reunion
And how can you be so calm after three years? How can you just say hello? With no sorrow, no guilt No feeling whatsoever For nearly a year you drank of me Until I thought every breath would be my last Your affections became all-consuming They ate at me like a cancer So I cut it out I exorcised my demons and I told you; "NO." You vanished, gone in smoke but not flame You never even said goodbye And three years later you chide me for not writing I wrote you And my letters were heard in coffee houses across the country! I cared, I wept, I hurt, I bled Then affixed the emotional tourniquet I cauterized the wound With the passionate flames of survival And I went on Never dreaming that the wound would be reopened But it has And I discovered something That deep gouge is gone This pain has no substance It's a hangnail, a paper cut, A memory And all you can say is hello. August

Poem For The Asking
I don't want to write a poem. I've met my quota of self-expression for the week I have no need to write anything new Just because there's an open mic this week. . . You think I can't just listen, And not get up and read Just because I never have doesn't mean I can't. I don't want to write a poem I'm tired of arguing with my spell checker Do you have any idea how difficult it is To be the only poet who can't spell or type? I don't want to write a poem I have nothing to complain about Nothing spectacular has happened I have no emotional baggage that I need to unload I don't want to write a poem I can't think of anything funny Or clever, or sad. . . Or new I don't want to write a poem August

Moms Surgery!!
Well a year ago on oct. 12th my mom was seriously hurt at work, a tree fell on her and put her in the hospital. She was put in to an induced coma for 3 weeks. She had so many things wrong with her and still does. She has no use of her left arm at all beacuse the main vain in her harm was severed so the little vains in her arm had to take over. Im very thankful for my mom being here today. I tried blaming people for it but couldnt it was a freak accident the wind took it and blew it the wrong way. Well anyways she went to the doctors today for her evaluation on her arm and to meet all her doctors. NOV. 6th she goes in for surgery. Im excited because she'll be able to use her arm again not as good as we can but it will work. Im as nervous as she is but im glad its finally happening. Please Pray for and pray that everything is going to be alright and work out like we want. Thank you!!!

One Chance
That was it. The door is closed. You had your chance. I'm a one chance man, A true romantic. Anything can happen. Anything is possible. I throw caution to the wind, Wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm ready for anything. Except that. Except those words of yours that cut through me. Not like a knife, But rather like a branding iron. Which instead of leaving an imprint on the surface, Gouged through to my bones And scarred me, in the marrow. I may still enjoy your company, But you won't receive mine. I'll only give you what's on the surface. It won't be me. Or at least not any part that matters. I will never again expose my underbelly To that branding iron tongue of yours. You wounded me once, And therefore lose the opportunity To ever do so again. I should probably tell you all of this, But I won't. The old adage is true. Knowledge is power. And I'm through with giving power to you. It's a shame that this happened. I really did care for you. It's too bad th

Oh That Is Just Sooo Cliché
Can you believe that? What's your sign? Can I buy you a drink? Everybody's doing it man. As if. . . Whatever. . . A watched pot never boils. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush If you kill two birds with one stone. Why, there's more than you can shake a stick at. You don't say. . . A stitch in time saves nine. Well I'll be. . . Haven't we met before? Was it in Paris? If I said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me? Take a long walk off a short pier. Walk west till your hat floats. Get lost Take a hike Drop dead Don't do me any favors. Trust me. I'm not that kind of girl. But will you respect me in the morning? Who loves ya baby? Alice, you're the greatest. He's dead Jim. To the Batcave Robin! All righty then. Hey dude Awesome man Groovy Like, totally tubular. Bitchin Hey buddy, spare a dime? Can I take your order? You want fries with that? But of course it's true. I'm on the spot here. Would I lie to you? Here's to you.

Offering
I don't know what to offer you. I'm a poet, So you know I'm not rich. Any good looks I have, Are merely a trick of the light. I don't know what to offer you. I'd be your champion in war, But my warring days are in my past. I'd be your genius, But when I look at you, I know that will never be. I can't even offer you witty conversation. You turn me into a fool. In your presence I'm soaring, Flying, Falling, Drooling, Giggling, Dying, I'll be your fool. And that's my final offer. August

Nothing So Original (rewrite)
It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. One extreme or the other. A combination of both? A tricky combination. Never quite sure where I stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix I go there when I can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Noise
I'm the host, if that's ok. I mean if it's not ok I. . . Well I guess I can't do anything about it, So I hope it's ok. Since I am the host, I'd like to read If that's ok If you don't mind, Are you sure? I want to read about. . . My body parts and. . . My sordid relationships, And my under-active hypothalamus gland. But I won't talk about sex! Is that ok? I'm the host. August

I Am Taking A Vacation
Well i am taking a vacation that is LONG needed!!! I leave sunday to spend my birthday somewhere with ome one that is VERY specialto me!! I get a break from al the stress and drama and KIDS!!! lol evenh tho my kids are about grownh... they are still up my butt all the time lol. but If my friends send me messages or anything i hope that they dont think that i am ignoring them cause i doubt seriously that i willbe online at all while i am gone. AI will be home around the 12th or 13th. at taht time i will anwer all that is left but til Sunday morning i ma here lol hugs and much luv' me.......

My Love
My love for you is like a chain saw, Rough-cutting the forest of my resolve. My love for you is like a train wreck, Determined to happen, horrible yet fascinating. My love for you is like a fable, The longer it goes, the more meaning I find. My love for you is like a gargoyle, Meant to frighten evil, but sometimes frightens all. My love for you is like a cave, Dark and dangerous, but exiting. My love for you is like a madness. (No explanation necessary.) My love for you is like a cancer, Eating away at me from the inside. My love for you is total, Just thought you'd like to know. August

"tips For Giving Head" Testimonials
giving head....... 1. If you hate the taste of cum, tell your boyfriend/husband to eat pineapples for about 2 days before, and it will taste sweeter. - Anonymous, Virginia 2. Some women don't like to swallow semen because of the sharp sensation it leaves in their throat. And there is nothing much to do about that. What I found to be the next best thing (possibly even better) is that she slowly lets it ooze out of her mouth while sucking (best done while sitting up). - Rob, Europe 3. At first I was afraid to swallow. But then my best friend said the best thing to do is suck on Tic Tacs before sucking on a cock. And she was right. - Melissa, U. S. 4. I would recommend putting something sweet in your mouth before you swallow and get tongue ring. Gives your guy a better experience. - Ann, Iowa 5. The most obvious thing to do is use a condom. It may not be as pleasurable to your partner than it would be without it, but hey, it is better than nothing, right? I mean, you should not hav

Muses & Love
Sometimes I lose the words. And I'm a poet. . . So it's not as if they're behind the couch. And you'll never believe that I'm swept away. When normally, the words flow from my tongue with ease. As if I'd been practicing for years. But you can't lie in a poem. This isn't rehearsed. I'm winging it here. I'm making it up as I go, But that's not quite. . .accurate. I'm not, making it up. I'm thinking it, I'm living it, I'm breathing it, I'm being it into existence. I'm writing it down, Because you can't lie in a poem. The muses won't allow it. And one of those muses, Is a six foot two inch tall, blond, German Dominatrix in full fetish gear, Who only visits me twice a year, and doesn't leave until she's completely satisfied. And yet sometimes. . . I lose the words. And I stare mutely into your eyes. Where in God's name is the leather fraulein when I need her? Because you won't believe in love at first sight. Not from a poet. Not from a charmer. Not from me. But

Rating My Pics
if you are going to rate my pics and then leave nasty lil comments on my kids' pics you WILL be banned!!!! no questions about it... dirty comments on their pics.... you will be turned in, other parents have pics of their kids on here and i don't feel that i did anything wrong by postin my teenage girls in their party dresses for my oldest sweet 16 party or summer shots in thier shorts... got a problem with my pics come to me directly, don't leave mean messages on their pictures!!!!!!

I Gotta Get Something Off My Chest
SHE IS TERRIFIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dear friend Cassie is is so wonderful. I am in shock nobody has ever pimped her out before...so let me be the first to introduce to you Cassie!!! _(¯`·._Ãñg€£© W‡¢¢åñÐ€š‡®€§ & ß‡s€×µå£Ð®€åmš_.·´¯)_@ fubar GO LOVE HER LOTS!!!!!!!!!!

Mr. String
A friend of mine gave me a ring, And said that I must see the things, This man can do with only strings. "With string," he said "This man is king." This "King of string" was knot too tall, He was sort of stringlike after all. He said "Come on, we'll have a ball." "I'll show my tricks to one and all." He first said "Not, upon a string." And then with his wrist, did a fluid-like thing, And I thought him a bit of a ding-a-ling, For indeed, it was, upon the string. He next said "Not, behind the back." But indeed, behind him was where it was at. "Not around the foot, not from above." Each time he said "not" but then, there it was. He threw "slips" and "normals" and "cosmics" too, And more than one around his shoe. Then upon a bottle he placed anew, A golf ball! Then he strung that too! I approached him and said; "Mr. String you're hot" "I really liked your show a lot." "Can you tell me what it is you've got?" He grinned and replied, "you know. . . . . .I th

Mr. String
On the blanket, a spider had landed, Walking his little spidey path. I had no interest in feeling his spidey feet, As they carried him across my bare leg. So I held out the paper, a compromise, A spidey ladder, a spidey lifeboat to safety! But Spidey wasn't going for it. He apparently thought my leg held much more adventure. An anonymous woman snatched the paper from my hand. She held it for this fickle spider and he climbed aboard. And I thought; 'How neat.' 'She likes saving spiders.' 'She is having fun being a spidey savior.' Suddenly, she overturned the spidey-raft, And unceremoniously dumped spidey into a bush. Much to my surprise, she turned to me and said; "Yeeech! I hate spiders." August

Love
She said to me, "I want to give you a reason to come back." And I thought; That must be love, A reason to come back. She gave me a memory, unlike any other. But aren't they all? I came back. Planning to stay. I had my reasons. But she was gone. And I wept. For I thought I had given her, A reason to wait. And I thought; That must be love, A reason to wait. And I realize, all alone, Love has no reason. August

