I have been home for about a week and a half now. I still struggle with things sometimes, but I feel like the time I spent away was good for me. I'm still not 100%, but I'm working on it. I have been struggling to get enough sleep, but I am eating again. My medication has been changed, I was having bad side affects from the medication I was taking . . . . my dreams became more vivid and real to me and it wasn't good. I've been getting help dealing with my past so things have come out a lot lately and it's tough. I'm just glad that I'm able to get the help now even if it is several years later. As far as other things, I'm just taking it one day at a time. I haven't felt like talking much since I got home, just trying to get back in the swing of things. I'll be looking for work and all next week and trying to figure things out for myself and the family. If you still have questions or feel like talking, leave a message and I'll get back to you or if you have my yahoo we can chat on there. Well I have been a lil sick so I'm gonna try to take a nap and get some rest before the kids get home from school. Take care everyone and I'll ttyl.