I stood in the rain tonight
Just standing there with my head down
letting the rain fall on me
trying hard to understand things
Inside of me, i felt so conflicted
dark and cold like tonight was
As if the rain was falling inside of me
I was angry and hurt
Trying to figure out
why everything hurt so deeply
Why do i care for everyone
when all they do is find some way to hurt me
And knowing the pain is being alone
Away from anyone who might care for you
A fear that it will never get better
That i will never feel loved
Have you ever stood in the rain at night.
Cold, shivering trying to mask your tears
and yet letting the world see.
It tears you apart, trying so damn hard
But every day the rain just keeps falling