Unseen Help
He was laid stricken with his back to the post of nocturnal lament to weep in his solemn content, was the only warmth our brow has tasted for such a length that we held on to those tears for fear that if they were lost, so would our humanity. We crawl amongst those mountains searching for something that we once knew, warmth guides us, our eyes useless and all senses numbed by pain. We only have our hearts and a dull sense of touch to guide us. crawling against the cold raptures of our caves and ravines feeling our way through, desperately seeking the warmth we once knew. We brave to climb to the top of the ravine to face the night, tossing and turning up to the top holding the trees for our support we brave to open the eyes that we hold sacred, and time after time find the darkness we’ve been thrust into. W

Letter From Exile
You asked for a letter. But what am I to say? What exactly is it that you want to hear? Do you want to hear that I miss you? I could tell you that I miss you. But that's not the truth. The truth won't fit in a simple single line. The truth won't look so good on paper. The truth is, that when you send me away. . . I feel relieved. I feel happy to be back in the one place that I'm comfortable in. The unknown. By myself, on my own. But that's not what you want to read. You want an invisible bond to link us together across the miles. That tether no longer exists. You severed the umbilical cord long ago. And I've long since given up on the idea of repairing it. You simply don't like me. Your mind is made up, and getting to know me won't change it. How I feel doesn't matter to you at all. So here's my letter from camp, Mom. Fifteen years late. I'm on my own and doing fine. With. . . indifference. Your son. August

A Lasting Impression
It's supposed to be easier than this. Your memory is supposed to fade, Like a photograph. My God it's been a year! Since I first saw you, Since I first touched you, Since I first spoke your name. And after all this time, I still remember. And there he he was. Jealous of our intimacy, Wanting to crack our code. Knowing that with every smile, Every wink, Every touch, Meant something that he couldn't fathom. And then you were gone. . . Quicksilver is not to be held, Save for a moment. No one understands Mercury better than I. But I still feel empty at your passing. It's been a year. That feeling should fade. It's supposed to be easier than this. August

Know Who You Are
From this day forward, Whomever dons the uniform is your brother. They are your family. They will understand, When you drink too much, Smoke too much, And even when you leap into a ditch, At the sound of backfire from a passing car. They will understand when you can't sleep, When you say; "I don't want to talk about it." When you bolt upright in bed, Sheets soaked with sweat and tears in your eyes, Choking down a scream in your throat. Be aware of these brothers. Even when the uniforms come off, And their glory days are long behind them. Be their brother when you hear them say; "Squared away" and "good to go" There is respect to be had, From all fighting men, From all who give up themselves To become a part of something greater. From all who survive. From this day forward, Know who you are. August

At The Table
Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips, You've been dealt a mighty blow. Excuse time; 'But I did everything right!' 'He shouldn't have done that.' 'I had bad cards.' Done now? There are other games. Other tables. This game appears to be too rich for you. Maybe this isn't your calling. Not everyone's cut out to be a gambler. Even if you turn this game around, Get off the felt, Grab the high stack, There'll still be other losses, Other upsets, Do you really want to go through that again? The dealer looks to me to see if I'm going to walk or play. I'm still licking my wounds. Maybe I should become a farmer, far less risk. Plowing fields, harvesting crops, dreaming of cards. At the table, I never dream of farms. Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips. I pick them up, Toss them into the pot, Blind. I'm a gambler, And I'm all in. August

Cold Awakening
Yellow skies, black clouds And transparent arrows Pointing to a black hole The sun was dead. The moon long lost, it fell behind that sheet that some call god STOP It pains to see the world you’ve created, It’s shaming to know I’ve helped. Can’t we open our eyes? But then we’d have to see THEIR AFRAID, The monsters in the window Are seen with blind eyes. THEIR AFRAID, The clock is running out And the turning hands are growing, Louder YOU CAN’T PRETEND NOT TO HEAR YOUR ALARM Wake up from your shackles, It’s time for your nightmare

A Story I'll Probably Never Finish Or Edit
Buffalo? Fuck. No one voluntarily goes to Buffalo. I mean, as a general rule. It's the type of place you are born in and don't leave. It's the type of place you go for a meeting when your client buys some shitty company there and then you spend the whole time you're in town feeling like you have the hantavirus and the only possible antidote is getting the fuck out of Buffalo fifteen minutes ago. It's the type of place that's on the national news every once and a while because some guy flipped out and killed someone at Wendy's or it snowed a lot again or they annexed themselves to Canada or what the fuck ever. But you don't get in your car on a sunny Sunday afternoon and drive to fucking Buffalo. It isn't done. Except, apparently, when it is. So anyway, I was having half a pack of jerks come in from out of town. My friend Joe was flying back from Seattle where he lives with his probably illegal immigrant Mexican au pair wife (obviously). Joe was tech

Pieces Of Mind - Faced Union
During transition of time Skin of life grows old. The dreams and images that ferment as boundaries of reality fade in meaning. Burrowing inside itself, Ever deeper through blankets of mist Where only a glimmer can be seen It only leaves a whisper of those faded From brilliant strength. It’s glow rarely disruptive, Yet blinding when it comes. NOW SEE Open that barricade. Raise that road that was covered in flood rain for all that time. And with all truth, let two opposing forces… See an ally. So strong these two wage for triumph, And seek higher ground IT’S TIME TO STEP OUT OF THE DARK AND REMOVE THAT MASK I AM READY WE ARE ONE I AM FULL

G.o.p. Creed
I am a republican. A member of the American National Republican Party. Because I am proud of the organization I represent, I will always act in ways credible to the Republican Party, and the nation it serves. I will hold myself and my fellow Republicans to a higher standard of conduct, specifically when meeting those of opposing views. I will debate any issue on the merits, and never let a debate denigrate to name calling, or violence. Nor will I stand by and watch other republicans do so. I will treat my fellow Republicans, and my adversaries, with respect at all times. I will police my own organization. I will not hesitate to denounce a party member who has behaved disgracefully. For that individual represents me as well as the rest of the party. I will support free speech. Particularly when it disagrees with my own views. I will defend another's right to disagree with me. I will be open to new ideas, regardless of their source. I will be committed to being open minded, a

For A Friend
I tell you that I love you You tell me it's a lie Every time I try to talk to you You just break down and cry. I can't bring back the magic The feelings we used to share I try to tell you I'm hurting But lately you just don't care. Should I go on trying? Trying to make you see. Or should I just admit it? You're not in love with me. Breaking up isn't easy. I've heard this to be true. You walk around in anguish. While friends say you're just blue. But life goes on, or so I'm told Whether we like it or not. And I've found that it's better to live life, Then to just sit around and rot. So reader now I make a toast, To finding someone new. I hope that you are happy, And life is good to you. August

First Impressions
And she made me think of poetry. And yes, And she made me want to dance. And yes, And the music didn't matter. . . Wasn't there. Didn't care. And yes! At that moment I wanted to do. . . Everything. Make a statement, Rule the world, Seize the day, And yes! It was all possible. The cacophony of emotion, The plethora of noise, The wonder of all that is new. And yes. She made me want to grow, And yes. She made me want to try, And yes, She made me think of poetry. August

Filibuster
When I was fifteen, the Lord came to me in a dream. Which I suppose is a good thing, because if he came to me in a coffee house, I'd be significantly less prepared. But this was just a dream, however vivid, however real. He stood before me, and I have to admit that for a man of his years, he looked pretty good. "What can I do for you God?" Amazingly enough, God's pretty approachable one on one, and not as tall in person. "I want you to become a poet my son." God's got a deep voice. "A poet? God, come on." He most be joking, Everyone knows that God has a wicked sense of humor, right? How else do you explain the flamingo? "Gahaaad, I'm going to college, I'm going to be a lawyer, make my mark, be rich." "My son, you will become a poet, travel to distant lands, discover people and ideas wherever you go, and you will write, poetry." "Yo God, ya got the wrong guy." I've always had a problem with father figures. I think it's the whole holier than thou thing. Alth

Erased
I used to be a poem, to bring a smile to your life. I used to be a blanket, to keep you warm throughout the night. I used to be a teacher, to guide you on your way. I used to be a soldier, to protect you through the day. I no longer am a soldier, my rank and title gone. I can no longer keep you safe, or protect your little home. I cannot lead your son to be, the man he will become. As a soldier I found purpose, but now I find there, none. I no longer am a teacher, it's not my job to guide. My lessons all forgotten, cast upon the tide. My humble school was boarded up, of this there is no doubt. For I went to teach a class one day, and found, I was locked out. I no longer am a blanket, there's no warmth in me tonight. I cannot be a cover, to shield you from the light. I've been turned into a useless pile, of rags upon the floor. It happened on the day you said. . ."I care for you no more." You ran from me without a word, I guess you couldn't face me. And I didn't

Endings
You tell me that you love me, You tell me I should wait. Can't you understand I'm lonely? Don't you realize I can't wait? I think about you all the time. Why can't you think of me? Now we hardly ever talk, Using words like us or we. Where did all the feelings go? Why can't we bring them back? You tell me I need patience. But I know it's love we lack. I don't want to leave you, So don't force me to go. All the things I love about you. . . There are more than you could know. But every time I'm near you, You always shut me out. I thought I was the only one, That you cared about. But now I see my folly, And I realize I was wrong. I thought I held your heart of hearts, But you did, all along. You only care for number one, With that I can't compete. You love me less than you love yourself, And so, I accept defeat. Don't try to talk me out of this, I'm sick of hollow lines. I thought of talking all this out, But it's just a waste of time. I'm ti

E-mail
Roses are red, Violets are blue. The computer was on, So I typed this for you. Flowers are nice, Chocolate is better. You've been on my mind, Thought I'd send you a letter. Or maybe a poem, But rhyming is hard. I almost decided, To send you a card. But I know how you'd whine, I know how you'd wail. I finally decided To send you E-Mail! I don't mean to confuse, I don't mean to beguile. I just thought this poem, Might bring you a smile. I'll finish this note. (I've been typing since noon.) With the greatest of hopes, That you'll email me soon! August

