Giving up....
I've reached out to you, and I touched your soul.The inner sanctom that was your own; became mine. You chose to share that special place with me, as I did with you.
Was it real ?
Or once again ;did I chase a dream, only to be alone when I woke once more. The days are endless when one travels alone in this world. Dreading the night , for once more I must sleep. The pain returns as I see you again. Because I know that in this dream, though you are here now;when I wake you will be gone.
In my sleep I wither.
Becoming a husk of the person I should be. Because all that I've given is gone. My cup lays empty on the table. The tears stain my pillow where my head lies as I sleep, as I woke, in the last moments of my dream. You turned your back and walked once more from my life.
My heart torn from it's resting place.
The pain of loss. The sorrow, of having known that it would indeed end. Vestiges of hope, now lay in a heap at my doors opening. Fluttering, like a books pages left to long untended.
Cursed is the day. That love is tossed out with the daily trash. 1,000,000 heartaches. I can try no more. The Farie' Tale has ended. Such sadness, clouds blot the blue sky, making the world even less friendly, forbodding and dark.
From the fire of my pain.
One day. When the ashes have finally given their last bit of heat up to the universe. I pray that hope. Like a flower in the spring, will break through the buried heart of earth, and burst once more in my life. To Love once again.
Setting the stage.....................
For another dissapointment ?
Kenny