Dragons
There aren't any dragons. Yes I know, It seems sort of obvious when you say it like that. But it saddens me, There aren't any dragons, And there should be. Young men should be able to rescue desperate maidens. Fighting the good fight should guarantee victory. Right and wrong should be obvious, Black and white, clear as day, Never murky, never confused, But of course, that's every bit as fanciful, As the notion of dragons, Far too often I am reminded, That this is the real world, Where the good fight doesn't always cut it, People don't always mean what they say, Fairness is not a universal quality. It saddens me. There aren't any dragons, And there never really were. August

The Death Of Poetry
Nobody does poetry anymore. All the good metaphors are taken. The coffee houses now serve chai. Guitars rule the stage, Inspired by fuzzy legged women. And I find it sad. I've met the beat poets, And yes, they were jerks. That was their right. I've met the coyboy poets. Out on the range, Coffee you can chew, good stuff. The coffee houses now serve chai. I've been the guerrilla poet. No mic, street theater, raw entertainment. I've been the warrior poet. My body a map of scars, The pathways of my life. Nobody does poetry anymore. Why quote Shakespeare when there's M.T.V.? The coffee houses now serve chai. What's up with that? I'm still a poet. Because I don't know what else to be. The empty page still calls my name, As does the empty stage. I am poet, Read my words. I am poet, Hear my voice. I am poet, Buy my books. (Just kidding.) I am poet, Know this, Even when I drink chai. August

Deadlines & Explanations
So you want me to write a poem, For you. Just who do you think I look like? Robert Frost? I don't write poems for you. I am the egocentric poet. I'm not an artist, I'm a smart-ass. Duh. . . You all have it so easy, With your coffee houses. . . And your open mics. . . Six different kinds of espresso, Not to mention Chai. Back in my day, We didn't have a French Press. Back in those days, If you wanted to read poetry. . . You had to take a jar of Foldger's Crystals, And go into the closet. And we would just sit there, In the dark, In the closet, Chewing Foldger's Crystals and reading poetry. And you couldn't come out of the closet. Because that opened up an entirely different can of worms. So let's get this straight once and for all. I am not an artist. I'm a poet. The egocentric poet. The insensitive poet. The "I write for me." poet. But you can call me an artist, If you really want to. August

Evidence.........
this is another wall but this one looks easier to pass through.... so i am here and i wait it opens, because there is nothing else i want to do; i try to persuade myself i should not but.... i CAN NOT even when i try to look somewhere else, my heart always tells me to turn my eyes back on here. i think i deserve to have the best, it's the only way so i can give my best in return.... why hurry ? i don't need to i'll be ok don't worry for me

Cycles
Don't ask me to begin For I excel at beginnings I can get the ball rolling Set things in motion Push us down the hill. . . Don't ask me to begin For I love beginnings I love it when it's new Endless possibilities Countless paths to explore Don't ask me to continue For I don't know how The ball rolls too quickly It's out of control There's too much momentum Don't ask me to continue I'm too easily swept away There's nothing new The paths are closed It's the same old slide Don't ask me to end this Endings are sad Endings are a lack of possibilities They are closed doors The antithesis of romance Don't ask me to end this For I'm sure that I can The emotional tourniquet goes on too quickly I don't want closure, I want exploration. So don't ask me to begin. August

The Cynical Poet
If there's no coffee stains on the page, Then it's not really a poem. It's a note. I am the cynical poet. I'm reading poetry, Even though I'm sure that no one is really listening. It's not really a poem if you didn't cry over it, But if it rhymes it's still poetry, Just not good poetry. I am the cynical poet. The coffee cup is half empty. It just is O.K.! If it mentions your dog, Or your truck, Or your girlfriend, Then it's not really a poem. It's a country song! There may be poetry here tonight, There may even be good poetry here tonight. But there won't be real poetry here tonight. Real poetry, The kind that leaves you Feeling like the lemon wedge On the side of a vodka glass. I am the cynical poet, And you just can't find real poetry anymore. August

Could We Have A Moment?
Could we have a moment of silence please? For the seventeen sailors of the U.S.S. Cole? Could we have a moment of silence please? For George burns, Henny Youngman, and Victor Borge'. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the students of Columbine, And all the copycat killings. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the soldiers of Vietnam, The soldiers of Korea, The Soldiers of World War Two. Could we have a moment of silence please? A moment for the homeless, A moment for the downtrodden, A moment for the guilty. And while we're at it. . . Could we have a moment of silence please? For the downsizing of Microsoft, The relocation of Boeing, For William Shatner's career!?! What's the deal here? What's with all the silence? We say "shut up" as a bad thing, Remember? Don't you dare do this to me when my turn comes. When you remember me, Make some noise. So can we have a moment of patriotism please? For the sailors of the Cole? Can we have a momen

Conversations In My Mirror
Two nights ago I got your message. It was obvious. A blind man could have read it. My covers were kicked off of the bed, And I was exhausted in the morning. It was as if I had been up working all night instead of resting. I knew it was a message from you. . . And that all I needed to do was to pick up my pen, And let you write it down on paper for me to read. But I was so exhausted that I overslept. Then I was late for work, And you don't even want to hear, About the day I had. Last night I got your message. It was practically in neon. I awoke at two a.m. because my arm was asleep. My neck was locked at an awkward angle. My pillow and blankets were all on the floor. It was freezing cold. I began to sneeze. This happened again at four. Then, at six, when I needed to be up. . . I slept the sleep of a man who has walked through a blizzard to stay alive, Only to collapse three feet from his doorstep. I knew that your message was important. And that all I needed to

Closets
I have an orange shirt that I like to wear. It's old and threadbare and looks a little silly on me. It's missing some buttons and the sleeves are too long, but I like it. It's the most comfortable shirt I own. I don't wear it often and almost never when I'm out in public. I keep my shirt tucked away safely in the closet. Shirts belong in closets. A friend of mine had a lot in common with my orange shirt. Her name is Laura. She too, spent most of her time in the closet. Then one day, she came out. It was a big event, Gay Pride Day in Las Vegas. Laura asked me to join her and provide support as she ventured out of the darkness of her closet, and into the harsh light of judgment by her peers. I was honored to be her parasol. We arrived at the park and began to look around. There must have been ten thousand people there. We looked at the different booths, the different vendors, and the different people. I saw hundreds of couples holding hands, happy to be enjoying the sunshine together.

Carpe' Diem
Well of course It wasn't my first time, Oh no, my first time was long behind me. But for some reason, I was still nervous. Desperate to do something, Restless for some action, I guess it never gets any easier. Heart pounding in my chest, Sweaty palms, Thoughts racing. What am I doing here? How did I let this happen? What do I do now? Before the first time, I would rush with reckless abandon. Desperate for climax, Always pushing my luck. Nowadays, I'm more careful. Regarding my scars as lessons, Rather than trophies. Yet, here I am again, Stuck for sure, Halfway up a mountain, Facing death. . .One. . .More. . .Time. He and I are old friends. He watches me with baited breath. Waiting for me to welcome him on. And for a moment. . . I consider it. Leap off this rock, Take control, Make my last act a determined one. It is a good day to die! I look back on my life. My only goal satisfied. If I have to go today, I can honestly look back and say: "My life has

Call Me Captain
Some forage through life, In search of a rose. And others are led, As if by the nose. The flighty, I'm told, Just drift in the breeze. No control or direction, They simply take leave. They're just tossed to & fro, By the will of the wind. Don't know where they're going, Don't care where they've been. And others, like me, Like to play in the tides. We sail our own ships, With the stars as our guide. We seek out adventure, Fortune and fame. Searching for others, To join in our game. Through fair skies or storm, We drink wine and sing songs. Loving each moment, Even when things go wrong. With the wind at my back, And my love at my side. I haul up my anchor, And set sail with the tide. So tell me I'm captain, Or tell me I'm mighty. But whatever you do, . . . .Don't . . . . . tell. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .me . . . . . . . .I'm. . . . . .flighty!. . . . . August

Building Blocks
(Partially inspired by/ stolen from, T.G.Spinosa) It has been said that hydrogen, Is the building block of the universe. Hydrogen is said to be the building block of the universe, Because it is the most abundant element in the universe. I disagree. Stupidity is far more abundant than hydrogen. Don't you hate rhetorical questions? Tell me again about short term memory. I'd give my right arm to be ambidextrous. The problem with apathy is. . .never mind. I'm sorry sir, you have no money in your account. Yes you did just deposit $100.00 yesterday. Yes I realize that you haven't made any withdrawals. I'm sorry sir, you have to go back to your home branch. Yes I realize that you deposited the money at this branch. Yes I realize that your home branch is across town. SIR, you can't ride that unicycle in here. No sir, I am not changing the subject. You just can't ride that in here. No sir, I realize that you're carrying it. I just want you to know. . .What do you mean? "

How Old Were You The First Time You?
How Old Were You 1. When you first fell in love – 17 2. Got a myspace account - 37 3. Got drunk - - 16 4. Smoked weed - 15 5. Got french kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - 23 7. Got your heart broken badly - last year 8. Lost a pet -7 that I can remember 9. Got arrested - never 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 15 11. Broken a bone - 14 12. Went to a concert - 19 13. Got your own cell phone - 36 14. Got a speeding ticket - Never 15. Ran away -never 16. Snuck out of the house -never 17. Pierced other than your ears - None. 18. Got a tattoo - last year 19. Bought porn - Never 22. Totaled a car - I never did it, I was hit...at 28 23. Moved out of your parents house -18 25. How old are you now? - 39 26. Had a kid - 18 27. Lost your virginity - 17

August Finds His Purpose
Having just ended my brief career as a soldier, I returned to my favorite pastime. . . drifting. I was bound and determined never to settle into any profession again, but these things have a way of creeping up on you when you lease expect it. With little more than a years worth of freedom from the Army, I found myself enrolled in college taking an EMT (Emergency Medical Technician) course. Ever vigilant in my pursuit to be "one of the good guys" I maintained an A average for the first time anyone I know could remember. Then came the day that makes or breaks all young EMT wannabe's, A five hour shift in the emergency room of a hospital. Being the victim of my own habits, I was broke again, and had to borrow nearly everything I needed for my shift: Lab coat, stethoscope, note pad, and a white shirt. But thanks to several classmates, my friend Chris and I arrived at the ER fully prepared, at 5:00p.m. sharp. Now I can't speak for Chris, but I was nervous. I had only been in the class

As I Lie Here Wondering
As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ants Floating down the river on a twig And I wonder where they're going. As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ladybugs Gossiping to each other And I wonder where they learned it. Every little thing Goes on In it's own special way As I lie here wondering. August

Armor Polish
So after all this time I realize That my parents got it wrong They should have called me Don Or if you prefer. . . Mr. Quixote I polish my armor daily Constantly ready to find causes Which surely would have been better off Had they remained lost But In I'll charge Blazing through the muck My sword of integrity held high Rescuing the helpless townspeople From the tyranny of the evil windmills And of course I won't win But that's not the point The point is I tried And that effort Gives me the courage to try again Instead of just letting those damn windmills win And when the villagers come to me and say "look at what you did! You come charging in here Armor caked in muck And now we have windmills! I hope you realize how much trouble you've caused!" Is it easier to let these tyrants alone? Not say a thing, not get involved? Undoubtedly But daily i polish my armor Until I can see my face in it And daily I ask of my reflection "How do I fight the good fight? H

Reflections
Hello! I didn't think I'd see you this soon. Although sometimes I've felt as if you'd never get here. But I've always felt sure that we would meet. All the times that I've seen you, On the old slides of my father's. That strapping young man with his face in the wind. Never tired. Never weary. Any scars he carries are still fairly fresh. The weathered look will not be upon him for thirty years. I used to look in my mirror for hours, Searching for that twenty-something man. Hidden somewhere in my face. I never caught more than a glimpse of you, Hiding behind my eyes. . . Until now. In the reflection of my television set, I caught you watching me. You're different than I'd pictured. Your hair is longer and you have a beard. But the gaze is the same. The fascinated way you watch me, When you think I'm not looking. I can tell that you see me in you. Tell me. . . Do you look back at me in the mirror, Spending hours searching for the face you had years ago. . . As I

Been One Of Those Days
ok it is official I need a good stiff drink ....today has been a day from hell ....got woken up 5:30 this morning by one of my daughters saying that there was a bunch of cops cars out front ( oh gosh what now), for awhile didnt know what was going on then looked out another window , cops and firemen stadding by a bunch of trees, looked up to wear they were shinning a light and all i saw was a noose swinging back and forth, i tell ya it freaked me out for sure , then a short time later they brought one of our neighbours down the ladder....seems to be that he tried to kill himself due to not wanting to be without his wife..feels so bad for her and the 2 young kids .....but the day dont end there ......... Later on in the day ,had state troopers, camden and rockport police walking around the complex more then likely due to a neighbour trying to sell her meds but not sure....omg this is Camden a very small town, everyone knows everyone....this crap isnt supposed to go on here....ok some

20 Characters Or Less. Lol
Since my pc crashed a few months ago and I had to rebuild a new rig. My online notifications do not save for later uses like before and I do miss some of my old ones. The only one the hangs on is "PC failures suck!" LOL...great! So as I go along and add new ones. I'll add them in here for quick reference for all of us. If you go .."Hmmm...wtf does that mean?" You may want to go here and it may be revealed. Unless its a fresh one. Then I will add it shortly ;-) Inside My Bottle = Home and online. Hit me up to call me out of it. Sealed Inside Bottle = Home and online. Please do not disturb. Swirlin and Smokin = Home and online. Smoking and up for BSing ;-) In My Rainforest = Home and online, but outside enjoying my patio or working on my plants. Will be back shortly. Magische Dromen = German for magical dreams. Sleeping. Cat Furniture = At my desk, but Suzail is sitting on me. May not type. If do its all catscratch. Adrift in Moonlight = Sleeping happily. Seul Som

Sad Times
Good friend of mine today lost his wife in a horrific car wreck leaving him widowed with 4 kids. Live is too short, you NEVER know when your time or someone else's time is up. Hug a loved one, call a family member and tell them you love them. Call a old friend that you butted heads with. I can personally relate. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my husband. Life is too too short. Dont hold anything back. You may regret it once its too late. Much Love....

One Man
One man,…… one man alone stalks the night. Away from ammonic terraces and hallways Away from monotonous gestures of people that once knew the clouds Faltered and unseen this man walks through streets known and never seen the rain caresses his face, trembling along his jaw line but failing to replace his tears. Following the yellow painted lines to the long lost graveyards of the unknown he finds himself longing for that simple caress of the water to be replaced with her hand. The mother, sister, lover that he left to cry in her simple corner of solemn Willows kiss his brow while he lingers silently into his cookie crisp suburban legends to remember the dead. Soon finding himself waltzing in the local graveyard, midnight long forgotten and the rising sun as good as a myth. To waltz among the living is the only solace to be found in the glory of his death, the remnance of love’s memories are far but forgotten. Yet bodies stolen by stone pallets distill the meaning,

The Hunter
The Hunter For when you left me, the shred of a noble tear rolled down my cheek. For I was one with noble human feelings; for when you left me, my human side crumbled into the darkness of this rotten world. So the beast I was has re-conquered my human side. For I was doomed to be a hunter, a hunter of evil. For I have tried to live a normal life, I have always been rejected by the human kind. The bread between the greatest of vampires and a human being has made of me the perfect warrior. Roaming from town to town, I use my powers to save the endangered species, the human kind. For now I have lost all my feelings since all my loved ones have perished in this savage world that we live in. I do not have any fears, for I can only be killed by a stake in the heart. The lord of evil has just been defeated by me (father), and now the world is free. For now I am leaving, for a great journey to try and find my human side; Julia

Deployments
Suck for those of you wondering. I realize this was what we got into when he signed up. And fighting to keep our freedoms is something that we need to keep protecting. But I am really missing him is all.

Visual Instructions For Downloading Fonts.
3D Fonts|Brandname Fonts|Classic Fonts This is a visual tutorial for Windows XP. This may be similar with Windows Vista. If you are not sure I also have provided Written Instructions on how to download the Fonts. This Step by Step tutorial will show you how to download the font from a Zip/Compressed folder and if the file isn't in a Zip/Compressed Folder. The first set of visual will go over how to download the file form a non compressed file. Note: The browser I am using is Fire Fox. You will get all the same windows if you were using IE7, Maxthon, or Flock. The windows I have provided are done with a different theme to my browser than you may have and yours may look different. Don't worry it will all get you there. (For the 20th century versions of Windows (Any version under Windows 2000 such as Windows 98, 95, or Below) you must install an unzip tool. Go to my Written Instructions to get them and to get instructions there on how to download. I do not have a visual for the Wi

A Quiet Forest Night...
I lie perfectly still, among the grass and the flowers, the sweet fragrances wafting in the air, absorbing into my mind, the intoxicating scents making my heart beat faster. I moan in absolute ecstasy. This is where I belong. In the bosom of Mother Earth, from whence I came. I lie there listening to the quiet songs of nature, the owls whistling at me and the song birds, looking down at me. I see the deer walking carefully through the birch trees, watching the fawns look around curiously. I long for the touch, the intimate connection. This is my home. This is where I belong. I belong, in the arms of nature. I am a child of the rain. A druid child. I hope to explore the beauty of the world where I feel so much at peace.

Mom Coming Home
Went to visit my mom and she is being released tommorrow in the morning. They did not take the other mass out yet and they are going to have her tested and see what it is. They think it has to do with her thyroid but they are not sure. It may have to do with the original mass itself. The doctor is not happy. The mass in her head may also be a tumor but they do not know for sure. More updates as I know more.

The 4 Seasons
The four seasons Don’t let your life fade away Like the snow in spring. Don’t let your self die Like the leaves in fall. Take the time to prepare your self Like the tree in winter. Let your self be reborn Like the leaves in spring. Now that you have started anew, Like life in summer, may you grow strong And may you never let the seasons of life Bring you down. Mike L.

Me....
1st: I suffer from chronic migraines, among other physical things, but the migraines are the worst of them all 2nd: I'm on med's but they don't always work ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the easiest way to let everyone know at once. I have a migraine tonight that I'm not sure if it will or is going to go away. The med's have not kicked in yet and at this point i'm not sure if they will. I'm off here for now, to a dark room with no sound no light...(computer on mute LOL) Leave me some luv or not, up to you, but I'm off!! ((hugs)) J

Vote Jewbear!
Ok...this blog is to all my fans, family, members...and peeps. I was about to say crushes...but I dont have any yet :( I want you all to do be a favor and click on the link below and leave a whole bunch of comments to vote for Jewbear for Pimped. She is awesome and deserves it. If a whoooole bunch of you go and do it for her and she wins....I will post some NSFW pics again. If she doesn't win...well...you are shit out of luck so...theres some incentive for ya!!! Click here: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=140500&i=390282742 and leave her a tooooon of comments!!! I want this gal to win!!! Have a nice night everyone!

Lost In This Pain...
Crumbling to pieces, I do not make a sound, Listening to my heartbeat, As I fall to the ground. Holding my chest tight, Unforgiving is the pain, Keeping it inside, There is nothing else to gain. Whimpering, I move, But the pain is way too deep, Tears held in my eyes, But I do not dare to weep. Screaming in my mind, But keeping my mouth shut, Scared of what will happen, As I make another cut. Blood drips on the paper, As I write my last goodbye, Holding the pencil tightly, As I slowly start to cry. The papers soaked with tears, The blood has stained the floor, My note is on the table, I close my eyes once more. Standing up, I walk, Towards the corner of my room, And ball up on the floor, As if it was my tomb. The room is spinning round me, And I want to make it stop, The razor blade still in my hand, I take another chop. The pain seers up my arm, And you would think it hurts, But I don't feel a thing, It just stops all the alert

God's Garden
God's Garden by RedyFrLuv With love and grace, God filled a vase With flowers of every hue, Around it, He set Some baby’s breath, Cut from His garden too. Once content, to earth He sent His bouquet for all to view. So that we might recall, The beauty of it all, He named it after you

Inside.....
inside i am dying. but atleast i am trying. tears inside that will never fade. but i do not see why you could not stay. things inside i try to hide, but i could not forget no matter how hard i tryed. remember how we use to watch the stars? but now i carry all these scars. scars never seen but all are known. now i stand here all alone. with pain so deep inside, there is no place for me to hide. ripping, tearing and screaming inside, you will never know the nightmares behind these eyes. and now i swallow all of my pride, just to see you happy one more time.

Disapointed Realist
So what is a realist? Someone who believes in the literal truth, no abstract. Why A disapointed realist?...Because life anymore seems to be plagued with the abstract, and the facades of those who cannot handle their own truths. sometimes this even includes myself, hence my disapointment. I tend to be upfront , honest and never allowing the blinders to be placed on me by others. Here lately though i seem to be fighting a neverending barrage of people trying to fold me into this pretty package that is acceptable to them, and no where near the truth of who i am. I sometimes feel myself almost making some kind of ok reasoning for finding some things acceptable, that on a normal moment in myself would never be! So i find myself now re examining who i am and how i have become to be the person i am today, not so different from the little girl i once was...i still have the same dreams, and i still cry for the same reasons, i still throw the same tempertantrums over the lack of truth and

Flames Of Passion
Flames Of Passion by P-Jizzle Kamai My Heart is on fire. In my madness, I roam the desert The flames of my passion devour the wind and the sky. My cries of longing, My wails of sorrow are tormenting my soul. You wait patiently, Looking into my intoxicated eyes You accept my passion with the serenity of Love, You are the Master of existence. One day, I shall be your Lover.

Poem
When I felt your hands around my neck, I asked if this was all my fault, in my head I knew you would choke me until im blue...I dont know how this happened, I dont know what I did, but I suppose I should stand here until I fall...I know not what lie ahead of me, I should only hope that somehow death takes my soul before you have ran ahead and broken it first. Maybe I could run, far away from here? But with one wrong turn, I might never make it home, you would come back for me every time I fall...closer until I could feel your breath upon my skin, and once again know those cold forsaken hands around my neck....

Next Time
Next time you feel you have the perfect love, the perfect life ,the perfect job sitt back and remember why ,PAIN , HURT ,LOST LOVE, LIES ,DEATH, LOST JOBS,LOST FRIENDS, becuase without those things we would not know how to LOVE ,LIVE ,LAUGH,OR BE HAPPY so if youve been hurt and your not trusting your own feelings and your a little scared remember you cant be truly happy without a little hurt

Nothing Can Be Said....
Giving up.... I've reached out to you, and I touched your soul.The inner sanctom that was your own; became mine. You chose to share that special place with me, as I did with you. Was it real ? Or once again ;did I chase a dream, only to be alone when I woke once more. The days are endless when one travels alone in this world. Dreading the night , for once more I must sleep. The pain returns as I see you again. Because I know that in this dream, though you are here now;when I wake you will be gone. In my sleep I wither. Becoming a husk of the person I should be. Because all that I've given is gone. My cup lays empty on the table. The tears stain my pillow where my head lies as I sleep, as I woke, in the last moments of my dream. You turned your back and walked once more from my life. My heart torn from it's resting place. The pain of loss. The sorrow, of having known that it would indeed end. Vestiges of hope, now lay in a heap a

More Venting..
so i just found out that the first guy i was ever in love with still talks to the girl that made us break up...all the time. this happened about 2 years ago and when i found out it just like i got kicked in the heart. i mean i dont want him back or anything but omg. this girl was my BEST friend at the time and they talked one time and thats all she wrote. i had surgery for my heart and instead of at least talkin to me on the phone before or after he was talkin to her. its crazy cause when i was that they still talk it was like all that hurt and pain came flooding back and i got sick to my stomach and damn near cryed. i just dont see how she can still talk to him knowing that shes the reason we broke up and i cant believe hes doing it either. whatever..thats my kinda luck with guys i guess

Another One
By Brittney K. Cook Remember when we were so in LOVE? I do, because you were the one I could trust. Remember when you would hold me tight? I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night. Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things? I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing! Remember when our love was so strong? I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong. Remember when you said you loved me? I do, I had a great feeling come to me. Remember when you said you wouldn't lie? I do, because when i found out all i did was cry. Remember when you broke my heart? I do, because you tore my world apart Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends? I tried but you thought i wanted you back so we had to end. I took you for granted, I thought I had you, But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you. You treated me wrong after we broke-up, How could you?, all i ever wanted to do was make up. This is

Fuckin Rascim = Stupidity!!!!!
THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY OCCATION FOR US ,WE ARE CELEBRATING THE FACT THAT WERE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY,BUT SO FAR IN THE LAST 24 HOURS WE HAVE NOT HAD THE CHANCE TO BC OF STUPID ,IGGNORANT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BLOW JOB, WHITE TRASH FUCK HEAD. GOING TO WALGREENS BEFORE I DROPPED TY OFF FOR WORK TURNED INTO A RASCIM FUCKIN CIRCUS.WE WENT IN TO GET CIGS AND A RED BULL AND CAME OUT TO A WHITE TRASH ,OBESE , IGNORANT WAITING FOR A HEART ATTACT FROM FAST FOOD, IOWAN WHO PRECEDED TO CALL TY A FREAK AND TELL HIM HE SHOULD GO BACK TO HIS COUNRTY.NOW WAIT ..OK SO FIRST OF ALL,GO BACK? TO WHERE? A FREAK? WHY?OH BC OF HIS PEIRCINGS...LOL..OK...LETS START FROM THE BEGING,FIRST.....TY IS FROM IOWA,BORN AND RAISED,SECOND HE'S NATIVE AMERICAN,GERMAN , AND MABEY MEXICAN AND EVEN IF HE'S ANY OTHER RACE WHO FUCKIN CARES? WHY DO YOU CARE?,THIRD THE PEIRCINGS,WELL IF YOU GO BACK INTO YOUR HISTORY BOOKS AND ACUALY READ THEM,YOU MIGHT FIND OUT THAT ,THE NATIVE MEN OF MY TRIBE WERE ORIGINALS OF F

My Lil Girl
The string is broken you left my home I hope your not down and all alone Your brains your beauty, you will be fine I guess I never really could call you mine The pain in my heart is like jagged glass The happy days, have come to pass I guess I wasnt all what was expected of me Cause in your eyes its dissappointment I see No matter what you think today, My love for you is here to stay the day has come that Ive dreaded for years I tell you I love you through heartbroken tears Oh lil blue eyed angel, spread your wings and fly Just remember that you can reach the sky

What Will Never Be There...
I just wanna touch what will never be there. What I can't feel in my arms. What I can't feel in my heart. What I can't feel that should be with me. Over and over I tell myself... Just one fucking day... But I know that all hope is gone.

Me!!!
i am 31 yrs old and i am a single mom. my kids are my life. every breath i take is for my kids. i was married for ten yrs to there dad. we have been seperated for well over a 2yrs now. i am not looking for a daddy for my kids, they have one. i am a waitress and work my ass off to support my kids. i am a very loving person, with a big heart. sometimes i get walked on because i give to many people, to many chances. i love to spend time with my kids, fish, go bowling, listen to music and chill out on the computer..lol i smoke cigarettes, yes i know.. it's nasty... lol i drink sometimes and i do not do drugs. i am a take control kinda girl. i am not a bitchy bossy boss, but i have to have control of my life at all times. i lead the pack...lol i am not here to have a one night stand or hook up for a night. i am here to meet cool people and see what is out there.

How Does It Feel?
how do u discribe ur inner soul when u reach climax? A..is it a rush of tingeling sensations through out your body? B..is it a massive displacement of your self control? C..is it a feeling that burst in to a fire zone that cant be put out? D..is it a total melting sensation through out ur intire body, that makes you get goose bumbs...? E..Is it an uncontrolable desire to share that climax at the same time? F..is it a wet and gushing displacement of body fluids and really not knowing where it came from ...lol G..is it a feeling of lust and desire so within ur own that u explode in to a frinzzy? H..is it a twitching and squrming feeling that u have to get away from.. one that u cant keep going.... ummm what one suits u best? .........for me i would have to say B and D...

Life
Questions go unanswered silence carries on Cant help but wonder "where did I go wrong?" Life is moving quickly Tomarrow already gone selfish in my own ways I need to move on Easier said than done When it's you who is the one Broken in two Battered and bruised Alone agian With no choice in the end My body aches My mind numb Letting go sounds great I wish it could be done Feeling drained Out of touch With only hopes and no luck

Realization 101 Part 1
Time for a new blog. Time for a change of my norm. Well somewhat a break from the norm. Usually I sit back at just bitch about the things that are pissing me off. Or things that I have been holding in. Might as well not lie there are plenty of things that will be part of that. However at this particular moment in time I am more in the zone of realization. So many topics just don't know where to start. Ah what the hell here we go. The first random thought and situation on my mind at this givin moment is - Why is it that people over the age of 18 cant act like adults, but, yet they want to be treated as adults? A few examples. "The he said, she said Bullshit", "Not taking responsibility for their own actions", and last but not least, "Drama...Drama... And wait did I say Drama" This vicious cycle is all pretty much one in the same. However it does nothing good period. Some people just choose to live there not realizing that in most cases your never going to

"pullshit"
your bein pulled by many for this that in the direction of many right 2 left left 2 right thats why you dont get sleep at night all you ever hear is can you do this or can you do that for me when is it your time or is that not even a reality so im sorry for bein part of those who pull on you it wont happen again this is true

11-3-07 39th Entry
(((Up until the point where I say its a couple days later, I had written an off-liner. This one is really long because of that. I'll be doing some frequent shorter posting the next few days or so because I have more to tell from what was going on while I was off-line))) I've been sitting here off-line for nearly 2 months now. Man has it been hell! BORED is my constant state of mind. I've not once had the urge to to write until this entry. I struggle to keep my hopes up, my fears down and my depression away. FRUSTATED is my constant emotional state. Lemme tell ya, its not fun. I've worried a couple people slightly a couple times with my extreme lowness. But in general I'm standing on my tootsies still *wink*. I've been doing good in other ways *big grin* (for the first time in stating this news)... In the month of Sept '07 I lost 21 pounds. With little effort. My success??? I was taking Meridia (15 mgs), a diet pill that didn't give me any kinds of wacky side eff

Between Us
Between Us No one knows about you and I , but us. Yet even we don't know what we are. We have been conversation. We have been heated kisses and passion filled hugs. We have been maybe, what if, what could have been. Are we ready to be more? Are we ready to duck in the shadows and bring those what ifs to life. Are we ready to hug and not let go? Kiss and not stop? Make love and? What do we do once the climax has subsided? What do we do once i've filled you with the last unknown? Don't answer the question. Let's keep it like everything else... Between Us

Im So Sorry
i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry im not skinny enough for youim sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. No one is p

Lucid Dream
By: April Terry Sadness closes in on her, As she embraces another lonely day. Hugging herself tight, Wishing she wasn’t so alone. Curling up, She slowly fades into the darkness. Knowing that, It’s not as lonely there. She watches the world, As it passes her by. Lost in the thoughts, Of her own little world. She closes her eyes, And begins to cry. Tears for what she’s lost, And for what’s yet to be. Drifting off, To a land that’s unknown. Her reality vastly fades, As she begins to live a lucid dream. Traveling throw a dense forest, Climbing and squeezing as need be. Hoping that somewhere, Lies the answers that she needs. Heading deeper, She quickens her pace. Only to hear a stern voice say, Patience there, little one. Startled and puzzled, She looks around. Only to find, That she’s still all alone.

All N.a.p. Must Read And Comment So I Can Keep Count Of Who Read To Make Sure You Read And Undertsand.
To All The Famliy Just a little Blog post to let everyone know that any blogs or bulletins that have to do with Native American Pride most have the Native Pride Logo at the top of the post .. and as a friendly reminder as I have already said if you have any problems with anyone from the K.O.W. please get with either myself ,,, the co- founder ,, Elder,,or the Spirit mother one of us will handle the problem again I repeat " DO NOT RESPONED TO ANY OF THE PEOPLE FROM THIS FAMILY " IF ANYONE FROM THIS FAMILY COMES TO YOU TO JOIN NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE THEY ARE TO CONTACT ANY OF THE MEMEBRS LISTED ON THE FRONT PROFILE OF OUR HOME PAGE AND WE WILL HANDLE IT . Thanks again and much love to all family. Robin " founder N.A.P. p.s. here is the link of the K.O.W trouble maker keep an eye out for it Lord Wolf~Founder Kingdom of Wolves~Co-Owner Kingdom of Wolves. @ fubar

Most Embarrassing First Date
If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her compani

Little Johnny
In a school science class four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a jar of alcohol. The second worm was put into a jar of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a jar of sperm. The fourth worm was put into a jar of soil. After one day, these were the results: The first worm in alcohol - dead. Second worm in cigarette smoke - dead. Third worm in sperm - dead. Fourth worm in soil - alive. So the Science teacher asked the class - "What can you learn from this experiment?" Little Johnny quickly raised his hand and said "As long as you drink, smoke and have sex, you won't have worms."

Love, Me
WE HAD QUITE THE DISCUSSION OVER THIS SONG. IT SEEMS I WAS CORRECT BUT DID NOT KNOW WHO THE ARTIST WAS, TRIED TO SAY THE NAME OF THE SONG WAS CALLED LOVE ME..... WELL AS YOU ALL SEE IT IS CALLED LOVE ME..... I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three. Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said, "boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so." We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said: If you get there before i do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long i'll be. But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till i see you again, I'll be loving you. love, me. [these lyri

Johnny & The Experiment
In a school science class four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a jar of alcohol. The second worm was put into a jar of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a jar of sperm. The fourth worm was put into a jar of soil. After one day, these were the results: The first worm in alcohol - dead. Second worm in cigarette smoke - dead. Third worm in sperm - dead. Fourth worm in soil - alive. So the Science teacher asked the class - "What can you learn from this experiment?" Little Johnny quickly raised his hand and said "As long as you drink, smoke and have sex, you won't have worms."

Hostel 2
Janean’s Movie Reviews Hostel Part 2 Presenter: Quintin Tarantino Directed and Written By: Eli Roth Actors: Lauren German, (from The Texas chainsaw massacre, Bijou Phillips, Bully), and Heather Matarazzo (from Welcome To The Dollhouse) Nene rated it : 10 Basically like the first hostel. Young college students from the U.S. are backpacking through Europe and get lured to a hostel in Slovakia by a beautiful woman. The difference is this time it’s beautiful, rich young women who get lured. Rich business men bid on the right to come torture and kill these victims. This film spends a lot more time on characterizations, where the first one didn’t. you actually get to know the characters both victims and killers and see why they are all doing what they are doing. You actually feel sorry for the girls as they get tortured and killed because you get to know them a little. Of course, you never feel sorry for the bad guys, but you come to more understanding of why some of them want to

Thought For The Day 11/03/2007
Hi everyone.... I've been off here for a while,. but I am back. I've been going through a lot, still am honestly, but I am back on here with a new thought. I hope everyone enjoys it. A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Weeks pass and the pain does not subside within. The heart bends for no one it seems, not even my will at times. It does bleed for me, for the others whose faces and hearts are etched inside of me. The love which fills me inside gives no peace, it cannot while time stands still. Happiness is in my hands, I feel it clearly, yet it runs through my fingers in an attempted grasp to hold it. Happiness does not elude me, rather, it demands I embrace it once my grasp is secure upon it. I reach up from the pool where I fight to breathe, holding myself up another day and hoping my salvation will touch my hand for me to relentlessly cling to. My resolve is strong, I give not into weakness and let myself slip under to perish. I reach out again, there must be someone to

Not Knowing What To Do Please Help
hey everyone i am really not sure what to do anymore would really like some advice on this please...i have been living with my ex and his family for the last month and a half and they tell me the other day i had 3 weeks to get out well then they changed and i have a week with no money no nothing...i am so scared and don't know what to do please write back on this much love kristy

Don't You Just Hate It?
1). Don't you just hate it ...When someone posts pics labeled NSFW ...and the show nothing (maybe the waist band of a pantie)I'm talking about the ones that could not get a teenager with raging hormones excited. 2). Don't you just hate it ...The "Me in the Shower" Pic ... lets get with it folks ... it's old news. 3). Don't you just hate it ... When you find a profile with the most Sexual title you could find (that include but not limited to words like: Naughty, Sinful, fornicated, sexaholic, Your next wet dream ...) Like the old saying goes ... "If you talk the talk... don't post pics that are too mild for DEFAULT. 4). Don't you just hate it ... When you open a new profile that has caught your eye or intrest, you read the profile, rate it, Fan it.. and open the pics and EVERYTHING IS SET TO PRIVATE. Lets face it ladies ... if general pics are that private you should be in a convent not on FUBAR. 5).(This is one of my PET PIVES) Don't you just hate it ... When you meet

3/11/07
LARNE COLTS 5-3 CONNOR UNITED The colts travelled to woodburn for this game andcame out of the traps flying with the midfield of jamie magill,robert watson,david hunter and stephen gordon creating chances for reece mcginley and darre tennant up front.But it was connor utd who opened the scoring with there first attack of the match.The colts came back strongly though and 2 goals in 2 minutes from darren tennant put the colts in front but connor came back and made it 2-2 a few minutes later.Then it was the speed merchant reece mcginley who put the colts 3-2 up before tennant got his hatrick to give the colts a 4-2 half time lead.Connor had to come looking for goals in the 2nd half but goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of thomas mcdowell,odhran kemp,thomas spence and jordan weir held firm and it was the colts who went 5-2 up through tennant again.Then david christie,johnny mccurdy,dylan doole,jamie millar and new signing jordan ferguson all got involved in the action and f

Another Good Week.
This has been a good week,Halloween is over and the Holidays grow near.Most of my shopping list is done and locked away.I redid my counter tops this week all by myself and it wouldn't seem like a big deal to most but it was a challange I didnt think I could do by myself.It looks great and I'm patting myself on the back.Tommorrow I'm going to start to paint ,to match the counters.So until something else comes along worth talking about ,Have a safe and happy weekend.

Ask Any Questions You Want
In here you can ask me any questions you want to. I am not shy and will answer to the best of my abilities. Anything goes so ask. You have my email here or you can ask me on my regular email (which gets checked all the time) @ road_block@sbcglobal.net this is my Yahoo email and Yahoo messenger ID.

Wsc 50's Night
1950's Contest Being Held In WSC Lounge, TONIGHT Starting 8PM Central All kind of fun things will go on over the course of the night.Prizes will be given away for several things.Also This contest is NOT limited to WSC Only.You may bring your friends. Contest 1 - Have a folder with 20 pictures of anything to do with 1950-1959.We will rate it and the person with the best compiled folder will get a prize. Contest 2 - Best 50's Default picture Will Win A prize Other prizes will be given out for various things.Hope to see you there!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51133 ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ Facts about this decade --- Population: 151,684,000 (U.S. Dept. of Commerce, Bureau of the Census)* Unemployed: 3,288,000 Life expectancy: Women 71.1, men 65.6 Car Sales: 6,665,800 Average Salary: $2,992 Labor Force male/female: 5/2 Cost of a loaf of bread: $0.14 Bomb shelter plans, like the government pamphlet You Can Survi

Rangers 2-0 Inverness Ct
Rangers 2-0 Inverness CT Kris Boyd put Rangers ahead within the opening minute Rangers maintained the three-point gap with Scottish Premier League leaders Celtic after a workmanlike disposal of Inverness Caledonian Thistle. Kris Boyd fired the Glasgow side into the lead from the edge of the box after just 34 seconds at Ibrox. And Boyd's replacement, Jean-Claude Darcheville, set up Carlos Cuellar to head the second after 62 minutes. Cuellar cleared a Graham Bayne effort off his own line before Darcheville crashed an attempt off the bar. Fit-again Brahim Hemdani had returned to the Rangers starting line-up in place of Kevin Thomson, who is suspended for Wednesday's Champions League trip to face Barcelona. Darcheville was only deemed fit enough to start on the bench. And fellow striker Boyd took less than a minute to justify Walter Smith's decision to retain him up front. Nacho Novo was hauled down by Stuart McCaffrey just inside the Inverness half and to

Closing This Account
After less than three weeks Im closing this account There are too many ignorant classless disrespectful people here and Im sorry I ever found this site I only did sign up because of one of the admin here who was on a friends list of mine on another site but never spoke to me there I won't be that stupid again! To those of you who've actually seemed to care to talk and be nice to me, thanks. To those who haven't, it's your problem not mine!

Hows Life In The World Today?????
Man, what a world we live in....There's people killing people for no reason at all, we have a war that is very needless to say the least! A president that wont listen to his public and the people who voted for him. CHildren growing up faster then they should, learning things that we as parents didnt learn till we were in High School and doing things that we were brought up not to do before marriage... WHat is this world coming too???? I ask you all........... Lil Lady Shar

Take It To The Stage....
as the theatre fills with watchers, some with cameras, some just authors...watch my words walk of the page,front and center they take the stage, all dressed different, the crowd's amazed..such brilliant costumes, (just an idea i had, will work it out later....note to self....dont forget to touch on silent letters, accents, capitols and lower case.....puncuation my have a role somewhere too...)

Gravity
Tell me about the law of gravity that states anything that goes up must come down and i will introduce you to the law of aerodynamics that states that it is possible that something can go up and remain there. Before this year runs out, u shall find urself somewhere that u cant even bring urself down. Your blessings shall never come down, u shall never fail, the law of gravity will never work in your finances, business, family, all area of your life etc. Stay blessed. The devil is a liar. You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

Fabolous - Baby Dont Go
[Intro: T-Pain (Fabolous) {J.D.}] I try to play cool Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy When I'm in the house, when I think about When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain} I want my baby back! {'Lo-so} And I thought it would be easy but it's hard for me to let you GO~! (Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go! (Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is} [Fabolous] Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as Can't seem to doubt that I creamed her out Now you dream about how I turned Nieman out Nothin to scream about just back your Beemer out Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool There's options in break up, you ever play pool? Better do you cause I damn sure does me And what your buzz be is only because of me The wifey, hus-by, never was me I does

11-03-07
Your conscience is pushing you in one direction, though you may be drawn in one or more others by different desires. Don't even try to resist your higher nature -- you'll be delighted to see where it leads you! *^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^**^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^ I desire many things but they all accommodate one another............ Wow I used a big word, I tink I am lerning mor eich dey yey!!!!

Some About Me
1: Do you take pills of any sort? nope 02: You doing anything interesting tomorrow? I hoping 03: What was your elementary school called? ocallaghan 04: How many hours do you work a week? none at moment 05: Have you ever seen a real giraffe? yes lol 06: Chocolate, strawberry or vanilla? choclate 07: Where will you retire to? don't u mean if i get to retire 08: Last person you completely lost your temper with? always at the ex 09: What name will you definitely NOT call your kid? my litte man he hates that lol 10: How many people do you know called Lucy? none 11: What should you be doing instead of this? having a life 12: What's your favourite planet? venus 13: Do you ever say "your mom"? nope 14: How about "that's what she said"? umm no 15: What's getting on your nerves at the moment? nothing yet 16: Are you normally a quite patient? yes 17: Do religious people bother you? yes 18: Tongue piercings: gross or hot? hot =)

Realizing
Can't Win For Losing I cannot think of one thing that I ever regretted doing until now. I regret that I hurt my friend. I regret how I handled that entire situation. I knew how my friend felt about me. I cannot sit here and say I did not have a clue. I regret that I hurt a really good friend. In spite of myself, I am now by myself. Because he was just that to me: a friend. The one thing I truly needed more than all else. And yet I hurt him because of my preferences of what I wanted in a man, a mate and not what I needed in a friend. I lost a good friend. I wanted a kind, gentle, loving man. A man who would respect me to no end, a man who would make love to my mind, my body, my soul internally. A man that could share every part of himself with me, as himself. A man who was not solely interested in my body, but who I am as a person. A man who I am not only attracted to in regard to appearance but encompassing his mind and the way he thinks. With the exception of the last statement, I had

Me
hey all its the weekend and im glad i had a bad week so anywhy i still have a lot of room on messenger for you if you want to add me i love to make friends and talk to them its nascarfan200272@yahoo.com add me lets chat

Changing The Market.
Im a huge coin collecter and also have a good baseball card collection (see some of the cards in my pics). Last year, i wanted a price to go up on a specific coin, and it did. To me, it is easy because i know what to look for and how to do it. There are collectables like stamps, albums, coins, sportscards, memrobilia, Matchbox cars, dolls, cars and the list goes on. Take something that your into, and look at the value in a price guide. Then look at other simular item that have a low mintage, but "reasonable" price. Next step is to purchase that item in quantity . This starts the demand effect which will help start the process of the item going up. Buy the item from specific dealers. Look in the price guide and see if theres a list of contributing dealers that post realized prices to the price guide. This is WHO you buy from .Also, see if they have a ebay account. If the price guide comes out annually, then start to buy ^ mounths before it comes out. This is when all th

Some People Have A Nerve
true friends will take up for and do anything they have to for friends---But 1 person has a f-cking nerve after what she done to witchsbrew to ever show her face here again. It was totally wrong what she done cause (sis) took her in when she had no where to go --then she screws her over but what comes around goes around.

In Some Serious Pain Lol
Went to David's last soccer game for thefall and the other team didn't show up. So someone got the right idea that the fathers and refs should play against the kids. Ok, so those who know me know that I think I am still 20 and can still act that way lol. I have done no running since tearing up my ankle last fall. I didn't feel too uch pain in my ankle except for when I kicked the ball. Running was fine. Its the rest of me that hurts. I am so out of shape. But we had fun :) And the old guys won the game lol. I need a full body massage!

Not Sure What To Think But Hey...ya Never Know Right?
life seems unfair at times. I'm sure that we hve all been there done that. but when the good things happen do we all question why they happen? Or do you just accept it. I have recently had some really goo dthings happen to me, and I am happy about that. There is nothing that I want to change right now. School is going as it always does, and YEAH! I'm almost done, then I can find a job and move on from this part of my life. there are many friends and relatives in my life that have been right here next to me, helping, encouraging and whatever else it took to keep me moving towards my goal...and for that Thank you all for that very much! I am moving forward in my life, and things look really good. Job opportunites, friends and more are looking better everyday...I'm delaing with some health issues but nothing that can't be solved. And to my best cheering squad: Scott, Brian and Rob....((BUG HUGS)) to you and may you find and recieve everything that you deserve....H&K My Gir

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Let Us Ruin Their Fun
When a group of more then forty proud white men women and children gather, it’s considered some kind of hate gathering. However when a tribe of the worlds worst people gather, it’s considered a religious gathering. When we meet, that is when proud whites meet, we have protesters trying to aggravate us by any means possible, thus making it damn near impossible to express ourselves in a non violent way. I say that any person who is willing to put their necks on the line, who is willing to endure the bull shit the FBI and other big brother organizations in America put us through then we should give them a reason to watch us ever so closely. On November 11th a large gathering of the world’s worst people is going to be taking place in Nashville Tennessee. This event will be roughly a three day event, where Jews from all over America will be getting together and more than likely plotting the gentile’s demise. I would love to see a large group of White Protesters making it hard for thes

A Rose
A ROSE A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain! Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Anybody Want To Help Me?
YOUR CONTEST LINK Hide header Date: Sat, 03 Nov 2007 14:28:16 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: bargodd@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=154913&albumid=550486&i=1229167921 HERE'S YOU LINK FOR THE CONTEST, IT WILL START AT 9PM EST ON NOV 6 AND END ON THE 20TH AT 9PM. RATE=2PTS. COMMENT=1PT. GOOD LUCK I WILL BE POSTING A BULLETIN EVERYDAY, FOR THE CONTESTANTS TO REPOST. TELL FRIENDS TO RATE & BOMB! i will help those who will me bomb me when this contest starts....

Rip - Fabulous Moolah
For those who didn't know her - The Fabulous Moolah (Lillian Ellison) was one of the original Female Wrestlers, and a long time (AND the 1st) Women's Champion in both the NWA and the WWF/WWE. Sadly, she took her final curtain call yesterday, passing away at the age of 84. It's funny. Even though I knew she was in her 80's, I always imagined her alive and kicking, having a match on her 100th Birthday. She was always so full of life, and ALWAYS was able to keep up with the younger generation in and out of the ring. The single time I was able to talk with her face to face, I enjoyed a conversation that went from the old NWA days all the way to her thoughts on (then) newcomers like John Cena. As much as I like to call myself an Encyclopedia of Wrestling information, hearing stories from her about things BEHIND the scenes made me feel like I was just starting school. Moolah - You will be missed - But you will NEVER be forgotten.

Know For Sure
My horoscope says "Today is perfect for reviewing your plans and big ideas. They may be perfect or flawed in some small way, but you need to know for sure before moving forward and your mind is in the right place to figure it out." Good advise.

My Birth Chart
Some are dead on, some are super far off. as usualy. but it's still cool. This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Jessica Renguette The planets in the signs The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche. Sun in Pisces She is compassionate and sentimental. She likes isolated occupations: administration, archives, history. Spirit of self-sacrifice. Weaknesses: tendency to be led astray, lack of experience or inability to apply experience practically. Lethargy, over-sensitivity and emotionalism. Moon in Leo She is brave and knows how to take risks, has the courage of her convictions, is honest , imposing and sharp. She has a great sense of and respect for justice. Organizational sense. Selectivity in friends, but is not influenced by them. Taste for splendor. Weaknesses: changing and numerous affections. Emotional ins

Guys Or Girls, I Don't Care. Just Do This!
Would you make out with me? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have Would you come over and hangout? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Heck [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? Would you rather.. ? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you ever date me? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Send the results to me in a message!

Genuine Alligator Shoes I
A young blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde shouted, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes at a reasonable price!" The shopkeeper said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you'll luck out and catch yourself a big one!" Determined, the blonde turned and headed for the swamps, set on catching herself an alligator. Later in the day, the shopkeeper was driving home, when he spotted the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. Just then, he saw a huge 9-foot alligator swimming quickly toward her. She took aim, killed the creature, and with a great deal of effort hauled it on to the swamp bank. Lying nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper w

Let's Ride!!!! Love My Bikers
Hmmmm, well I am single again.....been asked out a couple times this week. Was suppose to go to a biker event with the club RKMCMD4, they are having a ball tonight. But it is across the bridge and didn't want to leave Bryan and go that far. So John thank you for asking me to join ur friends!!! Tomorrow going to get my saddle bags can't wait!!!! Talked to harley about the new exhust pipes.....shit I got approved for another bike...I was gonna get. More of a touring bike. If I had more experience I would go and get it but need to learn on this one first. And now that I have Chris to ride with, well when the weather permits now LOL, its alll good. Hugs my friends

Celtic.horoscope
You Are An Apple Tree You are quiet and shy at times, but you have lots of charm and appeal. You are quite attractive: your pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, and adventurous spirit draw people in. Sensitive and loyal in love, you want to love and be loved. You are a faithful and tender partner - who is generous in sharing your many talents. You love children, and you need an affectionate partner. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Heartache
I love all the men in my life But all they do is hurt me Everytime I turn around the cuz me pain Pain in the heart and in the brain They never stop to think what they are doing to me They think it is funny how i feel I sit there and cry and all they do is say boo who They dont have any respect for the way i feel Thats why most men get what they deserve I put all my feelings into it And alls i get in return is feeling like i was a peice of shit and my feelings smashed to the ground I treat them ike there royalty and they sit there and treat me as a piece of ass Well im more than that im sweet kind and caring And to all you assholes that dont know that fuck you Im tired of being hurt by my boyfriends friends and family I wont name any names you know who you are and if you dont open your fucking eyes and see what you did You will get what is coming to you cuz now i wont take your shit and let you cause me pain This is to anyone that has gotten hurt If you ever need anyo

My Heart Hurts
One of my best friends told me today that he started drinking again. "It's not an everyday thing and it's not a lot. It's only 2-3 beers nefore bed". He was sober for 13 years before he fucked it up one night and landed in jail. It was 3+ years since then and he was doing so good and then all of a sudden this. I told him awhile ago that I would stop talking to him if he ever started drinking again (as a joke) and I guess he remembered that because he told me he wanted me to know from him instead of someone else, like his g/f or her daughter. The only thing I could say was just be careful and I will always be there for you. I am always a phone call away. The thing that makes me upset about this whole thing is that he has it at home and his girlfried didn't stop him and he didn't call his sponsor if he was that bad. I mean I KNOW it's his decision and all but if anyone really cared about his at that time he was buying it, they would have helped him. Do I have the right to be upset? I thi

Insomniacs Life
Days go by The hours tick away As the days turn into weeks All I can do is ask "why?" And hope this is the day When I finally fall asleep. The moon crosses the night sky as it's done every night in the past My eyes stay open And I start to cry Afraid of the nightmare returning fast I feel myself becoming broken. The headache is back again My eyes grow red Yawns start their attack My eyes are open, yet the dreams begin Have the mermaids been fed? Did I just see a donkey turn into Shaq? Oh no, not now, I'm at work Thats was just my dream, not real snow Wake up! Wake up! Shaking my head to get out the quirks Six more hours till it's time to go I just want to sleep and not wake up. Of course now I'm home And sleep is nowhere to be found I'm looking at the bottle of little white pills Hoping against hope Dreams and sleep will not allow My body and mind to chill

Dreaming Of You
In my dreams you come to me raging with desire - wanting me, needing me, loving me my slumbering lips can feel your kiss gentle at first, growing deeper, stronger as our passion increases. You press your body against mine hard rough skin mingled with skin like smooth silk hands caressing my curves inducing waves of fire burning for your touch, your kiss, your being. Gazing into my eyes, you slip into me slow, long, even strokes, filling me with your self an emotional floodgate opens wide and my body arches to meet with yours I need you. I want you. I love you. Take me, I am yours to devour Consume my flesh, satiate the hunger that drives us both Writhing, grinding, we move in rhythm with one another Your sweat dripping onto my skin, my nails sinking into yours. At last we are one, our cries of passion reach their peak You crash into me as you release your fuel Our bodies lifeless, exhausted with lust you lay beside me and gather me into your arms And as we lie together, our arms entang

Juggalo Dictionary
Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLY Big Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movie Bigot: Racist, hater Born Twiztid A fake documentery about Twiztid. Only 30 minutes long but funny as hell! Chedda: Money, skrilla Cherrie Pie: See Cotton Candy Chicken: A redneck, bigot, racist Cotton Candy: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt Dark Carnival: A dark carnival that Shaggy and Violent J often preach about. Delray: A neighborhood of Detroit, Michigan. Southwest Detroit Echoside: A fate worse than hell Facepaint: The make-up used by ICP and Twiztid (and more) Faygo: A cheap ghetto pop that Insane Clown Posse throws on Juggalos at concerts. More info: here Feminem: Eminem diss Floob: This is what Violent J and Jumpsteady called themselves when they were kids. It means scrub. Fright Fest: Twiztid's own version of Hallowicked Gathering Of The Juggalos: An event that happens only once a year where Juggalos and J

Do I?
All the time I hear how beautiful I am That I am sexy, gorgeous That men are amazed by me That I am not like most other females Only problem with all that is it isn’t you It has meaning and feeling when you say it When they say it, it means nothing Yeah it makes me feel good why wouldn’t it But it is so much different when it is carried with your breath Then they tell me how lucky you are That you must feel like a king Completely on top of the world Now that, for some reason feels really good And has lots of meaning But when they say it, it makes me wonder do you feel this Do I make you feel any of these

Memory Poem My Ray Ray
GONE IS THE FACE I LOVED SO DEAR SILENT IS THE VOICE i LOVED TO HEAR TOO FAR AWAY FOR SIGHT OR SPEECH BUT NOT TOO FAR FOR MY THOUGHTS TO REACH YOUR PRESENCE I MISS YOUR MEMORY I TREASURE LOVING YOU ALWAYS FORGETTING YOU NEVER MY HEART BEATS BECAUSE OF YOU.... MEMORIES ARE THE LEGACY OF LOVE.... YOUR LOVE IS MY MOST VALUABLE AND TREASURED GIFT!!!! LOVING YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER BABY

Men!
Who are men We have spent our whole lives trying to figure this out They have even done studies on it Why keep trying, we understand them like they understand us They love but do not show it well Unless it is a child family or pet They hate and have no trouble showing No matter whom it is towards They fear but think it is weak to show it They are strong and show it at all times They are looked up to and admired by all From their family children and significant others They know this and always feel they need to keep face Be strong for not only them but us as well From the beginning of time men where the dominant one The head of the house the leader Even in this day and age it is still the same Women want to be independent but at the same time We need and want that strong man there with us To hold us support us and kick ass when needed What men don’t understand we like our strong men But there are times when we would like to see The caring side the weak

Orgasmic!
Kiss me tease me Please me before you enter Stimulate my nervous Feel my body Touch me explore every inch Kiss my back Let me feel your hands Teach me learn with me There is so much I don’t know So much to learn I want to with you Take me with passion and desire Want me with your heart and your body Show me all of this Take your time bring me to the point Then enter me with thrust and anticipation Feel my interior find my spots Make love to me Feel the hot wetness of me Fuck me with passion Do me hard and steady Slow it down a bit I want to climax with you We don’t always have to rush into things I know I tend to a lot But dominate me take control Don’t let me take over and push you there Make me get mine make me experience you Make me have the orgasm of my life This wouldn’t be hard if you make me feel the pleasure of you Show me what my body does in a pure orgasmic experience.

Prayers Needed Now ; God Please Help
little Shawn needs a miricial . he is so sick . he couldn,t even enjoy Halloween with his daddy or siblings. Help him O lord Please . He is so week and so small. i know thy will has to be done on earth, but Shawn knows not of such things just pain and sickness. so for him O Lord ease this suffering I ask in thy name . Amen!!! may God,s will be done.

What Is It About Me?
What is it about me that makes you smile? Or makes being around me worth the while. Oh, I get it it's got to be the personality, Or what God has giving me to make me me. Or maybe it's just the way that I can make you laugh, To think about the good and forget about the bad. It could be that I'm just that type of guy to make the world a better place, With just the gleam of his eyes or the bright smile on his face, I'm just wondering on what makes me me, And what makes me the person that you would like to see.

Bring Back The Sun Spell
ring Back the Sun Spell 2007 Spell-A-Day 2007-12-21 Color of the day: Gray Incense of the day: Sage The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year. The Sun has reached its weakest point, but on this night it will be reborn and begin its growth to the long days of summer. All the holidays of December are connected to this event. The Celts call this day Alban Arthuan. The name Yule is Germanic. At this time of the year many people become depressed. Often this is blamed on the fact that the celebrations fail to meet their expectations. But people have always become depressed at this time of the year because of the lack of sunlight and the seeming death of all of nature. To ancient peoples this fear was personified as an attack of elves and ghostly spirits, similar to the beliefs surrounding Halloween. This is obvious when one studies the customs of the Shetland and Orkney Islands in the far north of Scotland. This was one of the last places in Europe to become C

Testing Blogness Out...
Heading to Maine in 12 more days. Woohoo! I'm not sure, I just figured, I got the blog, I got the time. >=3 I'm trying to think... but that's not working out to well, tomorrow I'm heading back to my grams, and ummm, I get to re do my damn Salute since mine wasn't good enough... which is fucking ghey, since I had friends who did almost the same thing as me, but mine gets rejected D:< XD Oh wells, They'll get my finger for a fucking salute.. D:< Anyways, n.n I am the happeh! >.> Annnnnnnndddddd.... That's it! n.n; I love my boyfriend Optimus Prime xD It's official! lolz!